#buddie big bang 2020

[bigbangsanvers]

Confidential

written by @roadien60

Rating: Mature

Warnings: None

Summary:

Was it only three months ago that the story had come out in Confidential magazine? It felt like so much more time had passed. The headline was burned into Alex’s memory: ALEXIS D’ANVERS AND MAGGIE SAWYER: BOSOM BUDDIES OR BEDROOM BUDDIES?

They met in 1952, they fell in love in 1953, they fell apart in 1954.

Alex and Maggie are movie stars in the waning days of Hollywood's golden age. Against the backdrop of the House Un-American Activities Committee's anti-communist witch-hunts, the Hollywood blacklist, the rise of Technicolor cinema, the virulent early days of celebrity tabloids, and a (literally) underground gay bar, this is a story of how they find each other again in 1955.

Additional tags: Alternate Universe - Historical, Alternate Universe - No Powers, Alternate Universe - Hollywood, Alternate Universe - 1950s, 1950s, Jewish Alex Danvers

With art, included in the story, by ViviWrites

These works were part of Sanvers Big Bang 2020 and were revealed on October 30.

[lyricfulloflight]

Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers (if you’d like). Spread the self-love ♥️

Thank you @ongreenergrasses! I really dug deep for these answers... I think this may be the first time I have linked anything from my earlier fanfic writing days on Tumblr in about 10 years!

My Top 5:

I Believe You - My first fic ever. On ye olde Fanfiction . net. I should probably move it over to AO3... Anyway, it gets a mention because its the first fanfic I ever shared and that's a big step for any fanfic author. Also, I think its a cool concept and not badly done for my first try at writing fic.

Then Came You - A super cute, (but also a deep look into grief...) Cherik fic. I wrote this for the 2020 Xmen Remix Madness event, based on a wonderful fic by one of my all time favourite Cherik authors - @pinkoptics. I loved playing in the universe she created and the fact that she enjoyed my fic so much is what makes this a top 5 fic (seriously, if I ever get down about my writing I go read her comment about this fic and feel better).

Hollow - another Cherik fic. Written for the 2019 Secret Mutant Exchange. I'm proud of this fic because it took me out of my comfort zone. It is by far the darkest version of Charles I have ever written. And, not to toot my horn or anything, has some of the best lines I've ever written.

To Build A Home - An Immortal Husbands fic (AKA Joe x Nicky from The Old Guard). This was written for A Big Bang event and the art by @notablogtobefollowedunless is fucking sublime! I didn't write much in the Old Guard fandom, but I am proud of what I did contribute and I think this fic is a great representation of my writing in that fandom.

The Consequence of Hiding - The first (and so far only) time I finished a long fic. So proud of myself for this fic. It turned out exactly the way I wanted it to - I had the ending in mind the whole time and even though I knew it might not be what people were expecting, it was well received and turned out how I wanted it to. Not sure I could really ask for much more than that when writing.

Answering this ask was great, but also made me sad to realize I haven't posted anything since 2022. I am currently writing. I always have ideas popping into my head. But the last year in particular has been very tough health wise. I hope to finally post something new next year. Thank to 911 and Buddie, I have been full of fic ideas, which has been so fun :)

[tti-anonymousstories]

Program: Bluefire Wilderness Therapy

Record form: Edited journal entry (Edited for clarity, grammar, and spelling)

Approx Date: Feb 9th, 2020

Tw/Cw: Talk of ED, Physical intimidation, Restraint, Me being kind of an ass about ED (Only in the entry never said to her.) [Note written in for story context.] This will be a thread because this story spans multiple days and even weeks. These will be broken up by one post per day/entry.

DAY ONE

‘Today has been eventful, I didn't get out of bed at first and now AX is using it against me, placing blame and- anyway’ 

 [This is how I wrote it when I was 11.]

  ‘EL was stand-in chef but when I came out she said that I had to get the spread stick even though she has been stand-in because the ‘real’ chef was back, so that's my job now. The van got stuck in the mud and we had to push it until the tow truck got here to get it out and we had to walk down the road at Pano with our packs’ 

 [Panorama was one of the sites at Bluefire, it was very flat and spread out with a long path to the dirt road we were going to]

  ‘Once I got there I was the last ‘student’ to get in (Back row, far right seat.) I planned to work on my testing.’

  [It was psych testing- but here I go into a long elaboration of where everyone sat- all you need to know is that AL sat in front of me in a middle seat.] 

 ‘AL was complaining about being in the middle seat because “I do not want to elbow anyone.” Meanwhile, JL is drawing right next to her, not elbowing anyone. She asked me to move over, likely hoping I was zoned out (this would put me in the middle seat and her on the edge) I said no! At this point I was done with her shit- thankfully seniority benefits were gone because she used it to rig the pot schedule so even when she cut her food in half she wouldn't have to clear big pot.’

 [When you didn't eat your food you cleaned big pot.]

 ‘That happened about a week ago and it was just the straw that broke the camel's back apparently because I noticed it and it opened up the conversation in group, that combined with the carrot incident and other stuff it was enough for them to stop doing seniority benefits at all. Anyhow she gets upset enough we all have to get out of the van to re-arrange seating and have a ‘Standing group’ to share ‘I feel statements’ AL was guilt-tripping some shit and ended her statement by saying “And, I'm feeling suicidal.” But after that, we did enie-meanie-miney-moe to pick who got to sit where and she got a window seat but she still wasn't happy and refused to get in the van, while everyone else sat in the van she threw a temper tantrum changing the subject to big pot from the night before and talking shit about JL, she never said her name but she was making eye contact with her through the car door the whole time. A good old tantrum if you ask me. Also during standing group, she said that we were all putting the blame on her and that it was actually my fault, and that if I had gotten out of bed on time we would be on the road right now (even though I didn't set us back at all, and she would still be throwing a tantrum on the side of the road right now.) When we finally got her in the van I was writing (not elbowing anyone mind you.) She ‘Thanked’ us for not being able to call her brother for his birthday (not that we had any say in that.) Because she “Can’t” work on her accountability letter (She was actively writing). Bull. Shit. The only good part was the drive, there was a group of cattle that crossed the road with people on horses and dogs. [Apparently this is normal in Idaho??] 

When we got to the campsite we set up our tents, but banging the poles into the ground was fun. Then we got in the van and went to some dunes and you know what she does? She acts all buddy-buddy with me! “Isn't this fun?” “We should roll down it!” I ignored her. 

