#but!!!! I'm. having ideas...... ✨
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currently picturing what I'll do for my look when/ if we go to the horrorcon this year ( which is around my birthday )
#I think it'll be kindaaaaaa similar to when I went last year ( inwhich I wasn't told anything but to 'dress horror' ) but better#especially with the blood splatter look that was applied with makeup#this time I think it'd be cool to do a lot on my face and left arm. I think I'd leave my sunflower hat.. since it wouldn't go with the look#but!!!! I'm. having ideas...... ✨#I'll have to ask/ look it up but also I think you can bring fake/ plastic weapons.. too! I think that if I can.. I'll bring a plastic-#( butter ) knife to go with the look/ vibe!!#horror convention#I can almost remember the name of the con but I'm not going to strain my brain to remember
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mid crisis but here's firefighter AU despite 75% of the firefighters i know being absolute douchebags
#star wars#aviiart#the clone wars#tcw#commander cody#obi wan kenobi#not related to 911 the tv show ive never watched it#have fun w this one I'm gonna go get crossed 💗#before anyone asks yes i am ok pls do not get worried i am being ✨✨dramatic™️✨#sometimes you get your best ideas mid not even quarter life crisis
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I'm having stupid thoughts on technique of coloring it, so have this fan art before I most likely destroy it
#mgann morzz#danny fenton#danny fenton/m'gann m'orzz#dpxdc#dc x dp#dp x dc#dcxdp#fanart#art wip#it was m'gann's idea to switch#danny is experiencing some level of embarrassment of being in skirt for the first time#but most of it is sudden ✨ realization ✨ he is not ready to face yet#idk how do you like it?#i'm going to make so much content for them until the end of the world and three days longer#even if I'd be the only person visiting their tag#watch me#anyway#have a nice day dear stranger who got to this part
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#we're charden posting on main tonight boyys ✨#with a VERY low quality meme#like literally. the image quality is very bad. and i'm very sorry for that :(#i hope you're all aware of the fact that i have no idea what i'm doing ever really#i have zero experience or knowledge or qualifications to be doing this. i just started doing it one day.#anyway yeah between how grainy and dark the screenshot was to begin with and then my lack of skills...the res had no hope#iasip#always sunny#its always sunny in philadelphia#charden#charlie kelly#dennis reynolds#iasip shitpost#shitpost#meme
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hello!! just wondering whether anyone would be interested in a September-based art & writing event focussed on celebrating the female characters in the LU fandom?
i've been thinking about trying to organise something like this for a few months now, but i'm finally speaking up, because this morning i had an idea...
we could call it:
✨Sepfember✨
anyway, if you'd be interested in a september event, let me know!
#linked universe#lu event#social tag#sepfember#ISNT THAT THE MOST CHEESY SILLY NAME??? I LOVE IT#anywayz. i'm a fairly small blog but if people are interested i would love to organise an event like this!!#we can have character days for all the princesses and npcs and epona (LOL the closest thing we have to a female mc in LU is the horse 🤣🤣)#or prompts???#i can make a collection on ao3 for fics!!!#and it can be really chill and fun. no pressure no goals just lots of hype for our women!!!#including our new echoes of wisdom heroine whoever she may be#and all fanworks would be welcome of course. it doesn't just have to be an art & writing event#podfics playlists memes headcanons etc#and trans/genderfluid hcs! and genderbending! all welcome#i just want a chance to celebrate girls#also PLS LET ME KNOW IF YOU HAVE ANY OTHER IDEAS FOR THE EVENT???#i would love suggestions of fun things!!!#i was thinking about calling it the#women in linked universe challenge#but sepfember has a much better ring dont u think? hehe#women#✨✨#fandom event
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Top 10 Gintaka moments
(Arranged chronologically because it was too difficult to choose. Spoilers ahead.)
1. Takasugi's laugh
After many encounters challenging the dojo, Gintoki sees Takasugi laugh for the first time, which becomes a core memory of his, a symbol of how things used to be and what he wants to preserve (ch. 517).
