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CW: Masturbating, Blowjob, Scent kink
In A Rut…
Prologue || Part 2 (HERE!) || Indulgence || Adoration
Restraint.
Shadow thought he was doing so well keeping it together… as well as someone who keeps an arms length from their partner wherever applicable. Details. He would have been doing far worse without these precautions.
Until it was movie night. One of the most uncomfortable experiences he’s ever had. While you were lying down cuddled up to his side, Shadow sat upright with his arms crossed. Your head in his lap completely distracted him from the movie he picked.
His heart was beating in his throat.
Fuck. Your pretty little face so close to his cock. Hands tangling themselves in your hair and grabbing a fist full. He wouldn’t be able to resist holding you in place while he fucks your mouth. Tears streaming down your face as Shadow pushes you to your limit. Oh to have complete control over your head, bobbing it up and down. Pressing his length to the back of your throat.
He’s grateful there’s a blanket separating you and him. Little indents are left in his upper arms from grasping too tight. Careful to not draw any blood, otherwise there no way getting out of that conversation.
Your head turns to look up at Shadow, asking if he’s okay. You can feel the tension in his muscles, but naturally, he brushes it off. Reaching up, you attempt to comfort him, whatever’s bugging his mind via placing a hand on his cheek. Shadow intercepts it, rubbing his thumb over your knuckles.
“I’m fine.”
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After months of keeping Shadow’s jacket in your possession, finally it’s been returned back to its rightful owner.
Not that Shadow minded it went missing for a long time. It brought a sense of pride in him seeing you in his clothes. To Shadow, it was like you were showing off to the world you belonged to him.
He figured later down the line, once it gets cold again, you’ll be back to snatch that jacket for yourself. Additionally, it’s not out of the ordinary for you to give it back to him for a day or two so he could ‘refresh the scent’.
“It just smells better when you wash it”, you claimed.
Speaking of, Shadow could tell you’ve worn this recently and haven’t cleaned it yet. One whiff and he’s on his bed hugging it. Already missing you.
His body begins to move on its own. The article of clothing pressed against his face while his hips slowly begin to rhythmically press up against the mattress. With every inhale, Shadow falls deeper into a spell.
Shadow knows he probably shouldn’t be doing this. Embarrassing how a simple jacket with your scent on it has him on his hands and knees. Turned into a mere animal. Shit. Fuck, He wants to stop. It feels too fucking good. Try as he might, his moans refuse to be silenced.
More.. more..! He needs more friction. Cursing under his breath, Shadow moves a pillow to sit right underneath him. With each thrust elicits a guttural moan. Sweat beads on his forehead as he picks up the pace.
Fangs sink into the fabric, imagining it was your own collarbone. His arms hook under your knees, pressing them towards you, in order to gain better access. Deeper in to release his seed. Shadow is practically snarling and singing your name. Even after being over stimulated, he keeps you trapped.
The humping becomes erratic as Shadow chases his climax. One hand is released from the jacket and claws tear into the sheets next to him. Damn it. Add that to the list of things he needs to buy tomorrow.
Finally he stills, heavily panting. If only you were here. Here to cuddle with him so he didn’t have to do the walk of shame to clean up his bedding… and himself off. Rotating to his back, Shadow lays an arm over his eyes. A hand over his heart.
Contemplating.
How is he going to keep this up for one more month.
