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I canât tell if me not wanting to be on here much lately is a sign that Iâm doing Better mentally, or Worse mentally lol
#on one hand I have been productive at things like cleaning and boring chores Iâve been putting off#like hell yeah the executives are functioning#but I also feel SO creatively STUCK#I have wanted so bad to finish up some writing over the last week and I Just Canât Do It#can I pls have a little of both? just a little#as a treat#marisa speaks
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anyways . silly thing
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#lg doodles#animatic#i want it done.get out of here u stupid dog#ITS CHEESY.IM SORRY ! IMSORRY <embarrassed .truly#but i think. a gf revival would not be complete w/o me trying my hand at a shitty animatic. this 1 is for me dwg#as annoying as the whole process was it was kind of fun ngl. . like ive never been good at keeping a consistent style or chara model#and this was rly good practice for that .. i think looking at it now its like. no its crazxy its insane bc i dont ever want to do it again#at least in the immediate future but watching it back im like ok well.icouldve at least done that better. or tried to loosen up my vp and#made it feel less flat . <thats the devil talking & trying to get u back in on it.thats what i mean liike its fun but its evil and tiring#also im so creatively burnt out ik i couldve done so many fun ciphord gore things but i ug a 'shrug' pff 'shrug' i ?. yk#if only i didnt have the disposition to want to finish everything in one sitting. i think thats why i like static illustration#more bc u get more like. topical variety in a shorter amt of time u feel. anyways i remember hearing this song 4 the first time and in#my need to apply everything ever to my hyperfix i was like omg crop circles soo stanford lol. omg a deal he made when he was young.. & no#it doesnt feel so great does it .. (ciphordd)..then the eyes & fate i was alr convinced but when it got 2 the stanley part ab the taking hi#fathers brothers name i was like ok well fuck filbrick 1 . but rewritten for canon events anyways HELLO???????? AND U WILL DIE THE SAMEE?#much cooler version is still stuck in my head but i hope that u can get the same rudimentary vision i have
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#personal#decided after forever i will go back to school and resolutely decided months ago on a course but now that the time#has come to apply i am waffling intensely and no longer confident in anything#but i don't want to stay in this dead end job forever#i was so good in school and just have been in limbo forever burnt out and scared#and i need to do *something*#i like being creative but idk if i'd feel good enough to do that for a grade you know i like the broad aspect of liberal arts...#but i fear the impracticality because that's the degree they make fun of on tv#i like the analysis parts of it#accounting is the i should do this but it's also the i don't want to be stuck in an accounting job thing but i have no beef with it#and it's closer to home but sigh#like the other two are pre uni type stuff which maybe i won't do due to cost abd distance again but idk idk
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Short Story Snippet - Of Natural Sin
A conversation in 1542, between a soon to be married woman, and her friend and priest - who is gay and a bastard.
#clearly the conversation is about them reframing that mindset#the girl - lucrezia is set to be married#at the end of the conversation - she finds the power not to be married#but i like the jumping around you know?#like this is a gay priest - who is also a bastard so in his time he would be a natural sin#and she is a woman - and she feels she is a natural sin#the priest has already lived long enough to know that what he believes about himself is false#the self hatred he felt for himself - died down ages ago#the idea that he feels himself a natural sin just doesn't exist -#but#to him#to see another stuck in that mindset#saddens him#i think that there are always comparisons of gay men being natural sins and other men helping them#but i also like the idea of like a gay man helping a woman#this short story takes place in Italy in 1542#the girl is italian the priest is english#writing prompt#writing community#creative writing#european history#religious trauma#religious imagery#adam and eve#roman catholic#catholicism#web weaving#typography#moodboard#writers of tumblr
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SCOTT PILGRIM CHARACTERS AS ALVVAYS SONGS PT 1: RAMONA FLOWERS + TILE BY TILE
âCause Iâm still combing through missed connections/I shouldnât have ever followed you up/Iâm out here swimming in the wrong direction/ I shouldnât have ever been calling it love
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NEXT ->
#whenever I listen to this song I always think about Ramona and Gideon#idk why I do I guess itâs cause of the general energy of the song (as well as some of the lyrics)#also I learned how to make gradient text for this post#I thought it would add something#i did edit all the images to have a blueish tint cause I thought it would be cool#idk how popular mood boards are here in the Scott pilgrim fandom but hey I think Iâll have fun doing this series#cause it combines one of my favourite bands with one of my many interests#also I need to get the creative juices flowing again and I think this is a somewhat easy way to do so#also also if you know alvvays discography really well and know a song that works with one of them feel free to suggest!#Iâm now stuck on who I should do next#scott pilgrim#scott pilgrim comic#scott pilgrim takes off#ramona flowers#emilys moodboards
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was a bit on a roll doing all those concepts in short time but now i saw some designs that are just ...... so much smarter and better that im questioning all im doing again
my view is prob biased since its my own art but i keep feeling like im being super conservative/boring with my designs but i also dont know how to think of anythign smarter :I
#ganondoodles talks#also style questioning#i keep feeling like im ........... being so boring#like ... theres a lock in my brain that lets me unlock the most creative and cool looking designs#and im stuck in front of it bc i got no key#rattling at the door#let me iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin
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My current strategy for learning to handsew is 1) buy 100+ dollars worth of fat quarters from the Joannes near my house before it implodes 2) print out a bunch of increasingly complicated plush patterns (generally slightly sized down on account of using nothing but fat quarters) 3) sew stuff together with a complete disregard for any instructions based on half remembered techniques my grandmother taught me when I was four and what I think a teddy bear probably ought to look like
So far surprisingly it's going pretty well!
