#but AAAHHH im so happy for them :33

[transexualbutchfagdyke]

polyam win! my boyfriend got back together with their ex!!

[janthonyfell]

Imagine Terzo and Copia about to fuck, but once Terzo gets on top, the position is missionary *the two are naked* Copia just wraps his arms and legs around Terzo. And the two just lay there hugging each other completely naked and comfortable.

The two don’t mind just staying like that for the night. Copia needed a hug that night instead of fucking. And Terzo was more than happy to oblige.

im giggling and kicking my feet in the air while reading and writing this btw

Copia hugging Terzo and little by little the kisses calm down and let the passion pass and relax with each other, snuggling, caressing and loving each other.

Terzo would probably know something was different by the way Copia would cling to him when he settled on top of him. He's okay with that, there is no rush or obligations; If Copia wants to continue, he will say so and if he wants to stop too. Even if he doesn't want to talk, they can always stay kissing. Sex is fine but Copia will always come first so Terzo gives Copia the space.

At the end words are not even necessary, after all they knew each other well. Terzo carefully lays down on Copia and kisses his cheek, sometimes hiding in his neck to leave more little kisses; Copia caresses Terzo's hair as he simply enjoys how comforting Terzo's warmth and weight are on top of him.

"I'm here if you want to talk." Terzo reminds him although he knows that Copia is aware of that.

"Thanks" Copia whisper and moves to see his lover. "But for now I just want to stay like this."

Terzo has a hint of worry in his eyes but the love has always been bigger and more evident, especially when they are in the privacy of their room. Copia kisses him to make it clear that he simply wants to enjoy the moment.

I loved this so much, thanks for the idea and I'm sorry so many words it just inspired me and I really need to write more of them these days aaahhh <33

[sleepinginmygrave]

HI YES ITS ME AGAIN.....

THIS IS THE LAST TIME I SWEAR-

⇢ ˗ˏˋ {blacktip reef sharks}࿐ྂ i'll tell you what we would do together if we met irl

⇢ ˗ˏˋ {whale sharks}࿐ྂ i'll write you a letter :>

⇢ ˗ˏˋ {lemon sharks}࿐ྂ i'll assign you one of my favorite animal!!

again im so very very proud of you!! you deserve it so so much.

btw pls don't feel pressured to answer any of these <33

AHJHJHHJH THANKS FOR REQUESTING (also ik i'm not answering in the order you sent them but shhhh)

⇢ ˗ˏˋ {blacktip reef sharks}࿐ྂ AAAAAAH alright imagine we're in a city really close to the sea so i think we'll go first to a café for iced coffee hehe (i hope you like iced coffee you give off huge iced coffee vibes) and then we'll go to the beach for a picnic + funsies!! we'll have tones of fun and i'll be a bit intimidated by you at first bc you're so cool i think but then we would like laugh all the time noand yeah lots of funsies!!we'll probably drive!

⇢ ˗ˏˋ {whale sharks}࿐ྂ

dear emma,

omg you're such an amazing person, literally in love with your theme i've literally never seen a theme this pretty i'm not joking hjhhjh i'm a bit shy to talk to you sometimes because golly you're so bloody cool, i wish we will talk more often!! you seem super kind and nice to talk to and aaahhh i kinda can't believe we're mutuals your so so so cool hjhhjh, love you!!

james<3

⇢ ˗ˏˋ {lemon sharks}࿐ྂ

aahh my first thought were swallows, aka hirondelles in french<3 they're my favorite birds i adore them<3 mostly because of their sounds; they only come here in spring/summer and they give off such a comforting summer vibes like the sound they make while they fly close to the windows<33 you give off very much summer vibes but like summer evenings, where its not too hot and we still can go outside so its very comfortable; this is also the vibes swallows give me<33 also they represent happiness luck and freedom :>

thank you for your visit!! dont hesitate to come back<33

[valleynix]

It’s here 😈

I’ll never forgive tumblr for not notifying me right away when the chapter came out 😞😞

1:

Ow 🤕

Being hurt so quickly 😞

I feel so bad for reader, like bro almost died. How is someone supposed to talk about that so casually. And then when reader accidentally hurt Dani- MY HEART

They already feel like a fuck up, to accidentally hurt someone you love while already in a bad state of mind… poor reader 😭

And then lunny going to Dani to check if she okay 😭 im sorry but that was really cute to me. Like Dani and lunny have never talked before (if we exclude the other realities) but to see lunny just go to her to check up on her AA😭😭

2:

AAAAA MY GOD THEY ARE SIBLINGS YOUR HONOR

I do wonder how they are going to name or nickname lunny tho, once lunny fully joins reader and the dimis. I can just imagine Dani going down a list of randomly picked names and seeing which one lunny likes the most 😭

3:

this scene omg I love cass sm

The panic, the way you write reader always looking at the dark thinking something is there AA

Ngl i was fully prepared to get my ass kicked by cass for hurting Daniela but GOD DAMN THIS HURT TOO

4:

WHERE ARE THEY WHAT DID THAT CREEPY FUCK DO TO THEM

PROTECT LUNNY!!!

5: this one is mostly just a question/analysis part

But if I remember correctly, reader has lost arms before right? But they were not in their body if did happen, correct me if I’m wrong. So if I’m right then I love how you wrote reader’s trauma with their left arm. Cuz before they’d probably feel the aftermath of the arm cut with some healing from the mold before they went back to their body. But this time they fully felt the pain of getting their arm chopped off so thus more trauma.

6:

READER HAS MOLDY BACK WING SCARSS LIKE MIRANDAAAA

7:

HOW TF

Also Miranda being soft ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

And I have a question ✋ is this like.. physical? Or is this scene just in reader’s mind

8:

ITS THE FLOATING FUCKING FETUS ISNT IT

9:

This scene was ADORABLEE I love the idea of Cassandra trying to just smuggle reader out of there

But it also makes me laugh so hard because reader is going to be gone for just a week 😭😭 they caught the case of lesbianism

10:

…ow.. 😀

BUT BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN SCENE AND BELA FINALLY KNOWSSSSS

I accidentally spoiled myself because I scrolled all the way down 😭😭😭

This is how I expected bela’s reaction tbh and you just made it so 😍😍🥰❤️❤️🥰❤️❤️ this hurt on another level but I loved it sm. If this is how Bela reacted I can only imagine how Alcina would react tbh 💀

And then the creepy fucker (fetus flyer 😡) showed up right after- like… KINDA BUSY HERE. I’m really excited how you are going to write the new creepy person cuz I truly don’t know what it’s intentions are

Also i love Sofia 😍

11:

AAAHHH THEYRE SOO ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I love Bela sm you don’t understand

My heart is full 😭😭 I’m so happy reader is opening up more and communicating

ANOTHER FANTASTIC CHAPTER!!!! I absolutely loved the communication of this chapter, AND BELA FINALLY KNOWING AAAAAAA!!:!/$!: Very sorry this was later than I intended 😭 I didn’t expect to be so busy lately. Other than that I’m very excited for chapter 20 with Donna ❤️

Another note - THANK YOU SM FOR THE KOFI DONATIONNN, I said thank you on Kofi but I just wanted to thank you again 😭😭

