#bts x poc

[missbangtangirl]

HOBI FUCK 🥵

[7brownsuga7]

Jealousy

Jungkook x reader

Word count: 2k

Genre: smut - minors DNI

Summary: You make your boyfriend Jungkook jealous at a party and he gets you back by fucking the shit out of you in his car

Warnings: Fluff, smut, angst, explicit language, unprotected sex, & creampie

To tell the truth, Jungkook was never the insecure type. Jelous and possessive, yes, but never insecure. He knew you were for him and no one else, and that’s why he was never wary of you going out with minimal clothing. You looked good in it, too good. Good enough to want to fuck your throat in the bathroom while yours and his friends partied on.

His cock twitched just at the thought of the material hugging your figure, the figure that he loves seeing bent over his lap while his fingers work wonders inside of you.

Your pussy was his weakness.

And you were currently keeping it from him. After a heated argument before the party did you both silently agree to leave each other alone for the rest of the night.

His little hopes of fucking you in the bathroom long gone as you have fun with your friends while he sulks in a corner while his friends banter.

He never minded you going out in your little skirts or dresses, not that you would let him stop you, your attitude and feistiness is what he loves the most. But that would always go away when he’s deep inside of you.

He watches you from across the room, the little black skirt you have on right now isn’t doing to good for the minimal space he has in his pants. You’re with your friends, oblivious to the few men that can’t seem to look away from you.

He doesn’t blame them for staring, but deep down he hopes that’s all they do. He knows you could handle them with your little attitude, but some men don’t back away so easily, and he doesn’t want to have to result in anything that will ruin both of your nights.

Jungkook has a reputation for his temper, it’s something that he’s working on, but with your obliviousness and the men surrounding you, it’s hard to control. Especially when you both have just had a heated argument.

So after a while of watching you as he gets frustrated when a guy approaches you and you entertain him, does he then make a promise to himself that he’s going to make you pay for teasing him.

You always do this whenever you argue, try to make him jealous by talking to another guy when you know he’s watching. Jungkook doesn’t know if you do it deliberately or not, but the sight of you giving your attention to a man other than him makes him feel all different types of things.

He’ll never stop you from talking to a man, he’s not that possessive, but that doesn’t mean he appreciates it. Especially when your innocent eyes look up at the man before you as he hungrily eyes you.

When the party comes to and end, a few stragglers here and there, do you find yourself in Jungkooks car.

You both sit there in silence, you wondering why he hasn’t started the car yet. Your questions are answered when his deep voice sounds over the music.

“Who was you talking to back at the party?”

You watch as his toned body lazily leans against the seat, hair messily tied back in a bun, a few strands loose. His body language is completely opposite to what his tone suggests.

“Jungkook i’m not doing this today, we already done this before the party, let’s not have another” you roll your eyes watching as he looks at you with his unbothered posture.

He licks his lips and moves the fallout hair out from his face.

“You attempted to make me jealous and now that you’ve succeeded, you’re mad? Baby, just answer my question”

“We just talked, don’t make this into a big deal”

Maybe you were oblivious to his true intentions, he doesn’t really give a fuck about what you spoke about because he knows he’s going to be buried deep inside of you before the night ends.

The other guys can look at you and dream of you all they want, but he will be the one to enjoy the taste of your pussy, he will always gets the last laugh.

“Get in the back seat”

“What? Jungkook take me home”

“Y/n I’m not playing, get in the back seat”

You watch his eyes lower in warning, daring you to say anything else.

You hide a smirk as you shuffle your way to the back seat, making yourself comfortable as you spread your legs open for him as he watches you in the drivers seat, bottom lip between his teeth.

It’s like a little game to you guys. Argue and then fuck, you knew it was coming eventually, you just didn’t expect it to happen so soon.

He makes his way to you, watching your pussy hide behind the lacy underwear you wore tonight.

Such a little tease he thinks.

Soon enough you both have swapped positions, him sitting on the seat and you on top of him, your clothed pussy throbbing against his hard cock that surely shows under his jeans.

You decide to slowly grind back and forth to relieve yourself of the friction you crave.

Jungkook softy hisses, looking up at you with hunger and admiration. Your eyebrows are slightly furrowed as you continue to grind against him. Your black skirt now hunched above your waist.

He takes this opportunity to play with your soft ass as you eagerly kiss him.The taste of alcohol is still evident on his lips which only makes you deepen the kiss.

