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Before anything new drops, I think there's high chance that kamiki does love his kids.
So why, then, didn't he approach his kids all this time? There are a few speculations I have about that, too.
He didn't think he had the right to face his children after what's happened to Ai (for he had contributed to it in some way)
Showing up was risky (the president of Ai's company and Miyako were watching over them and how'd he explain himself after the loss of Ai)
He was doing his own thing (if this IS about bringing the dead mother back for his kids, it sort of makes sense for him to try to get that done before anything...he might have felt he shouldn't see them before he "made things right" enough)
He knew Aqua wanted to avenge him and thought he deserved that so he left him be (seeing that's what's given his son some strength to keep on living/Like Aqua, he hates himself and he's depressed so he wants to punish himself by being hated)
He's either going to die or face certain kinds of trouble when he sees through that mission he's doing in 3, so he didn't want the kids to get to learn him and/or become attached. He'd be a goner anyway. As long as he gets to bring Ai back, he doesn't really care about what happens to himself afterward. Whether he wants Ai back for his children or himself is actually ambiguous if that's really his motive(seeing how desperate he is about her, you'd infer the latter but.. you'd have to be alive yourself to stay with whom you bring back..the lyrics of Mephisto actually suggest otherwise if that is his mentality. I don't even think kamiki thought he deserved to be with her. He thought Ai didn't love him back, so what he wants, I think, is just to bring her back from the dead and take her place or smth. He doesn't care about his own life. Which COULD.. have induced the shocked face he's having in 154. He never expected her to feel that concerned about him. He'd just die in her place and everything will be fine after that. That's how I'm starting to take this)
He could have been supporting them or have at least kept a watch on them somehow from afar all along.. he did choose to sponsor the movie his son was trying to make when it lacked the funds. This may not be his first time doing something like that?
So why did he choose to appear near them now?
What he's been trying to accomplish is almost fulfilled and he's going to "rot away", so he's choosing to see his children before that happens one last time
He was pretty sure that his own children hated him(esp. Aqua) at this point so he went to congratulate and even bless them for bringing him to his demise (again, he's very depressed.) He's convinced that he won't be missed, so he sort of wanted to talk with his own children before he has to go
Yeah.. I'm looking at him at a really favorable light right now and he might not be a character that's worth sympathizing with(the little kid that was his past WAS though)
but he's the guy Ai's requested both her children to help save together with her. He's the one person who she's really wanted to love (and actually had, so much.. she just didn't realize it but she even predicted she would figure it out and find out it is...)
there's no way this guy isn't "worth saving" one bit. He's probably someone that needs to be helped. Ai is smart. She cares about the choices she's made regarding her children and wanted the best for them. She wanted to be a good mother. If she wants to raise her precious kids with kamiki, it means he's capable of loving them as much as she is. I trust her takes on him the most because she's the one who'd understand him the most out of anyone in the entire world. And she chose to love him, as someone who craved and longed dearly for a genuine relationship and feeling of love, that's a whole lot coming from her. He was good enough in her eyes! Just really fragile when she chose to distance herself from him. I doubt that she'd have been wrong about choosing who to love. I believe in Ai on that regard so I really want to believe that kamiki is a worthy guy for her (for the time being, I am sure he DOES love her a whole lot, even more than his own life). and if he does, I believe he'd care about the children he'd had with her too. They're his as well as hers and proof of what they had between them. He never seemed to be that hostile to them, ever. He WISHES them good luck. I'd be surprised if he didn't care, actually. He doesn't show up a whole lot and he was a terrible dad for having never been there but well, he probably couldn't, too.
So yeah. I actually think he'd have been a pretty good father if things weren't as messed up as it is. Like how Ai's pictured it to be, they'd have been a sweet, tender family. I trust Ai's guts. She's probably right about him. I can always be wrong but that's the idea I've been getting.
#oshi no ko spoilers#hikaai#kamiai#oshi no ko#hikaru kamiki#I am so sorry for the whole wad of posts I've been making about this series#I think I'll.. probably quiet down when things get cleared up#or not#depending how wrong or right I get#but I think I could be right#I was!!! for my previous posts.. I'm going to be so embarrassed if I get everything wrong later o<-<#spoilers#oshi no theories
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Hey now, Let her cook!
