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George Karizaki and the Tragic Clown Paradox
(aka) The George Karizaki Dilemma ā My George Character Analysis
WARNING: This essay goes into dark topics such as child abuse, trauma, and many other touchy and sensitive topics. Read at your own risk, basically. Also contains spoilers up to episode 48 of Revice.Ā
Warning, againāsensitive topics ahead.Ā
big thanks to @alpona for inspiring me to actually write and post this.
My Interpretation of the Inner Demon RevealĀ
Vulnerability is defined in the Oxford Dictionary as: āāāthe quality or state of being exposed to the possibility of being attacked or harmed, either physically or emotionally.ā George Karizaki is a character that uses humor to disguise vulnerability. On the surface he comes off as more of an unbothered-genius, or mad scientist archetype. He works on what he likes, moral or not, all with an infuriating cocky-smile on his face. But humor isnāt the only thing George uses to hide his vulnerabilities, the very mask of āmad scientist,ā or a āvillainā caricature/persona is one of the other substantial ways George disguises his own traumas, fears, and pains. At the heart of it all, George cannot be analyzed without being placed in the āTragic Clown Paradox.ā Orā the āsad clown paradoxā as wikipedia calls it.Ā
Wikipedia defines said paradox as: āThe contradictory association between comedy and mental disorders such as depression and anxiety.āĀ
More specifically, the link between humor and trauma. The paradox here, of course, being the fact that clownsāwho are associated with laughter, fun, etc.āare actually the saddest or perhaps loneliest individuals in the room.Ā Ā
This analysis seeks to examine George Karizaki as a character: how heās being presented, his type of humor, and most importantlyāhow it all relates to his trauma.Ā
First on the list of analysis then, is the clown archetype and why I think George fits particularly well into it, and what that might mean for the character. In the article āThe Great Comedians: Personality & Other Factors,ā Samuel S. Janus states:
Ā āThe world of theatre has always found meaningfully symbolic the alternate faces of comedy and tragedy. Historically, court jesters were tragicomic figuresā the embodiment of the bittersweet of life. Among the oppressed, the role of social critic has been the comedian's forte. Freud indicated that humor is a release for anxiety, to quote Abe burrows: āThe comedian must practice his comedy in order to avoid destroying himself.ā Jack Carter, another leading humanist, says: āthe funny part, the laughter, is given to the audience, but the comedian is left with the bitter dregs.ā Comedy has been described by a leading theologian as: āThe ability to laugh at oneās own tragedy.āāĀ Ā
This is a particularly powerful section looking at the role of the tragicomicāthe jester, the clown; and just how entwined with tragedy said comic is. Now, examining Georgeās portrayal in the show, fifty-one seconds into the first episode of Revice we are introduced to George first via his voice-over explanation about the Giff stamp. Then he brings up the idea of fighting demons with demons and with a snap of his fingers he brings up Daijiās profile. Here we see George as a confident scientist. He obviously has a plan and knows what heās doing. All, as stated previously, with a cocky-smile on his face.Ā
At Daijiās coronation he cuts off Hiromi and pushes him humorously out of the way, saying heās ātaking too long.ā (This is notably also the first episode where we hear mention of his father and/or his fatherās scientific legacy.) During the entire attack at the coronation, George is shown to be one of the only people not panicking. Heās rational and level-headed, even warning Hiromi not to try using the vistamp because it would be too strong for him. But then refusing to intervene or do anything more, letting Hiromi go through (and fail) at transforming. Simply stating: āSee?ā when things go wrong. Thisāfrom the standpoint of the audience, is also quite humorous.Ā
George takes on this theatrical jester archetype throughout the entirety of the series, sarcastically commenting on the sidelines as things take place within the central plotline. Like with Hiromiās failed henshin. In āFools are Everywhereā Beatrice Otto takes notice that āIt is the nature of jesters to speak their minds when the mood takes them, regardless of the consequences.ā In fiction, and real life, jesters employ a variety of skills. Such as storytelling. In fact, the modern term derives from gestour, or jestour, Anglo-Norman (French) meaning āstorytellerā or āminstrel.ā (Wikipedia) Jesters have a privilege of mocking/stating the truth to those in power (King) and being able to get away with it. George Karizaki is shown (like in episode 1) to mock, narrate, or comment on a situational folly or ironyāagain, such as Hiromiās failed transformation.Ā
