#btw sorry for being less active lately everyone i was away and also got a commission

[pizzpizzapizzo]

I kinda wonder if Fake Peppino can mimic other people. Like yknow kinda transformamacation. If so who does he..she...it..? Uh who does it mimic most?

(I love ur art style btw is beautiful)

if Fake's malleable enough, it could be anyone

(thank you!!! and sorry for this lol my mind went in a different direction)

a lil extra body horror: potato head pepperfake

[moonflower-31]

I Won’t Forget You - Spencer x Reader

Masterlist

Part 23 

Pairing: Spencer x Reader 

A/N: So... Long time no talk? Sorry guys. Depression sucks and so does life. What can ya do. But I hope this is good. My school just went on lockdown for 2 weeks so i should be able to get back into the swing of things. No guarantees btw. But please enjoy this part. I think it’s pretty good for someone who hasn’t written for two weeks. XD 

Warnings: A lot of shouting, cursing, name-calling, self-doubt (obviously), and slightly panic attack (I’ll go more into it in the next part) 

Tags: @dra-reid, @eevee0722, @ceeellewrites, @anotherr-fine-mess, @ssahoodrathotchner, @egg-boy03, @helena-way07, @l0ve-0f-my-life, @serendipity-imagines, @kaelyn-lobrutto24, @thatsonezesty13 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 

A week later, and you had finally been released from the hospital. Your infection had gotten to a manageable point where you could just take antibiotics and be cured of it in a few more weeks. Spencer had spent the entire time with you, never leaving your side. Except when you had to use the restroom. Obviously. 

"Spence… you gotta shower, seriously. I'm thankful, really, that you stayed with me all week. But you need a shower. Bad." You insist, hobbling slightly as you walk out of the hospital. 

You sigh softly to yourself, closing your eyes tightly for a moment as you waited for Spencer. Trying to hide the ever growing terror that filled your heart was getting increasingly harder to hide. But you didn't have time for therapy or to feel sorry for yourself. The BAU never made your case an active one despite two agents having gone missing and being taken. Which told you well enough that you weren't worth the time. Serial killers deserved more attention than you.  

"Hey, are you okay, (Y/N)?" 

The sudden touch to your shoulder plus the speech coming from Spencer pulled a shriek from your lungs. You jumped and looked toward Spencer terrified for a few agonizingly long moments.  

You took a deep breath and refocused your breathing, hoping to ease your racing heart back to it's slightly less annoying rhythm. 

"Y-yeah…" you murmur, shaking your head in an attempt to clear your mind. You also cleared your throat for good measure. "Yeah, I uh… I'm okay. Just a little… jumpy is all." 

Spencer’s frown deepens on his face, looking towards you sadly. Was this really the time for him to tell you how he felt? No, it really wasn't. You were healing. No, you are healing. You didn't need the confusion of a brand new romantic relationship to be added to your already overflowing plate. 

"Well… I'm here if you need me." Spencer assured, flashing a gentle smile towards you. You sighed and nodded back to hin. 

"Yeah, yeah," you exhaled, looking away from Spencer and not meeting his gaze. "Thanks." 

Spencer could feel the wedge you were unknowingly making grow between you. He hoped he could help you. After Hankel, he had hardly anyone. If he could make a difference in your PTSD, he would. He would try his damndest even if it killed him. 

"Well… I can at least get you back to the apartment. I'm sure Hotch will understand why I'm a few minutes late-" Spencer began, directing you towards the parking lot. He looked back at you and saw a flash of fear run over your (E/C) eyes as you stopped. 

"N-no. No, I need to get back to work. I don't have any vacation days saved up. I gotta go with you to work." You insisted, feeling a heavy stone of fear weigh on your chest. 

Spencer narrowed his eyes and looked over at you, stopping in his tracks. "(Y/N), Hotch gave you vacation days. You don't have to go back right now-" 

"No, Spencer. I'm going back. The team needs me. If I'm alone, Peter’s gonna have a better chance at finding me so-" the tears began falling before you could even realize. You feel your voice crack in your throat and all you knew to do was cover your mouth and try to smother your sobs. 

Spencer’s arms were around you before you could say, his hand rubbing your back while his other cradled your head. He didn't say anything, he just held you. You were thankful he hadn't. It was all you could do to keep your hand over your mouth and the other fisted in Spencer's days old cardigan. 

After what felt like forever, (reality was five minutes) Spencer pulled slightly away and tilted your head up to encourage you to look at him. "W-why don't we just get in the car for now? Figure things out on the way?" Spencer asked. Maybe you could still work. But he would put his foot down personally if you did anything other than desk work. 

You nodded subtly and swallowed what remained of your sobs. Spencer smiled gently and began guiding you towards the parking lot gently, not forcing you to venture any faster than you felt comfortable. 

You found yourself wandering with your eyes across the street, having become more vigilant and observant since your capture. Everything seemed normal. Couples were walking together hand in hand, some with kids. Some business men and women walked with their phones glued to their ears while some people were carrying groceries to their car. It wasn't suspicious at all. It should have calmed you. But it didn't. The only thing you found yourself able to be calm about was the fact that Spencer had his arms around you. That was what made you feel safe.  

Spencer looked towards you, watching you for a few moments. He watched your eyes wandering frantically across the parking lot and put two and two together. Just being in the parking lot scared you. Spencer couldn’t help but relate. The crunch of leaves had been his trigger for a few weeks after his kidnapping. Spencer squeezed you closer and rubbed your shoulder to get your attention. You turn your head back towards him, finding a relieving inhale enter you at the sight of his kind eyes once again looking into yours. “I’ll go pull up the car. You think you can stay here for a few seconds?” He asks. A jolt of regret strikes him as he sees the fear fill your pupils. But you don’t verbalize these fears. Instead you nodded silently.  

Spencer gave you a gentle grin before he went to go bring the car towards you. That way you didn’t have to step foot in the parking lot. He knew he was probably risking a few things, but at least you didn’t have to be fearful of the asphalt. 

You bit your lip anxiously, the hairs on your arms raising in false alarm. You knew you were safe. Your brain knew you were safe. But your heart was in overdrive. It had stolen the control console from your brain and was currently making you an emotional and anxious mess. A part of you didn’t want to go to work. It wanted to take your time to recover. But the rest of you was adamant on going. The case hadn’t been made priority. They were just lucky that no cases were deemed important enough for the BAU to help during the week you and Morgan had been missing. 

You remained lost in your thoughts until you felt the touch of Spencer’s hand on your shoulder. You looked up and gave him a gentle smile. 

“We’re gonna be late if we don’t go now. We have 39 minutes till we are considered late.” Spencer informs, trying not to derail from his normal personality so much that you noticed. He hated being pitied. And he knew that you did as well.

You nodded and began to follow. You climbed into the passenger seat and fastened your seatbelt. Your hands flexed and moved anxiously, unable to sit still. You took a few deep breaths, hearing Spencer get into the car alongside you. 

You finally opened your eyes and felt the car roar to life underneath you. You were heading back to work. You'd get back to normal soon. You had to. 

○●♡●○ 

The both of you had found a comfortable silence in the transport to the BAU. Spencer kept a comforting hand in yours, allowing you to squeeze it when needed. 

But now, as Spencer pulled into his usual parking spot, did your chest begin to tighten somewhat. You hadn't been here for what felt like years. Peter had abducted you from this very parking lot. Anyone would understandably be anxious. 

But by some miracle, you managed to keep your anxieties covert as Spencer and you got out of the car. Of course, Spencer suspected you had a little fear from being back here, but didn't push you. Many statistics had shown in the past that forcing a PTSD victim to share their trauma without it being their terms can be destructive to their mental health. Translation: He wasn't going to ask you about it. 

The ride up the elevator was torturous. Slow, agonizing, and not to mention extremely long. You found yourself fidgeting and moving in place rather than standing still. You'd never done this before. To say it didn't worry you would be a very big lie. 

"Are you sure you're ready, (Y/N)? You can always utilize the time off Hotch gave you." 

You appreciated Spencer’s worry, you really did. It helped to have someone there who was willing to care when you weren't. But that didn't mean that you still didn't get somewhat annoyed over the continuous asking. 

"Yeah, I'm fine Spencer. I just need to get my mind off…" you stopped and pushed a heavy exhale from your chest. "Everything." 

Spencer didn't push, and soon enough the two of you were inside the BAU's glass doors, walking towards the familiar bullpen. You subconsciously fix the cuffs of your dress shirt, avoiding the eyes of everyone who was shocked to see you. 

You sighed softly as you both continued into the bullpen, meeting the eyes of two of your coworkers. 

"(Y/N), What are you doing back so early? You have like, 5 weeks of available off time. You need to rest yourself. And your mind. Trauma isn't something that should be taken lightly." Prentiss spoke, stopping in your tracks to keep you from getting to your desk. 

Spencer, unbeknownst to you, made a cut it out gesture to Emily and cleared his throat. "It's alright. She's only going to be doing reports and desk work." Spencer expressed, looking around at everyone who had decided to turn around a watch. 

Emily sighed. "Alright. But I'm not going to let you go on any cases. I'm still your supervisory agent. You're lucky we're free of the more important cases so we've been working on yours." You feel an icy stab to the chest from her comment, reminding you of how unimportant you felt. You swallowed dryly and nodded, not caring that you hadn't said a word and had let Spencer talk for you. You didn't feel like talking anyway. 

You then sat down at your desk with a sigh, pinching the bridge of your nose as you felt the familiar breeze that came with a stack of reports falling onto your desk. 

You nodded towards whoever it was that gave you the reports and then started on them. It wasn't long until you had managed to clear all of your feelings from your mind and instead hyperfocus on the reports and the details in each. 

You lost track of so much time, that when Spencer put a cup of coffee on your desk, you jumped and almost verbally cursed. 

"Jesus-" you began, holding your chest for a moment. Spencer’s eyes widened and held his hands up once the coffee was safely level on your desk. 

"S-sorry. I-I just thought you could use a little bit of a 'pick-me-up' or whatever Morgan said it was." He seemed nervous, his hand finding his neck soon after finishing his statement. 

You smile at him genuinely for what feels like the first time in weeks and nod to him. "Yeah… I needed it. Thank you, Spence." 

Spencer’s eyes almost twinkle with happiness at your reply, his cheeks growing red and his smile appearing on his face as he goes back to his desk behind yours. 

Then the moment ended. 

"(L/N)? What are you doing back so early?" 

You turn your head and find Hotch walking towards your desk. You swallow a nervous laugh and instead begin to find a way to reply for yourself. Spencer didn't need to defend you forever. 

"Hotch… I can't stay at home like that. I need to keep my mind focused on something else. I can't sit by when you all still need my help. My case wasn't made of importance. Why should I treat it like it is?" You insist, shoving down the sob that desperately wanted to escape your throat. 

Hotch sighed and began to speak "(Y/N)..." 

"No. Let me speak. I'm not going to sit on my ass at home while you all work on the case that almost got Morgan killed. I'm going to help you. Its here at home. I won't have to go anywhere." Every part of you was begging for Hotch to understand. That he would give you a chance. 

Hotch gave you a questioning look for a few moments, allowing you to finish if you chose to continue, before he spoke up. "Just because you're healed physically doesn't mean you're better mentally. You went through something noone can relate to. You need to take the time to heal." 

"But I'm needed here, Hotch. I'm not going to go home and do nothing. It's just not my style. Now if you'll let me, I have a few more reports to do from this pile." You deadpan, gritting your teeth as you sit back down at your desk to finish reports filled with information you would never forget. 

Hotch sighed, looking back at Spencer for a moment before he turned around and began to continue on his list of things to do.  

You sighed and grumbled to yourself, trying to focus your emotions yet again so that you could finish the reports on your desk. But as fate would have it, you couldn't do that. 

"(Y/N/N)... Would you like to take a walk with me? It's almost our break. Maybe you could use a bit of fresh air? Scientifically, going outside helps to clear your lungs as well as lower blood pressure and heart rate." Spencer spoke up, tapping your shoulder gently once he knew he had your attention. 

You shook your head and cleared your throat. "No… no I'm going to finish these reports first. They're more important." You start. 

Spencer shook his head, his eyes widened slightly. "No," he starts, standing up and walking over to you. "These reports aren't more important than your well-being. I haven't pushed because I want you to talk when you're ready. But you can't act like you aren't important." 

You scoff and go to reply, just as the sound of a slamming glass door echos through the bullpen, making everyone's eyes travel to the source of the noise. This also meant you. 

By the time you looked, two familiar eyes were staring coldly into yours. Two wrinkled hands clasped at your shirt collar and yanked you forward violently. 

"How dare you ungrateful-" Margaret quips, slapping you across the face before you could even react. "Selfish, and ignorant child!" 

You cough harshly, earning the feeling of Margaret's hand again across your face. "M-mother…" you murmured, the agents around you trying to separate the two of you. 

"No, you have gone too far now! I paid him to take you! You are his property! Go to him! I have lost too much for you to disobey like the brat of a child you've always been!" Margaret scrambled, trying to get out of the arms of a much stronger agent who held her back away from you. 

Someone, who you soon recognized as Garcia and Emily, helped you to your feet. Spencer had very quickly come to your aide, sending Garcia off to fetch Rossi and Hotch. 

You grumbled for a few moments, the anger you felt beginning to come to a head. "Really? You paid him? I thought he was just trying to get under my skin with that, Mother." You spat, taking a few steps forward before looking up into (e/c) eyes. 

Your mother scoffed and rolled her eyes, looking back at you coldly. "Of course I did. You need someone to finally put you in your place. To teach you the manners I had somehow missed." 

You growled at her continuance. Your fist clenched at your side. She was your mother. And this was what she chose to do? Instead of being by your side when you needed a mother most, she admitted to being a part of why you were raped in the first place. 

"So you admit to selling a human? To selling your only daughter, just because I wouldn't abide to your stupid fucking rules?" You glared, spitting out the words like venom on your tongue. 

Spencer went to stop you, but Emily pulled him back. You needed this. 

"Yes I-" Margaret began, but you quickly put a stop to her excuses. 

"No. You're going to let me share my opinion for ONCE in my life. You're going to stand there and face the monster that you created. Be the perfect housewife you insisted on creating with me." 

Your mother rolled her eyes, but surprisingly didn't speak up again. You were slightly baffled by her sudden respect. But it didn't last long. 

"You were never there for me when I needed you. When I was in the hospital, after what Peter did to me, I needed you. After Peter's threats, I needed you. After each low grade on a test, I needed you. Not the harsh yelling and lecture I received from you and father. I needed the reassurance that it wasn't the end of the world. Whenever I had nightmares from my never ending memory bank of trauma, you sent me back to bed with the flick of your hand. I remember every word, every scowl, every upturn of your nose, every single moment you've spared for me my entire life. You're lucky I don't charge you with assault and child abuse. I don't because you're my mother. I thought maybe one day…" you feel the hot, rushing tears fall from your cheeks, making you aware of your vulnerability in front of everyone. 

You sniffled and wiped your eyes before you continued. "T-that maybe one day you'd change. And I-I'd have my mom." A tearful smile formed on your face, staring at the woman who had cause so much of your misery. "But still, you choose to remind me of how unimportant I've always been. How I am just a pawn in your game of chess. Easily disposable. Well here's a reality check for you, Margaret." You snapped, pointing a finger against her chest. 

"Check. Cause I'm not going to rest until you and Peter are both sent to prison where you both so clearly belong!" You yell into her ear. "So much for motherly love." You whisper harshly afterwards, turning around so that she didn't get the satisfaction of seeing you fall apart. 

Hotch entered your vision soon after, gesturing for you to meet him in his office. You sigh shakily, squeezing your eyes shut. 

Spencer stops you for a moment, holding your arms. "H-hey… you don't have to go immediately, you know. You can stay for a minute." 

You recognize his extended olive branch and take it. He didn't need to even say another word for you to collapse into his arms, sobbing as hard as your heart had been begging to since you'd left the hospital that morning. 

Oh how the mighty have fallen. 

[zevlors-tail]

Hi! Could i get a match up with any mha male character. I’m a female about 5’2 and ive got long straight hair. I’m not too shy like i still find it hard to talk to people but if im more comfortable im really talkative. I’m a capricorn. I am really impulsive I once woke up and decided to get three ear piercings. I’m a dancer that specializes in ballet and I love playing the piano and the violin. I also am really clingy and love to cuddle. For the autumn drabble could I get scary movies and rain

I’m SO sorry this took so long. Matchups are so hard for me to do and I was a little too ambitious with adding the drabbles at the end. ;w; Here it is! I hope you like it!

