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"Divine One, I have waited many years so I may finally serve you... this recipe passed down by my family."
I have to say my impressions of each character in Engage after seeing them in the actual game is great. If I can find something to joke of it's an even better sign, it makes them all the more charming.
And so I could not unsee this whenever Vander was on screen.
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#I took forever to draw this because I wasn't sure if I wanted to keep vander's armor on or not#but I'm glad I stuck with it because that seems to enhance everything#I really want fried chicken by the who bah :]#Mew's Art#fire emblem#fire emblem engage#vander#alear#lueur
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Firstly if you find that Adoribull fic I hope you share and second if you have any fic recs for Bull in general I want to know 👀
Also autocorrect nearly made his name Bill. The Iron Bill, a legal juggernaut. Don't call him William.
...he's pretty well versed in fiscal affairs.
i'm going to rummage through ao3 as a treat so maybe i'll be lucky haha i'll send it to you if that's ok and if i find anything.👀
i started reading fics on ao3 not so long ago, so my collection is humble and classic, still...
these are purely gen/plot and character focused with rare nsfw scenes:
small secret spaces – i adore this absolute gut punch of a fic, it's about 2k words and is written from bull's tama perspective. absolutely heartbreaking as anything regarding bull's time on seheron.
there's also i can see us gather at the gates from the same author, a 36k words work in progress, bull x f!trevelyan. it studies them both in opposition to each other, this one got me thinking and feeling for days.
there's also a very short the sea is unchanged in the same series, i recommend lilith_morgana's works in general, because just as this one, they're always written with such love for the characters, as well as with wise, mature understanding of them.
ebasit – a different author, another character study, 12k. so far the only inquisitor!bull fic i've seen, not even on ao3, and by god it's tasty. it's adoribull and bull x josephine, but still mostly a character study. bull seems to be more serious and tough here than as a companion. there is also one thing about adoribull that'll absolutely break your heart in the best way possible.
but there's a twist is an almost 60k words modern au adoribull fic that's definitely worth checking out because i'm not overestimating when i'm saying that it's got everything. this will be painful, this will be sweet and rewarding. and the title does not lie. again, this fic seems to be just one of a kind, very glad a thing like this just exists. also, lilacsolanum is overall an amazing writer,
and vasaad proves it. i respect any fic that touches on vasaad's character because there's just so much angst potential in just a few words cole says in canon, and this one? nailed it. it's also 6k words adoribull. bull's got some baggage, bull's gotta understand that dorian's not afraid of it.
(there's also my father and his father before him from the same author, but even though it's an adoribull fic, it's more of a study of dorian. also highly recommend, gets you very invested in dorian's depressed shenanigans. also the best portrayal of halward i've seen.)
continuing with the vasaad theme, triptych is probably one of the most well-known works on this list. adoribull 41k words soulmate au. it's got such a good grasp on bull's grief. the soulmate au reality only enhances it. i was fascinated at how the system of qunari names was intertwined with the significance of names for the soulmate au. and vasaad? oh. he haunts the entire work, and frankly, it feels right.
cassandra and the chrysanthemum caper is going to be right up your alley if you enjoy older characters exploring pining and slow burning in 16k words while being rather oblivious about it. cassandra x bull, the divine and her bodyguard, and everything you can expect from these two. bonus points for bull with a disability.
stuck on the puzzle – ok, actually this one is the most well-known on this list. i don't really interact with content about cullen, and it's his pov in this cullen x bull 200k beast. but this is a very well-crafted and thoughtful work. plus, there is also an interesting exploration of characters and non-sexual bdsm. just very solid writing.
darkened room – sigh, who doesn't like good ol' ptsd-flavoured nightmares? especially when it's adoribull.
maraas kata – somehow whenever there's qunlat in the title you know it's gonna be good. i consider this to be a bull's trauma exploration. dorian and bull are visiting seheron, very bittersweet. bitter because of course, it's seheron, sweet because bull's got support, and he's not alone.
another country – and another fic from venndaai whose works are absolutely beautiful. not very long. it's adoribull, and i'm weak for time traveling. especially for meeting your loved one in the past. especially when it's this sweet and touching.