#shadow the hedgehog#sth#shadow x reader#shadow the hedgehog x reader#shadow x reader smut#shadow smut#smut#x reader#x reader smut#I WILL NEVER PROOF READ#I WILL DIE BEFORE I PROOF READ#very much thinking to add more to this part#but I think the length is good as is rn
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baby👶 drawings. these are very dear to me rn.. 2nd pic is my Nelavis with @barvin0k's Varonur 🩵 last one is a baby bosmer and snow elf, hairiest of them all. although the bosmer was meant to be my girl Barletta too lols
#tes#skyrim#my art#oc#nelavis#barletta#😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 babies are so sweetum ugh my heart is crumbling rn#referenced some anne g*ddes stuff for dis#i call them snow elves instead of falmer like g*lebor would want me to#i never really get to talk about my elf anatomies at length cus i'm lazy but i sprinkled some info in the first pic#altmer society is EugenicsLand so you could only tell if your child has 'good' traits when they hit puberty#ex. height and shoulder width is something very important to them#if you don't have those traits ur pretty much a failure#other elves have it easier 🤓#idk i still might make some kinda infographic for the way i picture them but umm maybe not who knows#on snow elves and bosmer the fur is still 'confused' when they're in baby stage and is pretty much everywhere#it evens out w/ age and stays on the back; neck; sides of face the most and in places where human body hair wud be#idk ummm..and i think all elves grow their nails out unless they're very intertwined with humans in their life#ex. my snelf elisif; she has her nails trimmed to be regarded as more human i guess#nails are most important to altmer tho and might be a status symbol of some kind... they like using them in combat too#it's shameful for an altmer to not have long nails for any reason but there can be exceptions#like my el*nwen that can't physically grow nails out because of burn injury#so she has fake ones on her combat gloves#it's cute#elf nails aren't as frail as human nails and are more like an animals claws (corny) but bosmers' are the sturdiest#and their nails are curved in shape. for U know. Climbing and stuff#cause dunmer and altmer etc. have straight nails. they can hit the nail salon
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random note about king on that animation, i got really lucky with how simple his animation was and how clean my sketches were to begin with that i was able to do very minimal cleanup on what i had sketched (and add back. his horn. it's supposed to take place just after echoes of the past, Oops) and call it done that way instead of having to redraw the entire thing like i had to on his dad
first sketch > line cleanup > nearly final animation (i'd added slight eye movements last-second but otherwise that's the final)
#toh#the owl house#animation#gif#king clawthorne#the lineart slightly flickers on his one paw where i had to erase the tag and i thought it would bother me a lot more#but most people seem to use the internet on their phones - coupled with the darker palette and color of his fur#it basically completely hides it#based on feedback i don't think a lot of people realize i made that and it's not a gif from the show lmfao#BUT ITS STILL REALLY NICE THAT PEOPLE THINK IT IS!!!! I AM NOT AN ANIMATOR I AM JUST A HOBBYIST...#i animate like once a year... shits hard man.... but apparently when i do animate. its extremely good :) proud of that#even if i have an extremely unhinged way of animating#i don't have an animation program i draw everything individually frame by frame in photoshop#each character had their own psd file with the same background and every frame was its own group. twice. one for sketch one for colors#i do test takes with gifcam (there are literally 55 WIP gifs in my documents folder rn) by switching between layers and taking a 'frame'#and i compile in blender's video editor and to move things separately i save each character's frame in its own .png 'cel'#so luz was her own 'cel'. king was his own 'cel.' etc. and then i have to manually slide the lengths of the frames around#to match the right framerate. traditionally animation is animated at 24 FPS on 2's - so 12 frames a second. i go on 3s. 4 to slow down#anime-ass framerate. i'm insane apparently but its what i like to do#i dont understand real animation programs they have too many pieces but i DO understand photoshop and my funny brushes#imagine having Digital Programs and Still basically doing ye olde traditional animation method just in the computer#if im Just making a gif then i only use gifcam and switch between layers. like digital stop motion. somethings wrong with me
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Shino raising his dead friends and friend's dog from the dead with the power of bugs as one friend's cousin watches [not clickbait]
#speculation nation#fanny watches naruto#bugs ment/#this mini arc is fucking wild actually what the fuck is going on#i am VERY definitely past everything ive seen before. both anime and manga.#which means this is all new. and i dont know whats going on hdskhfks#ino holding hands with shikamaru and choji (and making them hold hands) was really cute tho🥺🥺🥺#for circulating their chakra to keep them alive etc etc anyways those are her BOYS!!!!!! shes working so hard to keep them alive!!!!!!!!!#and then shino using his bugs to circulate the chakra of. two guys and a dog.#i love the focus being placed on him rn bc hes so rarely focused on. but also. it *is* kind of funny#i think it's akamaru. the dog. plus the bugs. hes literally just putting bugs on them so they'll move the chakra around#and doing it in the most Raising The Dead pose possible hflshfks god it's so funny#anyways genuinely why is kabuto going to such lengths to kill these four (plus a dog)#like hes got this whole plot hes committed 4 of his pawns to this. just sucking their souls outta their body bc Huh??#like ok shikamaru is a master tactician. i get him. and neji is a powerful jonin.#and choji is very strong Especially in conjunction with ino and shikamaru#that good old ino-shika-cho combo. you know.#then theres kiba and like kiba's strong but like. not all that special in the army??? like sorry kiba not to be mean#but like hes just a chunin. no special combos or insane intellect to set him apart.#he's a front liner. a good one! but ykno. not all that special in the army. sorry kiba.#the true answer for why these 4 (5 with the dog lol) were brought togegher for this#was for reminiscing about their failed sasuke retrieval arc. by the narrative.#but Also they have those same sound ninja 4 theyre up against. maybe those guys wanted to nab them bc of the grudge#and kabuto was just like 'sure yeah it wouldnt hurt to kill the nara and the hyuga'#actually im just now remembering his ninja info cards. freakish data collection on fucking everyone#and now here he is having grave robbed all over the goddamn place and prepped all the bodies with their weapons and what have you#taking the time to send these reanimated bodies towards their prior loved ones to take advantage of the personal turmoil#bro it's a fucking battlefield what??? how are you sending everyone to such specific people like that.#and then anko's just passed out behind him. she hasnt even been to the village since the pain attack. she is getting shelved SO bad#anyways kabuto's a little freak and i continue to hate him. grave robbing shithead.