#There is a method to this madness I promise#I'm using cheap fabric because a lot of these are practice runs#And also I got just regular cotton because I embroider so while my plushies won't be soft#If I lose interest I will still have a use for the rest of my fabric cause I can just embroider on it#And also okay this is gonna sound weird but#Fiber arts is the hobby of mine I feel most comfortable not being precious about?#I'm entirely self taught in the worst way#My mom and grandmother taught me the basics of threading a needle and everything else I have figured out by#Reinventing the wheel on a craft that is as old as humanity and that's so fucking FUN for me genuinely#I get to be creative without pressure. It's fine if I screw stuff up because it's just for me. It's a really nice feeling#The two creative hobbies I have stuck with the longest are writing and embroidery#One of them I try very hard to get classically Good At and the other I hack at a piece of cloth with pretty colors until something happens#And I think both are good for me in different ways
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The two people Marty takes after in his biological family are his grandmother, Sylvia Miskin (with the stage name Trixie Trotter), and his great-grandfather William "Willie" McFly. Not only is there a strong physical resemblance (especially with his great grandfather), Marty inherits his grandmother's musical talent. Both also have a strength of character and spirit that Marty also has.
#ooc.#headcanon.#about tbt.#i have a Lot of feelings about willie and trixie#i think marty sees a lot of himself in trixie in particular#but willie is also so so good and he would definitely feel validated by that#they're so brave and witty and kind and spirited and marty finally feels like he understands himself when he meets them#most of the rest of him comes from doc though either directly or as a result of his encouragement and nurturing#that is his best friend and also his dad#he loves george and lorraine dearly and gets some things from them too (tenacity and mischief from lorraine and creativity from george)#but not as much as he gets from the other three#i'm stuck at work again can you tell sdfkjwnelrkjnsdfs
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yk i was having trouble writing tllr chapter 12 because Dew is sick with a fever in the beginning and i just,, idk felt uninspired or something because im not the biggest fan of sickfics or whatever
well now iâm sick with a fever and itâs helll so sorry Dew im gonna have to put you through this now my bad đđ at least i am now inspired
if this post makes no sense itâs because my brain hurts and iâm tired đđđ
#iâm fine itâs just kinda funny#like last night i was writing ahead to chapter 14 because i was stuck on chapter 12 cuz i didnât know how to write it#and now iâm sick with a fever just like Dew hahahaha sorry buddy but weâre in this together now đđđ and itâs 105 idk if thatâs normal#at least itâs giving me inspiration and i am no longer stuck on it#but iâm too sick to fucking write it!!!! i wanna write uhhgjjfjdjd#ok im done#well actually i had the craziest dream last night#it was about this new animated movie that doesnât exist and i was watching it/ acting it out as the main character and it was so fucking#cool like i was flyingggg!!! i was a weird purple creature with wings and was flying just like dew it was fucking awesome#like there were so many really cool characters with really creative designs and the antagonist was a weird giant bug who could also fly#so he was chasing me around in the air and it was so cool i was so fast flying around like in a minecraft elytra course#i love vivid dreams like that that feel real and like after the movie was finished i posted on tumblr about how much i loved this new#netflix animated movie and my mutuals were there and also thought it was cool#anyway it was fun i love flying in my dreams i feel so free.. unlike Dewey oopsie sorry buddy#deweyeyeyeye ur so silly i love him SO MUCH#ok im gonna shut up now#wyrms says stuff#fever#fever dream#if i tagged this as irl whump would i also have to tag it as minor whump hahahhaha#idk i wanna play roblox with my mutuals again#mutuals if ur reading this u can literally bother me to play video games all day every day because the answer will always#be an enthusiastic YESS!!!!#i should watch nightmare time today#no dumbass i should REST dumbass ehehheehe#iâm being so annoying again sorry everyone đźđźđźđź#dreams#wyrms lore
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Aspect of Order: Primordial & Present-Day
One of the first deities, part of what is known as the Primordial Triad. It created the planes alongside the Aspects of Chaos and the In-Between and held dominion over the Material Plane. It embodied order in the way nature has order: the life cycle, gravity, the tides, the surety that the seasons will change, the patterns that appear in flora and fauna alike, the symmetry of pinecones and butterflies. It was associated with the night as a time of quiet preparation where the world rests, and when one can see the remains of creation in the darkened sky. It is said that the two moons of the Material Plane are its eyes, watching over its creations.
All three members of the Primordial Triad are referred to with "it", so ancient and unfathomable that applying a mortal, transient concept of gender to them seemed almost blasphemous.
Almost.
The modern-day conception of Order is quite different. Though she still reigns over the night and natural laws, her followers have placed her at the forefront of the creation process, reducing the In-Between's role and rejecting Chaos altogether. Though most present-day cultures think of her in this way, many of them do not emphasize her: she is an invisible Over-God, keeping the other deities and forces in line and maintaining cosmic balance from behind the scenes. In places where she is worshipped heavily, however, she is placed at the forefront of the pantheon. In those cases, worship of deities with overlapping domains is either illegal (ex local gods of justice) or considered secondary to her (ex the god of the Wilds). The worship of smaller, local deities is usually discouraged or suppressed over-all in these areas in order to encourage a more structured, uniform religious practice. While both aspects of Order championed paladins, Primordial Order also championed druids and rangers while Modern Order champions clerics.
Ancient theologians debated whether or not Order and Chaos were two aspects of the same being (ironically, there was no question that the In-Between was its own separate force). However, following the iconoclasm that effectively forced Chaos out of the pantheon and created the modern conception of Order, such lines of thought were considered heretical, and then blasphemous.