so shall it be – rather short bull x adaar, consists of a very technical approach to bondage while also being non-sexual. and it's just sweet!
also, there is some stuff i'm in the process of reading, but still enjoy and find interesting:
run home – i'm only starting reading that one, but i already know it's a high quality work that studies characters in-depth, bull x f!lavellan, bull is an adoptive father of a kid!krem, plus, it's little league au.
better angels – i'm still in the process of reading it, but so far i find it lighthearted and like writer's inquisitor and sense of humor. the plot of m!lavellan x bull losing their memory and trying to piece everything together seems interesting!
aneth ara – as it's easy to realize, i'm in the process of reading many fics. but whenever i see f!lavellan x bull exploration that's over 100k words, i just can't help myself. :) plus, i really like how it's written, it seems very well-built to me.
since it's bull, there's also a good chunk of pretty hot purely pwp stuff:
kindle and char and enflame and ignite – adoribull playing pirates. :) it's pretty lighthearted and sweet, very nice experience!
the summit shrouded in fog – this cullen x bull and x dorian will be your jam if you like more intense scenes. it explores how violent bull is and how it interacts with him being a dom among other things. that's actually not the thing i've seen discussed much before in various texts, so that's cool.
got 180 degrees (and i'm caught in between) – this is a pretty recent work on dorian x krem x bull, made me go !!! i just love krem very much.
come on, get higher – just wanted good ol' bottom!bull and i got it. this is adoribull. also, i know that justjasper created a big amount of works for adoribull in general, and afaik they all are worth checking out,
such as katoh, for example. a very touching compilation of moments between dorian and bull that are sharing the common theme of communication. i like when authors work with the watch word use, it's as important as a good scene.
rivers in the sand – i dunno how explicit it might be considered, so it goes here. adoribull, bull sees similarities between the seheron and the hissing wastes, definitely has a ptsd episode running as an app in the background. bonus points for dorian finding bull being a nerd hot because same.
anyways, thank you sooo much for asking and giving me a chance to rumble about fics i love about a character i love! sorry if i took the task way too seriously, haha. surely there can be much more even with my little experience of ao3, but i'll stop here.
#iron bull#dorian pavus#adoribull#fic rec#hope this will be useful to other folks i absolutely adore these writers and want them to have as much feedback as possible#even though some works were written years ago#my post#ask
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Ayo tell me how Red Son and MK meet in the Red Son Of the Dead AU
You got it my dude)
It all happened so quickly. No one knows where the virus started just that suddenly demons where going insane and humans who were infected didn't fair much better.
The infected demons would become rage filled flesh craving beasts and humans infected would slowly turn into jagged walking corpses just as blood thirsty.
The infection itself appeared out of the blue, and the name it had been given was "hell's madness" because demons were the first to catch it. It has the normal zombie movie virus catching method of bodily fluids.
Within a couple days everything seemed to be falling apart. Within a week and half people were hiding in strongholds while waiting rescue or the sweet taste of death. 3 weeks in there were very few strongholds.
Where was Red son in this madness? On his way to free his father. Father was all Red son had left. Mother had gotten infected a few days ago. Pushing Red son into the heavy fortified lab and locking herself outside it.
He was reeling and the only thing that could distract him from the lost was freeing his father. He messily put the power enhancer together but Red son didn't care. He needed his father! Surely father know what to do and where to go. Red son didn't... couldn't do anything for himself.
He needed his father. He'd lost his mother. Red son ran into the long abandoned construction area. He'd incinerated all the infected that had come in to his path so far. There weren't many here so he probably have time to explain to father what was going on.
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Mk filled the back of the noodle bike with as much food as he could. The last of the noodle shop's stock, at least he didn't run into any zombies on the way here so that was a good thing.
"phew. Glad Pigsy had the stock room password protected" Mk said to himself as he got the bike and got back the road. He thought about if he could carry anything else while he drove back to mei's mansion.
The bike was going pretty slow thanks to the weight. He also didn't have his limited addison Monkey king bat anymore so no way to defend himself.
As he was driving a glimmer of light caught his attention. Hey it was probably a distress signal! More people for the Long family stronghold! Mk sped off following it from his beaten path.