I match you with: Denki Kaminari!

-Maybe you sometimes find it hard to talk to people, but this boy is going to make it incredibly easy for you to feel comfortable with him. He just has that aura to him; it’s like you’re meeting up with a long lost friend you haven’t seen in ages when in reality you barely even know him. But he makes it feel like you’ve known each other since kindergarten, like you two were best friends your whole lives. You two are cozying up to each other in no time.

-Impulsive? PERFECT. Kaminari is that friend who will push you around in a shopping cart through the middle of the store on a dare you made 3 months ago that the two of you suddenly remembered. Honestly, you two wreck so much havoc with each other, even Mina struggles to keep up with your shenanigans. And anything you want to do? He supports it. You want 3 ear piercings? Go for it. Wanna get a tattoo while you’re at it? “Do ittttt!” Honestly, if you need someone to hold you back or keep you in line, don’t expect Denki to be that person. He’s gonna be the exact opposite. If you really need someone to keep you in check, make Bakugou tag along with you; he’s really the only one who can stop the both of you from destroying the whole city.

-Kaminari loves to watch you practice your dancing. He thinks you’re absolutely graceful and could watch you for hours at a time. He never gets tired of it. He gets mesmerized every time you move and wonders how you manage to make him feel like he’s lighter than air. He will 100% come to any and all of your shows if you have them, and will always support you no matter what. Catch him in the front row crying tears of joy because, “That’s my babe up there, that’s my Y/N!” He can and WILL drag the whole Bakusquad along btw. You’ll always have support from your friends. :)

-Also very supportive when it comes to your instruments! Listening to you play makes him very emotional, but in a good way. He could be sobbing while you practice and if you stop and ask him if he’s okay, he just chokes out “I’m fine, please continue!” and gives you his signature thumbs up. He looks anything but fine, although he’s telling the truth; he just wants to hear you play. Kaminari is an emotional guy, and he expresses it freely, so tears are natural. He also has favorites out of the songs he’s heard you play! Sometimes he might request a certain song if he hasn’t heard it in a while. Better yet, if you write him a song of your own or learn a new one in secret to surprise him, he will melt. You’re gonna kill him. No really, you’re going to make him feel so loved.

-Denki is also very clingy and cuddly, so you better prepare for koala hugs and lots of kisses and cuddles. It doesn’t matter if you’ve had the best day of your life, the worst day of your life, or if it was just an average ordinary day, you’ll still get cuddles every single night. And he gives really good ones too; the way he wraps his arms around you and holds you close to him makes you feel the safest you’ve ever felt, like nothing can touch you while you’re with him. He’s also a fan of playing with your hair and giving you head pats. Of course he likes them too, but he likes giving them to you much more than receiving them. The best feeling after a hard day is Denki running a hand through your hair to relax you while you snuggle into his arms.

Fall Drabble: Scary Movies/Rain

This drabble kind of got away from me so now it’s less of a drabble and more of a scenario but oh well-

Heavy rain swirled outside in the wind, water droplets sticking to the window and sliding down slowly as you listened to thunder rumble in the distance. Lightning accompanied it a fraction of a moment later, the flash of light illuminating the whole sky for half a second so you could see the gloomy clouds in full. You and Denki originally had plans to go to a fall festival of sorts, but the two of you had waited too long to get ready to go, and now (a whole half hour later no thanks to charge bolt himself) it was too late; there was no way either of you were going out in this. Even if Denki was immune to lightning, you were not, and the wind and rain both proved challenging foes to your clothes and hair. You would both look like a mess by the time you got there, if you hadn’t fried on the way there.

“Soooo, I guess we’re staying in for the day. No way we’re going to the festival in that,” you said dryly.

“I’m sure we can find other ways to pass the time, babe. We can always catch the festival tomorrow!” Ever the cheerful one, it seemed. That was something you really loved about Kaminari. No matter the situation, he was always willing to find the silver lining.

“I suppose you’re right. Well, what can we do in the mean time then?” you wondered aloud.

“No idea, but this storm sure is getting spooky...” Denki subconsciously scooted closer to you as the wind howled outside, a high pitched sound reverberating through the room as it picked up speed.

“Yeah...” 

You both went quiet, Denki’s focus on the storm outside while you thought of ways to pass the time. You would have invited the squad over to hang out, except this was supposed to be date night. You loved your friends, yes, but date night was special to you, and you weren’t exactly in the mood to share your boyfriend with anyone today. So friends were a no go...and you couldn’t go anywhere outside either. That only left a handful of activities. You looked around your room for something useful, anything exciting that you hadn’t already done today. Suddenly your eyes landed on an old ticket stub, namely the one from the very first movie you and Denki had seen together on your first date, and you were struck by an idea.

“Do you wanna watch a movie?”

And that was how the two of you ended up laying on the floor a half hour later, a giant blanket draped over your shoulders and pillows in front of you, popcorn pieces strewn about and cans of soda off to the side as a horror movie played in the background. It had been a while since either of you had seen a proper scary movie, so you agreed on one you hadn’t watched before and started it up without a second thought. The rain in the background helped to enhance the spooky mood for the night, a different sort of darkness seeping in and washing over the room after the lights had been turned off.

A jump scare startled you both a little, causing Kaminari to bump into you gently. You dropped a few pieces of popcorn, and your boyfriend couldn’t keep himself from poking fun at you.

“If you’re scared, Y/N, you can always hold my hand!” He gave you a wide grin and giggled, his tone teasing yet lighthearted. He could never truly give you crap about being spooked by a scary movie, especially when he had been startled himself.

“We’re already holding hands, you goofball!” You nudged him playfully and laughed with him, lightening the mood a bit after the jump scare. Eventually you both returned to watching the movie, your fingers lacing into his as you held hands still.

Fifteen minutes had gone by before the storm really started to pick up outside, wind howling relentlessly and rain pelting against your roof. You and Kaminari were so engrossed in the suspense of the movie that you didn’t notice anything at first; the woman in the film crept closer and closer to the basement door, pitch black coming from open entrance, and the both of you huddled close together as you watched in suspense for something to jump out from the darkness. Suddenly something hard fell against your roof with a loud Thump! followed by several other similar sounding noises, and you and Denki whipped around to look behind you for a culprit, spooked by the horror movie and the strange noise you had just heard. Just as you were about to ask him if he also thought that was hail, the TV shut off unexpectedly with a soft powering down noise, and the both of you were left in complete and total darkness as the storm raged on outside.

“Denki?” It was hard not to notice the tremble in your voice as you spoke quietly.

“I’m right here, love.” Kaminari’s voice wavered slightly as well, though he tried to be strong for you. Both of you were scared, but the least he could do was be there for you.

Down the hall, you could hear your fellow students mulling around in their own dorms and asking if everyone was okay. You put two and two together and realized the storm must have knocked the power out. Without warning, Kirishima thrust open the door to your bedroom and shined a flashlight in, causing the two of you to scream in unison as he finally focused it on your shaking forms.

“Why are you guys screaming?” He tilted his head in question while you tried to gain your bearings, and you secretly decided you would never watch horror movies during a storm ever again. “Yo, Kaminari. We lost power ‘cause of the storm. You think you could give the generator a jump?” The redhead rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly, clearly sent over to ask for Denki by someone else.

“Nah, you guys are on your own. It’s date night with my baby, so no can do!”

“Awe, dude, come on! If you send me back with that sort of answer, Bakugou is gonna come storming in here himself!”

“Sorry, man. I’m sure the power won’t be out for that long, anyway. Bakugou can deal with it. 

“If you say so. I’ll try my best to sugarcoat it, but expect an angry looking Bakugou sometime in the near future.”

Kirishima turned away with a wary look, trekking back down the hall the way he came. You turned to your boyfriend and snuggled into him, thankful for having such a loyal person as your partner.

“You could have given their generator a jump, you know,” you said softly.

“I know. But then I’d miss out on date night with you, and that wouldn’t be very kind of me, would it? Date night is just for us. They can figure stuff out themselves.”

The two of you sat there for a moment as you held each other before there was a loud crash from down the hall followed by angry stomping sounds.

“KAMINARI I KNOW YOU’RE IN THERE! OPEN UP!”

[andaleduardo]

59 for the prompt thing!!

59. “I could punch you right now.”

Thank you so much for send this in, I’ve had such a fun time writing it! And I’m sorry it’s coming so late, I hope it was worth the wait :) I know nothing about sports btw so I blame google for incorrect information

Summary: Eddie and Richie have a combat sports’ class together.

Important: Despite the events in this that may give off vibes of Eddie being abusive or having really agressive episodes, I promise my intentions weren’t those, he doesn’t really want to hurt anyone. He’s that feisty firecracker that gets angry easily and wants to punch things, not people! He does punch Richie, yes, but I think under these circumstances, anyone would have done the same if they has just met the person. It just happens that they’re into each other here.

Throw me a punch, I’ll fallfor you (AO3)

“Alright, everyone!” The instructor,Mike, has a sturdy voice to go along with his impressive strong body.

Eddie used to feel intimated (if notflustered) at the sight of his trainer back at the beginning of his classeswith the guy. Now, he knows it’s more of a façade, a slightly less usual sideof Mike to impose respect upon his students.

Eddie got into combat sports as away of learning how to defend himself. He could have chosen to takeself-defence classes only, sure, but he is also very much into sports. In thisspecific class, he is taught a variety of fighting techniques from many sports,like boxing, wrestling or martial arts. This way he can take out his daily rageand inner unhealthy anger while learning useful moves to take over any guytaller than him. Which is pretty much all of them.

He also has some anger issues, asper say. It got to the point where Eddie couldn’t take the subway anymore toget to work because he’d have to physically restrain himself from punchingevery jerk who kept pushing him aggressively. The height doesn’t’ help, alwaysa factor that screams ‘I can’t fight you back so you can disrespect me!’.

Well, Eddie had enough of that. Nowit’s been over a year since he signed himself up for fighting classes, and hislooks have changed, enough that no one really wants to mess up with him when he’swearing more revealing clothing. The kick boxing lessons, mostly, shaped himwell, along with all the other physical activity he indulges in, like running.His legs, arms and shoulders definitely show off his abilities and serve has awarning.

Too bad he chose to wear a bigsweater and sweatpants today.

“So, today’s class will be a littledifferent.” Mike keeps projecting his voice around the big gym room. His back isfacing the mirrored wall and, once again, Eddie can’t help but ogle up his darkskin reflecting the white lights in that perfect, distracting manner. He canfeel his face a little hot, despite having yet to start sweating.

“You might be wondering who theother half of today’s class is.”

With that statement, Eddie’sattention finally falls on the other side of the room. He stares at the other eightpeople that fill up the gym besides his own classmates. By his side, he hearsBeverly whispering.

“I’ve never seen them around here.”

Ben quietly adds “Me neither.”

Eddie thinks about saying somethingback, but his tongue gets tied at the last second when his eyes fall on a newsubject of observation.

There’s a guy that looks like aleaf, way easy to knock down if someone blows air his way.His pale skin contrasts harshly with the darkness of his hair. He’s staring intentlyat the floor, clearly not listening to a thing Mike is saying, and he lookskind of dumb standing there in his dark purple hoodie and dark grey shortspaired up with checkerboard socks.

Eddie’s first coherent thought is thathe looks like an idiot. The second one is ‘Theprofile view certainly makes up for that…’ as he shamelessly checks him outsilently, eyes trailing over the slight arch of the man’s nose.

Completely distracted, Eddie doesn’tpay attention to Mike’s voice.

“To my right side,” The trainergestures a hand to Eddie’s side of the room, where he stands along with his twofriends and the few other familiar faces he sees on a weekly basis. “I have oneof my advanced classes.”

Never tearing his deadpan stare awayfrom the stranger on the other side of the room, Eddie watches as the lankyman’s eyes carelessly lift from the floor and travel the unknown faces of Eddie’sgroup.

‘Fuck,he’s even more attractive from the front.’ It’sa dumb thought, Eddie has a lot of those.

He fails to react quickly enough andhis breath hitches when their eyes meet. But god forbid if Eddie so much asflinched. With his cold, neutral eyes, Eddie glares right back and waits forthe other guy to look away. But that doesn’t happen. The man’s uninterestedposture changes, his back straightens, and his lips lift up in a teasing smirk.

‘Whothe fuck is this guy?’

Eddie feels himself get defensive (andred) alarmingly fast. Is he being mocked?

“To my left, I introduce you ournewest students. We’ve had a handful of classes so far, which, I���m sad toinform, makes you beginners.”

A few chuckles emerge from bothgroups, but for Eddie and the stranger, a staring contest seems more importantat the moment.

Eddie squares up a little, unsuccessfullytries to make himself look taller (it’s a big issue for him, okay?) and liftsup one eyebrow while stuffing both hands on the front pocket of his sweater.

If the way he’s being stared at isn’tenough to keep him on the edge and annoyed, the fucker on the other side of theroom decides to drag his eyes up and down Eddie’s body and lick his lips,somehow keeping the smirk plastered on his face, which only makes him lookextremely stupid and desperate. But holy shit, if that doesn’t heat up Eddie’sinsides and almost makes him lose his unbothered disguise.

So, definitely not being mocked.

He hears Bev’s quiet giggles by hisside but doesn’t give them a second thought.

Mike claps his hands to gather upeveryone’s attention. The sound makes Eddie jolt up, surprised, and uncertainlyturn to face his instructor with an inevitable frown. He’s probably blushing,too, but it’s not like he can help it. His jaw twitches with frustration as hetries to focus.

“Now, as you can see, I’ve gatheredyou all here, beginners and advanced.” Mike continues his explanations whilewalking mindlessly from side to side with both hands behind his back. “I’vedecided to pair you up for learning purposes. I’m sure my advanced studentswill be able to teach you something today.” He speaks directly to the beginnersbefore turning to face Eddie’s side. “And I’m sure you guys will be able torecognise your own past mistakes on our newbies.”

Eddie nods in response, trying hard toignore the holes forming on the side of his face from the jerk’s consistentstaring from the other side of the room.

“We’ll be working in pairs, I’llgive you more directions as we go but the goal today is for you to learn fromeach other. You can start by warming up. And make a few introductions whileyou’re at it. Get to know your enemy a little better.”

Great, socializing is just whatEddie signed up for with this gym membership.

As usual, he follows Beverly and Bento their left corner near the mirrors to do casual muscle warm ups. He forceshimself to keep his back to the rest of the class, or he knows he’ll be lookingplaces he shouldn’t. But turns out his friends, or so he thought they were, arein a mood to tease him. After a few minutes of torso, shoulder and armrotations and stretches, Beverly elbows his side, knocking the air out ofEddie’s chest.

“What was that for?” He hisses ather. Beverly simply nods her head past Eddie’s back, and he can almost guesswhat she’s going to say.

“Looks like you’ve got yourself anadmirer.”

Eddie fights against the urge to takea look. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Sure you don’t, cowboy. He hasn’tstopped staring at your ass since you turned around.” She rolls her eyes at himbefore resuming her exercises. Eddie flips her the bird discreetly and triesnot to feel too invaded now that he knows he’s being checked out.

Ben also steals a glance behindEddie’s back, and by this point Eddie’s more than ready to snap at both of themto quit being so obvious. Instead, he shuts the urge down and starts with hiswrist stretches.

“I feel kind of bad for him,though.” Ben speaks with a sided soft smile. Eddie drops both arms and sighs,throwing his head back.

“Yeah.” Bev agrees. “He looks like he’dpay you to crush his head with your thighs anytime.”

“Bev!”Eddie screeches, feeling the blood pump up to his ears. “You can’t just saystuff like that when we’re in public!” He keeps his angry ranting at her, sheonly laughs back. Eddie notices Ben’s face pale up at something behind his back,and he stops talking abruptly, assuming that the stranger was coming up theirway. Eddie stifles up a groan, but once he hears Mike’s, now softer, voiceapproaching them, he feels his shoulders relax.

“Hi, Mike!” Bev greets himcheerfully.

“Hey guys, how are you doing?”

