#but aside from that? it's kinda eh
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I do quite like project mirai I'm pretty sure it was the intention but it really does have a very like. Playing with toys vibe. The PSP project divas (esp extend <3) are still my all time favourites though I love the "future" energy those games bring to the table.
#art talks about stuff#''barney what are your thoughts on megamix then?'' i'm going to be real with your hypothetical follower/mutual:#megamix is kinda boring to me#don't get me wrong it's enjoyable and i still might get myself a copy#the customization is pretty cool + the expansive track list is nice + i love slide notes#(also having the ui in a language i'm fluent in helps but whatever)#but aside from that? it's kinda eh#no diva rooms. no player profile. no edit mode. no fanart as loading screens#also i straight up am not a fan of the graphics sorry#edit: before anyone tries to ''how dare you say we piss on the poor'' me: i'm not saying liking it is bad. i like megamix it's fun#however compared to other games in the series it is somewhat lacking imo
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HSR x Fate UBW coming in Q3 2025 !
(I write these in mind for anyone doesn't know Fate series at all)
For now it's unknown will it come with stories or just skin or full pack with playable UBW character
Not long ago HSR had interview with FGO team, the magazine only release their Q&A but considering both side love each other project, these collab shouldn't really suprising. If there's suprising fact is why only UBW not FGO directly ? Since there is no info about collab details, let's make some analysis for now :
FGO especially Fate series is really big world ! If you need comparasion, it's not only Honkai Impact world but all Hoyoverse become one and you need to know at least a bit of each title to make sense about Fate series !
Continuing point above, which is the reason they gave us years for this collab ! Their developer consider years should be enough for player to quick read most Fate series franchise (lol)
Fate as whole already into their 20 years old now so it's kinda impossible for anyone to learn that series from start (even I only know fifty percent of it). So to make it simple, they just pick their well known franchise but not making players too confused about their world building which is Fate Stay Night. UBW is decent choice considering what's happened with other two.
If anyone need comparasion, UBW kinda like GGZ in term of popularity and reminiscing (lol) while FGO kinda like former Genshin in term of popularity.
I kinda saw FGO pretty desperate nowdays or maybe they're already out of idea to promote Fate series onward. For anyone doesn't know, FGO was the king of mobile gacha games but after Genshin release their revenue drop sharply and with more Chinese gacha games out lately, you can say now it's their lowest situations so to be honest Fate series feels like gonna dying sooner or later which is this collab came.
I can say for sure that this collab came from HSR side since those otaku ops growth like now while watching/reading Fate series (lol) so I think there's no way HSR or even Fate team will slack off especially for storytelling since it's Fate main selling (if there's one for collab later lol)
Onto collab prediction since it's specifically UBW, means the main character is either Rin or/and Emiya. Maybe anyone still not read questionable leaks but there's info this collab need two version to finish means there's at least four and max six new character avaliable later. Considering UBW stories, I can think of Saber and Gilgamesh or maybe Kirei can join the roaster too.
Now for everyone who doesn't know Fate series and need pointer for later collab, first please watch Fate Stay Night, it have three titles with same story premise but different PoV with different ending (Fate Stay Night 24 episode -> Fate Stay Night Unlimited Blade Works 1 movie -> Fate Stay Night Heaven's Feel 3 parts movie). Next it's Fate Stay Night prologue, Fate Zero 24 episode and you're good to breakthrough the collab only.