2. The promise
Surrounded by enemies, Takasugi asks Gintoki why he decided to join the war, to which Gintoki replies that, like him, it was not for a noble cause. At this, Takasugi recognizes that the two are good-for-nothing warriors, but asks Gintoki to take care of their sensei in case he dies. Likewise, Gintoki asks Takasugi to stay alive (ch. 516).
3. Gintoki's tears
Right after their sensei's death, Takasugi furiously runs towards Gintoki until, for a split second, he sees him crying. This becomes the last thing he saw with his left eye, a core memory that reminds him of the pain and grief they experienced (ch. 520).
4. Reunion at the festival
After 10 years of not seeing each other, Takasugi sneaks up behind Gintoki and threatens him with his sword, commenting on how easy it was and that he has become weak. He also tells him about his plan to kill the Shogun, claiming that within him there is a black beast that seeks revenge. At the same time, he confronts Gintoki for looking away from the past, making him unable to understand his feelings. To this, Gintoki responds that it's a shame that he underestimated him, which can be read in both a physical and emotional sense. It's assumed that they separate without another word (chs. 30-31).
5. They were the same
During a conversation with Nobume, Oboro asks her if Gintoki and Takasugi look like their sensei, to which she answers no, that the true resemblance was between them, since both had eyes full of sadness. As she says that, Gintoki and Takasugi can be seen passing each other, but only the former turns around to check that the latter is gone. It's worth mentioning that Gintoki warned Takasugi to be careful if he saw him walking down the street in chapter 97, but in the end he decided to not do anything (ch. 398).
6. Confession and realization
After their fight, with both of them on the floor, tired and full of injuries, Takasugi opens up to Gintoki about his suffering. He confesses to him that his face was the last thing he saw before losing his left eye, how devastating it was to see him cry, and the enormous survivor's guilt he feels, because he understands how much Gintoki loved Shouyo. To this, Gintoki responds that he didn't choose him, but simply knew what was important to theirsensei, thus lifting the burden from Takasugi's shoulders. Not only that, but Gintoki also confesses that, despite everything, he continues to see him as a fellow disciple of the Shouka Sonjuku and a comrade, whose soul he will protect (ch. 520).
7. Sword exchange
After a long coma, Takasugi awakens in Rakuyo and throws his sword to save Bansai. Likewise, Gintoki launches his bokuto to save Shinpachi, leaving them both unarmed. This is when they decide to take each other's sword and protect what is important to the other, reinforcing the message that a sword is made to protect the soul, and on other occasions that it even embodies it. Afterwards, they pass through hordes of enemies in order to see each other again, defending the other from an imminent attack and retrieving their weapon while locking eyes and making snarky remarks (ch. 573).
8. Pep talk
While everyone on Earth seems defeated, Gintoki hears a familiar voice over the radio. Hundreds of kilometers, far up in space, Takasugi tells him that they have everything under control and encourages him to continue fighting. Likewise, Gintoki assures him that on his side they haven't lost yet, and playfully encourages him, asking if he has already been reduced to junk. Despite being injured, Takasugi tells him to be ready when he comes for him, to which Gintoki smiles (ch. 650).
9. Let's rescue sensei
The greatest tragedy in Takasugi's life is not only the death of his teacher, but also that Gintoki had to be the one to kill him. Aware that he has little left to live, he admits that now he can be a little more honest with what he really wants to do. After fighting Gintoki as a way to punish himself, he's now able to recognize that he wishes to fight alongside him, while also wanting to alleviate his suffering by sharing the burden of his actions that day. Upon hearing this, the serious expression on Gintoki's face turns to astonishment at being able to achieve mutual understanding and once again have a common goal that is deeply personal to both of them (ch. 682).
10. Born under the same star
While Gintoki's eyes reflect the despair he feels at having to strike Takasugi's body, he remembers their childhood together. Gintoki fought very hard to protect everyone, but Takasugi fought even harder to protect him, and although Gintoki was definitely not ready to lose him, Takasugi was content with the idea that he had prevented him from killing their sensei once more. Knowing that he has little time left, it's Gintoki's turn to be more sincere. He embraces Takasugi and reassures him, acknowledging that he did indeed manage to protect him and that he wished they could have drunk together more often. But Takasugi tells Gintoki he doesn't want to hear him like this and he asks him not to send him off with a sad face. Mustering willpower, Gintoki smiles and tells him to wait for him in hell, which becomes the last sight from Takasugi's right eye as he smiles back before dying. No longer able to restrain his emotions, Gintoki weeps as he watches the sunset (ch. 703).
