#but anyway. i digress
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banging my head against the wall every time I see someone reblogging a post of mine with tags mentioning the ‘unrequited confession’. we have been OVER this it is NOT a case of unrequited romantic love it is completely canonically up in the air as a possibility. listen to jayden revri himself and be enlightened i am begging you
#rambling#payneland#also getting recommended posts with this rhetoric fhdhfjdhd it’s just annoying cause it’s like. misinformation#if that scene was actually a rejection I’d feel a lot worse about this show as a whole like really it Matters that it’s not#do you really think Superhell 2: Escape From Superhell would be a good idea. because I feel like they’re actively trying to counter those#kinds of damaging or at least exhausting and overdone queer tropes#tragic unrequited gay boy hopelessly in love with his best friend suffering forever because he’s gay#is. exactly the kind of exhausting overdone queer trope that almost unequivocally makes me lose a lot of respect for a show#so it is very very very important to me that this is. not that. and the actors have cemented that fact openly#please………..please just listen to the words being said………don’t conflate uncertainty with rejection……..take my hand#that’s not to say edwin didn’t TAKE it as a rejection. because based on what he says to niko he absolutely did#which will make it all the more juicy when what he thinks is impossible starts to become real and within reach. eventually. hopefully#also- less explicit- but Charles’ hand-on-heart thing after their last hug… like you really don’t have to be a film major#(saying this as a film major) to deduce what that means and what its calling back to. it’s pretty easy to put 2+2 together there#but anyway. I digress
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i think my favorite part of the discourse around telemachus x antinous is that the focal point is their age difference and not the fact that antinous wants to rape penelope and force her to marry him. everyone visibly forgot about that line and instead decided to discuss whether antinous is 25 or 40 years old
and when i say everyone i mean regular shippers, i imagine that freaks get off on that specific part but casual defenders are just like umm:( antinous is actually one year younger so it's fine! and you turn your back and there's a dude with a light blue "rapist" shirt on
#me personally i think this ship is boring and uninteresting to the nth degree#i could open myreadingmanga or ao3 and find a thousand pieces that have this overused dynamic#bully x victim is like the worst dark dynamic of all time bc it's just... yawns???#it tastes like a spoonful of damp flour#but anyway. i digress#im gonna take a risk there hold on#epic the musical#epic#telemachus epic the musical#antinous epic
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i finally finished hsr 2.6 quest and like UUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHSDUFIHSIUDFISUDFHUISDHFUISDHFUISDHFUIASHDFUIASHDUIASHDIUASHDUIASHIDUHASDUIASOUIDHAUISDHUIASDHUIASDHUIASDHUIASDHIUASDHUIASHDUIASHDUIASHDUIASHDUIASHFUISHDFOIUSDHFIUOSHDGIUSHDGUIHSUIDFHUIASFHUIASDHUIASDHUIASDUIASDHUIASDHUIAHSDUIAHSDUIAHSUIDHASUIDHASUIDHIOASDJIAODSJIOASDHIOASDHIOASDHOIASDHOIEWHTRIOWEHRIOWEYRIOWQYRIOQYWOIYWQROIYQWRIUYQWRIUYQWRUIUQWROPUETUOIEWTUOIWERUOIWUROIASDJASDJASDJAKLSDHASDHUIRUIQWYHRUIYQWRUIYQWRUIQWRUIHASJKDHAJKSDHJKADHSJKASHDKASHDJHSADKHDSAKJHSADKHSDROIUUWQRYUIQWRYUIQWRYHWQHRJKASDHKJASHDKJASHDJKASHDJKASDHKASHDUASHFUIWQHRUIQWRUIQWGRIUQWRGIUQWRGIURGIUASGUIASGUIASDGUIASDGUIADGIUASD