He shivered as he arrived at the abandoned construction area. He could barely hear someone struggling with something. He went down the elevator just as he heard a loud boom!
"NOOO" A voice yelled of pain and desperation," No! No no please it has to work! I don't have time for this. I must rescue father!! Please just work."
Xiaotian ran towards the voice and made out a figure with bright smooth Red hair. Their left arm completely mangled. The figure turned hearing Mk's footsteps coming towards him. His beautiful blue eyes staring at Mk in surprise a fire ball in his good hand.
"I didn't- what are you talking about peasant" The demon said as he made the fire ball disappeared," explain yourself"
"I'm not infected!" Mk said as he slid to a stop and put his hands up,"I saw. Your signal thingy and came to take a look."
"I saw a signal coming from here and thought oh someone who can join my buddy's stronghold. So I came down to you in hopes of helping you out"
Red son let out a sad snort before just laughing through tears as he wiped his face,"Seriously you think you can help me then move that staff."
"really that'll help?" Mk asked as look at the staff that stuck out of a little green hill amongst the metal and concrete that surrounding them. Mk stepped forward and grabbed hold of the colorful staff. It reminded him of the toy Monkey king staffs except it was made of wood instead plastic.
Mk pulled on the thing with all his might as the poor injured guy watched him. Man it was really stuck in there. Good thing he been working out slightly!
Red son grabbed on to the staff with his functioning arms when he quickly noticed the boy was getting it to move. They pulled on the staff until it flew up at Mk's face.
"Well I got your staff out-" Mk started to saw before the floor burst into momentary gold light. A massive roar echoing out as the two boys stood there. The Ox king stood up cracking his back as he looked at them.
"Father we don't have much time! We need to flee the world it's-" Red son said quickly before the three heard a godly screech in the distance.
Oh no, it was mother.
"dear why do you scream are you that-" Mowang said as he turned to see his wife. He was instantly filled with dread, her hair was unkempt and her teeth were jagged even for demon. Her exposed body was covered in thick black vein and dried blood. Her clothes ripped in places. He looked at at his boy, his injured and shaking boy.
The boy was in danger and something was wrong with his wife. Mowang did not have enough time to think as his love charged at him and bit into his arm. He flung her off their son screamed in horror.
"Save my boy!" The Demon bull king yelled as he gripped his arm. His body began to burn and scream as his vision started to turn red.
Mk grabbed Red son as the bull king was taken over by the virus. Red son stared in disbelief as his father barely missed them with a swing.
The woman blocked the exit on one side and the bull was right behind them. Thus Mk and Red son were forced into a crevice. The boy pulling Red son in by his injured arm. Red broke down into a sobbing mess.
Partly because of physical pain and mostly because he ruined everything!
"it's all my fault. It's all my fault, you don't even know who I am and my foolishness is going to get us killed!" Red cried out as he hit his against the wall. Tears streaming down his face.
"hey! No we'll get out of here we just have to wait them out!" Mk said he jammed the staff between the two walls. He ripped work jack off and ripped it apart as the ground shook with the bull King's heavy steps. He needed to wrap up that arm and did so while the demons pounded at the walls. Some tears in his eyes as well.
At least he wouldn't be dying alone Mk thought as he wrapped ripped up parts of his jacket around the other man's arm.
" Since we're totally getting out here, can I get your name handsome" Mk said in a panic as he finished up. The walls started to break around the staff. Strangely they never tried to lift or pull on the thing," I'm Xiaotian but everyone calls Mk you know for Monkey kid"
"I am Red son" Red son through tears as he pulled the other behind him. This "Xiaotian" didn't deserve to die for his failings. He gritted his teeth and trying to convince himself that he needed to fight,"I'll try to buy you some time Xiaotian. I don't know how long I will be able to get you"
"No I'm not leaving you to face them alone! We can squeeze farther back Red!" Mk said as he tried to push pass Red to grab the staff before the two were blinded by a bright light for a moment.
Mk rubbed his eyes as his left hand touched fur. His eyes widened as he saw the monkey king. Red son also stared in disbelief once again. That fucking monkey came to save them?!
