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hargrove · 10 months ago

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「 HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! I resurrected this blog at the end of 2023, but in these few months, this dash has given me more happiness than I could have imagined. honestly, I came back as a means of escape when I had a major loss in my family and just didn't want to deal with irl. and y'all have been so welcoming and so amazing, that I want to take this moment to hurl my love right in your faces!

@havvkinsqueen ➠ Victoria!!! I was so excited to learn that you were still bombing around on the dash since I last left. your heather was always a treat, but your Chrissy is such a delight and I'm so stoked to have her in Billy's life. you are an absolute gem, a POWERHOUSE of kindness and positivity. you exemplify everything the rp community should be. I type this wearing the bracelet you made for me, it gives me so much good vibes. I really am serious about running around in cosplay at a con with you this coming year. it'll be rad as hell! here's to a whole new year of crazy rp and irl shenanigans!

@zoomingupthathill ➠ I cannot describe the sheer joy I feel every time you're on my dash, Bee. from waaaaay back when I was writing Klaus and you were Katherine, to now in the ST fandom, you always leave me in awe. the love you have for your own muses is infectious and in turn, makes me love them and want the best for them. you know I don't really do exclusives, but I always considered your Max and my Billy a packaged deal. whatever your Max is going through, she can always count on my Billy to have her back. likewise, I am always there for you. you're an amazing talent and an even better friend. I look forward to a whole new year of sibling craziness, as well as other muse stuff. and good lord, CAN WE GET THIS GIRL A LUCAS??? (I'm trying my best to work on it, I am lol).

@thebabysittertm ➠ dude. friendo. bruh. stark. I don't even know where to begin. my favorite kind of rp is the slow burn stuff filled with lots of character development and headcanons and background stuff, etc. it's basically the hardest thing to find but somehow from the moment we started talking, it all just clicked. the details and thought you put into all of your muses is astounding. I adore the thought process you have in your muses' reasoning behind things. and your writing is out of this world! I feel so lucky that I get to bounce hc's and au's off you all day. all of our ideas and stuff makes me so excited and has fueled me to jump back into this hobby only 10 times harder. all your talent aside, you also an incredible friend who I'm so stoked to talk to every day. here's to a 2024 filled with our two idiots!

@malka-lisitsa ➠ how do I even begin to compliment the sheer amount of talent that exudes from you, November?? from muse development, to writing, to graphics, to server maintaining, to... I don't even know what else! seems like you can do it all! I can't lie, when I initially came back to the dash, I was shying away from any and all cross overs because I have so much anxiety in this community and wanted to keep my corner of the world super small. but your Katherine broke through and I'm so glad she did. I love how you took a character that so many people (even the freaking writers of the show!) wrote off as 2 dimensional and you give her life! layers! meaning! she never feels like a self insert style oc, but she feels so much more well rounded than any version we saw on the show. it's honestly admirable the amount of work you've put in. I'm so lucky to count myself as one of your rp partners and I can't wait to see where Billy and Kat will take us in 2024.

I unfortunately don't have the time to write a seperate message to all of the people on my dash, but I still want to tag people that bring me joy every time I see your urls. all of the following has made the past few months (that should have been dark and awful) feel bright and full of hope. I appreciate every single one of you. ➠

@vitaegratis

@edhellfire

@vcnusians

@scarednotscary

@pierprincess / @nancewheelr

@hangtenn

@calistayed

@asiphon

@nexusvcrti

@multi-royalty

@helltothefire

@mhunster

and of course, I'd be remiss if I didn't list my ride or die. the people who make tumblr rp the amazing place that it is, and people that I will cherish always, whether we're writing together or not. y'all are stuck with me! ➠ @seesgood @breakthings @mysharxna 」

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misterradio · 1 year ago

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house of leaves has my mind blown at such random stuff. page 97 has a check mark in the corner.

[i'll add random other musings below]

notation 127 references a real book which is even on archive dot org..!!! and it says to check out a diagram But you need to log in to view the book. AAGHH!!

page 119 it is now time to be confused on how to read this 👍

nevermind the box is just all one long footnote. and the backwards box is like a reversal of the previous box.

"this is what happens when you hurry in a maze. the faster you go, the worse you are entangled"..... UH OH !

the footnotes along the sides are just BUILDING NAMES?? and then ARCHITECTS ??????? i do really like the cyclical nature of these notes, one makes u flip thru several pages and then you have to turn the book upside down and flip back thru the same pages. the last note in this series is right at the 2nd page in this sequence but along the side. makes me think of. a spiral ::-) makes me smile.

im just now realizing some of these notation marks are letters instead of numbers....X appears several times (that footnote is on page 107) but theres also like, LL (but if the first L was reversed)? and this one is F (page 122). not sure if there is a meaning here

page 127 guys this is scary

(page 151) "I was sorry to hear he disappeared. Do you know what happened to him?" HE WHAT?????

(page 620) okay i decided to read some more letters from (checks her name) Pelafina and. this is one is. ::-(

okay i finished her letters and wah........... sad. i wonder what was the one jewelry johnny kept from her.

(page 154) i already forgot what these different names were for ermmm lol. great hall and antechamber. i forgor

(page 159) the fact that the stairwell was around 13 miles long for Roberts' crew and then for Navdison its 100 feet.... LOLLLL F--K the explorers in particular

(page 192) YAY JED and wax !!! i never thought id be so so happy to see them again. yayyy. but now getting out is the next obstacle.. F--K OFF I CANT BELIEVE HOW SOONI SPOKE f--k this book

SICKENIINNNNGGGG!!!!!!!

(page 263) I LOVE THAT there are occasional emails from people after the 1st printing and someone says "what was all that crazy stuff in the introduction about guns and blood?" THATS WHAT IM SAYIINNGGGGG

(page 272) this makes me think that the stairwell is analogous to a throat..

(page 305) once again. witnessing the staircase lengthen and groan. makes me think it is literally swallowing navy.

(page 318) im so so glad wax survived YAY

(page 320) this made me get up and start pacing and smiling. like. this house wants navy so bad. SO BAD

(page 326) JOHNNY BECOMES SELF AWARE THAT HE A FICTIONAL CHARACTEr (scary)

btw i did find ouf the letters used in notations are actually symbols bc there is a photo of a graph of them on the inner cover. i dont actualy know how to look up what they are called at all tbh. theyre like. aircraft related.

(page 342) bruh this is new and scary. fhe house's shifting horror now extending beyond the imposible hallways but into the main house ...... what the......

(page 397) everyone in this book is so FREUDIAN !!!! like all the psychology is so fruedian i think.

(page 402) im so fascinated by these dream scenes i didnt expdct this book to really have a dream scene but there u go ^^__^^ im sad the promised third dream is missing......

OH YEAH BABY WE ACTUALLY HAVE A MINOTAUR PRESENT also in a dream scene. EVERYONE GIVE IT UP FOR A MINOTAUR PRESENCE

(page 406) this is some like. reverse tma thing. you know how in tma everyone who gives a statement to jon has nightmare of him. this is like what if jon did something to absolve everyone of their nightmares. huh. (also i havent gotten past this part i dont even know what navidson Does back in the house yet.........)

OH I JUST REALIZED THE SKETCHES IN APPENDIX II ARE JOHNNY'S. he mentioned doodling on any scraps of paper he had like mail and i was like heh. just like in the appendix. OH WAIT

i love that tgis chapter does NOT end in a period and ends with an open-ended sentence that segues into the next chapter. thats so neat ::-) idek if navy is still alive like wtf i dont know yet SHHH shhhh

(page 425) the dread this is imbuing in me. the floors tilting slightly wherever navy goes to guide him along. youre at the mercy of this house now..

(page 465) WHAT THE ? THIS BOOK IS WITHIN THISBBOOK? (navidson has a book titled house of leaves) WHAT?

(page 468) this desolation almost made me cry somehow . maybe logcially its not the worst thing thats happened in this book but the nothingness is crushing

this part makes u turn the book around a lot and i really did get a sense of dizziness while reading bc i realized i didnt know whether the text i was reading was really along the bottom of the page or what... also im still so tripped up that they mention this book by name, even say how many pages it has, and that 'maybe some of the pages are hard to read'. bro.

the song on page 479 is apparently "when johnny comes marching home" which i had to look up but thats where the tune of that song the ants go marching one by one comes from???? u learn something new every day.

i like that the footnote on page 488 is another of those aeronautic symbols (theres a chart of some of them on a collage in the back) and this one means "heavily injured, need a doctor"...............

(page 527) "and whenever she laughs the notes sing a call to Victory" STARTS BAWLING

okay i done YAYYYYYYYYY AAAUUUUUHHHHHHHHHGGGGHHHHHHHHHH i have yet to finish the appendices....

#original nonsense #personal #just a simple check mark... our little code so effortless and yet so rich in communication...........................#<- other than this im not sure why tgere is a check mark there.

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kleinstar · 2 years ago

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i haven't read enough nu:carnival stuff to gauge canon so i'm skipping that part of the meme but this is a "favorite thing" about portrayal/muse anyways so let's go with that

i like how casual eiden is, like effortlessly so, whether it's dealing with hot dudes or annoying fangirls or vaguely dangerous non-human entities. he's very genuine as a person and wears his feelings (desires? lolol) on his sleeve, which i think makes him extra endearing because it's paired with kindness and sincerity. also it means he always ends up surprising me in memes and replies which? awesome, i love writing i can't predict lolol

it's like he's this giant safe zone where anything goes and nothing's too weird as long as you're not being cruel/evil and so it makes it fun to just throw whatever at him and see how he bounces it back. he's the quintessential rubber wall, bad stuff doesn't stick to him really, and this makes you want to hug him but also beat him up at the same time (or is this just me, idk it's complicated).

at the same time i do like how you let us peek into his more vulnerable side, because all his lighthearted relationships don't always give way to deeper, more intimate connections (beyond physical i mean) and i do get a sense of his loneliness behind the cheerfulness and innuendos. i appreciate sad eiden as much as happy eiden because you know, character depth and stuff and i AM curious to see how he'll deepen bonds here in isola away from his usual clan members (i mean, he already adopted a little brother which is cool, it'd be neat to see how much his "family" grows).

last but not least i didn't expect to app Wang Yi and have him end up in a FWB thing with Eiden but? ?? it's weirdly wholesome (like eiden himself actually now that i think about it) and they both seem genuinely content to leave it at that so who am i to complain; still, good thing Qin Xian isn't here or else he'd prolly try to murder Eiden unironically multiple times so i pray that day never comes b/c it'd suck to be responsible for his death!! ahem. (wait quincy won't smack wang yi either right i mean he already is, but i mean hit him again, man relationships are complicated)

anyways, he's a great guy who i think lives life to the fullest so he gets my thumbs up, keep spreading joy bruh

Please tell me your favorite things about my portrayal/muse?