Sounds simple right, which is the reason they choose Unlimited Blade Works for collab. If FGO, you could swarm yourself with 9 years FGO lore materials + other works with and without "Fate" titles on it (lol)
#honkai star rail#fate grand order#fate stay night#unlimited blade works#if you asked me am I happy with this collab ?#the answer either yes and no#yes means hsr could learn from fgo storytelling (then again if the collab have story)#I once said that fgo have a best story and its much better than genshin hsr#yups since fgo storywriter kinoko nasu there (lol)#so yeah I more excited with nasu will write the story or not#no means since it's ubw#eh even it's different francise too I still can't excited#fate series mc aren't that appealing (lol)#even with different mc in the end it's saber again#anyways once nasu wrote one story worth of standalone franchise and it's still in fgo hall of fame (yups lb 6)#anyone read lb6 should know their godlike story...#it's masterpiece#if fate still famous I think lb6 should deserve an anime#nasu storywriting is what people called (at least) awesome to perfect#while genshin and hsr still soft on conclusion parts especially hsr#what the hell with 2.3 !?#still better than luofu but it still soft#but 2.3 makes me lower overall penacony rating#it's like you enjoy a full course but the dessert feels too sweet for overall dish#the course feels good but the last part kinda destroy your overall enjoyment (lol)#and what makes fate interesting is they write historical people pretty near the actual one#aside it's genderbender and white of course#you wanna know arthurian legend ? just read fgo saber and all her retainers profile (lol)#or shinsengumi ? they have some people too#or indian mahabarata
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POINTS ‼️‼️NEW RIKU ICON‼️ REAL‼️ GRAHHHHH HE LOOKS AWESOME 🔥🔥🔥
Ahh thank you Misty :3c
Here is the uh full icon for those who want to see it properly 👉👈
He's my silly little goose :3 my funny boy
Also uhm a bonus and a little lore drop I'd planning to make for a while undercut ehe
Tada this is Riku's actual eye colour! Much similar to Mitsuru's :3 He wears eye contacts throughout a lot of Captain AU's story and if you ask him why he will give you a different answer every time ehe
#asks#misty-wisp#riku kirijo#oc tag#i cant believe im doing this lmao#but if im gonna do it ill do it scared#but tada riku's official look!!#well aside from teh outfit i'll explain that in a bit#but i can safely say i am 100% happy with this design now :3c#his outfit is kinda what im thinking he'd wear in the catt au! he refuses to wear the actual gekkoukan uniform so hes gonna wear the varsit#jacket instead! <- 100% my personal bias for the jacket i own it and its the most comfortable thing i own#and the ring has lore but eh i wont go into it now#i was gonna post the full doodle page but u know what baby steps#and yeah lmaooo riku actually has brown eyes surprise#the actual reason for the contacts thing is because i couldn't pick between the two eye colours i really like both#but brown eyes is more realistic so its his true look ehe#and uhm yeah idk what i was doing with the expression but nico pointed out it looks like one of yukari's sprites LMAO#unintentional on my part but he is a mama's boy#depnding on how this goes ill post the rest of the doodles#but wow can u guys believe the last time i posted proper art was 2021#not including the lil character bio sheet i did in 2022 that was a lil doodle#but ehm nico said my arts improved and my gf is always praising my art so im uhm gonna share#i need a new art tag tbfh
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i think my favorite part of my p4 playthrough is that i somehow never got pixie and had to go back to get her when trying to fuse black frost for the shadow mitsuo fight. i still don't know how that happened i was in the castle for so fucking long sfldkjskfjfdksfdkjfd-
#rambearling#persona 4#p4#i love my black frost by the way he's so fucking strong. he and izanagi are my mvps <3#mind charge + maragidyne/bufula (i wasn't able to get bufudyne on him for some reason) is so overpowered#i don't have ziodyne on izanagi though annoyingly enough-#probably should've figured out what persona gets ziodyne's skill card at chagall's :/ that's how i got zionga on him#eh there's always new game plus. won't be able to fuse izanagi-no-okami immediately anyway#even if i could i don't think i would cuz a level 91 persona would be waaaaay too overpowered-#can't you get magatsu-izanagi too. so many izanagis..............#irrelevant to the tags but i can't think of pixie without thinking of that one video where yu doesn't know his personas names#and calls high pixie lesbian-#dog by the foot is my favorite persona. and about eight snakes. the one i got from shuffle time. kill rush-kun#that's kinda how i refer to my personas in my head when playing a lot of the time sflkfdjsjfdksfdkjfds-#i honestly barely use the velvet room................ this is my first time actually playing persona okay-#in p5 my moms always spend like an hour in the velvet room looking at guides to figure out what personas to get-#and then there's me playing p4 and just looking at the list and fusing whatever personas look cool and don't need izanagi or black frost-#i mean i. kind of try to get good coverage? kind of#i don't think i have any wind skills on my team aside from izanagi having magaru-
