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PAROXYSM ft. Mina
mina x male reader smut
part two of strange currencies
16k words
Go ahead, try and pretend like youâre not obsessed.
Like youâre not bothered that itâs been weeks since you had Minaâfelt the heat of her body, the silk of her skin, the sweetness of her breath on your neck.
Since you've seen that ass. Had it in your hands, spread her cheeks with your fingers, stretched her wide with your cock and left Mina in tears, crying outâ
"God, I can never go back from this."
And itâs not like you havenât been searching for opportunities; a party youâd both be invited to, another gala, some event with enough plausible deniability for when you inevitably, âaccidentallyâ bump into her again.
But for some reason, nothing seems to align.
Youâll get word that sheâs in Korea, basking in a rare stretch of free time, while youâre in Hong Kong, signing deals and making promises of dubious sincerity.
Youâll be rushing to return, already planning out how youâll steal another taste of her, another touch; only to find out sheâs been whisked away againâto Japan, or Brazil, or any one of the countless countries desperate to host her.
Glimpses is all you ever truly getâpaparazzi shots, magazine covers, the odd video that passes through the digital ether.
So, yeah.
You let it rest, go through the motions, try to recreate it in the aggregate. There are plenty of pretty faces, eager bodies in your orbit.
But they're all just that: bodies.
Empty shells of what you had. They donât laugh like her, they donât keep you on your toes like she can, they donât look at you with the same hunger.
(They donât say your name like Mina did.)
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âSo,â is the first word you hear from Mina. Too much time has passed, and youâve officially given up on any pretences of nonchalance. Decided to get straight to the point with the right people and just get her number. âI guess Iâm not the only one who canât stop thinking about that night.â
âUncharted territory and all,â youâre repeating, and thereâs a beat of silence on the other line.
A deep breath, and you swear you can hear her smile. âDefinitely unique.â
Itâs well past midnight and youâre tired and youâre feeling unusually vulnerable, so you're admitting things you'd usually keep under lock and key. âItâs beenâyouâve been stuck in my head, Mina.â
âI know the feeling,â she sighs. Just the timbre of her voice and thereâs shivers down your spine. âThe memory alone is stillââ
You finish for her, âVivid.â
âI was going to say really fucking hot, but yes,â she laughs. âItâs helped me through some lonely nights. Remembering how you felt inside me, everything we did together itâsâGod, you have no idea.â
âIâd argue I have the entire idea. For oneâthe stairs,â youâre supplying, grinning to yourself, leaning back in your chair, remembering the way she clung to you. How tight she was around you, how fucking new she felt as you filled her. âYou were so fucking gorgeous. Never felt anything like it.â
âAnd the shower,â she counters, âyou had me pinned against the tiles. Couldnât move without you fucking me deeper. Just stuck with nowhere to go but further down your cock. No oneâs ever done that to me.â
âDonât forget the kitchen,â you add, âWe got pretty creative with the utensils.â
Mina giggles. You didn't know she was capable of sounding so girlish. âIâll never look at a spatula the same.â
Itâs getting dangerous, each memory rekindling the flame of a night that youâd tried to convince yourself couldnât have been as epic as you remembered. Couldnât have mattered so much.
And yet here you are now, letting Mina stir up thoughts of her cunt gushing down her thighs, her nipples stiffening between your teeth, her ass choking your cock, the look on her face when she came all over youâand you know sheâs wading through the very same set of flashbacks.
âEvery time I close my eyes, Iâm back in that garden. Your hands are all over me, your mouth everywhereââ
âYour cunt on my tongueââ
âYour fingers in my assââ
âYour fucking moans, Minaââ
âWait, I need toââ
Mina stops you, and you find yourself releasing a breath you didn't even know you were holding. You think you can hear her; hear the shutting of a door, a lock turning, frantic pacing, the squeak of a bed.
Your eyes close and you're picturing it nowâMina, laid back on pure white sheets, sprawled out like a Goddess. It's all there, crystal clear. Fingers dancing over her collarbones, tracing the delicate line of her neck down to the swell of her breasts.
Teasing herself, running her thumbs over her areola, the skin there a shade darker, a touch more sensitive. Pinching and pulling, peaks hardening into tight buds, missing the roughness of your tongue.
And then going lower, down over her ridged abs and between her toned thighs. Spreading her legs out in an invitation, toes curling into the mattress. Finding herself slick with need, so, so soaked. Dipping down to trace over her folds before sliding right into the wet heat.
Mina gasps. It's not your imagination. She moans into the phone.
You can almost taste her again.
She finds her voice. "Please, keep talking."
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The first photo comes through the very next day.
You can intuit from the architecture in the backgroundâthe steep roofs, the brick exteriors, the gothic towersâsheâs somewhere in Paris.
And thereâs Mina, flat on her stomach, sheets tangled around her like the aftermath of a hurricane thatâs swept through. Smiling at you straight down the barrel of the camera, cutting through the digital space between you. Itâs sly and knowing and a little bit wicked, because she knows that itâs not the view of the city behind her that youâre looking at, nor is it even her face, usually so stunningly unavoidable and instantly captivating.
It's her ass.
Plump and round, poking over her shoulder, filling a whole corner of the frame. And you're spotting the indentations where your fingers have sunk in, the stretch of alabaster that your grip turned a shade of pink. A map of memories etched across the curve of her cheeks.
Itâs a thousand words in a single photo, a message loud and clear, carefully composed to make you ache. So, you do. You ache.
You save the pictureânot because you think youâre going to forget, but because you need to have a piece of her with you at all times.
Something to pull out when the days are too long, too dull. Something to look at when your memories of her arenât enough anymore.
The photo, you notice, comes with a caption: âThe only thing missing here is you.â
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âStability,â Minaâs telling you nights later, after youâve spent close to an hour describing to her all the ways youâd like to have her again, like to break her down until sheâs just a trembling mess of limbs and cum.
Itâs a habit the two of you have picked up; these clandestine calls that come in the dead of night, during those rare occasions youâre in a reasonable enough time zone to talk. Youâre actually in the same country this time. The States, but on different coasts, so, close enough.
Sheâs sending these breathy whispers down the phone; still coming down from her high, from the way her thighs clenched around her own hand, from the way she painted your name onto her skin with her own juices.
Still coming down from you, from the meticulously detailed step-by-step explanations of exactly what youâd do to her if you werenât thousands of kilometres apart.
âStability,â you repeat the answer sheâs given to the question thatâs been burning in your mind for weeks now. Itâs certainly a faux pas to ask right after sheâs made you cum across your own chest; but itâs late, and tonightâs suite is far too big and much too quietâthe kind of quiet that lets you think too much.
And so you had to ask her. Why was she still with him?
âThatâs it?â
âThatâs it,â Mina confirms. âI like stability, I like routine, I like knowing what to expect. Means I can never be disappointed.â
âNever be surprised, either,â you point out. She laughs, the sound warm and rich through the speaker.
âThatâs never really been a problem.â She pauses. âUntil you.â
Thereâs an alarm bell sounding somewhere, triggered by the way that last syllable curls around the corners of her lips, bounces across fifty different states to land in your ear.
You.
It rattles around your brain, punches you right in the gut. You try to play it off with a chuckle. But you both know what this really is. The desperation, the need. What you do to each other. How much of a fucking mess youâd make together if you had half the chance.
You make an attempt at being casual: âApologies, then.â
âYou kinda fuck everything up for me, you know?â She admits. âI was fine with it all. Leaving all of this as just a fantasy. Living with the boredom.â
âEverythingâs boring.â
âExcept this.â
You should really be above all this. The pining, the yearning. Having a crush.
Itâs unbecoming.
Leave her alone. Leave her to the dream life sheâs built up for herself. The career, the boyfriend, the whole shiny package that everyoneâs decided she should want. Itâd be the rational thing to do.
And yetâ âSo, what are we going to do about it?â
âI suppose,â Mina says, and once again, you're swearing you can hear her smile through the phone, because this is far from the end of things, âWeâll just have to find some way to scratch this itch.â
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(Itâs an outrageous abuse of power.
But so what? Youâre an asshole billionaire, thatâs what everyone expects of you anyway.
Besides, compared to your peers, it falls far short of bankrupting entire economies or causing irreparable damage to the Earthâs oceans and atmosphere.
So why not go full tilt and really indulge?
Thatâs basically the gist of your justification for forcing fateâs hand and manifesting your own âaccidentalâ meeting with Mina.
Still. Itâs only a meeting.)
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âQuite a situation youâve engineered here,â is Minaâs first quip, as she steps right out of your daydreams and into your office.
Oh, youâve been thinking of her.
Spent time replaying that night in your mind, revisiting the sight of her bouncing on that staircase, the feel of her soft skin slapping against yours, the sound of her sighs in your ears.
Obsessed over the messages, the photos, the videos sheâs sentâhow she moves, that coy smile on her face when she knows sheâs got your full attention in her grip. All these mesmerising moments captured in high-definition.
And itâs coming back to you nowâthe waterfall of hair cascading down her shoulders, the red of her lips, the beauty spot on her nose, above her cupidâs bowâa constellation across her face.
(She makes your office feel small.)
âDonât know what youâre talking about,â you say, aiming for flippant, but missing the mark by a wide margin.
âMhm,â is all youâre going to get, because you both know better.
She makes herself at home here, taking the long way to your desk. Hips swaying as she runs her fingers over the dĂŠcor, the lights and the statues, the books and the furniture. Again, fitting right in with the expensive, the luxurious, the exclusive.
Youâre not hiding that youâre staring, and sheâs not hiding that she knows either.
Mina walks right past you, turns away so you can see the full sweep of her back, the high-waisted skirt that hugs her curves before flaring out at the waist. Eventually, she stops at the floor-to-ceiling window that overlooks the city, the urban sprawl below a far cry from the palatial gardens that backdropped your first encounter.
The sunâs setting overhead. It casts a warm glow over her. Outlines her figure in gold.
You break the silence, "Heard the photoshoot went well."
âWell, you get what you pay for,â is Minaâs second quip of the afternoon. She turns back to face you, leaning against the window frame, a perfect silhouette.
You can almost hear the glass tremble.
Mina asks, offhandedly, âYouâll have to enlighten meâis it standard practice for visitor passes to have access to every floor in the tower?â
âSecurity must be lacking.â
âRight,â Mina says. âAnd is it normal in your line of work, for the CEO to handpick the brand ambassadors?â
You shrug. âI like to get my hands dirty.â
âIf thatâs what theyâre calling it,â she responds, smiling now. Pushing herself off the glass and taking a dangerous step forward.
âWe were looking to appeal to our Japanese market,â you say, repeating the same lines you fed to your team, to her management, to anyone who bothered to raise an eyebrow. Itâs a good lie. âNeeded someone refined, someone that depicted class. Aspirational.â
Mina takes another step forward. Heels that make her legs look endless hitting the polished flooring with a click. "So that's how you see me, then."
"Amongst other, less appropriate things," you admit, already completely, hopelessly captivated.
"Let me guess: Stunning?"
"That's one."
âFuckable.â
âAbsolutely.â
âSubmissive?â
âAre you asking, or telling me?â
Minaâs eyes dazzle as she closes the distance, rounding your desk and stopping just short of your chair. She waits for you to swivel and face her.
And then she leans forward, so close. Nose brushing yours, breath warm and sweet and familiar. Her hands land on your thighs, pushing your legs apart.
She drops to her knees.
âTelling.â
You canât help yourself, you press your thumb to her lips, stamping it crimson.
Itâs a wicked thing, how Minaâs bottom lip dips, how her tongue snakes out to lick the pad of your thumb clean. You push in deeper, watching as she takes you into her mouth, seals her lips around you and sucks.
How sheâs looking at you nowâbuilding up this image of Mina; kneeling, the skirt riding up, her panties soaked with anticipation. Dressed like this is just another business meetingâmasked in a high neckline and a smile so perfect against your skin.
That's today's game. Dress up.
Professionalism went out the window the moment she walked inâit barely crosses your mind to wonder whether or not she locked the door. You donât even care.
Mina stops her little show, thumb pops out of her mouth with a wet sound, leaving a smear of red behind. Thereâs something about Mina, something that canât be intuited unless sheâs right in front of you, inhaling your exhales, smiling up at you like you're the only person in the entire world that matters.
It's like magicâmakes everything and everyone else feel like a figment of your imagination.
âYou forgot to mention a few other things,â Mina breathes on you, low and warm, priming you for a punchline that you know will send you reeling.
âLike what?â
âOh, you know,â and she starts unbuttoning her blouse, reaching for the top button thenâ âHow utterly,â
Then the next button.
âDesperately,â
More still.
âNeedy,â
All of them.
âI am for your wonderful, perfect cock.â
The blouse opens up, falls away, drifts off her shoulders until itâs blood-red lace and vanilla-white skin.
Fuck.
(Minaâs not from this world, no fucking way. Definitely not human; juryâs out on if sheâs some kind of Goddess. Probably something in between, come down from some place where the air is thinner and the lights are brighter.)
Your mouth is dry. âI could never forget.â
Minaâs eyes crinkle at the corners. Lips spread wide. Sheâs kissing your cock through your pants.
Itâs electric. A long, teasing press of her lips that winds you so tight that just the slightest touch, just a single word could set you off.
Her teeth graze the fabric. You throb through the cotton.
âMina,â you manage, hand dropping to the side of her face. Thereâs a tremor in your voice that youâre not used to, that you canât even pretend to hide. Minaâs got you in the palm of her handâor rather, on the edge of her lipsâeven though sheâs the one on her knees.
âRelax,â she coos, holding her lips against you, deft fingers unlatching your belt, finding your zipper. âLet me take care of you. Let me take care of this cock,â honeyed words slipping out with the same ease that tugs you free, âGet my tongue all over it, take it deep down my throat, be such a good little whore for youâuntil you canât think of anything but how much you want me to swallow every drop youâve got for me, baby.â
You swallow, caress her cheek, âDarlingââ
âShh," Mina hushes, taking your cock into her hand, holding it against her cheek. So damn happy to have it so close to her mouth once again. âEverything you said over the phone. All that stuff about fucking my face, leaving a mess, filling up my throatâI want it all. Youâre going to give it to me now, please.â
She doesnât even look up at you, just so focused on your cock. Kissing around the shaft, and then drawing her tongue in one, slow, dragging lick all the way from your base, right to the tip. Itâs gentle, careful, exploratory.
Introducing her lips to every inch of skin along your cock, over your balls, taking her time to stain all of you with the sheen of her kisses. Careful, so careful. Meticulous too, deep in concentration that you can almost feel her thoughts, intuit from the pressure of her lips how much this means to her. How much she needs it.
And itâs as her breath warms the head of your cock that you realise youâve got a stranglehold on the armrest of your chair, holding it so tightly you could snap it in two. Not like thereâs any helping it, nothing to do but brace yourself as she opens her mouth, pink tongue peeking out, and licks you againâlonger, slower.
Holding still now, cock balanced on her tongue, fixing you with this stare.
A dare.
(Donât move. Donât interrupt. Let her do her work.)
Thatâs when her boyfriend calls.
Sorry, her partner.
A jarring noise, a slap in the face that breaks the spell. Vibrating atop your oak desk, a violent buzzing through the roomâonce, twice, thrice.
Minaâs eyes flick to yours. A split second, a single thought shared. Thereâs laughter on her lips because of course, because why the fuck not, because this is definitely your kind of chaos. You nod. Youâre both in on the joke.
The phoneâs still ringing, ringing, ringing.
And Minaâs mouth is still on you, tongue tickling underneath, lips wrapping around, before taking you in deep. Right as she accepts the call.
âHmf?â
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(A good idea to mention this theory youâve been brewing for a while, the other reason why Mina still hasnât broken up with boyfriend.
Because of you.
Because of how much fucking hotter it makes her. The thrill, the rush, putting a blemish on an otherwise spotless record.
And maybe youâre just as guiltyâbecause you want to hear her lie to him too.)
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âStill working,â is Minaâs deadpan over the phone, somehow keeping a straight face despite how full her hands are with you. She even rolls her eyes. âYou know how it isâunreasonable CEOs jumping down my throat for no good reason at all.â
This woman.
Churning lies with such ease that you almost feel sorry for the poor, oblivious soul on the other end of the phone. Almost.
But Mina's too good at all of this. Too good at hiding it all. Too good at everything, reallyâwhether it's singing, dancing, kneeling before you, making your cock disappear down her throat.
Just a slight adjustment in posture, and sheâs taking you in deeper. A gentle suck, a swirl of her tongue around the ridgeâand oh, the way sheâs looking at you, eyes up and so damn full of mischief.
Sheâs fucking loving this. Loving the way youâre watching her, the way your hand finds her hair as she takes you in, the way youâre fighting to keep your composure. Fighting to keep your breath even and calm and to stop yourself from groaning so loud that it wonât just be her boyfriend, but the whole fucking tower thatâs going to hear how much of a slut she is for you.
You can still hear his voice coming throughâmuted, indistinctâlike a ghost, haunting the edges of this pornographic scene youâve painted together.Â
Fuck this guy likes to talk.
âMhm,â is all Mina has to say to keep him convinced, to let him believe that sheâs actually invested in whatever the fuck heâs on about. Keeping him none the wiser that her full attention is on you, her mouth moving up and down, her eyes glued to yours, watching every twitch, every drop of pleasure that flits across your face.
She reaches up with her free hand, wrapping it around the base of your cock. Gliding along your shaft in this twisting movement that sets your nerves alight.
Everythingâs just so tightâher grip, her throat, your own breath in your chest.
âMhm,â again, longer, sounding closer and closer to a moan than a casual agreement, but still, sheâs playing the part. Barely listening to what heâs saying, because sheâs doing this thing with her tongueâright at the tip, flicking it around your slitâthatâs making you test the strength of your chair.
Thereâs temptation hereâher mouth so warm, so wetâit would be so easy to grab a fistful of her hair and fuck her mouth like you know she wants. But you keep your cool, keep your hand gentle and steady atop her head, let her dictate the rhythm.
And when you hear the voice over the phone rise, maybe a bit of frustration or concern, maybe the start of something suspicious, Mina shamelessly pops your cock out of your mouth and answers, âJust having a snack. Late lunch break.â
She hits the mute button.
Bows her head deep, savouring each inch as she takes you deeper, making this fucking sound when your cock hits the back of the throat. Wet, gagging, sloppy noises that build this tension right at the base of your spine that leaves you aching, absolutely desperate to just give her more.
She holds herself there, choking so nicely, so sweetly, on your cock. Her eyes start water, itâs an effort to keep them open, but sheâs still smiling through it all, just so delighted to finally taste what sheâs been dying to have for weeks.
Youâre struggling, âFucking hell, Mina.â
Mina giggles into your cock, vibrating along your shaft. Pulls her head back; just a rope of spit that connects the two of you, glinting under the fluorescent lights. A poke of her tongue has her scooping it all up and slurping it all down, smacking her lips with a satisfied âahâ.
She unmutes.
âSorry, it just tastes really good. Like nothing Iâve had before.â
Thereâs a confused murmur coming out of the speaker, a perturbed, âReally?â
âLike you wouldnât believe,â and Mina has the gall to wink at you, the audacity to keep her hand on your cock, stroking it like itâs the most normal thing in the world. All the while she just chats to her boyfriendâpartner, againâlike youâre not about to cover her face with your entire load.