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guy who is 0.2 seconds away from getting a haircut bc my hair is starting to annoy the hell out of me
#like do i like having long hair? yes except for rn when im overstimulated and its pissing me kff#however its so hard to style & looks terrible if i dont style it but also i dont even know how to properly style it#so most of the time im just like. fingers crossed it looks okay#and im like. i dont want to go like super short or anything but the long hair might finally be annoying me enough that i might cut it to lik#aragorn length or smthn#might also be a good idea to cut it so that#if i want to grow it out again i can grow it out Properly & actually trim it so it doesnt get all split#bc ive never actually cut my hair & ive had it trimmed one (1) time in my life and didnt get it trimmed as a kid#idk i just. hm. half of me thinks i’ll regret it half of me is soooo sick of trying to deal with it#but yeah i absolutely will Not go super short because that will Not look good on me#however i might need to go shorter than i am rn
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once i’ve made astra’s ref for this years artfight i kinda wanna make like. better refs for both tana and lux… i wanna have ones with like actual info on them… and more lil outfits…
#lux is incredibly easy to come up with new fits for because he’s a fashion freak#you can put him in anything that looks good because he WOULD go to great lengths to find fun outfits to wear#he’s got such a big wardrobe#but tana on the other hand is like the living embodiment of ''i don’t deserve a bedframe''#he can APPRECIATE when a piece of clothing looks good but it would never occur to him to get another outfit unless he like. NEEDED it#astra is the most fashionable of all of them she sees her own dramatic as fuck wizard fits#lux also does sewing but generally he just uses it to spice up clothes he’s bought#or found#go on my artfight if u wanna see astras actual ref btw cuz rn i think there’s only joke art of her in her actual tag#her design was made by anethia <33 owe them my life for that one#arambles
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<3 little diary post
#Reached out to the girl who has beef with me to try to apologize instead of make a scene at the next social event please clap#Like being soo mature about this :)#Hmm making my friendsgiving invites and upset that like half people from last year I don't talk to now#And like the invite list is the same length and I'm grateful for everyone but don't feel like as close yknow?#Miss *****#Anyways I think my apology will be like a -what can we do to avoid this going forward-#Because like to be so fr if I wasn't a lesbian I wouldn't have to apologize and she wouldn't be upset soooo#Just feel kinda detached and disinterested rn even though on paper everything is perfect which it is#But I guess that literally is what depression is lmao I do have the type of bipolar where I forget I have bipolar#But I getting more and more instructive thoughts and like yikes i hate it here -in my mind-#Wait so the girl I am trying to apologize to hasn't responded to me but ***** is trying to apologize??? Girl --#Might use part of her apology if I do actually meet up with the girl I am supposed to say sorry to bc it's a good amount of detached lmao
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sometimes i miss having short hair but i have wavy curly hair so cutting it off would be such a waste...
#.txt#my hair looks so good rn and all i had to do was spritz with water and backcomb with leave-in conditioner.#but i hate that even with a medium length mullet everyone now sees a girl when they look at me.... you are all so stupid if you think that.#cashiers used to call me sir. this was a real country once.