‘When we got back we needed to talk about the pot schedule, so we went to this pavilion at the campsite and- Shit. Went. Down. The first question was ‘Does the chef have to clean pots if it's burnt?’ -The answer was no, no big deal there. But the next question was ‘What if multiple people don’t finish their food?’ This is where it starts to go downhill. It starts with the punishment for both food waste and not eating minimum [8oz of the given food] to clean big pot and AL says “Well, I’m cleaning big pot every night because I can’t eat three meals a day” We came to the idea of five-minute increments. She said that since she would be cleaning big pot every night she didn't want help so it was amended to ‘Five-minute increments unless one person says they don't want help’ The next question was who was to clean a utensil if they used it to clean- but AL kept going back to “I will clean big pot every night.” And EL gets fed up and tells her that it isn't relevant and AL insists that it is. EL mocks her about it and gets up to walk towards her, “No the fuck is isn't relevant.” She starts getting up in her face. “I WILL FUCK YOU UP- I WILL FUCKING FUCK YOU UP!” She gets detained and says “I'm not gonna touch her.” they let her go and she storms off.

[thislovintime]

Photos by Nurit Wilde; (photos 1-5) screenshots from David Crosby: Remember My Name (2019), and Laurel Canyon: A Place In Time (2020).

Review: “What was it like creatively back then? I read David Crosby's autobiography and he mentions how you loaned him the money for that famous 80-foot sailboat of his. Plus I've heard accounts about how you would jam with Jimi Hendrix at your home back in '60s. Do you still have any tapes of those sessions?” Peter Tork: “It's true. I did have such a lovely house for a little while, but overshot the mark. It had a big lovely swimming pool and a good music room where we could get pretty loud. Jimi did come over to my house. Buddy Miles and I were close for a while and both of them would come over and say hello. Once [Stephen] Stills and David Crosby and my then girlfriend [Reine Stewart] and I were jamming together and I leaning into the drums something ferocious, banging on cymbals and lashing out pretty good, until a city councilman and a cop came over and we were so loud that we drowned out conversation down the hill, apparently.” Review: “You were part of a young elite hanging out with some pretty heavy hitters.”

Tork: “I didn't have any sense of that at the time. I didn't know they were members of the elite until years later when they all had successful careers. I didn't know Richard Havens was doing really well. I didn't know Jose Feliciano was making it. I didn't know any of those guys were going to be good until they got good, so it wasn't like I was hanging out with heavy hitters as far as I knew at the time.” - Review Mag, May 2016

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More about Peter and Crosby here; more about Peter and Stephen Stills here; more about Peter and Jimi Hendrix here; more about Peter and Jose Feliciano here; more about Peter and Richie Havens here; more about Peter and Buddy Miles here; and more about Peter and Graham Nash here.

[theboysfromaustin]

August 9, 2020

Kazuo walked into Anders’ old room to find the baby awake, “Hi, buddy! Ready to start your day?” “Ah!” Young Ian banged on the bars of his crib, having spent the night to give Anders and Dermot a date night.  The baby bounced up and down, “Ababa!” “What's that?” Kazuo leaned down to pick him up - Gav and Ian were sleeping still, “No prison can hold you?” “Eeee!” 

Kazuo kissed his head.  He loved his grandson,  and was always happy to spend time with him, “Alright, let's get you changed and dressed.” Kazuo was a bit unsure of his abilities to do this one-handed, but the changing table had a strap to hold wiggly babies, so he had a shot.

Young Ian was a pretty chill baby, and aside from immediately peeing on Kazuo, was changed and clothed with little incident.   Kazuo shed his shirt, opting to go shirtless as he picked his grandson back up.  He was surprised Ian and Gav weren't awake after all the noise, so he peeked into the bedroom.

Ian was flat on his back, mouth open, snoring and drooling.  Gav was situated the wrong way in bed.  “Well, you hungry?” “Buh.” “Alright, then,” he picked his way down the stairs, heading for the kitchen, plopping the boy in his chair.  He grabbed a tiny spoon, and went to look through the baby food, choosing oatmeal and peach, ripping the tops off the tubs with his teeth.

Young Ian bounced happily in his seat, waiting.  Martha, sensing food, moved from her rug by the back door to right under the high chair. “Okay, little man, breakfast time.” “Ah!” “We gotta start feeding you what we eat.  You're gonna love spaghetti.  And enchiladas.” “Eyayaya!” “You're a good eater,” Kazuo alternated between the two foods, the boy slapping the tray, “You wanna feed yourself?” “Bbbb…” 

“Alright, I won't rat on you if you throw it,” Kazuo dropped a pile of oatmeal and peaches on the tray, “Go nuts.” “Eeeeeyah!” Young Ian reared back, hands in the air before starting to shove food into his mouth.  Kazuo grinned, “Oh my god, you eat like your grandpa Gav.” “Mumumumum…” “You're talkative.  You're a smart kid, and you're gonna learn to be a smartass like the rest of us,” Kazuo leaned back in his hair, then jumped, “How long have you been there?!”

“Long enough,” Ian straightened up from where he’d been leaning on the kitchen door, “I've lived here long enough that I can move silently.  What happened to your shirt?” “Piss.” “Yours?” I'm not that uncoordinated.” Ian smirked, adjusting his massively fluffy mint green bathrobe, “You got him cleaned up and down here all on your own.  I'm proud of you.” Kazuo spooned more food onto the boy's tray, “Finally getting the hang of it, where's red?” 

Ian pulled up a chair next to Kazuo, “He's down hard.  Once he gets up, we'll go to Denny's.” “With the boy?” ”Needs to get used to eating in public, and besides, a baby is the least disruptive person in a Denny's,” Ian reached over to tweak Kazuo's nipple piercing, then leaned in.  “Hm?” Kazuo rested his head on Ian's, “What's up, Big Bird?”

“I love your sweet side.  You're just like your mum.”

“She would have loved him.” Young Ian had finished his good and was now licking the tray.  “When are our boys coming over?” Ian checked the clock, “Half an hour?  Hour?” “They probably wore each other out.” “And there's your gross side,” Ian kissed his forehead, “But I love you.” “Gotta take the whole package.” “Eeeeebaba!” Young Ian reached over, wiping oatmeal and peaches on Kazuo's arm. “He loves us.  At least until he gets to be a teenager, and all of us become embarrassing.” Ian’s eyes took on a look of uncertainty for a moment, something Kazuo immediately noticed.  He squeezed Ian’s arm, then tapped his ring on Ian’s, “Love you, baby.”

“Breakfast?” 