âMina,â you let slip when she squeezes too hard, cranes her head to feel the weight of your balls on her tongue. Lapping away, licking and tonguing and teasing, until youâre gritting your teeth, holding back the moan that wants to break free.
The voice at the end of the line crackles, âWhoâs that?â
Mina doesnât miss a beat, âBoss for the day,â presses a wet kiss onto the head of your cock in a futile attempt to still you, âReally pushing me hard, making me work for it, you know?â
The voice relaxes, but not enough. âWhatâs going on over there? Something doesnât sound right.â
âEverythingâs perfect.â Minaâs just so pleased with herself, tongue dancing up and down, over and around, making the chair creak from the reflexive jerk she forces out of you. âIâm exactly where I need to be.â
âI told you that you shouldnât do these types of jobs, you should listen to me andââ
âGet on my hands and knees and beg them to let me break the contract?â Mina smirks up at you, lips all smeared and messy with your arousal. âI can handle itâ she continues on, dragging her lips to your base so she can slur into your waist, âIâm a professional. This is what Iâm built for.â
God, he really doesn't deserve her.
He drops the subject so easily, moving on to talk more about him, about his schedules, his work, his boring fucking existence outside of her. And now youâre both rolling your eyes, sharing this secret, this ridiculousness thatâs got you both on the edge of laughter and utter bliss.
Mina ups the ante, mutes her side of the call, and places the phone back on top of the desk.
You cock an eyebrow. âSeriously, him?â
She shakes her head. âNo, just you.â
And she shows you, proves her point, because Minaâs not one for half-measures. Holds your cock tightly, strokes it again and again, one after another like itâs counting down to something explosive. Bombâs ticking: the pressureâs building, the heat is coiling in your balls, but she keeps it steady, keeps it slow, keeps it right on that edge where itâs just enough to keep you there, but not enough to push you over.
âIâm just yours,â Mina hums, licking her swollen lips. âIâm yours to do with as you please, but,â she pauses, so she can jerk you just right, stroking with such finesse that you can't believe she's ever been with someone who didn't appreciate it, "I'm really hoping you let me swallow your cock now."
âYouâre too fucking greedy.âÂ
Mina nods so earnestly.
So you give her what she wants, because whatâs the point of playing this game if she isnât going to win?Â
You stroke the back of her head, guide her as she takes you all the wayânose to stomach, swallowing you up like youâre her favourite snack, her favourite secret. Her favourite lie to tell herself.
Fucking ridiculous. Too fucking much.
You lift your hips, leaving her to yank down your pants over your knees and to the ground. The clank of your belt buckle against marble echoes through the room, a starting gun to your undoing.
The phoneâs still there, heâs still talking, a vaguely muffled annoyance. Mina doesn't even spare it a glance, just looks up at you, mouth full, eyes declaring:
âIgnore everything else, just enjoy me.â
Fuck.
Minaâs cheeks hollow, her throat pulses, and gone is the usual effortless grace that she carries through everything she does.
No, sheâs all raw, all passion. Sloppy now, greedy, showing you just how much sheâs willing to do for you. Itâs in the way sheâs using her hand to squeeze the base of your shaft, the way sheâs bobbing her head faster and faster.
Filling the room with the sounds of her slurps and smacking of her lips; her eyes watering with every deepthroat. Making her mouth this perfect, wet, hot little cave thatâs swallowing you whole.
And youâre watching, watching every single move she makes. Unable to do anything else, really. Unable to think, to speak, to do anything but stare at her mouth, her eyes, her hand moving up and down, up and downâstare at Mina giving herself over to you.
âJesusâfuckââ and thereâs your voice back again, so much louder than you intended.
But Minaâs smiling around your cock, eyes still on you, urging you on, putting you under her spell. Sheâs playing with your balls now, her thumb brushing over the sensitive skin, her nails lightly scraping, and itâs like sheâs got every button mapped out, knows exactly how to make you go off the deep end.
"Mina, you're just so," you try, rummaging through your addled mind for the right words to pin on this storm before you, "so fucking good at this," you finally settle on.
Mina's eyes light up, triumphant. Deep pools of brown swirling with all sorts of thingsâfew that can be said out loud and even fewer that should ever be thoughtâand none of which she gives a flying fuck about.
Your cock slides off her lips long enough for her to slur, "Flattery gets you everywhere, sir."
âMina.â
She's just so happy with it allâit's a little unsettling. Mina, all elegance and poise, so fucking giddy at the opportunity to debase herself at your feet.
She takes a breath, a real one, not the shallow, desperate ones sheâs been taking for the past few minutes, and then sheâs diving back down. You can see the determination in the set of her jaw, the way sheâs holding herself in place with one hand on your thigh so she can devour you whole. And sheâs doing a phenomenal job, really, because your cockâs so hard itâs almost painful, and your thighs are trembling with the effort of keeping still.
But sheâs not done yet, Minaâs never done. She reaches behind her, unclips her bra with a flick of her thumb, slipping it off her shouldersâa silent, unnoticed escape.
Perfect little tits, perfect little dusky nipples, peaked and ready for your attention.Â
She takes one in her hand, rolls the nub between her fingers, playing with it, plucking it like a guitar string, making it sing. Making sure youâre still looking, while she's still sucking you off with her mouth, still fucking grinning around your cock.
A true masterclass in multitasking.
Her other hand stays on you, working in tandem with her mouth. A stroke for every bob, a squeeze for every moan, and sheâs whining into your skin, a muffledâmmph, mmph, mmphâso loving that you know itâs not just for show.
Her hand drops down, slipping between her legs, disappearing into the fabric of her skirt. You canât quite see it, but you know by her sigh as she leans into your thigh, by the way her other hand pinches her nipple harder, that sheâs pressing up and into herself.
The fabricâs too thick to see much, but you can imagine herâfuck, you donât have to imagineâyou can almost feel her, her fingers sliding into her wetness, her palm cupping her mound, her middle finger circling her clit like itâs the head of a tiny drum, matching the same rhythm thatâs been driving this whole spectacle.
âYour fucking mouth, Mina.â
The words leave you on a groan, a tightening of your grip on her head as she just plays and plays. Every suck pure heaven, warm, wet, utterly divine; pulling your hips closer and closer off the edge of your seat, until youâre nearly falling down her throat.
But even Mina, for all her skill and polish, canât hold out forever. The fingers at her cunt, the kneading of her own tits, the gagging around your cock, the oblivious boyfriend still blissfully unaware of the depraved scene unfolding on the other end of the line.
Itâs a heady cocktail, and sheâs had too much too quickly. Her throatâs tightening around you, rogue tears are sliding down her cheeks, and itâs about time that you both give up on pretence and hurtle straight to the crux of this entire escapade.
You stand, rising to your feet before Mina has you tumbling off your chair, sliding your cock out of her chasing lips.
âMina,â you breathe, voice full of gravel, heavy.
Minaâs frozen, just staring at your cock dangling above her nose, her mouth open and wet, her big, brown eyes begging for its return to her lips.
âMina,â you repeat.
âMmm?â
âI want to fuck your face now.â Â
Mina licks her lips. âWant to?â
âI will.â
âPlease,â she says, a single word like a hot knife slicing through whatever restraint you have let. And youâre just about to lose it, really fucking lose it because sheâs so fucking eager, so fucking hot for it, so absolutely fucking yours.
In your office, at your desk, kneeling at your feet, skirt rucked up around her waist, panties drenched.
She ties up her hair into a messy bun.
âPlease, use me.â
A twist of your hips has your cock slapping against her cheek, the sound bouncing off the walls, leaving a trail of gloss across her flushed skin.
Mina laughs.
You lean down, grab her hair, thread your fingers through the strands, and guide her lips to where they were made to be.
âChrist,â is ripped from your throat as your cock is back down hers, plunging into her mouth like its home.
You push, push until her nose is squished against your pelvis, holding her there; her throat tight against your cock, her hand working her clit in double time. Whimpers escape past her lips, muffled whines that threaten to break you if youâll let it.
But you donât, not yet. You pull out, just long enough to let her gasp for air, only, she doesn't need the respite. She just blinks, and begsâ
âAgain.â
And again. And again.
Until sheâs a writhing mess, until sheâs shaking with the effort of holding herself together, until youâre plunging into her mouth so fast that youâre truly fucking her throat.
Deep, harsh strokes that make her cheek bulge, that fuck tears from her eyes. And Mina fucking loves it. Loves every second of it, loves having her head thrown back, her throat working for you like itâs your divine right, like her sole purpose in life has been to take your cock.
Youâre fucking her face like you said you would, like sheâs been begging you to do for weeks, whispering sweet nothings and filthy somethings into your ear during those late-night phone calls. Giving exactly what sheâs been craving, exactly what sheâs been dreaming about when she fucked herself so nicely for you to hear.
And sheâs just taking it, letting you use her mouth like itâs nothing, because to her, itâs everything.
Sheâs lost in it, her hand a blur between her legs, her eyes glazed over. Sheâs so close, so fucking close, and sheâs taking you with her; dragging you down into this pit of depravity that sheâs been keeping warm for you.
âMina?â
And thereâs the phone again. Louder now, insistent, demanding. Finally noticing somethings not quite right.
"Mina?"
Thereâs panic in Minaâs eyesâbut youâre quick to realise itâs not worry for him. Itâs desperation for you. For you to keep going, for you to not notice, for you to keep the fantasy alive.
But you do notice. And it just makes you harder.
You're too far gone nowâyou're thrusting into her mouth with a fervour thatâs almost violent. Minaâs eyes widen, but she doesnât pull away. Instead, she takes it all, letting you fuck her face with a reckless abandon thatâs only heightened by the voice on the phone getting louder, more concerned.
Youâre the only voice sheâll listen to now. âHold still for me, Mina.â
Her eyes go wide, and she nods, her mouth stretched wide around you. Cradling her cheeks, just firm enough to feel the heat of her blush.
âMina, why are you muted?â
Sheâs barely even on this planet anymoreâjust bringing herself closer to the edge, loosening these ragged, wet moans around your pistoning cock.
âMina, are you ignoring me again, seriously?â
âMmphâfuhâmmphââ is her attempt at an answer, but sheâs too busy letting you use your mouth, too busy fucking herself on her fingers, too busy being the perfect little slut sheâs told you she wanted to be.
It fills the roomâthe sounds of wet, sloppy sucking, careless fucking, your own grunts of pleasure. And somewhere in the background, that voice getting more and more insistent.
âMina, say something, answer me!â
And she does. Just not to him. She says it to you, mouth full, eyes on yours.
Garbled, stuttered, fucked-up little pleasâ âthereâthereâpleaseâpleaseâoh my godâ"
Her hand moves faster, her throat seizes, her eyes roll back in her head. Her body jerks, her hand still working her clit, her mouth still full of you.
Mina cums at your feet, a terrible, beautiful orchestra of noisesâmoaning, gurgling, gagging around your cock. Swallowing, desperate for a breath of air, trying not to choke, eyes watering so badly itâs a surprise she can see you at all.
You pull out, so abruptly that she gasps and stumbles a little. And yet, despite it all, despite how brutally hard and fast her orgasm hits her, sheâs still smiling up at you, as graceful and gorgeous as ever.
So fucking proud of herself.
And sheâs not done yet. Sheâs never done, not really.
Her hand comes up to catch you, holding your cock like an anchor, keeping you ready as she takes a moment to recover. The other reaches for the phone, a shaky hand bringing it to her lips, level with your own tip.
She takes a breath. Sheâs going to answer.
She unmutes again.
âSorry. Canât talk. Gotta finish something big.â
âMinaâwhat the fuck are youââ
Mina gives you that lookâthat nod.
Sucks you in one last time, gives you a final choke. A desperate gag, a deep impossible swallow down her throat. And then she releases you from her lips.
The phone clatters to the floor, forgotten.
âCum for me, please, baby.â
At her instruction, you're erupting.
Mina captures the head of your cock with her lips, keeps it balanced on the edge. Uses both hands to twist and wind around your shaft. Overwhelming you, seizing you into her mouth because this is exactly what sheâs been starved for.
Breaking a fucking dam inside you, flooding her mouth with your cum, completing her with your taste. It hits the back of her throat, thick and hot and she swallows and swallows and swallows.
So fucking grateful for every drop, for every pulse that shoots into her mouth, coating her tongue, sliding down her throat. Sheâs drinking you down like water, like air, like she canât get enough of you, leaving you breathless until all you can do is just repeat her name over and over againâan endless chant of âMina.â
And when youâre finally done, when every nerve-ending in your legs isnât burning down and threatening to take you with it, you pull out of her mouth, gasping for air.
Mina just sits there.
Looking up at you, naked chest heaving, nipples stinging red. Cum slipping out the corners of her mouth, staining her chin. Skirt ruined, panties a sodden mess around her ankles. Hand still on your cock, coaxing you to peace.
And fuck, itâs the hottest thing youâve ever seen.
With a smile that could melt the coldest of hearts, Mina reaches down to the floor and picks up the phone. She wipes her mouth with the back of her hand, not even bothering to be delicate about it.
"Hey," she says, voice miraculously calm and collected. "Sorryâgot distracted."
You watch, utterly stunned, as she plays the part of the girlfriend so flawlessly, puts on an Oscar-worthy performance. You can hear the boyfriend's voice, frantic and worriedâand completely fooled.
But then she looks at you, clears her throat, and her smile goes wide, and you can see the woman beneath the façade. The woman who's had enough of being bored. Who's decided that she's owed the impossible fantasy.
Kneeling on the floor, yet more powerful than ever.
So, so fucking perfect.
Spreading her thighs, fingers back at her cunt, carefully toying with her clit. Building herself back up to that peak sheâs just thrown herself from, because apparently, thatâs what youâve taught her to do.
To never settle, never stop, never be satisfied with just one taste.
Youâre cock throbs.
âMina, you need to tell me what the fuck is going on.â
Her hand moves faster, her thumb circling and pressing, her middle finger slipping inside herself. You can see the gleam under the artificial lights, how her cuntâs making everything sticky and messy.
Making herself nice and ready.
âThere's a big mess here,â she says into the phone, all sugary sweet, a perfect story that drips from her tongue like molasses. âLot of clean up. Itâs ruined meâruined the whole job. Itâs gonna keep me here all fucking night.â
â
(Itâs just an arrangement.
Thatâs what youâre calling it when the moonâs rising over your office, and Minaâs kissing these promises over your heart, drawing up the terms of this unwritten contract that neither of you can really commit toâeven though you're both well aware of how much you want to.
Sex, as an agreement. Sex, as a release. Sex, because youâre both fucking incredible at it.
It just might be everything you both need.
You're both just too afraid to be the first to say it out loud.)Â
â
Weeks later, and you get really fucking good at making time for her.
Whether itâs fifteen minutes at a party, a couple hours at an airport, or a few nights spent in a hotel room with the curtains drawn and a do not disturb sign nailed to the doorâeverything starts to fall into place.
There's always an empty room to be pulled in to, a shadow to be claimed, a corner of the world that belongs to you.
Itâs Mina, straddling you in the backseat of a limo, her cunt tight around you as the city lights slide by. Your hand on her throat, not choking but guiding, a conversation based on pressure and pleasure alone. Her tits bounce in your face, begging for your teeth, and you give it to them, biting down until sheâs gasping your name into the leather upholstery. The chauffeur pretends not to notice. You donât pretend anything.
It's you, bending her over the bathroom counter of some strangerâs house, her rather business-like slacks down at her feet to expose the bare, wonderful convex of her ass. You spank her until sheâs crying, until sheâs bright red and demanding that you make good on your promise to fill her up so she canât leave this party without globs of you leaking down her legs.
Itâs hotel beds that have seen too much, office desks forced to bear your weight, dressing rooms with the door locked tight.
Itâs the way she looks at you when she thinks no oneâs watching, the way she says your name. How she laughs, how she teases you, how she lets you inâjust a little, just enough to keep you hooked. And you do the same.
Itâs sex, but itâs not just sex, no matter what you tell yourself.
And itâs Mina again, fixing her hair while you zip her into something far more appropriate, already mentioning, âI'm going to be in New York next week, if you're in the areaâ"
And it's you, answering in the same way that you always do, "Iâll find a way."
â
Serendipity finds the two of you in Shanghai, amidst all its concrete jungle and neon lights, kept at bay by the soundproof windows and the drawn curtains of this hotel room turned temporary sanctuary.
Mina's stretched out on the bed, wearing one of your shirts that swallows her up to her knees, her hair a mess of curls and knots that she hasn't bothered to tame. Nose buried in a bookâsomething thick and weighty Nayeon recommended her.
Paying no mind to you, as youâre busy brewing tea in the kitchenette (piping hot, oolong, how she likes it).
You sneak a glance as you wait for the kettle to boil, at the perfect picture she's composingâher bare legs peeking out from the shirt, the soft curve of her waist, the way the light from the bedside lamp casts shadows across her skin.
It's seeing her like this, far more exposed and naked than minutes ago when she was pinned beneath you wearing nothing at all, draining your cum into her cunt and thanking you for the privilege.
The drawbridge is coming down, guards leaving their postsâjust the two of you in your stolen moments.
It's nice.
She catches you staring.
Tilts her chin down, peering at you over her glasses.
You ask, "Am I distracting you?"
"Always," she says, and it's loaded with the sum of whispered secrets and inside jokes, the weight of a dozen different glances stolen across crowded rooms. She closes the book, setting it aside, and pats the you-shaped imprint on the spread next to her. "Come here."
You bring a steaming cup over, handing it to her, adding a little more warmth to her side of the bed. An unneeded murmur of thanks, a smile that's brighter than any of the skyscrapers gleaming outside, and a careful sip.
You wait for her review.
A cool, clear, "Ah."
And as for your reward, she sets the mug down on her lap, closing her eyes and pursing her lips. Waiting, patiently.
It's built in you like a habit nowâlean in, get the light peck you're owed. Gentle press against her lips, nose bumping up against her glasses, sweetness that makes her cheeks flush a lovely shade of pink.
Just so fucking cute and domestic that it almost feels wrong.
The normalcy, you're realisingâdoing something that millions of other people do every single dayâkisses that arenât about fucking, power plays and games. Kisses that are just...kisses.
Mina's on the same wavelength, that's her thing now. Looking at you with a slanted smile. A little disbelieving, a little amused.
You're sure you're mirroring it back.
âThis is... weird, right?â You finally say, breaking the silence. Feeling the weight of the question, the implication of what youâre really asking. Is this okay? Is it allowed? Can we put a name on this without the whole world imploding?
Mina's smile doesn't falter. "Kinda," she says, and her hand's slipping into yours, her thumb tracing little circles against your palm. âVery. But also, good.â
You nod, not quite believing it. You've had relationships (is that what you're calling this now?)âbut none of them felt like this. Like, sure, she makes you hard, but fuck if she doesn't make you weak.
Pulling you into this loop of familiarity, learning things about her that you would've dismissed if it was anyone else. Not just the carnal thingsâthe ones that make her thighs run with need, that make her chant your name like itâs the only word she knows.
Normal people things. Snack addictions, sleeping habits, temperature controls.
The mug goes to the bedside table, and Mina twists her body into yours, landing her head on your lap and curling her legs up so they stay on the bed.