LETHEEEE IM GOING EAT YOUR SON

thank you so much though i dont even know what to say other than thank you for loving the lad .... but LMAO i would love eiden getting murder attempted by Qin Xian (i havent read the series but!!) lmaoooo - but tRUE Wang Yi's and Eiden's fwb thing is wholesome lmao wang yi bullying is an honorary tradition by now (good luck with eiden bullying he seems to need it loooool)

ALSO gl with quincy wang yi

#nobully #ah cotton candy - pulls hair off wang yi #is the pink natural

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kaminobiwan · 4 years ago

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Rini reaches 100 150 175!!!

holy shoot, thank you guys so much! I kept pushing this back because I honestly didn’t expect to gain a lot of new folks that quickly, but it happened and I’m so glad to see that people actually like my stuff and are giving it attention like bruh

honestly I never thought I’d ever have reason to do one of these, but you guys have shown me so much love that I would be remiss in not giving anything in return. so, without further ado, I’m excited to celebrate with you guys!

url giveaway!

I have so many saved urls that deserve to see the light of day, so I’m just giving them all away! I made a more detailed post about it here.

drabble prompts!

even though I have so many wips in my drafts, I really wanna practice with requests and flex my writing muscles! I realize most of you have probably joined for either my obi-wan or rex works, and those characters are a given, but if there’s another character you’d like to see me write for then I’d be happy to give it a go! (I thought about making a list of who I’d write for but honestly..... never say never........ pls don’t make me regret this lol)

I’ll be using this prompt list from @vhsmeme and will reblog the post itself later as well. just send me the word of the prompt and the “muse” you’d like me to use!

most likely I’ll get to writing them by the weekend’s end, depending on how much I get through on my current wips!

finally, I just want to say a huge thank you to all of you! I used to be so scared of interacting with anyone on tumblr when I first joined but I’ve had such a great time ever since coming out of my shell and that is completely because of your kindness and warmth. I’m so grateful to my little tumblr circle! thank you!

#rini reaches 175!#star wars imagines #star wars x reader #obi wan kenobi x reader #captain rex x reader #thank you guys i love you 🥺🥺

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franklyshipping · 5 years ago

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Day 14 ~ Christmas 2019 Ego Fanfics

OKEY DOKEY WE'RE ONTO DAY NUMBER 14 AND I THINK IT'S TIME WE GOT SOME DANCING UP IN THIS FESTIVE JOINT! LET'S DO THIS!

TAGGING: @bingy-switch and @bingylee

I feel like dancing at Christmas is a seriously unspoken thing of sweetness, whether it be with a romantic partner or with friends, having a wild boogie is a staple for this time of year. First off, it’s cold weather season and you gotta keep warm somehow because you KNOW that for at least a few days in December whatever is heating your home is going to break; frankly I think that’s why dancing was invented. Second, who doesn’t want to be close and moving in sync with the ones they hold most dear? Well…I can name person who wasn’t in the mood for any of that: Bingiplier.

The android was NOT in a good mood. He was curled up on a couch frowning and huffing, annoyed and sad that the icy and snowy weather made it impossible for him to go and skate and have fresh air. It was such bullshizzle and fudgery and cutlery (imagine what swear words those are yourselves), and Bing was just feeling bummed out by it all. However, someone was about to come along who was going to try and get Bing out of his moroseness….and that, surprisingly, was Mini Bing.

‘Sah dude!’

The three foot tall android skidded into the room with a grin, and I know you’re probably a tad surprised right now, perhaps assuming since they were both versions of Bing, they would both feel the same things. Au contraire! Mini Bing had a number of different hobbies compared to his taller, musclier self, and so the colder weather didn’t have him bummed out as much….much to regular Bing’s annoyance.

‘Dude….how can you be happy right now? Haven’t you looked outside man?’

Bing huffed sadly as he gestured to the snowfall outside, before folding his arms at his chest again in an annoyed fashion. Mini Bing’s face fell for a moment, but he managed to soon regain his chirpiness because now he was filled with a purpose, to cheer up his counterpart.

‘Aww c’mon man, there’s tons of fun stuff ya do can inside! Hang on…’

Mini Bing bounded over to a radio that was on a nearby coffee table, that Gooper seemed to be snuggled against; Gooper just found the texture of radio speakers to be super comfy okay don’t judge. Mini Bing booped the glob softly with a grin.

‘Heya bud, can ya put on some bangin’ festive tunes for me?’

Gooper wiggled at the boop, and let out an eager coo; in Gooper’s esteemed opinion it had been way too quiet all day, and he’d been waiting for someone to find an excuse to have music on. Mini Bing giggled as Gooper set about nudging a few nobs and straightening the radio’s aerial, and soon classic Christmas music was sweeping through the room.

‘Thank you maestro!’

Mini Bing pet Gooper softly, making him purr and wiggle at having done a good job, before the little glob bounced up and down on the spot (it was his method of dancing). Mini Bing meanwhile, slid across the floor so he was in front of Bing, and started to shimmy happily.

‘C’mon bro dance with me! Get that robo-booty shakin’!’

Bing rolled his eyes at his mini counterpart’s exclamation. He was happy he was having fun, but he himself was just not feeling it.

‘Nah dude, I’ll pass.’

Mini Bing huffed and pursed his lips; he wasn’t going to take no for an answer! He stalked to Bing, grabbed his hands…and started trying to tug him off of the couch.

‘I….am not giving up…until you get up!’

Mini Bing huffed and grunter, strained noises leaving his lips as he scrunched up his reddening face, using every single ounce of strength in his small body….aaand he only really succeeded in unfolding Bing’s arms. He wasn’t a strong guy, bless him. Bing huffed and gave the straining android a withering look, and honestly he was starting to look like a displeased Google Blue.

‘You’re not gonna stop buggin’ me are ya?’

‘Nope!’

Bing sighed resignedly, and just decided to stand up since he knew he wouldn’t be left alone. As he stood, the next song came on, which transpired to be even more upbeat and spurred Mini Bing to jump up and down and eagerly shimmy his chest; he was hoping his latent energy would transfer to Bing….somehow.

‘AYYY SHIMMY WITH ME BOI!’

Alas…it didn’t quite work. Bing merely stood still, slouching, and swaying minimally as he muttered.

‘I don’t have the energy.’

‘Your charge is at 88%!’

‘I still don’t have the energy.’

‘Aww c’mooon! Where’s my big badass Bingy bro at huh?’

Mini Bing elbowed one of Bing’s knees jovially, but internally the smaller android was starting to feel crap at seeing his big bro so disheartened and sad, especially when he continued to huff.

‘I’m just not in the mood, the music’s nice and all but….m’not feelin’ it bruh…’

Bing rubbed the back of his neck as he shifted his gaze to the floor, and now, Mini Bing started to really brainstorm. He could see that Bing’s emotions were only a little low on the surface, and weren’t as a result of some deeper hurt, so that meant that goofiness would be a more than appropriate method to help deal with them…but it was how that goofiness came across that Mini Bing had to really think hard about. Soon though, the smaller android grinned and mused.

‘Hmm, maybe the music’s not getting’ into ya enough…’

Thus, without any warning, Mini Bing jabbed his fingers into Bing’s sides, making the bigger android yip and jump in surprise. Not only that, but he smiled a weak smile, trying to cover his sides as he mumbled.

‘D-Dohooon’t, m’not ihin the mood for thahat…’

Mini Bing raised an eyebrow as his grin widened….a small smile and giggles? This was definitely the way to go, so he jabbed his sides once more as he teased.

‘Oh aren’t you? Cuz that little smile says a lot different buddy…’

Bing spluttered, starting to giggle even more as he weakly batted at his attacker’s hands as he tried to shimmy and back away from him cutely. Not only that….but he could feel flustered feelings creeping up on him at being teased about his smile.

‘C-C’mohon mahan i-ihit’s ihinvoholuntary!’

Bing tried to insist, which made Mini Bing snicker in amusement as he followed him with his tiny, tazering fingers, not relenting for a second as he crooned.

‘Oooohhh that’s a big word, Googs’d be so proud! And is that a salsa I see there? And here you said you weren’t in a dancing mood!’

Bing’s eyes widened as his cheeks burned a soft orange hue, feeling so embarrassed as he realised how much he was shimmying and wriggling from his mini counterpart’s tickling. Bing was properly caught up in giggles now too as Mini Bing’s little fingers skittered and pinched up and down his sides, with no sign of mercy.

‘Shuhuhush ihihit! S-Stahahap beheing sohoho teheheasy i-ihit’s mehehean!’

Bing was so embarrassed….but….he could feel himself getting happier from the tickling, and Mini Bing could see the joy growing inside him too.

‘It’s gotten rid of that poopy frown of yours hasn’t it?’

That made Bing whine and bow his head, because it was absolutely true, he was very far away from frowning right now. However, he still wasn’t going to let himself completely submit, and so decided to use one of his legs to try and force Mini Bing away from him.

‘Frihihick ohohoff duhude!’

Bing snorted amidst his giggles as he used his shin to try and knock Mini Bing aside, which Mini Bing was frankly VERY offended at! He set about grabbing said offending leg and squeezing Bing’s kneecap in retaliation.

‘Hey! I’m tryna cheer you up here!’

Bing squealed with wide eyes at the sudden attack on his kneecap, crying out adorably.

‘THIHIS IHIS AHANDROID AHABUSE!’

Bing started hopping about as snorts and cackles flowed from his lips, tugging at his leg and trying to kick it as Mini Bing delivered ticklish squeezes and pinches to his knee. The smaller android snickered at his struggles, and retorted with a raised eyebrow.

‘Looks more like a bad attempt at a Cossack to me.’

Bing spluttered and yipped, crying out once more because honestly he was SO done with Mini Bing’s mean teasing!

‘YOHOHOU’RE AHA AHAS-EEEE!’

Unfortunately however, Bing didn’t get the chance to finish his insult thanks to him tripping on the edge of a nearby rug and crumpling to the floor, which only allowed Mini Bing to cling to his leg even more securely. Mini Bing scratched the back of Bing’s knee furiously now too….because he knew that Bing had just been about to insult him, and Mini Bing ain’t the kind of android to let people get away with being rude.

‘Oooohhh were you just about to say a naughty word?’

Mini Bing teased as Bing threw his head back with flustered mirth, shaking it too as he laughed.

‘NAHAHAHAAAA!!’

Mini Bing kept up the devilish scribbling in his knee pit as he cooed teasingly.

‘Ohhh I think you weeere! You were nearly gonna sweeear!’

Bing hid his burning amber face in his hands as he squealed and laughed desperately; he was especially flustered right now because Mini Bing was always very insistent on punishing him if he ever used, or got close to using, bad language. So Bing knew he was seriously in for it now.

‘IHIHI WAHASN’T IHI WAHAHASN’T!!’

He tried to insist, but Mini Bing merely giggled as he hugged both of Bing’s legs together…and shuffled down towards his bare feet.

‘Ohohohhh you know what happens when you use naughty words!’

Bing couldn’t bring himself to even peek through his fingers as he whimpered in anticipation, squeaking and scrunching his feet as Mini Bings little fingertips teased the tops of his ticklish feet.

‘I-I-Ihi wahasn’t gohonna I-I wasn’t Ihi wahasn’t-EEEEE NAHAHAT THE FEET AAAHHH DUHUHUUUUDE!!!’