They looked up, at Gav who was quietly padding into the kitchen.  “Wow, you’re up.” “We gotta wait on our boys, then we’re going to Denny’s, then we can lay around in a gross food coma all day.” “Sweet.  Who got the boy ready?” Ian slung his arm around Kazupo, “He’s getting good at this, I’m proud of him.” “Yeah, if we’d gotten Anders is a baby, I probably wouldn’t have dropped him.” “You didn’t…?” Gav looked worried.  “Nah, my arm strength and dexterity is top-notch..”  The front door opened, Anders stumbling in, “Hey, queers.” “Morning, lads,” Dermot followed him in, “Think he’s still a bit…” “Drinkin’ last night?” “Wine after a nice dinner.” Kazuo smirked, “Bet you had fun.” “Heh….” Dermot flushed red, “How’s our boy?” “Sleeping well, eating well,” Ian reached over the stroke the baby’s soft, fluffy hair, “He’s a good baby.” “Let’s see how that holds up when he’s a toddler,” Gav stretched, “Yo, Ian, we should get dressed.” “Unless you wanna go to breakfast in that robe, is there anything under there?” Kazuo moved to stick his hand under the folds.  “Down, boy.  Alright, Gav and I are getting dressed, then we’re gonna nurse Anders’ hangover with some nasty, greasy Denny’s.”

“Wooooo!”

Anders flopped on the couch, Dermot picking young Ian up, the boy squealing happily, “Your da’s tipsy, little man.” “Eeeeebababababa…” “I should go put a shirt on,” Kazuo disappeared into the laundry room, and returned wearing Ian’s old PARTY NAKED shirt, “I don’t think I’ll be the least classiest person in Denny’s.” Ian and Gav came back fully dressed and somewhat presentable.

“Alright, boys, let’s go.  Sunday morning, so it’ll be a madhouse, but I know us…

We can out-madhouse any one of these bastards.”

[absolutebl]

Top 10 Best BLs on YouTube

These BLs are gonna be easiest to get hold of, but also dominated by Thailand.

Until We Meet Again

Thai 2019

UWMA is, without question, a work of narrative genius with a powerful and cohesive romantic backbone and stellar performances. It is (to date) the only Thai BL (of c.300 watched) that I’ve rated 10/10 predominantly on the basis of its story structure. That said it is also very well cast (and it’s a BIG cast), with solid production values, beautiful food, powerful themes, and enduring pair branding.

He's Coming to Me

Thai 2019

Boy and ghost boy fall in love, must solve ghost’s murder. Peak pining but also pretty tame, features my favorite sweet but important coming out sequence.

A Tale of Thousand Stars

Thai 2021

With great casting and cinematography this drama nods at BL tropes but manages to elevate them (and itself) with a strong mature story concept about a spoiled rich kid who gets a heart transplant and becomes a teacher it order to pay out survivor’s guilt. On the way he falls in love with a local park ranger and contends with his own classism and escapist tendencies. Everyone seemed to perfectly suit their roles and GMMTV made the most out of its stable. Combined with excellent production (and post production) values, 1000 Stars is without question GMMTV’s most mature, charming, and smart BL series. I think it should go down as one of the top BLs of all time. I feel safe recommending this one to friends and non BL watchers.

My School President

Thai 2023

GMMTV gave us a classic high school set Thai BL with tropes like messy boys singing their feelings that made this one Love Sick for the modern age with all the gentle sweetness and pining ache, but none of the dated damaging tropes or issues. Yes, we’ve seen it all before, but I still ADORED this. And there is a lot to be said for the classics being re-executed perfectly. Who let my BL be this wholesome and funny? This show was fantastic, it’s only flaw was the singing (and that’s my baggage). My favourite GMMTV BL offering to date. And yes, I've watched them ALL.

The Sign

Thai 2024

This show is literally everything (except straight) all at once. It's BL, queer, band of brothers, romcom, erotica, PNR, fated mates, police procedural, fantasy, mystery, suspense, and slasher. It’s the king of genre mash-up chaos. Sure, it's madness but there is genius in it. Was it a crazy unhinged mess +1 roll for damage? Yes. Yes it was. Did it manage to hold all those tangled threads together? No it did not. Was it also a charming, sexy, engaging, non-stop piece of entertainment? Sure thing. I think this show is basically my KinnPorsche, and frankly I’ve been chasing that dragon naga since KP aired. Is it perfect? No. But it is balls to the wall FUN.

Emphasis on balls.

Bad Buddy

Thai 2022

This was GMMTV’s flagship BL and it started 2022 on a BANG (okay no actual banging but you know what I mean), starring heavy hitters Ohm & Nanon in a pitch perfect university Romeo & Romeo masterpiece that will give you domesticity meets pain whiplash throughout and jet lag at the end. Some of the friendship and family dynamics are overworked, but it has great production values, killer acting, and some conscious effort to correct for half a decade of Thai BL’s anti-queer mistakes. I did a watch along for this one.

Oxygen

Thai 2020

Softest seme in the universe sings his affection to the older boy at the cafe. Let the slow burn courting commence. Oxygen uses every BL trope in the playbook for one of the gentlest lowest angst BLs ever made. It’s a hyung romance (younger boy courts older boy) but very very earnest about it. Am I biased? Sure. This is probably one of my biggest comfort watches.

Lovely Writer

Thai 2021

Thailand criticizes itself and the BL industry while simultaneously giving us classic seme/uke with great chemistry in a one-two punch of “we love it, but are we supposed to? and must we think this hard, yet enjoy it SO MUCH?” This show won’t appeal or make sense to those who don’t already have at least some Thai BL watching experience. What Lovely Writer does, at heart, is reexamine Thai BL has done to queerness, but in a very gentle way that has more to do with Thai BL growing up than any actual queer authenticity. It’s not parody or pastiche, but it is self reflective and trying to correct for some chronic mistakes. Whether it is ultimately successful in this matter is going to depend on the watcher’s relationship to BL and queer identity. But that’s what makes this show beautiful, interesting, and thought provoking. And I, for one, applaud the effort even if I didn’t personally connect to all the characters.

Not Me

Thai 2022

How do you say antidisestablishmentarianism in Thai? + hot boys kissing who probably shouldn't be and convoluted soap opera identical twins plot... someone at GMMTV thought it made sense, we just here for the tattoos and the the Pride scene.

Okay so, GMMTV gave us a dark disestablishment narrative (in a time of civil unrest) with established queer award-winning director Anucha and starring the biggest guns of BL, OffGun and THIS WAS AN AMAZING THING to get to experience at the time - nerve racking but remarkable. But was it ACTUALLY BL? It certainly has a lot of BL elements, but in the end romance was not what this show was about, or even what it was genuinely trying to be as a performance piece. Still a remarkable moment in Thai cinema, certainly worth your time. Don’t worry, it all ends happily.

My Day

Pinoy 2020

The set up on this one is enemies (also boss/employee) and they don’t like each other to start. But that gets resolved pretty quickly. And then they are some of the cutest, hottest, and best boyfriends ever. This is an under-appreciated BL, IMHO.