Truth is, Mike is more than theirtrainer. They’ve all become close friends during the past year of weeklymeetings. That doesn’t mean Eddie can’t think Mike’s hot, because he is, and heknows that his friends think the same. Mike knows it, too, and they all have agood laugh out of it. It’s just how they work.

“Eddie has a crush.”

Ben, for fuck’s sake, Ben says it and throws an arm aroundEddie’s shoulders. He feels betrayed.

“No,I fucking do not. Don’t listen to them, Mike.” He pushes Ben’s arm away, stillvery much making sure not to turn around and have any possible eye contact withthe subject of their conversation.

With a warm laugh, Mike crosses hisarms. “And who, may I ask, is this not-a-crush?”

Eddie mumbles and curses under hisbreath while pinching the bridge of his nose. He waits for either of his‘awful’ friends to answer for him, but everyone just stares at him expectantly.So, Eddie sighs in defeat.

“See the stick-figure guy with thepurple sweater?” He whispers through his frown. Mike pretends to look at all ofhis students for a while, then nods. Eddie continues. “He was just staring, okay? With a creepy smirk thattotally never in a million years wouldwork on me.” He rushes through the end while bending down to grab his knee up,keeping a perfect balance and feeling the pull on his thigh.

“Are you sure?” Mike asks with fakewondering. “He sort of fits your type.”

“That’s it, I’m quitting. You guysare the worst friends.”

Mike laughs and winks at him. “It’sa shame I’m the best teacher, though.” And starts walking away.

Oh no.

“Don’t you dare do anything. Mike!” Eddiewhispers sharply and stares at Mike’s back as he walks away. He feels Bev’sweight on his shoulder.

“Sounds like today’s class will beinteresting for you. Have fun.” And off she goes, skipping in her steps tointroduce herself to one of the new students.

After the individual warm ups areover with, Mike starts by ordering everyone to form pairs. Ben gives Eddie asmall pat on the back before making his way to a neat looking guy who seems tohave been dragged here against his own will. Eddie stays behind, feelingchildish for not being able to act like a normal adult and go up to anyone. It’slike he’s gone back in time too many years, to the days when he’d be left forlast on gym class. He decides to stride over to the wire-wheeled cart thatstores the softest, smallest, beginner’s appropriate gloves and pads.

From the corner of his eye, he apprehensivelywatches Mike approach the weird/hot/idiot stranger. They chat for a total of 4seconds, before pale guy is looking around and, once more, locking eyes withEddie. Eddie tries, to no avail, to pretend like he wasn’t caught staring bysnapping his head back to the cart and retrieving the cleanest looking pair ofgloves and pads.

He also pretends not to see the manapproaching, faking surprise when the stranger invades his personal space.

“Hey, darlin. Looks like we’repartners.” He says smoothly.

Eddie struggles with the grip on theboxing gear, close to letting it fall, and reluctantly turns his neck to starein disbelief at the man.

Okay, he’s taller than expected.

“I think I need to agree tothat first. And ‘darling’ is not a great way to convince me.” Eddieemphasizes the nickname.

“What’d you rather have me callyou?” The guy leans his weight on the cart. With his free hand, Eddie rushesto hold the cart in place before it starts to slowly roll away. “Sporty?Cutie? I could go with Master, Sir, Boss. You’re in charge of me, today.” Hewinks, then, and Eddie lets go of the cart, letting it stride away under theman’s weight. He tries not to look too entertained when the guy gets startledby the movement and struggles to keep himself upright without falling.

“How about Eddie? It’s myname.” Eddie starts walking away, already knowing he’ll be followed, so hekeeps talking. “And I’m not the boss of you, let’s try and keep thisprofessional and act like the adults we are, shall we?” What a moral,Eddie.

“You sure sound a little bossy,Eds.” The nameless man smirks. “Whatever you say, though. I’mRichie.” Richie, apparently, holds out his hand for Eddie to shake.Instead, all Eddie does is to toss the gloves on Richie’s outstretched handmore forcefully than needed.

“It’s Eddie.” He says before slidinghis own hands on the pads’ holders. “So, I assume you’ve already done thesekind of pair exercises?” He asks once Richie’s got the gloves on properly.

“Guess you could say I’m an expert.”Richie replies and flexes one arm over his shoulder, even though it’scompletely submerged by the baggy sweater.

Eddie lifts up one eyebrow.

“Impressive. Why don’t you proveit?” He immediately squares up and holds both pads firmly between their bodies.Richie seems slightly surprised by the suggestive tone and upfront posture, buthe quickly recovers and gets into position.

If he’s going to be a tease, Eddiecan be one back.

They’re at this for a while, butEddie isn’t being the nicest. Richie is doing exactly what he’s supposed to,punching the pads. He’s got a good technique, not that Eddie would ever tellhim that, so he tries to push limits by screaming at him between hits. Thingslike:

“Is that all you got?”

“C’mon, that’s a joke.”

“Harder! You’re not even trying!”

And when 10 minutes pass by, Richieis sweating, frustrated and a little huffy. His good natured smirks are gone.In the beginning, he tried to be a good sport, started by throwing off hiscrude jokes and stupid comments, but he gave that up once he got riled up byEddie’s demands.

Of course, Eddie is beaming.

“You’re not the worst, but clearlystill an amateur.” Eddie says while untying the pads of his hands. Hisbreathing is jagged, but Richie’s way worse. “Here, let me show you.” He holdshis hand out, and so, Richie tosses him the gloves, clearly annoyed with havinghis butt kicked only by words.

Once they’ve both traded positions,Eddie wastes no time in throwing a heavy fist right into Richie’s unpreparedgrip. He stumbles backwards on his feet when his arm is pushed back against hisown mid-section, taking the air out of his chest with a little ‘oof’.

Eddie can see the exact momentRichie starts to get really bothered.His nostrils flare, shoulders square back, and his jaw tenses up. If he could,Eddie would smile victoriously.

With a fake neutral expression thatbegs to be cracked into laughs, Eddie asks him. “Are you sure you can take it?You seem like you’re struggling.”

Richie scoffsand gets in position. “Yeah, right. Just get on with it.”

‘Show-off.’ Richiethinks.

Eddie keepsthrowing punch after punch with extra unneeded strength, Richie keepsstruggling to keep himself upright but never once backs down. By the end of theirnext 10 minute round, Richie’s neck veins are prominent with the need ofproving his worth, and droplets of sweat are dotting his face. Eddie isn’t farbehind.

Not too longafter this, Mike lets everyone have a break and leads the class into anothergym room with padded, softer floor. Eddie is familiar with it.

They’re doingfree combat. In other words, submission grappling moves. It makes him a littlenervous.

Eddie turns toRichie to ask him if he has ever even done something like this, but he findsthat Richie is no longer by his side. Eddie looks around in confusion beforefinding him ahead, chatting with the clean boy he saw early. The expression inRichie’s face is one between a frown and a smirk, as if he is conflicted withwhatever they were talking, while he slides his hands through the new pair ofgloves needed for their next practice.

Eddie has afeeling that Richie can be talking about him, and not in a good way. It’s justthe type of person Eddie is, anxiety catches him in social environments.

‘Chill out, he barely knows you.’

Eddieapproaches him slowly, not wanting to invade anyone’s conversation but ratherjust wanting to go get his own pair of gloves, stored in another cart nearRichie and the other boy. Before he can get close enough, Richie and his friendsplit up and he retrieves a second pair of gloves from the cart, striding isway to Eddie. He passes him the equipment without a word.

Eddie puts themon and murmurs a ‘thanks’ under his breath.

“Have youhad any class here, yet?” Eddie asks, genuinely wondering.

“We had acouple by now. Why?”

“Nothing.Just wasn’t sure how much of a beginner Mike meant.”

Both of them maketheir way to a free spot.

“Mike? Ourtrainer?” Richie asks, a smile finally making a reappearance. Eddie nods.“Didn’t know you were on the first name basis with the guy.”

Eddie stares athim for a moment, Richie is fixing up the felt straps around his wrists and hissmile seems a little different. Their tired breaths fill in the seconds ofsilence.

“Yeah,we’re pretty close friends.”

Richiechuckles. “Oh, guess it makes sense, now.”

Eddie looks athim quizzically. “What do you mean?”

Richie looks upfrom his hands and shrugs. “He told me you wanted to be paired up with metoday.”

“He what, now?” There’s a short circuit inEddie’s brain. It must be a pretty scary sight because Richie’s chuckles diedown and his smile falls.

“Hey now,no need to get mad, Eds. T'was just a joke, right? And it’s not that bad towork with me, admit it.” He asks, there’s a tint of something seriousbehind his playful tone.

Eddie scoffsbut contains his frustration. “I’m not mad at you, I’m mad at him. Hecould have simply pair us up, for fuck’s sake.”

“So, you’renot against it?”

Eddie eyes himsideways. “I never said that.” Richie clicks his tongue in responseand Eddie decides it’s best to change topics. “Ready to get your asskicked?”

“You know,that’s fine material for a sex joke but I’m passing it up ‘cause my ego’s waytoo hurt.”

“Ah, Isee. Finally admitting I’m better?”

“You know,Eds.” Richie ignores when Eddie corrects the nickname. “You really shouldn’tthink so high of yourself. But in the meantime, teach me some moves, will ya?”

The tensionbetween them seems to slip way after that, both of them falling into a fit ofgiggles before resuming their posture to be productive.

Eddie spendsthe next 20 minutes recreating the techniques he’s learnt that Richie hasn’t.They move systematically according to Eddie’s voice, and both of them areequally struggling with the amount of touch there’s involved. Eddie pushes itout of his mind, since he needs to set a plan for each grappling position andmanually move Richie’s limbs and body in the right places. Richie, however, isat his mercy. Never knowing where’s he’s going to be touched next, a millionspots catching fire from Eddie’s hands.

Each techniquestarts the same. Eddie will be the one in the advantaged side and manoeuvreRichie’s body until he’s got him into the submissive stance. Whether that’swith his arms pinned in unnatural angles, legs kicked out from under his body,or laying on the floor in various uncomfortable manners.

Eddie isn’tacting like a show-off, this time. He’s genuinely trying to be a good exampleand teacher so that Richie can gather up as much information as possible.

“Fuck.” Richiegroans after being thrown on the floor, yet another time. Eddie steps out fromabove him, leaving Richie laying there with his nose planted on the cushionedfloor and both arms falling heavily to his sides. “You keep kicking my buttover and over and I can’t even complain cause it’s hot.”

Eddie kicks hisside then, not too strongly. “Stop putting innuendos on everything.”

Richie turnshis head, so his cheek is planted on the floor instead, and he looks up atEddie. “But think about it! I could flirt my attacker into submission.”

Already fearingwhat’s about to come, Eddie runs a gloved hand under his nose. “I don’t thinkthat’s a thing.”

“That’sactually really clever, what the fuck.” Richie jumps on his feet and getscloser. Eddie gives a couple steps back. “Don’t run away from me.” He makesgrabby hands. “C’mon, attack me.” He talks happily.

Eddie lifts upone eyebrow, but he’s weak. He gets behind Richie and throws an arm over histhroat. Richie’s hands come up to grab at his forearm and he starts to do whatEddie showed him before, which was to bend down and try to swing Eddie’s bodyover his own, or at least twist his arm. But Eddie chickens out of it andcowardly kicks Richie’s legs from behind when he starts crouching, causingRichie to fall forward on his face and bring Eddie along with him. He ends upsliding over Richie’s back, slamming his own face onto the ground a secondlater.

Under him,Richie groans in pain and Eddie stumbles to crawl away from him. He gets to hisknees in front of Richie and watches him rubbing at his nose. “Why didn’t youlet go of my arm, you idiot?” Eddie snapped.

“Cause that’snot what you’re supposed to do when you’re being fucking attacked!” His voiceis nasally. “You didn’t mention the kick in the legs when you taught me,before.”

“Must have missedthat part.” He says nonchalantly. A pained grin appears on Richie’s face, Eddiefeels alarmed. “What?”

“Nothing.” Richieshrugs and gets up, holding a hand out for Eddie. Slightly suspicious, Eddie holdson to Richie’s wrist to get up as well, but Richie tugs him up to his feet and pullsuntil their chests are touching. He leans closer to Eddie’s ear.

“’Fraid you can’tbeat me if I start talking?” Eddie doesn’t try to move away, he’s in shock,pointedly ignoring meeting Richie’s eyes. Instead, he stares down at hisjawline. “I can think of a couple ways you can shut me up.”

Eddie thinksabout asking if any of those ways involves a good kick to the head, instead,his mouth hangs open like a fish and he can only feel grateful that Richie can’ttake a good look at his face in this position. Of course, Richie ruins thoseplans when he pulls back a little, just enough so that they can look at eachother. He is still grabbing Eddie’s wrist strongly, and there’s an unreadable expressionon his face.

“You’resupposed to attack me, remember?” He says under his breath. Neither of them seemsto care where they are.

With an embarrassedsnarl, Eddie snaps out of it. He throws the technique out of the way anddecides to kneel Richie in the balls. But Richie moves just as quickly as Eddie’sknee lifts up, his free hand coming between their bodies to grab under Eddie’s thighand snapping it over to the side, leaving Eddie with only one feet on the floor,and, sadly true, his legs forced open.

Eddie is fumingwith embarrassment, he sees red everywhere and if he doesn’t hit something inthe next seconds, he’s going to throw Richie out of the window instead. And totop it all, Richie starts cracking up right there, in front of him. Tiny,mocking chuckles unsuccessfully covered by his lips squeezed shut.

Eddie doesn’tthink, just lifts up his free arm and aims for Richie’s stupid mouth, but oncemore and to his great displeasure, Richie’s eyes grow big and he lets go of Eddie’sleg, hand coming up quickly and gripping Eddie’s other wrist back.

Finally withboth feet on the ground, Eddie steps back and fights against Richie’s hard gripon his wrists.

“Holy shit.”Richie says, slightly excited eyes looking into Eddie’s red, red face. “You’reso bothered by my touch, baby.” Richie doesn’t seem to know when to stop. Bythis point, Eddie is mumbling hateful insults under his breath, along with somepreoccupying threats aimed at Richie’s crotch’s well-being. “Or was it my words,sweetheart?” Richie grins, using all his strength to lead Eddie’s arms behindthe his back.

For a moment,Eddie tries to calm himself and stops squirming against Richie’s hold, lets himpull his arms behind his back until Richie is holding both his wrists with onlyone hand. The other hand comes up, traces a mismatched pattern over Eddie’scovered arm. They space between their bodies is closed again.

Taking a bigbreath and letting Richie believe he’s got him cornered, Eddie watches his dumb,victorious smile.

Don’t do it, Eddie. Be professional. He’s just a jerk,it’s not worth it.

He doesn’t evenknow what he’s restraining himself from doing. Either throwing Richie’s body onto the floor or kissing him. He decides which is it pretty quickly.

Richie’s handsare bigger, that’s why he wraps one around both of Eddie’s wrists so easily,although he’s not doing the best job at using strength. The other finishes itstrail and stops at the back of Eddies neck, just resting there.

Then, Richieopens his imbecile mouth. “I could punch you right now, you know, baby?”

If time was slower,Eddie would have taken a second to roll his eyes and tell him. Great, you’ve ruined it. Instead, all hedoes is to, quite strongly, tear his right wrist out of Richie’s hold andfinally doing what he was prevented from before. His fist collides with Richie’scheek.

Richie’s handscome up to his cheek immediately as he stumbles back a few steps. Eddie staresat him, hand throbbing slightly and feeling guilty almost instantly. The shockon Richie’s face is quite funny, but not at the moment.

“You punchedme.” Richie mumbles while is hands cover his red cheek.

Fuck.

Through quavering,quick breaths, Eddie says. “You were embarrassing me in front of everyone.”Richie just keeps gaping at him in shock. His gloved hands fall at his sides.Eddie flinches at the sight of his flush red skin. That’s going to bruisebadly. “Shit, I’m sorry. Are you okay?” He steps closer to Richie, but feels loston what to do, so he just stands there with the worry dripping from his voice.

“Holy shit.” Richie’s eyes him dreamily.Eddie’s face contorts into confusion. “You punched me…”

“Okay… did- didI damage your brain, somehow?”

“I don’t thinkI’ve ever felt this attracted to anyone before…” Richie smiles cheekily atEddie but hisses instantly when he feels it pulling on his bruising cheekbone. “Fuck,you didn’t spare me at all.” He passes his trembling gloved fingers over hisface.