Mini Bing giggled evilly as he scratched Bing’s soles relentlessly, snickering as he gasped dramatically.

‘Ooohh we almost had ya in tune with Mariah there! C’mon, I bet ya can reach her pitch!’

As it so happened, the festive hit “All I Want for Christmas is You” had come on, and Bing’s ticklish reactions were very nearly in tune with the high notes of Mariah Carey….of course, Mini Bing pointing this out just flustered Bing to no end. Bing shook his head as he writhed with happy laughter, the tickling on his feet was driving him ballistic.

‘NAHAHAHAAAHHH STAHAHAPPIT! PLEHEHEEEASE!!!’

Saline tears were pricing at the corners of Bing’s eyes as he scrunched up his feet as tight as he could, but Mini Bing’s tickling fingers only scratched harder, their owner cooing playfully.

‘I’ll only have mercy on these feetsies if you promise to boogie with ‘em!’

By this point, it was a) a no brainer, and b) Bing was so confused by laughter, that any thoughts of sadness had been very thoroughly vanquished. Bing wailed as Mini Bing focused the climax of his tickly scratches at his inner arches, he was definitely at his limit now.

‘IHIHI PRAHAHAMIHIHIIISE!!!’

Mini Bing giggled with satisfaction as he had mercy and released Bing’s legs, thus leaving his ticklish counterpart giggling and panting residually on the floor as Mariah’s voice faded out in the background….swiftly followed by Wham. At the sound of the new song, Mini Bing stood, and offered Bing a hand with a grin.

‘Ready to dance this roof off dude?’

Bing wiped the corner of one of his eyes as he looked up at Mini Bing…and wasted no time in accepting his hand up and smiling a smile that was unencumbered by sadness.

‘Man…I’m ready to dance the frickin house down!’

With that, they danced…no, correction, they boogied. Actually, not only did they boogie, but they took the radio with them throughout the entire ego household and proceeded to obnoxiously boogie in front of every single person that they saw. Let’s be real though, that’s just the energy that Christmas music invokes.

WOO HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE THIS FIC LEMME KNOW IF YA DO WOOOOO LUV YOUS XX

#markiplier #markiplier egos #bingiplier #bing #mini bing #sfw #platonic #ego fic #ego fanfic #tickle fic #tickle fanfic #tickle #tickles #tickling #ticklish #day 14 #christmas 2019

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insidious-intent · 5 years ago

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Brother Lover, Lover Brother

Instead of working on Wrong Trousers, here I am with the beginning of another long fic. This is the idea where instead of a clone, Michael instead has an identical twin. Shoutout to @larenoz for helping me with Michael’s twin’s name :)

The first phone call Alex made after receiving the job offer email was Jim Valenti. It’s been almost a decade since he officially became a Valenti, burying the Manes name, and legacy, and fear all with it. The day Jesse Manes was taken away from the house in handcuffs, Jim had promised Alex he would have a better life, and Alex has made damn sure of it.

At age twelve Alex had promised himself he would have a better life, and sitting there in his first office, for his first real job a single week after graduation; Alex almost felt a sense of accomplishment. He was well on his way to achieving that goal of a better life. He turned around to look outside the window of his moderate sized office and let himself feel a moment of contentment.

His phone rang where it was sat on his desk, and Alex glanced over to see Kyle’s drunk smile staring at him. Smiling, Alex picked up the phone. “Hey bro,” he greeted his adoptive brother.

“Bruh! You situated in your new digs? How does it feel to be working at Antar?” Kyle greeted him with his usual exuberance.

“I’ve got a plushie chair and floor to ceiling windows. I think I finally made it,” Alex laughed his response.

“So you’re like a big shot coder dude now?”

“Kyle, man, I explained this to you. I’m not a coder, I’m a Securities Design Engineer. Do I call you a kiddie doctor?”

Kyle’s laugh filled him with joy, just like it always did. When he went from best friend to adopted brother, Alex wasn’t sure how Kyle would handle the change. The brief period when they were fourteen and Alex came out to his family were the toughest, and he was sure Kyle’s anger was going to turn into hate. But Jim and Michelle never let that happen, and by the time Alex left for MIT, he was happy to have his brother back. His real brother.

Kyle was still talking on the other end. “Fine dude, but now that you’re back in Roswell, and have a cushy job, it’s time for us to get you a man! You’re too hot to be so tragically single, and I have a moral duty to find you the hottest guy now that we’re back home.”

Alex sighed at Kyle’s enthusiasm. He had made the mistake of sharing his life plans with Kyle right before they went off to college, and Kyle has not forgotten how Alex planned to be in a steady relationship by the age of twenty-five. And now he was going to use all his brotherly knowledge to embarrass Alex.

“Kyle seriously, I do not need your help with getting dates. Do not even think about it, I’m warning you.”

“I’m just being a good brother.”

“I won’t hesitate to get mom involved. You know how she feels about you not not dating,” Alex shot back.

“Alex! I thought we talked about this!” Kyle’s shocked response was almost a squeal.

Alex grinned and turned towards the door. And suddenly felt all the breath leaving his body in a whoosh. The most gorgeous man Alex had ever laid eyes on was standing at his office door, and Alex felt like he was dreaming. The man had the most gorgeous amber eyes, honey blond curls cropped short on the sides, long on top. A tempting curl hung over an eye. The man wore a well cut, well-fitted navy suit, and seeing him leaning there with a smirk on his face felt like the beginning of the best kind of dream.

“Kyle, I’ll call you back,” Alex whispered and hung up before he could hear a response.

“I didn’t mean to intrude,” the handsome stranger said, sauntering inside the office.

“Oh no,” Alex stuttered, “my brother was just calling to check in.”

“How very family oriented of you,” the man smirks. “I just wanted to come introduce myself to the newest addition to the Securities team. I’m Chris,” he said with an extended hand.

If Alex was a little too enthusiastic handshake, no one had to know. He couldn’t help but notice how smooth Chris’ clearly manicured hand was, smooth and soft.

“I would love to take you out,” Chris said, “to lunch of course.”

Alex couldn’t believe his luck. He had a degree, a great job, and now the man of his dreams just asked him out. Life was really good.

***

“Wow dude, if I’d known you were on such a lucky streak I’d have made you buy a lottery ticket,” Kyle yelled wrapping an arm around Alex’s shoulder as soon as they walked in through the doors of their favorite bar and restaurant, The Wild Pony. Hopefully Maria was there tonight to save Alex from the onslaught of brotherly love.

Speaking of the woman. “Alex has always been the luckiest one,” came Maria’s voice from behind the bar. Alex gave her a grateful smile, knowing his friend wouldn’t let his brother get too overzealous.

“Deluca, you don’t even know the half of it. This guy here starts at the biggest defense contract firm in New Mexico and already has a date with a hot guy!” Kyle announced with a flourish, taking a seat right next to Alex at the bar.

“Ok it isn’t like I’m dating the guy,” Alex clarified. “Yet.”

Maria laughed. “Who is this man who stole your heart so quickly? Give us some details here, Alex.”

“Ok, so. His name is Chris, he works in my company, hot as hell, wears extremely well-tailored suits, and has curls that I want to push my fingers through all the time. So yeah basically the man of my dreams,” Alex said.

“Chris? With curls? That seems very familiar,” Maria mused while pouring them a drink.

Kyle looked at Maria, “you know this guy?”

Maria pushed the drinks at them, “I think he might be this guy I’ve seen hanging out with the Evans twins.”

“Isobel and Max? Damn, Alex I think you bagged a rich dude,” Kyle answered.

Alex was curious now, “you know the Evans twins? Aren’t they like Roswell royalty?”

Maria’s response was laughter. “Yes they are. Their parents started the company you’re working for now, and combined they have more degrees than half the town. Isobel’s boyfriend is the one who got Liz’s dad through the whole citizenship ordeal, and Liz and Max dated for a while.”

Alex had so much hometown gossip to catch up on, and from all the nodding Kyle was doing, he knew all this before Alex did. But tonight was about celebrating life moving in the right direction for him, and Alex didn’t want his family and friends forgetting him for gossip.

“You guys are here to celebrate with me, not update me on the lifestyles of the rich and the famous. Let’s get back to drinking,” he said, slapping his hands on the bar counter.

“And what about your rich hottie?” Kyle jokingly asked.

“That’s definitely the kindest way you’ve described me so far, Kyle,” came a new voice from behind Alex, and he whirled around to see Chris standing behind him. He looked just as delectable in dark skinny jeans and a plaid shirt under a leather jacket, as he did with a suit.

“Guerin? You’re my brother’s object of desire?” Kyle asked, bewildered. He turned to look at Alex with a faint sense of hurt, as if Alex did something wrong here by finding an attractive man, attractive.

Shit. So the handsome guy Alex was lusting after was none other than the son of Rath Guerin, one of the two founders of Antar Inc. the company he started working at. Today. The potential for disaster was high, but one look at Chris in those tight jeans made Alex forget all about the risks of wanting the son of the company’s president.

“Hello to you too, Kyle. Maria, how are you?” Chris asked, throwing a smile at Maria that had her blushing in return. He sat on the other side of Alex with a brush of his fingers on Alex’s shoulder, and then it was Alex’s turn to blush.

The rest of the evening passed in a pleasant hazy blur for Alex. Despite the less than stellar start, Kyle managed to warm up to Chris, who was all around charming and funny. And at the end of the night, he placed a hand low on Alex’s back to ask him if Alex could walk him back to his car.

Standing in the parking lot’s semi-darkness, surrounded only by the dark landscape of the New Mexico desert and the loud noises of the Pony, Alex felt like he was walking on sunshine. Even though he hadn’t expected to run into Chris that night, he was glad at how well he fit with his friends, and now he hoped to end the night with a kiss.

Chris played with his sleeves for a moment, before looking up and smiling at Alex. “I had a good time tonight. I think your brother finally likes me.”

Alex laughed, “yeah he doesn’t always trust the guys I want to date.”

“Oh? Are you saying you want to date me, Alex?”

Alex stumbled, trying to recover quick. “Uh, I mean, I don’t have- we don’t need -”

Chris kept smiling as he got a hold of Alex’s jacket lapel and pulled him close. “I guess this counts as the first date then,” he said softly, his eyes moving down to Alex’s lips.

Alex’s heart was thudding in his chest. He like he was on fire everywhere his body touched Chris’ body, and his eyes couldn’t move away from his lips. Alex wanted to kiss him so bad.

“If this is a date,” Chris starts, “can it end with a kiss?”

Instead of responding, Alex grabs his face and kisses him. The kiss was everything Alex wanted, and yes he may not have any idea what he was going to do the next day when reality dumped ice water on his head, but tonight, in the arms of the handsomest man he’d seen, Alex felt like all his dreams were coming true.

#roswell new mexico #malex #malex fic #brief alex x oc #alex manes #kyle valenti #maria deluca #chris guerin #michael guerin #my fic #my writing #this part does not have malex #but the next one will

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scholomcnce · 5 years ago

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SHIPPING INFO !! ANSWER THE FOLLOWING FOR YOUR MUSE SO PEOPLE KNOW HOW SHIPPING WORKS ON YOUR BLOG.