There are, of course, other notable instances of Georgeās jester anticsāsuch as in episode 2, when Hiromi is informed heās been demoted. Stating: āYour disgraceful failures to protect our Vistamp research labs AND inauguration ceremony have led you here.ā So truthful and mean that you, as the audience, canāt help but feel bad and be amused. But instead of ending it there, George puts on that mocking smile of his and says in English, āDonāt mind, Hiromi.āĀ
George, like most jesters, are passive commentators rather than active forces within the narrative. They spectate. In fact, the most active thing George does is create vistamps to be used, which is barely, if ever, shown on screen. Yet somehow George still manages to manipulate and dictate main storyline events. Often working as the catalyst for something to happen in the episode. Such as when he gives Daiji a henshin device, or when he sticks a tracker on something stolen from their base in episode 14/15.Ā
Moving on to his sense of humor, Georgeās humor is a mix between self-enhancing humor that: āInvolves a generally humorous outlook on life, a tendency to be frequently amused by the incongruities of life, and to maintain a humorous perspective even in the face of adversity,ā (Like George at the coronation in episode 1), and Aggressive Humor which ārelates to the use of sarcasm, teasing, ridicule, derision, āput downā or disparagement humor.ā Both are used to enhance the self, and the second is used to enhance the self at the expense of others, specifically.Ā
In Scott Kaufmanās and Aaron Kozbeltās study, āThe Tears of a Clown: Understanding Comedy Writersā they look at these types of humors and found self-enhancing humor to be positively correlated with social support and optimism, suggesting an optimistic outlook on life is closely linked to using humor for coping, perspective taking, and emotional regulation. On the other hand, they found aggressive humor to be positively correlated with self-report measures of hostility and aggression. We have seen George employ both kinds of humor throughout the show. Especially aggressive humor. This shows that George, as a person, is someone who uses comedy to cope and emotionally regulate himself, aka: He builds himself up by taking others down. I stated at the beginning that George uses humor to hide vulnerability, and to give himself a sense of control. As Georgeāthough it might not be obvious at first glanceāis someone who hates loss of control, as it puts him in a vulnerable position and reminds him of his past trauma, which Iāll get to in a minute.Ā
Above is a video of George putting on his Villain persona in response to Hiromi lashing out at him
Janus states that, āthere appears to be an awareness on the part of the audience of the relationship between humor and anxiety. Consequently it would be reasonable to assume some awareness of the fact that comedians are very anxious and often depressed people. (...) Humor, then, can be seen to be especially applicable in situations in which the individual feels himself to be powerless.āĀ
Power, powerlessness, control, and lack of, are all important elements of George Karizakiās character and the clown mask he uses to cope with his past and his present. In Janus' study on the relationship between humor and anxiety,Ā he found that the early lives of all the subjects were marked by suffering, isolation, and feelings of deprivation; and I quote:
āHumor offered a relief from their sufferings and a defense against inescapable panic and anxiety. The presence of these same needs and ears almost universally accounts for the success of these particular individuals as humorists. The fact that humor is a language of protest to mitigate their anxiety and permits them to function. (...) It is felt that comedians are able to convert their rage from physical to verbal assault and that for many their comic routines are a form of acting out. (...) They (comedians) are keenly sensitive people who have an uncanny perception of the needs and fears of their audience.āĀ
Losing his father at such a young age and with no information about a mother, other than the mention of her not being around/gone, I think it is safe to assume George grew up an orphan without parental role models in his life. But not having parents is not Georgeās only trauma.Ā
(And hereās where my take becomes hot ā¦.lol)Ā
