#bunn.txt

[aux-array]

ive seen a few people talking about out-of-body experiences as being like. an *inherently* unpleasant and disordered experience of dissociation, and im so confused by that? im not denying that it can be part of unpleasant/disordered dissociation but like, it was a pretty normal, very pleasant thing when i was in figure skating and colorguard, and i imagine its the same with other performance sports. ur out there having a really great performance, muscle memory has kicked in really well so ur able to really focus on the performance aspect of it, and you have this out of body experience where ur seeing urself perform as if ur in the audience. that was always my favorite performance experience. it definitely is a type of dissociation but its one that is very normal to have in that context, in the same way that highway hypnosis is a very normal type of dissociation. and experiencing it does not inherently mean that something is wrong

[sillyguys-since-1995]

hmm. bigender. but not in the sense of having exactly 2 genders. but in the sense of existing on both sides of various dichotomies. feminine boy and masculine girl but also genderfull robot and genderless eldritch horror. does this make any sense?

[codgod-moved]

man ranboos alt stream is great background noise for crocheting i’m so relaxed rn

[bunkwan]

i got my going svt album a few days ago and i almost cried because i got seungkwans photocard and ive? never been so lucky in my life aldhakdhd

[aux-array]

im such a hat girlie (gender neutral)

[aux-array]

okay google. how do i help my boyfriend start fronting again

[aux-array]

yes i am originally an introject of a 5 year old cartoon character (i formed when we were 4) yes kidcore brings me joy yes i like bright colors and wearing pigtails and watching cartoons yes both characters we have introjects of are cartoon characters *no this does not give you the right to call me or my system childish* and theres no need to compare us to yours! no felix's body dysmorphia is not less distressing than urs just because the character hes an introject of is from a cartoon!

[aux-array]

lmao started venting in the tags of the post i just reblogged but then i remembered tags show up in notifications now lmao lets see if i can remember how to do a readmore

okay anyway yeah we apparently have a kid whose role is to keep our adhd symptomholder from fronting and/or being "annoying", and to be really mean to them in general. i hadnt thought about this much personally since we found out. and yeah it fucking breaks my heart like i know our adhd was a "reason" for a decent amount of our abuse/bullying but. the way this kid was sobbing when he ended up pushing himself to the front when he decided [redacted] had done too much damage... idk

[bunkwan]

acekotori - bunkwan

new url!!!

[bunkwan]

seeing ur mutuals go from “haha i dont like kpop!” to “i like.... one boy” to suddenly stanning multiple groups is.. cute tbh... sosjsjsj

[bunkwan]

follow me on twitter 💕

@eunw__

[bunkwan]

if any of u have peach add/friend me @ seungkv v an !!

[bunkwan]

im 5 away from my next hundred im yell i ng

[bunkwan]

im so sorry abt all the pkmn posts im just so excited for sun/moon,,,,,,,,,,

[bunkwan]

add me on peach @ kxtxri !! its a good time™ i promise

[bunkwan]

if any of u have peach add me @ kxtxri