#red son of the dead au#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid au#monkie kid#lmk mk#lmk red son#lmk dbk#lmk pif#lmk wukong
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Hi! Can I get a ship? I'm an INFP, straight girl with social anxiety. I listen to music all the time. (mostly rock) I never leave the house without my earphones. I enjoy movie nights, reading books (romance and mystery are my favourite genres), playing videogames, goofing around with my friends. My friends would describe me as kind, helpful and loyal. I'm really into photography. I wanted to be a photographer as a kid, but it's just a hobby nowadays. I'm a hopeless romantic and a night owl. It takes time for me to open up to people, but once I'm there I can be pretty talkative. I'm 5'8" tall, I have half long brown hair, dark brown eyes and I wear glasses. If I have to describe my style it would be somewhat 80s grunge. Thank you!
(tw: swearing and eating)
I ship you with Scott Summers!
You never got along very well with Scott Summers.
He always came across as a bit of a preppy asshole. Not that his preppy-ness was necessarily correlated to his asshole-ness, but it did seem to enhance it.
You may think that not getting along perfectly with some random boy who happened to live in the (large) building you live in is not much of a problem, but you are incorrect.
When your best friend (and dorm-mate) of ten years, Jean, is on a so-called "superhero team" with and is good friends with said boy, it is not exactly easy to avoid him.
Since Jean's biological family was not around, she made her own.
The first member of her so-called found family was you, who arrived just a day before she did. When she first entered your dorm, you were adjusting all of your newly unpacked trinkets. You were both young enough to immediately become friends, no questions asked, and your friendship stuck. You two tended to keep to yourselves and each other, until you two were older.
When Jean was invited to join the X-Men with some of her friends, you couldn’t have been prouder. The problem was that when you met this other part of her found family, it did not go well. None of you clicked whenever in the same room, and Scott immediately made fun of you the moment he met you. You ultimately decided to avoid her other friends, but be supportive of them. Not because you couldn’t handle Scott, but because you didn’t want to put Jean in a position where she had to choose between you and them. Overall, this just made Jean desperately want you and her other friends to get along.
"Come on, just sneak out with us this one time!" Jean was sitting on the edge of your bed, making puppy dog eyes at you and clasping her hands together.
She always tried to convince you to hang out with her friend group. Even if that meant, in this case, convincing you to break (very reasonable) rules with them.
"No. Absolutely not. Jubilee is going to try to 'catch me a man', and Scott's going to try to be funny but just end up making fun of me. Besides, why would I break school rules and steal a car for a trip to the mall?"
"Because you haven't seen Empire Strikes Back yet, and I bought you a ticket for 1:00 PM today."
"Shit. You're evil, you know that? This is unfair. You know me too well."
Jean beamed at you. "Thank you, I try. Now, get dressed, you're going to love this."
"I am dressed, and you can’t make demands. I’m the one being convinced here!"
"I will not be pestered by Jubilee's pleas to let her give you a makeover! Just throw on jeans instead of your sweatpants or something! Now chop, chop! We're leaving in 10 minutes!"
"I'm sorry, 10 minutes?"
"I knew if you had more than 15, you would change your mind. Meet me by the front door when you're ready to go!"
After Jean left your shared room, you threw on some different clothes and hastily grabbed everything you needed to go. With your sneakers in your hands, you ran into the school's kitchen and shoved a granola bar in your mouth. As you were hopping, trying to force your shoes on your feet, someone spoke from behind you.
"Well, you look elegant as ever."
You froze, squinted your eyes, and clenched your jaw. Well, as much as you could with the previously mentioned granola bar in your mouth.
Scott Summers.
You swallowed and turned around, plastering on a smile in preparation to respond to his sarcasm.
"Well, you know me, unwaveringly ethereal."
Once you finished your attempt to keep the peace, your grin dropped off your face and you went to tie on your shoes, occasionally having to push your glasses back up your nose as you did so.
Jean then started talking to you while making her way into the kitchen.
"Come on, we need to go before Charles's class ends- well, well, well, look at you two!" she spoke in a sing-song tone at the end.
"Trust me, there's no 'you two' here." Scott hissed at her. Hissed! The audacity, would it be so terrible for him to be theoretical friends with you?