George was forcibly given his fatherās inner-demon as a child. This is obviously a metaphor for the passing down of generational trauma. It is also a form of child abuse. If we examine the facts, which are: (1) the father inserted his demon into Georgeās body without his consent, (2) this hereby violates Georgeās sense of self/his bodily autonomy, (3) as stated above, itās child abuse. You donāt use a kid as an experiment and violate his control over his own body and not have that qualify as child abuse. George had to have been about 4-5 years of age at the time. Thatās messed up. Though he might not recognize it subconsciously, this is another reason George hates lacking control.Ā
Heās already had things taken from him (i.e his parents) and things done to him (inner demon) all outside of his control. Then he had to grow up in that environment of deprivation and abandonment, where all he had left was his fatherās inner demon and a legacy to live up to. This is also why Geeorge has the tendency to mask as a villain when confronted/put into an uncomfortable situation. Itās self-protection. āPeople lash out so that they can reject before they get rejected or abandoned. It is a way for the person to feel more in control, which makes them feel safer.ā (āWhy do people lash outā by Dr. Monocle Borschel) Some people with trauma lash out because they go into fight or flight mode when they feel threatened.Ā
To Georgeābeing vulnerable is putting himself out to be exploited. So he masks behind aggressive humor and villainy instead.Ā
Now, onto George Karizakiās dilemma.Ā
One of the ways the George inner-demon reveal can be read (aka the way I read it) is as a metaphor for CSA. (Child Sexual Abuse.) How the scene is shown, the translation, and the fact that Georgeās bodily autonomy is being violated by his father, is why I came to this conclusion. This would also further explain Georgeās unusual sexual-coded interest in older men/father figures/authority figures. Victims can seek out the same type of abusers in order to have ācontrolā over their own situation this time around, ergo āwinning.ā Though it never quite does work out that way. Either way, basically, if George is flirting/making the advances, then he has the control.Ā
All throughout the show George is usually the one to initiate physical contact with others, not the other way around. And when it is the other way around? George has never once reacted positively, instead forcibly removing the hand/touch from his body.Ā
Of course, this mightāve just been the actor being silly/doing something he finds amusing, for when he does things like flirting with the Igarashi father in episode 8 at the hot springs. But it still shouldnāt be ruled out imo.Ā
One of my first questions at George's inner-demon reveal was: āHow does this differentiate from the intergenerational trauma passed down to Ikki from his own father?ā Ikkiās situation (mostly with Vail) is often seen as a physically and emotionally abusive relationship. Ikki literally uses himself as a shield to protect his other siblings from his fatherās inner demon. Vice, Ikkiās own inner-demon, is modeled after Vail, his fatherās demon. Vail caused Vice to be created. I could wax poetic on this forever. But in examination and comparison to Georgeās situation, I found that the difference was in the actions the fathers took. Genta failed to protect his family from his inner-demon and hurt them, both physically and emotionally. But, George? Georgeās sense of bodily autonomy is being violated. His father, in fear of losing his son, decides to do something to his body that can never be undone; and he does it in his sleep. All without George knowing or realizing whatās going on.Ā
The entire situation reads to me as CSA.Ā
Thatās the difference in the traumas being passed down; because unfortunately, it is a common fact for victims of CSA to become perpetrators of it when theyāre older. Once again itās about revisiting the trauma but from the winnerās side. Which is a disgusting thought process/reasoning, but that is the underlying motive. Now, was his father abused that way? As the audience, we canāt be sure. We know from separate Revice releases that the father, Masumi, worked as a scientist in a position lacking powerābut thatās all we really know about his side of the story. The only thing that hints at it being like that is the knowledge of this being an intergenerational trauma being passed down from father to son. Literally, the same inner demon. Plus, the fact that it is being passed down from body to body.Ā
This is Georgeās essential dilemmaāhow he should view his father who was a good dad in most aspects up until the inner-demon insertion, and abandonment.