#IIIII . FREAKING. LOVE. HSR SO MUCH#I FREAKING LOVE PENACONY SO MUCH YOU HAVE NO IDEA#I LOVE WHAT PENACONY REPRESENTS SO MUCH#IT KILLS ME IT KILLS ME IT KILLS MEEEEEEEEE#IT KILLS ME HOW IT DELVES INTO HUMAN DESIRES SO MUCH AND ESCAPISM AND DREAMS AND#AND THEN RAPPA!!!! AND MR RECA AND BOOTHILL AND ROBIN AND#EVERYONE AND#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#AAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I LOVE THE SELF AWARENESS IN THE NARRATIVE SM BC OF MR RECA ALONE#I LOVE IT#I LOVE THAT HE KEEPS REFERRING TO THE PLOT AND CHARACTERS AND FORESHADOWING AND ACTS N SHIT#IT HONESTLY MADE ME THINK OF THE CONSTANT “DO WE HAVE FREE WILL” QUESTION IN HSR#P INTERESTING TO THINK ABT ALL THIS BEING ORCHESTRATED BY THE DIRECTOR#AND NOBODY HAS FREE WILL IN THE END#SOMETHING SOMETHING INHERENT DEHUMANIZATION OF ACTORS#thats def not a subject i think abt all the time#but anyway. i digress#this game is so freaking good#i FUCKING LOVE HSR I LOVE PENACONY SO MUCH#I NEED PENACONY AS ITS OWN GAME I NEED ONLY PENACONY ITS SOOOOOO GOOOOOOOD#NOW 2.7 IS COMING AND SUNDAY !!!!! SUNDAY LORE AND VIDEOS AND QUESTS AND AAAAAA#IM SO EXCITED I LOVE HSR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#minnie post#penacony is so beautiful thinking abt it makes me sob
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he's so crazy we can't take him anywhere 😭🤣
#how atlus felt making the black mask design by far the most visually disturbing horrific thing witnessed by human eyes#what the FUCK is he wearing. what is that fucking OIL SPILL#didnt even BOTHER looking up a reference bc it was so hideous i didnt want to see it again.#“a persona users outfit reflects their desires and the manifestation of their persona” IS LOKI SUPPOSED TO BE A FUCKING ZEBRA???????????????#I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE THEY DID HIM SO DIRTY#ONLY GOOD THING ABT HIS OUTFIT IS THE SEXY SERRATED SWORD THAT COMES WITH IT#anyway i genuinely dont give a fuck if this isnt the canon design i refuse to draw that one#there is no way this bitch was the one behind all the mental shutdowns he looks like he cant even hold a sword 😭😭 stupid femboy twink😭😭#anyway i digress i loved watching his sanity rapidly deteriorate as he got the deer in headlights stare when he looked at you#anyway akechi flopped with this one 0/10 don't come back like this again#imagine dying in this fit not even the flames of hell would burn hotter than my unadultered rage 💀💀#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#goro akechi#akechi goro#lotus draws
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I kind of don't like how a lot of people forget that despite all the angst and the drama around Dean and Cas they are fundamentaly best friends.
How many times did Dean say it throught the entire show? Bobby in season 6 saying "Well, you just lost the best friend you ever had."
For Bobby to say that, knowing Dean better than even Sam in some regards, how many times had Dean been sitting with Castiel on the couch in his living room?
Cas doesn't sleep, and rarely does Dean, with the Apocalypse looming right behind him.
So all they had left, in those quiet nights were each other. And they were okay with it, because they liked each other's company.
#your honor they are in love#destiel rant#destiel#castiel#cas and dean#dean winchester#spn#supernatural#deancas#castiel novak#dean and castiel's profound bond#they are besties#we could get into detail about how their entire relationship fundamentally changed the second cas took on the leviathans#how castiel believed he could ever become something he was happy with and destroyed himself and murdered most of the other angels#and lost all form of self reflection and actualization in order to hate himself#and yes he magically got better after taking on sams memories but he was never alright ever again#and dean tried to go along with it#refused to see that there was anything wrong#ugh anyway#i digress
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another one that I'm not super happy with, but continuing to mess with it isn't going to help! so here he is! 🦇 there was a lot I was trying to get across in this one, so uhhhhh hopefully it reads.
we're almost out of unique magics now...just Ace (and maybe Grim?) left!
