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oceanwithouthermoon · 6 months ago
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okay some people genuinely really need to accept that the ONLY "queer coding" in saiki k is when they make gay jokes. there is NO other intentional queer coding, and i think people dont understand that claiming rep where it isnt there is much much more harmful than you think it is... just headcanon! its fun! you guys act like youre going to fucking die if you ship/hc something not canon, so you convince everyone that everything you say is canon ☠️ its literally insane
theres a HUGE difference between a headcanon or ship having what YOU see as canon backing, and a hc or ship that is actually implied or canon...
the only ship that you could argue is implied in saiki k is terusai, thats literally it, you could potentially make an argument that yumekai could be reciprocated towards the end, satoumiya, or MAYBE mikosai, but im pretty sure thats it...
nonbinary saiki is one of my personal favorite headcanons (one of the only ones i pretty much ALWAYS have in mind when talking or writing about him, it's practically a given) and i think it has pretty good canon backing, but its not ACTUALLY implied.
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hes FAIRLY certain that his biological sex is male, and all evidence points to that, but he doesnt know and specifically says that he doesnt know what his true gender is... he clearly has absolutely zero discomfort with masculinity OR femininity, doesnt know or care about his gender, and is comfortable with either sex... he seems very happy to just be either...
seems like pretty solid evidence, but you also have to realize that there is literally zero chance that the author intended for saiki to be read as nonbinary, or trans in any way, this was literally just an excuse for plot and to have a reason to take advantage of his shapeshifting to do crossdressing/genderbend chapters ☠️ i love to see it as him being nonbinary and i think it has a lot of backing, but its not canon or even "implied" at all.
theres a lot of other examples of this kind of thing in this fandom, like theres a lot of people who claim that kubokai are queer coded (its usually just a joke when people say things like "hehe my ship is so canon" but im talking about like... people who see yumekai and go "um 🤨 this is LITERALLY homophobic because erm um kubokai are basically canon and queer coded and you shipping one of them with a WOMAN is HOMOPHOBIC" lmfao) and i am actually just not even sure where this comes from because they dont have anything that can even be twisted into romantic subtext, theyre just a popular ship because they have a good friendship. which is great! but theyre like the LAST thing i wouldve expected people to claim as implied or canon. they are absolutely not. the only thing i can even think of that might make people think that is saiki saying they look gay in that one chapter ☠️
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ORV Wingfics in vrac, by lenght order
For you, @ukkikuro :3. By default, they can all be interpreted as Gen.
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I’ll put those two together since they’re adapated one from another:
Maybe Here is Where I Belong [DISCONTINUED] by orphan_account, 16k words
AU. Half-blood Avian dokja in fantasy setting gets captured and whumped (forever alone). Dehumanisation at its peak. The kind of AU I adore most.
Maybe Here Is Where I Belong (ADAPTED) by CorruptedScarf ( @corruptedscarf ), 38k words
The new direction has the rest of the cast more involved and a bit more sympathic. You don’t need to read the old version to read that one.
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Wings of blackest night, of quietest hour by Cuddlebearable ( @cuddlebearable ), 13k words
Wing whump! First chap is Gen, second chap is shippy
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Wings and Horns by WaywardTravler, 11k words
Dokja denies his demon king side, get back pain from it, until his instincts explode and a feral demon king (of the chirping and hoarding kind) has to be babysat by a begrudged Han Sooyoung and Yoo Junghyeok.
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Winged squid-bastard gets stripped (gone right?) by GoldenPurpleDahlia, 3k words
Forced wing care (and washing) operated by YJH since dokja is chronically unable to take care of himself.
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The Demon King of Salvation has Soft Wings by ying_oneshots ( @localapparently ), 3k words
Demon transformation fluff
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you were the song that I’d always sing by cryptidwriters, 2k words.
AU. Avian lab-runaway dokja in modern setting.
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zugzwang by unluckyolive, 2k words
Canon Div. Well that one you know. How YJH plunder his star from the sky. Personally i read it as Gen.
(So violent 0.0 ☆.☆)
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Sheltered beneath my wings by GardenCliff, 2k words.