This is why George states that it would be easier to forgive his father if he were really dead.
The entire scenario does nothing but fill George with turmoil. How can he reconcile these two facts?Ā The good and loving memories versus the abandonment and bodily autonomy violation. The bad things should make his father irredeemable, unforgivable, evil. But he was still Georgeās father. One who gave him a majority of good memories when he was around. The situation here isnāt black or white but a complex gray area.Ā
Even Chic, Georgeās inner demon, shows aspects of this: George and his fatherās love for science (good)ābut twisted into something ugly, and, humorāGeorgeās way of coping. A perfect mix of the trauma and how it both drives George/causes him to react a certain way (masking, etc.). Thatās what Chic represents. A trauma inherited from his father.Ā Ā Ā
So, George Karizaki is a ātragic clown paradoxā because of this gray situation he finds himself trapped within. Itās a lose-lose. The jesterās met his match. Humor finally wasnāt enough to mask his pain. So George did the next best thing: he became the villain. (Juuga)Ā
A few things to note now that weāre coming to the end of my essay: (1) this situation reminds me of two other thingsāPerks of Being a Wallflower (Charlie), and Eliotās situation in Mr. Robot. In BOTH cases (spoiler) the MC has been a victim of CSA by someone close and very dear to their heart. In Perks itās by Charlieās favorite personāhis aunt, and in Mr. Robot itās by Eliotās father. Both Charlie and Eliot repressed these memories and went on remembering their abusers as people they really loved and who really loved them. Yet, once they remember what happened to themā¦sh*t hits the fans. Hereās a clip from Perks of the scene where Charlie remembers/finds out what happened:Ā
WARNING: The videos below might be triggering, watch at your own caution.
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Hereās a clip for when Eliot finds out:Ā
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In both, finding out had (obviously) detrimental effects on them. But even before that, their trauma is shown subconsciously. For Eliot, his personality split in order to protect himself. For Charlie, his depression and suicidal ideation. The same can be said for when George finds out. George literally slowly loses his mind, with the catalyst of his father dying adding to previous stress, and instead tries to destroy his fatherās legacy by attacking his friends. All so that he can feel more in-control. All so he can feel he has power over his father. So yeah, Charlie and Eliotās stories reminded me a lot of Georgeās, which only strengthened my previous assumption of his inner-demon metaphor being about CSA trauma.Ā
Other things to note: (2) George uses touch to manipulate others, often initiating contact when trying to get someone to do something. Such as an arm over shoulder. For George, this can show that to him, touch equals power and control. Especially over others. (3) I think this is one of the reasons why George works out a lot. He worked out enough so that if someone touches him, he can physically remove the touch himself. No more letting others have control over his body without his consent.Ā
#yeah this is triggering#yeah its totally my interpretation of the inner demon reveal#yeah the writers probably didn't mean for it to be interpretated this way#but I did so š¤·š¤·š¤·š¤·š¤·š¤·#I hope this analysis at least explains my thought process somewhat#I know this is a hot take but its the way my brain saw the scene#and it's been like that ever since#(clown noises)#kamen rider revice#kronthescoup#ikki why is ur demon so cringe#revice analysis#george karizaki#george karizaki analysis#revice#kr revice#revice spoilers
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I dont get people who write a Wyll that gets nervous and an Astarion who doesn't. Wyll gets tortured in front of the group and still doesn't miss a beat, aside from if you let his father die, I think there's only one or two lines where his dialogue strays from "affable/charming". Good luck trying to get through that shell, lol. Meanwhile Astarion has dozens of shrill, nervous, panicked dialogue lines. Astarion is a character who is influenced strongly by player choice and never goes it alone whereas Wyll leaves the camp if you fuck him around too much.