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so this idea for a helaena dragonriding outfit is already my favorite dragonriding outfit design ive done so far
#the costume design bug is coming backkkk (ive already had sketches for aeg2)#now aemond is gonna be the hardest one of all cause his iconic silhouette is kinda antithetical to the loose and flowy look#im giving to the targ menswear#aside from the dragonriding outfits#eh ill figure something out. i do have ideas for how to get some structured sleek sleeves for him that still have some flair#maybe ill borrow select elements from rhaenyra's costumes#i mean as for targ menswear. ive really only drawn jace havent i?? maybe the chiton look is trendy w the younger men#and aemond is looking to copy daemon who prefers a sleeker silhouette#oh i forgor i also drew grown!rhaenyra and baela w more masc styles. but they both kinda march to the beat of their own drum#and their fits might be considered more androgynous#jace (and aeg2) both strike me as guys who'd chase fashion trends (casually ofc). or maybe theyd be the trendsetters since they're royalty
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im bored rn, here's what i'd have liked ash's gen 8 team to look like
#kinda ehhhhh on rillaboom cause i actually think cinderace would work better for him#but we're assuming that goh still exists in this au and he gets scorbunny still cause i love their relationship#anyways rillaboom and corviknight are the starter and bird he typically gets#(even aside from that i just think corviknight is SO good for him#alcremie is so he can get one fairy type cause i hate the mimey retcon. pussy move#he could also have another mon on here that he had to release for some reason but he'd done that two gens in a row beforehand#so it's probably fine#also its the same alcremie he had in that one episode#falinks is mostly just cause i think it'd have had GREAT episode potential. like it'd make for a good mini arc#maybe ash only meets the captain one at first and its all sad cause it has no troops so ash has it tag along#to find some. and once they do then they let him capture them#though im open to sirfetch'd coming back here#and ofc he actually had a dracovish in the show and it works as like the weird one you wouldnt expect on his team#cause i really feel like sm was missing an oddball not as popular pokemon#may do one for chloe too cause she was done dirty. not doing one for goh cause his team flucuates and i like it like that#hes building a sanctuary and he's got some common guys that keep coming but its all up to chance#oh and ill do a paldea one too#i kinda wanted to leave one mon unevolved but eh its fine
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Yall, I had the weirdest nightmare (dream?) last night that I only just now remembered to share. I thought I wrote it down and posted it hours ago, but I suppose not.
Anyway, story time for those of yall interested in the weird nightmare I had about Callum Crown!
So I don't remember much, but I was sittin down talkin to none other than my latest fixation, Callum Crown. Like, 1960 Callum, not old man Callum. But we were just sittin there talkin, I'm not sure what about cuz it was all blurry. But he kept lookin at me in a funny way. I didn't know what that was about but we kept talkin. And by some point, I got this uneasy feelin, which is my brain tryna tell me this is a nightmare, not a dream, but before I could do anythin, I was shoved to the floor. I was on the floor, Callum on top of me, and BAM! He started tearin out my throat with his teeth(?) He was actively eatin me for some reason.
I know it's kinda impossible for him to do that cuz the phone head and all, but in this nightmare, he had teeth like how some people draw Phonegingi. Which was like suuuppeerr weird to see in a first person perspective. But yeah, he ate me for some reason. Thats cool.
Update: doodled up a sketch of kinda what it looked like.
#dusty yaps#should i even tag this as callum crown#eh#cuz it was kinda cool#aside from the whole#gettin eaten thing
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you can tell who actually came here to fish and knows the horrors of the sun and who is just here for fun silly pr and have no intentions to deep sea fish