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#Gintama#Sakata Gintoki#Takasugi Shinsuke#gintaka#takagin#I'm not crying ur crying#Wanted to post this for Pride. Clearly I didn't but here it is at last!! (pretending it hasn't been over a year in my drafts)#Partly to remember the chapters since I only save the images then I forget the number and have to look for it again like an idiot#And also bc it's still a hyperfixation ngl lmao#I really thought 10 moments would be enough but as I went on I realized I was leaving stuff behind#I've a list lol but if anyone has more ideas for moments you can send me a message or write it in your tags#Much more could be said about some but I tried to be ✨concise✨#I can write#Top 10 Gintaka moments#my post
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can we get an ace sneak peek?
Yes you may <3 A couple people asked for Luffy too so I give you. BOTH the brothers!!
AREN'T THEY CUTE??? I cannot wait to holde them in my hands
#Once I'm done with all my charm designs I will be buying samples ✨#One Piece#Also sorry for the watermarks but I don't want anybody snatching these esp before they're ready famkdlasm#Shima arts#Chibi#Luffy#Ace#Portgas D Ace#Monkey D Luffy#I'm having SOOOOO much fun designing these y'all have no idea#I'm addicted at this point. Which is probably a good thing considering I still have so many to make. LOL#Shima answers questions
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Actually you know what, I'm gonna post this. Check it out, I'm fiddling with this PMV. Spoils the whole game ofc. And the name of the song is pure imagination by Fiona Apple!
Also I'm apparently a big fan of drawing moon laying down 😂 total count including scrapped drawings is 5 (technically 6)
#rain world#animation#video#wip#Pmv#Yeah I busted most of this out yesterday in one 9 hour long tunnel-visioned drawing sesh#(new meds)#LMFAO but yeah at this point I put aboutttt 16 hours into this and I'm quite proud of how it's come out so far#I had a lot of trouble with Arti's design. I couldn't figure out what I wanted to do for the longest time#Then I got to the shot of her screaming and was like yeah. Max floof. Momma bear arti. Yesss#God forbid I ever use the same design twice#On that note I have no idea where that sexy saint design came from. I love it. It just came out of me#There were a few things I wanted to fix before uploading but literally whatever#I'm gonna redraw so much it doesn't even matter#The ending is on its way too. I already have it roughly planned out; classic double twist ending ✨#But I decided to scope creep by making it full color so who knows if it'll get finished#I'll sketch it in gold just in case#Love that this is the first thing I do upon finally getting some energy back. My projects? No. Talk to friends? Nah#Make an entire pmv? Bingo#Coughs. Anyways
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"Well, well, well...!" looks like Maxime's been keeping tabs on all the flattering art and edits you've been making 😉🐜 you know a bug as vain as he is would be delighted...!!
#strangling him with my bare hands. why is he so fun to DRAW 😳💖💖#yes originally he was bug-arm-less but then i thought#wouldn't it be excellent if he had custom-made shirts with little holes he can stick his roachy appendages through? 🙈💖💖#with gold trim of course!!! and the cockroach phone case is a must-have ✨#i'm just deeply amused by the idea of Maxime knowing he's hot shit and having his own little fandom. roachdom#he'd never stop bragging about it to Valentina who just rolls her eyes at him bahahaha#maxime le mal#despicable me 4 spoilers#despicable me 4#despicable me#dm4#starleskart
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my personal pipe dream is that one monday the egg statistics drop and flippa (and maybe tilin) are just there. at the end. with one heart, and one gray checkmark.