"You know," she says, still holding your hand, fingers tracing up your forearm now, nails drawing in a light tattoo. "I thought that this wouldn't work out."
You mention the obvious. "Because you still, technically, have a boyfriend?"
Mina stretches herself out against your waist, incidental movements that just so happen to make you stir. "No, darling," she's saying, turning to look at you, making your heart stutter. "It's because you're you. Relationships just donât seem to be in your nature."
You feign injury. Â
Even though, truth be told, she has a point there. Youâve never been one for the quiet moments, for the mundane comforts, mornings next to someone you spent the night with.
Maybe it's your own guardrails you've put up, maybe it's some sappy Trojan Horse she's pushed through the gates of your stoic heartâbut here you are, stroking her hair while she holds your hand, your fingers playing with the soft strands like you're trying to learn Braille.
"You know," she says, reaching it out to run her thumb down the line of your jaw, "guys like you are all the same."
You arch a brow. "I think Iâve heard this one before.â
"Let me finish," she says, "Obsessed with the thrill of the chase, with the idea of something you can't have. And when you finally get it, you just...disappear."
She grants you the headspace to ruminate over that one.Â
"Are you saying I already have you?"
"Havenât figured it out yet?" she whispers, shifting her weight on the bed. Another Mina special, the incidental movements, shirt pulling taut against her, and with benevolent grace, it slides down an inch. The swell of her breast revealed, an already pebbled nipple peeking out. A shy secret. As if.
And she knows. Mina knows what it takes to turn you on because, deep down, sheâs the same. Different animals, same beasts, the roles could easily be flipped: her the billionaire, you the idol, and it would still end up the same.
Youâre both chasers of thrills, craving the high of the untouchable, the unattainable.
Doing whatever it takes to feel aliveâthat's what it boils down to, isn't it?
"I meant it, you know," you're saying, exposing yourself, all gooey and raw. "Never once dreamt of owning you."
It's obvious where Mina's headed with this. So used to people just laying claim of her without even askingâlike it's their fucking right. Believing that just because sheâs in their vicinity, smiling all pretty and dressed up, she's fair game. Thinking the fame has done to her what it's done to so many others, turned them into commodities.
And maybe she's let them believe the fantasy, it's her job after all, to fuel the delusion and make it feel real. But never once did she truly belong to anyone but herself.
And yet, and yet, and yet.
Mina lifts herself off your lap, body bowing, leaving the shirt to ghost down her arms and leave her chest bare.
Closer still, until she's straddling your hips, thighs pressing down on either side of your legs, and oh, mystery solved, there was nothing under the shirt but her.
And again, Mina, on the subject of your title over her: "Not even if I wanted you to?"
â
(It takes the length of a phone call for Mina to be officially yours.
Brutal in her efficiency, cutting the guy down and pushing him off the cliff of the inevitable.
You're just as cruel, laughing between her thighs as she slurs vague platitudes, barely encroaching on an apology, uncaring bullets flying across borders.
And then the 'I can't' when prompted for a chance to negotiate, an 'I'm busy' when the pleas come, and a final 'just fucking give up already' when the desperation gets too much and he's becoming less and less important the further your tongue gets into her cunt.
Poor bastard doesn't even know he's not the only one getting fucked.)
â
You feel like youâve earned the right to be a tad more reckless.
So, dates.
Conventional, yes, but fuck you could do with some of that now. You had the money, the power, and now you had the girl. So, secret dates, grand gestures, the whole nine yards.
And yet, each one was its own little disaster.
An example: the restaurant.
Michelin stars, gourmet courses, over-the-top bullshit that you unashamedly love. Booking out the entire joint for the night, only for it to all go haywire when Mina showed up in that dress; tight, tiny, black.
"Eyes up here, darling," is what she said, before, "Or, you know, don't. I like the attention."
Just fucking you all the way up, having you pushing her into a backroom before the wine was even poured. Ruining said dress, rucking it up to her waist, making it some poor drycleanerâs problem.
âI was never big on grand gestures,â she assures you, as you pepper her neck with kisses, hands curving around to her breasts on sheer instinct.
"Wish you'd told me that in advance."
"And miss out on this?" Mina groans something fierce when your fingers find purchase. âNever.â
It's just Mina and you, doing what you've done a dozen times over by now, having long blown past any insecurities that this might just be too good, too perfect, that one of you might be the first to bolt for the door and run.
âI swear to god,â Minaâs managing, as youâre shoving her panties to the side, because youâre both well aware that this has to happen right here, right now. âThis cock is going to be the death of me.â
You chuckle against her throat. âWouldnât be a bad way to go though, right?â
âYouâre insatiable.â
âSays you.â
âPlease, justââ
Your hips snap into her. She flinches. Screams your name so fucking loud.
Each and every one of the kitchen staff receives a very, very sizeable tip.
â
It becomes a problem.
Oddly enough, neither of you are at fault.
Leaked photos light up every website, tabloid, and social media platform in mere minutesâMina and her ex, wrapped up in each otherâs arms, the unmistakable blur of a bedroom in the background. Nothing too lurid, nothing too explicitâbut just enough to get the world to gasp in collective shock.
The fucking coward did it. You never knew he had it in him.
Sure there's dating on the pictures. Years, probably, back to when their happiness couldn't be called into question, but it does its job.
The statements pointing this out do little to shift the public's attention though, they've already latched on to the chance to rip apart her spotless record. Youâve seen it before, a hundred times with a hundred different celebrities. The cycle of love turned to dust in the blink of a camera flash.
And yet despite all of this, despite the shitstorm thatâs swirling around her, despite the radio silence you're expecting, not an hour passes before Mina's calling you again.
âI need you.â
âThen come over.â
â
Mina belongs here, itâs so obvious.
Walking through the rooms of your home like sheâs always been there, like sheâs whatâs been missing.
None of the art on the walls, the books on the shelves, none of the sculptures worth more money than any person should ever see in their lifeânone of it make as much sense as she does here, in your space.
Ours, youâre already thinking.
While youâre staring at her, sheâs taking it all inâevery detail of your domain, eyes brushing over the aged furniture and modern finishes, each aspect of your home that youâve curated as meticulously as youâve cultivated your own reputation.
She doesnât say a word about whatever conclusion sheâs drawingâbecause sheâs not the type to judgeâsheâs just curious. Sheâs always been curious.
And then sheâs in your arms.
Hands looping around your neck as you hold her tight, like itâs been years instead of the mere days since youâve seen her. Since youâve felt her heat, heard her whimpers, felt her nails dig into your skin like sheâs trying to slip in underneath.
âIt was inevitable, right?â She whispers against your collarbone. âSomething was bound to fuck this all up eventually. My life, yours. It was all too perfect.â
You hold her tight. Letting her sink into your embrace, disappear into your chest. Sheâs so small in your armsânot that sheâs ever not been, but right now, itâs stark. Like sheâs shrunk, folded herself into something more manageable, something easier to hide. Something that wonât be torn apart by the teeth of the media and the rabid fans.
Kiss the top of her head to make her relax a fraction, opening a pressure valve that releases a shaky exhale.
You point out, âIt still is.â
Mina blinks up at you, and you pretend you donât see the dampening in the corners of her eyes. âI need to do the whole apology tour now. Keep my head down, hide my face. Thatâs what theyâre saying anyway. What they expect.â
You shrug. âCould hide out here.â
That makes Mina smile, laugh even, colouring her features with something far more impactful than any of the decor. âAnd, I'm guessing, fucking each otherâs brains out from sunrise to sunset?"
"There'll be a couple of meals in between. You may be surprised to learn I make a mean bowl of ramen."
Mina laughs again, and itâs the sweetest sound in the worldâlike the chiming of a bell thatâs only meant for you. She looks at you, really looks, and you can see the wheels turning in her mind, the genuine consideration she's giving your proposal.
âWhat do you say?â
âIââ
Before she can finish, you add, âI can handle our little problem. Just leave it to me.â
Mina blinks. Thereâs the curiosity again. âHandle?â
âYeah,â you reply, vaguely amused. Something darker in the back of your throat. âI know some people. Nothing out of the ordinary.â
Mina stares at you aghast, the smile slipping from her lips. Wondering if she might have missed something in the reality of the billionaire with a silver tongue and a penchant for ruining dresses.
Itâs your turn to laugh. âIâm kidding, Mina. Jesus, the look on your face. Iâm not going to have the guy killed.â
Mina rolls her eyes. Slaps your chest with a little more force than intended.
You add, with a Disney Villain-worthy ominous tone, âFor now.â
âYou ass,â she says, but sheâs smiling again, the tension all but dissipated.
âNot even Iâm capable of having that sort of thing arranged. Well, maybe I am, just never tried, soââ you begin, only to stop immediately at the curving of Minaâs lips. âI was just planning on doing a bit of spin. Tap some of our PR Wizards, maybe offer the wolves something juicier. Whitewash the whole thingâshut him down.â
And a cherry on top of your whole planâ
"Make him wish I'd kill him instead."
Minaâs expression shifts, taking pause to study your face, your words. Itâs the pragmatism that gets her, you thinkâbut itâs baked into who you are. You donât get to a billion dollars by making friends.
As a point of clarification, she asks, "What are you going to offer the press? I mean, youâre not going to leak dirt on someone else, are you?"
You shrug, an easy smile playing on your lips, "I was thinking we could just go public with us. Offer our whole thing."
"You're serious, aren't you?"
"My jokes usually make you laugh."
Mina takes her time to ponder this, to consider what youâre actually saying. To process the idea of turning all thisâthe sneaking around, the private moments, the stolen kissesâinto something so exposed. Something translated and made palatable for public consumption, to be picked apart by the vultures skirting the edges of the media.
And thereâs fear there too. That the thrill could wear off for her again, the exhilaration could evaporate, and the boredom would settle in.
Or it could be a whole brand-new opportunity. Replacing one thrill with another, the rush that comes with being seen together, the excitement of the chase being replaced with the passion of the capture.
She asks, slowly, carefully choosing each word, doing her best to avoid setting off a bomb that could send this whole thing into a downward spiral. "Is this what you want to do?"
You pull her closer, fit her body flush against yours, and bring your lips down onto hers. You let them linger, let her sigh, let her melt and keen and smile against your mouth.
"Darling," you murmur against her lips, "I've been ready to tell the whole world since the moment I sat down next to you."
â
Sometimes, the conventional ways are the best.
Stumbling through your houseâkissing her hard in the hallway, losing her skirt in the kitchen, tearing off her shirt at the top of the staircase. Carrying her past the threshold of your bedroom and leaving her panties at the door; truly letting her into your world in every way, shape, and form.
Holding her close, one hand at her waist, the other looping around her chest. Kissing into her neck as you lay her down onto your mattress, getting up close and personal until itâs all Mina, all the sweetness and heat of her, the richness of her perfume thatâs become her signature.
The red of her blush, her lips, the marks youâre leaving on her skin. The white of her throat, her collarbone, the bra thatâs half on, half of.
Pinning her wrists over her head, keeping her still, watching her pupils dilate.
Fucking flawless. Every inch, every glorious detail. Underneath you, at your mercy, already staining your sheets with her need.
And then, a beg:
âPlease.â
âGreedy.â
âItâs how you made me.â
Your other hand ventures lower, drifting down her stomach, holding against her abs, leaving your fingertips to ghost over her mound.
She shudders at your touch.
You let her know, âI wasnât complaining.â
And your tongue is on hers, soft to start, relaxing into familiar patterns, swipes of reintroductions, until Minaâs arching her back, urging you on. But youâre greedy in your own way; wanting to take your time, wanting to extract all these sighs and moans straight from the source.
Only, Minaâs having none of it.
âYouâre really going to torture me after the day Iâve had?â
You quirk an eyebrow, push your thumb down against her clit. Applying enough pressure to make her hips buck.
"Torture is a strong word, darling."
Mina's huffs as you hold her there, keeping her locked in place and at your mercy. Wriggling under your grasp, but not making any real effort to escape. After all, where would the fun be in that?
"Fine," she's relenting, eyes slipping shut, unable to hide the smile thatâs making its way onto her face. "Call it what you want. Justâmore."
"Then let's just call it a pleasant distraction."
Your lips are together once more, your kiss quickly turning from something sweet to something a lot more demanding. Throwing Mina a bone, pressing into her a declaration of intent that has her wild for you.
You take your fingers, slide it down, swiping through her folds. Dancing around her entrance, seeing how nice and slick she already is for you, feeding that gnat in the back of your head that urges you to just fill her whole. Right before pressing up into her cunt.
âYes,â Mina whispers into your mouth, hips rising to meet your hand, helpless little shivers around your first, then second digitâpushing until youâre knuckle deep inside her heat, making her squirm and cry, âJust stretch this fucking pussy, please.â
âOh, youâre so wet for me,â you say, like it's a surprise, like she's ever not, like she doesn't part her legs and beg for you to take the invitation to her cunt every single time.
And Minaâs reaffirming, âOf course I am, Iâm alwaysââ but she never gets to finish her sentence, because youâre sliding a third finger in, and sheâs trying so hard to keep it all together despite how determined you are to pull it all apart.
Youâre too attentiveâwatching her face, every micro expression. Watching for every twitch, every whine, every cry that gets stuck in her throat when she tries to swallow it down.
Thereâs beauty in all of it, every single time, you could never get enough of it. Been burned into you nowâwhat it takes to make Mina come undone. The right ways to touch her, the spots that make her preen. Where to be gentle, when to be rough, how to keep her guessing.
Itâs all here, now, distilled to its basest elements, and it doesnât even take much. Youâre too good at this, know her far too well to need anything other than the sound of her breath to dictate your pace.
Your thumb plays at her swollen clit, doing nothing but pressing down as your fingers saw in and out of her slippery cunt, making her clench around you like she always does. Faster and faster, until sheâs crying for it, shivering and trembling underneath you, struggling against your hold on her wrists because she's dying for something to hold onto.
âYouâyouâre too much,â Mina pants, because thatâs all she can do now as you push into her with purpose. So, so fucking wet, creaming around your fingers, pooling in the palm of your hand. âTooâtooâtoo fuckingââ
Losing control over her own limbs, cumming with a sharp cry, levitating off the bed as your hand works magic between her legs, needing a hard kiss to ease her back down to Earth.
The aftershocks still roll through her body, leaving her with these tiny, frantic whimpers. You keep her pinned, soothe her with your thumb at her clit, padding around in gentle circles, feeling her spasm and pulse around your fingers.
Your kiss ends on that high note, parting lips to give Mina a chance at a complete inhale. Her chest is heaving, nipples poking out of the top of her bra, skin already sticky with sweat. Eyes opening, hazed over with need and the beginnings of tears.
âIâI need more.â
Hands let go of her wrists, fingers slide out of her cunt, and you lean back to watch her try to compose herself. Itâs a battle sheâs not winning.
Minaâs blinking up at you, trying to catch her breath, trying to remember how to do anything other than be fucked into oblivion by you. You help herâleaning over, thumbs hooking under her bra straps. Pulling it down with a gentle tug that makes her arch into the motion, makes her chest spill out and your mouth water.
You take the chance to admire her. To drink her in, appreciate her the way she deserves to be appreciatedâa masterpiece spread out on your bed, naked and needy.
Thereâs the intoxication, knowing youâre the one that did that to her, knowing that youâre the one thatâs going to do it again. Over and over again.
âIf I have to wait another second, Iâm going to scream,â Mina says, the demand losing its edge in a whine.
You chuckle, press an open-mouthed kiss onto her breast, sucking a nipple between your teeth.
Sometimes, you just canât resist.
âLetâs not pretend that isnât exactly what I want.â
âMake it happen, then.â
Mina holds position as you pull back, keeping her hands over her head, keeping as still as a statue as you come to your knees over her. Eyes on you as your shirt, your belt, your pants go. Eyes on your cock as your briefs fall away, leaving it standing tall and thick and ready for her.
Thereâs power dynamics at play hereâhow Minaâs so vulnerable to you, how sheâs laid herself out, unwilling to move until you tell her to. She understands it, implicitly. Knows sheâs playing right into your hands, forced to wait while you let the anticipation build.
You hold your cock above her, stroke it carefully. Watch her eyes track it. See her gulp.
And she begs, again, âPlease,â softer now, the unmistakable tremble in her voice. "I justâI need it so fucking bad."
Whether on purpose or by instinct, her legs splay, presenting her pussy, glistening with want. Thereâs the pulse in her clit, the need dripping over her foldsâyou feed the agony just a little more, hovering over the entrance, letting the tip of your cock graze over it. Teasing, taunting.
"Beg for it."
Mina opens her mouth, but she fails to summon the words. Just leaves her lips hanging open, leaving you an opening for your fingers to push in and try to help her find the right plea.
Her tongue flicks out, licks at your digits, the taste of her arousal still thick on them. The wetness of her tongue as she sucks, the suction of her lips as she envelopes each finger, one by one. Savouring her own flavour with deep, longing slurps, with grateful hums resonating around your fingers.
Leaking down the tip of your cock, cunt getting wetter and wetter the longer sheâs denied. Making you throb against her, making your hips jerk and bump dangerously close to where she needs you to be.
But you still donât enter her. You just wait until sheâs done, until your fingers are clean and wet, and sheâs left a trail of kisses up to your wrist.
Itâs then that you drag your fingers out from her lips and demand of her once more:
âBeg.â
And this time, Minaâs able to say it clearly, confidently, right from her chestâ
âI need you inside me. Need to feel you so deep inside me that I canât tell where I end and you begin. I want to make you cum so hard youâll never want to leave, want to leave your mark so deep inside me that even if you do, Iâll still feel you.â
Each word, a fucking gift.
And her rewardâ
A hard, quick plunge straight into her cunt. Inside her, instantly buried, immediately unbearable. Just too good.
Mina canât do anything, just dig her nails into the sheets and try not to scream at the suddenness of it, at the way you complete her without any warning at all.
It all just ripples through her, a second orgasm already possessing her and forcing her into seizure. Canât even hold it togetherâcanât keep the moans contained, canât keep herself steadyâcan only just lock eyes with you and hope that youâre seeing it all, hope that youâre feeling it too.
Minaâs got no control around you anymore, none at all.
âYour cock,â sheâs saying, repeating it over and over. Like itâs brand new to her, like it hasnât ever left her wrecked a hundred times over. Â âYour fucking cock.â
Words punctuated by the slaps of your hips, the wet sounds of your bodies colliding, of Mina welcoming every stroke of your cock inside her. So fucking tight, gloved around you like it was forged specifically for your cock; not for anything else but you, only you.
âSo hard, my God.â Minaâs hands clasp behind your neck, needing a firm hold on something solid and real. âSo fucking hard for me, soâsoâfuckââ
Her lips are everywhere, a flurry of butterfly kisses across your cheekbones, the bridge of your nose, the edges of your jawline. Crazed, unbridled assault of affection. Disarming, incredibly hot. Mina doing her best to mark you up before sheâs torn away again.
Itâs far too early in the processionsâhabit would usually have her playing it cool, trying to keep up the façade of control, hold onto shreds of dignity, until sheâs unravelling completely and begging you to fuck her harder, deeper.
But now, sheâs just letting you have her.
No games, no pretences.
Just you, and her, and this wild, hopeless need to feel good, to be consumed by this.