AU. Everyone is an avian. YJH whump but overall it’s feel good
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The humanity of demons by namci ( @namci ), 2k words
Dokja winged whump!! (YJH to the rescue)
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Kim Foxja’s Company by AokazuSei, 5k words
Foxja bcs I loved that fic. Fox!Dokja is a chaotic little shit only YJH can wrangle XD
--- List of wingfics I found but haven’t read yet ---
Surviving as the King of a Lost World by autumn_miist, 25k words
Fight or Flight by TeaCatssss, 6k words
herbs, orange peels, and steam (it was supposed to be relaxing?) by 49percent_squid (nebulous_squid), 3k words
grounded in flight by EATSTOES for Kitsune_Scribe, 2k words
How do they feel like? by ShadowTanin, 2k words
And that’s all i spotted for now~
--- Orv Bookmarks ---
I tend to bookmark everything i read but tag and note them so they can serve as ’recs’ as well. So if anyone else around is a fan of crack-angst-Gen, don’t hesitate to check my bookmarks out :3 (well my notes might contain spoilers about the work itself though 😅)
Here is a link towards the Orv ones:
I just arrived in the fandom so my tally is still small, but it will get bigger fast XD
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rhiannon-taken-by-the-sky · 6 months ago
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what moments stood out to you vocally? also what was lauren, mariah and bryce’s song like? thanks :))
Bryce was the overall vocal standout for me in the show, which is fitting since she’s the titular character. There are two songs she sings in particular, one in Act I and one in Act II, that she absolutely slays. I’d say they’re her “The Wizard and I” and “Defying Gravity” moments, in terms of plot significance and their overall place in the show. My favorite song she sings in a solo in Act II that serves as her final character standout moment and ties together a couple of earlier musical themes of hers in the show. That girl can BELT! We love her
There is one song Bryce, Mariah, and Lauren sing together as Ella, Justine, and Lucy which is very adorable. It’s about them essentially reminiscing on their childhood and using their reunion to the fullest advantage by spending all of their time together (their friendship is SO SWEET 🥹 Ella is their third sister). The other moments Lauren and Mariah sing are with Angela as their Troll characters. The first two are fun and kind of dark but silly, and the last one in Act II is mostly Angela’s song with Lauren and Mariah backing her up vocally and singing an occasional comment as their character and is a VERY dark song (but still upbeat). They’re a trio of characters with Angela playing the stepmother AKA the leader of their group, and their songs fall into the general trio song tropes we see often in musicals (Heathers is the first that comes to mind - the characters are the antagonists and the lead is the main villain but the other two have their own moments where their characters shine through)
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maiteo · 7 months ago
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maia whenever you have time can you give us your predictions for the euro and copa america? (and also a list of players we can cock hehe)
okay!! minds everywhere and im gonna try to be as organized as possible…let’s start with predictions then we’ll move on to who im taking peeks at esp since im gonna have to look at like 1637932 different rosters ahsbsjsn
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DISCLAIMER🗣️ (before we get started) I don’t have much extensive info on any of the players listed…if they’re shitty/or have done shitty things, I was NOT aware when naming them. remember that!
I also decided to include the youngsters as well bc I remember a lot of you guys are the same age as them…👵🏽 I don’t cock them…but I had to add names where there’s promise n potential
EUROS:
Predictions: a bit hard for me to predict because I see this comp being full of surprises and inconsistencies tbh.. ik there’s a lot of talk about who the faves are…the strongest teams etc…that’s irrelevant to me, these guys are unpredictable!
who I want to win: Portugal… mai tugas like…who else am I supposed to root for? OR a surprise cinderella story…some football drama..idk I hate everyone there😭 ACTUALLY let’s keep the trend going…🐷 as the winner or NO ONE.
who will probably win: France….dare I say Germany or Ethpaña…throwing up just imagining that. okay. moving✈️🔛
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captorations · 1 year ago
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once again thinking about how batshit insane catherine and akua's situationship is. like. catherine looked at this girl who killed a hundred thousand innocents under catherine's protection, and said "no, death isn't nearly enough. instead, i will use you, and befriend you, and turn you into the kind of person who understands the indelible nature of the sin she has committed, who regrets, who truly feels the pain of her actions... and then i will kill you, slowly and painfully."
except. catherine wasn't just punishing akua, she was punishing herself. because she failed those people, and sees akua- at this point- as a mere force of nature, a vessel for a higher power, rather than a person making her own decisions. catherine blames herself for failing to understand and stop akua. catherine also recognizes akua's potential to be important to her, and the wonderful person she could become if she breaks away from the culture which raised her to be unflinchingly vicious. so catherine committed herself to the murder of not only a person she would grow to love, but one who had the potential to do so much good. a person who would end up better than catherine herself.
and catherine knows how stories work. she understands the narrative forces driving their reality; they are her greatest enemy and her most powerful weapon. catherine knew she would try to back out, and be forced to follow through anyway. and she did. and she was.
what the fuck
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caitas-cooing · 4 months ago
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I finally started playing Shining Nikki!! There are so many mechanics I am drowning ajdjsjakkdnskm The clothes are beautiful though! Seeing them in 3D is so fun. Could we be friends on there?