The iconoclasm did have an unintended consequence, however. Crying motifs appeared in some art of Primordial Order around that time, particularly in the areas that resisted the iconoclasts more intensely. Some scholars believe that it may have been a direct reaction to the event: Order mourning the loss of its counterpart. Others have argued, however, that the lack of such motifs (or equivalents) in depictions of the In-Between prove this wrong. After all, why would it not also be grieving?
#irredeemed project#<- the working tag for this for now#i've been working on this project off & on for a couple years now#and the primordial triad has had a chokehold on me the entire time#i dont have names for any gods but the in-between (i think i'm gonna keep erasmus)#because i'd gotten stuck and wanted a clean slate. if i name a deity i feel like it has to have a solid form of some sort#and not all of them will#i'm not doing these in any sort of order. i have two other pages done#one of them is for a goddess that i've also been turning around in my head this entire time#i dont have many of the actual historical events fleshed out or any plot points for the 'present day' of the world#so stuff is going to be vague for a moment#i fucking. love the idea of writing/drawing about the world from the perspective of the people who are in it#so historical eras/distinct art movements across time & cultures/theological debates that people disagree on#and how that last thing works when the gods are undeniably & obviously real in some way#im sure the 'right' answers came through in this but that's okay b/c it's just to get my thoughts out of my head lol#worldbuilding#my art#character art#brainstorming#fantasy worldbuilding#my post#worldbuilding project#fantasy pantheons#the mortifying ideal of being known (talking about a creative project online)#hopefully this makes sense and isn't too silly lol
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have you ever thought abt making lil adoptables ? i love the way you design characters :>> id try getting my grubby mits on one in a heartbeat
I have made some adopts before! You can see some adopts i have made previously here (all sold), I made some recently in september ^_^
I want(ed) to make more but i keep becoming busy/fixated on drawing other things/not getting the right amount of inspiration... Maybe i will make some soon. If u ever see me post a lone never before seen creature make sure to look at the tags to see if its an adopt bc i get really nervous about advertising them as such LOL
#anonymous#skunk mail#my issue is i know im good at creating more plain but recognizable furs as is the case with my ocs' fursonas#but im bad at Making Brand New simple ones#so i feel adopts have to be a little bit more creative âĄď¸ more expensive âĄď¸ but not TOO expensive bc nobody will buy#and so i get sort of stuck with what to aim for#otherwise id love to make quicker $20 ones that look like nyalon or smunker#im also bad at making whole characters (thats why i never give en hair and draw em with the same body)#i like ppl to just be able to get the ''base'' and give em whatever hair or body they want etc#(also i suck at coming up w hairstyles and such LOL)
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Writers, hereâs your reminder that you should be doing warm-ups!
Athletes need to warm up. Musicians need to warm up. Artists need to warm up. Heck, I even have to play a few matches in video games before I get into a groove every day.
Warm-ups help you get into the right headspace, give you more control of your actions and word choice, get you comfortable in your physical setting (eg: with your keyboard, notebook, tablet, or whatever you're writing with), and spark creativity.
Even if you donât think you have spoons to write, sit down and do a couple warm-ups. If you still donât want to, thatâs alright. But. I think youâll be surprised how often they help break that ice.
5-15 minutes is all you need. I personally set a timer for ten minutes each time and do not stop writing until the time is up. Your warm-up can be anything at all so long as it gets you writing and starts nudging those creative juices.
Here's some common warm-ups:
Journaling. Just jot down some notes about your day. Feel free to really lean into something that you noticed. We're going for description and details -- try to avoid settling into a spiral or focusing on something negative that will upset your creativity.
Short story prompts. Type that into Pinterest and pick the most ridiculous, cliche thing you can. Write a little scene, story summary, or even a rant about why you do or don't like the prompt. Just write.
Vocab challenge. If you like a bit more critical thinking to get you in the zone, have a random vocabulary word generator spit out five or so words. Check their meanings and jot down a little story or thought that includes all five. You get more familiar with beautiful and descriptive language, and it gives you a much narrowed prompt (which is lovely if you're like me and suffer each time there's an open-ended task assigned).
Character moments. Try putting your character into a generic setting and write down almost meticulously what their thought process would be. Follow them realizing they've just stepped in mud or dreading the start of the day. Pick a mundane thing and describe them working through it. This will not only get your writing going, but it will wake up the character's voice in your head.
Ongoing storytelling. Did you know that Whinnie the Poo was A.A. Milne's warm up story? He would jot down a quick little story with those very basic characters and did so every day. Whatever came to mind. He kept writing little tidbits on the same characters and eventually it turned into a series. Having that ongoing plot with isolated scenes and simple characters can help you feel more motivated to sit down and write.
Get-to-know-you-questions. Google a list of basic first-date questions (there are a million out there) and answer one yourself. Go into specifics. Where do you most want to travel and why? Let yourself ramble until the question is fully answered.
Writer's block blues. This is a favorite of mine. If you're truly stuck, write about being stuck. Eg: 'I'm supposed to write for ten minutse, but that feels so stupid and impossible. No one is goign to read this anyway. I have no ideas and the page is so overwhelming when its blank. I used to be able to write on and on and nothing could stop me. it was like breathing. but now I have nothign and do nothing and I can't even do a stupid prompt-' Even the rambling and ranting got me writing. It made things easier. It made writing this post easier. Also -- notice the typos? Yeah, don't fix those. You're in writing mode, not editing mode when you're doing this. If you edit while you write, you're forcing yourself to stay in your executive and calculating headspace rather than falling fully into creativity and dream. Ignore the mistakes. That's for future you to handle.