what i imagine is the server flips their shit. alive!!! alive!!! but they log in and they don't see the eggs. instead they get a message. i do not care who it's from or how it's delivered. they're told the eggs are being held captive somewhere, but they're alive. all that's left is to find them, before sunday at midnight pst. bc if their tasks aren't done, they die (one checkmark, one quest set. once rescued they become triple check like the other eggs)
slimeriana come CRASHING back into the server, they don't know jack shit, ESPECIALLY mariana who doesn't recognize 90% of the island anymore but holy fuck, flippa is alive somewhere and they have to find her. and maybe mariana's still in the old server days mindset of raising his kid alone but slime's slowly been indoctrinated into "it takes a village" and honestly the absolute second mariana logs on, someone's gonna be in chat already like HEY MARIANA CAN I TALK TO YOU? be it baghera or cellbit or forever or bad or I DON'T KNOW, COULD GENUINELY BE ANYONE LMAO but like mystery and eggs in danger is chumming the water for this server
which is great bc A) mariana has a concrete goal for logging into the server (finding his daughter) and B) he would be interacting with the rest of the server along the way, because he's not going to be doing this alone (he wouldn't even be allowed lmfao the rest of the server would be at his doorstep asking to help him in like 15 seconds flat) which means C) he might get reasons to log in extending outside flippa and slime. bingooooo
i call this a pipe dream bc i can poke so many holes in this even rn (does cc!mariana want flippa back, like fr? i'm not up to date) but can you IMAGINE. LIKE DAMN. i'm putting this idea into the public domain fr go nuts with it.
#qsmp#would not mind if that means the revival is a slow burn#(bc of admin team having to prep the mystery and/or adventure)#that would just be a bonus tbh bc it means that the admins would be given more time to fit it into their plans#bc i imagine the story would be harder to alter for the immediate future#but their plans down the line might be more malleable and thus could fit the potentially weeklong mystery into them#this is my pipe dream though i have worms in my brain and they've been screaming flippa since the bug was discovered#i'm not gonna cry in a gutter if it doesn't happen lmfao#qsmp juanaflippa#qsmp elmariana#shut up vic#block game brainrot#submitting this for peer review maybe if i'm lucky the admins will club penguin it#(read: take and run with the idea and pretend that was their plan all along)#either that or a really talented fic author will write and post like three chapters i'll accept that too#✨ this idea is now public domain go hogwild my loves ✨
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LOOKBOOK: Tomboyish Sidetails
Hello! I really don't do lookbooks often, in fact this is the only one I've been planning on, but basically over the years I have slowly been collecting different versions of this haircut.
It's kind of an uncommon cut to come across, so I figured I might as well share all the ones I've found so far? Hope this helps anyone else who might be looking!
x | x | x x | x | x x | x | x x | x | x x | x | x x | x | x
Creators featured (thank you so much!!)
@simandy @feralpoodles @meghewlett tianshi88 @llazyneiph @raccoonium @sour-roulette @birksche @c-cerberus-sims-s
Also if half of these tags don't work, that's a Tumblr issue. Sorry!
#sims 4 lookbook#the sims 4 lookbook#ts4 lookbook#ts4ccfinds#tomboyish sidetails#sims 4 alternative hair#anyway sometime i'd like to get back into at least posting the things that i've made and then never finalized#(we'll see if that comes to fruition lol)#and maybe i can find that sims 4 spark again sometime. idk#for now have this lookbook i mentioned maybe putting together maybe a year ago. i finally did it#one of these hairs were a last minute addition btw#honorary mention: nimona hair by GOamazons on thesimsresource#it doesn't quite fit this vibe but it has sidetails that are the longest part of the hair so it kinda counts i think#also the last three hairs here were made by myself!! but nevermind that lmao#as i said i'm normally a cc creator and i made those three specifically because i could never find this cut anywhere#which is also why i've been collecting the ones that i do find#and that's why my stuff is here too ✨ hope that's okay#i have no idea if someone else already did this before me#but if they did i am not trying to step on any toes
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oh. ok. so I fear my drawing time shall be severely limited in this next month and a half because wtf college apps.