*sees notification* ooh an ask :D

*sees analysis* OOOOOH

i tried to make their trauma around almost dying decently realistic

MY FAVORITE SIBLINGS <33 and honestly i haven't really thought of Reader giving them a name, aside from little sibling-like names. Lunatic is most likely going to end up choosing their own name and go from there (cue Reader probably picking on them for it but being supportive after Dani smacks them)

the parallels this scene caused... i loved writing it so much even if it went through three different versions SDJKFHSD. i decided not to go with Cass being protective over Dani because i felt like she would see the state they're in and try to help them instead (and also Dani didn't tell her because she knew it was an accident)

IT'S A MYSTERY (putting up missing posters as we speak)

you're right on that one!! i'm pretty sure every time before when they'd get their arm or hand cut off, they weren't physically there for it until after so it didn't have as much of an effect on them. this time, though, they felt the entire thing and all the struggles of dealing with it after. they get better at dealing with it, but i thought having them flinch when touched there seemed an appropriate reaction

SCARS JUST LIKE MOMMA BIRD

it's in Reader's head her (and she's very very confused right now)

THE FLOATING FETUS SDJKFHSDFKJSDFKJS

to be fair, they're all so used to being around Reader and vice versa 😭 i think i have them mention in the next chapter how strange it is (but also lesbianism)

SDJKFHSD i'm glad her reaction made sense!! i was really worried it wouldn't would be hurt at being lied to, especially with how honest she is with them (most of the time), and she would need a while to work through what she heard and how it's going to affect things in the future. that being said... it's definitely going to be a wild ride when Alcina finds out

THE ENDING SCENE WAS SO SWEET TO WRITE SKJDFHDS, i love them so much. their relationship >>>

AND DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT!! i'm always grateful to get analyses from you all but i don't expect it 😭 i hope you're still doing well though!!! and thank you for sharing your thoughts :3 <3333

(and of course!! you deserved it for all the hard work you put in :D)

[lavenders-findings]

my epic and official review of FMN by @sipsteainanxiety below the cut <33

(ALSO GO READ IT IF YOU HAVEN'T)

okay starting off with ch 27:

the eye contact through the mirror,, good shit right there

this is random but i keep thinking about the baby and i feel so :(((( and DDDDD: PLEASE they gotta be a family again i am beggingsgfhgf

"you could still pull up. i'll sure she'll understand" okay i pull up--

"gotta get that quality time in with your girl" amen sero, amen

"cowabummer, dude" HJDFK SERO I LOVE YOU he's really coming in here with some hit lines isnt he

he;s so nervous :(((( just wanna wrap him in a big hug he deserves one

the thought that bakugou, who's extremely calculated, is willing to just risk it all just to be with the person he loves means SO much my heart is aching but like in a good way

the art AWWWWWshfgfddsk he is SO. yeah love him

Dr BitchAss McGee better step back alright im not playing around this time bc katsuki is sad again and that is NOT allowed in this household

if this man doesnt stop clicking at me i swear im gonna click him into the next dimension

this bitch is keeping me in a WAREHOUSE??? didnt your mother teach you how to treat a lady smh

OH DID THIS BITCH TAKE MY MEMORIESS AGAIN I SWEAR

this woman sounding like the Joker by talking about society like get your clown ass away from me im not batman

lady im sorry your partner died but i literally barely remember that incident because SOMEONE took my memory so why tf am i here i mean i understand that youre trauma dumping but find a better outlet, sis <3

oh heres bitchass mcgee in the corner okay lemme at him

"you bounced back though, didn't you?" okay untie me and then say that to my face

AAGHHHH NOW ITS BEEN REVEALED THAT SAKI'S HER DAUGHTER IM AAAFDHGADDFGDHFGSDHHFHDGFGHDH PLEASE LET THEM BE A FAMILY AGAIN THEY ALL DESERVE SO MUCH LOVE AND HAPPINESS

YEAHHHH WOOOOO KATSUKI COME IN AND KICK SOME ASS WITH ME love how this violence will hopefully bring us together <3

AAAHHH i didn't think i'd be in the notes!!! tysm ily <333333 !!!!!! i wanna draw this lady now sjfhdg i have a mental image of her already

okay time for ch 28 hgskdghasghsdf

these two bitches with one needle trying to beat us like just accept defeat, sweaty <3

OH SHIT WAIT HER QUIRK UH OH

YEAHHHH LEMME KICK THE DOCTORS STUPID HOE ASS WOOO

YESSSEESRESDSED A SOLID PUNCH TO THE FACE HELL EYAH

i should go back and take his wallet and socks; wallet bc it's funny and i can give it to the police and socks bc then he'll be very unconfrotable and thatll ALSO be funny

this lady has rabies or something omg

"YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME" "I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE" HDF KSHGHDJFHGSDKG PLEASE THAT TOOK ME OUT GHGJFSDHFHGK

bitch stop playing with me like im a puppet this isn't some wack version of coraline where youre the other mother okay put me down i'll bite you

when i said to put me down i did NOT mean like that

YEAHHH WOOOHOOOO IM A BADASS what a power couple omg

AAAHHHHGHH YES this friendship with eijirou is EVERYTHING

mother and father, please give me my child back immediately :) (threat)

YESSS GO OFF SIS THEY DID LIE TO YOU!!!! GO OFF!!!! QUEEN SHIT

YES uncle ei awwwww my HEART omg

kissed sunsets awwwww PLEASE thats so cute

the fact that he kept everything where is was, like the SNEAKERS, im,,,, my heart hurts he missed yn so muchAND TH EBOOK AND THE MUG AND THE NOTES HNMNGMHNFHMNHMFNNFH IM IN PAIN!!! ABSOLUTE AGONY!!!!!!!!!

OH AND THE PITCURE FRAME ON THE PILLOW I AM GOIGN TO WEEP AND SOB AND CRY

YES YES YES THEYRE A FAMILY AGAIN YE S S RSSE

HE GOT THE WHOLE NURSERY READY OMG PELA SEGREREKFVDHSGKDJSG SOBBIGN AN D SCREAMIGN

HE HAD THE RING ON HIM THE WHOEL TIME IM

HMNGHGNMGNHM LOSING YM MIND THEY MEAN :(((( SO MUCH TO ME :(((((( THEIR LITTLE FAMILIY IS SO IMPORTANT I LOVE THEM

amazing job AS ALWAYS this had me absolutely captivated omg <33333

[kyovtani]

ASKS

hey babies! i’ve decided to answer the asks about back to life one and two like this because ive received so so so many and you guys blew me away so answering every single one of them is the least i can do to show you guys just how grateful i am. thank you so much for giving both parts SO much love, i love and appreciate you guys and the support you’re constantly sending my way with my whole entire heart <33

BYE THE FIC IS SO GOOD SO FAR. MY ANXIETY THO FROM THE ENDING, LIKE PLS KYO REALIZE THE MCS ANXIETY PLS DONT GO OUT WITH SORA PLEASE PLEASE HE SEEN HOW SHE DIDNT LOOK OKAY WHEN HE CAME IN PLEASE REALIZE HER ANXIETY PLEASE

– THANK YOU SO SO MUCH BABY !! this was the very first ask about back to life and it’s honestly the cutest thing ever! I hc Kyoutani to be rally understanding of things like anxiety and depression, generally mental health so that’s why it was easy for him to understand the reader’s situation and mindset! 

BACK TO LIFE!!!!!!!! MY HEART!!!!!?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SO GOOD!!!!! i was really excited when you started posting about it!! i can't wait for part 2, i wanna know how they fix this!