âYours,â Minaâs whispering, voice cracking around the edges, âAll yours.â
And you know it. Have known it. Had it signed and sealed in ink since the very first time she told you. When you made her knees buckle and eyes water as you took her in every way possible. Since she called out for you, said your name into the quiet of the night like it was a secret she never wanted to keep.
Yet itâs hearing it now, the sum of all these moments stacked on top of each other; the haunts that youâd frequent, the private corners that youâd made yours, the endless phone calls and messages and photos that could fill entire warehouses with their filth.
Finally hereâboth of you, panting, sweating, sex thick in the air. The world outside forgotten.
Fucking Mina so hard, so deep, euphoria shooting straight through you each time your cock bottoms out inside her. The softness of her cunt, its heat, its creaminess, its fucking divinity. Leaking out all around you and squeezing you so good that itâs a miracle that youâre still coherent enough to speak.
But you do, with a gruff, âAlready knew that, darling.â
Minaâs laughing, because thatâs the type of high youâre giving her. Even with the way youâre stretching her open, even with her eyes barely open and her toes curling into the bedâsheâs laughing because itâs the only thing she can do. Because itâs all so absurdly perfect that she canât find the energy to do anything else.
âAll this, all of you,â youâre leaning in, at the base of her throat, licking a stripe up to her earlobe. Drumming the words into her skin, until she shivers. âEvery part of you. All mine.â
Simple words that hold so much sway over her, that could pull her apart or build her right back up. Words that make Mina clench around you, make her cunt grasp you so tightly as if sheâs trying to make them real.
âAlways,â sheâs heaving, âAlways yours.â
And thereâs this look on her face, like sheâs lost in a dreamâeyes glassy and all fogged up, breath hot against your shoulder. Glowing under the dimmed lights, making the sweat pooling at the base of her throat shimmer.
Keeping your hand there, at her neck, like itâs the only thing keeping her from floating away. Ruining her. Because really, itâs all for her. All of this is all for her pleasure, her satisfaction.
Youâre just along for the ride, so fucking lucky to have her like this. So impossibly beautiful, just knowing she exists would drive you insane if you didnât get to be with her. Didnât get a chance at this pussy, so perfect, dripping so much, made so hot for you and only you. Your own personal slutty cunt.
Itâs the way her legs wrap around your hipsâthe smoothness of her skin, the power in those thighs, holding you like sheâs afraid youâll pull away. Like sheâs terrified youâll leave her like this, frantic and wretched and so, so fucking wet.
The newest picture youâre painting, your magnum opus in her nameâher tits bouncing with each thrust, nipples stiff and flicking in the air. The yielding of her back, bending just so she can accommodate that extra length of you inside her. And her stomachâfuck, those abs. Tightening and loosening, shaking with every hit of your hips, with every sharp gasp of air.
Demanding of you. Cum for me. Please. Now.
âI need this. Exactly this from now on,â Minaâs declaring, stuttering it like youâre fucking every syllable out of her tightness. âJust you fucking me. Whenever weâre together, every second we get aloneâfuckâ"
And youâre nodding because youâre always right there with her, always on the same wavelength, thinking the exact same fucking thing.
âKeep filing me up until I canât take it anymore. Until Iâm screaming so loud, I canât even hear myself thinkââ
Breathless words that flood your ears, that Mina needs to get out, needs to make sure you hear. Absorbed straight into your bloodstream, pumping into your cock, fed right back into her cunt. So fucking tight. So downright incredible that youâre speeding up, driving in deep, as deep as you could possibly go.
âUntil Iâm so full of you that I forget my own nameâforget any other name but yoursâuntil Iâuntil Iââ
A nasty hit makes her body curve and rise, makes her pussy clamp around you, in warning of the orgasm to come, the one youâre both hurtling towards with a kind of reckless abandon thatâs become second nature.
âUntil Iâpleaseâjust always make me feel this wayââ
âYou will,â you promise, meaning it, fucking it into her like your life depends on it. Like you need it to survive, because maybe you do. Maybe youâve never truly lived until youâve felt Minaâs cunt quiver around your cock like this, until youâve heard her beg for you like youâre the only thing she needs to breathe. And again, for good measure, âyou will."
And oh, thatâs all it takes. Thatâs enough to have Mina spilling.
âCumming,â is her proclamation. Repeated, ad infinitum, just, âCumming, cumming, cumming.â
All over your cock, all around your cock. Cunt strangling you with the force of it.
And this is where you decide Minaâs most beautiful.
When sheâs consumed by climax, when sheâs held prisoner by it, when sheâs just nothing but a canvas for you to leave your marks all over.
âFeel so goodâso fucking goodââ
Itâs the best kind of challenge, pushing her through it.
Worshipping her in all the ways that count, treating Mina in ways woman like her should never be treated. Tearing an angel down from the heavens just to hammer her cunt into submission, and being thanked for it afterwards.
âGod,â Minaâs trying, voice rasping and broken, âIâfuckâI canâtââ
You take her, hand wrapping around her tits, pinching, rolling, teasing nipples until theyâre as tight as her cunt around you. Leaning in and capturing her lips, drinking down her whimpers with a kiss so deep you can taste your name on her tongue.
Fucking her, ruining that tight, little pussy, through every wave that crashes down over her, that burns her up from the inside and makes her so Goddamn hot.
Leaving her in disbelief that it could ever feel this good again, that there's a light at the end of this tunnel, that there's a life after being fucked so thoroughly by your cock.
Holding her through it, preventing her from crumbling into a million overstimulated pieces. Slowing down the pace of your hips with steady, deliberate thrusts until youâre just inside her. Cock throbbing, bathing in her heat, waiting.
Mina stirs, eyes flutter open, meeting yours. âCum inside me. Wherever youâd like.â
Thereâs only one real choice. Mina knows this as well as you do.
Your cock leaves her cunt, slick with her juices, her cum. Proof of your dominion over her body, gleaming along your shaft.
Nothing but bliss on Minaâs face, so well-fucked and satisfied and just plain happy that itâs almost a surprise she hasnât melted away into a puddle. Sheâs smiling, looking up at you through her lashes, sweet and soft and perfect.
Turning herself over, bowing down on her knees, pointing her ass up at you like itâs the universe itself handing you a present and saying, âHere, this is yours.â
You canât resist that kind of temptation.
âIâve been waiting for this,â Mina tells you, rolling her hips higher still, flaring out her hips, treating you to the perfectly round globes of her ass. âWaiting for you to take me. However you want. Make it hurt so good. Make me remember how you feel.â
Her hands reach back, delicate fingers spreading plump cheeks apart. The tight, pink ring of her ass winking at you. A sight that never gets old, a vision thatâs forever carved into the back of your eyeballs.
One last request. âPlease.â
Your cock pushes in.
âThank you.â
Right away, itâs too fucking much. Your cock breaching through her asshole, pushing in inch by inch. Slow and torturous, the kind of thing that makes you want to yell.
Then the first thrustâthat first hit, like a narcotic, straight through your veins, every single time. Feeling it, sensations so intense, so sharp, that you forget to even breathe.
And Minaâs crying. Crying out, muffled by the pillow sheâs biting into. Yet still, pushing back against you, urging you deeper, even though sheâs coming apart, even though sheâs shaking from the sheer effort of having you fill her.
âDarling,â you call to her, âyouâre doing so good,â because she is. Good, good, so fucking good for letting you split her in two like this. For letting you ruin her in all the best ways.
The second thrust is easier, smoother. Body giving in to your demands, stretching around your cock like it always does, like itâs made to do. To bend and flex to your whims and desires.
With every push, every retreat, every agonisingly, achingly slow grind into her ass, youâre nearing that rapturous end.
âSo fucking good for me, Mina. Your ass is so tight around me. Such a good girl.â Youâre grunting now, trying to ease her into it, to build up to the point where you can pound her, push her like you really want to.
Minaâs nodding, eyes screwed shut, sunken in the way youâre stretching her out. Itâs a familiar feeling, having her ass opening up for you. A dance youâve performed so often itâs almost muscle memoryâeach step painstakingly learned; each move carefully choreographed.
Youâre easing into her, slow, so fucking slow that itâs a wonder that either of you doesnât implode with want. But Minaâs good, so good, letting out these tiny, shuddering breaths that you feel down to the marrow of your bones.
And then, as your is fully seated in her assâ
âDonât hold back,â Mina says, quietly, barely audible, but the need is crystal clear. âAll of it, please.â
Hand in her hair, hand at her waist. Gripping into her, guiding her and then fucking her, really, truly flooding her ass with your cock, disappearing into her tightness until your hips are slapping into hers.
So pretty, even like this, even when her moans are getting louder, borderline screams that are cut off by the cotton of the pillow, her knuckles turning white in the effort. Her back tenses, muscles rippling underneath your palms.
She dips a hand underneath her, between her legs. Fingers at her cunt, whirling around her clit, doing all she can to keep up with you.
âFeels fucking amazing. Your ass, Mina,â youâre trying to say, but itâs coming out all gravelly and thick. âSo fucking tight for me.â
Itâs the one through-line thatâs kept steady over these months. Minaâs transcendental beauty, Minaâs razor-sharp intelligence, Minaâs pussy thatâs always, perpetually yours. All these things; but itâs Minaâs assâthat perfect, juicy, heart-shaped, fucking flawless ass that keeps you up at night.
Every time youâre buried inside, itâs like coming home to something sacred. Tightness gripping you, ass swallowing your cock in waves, the kind of feeling that makes you believe in a higher powerâbecause nothing so divine could possibly be man-made.
âFuck, I justââ Minaâs breathing out, quick huffs because thatâs all she can manage, âjust love this so fucking much. Love how you feel in my fucking ass.â
Her handâs working overtime now, circling her clit with a fervour thatâs almost religious. Pussy starting to leak again, juices running down her thighs, mixing with the sweat, pooling at her knees. Fuck, the way sheâs touching herself while taking you in, so willingly, so wantonly, so utterly destroyed for youâsheâs going to cum again, you can feel it. And youâre not far behind.
âI think Iâm going toâfuck, I only justâbut Iâm going toâagainâyouâre going to make meâagainââ Sheâs squealing, half-mumbling, full-crying, and your heart nearly bursts out of your chest because itâs all for you. Â
Youâre not even managing anything other than desperate thrusts, just fucking her with everything you haveâlike youâre trying to claim her inside and out, trying to leave your fingerprints on every part of her so everyone will know sheâs been yours all along.
âPlease, please, please,â again and again, stuttering out, âJustâjustâjustââ
Just keep going, keep pushing into her until sheâs shaking, until sheâs pleading for you to stop, to let her breathe, because sheâs about to fucking break.
Or, really:
Keep going and never, ever stop.
The hand in her hair tightens, pulling her back, making her arch. That perfect spine, the curve thatâs painted by God himself. Kisses into her shoulder, into the crook of her neck, making her whimper.
âKeep fucking me. Like thisâlike thisâGodâIâm going toâagainââ
Pulling her closer to you, so you can feel the tremors starting from her core, spreading out like wildfire. Pushing her hand away, taking over between her legsârubbing, teasing, circling her cunt and pushing her closer and closer to the brink. Fucking her so deeply that you can feel the first quivers of her orgasm from the inside out, daring to take over her body again.
âKeep fuckingâtouching me, fill me upâjust donâtâplease, I need itââ
A final plea, her last rites, before sheâs lost.
âCummingâcumming againâplease, oh, pleaseâohââ
Minaâs body goes lax, a ragdoll in your arms. But you keep fucking her through it. Through the quakes and shivers, through the criesâthrough the crying out. Pleading. Pleading for you to follow her into oblivion.
And fuck. If youâre not right there with her.
Youâre close, chasing her, feeling her orgasm, feeling it coil around your cock and pump through her veins and into yours. Feel herâher body, her muscles, her cuntâtightening, tightening, tightening around you until itâs unbearable.
âCum for meâwith meââ sheâs repeating, her newest mantra, âcum inside me. Give it to meâplease, I need itâpleaseâso badlyââ
Begging, dying for it. Willing, wanting to do anything for it.
But she doesnât need toâyou canât fucking hold on any longer.
âMinaâfuckâ"
You slam into her, and finally burst.
Filling her ass with your cum, feeling it spurt into her, thick and hot. Pumping into her, over and over, getting wrung dry by her ass, cumming so hard it feels like your bones might shatter.
Cumming until your vision swims, until the architecture in your knees threaten to give out, until all you can do is hold onto her hips and keep her in place, keep her right there, impaled on your cock, until every single drop of cum has found a home inside her ass.
Until youâre so sensitive itâs almost painful. Until the orgasm has passed over the two of you and left you feeling like you might dissolve into nothing but pure sensation.
âChrist,â you manage to get out, the word tearing out of you like itâs being ripped from your chest. Holding Mina closeâembracing her, seeing just how much sheâs loving it. How thankful she is. Taking it all, soaking it all in, moans turning into whimpers that youâd swear are prayers of gratitude.
Body limp and strung out, fucked so hard she canât even hold herself up anymoreâMina collapses into the bed, pulling you with her, your cock still buried deep inside her.
Like the first time, like every time, itâs a complete fucking disaster.
Tangled up in sheets, in each other. Sticky with sweat, stickier with cum. And Mina turns her head to look at you, just so pleased, and so gleefully satisfied.
You lean in and kiss her, slow and deep, resisting the urge to stir, to roll her onto her back and start this whole thing over again. Claim her once, twice, a dozen times more.
But you donât. You just lay there, breathing into her neck, letting all of this, your orgasms, your bliss, your absolute contentment roll through you.
Thereâll be time to keep going, to keep fucking her. Give her the same tour of your house that she gave you that first night.
Eat her out in the kitchen. Fuck her into the sofa. And yeah, introduce her to the balconies on the higher floors.
For now though, thereâs Mina, lips parting with yours, looking at you with a smile thatâs this original blend of lust and love and admiration. âYou really know how to ruin a girl, you know that?â
You chuckle, picking a stray strand of hair out of her eyes. âJust trying to scratch an itch.â
â
Everybody loves a love story.
And yours is packaged up so nicely, polished and made shiny and perfect for the public to see.
It's the type of story the media dies forâa tale of modern romance, woven through the glitz and glamour of celebrity life. The cold-blooded billionaire who had his heart stolen by one of the nationâs daughters, and then chased her across continents in order to get it back.
You and Mina, becoming the ultimate power coupleâthe kind that makes the paparazzi's cameras click in unison and tabloids sell by the millions.
Together at every high-profile event, her hand nestled in the crook of your arm, your thumb tracing lazy circles on her wristâa secret promise of the bruises sheâll wear under her designer dresses. A whispered reminder of the things youâll do to her when the lights go out and the world isnât watching.
But nobody sees that. The public sees the smiles, the kisses, the sweet little glances that pass between youâand they eat it all up.
They'll never see the way she begs for your cock, the way you fuck her until she can't walk straight, the way she rides you until all you know is her name. They donât know that it wasnât love at first sightâit was lust, paroxysms of it, pure and raw and unbridled.
But here you are.
Mina, in your bathroom, smiling at you through the mirror. Dressed to the nines, looking like a fucking dream. Making it so obvious now that you wonder how you missed it at the start. The way she looked at you that first night, the way she looked. It was all there, laid out in big bold letters, all caps, telling you that this is what youâve been searching forâwhat you needed all along.
That dress sheâs wearingâsome dazzling shade of green. Olive? Celadon?
âEmerald,â she smiles, catching you staring. âItâs emerald, darling.â
You grin back. âThen it should match.â
Minaâs eyes flick to the box in your hand, curiosity piqued.
âGot you something.â
You hand her the boxâa simple, muted green velvet, lacking any markers or logos to give away the contents. Ergo, itâs really fucking expensive.
She takes it out of your hands. Opens it, and her breath catches.
âItâsââ Mina whispers, lifting a necklace from the box. A simple, stunning piece. A thin diamond band with a solitary jade teardrop hanging from the center.
"Yours."
Mina holds it up against the light, seeing how it dances through the stone like itâs alive. When her eyes come back to yours, sheâs beamingâa smile so wide it makes you wish you had your phone ready to snap a photo.
âHelp a girl out, would you?â she says, turning her back to you, sweeping her hair over her bare shoulder.
You step forward, kissing the skin there, feeling the softness of her neck, the pulse of her vein. Your hands come up to fasten the necklace around her, the coldness of the diamonds brushing against your knuckles.
âYou know, thereâs one thing I was wondering about,â you murmur, letting the jade rest atop her throat.
Mina giggles, tilts her head slightly to the side. The jewels sparkle. âOh?â
âThat first night. The gala. You came alone.â
âI did.â
âWhy?â
âWhy?â Mina repeats, amused. Happy to have her own little secret, the one thing you've yet to pry out of her between the sheets. She regards you through the reflection, a twinkle in her eye that says sheâs been wondering what took you so long to ask.
âYeah, Iâve never quite figured it out. I mean I know why you were alone. But why did you come at all? What were you doing there, just sitting all pretty and by yourself. It felt so wrong to me at the time.â
That makes Mina laugh, making you feel somewhat silly to even ask. She spins on her heels, facing you; the necklace sitting perfectly against her skin. She runs her fingers over the chain, ending at the pendant. Tapping it. Once. Twice.
And she doesnât even need to ask you if it looks good on her or if it suits her because she knows. She can tell by the look on your face.
She wears it like a fucking collar.
âWhy?â Mina says again, stretching the syllable out long and wide, until youâre staring at her lips, knowing youâre about to kiss her again, knowing that you may very well not make it out of the house tonight, likely not even make it out of the bathroom.
Youâll be ruining that dress, fucking her against the sink, pushing her up into the mirror, kissing into the top of her spine and repeating over and over againâmine, mine, mine.
âBecause you invited me.â
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"I want to take you somewhere," Quinn smirked, watching you put your makeup on. He hadn't been standing there very long, however long enough that he was obviously up to something. You had flown to Florida yesterday morning, so you had spent the day with him at the lake house. Today, it seemed, someone was suffering from cabin fever.
"Like where?" You asked, focused on setting your false lashes in the right spot.Â
"I dunno. Just...somewhere."
With a soft laugh, you'd shoot him a cute, sideways glance. "That sounds slightly ominous, babe."
Quinn smirked a second time, "I just want to take you out for the day, show you around."
"Show me around or show me off?" You teased, making him laugh at your quick whit.Â
"Both?"
"Quinny!" You replied in comedic shock, in that whiny tone he loved. You knew what he meant, but you couldn't miss the opportunity to tease him.Â
"You know I love you," he reassured, leaving the doorframe he was leaned against to come up behind you. His hands found your waist while you found your mascara.Â
"I love you too, Quinn." You tried to ignore him after that, but as you leaned forward, to get closer to the mirror, you couldn't help but press into his hips and see him smile over your shoulder.Â
"What are you trying to do?" He said, trying to contain a wider smile, one brow arched slightly.Â
"I'm trying to do my makeup, Quinn! I don't know what it is you're doing!" Try as you might, you'd break first. Your giggles instantly melting away your once determined facade.Â
Quinn would pull you a little closer, "I'm just standing here."
You stood up, turning around to ruin whatever fun he was trying to have. His pout the clear indication, like taking a toy away from a child. "I'll make a deal with you, baby."
Catching his attention, that bottom lip would quickly retract, "Yeah?"