#I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS BUT noOoOoOOo I have to have ✨ responsibilities✨#we live in a society#or something idk#got like one... long ish weekend but that's right before an EA deadline and then it's 2 weeks to cram basically the rest of my EA's/ED in#i'm so screwed#why I chose to do this to myself is beyond me#also update I think I'll be able to open up a few commission slots... late November#probably gonna have like 5 ish at the most because I like my sanity where it is
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it's all well and good that people are calling out the disgusting behaviour happening but sadly she and far too many others have been allowed to foster an environment like that and think they can go unchecked bc months ago everybody worried too much about being morally correct solely in the eyes of online mutuals and let casual, graphic homophobia run rampant bc it was directed at someone who'd become nothing but an easy scapegoat. these assholes were never correct, just loud, and opportunistic, and the fandom willing to go along with it to cover themselves encouraged that. you let people who hate you, around you, just for a laugh at a tiny thing you share in common. and I keep my distance bc the trust is lost after witnessing some particular shit
I'm happy that it's not being accepted so easily now, that it's understood you don't have to "fear looking like you're stanning someone" just to call out bigotry and harmful rhetoric, glad everyone is being braver and hope they continue to - even me with my anxiety is trying, like this. but damage is done. best that can be done is not give things attention as much as they were getting. report and block as you go.
#idk man#atp I'm just happy I've found a comfy corner of people and stick to that. but I still have a foot out the door bc I don't tolerate so much#as we ALL know 🙂 posting while emotional is impulsive and not a good idea 🙂 so I'm coming back to this later to see if it's worth keeping#anxiety! ✨
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From the drafts! While I have a go at putting something together for today ✨😘
Treat me ~ Tip Me ~ More of me
#My head is full of ideas rn!!! I need to take some notes so I don't forget before I have the chance to try them all out 😂✨#Getting all my work and chores done first ofc. But I'm feeling a bit better today so I'm very hopeful!!#satans knitwear#alt pinup#pinup girl#pretty lingerie#my gif to you#bi girl#cheeky#uk girl#wlw
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slasher iii & slasher iv
oh geez oh boy oh god here it is. i had to strangle this thing out of my brain and she came out kicking and screaming. unedited, just some fun slasher iii & slasher iv content on this saturday evening. this is... something
there's a good bit of triggers in here, please proceed with caution.
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The two of them are just hardcore horror fans, right? They've seen all the classics a million times but as they're getting older it's just not enough. III is the first one to suggest it as he turns off the television after watching the newest horror box office flop. At first, IV thought it was a joke. An outlandish suggestion to throw him off his game. That was the kind of jokester that III was. But there was no humor in his voice when he said in a sinisterly quiet voice.
"We could just do that shit ourselves."
The thought caused excitement to pulse through IV's veins as III laid out the details of his fantasy. It was almost too perfect, he thought. Their calculus professor was a piece of shit who was always too hard on the class, so he made an obvious target. He had no family, which further eased IV's conscience. They'd be doing the world a favor.
It was an experience unlike anything he'd ever experienced before, the thrill of watching the light wink out of his horrified eyes as he clawed at the masks covering their faces, watching the fight leave his body as he fell limp to the floor. He found he didn't quite mind the feeling of his blood soaked jeans clinging to his legs.
III had done most of the dirty work, but who was IV to deprive him of the joy he received from plunging the knife into his victim's stomach? They tidied. up after themselves enough to erase their presence, and waited for someone to find him.
The discovery of the beloved professor’s body the next day came as a shock to the whole community, leaving the town a worried mess. Things only got worse as III and IV selected their next target. She was a young woman, engaged to be married, known for babysitting just about every kid in town– the two of them included. IV’s stomach soured at the thought, but the grin on III’s face stirred his excitement enough to quell his conscience.
“Don’t worry mate, she’ll be perfect.” He clapped his friend on the shoulder and pulled him into his pickup truck, the bed loaded with enough hunting knives to butcher a stampede.
And perfect she was. They managed to slip into the garage undetected, slinking through the darkened hallways towards the illumination and chatter of the television in the living room. She had nodded off on the couch, her head tilted back and nestled into the corner, surrounded by blankets and pillows. III gave him a silent nod and IV walked around behind her, wrapping an arm around her neck and clamping his hand over her mouth. Her eyes shot open in fear, panic overtaking her body as her eyes raked down every intimidating inch of III as he knelt in front of her, sliding a knife out of his boot.