Ooh yay! And yeah, it can definitely get confusing, especially since they've added so many features over time which makes it harder to pick everything up at once. I can explain specific mechanics to you if you need help with something and there are lots of helpful vids on YouTube if you want to see which buttons to push in game.
Yeah we can be friends if you want. I'm on server 2 and my code is 2000282871 (even if you're on a different server you should still be able to add me as a friend)
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thehardkandy · 25 days ago
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I have now made it to six weeks, I think, of my daily mini workouts. Unfortunately doing it this consistently has in fact not made it any easier in the slightest. In honesty, it is harder because I do not have the momentum of the initial change. I am still going though
In reality too I probably have 2-3 weeks left at most that I will do, because after that I will no longer be home alone in the apartment. Still will have been worth doing I hope, so that I can do it easier when I eventually have the space long term
#i just truly hate being observed doing anything#i hate showering when people are home#i hate working doing a singular push up while people are around#i hate cooking or doing basically any activity that is purely 'for me' when others are around#it's something worth pushing back on i know#but in many ways it is sort of one of those things that is just like.... in me so deep that i dont think i could like#ever stop being uncomfortable it would just be another discomfort i would put up with#because in many ways i DO#because i do have to make food for myself and i do have to shower and whatever else#but once you get past the list of 'have-to's it makes it kinda impossible to want to add in optionals#which again i feel like this is my core emotional relationship with the world#there is almost nothing i cant do if i set my mind to it#but that has no bearing on my comfort level#so i spend all my discomfort on the things there is no negotiating#like man i was thinking how it's so crazy that im 30 and who knows the last time i kissed someone#and in many ways i doubt it will happen ever again#which is like a shame i liked it that was cool#i remember being in head over heels love multiple times in my life#but man i don't think i could coordinate getting that going now#i have to make three meals a day and do my laundry and go to work and buy groceries#i have to brush my teeth and floss#i have to take showers and take my clothes off before and out them back on my wet skin after#every time i eat i have to clean my bowls and dry them#and now it's the winter so if ive been washing dishes i should really moisturize my hands#so where in the hell is anyone supposed to fit falling in love in all that?#and dont even get me started on allowing them into my bedroom
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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 6 months ago
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Guess who might have 🎶whooping cough🎶
#its me and many other people at the summer camp i work at#today i took the morning off because ive been ill for a few weeks#i think the first week was a different illness than the one i currently have tho#i assumed it was what we call 'camp crud' because youre bound to get sick when youre around grimy kids#and living in close quarters with others and not getting enough sleep#but yesterday i felt like shit all day to the point of not being able to stand. so today i took the morning off#just to try and recover a bit. but at lunch my program director came in and said im going to the clinic later#and asked me who else ive noticed is sick#hes making a list because apparently a camper has fucking whooping cough. and its lookng like others might too#i told my sibling i might have whooping cough and they said#'seriously?! are you a street urchin from 1600s Europe?'#which is the worst thing anyone has ever said to me lol. im already on the brink of death and they just kicked me over#im desperately hoping its just crud and not whooping cough#because i have the opportunity to work the zip line this weekend for visiting alumni. with the woman i have feelings for#altogether its going to be a great time so im really hoping i can go. but i obv cant if i have whooping cough#anyway im gonna go back to napping bcuz thats all ive been doing today. that and coughing#if you pray then maybe add me into your prayers today. maybe manifest my health. ive been sick for weeks and i want it to be over
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kyouka-supremacy · 2 years ago
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Uhm..................