I've officially rambled far too much, but I hope that helps even a little bit. Live well and write often, my friends. Best of luck to you <3
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Error 404: (Self-Aware!AU, Sylus Edition)

Summary: A LADS self-aware!AU featuring Sylus (+ maybe the other MLs!) and an oblivious player. Thatâs it, thatâs the plot. Tags: player!reader x sylus, fem!reader x sylus, reader x lads, maybe some suggestive language?? will add more tags as the story progresses A/N: This is gonna be a multi-chapter fic! Iâm still not sure whether to do the boys in rotation, or just focus on one ML per series. Donât take my word for it atp tho â Iâm not even sure if I can actually finish a series lol. Also, Iâve had the creative liberty of changing stuff from the actual gameplay here and there. (Except for the self-awareness. Thatâs most definitely real.) Hope you enjoy~!
Pt. 1 - Pt. 2 - Pt. 3 - Pt. 4 - Pt. 5 - Pt. 6 - Pt. 7 - Pt. 8 - Pt. 9 - Pt. 10 - Epilogue
Itâs a quarter past eight and youâre still on your desk working overtime on a Friday night.Â
You let out a big sigh, leaning back on your office chair after an unhealthy duration of bad posture from hours of slouching down in front of your computer. Thereâs nothing ergonomic about the way this job is killing you, and the ache in your lower back can attest to that.Â
An irate orange tabby plops himself in front of you, blocking your view of the glaring screen and you figure that itâs time for a break.Â
âMe-oow.â
âI know, I know,â You answer tiredly, standing up to dodge a stray paw clawing your way and you hear cracks in three different places that are honestly unbecoming of a woman your age. You havenât even reached thirty yet, for godâs sake. âIâm a bad mother. But mom also had to skip dinner to make it to the seven PM meeting, so cut me some slack, okay?âÂ
A high-pitched âmeooowr!â is the only response you get; it seems like thereâs no excusing late dinner time this time around.Â
As much as youâd like to hem and haw and complain, the main reason why youâre still keeping this job is because you can work remotely. If it werenât for the fact that youâre stuck most days at home working hours past your regular nine to five, having to be on-call around the clock at all times, and that youâve consumed more sodium than a nitrite victim with the way you live off cup ramen, then, really, it beats working in an office where youâd physically have to clock in and out from exactly nine to five.Â
Your right eye twitches. No, I have not fallen in love with the system that exploits me, thank you very much.Â
âHere is your Fancy Feast, your highness,â you tell the hungry feline whoâs already ignoring the hand that feeds for the bowl full of white fish patĂŠ. He eats healthier than you, sure, but you work like this for him to eat like this. The life of a single mom is an uphill battle, but extremely rewarding.Â
You raise your hand to pat your sonâs head lovingly, aborting the gesture halfway when you hear a warning growl. Alright, tough crowd.Â
After nuking a half-eaten takeout box in the microwave and grabbing a cold Bundaberg from the fridge, you hunker down on the âchaise loungeâ (see: an old wingback and a rattan ottoman youâve refurbished as a makeshift seat a few weeks back when you had guests over) for a late meal.Â
You barely register the taste of lukewarm rice on your tongue, mouth moving mechanically while your mind runs on autopilot about everything and nothing at the same time.Â
Maybe itâs time to check Jobstreet again
Is there like a laundromat near the area thatâs open twenty four seven
Eugh, I hate cold peas
What do we feel about Chromakopia?Â
I will⌠die alone
I really need to stock on some fresh produce this weekendâ
Ping!Â
A notification from your phone pulls you out of your thoughtsâand like a well-trained dog pavlovâd into responding, you visibly perk up at the sight of your lock screen lighting up and the familiar banner youâve already memorized by heart.Â
Your Galaxy Explorer rewards are here. Did you put my hotelâs address as the shipping address?Â
Ah, just like clockwork.Â
You press on it with a quiet, bubbling anticipation, chewing on the plastic spork as you wait impatiently for the silly mobile game thatâs been your short respite at intervalsâfor more than youâd care to admitâto boot up.Â
Offhandedly, you wish that the devs would add more variations to the gameâs push notifications; more random, personalized stuff like maybe a reminder to drink water, or a fun update about their day. What youâd giveâpayâfor a: "Less on the overtime, kitten. I miss you,â dialogue from a certain character, but you digress.Â
Oh, well. Probably better this way, lest you dig yourself deeper into delusion.Â
The game greets you with the usual picturesque view of a silver-haired man sitting cross-legged on a chair, looking all the bit at ease in his signature crimson and white button up. The warm ambience of the Destiny CafĂŠ at night draws you in, already pulling your attention away from the never-ending stream of thoughts in your brain.Â
âBefore seeing you, I thought today would be another dull day,â Sylus comments airily. The way he drawls out the words in that deep timbre of his voice never fails to make your heart flutter â just a teeeensy bit.
âEver the charmer,â you sigh happily in return, situating yourself more comfortably on the sofa, almost horizontal from how far youâre leaning back on the cushion. âYouâre looking awfully normal tonight. What, no pineapple glasses for your favorite girl?âÂ
Having bypassed the initial cringe of talking to yourself after literal months of gameplay, it almost comes off natural, the banter. Youâve already accepted the fact that youâre crazy about a fictional, pixelated manâwhatâs pretending to have actual conversations with him gonna do? Itâs not as if he actually hears you yap your nonsense; there are worse things in the world than a parasocial attachment to an otome game character.Â
Your little jab at the sometimes random addition to his choice of attire earns you a laugh from the man himselfâor at least it looks as though it does, making you blink momentarily in surprise. Happy coincidence, I guess.