#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#senshi#laios touden#marcille donato#izutsumi#oyasumi punpun#<- In case you are wondering what the source for the little bird guy is.#Yeah that's right. I'm back to my extremely obscure crossover BS.#Punpun is one of those series that falls under the category of 'Good! but I cannot responsibly recommend this to anyone."#If Dungeon Meshi is like a friend asking you to go on a quick errand and you accidently go on a life changing roadtrip -#Punpun is your friend asking to go on a quick errand and they pull up to the vet and tell you your dog is being put down.#Then they explode into sludge. Melting your car. You hitchhike back but the person who picked you up is an axe murderer.#I could not finish it. My friends who did say it was good. But agree it was for the best I did not finish it.#Hey speaking of tone twists...We are one episode away from one of my favourite chapters being animated!#WHO'S READY FOR THE SENSHI BACKSTORY! WHO IS READY TO CRY!#ME! I AM! I spooked my flatmate with how energetic I was this morning. I'm vibrating with energy I was not designed to contain.#I should talk about today's episode here: It was very good. I love how they animated the familiars.#And!!! Anime only people now are in the loop on the Chilchuck lore. Part 1 of many. He still contains multitudes.#They all do to be honest! If this episode told us anything it was that we still don't know these characters as well as we think!#See you guys next week. I'll be inconsolable.
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identity reveals are always fun
#batcave search history that night: friend has no name. atlantis naming conventions. atlantian names. r there birth certificates in atlantis#theyre so fun to draw guys im sick with it#also: everyone thinking 'But his name is Garth'#I know that and YOU know that but he doesn't until like..... a few years later. canonically#Unnamed Youth 'Aqualad' No Last Name#and arthur does call him both minnow and tadpole so wally n dick r both right in their own ways#and for ppl who really dont know. garth was abandoned as an infant and didnt hang w anyone until arthur took him in lol. what a life#and arthur girl...... was aqualad the best and only u could do#teen titans#fab five#donna troy#wally west#dick grayson#garth of shayeris#roy harper#dc#dc comics#my art#everyone hangin by the salt water pool so garth can hang w them :]
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it’s always “why did you sacrifice yourself and leave me behind” and never How was the sacrifice Was sacrificing yourself fun it looked fun
#ok I was thinking of ivan (and sua#but this could be a kim dokja post too#hmmm#orv#alien stage#post#e: after many tags. you guys are right this really is a gideon nav post#tlt
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Love Undying
#my art#my oc#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#emmrich volkarin#tea aldwir#emmrich x rook#honestly yall veilguard is the most wholesome part of their story#I head canon Emmrich gets obsessed w the thought of tea dying earlier than him because she’s a warden#he goes downhill trying to figure out how to cure the blight and she gets more taken by her calling#I do think he eventually figures it out though!#the man helped make a knife comparable to solas’s#so methinks he could absolutely put his mind to modifying if not curing the blight#and eventually I think his obsession with mortality does end up in him figuring out demi lichdom#which probably causes problems with the other mourn watchers and lich lords that he and rook have to face together#with their baby! because tea gets pregnant right after veilguard hehehehe
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'what do u want to draw' 'idk, megumi?'
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk megumi#when in doubt . megumi#almost drew more free i was *this* close to a makoto or makoharu sheet u have no idea the effort it took pls applaud my restraint#regardless tho im having lots of fun w this way of doing hair#fr the longest time the heavy chunked layers were always a look tht i could never get right#but i think ive gotten there finally!! or am getting there#it was easier w haru than with megu but ! still pleased#also idk if i will have time to draw anything else before i leave so i rushed a bit 2 get this up#maybe ill have time fr another sketchy doodle in between packing and prep dgsdfj who knows !! i will try tho
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“Accursed creator! Why did you form a monster so hideous that even you turned from me in disgust?”