"Mhm, how about you go pick me something to wear while I finish my makeup? Then you can show me off, or around," you winked, giving him a quick kiss.
Quinn's expression brightened, like he wasn't expecting you to say anything like that. It was clear that he was excited to have such permission. "Really?"
He could be so ridiculously adorable, especially when his emotions were genuine. "Really."
"Anything?" He pressed, that devious tone you forgot he had, painting his reply.Â
"Within reason, Quinn." You said, giving him one of "those looks". "I'm sure there are enough options for you to pick from. I know I over-packed like always."
He'd give a playful look on his face before leaving you to finish getting ready. You could have watched him dig through your suitcase, but you really did want to be finished just incase he was much quicker than anticipated. Thankfully, your over-night curls just needed let down, so once he came back, you'd be ready within ten minutes, if he could keep his hands off of you long enough to do so.Â
Lashes done, lipstick on, and after a quick spritz of some setting spray, you just needed to be given your chosen outfit. Finding it odd that you had actually finished before him, you made your way back into his adjoining bedroom to see what was keeping him. There, on the bed, Quinn had two sundresses laid out, standing before him like he was making a ground-breaking decision.Â
"Problems?" You asked, wrapping your arms around his waist.Â
"No...," he lied, pausing for a moment. "I like this one for today, I think."
You'd let go of him to see what he had picked, and honestly, you weren't surprised which ones had made the final selection. There was a reason you had packed so many sundresses, not just because it was Florida in the summertime, but because you remembered how a few of them had driven him crazy the first time you had wore them. The one he was holding was black and covered with orange and yellow sunflowers. It had a fuller skirt; one meant for twirling around, and just low-cut enough in the front that the girls could be seen if he wanted a tasteful peek.Â
"I love this one," you commented, taking it from him and slipping away to the bathroom once more. It wouldn't take long to get into it, or to let your hair down. Quinn had patiently waited for you to come out instead of asking you if you needed him. In reality, you'd have to ask him to help you with the zipper. You could have done it yourself, but it was more fun if you included him, knowing it would make his heart race just a little.Â
"Baby, can you help me?" You asked, standing in the doorway.Â
"Of course."
You pulled your hair over your shoulder, the black satin hairbow affixed at the back of your head had been sprayed with your perfume and it was now near his nose.
"You smell wonderful," he added, his shaky fingers fumbling with the zipper for a moment.Â
"Thank you. It's the perfume you got me for my birthday," you said, turning around once he was done.
"And you look beautiful." Quinn couldn't take his eyes off your body, it taking him a moment to return his gaze to your face. It didn't bother you, because you knew Quinn never put your looks before the real reasons he loved you so much. 'How you look is just a bonus,' he always reassured you, and you knew he meant it.Â
"Thank you, baby," you smiled, arms falling around his neck as he held you; his hands tracing the curves of your body lightly. "I love you."
"I love you, too. I love you so much," he grinned, finding your mouth for a soft kiss that developed into a deeper one.Â
"Careful, or you'll be wearing more of my lipstick than I am."Â
His lips would trace your jawline then down your neck. You'd squirm slightly against the feeling of his stubble against your body as he moved to dot the lightest kisses atop your exposed cleavage, you smiling the whole time.
"I don't want to go anywhere, just yet. Maybe in a little bit. I think there might be a storm coming in or something," he smirked, picking you up to take you over to the bed. Quinn would lay you down gently, his delicate fingers sliding up your thighs as he urged you just to lay back and relax. "There's plenty of time to go out later."
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{ All For Us }
The title will maybe change cause at first it was supposed to be a one shot, But it will be a multi part things.
Im really obsess with Thanos ( T.O.P â¨) And I litteraly watched Squid game for him.I necer watched it before. But anyway, back to buisness, I let you a summary of the whole thing it gonna be. Also be award : English is not my first language so im sorry for the mistakes â ď¸
Thanos x Pregnant reader, but itâs new.
Y/N accepted to be part of the gamr to get money for her futur family and lat every debts she had since she met Thanos two years ago. He cheated on her and learn just after they broke up that she was pregnant. Meeting him again in the game wasnt part of the plan. Will you be able to stay alone, survive and keep your little secret ? Or will you admit you need Thanos by your side.
Smut will come, but not for this part. I will tell you when â¨
TW: Mention of drug, Violance.
You was Awake by a music who gave you creepy chills. It wasnât a literal creepy song, more like something you could hear in an attraction park or something, but you it gave you a bad feeling. The light in the room was to bright, it took you time to adapt.
Looking around you, you noticed a lot of bed, many people and all dress the same. They all had numbers on their back or on their chest.Â
You take a look at your hoodie to know your own number ; 017.
Staying in your bed you try to remember what happened. A guy gave you a visit card after you played a game with him. But he also gave you money when you won. Lucky for you, you always were good at Djaki, so You won at your first try.Â
Slowly your memory came back. You accepted to play games to earn a lot of money after finding out you were pregnant.
Biting your bottom lips, you put your hand on your stomach. It was still small inside you, but you will need money to raise the child, especially after all the debts your ex boyfriend let you. You was a saint in that story. After all,a part of your debts are caused by you addiction to drug and alcool. It all started two years ago when you met him. He changed you, probably for the worst, but you loved him so much. You lost everything cause of him, cause of your addiction. Your parents dont want to ear about you anymore and your friends didnât want to hang out with you. You lost everything for a stupid dumb and addict wanna be rapper.Â
Thinking about all of this brings tears to your eyes, but you quickly whipped it. You refuse to cry again cause of this stupid dude.
The big door opened and guards wearing a pink one piece entered the room, armed with guns. All the attention was on them at the minute they arrived. They explain the situation you was all in. Some of them had questions and it was all legit. No one had their phone on them or any other personal objects. In your case, you didnât really care. No phone mean no social media, no text from your ex or anyone who could harass you to got their money. Your only concern is when you gonna be home, maybe you will find a dirty appartement cause some of them will have bursted in.
Your eyes got on the Tv when the guard start to show some people here, call their name and say how much in debts they are in. You wasnât really interested until your ear his name ; Choi Su-Bong.Â
Your eyes started to scan the room, looking for him. Anxiety rushed in your veins, heart pudding until you saw him. He was in the crowd with his usual purple hair.Â
Your hands started to shake, your breath was quicker, heavier. Normally when you felt that way, you took a pill to calm you down, but you canât anymore.
Nervously you started to bite your fingernails. You closed your eyes and took a deep breathe, trying to control the anxiety. You silently cursed any gods out here or whatever other dinities to had put your ex in the same game as you. What was the fucking chances ?Â
But at the same time, you weren't really surprised. He has double or triple the money you have to repay.
After everyone had a little more trust in the guards, they asked everyone to come to sign a paper about the four rules of the game. Nervously you get in line with the others, far away from Thanos. When it was your turn, you read the rules carefully and sign it.
The next step was the picture before the first game. You placed yourself in front of the camera and gave a small smile when the lady said to smile. It was more an anxious smile than a real one. After the picture you was on your way to follow the other but turn your head when you eared thanos voices. He was with a big group of girl and some guys for a group photo. Of course, even here he was popular. Even here he had to play it cool. If only they all knew who he really was. The only nice thing you could said about him was how easy he can connect with people. Something you would like to have. You never was the shy type or the kind of girl who was afraid to say whatâs on her mind, but youâve been called rude more time than you can remember ; Until Thanos
Two Years ago
You come out of the University after another endless class. You just go your last exam result and it was not what you hopped for. You could already ear your mom yell at you and saying how much you disappoint her, after all the money herself and your dad put in your scholarship, how you should study more. You never really was good at school cause you never liked that. You parents expect you to become a lawyer but you donât give a shit about that job or the laws. Your passion was somewhere else. You love music, drawing, painting. You are more of an artist person than the big brain kid. If you keep going to school itâs only because you know art doesn't pay enough.Â
That Night, one of your friends wanted to go out to celebrate her birthday and you agreed to be there for at least some hours, cause you needed to go back home to study harder before the next exam. Itâs in this crowded bar you met Thanos. He was there, on stage, performing, rapping, having the time of his life. You were at the Bar, waiting for your order and the one your friend did when you had eye contact. The lyrics of his song felt like he was talking about you. Your cheeks became hot from embarrassment. When the drinks were ready, you took it and go back at your place, giving a last look to the rapper.
You donât remember much of that evening. Your friend invited you but she also invited other people you didnât know and you never was good to interact with strangers, so you stayed quiet most of the time until the barmaid came to your table with a shot and a little note. You looked at her confused.
ÂŤ-Iâm sorry, I didnât order this, you said. -Itâs from Thanos, she reply with a smile before leaving.Âť
The little group looked at your, surprised.
ÂŤ-You know Thanos ? -No ! Whoâs this guy ? -The hot guy who was on stage most of the night ?! Whatâs the note about ?Âť
Your friend took the note, red it and smile at you.
ÂŤ-Girl, believe me, take that shot and go see him. -What ? Are you insane ?! Iâm not taking something a stranger offered me, what if he put drugs in it ? Âť
You take back the note and read it. It was an invitation to come see him in his V.I.P room. You rolled your eyes, take the shot in your hand before leading your way to this famous Thanos room. You quickly saw him sat at a table with pretty girl and some dude, playing cards. Without any hesitation you put the shot on the table and look at him, not giving a damn shit about all the other around who looked at you.
ÂŤ-Hear me out Mister infinity stones, that was nice of you for the shot, but iâm not the type of girl you can buy with that. Especially since I donât know what you could have put in it.Âť
A smile appear on his lips before he made a move with his hand to invite everyone to leave the table. When you was alone, he got more comfortable in his chair.
ÂŤ-I just saw a Beautifull flower in the crowd and wanted to know more about you. I didnât expect you to react like this, but Itâs way more entertaining than the usual.-The usual ? You do this often ? Find a cute girl, invite her over with a drink. -Not often and not in this exact way.Âť
I got up and get closer to me.
ÂŤ-Now youâre here I can do a proper introduction.
He slowly took my hand and kiss the top of it
ÂŤ-Hi Seniorita, iâm thanos, nice to meet you.Âť
Back to the Present
When you arrived outside, or something who looked outside, the doors behind you closed and in the other part of the room, you noticed a weird, giant, doll and two guards. The voice of a lady started to explain the first game you gonna play ; Red light, Green Light. At least, this first game sound easy, making you smile, but it quickly fade away when a guy screams and find his way out of the crowd of player, saying the doll gonna kill us if she cought us moving during the red light moments. Many of them didnât took him seriously, but even if itâs sounded crazy as fuck, you started to shake. Maybe the fact you didnât took any sort of drugs since a long moment didnât help, but it wasnât just that.
The game started and the man in front of the other gave us direction. You gave a look at thanos who was with a pretty girl. You growl from annoyance. This guy didnât lose his time.Â
One lost but he found ten other ones.
So far the game goes well until the pretty girl close to your ex start to scream and moving. She seemed to want to chase away something. When she stop moving by herself, a fireshot was eard, making me froze for real. Three seconds later a lot of people start running in panic as the guy in front of you screamed to not moving or panic. It was more easy to say than do. You whole body asking you to run away, but at the same time you was to horrified by the corps who felt close to you, it wasnât possible at all. When everyone who tried to ran away was on the flood, the game continued. You moved and froze at the red light, hiding Yourself behind taller people as suggested. You turned your head to see if thanos was still alive and it was sort of a relief when you noticed he was. You also noticed he pushed people on the ground. This guy was definitely fucked up.Â
Luckily, you made your way to the end, safe. You sat on the floor, tired cause of the anxiety this deadly game caused you and thatâs at this moment you eared his voice.
ÂŤ-Y/N ?! Flower is that you ? Are you for real ?! Âť
Thanos quickly sat in front of you, smiling at you.
ÂŤ-Get Lost Thanos. -Yeah, iâm happy to see you too, beautiful.Âť
You didnât answered. What could you say ? To many things actually, but absolutely nothing at the same time.
ÂŤ-Oh come One, are you still ignoring me ? -Did you not eared me ? Get.Lost.Motherfucker.Âť
You was still mad a him and sad and all the hormones was high in your body. The situation didnât help. You felt you was about tu cry and got up to go somewhere else but Thanos stopped you by gripping gently your wrist.
ÂŤ-Wait, Y/N. Please, let me explain myself ⌠-I donât need any explanation. I saw You. You Cheated on me. Thereâs nothing more to explain.Âť
You didnât faced him. If you will, you will cry and you donât want him to see you like this.
You was saved by the voices of the women who told everyone to return in the main Room. You took back your wrist and quickly follow the others to go back in the room with all the beds. It was definitely too much emotion for this first day and you started to regret your decision.
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THESE DIRTBAG!DANNY FICS EAT I LOVE THESE. LIKE IM SORRY BUT I GENUINELY DONâT HAVE GOOD IDEAS AND YET I LOVE THIS SO MUCH. HMMM⌠LEMME THINK.. (i have never done this before sorry babe)⌠MAYBE SOMETHING LIKE BEING INLOVE WITH HIS TATTOOED THIGHS/ADAMS APPLE (two completely different things ik) AND A LITTLE BIT OF A TOXIC RELATIONSHIP I KNOW ITS ALOT TO ASK AND IM SORRY. LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
â thank youuu!! I did a lil something on his thighs so lemme bring the attention to Dannyâs adamâs apple. Em knows how I went feral over it recently and I knew I had an ask about it somewhere! 18+ content below
You had no business being this obsessed. It was just an adamâs appleâa piece of cartilage, for Godâs sakeâbut on Daniel, it was mesmerizing. The way it bobbed when he swallowed or spoke, the way it stood out when he tilted his head back, the way it seemed to mock you with how much you wanted to sink your teeth into it.
You were straddling him now, his shirt hanging loose on your body, the buttons barely holding together as his hands roamed under the hem. He was smirking, always so goddamn cocky, but your gaze stayed locked on the column of his throat. His head tilted back against the couch, exposing his neck, and you felt heat pool between your thighs.
âYouâre staring again, sweetheart,â Daniel drawled, his voice deep and gravelly, the vibration of it visible in the rise and fall of his throat.
âIâm not,â you lied, your eyes betraying you as they trailed back to his throat.
âOh, youâre definitely staring,â he teased, his hand sliding up to the back of your thigh. âYouâve got a thing for my neck, huh? You're staring at it like youâre starving.â
Your cheeks burned, but you didnât deny it. How could you? The thoughts racing through your mind were filthy beyond reason. You wanted to kiss him, bite him, lick every inch of that thick neck until he was a panting mess beneath you. You wanted to feel his adamâs apple bob against your tongue as he swallowed your name, wanted to sink your teeth into the tendon that stretched so perfectly whenever he turned his head.
âFuck off,â you muttered, shifting in his lap, trying to mask the wetness pooling in your panties. But Daniel wasnât having it.
âAw, donât get shy on me now,â he crooned, his fingers tracing slow, deliberate circles on your inner thigh. âYouâre not very subtle, you know. I can feel the way you clench every time I swallow.â
You clenched again, your thighs squeezing around him involuntarily, and his laugh was a low, dirty thing that made your stomach flip.
âFuck, youâre obsessed,â he said, his hand sliding up to your waist, holding you steady as you tried to wiggle away. âYou wanna bite me, donât you? Leave a pretty little mark right here?â He dragged two fingers up the column of his neck, his adamâs apple bobbing as he swallowed for emphasis.
Your breath hitched, and he noticed. Of course he noticed.
âGo on,â he dared, his voice dropping an octave, rough and teasing. âGet it out of your system. Or do I need to beg you to choke me first?â
Your head snapped up at his words, your stomach flipping violently. You hadnât said a single thing about that. But now that heâd put it out there, the idea lodged itself firmly in your mind. Your fingers twitched, and your gaze darted to his throat, imagining how his skin would feel under your handsâhot and firm, his pulse pounding against your palm.
âYouâre insane,â you muttered, but it came out weaker than you intended, breathier, like you were already caving.
âIâm not the one eye-fucking someoneâs neck,â he shot back, smirking. âBut donât stop now, sweetheart. I love this attention.â
Your hands trembled as they found their way to his neck, your thumbs brushing over his adamâs apple. His pulse thumped against your fingers, steady but quickening. His throat flexed as he swallowed, and your breath hitched at the way it felt under your touch.
âFuck,â he muttered, his eyes hooded as he watched you. âThat all you got? Thought you wanted to leave a mark.â
His words spurred you on, and you surged forward, your lips finding the curve of his throat. You kissed him there, soft and tentative at first, but it wasnât enough. Your teeth scraped against his skin, and when he groaned, low and guttural, you bit down just enough to feel the muscle under your teeth.
âGoddamn,â he rasped, his hands finding your hips and gripping them hard. âKnew you were filthy, but this? Shit, sweetheart.â
You kissed and licked your way up to his adamâs apple, your tongue flicking over it as it bobbed. He cursed again, the sound rough and desperate, and his hips bucked against you, sending a jolt of heat straight to your cunt.
His adamâs apple moved against your tongue, and it was intoxicatingâthe rough texture of his skin, the way his muscles shifted beneath your lips, the sound of his groan rumbling in your ears.
âI can feel you twitching,â you murmured against his skin, letting your teeth graze the protrusion. âDoes it turn you on? Knowing I canât stop thinking about marking you up?â
Danielâs laugh was low and breathless, his hips jerking up against you. âYouâre a fucking menace,â he said, his voice raspier now, rougher, like your attention was unraveling him.
âMaybe,â you admitted, your lips curling into a smile as you pressed another soft kiss to his adamâs apple. Then, without warning, you sucked hard, your teeth scraping lightly against it.
Danielâs reaction was immediate. His fingers dug into your hips hard enough to leave bruises, and a deep, guttural groan ripped from his throat. âShit, youâre gonna kill me,â he muttered, his hands sliding up to the small of your back, pulling you tighter against him.
You grinned, your tongue flicking over the reddened skin youâd just claimed. âNot until Iâve had my fill,â you teased, your lips ghosting over his throat again, taking your time to savor the taste of himâthe faint tang of sweat and salt and something that was undeniably Daniel.
âYou love this, donât you?â he said, his voice rough, his breath uneven. âYou love knowing Iâll let you do whatever you want. Choke me, mark me upâhell, Iâll let you ruin me, sweetheart. Just say the word.â
You laughed breathlessly, your tongue flicking over the spot youâd just bitten, your hands tightening around his neck as you rocked your hips against him.
âDonât tempt me,â you whispered, your lips brushing his ear. âI might just take you up on that.â
And based on the way he bucked against you, hard and desperate, you knew heâd actually let you.
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hopeless romantic! suna, who canât stop zoning out, while youâre telling him all about the fight the twins got in during second period. he stares at you blankly, thinking about the way your nose crinkles from laughter as youâre talking to him. cute.
hopeless romantic! suna, who asks, âsorry, what were you saying?â in response to you waving your hand in his face and snapping him out of his daze. with a slight blush on his face, he turns his head, mortified that you caught him failing to pay attention.
âseriouslyâŚkeep up!â you reprimand him with a half-serious frown and a pout, and he forces himself to pay full attention not wanting to subject himself to such embarrassment again.
hopeless romantic! suna, who stays up late that night facetiming osamu, as he rambles on about some argument he and atsumu got into earlier in the day.