AAAH !! thank you so much for the love and support baby!!!! I really hope you enjoyed part 2 just as much, sending you lots of smooches MWAH

OH MY GOD THE KYO FIC IS AMAZING

THANK YOU SO MUCH BABY !!!!! 

OH MY GOD YOUR KYOUTANI FIC HAS ME ACTUALLY FROTHING I LOVE IT SM

IM NOT KIDDING WHEN I SAY THAT MY JAW ACTUALLY DROPPED AT THE LAST COUPLE PARAGRAPHS AS WELL I CANT WAIT FOR PART 2

AAAH YOU GUYS !!! this made me so happy !!! thank you so much and I hope part two met your expectations and you enjoyed the ending MWAH!! 

HOLY FUCK THAT KYOUTANI FIC WHEW IT WAS SO SO GOOD IM SO EXCITED FOR PART 2

thank you for the food <33

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT BABY !!!

YOUR KYOTANI FIC AHHHHHHH my heart can’t handle this

I AM SO GLAD YOU ENJOYED IT BABY !!!

OW THE END ON BACK TO LIFE HURTED THOUGH GDFGHJDFHJRY

Was overwhelmed by the hurty that I forgot to say how much I ADORE your characterization of Kyoutani. fdjkhgjkgdr

THANK YOU SO MUCH !! honestly- that means the world to me, probably the best compliment you can give me :((

Back to life was so good OMG 😳😳 HELLO??? You're amazing

Thank you so much, my love! it honestly is everything to me when you guys tell me such sweet things I love you so much MWAH!!

the new fic did not help me with my insecurities now i’m just frustrated and insecure. great writing tho.

honestly- same. when I wrote this, I lit indulgent every bit of my mind working into this fic and thats why it means so much to me ?? so youre not alone, my love; but thank you so much <33

The way I panicked at the end of the fic thinking there wasn’t gonna be more to it, holy shi that fox was so good I almost cried thinking they were just gonna end things like that 🥺🥺🥺🥺

I’d NEVER end a fic like that- I hate bad endings and cannot stand cliffhangers but the formatting didn't give me another choice im sorry for the heart attack baby kfhflashsj but am glad you liked it!

@au-roraaa said: ZADE I WAS NEVER A KYO FUCKER BUT I THINK YOUVE CONVERTED ME HOLY FUCKSJFJSJDJSN

THIS IS MY JOB AT THIS POINT I WANT YOU ALL TO TURN INTO KYOU FUCKERS KSSSOH 

UR THE BEST WRITER WTF?? WHEN DO U THINK PART TWO WOULD BE UP... and does kyoutani flirt with sora 😣💔

YOU GUYS- NOOO- pls my heart made a loop :(( I love you so much :(( thank you baby and I think now you know what he does with sora MWAH

@kawakuto said: hi hi zade!🤩 (ajdjs idk if you remember me but i moved main blogs and I was @/gukooky before LOL) THE KYOUTANI FIC ANDJWNS I DIDNT EXPECT THE END WAHHHH🥺🥺 it was so well written omg I loved it!! (wtf kyoutani, you said we were going slow what if I wasn’t ready to call u my boyfriend wtffff😔😔 pain.)

AAAAH OFC I DO REMMEBER !! hope youre doing well baby !!! and thank you SO much for your sweet words, I honestly appreciate them so much :((<33

pls I’m in love with your writing. You write kyoutani so well so now I’ll always be grabbing at any crumbs you send my way 🥵

thank you so so so much baby!!!! these kinda words always hit me right at the heart, I appreciate them so much and I love you sm much

bb i love ur kyoutani fic sm :(( ur rlly so talented <33 i look forward to pt 2 ^3^

thank you so much baby, sending a smooch your way mwah 

zade that kyoutani piece im in so much pain why would u do this to me 💔💔💔💔

believe me when I say It hurt me even more than you </3

I just finished reading part 2 and it waS SO GOODAJSFHJLFG you did amazing!! (n˘v˘•)¬

THANK YOU SO MUCH BABY !!!

Hi! New nonnie coming through :) First time I'm writing something because I'm such a nervous wreck but I just had to

THE FIC WAS SO GOOD THE VIBES ARE CHEFS KISS. IT WAS SO GOOD I LITERALLY DROOLED I CAN NOT GET OVER IT !

Mister kyotani pls rail me thanks 🐱

THANK YOU AAAH YOURE SO CUTE !!! I truly appreciate this with my whole entire heart so thank you so much baby, hope you have a good one mwah

Wait did he do anything with Sora?

nope!! they just went to the party together but in my mind he didn’t even hug her and she didn’t try anything else, too, simply bc she knew how in love he is with reader!!

YOUR MINDDDDD!! THE KYOU FIC WAS SOOOO GOOOD!! Omg i hope you do a part 3 😭😭

i have a Little sequel which is really really soft but I'd love to write some more for it! 

@soranihimawari said: Part 1 & 2 with kyoutani was amazing as always Zade! I really liked the ending. This was such a fun read. I was wondering who’s else would be sharing the apartment with Kyoutani. What made you choose tattoo artist Iwa & Oikawa? Those two made me chuckle with the way they came in like that. Hope you have a great day/evening/late night/etc.

✌🏼&💜

—sora—

aaah thank you so so much, baby!! I truly appreciate your sweet words, youre the cutest! regarding your question: You shares an apartment with Iwa, Oikawa and Yahaba (who also works at the tattoo studio!) and i don't know to be really honest- I just like the thought of these three being really good friends so after contemplating whether or not to go with iwaoi or matsuhana, I ended up going with those two dorks! hope you have a good one baby mwah!!

@sakusapetals said: PLEASEE I LOVE YOUR WRITING SO MUCH

AAAH THANK YOU SO SO MUCH BABY !!! I LOVE YOU SM 

How long did it take you to write the entire two parts? Like wow that’s alot👁👄👁 i adore long fics though

oooh- hm ?? tbh i don't really know ?? I can’t remember ?? I think it took me about a month or like three weeks since I did write it all in one go yk? it was the only WIP I worked on during that time and it felt SO relieving to publish it! 

AAAHHH the kyou fic was a masterpiece bb!!! ❤️❤️

thank you so so so much baby!!<33

U LITERLALT WRIYE KYOU THE BEST ABSOLUTE BEST. he’s so aggressive and demanding but he still is willing to show someone special his vulnerability. I LOVE READING STUFF ABOUT HIM FROM U

AAAAH thank you so much- you guys have no idea how much these kinda comments mean to me- I love you so MUCH MWAH 

I just read the first part of "back to life" an it had me speechless so many times, almost cried at the end, it's honestly so well written. I'm off to read part two. Have a nice day 🐰

sdoalfsla thank you so much baby! I hope you enjoyed both parts equally as much and thank you for all the love mwah!!<3

Hana is a baddie

SHE IS!! she’s literally the baddest bitch to ever exist ft. saeko ofc but nobody acknowledges it </3

@tonhwa said: I’m in love with the way you write kyoutani pls. Even your previous fics on your old account ( if you don’t mind me mentioning it ) are so fucking amazing. GOSH YOU CHARACTERIZE HIM SO WELL AND THE PLOT IS ALWAYS SO JUICY AND INTERESTING I CANT HELP BUT GO BACK AND READ IT. and then you release this fucking wonderful piece and I feel like it’s my birthday even though it’s already passed LOL ty ily have a wonderful day I’m sobbing tears of happiness

YOU GUYS PLEASE- the fact this made me tear up when I first read it- thank you SO much honestly. knowing you guys enjoy my characterization of my favorite character is honestly everything to me so thank you sm I love you baby have a good one!!<3

I’ve been on this app from high school, and now I’m a college grad. I have to say I’ve never sent a message to anyone I’ve followed. But that tattoo artist! Kyou fic, part 1 and 2 are 😩💕 *chefs kiss* you are one of my favorite writers I’ve ever followed since joining this app. You NEVER disappoint!