#Frankenstein#gothic literature#gothic lit art#victor frankenstein#happy new year lads#ive been thinking about nothing else but them for the past 3 days#been trying to figure out a decent design for victor and i think im getting closer#he needs to have a cruelness to him#and he needs to be kind of pathetic#someone who the creature could snap in half yknow#and i need to make the creature more Mean looking but it just feels right to draw him sad and despairing#THAT BEING SAID i think i did a good job here hehe#henry is next :)))#my art#illustration
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can't believe that skeleman has turned on us, and Halloween Prom is tomorrow.
(what a top-tier UM...we are about to be just totally obliterated in the absolute silliest way. what possible use could this power have outside of bringing us to the brink of utter holiday disaster.)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#unique magic posters#this was so unforseeable!#i hope malleus gets pumpkinified immediately and sebek has to carry him around on a little velvet cushion#i hope jade puts his plant knowledge to good use by being extremely judgy about the firmness of everyone's rind#i hope that everyone is still wearing their silly little hats as pumpkins#(i know they won't. but if we don't have hope we have nothing.)#and i'm still feeling like oogie's gotta show up later and menace jamil just by existing#perhaps we'll have to team up against him with the scullsman or something 👀#also just to get it out before being proven entirely wrong#my theory is still that he's from the past and we gotta teach him about the True Meaning of Halloween (aka candy and funtimes)#so he can go back to his own time and become the founder of modern-day candy and funtimes halloween or something#bootstrap paradox be damned#i could be entirely off-base but that's what i'm thinking right now#idk he just has the vibe of an old-timey boy to me#he's had the great misfortune of being born before there were hot topics where he could meet other jack skellington fanatics#too late for the black plague too early for the black parade 😔
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take responsibility.
#i am always thinking abt anya and how she is simultaneously central to the story and kept out of focus by jimmy's pov#eventually culminating in this scene where everything is about her and yet she herself does not -- cannot -- appear#the way the scene immediately ends with polle's question there -- the revelation that jimmy won't accept.#he is confronted with the truth and turns right back to the story he wants to tell himself where he's the hero#mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#my art#uh. feel like this probably could use some content warnings (besides you know. the game itself being its own warning) but idk what#so. ask to tag i guess
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the easy grip on the knife. the leg over the seat. the hand over the other seat. the sassy "come get it" move. you know the bitch is smiling behind that mask even as he said the line.
#i can't believe i'm saying this#DEADPOOL CAN GET IT#Logan I'm sobbing I understand why you lunged at him#I would too bestie#it's the sass for me folks#paint that car white as much as they painted it red my god#a deadpool thirst post? from me? more likely than you'd think#this is a branch in realities i know it#i've never had Feelings for this motherfucker until this movie#all i'm left with is anger now because WHAT DOES HE WANT FROM ME#camera crew could have just made it landscape but noooooo they had to do a medium shot of this son of a bitch#i'm sending an especially affectionate fuck you in ryan reynolds' direction#i love how you love deadpool#deadpool#wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#wade wilson#logan howlett#poolverine#deadclaws#don't get me wrong i've always adored deadpool's personality. nobody's that hilarious and not have humongous balls i mean trauma.#but i've never went 'why he kinda' until this specific shot right here#@ camera crew why the fuck did you zoom in? WHY?#for me? well it's infuriating#do it again#gif is credit to the owner#30 tags aren't enough for me to dismantle how this shot made me feel. tumblr you gotta update#damn tumblr i'm tryna feed a village here#guys just find my other post
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something something "wearing a microfiber cloth in my back pocket to let the best buy employees know I'm cruising" idr how the post goes
#lab creations#gravity falls#fiddleford mcgucket#whenever I'm artblocked I just do another fiddleford pic he's like my muse or something#might be unclear but that's light pink + gray + navy blue on the left and red/black stripe on the right#which could mean nothing#(I personally don't think he would have the time to get into cruising culture. fyi. another example of 'images I just make for fun')
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FNAF Vanny and Amanda from DBD would get along..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf vanny#vanny#vanessa fnaf#security breach#dead by daylight#dbd fanart#dbd#dbd the pig#amanda young#saw movies#omg another dead by daylight post…#maybe I’ll draw more DBD now that it’s the spooky months we’ll see#WHEN I drew Vanny meeting huntress folks asked right away#like to have her meet Amanda young ‘the pig’ next#and as someone who was super into saw at a point OBVIOUSLY I had to draw it#they actually match in a lot of ways#similar origins least in vibes from what I remember about Amanda#so I actually think they could get along#Vanny being the ultimate failgirl loves to see a girlboss
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My Great Grandma who loved her babies very much
Reference that I used for the face!