I feel like if you make Astarion cool and suave you are falling for the faƧade that is supposed to be deconstructed by the viewer and if you make Wyll fumbling, naĆÆve and nervous you are forgetting that this man has been locked in a 24/7 one-on-one psycho-sexual mental battle with a billion-year-old demon from the 9th circle of Hell for the entirety of his adult life at this point, so. Jot that down.
#wyll ravengard#astarion ancunin#wyllstarion#logged#bg3#the immediate effects of it are less present in the text so I do understand somewhat but people who act like wyll is traumafree#or only/primarily has issues with his dad are like. what game did you play š¤· killing mizora is literally his hearts desire
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If thereās a pootis and a blootis
Does that mean that somewhere out there, there exists a
A redimedes
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honestly so funny that when prompted to do a supernatural podcast jensen doesnāt start at the beginning of the show with his ābrotherā instead he decided to start FOUR SEASONS in with his wife and her boyfriend
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why did isayama put his whole pussy into yumihisu after saying he canāt write romance. and then fumble when it came to the straights.
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ugley babeis
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Mess with my landoscar š¤ McLaren strategy count your days š¤š¤
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An average a life series for grian lasts 7.75 episodes. He tends to make it decently far into a series without perma dying. So for this season I'm going to wait until the 4th episode before I start talking about my ideas for what he is based off. Then once the series is done I'll make a new version and compare the two.
Considering the nature of the series I expect it going in a chaos themed direction. He also has some "inside knowledge" so I'm going to lean even more heavily into the god aspects of his character. I tend to do that a lot already but idgaf.
Btw for my new followers who came for my transformers stuff don't worry I'm not switching hyperfixations yet. I got 5 major drafts in the making for you guys.
#watcher grian#i like the idea of him being the one that makes the games#life series#grian#I'm probably jinxing him with lasts really long comment#the ao3 curse caught me so it's ni.ce to be able to post again#(if you're wondering what happened i got hit by a car)#š¤·#traffic series#trafficblr#traffic light series#did math for this#transformers
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Here is is!
The last one in the trio to get all dressed up :]
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okay sure he literally took a lightning bolt to the chest for you and she healed your nearly dead ass with magic water but whatever
#I just finished atla. I like it. it was good. apart from one or two things but we wonāt go into that#I guess I ship it now? didnāt think I did but this was my take away so š¤·#zutara#atla#avatar the last airbender#my posts
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(Modeled in part on Vermeerās The Milkmaid)
#asoiaf#valyrianscrolls#my art#alayne stone#sansa stark#affc#asoiaf fashion hour#laurellerual did a piece recently with this dress which I think is a better cut?? but I wanted the sleeves of vermeer so š¤·#I might repost with a better shot of the piece idk.
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hello genhaku nation
#dr stone#gen asagiri#kohaku dr stone#genhaku#kohagen#this is quite rushed but im sick and also wanted to make sure i did this before the trend died so š¤·#my art#theyre in ryusuis closet btw
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why is everyone so obsessed with absolving bruce of all responsibility and fault. like no actually he is not 100% innocent in the child vigilantes he did in fact literally just Yoink Jason and make him robin at the ripe age of 12. jason would Not have become a vigilante (or died!) if bruce hadn't made him that. like he is actually 100% responsible for picking up a kid and turning them into a soldier
#my dc posting#jason todd#bruce wayne#batman#red hood#robin#obviously some he couldnt have stopped. im not denying some of them did in fact just do that on their own w no input from bruce#like uhh i think duke cass babs steph etc etc im not doing the fucking child soldier argument here alright#im saying that jason did Not do that. like he was not running out in his own costume doing vigilante shit he interfered in one (1) crime#after first trying to tell someone abt it happening that does not equate to 'im going to become a vigilante'#yet bruce still picked him up and went 'youre robin now :)'#so like it annoys me sooo much when ppl just completely go that bruce had no fault in any of them or whatever. like hello. what the fuckkk#are you talking abt#i love jaybin (robin jason) i love him as robin i dont think he was a bad robin i think bruce is wrong n horrible for doing that#fics will have bruce feeling horrible like 'its my fault he died... he wouldnt have died if he wasnt robin...' and ill be like YES! YES EXA#TLY! you should feel horrible abt it its like a Lot your fault#i used the word soldier in the post bc of. yknow. 'a good soldier' like bruce's words not mine š¤·#''he didnt have a choice'' for most of them yeah i agree! im not disagreeing! except for jason which he 100% had a choice in.#this is a really small thing but it infuriates me endlessly
