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creekfiend · 2 years ago

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I booked a flight today to go pick up Flare next month... March 23... 😱😭🥺 aaaaa. Next week the house cleaning/organizing stuff starts and week after that the yard stuff will hopefully be done... it's REAL

I am having many feelings. I'm excited. But also really sad? Idk. Idk idk

#im happy and excited bc. i want to meet flare. and see my friends and their doggies #but also it feels like. moving further away from lambchop. and admitting that shes gone in a really final way #which makes me really really sad.#but also like lingering endlessly in depressionland will not make her come back #HATE THAT. WOULD BE CONVENIENT IF THAT WORKED #hhhhhhh #itll be about 6 months since she died when i bring flare home... man. idk. weird feels.#i guess anything even a little related to ur dog dying is always gojng to be weird and sad!!!!!#but man its weird n sad.#and im like lowkey afraid to have a dog again. i mean i have a dog. but ella is like. she just wants to sleep lol #like a dog i can go places with and a dog who wants to really interact and do things... a young dog #IM AFRAID OF TRAGIC SHIT HAPPENING ALL THE TIME NOW #blargh #spricie

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