"Calm down, I just mean that I'm glad you two are talking," Jean said. "But we need to go. Like- now."
Jean then grabbed you by the arm and started to pull you out of the room, wiggling her eyebrows at Scott on the way out. Scott got up to trail behind you two, if he could glare at people with the glasses he wore, then he would have been glaring at her.
You elbowed Jean in the side and whisper shouted at her.
"What was that? What was the purpose of the eyebrow wiggle?"
"What eyebrow wiggle? I have no idea what you're talking about."
"You're a menace to society, you know that?"
"I am aware that you don't actually think I'm a menace, but I appreciate the compliment." She leaned down and messed up your hair. "Now let's move it!"
When you got to the minivan you were all "borrowing" from Charles, most everyone was already there. Kurt, Jubilee, and Peter took the back seats, and Ororo was sitting in the driver's seat.
You walked to sit shotgun, but Jean sped up to beat you to the seat.
Suspicious.
Squinting at her, you went to sit in the middle row, where Scott also made to sit.
It was silent for the first minute of the drive until Jubilee tried to strike up a conversation.
"So! Y/N, I'm so glad you decided to hang out with us! I love your outfit. Ooh! Peter, hand me my bag! I have a scrunchie that will match perfectly."
Peter looked at her with mock disbelief. "Yeah. dude, make me reach behind my seat and into the trunk of the car."
Kurt clearly did not want to be part of this conflict.
Jubilee smiled sweetly at Peter. "Shut up and grab me my bag, please?"
Peter sighed half-sarcastically. "Yes ma'am."
Well, Jean's friends were just as you remember (aka slightly crazy).
You heard Jean's voice in your mind "If you don't wear that scrunchie it will genuinely hurt Jubilee's feelings, and I will never forgive you."
You looked at her through the mirror and raised your eyebrows.
Jubilee's voice took back your attention. "Here it is! Scotty, I can't reach. Can you hand this to her?"
Scott visibly winced at the nickname "Scotty" but handed you the scrunchie anyway. After trying to hide your amusement at the use of "Scotty", you attempted to put your hair up with the scrunchie, and you saw Jean smile. You were determined to make friends with these people for Jean.
"Thanks, Jubilee," You smiled at her. "So, how do I look?"
Scott chimed in immediately. "Like you're twelve."
"Ok, shut up Scott. You look cool, Y/N." Ororo gave you a thumbs up from the front seat. They were all clearly told to make friends with you by Jean in the same way you were. Well... told or threatened. Who's to say.
The car ride was awkward, to say the least. When you finally arrived at the mall and exited the car, you felt like you could finally breathe. You spoke first while you were all walking into the mall.
"So, how are we planning on killing time before Empire?"
"Well, Jubilee wanted to pick up some more eyeshadow with me, and Peter, Kurt, and Ororo are probably going to buy even more colored leather jackets," Jean said.
"Where does that leave me and your wallflower?" Scott asked Jean. You turned to look at him, attempting to make your lack of amusement clear. "What?" He shrugged, "It's true!"
"Ok, first of all, she's not actually that shy, you're just mean. Second of all, I was hoping you two could go into the book shop together until we're done."
Your eyes widened as you turned to Jean, silently begging her not to leave you and Scott alone.
"What? Why are you looking at me like I'm crazy? Maybe I thought you would try to get along because you both love me and I want you to be friends!"
Scott responded first. "You're totally guilt-tripping us right now."
"Yes!" Jean responded. "Yes I am, and you better be feeling guilty. Now, we're all going inside, and you are going into that bookstore together, you are going to bond over your cheesy dreams about falling in love, and, Scott, you are going to be kind! Or I will be very upset!"
You and Scott looked at each other (slightly afraid) before you turned to Jean and nodded your head at her.
"Ok. Let's go, Scott." You looked at him and he nodded at you both of you then started to head to the bookstore.
In the door of the shop, you glanced at him awkwardly. "So... is there a specific section you want to visit? Or-"
"Uh, I usually just... wander." He was bouncing on his heels.
"Oh! Ok, uh... where you lead I will follow!"
He spun around and started to walk aimlessly, actually trying to make conversation.