Eddie gives alook around the rest of the class, no one is paying them much attention, noteven Mike. He turns back to Richie, not thinking too much before speaking. “If youpromise to cut it out with the crude flirting, I’ll go with you to grab someice on the infirmary section.”

Richie perks upat that. “Will you kiss it better?” Eddie groans and turns to walk away. “Okay,okay, I’m sorry.” He stumbles to keep up with Eddie.

“Wait for me inthe locker room.”

Richie eyes himsuspiciously. “You can’t make it easy for me to hit on you, Eds.”

Eddie stops walkingand looks embarrassed at him. “I’m just… going to give Mike an excuse… I’ll meetyou in a second, okay?”

Richie smilesagain despite the stinging in his cheek. He smiles a lot in general.

Eddie watcheshim striding towards the cart to put his gloves away, and then quickly leavingthe room.

When Eddie approachesMike he puts on a fake annoyed frown at the sight of his friend and trainersmirking at him knowingly.

“No, no problemat all. Off you go, Eddie.” He crosses his arms and laughs when Eddie flips himoff discreetly. He watches Eddie’s back as he stomps away. “I’ll make sure to mixbeginners and advanced more times!”

Eddie gives himthe bird over his head this time and heads off to the locker room, not giving adamn if he’s taking the gloves with him. Some things matter more, like an attractiveidiot in pain to which he has special treatment to give.

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Random Rant about Princess Diana, Prince Charles, and Camilla

Okay, so despite being a gauche, socially progressive American who really doesn’t get why monarchies exist anymore, I am kind of a low-key royal watcher/follower. I was a HUGE fan of/admirer of Princess Diana when I was a little girl and am still a fan of hers in many ways.

But I’m also a fan of Charles and Camilla.

“But how???? Charles and Camilla ruined Diana’s life! They are eeeevil!!!!”

First of all, NO.

Diana Spencer had intense issues way before she hooked up with Charles, for one thing. Her parents had a bitter divorce and custody battle that basically ravaged her childhood. Seriously, at one point her dad was practically holding her hostage away from her mother during Christmas. You think the Wales divorce was messy?... It was. But it was basically just a sequel to Spencer family drama.

By Diana’s own words, she struggled with bulimia from her adolescent years and had severe abandonment issues.

Ever wonder why William’s pet cause is mental health? DIANA IS WHY.

She also grew up among a very specific “set” that included the royal family. She and her sister were playmates to Prince Andrew and Prince Edward. She grew up with the same weirdo aristocratic approach to marriage as them as well which was: pop out an heir and spare, then do whatever.

While she was young and naive and apparently did have a HUGE crush on Charles that resulted in her buying into the fairy tale narrative, she wasn’t the total shrinking violet/know-nothing people sometimes make her out to be. Diana thought she’d be the exception. She was wrong. But she DID enter that marriage with a shit-ton of pre-installed baggage that CHARLES HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH.

Second of all, ALSO NO.

God... This engagement and marriage was made of such crazy fuckery. But Diana was all in, hook, line, and sinker.

Charles, less so. And the situation was just... so fucked, you guys. And, no, sorry, it wasn’t all Charles’s fault. Or Diana’s fault. Or Prince Philip’s fault. But it went like this:

Basically, Chuck was pushing 30, was heir, and had yet to further the royal line, so to speak. It had been nearly a decade since he was formally invested as Prince of Wales. And the issue of him getting hitched had always been... there, but it really got serious as he neared the big 3-0. Especially since his younger sister, Anne, was already married and had a kid. But over the years, he’d had Richard Nixon try to set him up with his daughter and had been geared towards various COUSINS by no less than his “Uncle Dickie” AKA Lord Mountbatten AKA the guy who hooked Prince Philip up with Queen Elizabeth, who was basically Charles’s second Father.

Things got serious as Charles got older, though. Rumors were getting out that he might be gay (remember, this was the late 70′s/early 80′s and Charles is HEIR TO THE THRONE. One factor is/was that Charles is/was a surprisingly progressive dude even then and didn’t bat an eye at employing men who were OPENLY GAY IN THE 70′s. But the thing was, whether or not Charles was gay, if the public believed that, it could have potentially caused a CONSTITUTIONAL CRISIS BECAUSE ROYALTY IS ALL OF THE EXTRA)

Charles was into aristocratic blonds... Fine. Perfect... Except for the part where the aristocratic blonds he tended to go for were non-virgins (and therefore completely unsuitable according to his beloved Uncle Dickie)... also married.

...That’s not Camilla, BTW. Camilla was already married to Andrew Parker-Bowles at this point. The lady in the picture there is Lady Dale “Kanga” Tryon, a fashion designer and Charles’s other mistress who actually lived a really interesting life culminating in a super tragic death. We’ll come back to her later.

But basically, Charles had to marry a virginal aristocrat, and fast. So he entered into a sort of courting pool of eligible ladies, at one point dating Lady Sarah Spencer, Diana’s older sister. But Lady Sarah went, “Nah, my sister is WAAAY more into you anyways. Date her.”

Now, if this sounds SUPER CREEPY, ANTIQUATED, AND MESSED UP, EVEN FOR THE 70′S AND 80′S, THAT’S BECAUSE IT IS. THIS IS THE WORLD THESE PEOPLE OPERATED IN, HOWEVER. AND THE ONLY THING MORE INSANE THAN ARISTOCRATS WERE ARISTOCRATS IN THE 70′S AND 80′S. THE ONLY THING MORE INSANE THAN ARISTOCRATS IN THE 70′S AND 80′S WERE THE ONES IN THE 60′S. JUST ASK PRINCESS MARGARET. THIS SHIT IS TAME COMPARED TO THE SHIT CHARLES UNCLE TONY GOT UP TO. POINT IS, THIS WAS WEIRD FROM THE BEGINNING.

Anyways, the two seemed to hit it off, but they were only dating a couple months when the press moved in and started making everything a hundred times crazier. Diana found herself hounded by the press, culminating in the papers slut-shaming her for LITERALLY TAKING AN OVERNIGHT TRIP ON A TRAIN.

This prompted Charles dad, Prince Philip, notorious for choosing his words poorly, basically sending a letter to his son telling him to basically shit or get off the pot before he ruined Diana’s life and reputation. Charles, emotionally stunted and basically terrified of his dad, took this to mean that he HAD to marry her, or he WOULD ruin her life. Keep in mind Diana was SUPER SUPER into him.

WHICH LED TO THIS DISASTER:

Charles went into this marriage feeling bound by duty, figuring Diana was game, that he could make her happy, that he was doing the right thing, and that she’d be along for the ride --- which included the model of marriages they were both used to.

He was VERY WRONG.

Diana went into her marriage completely in love, knowing that Charles had girlfriends, knowing adultery was the norm, believing she’d be a game-changer.

She was technically right, but NOT in the way she imagined. She fell for the fairy-tale Charles thought they were merely selling to the public. She was an emotionally unstable 19-year-old with severe family baggage, and Charles was an emotionally stunted prince with his head shoved right up his royal butt.

What a winner.

THIRD OF ALL, NO.

Remember that Kanga lady from the picture above? Lady Tryon was a business woman and fashion designer. And one of Charles’s mistresses.

She was Camilla’s rival. NOT Diana’s.

See that dress Diana is wearing at Live Aid? Designed by Kanga, Charles’s mistress. Yes, Diana knew who Kanga was and the nature of her relationship with Charles. At this point, Diana was cured of her delusions and was onto her own affairs. She and Kanga became friends and basically allied against Camilla.

At this point, Diana accepted that she and her husband would not be faithful to one another (it’s worth noting that during the early years of their marriage, both of them WERE supposedly faithful. Charles had his last run-in with Camilla the night before the wedding and kept away from both her and Kanga at least until Harry was conceived. But he also basically told Diana at that point that eventually, he’d be bed-hopping again. Basically, he knew Diana would have to be faithful until an heir and spare were produced and seemed to consider it fair play that he not indulge while she couldn’t. If that sounds completely fucked up THAT’S BECAUSE IT WAS). She gradually stopped caring about Charles cheating. She just hated that it was with Camilla. She very quickly embarked on a string of affairs of her own.

----And yes, Charles was a douche. He was also dealing with a wife he did NOT understand who had severe mental health issues.

Diana did things like call Camilla late at night to tell her that there was a man waiting outside, hired to kill her. She would also sometimes abscond with Baby Harry and William without telling Charles or anyone. Not a big deal in a normal family. But they’re royalty. So basically, she was happy to let her husband go into a panic about his sons possibly being kidnapped because he had no idea where the fuck they were. Keep in mind that Charles’s own sister was nearly abducted in 1974 by a gunman and that in 1982, THE VERY YEAR WILLIAM WAS BORN, a man had snuck into the Queen’s bed in the middle of the night carrying a shard of broken glass. So, yeah, Diana grabbing the boys and taking them to Windsor Castle without telling anyone, including her husband? SUPER SHITTY.

Charles tried to get Diana help, but she didn’t trust him whatsoever (because of course she fucking didn’t, no one would). Diana didn’t start getting proper help for her mental health issues until the separation. But she was prone to fits of extreme paranoia and rage, at one point culminating in her physically attacking Charles while he was praying.

Point is, she had a lot of troubles and instabilities. While Charles and Camilla certainly did not HELP, this was shit that went back years and years. Granted, that WAS exacerbated by royal life, but much of that was the strain of royal work --- constant travel, unending media scrutiny, a ton of fame all at once --- and the intense workload she was given when she became Princess of Wales did not help, either. Diana was young, troubled, and had a ton of issues.

BUT

Charles did not ruin her life. Nor did Camilla. Especially since Diana was kind of a badass.

(Pictured: Badass Diana badassing through her badass post-divorce life like a badass)

She wasn’t a Rhodes Scholar, but she was a freaking genius at handling the press and an unparalleled activist. And she got some terrific revenge on her cheating husband, too. She nearly bankrupted him in the divorce (Charles had to borrow money from the queen) and turned him into a villain in the eyes of the press.

Once out of royal life, she felt comfortable enough to get help. She got joint custody of the kids. She found great fulfillment in her activism and did some really fantastic things for causes like AIDS and land mines. She had a string of hot, rich boyfriends who spoiled the crap out of her and she was adored the world over by almost EVERYONE. That even included her ex-father-in-law, Prince Philip, who still signed his letters to her as “Pa.”

Charles nor Camilla could NEVER have hoped to ruin her life. She had too much of it. Diana’s life was ruined by a drunk driver, some paparazzi, and a traffic accident.

(And to those who want to claim that the royal family had her killed: kindly fuck off. Mohammed Fayed has had his case dismissed repeatedly despite numerous appeals and investigations. The only way Prince Philip would have had Diana killed would be if he REALLY REALLY wanted to end the monarchy. Somehow I don’t think an exiled prince-turned-royal-consort wants that. There was nothing the royal family wanted more than to see Diana married off to some rich guy and fade into the background. The LAST thing they would want is for Willam and Harry’s mother to die tragically young and cement herself as an eternal legend. Diana’s death was a fucking nightmare for the BRF personally as well as professionally).

Charles and Camilla, meanwhile?

Camilla kept her head down and did quiet work for osteoperosis research after her mother was afflicted with it. Since becoming Duchess of Cornwall, she’s done extensive work on behalf of rape and sexual assault survivors. Among her initiatives was developing “wash bags” consisting of soaps and towels for victims to use after undergoing their rape kits.

Charles spent years being decried as a complete kook for being all worked up over stupid non-issues you might have heard of --- things like “climate change”, “sustainable farming”, “organic foods”, “the ozone layer” and a supposed “housing crisis” in Britain. Oh, and his lifelong project, The Prince’s Trust, is only one of the most important charitable organizations in the Western World.

So yeah, if I have to hear one more comment about EEEEEEVIL Charles and Camilla ruining poor, wilting flower Diana’s life again, I’ll see red. It’s insulting to all three of them.

(Once again, for the record, I think monarchy is outdated and dumb, But if you are going to have one, your heir to the throne should be a Charles. Or a Victoria. But if you can’t have a Victoria, you should have a Charles.)

[moiraineswife]

002 for elucien please 3>

002 | send me a ship and I will tell you: (bc i am slowly sailing away from acotar but i am always a slut for elucien...even if this is super late bc I’m garbage) 

when or if I started shipping it: Actually, I think I accidentally made myself ship it many, many moons ago. When i wandered blindly into this fandom shortly post-ACOMAF there was...a fair amount of Lucien hate floating around (those were Dark Days) and I, being the loud-mouthed, insufferable bastard that I am, took issue with this and made many grumpy posts to the effect of ‘Lucien is a tortured abuse victim, stfu’. Fortunately the hate has mostly died down but when it was Strong elucien was fairly deeply unpopular because people felt that Elain ‘Deserved Better’. I got miffed about that too, so I made a little headcanons post for elucien and just...some nice thoughts and it all kind of....spiralled out of control from there and I made myself aggressively ship them. And that was mostly just me for a little while but then @valamerys appeared (bless u claire) and the rest is history.  

my thoughts: Right this is going to be less ‘thoughts’ abt Elucien and more ‘thoughts’ (read: salt) abt fandom’s response to them post-acowar but I just.....I don’t understand why everyone thinks that they’re doomed and sunk in ACOWAR? No, genuinely, I don’t, like...just timeline wise...Them being canon by the end of ACOWAR didn’t actually make a huge amount of sense, like it would have taken a LOT to get that to happen (especially when spin-offs that would almost certainly, if not focus, at the very least touch on, Elain and Lucien’s relationship post ACOWAR) And if you look at it in a timeline wise and compare it to feyrhys...they’re actually further ahead than they were?? ACOMAF picks up what, three months-ish after the end of ACOTAR? Rhys knows Feyre is his mate for that entire time and does nothing about it. At the beginning of that book Feyre is with, in love with, and actively engaged to another man. They have a damn wedding ffs. It takes months for Feyre to get over Tamlin and to recover from her trauma of her Making, her abusive relationship, and what happened UtM. it takes weeks and weeks before Feyre and Rhys have so much as a friendly conversation with one another. It takes months before there are any romantic feelings, and then it takes even longer for them to actually get together. I think the events of ACOWAR take place in around a month, maybe. If you compare that to feyrhys’s timeline, Feyre is a month into the Spring Court, engaged, with two months to go until her wedding/her meeting Rhys again. At this same point, Elain and Lucien have met, talked with one another, helped one another in their own ways, acknowledged the mating bond between them, shown themselves willing to get to know one another, and it ends with Elain inviting Lucien to come to Velaris and stay there with her. Elain, by the end, also seems much more like her old self, she’s much more in control of her abilities, she wants to grow things and create again, she feels much more full of hope. Lucien, too, is moving on from his toxic past, he has left Tamlin, he is living in the Night Court, where he was invited by Elain, he and Elain now have the time and space and freedom to get to know one another, and it’s only a month into their knowing each other. I have...No idea why this fandom is so certain that there’s no hope for this ship like ??? They’re mates and they haven’t even begun to explore what that means to them because they were busy, you know, having their own lives/plots/obstacles/trauma to overcome first but ???? Anyway. 