IV could feel her gnashing at the flesh of his palm, and simply pressed the crook of his elbow further into her jugular. He could feel her resolve dwindling as she thrashed against his hold, trying to shove III’s towering figure away from her. But III only laughed and swatted away her comparatively small hands as he began tracing the tip of his blade up her pajama clad leg, the twinkle in his eye indicated to IV that he was thoroughly enjoying the muffled whimpers coming from behind IV’s hand, relishing in the way that her body lurched away from him.
When IV felt his hand dampening from her tears, he audibly groaned, looking down to see her beautiful eyes squeezed shut, tears running down her cheeks. If his mask wasn’t covering his mouth he would have leaned down and licked those tears off of her perfect skin himself. But instead, he managed to catch III’s attention, nodding down to her streaming tears and III laughed evilly.
He leaned over her, wiping her tears away with his thumbs, gently caressing her cheeks as he did so, despite IV’s hands covering most of her face.
“Hey, no use for that,” III cooed. “No point of doing that at all, love.”
Her eyes opened, a bone-chilling fear shooting through her body as she saw the murderous glint in III’s eyes. The tears flowed faster, and as she tried again to break free III restrained her arms with ease, resting his body weight on top of her as he brought his knife up to her line of sight again.
“We’re going to have a lovely time, the three of us.”
She screamed from behind IV’s hand, making one last attempt to bite at him and managed to find purchase on the meat of his palm, causing him to yelp. She sank her teeth in until she could taste his blood on her tongue, but she found his grip only tightened. When she dared a glance above her, she could see his eyes shut, breathing labored, but when he looked down at her, she realized what a mistake she had made.
A mixture of her tears and IV’s blood dripped from her chin, and the sight sent a shockwave of excitement through III’s body. He was ecstatic to have a partner in all this, to get to experience his wildest fantasies with his best friend. To share this new side of him with his best friend.
“Now for the fun part.” He whispered, more to IV than to her, but the words caused her heart to sink, she felt the resolve fly from her body– there was no salvation for her. The coppery tang of his blood on her tongue that had once tasted like victory now tasted of defeat. Not only would she die at their hands, she would die with their repulsive presence invading her every sense.
III felt the familiar rush of euphoria as the blade pierced through her belly, her muffled scream like a favorite song heard on the radio. He didn’t miss the way IV’s hip pressed slightly into the couch, spreading a wide grin across his lips.
This would be the fun part, indeed.
Hours later, III laid down in his bed, resting an arm behind his head as he replayed the events of the day, that same grin still plastered on his face. He felt his eyes drifting closed, sleep ready to take his body when he heard the sound of his phone vibrating on his nightstand. His heart leaped at the sight of your name, and your sweet message.
i guess you turned in early tonight. sweet dreams, i love you <3
As he laid back down, his eyes falling shut one more time, his mind conjured up the most beautiful plan for you.
A special surprise.