#only 3 boys came with long sleeve light weight shirts? oh we've lost the ancient texts#yeah ekkys worn that hoodie before#thats one of his many fishing outfits#because ofc the man who bought a fucking fishing boat because he kept annoying matheson about taking him out on his boat has fishing outfits#ekky did not come here to play hes locked the fuck in#while mikksy and forsy do fish and have gone deepsea fishing before you can kinda tell its not super their thing#forsy has stated before he likes lake fishing more despite ekky taking him out for some deep sea fishing#and mikksy has bragged about catching a dorado but thats about as much fishing stories ive heard from him#aside from the sturgeon tagging trip ekky organised (and mikksy was invited!!! so he does like fishing a lot!!!!)#lundy also likes fishing and does fish in the summer#but the scandinavians give more of a “i like lake fishing more than deep sea fishing” vibe#ekky has also taken benny out fishing in his boat but it seems more of a eh its a fun activity to fuck around with if a friend invites me#but im not gonna go out of my way to do it like ekky does#anyways why am i rambling about fishing in the tags jesus#im just here for maffhews cute fun flirty shorts hes been flaunting about in the same way animals have favourite colours#which tend to be fluorescent because its very attention grabbing re: gators preferring the colour pink and gravitating towards pink flowers#if they fall in their water enclosures yeah that was a study i read the article and it was fantastic
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Likes: Horse riding
Dislikes: Waiting in lines
Star sign: Aries
#fence comic#fence#sungchul park#i like to try out new art styles its fun#when i first saw him i literally thought#ohhh?? is that? ANOTHER socially awkward cute asian boi??#ehe jokes aside i really like him he is the normal one in the halverton team#the others are the kinda suspicious leader who wants to steal seiji#elliott from stardew#and buff simon snow#the halverton team. i love them#anyways we need more sungchul art and i wanted to draw him a few times but#then i realised that he kinda looks like my cousin#and this ruined the magic for me#sorry too many tags#my art#fence fanart
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Something that I have been secretly obsessing over for forever is the idea of a Ben 10 (or general Omnitrix wielder) that goes full superhero and goes and designs secret identities for EVERY transformation, seeing as how though perhaps the wielder themself is from a human perspective disguised behind the face of an alien, well- fairly certain that transformations have their own degree of recognisability themselves-
Find out more in the cut below-
I mean, from the perspective of a human Omnitrix wielder like Ben or many other characters from canon to original may focus on the visual aspect of recognition, so maybe species with more than one recognisable feature or a completely different set of recognition (vulpimancers may recognise scent and perhaps sound, pyronites may recognise - among sight - heat signature or temperature) are kinda looked over without actually putting their all into studying ‘what makes me recognisable’, but like- in all honesty this is just me rambling about what human masks would fit the Omnitrix translation to certain alien transformations without proving detrimental to any of their abilities.
What kind of mask would a lepidopterran wear, one that conserves confidentiality without detracting from mouth-based protectiles, what about piscciss volann with their biting? What about a mask with a beaded mouth covering, perhaps one with antennae (or lures) of it’s own? What kind of mask that a human can wear be safely used on a pyronite? Give em a flame retardant gas mask, one maybe with an open back just to maintain the flame headed aesthetic.
Can you even mask every transformation? Beyond the Omnitrix sample of arburian pelarota being the very few examples of the newly practically if not extinct species, can you mask a face that rests on the main body? Is recognition of Arburia dictacted in fact by the face of a pelarota or is it determined by shell and (apparently they have hair) fur patterns?
Well, perhaps in that case a superhero outfit is best for the situation!
What superhero mask doesn’t come it with it’s own superhero costume? Well perhaps you could outfit your arburian pelarota transformation with a cloth ‘mask’ that physically acts as the shirt, they do after all have ‘eyeless vision’, all in due part according to their sensory fur (how do you think they see when rolling rolling?). Why not pair our pyronite mask with a firefighter coat, make them seem like a heroic rescuer rather than a TF2 Pyro main, the chunkier and more Fire Force it looks the better. And what about another member or a near extinct species petrosapiens sporting layers of sound absorbing clothing, worn with perhaps a full head mask that also helps insulate from sound as a defense whilst keeping up an optimal level of anonymity.
Masks with bells, give them to aliens that recognise with sound. Masks with real flowers, give them to aliens that recognise with scent. Put a mask in the fridge or let it sit in the sun, give it to an alien that recognises temperature.
What degree does body shape affect alien recognition, how different do you want to make the body look, how does your superhero outfit work to perhaps benefit your transformation.
How do you mask an opticoid? Give them a lacy mask/shirt, they don’t give a shit about chest nudity! How do you costume a gourmand? Give them a jacket they can zip right open, maybe just straight up sleeves with extra material that MIMICS a jacket! How about a loboan? Give them a long-nosed eye mask, it doesn’t need to cover the mouth so long as it covers the top of the snout!