âsunarin, pay attention! quit thinking about [name], iâm talking to you,â
âi wasnât thinking about her,â he defends, knowing full well that he was wondering if you were still awake before osamu interrupted.
âright, and iâm not the better twin. you know, you should just confess to her before itâs too late. someone else might make a move before you do, then youâll never get to be with her.â
osamuâs statement made suna think hard.
ââŚyeah well she doesnât like me like that. weâre just friends âsamu.â
âyou two are insufferable. let me know when you grow a pair and finally ask her out,â osamu groans out, growing tired of sunaâs crippling fear of rejection.
âwhatever⌠im tired now, bye,â suna cut off osamuâs rant with a yawn, before he ended the call.
would she really go out with someone else?
today was the day. suna decided that today would be the day he put his fear to the side and told [name] how he felt. he felt his hands tremble every time she was near and his heart pound, as adrenaline surged through his body.
during your lunch break, you sat on the roof together, just the two of you alone. suna saw this moment as his opportunity, the perfect chance to try and confess his feelings to you. you were currently rambling to him again, telling a story he honestly tried to listen to, but it proved difficult considering his heart was beating out of his chest, as he thought of how youâd respond to what he was about to tell you.
âand then aran and kita told me-â
â[name], i-â he interrupts you mid-sentence, but his voice got caught in his throat. he cursed himself for being so nervous, all he had to do was say the three words but nothing came out.
âyeah, whatâs up?â you ask him, as you drink from your strawberry milk carton contentedly.
âiâŚumm⌠i have something to tell you,â
okay yes, good start. just tell her.
âokayâŚshould i be worried?â you ask, starting to get concerned about how serious suna suddenly became.
you thought heâd been acting strange the past week, like how heâs been zoning out recently when speaking to you, or just staring strangely. youâre getting the vibe that somethings wrong with him. maybe heâs sick? maybe he doesnât want to be your friend anymore? you have no clue what to think, so you chose to hear him out.
ânoâŚwell, maybe.â
he felt his hands getting clammy and nervously rubbed them on his trousers. his eyes darted everywhere, looking at everything in the room except back at your own expecting pair. he realised heâd been silent for too long - he needed to say something now.
âi have to tell you how much you mean to me. you might not realise it, but iâm obsessed with you. i think of you before i sleep, and youâre the first thing i think of when i wake up. you consume me, and i donât know what i would do without you,â he blurted out, speaking so quickly you wouldnât have been able to keep up if you werenât listening so intently.
you sat there, stunned in silence. of all things he couldâve said to you, you certainly didnât expect this. he took your silence as a signal to continue his speech.
âi need you in ways that surely canât be healthy,â he chuckled, releasing a nervous breath.
âi-â
âyou donât have to accept it. i donât expect you to tell me you feel the same, but iâd wait forever for you. if you want to be just friends then we will. but you have to tell me what to do. i like you so much. you can say you hate me. you can say you donât feel the same. just tell me the truth.â
he couldnât muster up the courage to look you in the eyes, so he kept his gaze trained to the ground, staring hard at the laces of his shoes.
âsuna..â you started, forcibly sucking in a breath of air since you felt like all of it had been knocked out of your lungs.
âthatâs the most beautiful thing anyoneâs ever said to me. thank you. i donât now what iâd do without you either because i like you too,â you confessed as he rushed to hold you in his arms in a warm hug.
âthank God, i donât know what iâd do if you rejected me,â he joked, covering up his anxiety with humour.
âi could never reject you,â you beamed at him in return. he felt his heart explode.
hopeless romantic! suna, who returned to last period that day with a smile from ear to ear, as he entered the classroom hand in hand with you by his side.
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Obsessed - Part 10 - Epilogue (Azriel x Reader)
Summary:Â A decade, a wedding, and two kids later, Azriel is still obsessed.
Warnings: Fluff.
Word count: 1.4k
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A decade later
âThis spot, right here, was where I spoke to your mama for the first time.â Azriel declared after stopping at some random part of the airport with their twins in his arms.Â
What?Â
âOhh.â The children cooed with far too much energy for early morning travel. Their father seemed rather proud of their reaction.Â
Y/n suspected something was off when her husband proposed a trip the week before to the country where sheâd studied for her exchange program but what the actual fuck was this?
All of it started when their kids asked him about how heâd met their mother.Â
As a matter of fact, she really did not remember why she agreed to this trip but Azriel had somehow seduced her into saying yes and the next thing she knew, the family had reached the airport.
Y/n remained somewhere between embarrassment and mortification as he continued to narrate to his children the story of how hopelessly heâd fallen in love with their mother while skipping the inappropriate parts of his thoughts.Â
She sighed.
Maybe, she could take a breather and visit the university, meet her professors and a few friends.Â
She followed Azriel into a restaurant where as soon as they entered, a few men stood up from a table and made way for the family to sit.Â
âThis is where I had my first meal with your mama. I was sitting on this very chair and for some reason, your mama is not sitting on the same chair she was all those years ago.â And she simply smiled before deciding their food because her family were engrossed in their own world to read the menu.
All those years ago, huh?Â
Time had flown by so soon and somehow so slowly.Â
And a thirty-nine year old Azriel certainly looked fine. So damn fine carrying the kids with the sleeves of his black shirt folded up to the forearms and revealing his tattoos. Y/n was half tempted to drag him to the nearest restroom and kneel for him.Â
The meal was a light one. She watched them quietly while Azriel narrated the legendary romance of their mama and papa to their children.Â
âMama.â The little boy, Aether, called. âWhen did you fall in love with papa?â
âIn an apartment.â She smiled at the memories from their apartments and let them take her back in time.
When Azriel confessed how heâd arranged for them to meet by finding out her travel information, she was simply surprised.Â
But then he revealed how heâd bought an entire building and arranged for them to be neighbours just so he could have an excuse to see her and talk to her.Â
Her husband smiled knowingly at her as he continued to coddle and feed their children.Â
And then came the time to board the flight.Â
Outside the aircraft, Azriel stood with their kids as he commanded their attention. âNow, this is the plane in which I sat next to your mama for the first time. It was our first time travelling together.â
Y/n sighed. Who gave this man so much money anyway? Because heâd tracked down that particular aircraft and bought it ten years ago. It had been revamped into a private jet for the family.Â
They boarded the plane and Y/n had absolutely nothing to do. The only thing she had to do was order food for them all at that restaurant earlier. Azriel had taken care of everything else.Â
The plane was divided into three parts; the cockpit for the pilots, the area for the cabin crew and the bodyguards, and the area for the family, with the latter separated by doors.Â
Their baby girl, Nora, was now yawning. Soon enough, Aether yawned and Y/n led them to the large bed where she tucked them and closed the window. Once theyâd fallen asleep, she returned to her husband and settled on his lap.Â
âSleep, Y/n.â His hand cradled her body gently and firmly. And as she drifted away to sleep, she recalled how life had continued after their reconciliation.
It was a mess and they wanted it. They wanted to navigate it. She'd taken her time to confess her feelings about her past and so had he. And for the first time, they were raw and broken in each other's arms.
She snuggled against him, inhaling his scent. This was her husband. The father of her children. A man so devoted to her and intent on treating her right and she wondered if she was ever doing enough for him.
And just when she thought she could cry from it all, her husband pressed a kiss to her forehead and began humming a tune.
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Azriel was a composed person. Always taking time to enjoy everything. Never in a hurry because he always planned everything like that.Â
Heâd taken Y/n out on dates where they could simply enjoy the food and the place without having to rush anything at all.Â
When they were married, he was over the moon. Obviously.
The billion-dollar empire did not run on its own but he was far too eager to go home to Y/n.
After a long period of an obsession bordering on unhealthy, she was finally his wife. And they had two children. Aether had his black curly hair and smile while Nora had his eyes but the rest of them were all his sweet wife.Â
Wife.Â
Azriel looked at the building as the car neared it. When it stopped, he gently woke up his wife and the family was in the apartment she lived in.Â
âThis was mamaâs apartment.â
âWhatâs an apartment?â Azriel proceeded to explain the word by giving the twins a tour of the place.Â
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Dinner was yet another affair as Azriel took it upon himself to tour the city, taking them to every single place theyâd ever been to. âThis is where we did our grocery shopping.â
âSo this is how I can get a girlfriend.â The little boy mused.Â
âMaybe.â The father grinned. Their son mirrored his expression and their daughter was now curious.Â
âMama.â Nora looked up at Y/n. âIf I want to marry someone, will I have to wait for a boy to do all this for me?â
Azriel froze.Â
His little girl?Â
Marrying?Â
Marrying?
What a horrifying thought.Â
He immediately took out his phone and texted his assistant to increase the security around his daughter lest some random lizard abduct her from him.Â
âWell. .â Y/n began. âMaybe youâll meet someone who does something else but which would make you feel special.â My god, what was his wife saying? There was no need for their daughter to meet anyone like that.Â
âBut papa makes me feel special. So why would I meet someone else?â Bless his daughter, such a lovely soul.Â
âOf course, my little sweet.â Yes. Papa was all that his little girl needed. There was no need for any snakes to slither into her life.Â
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A few weeks later
It was a normal day and a normal lunch. Azriel and Y/n held a child each and walked over to the table where Nesta was waiting with Cassian.Â
A few years ago, when the ladies had discovered that their partners were old childhood friends, it was decided that there was no reason why they couldnât dine together every now and then.Â
Nesta and Cassian had recently gotten married in a hurry. One random morning, Y/n had been video called to be told that they were going somewhere and the courthouse was on the way, so they decided to marry. Needless to say, Y/n screamed at her friend before congratulating her.Â
Conversation floated around the table. The children were coddled. Food was passed around and laughter erupted.Â
âCassian!â A voice yelled.Â
The man looked up to see another one of his friends and smiled broadly. He raised a hand in greeting. âRhys!â
Nesta looked up and saw her brother-in-law holding her nephew, Nyxâs hand while Feyre was busy looking at the pastries a few steps away from them. Once Rhys walked over to his wife and sheâd also seen them, it was automatically decided that theyâd be dining together.Â
More seats were added and adults were catching up. Meanwhile, the twins looked at Nyx in fascination primarily because theyâd never seen him before.Â
Nyx, only a few months older than them at the age of six, reached out for Noraâs cheek. Once heâd ascertained that it was soft, he pulled it hard.Â
The girl squealed in pain, tears brimming her eyes. She immediately turned to her brother who was already glaring at the boy.Â
Y/n came and began pacifying her daughter while her son stayed close but Azriel was struck at the horror of the situation.Â
âKeep your son a mile away from my daughter.â And thus began, Azrielâs paranoia that the reptile whoâd steal his precious daughter would be none other than Nyx.
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Author's Note: Thank you for accompanying me on this journey. Writing Obsessed has been a wonderful experience.
Thank you @findingstephanie @div94 for helping me. They were my beta readers for Obsessed and have helped me immensely.
I hope all of us meet people who will not only be obsessed with us but also be obsessed with treating us right.
P.S. I might write an Azriel x Reader/OC x Eris fic soon.
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pairing. gn!reader x chenle | genre. enemies to lovers | wc. 1.6k | warnings. none | requested. here
Chenle had never been one to dwell on what-ifs.
He lived life with the confidence of someone who always knew the right thing to say, the perfect quip to lighten the mood or deflect attention. Thatâs what people liked about himâhis charm, his humor, his ability to make you feel like the most important person in the room, even if only for a moment.
But with you, it was different.
From the moment you met, there was something about you that knocked him off balance. It wasnât just your quick wit or the way you always seemed to see through his playful façade. It was the fire in your eyes, the way you met his banter head-on without ever backing down.
He liked you. Heâd liked you from the start.
But when he realized you didnât feel the same, that your heart was already spoken for, he buried those feelings deep. Better to turn his affection into irritation, to let his frustration fuel the constant sparring that had become the foundation of your relationship.
âChenleâs staring at you again,â Yeri had whispered once, nudging your side during a group study session.
You didnât even glance up from your notes. âHeâs probably plotting my demise.â
âOr,â she teased, âheâs just obsessed with you.â
You rolled your eyes, dismissing the comment with a wave of your hand. Chenle? Obsessed with you? The idea was laughable.
Heâd certainly never shown you anything but aggravation. Every interaction between you was laced with sarcasm and thinly veiled insults. He was the Literature major who mocked your essays, and you were the Toxicology student who criticized his lack of scientific knowledge. It was a game youâd been playing since the first week of university, and neither of you seemed willing to call a truce.
But beneath the barbs and jabs, there was something unspoken, something simmering just beneath the surface.
The shift came after your breakup.
Your ex had been toxic in every sense of the word. Manipulative, controlling, the kind of person who made you doubt your worth even as they claimed to love you. The end had been messy, leaving you raw and guarded.
Chenle knew about it, of course. Everyone in your friend group did. But while the others offered you quiet sympathy or avoided the topic altogether, Chenle treated you the same as always.
Or so it seemed.
The cafĂŠ was loud, filled with the hum of chatter and the clinking of cups. Your group of friends occupied a long table in the corner, half-eaten pastries and abandoned cups of coffee scattered across its surface.
You arrived late, sliding into the seat furthest from Chenle, only for him to notice immediately. âDonât worry,â he said, raising his coffee cup with a smirk. âIâm not contagious.â
âShame,â you shot back. âMaybe if you were, people would finally avoid you.âYour friends groaned in unison, half amused, half exasperated.
âHere we go again,â muttered Yeri, shaking her head. âCan you two go one day without trying to kill each other?â
âShe started it,â Chenle said defensively, leaning back in his chair. âIâm finishing it,â you said, narrowing your eyes at him. His grin widened. âYou wish.â
The meeting went on, but the tension between you and Chenle simmered beneath every conversation. At one point, he made a snide comment about your choice of coffee (âBasic, just like your taste in guysâ), and you retaliated with a jab about his lack of emotional depth (âMakes sense, considering youâre incapable of forming meaningful connectionsâ).
Your friends had learned to tune you out by now. After a while, the group began to disperse, one by one heading back to their dorms or classes. Soon, it was just you and Chenle left.
âDonât you have somewhere else to be?â you asked, packing up your things. âWhy? Am I ruining your day?â he asked, his smirk never wavering. âYou ruin everyoneâs day,â you snapped.
He chuckled, standing up and leaning on the table between you. âItâs hot when you talk back, you know that?â You froze, your brain short-circuiting for a moment before you glared at him. âDonât flatter yourself.â
âWhy not? Youâre doing it for me.â
âGod, youâre insufferable,â you muttered, slinging your bag over your shoulder. âAdmit it,â he said, following you toward the exit. âYouâd miss me if I werenât around.â
You turned to face him, your annoyance bubbling over. âNot everything is a joke, Chenle.â
âNot everything has to be serious either,â he shot back, his tone sharper now.
âWhy do you always do this?â you demanded. âWhy do you always push and push until people canât stand you?â His jaw tightened, the teasing edge in his eyes replaced by something darker. âMaybe Iâm not the only one pushing,â he said.
You scoffed, brushing past him. âWhatever. I donât have time for this.â
âStill not over him?â he asked, his tone cutting as you stopped in your tracks not turning to face him. âNone of your business,â you shot back.
âJust saying,â he continued, his smirk unwavering. âDidnât know you were this pathetic.â The comment stung, but what hurt more was the look in his eyesâlike he wanted to take it back but didnât know how.
You didnât see the way his hands clenched into fists under the table, or how his smile faltered as you turned away and left.
The tension between you only grew worse after that. Every interaction felt like a battle, each of you throwing verbal punches that landed harder than you intended. Your friends noticed, but no one dared to intervene.
It all came to a head one night at a party. The party was a mistake.
The music was loud, the room packed with people. Youâd come with your friends, hoping for a distraction, but the moment you saw Chenle across the room, you knew peace wasnât in the cards.
He was leaning against the wall, laughing with someone you vaguely recognized. When his gaze landed on you, his smile faltered for a split second before returning, sharper than ever.
You ignored him, heading to the kitchen for a drink. But of course, he followed. âThirsty?â he asked, his voice dripping with mock concern. âFor alcohol, not your company,â you retorted, pouring yourself a drink.
He leaned against the counter, watching you with a smirk. âHowâs life post-red flags?â Your grip on the cup tightened. âToxicology major and still couldnât see all those red flags?â he pressed, his tone infuriatingly smug.
You turned to him, your eyes blazing as you hissed. âLiterature major and still couldnât write yourself a happy ending?â
The words hung in the air, sharp and cutting.
Chenleâs smirk disappeared, his jaw tightening. âAt least I donât pretend Iâm fine when Iâm not,â he said, his voice low. Your breath caught, the weight of his words sinking in.
âGo to hell, Chenle,â you said, your voice shaking as you pushed past him.
He caught up with you in the hallway, his hand wrapping around your wrist as he pulled you into an empty room.
âWhat the hell is your problem?â you demanded, yanking your arm away. âMy problem?â he repeated, his voice rising. âYouâre the one who keeps acting like youâre untouchable, like nothing can hurt you.â
âBecause I donât have the luxury of falling apart!â you shot back. âNot everyone can just skate through life without consequences.â
âYou think I donât have consequences?â he asked, stepping closer. âYou think I donât feel things?â You laughed bitterly. âFeel what, Chenle? Annoyance? Pride? What could you possibly care about besides yourself?â
âYou,â he said, the word exploding out of him like a confession. The room went silent, the air thick with unspoken tension. âWhat?â you whispered, your voice barely audible.
âAll I want,â he said, his voice shaking with frustration, âis for you to look at me the way you look at them. The way you looked at him.â Your heart raced, his words cutting through every wall youâd built around yourself.
You looked away trying to protect those walls from breaking, nibbling down on your bottom lip as you tried to speak âChenleââ
âIf you bite your lip one more time,â he interrupted, his voice low and dangerous, âIâm going to do it for you.â Your breath caught, the electricity between you crackling like a live wire. âThen do it,â you whispered, the challenge slipping out before you could stop it.
He didnât hesitate.
Chenle closed the distance between you, his lips crashing against yours in a kiss that was anything but gentle. It was raw, desperate, filled with all the frustration and longing youâd both been too afraid to acknowledge.
His hands gripped your waist, pulling you closer as you tangled your fingers in his hair, each of you pouring months of pent-up emotion into the kiss. His touch was soft unlike the way he kissed you â rough.
And when you finally pulled apart, your foreheads pressed together, the air between you felt charged, like the calm after a storm.
âThis doesnât change anything,â you said, your voice trembling. âMaybe not,â he replied, his lips brushing against yours again. âBut itâs a start.â
The tension between you didnât disappear after that night, but it shifted.
Your arguments were just as sharp, your banter just as biting. But there was something different nowâan undercurrent of something deeper, something neither of you could put into words.
And as much as you hated to admit it, you didnât want it to go away.
