#but I think I could be right

[yuseirra]

Before anything new drops, I think there's high chance that kamiki does love his kids.

So why, then, didn't he approach his kids all this time? There are a few speculations I have about that, too.

He didn't think he had the right to face his children after what's happened to Ai (for he had contributed to it in some way)

Showing up was risky (the president of Ai's company and Miyako were watching over them and how'd he explain himself after the loss of Ai)

He was doing his own thing (if this IS about bringing the dead mother back for his kids, it sort of makes sense for him to try to get that done before anything...he might have felt he shouldn't see them before he "made things right" enough)

He knew Aqua wanted to avenge him and thought he deserved that so he left him be (seeing that's what's given his son some strength to keep on living/Like Aqua, he hates himself and he's depressed so he wants to punish himself by being hated)

He's either going to die or face certain kinds of trouble when he sees through that mission he's doing in 3, so he didn't want the kids to get to learn him and/or become attached. He'd be a goner anyway. As long as he gets to bring Ai back, he doesn't really care about what happens to himself afterward. Whether he wants Ai back for his children or himself is actually ambiguous if that's really his motive(seeing how desperate he is about her, you'd infer the latter but.. you'd have to be alive yourself to stay with whom you bring back..the lyrics of Mephisto actually suggest otherwise if that is his mentality. I don't even think kamiki thought he deserved to be with her. He thought Ai didn't love him back, so what he wants, I think, is just to bring her back from the dead and take her place or smth. He doesn't care about his own life. Which COULD.. have induced the shocked face he's having in 154. He never expected her to feel that concerned about him. He'd just die in her place and everything will be fine after that. That's how I'm starting to take this)

He could have been supporting them or have at least kept a watch on them somehow from afar all along.. he did choose to sponsor the movie his son was trying to make when it lacked the funds. This may not be his first time doing something like that?

So why did he choose to appear near them now?

What he's been trying to accomplish is almost fulfilled and he's going to "rot away", so he's choosing to see his children before that happens one last time

He was pretty sure that his own children hated him(esp. Aqua) at this point so he went to congratulate and even bless them for bringing him to his demise (again, he's very depressed.) He's convinced that he won't be missed, so he sort of wanted to talk with his own children before he has to go

Yeah.. I'm looking at him at a really favorable light right now and he might not be a character that's worth sympathizing with(the little kid that was his past WAS though)

but he's the guy Ai's requested both her children to help save together with her. He's the one person who she's really wanted to love (and actually had, so much.. she just didn't realize it but she even predicted she would figure it out and find out it is...)

there's no way this guy isn't "worth saving" one bit. He's probably someone that needs to be helped. Ai is smart. She cares about the choices she's made regarding her children and wanted the best for them. She wanted to be a good mother. If she wants to raise her precious kids with kamiki, it means he's capable of loving them as much as she is. I trust her takes on him the most because she's the one who'd understand him the most out of anyone in the entire world. And she chose to love him, as someone who craved and longed dearly for a genuine relationship and feeling of love, that's a whole lot coming from her. He was good enough in her eyes! Just really fragile when she chose to distance herself from him. I doubt that she'd have been wrong about choosing who to love. I believe in Ai on that regard so I really want to believe that kamiki is a worthy guy for her (for the time being, I am sure he DOES love her a whole lot, even more than his own life). and if he does, I believe he'd care about the children he'd had with her too. They're his as well as hers and proof of what they had between them. He never seemed to be that hostile to them, ever. He WISHES them good luck. I'd be surprised if he didn't care, actually. He doesn't show up a whole lot and he was a terrible dad for having never been there but well, he probably couldn't, too.

So yeah. I actually think he'd have been a pretty good father if things weren't as messed up as it is. Like how Ai's pictured it to be, they'd have been a sweet, tender family. I trust Ai's guts. She's probably right about him. I can always be wrong but that's the idea I've been getting.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Hey now, Let her cook!

[dreadark]

it’s always “why did you sacrifice yourself and leave me behind” and never How was the sacrifice Was sacrificing yourself fun it looked fun

[foolsocracy]

identity reveals are always fun

[panthermouthh]

“Accursed creator! Why did you form a monster so hideous that even you turned from me in disgust?”

[egophiliac]

can't believe that skeleman has turned on us, and Halloween Prom is tomorrow.

(what a top-tier UM...we are about to be just totally obliterated in the absolute silliest way. what possible use could this power have outside of bringing us to the brink of utter holiday disaster.)

[brainrotcharacters]

the easy grip on the knife. the leg over the seat. the hand over the other seat. the sassy "come get it" move. you know the bitch is smiling behind that mask even as he said the line.

[abyssalzones]

something something "wearing a microfiber cloth in my back pocket to let the best buy employees know I'm cruising" idr how the post goes

[chloesimaginationthings]

FNAF Vanny and Amanda from DBD would get along..

[theeroticlover]

Me and You !!!

[bunnieswithknives]

As much as I love angst I think it would be funny if he just didnt give af

[bixels]

dumb twiset comic. based on this labru comic.

[stealingpotatoes]

do you think luke and leia know who’s older??? like what if “the force told him” or something

I don't think Luke is bothered about who's older, but Leia...

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[hinamie]

"I'll show you every day that choosing to live was worth it"

some of my favourite scenes from @hijinks-n-lowjinks' fic things i would miss from the other side . this fic tore my heart out fr but like in a good way and i wanted to pay it homage the only way i know how <3

[inkskinned]

"don't make it political!" .... what proportion of death and suffering must occur before politics are involved. if this isn't political, what is even the point of any politics, ever. of democracy. the words are "by the people for the people." if i am going to be left alone by my elected representatives to "figure it out" - to undergo damage, hardship, fear. what the fuck did i elect them for. what was their job. the entire point is that they handle this shit. this is why we were supposed to be electing leaders.

poverty is political. misogyny is political. gun control is political. climate change is political. how much aid a community gets is political. what the fuck are you talking about. it's been political this whole fucking time.

[egophiliac]

still ruminating over Lost In the Book With Spooky Skeletons Part 1, so here's a selection of some of my favorite little bits! (...some more loosely paraphrased than others) (I just feel like Idia has no room to criticize in general, okay)

anyway, I'm sure we're just going to have a fun time celebrating Halloween and nothing bad is going to happen whatsoever! :)