You shake your head, cracking a smile, then proceed to do the routine of completing the daily agenda and then some.Â
Itâs tedious business, sure. Youâve dedicated hours upon hours on this game and youâre honestly starting to feel pretty bored with some of the gameplay elements, but you *do* like the ritualistic nature of ticking off the tasks one by one. Itâs almost ironicâ the way you dutifully do one thing after the other in this game, just to avoid the pile of work thatâs waiting for you in real life.Â
Itâs not as if anything, or anyoneâs relying on you to do your daily log-ins, so you suppose itâs due to that lack of pressure as well.Â
Pulling yourself away from the five-star Xavier memory card youâve grinded to level seventy, you stare despondently at the sad little 2 on your remaining energy. The embarrassing amount of materials you lack to ascend the card seem to mock you, even as you exit the Memories window. Another goal for another day, perhaps.
All tasks on the daily agenda are complete, except for one that youâve always saved for last.
Youâre met with a standing Sylus on the gameâs home screen, arms crossed and wearing an expression youâd almost describe as impatient, if you didnât know any better. The sight makes you grin.Â
Cheekily, you poke his crotch.
Youâre looking forward to getting a playful remark, or if youâre lucky, a blush along with an embarrassed retort about your shamelessness.Â
 What you get, however, is a resounding scoff. Your eyes snap back to his face â from, ahem, your prolonged staring at the area below his waist â and you do see the familiar tinge of pink on his cheeks, but what he says in response catches you off-guard.
âYou spend that much resource for a card that isnât mine?â Sylus tsks, both his voice and expression coming across as⌠affronted? âKitten, Iâm actually hurt.âÂ
Huh?
You havenât heard that line from him before. Was there a recent update you werenât aware of? The man in question then appears to look amused, from the way youâve been rendered speechless by the unexpected dialogue.Â
All at once, you gasp when you realize what the new response means.Â
âThatâs so smart,â you say giddily. You see Sylus cock his head to the side, synchronously quirking an eyebrowâexpectant. âThey actually added a feature that lets them know which memory Iâve upgraded last, and make you react to it. Oh, thatâs so cool!âÂ
If you werenât too busy being excited over what you think is a new update from the game, youâd see the chagrined look on Sylusâ face. But when you glance back at him, all trace of the emotion is gone before you could notice anything different.Â
âDonât worry, Crow Man. Youâre still my favorite,â you assure him, making his mouth tick upwards in a semblance of a smile. He looks pleased all of the sudden, his demeanor shifting into something more relaxed.
Then a pout forms on your face. You crinkle your nose in frustration as you complain, âItâs just really hard to level your cards up at this point. It takes ages and a shit ton of energy just to level you up past seventy five.â Sighing, you add, kind of bitterly, âAnd Iâm too broke to be spending money on growth packs.âÂ
Checking the time on your phone, you see that youâve already spent more than an hour on your self-imposed break time and you know that you ought to get back to work soon. With a groan, you pull yourself to sit upright, savoring the last few minutes of free time before you slave off for the rest of the night.Â
Youâre about to clean up whatâs left of dinner when you notice the oddly thoughtful look on Sylusâ face.Â
Thereâs a deep furrow in his brows as he brings a hand up to cover his mouth. He closes his eyes shut for a few seconds. He's never done that gesture before... Ugh, he looks really hotâ
Suddenly, you see a flickerâthen a weird, sort of graphic distortion happening in the background. Uh, what??
A beat; then a glitch on the screen. âAh, shit.âÂ
The game crashes.
You exhale loudly as the gameâs interface goes back to the loading screen, tapping your thumb impatiently as the bar slowly loads to 15%... 50%..... 81%.......Â
âMaybe make sure to patch up first before releasing an update next time, jeezâhuh?âÂ
For a quick second, nothing seems to be amiss. But then the first thing you see on the home screen is Sylusâ figure standing before you, wearing an expression one could only describe as a cat that ate the proverbial canary.Â
He speaksâ and itâs another intro you havenât heard him say, ever.Â
âYou shouldâve told me sooner, sweetie,â he almost coos the words out, making your eyes bug out in shock.Â
âNow, why donât you go check yourââ he pauses, and his mouth moves as if heâs rolling the word out, testing it. âInventory?âÂ
Sylus slides his gaze towards the upper left corner of the screen, a coy smirk still ever-present on his face.Â
There, you see something you havenât noticed earlier: two notification badges. One on your mailbox, and another on the Hunterâs Info tab. Bewildered, you press on the mail icon first, despite the insistence for you to start with the latter.Â
You see a new message: [For You]
A small gift, to bridge our worlds closer. â SÂ
Nothing is attached to it. You read it twice, perplexed. Â
âYouâre quite the contradictorian, arenât you?â Sylus tuts as soon as you return back to the home screen, his gaze boring into you even when he tilts his head sideways in mock exasperation. âMmm, I suppose it doesnât matter. Take all the time you need, sweetheart.âÂ
Helplessly, you open your inventory next.Â
Your jaw drops.Â
âWhat. The fuck,â You whisper to yourself, voice wavering in disbelief at what youâre seeing, and the sheer amount of what youâre seeing. âThisâthis canât be real.âÂ
You see that all the materials you own, from the bottle of wishes to the ascension crystal boxes, have been multiplied a hundred times over.
And on top of thatâ
Ninety nine thousand red dias????