What makes me happy about them: They make so much goddamn sense fight me.  I think one of the biggest draws to this ship is that they are mutually so good for one another. I think that they both bring out sides to the other person that need to be drawn out a little. Elain teases out some softness and warmth and gentleness in Lucien, and there’s a lot of that in him, he just doesn’t often feel safe enough around anyone to be that way with them; but he does with her. And Lucien brings out a little of Elain’s spirit, a little of her fire, a little of her fierceness and that deep, unyielding strength that’s always hidden away beneath the surface gets brought to the top and it’s perfect. And I enjoy it even more because of the parallels involved in this thing: Lucien draws out of Elain what he is on the surface, witty, charismatic, fiery and wilful. and Elain draws out of Lucien what she is on the surface: gentle, kind, compassionate, and good. They bring out the best of each other but they also reflect the best of themselves and I just...Could live for years on the sustenance provided by these delicious parallels tbh. And I think there’s an aspect of hope in there with both of them as well, with them being together, I think they bring that to one another. For Lucien, Elain was a flickering light at a point where his life had rarely been darker. She was something worth fighting for; but unlike Tamlin or any of the other situations Lucien has been in, Elain is something that I think makes him fight for himself. Because she’s his mate, and will ultimately make him happy and that’s an end goal there, he’s fighting for their happiness...but in the interim, in the time it takes between then and now...She makes him fight for himself, too. He leaves his toxic position at Spring, he comes to Night, he finds purpose during the war, a role that he takes voluntarily under his own initivative (born from Elain’s visions btw) to help. He’s doing things for himself. He’s bettering his life and his world for himself, and Elain’s mere existence encourages that in him and it’s just like....Yes, okay, give Lucien someone that makes him strive to better himself and his situation, okay good, thank you. But I think that Lucien embodies a little bit of hope for Elain, too. It’s maybe not as obvious or as immediate in canon as it is for Lucien but...It’s there. The first time Elain leaves her room is to go to the library where Lucien is. Lucien suggests having a healer brought to her. Lucien tries to help her through the bond, and gets a reaction out of her. Elain seems constantly to be seeking the sun, and to be seeking Lucien as well. He is one of the very few things that she actually responds to after her making, he is one of the few people who makes her react a little more like her old self. And he is the one who shows faith in her, and her visions, and offers to journey thousands of miles and put himself in danger because he believes in her. And I think that Lucien...Is the future, for Elain. Whether or not Elucien ends up canon, these two are undeniably driving forces in the others’ stories and arcs. Elain is still in love with Greyson and still traumatised by her making but Lucien is the one certain thing about her future now. Whether she accepts or rejects the bond it is something to move towards, something she will have to confront, something that definitely exists and pulls her away from the past and towards the future. This pairing is just...So fucking underrated and it frustrates me because there is so much here and it gets so overlooked and so drowned out by other ships with louder voices in the fandom and it’s a shame, because it’s a little diamond in the rough, there’s so much potential in here and I live for it tbh.

What makes me sad about them: THEY’RE SO GODDAMN UNDERAPPRECIATED IT BOILS MY BLOOD. 

Things done in fanfic that annoys me: Uhh, Elain being with Azriel while Lucien gets forgotten. I’M SORRY I’M TOO FULL OF SALT. And tbh the only Elucien fics I read are Claire’s and...Claire writes them better than sjm soooooooooooo nothing annoys me. 

Things I look for in fanfic: Claire. That is all. 

My kinks: Ehehehehehehe (CLAIRE THIS IS ALL UR FAULT AND U KNOW IT) I think I will just direct u to this fic that Alicia and I wrote. Sums it up rather well, I feel. 

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: They can be in a poly relationship with Andras or nothing at all :) That is my final word on the matter. (no it’s not, I’m here for Cassian/Lucien and Elain/Mor bc Gay) 

My happily ever after for them: Happily mated, in a big house in...a court of their choosing, that has a very large garden that they can sit together in and watch their children run around playing together :) 

[smoketexture]

Hello everyone! These are some tips I wish I had known when I first got into the community. Warning: this got longer than intended, sorry! I tried to divide it into well separated sections, so it’d be easier for you to read only the parts that interest you!

Original content:

I think the best way to get your studyblr known is by posting original content, this can be either pictures of your journal, your notes, your stationery, etc. If you don’t feel like pictures are your thing, you could make advice masterposts or share little tricks and hacks that have helped you through your studies or your life in general.

Take nice pictures: 1) The trick here is to take your pictures near a window where the sun isn’t hitting directly on what you want to photograph (you can try direct sunlight as well, but I think if the sun’s too bright then you won’t be able to see what’s written on white paper). 2) A nice background makes all the difference. I personally prefer white backgrounds, so I just use my desk. BUT if you don’t have any white surfaces, you can create one by just laying down a few sheets of paper (that’s what I did for this post). Lots of people also use their bed sheets or duvets as background and it looks amazing as well! 3) Flatlays seem to be quite popular and they make the picture look very neat, aand you don’t need many photographic skills to pull it off, so I’d say it’s the best choice for taking pictures.

Edit pictures: If you’ve already taken your picture next to a window or in a well lighten environment, then you probably don’t need to edit it all that much (not that you ever have to edit your pictures, but it does make them look a bit more aesthetically pleasing and professional I’d say?). So if you still want to edit them (which I do), then I’d recommend the Snapseed app (available for Apple and Android), that’s the one I use, It’s free and it has a LOT of editing options. I also have the VSCO app (x x), which I downloaded because a lot of people here have recommended it, but I don’t really use it. You can play around with both apps and decide which one works best for you! (Oh and yes, like most of use here, I use my phone to take pictures).

Tag other blogs: Some people track a specific tag (usually their blog url, but not always, in which case they tend to clarify it somewhere in their blog). This is a great way for people to check out your content and then they might share it if they like it. There are some blogs who reblog everything they are tagged in, but I’d say this is the minority. If you’re not sure whether someone tracks their tag, then you can always ask them!

Trends: In the studyblr community there tend to be certain trends, such as a specific type of calligraphy, specific brands, etc. So there’s basically two paths here: You can choose to follow these trends and make your bujo spreads look like most journals look at that moment. This probably will make people reblog your stuff because that’s what everyone’s into. Another option is to go on the exact opposite direction and make your content completely different than everyone else’s in order to make it stand out more. Honestly, I don’t think one way’s better than the other, you’ll slowly figure out what makes you feel happier about your journal/notes. However, DO NOT copy someone else’s work and claim it as your own. You can get inspired by certain styles, yes, but if you replicate something somebody else made, then that’s stealing. That being said, lots of people recreate a bujo spread (for example) and then properly credit the person who originally made it, in which case I think it’s okay, but it’s always safer to ask for permission first.

Masterposts: There’s mainly two ways to make a masterpost: 1) You can make an original one with recommendations or tips you come up with yourself. My advice here would be to think of actually useful tips, do not just write whatever seems like the right thing to say, but instead use your own experience to think of tips that have indeed helped you in the past. 2) If coming up with advice is not your thing, you can gather around other people’s advice and provide links to their posts (they don’t even need to be from Tumblr blogs) in an organized structure that makes it easy for people to skim through and find what they’re looking for! Btw, even if you’re a studyblr, your posts don’t have to be all exclusively study related. There are some really good masterposts about mental health, moving out on your own, meal recipes, etc.

Stay visible:

One of the good things about the studyblr community is that most people won’t unfollow you just because you weren’t active for a certain period of time, we all understand that sometimes life (study related or not) just gets busy and it’s okay to take some time for yourself. BUT at the same time it’s true that in order to get your content around, you need to stay active to a certain extent.

Queue your posts: You can even do some research to find out when it’s the best time of the day to post something and on which days of the week and set your queue to those hours.

Interact with others: This helps to get your blog known AND it’s a great way to meet people in the community! There are loads of ways in which to do this: 1) Simply send someone a message and start a conversation with them, ask them about their day or tell them about yours. 2) Join a network. I’ve never been in one myself (bc shyness hey) but they do sound fun! 3) Try doing other people’s “challenges”, for which they usually provide a tag for you to use so they can check out your posts for the challenge. 4) Tag people in these little games that go around, like this bold tag thingy (I think that’s the only example I have).

Blog aesthetics:

In order to make your blog more appealing, make sure you spend some time on your theme and icon. If they go well together, it will create an organized layout, which tends to catch people’s eyes and make it more likely for them to check out your content.

Theme: The possibilities are endless. Whichever style you prefer, there’s definitely a theme that goes with it. Personally speaking, I love neat, soft-colored themes. I believe organization is key, if your links and information are easily accesible, then that adds up to your blog for sure! Here are a few theme makers whose content I’ve been using lately: @acuite, @cyantists, @felinum, @odeysseus, @pohroro​, @roxiestheme​. In addition, you can find a lot of great themes here: @theme-hunter​ (they even classify the themes by style, post size, etc.).

Icon: This is the door to your blog, people see it on their dash and use it to identify you. Some people make free icons for you to use, but I personally prefer making my own. Don’t worry, you don’t need to be super skilled or even use Photoshop for this. 1) I usually use Canva to make my icons or banners. They have lots of templates for you to use as a guide, or you can start your design from scratch. They do require you to register with an email, but it’s free yay (unless you want to pay for some special designs, but, honestly, their free stuff is more than enough to create whatever you need). 2) Flaticon is another website which provides a TON of icons and pictures that you can use (you do not have to pay to download the images, but you DO have to properly credit whoever made them).

Be consistent: Choose whichever content you’d like to post and stick to it. Not everyone is this picky, but some people only follow blogs whose posts belong to a certain category (studyblr, fandoms, fitness, clothes, etc.). This doesn’t mean you can’t post an occasional random post, though. Don’t restrict yourself, but do try to keep you content consistent.

Balance:

Life’s all about balance. Regarding your studyblr, I think there are mainly two aspects in which you need to apply this.

Studying vs. keeping a blog: Yes, studyblrs can be helpful when it comes to your studies (there is a lot of advice going around and, personally, it helps me to stay motivated and makes me want to do better). However, at the end of the day it’s still a Tumblr blog, which means you can spend hours and hours here without even realizing it, so be careful not to lose yourself in the wonderful journals and unbelievably neat notes that the community has to offer, because then you won’t end up doing any of your work.

Aesthetics vs. functionality: You’ve probably seen those posts which reassure you that your notes & journal are made to increase your productivity so there’s no need for you to make them pretty if that’s not your thing. I’m not going to preach you on that, we all know it’s true. However, It frustrates me a little bit that on that kind of posts, they never seem to acknowledge the fact that some of us spend time making our notes and journals pretty because it’s actually helpful for us. I’m less likely to want to study from my notes if they’re all messy and lifeless, so I spend time on them. Regarding my journal, whether I keep it extremely simple or make it super fancy and decorated, it would serve its purpose either way. BUT, spending time decorating my journal is what helps me unwind at the end of the week. So, no, I don’t spend time on my journal because that’s going to help me achieve my goals, I spend time on it because it helps me to relax and get away from the world for a little while. Not everything we do needs to have an academic purpose.

Hope you can take some advice from this and that you all have a lovely day! 🌿

[novikartika]

Barcelona in Spain or Catalonia? This just my trip story

This time for Barcelona!  When i was getting this place, it was part of Spain though lately it’s been known controversially as independent country called Catalonia. This city has different style of building among European countries. Unfortunately,  we had no many times to be here like only 1 and half day.  After heading out from Paris,  we arrived at late night. We just directly heading to our hotel by bus from airport and continued by public transportation. Not far from bus stop,  we were heading to hostel by walk. We gotta get up early because the next day some of us had visitation on Camp Noe stadium. For me due to the lack of knowledge and not interested at football issue,  me and some pals decided to not join my other friends to get touring the stadium. Camp Noe is a big stadium, well known for football lovers and home stadium of FC Barcelona.  If you are very football you must know this club right?! While we were waiting for our friends of having tour, we waited in front of the stadium and as usual just took many picts. The ticket of that touring around 20-25 euros. Inside, you can see the football field, stadium seats, and also museum that filled by trophies.  Well, I’m not expert of it and I even never get in to stadium for sure yet I never realize I came over the stadium that is very very well renowned. Ah ya, Camp noe has their official store and sell many merchandises and souvenirs with their theme Barcelona FC. Funny story, i was told by my friend who was joining the tour. They were offered by stadium’s staff many souvenir which could be bought. The funny one is that my friend was offered a transparent ball filled by grass, and the staff told her “This is a precious grass which is poured by Messi’s sweat when he’s playing football”. unfortunately i don’t know the price. I just wonder how precious it is (?).

in front of Camp Nou

Well, actually for this trip which took so short time around 1 and half, i don’t really remember of which place i visit in order. What i quite remember is that we visited the big church that is actually famous and completely different style from western Europe. It’s called Sagrada Familia though we decided to not get in to this church since we only had short time and saving money is the main reason haha. What i know about this Basilica is designed by Antonio Gaudi). I just knew the name of Gaudi from visiting this city. unfortunately I never knew this artist before. Besides, it takes very very long time to build this church due to its funding and resources. It has delayed for years and It was still under construction when i was there. This church’s construction relies on donations because that time, the government could not afford to build it by themselves.

This is a church that is still under construction

Besides there is a museum called Casa Batllo by Antonio Gaudi, and again i did not get in to this place. That was one of masterpieces of Gaudi in Barcelona. It has unique architecture and some says it has unique interior as well.

On our walk, we met a field that has lots of birds. Just dreaming when our country has this scenery where many birds can fly like in nature and fly like their home. Well, we can do this! we can do this! just actually change of our perspective first and upgrade our education or might polish up our human resource as well! still long to go! i know :( yet it doesn’t mean impossible. ok moving on! we were going to La Ramblas then. It is different district which provides lots of street performers, bars, restaurants, or even sex museum and leading right down towards the port and beaches. We just looked around that place and got lost in the market which was cool btw. They offered lots of snacks and fresh sea food. It’s killing me! Afterwards we got to mosque that was taken place in center as well. lil bit astonishing, because the mosque is in the corner unfortunately it’s near to prostitution activities. Yeah, that’s pretty making me shocked. After finishing the pray, we continued our walk. We stayed in this center quite long, and had the most luxurious lunch ever! (sorry lil bit dramatic) . We ate Paella that is origin from Spain. Around 12 euros we spent and we ordered 4 portions. This evening just for ladies. I didn’t even expect this happened. To be honest, Paella has smt in my heart, the shrimps tho the shells tho! waw! The taste is like nasi goreng but different hmm, like with more soy sauce but different ugh i don’t even know how to describe it. Taste it one more time i will tell you then haha.

Having Paella with these lovely ladies. The pict perfectly describe how 100% happy we were.

And our last trip before heading out this country is that we going to port and beach. hmm quite good, no garbage, clean, but the birds’s poop tho. That’s the negative side. Their poop are inevitable and ubiquitous. you cant avoid it. you havta careful then. Well after getting exhausted and almost night, we were heading out to airport i guess. Yeayy, due to winter or spring (?), the night is after 9/10. so that like you don’t feel like its night already yet you’re wrong dude. Finally we getting to the airport. I think we have experienced in 2 airports of Reus and Girona, the farthest one and pretty close one (if i’m not mistaken). Ah ya, its fortunate having no mess in this city even though we were really really exhausted due to short trip yet we made it! at least we ever been in Catalonia thought Madrid which has expensive plane ticket made us change our destination. Can you imagine from France to Spain/Catalonia this day (Barcelona) only took 10 euros with having direction form west to north? even cheaper than Flix bus. Well fyi, Ryan air always being first option because their price just insane! yet you gotta double check ok!

because the airport always taking place on far away from city. For example from Paris city to airport in Paris which is a departure area for Ryan air taking less more 2 hours. and should pay around 10 euros or more (i forget sorry). The price almost same with plane’s ticket price. Well we always have trip in budget, try hard to save our money and minimize our expenditure. because we are still students and limit on money (sad face). Yet so blessed we sometimes get some discounts or even free for getting in some museums and attractions (like on Louvre Museum in Paris) and others. at least it could cutting in our expenditure.  Keep in budget yet keep dreaming on traveling. Seeing the world and meeting strangers are  nice experiences since you can take advantage on your every trip by learning smt new, being more organized, being more open minded, having stranger friends etc. I have got some hilarious and interesting conversation in my trip rather than having it in my uni. well it depends tho. depends on your destiny. just make your own journey wherever! this is just my lucky trip with aids by my parents, family and of course God. thanks to everyone who always supports me! Ok i think that’s all what i wanna write. Hope you get inspired to travel around and i apologize you lil bit bothered by my venting. haha. Enjoy!

[kingofthewilderwest]

Alright I’m writing this post before I wimp out on this decision that I need to make. I’m going to try to explain with some thoughtful honesty about where I’m potentially going to be heading with my main blog. But because I have the habit of being... verbose... I’m putting my TL;DR at the top:

I am opening my ask box even though I still have dozens of analysis prompts saved from before I closed the ask box. It’s because I’m tired of not chatting with people in this amazing fandom. I love interacting!

I can no longer consistently analyze prompts. This means I cannot guarantee I will give a thorough analysis if I receive an analysis prompt. I will have to start giving answers like “I don’t know,” “I don’t remember,” or something based more on my gut than thorough research. If a topic really intrigues me, I might give a classic Haddock thorough response. But I can no longer guarantee long, consistent asks. I will, regardless, still respond to every ask I get!