WHAT IS YOUR OTP FOR YOUR CHARACTER?: Cassie can pull Lucie x Matthew from my cold, dead hands.

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO WRITE WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING?: I love all of it, really - the fluffy, soft things, the domestic life, the first kisses, the crushes, the smut, the dramatic falling outs and the angst. The various AUs that can be made from it. I just love exploring the concept of my favorite ships experiencing everything that comes with ships. Even if it feels like I’m writing the same love story over and over, I just adore it.

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?: Lucie is young, in The Last Hours, she’s sixteen, though I will play her in younger years and older years as I do the majority of my muses. I prefer to stick with people in her age group - her elder brother is seventeen and I don’t think she’d personally go with anyone much older than him. Though, when it comes to Jesse, being he has two ages, as he puts it, seems to be the sole exception since he died close to that age. Even when she’s an adult, she probably wouldn’t go much higher than two or three years older, maximum. But that’s just my thoughts.

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?: I say I’m selective but then every time someone plays a character I’d ship with my muses I’m like face against the glass at them it’s shameful. I am mutuals only and selective, so I guess if you’re a mutual you are definitely someone I want to write with so I probably am open to at least trying out to see if our muses are compatible, even if it may not work out in the end.

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY ARE CONSIDERED NS/FW?: Hmm, I think if clothes start to come off or the intent of the post is sexual then it’s probably considered NSFW ? I love writing smut, I’m gonna be completely honest about that. But I’m always like...too shy to ask people to do it ? Lmao. But anyway, I try to tag it anytime it does happen, in the rare cases it does, and I’m definitely I guess, more comfortable writing it via discord, but I don’t mind writing it on the dash either if it’s what you prefer.

WHO ARE OTHER THE CHARACTERS YOU SHIP YOUR CHARACTER WITH?: I’m not a huge shipper of Lucie x Jesse, but I’ll write it with the right person ♥ Also I’ve seen ships with Cordelia and Grace, which I’m open to giving them a try, because who knows.

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?: Please ! I will probably say yes but asking would be polite,

ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?: Probably more on the ship obsessed side, but it’s definitely not the most important thing.

ARE YOU MULTISHIP?: Yes.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?: Bruh, Idk. Probably Matthew x Lucie, Seelie Queen x Jonathan, and Ash x Dru.

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?: Come into my inbox, my messages, my discord and be like, hey, I’ve got this muse, you’ve got your muse, would you like to try out a ship ? It’s that easy. I’ll probably happy cry tbh.

TAGGED BY: @affcgato TAGGING: @heldearth , @ichorim , @lovsself , @awhitedaffodil , @shescapegrace , @gloryforsaken , @aestheticdriven , @paraquacktai

#if anyone has shipping questions about any of my other muses feel free to ask!#but i was tagged specifically for lucie!#♡.° 𝑖. ⊱ ： 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑐𝘩𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟 ― tag games.#♡.° 𝑖. ⊱ ： 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑐𝘩𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟 ― psa.

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beepbeeprichiellc · 5 years ago

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Please do a part 2 to the “I thought you loved me” I’m such a slut for angst and your writing is so good and wow it was incredible

You asked for it bruh.... Part 1

Eddie looked between the two snacks, chewing on his bottom lip while contemplating his choices. He had one job and was afraid he was going to make the wrong decision thus ruining the entire night. It was as stupid thought but it drilled itself so deep into his psyche that he was sure that if he bought M&M’s instead of Red Vines and it wasn’t the right choice then they would be literally thrown into his face as result.

That was his anxiety speaking.

It was something Eddie had always carried with him and at one point he actually had it under control but sometime in the past year the medication seemed to lose its effect thus allowing the anxious thoughts to creep back. It had been a rough life leading up to this moment, one full of self doubt and depleting thoughts but finally there was something to fill the void in his chest and the future seemed a bit brighter.

Shrugging he decided to just buy both, figuring if either was wrong then he had the backup to give away. His phone buzzed in his pocket and Eddie didn’t need to look to know that it was Mike asking if he was on his way or not. Turning heel he sought out the cash register but was stopped by a scruffy figure standing right behind him. The sudden realization made Eddie jump, his heart leaping into his throat.

“Hey Eds.” Richie said, awkwardly waving at him.

“Holy fuck Richie, you scared the shit out of me.” He breathed, bringing the Red Vines to his chest to shush his pounding heart. “How long have you been standing there?”

“Long enough to watch you debate between those two snacks.”

It was supposed to be a joke but Eddie didn’t feel like indulging the poor excuse for laughter. Instead he looked at his ex-really looked at him for the first time in over a year. Eddie had heard through the grapevine that the girl that had gotten between the two of them had left him some time after they had started dating and now was engaged to be married. There had been an expectation for Richie to seek out Eddie after that but that had never happened and instead Eddie had endured thirteen months of learning to love himself rather than anyone else. It had nearly killed him.

Apart of him was thankful for the radio silence. If Richie had come then he would have taken him back without so much as a second thought and allowed all of his actions to be forgiven. Eddie had grown without his boyfriend and now was standing at the forefront of a new life, that would have never been possible with Richie and for that he owed this man more than he could ever give.

“H-how have you been Eds?”

“Fantastic, is that what you want me to say?” Richie flinched at his harshness but Eddie wanted to cut all of the formalities and get to the point, he was already late as is. “Or terrible, which one are you fishing for?”

“Come on, don’t be like that” Richie sighed, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. “I’m just trying to-”

“I know.” Eddie mumbled, feeling a little guilty for his sudden reaction. “Sorry Richie, I just-I guess I wasn’t expecting to see you. It’s been so long that I figured you just moved away,”

“I did.” He said, shifting his weight from one foot to another. “After being dumped I went back home for a bit, spent time with my parents and trying to get my shit together.” There was a pause like he was waiting for Eddie’s approval but when it never came he finished with, “I just got back a few weeks ago.”

“Well welcome back I guess.” Eddie shrugged, “Look I’m running behind, it was nice to see you but I’ve gotta get going.”

“I want to talk.” Richie blurted then, the mess of words sounding like a string of vulnerability. “I know that things didn’t end on good terms but fuck Eds, I miss you. I miss you so much and I never stopped thinking about-even when I was with her. I fucked up and if you just give me a chance, I know that I could-”

“I’m seeing someone.” Eddie found himself saying, stopping Richie’s speech. He wondered if Richie had practiced it, if he had stayed up late to rehearse over and over until it was perfect. Secretly Eddie hoped so. He hoped that the truth hurt Richie just as much it did for him that fateful night.

Richie blinked, stunned. “Wh-Is it serious?”

“I don’t know.” Eddie answered honestly, “It’s only been a month but I owe it to him to tell you.”

“Oh.”

It felt like Eddie should apologize, but there was nothing to apologize for. Instead he nodded his head and confidently spoke, “Yeah, he’s a great guy actually. His name is-”

“I don’t want to know.” Richie put up his hands as if to shield himself from the truth. “Sorry but I think it’s just easier not knowing.”

“I understand.” And he did.

Richie licked his lips, and Eddie could practically see the wheels in his head turning. “Does he make you happy?”

“He makes me feel safe.” Eddie answered, “And that’s what I need.”

“Right.” Richie let out a hollow laugh, the shape of it sad and disfigured. “Well I hope this guys knows how lucky he is.”

“I’m the lucky one.”

Richie smiled, this time it was honest and true atop of his face. “Goodbye Eds.”

“Goodbye Richie.”

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“Finally!” Mike mused as Eddie walked through the apartment door. “I thought you got lost at the store! I was about to call for a search party!”

“Sorry.” Eddie mumbled, handing over the bag with candy and forcing a smile. “I wasn’t really sure what you wanted so I got Red Vines and M&M’s.”

“You know I would have eaten whatever you got.” Mike replied, soothing over the anxiety that Eddie had over the entire ordeal. “But I appreciate the extra effort.” Gently he leaned in and placed a kiss onto Eddie’s cheek, it was sweet and slow just like Mike himself. This should have made Eddie melt but instead he flinched. Miked noticed this because of fucking course he does and allowed the space to resume between them. “Somethings wrong.”

It wasn’t a question.

Eddie knew he couldn’t lie Mike, doing that this early in a relationship would surely be the arrow that killed them. So he answered truthfully, “I ran into Richie at the store.”

“You’re ex?”

“Yeah.”

Mike sat on the back of the couch, his aura open and kind just like it always was. “What did he want?”

“He wanted to talk.” Eddie said, peeling off of his jacket and tossing it onto the kitchen counter. He didn’t dare to look at Mike, fearful of his reaction. “Gave me the speech.”

“That doesn’t surprise me.” Mike mumbled, rubbing the stubble on his chin. “He was stupid to let you go in the first place.”

Eddie sighed, “Mike-”

“Did you tell him about us?” He interjected, moving back to his feet. There was no anger and judgment in his question but rather an actual curiosity.

“I did.”

“Really?”

Eddie was taken aback by his surprised tone, like whatever they have been doing for the past month meant so little to Eddie that he wouldn’t mention it to Richie. It was a turn, and Eddie could feel Mike’s vulnerability from across the room. “Of course, why wouldn’t I?”

Mike shrugged, “We haven't been together that long, I didn’t know if you would have actually told him.”

“Well I did.”

“Do you still love him?” Mike asked, shoving his hands into his front pocket and rocking his weight from heel to ball.

Eddie knew that Mike was the textbook definition of a good guy, if Eddie showed any discomfort or hesitation he backed off, if Eddie would have came here tonight and told Mike he was going to go back to Richie then Mike would have wished them the best of luck and actually have meant it. He was too good for this world, too good for Eddie himself. “Maybe, somewhere deep down I think I always will.”

Mikes face dropped, “I see.”

“But that doesn’t matter, Richie chose his path and I’m choosing mine.” Eddie walked over to his boyfriend and kissed him sweetly, burning the taste to memory. As he pulled away he looked up to Mike and added, “Now come on, let’s start the movie.”

Mike snaked his arms around his waist, “Okay. if that’s what you really want.”

“It is.”

And it was.

#it it au #reddie #prompt #requested #kasplon #because sometimes you don't get what you want #and I want reddie #so fuck me I guess

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heavenlyexiled · 5 years ago

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@sacramentalis asked:

☺️🚹🚺 bruh

Send ☺️🚹🚺 for my muse telling your muse they’re pregnant with their kid

elizabeth played this situation in her head on a loop for months now and now that she’s here, standing before the church at fall’s end... those made up scenarios are gone. she can’t remember any of them. granted, none of them had happy endings because this is JOHN SEED and he’s never been an easy man to deal with.

there’s a squeeze around her thighs. elizabeth looks down to meet her daughter’s face, seeing the small bits of fear in her eyes. why was evelyn scared ? she’s never been this way seeing john before...

it clicks within seconds as blue hues gaze back to the church, seeing dead crows nailed to the building. memories of john’s bunker come flashing back all too quickly and none of them are welcoming. bodies strung up for all to see; mixed with antlers & bliss flowers. she would almost find it beautiful if they weren’t so morbid...