Honorable Mention

A First Love Story

Korea 2021

Strongberry are true masters of their craft and yet A First Love Story is still one of the best things they have ever produced. It’s the only microfilm every to make one of my year end top ten list. It’s two episodes of about 8 minutes each that manage to perfectly portray the sweetest friends-to-lovers confession ever. It’s joyful, and gentle with its characters, and a little hot. How on earth do they manage to leave us yearning for more yet completely satisfied at the same time? It’s like the perfect amuse-bouche, that one finger food at that one cocktail party that you will never forget. You are a ridiculous human if you haven’t spent 16 minutes with these two boys. Go watch it now. Or go watch it again. It’s time VERY well spent.

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This list updated Spring 2024, not responsible for cool stuff that aired on YouTube (or was taken off the platform) after that date.

Others in this series:

GMMTV seems to have cut a deal to move some of there prestige content from YT to Viki, and launch some on iQIYI. I respect this choice from a profit margin perspective. But the show can be suddenly available nowhere for several months as a result. FYI

[brookston]

Holidays 12.18

Holidays

Answer the Phone Like Buddy the Elf Day

Arabic Language Day (UN)

Australian Christmas (Team Fortress)

Baranth Do (Elder Scrolls)

Final Fantasy Anniversary Day

Flake Appreciation Day

Founder’s Day (Qatar)

Hug a Soccer Player Day

International Migrants Day (UN)

Minifig Day

National Crime Junkie Day

National Deborah Day

National Harry Day

National Jeremy Day

National Scrooge Week begins (according to Mr. Ed)

National Twin Day

Nutcracker Day

Nyempa Guzom (Sikkim, India)

Pink Panther Day

Play Bingo Day

Republic Day (Niger)

Sunday Newspaper Day

Truffle Day (French Republic)

Tulya’s E’en (Beginning of Yule Season; Orkney Island)

Voice From Space Day

Wear a Plunger On Your Head Day

World Minorities Rights Day (India)

Yuletide Lad #7 arrives (Hurdaskellir or Door-Slammer; Iceland)

Food & Drink Celebrations

Bake Cookies Day

Let's See What We Find in the Fridge Day

National Ham Salad Day

National “I Love Honey” Day

National Muffin Day (Brazil)

National Roast Suckling Pig Day

National Stilton Day (UK)

3rd Monday in December

Christmas Lunch Gift Exchange Day [3rd Monday]

Design Wall Monday [3rd Monday]

Free Shipping Day [3rd Monday] (Also 12.14)

National Emo Day [3rd Monday]

Independence Days

New Jersey Statehood Day (#3; 1787)

Qatar (1878)

Feast Days

Eponalia (Feast of Epona; Roman goddess of fertility)

Expectation of the Blessed Virgin Mary (Christian)

Fantastic Finkleman (Muppetism)

Feast of Our Lady of Expectation

Feast of Our Lady of Solitude (Mexico)

Flannán (Christian; Saint)

Gatianus (a.k.a. Gatian) of Tours (Christian; Saint)

O Adonai (2nd O Antiphon or Great Advent Antiphon; Christian) [2 of 7]

Paul Klee (Artology)

Priestley (Positivist; Saint)

Rufus and Zozimus (Christian; Martyrs)

Running of the Roboderos (Church of the SubGenius)

Saturnalia Day 2: Saturn’s Release (Pagan)

Sebastian (Eastern Orthodox Church)

Unusual Music Instruments Day (Pastafarian)

Urdhyauli Parwa (Festival of the Animals; Nepal)

Willem van de Velde II (Artology)

Winibald (a.k.a. Winebald; Christian; Saint)

Lucky & Unlucky Days

Butsumetsu (仏滅 Japan) [Unlucky all day.]

Tycho Brahe Unlucky Day (Scandinavia) [37 of 37]

Premieres

Anchorrman 2: The Legend Continues (Film; 2013)

Another Round (Film; 2020)

Avatar (Film; 2009)

Baby Buggy Bunny (WB MM Cartoon; 1954)

The Ballad of the Green Berets, recorded by Staff Sgt. Barry Sadler (Song; 1965)

*batteries not included (Film; 1987)

The Big Blast or A Many Splintered Thing (Rocky & Bullwinkle Cartoon, S2, Ep. 81; 1960)

Boris Lends a Hand or Count Your Fingers (Rocky & Bullwinkle Cartoon, S4, Ep. 188; 1962)

Boris on a Broomstick or The Flying Sorceror (Rocky & Bullwinkle Cartoon, S4, Ep. 187; 1962)

Born to Boogie (Music Documentary Film; 1972)

Brazil (Film; 1985)

The Bridge on the River Kwai (Film; 1957)

Broadcast News (Film; 1987)

Chitty Chitty Bang Bang (Film; 1968)

Cinderella Liberty (Film; 1973)

The Color Purple (Film; 1985)

Doctor Faustus, by Christopher Marlowe (Play; 1592)

Dragons of Ashida (Animated TV Show;Jonny Quest #14; 1964)

From All of Us to All of You (Animated Disney TV Christmas Special; 1958)

Her (Film; 2013)

The Lady in the Car with Glasses and a Gun (Film; 2015)

Last Train to Christmas (UK Film; 2021)

The Lion Sleeps Tonight, by The Tokens (Song; 1961)

Ma Rainey’s Black Bottom (TV Series; 2020)

Mary Poppins Returns (Film; 2018)

McCartney III, by Paul McCartney (Album; 2020)

Moonstruck (Film; 1987)

More Kittens (Disney Cartoon; 1936)

The Nutcracker, by Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky (Ballet; 1892)

On Her Majesty’s Secret Service (US Film; 1969) [James Bond #6]

Out of Africa (Film; 1985)

Overboard (Film; 1987)

The Prince of Egypt (Animated Film; 1998)

Twistin’ the Night Away, by Sam Cooke (Song; 1961)

The Two Towers (Film; 2002) [The Lord of the Rings #2]

September in the Rain (WB MM Cartoon; 1937)

Sisters (Film; 2015)

Star Wars: The Force Awakens (Film; 2015) [Star Wars #7]

The Steal Hour or A Snitch in Time (Rocky & Bullwinkle Cartoon, S2, Ep. 82; 1960)

A Symposium on Popular Songs (Disney Cartoon; 1962)

The Yearling (Film; 1946)

You’ve Got Mail (Film; 1998)

Today’s Name Days

Philipp, Wunibald (Austria)

Bosiljko, Dražen, Gracijan, Malahija (Croatia)

Miloslav (Czech Republic)

Lovise (Denmark)

Neeme, Neemo (Estonia)

Aapo, Aappo, Rami (Finland)

Briac, Gatien (France)

Esperanza, Gratian, Luise (Germany)

Floros, Sebastianos (Greece)

Auguszta (Hungary)

Graziano (Italy)

Jordisa, Klinta, Kristaps, Sarmis (Latvia)

Eivilė, Girdvilas, Gracijus (Lithuania)