-💕 a very satisfied reader

thank you so much baby!! aaah this is honestly so so sweet :(( thank you for taking the time out of your day to send me such a sweet thing, I appreciate it and you so much mwah!!

i gotta say babe THANK YOU FOR THE KYOTANI CONTENT!! muAAAAHH💞💞

NOO THANK YOU GUYS FOR GIVING IT SO MUCH LOVE MWAH!!!

i love kyoutani and he obvs deserves his dick sucked 🤧🤧 but i catch him posting up with other girls I DONT CARE THE SITUATION he gonna catch these hands for a real one 👊🏼👆🏼🤜🏼🥊🥊 kidding 😐😐😐 he’d body me

pls the way this had me chuckling like crazy bc same sajlskjpw he can get mad all he want but he better stay his pretty ass where he is- by my side  😌

[sailorhyunjinz]

CHERRY LISSSTEENNNN OMGGGG

I WENT WITH MY MUM FOR AN EXHIBITION AND I MET SOMEONE THERE AJSHUSBSH DUDE THEIR PARENTS CAME OVER TO BUY STUFF AND SAID MY DAUGHTER LISTENS TO BTS TOO AND I WAS LIKE OH OKAY BUT THE LATER ON SHE COMES OVER AND WE WERE TALKING ABOUT KPOP AND SAID THAT HER ULT ISN'T BYTS SO WHEN I ASKED HER ABOUT IT SHE SAID IT'S STRAY KIDS AND TURNED OUT WE'RE IN THE SAME STAY NATIONAL GC??? LIKE WTF SO WE LITERALLY HAD EACH OTHER'S NUMBER WITH US OHMYGODDDD THEY'RE CUTE AND HOT AND IS CHANNIE BIASED AAAAAAAAAAAAAA AND THEYR SO MUCH TALLER THAN ME LIKE ALMOST A HEAD TALLER WHEN I WAS WEARING HEELS AND THEY WERE WEARING FLATS-

I'LL BE MOVING TO ANOTHER CITY FOR UNI I'M JUST STUCK HAVING ONLINE CLASSES AND TURNS OUT SHE'S BASED OYR OF THE SAME CITY TOO AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AND THEY'RE INTO ART TOO??? TF ME TOO??

ALL THEIR INSTA POSTS HAVE SKZ PICTURES TOO PLS WHAT IS THIS HAPPENING-

☁️anon

OH SHIIIITTTTT AYO FUCK THEM ok im sorry dont do that-

also wtf you guys have national groupchats? HUH- also if they are a channie stan its a massive green flag they nice as fuck <33

MAYBE YALL CAN BE FRIENDS WHEN YOU MOVE!!! THATS GREAT!! ALREADY MAKING FRIENDS IN A NEW CITY~~

aaahhh im so happy to hear this it legit made me smile earlier SO I HOPE YOU GUYS GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER MORE!! who knows, maybe this is the beginning to a friendship~

[ccsthemovie2]

YUE!!!! yue yue yue

LETS SEE IF I CAN TRANSFER MY DRAFT TO ASK ON MOBILE W/O MESSING UP FORMATTING HORRIFICALLY WOOOOOO

YUEEEEE AN ASK AFTER MY OWN HEART <33 this is, again, super long AND YET NOT THE FULL EXTENT OF MY YUE THOUGHTS, PROBABLY??? this is a fave from a decade back or so this runs DEEP. Why I like them:

yue has just been a lifelong fave tbh. a beautiful and serious anime boy???? AND he’s the moon????? superficials aside, i am always really drawn to characters who struggle with being overly loyal to a sense of authority and deal with figuring out they’re allowed to have individual wants and needs. yue is incredibly ride or die and nearly everyone’s like....maybe don’t die actually!!! and yue says [there was a manga cap here of touya asking yue to take care of himself and yue going >:///.....alright]

it is also really funny how he immediately goes from I WILL KILL YOU to extremely protective i-am-your-angel-dad, both to watch, and to see new friends get into ccs and hear the hype about yue and go oh i cant wait to see your favori-AAAHHH HE PUNCHED TWO TEN YEAR OLDS WHATTT.

Why I don’t:

gotta say it, his clear card hit-fakeout was kinda weird, good thing i have rewritten that scene and can just refer to my personal-writing-folder discord server when need be,

Favorite episode (scene if movie):

JUDGEMEEENNNTTTT AND ALSO THE STUCK IN BIG FORMS EP AAAAHHHHH . episodes ive watched a billion times. when i was a kid i liked judgement bc i was like HES SO COOOL AND MEEEAN YESSS DEFEAT SAKURA WITH HER OWN MAGIC GO GO and now im like HE IS CARRYING OUT A USELESS CEREMONY AND FIGHTING A FIGHT HE CANNOT WIN TO MAKE EVERYONE FEEL LIKE THEY HAVE A CHOICE WHEN SAKURA’S BEEN CHOSEN FROM THE START WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. and to top it ALL off sakura telling him she wants to be his friend and him not taking her offered hand? OUCHH... ;w; big forms ep is HILLARIOUS bc its soooooo AWKWARD. the awkwardness of being at someone else’s house... trying to talk to your host when the ONLY topics you have in common are “i know a few things about your dead crush” and “my other self is YOUR crush”. sakura telling him that her dad insists love can last through reincarnation and eriol specifically being like “give up on clow because he’s dead” later, and he’s spying on this whole ep so he must be rolling around laughing right then. the fact that neither of these couples is healthy whatsoever but everyone’s working with what they have to try and lessen the awkward, and oh no its worse now. kero picking up on the clowtime pattern of “i have to do all the work around here” but honestly its just that it’s kero’s house and yue’s awkwardly hovering and sakura really really doesnt wanna make her intimidating guest do stuff. WHICH IS UNDERSTANDABLE BC ITS SUPER AWKWARD. yue then cleaning the entire kitchen while sakura is cleaning off kero. 10/10 episode.

Favorite season/movie:

sakura card arc!

Favorite line:

when he shows up at sakura’s house and and sakura’s like :0 and hes like get used to it.

Favorite outfit:

the one from that pic i have in my about where he has this light blue hair wrap aaahhhh

OTP:

YUEKITOUYAAAAAAAAAAAA. yukito and touya dating happily and then yue a few years later like OH. I ALSO LOVE HIM. yukito being super supportive and happy of it. yue and touya both feeling like “whats an amazing guy like him doing with someone like me...”. yue going in thinking oh i know what love is and touya raising the bar constantly. its good!!