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I think devsis wants me to stay
#ignore that i got white lily for free#she's just so good and absolutely carried me for the length of time I've had her#she's level 70 rn and her power is nearly 200k#very happy with her#also this is my third copy of sea fairy! not counting the soulstones#also right after i made the meme for the comic creator#also i got sage of ivies after talking to my friend about how it's my favourite ovenbreak costume... coincidence? I THINK NOT#anyways#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#herb cookie#white lily cookie#sea fairy cookie
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someone stop me cutting my hair 😭
#i have some of the front pieces about shoulder length and it looked so good with my longer hair out the way#and now i’m like hmmmm what if i cut it all one length#but like i spent 2 years growing it out and it’s like halfway down my back rn#but it’s so damaged and i trimmed it but it’s not enough#i think maybe it does need to go#but i’m so attached to long hair rn
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Does anyone else have the "smart" ads (the ones that get dropped at designated points when available rather than those recorded as part of the full audio file) on TMA that are completely out of control? I wanted to start a relisten for fic reasons, and on 2 separate podcast apps (stitcher is dying like. tomorrow. so i'm trying to switch) and "Seed", which is the very first trailer and should come in at about a minute COUNTING all the non-content administrative stuff about what the show is called/when/etc got so many ads loaded onto it is was over 6 minutes. I literally could not find the actual content on the first app, because they were loaded on the front AND BACK end with the actual trailer somewhere in the middle.
Like I respect the need to put ads on stuff to stay in business, but 5 minutes is a bit above average for shows that I listen to that are an hour long. 5 times as long as the audio I came for, though??? 5 minutes attached to a regular episode isn't that much better, that's like a quarter as long as the entire episode! And they aren't filling the slot with a really long ad, there are like 10 in there! They're normal, short ads, there are just a billion of them
#tma#ink post#so for now no relisten for me :/#i can fiddle with an unfamiliar app or i can fiddle with mega ads but not both#unless i'm like. genuinely out of my mind. this can't possibly be just me can it?#like i think that about a tenth of the length of the episode is a pretty good rule of thumb#particularly for something like tma i can take more ads if theyre spread through the episode but that isn't an option here#at least i HOPE it isnt#rn like. i guess i pick a day i don't have literally anything else to do#and just batch download episodes and then figure out how to just have my own audio files with them edited out#id rather support the network by streaming with ads but i flat out CAN'T do this many
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getting my hair cut on friday! grins
#its so long rn and its making me cuckoo bananas#im gonna cut it all off and donate it#its a good halfway down my back rn and im cutting it to jaw length#i had it like that a few years ago and i loved ittt#but idk you kinda have to keep trimming it? so i got tired of that and just kinda. left it#i think ive only trimmed it once or twice since then lol#TIME FOR A CHANGE!#and i have my grad photos soon ao i wanna look funky fresh#very excited :)#molly speaks
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i need to find another pmd project to love on relentlessly to make up for that. i almost feel bad hating on a fan project like that
#echoed voice#devs just know if you somehow find my posts: i respect the work that you do and its very impressive you made the first full length romhack#for this game#thats a great feat and im glad you did it and its this good technologically. the mind stuff was great and parallel timelines were fun#and pls take the fact that this won hack of the year a sign that im just one guy and i am clearly in the minority and that is ok#it just. sadly wasnt my thing and i was more frustrated than happy most of the time#we were talking abt this in discord but also in light of jelloapocalypse being kinda a hot topic rn-#i know im just one guy with a tumblr blog but pls know that whenever i bitch about something- i dont get pissed if you disagree#i dont think im like ''enlightened'' and everyone should just accept my opinions. im just an old man complaining on my lawn basically#if you adored this romhack then good for you! im glad you enjoyed it more than i did!#at the end of the day its still eos and eos is fun and exciting and feels good to play#if youre considering getting this romhack then dont let me convince you not to give it a chance. you may enjoy it more than i did!#maybe youll see stuff that i didnt! maybe itll resonate a lot more with you!#idk where im going with this. but i feel bad being mean to a fan project for too long jsdklfjdsf
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God, this is fucking crazy
So i only have 3 more classes to take, but it'll cost the same to take 3 classes as 4 classes. So I've been thinking about taking a 4th class just for the hell of it. Something fun and/or easy.
Out of curiosity, I looked up orchestras. I was in it in my first year, but I haven't consistently played since 2016. But I still dream about being in an orchestra again. I *miss it*. So I was like. Well, what if *that* was my 4th class next semester? What If?
I looked it up. This week is the last week they're doing auditions for it. There was only one more spot free after today. And that's *tomorrow evening*.
I haven't really played my violin much in YEARS. I'm so out of practice. But apparently they don't reject anyone outright. Auditions are just for placement. So worst case scenario, I get placed in an orchestra at a lower skill level than I was at my prime. It'd still be an orchestra.