#I got an ask‚ and to answer I was bracing myself to make a big bsd content masterpost#And I did! I was already on my way to share all the manga reading platform I use for every manga‚ I had already listed them up#And I was going to add the additional content like anime streaming resources and art scans resources...#But now I'm having some serious reconsiderations#Like I was happy to make a masterpost! Making masterposts is fun-#and fuels the autistic need to put every little thing in little categories#But now I don't know if it's... Safe to have them all in one place?? I was very glad to share with people the resources I personally use-#but I really don't want to make something that is just. A big list of sites to report / shut down. The thought scares me immensely#And I thought it was safe to share manga reading platforms on Tumblr but what about‚ to name one‚ n/yaa? Would it be safe to link to that?#And it's something I'd highly want to include because some stuff that's there you won't find anywhere else‚#such as the Dead Apple official English translation‚ the official Beast English scans...#Same would go‚ to make another example‚ for m/initokyo‚ or anime streaming platform.#Is it safe to share those... Uhm... More hidden websites through Tumblr? And if not‚ do I have any alternative for sharing?#I'm quite sad because I was already half way through making the list-#but now I'm not sure it's worth to continue if I never end up sharing it.#But then again the safety of people who share content has the maximum priority to me– I wouldn't be able to do ANYTHING without them#Mmmmmmmmmmmhhhh...#I even contemplated sharing the masterlist through text file‚ but I'm not sure if that might work out.#For one‚ I will never EVER use g/oogle docs or any g/oogle service for the matter. I'd rather die#So... I'd really appreciate it if anyone could advice me on this / had any suggestion / thought#random rambles#Sorry for the long ramble. I'm stuck
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birdmenmanga · 3 months ago
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(sliding beads along my abacus) I mean no matter how you slice it I'm going to have time to draw something for all of my birdmutuals. Let's be generous and say that I have like 15 of them. I think a third of them will not care enough to put out a list, another handful will forget to do it, which means realistically I think I'm going to end up in the ballpark of maybe like. 7. I feel like 30 minutes is plenty of time to drawr a little gift or something. so let's say max case scenario. 12 birdmutuals submit lists. I could knock that out easily in 3 days.
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kneworder · 4 months ago
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some of you guys weren't raised on heroes (2005) and it shows
#you're gonna denounce the show forever just because it started to suck???? me age 11 (biggest heroes stan alive) could never#it's making me so sad to see so many people who were so active in the tua fandom decide to leave it completely#idk there's a place in almost all my favorite shows i can point to where it all went wrong#(heroes s2. chuck s4. stranger things s3. supernatural s6 but the final death knell was s9 idk that one's complicated.)#(malcolm in the middle kind of sucked after s4. teen wolf went downhill after s3.)#(the witcher and twd had such consistently mid seasons i stopped watching. only the first season of the flash was worth it.)#doesn't mean i was any less obsessed with them or that i don't still look back on them fondly#why should i leave tua in the dust just bc i can add 'tua s3' to that list? hell it's already been on there for two years#like the obsession isn't nearly as strong as before but i still look back on the show and my experience with it fondly!#i know i keep saying it but i cannot begin to fully express how deep i was in with tua and how much of an impact it had on me#no one is obligated to stay or pretend to be happy but like yeah it makes me sad to see people turn their backs on it#we had so much fun for a while! that's what i want to keep celebrating and keep alive even if it's in a background casual way#the parts that we all loved and came together over were great!#i know there's not much of a reason to come back together again or to feel inspired#but like. it's one thing to be upset and uninspired. it kind of feels like another to decide to leave the fandom forever :(#no disrespect to anyone bc i do understand wanting to wash your hands of the whole thing. i just wish it didn't go down like this :(#anyways. i love you guys and i miss being a five stan when it was easy a little bit rn <3
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olde-scratch · 2 years ago
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saiki k tokyo ghoul au bc of that one post comparing nishiki and kuniharu by @herdecisions (i havent read tg in years idc if i get anything wrong)
- possibility of kuniharu and nishiki being the same person OR twin brothers
- if theyre the same person kurumi is the gf whatever her name was, if theyre not then theyre not (idc if she died canonically she can be alive if i wantbyer to be)
- kuniharu is a ghoul and kurumi is human but threatening as fuck (kuniharu is either a weak bitch ghoul or hes soft for her)
- kuusuke was born a one eye. saiki was too but that pales in comparison to the fact that hes still psychic (dont ask why hes psychic its saiki ofc hes psychic)
- the govnt baby kusuo destroyed was the ccg, but he mightve given his family a different last name before that as witness protection, or after to avoid the govnt coming after them
- the grandparents are human bc theyre on kurumis side, know but dont care abt kuniharu being a ghoul (well grandpa does but he doesnt like kuniharu anyways)
- kusuo probably ended the stigma around ghouls and developed safe alternatives for them to eat OR he made it so ghouls can just eat normal food
- angstier idea is that he didnt and his familys still in hiding, but tbh anything to make his life easier yk
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alpha7teen · 7 months ago
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Inspired by
i made a prequel/tcw era spin the wheel
For the character you get would you:
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shirogane-oushirou · 11 months ago
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GOTCHA BITCH!!!!!