Brotp:

him and yukito!! two people waking up in their situation scared and upset and stuck together, making the most of it as only they can. i think a lot of them both being like “noooo i want YOU to be happy and comfortable” and trying to do little things for the other when each is taking their turn being active. yue making yukito tea and getting him out of bed when he neeeds to wake up but just feels sluggish, yukito buying little moon decorations for the house he thinks yue would like....aaahhh yukito getting glow in the dark star stickers omg...realizing that there’s no one they’d rather share a life with like that. i think yukito’s the sort of person who doesn’t like to appear uncertain and takes his time being sure before communicating, and theres a sense of pride on yue’s part that he’s the only person, often not even touya, who gets to hear yukito put his thoughts together and be that sort of sounding board. yukito “growing up” in a big “often”-empty house i think leads to him talking to the air a lot, and now that’s yue!!

him and sakura, too!! slowly taking her up on her offer of friendship!! there’s an amazing bit soon after judgement where just her asking frantically if he’s okay??? if he’s SURE he’s okay???? after getting hurt protecting her makes him stop and stare....the switch flipped he is her dad now. i want him to feel like he can talk to her, especially about the Before Times, weigh the things he thinks are too heavy for a child against the things he wants to be heard, maybe see her face and be like oh boy i got it wrong sometimes. and also the knowledge that this is a friendship they chose for themselves!! that they were Predicted to mean different things to each other, but it would be something inappropriate and draining and a cruelty to carry out. this is an unpaved road!! if i keep going on and on i will go on all day but HIM AND KERO!!! HIM AND THE CARDS!!!! HIM AND LI, AND TOMOYO, AND oh just let him be surrounded by friends!!!!

Head Canon:

extremely touchy. like the first thing he did when he showed up for judgement was grab sakura’s face and i think thats just how he is. i think nobody in the clowsehold had any awareness of personal space and yue got so steeped in it that he is just like that now. big on affectionate hair ruffles esp with the kids and putting-an-arm-around-people that he’s barely aware of. it makes yukito a little sad to know that he and yue can never really connect like that but if he hugs himself yue will feel it so it works out!!

Unpopular opinion:

(gets up on stage) clowyue!! (half the crowd boos half the crowd cheers) was HORRIBLE (the cheering/booing crowd halves switch confusedly) essentially i really like to think about the wreckage and then healing from the sort of toxic imbalanced ambiguously requited never-labeled faux-relationship feelings-yoyo i imagine it to have been. but that means i need to acknowledge it happened. unfortunately most people who make ship content do so because they like it, and most people who dont make ship content do so because they dislike it. can you believe it?

A wish:

go to therapy please

An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen:

DO NOT SEPARATE THEM

5 words to best describe them:

ok he looks very polite

My nickname for them:

moonboy...

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AHH bby same here 😤 ilysmmm

ok alright i got this!!! ok let's do this (i hope this isn't overwhelming there's a lot ;-; but! if you want more just lmk!!)

soft/chill vibes: stay here by gaho (anything by gaho astral projects me to a past life of mine istg); gravity by ong seong wu; yellow by emmit fenn; won't remember (acoustic) by tors; the way you felt by alec benjamin

upbeat: oh, death by sugr?; figure you out by voilà; avalanche by christian french; love me like a friend by fly by midnight; blueberry eyes by max ft suga; changer by a.c.e

BABE CRUSH??!! i love his smmm he's amazing T^T also i listened to the other two songs and they're great!! i especially like telepath :)

plsss come enjoy milk and cookies w me!! how about you do the milk and i'll make cookie? that's more fair ;) but PLSS that'd be so fun ilysmmm <333

babe you deserve so much happiness too!! drink all the stawberry milk you can make live your best life!!! but ahha yeahhh as soon as i catch up on stuff i procrastinate and get behind again :') but! it's a new week maybe this time i'll lean my lesson! (who am i kidding that's not going to happen haha)

OKOK playlists!! soo the most recent one i've revamped was my dark academia vibe one :D i've got a few other playlists but tbh i haven't really done much to update them.. i've chaged pics / descriptions but music wise everything is kinda old so i'll probably work on adding some new songs into them soon! but if you do want to look at them you can check my spotify? :)

aw noo bby that's not good :( have you been drinking water? and getting enough sleep? bc it's vv important that you take care of yourself >:(

ooh nice! i've never seen gilmore girls but it has high ratings from some of my friends haha. but it's always fun to watch something w chaarters that remind you of ppl you know :D

hmm what have i been doing? i think just schoolwork, workwork, and playling around w playlists haha. i've been watching sisyphus on netflix tho!! it's really good i love sci-fi / action shows!! tbh i found it bc the lead actor is also the lead in stranger which i binged and now miss v much :') crime shows are some of my faves :D

i think that's about it for me! but i missed you too!! i hope you're still doing well, making strawberry milk, and that your dizziness fades!! love you babes <3333

FIRST OF ALL i am so sorry this took ages to respond to IM SO SORRY 😭😭 this has been in my inbox for so long AAAHHH

BUT ANYWAY

MY LOVE COMING IN WITH THE BEST MUSIC TASTE??? immediately opening my spotify rn to listen to all these thank you i am eternally in your debt (NOT OVERWHELMING THANK YOU SO MUCHH)

CRUSH IS SO GOOD every day is a crush day i love his music AND TELEPATH- conan gray is so musically talented it always hits just right

and yes im so so down i love cookies THAT SOUNDS HEAVENLY just spending time w u ☹️☹️ i love u i love u i cant wait to drink strawberry milk w cookies w u

PLAYLIST WAIT YES PLAYLIST will follow your spotify as soon as i answer this ask for sure AAHHHNFMFM

YES I DONT KNOW IT JUST HAPPENS OCCASIONALLY 😭😭 it comes and goes tho ITS NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT THANK U LOVE <3333

YES GILMORE GIRLS its such a comfortable show and it has really wholesome moments i would say ITS SO EASY TO BINGE DHAHHAHA

OH SHOULD I CHECK THAT OUT?? after i finish the things im watching rn (which is a very short list 😭) im gna need more things to watch SO WOULD U RECOMMEND IT???

CRIME SHOWS- theyre so interesting and so attention grabbing- i havent really seen any good crime shows: which ones ur favorite???

AWH NOW IM TEARING UP I LOVE YOU <33 GOOD LUCK WITH SCHOOL AND JUST EVERYTHING- IM GIVING U THE BIGGEST HIG EVER I LOVE YOUUU

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#5

Jumping in for a moment

K I’m certain no one’s gonna see this haha BUT I wanna make a post about an author I adore and look upto a lot

@/chivalrousamour on AO3!!! God they have a tumblr now i can’t tag them now sodifhser

THIS PERSON HAS MADE 300 FICS FOR THIS ONE FANDOM OF THEIRS, Confession Executive Committee as part of Honeyworks, AND 288 OF THEM ARE FOR A SINGLE SHIP AND YET EACH AND EVERY FIC IS ABSOLUTELY MARVELLOUS AND STUNNING

I haven’t finished readin gthem all but I plan to eventually and I just need everyone to KNOW that they’re super amazing and awesome and have inspired me for so much

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5 notes • Posted 2021-04-17 14:45:21 GMT

#3

Hey! I noticed you wrote a liphiyo fic and I gotta say, it was wonderful~! 🧡🧡🧡 I'm gonna support you as a fan of your fic and a fellow fan of chivalrousamour UwU

AKSHSJSJJSJSJSSD AAAHHH???

oh ny god?? Thank you?? God i need to check tumblr more often again akdbd i competely missed this im so sorry im also tho just

AAAAA??

