#but I sending you love and hugs anyway

[theoniprince]

Their love language [wip]

"Ich fand dich schon irgendwie hot... damals."🔥

"Ich fand dich etwas schnöselig."✨️🥂

🧸💕

[suhnshinehaos]

my heart dropped when i read the statement that sm put out re: taeil, genuinely the last thing i expected to read today. i’m shocked, disappointed, but most of all- i’m angry.

angry at what he’s done, angry at seeing some fans defend him, angry at those turning this into a gotcha moment to promote or lift their faves up. please, this isn’t just some discussion on the internet- there is a very real victim, a very real woman at the heart of all this. i hope she gets the justice and healing she deserves.

[lonelyzarquon]

A thousand bodies piled up I never thought would be enough To show you just what I've been thinking

[jackslocket]

I GUESS THAT'S HOW ITS DONE!

[skitskatdacat63]

I would commit murder to see the interview these pictures are from

[swiftmitsu]

Mitsu thanks a lot for making me cry with that Dust comic. I’m crying in school why do you do this to me😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏

*adjusts hat*

seems like my work here is done... you're welcome, friend.

*hops on my kangaroo. rides off into the sunset.*

[vox-off]

i know it's a wink-wink-nudge-nudge Almost Meme Reference after gideon Does The Thing at the end of gtn when she's like "you can stop screaming any moment now" but it makes me so sad for harrow anyway

gideon was right. that was the cruellest thing anyone has ever done to harrow

[spacedlexi]

the way the ericson group were at the outbreak just a bunch of troubled kids who made various mistakes or committed crimes and were judged by a system that punished and abandoned them instead of giving them the support and love they needed, are then nearly a decade later put into a situation where now they must judge a troubled child for the mistakes and crimes hes committed against them. and 5 to 3 vote them out 😭

[petrichoraline]

[stormyoceans]

https://youtube.com/shorts/4KRH_xCt18E?si=t2tJirdH-Whf26X_

saw this and immediately thought you should see it, hope this makes your day 😊

having a bit of a hard time taking decent screenshots BUT LIKE!!!!!!!!!!

TRULY SUCH A NORMAL ASS FACE TO MAKE AFTER BEING REFERRED TO AS 'DADDY' IN FRONT OF HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE AND GOD. ALMOST AS NORMAL AS SEA ACTUALLY CALLING HIM THAT WITH HIS WHOLE CHEST. DID I MENTION JUST HOW INCREDIBLY NORMAL AND HINGED AND SANE AND FINE AND CHILL AND NORMAL THIS IS. BECAUSE IT SURE IS. NORMAL

i don't even have it in me to try to make jokes anymore tbh at this point im just like. yeah sure that checks out. pretty standard day in jimmysea land. we got sea giving ivan pavlov a run for his money by conditioning jimmy to kiss his cheek every time he leans in, sea calling jimmy 'daddy' is just another tuesday for these assholes (affectionate)

I'D SCREAM AT GMMTV TO JUST GIVE THEM A FULL SERIES WHERE THEY PLAY PARENTS ALREADY SO AT LEAST THEY CAN HAVE AN EXCUSE TO THROW THE WORD DADDY AROUND BUT IM AFRAID IT WOULD ONLY MAKE THEM WORSE ✋😭

[racingliners]

Feeling so truly grateful for f1blr and my little corner of it and my beloved moots this evening 💚

[thekenobee]

Gahh, poor Edmund "Everyone's Favourite Tool" Hewlett

The way he just says, ok. You have hurt me terribly. I cannot hurt you. I will not hurt you. I am dying in agony. Do other men lash out on these occasions? Not me. I won't hurt you my dear. Please excuse me, I must experience the torments in private.

[celticwoman]

now that it's been a month since i started working and things are starting to calm down I'm. going back to feeling very depressed

[actual-changeling]

I found the first part of this in my drafts, dating back all the way to February (written right after episode 5 aired I believe), and I simply had to finish it. It's just a little ficlet for once, no title, nothing big. Just the missing scene where Ellie gets the hug she needs and Joel reaches an important understanding.

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It's the way Ellie looks at him, Joel realizes afterward, when the bodies are buried and they're walking along overgrown rusted cars and rubble. She is a child, fourteen years old and without anyone who ever took responsibility for her. No one to raise her, protect her, give her the comfort of a parent keeping their child safe. FEDRA takes in whatever healthy children they can find (usually not even bothering with the ones that aren't) and raises them to be soldiers, to follow orders, emotional care deemed unnecessary. They're not the only ones only focusing on how to survive in a world that doesn't know a Before, only an After.

Joel remembers how it should be, though. Remembers Sarah in his arms, small and helpless, screaming for him because it was the only thing she knew how to do. He always came, every single time she cried for him he answered. There is a look of complete and unconditional trust children have for their parents, their caregivers, an acceptance of an unspoken promise.

I will take care of you.

It was the last thing he saw in Sarah's eyes before she died.

He subconsciously recognizes it in Ellie, Sam's blood spattered across the floor, her face, her clothes, and his instincts drive him to act, leaning forward to get to her without any hesitation. The same deep-seated parental fear lives on, too, it always will, and it sparks up in him again and again and again with every threat to Ellie's life. Kill the soldier, shoot the infected, keep her away from harm, get her somewhere safe. Joel would have build a new world for Sarah, brick upon brick stacked with his bare hands, but he lost her before he could try. Ellie is his second chance.

Henry stops him from getting to her, growl building in his throat, and then Henry is gone just like his brother, and Ellie's whimper echoes louder than the gun shot. Pain flares in his knees when he finally drops down next to her, arms outstretched, grasping, and she falls into him stiff with panic, eyes wide open. She is warm, alive, and Joel can feel her frantic heartbeat pounding beside his own as he cradles her against his chest. The sudden silence rings in his ears, drowned out only by the tiny, hiccuping sobs ripping through her, and Joel responds without thinking, pulling her further into his lap and gently rocking them back and forth.

Twenty years ago, he did the same covered in blood with a dead daughter in his arms, and the memory fades in and out in time with her breaths, suffocating him as a part of him expects every exhale to be her last. One of his hands comes up to cup the back of her head, fingers buried in her hair, and Joel carefully pushes her face down until it fills the space between his neck and shoulder, eyes covered and kept away from the death lingering around them. He whispers mindlessly against her scalp, less coherent words and more soothing noises, not seeking to quiet her but to provide whatever comfort he can.

They're both shaking with adrenaline and fear, and Ellie clings to him so tightly their tremors are one and the same, her fingers clawing at his shirt, nails digging into his back. His skin is wet with her tears and Joel can't help but press his lips to her temple in a desperate attempt to help her calm down, previous resistance gone. All of his walls and defenses shattered the second she screamed his name so loudly her voice broke, begging him to safe her, and no matter how much he denies it, he will always be a father at heart. Joel needs a purpose, a reason to keep going, to let a child cry in his arms because he is the only thing standing between her and the world, committed to shielding her from whatever horrors he can as long as he is alive.

Ellie trusted him and he failed her today.

In-between sobs, she quietly whimpers his name like a chant, asking him to take away a pain he knows she shouldn't have to bear, aching with the awareness that she will never be the same after all she had to endure.

Joel soothes his hand along her spine, rubbing circles up and down her back, and he makes a promise to himself, to her, to Sarah's memory on his wrist.

He won't let another daughter die.

[andoutofharm]

i am . so fucking tired

[taegularities]

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