“ don’t look, baby. ” elizabeth soothes the girl, a hand gently guiding her face to hide in the folds of the sunflower dress she’s wearing. she begins to run a hand through her daughter’s hair, trying to calm her. there are so many alarms going off in her gut; desperately trying to get the mother to turn around. she’s been gone for a few months already, why not just abandon ship, never tell him about the baby...

and yet, she continues to take steps forward. as if her body is acting on its own will despite her brain screaming for her to stop.

as the doors open with a haunting creek of used hinges, elizabeth is met with john’s back, she can hear his murmuring but can’t understand any word of it. some of his followers are there and when they look at the woman, their eyes immediately go to her belly. her size has definitely changed and the looks of surprise go unnoticed. elizabeth keeps her head high, her hand keeping a protective hold over her daughter as she gets closer to john.

“ john... ” her voice has the faintest echo in this building as she calls to him. when he turns to face her with that smug grin of his... oh how her heartaches. how it longs for her to be in his arms, back on his ranch... where protection was ensured.

WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE SHE’S THE ENEMY HERE... ?

his grin doesn’t last long as his eyes immediately go towards the visible bump in her dress. when his blue eyes meet her own, HE KNOWS. the silence between them is suffocating, she feels her heart beating against her rib cage, it’s almost deafening. “ i can’t do this. ” the words come out before she even knows it and they continue.

“ i know you never wanted this and that’s why i left as soon as i found out. i couldn’t be around you, knowing i’m pregnant. i don’t even know why i came here today... ” her voice drops as she glances down to evelyn, who’s visibly trembling, face still buried in elizabeth’s dress. “ my daughter and i won’t be coming back. we’re leaving the project. ” she doesn’t meet john’s gaze. SHE CAN’T. “ i’ll raise this baby without you, i know you won’t protest this. i just wanted to --- ” words are cut short as the church doors open & she turns to look, seeing some of his followers bringing in CAPTIVES. their wrists are bound. john’s swift to change his attention to this instead, beginning a speech.

elizabeth can’t help to think that maybe she should have listened to her gut...

#JOHN SEED / / sacramentalis.#long post.#ANSWERED.#o w o #i wrote too much #pregnancy tw #JOHN & ELIZABETH.#edit: i cannot be asked to fuck with tumblr and the shitty formatting

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troofless · 5 years ago

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Just finished watching a walkthrough of Tales of Zestiria, and I must say it is as HYPE as its opening.

My favourite parts:

Sorey and Mikleo bickering — actually, every sormik scene

I swear 99.9% of Mikleo revolves around Sorey, the other 0.1% is him getting teased by everyone (this could be his biggest writing strength and flaw depending on who you ask)

The opening song. A BANGERRRRRR

The different branching routes you can take in Ladylake. Sell the knife? The pipe? Don’t sell both? Sell the pipe later on to get a cool hat as well? How do you enter the Sacred Blade ceremony? YOU CAN CHOOSE

Mikleo leaving Sorey, in the game: Oh don’t worry, Mikleo will be fine, I trust Mikleo to take care of himself :) :)

In the anime: dkjasfnlD MIKLEO DID WHAT??! LAILAH WE MUST GO AFTER MIKLEO RIGHT AWAY

Tbh the argument ‘arc’ he has with Sorey? One of the best parts of the game.

'Does a frog think of getting rid of snakes?’ ‘OH SO AM I A FROG NOW?’ ‘Your LIABILITY will be waiting in the inn’

When in the manga this slow burn (JUST GET CONTRACTED WITH MIKLEO ALREADY) gets extended to after Sorey contracts with Edna

When Mikleo calls Sorey out on his blindness in a skit THEY NOTICE EVERYTHING ABOUT EACH OTHER OKAY

Yeah also, just thinking about how Sorey’s known Mikleo’s true name for a long time now HNNNRNNHSDGGGGGHHHH

Mikleo using his rod not as a conduit for magic but as a whacking tool. He has a mystic arte Crystal Rod where he throws his rod at the enemy saying NOPE (best...) and a mystic arte Final Player where he uses it like a hammer saying “I’ll crush you! Again! Again and again!!” smacking the enemy into the ground LOLLLL

That One Mystic Arte where Edna rides on her umbrella like it’s a flying broomstick and shoots out earth rocks with a finger gun

Zaveid coming out of nowhere at random times, busting out his persona shooting himself in the head and demanding that they fight him

Rose shaking her hands with Sorey at supersonic speed when Sorey gets her to hear the seraphim and she thinks she’s hearing ghosts

The whole ‘we’re married’ scene when they get to Rolance, and the whole joke of Sergei continuing to think Rose and Sorey are married

Dezel laughing at Lailah’s lame animal jokes in the background

Dezel not being able to see, but that’s okay… because he can read the wind!

Dezel being the walking encyclopaedia for all animals and plants bc he’s been everywhere

Rose wants to catch a butterfly and sell it for money, but Dezel interjects and tells her it’s a ‘shae monyurose’ moth, so Rose gives up on catching it, saying people don’t pay a lot for moths

Another skit where Sorey and Rose want to catch these rabbits to eat, (they’re cute... AND delicious.) Dezel is horrified and chases them away by shouting really loudly (HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT??!!)

Everyone who plays Zestiria complaining about how Alisha isn’t a permanent team member, then having mixed debates about whether the anime saved or broke the story with Alisha-Armatization

ZAVEID RUNNING DOWN A WALL

“My way is to put the hellions back in hell” Zaveid says while doing the Dio pose

WRYYYYYYY

I love how he just appears out of nowhere and gets him to fight you, multiple times, in both Zestiria AND Berseria

Dezel suggesting they could just fly all the way to the top but Sorey and Mikleo go “But we WANT to see the ruins...!”

In the bad ending Heldalf is just like ‘nothin doing… just standing here…’ when the team goes in and slays him

Heldalf: You want to defeat me, right? But if you do, you can’t get the TRUE ending… bitch

Sorey:

I love how Rose and Alisha are uncommon heroines, using lances and twin blades instead of magic (Mikleo takes that one, hah).

It’s like the writers of Zestiria were like Hmm. How do we explore the dark elements in this game by showing how people in Age of Chaos possess immense malevolence in their hearts and align it to the main story, and then went, Got it. Assassins. (Story of how Shepherd Sorey went gallivanting around with a princess *cough cough redactedbecauseshedoesn’texistinthegame* and an assassin~~)

Mikleo: Zaveid, there is literally NO REASON for us to fight. At all.

Zaveid: You gotta beat this ass first

And I think that is very sexy of him

Apparently if you take Dezel out of your team during the third fight with Zaveid, he will yell at you

Zaveid, T-posing on the ground: oh don’t mind me, just setting death flags for the only other wind seraph in this game so I can fill the XXX-shaped hole in your team later on in the game. Also here, take my glock

Dezel 🤝Eizen

being the same person

GIVE ME THE HIDDEN DEZEL AND ZAVEID LORE (but Dezel doesn’t appear in Berseria…)

Rose “I just noticed, whenever Mikleo gets angry, it always has something to do with Sorey” after merchants look at Sorey and think he’s a con artist Shepherd, then in a later skit comments that No, that’s not true Mikleo does get angry even when it doesn’t involve Sorey, then Sorey says, Nah, he’s not angry, just overreacting.

When the plot says Sorey and Mikleo were destined to be the Shepherd and Sub Lord all along :o :v :O

THEY ARE FRIGGIN MARRIED OKAY

BOTH OF THEM. FROM THE SAME VILLAGE. BABIES. RED STRING OF FATE AAAAAA

Sorey and Mikleo in a skit talking about how they’re not really affected by their past bc their real family now is Elysia. It’s a really quiet and sweet moment.

Zaveid in a skit doing flower fortune readings bc he’s worried that the group hates him bc he was all FIGHT ME! before, but Lailah cheers him up with her own flower fortune telling (‘Uh, your origami flower only has... one petal Lailah’) saying Zaveid is their friend AWWWW

GIVE ME THE HIDDEN LAILAH AND ZAVEID LOREEEEEE

gdi I know we see more Pacifist!Zaveid in Berseria but I want a sequel nowwwwww

Sorey and Mikleo having a final conversation under the stars

SOREY FILLS IN MIKLEO ON HIS PLAN breaking the trope of not telling his team that he’s going to save the world by disappearing

One of the main messages Zestiria delivers is how one person shouldn’t take all the burden on themselves and how Sorey learns to rely on other people

Like Lailah staying silent bc of her oath and how that pains her

Like Mikleo... forming a pact with Sorey.....

God I love Zestiria for breaking tropes everywhere

Did I mention how Alisha and Rose have such good platonic relationships with Sorey? Yeah and you can take out the romantic hinting and it is still a good relationship? Without any shoehorning of ‘forced het couple’?

Sorey calling back to the time he had to close his senses to get Alisha to hear Lailah, tying it back into the main plot!!!! :o GALAXY BRAIN

SOREY PUTTING DEZEL’S HAT ON IN THE STARRY SKY CUTSCENE AND ROSE AND ZAVEID TRYING TO TAKE IT BACK

How the hell is Muse alive and not, like, a hag

Love how the final part is Sorey going “I’ll defeat you with the power of friendship!! And this gun I found”

*flashback to AFOvsAll Might* Sorey: You thought it was over with that punch? I have TWO HANDS!!!!

Ok no lie the final fight was epic

THIS... IS MY EVERYTHING!!!!!!

fsdljfnsdkflsfs;fsf look all the seraphim went into the battle not expecting to live and Sorey went in fully expecting to kill his seraphim friends and prepared to KILL

Compared to the start when Sorey was full-out 'don’t kill hellions Zaveid how could you!!!!’, you can see how the darker themes shine here

What I wouldn’t give for a corrupted!Sorey though, I was expecting it bc of clips I saw on Youtube BUT IT NEVER HAPPENED!!! Lowkey sad tho. Would love an arc where Sorey gets overcome by malevolence and becomes, like a jerk, but as like a morally grey character not fully blown evil (like Jerk Rose ig)

The epilogue with everyone!!! The Lord of the Lands (yeah Uno is very pretty)!!! Lucas!!!! Sergei and Alisha!!! The little drawings in the credits detailing Sorey’s journey!!!! Awwww

Overall a happy ending for Sorey and friends which is GREAT

SMOL SOREY AND MIKLEO EXPLORING RUIN TRAPS AT THE END

oh god I swear they are lowkey married they just don’t mention it to anyone look if you go back and play the whole thing with that in mind NOTHING ABOUT THE PLOT CHANGES

Mikleo my friend you have too many cape thingys on your back PLEASE

The callback to Sorey catching Mikleo though is so cute. In the anime we get the callback to “So this is the world!” htgdgmfgmmmmgfg idk the anime is one hole I don’t want to explore rn

sfaljdfsdlf but yeah though the epilogue was nice and clean and up to reader’s imagination, I wished they expanded more on the epilogue (LET US SEE SOREY..... *fighting back tears*), at least THANKS TO THE ANIME we get to see post-Heldalf Alisha and Rose tho hnggggrrgh

*chanting* D-L-C, didn’t know they had a D-L-C

DLC

ROSALI VIBES jkahdfjksdfs give it all to meeeee

Rose and Alisha catfighting sjdnflsjdfadfhgnfghth THIS IS THE ICONIC ROSALI VIBE I SWEAR

Because of this, this DLC is now elevated to god standards

Edna and Lailah casually talking while Rose and Alisha roll in the background LMAOOOO

Rose must be the most unconventional Shepherd ever and that is GREAT

Bruh is Alisha wearing an abbreviated costume of Mikleo’s

Anyway she’s so cute in her DLC outfit!!!