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#unique magic posters#drawing lilia slightly more on-model than i usually do feels so wrong#i just want to draw the tallest spikes#lilia: (writing down his height) 5'6“...5'2” in a hat#(actually i'm pretty sure he would just write 'fun-size' but i digress)#anyway lilia. hey lilia. your magic is not cradle-specific so WHY is it called that#did it come in like 'so in like 500-ish years we're going to have a significant moment with a cradle. just trust me bro.'#'in the meantime enjoy having the weirdest magic name ever'#probably came in useful for raising kids though#don't put that in your mouth don't you know where it's BEEN#because i do#(long stare off into middle distance) i know where it's been
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It’s funny that Sumire is the one with the Cinderella persona and Akechi is the one with the prince outfit and yet the most Prince Charming-coded thing in the game is Joker holding onto a single glove, waiting for its owner to return after the magic that let them spend a brief time together was over. The glove is functionally the same as a glass slipper. So in conclusion detective prince? more like disney princess--
#no chance of the glove breaking either. much more portable and practical than a glass shoe#which is why Mr. Yearner over here can carry it around in his pocket wherever he goes forever (which totally isnt sad at all)#anyway i was thinking of how akechi has a lot of fairytale-esque motifs. or at least his detective prince persona does#robin hood and all that#complete with evil father that rules the country (like an evil fairytale king) and dead mother and his desire to be a hero#it's probably why shuake works so well in Royalty AUs but i digress#my post#persona 5#persona 5 royal#shuake#goro akechi#akira kurusu#p5r akechi#p5r akira#p5#p5r#sumire yoshizawa#royal trio
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just musing about how niko was one of edwin's biggest unconditional supporters and gentle guides in his self-discovery of his sexuality, and i think it's so interesting that we still never saw edwin confide in her overtly about his feelings for/attraction to charles, though he easily could have at any time.
before the cat king ever shapeshifts into monty or charles to tempt edwin to realization, niko's there to tell edwin that it's okay for two boys to like each other, to let him know it's okay if he noticed monty when they first met, or if he enjoyed the idea of monty liking him; and she plainly tells him that he's completely allowed to want explicit things with another boy.
they talk about edwin's feelings and desires multiple times - he admits to her he's never kissed anyone, and even that the idea of kissing has become appealing to him. she asks him, does he want to kiss monty? does he want to kiss the cat king? but she never asks him directly, does he want to kiss charles? charles is the elephant in the room of that conversation, so to speak; the only other boy they know, the one she knows edwin is actually closer with than anyone else.
but she doesn't ask edwin about charles.
i think it's actually one way niko shows her love and care for edwin, her perceptive understanding of his boundaries, and her respect for his comfort, that she never pushes him to open up to her about this most vulnerable and newly-developing aspect of his truth—that his feelings are for charles—who is already the most important person in his life, and thus so much more life-alteringly consequential to him. even though she hasn't known edwin a long time she seems to grasp that he needs both the push and the personal space to come to his deepest realizations, even as she opens the door for him to come to them.
(i did consider for a split-second that maybe she never realizes it's charles that edwin's in love with, but i vetoed that thought immediately because... edwin just seems too deeply unsubtle for that to ring true. monty can see he's been passed over for charles. the cat king knows it immediately and asks about their 'special friendship,' and not just because he can literally read edwin's desires. crystal is going through amnesia and an identity crisis, and she still clocks that edwin and charles are like a married couple. so it only makes sense that niko can see it as well.)
plus, niko's got excellent reading comprehension, by her own admission; and she and edwin bond over both being great, astute detectives—getting to the bottom of a case is a love they share. and so i just think it's neat that between niko and edwin, the conversation about charles seems to remain deliberately unspoken even when it could easily become overt.
instead she speaks to edwin about charles in metaphors. she starts their conversation about physical intimacy and romance specifically with drawing edwin's attention to the red and blue starfish. "isn't it romantic? they're in love." they proceed to talk about monty, and about the cat king, but i doubt either she or edwin could fail to notice the color symbolism there. and when edwin tries to get scientific about it, she reminds him, "luckily, love requires no logic." and finally she gives him the red sea glass, for courage. courage to help him come to terms with what—and whom—he really wants, whoever it could be.