Ough I love masks so much-
#ben 10#what do i even tag this as...#eh *shrugs* this is just complete#rambling#honestly i was gonna use this post as an excuse to take a picture of all my non-covid masks#which is about *does a kinda literal head check* about 21 unique masks#which includes one of those dollar store masks who's only feature is the fake flower i decorate it with#but excludes the two masks that i painted for an art protect which- while functionally wearable- are a bit too precious to consider doing so#says me who owns amongst the 21 masks 3 genuine venetian masks one of which is the most elaborate mask i own#but anyway i found an old omnitrix wielder oc that had gone with the whole superhero id thing#but it was clearly when i was a fan of tokyo ghoul (aka one mask across all forms regardless of if it worked + casual outfit)#somewhat related i wonder what other alien cultures have as superhero designs because i guess that informs what 'disguised' means#does one who recognise scent used a perfume instead of a mask? does one cover themselves in icepacks to look colder?#and keep in mind- why the omnitrix wielder may be so attached to masks (aside from me being obsessed with them)#is that before and after transformation they gotta also protect themselves too#i guess this is like super reliant on picking the right outfit or getting the right transformation#but like if you can access the clothing programming of the omnitrix (which it clearly would have if ben gets unique clothes)#then you can have your very own human superhero outfit that only uses it's base component materials to act as source for alien outfits haha#ough i am thinking of firefighter hero heatblast (aka the theme and design that really inspired me to ramble)
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Always so sad when a product that changes other people's daily lives doesn't do the same for you... I know everyone's different but can I be the same here please
#this is about loop earplugs 😔💔#like they're not BAD but. aside from the shape they're not really noticeably better than foam earplugs for me#and in my right ear I can easily put it in place and it'll stay there#but it feels like my left ear is doomed to have Loose Earplug Syndrome. tried a few different caps#but it doesn't ever really feel like it is firmly placed in there#and also. I can still hear my upstairs neighbours moving around noises loud enough to interrupt me falling asleep#with the quiet ones that are meant for sleeping#I just take them out at some point during the night#and the engage ones do mute noise around me somewhat but I can't actually speak with them. my voice buzzes SO loudly inside my own ears#I lose track of what I'm saying immediately#sad though because they were. Not Cheap and I was hoping it'd be a good investment with my noisy neighbour#and I hear a lot of good about them which I believe... but for now they're just kinda. eh#stares out the window wistfully
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Okay, I'm working through my issues here. Will probably be incoherent.
So, finding out that you've been in a friends with benefits situation for two months without knowing that that wasn't a budding relationship is, in fact, a weird place to be in.
I honestly dont know how much I can trust the information that they gave to me though because it came from one of their personalities (thats the only word I've heard them say so thats what I'm using here) who noticeably has not participated in... non-platonic relations. I am unsure as to what anyone else in their head thinks or would say. The issue here is that I am never truly aware of who I am speaking to when I am interacting with them. The only reason I know this about him is that he made it very clear that the sexual things were outside of his wheelhouse. And yet he is the only one I have talked to about what we are, so I'm inclined to listen to his perspective over anything else. It is the only perspective I know. I think I would benefit from having a conversation with someone who I have been close to in different ways, but I am unsure as to how I would ask for that. We kinda dance around talking about this disorder a lot of the time, and though we are both slowly opening up about it, I am still struggling to find a way to talk about it. Part of me wants to just flat out ask them to tell me everything they know about their personalities and how they interact with me, and also wants to ask that I be told who they are whenever they feel comfortable telling me. I feel as though knowing those things would make navigating this entire situation easier. I am just afraid of the idea of them turning any questions back on me and making me answer anything about myself on the spot. I also hate springing conversations on other people because I know how much I hate it. I think thats something I can and should get over though.
Post ramble game plan: I am going to tell them that I would like to hear more about how they function in general and also how that pertains to their interactions with me. I will explain that it would make it easier for me to understand where they are at and ensure I am less upset by certain things and also know how to best interact with them. I will explain to them that if ever I am to open up to them to an equal degree, it would likely be over text as talking about myself openly is difficult. I will also explain that I do want to be understood by them, I want to be open, and the only reason I haven't is because I am afraid of being judged for my own existence. I need a lot of reassurance, and I do not want to burden anyone by making them be nice to me for my own comfort, so I often do not. I can also better explain my view that things dont have to be defined one way. That in my eyes putting the label that we are " just friends" feels like an end-all and that it's okay to consider this multiple things. Being multiple things is the only thing either of us knows how to do, so it only makes sense that we allow ourselves to be friends and ambiguous lovers and possibly partners, all depending on the day. I also will be sure to reiterate that I love them and I value and respect their perspective no matter who they are in the moment because I know that all perspectives here do matter.