Alisha ditching keigo is so. Very. Cute.

Alisha and Sorey: :) :D :)))

Alisha and Rose: Bitch. }:( >:V

Love the girl’s party vibe, and how we get cameos of Zaveid and Mikleo (LET US SEE MORE DEVASTATED MIKLEO PLEASE....) along the way

Sadly no more DLC episodes :( wonder why that got axed, bc fans didn’t like it?

Overall I must say the Zestiria cast is awesome, I really like all the characters and how they are fleshed out very neatly with their own quirks and goals. Edna being god tier with her monotone sarcasm (she is QUEEN....), Zaveid being that dumbass that looks like a stripper (HIM.... baby...), Mikleo being ultimate waifu and how his comedic moments shine with Edna and everyone else when he’s being teased, Sorey being so pure and cute when he geeks out with Mikleo and how his character arc is just such a refreshing take on the hero archetype, Dezel with his stoicness Imma Get Revenge but also his cast knowledge and love for animals, Rose for exploring the side of reality in the malevolence in people’s hearts and her :3 smile and her determination to get things done and how she’s so different from Sorey which only brings out her charm, Lailah with her awful puns and eccentricity and quiet compassion. And uh, Alisha for being the bait-and-switch heroine but a decent character with her own personal goals that are separate from the main character. Sergei and Lucas are also very lovable.

As for the setting, Rolance and Hyland as two kingdoms seem a little small scale compared to lets say if they added one more kingdom, but seeing as this is a 2015 game I think the exploration map is pretty good (then I compare to Xenoblade Chronicles which came out in 2010 and just change the subject). Love the outside game mechanics Giant’s Fist, Wind Stepping and Water Shield (when Mikleo protects Sorey with that!!! And Sorey calls him out by saying he’s been practicing it for a long time... And you recall every time Mikleo asks Dezel and the other older seraphim to teach him stuff so he can get stronger to help Sorey and how 99.9% of his character revolves around Sorey). ‘That spinny mist thing sure gets the job done’ haha.

Anyway, great game and plot, please go check out if you have time, esp rn since animes and other games coming out will be stalled it is a great time to check out older games aaaaaaa

#troofless stuff #zestiria mumblings

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court-of-pokemuses · 5 years ago

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Every Eusine ship rated!

I’ve done this over on my main account @/pkmnsdarkqueen, and I think it’s kinda fun. It’s every ship on the muse from this page rated by my personal opinions. For this account I’ve been slowly working on it since January, and since this is a multimuse it took this long. I hope ya’ll enjoy!

Disclaimers directly below and the list under the cut!

strike through=my side commentary, trying to be funny, usually about ship names italicized=if asked I’d be down to rp it mostly just to see how/it it’d work * by name=I just think it’s a wildly random ship bold=ship name and who in it to help you find a certain ship highlights=they are grouped up, again in case you want to find that one ship

Took out category of Eusine and a protagonist/rival/or companion since they’re all children so it’s a hard no. A few other younger characters fit in the other categories though they’ve been judged no as well for the most part. Some shipped but ONLY in the context of the character being grown up.

Took out category of Eusine with pokemon because pokephelia. In multiship some of them have a pokemon and these have been dubbed as being one of the human’s part pokemon.

ships on ‘never ending romance’ website. Before asked yes mun has other ships she likes that aren’t listed, but Im only focusing on those listed.

Eusine w/ a Villain

Top rated ships: Diamondstud, & Uxorious shipping.

Bottom rated ships: Fanatic, Fixation & Hoax shipping.

*DiamondstudShipping - Colress & Eusine 5/10 I mean they’re both fabulous dudes who are focused on finding legendaries so I’d give it a fair shot of happening. Then again would Colress be able to put up with Eusine?

FanaticShipping - Eusine & Saturn 0/10 Hehehe, they’d kill each other. (Saturn would kill Eusine)

FixationShipping - Eusine & Giovanni 0/10 Giovanni would kill him let’s be honest.

HoaxShipping - Archer & Eusine 1/10 I.........hm.........yeah don’t really see it too much either as a long term thing. Maybe a hook up?

*UnfortunateShipping - Butch & Eusine 4/10 I mean it’s interesting you got 2 folks who like to show others up, and are fancy bois. Could kinda work I suppose.

UxoriousShipping - Eusine & Hunter J 6/10 And in this corner we have the wild ship that kinda makes sense just make Eusine more crazed. I mean they’re both obsessed with finding legendaries??? So just watch em run around trying to find certain stuff. Not much love there tho

*WorthyShipping - Cyrus & Eusine 4/10 I’m sorry but I do not see Eusine as hitting the ‘worthy’ level on that I mean he’s strictly emotion based tbh. This would be wild though to see.

Eusine w/ a champion

Top rated ships: Regent shipping

Bottom rated ships: Gnomon shipping

AeonShipping - Eusine & Cynthia 0/10 Oh gosh no, how the f is that gonna work? Like bruh I don’t think she’d put up with him.

GnomonShipping - Eusine & Steven Stone 4/10 Gnomo means gnome, so this ship is about gnomes???? Anyway moving on from that def another one night stand scenario.

MantleShipping - Eusine & Lance 4/10 Here we have another one night stand! Seriously just very few people can handle Eusine long term.

*RegentShipping - Alder & Eusine 7/10 Eh Alder did casually shoot his shot at Cynthia so if he did with Eusine def would of at least gone a round. Tho hm long term???? Maybe? I mean Alder has more patience???

SplashShipping - Eusine & Wallace 4/10 Both fabulous, but can they handle each other’s extraneous is the real question.

Eusine w/ an elite

Top rated ships: Ouroboros, and Harker shipping

Bottom rated ships: DarkMagic, MythHunter, and Elitist shipping

DarkMagicShipping - Eusine & Karen -50/10 Hehehehe, no. Yeah no even if Morty wasn’t involved in why Eusine hates her they would soon find a reason to be at each other’s throats.

ElitistShipping - Eusine & Will 1/10 Will would be sick of him pretty soon, or Eusine would be sick of him. If they didn’t chat much before hand maybe 1 night.

HarkerShipping - Eusine & Marshal 7/10 Cuter than some others I will say and I mean Marshal does seem to have more patience than some, and maybe it’d work.

MinaShipping - Eusine & Grimsley 5/10 Oh grims baby boi shipped around. Yeah I could kinda see it running better than some but again 2 dramatic bois, we’ll see how long they can take each other.

*MythHunterShipping - Drake (Orange) & Eusine 1/10 I just want to see em exploring the world trying to find crazy legends and such.

OuroborosShipping - Eusine & Flint (elite) 9/10 Kinda want to see this happen. I just imagine it being the refined boyfriend and messy other boy friend who were originally roommates.

PilgrimageShipping - Bruno & Eusine 3/10 Ye Bruno would have the patience of a saint to handle him but would it be a good relationship?

WellReadShipping - Eusine & Lucian 5/10 Hm, nerd meets fabulous extrovert. Kinda sorta maybe?

(Surprised to see everyone in the Johto league and no Koga)

Eusine w/ a gym leader

Top rated ships: Sacred, Maelstrom, and RagingInferno shipping

Bottom rated ships: Camilla, Sacrosanct, and Broxa shipping

BroxaShipping - Eusine & Winona 0/10 Winona would not put up with this man.

CamillaShipping - Eusine & Sabrina -10/10 Sabrina WOULD NOT put up with this man.

CeladonShipping - Eusine & Erika 3/10 I kinda want to see this in that Eusine can usually get away with his slightly flirty shiz and expects Erika to fall, but she just outright does not and boom he’s like,”but....hm I am intrigued.”

CorruptShipping - Bugsy & Eusine 0/10 No way in heck would Boy Scout and Eusine get along

DropletShipping - Eusine & Misty 2/10 Huh it’d be interesting but also they’d probably just fight alot.

HereticShipping - Eusine & Falkner 6/10 I think the name is funny, and brings up some interesting possibilities in au, but as the same time I kinda see it in the main timeline and wanna see it.

IntertidalZoneShipping - Eusine & Jasmine 0/10 Ye they might ship, but would it be a healthy relationship?

JustinShipping - Eusine & Elesa 0/10 Who is Justin. They would be fashionable together but trying to romance would not work.

MaelstromShipping - Eusine & Volkner 8/10 Ok maybe. Tbh Volkner and Morty have somewhat of the same vibe to me, but Volkener has a bit more sad energy.

MinakaneShipping - Eusine & Whitney 0/10 This is the first time I feel like Eusine would be annoyed and only becasue she’s just a happy ball but like all the time.

*RagingInfernoShipping - Chili & Eusine 7/10 Ok but watch em both get mad and scream like and then like cuddle afterward and both apologize.

RueShipping - Eusine & Candice 0/10 Eusine is bent on finding legendaries and Candice is all protect them. no.

SacredShipping - Eusine & Morty 1000/10 Top for the boi cause they just have alot of character moments, and also they have the same salty chemistry and I love it.

SacrosanctShipping - Eusine & Clair 0/10 Clair would hurt him first before any sparks flew.

SiWongShipping - Byron & Eusine 4/10 Eusine is your dad now Roark. So anyway I think it’s kinda interesting I like the contrast they have with each other but Idk how it’d work together.

TesseractShipping - Brock & Eusine 1/10 Please explain the name to me, are you telling me they’re Avengers now??? So anyway I kinda feel like this wouldn’t happen. Like I mean Brock is a kind soul, and Eusine is kind of a goblin.

WTFEverShipping - Brawly & Eusine 3/10 The name says it all. They’d have a one night stand, Brawly would think it was more and scream that at Eusine who’s confused why he’s mad.

Eusine w/ Professor or assistant to

CrossRegionShipping - Bill & Eusine 3/10 Bill I suppose could work but I feel like things would fall apart when Bill realizes ‘oh you don’t just like suicune in a research sense you’re a bit fanatic.”

***ForelockShipping - Eusine & Professor Sycamore 5/10 .....Ok but if Sycamore was evil maybe? Idk why specifically this, but for some reason I feel like that would vibe??? In general tho naw.

*InvestShipping - Eusine & Professor Rowan 4/10 Naw don’t see this long term but I see it going longer than most.

*LifelongDreamShipping - Eusine & Fennel 9/10 There aren’t too many heterosexual ships I see with Eusine but oddly enough I can see this one. Especially after Eusine lost suicune and they get to talk about what they want from life.

Eusine w/ a minor GAME npc

Top rated ships: Bowtie, and Value shipping

Bottom rated ships: Chaser, and Jinx shipping

*BowtieShipping - Eusine & Juggler Irwin 6/10 You know what ye, let em both be showy but one has the cool ability to juggle.