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might be the aro in me but i think one of the reasons i donāt ship mattfoggy is because i enjoy the idea of platonic intimacy and friendship without romance. i enjoy them as best friends, because their friendship is not any less than romantic love or needs to be. especially for characters like them, i think itās important that they have friendships that are not inherently romantic. matt, because he has severe abandonment trauma and avoidant attachment, where all of his romances have ended in some form of tragedy. he has trouble feeling comfortable with people, he feels like he has to perform in many aspects, and does not with foggy, at least not anymore. trust is a hard earned thing with him, but itās not just about trusting with being a hero, but trusting to be himself. in regards to foggy, because he also has his own issues regarding family and not feeling accepted. he needs that friend who provides the motivation, validation, and feeling of being good enough just for being him. his insecurities often come from being underestimated, being awkward, not fitting in, and with matt he can just be. theyāre able to have a relationship with each other that has rupture and repair, knowing eventually after time itās them against conflict and not them against each other. they set the standard for each other in how romantic relationships are. they provide that safe place for love that doesnāt have the weight of being someoneās everything or partner. theyāre already partners! theyāre best friends. i personally am a little in love with all of my friends, and i am utterly devoted to them. i will be affectionate and supportive and loving and i am not dating them. so yeah i see how stuff could be read romantic, i understand why people enjoy the ship, i get it, i do. but itās more powerful to me when itās not. romance is not the end all be all and thatās why i am obsessed with their friendship without it being this stepping stone for romance or there being no other explanation.
#or maybe theyāre in a QPR without it being labeled as such. that may be my new hc#i may even enjoy the hc that they did try to date for awhile and it wasnāt for them#but thatās also because i hate the idea that heteronormativity has that ppl cannot be friends with their exes#iām also getting more into relationship anarchy because i think the focus on romance in our societies isnāt great#people irl and characters in fiction shouldnāt /need/ a romantic relationship to be fulfilled#itās also why i donāt write my ships as super traditional with romance lmao#like no they arenāt living together. no theyāre not getting married. no theyāre not having a kid#their relationship does not adhere to all of these societal standards and expectations but itās theirās and itās real#they just enjoy each other for whatever time they have and thatās okay. they deserve that. they deserve that little break#they deserve to be able to rest and relax and no itās not perfect but they feel understood and comfortable and itās enough#itās not full of pressure and this idea of scarcity. itās because they genuinely enjoy being around each other#theyāre their own people. whole and complete without each other. and then they find love and joy and comfort in each other#and itās so special to them. their lives are constant chaos and they make time for each other bc those moments r precious to them#hell i hardly ever even label it lmfao theyāre just doing stuff. they know what it is but if anybody asks itās š¤· who knows#and maybe thatās because of my own queerness and how it influences my writing but itās just something i think iāve noticed#anyways#matt murdock#foggy nelson#matt and foggy#fanfiction#amatonormativity#shipping#queer platonic ship#comics inspired#nmcu inspired#/rant#bun.txt
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I belonged with these people. They understood the strangeness of my life ā a life I was finally beginning to embrace.
The Bone Season by Samantha Shannon
#the bone season#theboneseasonedit#tbsedit#litedit#paige mahoney#tbs#*#was going to do a black moth/underqueen edit but it didn't fit with the first edit. so thought i'd make one similar to the arcturus edit#and once again a different fc to the original tbs edit i did š¤·#also posted this last night but noticed a small mistake oops
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