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crabussy · 1 year ago

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being a system can be really fucking hard and it comes with a lot of challenges and struggles but man?? I fucking love my headmates. I don't know what I'd do without them and my life is better because they are in it.

#like. OSDD and DID are survival mechanisms yeah?#now that I'm living and not surviving its less of a survival mechanism and more of an. annoying friends and flatmates mechanism #obviously there are arguments and tensions. we're two dozen people sharing a vessel there is no way there wouldn't be #but MAN I would miss othello nights with sunny so much #and I would miss phoebe's stupid fantastic jokes #moon's level headedness and care #jasper's common sense....#francis's giggles and our shared interests and likes #the fact that they know exactly what I'm thinking so miscommunication is super rare #the fact that I know they won't judge me for anything because they all know everything about me anyway #fucking sucks that I had to be bullied for 5 years straight in order to obtain some of my best friends but like . ?#its better than being bullied for 5 years straight and Not having a coping mechanism this strong to help me through it #being a system isn't a consequence for trauma to me. its a consolation and a helping hand (or twenty-something helping hands JKFDSHDJSAKHSD #system #osdd #DID #plural #plurality #system positivity #NON-SYSTEMS PLEASE NOTE THAT THIS IS NOT EVERY SYSTEMS EXPERIENCE!!!!!!!#many systems are still not in a good place and being a system can be very hard for them #I'm very lucky to be where I am now #just. keep your system friends in mind. look out for them. lift them up. thank you

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