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ŕ¨ŕ§ŮË sooooo i shifted to a dr from.. 5th grade..? + things i manifested??
ok soo i accidentally shifted to an mha(?) universe trying to get to the void- i was a tad bit bored before i went to work, and i was like âokay let me go to the void bc why notâ.. this is the first time i tried to go to the void without a subliminal.. i usually always go with a subliminal, i also tried the distraction method cause i wanted to try something new.. i counted from 12-1, 13-1. affirmed âi always shift and get into the void in secondsâ, âitâs crazy how i always shift on commandâ and i dreamed of a scenario. MIND YOU, the scenario i was distracting myself with was how i meet tloml.. (in school) i was talking to a boy, then i felt a familiar feeling of just walking through halls.. like my body just went somewhere else.. i walked into a pe room, unfamiliar with it. these gyms were four times bigger then my schools. when i walked in, i could feel my hair suddenly get longer and straighter.. and cyan. I walked in further and suddenly noticed a paper on the ground, it was the school name, an all black school that harnessed students with quirks..
soooo im looking at the papers a bit confused, my first thought wasnt âwhy tf am i in a school and not the fucking void like i wanted to beâ, but it was rather âwhy am i here.. and why is my hair blue and straight..â then i thought about it and it all makes since.
sooooo i use to be a gacha kid in from 4th-6th grade and i was obsessed with mha in 5th grade and id always combine the two, gave myself ice manipulation.. star eyes? other unrealistic shit i cant rmb.. but thats besides the point.
i noticed i had powers when two people i was unfamiliar with came up to me asking me why my hair was blue and laughing and stuff.. i told them âi donât know and to mind theirsâ because why are you guys coming up to me if its not compliments or trying to be friends like ew.
then they got offended and started using their quirks, it was a black girl and a gay boy. the girl had dark magic (which is op asf if used correctly not sure why i didnât script myself to have it..) and the boy had a speaking quirk.
so you knoww i was using my ice powers or wtv, throwing daggers at them creating walls and stuff.. (use todoroki and sub zero and combine there powers and thats me.)
i eventually beat them by putting ice on their hands and mouths and i walked out of the pe. from a distance i could see a building on fire. not sure why⌠i went over and i guess i was trying to play hero or smth and stopping it. i was actually eating zown, putting the fire out.. saving people.. but then my mom called me and snapped me out of 4D-
when i got back to 3D.. my body and ESPECIALLY my arms were sore as THE FUCK. i took some ibuprofen and stretched and went on tiktok.. AND YALL.. ALLEGEDLY my influencer crush (ifykyk) is ALLEGEDLYYYY bisexual.. for a couple weeks i was fantasizing about him.. NOT IN A SEXUAL OR WEIRD WAY! just in a way like âomg weâd be so cute together and weâre the same age so thatâd be cute.. i like his personality and stuff.â like it was just a bit like oh my gosh did i manifest him on accident or smth-
MORAL OF THE STORY: the distraction method works- 10/10 highly recommend if you have trouble focusing!
#manifesting#shifting community#loassumption#master shifter#reality shifting#shifting diary#shifting blog#shifting consciousness#shifting antis dni#shifting motivation#shifting script#loablr#loa tumblr#loa success#loassblog#loa blog#affirmations#affirm and persist#shiftblr#shifters#shiftok#shift blog#void#void state#the void state#manifesation
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Me versus a fanfic idea, trying to cohere
Having been watching some of "My Adventures With Superman" lately, and I have become kind of obsessed with a crack idea that came to me last night at fuck o'clock in the morning, that being: what if (in the MAWS continuity or any one in which the Kents are both alive) Jonathan and Martha got roped into briefly housing or fostering a teen after Clark was out on his own?
I mean. Like. Imagine you're this kid. You are staying with the most tragically uncool individuals on this planet, but they're honestly nice, they aren't bothered by all the stuff that got you labeled A Troubled Youth or the gender stuff you may have going on or any of that, they just seem fundamentally Able To Roll With It, and, okay, this is going to be fine. It's temporary anyway. Just keep out of trouble.
And they have an adult son who comes around sometimes? He's kind of nice too. Maybe twenty-one, twenty-two, he's built like a moose and you'd think he'd be imposing but he's kind of shy and awkward and somehow just fundamentally Not Like the people who beat you up before, so you're pretty chill with him. He knows all the good places on the farm to sit and think, or sit and draw. One time when he comes around he shows you the creek and you learn all about the frogs and the crawdads and the snakes. Tells you about the corn snake he rescued once. Stuff like that.
Only some things really don't add up.
Like, there's never a car in the driveway when he shows up. And it's not on weekends or anything like that, it's weird times.
And there's a note on the fridge that says, "If you drink all the milk please replace it THIS MEANS YOU," and before long you figure out it's gotta be meant for him, because he will take a gallon and finish it a glass at a time and who can even do that without throwing up? Wasn't there some kind of ghastly TikTok challenge about that?
And when you joked to his Dad and Mom that he seems to have a real superpower for figuring out whether there is going to be pie, you got such weird, almost nervous looks that you quickly dropped the subject.
And one time you swear he appeared out of absolutely nowhere to walk you back to the house because Mr. Peterson's bull broke the fence and is wandering this way. (He was the first one to realize this. How did he realize this? He's sort of guiltily evasive on the subject.)
And he reassures you one time that you don't actually need to fear the Kansas Mothman because he accidentally started that legend. How? He really doesn't want to talk about it.
What with one thing and another, you start wonderingâŚ
Maybe he's a ghost.
Maybe something awful happened and he can't move on. You don't want to suspect the Kents, they are honestly pretty top-notch for parental types (especially after some of the ones you've known) but other people in the town? You know personally how ghastly a small town can be to That Weird Kid. Maybe something really bad happened.
(Maybe it could happen to you too.)
So you've got to figure out what's going on so you can get justice for your friend. You start to investigate. Smallville does have rather more than its fair share of Weird Shitâlike possibly a lot moreâbut you're not really getting anywhere. And it occurs to you that you don't really have the wherewithal to go and try to findâwell, let's not put too fine a point on it, to find an unmarked graveâthat could be anywhere.
Meanwhile the world has at this point in time started to see some Seriously Weird Shit, although at this point it's largely In Other Places because that's where everything in the world happens, there is absolutely Nothing Significant In Kansas and probably never will be, but it gives you an idea. Slightly insane and scary idea, but you've hit so many dead ends that it might be worth it.
You're going to try to contact Superman and see if he can use his rumored X-ray vision to figure out what happened to Clark.
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Just to be clear, I have no idea what the ultimate punchline is for this piece of ridiculous meandering is, and it's the sort of thing that does require a pretty good punchline. So I don't know if it's ever actually going to get written. On the other hand, it is one of my favorite dishes, which is Canon Characters Helping Queer Kid, with a heavy helping of Following Logic-like Structures To Wrong Conclusions sauce.
So I thought I might post the idea, because I have this lovely optimistic belief that sometimes, I am in fact extremely funny, and tumblr is a place that often eggs me on.
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His snooping
âHWAHďźâ
"I really want to see you again,Can you open the door? "
It's not so much Jack's obsession snooping inside the door as Dave's imagination,imagining that the neighbor is obsessed with himself.
Actually, Jack just came to see Dave's mental state out of superficial concern, and brought him some food by the way. When Dave responded, he put his things aside and left without looking back.
(When I first listened to the song ă˘ăăżăŞăłă°, I always thought this song was very suitable, so I chose two pictures in the song to draw the doodle of this ooc,although the effect presented was not very good ...ďź
(Character ooc apologizes! )
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I think Misa was suicidal since her parentsâ death if not longer. I wonder if she regretted not letting her stalker kill her in the brief moment before Gelusâ Death Note fell from the sky and gave her a reason to keep living. I wonder if she killed herself over Light, not because he meant so much to her, but because he had been the only reason she hadnât done it years ago. I think she needed an obsessive, unattainable goal to justify staying alive. Seeing her parents avenged. Meeting Kira. Marrying Light. I wonder if Light hadnât died, would she have been able to find another reason to go on living? Or would she have felt she had nowhere to go from there, that no goal was big enough anymore? Misa had hundreds of years to live, a gift from the sacrifices of two gods of death, but I think the only thing keeping her alive for so long was her desperate escalating search for a reason not to end it herself
oh absolutely!!! absolutely!!!!! suicidal misa amane is one of my most solid death note opinions and it genuinely surprised me when i first came on here and didn't see anyone talking about it. i mean it's basically canon isn't it. "kill me now while i'm still young and pretty," "i was supposed to die that day anyway," everything she does just to find light, all the risks she takes in yotsuba including getting in a car with the person she knows is a creep AND a serial killer, "i would gladly die for you"⌠it speaks so much to me, that desperation to find something worthwhile to die for, which happens to also be something worthwhile to live for. i think suicidality and longing to live are two sides of the same knife and misa is trying so fucking hard to balance on its edge.
I wonder if she regretted not letting her stalker kill her in the brief moment before Gelusâ Death Note fell from the sky and gave her a reason to keep living.
it's actually kind of worse! in the manga at least (haven't seen the anime) all she does is stumble back, she doesn't run â probably a stress freeze response â and gelus kills the stalker but his notebook falls in the shinigami realm, so as far as misa knows her stalker just fucking died right there. this is after kira kills her parents (something i messed up in my fic but it's too late to fix lmao) so i wonder if she saw it as likeâŚÂ this force in the sky that wanted her to live. someone out there who loved her so much he would do anything for her. i wonder how that interfaced with her mental health and how reckless she is all the time.
and then rem carries the notebook down to misa on purpose (she apologizes to misa for giving her the notebook when misa's in prison). so now misa knows that actually it was two separate people who saved her emotionally (light) vs physically (gelus). i feel like this is probably part of why she goes ._. when rem explains the whole gelus thing to her; she wanted it to be kira who saved her. but oh well! now she has the notebook she can help kira, and isn't that even better! completely agree that was her whole reason to keep going. yes.
I wonder if Light hadnât died, would she have been able to find another reason to go on living? Or would she have felt she had nowhere to go from there, that no goal was big enough anymore?
god i wonder the same thing all the time. what else? the coolest marriage ceremony ever? (they get engaged but never marriedâŚ) kids? grandkids? some kind of summit in her career? everything hollower and hollower until she implodes in on herself?
#misa amane#death note#asks#jedi-valjean#jedi valjean#suicide cw#suicidal ideation cw#THANK YOU FOR THE ASK i love talking about her
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Proof that Jinx Ziggs has a heart
I'm currently writing the first chapter of my Jinx!Ironman AU fic â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
I don't have an estimate of when it will be finished just yet because I keep going back and rewriting and editing as I go, but as soon as I finish I'll be announcing it here on Tumblr.
In the meantime, here is a list of character that I've come up with so far:
Powder "Jinx" Ziggs -
Jinx is obviously playing Tony Stark. There are some diversions from Tony Stark's character. For one, Jinx will still have her family and is a single mother to Isha. She is somewhat estranged from her family because of her busy lifestyle.
She also has a history of struggling with psychosis and is prone to auditory hallucinations but has made leaps and bounds in handling her condition.
Another diversion is that she built up her wealth independently, unlike Tony, who came from generational wealth.
Her company is called Jinx Industries, and even though her legal name is Powder, she prefers to be called Jinx.
She also prefers to go by her birth parent's names, because she's scared that their name will be gone forever if she doesn't go by it.
Isha Connie Ziggs -
Is Jinx's biological daughter, she was conceived by accident when her mother's gynecologist messed up their schedule and impregnated Jinx instead of inserting an IUD. Jinx used the settlement from suing the clinic to invest in her company. She also doesn't know who the sperm donor is, but that information will be coming to light later on in the story.
Jinx does what she can to keep Isha out of the public eye, for her own safety and to try and give her a somewhat normal childhood.
Isha absolutely loves her mother, and bugs â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
Sevika Wafiya -
Sevika was a close friend to Felicia during her pregnancy with Jinx, and became Jinx's godmother when she was born.
She has been by Jinx's side her whole life, and they act more like sisters than mother and daughter. They are constantly butting heads. However, when Jinx needs advice or needs help cleaning up a mess, Sevika is who she'll go to.
When Jinx started her business, Sevika was the one to step in and help her get it up and running.
Her role in the company now is basically as a Jack of all trades. She runs the security in Jinx Industries, steps in and fills in for Jinx when Jinx isn't available such as when she doesn't turn up to claim an award or just decides to skip an important interview, and keeps things running smoothly alongside Lux.
When Jinx went missing, she organized for Isha to be sent to her family for safekeeping and got to work making sure that some of the more greedy board members didn't take Jinx's absence as an opportunity to grab the CEO seat.
She is loyal to Jinx.
Yasuo Hiraoka (I don't know Yasuo's full name in LoL, so I came up with one myself) -
Yasuo is Isha's personal bodyguard, Jinx hired him after a kidnapping attempt when Isha was four. Jinx and Sevika didn't play around with Isha's safety and sought out a former assassin to keep the little girl safe.
Yasuo is a very patient man and has developed a mild obsession with Animal Crossing. He and Isha play together often.
He is extremely protective of Isha.
Luxanna Crownsguard -
Lux is Jinx's personal assistant, she basically plays the role of Pepper Potts but isn't a romantic interest. Her and Jinx are best friends, and she is Isha's godmother.
Lux was disowned by her family for being an Inhuman and was given a job by Jinx, she takes her duties seriously and is one of the only people who can handle Jinx.
Vi Kirraman -
Vi is married to Caitlyn, and is a former Enforcer. She quit after a near death experience on the job and realized that she actually really hated her work and wanted to do something different with her life.
She opened her own gym that mostly caters to Enforcers, soldiers, MMA fighters, and so on.
She's currently working from home, due to reasons.
Caitlyn Kirraman -
Caitlyn is the Commander of the Twin City Forces and basically plays the role of Rhodey in this AU, she was previously an Enforcer but transferred over to the Twin City Forces when it was established as a means to draw Zaun and Piltover closer together.
She works quite a bit with Jinx, they used to be at each others throats but have somehow managed to form a solid friendship over the years. Caitlyn is Jinx's only real connection to the rest of her family.
She is career-driven and a bit of a workaholic but tries to make time for her family as they are extremely important to her.
When Jinx goes missing, she jumps right into action and is determined to bring her sister-in-law home to her family.
Mylo Lanes -
Owns several businesses in fashion, locksmithing, and even a dive bar.
He is currently single but is in the process of courting Gert, a DJ who works closely with The Chemical Sisters.
Claggor Lanes -
Is a botanist, who is working on improving Zaun's air quality using plants (much like his S2E7 AU self). He works closely with Ekko.
Claggor has his own daughter, named Cleo who is four-years-old. Cleo's mother is Sona Buvelle (I read a Star Guardians fic once where her and Claggor were sweet on each other, and just had to get them together for this one <3).
Sona Buvelle -
Is a virtuoso, and Inhuman. Who is engaged to Claggor Lanes, who she shares a four-year-old daughter with. She plays in the Piltover Grand Orchestre, on the high harp and grand piano, and is well renowned for her beautiful music.
Ekko Bennett -
Is Jinx's ex-best friend and ex-lover, they were never actually official but were close enough. They had a falling out due to miscommunication, and some meddling from Ekko's birth parents who thought knew what was best for their son, despite not being very present in his life. Due to this meddling, Ekko and Jinx had a falling out resulting in Jinx moving overseas, to Bilgewater, and cutting contact with Ekko.
When Ekko found out about the meddling he cut contact with his parents, and tried to get in contact with Jinx but it was too late.
He threw himself into his work in physics, engineering, and bio-engineering. He works tirelessly to improve the environmental status of Zaun with Claggor, and spends a lot of his free time working with the community and following Jinx's work even though he doesn't approve of her weapons manufacturing.
He suspects that Isha might be his daughter, and is pissed with Jinx for keeping him away.
There's still a bit more world-building to be done, but here are a few things to keep in mind:
The AU is set in Runetrra not Earth
Yordles, Vasteyans, Chireans, and other magical beings in LoL are citizens
Magic is a thing, but it isn't commercialized
Hex-Tech is a controversial technology
Piltover and Zaun are separate states but Piltover is constantly working on trying to merge with Zaun again
And, Vander and Silco's relationship is a great big question mark to everyone, they keep calling each other brothers but live together and raise four kids together and are always touchy-feely.
Anyhoo, this is what I have so far. I tried not to give away to much here because I want to leave some mystery for the actual story.
#arcane#jinx#lol#vi#powder#ekko#silco#vander#mylo#claggor#caitlyn kiramman#sona buvelle#yasuo league of legends#piltover and zaun#Proof that Jinx Ziggs has a heart#Jinx!Ironman AU#Fan fic#timebomb#caitvi
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People in fandoms really need to let go of canon pairings being endgame.
First off, a disclaimer: I am not saying you canât like canon pairings. Obviously. I love a lot of canon ships in tons of different fandoms. This is not me saying you canât ship them or me attacking them so please take more than two seconds to understand what Iâm saying before jumping me.
With that out of the way (rant below the cut):
It is actually so frustrating how people cling to canon pairings like theyâre the only valid ships to ever exist.
Iâm bringing this up specifically because of the new Noxus trailer that came out yesterday. Iâve already seen the absolute warzone that itâs becoming on TikTok with people shouting about how âKatarina has a boyfriend!!! Sheâs straight!!!â in response to literally any mention of liking the character or shipping her with someone else.
So to the people who think that a character having a Canon partner means that every other ship is wrong: hate to be the one to break this to you, but itâs not actually a reason to invalidate other ships.
Iâm gonna bring up the Timebomb vs Lightcannon debate.
Timebomb shippers have been incredibly aggressive towards any Lightcannon shippers, and are so quick to say Lightcannon wouldnât work because itâs not canon. Iâd like to remind you all that canon doesnât mean people canât ship Lightcannon. Timebomb being canon doesnât make it immediately better or higher than Lightcannon. The air of superiority that so many canon shippers have over fanon shippers is completely unwarranted. Your ship is not immediately better because they are canon.
And hereâs the thing: I donât even like Lightcannon myself! Iâm very much a Timebomb shipper. But just because I prefer one pairing over the other doesnât mean that Lightcannon is a bad ship. I can recognize that, despite my own dislike for it, people are entitled to their own interpretations of the characters and their relationships to one another.
I get how easy it is to fall into the mindset of âMy pairing is canon, so therefore it is the only correct one and everyone elseâs is wrong.â But at the end of the day, itâs not a reason why your ship is better. It doesnât immediately make you more correct. It doesnât make every other ship bad. There are tons of canon ships that are downright awful, badly written, or rushed. To be canon is to simply be the creatorâs preferred pairing when creating their story. Itâs nothing more than that.
People have been obsessing over non canon ships since fandomâs creation. Hell, fandom as a concept itself started because of Kirk x Spock shippers way back when.. Iâd say that makes fanon pairings pretty important, donât you think?
Anyways this once again is very common sense, but Iâll repeat that Iâm not trying to attack or insult anyone regardless of where you stand on this argument.
#shipping#ship discourse#canon ship#canon shipping#fanon ship#fanon shipping#arcane#arcane fandom#arcane league of legends#arcane lol#league of legends#lol#league of legends fandom#lol fandom#lightcannon#timebomb#fandom discourse#arcane shipping#arcane ships#league ships#league of legends ships#arcane discourse#league of legends discourse
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How i (think) almost shifted without believing in shifting.
when people say that the least obsessed you are about shifting the easier it gets to actually shift was definitely not lying!!!
i remember back in 2022 when i had my first contact with shifting and found out about what it was, i didnât really believe much in it and was very skeptical.
i was already pretty much into spiritually at the time and used to meditate sometimes. one day i remember trying to find a frequency video on youtube and i saw one that was a shifting subliminal to go to hogwarts. i curiously click on it and it was basically a frequency. i was like âwhatever im just gonna listen to this while meditatingâ and so thatâs what i did! nothing really happened. i meditated for a while and went about my day.
that night when i went to sleep, i just remember closing my eyes and wait for my mind to fall asleep. i have no idea how much time passed but i was in that state were im not exactly wake and not exactly sleeping. suddenly im seeing what looks like a tunnel of light and it feels like im going through it. thereâs a lot of what looks like geometric shapes with different colors. it was so vivid!!!!