Kate, Kristoffer (Norway)

Bogusław, Gracjan, Gracjana, Laurencja, Wilibald, Wszemir (Poland)

Daniil (Romania)

Sláva (Slovakia)

Esperanza (Spain)

Abraham (Sweden)

Griffin, Griffith, Ruff, Rufina, Rufus, Russ, Russell, Rusti, Rusty, Ty, Tyrus (USA)

Today is Also…

Day of Year: Day 352 of 2024; 13 days remaining in the year

ISO: Day 1 of week 51 of 2023

Celtic Tree Calendar: Ruis (Elder) [Day 21 of 28]

Chinese: Month 12 (Jia-Zi), Day 6 (Geng-Xu)

Chinese Year of the: Rabbit 4721 (until February 10, 2024)

Hebrew: 6 Teveth 5784

Islamic: 5 Jumada II 1445

J Cal: 22 Zima; Oneday [22 of 30]

Julian: 5 December 2023

Moon: 38%: Waxing Crescent

Positivist: 16 Bichat (13th Month) [Priestley]

Runic Half Month: Jara (Year) [Day 8 of 15]

Season: Autumn (Day 86 of 89)

Zodiac: Sagittarius (Day 27 of 30)

[brookstonalmanac]

Holidays 12.18

Holidays

Answer the Phone Like Buddy the Elf Day

Arabic Language Day (UN)

Australian Christmas (Team Fortress)

Baranth Do (Elder Scrolls)

Final Fantasy Anniversary Day

Flake Appreciation Day

Founder’s Day (Qatar)

Hug a Soccer Player Day

International Migrants Day (UN)

Minifig Day

National Crime Junkie Day

National Deborah Day

National Harry Day

National Jeremy Day

National Scrooge Week begins (according to Mr. Ed)

National Twin Day

Nutcracker Day

Nyempa Guzom (Sikkim, India)

Pink Panther Day

Play Bingo Day

Republic Day (Niger)

Sunday Newspaper Day

Truffle Day (French Republic)

Tulya’s E’en (Beginning of Yule Season; Orkney Island)

Voice From Space Day

Wear a Plunger On Your Head Day

World Minorities Rights Day (India)

Yuletide Lad #7 arrives (Hurdaskellir or Door-Slammer; Iceland)

Food & Drink Celebrations

Bake Cookies Day

Let's See What We Find in the Fridge Day

National Ham Salad Day

National “I Love Honey” Day

National Muffin Day (Brazil)

National Roast Suckling Pig Day

National Stilton Day (UK)

3rd Monday in December

Christmas Lunch Gift Exchange Day [3rd Monday]

Design Wall Monday [3rd Monday]

Free Shipping Day [3rd Monday] (Also 12.14)

National Emo Day [3rd Monday]

Independence Days

New Jersey Statehood Day (#3; 1787)

Qatar (1878)

Feast Days

Eponalia (Feast of Epona; Roman goddess of fertility)

Expectation of the Blessed Virgin Mary (Christian)

Fantastic Finkleman (Muppetism)

Feast of Our Lady of Expectation

Feast of Our Lady of Solitude (Mexico)

Flannán (Christian; Saint)

Gatianus (a.k.a. Gatian) of Tours (Christian; Saint)

O Adonai (2nd O Antiphon or Great Advent Antiphon; Christian) [2 of 7]

Paul Klee (Artology)

Priestley (Positivist; Saint)

Rufus and Zozimus (Christian; Martyrs)

Running of the Roboderos (Church of the SubGenius)

Saturnalia Day 2: Saturn’s Release (Pagan)

Sebastian (Eastern Orthodox Church)

Unusual Music Instruments Day (Pastafarian)

Urdhyauli Parwa (Festival of the Animals; Nepal)

Willem van de Velde II (Artology)

Winibald (a.k.a. Winebald; Christian; Saint)

Lucky & Unlucky Days

Butsumetsu (仏滅 Japan) [Unlucky all day.]

Tycho Brahe Unlucky Day (Scandinavia) [37 of 37]

Premieres

Anchorrman 2: The Legend Continues (Film; 2013)

Another Round (Film; 2020)

Avatar (Film; 2009)

Baby Buggy Bunny (WB MM Cartoon; 1954)

The Ballad of the Green Berets, recorded by Staff Sgt. Barry Sadler (Song; 1965)

*batteries not included (Film; 1987)

The Big Blast or A Many Splintered Thing (Rocky & Bullwinkle Cartoon, S2, Ep. 81; 1960)

Boris Lends a Hand or Count Your Fingers (Rocky & Bullwinkle Cartoon, S4, Ep. 188; 1962)

Boris on a Broomstick or The Flying Sorceror (Rocky & Bullwinkle Cartoon, S4, Ep. 187; 1962)

Born to Boogie (Music Documentary Film; 1972)

Brazil (Film; 1985)

The Bridge on the River Kwai (Film; 1957)

Broadcast News (Film; 1987)

Chitty Chitty Bang Bang (Film; 1968)

Cinderella Liberty (Film; 1973)

The Color Purple (Film; 1985)

Doctor Faustus, by Christopher Marlowe (Play; 1592)

Dragons of Ashida (Animated TV Show;Jonny Quest #14; 1964)

From All of Us to All of You (Animated Disney TV Christmas Special; 1958)

Her (Film; 2013)

The Lady in the Car with Glasses and a Gun (Film; 2015)

Last Train to Christmas (UK Film; 2021)

The Lion Sleeps Tonight, by The Tokens (Song; 1961)

Ma Rainey’s Black Bottom (TV Series; 2020)

Mary Poppins Returns (Film; 2018)

McCartney III, by Paul McCartney (Album; 2020)

Moonstruck (Film; 1987)

More Kittens (Disney Cartoon; 1936)

The Nutcracker, by Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky (Ballet; 1892)

On Her Majesty’s Secret Service (US Film; 1969) [James Bond #6]

Out of Africa (Film; 1985)

Overboard (Film; 1987)

The Prince of Egypt (Animated Film; 1998)

Twistin’ the Night Away, by Sam Cooke (Song; 1961)

The Two Towers (Film; 2002) [The Lord of the Rings #2]

September in the Rain (WB MM Cartoon; 1937)

Sisters (Film; 2015)

Star Wars: The Force Awakens (Film; 2015) [Star Wars #7]

The Steal Hour or A Snitch in Time (Rocky & Bullwinkle Cartoon, S2, Ep. 82; 1960)

A Symposium on Popular Songs (Disney Cartoon; 1962)

The Yearling (Film; 1946)

You’ve Got Mail (Film; 1998)

Today’s Name Days

Philipp, Wunibald (Austria)

Bosiljko, Dražen, Gracijan, Malahija (Croatia)