SHEEP: DESTROYED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🔥🔪🔥🔪🔥🔪
genuinely the hardest stage in the game to-date on the global server. we didn't even get the event and banner beforehand that would have made this more do-able, like the CN server originally did. :') hypergryph i am approaching your office at a rapid pace (in mine.craft).
wait this is my selfship blog uhhhhhh ren would celebrate with me!!! after a week of work, i did it with one day to spare, and he's so proud of my perseverance! and then once the high wore off, we'd pull out his phone and see if we could replicate it on his account. 🤪🤪🤪
(if anyone plays, i'm Ro#6367 <3 and you can see my ops here 💕 i'd be happy to switch out my supports if you need someone specific!)
also i just noticed myrtle's redeploy time in the one screenshot is 6.9 seconds... nice.
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ednaeflowers · 25 days ago
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Some alternative verses for my non-Tales + non-Z.estiria followers since I know some people have a hard time trying to interact with Edna in her main, canon verses:
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𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐀𝐔 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄.  /  She's a girl who lives on Rayfalke with her older brother, E.izen. Rayfalke is an abandoned castle on the mountains that once used to be a kingdom centuries ago; it was already in ruins by the time the siblings claimed it as their home away from people who shunned them out due to the extremely bad luck E.izen always brought with him. The few people who ventured past Rayfalke during their travels mistook Edna and E.izen as the remaining royal descendants of those who once lived there, and the two played along if it meant continuing to live in peace, thus leading Edna to be known as the 'princess' of Rayfalke.
One day, however, E.izen left home without telling her, leaving only a letter detailing his plan to embark on a journey of his own because he couldn't risk his bad luck accidentally injuring her. Heartbroken by it, Edna decides to live by herself in the abandoned castle while clinging onto hope that her brother would one day change his mind and come home. Eventually, she finds out that E.izen's curse did affect her through physical contact with his letters, each one she receives slowly making her figure transparent until her entire body is semi-transparent. Some people eventually believed she is the ghost of a former Rayfalke princess, which she also plays along with so that she can continue living in isolation. The absence of her brother sometimes makes her wander around, though, possibly letting her meet new people along the way.
𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒:
❀ E.izen's bad luck is a direct result of a curse being inflicted onto a villager named Theodora, a woman whom E.izen crossed paths with in passing on the way home some time ago. Because he was within the vicinity when she got cursed, it slowly affected E.izen, cursing him with bad luck. As time passes, the bad luck can range from trivial incidents to something possibly life-threatening, so that sparked his desire to leave home. He still sends letters and gifts to Edna, not knowing that she's already affected by his curse. ❀ She isn't really a 'ghost' in the true sense of the word for this AU because she's not 'dead.' She's just an ordinary human girl who is semi-transparent and cannot physically age anymore because of a side effect from a curse her brother passed onto her. Since her body can't age anymore, she doesn't need to eat or sleep, but her body still functions like a human would. This is a direct reference to her identity as a seraph from her canon verse. That being said, she can still touch and interact with anyone and anything. There is no known cure for her semi-transparency thus far, but she honestly doesn't mind it because it spooks people, another reference to how she enjoys scaring people in canon as well. Seraphim can't show up in mirrors in canon, but since Edna's only semi-transparent in this verse, I'll cheat the system a bit and say she can show up anyway ✌️ ❀ She sometimes writes letters to E.izen, but will never find the courage to send them. ❀ For a 'princess,' she prefers simple, cute dresses. She also has a soft spot for squirrels and cute animals. ❀ She isn't very good at cooking anything that's not simple, or stew. She wants to learn how to bake more than cook because she likes eating snacks. She also likes tea parties ... for the snacks. She is not gluttonous, though, and eats moderately. ❀ Edna is always carrying her umbrella as a weapon, and for sun protection. It also helps her look like a lady ✨✨
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𝐌𝐎𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐍 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄.  /  Edna lives with her older brother, E.izen, in a small apartment meant for just the two of them. Despite her young looks, she is a high school student in her senior year. When she isn't in school or at home, she can be found taking walks around the neighborhood, and she has a soft spot for any stray cats wandering around. She'll deny liking normins, but if one looks closer, she is always buying something with normins printed on it. It's totally not an obsession. She'll say you're wrong every time.
𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒:
❀ She is well-rounded in all the school subjects she takes, but her favorite ones are science and art. She isn't too big on studying in general, but she gets decent grades, has never failed any classes, and enjoys learning about nature. If not nature, then she also enjoys learning about geology and gemology, and any other science topic pertaining to the earth. The only subject she genuinely doesn't like and is not good with is P.E ( Physical Education ) due to her frail body. She is healthy with no illnesses, but she also gets injured easily because she's very slender. ❀ As a student, she's the type who doodles in her notes if the teacher is rambling, but her notes are straightforward and easy to understand, so she doesn't worry about a test/quiz. If she's really lazy, though, she'll sometimes copy notes from a friend or classmate. She is prideful, so if she does get a low mark for something, she will try to get a better score next time, half of it out of wanting to improve while the other half is out of plain spite LOL ❀ She likes trying on cute dresses and outfits if she's outside shopping, but she likes shopping for accessories a little more since she enjoys decorating. Speaking of decorating, her phone case is decked out with normin stickers, and her room at home is also decked out with various normin-related things. It's totally not an obsession... ❀ This is her school uniform and will be her main outfit for this verse unless you want her to wear something else for a plot idea. This AU takes place in modern Japan for muses who can't fit into her main canon verse. I'm not too sure where in Japan exactly, since I do not live there, but I think she and E.izen would probably live in a quiet, lowkey neighborhood to reference them living away from humans in their canon story. ❀ She's the type of person who spams you with emojis while texting just to annoy you 💛 ❀ She doesn't mind exploring new places as long as they aren't too crowded or noisy. She'll make an exception for amusement parks, though, because it's rare for her to be able to go to one. As for rides, she enjoys rollercoasters or just anything more fast-paced. That being said, she doesn't particularly like ferris wheels because she thinks they're sappy. ❀ I don't really see her as a hardcore gamer girl, but I think she'd really enjoy Neko A.tsume lol 🐈 I can also see her playing anything simple and cute that involves lots of decorating because she'd put in lots of hours for those games. I don't think she'd be a fan of games that are timed or are purposely designed to test the brain. ❀ She enjoys cartoons more than anime, but will still watch both, and she also enjoys occasional manga. She mainly likes reading anything funny and lighthearted.
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Because I don't care how or what I eat (moldy grapes/bread, paper, uncooked pasta, ants, undercooked foods, stale cereal, freezer burnt foods, pineapples, burnt foods, suspicious meat, raw potatoes, pinecone (only a bite dw), dandelions, expired foods, foods covered with sand/dirt, grass, marrow) I like to traumatize my friends and family with what I'm willing to eat. Now I get an excuse to traumatize tumblr :D
Frozen milk. Thats the weirdest thing I've had and I'm not willing to so that again. It doesn't really freeze like water so it's really similar to a slushie, but the slushie is frozen. If that makes sense.
#theres some more stuff i left out that ive eaten/still eat#but i dont think i want to really get into that unless someone asks lol#this is what happens when youre starved as a kid#your standards for food lowers a lot#for financial and criminal reasons the adults couldnt/wouldnt give me food#i do draw the line at insects though#doesnt mean that if i accidentally eat that ill care though#especially given what the fda allows#talking about the fda#guess i should add lead to list because of the lunchables and applesauce thing#but the government has fed me worse foods than lead so i cant really complain about it#did you know that class d food exists and is legal to be sold?#class c food is what inmates are given btw#people who have commited crimes got better food than i did because the goverment didnt want to waste money on those with government jobs#i dont work there anymore but lets just say that suicide is one of the highest causes of death for a reason#its heartbreaking to look at those group photos and know that some of those kids are dead#im just really tired of being told another kid i knew killed themselves#god its so heartwrenching#eight deaths in three years#have you ever given the keys to a room of someone your age to their friends#because those friends are there to clean out that dead kids room and send his stuff back home?#sorry about that but i just needed to get it off my chest. my family and friends dont understand everything that i talk about#nor do i want to tell them everything that ive experienced and lived through. i cant do that to them.#i just. i cant do that to my family and friends. not how ive seen others react to those whove died.#but oh my god it is worth it to live.#if youre suicidal please wait a week before making any big decisions and have a heart to heart with anyone and call a hotline#if you think you have no one. i promise that you do. go watch the sunrise or people watch or go to a park and read a book#please#youre worth it
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