Thank you so much QAQ i was rly worried when i wrote the liphiyo fic because im not like. Fully in in the fandom and mainly know things through chivalrousamour's fics. Plus im mainly writing twisted wonderland things,, but thank you for the support, ill return every ounce of it back to you too!! I've seen you commenting on a bunch of chivalrousamour's fics and im glad someone else appreciates them as much as I do UvU

5 notes • Posted 2021-03-31 23:56:20 GMT

#2

uwu imagine laying in bed with Ruggie. It's his first break from all of his part time jobs and you two just sit and do your own thing. You watching videos, or sniping others on discord. Ruggie is scrolling through his phone on what to get for dinner. And it's such a nice moment for you two. Cuddling. Legs tangled together as the sun slowly starts to set as Ruggie rest his head on your neck as this moment is simple yet also comforting. A lazy bot also a relaxing day for you both.

oh fuck you

33 notes • Posted 2021-05-23 23:25:47 GMT

#1

#arrow sys#Love them#Absolute sweethearts all of em#And suoer fun to sprint with

FIRST OF ALL SOBS /pos

second,,, i know nothing abt twst or obey me but grabby hands at a ramble; i will absolutely listen if you wanted to talk about it :starry:

JSHDJF [WAILS ALOUD] I TOOK SO LONG SO GET BACK TO YOU THAT I FINISHED ONE OF THE WIPS IN THAT TIME LMAO!!

Well!! This is good promo! :> The one that i was typing up is finished now and it's the obey me fic! You can find it here:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/33644662

Mammon and Movies:

Basically! Someone read another fic of mine that included my self insert flappy stimming and also getting mental breakdown so it asked if i could include a couple other stims in another work since he enjoyed my first one! I. Took that request and made an entire fic dedicated to him lmao. So! I asked it later on for what it would like me to include and which character to use and here we are!

This is a 4K fic of Mammon from Obey Me paired with a Neurodivergent!Reader. The plot is that of him showing you a magic trick and smoothly whipping out a movie ticket!! You've been wanting to ask him to see a movie with you for a while so this is perfect! So perfect in fact that you're overwhelmed with happiness and have a brief moment of being nonverbal as you're overwhelmed with euphoria. Then the next day, you meet him at the venue and the date begins! Other scenes include him allowing you to hold onto his bracelets as it's one of your stims (he wears one of every texture to accomodate to your tastes), you dissociating out of anxiety in a movie theatre and him helping to ground you, and finally! Him sleeping on your shoulder before the movie ends.

Ik i kinda just said the majority of the plot lmao but! Its just a fluffy and sweet movie date! I enjoyed writing it a lot although i got about 80% of it done a month ago and tyn didn't touch it for like 2 weeks sjdbsjd i was p sad abt that. I like finishing things quickly esp when its for other people!! But it was a comfort during a hard time to write this work at 2am under the light of a night lamp and to the tune of street life ambience.

ALSO I FOUND OUT THAT MAMMONS OFFICIAL SONG "ARE YOU READY" LEGIT HAS NO HOURLONG LOOPS AND THAT WAS A HARD HIT TO ME BC LIKE I WANTED TO LISTEN TO IT ON TV BUT IT WASNT HAPPENINGGG TWT WHY DOES EVERYONE LIKE ALL THE OTHER OTHER BROTHER'S SONGS INSTEAD LIKE PLSSS

Anyway lmao i'm quite happy with this work, it feels very round and finished to me which makes me happy because it means I didn't need to worry about editing it to feel satisfied. The requester liked it a lot too! Which made me super super happy. :>

Now!! For the twisted wonderland!! That’s a comfort plotline of mine that doesn’t really have a title yet and is still a wip that is written through my friend’s DMs BUT! I will also take the time to promo my twst writing blog! It is dead QvQ On there, you can see a bit more about the self insert in question but for now, i’ll just put the ship name as the title.

https://twst-sumi-squad.tumblr.com/

Kalim Al-Asim X Sumi Bint Khattar (Plot line):

So!! This one stemmed from me drawing something out of self indulgence and to show it to my friend, I described Sumi B in full and then I told them about my ships and around that time I had like five love songs I was obsessed with. And for each of them. I had. A separate animatic. For like at least 1 ship, the average was two but one had three. Sumi B was the centre of the most ships but not the only one. Anyway!! I told my friend about this and asked if I could dump my ideas onto them! They agreed and I started with a summarised version but then realised I needed a bit more build up so I started to write it in a bit more detail. Hah. It ended up being a Lot More Detailed but even then, I would write the scenes in a much more fluid and descriptive way if it were Real Writing so! I call it a Plotline. It is very long.

The plot itself is. long now. it’s a slowburn lmao because most if not all of my self insert ships tend to be slowburns. But this one? This particular self insert? Sumi B? Yeah she’s the only one with trust issues so she mothers the BIGGEST slowburns known to history. It takes them a year before she even considers him a friend despite seeing him every day and also having multiple deep conversations with him. Anyway though, this one is a big comfort becuase it has something I didn’t really dare to do before. Kalim, the canon character, falls in love with my oc first. Normally I have it the other way round becuase I’m too scared to assume that I would be like, deserving or like desirable enough for someone to have a crush on me. But with Sumi B, even I have a goddamn crush on her lmao. I indulge myself a bit with this one and really play around with emotions and!! In the most recent scene! We have finally reached the part where she actually starts to love him back! :D

I started this one a loooong time ago, at least a month and maybe two? It was Intended to be finsiehd in one night and then i got carried away and my friend got invested and then I ALSO got invested and so I started to develop the plot further so make it more interesting and keep the buildup going. It’s very fun and though i try to limit myself to summarising actions and dialogue, i fail. very often. so it often has little tidbits of more beautiful sentences and tension lmao. 

This particular fic is based off of my imagined animatic for the song “Would you be so kind” by Dodie! I didn’t know about the song until i saw other people’s animatics and I ended up taking it and running away haha! I’m currently really happy with it however I am really dreading the day where I actually write it out properly. If I don’t? I don’t know. Maybe I’ll post the plotline by itself. I have another fic just like it, one with a different self insert who (in fact) is very very close with Sumi B and considers her his older sister, that i ALSO wrote in semi detailed plot lines in someone’s DMs. Both are massive comforts to me and though i love them, their plot lines are so goddamn long that i will dread the day i decide to write them all out.

So uhm!!! Yeah!! XDD Those are the two fics I was talking about! I hope you enjoyed my small ramblings about them haha. I’m starting college soon though so I fear I might have much more time for fanfic.

42 notes • Posted 2021-09-03 18:14:02 GMT

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okay so like h o l y f u c k i n g shit these are AMAZING and I cannot believe that you illustrated scenes from Weak—I’m just so happy you liked my take on this au enough to draw these wgerfsd truly, you spoil me—i cannot get over how perfect these pictures are or the fact that you like??? we’re so fast to draw them too?? like holy shit you’re impressive i dont even have words to express how aMAZING these are and how much I love them!!!

aaahhh!! I’m really excited you decided to draw Seiji with his dagger to Nick’s throat. He just deserves daggers and im not wrong. he’s so pretty with them and no i will not explain. but e v e r y t h i n g about this is perfect. First, I’ve said it a million times but I love the blue-tinted gray scale you do with Nichoji and yellow tinted you do with Eugesse. just. aesthetically pleasing and pretty but also im a slut for them being color coded and that nod to canon in coloring them with that in mind. It’s just really pretty and I love it. Ooooh but the pose and vibe of this is just so perfect. Just. Immaculate.