It's crazy short notice, but I don't think I'd forgive myself if I passed it up. Bc I have just one more semester before I graduate. One last opportunity to be in a school orchestra. And if I didn't do this, I'd be left with that What If forever.
So. Crazy short notice, but I have a violin audition tomorrow!!! Hahahaha
#speculation nation#im literally shaking with nerves rn but i want this so so so badly#i remember. how to play. my arms are just so much stiffer than they used to be. and my nails. man im gonna have to trim my fucking nails#at least my left hand. kinda sucks bc i like the polish i have on rn but u cant have any long nail at all for violin.#i need to play two scales of my choosing. ascending and descending in three octaves.#recommended for violin is A C or E-flat major. of course i know A and C but i'd have to look up E-flat. never did much with flats in school#then again i have that One Two Three and a Half rhythm Down. thats how id often warm myself up.#start with the base G string and just do a scale up and down (one octave). go up to the next note. do it again.#again and again until i started running out of room on the E string. & if i was Real motivated maybe id start shifting to continue.#so all id need to do is find the E flat and id be good. it all follows the same pattern.#the harder challenge will be the solo or etude. 2-3 minutes in length. only *one day* to prepare.#i have NO IDEA what id even play. i'll look in my old sheet music to see if theres anything that might work#simple enough for me to relearn on such short notice. and interesting enough to be played solo#(since i was always in orchestras it's not always the best for solo playing. tho i was also first violin section a lot#which is Basically the same as playing solo lmaooo)#if i cant find anything i do have a few sheet music books i could look in. id hate to play smth too simple#but better simple and Right than trying to do something above my current skill level.#which IRKS ME bc once upon a time i was the 4th best violinist in my high school. out of nearly 2k students.#but thats what happens when u go years without consistent practice :p ur arm gets Stiff.#im. still nervous but also thinking about the music is making me EXCITED.#it's going to be a wild time prepping for this thing but itll be over in like 5 mins and i dont even have to worry about Passing#so long as i *do it* i should get into something. i just need to push myself. do it. get out there. *play your violin*#i already cried in a public bathroom for 10 mins today and im feeling emotional Again.#not quite crying emotional tho thankfully. just. i feel like i need to climb onto a rooftop and SCREAM!!!! but like in a good way.#so so so nervous but itll be so so so worth it. i could be in an orchestra again. finally. finally finally finally.#and i STILL NEED TO FINISH THIS ASSIGNMENT.....!!!! hfkahfks today has been. a DAY.#just. keeps going through my head. i could be in an orchestra again. i could be in an orchestra again. at least one more time.
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Ah yes, my favorite hobby
Buying things to strip them for parts to make another thing because god forbid replacement parts be sold separately
#that wristband I bought for the connectors is friggin heavy#like it has HEFT#it wasn't kidding about being made out of stainless steel#those links gave my expensive ass pliers a run for their money#the links on the ends don't have openings though which is kind of interesting#so I had to leave those on#it's not too bad though cause the guage seems similar to the rings I'm using and the color is close enough so aesthetically it looks OK#I was just originally thinking I'd use some small rings to attach to the watch connectors but it looks like that won't be necessary#can't do much at this point though cause I need to size it to the wrist it'll be adoring#might need to drop 2 repeats to make the clasp area and reduce the length a bit#Maybe the symmetrical look will be cute#I just felt like 6 repeats had good visual appeal and was the right balance of chainmail to watch#but it's a bit too long on my wrists and while I think the giftee has wider wrists than mine I don't think it'll be enough of a difference#to leave it as is wothought cutting the length back a bit#Plus I'll need space for the clasp so all in all it'll need to be shortened no matter what#kinda makes me wish I had a watch so I could connect it to one and model it for real#I'm just making approximations rn#but overall I'm happy with it and excited to gift it
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if you think "Kaito raised Akiho" or that Kaito is a figure even remotely resembling that of a parent to Akiho, get the hell out of here. Seriously. You're implying Akiho fell in love (ROMANTIC love and I think NO ONE can argue about that) with a parental figure and YOU are the one making this ship problematic in the first place, not the actual shippers.
#today it's not the right day get off my case#jesus christ#I'm sorry for you if you think that just because someone cooks and cleans for you then they're raising you#remember he's her butler and that's the profile HE ALWAYS kept with her#he kept her at arm's length for a reason#it's a little more complicated than that but I guess that any chance is good to go 'eww' at someone's ships#good thing I took care of removing certain people from here myself#and this is a warning for anyone else might be out there among the goddamned p*rn bots
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