You cannot believe how thisâthis recent⌠update (or is it a bug? Infold sure isnât this generous) didn't make the news. Even as someone as uninvolved as you are with the community and the gameâs latest releases, something like this for sure wouldâve made headlines on Twitter (X), at least. But you havenât heard anything. Nada.Â
Holy shit.Â
You feel a little light-headed, both from incredulity and excitement. Needing a moment to calm yourself down, you exit the Inventory tab in a daze.
You stare at Sylus. He stares back at you with what looks to be mirth in his eyes.Â
Skeptically, you mutter, âdidâdid I get hacked or something?âÂ
Anticipating another unexpected dialogue to prompt up, you wait for a full minute without saying anything else. And for a moment, the man in front of you looks indecisive, contemplative.Â
Thereâs something very odd, very⌠human in the way heâs looking at you. He looks as ifâ as if heâsâ
His face falls back into a neutral expression. Not unlike how his idle animation usually looks.Â
..
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âŚ.. It doesnât seem like heâs going to initiate a conversation any time soon, so you hesitantly poke him on the nose.Â
âEven in the worst-case scenario, thereâs no need to panic.â
Youâve heard that one before.
So heâs back to normal now. You temper the small disappointment that blooms in your gut.Â
Shaking your head slowly, you try to make sense of all the stuff that just happened, but a sharp bite on your ankle pulls you out of your reverie.Â
âOwâ!â The sight of your cat flopping near your feet reminds you of the time. More importantly, the backlogs waiting for you at your desk.Â
âWait, shitâ I gotta get back to work.â This⌠unbelievable stroke of good luck (?) is gonna have to take a backseat for now.
You grab the carton box and the half-empty bottle of sparkling peach as you stand up. Making quick work of throwing the container in the trash and gulping down the rest of your drink, you rush into your room and back in front of your PC.Â
Cracking your knuckles, you gingerly set your phone against the monitor. Setting the timer to one hour in Quality Time, knowing fully-well that youâre going to have to keep extending it until the wee hours of the morningâor until your battery dies, whichever comes firstâyou give Sylus one last look, letting out a long exhale before locking in.
âJust keep me company for the night, alright? Iâll figure out whatâs going on once my shiftâs over.âÂ
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It could just be your overactive imagination, but you swear you hear a quiet chuckle from the man polishing his gun in your peripheral.
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Hold me, love me, touch me, honey be the first who ever did
Future spouse turn on +18




â How to chose your pile?
First clear your mind, take a deep breathe and close your eyes. Ask the question in your head "what will turn my future spouse on about me?". And shall the picture you are drawn to the most will be your pile.
â Disclaimer:
Please if you are under 18 do not interact or reblog this reading. This content is explicit and is not for you.
This is a general reading so don't put your life on hold for it. Also, this reading is written for the feminine (women, girls) if you are masculine or identify as a man this reading is NOT for you. This reading is for the feminine collective.
âŞď¸This reading was done using Raider Waite tarot deck and sexual magic tarot deck.
Lots of love đ
Arya
Pile 1 - sleeping beauty
Your current energy
I feel like this pileâs energy is quite saddening. I see that you had a project to work on and nothing went as you hoped which made you clash with your team members and caused something unpleasant to face. I see that you feel quite empty and insecure towards your own thoughts. You have many creative thoughts to offer and you are so passionate about them but I see that because your team didn't listen to you or do anything you say it left you feeling unimportant or like a "chair's leg" idk how to explain it but they made you feel like an empty vase. Also you might have been feeling quite stuck and gloomy. I see that lately your self-esteem has dropped and you feel like nothing matter or you don't matter anymore. I'm so sorry for that pile one you deserve absolutely the best. Your thoughts and ideas are valuable and if someone didn't take them seriously that doesn't mean that they don't matter. Also, I see that you might be under a psychic attack or telepathy so be careful. I see that this person who is attacking you is quite naive and they are doing it with their whole will which means they know exactly what they are doing. I see that you are trying to get over them like your mind is trying to wash them off but they are like an ink stain that doesn't really go away. But eventually it will so don't worry. For others (people who are under psychic attack or telepathy) this person is trying to communicate telepathically with you so expect them to show up in your dreams or receivesigns from them. I see that what is between you two is not finished yet. You may see that everything has finished buuuttt it is not. This person may come with a love offer and communicate with you very soon. They may be working on themselves right now. Anyways the period of stagnation is almost over or it will be over by the end of this year.
â Placements for you:
Pisces, Capricorn, Taurus, Gemini, Libra, Cancer. Or you have Neptune, Saturn, Mercury prominent in your chart. Or you have 12th, 2nd, 10th, 7th, 3rd, 4th house stallium or your sun moon is there. I see also moon in cancer and saturn in libra.
â What will turn your future spouse on?
Right off the bat I see that your future spouse will be in love with your breasts. I see everything related to them. Massaging them, sucking them, grabbing them. They also looovvvee how the bra shape them especially corsets and push up bras and also they love how they look with no bra soo ;) anyways. This person is so down bad for you like they are an animal for that part. I keep hearing the song "Addicted to you by Shakira" weird I never listened to that song before but when I described the song to my sister she gave me the name. Also, your waist and belly button. They like how your waist is shaped. I see also that you are this person's dream girl. They see you as the empress, their empress. They like how beautiful you are whether you think it is true or not. I see that they see you the empress to their empror. I also got the collar bones too. Your spouse is going to see you as something so beautiful and otherworldly. I keep emphasizing on the upper body especially the breasts and waist. I see also that they like watching you getting undressed after an event or a party. They like your whole naked form too but mostly your breasts. They also like your size too, no matter how big or small you are they think that you complete them and the chemistry is off charts. I see that you guys may have wonderful sexual chemistry like you two can't keep your hands off of each other. You see those couple who gives off the vibe that they fuck every two minutes? You are like that pile 1 they adore you. This person also gets horny by the fact that you are intimate with them and only them. They get horny or turned on by dim lights and you getting undressed in front of candle lights. Also this person might get horny when you guys hug. They just feel soo hot and bothered whenever you are around. Their love language may be physically touch. They even get horny when you set on their lap too. I see that they might get turned on when you are applying lotion, perfume or even cream on your body they get weak in their knees.