Nick looks amazing, even on the deaths door. What a king. We Stan. Really though he looks so perfect and cute my heart is just melting because look at that cute smile!!! Loooook at it!!! I love. The shape of it is so darling I’m obsessed. The little show of fangs? I’d die for them. I just can’t get over the little up curve of his smile at the corner like it is The cutest thing ever—also the shape of his lips is really pretty. Like it’s just a striking profile altogether. And the little lines indicating he’s laughing are really cute too idkk why but movement lines are always cute to me. And it’s not just his smile, it’s his whole face that really sell it. Like the tilt of his eyebrows is just A++ and his closed eyes are really pretty. Like. Those eyelashes bro so pretty. His hair is fantastic and fluffy and I love how he’s clearly pressed into the couch because of the way his hair interacts with the cushion. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again but I LOVE his pointy ears. Like everything about them is top notch. I love the way you draw them because they’re nice and pointy but they feel real and they fit the character designs of fence. Like, you’re not out here drawing ridiculously long anime pointy ears, they’re just the right fit for the boys. Also love the shape of them! There’s so many ways to do pointy ears but I love the direction you chose and I do so adore the way they kind of follow along nicks undercut. Like that’s just the perfect interaction. You saw an opportunity for dope ass character design and you took it. And I love his open shirt—hell yeah to Open shirts we love that shit in this household. And the shape of the collar is really nice I like it. But my favorite thing about that open shirt? The bloody bandages. I so adore bandaged abdomens especially when the bloods showing though. We can either blame barbies or anime for that particular aesthetic but the point remains that I love it and Nick wears it so well <33 I love the layering of the bandages to look all authentically wrapped and the seeping of the blood up through them is a really cool effect too the way you drew it. He is perfect

And Seiji!! Fuck I’m so happy you drew this because I love it so much. He looks absolutely feral and I LOVE that because he’s the human here but he looks far more dangerous and angry than Nick, who has literal fangs. Really is there anything more gay than pinning your enemy with a blade to their skin? No. I think the fuck not. And by god did you capture that tension and homoeroticism perfectly. Just. The way Seiji’s hunched over Nick is great and I love that this bitch is happily sitting on an injured man. Like I know I wrote it but it didn’t even strike me that Seiji’s deadass just carelessly perched on Nick and all his injuries. Gotta love this bitch I guess. And I love the hand against Nick’s neck—Seiji does not fuck around and it shows in this picture. Like he is dangerous. I really like the shape of that hand. It just l o o k s harsh and angry. And the press of blade to skin with those angry red marks on Nick’s throat? Love it. Especially in contrast with Nick’s expression. And speaking of contrasts to Nick’s expression, my god is Seiji’s face the absolute opposite of Nick’s and I love it so much. The snarl of his lips, the angry pull of his eyebrows over suspicious and hateful eyes. Yesssss it’s all so good. Even his nose adds to it, looking so sharp and hard edged here that it makes him look even more dangerous. And his hair falling loose as he bends over Nick is a delectable detail. I just. It’s perfect. It’s all so perfect. The animosity, the high emotions, the intensity, the tension. Hhh I’m love this and do plan on staring at it a completely reasonable amount

Hhhhhoooooh boy. The beautiful full-on magical illustration of the hand kiss. I am speechless. Like i was just OWO at my computer screen for a full minute before thoughts were even capable of forming in my brain other than ‘prettyprettyprettYohmygodpretty’.

Truly, this piece is just so lovely and it feels so classic and romantic and tender. There’s just. So many emotions here and the picture really does tell a story with how everything fits together from posture to expressions to the simple action of a kiss pressed to hand. Hand kisses are just superior and I always love to see them and this one is just absolutely gorgeous and I can’t believe my words inspired something so tremendously beautiful.

So the body language is just entrancing and so brilliant because it perfectly conveys everything not said. The way Nick’s bowed over Seiji’s hand—like its reverent almost, and so obviously adoring and gentle. and the entire weight of his body is just so relaxed and easy and natural—like his stance isn’t guarded at all, it’s soft and open and sincere. And then Seiji. oh man Seiji. He’s so perfectly stiff and upright, stood tall and unimpressed, unyielding. it’s perfect. I love the way he meets Nick’s gentle touch with mistrust and stiff posture. it’s so perfect and the tension in it is superb. like Nick’s yearning is so clear in everything about him, but Seiji’s reserved and hardened and unwilling to give in to this—not yet. It’s just such a pretty picture and I cannot get over their contrasting body language. Even the fall of their arms and curl of their fingers looks different—Nick’s arm looks naturally held, like it’s loose and easy and forgotten by his side, curved organically and falling unthinkingly by his side with fingers loosely furled. But Seiji’s arm seems intentionally and more stiffly held. like the angle of his wrist and the way his hand looks more like a it’s clenching than gently curling. it’s just. they’re all such good details and I keep thinking I’m done with the posture but i am, in fact, not. The set of their shoulders with Nick’s curved and soft while Seiji’s are straight and sharp hhh and Nick’s head bent over Seiji, while Seiji’s head is upright, only his eyes moving to watch Nick down his nose.

and, naturally, their expressions just add to and build off of what their body language is already telling us (and each other haha). Like the way Seiji’s mouth is so rigidly straight, held in a neutral line that can at once be read as contemptuous and soft—and that’s one of the really amazing things about Seiji here, he really does look like a million contradictions, each piece of him simultaneously loathing and longing for Nick and it shows and I just think that’s a really special thing to have been able to capture—that duality in emotion and mind woven into every detail of Seiji’s being. His eyes are the same—that downcast gaze and heavy, lowered brow is an optical illusion, sometimes hard and glaring, sometimes soft and yearning. I love it. And i love the shape of his eyebrow here, its just Very Good. and his thick lash line <3 and of course i love that you positioned them so we can see his mole <33 And his nose really is so straight and regal, it’s beautiful and I love him looking down it. And holy shit Nick. this has got to be one of my favorite pictures of Nick. like. fuck. look at all the love and care and tenderness in his face. look at that simple and sure affection—he knows he loves Seiji and will always and no matter what. its so sweet and so pretty. i love how soft he looks. again, that inversion of human and monster where the monster is by far the softer, sweeter creature. hhh it’s just. such a lovely thing to see. And Nick really is lovely here. The gently closed eyes with those pretty lashes (and i love the shape of them, the way they wrap to make the depth and shape of the closed eye feel genuine and real) and the relaxed, wondrous shape of his eyebrows—it’s just so vulnerable and sincere, like he’s completely letting his guard down with Seiji. And his nose—I love the little swoop of his nose and pointed upturned tip, it’s so different from Seiji’s, it’s always so great to see them next to each other. but his lips. that’s gotta be my favorite part. just. the softness of them pressed to Seiji’s hand. The shape of them and the way they genuinely seem pressed to skin, soft and yielding and cushioned by the press….its just so fucking pretty. I’m just in love with the point of contact in that kiss. And also his chin and jaw look great curving from it. just hhhhhh the tenderness and freely given affection i LOVE it. And Seiji does seem genuinely unsure what to do with it all, which I also love