ChaserShipping - Eusine & Satsuki 2/10 Satsuki is a kimono girl about protecting the legendaries idk if she’d be down with his goal unless you just want to focus on them enjoying the journey of looking.

HarangueShipping - Eusine & Thorton 5/10 I can’t tell if Thorton is a child so that’s weird but for this we’re gonna head cannon he’s an adult. I mean kinda cute I guess with crazy pants McGee energy that Eusine has and in control Thorton. SO eh.

*JinxShipping - Eusine & Palmer 2/10 But Palmer making a hologram suicune? Eh Might be cute, but it’d need more depth than my little cute joke.

MysticPoisonShipping - Eusine & Lucy 3/10 Funny to imagine same energy as Erika, but long term I don’t see it.

PokeWifeShipping - AZ (XY) & Eusine 4/10 Someone please explain, please. I mean it’s a no from me dog, but like maybe in an alternate timeline???

*ValueShipping - Eusine & Riley 6/10 They just wanna go find legendaries. They both have the slight cool vibe and I like it.

Eusine w/ a minor ANIME/MOVIE npc

Top rated ships: Harrow, Thunder, Jones, and LegendQuestShipping/PursueShipping/RavingShipping

Bottom rated ships: 20Questions, FollowMyLeader, and Legato shipping

*20QuestionsShipping - Eusine & Flint (Kanto) 0/10 Ya’ll this is Brock’s dad. Like wut??? Brock I am your dad now. I guess the fandom just sees Eusine with dads/dad bods. what 20 questions are they asking?

*AncientPossessionShipping - King of Pokelantis & Eusine 5/10 ..........yeah if anyone was gonna end up possessed it’d be Eusine. They both want to find a legendary pokemon, but Eusine still has their heart focused on wanting to help the pokemon. Although hm idk but what if the king corrupted Eusine???

FollowMyLeaderShipping - Eusine & Molly Hale 0/10 So this is the child from the movie and I get we see her all grown but still I don’t like this.

ForeignShipping - Eusine & Harrison 3/10 This guy has a houndoom as his main and has a tie with ho-oh, I’m shocked the fandom didn’t slam him together with Karen. Anyways he doesn’t have too much depth in the way most anime NPCs do but like mayhaps

GoldbergShipping - Eusine & Noland 5/10 Another dad bod type. Anyway I see this one tho since the cold calculations of Noland may mix with Eusine’s craziness.

*HarrowShipping - Eusine & Harley 10/10 Yes def on this one. Harley is kinda intense, Eusine is intense. I think this makes sense.

JonesShipping - Eusine & Ian 8/10 There isn’t much on this guy except that he takes care of pokemon. But he has that dad bod which apparently is Eosin’s thing so sure.

LegatoShipping - Butler & Eusine 0/10 So Butler has a girlfriend for one. I honestly feel like they have the same energy but Eusine is gay.

LegendQuestShipping/PursueShipping/RavingShipping - Eusine & Lawrence III 8/10 Again this is just crazy Eusine with someone enabling him.

*MadShipping - Eusine & Tyson (Johto) 6/10 The Tyson they’re talking about it she one that forced the evolution to happen. I mean I guess but also again this would be the crazy Eusine one.

ThunderShipping - Eusine & Kudou 8/10 One gets Suicune, and one gets Raikou I mean he’s one of those anime characters that doesn’t get much character so let it happen.

WitnessShipping - Eusine & Ritchie 0/10 This guy is a rival to Ash so ya know it’s a kid, and I don’t see anything they’d connect on.

Eusine w/ Orre or Ranger npcs

SuicuneShipping - Eusine & Venus 8/10 So they’re both conceited, and focused on folks liking them?

Eusine w/ manga characters

UnworthyShipping - Eusine & Walker Guess what folks, it’s another dad-o, specifically Falkner’s.

Eusine and multiple people: (All are gonna be a no romantically because I don’t see Karen being poly, but I’ll give plot ideas)

Top rated ships: ImaginaryFriend, and Oos shipping

Bottom rated ships: MissSaigon, Erratic and CrystalIntegrity shipping

4KingsShipping - Eusine, Falkner, Morty & Lyra 3/10 I’m kinda lost on the name here, and I could see them all hanging out I guess. Maybe a couples date thing, Eusine & Morty w/ Lyra and Falkner. Where do the kings come from tho?

BromanceShipping - Eusine, Flint (Elite), Morty & Volkner 7/10 Bromance where nothing is platonic and clearly 2 couples, or heck maybe it is, anyways I like it though! CapeShipping - Eusine & Jackson (Vincent) / Eusine, Jackson (Vincent) & Lance 9/10 Ok but cape awareness club though where they all sit down and make up good reasons to have a cape, and they make PR for it cause they’re tired of getting teased. It’s a funny idea. CrystalBellShipping - Eusine, Morty & Suicune 5/10 Ok this is just Eusine completing his goal in life and morty also being there. I mean I feel like Morty would be the 1 person to support him having the pokemon but I mean it’d eventually just be his fav pokemon on his team.

CrystalIntegrityShipping - Eusine, Paul, Kris & Suicune 1/10 This is just eusine hanging out with children and a legendary pokemon what are they supposed to do?

CrystaltrioShipping - Eusine, Morty & Kris 4/10 Just a gay couple handing out with this child who defeated them both in pokemon combat. Look she just thinks they’re cool ok?

DashingFanboyShipping - Baron Alberto, Eusine & Lawrence III 9/10 3 bad bois all out wanting to catch their pokemon favorite. Please don’t leave them along longer than 5 minutes because bad things can and will happen.

EastWindShipping - Crystal, Eusine & Suicune 4/10 This is just Eusine being mad that she caught the pokemon. It makes sense tbh, but I think she’d get annoyed with him trying to convince the legendary to be his pokemon. ErraticShipping - Eusine & Morty + Eugene (Eusine) & Kudo 2/10 Ok so this is just Eusine shipped with one guy and another Eusine shipped with Morty cause Eugene and Eusine are the same person. I am confusion and I feel like Kudo and Morty would be too.

ImaginaryFriendShipping - Eusine, Lawrence III, Morty, Ho-Oh, Lugia & Suicune 10/10 .........This is just people giving them a hard time about pokemon they will never get/see isn’t it. Heh I feel like you could put more people in this thing, and I think there should just be that as a support group. IntelligenceShipping - Eusine, Lucian & Will 5/10 Bruh Lucian would lose his mind trying to deal with these two, It’d be funny to watch but poor Lucian. KarmaShipping - Eusine, Falkner, Morty & Will 5/10 What did Falkner do to deserve bad karma? And yes I say bad cause Will, Morty, and Eusine alone would cause some shiz. This is the above but with one more person and falconer stuck with it. LovelyangstyfanserviceShipping - Eusine, Falkner, Lawrence III & Morty 5/10 Ah so these are the angsty bois huh? You’re missing a few folks. Marina'sFondestDreamShipping - Eusine, Jackson (Vincent) & Lance 3/10 I think this is just a 4 way someone wants to happen. Eusine would have a good time talking to Vincent about Raikou cause it could help him find Suicune. Lance is wondering how he got wrapped up in this convo.

MisledShipping - King of Pokelantis, Ash & Eusine 4/10 So Ash got possessed by the king and Eusine would def fall into the same boat if there. Yeah the king would have 2 minions basically.

MissSaigonShipping - Brawly, Eusine & Morty 1/10 So many Eusine and Morty with another person. Hm I can’t think of much they’d have in common immediately...

MovingOnShipping - Eusine, Lawrence III & Professor Carolina 5/10 Professor Carolina helps 2 dorks get over the fact that they can’t have the legendary pokemon they want. MysticQuestShipping - Eusine, Jimmy (Kenta) & Marina (Johto) 4/10 This is just them all looking for suicune and only one gets it, spoiler it’s not Eusine

MysticShipping - Eusine, Morty & Will 6/10 Ah yes the clairvoyant, the psychic, and a fanboy. One of the most powerful forces to ever exist. Real talk though I feel like they’d just all cause trouble together.

MystifyShipping - Eusine, Morty & Whitney 3/10 Is it just me or is anyone that ships with Morty and Eusine feels like a 3rd wheel? I feel like they’d have an ok time together but idk if it’d go long term. OnMyHonorShipping - Eusine, Falkner, Morty & Clair 6/10 Ok yeah they all definitely have that ‘honor’ vibe about them but I fell like their honor systems have various levels of skew to them. It’d be interesting to get them all in a room to talk about it though.

OosShipping - Brawly, Eusine, Morty & Will 10/10 Please catch them all in some school au where they are the trouble makers of the school. Brawly is the wanna-be intimidating jock, Will is the class clown, Eusine is the dramatic theater kid, and Morty is the introvert they adopted. SacredDevotionShipping - Eusine, Morty, Ho-Oh & Suicune 9/10 They finally got the pokemon they have fan boy crushes over. Cute but I feel like they’d not realize how much for it takes to care for a legendary. That and be bad at trying to defend them, interesting thing to explore.

SacredFireShipping - Eusine, Morty & Ho-Oh 5/10 Now morty got his pokemon he wants. Kinda cool, maybe it’d show Eusine what he looks lie to other people.

SacredHonorShipping - Eusine, Falkner & Morty 3/10 Again falconer feels like the third wheel here, and idk what they’d do long term.

SuitUpShipping - Butler, Darach, Eusine, Lance & Steven Stone 6/10 All the dudes in suits huh (and Lance)? I feel like some are missing. I can see them all going shopping some time though and getting wild new styles.

TrimurtiShipping - Eusine, Giovanni & Lance 4/10 Huh....ok I mean I just see it as Lance reluctantly keeping Eusine safe from Giovanni cause Eusine would def do something to make him mad trying to act tougher than he is.

Eusine w/ Eusine

RagingEgomaniacShipping - Eusine & Eusine 10/10 He’d band himself in a heart beat, and they’d be wildly annoying to everyone else.

#muse: eusine #every ship rated

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bxstiae · 5 years ago

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❤ + bxstiae !! yes, YOU !! Talk about the things you are most proud of, maybe things you like or things you want to talk about !!