I am so thankful for the experiences I have had with the HTTYD fandom and I would not trade my time on tumblr with you guys for anything. Seriously, you’ve all been amazing. I never would have expected to have such journeys, find such laughter, or make such friends as I have with all of you. Here’s to more fun times to come!

So now... the long version... 

I do encourage people to read it.

I have known for at least a year, if not two, that I could not keep up the pace of my blog analyses... not without sacrificing major opportunities or experiences in my life. I will be honest, me spending too much time on tumblr during my one year of the PhD program could have been one of the key reasons I couldn’t keep up. As much as I enjoy the community and as much as I am so happy to answer asks - it’s very fun and somewhat addictive - I know that I have to make decisions with my limited time.

I’m currently working three part-time jobs (~60 hours a week), am trying to find a good game plan for a stable lifelong career, and I have a lot of other adult-ing to do. When I do have free time, I want to be able to spend it hanging out with irl friends, reading books, studying theology and other topics of interest, reintegrating myself in the local church, writing novels, playing music, composing, drawing, conlanging, cosplaying, hiking, jogging, skiing, snowshoeing, watching good tv shows and movies, playing video games, spending time with family, making meaningful memories, etc.

I want to say that answering analyses on tumblr is something that is very meaningful to me. I don’t know how to say how touched I am that people are curious to hear my perspective. I never intended for kingofthewilderwest to be an analysis blog, yet here I am, wowed and grateful for over five thousand followers who have listened to me yak up a storm about an amazing franchise. I never would have imagined this would happen. I’m beyond grateful. What’s made it so worthwhile is interacting with you guys. I’m so happy to have had this experience and... I want to keep having this experience.

That said, answering asks on tumblr is perhaps not as “helpful” to me in the long run as working on a novel I hope to someday publish, or making sure I get a good night’s rest so I’m ready for another day of work. If I want to reach my life goals and have the meaningful experiences I dream of having, I have to make changes to my current day-to-day situation. I HAVE to. I want to get my life back in order, and I recognize my life has not been as “put together” since I started investing more time in tumblr. To get myself really firmly on track, I do have to loosen my hold on some of my free time activities, if not drop some things out altogether.

Answering analyses is a very time consuming process. VERY time consuming process. It can take me forty minutes or four hours to answer a single question. Not an exaggeration. This is because I often have to rewatch episodes and movies, do a bit of research online, give myself time to mull, and, all in all, invest a lot of time into answering a question. Even when I do consistently try my best to stay on track with answering asks... I cannot keep up with the volume of questions I receive. I wish I could, but I acknowledge I can’t. I still have asks in my inbox from the new year or older (Btw: the way my ask box system works: I keep the ask box open until I am >100 asks behind, then I close the box and answer all those, then open the ask box again). I am so, so sorry that I haven’t responded to all of you who have been patiently waiting for me, or you who may have even forgotten you sent in a question or comment.

I am sorry for all the people I will disappoint by not getting to your submitted asks with the thoroughness you were hoping. I will answer them, albeit not to my previous thorough standard. However, I hope you understand I feel it would be more thoughtful to provide you any response than to never return your messages.

My ask box has been closed because I still have about fifty asks left to answer before I’m caught up. But my ask box has been shut for a long time and I want to hang out with people and chat back and forth. So...

I’m going to open up my ask box again, but I hope you understand I suggest you do not inundate me with analysis requests. I want to open up my ask box so I can interact closely with everyone again... I always feel a little shut off and stale when I have my ask box closed. Now, you can send me analysis requests (when I’m not going through the really old ones in my drafts... again, sorry), but I cannot guarantee I will write an analysis in return. I’ll answer, but it might be a short “I’m not sure” or a few sentences of speculation instead of an essay. I’m happy to chat, I’m happy to discuss back and forth, whatever I want to do when I have the time for recreation, but I cannot be a one-person powerhouse publisher.

I don’t like doing this, but I’ve been needing to do this for a long time. So while I have the guts to write this and post it, I’m going to do it and make the decision final. Don’t make me back down. Don’t make me reverse this choice. Keep me accountable to my long-term life goals.

Another truth, and I am sorry to admit this to you guys, is that I’m not someone who’s used to staying in one fandom mindset for so long. I mean, I always love what I consume and always will get into it. But I’m more of the person to dance from passion to passion, from current interest to current interest, jumping in and out of the buzz of what I love. For instance, I might be on-and-off again with Star Wars, one year thinking about it and fanning about it a lot, another year not really caring. And I usually don’t get involved WITH a fandom... usually just scream about it with a few close irl friends and then move on. How to Train Your Dragon was a notable anomaly, a strange divergence from my typical patterning, and frankly it’s something I wouldn’t have stuck with for so long if not for my interaction with tumblr. If not for the HTTYD tumblr community, I likely would have been out of my HTTYD craze by mid-2015.

And while the HTTYD community has helped me sustain my ongoing interaction with the fandom, my personal passions are focused elsewhere now. I’m still always happy to talk dragons, mind! You guys can fuel me up again when I see you posting about it on tumblr. But in the last year and a half or two years, my mind hasn’t been focused on HTTYD. It’s been first Gravity Falls, then Undertale... and then, with the release of Andromeda, the Mass Effect franchise. I’ve also been going through crazes for things like Voltron: Legendary Defender. So, currently, my head is obsessing about Paladins and Alteans and Salarians and Spectres and Pathfinders and Space Exploration... not so much dragons and Vikings. It’s why my video game blog has been more active and responsive than this one. I’m very sorry if that statement disappoints you, friends. It’s a little weird for me too because I don’t know who all I can shout about my interests with (I only have a few friends who share these interests with me, and I’m sort of annoyingly “late in the fandom” if you know what I mean... don’t want to annoy the same people over and over again about something that’s 5+ years old, but who else do I talk to?). But, well, it is what it is. And it’s more fun for me to charge around with my latest obsession.

Let’s be clear: I’m not leaving you guys or running away or shutting myself off or becoming a hermit or anything. XD You guys mean too much to me to run off. I’m stuck here for good with you dragon nerds. Again, this community has been an extraordinary thing to me, and honestly, my interactions with the HTTYD fandom was the way I got out of a big depressive slump in 2014. So I’m still here! I’ll be staying here! I’m still going to commit to respond to every sincere message I receive! I’m just saying I’m going to invest less time in original posts, especially analyses. That’s all. :) 

It’ll be the best for my life. I hope you friends can all understand. We have to make decisions about the limited time in our lives.

But please! Feel free to chat and say hello and hop into my inbox again! Send little nothings or whatever’s on your mind. I’ve missed getting new asks! It’d be wonderful to hear from you again. <3

So yeah! That’s my honest report and stuff.

Take care, dragon nerds. 

[thehalfworld]

Fanfic MST: Forbiden Fruit: The Tempation of Edward Cullen, a Twilight fanfic [part 4]

I’m on a roll.

There’s more rape in this one; it’s not really described in detail, though. There are also references to what occurred in the last chapter, and an instance of mostly consensual sexual activity (although it stops short of actual sex).

Recap: Last chapter, Tiaa’s foster parents Dave and Marie left on a trip, leaving her in the care of “Uncle Larry” (Dave’s brother), who promptly began beating and raping Tiaa. After one such incident, she ran off into the woods and encountered a strange man who claimed to be her father before blacking out.

Chapter 1

Previous chapter

AN = No flames pls, theres no point!if u dnt like my story dnt read it, its as simple as that!

I never got the whole “don’t like, don’t read” thing. How can you know if you like it if you haven’t read it?

btw atlantiana is NOT marisue be cause look she is NOT perfect and not everyone in the stiry likes her! she has problems and she has flaws and shes UNHAPPY would u like her life?i no i wouldnt, its totally tragic and horible.u flamers arent even makin sense1

Having bad things happen to your character doesn’t make her less of a Mary Sue. Loads of Sues have tragic backstories. Look at Batman.

Chapter 4 - la push

I sat quitely on the la push beech apart form the party that was going on beside me. Mike Nooton was following me round like a pulpy and he was so borin! None of the things he had to say were interesting but I was nice to him because he wasnt a bad guy.

That’s actually pretty in-character for the guy, if I remember the Twilight Saga correctly. He’s nice, but not very interesting. I think Bella even made the puppy comparison at one point.

My thoughts were elsewhere - i could'nt stop thinking about the events of last night, when uncle larry had raped me and I had had my scary vision in the forest and a tall p[ale guy in my mind had cale me his daughter. I didnt understand any of I felt so so awful that I had been rapped by that hideous pervy SICKO when I had bin saving myself for the right guy and for marriage and my virginity was torn from my grasp by that twisted guy, it was so crule and unfair, it made me want to cry

So uh… what happened after she blacked out in the woods? Was her dad gone when she woke up? Did Uncle Larry do anything else to her after she returned home? Did she return home?

"omg MIKE watt are you doing talkin to HER?" I turned round and saw four nasty faces learing at us. It was the chearleaders I had seen in the cafetearia, and one of them was the girl dateing Ewdard Cullen, the brown hare girl who was standing at the back looking moody but not saying anything

You know her name! You’ve called her by name before!

"Stop being mean Jessica" mike said angerly "tiaas' awesome and if you can't see that its just you bein blind and shallow and stupid like your all ways are"

Think this is the author calling out her flamers or what?

"yah I mean look at her clothes, she looks like a stupid goth biaach with her slutty top and short skirt and fithnet tights is she a RAT HOOKER or what?" Jessica screamed.

Man, I love this fic. “RAT HOOKER” is a great insult.

She was realy ugly when she shouted even though she was technology a hot chick and was dressed in skimpy pink clothes.

I don’t remember Jessica that well from the books, but I think she was described as short and a chatterbox. I don't think she was a cheerleader or had a particular fondness for pink. Also she was dating Mike at one point after Bella set them up with each other.

"you no what Jess, you and YOur frends are SO shallow and YOU are the real slut! you and bella and angela and laruen may were short skirts and low cut tops an stuff but that doesnt maek u beautiful! Its watt underneath that counts!" mike shouted

Wait, so are they sluts because they wear revealing clothes or because of their behavior? Because right here it seems like Mike is criticizing them based on how they dress, which is a bit weird when we remember Tiaa also wears revealing clothing (“fishnet top” ring a bell?).

"yah, speakin of witch" said a sly blond girl in the gang who was called lauren, pointing at me "watts with her breasts, they are huge, I bet they are fake!- she laughed and her friends all laughed too even bella and angela who had been quiet until then.

I don’t remember a damn thing about Lauren or Angela but I remember they both existed. One of them was definitely shy but I don’t remember which.

I got up and pushed past them and ran away into the darkness. I cold hear them all laughing at me and i felt so embarrased I was relay sensitive about the waste I looked I hated the fact that it made all girls hate me and all guys stare at me, I would have given anything to be ugly or just inviable. I wasnt stuck up and didnt think I was beta than anyone else because of how I looked I just wanted people to treat me like a normal person! I could'nt help being slim and blond with relay big boobs it wasnt my fault I hadnt done anything wrong!

Remember in chapter 1 when Tiaa talked about how she used to be self-conscious about her appearance but got over it and now doesn’t care what people say about her?

-are u ok?" said someone from beside me

If you don’t have that MCR song playing in your head right now I don’t know what’s wrong with you.

"who arr you?" i asked. 3 realy pretty goth girls were standing there smilin at me and I smiled back

Oh, of course, the Sue’s backup choir.

-we are tyffani, abigaille and rochelle" they said smiling "you seem cool, do you want to be our freinds?"

I like the idea that Tiaa could be multiple friends.

Judging from the names, these three are children of that white mom whose baby name photo went viral on the internet. The one who named her kid Lakynn or something.

"ya of course, i'm just a bit meloncolly cause those horrible chearleaders were bein mean jerks and saying my boobs were fake" i said

"omg, u mean jessica and bellas gang? They hate us too because we dont care what they think" said tyfanni "they are just jealous cause youre the prettiest girl in the school now and theyre all plain next to you but we dont care about stuff like that, we only care about peoples personalities “

“That’s why we made sure to talk about how pretty we think you are.”

"cool" I said, and we talked for hours

I talked to tyfanni, rochelle and abigail for hours and they were so cool.

How long was that again?

I'd never had proper freinds before who didnt care watt i looked like or where I came from they just liked me for me, and I liked them cause they were uber cool and we had loads of stuff in common! But after a while they all went home and I stayed on the beech.

Glad we skipped the scene where Tiaa has fun with her friends so that we can get back to the part where Uncle Larry assaults her again. Nice to see the author prioritizing.

It was getting late but I didnt want to go home to uncle larry in case he raped me on his car again.

Phrasing seems to imply that if he raped her in a different location it would be alright.

Soddenly I heard a voice from behind me.

I hope “soddenly” is an intentional double entendre.

"well tiaa, thou seem to be causing quite a stir at school" his voice was smooth and sexoy and from another time.

Who could this be?

Edward.

Never would have guessed!

"what do you mean!" I demanded

"basically every gay at school wants to have sex with thee, and every girl wants to eat thee alive for it, hows that for causing a stir my lady?" he smiled and kissed my neck.

Wait, every gay at school? Including the gay boys? This girl is powerful.

"shut up jerk! Btw I met youre girlfriend before, bella I think her name is! I dont like her or anything, but how the hell can u cheat on her like that and kiss me how u did? Its sick ur a cheatin bastard and i should tell everyone. Tyfanni told me you and bella are like the schools golden couple or something, watt would happen if I told ppl how you had acted in that corridoor with me?"

Uh… the fic would go in a direction I don’t expect it to and it might be redeemed somewhat by at least being less predictable?

"OMG SWEET LADY! THY MUST NOT TELL ANYONE! " he screamed "it was a moment of madness thats all! Im so so sorry for watt happened,i hope thine can forgive me, but ive promised myself to bella and thats just how it is, no matter how much thou intrests me"

Use of OMG may seem anachronistic, but that abbreviation has actually been in use since the early 1900s, so it’s totally reasonable that Edward might use it. Although probably not out loud.

"fine, then stay away from me " I shouted as I left to go home but he followed me and grabbed me and pushed me down on the grind.

I think he’s sending mixed signals.

I was burning with anger and fury but I wanted him so deafly i didnt even try to resist him.

So deafly?

He new how much i wanted him and it drove me mad. He put his hands inside my panties and i gasped. I was soddenly desperate to sex with him and i tore my clothes off and i was in my underwear.

Again, I hope that’s innuendo, but in this fic it’s actually possible the author thinks “suddenly” is spelled like that.

I took off my bra and showed him my naked heaving beasts.

Nothing turns a guy on like naked heaving beasts!

"have sex with me now edward " I whispered

" i cant " he said, although his body was on top of mine and his fingers touched my nipples

"please, i'm begging you" I said, hating myself for being such a dirty hore but unable to control my burning desire

No one in this fic has any self-control whatsoever, huh?

-NOOOO!" he shouted and ran away crying.

I put my clothes back on slowly feeling so ashamed and embarased i could hardly move. I could'nt beleive i had begged him to do sex on me and even worse he had said no!

Okay, I guess Edward has a tiny bit of self-control. Which is good, as he is a vampire and would probably be eating people left and right if he was totally unable to control himself.

I went home and uncle larry made me cook his dinner and suck his cock while he ate his food and then he raped me and hit me with a shoe all night and i didnt even complain cos i felt like i deserved it for being such a horrible slut even though it made me want to die inside.

Bread, eggs, milk, squick. Uncle Larry seems more interested in hitting Tiaa than raping her, incidentally.

Uncle larry finally left me alone and I thought about killing myself as i cryed and cryed as i fell slowly into a dreamless sleep.

Aw.

Next chapter

[chuuyaaf]

hi! may i request scenarios for dazai, chuya, akutagawa, & oda finding out that their s/o had suffered a late-term miscarriage? like how they would deal with that and comfort their s/o? tysm! (btw ur blog gives me life its amazing)

Ohhhh boy this took a lot longer for me to write than I thought! 

Also, this is my first time writing anyone other than Dazai and Chuuya, so I apologize if it’s a little shaky T_T This is also super long so I’m putting it under the cut! Enjoy~

~Admin Kat

Dazai:

“You sure are excited to have this baby.”

“Lets pick out a name!”

“Thank you both for finally giving me a reason to live.”

These words echoed through your mind as you sat in the doctor’s office, waiting for their response. You stared at them as they examined your body. Although they haven’t said anything yet, you knew that the news wasn’t going to be good.