"So- you take photos?"
"...How did you know that?"
"I've seen you. That sounds creepy, I just mean that I saw you with a camera once when you walked Jean to training. It seemed nice. Only a dumbass would own a nice camera and not use it."
"How kind of you to not see me as a dumbass," you mumbled as you ran your hand across the book binds. "Do you have any hobbies?"
"Not really to be honest. Well, actually- I like... cars."
"...Cars. Huh. Elaborate."
"My brother, his name is Alex, taught me how to fix up cars when I was younger. Ooh- recently we found this beautiful 1962 AMC Rambler- I mean, it was basically a pile of garbage, but we're fixing it up."
"What's a Rambler?"
"W- 'What's a Rambler?'" He looked at you like you were speaking another language. "A 1962 AMC Rambler is only the car of my dreams!"
"The 'car of your dreams'?"
"Uh, yeah. What- do you not have a dream car?"
You laughed at him, "No? I don’t know that much about cars."
"You don’t have to know shit about cars to have a dream car! Come on, you don't have any car you would want to drive?"
"A school bus."
"...What do you mean."
"I mean- I bet I could live in a school bus. It's big, has a lot of windows, it's yellow." Scott was surprisingly easy to talk to.
"A school bus. Huh."
"I thought of that on the spot, it's not a long-term dream of mine."
"No, I see the appeal. I do think it's weird that you listed it being yellow as one of its positive attributes though."
"Holy shit. Holy shit!"
"What? What's the problem?"
You grabbed the book you spotted and held it out to him with your arms fully outstretched, it almost hit his nose. "Do you know what this is?"
Scott's hands appeared at the top of the book, and he pushed it down so you could see his confused expression. "A... book?"
"Very funny, Scotty, but no this is not just a book. This is a sequel."
He crossed his arms across his chest. "... 'Scotty'? I'm gonna kill Lee."
"Who's Lee?"
"Jubilee."
"If you can call her 'Lee' why can’t she call you 'Scotty'?"
"Because 'Scotty' makes me sound like I'm twelve!"
"Well, according to you, this scrunchie makes me look twelve. So I guess we're even, Scotty."
"I see why you and Jean are friends. You’re both evil."
"I called her evil not 10 minutes ago! Look at us, 'bonding' and all."
"Speaking of a 10 minutes ago, and that whole 'twelve' thing, I'm sorry."
"What do you mean?"
"Sorry for calling you twelve... and a wallflower. You seem... neat."
"Thanks... I think."
"Neat is a good thing."
"I'm kinda messy actually."
"I meant neat as in like- cool. Plus, you’re the first friend-ish person I've had that also wears glasses!"
You smiled at each other for a moment.
This was amusing.
He was amusing.
Unfortunately, someone popped the bubble encasing you and Scott. "Wow, 'friendish'? That's an upgrade from them low-key hating each other."
You whipped your head around to see Peter and Jean standing on the other side of the aisle, clearly having been observing and talking about you.
Scott spoke first. "How long have you two been standing there?"
"Long enough," Jean smiled. "You two get along."
"...So?" Scott asked.
"So, about an hour ago that seemed completely impossible."
An hour? That couldn’t be possible. "Wait, what time is it?"
Jean responded. "12:45, you’ve sure been chatting for a long time."
Scott cleared his throat and turned to you, "So, uh, you should buy that book, and then we should head to the movie theater room thingie."
You looked back at him. "Yeah! Ok, so... yeah."
After you and Scott walked away, Peter leaned over to whisper to Jean. "Well, that was a long glance. We've really gotta lock 'em in a closet together or something."
Jean shoved Peter, and you all went about your mall trip as you did before, except that now you might have a new friend... ish.
#tw swearing#scott summers x reader#x men#scott summers#tw eating#writer's block#am i right?#i really hope this is good#i did research on cars for this#also i know hank has glasses but him and scott aren't really friends they're more like a teacher student thing so shut up
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OKAY SO I've just spent the best part of an hour scrolling through your blog and reading a bunch of your destiel meta and I HAD to message you... I was one of the many people who STRONGLY believed destiel had a chance of being canon after season 8 (more like season gr8 am i right), but throughout the years I slowly lost all hope. However, S14 has made me 110% invested in the show again and YOUR META IS GIVING ME HOPE FOR DESTIEL, which is TERRIFYING. Your writing is wonderful and I'm STRESSED.