I hope you enjoyed your readingđ.
â Placements for them:
Taurus, Capricorn, Aries, Leo, Cancer, Pisces. Also they have moon, Mars, Venus, Neptune prominent in their chart. Sun or moon or stallium in the 1st, 2nd, 5th, 4th, 12th, 10th. Venus in Aries, mars- moon, Venus- ascendant aspects in synastry.
Pile 2 - Woman posing
Your current energy
I see that you might be stuck on someone with Aquarius placements. I see that you have finally made peace with them and you feel kind of imbalanced by that. I see also that this person kept you stuck and out of place. I see also that you are in a place right now where you can't see the truth and you are very conflicted. This confection is keeping you feeling restless and tired. I see that you are fighting internally your anxiety about them. I see that this person knows how to tick your boxes and keep you on edge. Pile 2, this person's intentions aren't fully good towards you. I see that they are only here for fun and good times but believe me it will only end up with disappointment so be careful. I see that this person is manipulating you into thinking that they are so tired and can't live without you but they are not. They know that you'll get back to them, I see that you need to stop giving them the validation that they seek because each time you return to them it make their ego bigger. You are worthy of more than that pile 2. Also, the energy under the bottom of the deck is quite wicked. This person is doing everything in their power to torture you and manipulate you.
â Placements for you:
Aquarius, Pisces, Taurus, Virgo, moon in sagittarius, mars in leo, Venus in scorpio, Sagittarius, Venus in Aquarius. Venus, Uranus, Neptune, Mars, moon prominent in your chart or stallium in the 11th, 12th, 2nd, 6th house in your chart.
â What will turn your future spouse on?
I got a lot of 10s in this pile so I guess your spouse really feels turned on by the fact that they are making a family that is going to leave a legacy behind with you. Also, this person really gets turned on when you surrender to them, I see a lot of submission. Doesn't mean that they are dominant but they generally love to see you under them. They might be a soft dom. They won't force you to do anything against your will. This pile is quite vanilla, I see a lot of fluids here. They might feel turned on by your sex fluids or they generally like to play with it. They also get turned on when you tease them. This person is foodie, I am picturing the image of Louis and Peter griffin when they were feeding each other fruits in this scene check it out if you want to. You might feed each other grapes and fruits in general. I'm not getting this person enjoying a specific body part at all. I feel like they enjoy your presence during the act more. Also, they get turned on when you hug them tightly. I feel like this person is quite traditional, they enjoy it when you make dinner for them. I see them getting back from work were you are dressing up nicely and making them a very delicious dinner. Also, this person is into sexting. I see them getting very horny when you are teasing them with your nudes. Idk this person respectively is very traditional and vanilla. I see also that they are very mature emotionally. This person get turned on by eye contact and deep conversations they might spend hours making love and they last very long.
Enjoy your reading pile 2đ.
â Placements for them:
Leo, Mercury in virgo and sagittarius, Pisces, Aquarius, Venus in virgo, mars in Aries. Dominant planets in Mercury, Mars, Neptune, Uranus. Stallium/ sun or moon in 1st, 6th, 11th, 12th, 9th house in their chart.
Pile 3 - Lady with flowers
Your current energy
I see that this pile is surrendering to the divine. I see that you are trying to enjoy your life as much as possible. I feel like you are living in a routine, there's nothing much honestly. I see that you are anticipating something. I feel like you want something new in your life, something to break the routine without creeping you off. I see that you always lean towards routine and structure but somehow you desire change. I see that you want change but you are very resistant to it which is creating chaos energetically. Pile 3, set with your self and decide what exactly is holding you back from the change? What is scaring you this much? Writing this down can be really helpful I order for you to acknowledge what is wrong. I see that this duality of wanting change and fearing it is keeping you stuck and confused. But at the same time you are looking forward, you are looking for a sign from the universe or God to intervene and change it. You are deeply feeling optimistic about tomorrow. I see that your energy is quite happy and warm. You might have walked away from something that kept bothering you and now you feel like that thing have no power over you right now. I see that there might be a small health issue that faced you in the previous weeks like cold or fever. But you got better thanks to God or the Universe.
Placements for you:
Sagittarius, Gemini, Cancer, Scorpio, Taurus, Aquarius, Aries. Also, I'm picking up on Mars in Aries, Venus in scorpio, Moon in scorpio. Venus, Mercury, Sun, Mars, Pluto as dominant planets in your chart. Stallium in the 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 8th, 11th house.
â What will turn your future spouse on?