Miloslav (Czech Republic)

Lovise (Denmark)

Neeme, Neemo (Estonia)

Aapo, Aappo, Rami (Finland)

Briac, Gatien (France)

Esperanza, Gratian, Luise (Germany)

Floros, Sebastianos (Greece)

Auguszta (Hungary)

Graziano (Italy)

Jordisa, Klinta, Kristaps, Sarmis (Latvia)

Eivilė, Girdvilas, Gracijus (Lithuania)

Kate, Kristoffer (Norway)

Bogusław, Gracjan, Gracjana, Laurencja, Wilibald, Wszemir (Poland)

Daniil (Romania)

Sláva (Slovakia)

Esperanza (Spain)

Abraham (Sweden)

Griffin, Griffith, Ruff, Rufina, Rufus, Russ, Russell, Rusti, Rusty, Ty, Tyrus (USA)

Today is Also…

Day of Year: Day 352 of 2024; 13 days remaining in the year

ISO: Day 1 of week 51 of 2023

Celtic Tree Calendar: Ruis (Elder) [Day 21 of 28]

Chinese: Month 12 (Jia-Zi), Day 6 (Geng-Xu)

Chinese Year of the: Rabbit 4721 (until February 10, 2024)

Hebrew: 6 Teveth 5784

Islamic: 5 Jumada II 1445

J Cal: 22 Zima; Oneday [22 of 30]

Julian: 5 December 2023

Moon: 38%: Waxing Crescent

Positivist: 16 Bichat (13th Month) [Priestley]

Runic Half Month: Jara (Year) [Day 8 of 15]

Season: Autumn (Day 86 of 89)

Zodiac: Sagittarius (Day 27 of 30)

[tabbytabbytabby]

You Found Me by @myemergence

Summary: After a tragic accident nearly two years ago, Evan Buckley uproots his life in Los Angeles and moves to Ferndale, a quaint town in Northern California. With the unexpected connections he makes, especially with the family who runs the local diner, he learns that maybe there can be life after loss.

Rating: Teen and Up

Warnings/Triggers:  mentions of child death, loss of a child, grief

Links: AO3 / Tumblr

For the 2020 @buddiebigbang

[executivedysfunctions]

Against the Odds by @an-alternate-world​ (on Ao3 and FF.net)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings:  canonical character death, unprocessed grief, hostage situation/s, gun violence, explicit sexual content

Summary: LAPD SWAT Team Leader Eddie Diaz is ordered to take up a hobby which will reduce some of his stress and anger because his Commander, Athena Grant, knows he hasn’t processed the loss of his ex-wife and it’s clearly affecting his job. At Carla’s suggestion, he begrudgingly takes up drawing classes. The model intrigues him, his torso covered in Marks and clearly with a lot of stories to tell, but Eddie’s still grappling with the fallout from his one, scarred, Mark. He’s not ready for the implications of another Mark, even if the mysterious model might be responsible for making him smile and laugh for the first time in almost a year.

Kami really hit it out of the park again with this one! Her second novel-length beauty of a story for the @buddiebigbang​ that I had the absolute honor of being able to create art for this year. As Kami knows, I am my own worst critic, so because I low-key hate the background for the piece of Buck at the Pride Parade, I made some other versions as well, with more abstract backgrounds. Those will be under the cut.

I can’t wait for everyone to get to see this beautiful story unfold bit by bit every week and I will be right there along with everyone cheering her on.

[marauder-girl]

Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV)
Relationships: Evan “Buck” Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
Genre: Alternate Universe: Coffee shop/Barista
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Evan “Buck” Buckley, Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Bobby Nash, Athena Grant
Additional Tags: Barista AU, Fluff and Angst, But only slight angst, Other 911 characters mentioned, Buddie Big Bang 2020, Alternate Universe
Word count: 18,252 Art Link: art done by the amazing @tabbytabbytabby
Summary: After a car accident, Buck is living with his parents, working as a barista and figuring out his life. Enter Eddie Diaz, an attractive firefighter with an adorable son. Unfortunately, their relationship is not quite as easy as saying, “I love you a latte”… Written for the 2020 @buddiebigbang

[atemy]

[Art] Three Steps to Inferno

Bonus:

My art for the 2020 Spideypool Big Bang for WaterMe’s amazing Noir opus! I ended up so attached to these losers I even drew a chibi version, imagine that. Be sure to read this absolute masterpiece! (fic link in image source and on the first reblog)

Please check out my AO3 art masterpost for my Artist Statement and for the painting titles, dimensions and thank you’s! 

Hey you 

Yeah you. Did you like the paintings and or little chibi children? Do you think it would be cool to have a print or a magnet or sticker of these to always remember this flaming hot Noir story? 

Well you’re in luck! Please consider supporting me and having your very own copy of these works in your possession! Check out links to my Society6 for the oil paintings and my RedBubble for the chibis! 

[letmetellyouaboutmyfeels]

So happy you are posting the 50 fics 🫂 but may I also ask, why you don't plan to write fic this year? Is it personal reasons or are you moving on from the show/the pairing? A lot of the best buddie writers seem to be stopping/slowing down, it's scary 😭 I don't know how to survive without y'all 🤧

Honestly, I've been trying to write less fic for a few years now. I want to not spend as much time on tumblr, I want to read more books, and I want to focus on my original projects. I'm not moving on from the show or pairing.

I'm sure some friends are laughing, actually, at me saying I don't plan on writing fic as much this year since that's what I said in 2022. And 2021. And 2020. AND WE ALL SAW HOW WELL THAT WENT. I KNOW. I AM BOOBOO THE FOOL.

I can't speak for any other Buddie writers but I can say I highly doubt it has anything to do with the show itself. A lot of us wrote so much fic in 2020 and 2021 because our lives stopped during the pandemic, and now our lives are moving again. I was very busy this year and I'm shocked I found the time to write as much fic as I did. It honestly took a lot out of me, especially since I was often writing to deadlines (the big bang, trying to get a fic posted before the season premiere, Halloween, Christmas, etc). I know several people who can't write as much because their lives have gotten busier in a similar way.

[mysticmyllee]

Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love ❤️

Thank you @jellybeanficwriter and @smoltargling for the ask.

Ok, let's do 'em in reverse order:

5. Don't Look Wow, this spot was the hardest to fill, but I went with my submission for the 2020 Jonerys kinkfest. And I'm absurdly proud of myself for writing a T-rated kinkfest fic and still following the rules. In a nutshell, we have a high school au in which Dany inadvertently stumbles upon a hole in the wall of the boys' locker room. And boy, does she get an eyeful 😏😏😏 So what happens when Jon finds out she's been peeping on him? 👀 Read and find out!