and in the end... edwin tells niko, "i did actually tell the boy i like that i like him." this is directly after niko tells edwin she's sorry monty turned out to be an evil spy crow and she and edwin commiserate about how things with monty didn't work out for him. and obviously, it was never the cat king edwin really liked. so, just like that, through process of elimination, edwin can only be talking about charles. and even then, they never say his name. they never have to.
i just think there's something awfully soft about how edwin's feelings for charles are first so deeply ingrained and natural to him as to be something he had to be woken to rather than something that happened to him suddenly. then once he was awake to what he felt and wanted, there's something i find lovely about the deep bond niko has with him, that she understands and honors his need to speak around his feelings for charles while holding space for him to still share them with her in his way. something about how charles is so deeply loved that it is easily understood, that he is there in the conversation without his name ever needing to be spoken.
#dbda#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#edwin payne#niko sasaki#payneland#lest it need to be said - i think niko's friendship with edwin is so much greater than just her being part of his awakening#but that is for a different post because i wanted to talk about this specific aspect of their friendship#i love edwin and niko so muhuuuch#they truly are friend-soulmates in such a beautiful way#but anyway i digress
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Totally random but this shot always makes me crazy:
This one, too:
I've rewatched this damn show like 50 times or more at this point and still I find myself always watching Charles even if he isn't the "focus" of the scene because not only is he always lurking and observing but he's also REACTING. Like, full face reactions at all times.
Oh to be a fly on the the wall of Charles Rowland's mind...
#Charles Rowland please share your thoughts with the class bby#because you obviously have some thoughts lmao#I have thoughts but I don't have the energy to do a full analysis rn#but ya'll get what I'm trying to say right?#Something something Charles is so expressive with his actions but keeps his thoughts and feelings close -#to his chest#anyway it's funny that Edwin has the big confession because Charles is down bad imo but I digress#dead boy detectives#dbda#charles rowland#edwin payne#payneland#the dead boy detectives#dead boy detectives netflix#dead boy detective agency#renew dead boy detectives#dbda netflix#jayden revri
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At some point a gal has so many posts labeled “Harry Du Bois coded” saved on her phone that she starts to think she might be the problem
#disco elysium#harry du bois#I think trying to name urself “tequila sunset” is trans coded#t4t kimharry is kinda real when u think about it#but i digress#if Harry had a cell phone think of the possibilities#he would accidentally uninstall flappy bird and cry about it#anyways last post like this I promise 🙏#I just had so many images saved I wanted to share em
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stargazing
#mlp#art#mlp fim#my art#my little pony#digital art#character art#sunset shimmer#twilight sparkle#sunlight#sunlight mlp#twiset#mlp twiset#sunset sparkle#mlp fanart#fanart#the little aliens from twitter#yknow#the aliens#from twitter#those guys#i posted this on the wrong blog first 😭#losing my mind out here#anyways i digress#i love this ship and had to draw it as them#credit to lilalienz4ever on twitter
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lautski on the bus
#dont mind me posting another laustki thing :)#listen theyre just cute god#i have so many sappy sickenly cute ideas and theyre the perfect characters for it okay?#who knows how many of those ideas I'll ever get to.. at least i got this one pit#out*#i also just wanted to draw more of them after rewatching npmd haha#not sure i rlly captured their characters design wise but im happy with how it turned out anyways :)#I'll just have to draw pete and steph more so that i can capture them better :)#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#team starkid#starkid#starkid fanart#stephanie lauter#peter spankoffski#fanart#my art#animation#hatchetfield#hatchetfield universe#hatchetverse#hm sappy and sickenly cute is actually not totally accurate actually but i digress#lautski