Which leads us right into the end kiss. I already said how much I love Nick’s kiss and the shape of his lips against Seiji, but I do. so fucking much. And the way he’s holding Seiji’s hand up to his mouth so gently? Im crying there’s just so much tenderness in that. That gentleness coming from a clawed hand is gorgeous, and Seiji is obviously unable to forget either the tenderness or the danger of Nick’s hand (of all of him really). And I do so love the claws. just hell yeah claws are badass and pretty and I love the way you drew them (the pinked fingertips look EXTRA cute with those claws), so big thank you to you for positioning his hand perfectly to se them. And it’s a really pretty position too. the turn of his wrist is interesting and aesthetically pleasing, i love it. And the hold of his hand around Seiji’s is pretty too!! again, super gentle and sweet, but it’s a full hold, capturing Seiji’s hand entirely, holding tight enough to cradle but not so tight that Seiji couldn’t pull away. And Seiji d o e s n t pull away. I love the way he’s letting Nick hold up his hand to his mouth—the reluctance of it, the unwilling relinquishment of arm to bend up and offer a hand for Nick’s touch. It’s delicate and pretty, but also unintentionally so—like Seiji’s let Nick have his hand here and isn’t doing anything to hold it to Nick or to pull it away, he’s given up control of it and so it just falls as it willingly Nick’s grasp. I really like the fit of their hands together—the different shape and color of them fit together is just A+++ and Seiji’s fingers really do look graceful, and Nick’s are pretty too and just. its all about the h a n d s. Also love the little blush spread high on Seiji’s cheeks even as he watches Nick kiss his hand with willed indifference, he’s clearly not unaffected by the kiss or by Nick. and i love that. seiji looks so pretty in blushes.

okay I am obsessed with their clothes. Because first of all, hell yeah I love that they’re in traditional fantastical clothes instead of modern clothes because as hard as fae au bops in an urban setting, there’s something classic and pretty in having them in another world or at least another time, which is definitely how i imagined this iteration, so i love to see that reflected here as well. and by god the clothes are gorgeous. I love the blowing and loose blouse aesthetic always and it’s gorgeous and perfect here especially—it just fits with the magic. And the patterns are so lovely. I am not as creative with fashion as you so I never would have thought to put them in such gorgeous shirts, but fuck am I glad you did XD seriously, i love when you pull in Romanian-inspired fashion because it’s so pretty and quite frankly rather suits fantasy settings like this. And THEYRE WARING THEIR COLORS ugh i will never grow tired of that i fucking love it and I love how you incorporated it in this picture. And okay i love also that these shirts are of the same world but the differences in them as worn by each boy is stunning and subtle. Like Nick’s open shirt? we love to see it. and we all know Nick WOULD wear his shirt open like that, but the cut of the collar and how it falls open is really pretty. And then there’s Seiji who’s in a shirt with a secure and non-negotiable neckline much higher than Nick’s open shirt—more strict and structured than Nick in this as in all things. And also I like the fall of their sleeves. Once again, Seiji’s more covered with his longer sleeves (and I love how they loosely cuff at the bottom to really drive home the poet like sleeves), while Nick’s fall above the elbow more loosely and carelessly (i love the open shirt and elbow-length sleeves because its reminiscent of canon how he wears his uniform button down XD). also like how Seiji’s shirt has that band at the bottom. its just pretty. And the designs are so intricate and lovely, I love the different designs of each, but how Nick’s got a flower on his shoulder and Seiji’s got them on his sleeves—like. they’re different but still match in their way <3 ahh the pants dude. I love Nick in simple brown trousers that look comfortable and well worn—it also blends really nicely with the colors of his shirt. But then Seiji?? honestly the little lines of silver detail aren’t all that extravagant, but they make his outfit look more intricate and pretty. I love it. I love that Nick’s royalty but Seiji looks more like a prince here than he does. just. such brilliant and lovely detail in that little pattern, cant get over it. and the folds on the fabric look perfect as always and the shading/lighting is used so skillfully to sell those folds. one of my favorite parts is the diffused light hitting the front of Seiji’s pants and the way it branches off at the top like over the thick fold the front of pants like to bunch in—just wow what a great eye for detail you’ve got.

And actually all the lighting and shading on this is beautiful. You are unfairly gifted at coloring and lighting, you know you’re signature ligthing style is just about my favorite ever because of the soft abd magical cast it has. Just. So pretty and gentle. I love the soft diffusion of light across the boys. It’s so fucking pretty. And the highlights are so pretty and saturated in places (like on Nick’s arm) it just makes it pop and her so pretty. Abd the way the light and shadows are blended over skin abd fabric? Beyond lovely. Like it looks painted just splendidly done. And the texture of blush you used for line art is really pretty and fits the vibe of this piece perfectly. Like a little softer snd rougher—more textures—than usual, it furthers the soft snd hazy magic of the light and of the moment. And then on top of that we’ve got the pretty tinted lines—I live that shit. You just. Make it all work together to create master pieces. And again the lighting and shading is so fucking pretty, I can’t stop marveling. Like Nick’s neck and jaw?? Witchcraft. And the sparkles!!! I love the sparkles. And the way the lights coming in from behind Nick and it blends out in a gradient of golden light—so super pretty

Just a couple more things: I live the hair. Both have such perfect hair. I live Seiji’s falls in his style and swoops behind his ear, but there’s some fluff to the other side of it behind his face <3 and his hair in the back showing in wisp away strands that mold back into the body is so pretty and cute too and I love it. And the light hitting it is so pretty as well!! Then Nick!! My fluffy boy. I live him. I live his hair and the little strands that show throughout it. And the way the lighting is lighting it up is so pretty. Like there’s a lot going on there with lighting and shading and it’s amazing. And I love the little peeks of collarbones and neck tendons. You know I always love those details <33 and I’ve waxed poetic so much about Nick’s ears I will spare you from hearing it again but I love the shape and the direction of them and the coloring on them is really cute too. And his TAIL!!! I love it. I love a good tufty tail. They are just simply the best and omfg Nick just looks so fucking cute with one. But it’s as pretty as it is cute here. The way it’s looping is so pretty (and I bet it’s unintentional but I love that it almost looks like an infinity sign because Nick will always love Seiji). It’s just so graceful and subdued here, I love it. Snd the little tufty!! I love how you colored it with lots of different browns and golds but it’s just really pretty, but it still matches with his hair so it makes sense. Just. I adore it. I cannot resist a good turfed tail and Nick’s got such a great one

Aaaaaaaaa I just love this So much you don’t understand thank you a million times for drawing these gorgeous pictures and I’m ridiculously happy you liked the fic! 💜💛

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l i s t e n this au was already one of my personal favs for a number of reasons cough tufted tail nicholas cough so there now being a fic just made my entire mo n t h. i am going to reread it so much i already feel it in my b on e s. i just want to say that the fight scene is *kisses fingers* b e a u t i f u l and i am absolutely floored at how well-written it is. i know a lot of writers struggle with that stuff, but goddamn it's written so incredibly stupidly well here. and also the tension between nicholas and seiji? oh h oh oh hoho perfectly mirrors what i had imagined in my many hours of thinking about this au.

so, jack, please take these as a big fat thank you for making my monster hunter au dreams come to life in writing and take all my love while you're at it too 💛💛💛