Well first you got triple 888 which never happened in my readings. It means that you are going to experience infinite abundance with your spouse. I see that this person at first will be soft and sweet. They will make love to you softly, they will demand nude pictures of you and they will masturbate to it. They have breeding kink, they will imagine having a child with you while they are masturbating. They are going to make love like there's no tomorrow but as the relationship preced they are going to get scary honestly. I see that they are going to share their sexual fantasies with you. They will ask you to role play with them and the roles are going to be quite dark. Like, they might role play a r*pe scene or something very dark of course with your consent if you are comfortable with that type of stuff or not. With each day that pass they will show their kinkier side to you. I see them using their belt or whip on you. There will be hair pulling too, and heavy BDSM. I see that they will escape reality with you into the bedroom I see them really praising and encouraging you afterwards. They also might tie your hands. I see wax play too, this person is very naughty and kinky I can't with them. This pileâs future spouse might get turned on by pain. I'm picturing Angelina Jolie when she stabed her boyfriend to feel pleasure while they are doing it. This person might get horny when you are in pain. They might cause you pain too. This person is giving Christian Grey, I see that they like being in control and doing heavy stuff to their partner. Idk pile 3, if you might get uncomfortable with that try to communicate with them. You don't have to face all of this. Also, I see that this person will see you as their lover, I got the lover card and Judgement twice which is quite unusual. I see that it might mean that this relationship is meant to awaken something in you, something you are ignoring.
Enjoy your reading pile 3đ.
â Placements for them:
Air placements (Libra, Aquarius, Gemini). Mercury in sagittarius, and water placements (Cancer, Pisces and scorpio). Mercury, Pluto, Venus. Stallium in Air placements or houses and Stallium in water placements.
Pile 4 - Woman looking at the stars
Your current energy
I see that there's someone in your life that is spreading rumors about you. It might be a woman with leo placements or a man with Aquarius placements I'm not sure. I see that they feel very jealous of your achievements and how graceful you are. I see that you are the type of person who is very beautiful. You might be beauty with brains, someone who is very intelligent and smart. This person is spreading rumors about you and the cards are telling me that they will get their Karma so don't worry you don't have to do anything about it. The cards are advising you to have inner strength and calm down before engaging in any behavior that doesn't suit your public image. I see that you might be someone who is quite popular and known but very envied by others. Your skills and dedication are drawing the right people into your life and the right opportunities too. I see that if you are planning on traveling somewhere it will happen but also for that to happen you need to find closure and end a cycle in your life.
â Placements for you:
Leo, Virgo, Sagittarius, Aries, Pisces, Aquarius, Libra, Leo. Sun, Mars, Saturn, Venus prominent in your chart. Stallium in the 1st, 6th, 5th, 9th, 12th, 7th, 11th house in your chart.
â What will turn your future spouse on?
Okay, first thing is this person is very idealistic, very emotional and devoted. I see that they get horny when you tease them with your breasts like pressing them against him or showing them to him randomly make him sexually frustrated. I see that he gets really horny when they see you dressing up for them. A lot of emphasis on glam, they enjoy watching you dressing up, putting on perfume and makeup. You might be their type honestly. Like they were searching for someone like you and they found you soo it is a win win. This person is like pile 2, they are quite traditional. They don't have any weird kink at all. I see that they lean more to making love unlike pile 3 it was insane but anyways no judgment on my blog. I see that your ass is something that they like, they enjoy the size, shape and how soft and squishy it is. This person gets so horny when you are showering or under water. They see you as someone who is so ethereal like a mermaid. They like your body naked and wit under the shower. They might join you there too. I see that they really get turned on when you whisper in their ear and tease their neck. This person is in their head a lot when it comes to you. They might go to work and sit there imagining you two doing it nonstop and when they return home they'll be like a wild animal. He is so soft, like a soft dom again. I can't with him I try to provoke many cards but all I am getting is the cups suit which is linked to love and emotions. I see that this person is very emotional when it comes to you what matter for them is intimacy and how comfortable you are with them. Also, it keeps them going when you are in pleasure. They feel prideful when you reach your orgasm and moaning their name. Also, I'm getting Nikki Minaj here. He'll totally take it off of you after the party. Also I'm getting the song "something about you by eyedress, dent may" this person sees you like something so beautiful and ethereal. They have a lot of respect for you, they won't curse or cuss at you at all during sex. They see sex as something very sacred and romantic only shared between two people. They don't dare to call sex (sex) they'll say (love making) instead. This person is very poetic, they can and will write poems about you and set the right romantic mood for you two to enjoy.
Take care pile 4 đ.
â Placements for them:
Water signs (Scorpio, Pisces and cancer). Air signs (Aquarius, Gemini and Libra). Mercury, moon, Venus as prominent plants in their chart. Stallium in the 4th, 8th, 12th, 11th, 3rd, 7th house for them.
Post date: 24th of Nov -2024 Sun
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idk why anyone would want to scrape my work for AI, you could just scrape any YA book and you'd get similar results.
#my kingdom ;; ooc#feel the sunshine ;; dash comm#i can't grasp why you'd want to use AI to write creatively.#like... an ai isn't gonna be creative it's gonna write in circles by it's very nature#an ai can't use multiple ideas to make something new it'll just use those ideas back to back#also this seems like a dig at myself but honestly it's just funny to me.#that the one insult i got about my writing that stuck is that it read like a YA novel#idek why it stuck with me it's not even that bad of a dig. it's just. it's so concise of an insult i think#but also ya novels sell pretty solidly so also thank you? i guess? to that anon from 5+ years ago or so#anyways i got distracted. don't use that stuff for writing it's the same as with art like.#you aren't going to nurture your skill and get better using it.
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đ wish i was a better designer...
#as much as i hate design and being in this field it's also kinda :////#like i wish i was good at it#i see all my classmates and feel this deep mourning sense of man they can abt this so much why don't i#maybe if i was medicated and had therapy i could do this . but i also just think i suck at design#i'm just not a creative type of person i've always been better at the academics even tho idc for them#so idk#đ hating myself every day for not being able to create things#feels bad to be stuck in my brain lol#li.txt#neg#dl
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