#also. fair warning: i was pretty stoned when i wrote this so please forgive any errors i may have made it's the only way i could do this#my brain could have gone some insane places here but alas we have reached the limits of em's writing comfort levels.#warning: long tag rambling incoming ->#my brain has not stopped thinking about slasher iii and slasher iv being like billy and stu from scream. UNABLE to stop thinking about it#i could possibly (maybe. MAYBE) write more of this if ppl are rocking with it because FUCK!!!#thinking about the end of scream???? but with them???? i kept starting that and then starting it over until i landed here#but i could give it a whirl if it's what the People Want#but anyways! feedback is appreciated and deeply forever cherished#i like to know what people think of my ideas/writing!!!!#but on the other hand if anyone ever just wants to talk about slasher token know that i am HERE#i struggle to really write much for it just bc we're dancing around the things i'm comfortable writing but good gravy#it's everything. it's all i've thought about since iii showed himself in that new mask back in december#like SHIT!!!!#anyways rambling over here's this 🤲🏼🔪✨#sleep token iii#iii sleep token#sleep token fanfiction#slasher iii#slasher iv#slasher token#em's stcu
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Eddie gluskin with a pregnant darling maybe
you know what's funny about Eddie Gluskin being one of my faves? i am terrified of pregnancy just headcanons for now - this ended up being more an exploration of the inherent horror of this situation than anything shippy, whoops. also kind of an au where Waylon does not survive his encounter with Eddie 18+ just in case CW: injuries, noncon, hostage, pregnancy, suicide mention cannibalism(?) probably more i missed. (no r*** - it is alluded to tho) i mean it's Eddie. the man is a walking billboard for "dead dove do not eat" ok lmao
being Eddie’s darling wife was a living nightmare
you’d been one of the few employees allowed near Eddie, and he’d developed a….thing…for you. well, not you, really, more the idea of you
and when the Mount Massive asylum fell into chaos, you were one of the unlucky people trapped inside
when Eddie found you he was quick to make his image of you your new reality
whether you wanted it or not
you’d initially fought him at every turn. unfortunately, Eddie had a temper, and was prone to snapping with no warning
you’d learned that lesson the hard way - your forearm was still in a makeshift splint, a dull ache where he’d fractured the bone in a fit of anger. or had he broken it? you weren’t sure. all you knew is it hurt like hell and made it nearly impossible for you to fight back
after that incident, you thought keeping your head down and quietly obeying him was the smart choice. that you’d be safe enough to ride out this mess until someone arrived to help
you had to believe that someone was coming. you told yourself you’d be rescued within the week, that there was no way a facility as large as Mount Massive could go down in flames like this without someone noticing
days turned into weeks, weeks into months (how many had it been? 3? 4?)
every night you sat, ankles bound to your chair at the end of some wobbly, bloodstained table, Eddie at the opposite end, a makeshift dinner spread between the two of you
occasionally there would be some sort of meat among the sawdust-flavored rations - Eddie was always vague when you asked him what kind of meat it was
you resisted for the first month, but your resolve broke a week into the second, the hunger pains driving you to tears and forcing you to make a choice
so you ate. and you tried not to think about where he got it from
it was like the two of you playing some sick game of house
Eddie kept a close eye on you when he was around, restraining you when he wasn’t
you’d be tied to a chair. strapped down on your back atop some bloodstained hospital mattress. arms bound behind you, tied to a support beam and forced to sit on the cold concrete floor
all of it was miserable
Eddie said it was for your safety, but you knew better. especially after he’d found you with a knife you’d managed to get your hands on. he’d stopped you from trying to slash your own throat, spewing some bullshit about his darling preferring death over a blissful life as the proud mother of his many, many children
he wasn’t going to let you leave him in any way
some part of you thought about pleading with Eddie to “think of the baby” and untie you - but that only reminded you that you were, in fact, pregnant
and it was starting to show
whatever mental energy you could spare went to trying (and failing) to block that fact out of your mind
you felt like you were trapped in two horror stories simultaneously - one, enduring whatever Eddie decided to do to you on a daily basis, and two, the unwanted life growing inside you against your will
not to mention the mental anguish of what to do after the…birth. would you even survive that? would you want to?
should you try to raise and protect it? or would it be more merciful if you…
it was a horrifying decision to make, one that you flinched away from whenever you found yourself thinking about it
every day you wondered if it would be better to piss him off, have him kill you in a fit of rage. it wouldn't be hard to do, but for some reason the knowledge that you were pregnant stopped you
well, you told yourself, at least you got to skip Eddie’s “operation table”. all the men who came before you weren’t so lucky, if the video on that camera you found was to be believed….
#dead dove do not eat#reader beware#eddie gluskin x reader#yandere eddie gluskin x reader#this is straight up horror reader is having a bad time#in so many ways!#eddie gluskin headcanons#outlast x reader#kinda sorta tempted to write a short fic exploring this absolute nightmare but idk#we'll see idk#no beta we die like men#no kids allowed#sorry if this isn't what you were looking for anon i just had ✨ideas✨ and ✨thoughts✨ in my little head#anyway Eddie Gluskin is horrible and I love him everyone look at my nasty blorbo he's awful <3#requests#inbox is open and I'm in the mood for horror so#eyes emoji
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