#wow. a long ass ramble woah#hopefully any of this makes sense.#I have to hold off on literally all of this for a day or two bc we're busy with things but I think this is a good gameplan#if anyone has any suggestions or input I would love to hear it!#I just really want to say as much right as I can because its so complicated#and ultimately this all comes from being upset because one personality considers me to be like a little brother and it kinda grosses me out#which honestly I am learning to get over but its for sure spiraled some things#theres also some traumas about feeling cast aside because they treat me so differently in public than in private#& like. I do feel a bit like they're ashamed of me which.... eh#and that he brought up our age gap like its this noticeable thing which also made me feel like I'm being naive and stupid and used#but thats a whole other thing at this point
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i love having terrible outfit ideas for linebeck
#i dont actually have a ton. one that i came up with like fifteen minutes ago is#him wearing a shirt that says ‘i got possessed by a demon squid and all i got was turned on’#i have a like. month old ask draft. and im writing this shit. anyways#asides from just some weird whole outfit ideas plus just putting him in some of my irl outfits one of the (clearly) oldest stupid ideas is#that he has a pair of underwear thats just patterned with various colors of rupee all over w/ a gold one right over the crotch#which is kinda funnier now that i hc to not have a proper dick. he has it ironically and only he thinks its funny#otherwise its stuff like. wearing khakis with fishnets. i dont know a lot of stupid clothes. he hates hats#kitty patterned socks with little ears. now im just spitballing. idk if i want to actually tag this properly bc of the second tag lmao#my cat is screaming in the other room bc i cut his claws earlier so i put their food away n gave em wet food n they know ill feed em soon#linebeck#just him. maybe#eh fuck it lets just go full organizational#phantom hourglass#post-ph#technically#salty talks#him lying/joking abt how he felt abt bellumbeck is practically an inside joke between him and bellum#bc they both know damn well that he felt fucking awful during the while thing. and then they joke abt it a few months later
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wow i have not been doing anything but playing o.ctopath traveler 2
#ash rambles 💚#it's so good omg#not selfship related or anything! i dont have a thing for any of the travelers (although that may be subject to change)#my current party is o.svald/t.hrone/t.emenos/o.chette and theyre all so neat#that aside. it's kinda nuts that christmas is in less than a week! times flies!!!#i hope everybody a great holiday :D!#bit of a vent coming up btw#i can't say i've always been a shining beacon of self-love since i'm far from that but. ngl i've been feeling like my f/os wouldn't love me#as of late. especially my husband k.yohei and wife a.qua#and i feel bad since there hasnt really been anything that prompted this. i just feel unlovable and i worry that they would hate me or think#that i'm ugly or annoying or whatever#... or maybe it's just midnight and i'm depressed. but still!!#anyhow. that aside#more updates:#i have such a huge thing for t.ibarn from f.ire e.mblem that it's honestly embarrassing. bitches (me) really see a huge buff guy with facial#scars and start giggling and kicking their legs huh? i truly am so predictable#hmmm going back to the holidays! i like christmas a lot but i've never really done a huge celebration. really only getting something for my#sister + a few cousins. but hm... it always makes me think about fun holiday hangouts with my f/os#eh i'm sleepy and rambling#okay gamers! goodnight!#i hope i feel better in the morning. been feeling so so down about myself and my relationships with my f/os these past few days#vent#negative#will probably delete later
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Neurotypicals do research on. Disabilities before. Headcannoning characters with them challenge.
#not neg#?#i think?#does this come off as neg#apologies if it does#its supposed to be kinda funny#but eh#anyway#idk do what you want#but if youre like. headcannoning someone as something with no experience or knowledge aside from stereotypes#then maybe. pause a minute and do some.#research#idk
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Eh I shouldn't be sad because of that
#send someone on facebook birthday wishes and i see they saw that and didn't write back#which i kinda get...aside from fact we did not really have contact in years and we are no friends on facebook even i forgot two previous#years to wish her happy birthday...when i did wish happy new year probably should not do that then#but damn i did remember about her birthday few days before it and recalled few days after it so that was very annoying cause#it was too late#eh i guess it's might be weird to send wishes at all especially if new year ones didn't get answer but well. i kind of feel need#...especially to at at least this time cause it was really annoying last two years recalling it few days later#...also maybe i'm bit sad about that lost contact. i mean i guess it wasn't much but tbh i don't have much contact with anyone#...i also used to call her and then last time i think i kinda wanted to talk too much and told too much about myself (...well more of#ficional shipping) and then she had to finish call and i still feel bad that i talked too much#...and i wanted to next time more of ask things but then in september my phone broke and i lost all numbers and felt to awkward to ask for#number on facebok i guess#...i think it might be reason for unfriending on facebook? i mean that i didn't call...was it that year or next year#anyway yeah i know it's stupid but i'm sad and need to get it out#uh. i was expecting that though i just needed to wish for peace of my mind even if i did expect no answer#so i have to just accept that#...and stop thinking she might answer later she did already read not gonna happen
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