4. Pets with Benefits A cute lil' oneshot. Dany meets a hot guy at the gym and they become quick fuck-buddies. But her stupid cat seems to be in love with him, and, in spite of herself, Dany catches feelings. Oh noes!

3. The Friend Zone & Freefall I lumped these two because, much like our OTP, they belong together. My The Big Bang Theory remix! A different twist on the nerdy guy/hot girl trope: the nerdy girl/hot guy fic 🥳. We have comedy, romance, smutty smut, Jon-thirsting, a dash of angst, and a whole lot of (user-friendly) PHYSICS! It's fun AND educational! Also there's some cool CSS magic with some of the moodboards.

2. Just Like Magic My first jonerys fic! Jon and Dany in the magical world of Harry Potter!!! A completely self-indulgent story that has everything I wanted to read at the time. Magic, sexual tension, smut, Dany peeping on Jon while he's mostly naked (I seem to have a kink), skilled protective Jon, and omg there's PLOT! The writing is...not the best. I think I came a long (loooooong) way since writing that story, but I still love love love it!

Aaaaand the winner is: 1. Smoke My current WIP! Yes, it's not done yet, but I love how it's shaping up. I hope I can do this story justice. Detective!Jon and criminal!Dany. Need I say more?

[queenshelby]

Roommates – Part One

Pairing: Cillian Murphy x Reader

Words: 2,056

Warning: Mild Smut

Note: This plays in 2020.

Three Months Ago

Three months ago marks the beginning of a pandemic and the end of your fifteen year relationship with your fiancé James.

You and James were due to be married in June 2020 but then he did the unspeakable. He cheated on you, which left you no choice but to leave him.

You remembered that night well, when you found out about everything and stormed out of his house which he had inherited from his grandfather two years ago.

Faced with his betrayal, you had nowhere to go and struggled to come to terms with having lost it all. You needed to think about what you should do next now that you were alone again after all those years.

Whilst you had many friends to which you could go, most of them were married and their lives were seemingly perfect. They had children, settled down and they wouldn’t understand what you were going through. But there was one person who did understand and this was your best friend Cillian.

You had met Cillian twelve years ago when you both worked on a theatre production. You immediately got along and, whilst you were about eight years younger than him, you were at similar stages of your lives.

At this point of time, Cillian had only just gotten engaged to his ex-wife Danielle after having dated her for two years. They were the perfect couple. At least so it seemed.

Two years ago, their marriage also came to an abrupt end when Danielle did exactly what James did to you. She cheated on him when he was away filming in the US.

When this happened, you were there for him and tried to occupy his mind by getting him involved in several of your projects, which is something he enjoyed as an ex-musician.

It was a hard time for him and you felt as though you had to keep an eye on his mental wellbeing since, just like you did with James, he was ready to start a family with Danielle.

About a year ago, you even introduced Cillian to one of your closest friends Laura , who he dated until recently. They broke up because they wanted different things in life. Cillian was no longer interested to settle down and certainly wasn’t ready for a serious relationship. Laura, on the other hand, wanted exactly that.

Your friendship with Cillian was always unique and you remembered Danielle joking that you would make the perfect buddy. You were quirky, funny and a little bit too loud.

You weren’t someone Cillian would be attracted to, with several piercings and tattoos. In the same vein, you weren’t attracted to Cillian either. You talked way too openly about your lives and you never understood the female following he received through his portray of Thomas Shelby. You just didn’t see him in this way but, instead, he had become more like the big brother you never had.

With that being the case, he was also very protective of you and, when you rang him after leaving James, he came to get you despite of the lockdown rules in place throughout Dublin and, with the pandemic still ongoing, you became his temporary roommate.

Present Day

It was Sunday morning. Or was it Saturday morning? You didn’t know. You lost track of the days and time since the lockdown had started and the only time during which you realised what mess you were in was when you turned on the TV.

As usual, you were the first one to get up and made yourself a coffee which is when you heard a loud tumble and some laughter upstairs, followed by a bang.

You couldn’t help but laugh. You had heard them fuck almost all night and reminded yourself to get some earplugs next time you went to the shops.

‘Morning Lindsay’ you giggled, standing in the doorway with your coffee in your hand, as a rather attractive blonde woman tried to sneak out of the front door unnoticed.

‘Uhm…hey’ she said somewhat embarrassed as she saw you. ‘How do you know my name?’ she then proceeded to ask as Cillian had never introduced her to you.

‘Cillian told me. You can stay for a coffee if you want. You look like you need it’ you then offered but she shook her head with flushing cheeks.

‘I have to get home and do some work I am afraid, but thanks for the offer’ she explained with embarrassment and you simply nodded and wished her a pleasant day.

Moments later, you saw Cillian walk down the stairs wearing nothing but his Bux Bunny boxershorts. It was an interesting sight you thought.

‘Jesus Cilly, she was so fucking loud’ you laughed as he stepped into the kitchen.

‘What can I say Y/N, I am skilled’ Cillian smirked as he was walking over to the fridge to grab some juice.

‘Do not even think about drinking straight from that bottle. I don’t know where you mouth has been this morning. My guess is, in between Lindsay’s legs’ you were quick to say, handing Cillian a glass.

Cillian couldn’t help but laugh about your comment. Sure, there was some truth to it but he wasn’t going to admit it to you.

Yet, you wondered what he was doing to these women. First your friend Laura and now Lindsey, both of whom clearly enjoyed Cillian’s company in the bedroom.

***

Later that evening, after you spent the day gardening, taking Cillian’s dog for a walk and cooking together, you sat down together to watch a movie.

‘You pick the worst movies, you know that?’ Cillian laughed as you sat there, bored and somewhat disappointed by your choice of entertainment.

‘It is pretty bad’ you confirmed as you were playing around on your phone.

Just a few days ago, Cillian had helped you set up a dating profile and you were getting a few hits and began chatting to a few men who were of interest to you.

As usual, Cillian insisted that you show him who you were talking to so that he could give you his opinion which, sometimes, you didn’t appreciate.

‘What about this guy?’ you asked as you showed him one of the profiles.

‘Too many tattoos and can’t fucking spell’ Cillian chuckled. ‘But otherwise, yeah, he seems alright’ he then joked, causing you to roll your eyes.

What Cillian didn’t know was that you had no intention of seeing anyone until the COVID restrictions were lifted but looking around and keeping your options opened seemed like a good idea. Despite, you craved intimacy and hearing Cillian getting some, first with Laura and now Lindsay, was making it even worse.

‘I think I am going to bed Cilly. It’s been a long day in lockdown’ you eventually said as you got rather frustrated looking through the dating app.

***

Clicking through your phone a few more time while lying on the bed, you couldn’t help but think about the noises that came from Lindsay during the night. She was an attractive woman who clearly experienced a lot of pleasure from being with your friend and you began to wonder what he may have done to her to get her climax at least three times throughout the night.