You were having a miscarriage.

As soon as the doctor confirmed this, you had to bite down on your quivering lip to keep yourself from breaking down into tears right there in the office. The events of the past few weeks spiraled through your mind as all the excitement that you and Dazai had about this child which once seemed so pure and innocent and filled with joy now held a sinister tone about it.

Once you got home, Dazai was already waiting. You couldn’t bear to tell him about your suspicions out of fear that you saying it out loud would confirm your fears. Although Dazai being Dazai, was already well aware that something was off. Your phone was bombarded with texts and calls from your boyfriend asking where you were. As soon as you walked into the door, Dazai rushed to you and immediately hugged you.

“I was so worried, (y/n). Where were you?”

He whispered that in a way that was reserved only for you and your once-child. You placed your hand over your over abdomen and opened your mouth in an attempt to speak. “D-Dazai…”

He pulled back and looked you in your eyes. “What is it?”

“…We’re…not having the baby.”

And with that sentence finally confirming your worst fears, you sank down to your knees and began sobbing before Dazai could even react.

Dazai Osamu had only ever faced one real loss in his life. But that didn’t make suffering through it again any easier. He felt himself mentally retreating back into his mind, just like when he witnessed Odasaku’s death. Dazai wasn’t one to cry. Instead, he was one to internally punish himself and block everyone out.

But as soon as he zoned back in and saw your huddled figure, he immediately pulled himself back to reality and knelt down next to you, pulling you into a hug once again.

For the first time, words couldn’t come to him. He was a master at language, able to get information out of his enemies without them even realizing it. But as he held you close and stroked your hair to soothe you, he had no idea what he could say. Everything you two had been preparing for was just ripped away from him in the blink of an eye.

“It’s all my fault….” you spoke up in between sobs.

He tightened his grip on you and finally raised the courage to speak. “Nonono, don’t say that, (y/n)!”

You looked into his deep, brown eyes before collapsing into him once again.

All Dazai could do was soothe you and remind you that it wasn’t your fault. Although he was hurting as well, there was only one thing he could say that’d comfort you both:

“No matter what, (y/n) - we’ll survive this. We have each other,” he said as he pulled away and lifted your chin, looking into your tear-filled eyes. “You can’t blame yourself.”

His words wrapped around you and you shut your eyes, letting the tears continue to fall. “I love you…And I’m sorry…”

He gave you a sad smile and pulled you into a gentle kiss meant more for comfort than it was for anything else. “You have nothing to be sorry for. I love you, too.”

Chuuya:

During the past few weeks, Nakahara Chuuya had been doing absolutely everything he could to keep you out of danger. You were not to go on missions or leave his sight. If he had to leave on a mission, he’d make sure he had his subordinates guarding you at all times. It honestly got pretty annoying.

But no matter effort he put in to keep you and his unborn child safe, it wasn’t enough.

Neither of you saw it coming, but as soon as you felt the sharp pain in your gut, you knew something was wrong.

You didn’t even have to say anything. As soon as Chuuya saw you holding your abdomen in pain, he immediately rushed you to a hospital that was under the mafia’s payroll. The whole time you two were traveling there, he was holding your hand, mumbling comforting words.

“It’s probably fine.”

“I know it’ll be fine.”

“It has to be fine.”

After while, it seemed like he was comforting himself more than he was you.

Your face darkened and you squeezed at his hand. “Chuuya-”

“Don’t.” Chuuya ordered, although it sounded almost like he was begging.

You looked at him, trying to force yourself to smile although your heart was beating a million miles an hour.

“Everything will be okay.”

But it wasn’t.

As soon as the doctor confirmed your fears, you froze.

Chuuya on the other hand exploded. “Check again.”

“But-” the doctor spoke up, knowing that there was no point.

“CHECK AGAIN!” Chuuya yelled out, standing up, glaring at the physician.

You clenched your fist, knowing that nothing was going to change. But once you looked up at Chuuya, you saw all the hurt hidden deeply behind his anger. Like most mafia members, he didn’t truly want to be a part of it. He constantly said that you were one of the few things in his life that actually made him happy. And that happiness only grew with the possibility of having a child.

After Chuuya yelled at the doctor to double, triple, and quadruple check for the baby’s heartbeat, you grabbed at Chuuya’s arm.

“Stop!” You were surprised that you were even able to yell out considering how dry your mouth felt. “Please…Let’s just go home…”

Once you two were in the car, you completely broke down, burying your face in your knees. Once Chuuya saw you break down, all of his veiled pain became apparent on his face. His anger that he used to mask his own grief faded and he pulled you into him.

“(y/n)…”

You grabbed at his shirt, your tears staining it. “I’m sorry…Everyone was so excited. You, Kouyou…I wanted to give you that happiness…I’m so pissed…”

“Me too, sweetheart,” he said as he stroked your hair with his gloveless hand. He still didn’t quite know how to react. “(y/n), look at me,” he said, looking down at you. “We couldn’t have done anything. We still have each other and we can always try again. I might have wanted to have this baby, but I want you to be happy more. Nothing can override my wish for that.”

You smiled at him, giving him a gentle kiss. “Thank you,” you whispered.

Chuuya smiled into the kiss. “Now let’s go home and forget this ever happened.”

Akutagawa: 

You simply looked down in shock at the blood on your hands. Although you had never experienced this before, you knew what this meant.

When you first told Akutagawa that you were pregnant, he had no idea how to react. His whole life was filled with misery and him trying to gain the approval of his superiors. He never expected a lover to see past his attack ability, much less have a child with them. But eventually, he got ecstatic. Well, as ecstatic a man as troubled as Akutagawa could get.

You were so happy to give him another reason to love himself. Ever since Dazai Osamu left the mafia, Akutagawa almost seemed lost, now that it was nearly impossible for him to gain Dazai’s approval. He targeted Dazai’s new subordinate within the Armed Detective Agency out of pure jealously, disguised as the desire for the bounty on the weretiger’s head.

But you changed that. You taught him that he was worth loving no matter what his abilities were. You showed him that he was more than an attack dog and that he was a human who deserved everything the world could offer him. And announcing that you were pregnant only confirmed that for him.

Why?

You felt your heart thumping hard against your chest as you slowly realized what the blood on your hands meant. There was no baby. The happiness that you had wanted to grant Akutagawa had been taken away from you before you could even register it.

Suddenly, Akutagawa himself barged through the bathroom door. You had told Gin to go get her older brother, but it was clear from Akutagawa’s hostile expression that she didn’t tell him the details of why he was needed.

“Ryuu…” you whispered, looking at him, but avoiding eye contact, unable to fully look at him.

He saw the blood on your hands and immediately activated Ranshoumon. “Who hurt you?” he growled.

You shook your head and placed your hand on his arm, still unable to look at him.

“I really wanted to give you this baby…” you whispered.

As soon as he heard those words, he knew why he was summoned and why there was blood on your hands. He exhaled shakily, disappointment and grief filling his body as Ranshoumon disappeared behind him. “What happened?” he whispered back.

You finally gathered up the courage to look up at him with tearful eyes. “I-I don’t know, I just woke up in pain and when I went to the bathroom, I-”

He held you in a tight embrace, swallowing in the information as he slowly came to terms with what happened.

“Please don’t blame yourself…” you whispered to him, clinging onto his clothing. “I really wanted to give you this child-”

“You’re enough,” Akutagawa spoke up, gulping. “I really wanted this child too…But…You’re enough.”

You smiled against his chest as your tears flowed down your cheeks. You knew that that was his way of telling you not to blame yourself, either. You were the only person in the world who could give him the love and recognition that he didn’t believe he deserved and he didn’t want you to forget that.

He pulled away and looked at you with a loving look that no one except for you ever got the chance of seeing. “You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me. And…whether or not we have a child, you always will be.”

Odasaku:

"Odasaku~"

"What is it, my love?"

"How would your children feel if another one were to join them?"

"Hmm? Why do you ask, sweetheart? Did you rescue another orphan on one of your missions?"

"Hmm...Not exactly," you said with a giggle.

"Then why do you ask?"

You flashed your boyfriend a little grin. "I'm pregnant."

You remembered Oda's eyes lighting up at the announcement that he was going to have a child. He always had a soft spot for children, as evidenced by how he took in those orphans that lived above that diner. You always loved that about him. And so you were just as ecstatic as he was when you announced that you two were going to have a child of their own.

Odasaku was not a man who lost his cool all too often, but he got overjoyed at the announcement. He began to worry about how the other kids were going to react and started plotting how they were going to have to leave the mafia and give this child a perfect upbringing and finally give his other orphan children a perfect home. You had to calm him down since his ramblings quickly went from practical to ridiculous.

He was happy.

But that was cut short as soon as the both of you found out that you had a miscarriage.

The both of you were frozen as the doctor delivered the somber news. Oda's eyes had gone wide and you collapsed to the floor in tears.

Both of you had spent months preparing for this child and now all that work had turned into nothing. You clutched at your abdomen, shaking as you could no longer contain your sobs.

"Oda...Where did we go wrong?"

Oda leaned down next to you, unable to come up with an answer. He had seen enough tragedy in this world to know that there wasn't a specific reason as to why this misfortune had occurred upon you two. His lips parted as he struggled to find words to comfort both you and himself.

"I really...wanted to have this child," you said in between your sobs.

Odasaku pulled you in close as he felt his chest tightening with grief. "(y/n), it'll be okay. It's not, right now, but it will be," he whispered.

You shook your head and looked at him. "It's hard to believe that. If this type of misfortune even happens to someone as kind as you...this wretched world..." You clenched your fists in anger. "This child was our excuse to leave...You could've raised the orphans and our child together...Achieved your dream of being a writer...Of creating life in more ways than one...And now..." You bit your bottom lip, overwhelmed with both grief and anger.

Oda hugged you tighter, feeling himself close to breaking down at your words. "I have to believe that it'll be okay. I need to believe that although tragedy occurred today, maybe the opposite of that tragedy will occur tomorrow. Have hope, (y/n). We might have lost a child, today. But we still have our children," he said with a smile as he thought of his orphans. If losing his child today was the darkness, then the fact that those children were still alive was the light.

You smiled at his words. As much as you grieved at the loss of your unborn child, the thought of those kids did bring a smile to your face. You loved them as much you loved Oda, himself. As long as they were alive, you could bring yourself to overcome your own tragedy.

As long as they were alive...

Unfortunately for you, that very fact changed the next day.

I’M SO SORRY FOR THE ENDING OF ODA I JUST HAD TO I WRITE ANGST LIKE IT’S MY LIFE SOURCE

[betterlovers]

Your turn, drop and give me 1-99

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?Well they’d have to be probably…Between The Mountain And The Sea by Senses FailI Am Hated by SlipknotToo Dumb To Die by Green DayDecayin’ With The Boys by Every Time I DieYou’re Crazy by Guns N’ RosesAnd…Idk maybe Bonecrusher also by Senses Fail2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?Assuming I can only choose one single person and they have to be alive… Corey Taylor. Sorry but… Corey, ya know?3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.Page 23 doesn’t have a line 17 but page 22, line 17 is “ ”. Cause there’s also no book4: What do you think about most?How much longer I can lay in bed without being late for work probably5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?“Please don’t speed up” I’m assuming she meant speed, not actually speed up cause you kinda hafta when driving6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?With, but if I had my way it’d be without a with a certain someone as well ;)7: What’s your strangest talent?My ability to not crash my car no matter what stupid shit I’m doing whole driving8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)Girls are chill; Boys ain’t got no chill9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?Yeah but it was very super vague and indirect (not) back when I was starting a band with my ex girlfriend10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?Fam you caught right in the middle of playing air guitar11: Do you have any strange phobias?Nah. A fear of spiders but that ain’t weird. They’re fucking scary.12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?If someone ever says they never stuck straws up their nose and pretended to be a walrus they’re lying. So yes. Definitely.13: What’s your religion?None. Basically agnostic. Like if you got real hard evidence I’ll believe it but as far I know there ain’t nothing but here and now so I gotta live my life the best I can and not concern myself with pseudo-moral dilemmas created by a system designed to control the masses14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?Walking in the woods being edgy, running on fallen trees, stuff related to the woods15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?In front. Cause that means I ain’t gotta worry about making me look the good, the photographer does16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?Fucking Slipknot. Followed by Senses Fail, Green Day, and Every Time I Die17: What was the last lie you told?…that I wouldn’t speed18: Do you believe in karma?I believe that if it does exist it sucks at being consistent.19: What does your URL mean?Got a death wish. Ain’t, well wasn’t, too keen on living but wasn’t super actively going for dying either. Just wished I was dead and wasn’t avoiding dangerous shit. Ya dig?20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?My inability to trust people. For both.21: Who is your celebrity crush?Corey MotherFucking Taylor22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?Nah. But I’m down for it23: How do you vent your anger?Blasting my music as loud as it doesn’t hurt and then some24: Do you have a collection of anything?Yeah CDs and Vinyl records. Currently working on expanding them25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?Ooh… um. Idk. Neither tbh. I guess phone if I had to pick26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?I’m moderately happy with the way my face has become. That’s about it27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?Generic metalcore. Sound I love: actual quality screams in music28: What’s your biggest “what if”?What if I never make it in life?29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?Mmm idk and yes. There’s no way to not believe in aliens30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.The wall. And the windows with the left31: Smell the air. What do you smell?I smell.. nothing. My nose doesn’t really work like ever.32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?Fucking Canada...kidding. idk no where’s been THAT bad. Maybe my old job33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?…is that even a question? Look at my description for the blog. Says it all34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?…umm… only one I can think of right now is Lena Scissorhands35: To you, what is the meaning of life?For one to protect themselves and theirs36: Define Art.It’s very… artistic37: Do you believe in luck?I mean yeah. I consider myself very lucky. I get away with a lotta bullshit38: What’s the weather like right now?A bit chilly. But clear skies all around39: What time is it?11:15 PM as of answering this question40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?Yeah I love driving. And… sorta? Let me clarify that it was when I was backing out of the neighborhood parking lot at like 6 AM and I had my music blasting and didn’t hear my neighbor honking the horn at me and I kept backing out and hit them at like… .002 mph41: What was the last book you read?You’re Making Me Hate You by.. Corey Taylor…42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?Call weird or crazy or whatever but yeah. I love it43: Do you have any nicknames?Nah not really no44: What was the last film you saw?I think it was Rogue One. Badass move btw45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?Well once I tripped and fell on my face and chipped my tooth and to this day I have a spiky tooth in the front. I say it’s the worst cause the consequence is still very visible 46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?No. But now I’m gonna47: Do you have any obsessions right now?Me? Nooo never48: What’s your sexual orientation?I have no fucking idea49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?That I was a drug addict or a drug dealer. the latter didn’t stick, seeing as I was not popular in high school50: Do you believe in magic?Not really no51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?Oh absolutely. It can last years and go well beyond a rational grudge.52: What is your astrological sign?Taurus. Stubborn as a bull.53: Do you save money or spend it?If you got money to spare that you ain’t gotta a goal for, spend it. That’s my motto54: What’s the last thing you purchased?Some food for me, my mom, and my stepdad55: Love or lust?Both. At the same time preferably 56: In a relationship?Single and ready to consider mingling until I remember I have 0 social skills whatsoever57: How many relationships have you had?…longer than a few months? Like 3. Less than a few months? …more than 3 but I can remember the exact amount cause if it lasted less than a few months they obviously weren’t very important to me (i say as a way to disguise the fact that I fucked all but my first relationship)58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?No. But neither can you so ha59: Where were you yesterday?At work, at home, and at a restaurant 60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?Surprisingly no61: Are you wearing socks right now?I was just about to take them off but yes I currently am62: What’s your favourite animal?Dogs. Dogs. And dogs.63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?My willingness to pick up the tab or bill 64: Where is your best friend?I dunno 65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.@nicotinecaffeinesugarfix @clientsfromhell @justneckbeardthings @markiplier @old-friends-senior-dog-sanctuary(If you ain’t on here that don’t mean I don’t like ya. Minus the first, these are mostly blogs that make me laugh)66: What is your heritage?PERU PERU PERU67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?Sleeping like a baby with my kids (my dogs) next to me68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?Bacon. Satan Bacon69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?Similar to the one where you asked about sticking shit up noses…70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?The friendly kind71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?Save the dog. I can get another job. That dog can’t get another life72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?A) no. No point in having then worry about the inevitable.B) finally go on that road trip I’ve always wanted to go onC) maybe at first. But again, no point in worrying about the inevitable.73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.Trust. Why have love if you can’t trust each other enough to enjoy it?74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?…even though it’s not supposed to, Decayin’ With The Boys. It’s just such a banger75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?475876: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?Trust. And also attraction and determination77: How can I win your heart?Food. Just lots of food78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?Of course. No guarantee it’ll be understood though79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?None reallt. Maybe leaving my old job. But my decisions are highly impulsive and… not good80: What size shoes do you wear?10.5 to 1181: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?“Follow Your Bliss”82: What is your favourite word?Moist. Partly cause every one hates it. Partly cause it’s fun to say83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.Nah84: What is a saying you say a lot?“Ya know?” “I mean,…”85: What’s the last song you listened to?Step To These by DJ Starscream86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?Black. White. Wine red87: What is your current desktop picture?A wallpaper of the self titled Slipknot album88. (I lost the question but basically I get to pick someone to spontaneously combust)Either Richard Spencer or Donald Trump 89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?“What is wrong with you?”90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?Go back to sleep and hope that if they eat me that it’s quick and painless91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?MotherFucking teleportation92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?The half an hour before I fucked us up.93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?None. They made me me. I don’t want then gone. I just don’t wanna remember them.94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?…again either Corey Taylor or Lena Scissorhands. Although she isn’t really a celebrity…95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?California or Chicago96: Do you have any relatives in jail?I don’t know for sure but I wouldn’t doubt it97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?Nahh just outside of them98: Ever been on a plane?Yeah. Nothing special though 99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?The alt right are nazis and also fuck them and fuck you if you think they’re okay

Jesus christ my arms hurt now. But it’s done

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Comprehensive Auto insurance?