Got back from Washington late last night!
Oh my gosh @alovelikecas, your message really made my day and I’m SO glad you enjoy my meta xox (even when most of my meta looks like, to me, sloppy-ass writing, haha! I’ll probably make an end-season meta post after 14x20 — if I have the time — that touches upon SPN’s current and repeating themes since Season New Beginnings S12/Dabb Era, not to mention I have, like, some more unfinished meta in my drafts >.>)
Yeah I mean, I didn’t join Destiel land until Summer 2016, and before that, I was late to the Season 11 party, so I basically had no narrative context for anything, and I’ll copy-paste what I said here:
Looking back, one significant thing I recall? S11 gave me a sense of Destiel’s true narrative validity (as not a ‘fanon’ ship but organically developed in the canon) when I perceived it as a season that was ‘missing something’. Keep in mind I had no idea about Destiel yet while watching S11 at the time.
I was literally asking myself — repeatedly — why Dean/Amara seemed to contain odd narrative holes, considering A. Dean explicitly said that the non-consensual attraction he felt for Amara was NOT love and “it scares him”, B. Amara told Dean that ‘something stops you - keeps you from having it all’, C. Djinn!Amara stated that she can: ‘feel the love [Dean] feels, except it’s cloaked in shame,’ and D. Mildred’s iconic ‘You’re pining for someone’ —> which did not logically correlate with A and C, meaning: since Dean doesn’t freely love Amara and thus isn’t possibly pining for her — with female love interests as currently non-existent (I remember crossing off the dead/gone girls on a piece of paper lol) — who the hell was he pining for, then?
Originally posted by elizabethrobertajones
Obviously, without writing long-ass paragraphs of meta about it again in this post, S11 made sense as soon as I watched it within the Destiel context (especially after I read up on some grandiose pieces of Destiel meta (@charlie-minion was the very first person who inspired me to write meta; I followed her once I joined the fandom Oh my god, here we go, holy crap this subtext – I’m invested in this godforsaken ship because they’re in love with each other and I’m not getting off any time soon. The rest is history.
I’m aware that I do come off as positive (and I’m still Destiel-positive; whatever happens in 14x20 this week may or may not change that), but I hope you don’t mind if I use your lovely ask as an additional opportunity to clarify my meta standpoint: no one’s saying Destiel WILL become text.
The general Destiel meta community (all subfactions: Destiel-positive, -negative, -neutral, and in-between) is not the Most Holy Canon Word, and we aren’t SPN writers, and again, we can’t actually speak to the veracity of Destiel as guaranteed-gonna-go-textual, but we — a diverse pool of critical thinkers from all walks of life: particularly those who have some degree of experience in literary academia/English literature studies (fun fact: I was actually pursuing a Minor’s in English until I changed my mind - my first love’s Health Science/Biology, which I stuck with, but here I am doing lit-crit analysis on the side *wink*) — can speak to the veracity of Destiel as a real, palpable, and ever-substantial long-running romance narrative aka the love story between Dean and Cas IS THERE. I see it. We all see it. We didn’t pluck it out of the random ether one day. It naturally evolved across the show’s overarching narrative like some vast spiderweb, linked together by numerous character arc amalgamations of Dean Winchester and Castiel as separate individuals who were then brought together — who brought themselves together, by the sheer force of free will and choice — and are now inherent parts of the other’s story (and respective character progression).
I say this too many times to count: the entire point of writing meta? Personally, it enables me to appreciate the literary gorgeousness of Dean and Cas’ relationship as, first and foremost, a tentative alliance offset by the very moment Cas raised Dean from perdition (it’s a poetic beginning). Their alliance then inevitably proliferated into a rocky — at times, necessarily turbulent ��� friendship, then a deep profound bond…one that crossed platonic boundaries since S7/8 and is, ultimately, indelibly rooted in romance. Together, Dean and Cas build up each other’s strengths, complement each other’s flaws, and narratively motivate the other to self-introspect — to become the best version of themselves that they were always meant to be: self-actualized entities who let go of their painful, horrifying, psychologically/emotionally destitute pasts.