[ @bxstiae ( ME ) / —– POSITIVITY ] A C C E P T I N G

send me MORE urls you heathens.

vam, if you didn’t think i wasn’t above giving myself self love ON THIS BLOG???? you are.... dead wrong.

things i’m most proud of: the fact that i can bring smiles to other people when i can’t to myself sometimes. ( i tend to redirect things a lot which isn’t always a bad things ) really though, when i am at my lowest, there are sometimes that i actively seek out other people are are also hurting and try to make them feel better because, in turn, it helps me feel better -- it gives me a purpose & it helps keep my mind off things.

other things i am proud of: the fact that I WRITE. i write a lot. i write so many different things. and honestly, i am so very PASSIONATE about it. i’m so proud of my meta for link -- the most proud that i have been in such a long time!!! I have never felt so proud of a muse before until i remade link and GODS, nobody can take that away from me. ( i just pray i am not intimidating in that aspect ) i know i can write MOUNTAINS of words, but god, i will write a book about all the lore i have for TP, SS, & BOTW and nothing can stop me........ nothing. also, i am so, so, SO happy for the fact that i can write such a VARIETY of muses too???? like gods.... i won’t list all of them here, ( for there are some i wish to not bring up ) but i can play a wide variety of muses who all have similar motifs and im just??? dladshf

i must admit that while sometimes i have doubt on my other blogs, there has never been a time where i have doubted link, and that in itself makes me so proud and happy. that yes, i finally have a muse that makes me so happy & comfortable!!!

like you don’t understand vam, for somebody who had been igNORED and so unhappy for so long in another rpc because i felt like i was screaming at walls & nobody ever REALLY talked to me, i don’t at all care about that here. ( or maybe i do idk, i just don’t have the same treatment ) rather... i think.... i am so proud of myself for making the decision to finally, FINALLY cut the strings with one of the most toxic rpcs known on tumblr. like really, i have never felt so alive!!! and im just over her VIBING in my smol little purgatory, it’s so... great. i could cry for how happy i am.

anyway, moving on.

i am proud that people don’t find me scary??? at least i don’t think so? i could be absolutely wrong by that.... but you know what? i feel like anybody who knows me would know that.... i am nothing but somebody who cares. honestly i once told a friend, i think it it might have been @wingclipped but i could be WRONG. But i always say that im like a dragon. i hoard something. or rather, i cherish something. and that something is that i cherish life & love. i will absolutely hoard all my friends and keep them safe. i will defend them with my life. no really, i would lay down my LIFE for them. I’ve always been so protective while also still keep somewhat of a front. to keep myself safe.

speaking of which, i am SO PROUD of myself for learning how to say ‘no, this bothers me.’ while sometimes i still have problems with giving too much, i have come SUCH a long way to what i used to be..... but you know what, there was something else that somebody told me.

actually it was @vescrsol who told me! ( hella yea you know what i’ll name drop you cause honestly it was one of the NICEST things that somebody has ever told me and you know what.... it made me so happy and it made me realise that YOU’RE right.... )

him: Wearing your heart on your sleeve.... alot of other people cant do that me: hoW NO I am a fool him: No You're stronger then you think An act of kindness, is stronger then an act of defiance

honestly, i think since then, i’ve learned to like.... love myself a BIT more. at least if gave me just that boost of confidence that... yes, i am doing the right thing. at least, i feel, in my heart, that i am.

but ahhh..... i digress. anyway. what i want to try to get at is that, you know what, everybody has self-doubt! even i do! it’s natural as we are all human. but for me, i know that the self-doubt will pass! i know that there are people that i can make happy and that is what keeps me going! and you know what? i have had some pretty nasty things told to my face. both on tumblr, and irl, from just about anybody. and while that sometimes puts me down, i am PROUD that i can rebound!!

even when i was little, i had this mantra. if everybody else can’t be nice, then you be the better man. you be that ONE nice person. I struggled a lot in high school. and honestly, i cannot tell you how BAD it was, cause it was really bad. but i told myself, ‘no, i don’t want to be like everybody.’ as much as i sought out somebody to help me feel better, i realised some things...

1: there are people out there who feel the same as you. 2: there are people out there who’ve taken to try to make others happy while they, themselves, are also hurting, just like you. 3: only you can make yourself happy.

this is why i take the time out of my day to check on people. maybe some people may not like it. maybe some people don’t want to talk. but that shouldn’t mean that you DON’T talk to them. i get everybody has their own ways of dealing with stress and talking to others. and honestly, i can understand that!! its absolutely okay!

just like you vam. you, and kirby, and anybody else who takes sometimes days or weeks to respond. its okay!!! really. i just want you to know though that i care about you so much. there isn’t a day were im like ‘oh why did vam not message me wtf? i hate this’ no im never EVER like that. i am probably one of the most UNDERSTANDING, patient, & loving people you’ll ever meet. and i hope you KNOW that. i think the only thing i wish for people to realise is that... all you guys have to do is reach out to me. i know its hard. i know its scary. but know that at the end of the day, if you feel like you’re falling.... KNOW that i will be that head that turns. i will be that hand that reaches out for you. know that i would do anything in my power to pull out out, pick you up, and hold you.

and KNOW, please please please PLEASE know, that i will never hate doing it. and that i am PROUD to do it. i am that one male cheerleader that holds his teammates up and does it with a SMILE on my face. even when i am hurting, i do it. because it makes me happy to know that i can cheer other people up!

I knOW i am endearing!! i know, i know, i KNOW!!!! and yes, i know im a bit much. but you know what??? that’s the fucking latin blood in me!! i’ll never be ashamed of that. i make my own familie ( yes i actually spelt that right, its romanian, NOT SPANISH ). i’ll be the tati && the mami. i am both. you can’t stop me now >:)

anyway, i TOTALLY went off on like a tangent, but you know what. people need to know. this ended up from kinda being a self-love post to a psa post but you know what? i don’t care!!! everybody needs to know.

and i think everybody needs to know that you all need to do some self-love. really though. if you can’t find it. then its okay, let me glomp on you then for the time being. i’ll do it!!! really i absolutely will. i will love & dote on you all. i think anybody who’s close to me KNOWS this. and anybody who’s known me only for a little while has come to realise this too.

but... you know what? what do y’all think? am i right, or am i right? ♥♥♥

anyway, i think i’ll stop for now haha i went off didn’t i. whoops. anyway.

vam, know this: i love you. i always will. if you ever ever EVER feel like you need somebody, PLEASE don’t hesitate to scream at me. and by the gods, if i found that you made a bad decision™ of deleting a blog, i AM COMING FOR YOUR BOOTY. bruh, i am so about that life to metaphorically come at you like FUCKING HIROOMI.

#strztm #⚜ ; — [ ᵗʳᵃˢʰᵇᵒᵃᵗˑᵗˣᵗ ▲ ooc. ]#⚜ ; — [ ᶜᵒᵐᵖᵃˢˢ ᵃᵗᵗᵃᶤᶰᵉᵈ ▲ psa. ]#[ HONESTLY FDAHSFKJBA ]#[ GOD I FUCKING LOVE THIS THOUGH ]#[ also yea i guess im hiroomi now ]#[ can't stop me now ]#[ anyway i made this rather long ]#[ so have a read more ]#[ honestl if y'all need a pick me up ]#[ read this cause its so much more than about self-love ]#[ its also just as much as a psa #to tell everybody i'm here for you ]#[ i am my own community fuck that ]#[ join me in my purgatory ]#[ also the fact that i can @ myself im LAUGHING ]#long post

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milja-svartur · 5 years ago

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CHARACTER PROFILE – MUSIC EDITION ♪

For many of us music is a source of inspiration for our characters, so I want to know what songs inspire and/or relate to your muse! Chose between 10-15 songs, compile them into an album and tag some friends to share the beat!

Slave – Ramsey

Out of my Cage – UNSECRET x Alaina Cross

Rev 22-20 – Puscifer

Gravedigger – MXMS

Femme Fatale – Twin Temple

Nightmare – Halsey

Falling Apart – Skeler

Fight for my Survival – The Phantoms

#1 Crush – Garbage

Cries or Knives – Black Blinds

Happy Child – Tweaker

Buried – UNSECRET x Katie Herzig

Touch You Where it Hurts – Goldilox

KILL4ME – Marilyn Manson

Milja has a full blown Spotify playlist because I am a dweeb. But no, really, I draw a lot of inspiration from music and the feelings evoked, so she has a wealth to choose from. Being that some are more meaningful than others, these are the top 14 which make the cut:

➝ Slave is the song I most associate with Milja-- sadness, despair, and darkness act as the catalyst which eventually causes her to transition towards liberation. This song marks that turning point for her, where she recognized and accepted the reality of the situation she had been in. It broadly paints the relationship dynamic between her and Ous; After the initial honeymoon wore off, she was left with the desperation of doing anything for his love and attention, but that switches from the beginning (“As I lay here, let me love you”) to the end (“As I lay here, forced to love you”), all the while realizing that there had never been love there, only deceit.

➝ Out of my Cage is the direct answer to her enslavement, and is her current anthem. Been there, done that, come at me, bruh. Self explanatory.

➝ Rev 22-20 has the right feel for her role in Reign Enterprises as an escort. While she is by no means free with her affections, she certainly tries to keep her clients and targets under the illusion that they have a chance, giving them just enough to keep them under her influence of persuasion.

➝ Gravedigger also pertains to her employment, only in a more candid capacity.

➝ One of Milja’s pastimes is singing, sultry lounge music in particular-- and she’s been told she’s rather good at it. Femme Fatale is one of her favored songs and is pretty spot on. She gets a kick out of burlesquing the truth.

➝ Nightmare has a lot of great applicable lines to where Milja stands presently: “I've tasted blood and it is sweet / I've had the rug pulled beneath my feet / I've trusted lies and trusted men / Broke down and put myself back together again”.

➝ Falling Apart specifically applies to @dravitus-akaelos upon his initial entrance into her life. He’s since helped to shore her up, and continues to support her in her new life.

➝ Fight for my Survival embodies a philosophy which dictated her life in the Wood. While repressed for some time, it has now had a resurgence. Truly, if she didn’t possess an inherent drive towards survival, she likely wouldn’t have made it to present day.

➝ #1 Crush hearkens back to her time with Ous and illustrates that very thin line between love and hate along with the darker proponents of infatuation. During her time with the Hiraeth Haj, Milja was drawn into a lot of morally reprehensible situations which she might not have been so eager to partake in were she not under the persuasion of “love”. Even today there remain traces of that same manic eagerness to please which she once exhibited.

➝ Cries or Knives has a great sound and feel that I associate with Milja. There’s a subverted upbeatness that is forever trying to transcend the darkness and desperation that surrounds her. “I’m searching for sounds to drown out my indiscrepancies / I’m looking for life inside every inch of me / but like a black hole I can’t escape the gravity.”

➝ It’s no secret that there are certain things about Milja that are rather unhinged. Happy Child provides a glimpse into that hushed derangement and insight into her personal beliefs on death; how she is able to rationalize snuffing the light from someone’s eyes. She is both the narrator and the victim, having died and been born again as the person she is today.

➝ Buried is once again a reference to the lessons she learned through the mistakes made with Ous. “I trusted you to be kind, And look what it cost me. You promised I would be safe, But, you struck without warning.” Milja knows she is no longer the girl she was when she left the Wood, and in some ways she is remorseful.

➝ Touch You Where it Hurts @ Ous. Again, “hate and love is a thin line.”

➝ KILL4ME embodies the kind of love Milja feels most comfortable with, twisted as it may be. In any case, it’s a two way street and she thinks she knows the answer to the question. winkwonk, kissblow.

Tagged by: @gatheredfates (Thanks for coming up with this and tagging, I do love me my music 😍 ) Tagging: @jorandalkitor ; @crowsaerie-rp ; @marius-vieremont ; @dravitus-akaelos ; @e-x-i-t-3 ; @herd-of-halla ; @glorified-thieves ; @igniting-the-dawn @knightingale-xiv ; @seda-xiv & you!

#muse meme #music #music aesthetic #milja svartur

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