I'm sure someone has already answered this question, but i couldn't seem to find it. Ok I have AAA comprehensive auto insurance and my question is if i was parked outside at a meter and someone hit me would i be covered? Also same scenario just in a parking lot. Thank you, for anyone that answers this question""

How much do u spend for your car insurance a year?

I would like to compare the fares to german car insurances.. e.g. for a VW Polo or Ford Fiesta..

""When getting an auto insurance quote, can you lie?""

if you lie to get discounts, can they find out and do anything? i'm about to buy new insurance, and they ask if you had any violations in the past 6 months, and i do, but if i skip that part, can i get in trouble? also do they do a background check if you say your a good student when you don't go to school at all?""

How long do accidents stay on your car insurance?

I got new car insurance this summer and noticed an accident where I had my car repaired when it was hit while parked in 2008 showed up on my driving record. Since, my car was hit and totaled while parked. The driver was covered so his insurance paid for the car, but my policy still went up. How long will these instances be on my record to affect my insurance?""

Can i swap my car insurance when i still have a claim going through?

i need to change my insurance because of outgoings, but i have aclaim for compensation still going on because a man hit the back of my car. Can i still cancel my insurance and go with a better quote.""

Cheapest car insurance in nj?

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Car insurance for a young driver?

I Live in NSW Australia and I am getting a car for my 16th birthday..I will also only be on my lurners permits (L Plates). I was thinking about getting a 4 scylinder 80s modle celica. but I have been told because its a 2 door sports car the insurance will be verry high for someone who is 16. is this true..and are there any things I realy should know?

Does any body know what is going on with Obama and the whole health insurance thing?

Okay so I live in California. I am young and can't afford health insurance rite now. Does any one know if Obama is going to follow through with this whole health insurance thing. If so when is it supposed to kick in? And how will it work exactly? Will every body have free health insurance? Some one please explain this becuase I am realy confused.

Which car would cost the least for insurance for a 16 year old male driver?

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What is the best car for cheap insurance?

im 17 and i was wondering what will be the best car for cheap car insurance and around how much will it be.

How much would car insurance be for a 16 or 17 yr old guy?

im 16 now, ready to get my first car and drive, but i need a steady job to pay for my insurance. so being young and a male, how much should i be looking to pay?""

CLASSIC MINI!!! How much does insurance cost for a 17 year old female?

About to buy a classic mini as my first car and wanted to know how much other peoples insurance has cost. Im female thanks

How much higher will my insurance go up with a point on my license?

How much higher will my insurance go up with a point on my license? I got pulled over for not stopping at a stop sign completely... this is in california. My insurance is like 300 every 6 months typically.

Is Believing in God Similar to Having Car Insurance ?

Believing in God is like having Car Insurance Lls HOPE is Beautiful If you get in an accident you are covered (safe) If not you just short and out of luck ...You can not rule out that God does or doesnt exist....I have Faith that he does so when I die hopefully I meet him...For the rest that dont have Faith they're just cool with the idea that death is just the End and that's their opinion They're not dumb to me at all

Does one single speeding ticket raise auto insurance rates?

hey guys so probably 2 months ago I got my first speeding ticket whilst on the way to the movie theaters at college because my stupid friends wanted to make the 9:30 showing of Evil Dead. Needless to say it was still my fault getting pulled over in the end. The cop did however tell me that there would be no points on my record since it was my first ever offense and basically it was just a $92.00 fine that I paid the next day. I am a very cautious driver and have not had any trouble with the law regarding my driving except for that one mishap. Does getting this one single ticket raise my insurance rates? We are looking to switch insurances so will our rates be higher because of this stupid mistake of mine?

Why does a classic car cost more to insure?

My friends got an 02 Acura RSX 5 speed and he pays like $600/month and the car has some engine mods. We are both 17 except he has a couple tickets. I called 3 different insurance companies and they all quoted me around $750 a month. the car in question was a 76 Chevrolet Camaro with an automatic trans and 350ci v8 (though the vin would probably indicate a 267ci v8) why is the newer car cheaper to insure? with a manual trans? kids these days dont appreciate the old cars like I do and stick with Honda and Acuras and those are the ones I actually see getting wrecked. I wouldn't get full coverage on the old car because if it were to wreck i'd just get another as they aren't worth fixing and are a dime a dozen it's not really a rare classic car. I understand that engine size might be a factor. The rsx is lighter and has a smaller engine but the Camaro is much heavier with a bigger engine. Would a z28 cost more? (already upgraded to 350 and upgraded suspension from factory) I didn't ask the insurance on that. What about the Pontiac Firebird of the same years? (70's to '81) it shares a similar setup. When I ask the insurance people how they calculate their rates they say its the area and experience of the driver but me and my friend live in the same area, he's had his license longer but has tickets. His car also costs way more. They could not give me any more info on rates they say they're just there to quote and don't know anything else. So why is this like this?""

Car insurance INCREASE every 6 months with no accidents/tickets? wtf!?

Last year I had Unitrin Direct....they were charging me $85 a month...this is with NO tickets or accidents for the last 5 years of my driving record....this is also with the BASIC insurance that you need in Florida...10/10/20...NO collision...and a $1000 deductible..... So at the end of my 6 months...it was time for a renewal...they tried to bump me up to $140 a month for no reason...still no accidents/tickets...nothing had changed...i had expected my rate to DECREASE....they tell me it's a STATEWIDE INCREASE ......so i called around... Ended up switching to Allstate who has been charging me $90 a month (better than $140 right?).....6 months go by, everything's cool.....now my policy renewal is coming up and they're trying to tell me i need to pay $160 a month for their basic insurance. Are you kidding me? And according to them it's another STATEWIDE INSURANCE INCREASE ...... They also told me that it could be due to not having CONSECUTIVE insurance for the last few years, as in...I switched from State Farm to Unitrin to Allstate......they told me call the state insurance commissioner...which I did.... Got connected to some guy in Gainesville who tells me that the INSURANCE companies are the ones who decide the rates and increases...not them. Pretty much BS....Allstate's blaming the state, state's blaming them...feels like a huge runaround to me. Guess my questions are.... Should I stick with Allstate and pay $160 a month for this absolute BASIC insurance (keep in mind..no collision, $1000 deductible)...my car's not even worth a YEAR of their insurance. .... Or shop around? But if I switch back to Unitrin or get Geico or whatever....will I risk having ANOTHER increase after 6 months? And is it true that one of the reasons for these statewide increases is not having consecutive insurance with the same company for so many years? Thanks all.""

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Financed a car- car insurance went WAY up?

My husband and I recently sold our old car and financed a used low mile 2007 ford fusion. Our car insurance previously was around 60 dollars a month, now it's over $200.00. The reason our rate increased was our finance company requires certain insurance (comprehensive and collision) that we didn't have before. My question is, do we have to keep this insurance on the car throughout the financing period? They sprang this little tidbit on us right before we signed. We tried to get financing three weeks ago and suceeded, but the person working with us went out sick with swine flu and no one from the bank let us know. We ended up calling last week and they put us with someone else/ It put us in a time crunch since my husband was leaving for Naval OCS the next day. If we have to pay it, it's not a big deal, but we're a young couple and it's money we could be putting towards our student loans.""

Cheapest insurance company for new driver?

I just got my license. Im 18. What might be the cheapest insurance company to go through? I dont make much money a month...

""Will the USA one day have affordable, comprehensive health insurance for all its citizens?""

Will this be a reality one day soon? Other countries have it, and they have maintained their systems for generations now. Why not the USA?""

How much would car insurance for me im 21 and i want a ford fusion?

How much would car insurance for me im 21 and i want a ford fusion?

Cheap UK Car Insurance?

I am 19, and soon to pass my test, I am getting a Peugeot 206 3 door. Anyone know where I can get cheap insurance, preferably 2000 or less?""

Car insurance to help disabled grandparents?

My grandfather is ill in hospital and my nan is finding it difficult to drive to the hospital and back on a daily basis. Aunt has MS so she cares for her too, thus I was wondering if anyone knows of a type of car insurance that will enable me to help out with their daily living. I obviously know that standard insurance would work, but I'm a 21 yo male and don't have the funds to get full independent insurance. Thanks for any help.""

Can you have your name on the insurance if you dont live at the same address?

I am looking at car insurance, if i do it under my name it will set me back about 2,000 to 2,500. If its under my mothers name, but I am down as the MAIN driver it will cost me about 700 - 1,000. Can my mum legally be the insurance holder if she lives at a different address? I don't want to commit fraud""

Can you get business insurance online?

I'm taking over my dads tree care business and need to get business insurance but would rather do it online than have to go in somewhere. Can I do this?

Traffic Citation for no car insurance What should i do?

Hello I have a question concerning a Traffic citation that i got 13 days ago. On the 21st of November i got pulled over for a blinker that was out on my car. I had bought this car from a friend 3 months ago and hadnt didnt redgister it into my name or have current tags. I had insurance for the first month that i had the car but then due to finacial problems couldnt afford the extra 220 a month for car insurance. So the State Trooper gave me a citition which written under the description only said no proof of insurance. So the a couple of days later i went and got insurance, redgistration, tags, license plates the whole nine yards and i went into the trooper station to clear the citation cause it is correctable but the lady tells me i have to show proof of insurance from the day of getting the citiation. so my only opition is either take this to court or pay a whooping 540$ and 6 points off my Driver's license i was wondering if i should take this to court?""

Cheap Motorbike Insurance for Young Rider? (PLEASE)?

Hi All... Thanks In Advance for any suggestions! Ive been riding my beloved VFR400 NC30 for 2 Years now (Which is now for sale), its finally time to get a bigger bike! Im wondering if anyone has any suggestions for the cheapest bike insurer for my age... I am 20 Years old (21 in May) and im looking to get insurance on a 2005 honda cbr600rr, I have been riding for 2 years with 2 years no claims, I own a car and have been driving for 3+ years with 2 years no claims. I did have a perfectly clean licence until last week when I picked up 3 points for Driving over the speed limit in scotland, Which I actually did carelessly not on purpose, so that will obv bump up the price a bit! I have tried some of the usuals likes Bennett's, elephant etc just wondering if there is anyone who knows ones that may work out cheaper than the 600 pound that i have been quoted! Once again many Thanks""

Car Insurance Premium?

I buy a new car on 02nd January 2012 for Rs 7,00,000.00. I paid Rs. 15,000.00 as insurance premium to HDFC for one year. My car met an accident & I claim Rs. 50000.00 to insurance company & claim settled. My question is here, will my insurance premium will be more than Rs 15,000.00 next year or the insurance premium will be calculated as per the car market value in next year ?""

""My insurance is not responding to my calls, but the other party insurance does after the accident. What to do?""

I reported about an accident to my insurance. Waiting for the police report, weeks came by. Now, I have the police report but my insurance is not responding my calls, but the insurance of the responsible party is. Who is in charge of fixing my car?""

Can I drive my sisters car without being on insurance?

My sister lives at home with me and my parents and I just got my license back. I'm not on the insurance, but am I able to drive my sister's car even though she still lives home? My mom said I can't legally.""

""I need to find how much insurance would cost on a dodge charger, tune-up, tires etc including coupons?

what site should i go to..?

How much will I be paying in car insurance if I'm a 23 year-old person?

Im a 23 year-old college student and have just gotten a car. I have always gotten a ride with my friends. My father just added me into his policy and it looks like I will be paying $224.11 for 6 months liability coverage, is that normal? I will be driving a 2001 Mazda Millenia. Also, what are the cheapest insurances for young adults? Thank you!""

Afforable Health insurance?

I'm 19 years old, I work a part time job and I need health insurance. The cheapest I saw was Blue cross blue care and it was $95 a month and 30 copay. Is there anything cheaper I ...show more""

Will my insurance company cover the price of my car loan?

I pay insurance rates for the price of my car loan ,will my insurance honour that price or will they try to screw me around because some people have told me they would only cover the price of my car which is a big difference""

""Average utility and insurance cost Orland Park, IL?""

I'm planning on buying a townhouse in Orland Park, IL and was wondering what the average utility (water, electricity, heat, disposal) costs are? Anyone have any estimates on insurance? The association fees cover common insurance but don't think it covers anything within the four walls of the house. Know what insurance requirements the lender puts on mortgages? Trying to estimate how much home ownership really is.""

Car insurance for 17year old help?

basically i want online to see how much it cost to insure a 1.2 corsa but everytime i go on insurance sites i get quotes around the price range of 6000 but my friend got his corsa insured for around 1 grand and he is the same age as me, he now drives a ford focus which is a 1.6 but he pays 1.6grand so i was wondering why, what am i doing wrong? do i have to call the up to get a cheaper quote because no matter what i input on insurance site to make it cheaper it still ends up come up around 6grand.""

Can I get affordable car insurance with a company if I currently hold a policy with them?

I have a pretty ba driving record from about a year ago. I recently just bought a motorcycle and got insurance through them for $306 a year which is awesone. But it would also be nice to have a truck considering rain a cold weather. Now I've priced insurance through many different company's for my 1996 mitsubishi mirage 2 door, and I was quoted at $219 a month with liability and that was the lowest. Now I want to buy a truck and add it to my current policy, will it be remarkably cheaper to do so, or how long till it will be cheaper, or should I say very affordable. I live in the state of louisiana if that information helps at all. Answers are greatly appreciated. Thank you""

Looking to get a car insurance but.....?

Looking to get a car insurance but i am not sure what it covers and what should i ask my insurer to include in my policy?

Will my Progressive Ins. rate go up with speed camera tickets?

I have progressive car insurance in MD and have received a lot of speeding camera tickets in the last few months (due to my driving and my brother driving my car). Does anyone know if Progressive insurance will keep track of these camera speeding tickets that will cause my car insurance rate to go up?

When to get health insurance for your newborn?

I am in my first trimester and just wondering when do I need to get health insurance for my newborn-the health insurance is United Healthcare and offered through my job

I am 18 years old and going to lose my insurance NH?

My father lives in California and I was under his insurance until he got laid off, now I have about a month to get insurance and I am kinda screwed. I have to have allergy shots every three weeks and I am on a plan to control my allergies and asthma so having no insurance is not an option. My grandparents did have guardianship of me but since I am 18 I no longer qualify for their insurance.What do I qualify for and how do I apply?""

Can you switch car insurance with a pending accident case?

I had an accident about 4 years ago, it was my fault, but the case is still ongoing for that between the two insurance companies. I would like to switch from State Farm to Geico auto insurance to save some money. Would it be a problem to switch with a pending case?""

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