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have a lion dance for these trying times ♥♥
#i love you ms paint#thanks for getting me thru every artblock ever actually#ILY LION DANCE TOO#shaking trying not to infodump 3k abt their roles and why they fit#i need to do a tad more research anyway...#unfortunate bc it's difficult to find in depth stuff in english.. woe...#i digress#isat#in stars and time#isat siffrin#isat isabeau#in stars and time fanart#in stars and time siffrin#siffrin fanart#lion dance#lunar new year#for all u isat lion dance enjoyers#bc there will be more.#i am nothing if not self indulgent#artilite#artilite doodle
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I hsve an idea. Could u draw rose and ianto as besties
absOLUTELY I CAN
they’re chatting shit (lovingly) about their tall, long-coat-wearing, time-travelling, death-cheating, alien boyfriends who have spikey hair
#Jack is nursing 10s broken nose off screen from where Ianto decked him imo Ianto would not let 10s nonsense with Jack slide#jk Ianto would not punch him he would just make him instant coffee instead of The Ianto Special and then stew silently#doctor who#torchwood#torchwood fanart#rose tyler#dwmmm.ask#ianto jones#SORRY I DISAPPEARED FOR AGES EVERYONE IM BACK HELLO !!!!!!#apologies to all the people who have sent asks that are sitting in my inbox im getting to them soon!!!#also I’m working on a big cool colab which I’m v excited about >:)#this is meant to have the vibes of the school reunion scene with sarah jane and rose laughing at 10!!#Ianto would be besties with all of 10s companions actually#him and martha are already besties & him and donna would get on so well snarky secretary duo#him and rose would not only bond over stories about the 9/jack/rose tardis team but also over being estate kids !!!#him rose and martha hanging out being the only under 25s 🚶♂️#s1 Ianto is the type to still get IDed for redbull#maybe that’s why he really wears the suit so people stop thinking he’s a 16 year old#anyway I digress thank u for the ask I hope this appeases you I love this vision and also hate drawing roses hair it’s SO hard#killer side part#but I loved drawing this bc I love ianto and rose friendship#ps theye matching colours on purpose bc they’re bffs#also like ianto in the audios constantly makes friends with random side characters you can’t convince me this man isn’t extroverted at heart
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jungkook x blue 💙 [ cr: 0613data, namuspromised, @jung-koook ]
#btsedit#btsgif#jungkookedit#dailybts#usersky#userpat#userines#heygingko#userdimple#usersevn#raplineuser#annietrack#uservans#rjshope#useremmeline#usermaggie#anialook#usermizuoka#jungkook#*mine#yes this is a birthday gift to myself#why shouldn't i join in on the fun y'know#this truly was a labour of love because what possessed me to make a 30 gif comp fr#apparently i don't know when to stop lol#also don't come for me you colour this many different pieces of content and there's sure to be inconsistencies#and yes i tried to arrange it from light to dark (as best as i could anyway)#i digress i'm really happy with how this came out#and i can't wait to get to the next instalment <3
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IT'S BUNNY TIME EVERYBODY
(feat. Dilla)
(bugle accompaniment by Yuu)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#white rabbit festival#ah...the eternal dilemma of 'is it hair dye or whimsical anime hair'. and so we roll the dice again.#so it's canon now that yuu is inexplicably great at bugling. everybody get ready to incorporate that incredible trivia into your characters#anyway HELLO THERE madam spade#i think we have enough evidence now to say that you're not allowed into nrc unless you have an absolutely smoking mom#(riddle's mom has a smoking crater where her heart should be but we digress)#dilla likes two things: BIG VANS and also telling her son's friends all about how he used to literally refuse to not dress like a bunny#and yet now he does not wish to dress like a bunny. :( deuce what HAPPENED#meanwhile epel is too polite to whine at his best friend's mom so he's just hoping vil never finds out he wore a bonnet#silver is like 'i'm the handsomest little marching band boy. i'm taking this outfit back to show everyone.'#and ortho put all his points into POWERFUL THIGHS#he minmaxed leg day and is going to go kick a tree in half#can't wait for part 2 to see if they resolve the exciting cliffhanger of whether or not silver finds an alarm clock
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