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Whyyyyy is he still on my mind

So silly

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this is so dumb I can’t

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meant to post this sooner ANYWAY misc ducktales doodles cuz ive been obsessed recently .....

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🩷🤍💜🖤💙

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Geaks Week Day 3: Sickness/Injury

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He may or may not have been involved in a Waddle brand jetpack related mishap

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Heyo, I’m back from Airport con and finally unpacked and prepared for work tomorrow, so let me finally post the last minute painting I made last week when I realised I didn’t have anything remotely normal that I could get signed by Con

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Breaking the ice wall

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I MISS MY GIRL

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punk rock Leo and April!! I need ppl to draw this duo more-

if you can’t tell I rlllllllly like drawing baggy street clothes

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another twitter post moved to here

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“I’ve been told,” Alastor started slowly, “that I’m not suitable for any sort of relationship.”

Lucifer placed a foot into the overlord’s lap, leaning against the armrest of the couch. Strands of his golden hair were caressing the pale flesh of his face. A stark contrast from their usual slicked back form. Alastor thought they looked lovely.

“Romantic relationships?”

“Any relationships.” Alastor was resting his head against the back of the couch, eyes on Lucifer. “In platonic relationships, I’m too much. Too overbearing, or close it’s odd, or something. In romantic relationships, I’m never enough. I don’t want enough, I don’t give enough. I don’t love enough.” Alastor tilted his head back and looked up at the ceiling. “I’ve simply accepted I’m not a suitable person to love.”

Lucifer dug his heel into the fabric of Alastor’s thighs. The overlord gripped his ankle gently. Tenderly.

“That’s why you’re pushing me away?”

Alastor shut his eyes as if they would block out the words, make them vanish. His fingers tightened just subtly. The hint of claws pricked against Lucifer’s skin.

“You say you’re fine with…this right now,” Alastor started slowly, his ears flickering back. “But that’s not the first time such a thing has been said to me.”

“I wouldn’t lie to you.”

Something about Alastor’s gaze turned softer, sadder. “Perhaps you are not lying now, but who’s to say a decade down the line you don’t begin craving things.” Alastor swallowed, eyes flitting away. “Things I cannot provide you with. Will it turn into a lie then?”

“Alastor-“

“When you tell me you love me and I cannot echo your words with the same meaning, what then? I cannot expect you to remain with me and rob you of such things. I cannot- I will not be that selfish.”

“Alastor.” Lucifer’s voice was firm. He reached over and rested his hand over Alastor’s. “Am I allowed to be selfish?” His voice was gentle. Alastor couldn’t look at him. “I want you in anyway you’ll have me. If that means staying friends, we’ll stay friends. If that means…being whatever in between thing you’re comfortable with, we can do that. I don’t…I want you. Not some romantic notion of a relationship with you, not because of anything you have to give me. You.”

Lucifer squeezed Alastor’s hand gently, a soft smile ghosting his lips. “Alastor, all I want from you is for you to let me love you. Whatever that means to you.”

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This is entirely in a qpr (queer platonic relationship) enemies to lovers kind of way. This is also all just a headcanon.

I absolutely see the radioapple dynamic being "the person who feels hard to love and the person who loves them like breathing" but they're both.

Like, Alastor is aroace and from the 1930's, bro probably barely understands what a qpr is (probably only recently learned he was aroace). He'd probably still struggle with the notion that love can be platonic, let alone that it could be easy to love him with his status as the "terrifying Radio Demon". Meanwhile Lucifer is a guy that wears his heart on his sleeve and doesn't really seem to have a filter. Bro would say "I love you" like it's another way of saying "Hi".

As for Lucifer, bro literally has depression, I know that man feels hard to love. Especially considering it seems like he's been alone for so long. And while Alastor doesn't seem to be as verbal with love as Lucifer, he seems to be an "acts of service" and gift giving type of guy. Alastor would probably find gears and tools for Lucifer so he can make his ducks, probably going out of his way to find good materials.

Idk, I'm just obsessed with qpr radioapple

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Idk where I wanted to go with this tbh XD

(Minors do not favorite or reblog please.)

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Can't believe its taken me this long to do a sketch of these two from season 2.

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go on jump in