#I was scrolling through pinterest and saw this woman and I was like: She looks EXACTLY like how I imagine Stan and Ford's mother to look#my art#gravity falls#mabel pines#dipper pines#ig??#caryn romanoff pines#caryn pines#mabel voice: she must have been one hell of a mother to have had to deal with Grunkle Stan and Grunkle Ford when they were kids!#DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT HOW SHE MIGHT HAVE DIED THINKING STANFORD AND STANLEY NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO RECONCILE#DO U EVER THINK ABOUT HOW SHE MUST HAVE BEEN PLAGUED WITH REGRETS AND WHAT-IFS OVER STAN BEING KICKED OUT- WISHING SHE COULD HAVE DONE MORE#DOES THE THOUGHT THAT STANFORD MIGHT HAVE NEVER GOTTEN THE CHANCE TO VISIT HER AT HER DEATHBED OR HER FUNERAL SINCE HE WAS STUCK ELSEWHERE??#EVER HAUNT YOU AT NIGHT???#DOES IT EVER OCCUR TO YOU THAT SHE MIGHT HAVE KNOWN ALL ALONG ABOUT STANLEY- SINCE SHE'S THEIR MOTHER AND “WHAT KIND OF MOTHER CAN'T#RECOGNISE HER OWN CHILDREN APART“#THEY MEET AT STAN'S FUNERAL LIKE: “STANLEY I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED- NOR WHY THAT CASKET AT THE FRONT IS EMPTY RIGHT NOW AND WHY WE'RE#CURRENTLY ATTENDING YOUR FUNERAL- OR WHY YOU'RE EVEN DRESSED UP AS FORD RIGHT NOW.“#“I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON STANLEY- BUT I DO KNOW THAT ONE OF MY SONS DIDN'T DIE IN A DITCH SOMWHERE IN THE FLAMING WRECK OF A CAR CRASH-#AND THAT'S ENOUGH FOR ME.“#SHE GOT THAT MOTHER'S INSTINCT#stan twins parents
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Me and You !!!
#couple#intimate#intimacy#touch#romantic#desire#romance#kissing#kiss#you and i#could be us#me and who#me and you#couple goals#kiss me#in this moment#this right now#this right here#i want this#you and me#eroticlover#tongue kissing#oh baby#i cant help it#cant resist#thinking of you#i need you#need need need
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As much as I love angst I think it would be funny if he just didnt give af
#Hazel you cant just ask people if they have a dead mom#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fop#fairly oddparents a new wish#headcanon#fop hazel#hazel wells#fop dev#dev dimmadome#I think he has mildly positive associations with it tbh#He asked where babies came from and his dad actually took him aside and explained how he was super special and important#and better than everyone else because he was a clone and talked him through the whole cloning process very excitedly#(Dev did not understand a word of it but it was probably the most positive interaction he'd ever had with his dad)#later Dev came back and asked where normal kids come from and he got uncomfy and made an Au-Pair explain#other than that Dev has basically no thoughts on being a clone its just a fact to him.#Actually thinking about it now that could be a really dark explanation for why his real name is Development#I mean you dont just get cloning right on the first try#and nobody wants to name and get attached something that might just fall over dead any minute#HAHA anway angst over teehee :3#fop nature au#<-for organization since this HC applies to it too
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dumb twiset comic. based on this labru comic.
#twiset#mlp#twilight sparkle#sunset shimmer#comic#my art#fanart#dumb#the grand galloping 20s#this is a joke but gg20s sunset is gender enough that idk. she could be transmasc you never know#she could be hiding anything under that bigass poncho#i think it's pretty common to headcanon twilight as autistic right
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