(it looked something like this?? but with the description i wrote)
it was so crazy and then suddenly it just popped in my head the subliminal i had listened earlier and i got so scared of what would happen to me if i just stayed there for more time and i just opened my eyes.
itâs kinda crazy to me how this literally happened and still didnât give shifting a second chance. i only got into it again in 2024. i feel like even tho i had that happening to me, the thought of shifting to a different reality and being able to choose what i want to live and who i want to become felt too good to be true and scary but iâm so happy shifting still came back to me. here i am now and im so grateful it found me again!!
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UNCHARTED WATERS
Prologue > next
Pairing: Macklin Celebrini x Emilia Richardson
Summary: Macklin has had feelings for his best friend, Emilia, since freshman year. After her winning lacrosse game, he nervously gives her flowers and confesses that heâs been in love with her since their first kiss. What happens when Macklin finally decides to step out of his comfort zone and dive into the unknown?
Warnings: nothing except Macklin being adorable
Apricot Speaks: HIII!! i missed u guys soo much, but im finally back!! yay!! hope u all enjoy this as much as i did writing it!! there will other parts to this so be on the look out!
âFlyers on me, Flyers on 3!â
â1 2 3, Flyers!â Emilia and her team shouted as they pointed their lacrosse sticks in the sky in celebration.The homeside of the bleachers erupted into cheers as the girls on the field embraced one another.
Mrs. Richardson held her phone up like the proud mother she was, documenting the team's victory. âMacklin, honey? Did you get her goal on video?â She asked as if the video on her phone wasnât rolling.
âRight here,â Macklin said as he directed her attention to the video.
It showed as Emilia moved with such grace around other players on the field, with incredible speed that made her look like a track star.. She left everyone, including her own teammates in the dust.
With the goal only being protected by the goalie, it was like watching a face off between two duelers. As the defenders grew closer and the clock running out of time, Emilia grounded herself before pulling her stick far behind her head. She launched the ball with all of her power, causing the ball to hit the bar and land in the goal. She slammed her stick on the ground, screaming in celebration as the clock buzzed, implicating the end of the game. Her team stormed the field and swarmed around her like bees.
Rewatching the video made Macklinâs smile as it reminded him of his own hockey teamâs celebration when it came to a victory like that.
By this point, Mrs. Richardson had stopped filming and mumbled under her breath that Emiliaâs dad would be hoping for a video. Emiliaâs parentsâ divorce was still fresh and a very sensitive subject to Emilia, causing Macklin to shutter due to the distaste in her momâs voice.
To change the topic, Macklin said, âEmiliaâs gonna love these shirts. Well, sheâll probably be more embarrassed than anythingâŚ.â He directed his attention down to the t-shirt with Emiliaâs face plastered on the front along with her number and last name on the back in bright orange lettering.
âWell, itâs our job to embarrass her of course!â She said with her signature cackle. Her mom then noticed some of the girls making their way off the field towards the locker room. âOh, theyâre heading off! Do not forget the flowers!â She pointed at the bouquet next to Macklin while sporting a huge smile.
âHow could I forget,â He said as he snatched the flowers from the spot. He trailed behind Mrs. Richardson as they went down to the gate which led to the field. The closer they got to the bottom, the more anxious he got.
Tonight was the night Macklin was going to finally confess to Emilia. Ever since freshman year, heâs been head over heels for her, but both their parents argue heâs been obsessed with her longer than he had realized it. The last time he got her flowers for his homecoming proposal, it went well. Itâs why he decided to do it again.
While Emiliaâs mom chatted with some of the other playersâ moms who also waited to congratulate their daughters, a couple of the girls on the team noticed Macklin and the flowers in his hand. It was obvious who they were for, so a few of them began whispering to one another. The more stares he got, the clammier his hands became.
It wasnât until a group of freshmen girls were about to make their way into the locker room when the redhead girl, which Macklin recognized to be Emiliaâs little for senior night, spotted Macklin and the flowers.
She stopped the whole group and turned their attention to Macklin. âAre those for Emilia?â She asked.
âUh, yeah.â He rubbed the back of his neck with a small smile on his face. âThey are.â He shouldnât be to display his feelings for Emilia, but something about these girls intimidated the hell out of him.
âOh em gee!â She squealed as she held up her finger before saying, âIâll go get her!â She abandoned her friends, sprinting back onto the field while her friends surrounded the gate. They were obviously excited to witness this moment between her and Macklin, but this drew even more attention to him. It would be different if he knew a majority of these people like he did with hockey, but this wasnât his scenery so he was prone to stage fright.
The redhead came back faster than Maclin expected, dragging Emilia by the arm. She was obviously confused about why there were so many people waiting around for her. The other freshmen parted for her, making a path which led straight to Macklin, resembling a something similar to a wedding.
The realization dawned on her as soon as she made eye contact with Macklin. All Macklin could do was stare at her with admiration, captured by how beautiful she was even after kicking ass on the field.
She let out a loud cackle, similar to her momâs, causing Macklinâs heart to swell. âI thought we were done with these types of grand gesturesâ She then looked around cautiously before joking once more, âThereâs no posters spelling out prom, right?â
âAhh, youâre not so lucky this time,â Macklin said before pulling her into a tight bear hug. The tension he had felt before loosened in this embrace. She fit perfectly in his arms, making him never want to let her go..
He knew he had to eventually, so when they pulled away, he held out the flowers for her to take. âWhat would you have done with these if we lost?â She asked before bringing them to her nose and smelling them.
âConsolation flowers?â He shrugged, which won another laugh from her. It was a sound he could never get tired of, and the euphoric feeling knowing what heâs said made her laugh could never be topped.
Emiliaâs mom finally strayed from the other moms, coming back to Macklin and Emilia. âBefore you go back to the locker room, I want to take a picture of you two!â
The little audience that congregated around the pair had finally vanished, now leaving Emilia alone. Macklin felt even more relieved as he wrapped her arm around Emiliaâs waist, her head naturally landing on his chest.
After her mom snapped a few pictures, the two broke apart and Emilia announced, âI have to go, butIâll be back out shortly.â She turned to her mom and said, âIs it fine if I go with Macklin to get some food?â
âYes of course, Em. Iâll see you at home,â Mrs. Richardson said before Emilia ran off into the locker room. When the door shut, she turned to Macklin and squinted. âYou two behave,â She joked, but Macklin wasnât sure if she was 100% joking or not.
He flashed her a thumbs up and said, âGot it.â
Once alone, all of the thoughts he originally had came flooding back. What if she said no? Then what? Would it be awkward? Would they be normal like they used to be? Then, what if they broke up and stopped talking to one another?
Macklin closed his eyes and collected his thoughts into one. All these thoughts were trying to hold him back, but he knew to overcome them. Nowâs not the time to stay silent. He knew what he wanted.
He wanted Emilia.
âŚ
Emilia plopped into the passenger seat, as if her often sitting in it granted her ownership, and shut the door behind her. She had thrown everything else in the back except for the flowers, which she made sure were treated tenderly. âSo, where are we heading off to?â She asked, looking over in Macklinâs direction.
Macklin shut his door and looked over at Emilia, realizing how close they were. Their faces were only inches apart making it to where Macklin could see every detail on her face.
Her eyes twinkled in the light of the night sky, she hadfreckles scattered across her face, and her lipslips were slightly parted. He paid extra attention to her lips, pushing down the urge to kiss them right then and there. Itâs not like he hasnât before.
âMacklin?â Her voice drew him out of the daze she put him in.
His eyes shot back up to her own, watching as her eyebrows furrowed. With the memory of their kiss conquering every other thought in his mind, he spoke,. âYou remember when we kissed during that game of Spin the Bottle?â
She was taken aback, twitching before responding with,, âhow could I forget? I mean, it was my first.â She had a lighthearted tone, contradicting Macklinâs serious one.
He licked his dry lips before pulling away from her.. âYou know it was mine too right?â He came across as charismatic and smooth when really, Macklin had the lingering fear of his feelings not being reciprocated.
Her eyebrows drew together as she scoffed in disbelief. âNuh-uh.â She mirrored his body language before looking off to the field with her mouth still open. âWhy didnât you say anything?â She looked back at him with her brows still furrowed.
âBecause I was embarrassed,â He answered truthfully. He held eye contact as he felt the air in the car grow thicker as the tension between them grew.
âWhy, because your first kiss was me?â She was trying to maintain her playful tone, but Macklin knew better than anybody she knew what was coming next. Theyâve had many interactions like this recently where one of them, mostly Macklin, have come close to crossing the friendship line into uncharted waters. Emilia always back peddled by making something into a joke when things got too real.
Typically Macklin would drop it and retreat back to safety and pretend nothing happened, but curiosity into what was in the unknown caused him to timidly cross over the line. âNo, because everyone says you get attached to your first⌠and I did.â Emilia stopped talking.
The silence crashed into Macklin like a monstrous wave, trying to pull him beneath the water to make him accept defeat and swim back to the friendship shore. He knew he wasnât backing out now. With his head above the metaphoric waters, he continued.. âEmilia, you have no idea what that kiss did to me.â
âMacklin, that was 3 years ago.â She was trying to guide him back to shore, trying to save him from facing uncertainty head on. Macklin thought of giving up, taking her hand and letting her pull him back to safety, but the hand had different intentions. âWhy are you saying something now?â She asked, letting Macklin guide her into the water, dipping her toes in to get a feel.
It caught Macklin off guard, but her eyes pressured him to keep talking. âThatâs the thing. I canât keep living in this fantasy world that weâre just friends. I canât keep seeing other girls and lying to them that weâre only friends..â She had inched closer, but she was still behind the line. She still hadnât left the safety of their friendship, but the glint in her eyes spoke to Macklin more than her words. She was considering diving head first.,
âI want our friendship to change into something more.â He blurted without a second thought. Her eyes widened, causing Macklinâs heart to sink with disappointment.. âThatâs not the look I was hoping for.â He began to let go of her hand, letting himself drift off with the current.
âNo Macklin! IâŚâ Her hand stretched out, catching him before he fully descended and lost her. In doing this, her body became more submerged into the water, but the look in her eye told Macklin she didnât care, she mightâve not even realized it. .
âI like you, a lot actually, but Iâm scared.â She finally confessed before licking her dry lips. Macklin couldâve imagined it, but he couldâve sworn seeing her eyes briefly fall to his lips before meeting his. âWhat if we cross this line and we can never go back to the way it used to be?â
âItâs a risk Iâm willing to take for you,â He answered without hesitation. âBut what I do know is Iâm tired of hiding this from you and everyone else.â He pulled on her hand to convince her to join him, to cross the line and make the passage to somewhere more. âEmilia, I want you to be my girlfriend.â
His question was able to force a smile to appear on her face as she nodded her head. She dove head first into the metaphoric water by answering, âYes. I thought youâd never ask.â
#macklin celebrini imagine#macklin celebrini x fem!reader#macklin celebrini#macklin celebrini x reader#macklin celebrini x oc#apricotâs fanfics#boston college#hockey fanfiction#unchartedwatersau!
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bambi
part vii
summary:
kind, sweet and the definition of innocent, obsessed with pink, bows and all animals but especially deers. y/n has barely held a boys hand let alone been kissed until rafe cameron lays eyes on her
a/n:
hey hi iâm back home! finally! man i hope yall understand what i mean when i say itâs so attractive when guys do tht thing when they drive one handed with their palm and do the spinny thing yano đđ oh wow i am looking back at this and THIS IS SO LONG IM SORRY i genuinely have explosive verbal diarrhoea its incurable đđ so pls grab a snack or something anyway hope u guys enjoy!
rafe lead you out to his car, his hand hovering over the small of your back. he opened your door for you and closed it before jogging around to his seat, handing you his phone. âyouâre in charge of the music.â he looked at you and winked before starting the car.
âhmmm but i donât know what to play, what do you feel like?â you asked, thumbs nervously hovering over the keyboard.
âplay me your music, thatâs what i wanna hear, just click on one of your playlists dollâ and so you obliged, pressing shuffle on your favourite playlist. as lana del rey started playing, he looked over to you, âcuteâ. the music was far from what rafe would usually listen to but it was so incredibly you. he couldnât help but to steal glances at you as he drove, watching the way the glow of the sunset was hitting your face in the most picturesque way. you hummed along to the words of say yes to heaven, your eyes locking with rafeâs as you sung âiâve got my eyes on youâ causing you both to smile at each other. âyouâve got such a pretty voice on you.â
âthank youâ you say as he pulled into the restaurant parking lot, immediately blushing as his arm goes around the back of your seat as he reversed back into the parking spot. âvery impressiveâ you said giggling as he winks at you.
âi aim to please.â he gets out of the car, quickly jogging to open the door for you. he leads you to the restaurant, his hand finding the small of your back. âreservation for rafe cameronâ he says to the host who smiles back at the two of you, quickly nodding before leading you to your table.
âitâs beautiful rafeâ you say looking out at the sunset gleaming down on the docks. you canât help but to smile at him, this was your first ever date and everything felt perfect. it truly felt like you were in one of your favourite romcoms that youâve watched over and over.
âiâm glad you like it, i think so tooâ he smiled back at you, he was completely blown away at how beautiful you were. every single moment spent with you had him falling faster than he ever had before.
âooh oh oh i know what i wantâ you exclaimed closing the menu seconds after opening it. you smile at him, swinging your feet under the table like a giddy little girl.
âhow do you know already, i just watched you open it.â rafe laughed at you.
âi saw ravioli and needed to look no further.â you said in a matter of fact way. you canât hide the grin on your face.
âravioli huh? yâknow the steak here is undeniably the best thing on the menuâ he smirks at you before closing his menu and placing it down.
âoh really? maybe iâll try it thenâ you said looking up at him through your lashes.
the waiter soon came over to take your orders, âiâll have ribeye, medium rare thanks.â rafe said handing the waiter his menu before looking over at you expectantly.
âcould i please have the ravioliâ you say handing the waiter your menu before looking over at rafe who was feigning betrayal.
âand here i was thinking you were going to get the steak. absolute betrayal.â
you couldnât help but to giggle at his antics, âiâm truly sorry, the craving for ravioli was just to deep.â you smiled over at him, âbesides why would i need to get the steak when i can just steal some of yours.â
âi cannot believe what iâm hearing, who wouldâve thought little miss y/n could be so evil.â you playfully rolled your eyes at him before your eyes locked with each other and suddenly it was like you were the only people in the room, scratch that the only people in the world. âgod youâre so beautiful.â you immediately looked away trying to hide the fact your cheeks were flushed red. âseriously itâs like each time i look into you eyes, everything else disappears and iâm swept away by this beautiful gorgeous angel in front of me.â you looked back at him, a smile creeping upon your face. âjust a shame youâve got such poor menu choices.â
âoh shut upâ you stuck your tongue out at him. the waiter came over with your meals. âwow look at this ravioli, i made the right decision.â
âdoesnât even come close to this mouthwatering steak mmm, câmon i know youâre regretting your choice right about now.â
you popped a piece of ravioli into your mouth, âmm mm nm so goodâ you muffled out.
âfinish whatâs in your mouth before you finish speaking, god hasnât anyone ever taught you table mannersâ he teases before you both started laughing. he cut a bite of the steak off and offered it to you. your lips wrapped around the steak as you ate it off his fork. you couldnât lie that was some beautifully cooked steak.
âokay that was pretty good, but my ravioli is still definitely the better option.â you returned the favour offering rafe a piece of your ravioli.
âi mean itâs good.â rafe smiled back at you unable to respond, still thinking about how gorgeous you looked, even the way you ate his steak was driving him crazy.
you both finished up your food continuing to steal glances at each other. as you got up to leave, rafeâs arm found the small of your back and his head dipped down to your ear, âyou ready to admit my steak was better.â
you looked up into his eyes smiling, you whispered a small âneverâ before the two of you walked towards the door.
âyo rafe broâ, you were quickly interrupted as topper dapped up rafe bringing him in for a hug. ďżźâdamn bro whatâs up, man whatâre you doing here?â
rafe placed his arm around your shoulder, âwe just grabbed some dinner.â topper looked over to you, his eyes nearly popped out his head.
âoh shit man nice.â he turned his attention to you, ây/n right?â you nodded giving him a small smile. âiâm topper, you can call me top though if you wantâ he smiled back at you. âgod iâm starving man i canât wait to get the ravioli, itâs crazy good here.â
rafe rolled his eyes as you giggled, causing topper to raise his eyebrow. ânot you too man, the ribeye is a hundred times better.â
ânah bro, the ravioli is the moveâ you nod with topper in agreement, âsee she gets it. yo thatâs crazy bumping into you bro, iâm actually meeting ruthie here in a sec, we couldâve gone on a double date man.â
âdamn what a shame, we sure did miss outâ rafe says sarcastically causing you to giggle and topper to roll his eyes.
at that moment ruthie walked over placing her hand on toppers shoulder, âwhatâs the holdup iâm starvingâ, she looked over at rafe and then you. âoh wow y/n, did not expect to see you here with rafe of all people.â
âwhat do you mean by that ruthie?â rafe is quick to fire back at her, not wanting to deal with her rubbish.
âjust not used to her being around you yâknow-â
âwell you can get used to it.â his arm moved to grip around your waist, you felt his thumb drawing small circles against your skin.
âhow cute, oh i have an idea, why doesnât y/n come to the bonfire tomorrow rafe, that is if you havenât invited her yet.â ruthieâs eyes narrowed at you clearly trying to get under your skin.
âyeah man that sounds great, iâm sure y/n would prefer to hang around me and the guys over you anywayâ topper said trying to lighten the mood.
rafe looked down at you, sensing you were uncomfortable, âalright bro well weâre gonna go iâll see you later.â you smiled at topper before rafe lead you outside the restaurant to his car. he made sure you got into the passenger seat of the car before he got into his seat, looking over to you, âare you alright?â
âi just donât understand why she has to be such a-â
âbitch?â he looks over to you and smiled. he reached over to hold your hand his thumb tracing small patterns on the back of your hand. âruthieâs just like that, a bit of a miserable person. i really donât know what top seeâs in her.â he looked over to you a smiled, âand look you donât have to come to the bonfire if you donât want to, itâll be loud and people can get a bit messy, we can do something else.â
âno itâs fine, i want to go to the bonfireâ you looked over to him, âiâve never actually been to one before.â
âiâll make sure itâs worth it thenâ he said as he pulled into your driveway. he got out the car before coming around to open your door, holding his hand out for you to take. he walked you to your door before tucking a strand of hair behind your ear, âi hope you enjoyed tonight because i know i did.â
âi loved it rafe, truly.â you canât help but to smile at the handsome boy stood in front of you.
âiâm gladâ he said smiling back at you.
you reached up onto your tippy toes, planting your hands on his shoulders to support yourself as you placed a delicate kiss onto rafeâs cheek âgoodnight rafe.â
âgoodnight princess.â
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