These above reasons and more are why I think Destiel belongs right up there on the shelf of Ye Olde Classics, similar to epics by John Milton, Shakespearian tragic dramas, Homeric characteristic cruxes, and the great Odyssey journey: a legendary journey, fraught with circumstance, that finally ended with Odysseus (now an enlightened man) returning to Penelope, the love of his life.
Channeling the scope of Homer’s Odyssey, Destiel is an incredible storytelling feat of obstacles, both internal and external, romance tropes, mirroring, foreshadowing, and visual cadence/emotion, enhancing SPN’s already character-driven main plot in that Dean and Cas try to make it back to one another; like Penelope, their love holds true despite everything. If Destiel were an M/F couple, we all know their love story would be absolutely undeniable to the GA.
I do understand the bitterness S14’s fostered in some viewers, though. I do understand that Dean and Cas seem distant (and yeah, it’s a noticeable difference compared to S12/S13), but I believe the Destiel subtext is still heavy and holds steady.
Right now, at this point, there remains multiple personal issues for the characters to solve, you know? Dean and Cas aren’t talking properly; their love languages stay mistranslated, although we’re persistently shown that they still understand each other on a certain level that no one else can, and the visual narrative keeps framing them as on-the-nose solid counterparts: a domestic-spousal romantic unit independent of Sam.
Originally posted by incatastrophicmind
They want to be there for the other. They need to quash the final remnants of their respective internal loathing (Dean’s self-worthiness, Cas’ self-expendability) before they’re able to give the other 100% of their time, efforts, attention, and love (as flawed and complicated but compellingly beautiful as it can possibly be). During the times Dean and Cas do try to talk shit out, extraneous issues continue to get between them.
As other friends/meta pals discussed with me, S14 is like S10 in that it’s confusing the cast/audiences. And exactly: S8, besides S11/S12/early S13, also belongs in the close-to-canon serious Destiel narrative transition! I can discuss the showrunning/writer problem of SBL (Singer + Bucklemming; @occamshipper hits the nail on the head) that tugs subtext – especially subtext linked to Destiel – back and forth, sometimes in the weirdest nonsensical ways, but I won’t go too far into it here. I agree, however, with the recent idea that Jensen does seem a bit confused as to where he should bring Dean emotionally this season (don’t get me wrong, I do NOT believe Dean is OOC; OOC is a completely different concept vs expected character behaviour). And if Dean’s consistently romance-coded past interactions with Cas are any indication, Jensen would also — in the same vein as all of us — want Dean and Cas to start getting their shit together. Long-running fictional characters like Dean and Cas, conceived over 10 years, are so well-written to the point where you, the author, can predict what they’ll do even if you just plop both of them inside a room and give them no direction, and I personally feel that nowadays Jensen is prevented from achieving Dean’s further internal growth/unsure how to act in the moment because of some dumb SBL scripts saying one thing while his character’s heart says another. Wank aside—
Season 15 should hopefully convey a much more logical subtextual perspective e.g. unbelievably amazingly cohesive Season Destiel 11 that aired after choppy S10. Not all hope is lost!! I also want to clarify that I personally LOVED Season 14 in general. It’s been mostly Emotion-centric constant, with Yockey, Berens, Perez, and Dabb usually making my top-rank SPN writer list.
Currently the narrative’s still allowing pretty significant (imho) wiggle room for the lovers to fracture apart and get back together, where their miscommunication comes to a dramatic head. We just saw Dean and Cas argue over Jack’s well-being in 14x18 and 19. Dean — besides putting Cas at the top of his You’re-Dead-to-Me-Because-You-Lied-but-I-Still-Love-You-Goddammit hitlist (for clear spousal-coded reasons) and taking Cas’ actions to heart (he’s the person he trusted the most who lied to him) — no doubt blamed himself for what happened, and Sam was, like I said, the mouthpiece of truth. TFW were all culpable. They all failed Jack in some way, shape, or form.
I’m not expecting anything for 14x20, but I’m nervous either way! Thanks for sticking with my long answer
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