The thoughts of passionate and possibly rough sex were too much for your sex deprived brain to bear and, after tossing and turning, you eventually caved and reached for the new vibrator you had ordered.

You were already soaking wet when you slipped it inside you and turned it to a medium setting. This thing was incredible as it stimulated your clit and g-spot at the same time. It was certainly worth the 200 Euro you had spent.

Unfortunately for you, what you didn’t realise was that you had forgotten to close your bedroom window which backed onto the courtyard at the back of the house and, just as you began to whimper quietly, Cillian stepped outside to have a cigarette.

Smoking was a bad habit which he had taken up again after his divorce and, whilst he pretended to have given it up, he couldn’t resist having a cigarette now and then when no one was around.

‘Y/N?’ he asked quietly, hearing something behind him, but you didn’t hear him. You were too indulged in your pleasure.

When he turned around to innocently glance at your window, he noticed that your bedside table lamp was on and, just when he was about to speak up to let you know that your window was open, he noticed what you were doing.

Glancing through the window for no more than ten seconds, he saw that your hand was on top of your head, weaved in your long hair, of which strands were sticking to your face with perspiration. You were completely naked, lying on top of your doona, masturbating as a purple vibrator was buried in your pussy.

As small moans escaped you, you were grounding your body up and down upon it and, even in those short ten seconds, Cillian could see that the vibrator was absolutely shining with your wetness. You were taking it in so deeply a small ring of white girlcum had even formed around the base of the toy, just above the junction.

The look on your face was full of pleasure, there was an arch in your eyebrows, and the moans Cillian could hear and see were telling him that you were close. No doubt, you would lose control any moment now.

After quickly looking away and taking in a deep breath, Cillian quickly pushed the almost entire cigarette into the ashtray and walked back inside and, just before he closed the door behind him, he could hear a stifled guttural moan come through the window.

He shook his head, trying to get the filthy thoughts about you out of his mind. Surely, a shower would help he thought and walked into the bathroom.

But, just as he stepped into the shower, he noticed that his cock clearly had come alive. Before he even knew what he was doing, he was stroking away with a fever he had not known was inside him.

He was as hard as iron, the veins of his manhood stark against the smooth skin of his shaft. His head pulsed, feeling like it would explode, with every heartbeat. A breathless groan slid past his lips as the image of you didn’t leave his head. He was close enough to see your pink lips pulling at the thickness of the toy as it slid out of you, close enough to see your ass contract as a wave of pleasure washed over your body.

Despite the fact that he looked away quickly, he felt guilty for seeing you like this and becoming aroused by it.

Cillian felt precum leaking out the tip of his throbbing cock, and could feel his own orgasm building rapidly. Faced with such a voyeuristic, erotic sight, his body was in complete sensory overload.

While picturing you pleasuring yourself and staining the sheets with your juices, Cillian’s hand flew up and down his shaft, his own aching balls begging for a meaningful release, as he thought about you climaxing. It had been so long since he was this aroused. Even when he was with Lindsay or Laura, he wasn’t so turned and he knew that he was going to have a very powerful orgasm.

A few minutes passed, and then all of the sudden, it happened. With a grunt, his cock erupted into a fountain of cum. Two, three, four times he roped out across the tiles, thick white beads covering the floor before being washed away by the stream of hot water. His balls squeezed, dribbling more out of his spent head, and his vision blurred for a brief second.

‘Jesus’ he huffed out as he placed one of his hands against the wall while stroking the last few droplets of cum from his cock.

Immediately, after he came, a sense of guilt ran over his spent body. You had been his best friend for many years and he had just masturbated while thinking about you.

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[theboysfromaustin]

November 30, 2020

Ian passed by, lugging a basket laden with laundry - sheets and clothing. Kazuo and Gav looked up from their spot on the floor with young Ian, who was busy banging on an animal sounds piano table. "Let me help you, Ian. Kazuo, can you keep an eye on the boy?" "Of course! He can walk now, but I'm pretty sure I'm still faster than he is."

"Good man," Ian headed for the stairs, Gav following. Kazuo leaned on the table, studying it, wondering if he could play the theme from The Godfather one-handed and entirely in meows. Young Ian crowed happily, smacking out a symphony in frog croaks. "You're getting big, buddy." "Buh!" "Yeah. You'll be talking soon." "Aaaaah!" He double palm-slapped the piano.

Kazuo smiled at the baby's enthusiasm. He loved having a grandson. It had been a long time since they'd taken Anders in, and their boy was all grown up and a father. The baby turned, shuffling towards his sippy cup on the floor. He picked it up, took a drink, and got distracted by the ceiling fan spinning lazily overhead, or maybe he could hear Ian and Gav upstairs.

The boy grinned, waving his pudgy arms, dropping his cup in the process. He pointed at Kazuo, "Bahbuh!" "That right?" He flopped onto the rug from a sitting position, young Ian toddled over, lost his balance, and fell backwards, immediately bursting into tears. "Ah!" Kazuo sat back up, gently propping the boy with his hand, "It's okay to cry, kiddo, but when you fall over, you gotta get back up." Young Ian stared up at him, eyes and cheeks wet, whimpering softly. Kazuo gently looked him over, "Nothing hurt but your pride. Let me tell you something - you're gonna fall a lot in life. Sometimes you'll get hurt, sometimes you won't."

The baby clung to him, crawling into his lap. Kazuo smiled, "You're gonna be tough. I can tell." The boy reached forward, gently touching his prosthetic leg, feeling the smooth metal. "I cried about that a lot. Didn't think I was going to make it. But your grandpa Ian was there. Your dad Anders was there. Your great-grandma Maureen was there. So, every time I fell, every time I thought that I was done for, that I would never recover, they helped me back on my feet. Learned to walk with a new leg and function without an arm, learned to be confident again."

Young Ian leaned into him, rubbing his cheek on Kazuo's shirt with a happy sigh, one hand gripping the fabric. "Don't let anyone tell you that you can't do something. I love you." The baby reached up, gently stroking the right side of Kazuo's face. He hadn't been wearing a patch around the boy at home or at Anders and Dermot's, because he didn't want him to be afraid of his appearance.

Kazuo lowered his head, "I'm glad you don't think I'm scary." "Baba." "You're adorable." Ian appeared in the doorway, flanked by Gav. "Look how cute that is." Gav pulled his phone out and snapped a photo. Ian smiled, always enamored with how gentle his husband could be. He walked over, leaning on Kazuo, arms around his shoulders, rumbling softly into his hair. Gav flopped over next to him, head in his lap. "What is this, 'everyone touch Kazuo' hour?" "Yup." "Mmhmm." "Aba!" Kazuo grinned.

He'd take all the love they'd give.