“Pull me out” he grunts after you both come up for air.

You smirk at him, lifting up a bit so your hand can access his zipper, he helps you with this task as you evidently move slower than he would like.

Your pussy clenches around nothing when you see the sight of his thick throbbing cock.

You move your hand slowly up and down his length, savouring his reaction as he deeply moans at the touch. Your thumb rubs against his tip, just before you decide to lift up again and direct his dick towards you wet cunt.

Panties to the side, you lower yourself slowly down his length, your wetness helping you through the process as you take him in.

“Fuck” you both say in unison.

Your eyes close as you sit there on his lap with his full dick inside of you, a slight burn as he fully stretches you out.

“Look at me princess” his deep voice sounds through the dark car.

You open them and watch him in all his glory. A slight smirk on his pink lips, his eyes never leaving you, how could he? He wants to see every little thing, the way your eyebrows slightly furrow, to the way you bite down on your plump lips. He can’t miss it.

His hand comes up behind your neck, guiding you towards him as he kisses you again, this time more rougher, more sloppier.

You slowly lift up with his cock still inside of you. With your added wetness the burn is only faint which then eases into nothing as your pace quickens.

He’s catching your moans in his deep kiss, hands on your ass again as he helps you with the pace.

“You gonna continue to make me jealous?” He grunts as his tattooed hand delivers a smack to your ass which is followed by a whiny moan from you.

His pace quickens, him doing most of the work as you simply can’t take anymore.

You shake your head as you use the headrest in front to help support you as his cock continues to pound inside you.

“Use your words” he watches you turn into a full mess, your breasts almost spilling out of your top at the quick pace he’s giving. Your whiny moans are like music to his ears, only egging him to go harder.

“No! I won’t make you jealous Kook. Fuck! Oh my god!” You slump against and clench around him in pure ecstasy as his cock continues to pound in you. His balls slapping against your ass adding to his perfect melody.

The wetness of your pussy makes its way down your thigh and onto his jeans as you whimper against his chest.

“Kook please fuck, right there”

“You like making me jealous huh?” He coos in your ear as his pace slowens but his movements become harsher. “Just so I can fuck you like this?”

You hurriedly nod, not really listening to what he’s saying as all you can focus on is his cock that’s working wonders inside of you.

You’ll never be able to get enough of his dick.

But despite your thoughts, your words betray you when you say; “Baby please I can’t take it”

“You want me to go slower?” He watches you with concern as you sit up and look at him with a soft pout as you nod your head.

“Go at your pace baby”

You put both of your hands behind you on his knees for support as you grind back and forth at your pace, the sound of your wetness can be heard throughout the car, that just eggs you to keep going.

“Mhh fuck” he moans as you keep grinding.

You start to slowly rise and go back down again at your pace while Jungkook fondles with your breasts over your top.

You stifle a moan as you continue riding him slowly, the added pleasure of him playing with your tits makes your head spin.

“Fuck baby you’re taking me so well” his arms grab your waist as he scoots down the seat a bit to further comfort himself. He takes control, still making sure that he’s not too rough and fast, because although he wants to pound you like crazy, he also doesn’t want to hurt you and push you further than your limits.

Your moans fill the car along with Jungkooks deep grunts as he feels you clenching around him again as your orgasm slowly approaches.

His large hands stroke up and down your back as he thrusts his hips up into you, taking your breath away.

“J-Jungkook please” you almost stand up not being able to take anymore, despite your approaching orgasm.

“You can take it, take it for me baby”he continues at his slow pace trying his hardest not to to take full control.

He catches your moans in his kiss again as he slightly lifts you up and down on his lap, his cock hitting your spot as you let out another whimper.

“You’re doing such a good job Princess”

“Jungkook”

Your orgasm is approaching fast and you know his is too, by the way he begins to sloppily thrust his hips into you.

“I’m here, I’m right here baby” he pants as you play with the hair that’s found it’s way on his forehead.

The way he intensely watches you as you both come to a simultaneous orgasm is just enough to send you through the roof as your words get stuck in your throat and you look up at the roof of his car in euphoria.

“F-fuck” he grunts as you feel his cock twitch inside of you. Your pussy repeatedly clenches after your orgasm, making him slightly hiss.

You watch him with pure lust as you both come down from your orgasm, both of you looking like a fucked out mess. Sweat dripping down your clothed bodies as well as both of your cum that’s slowly making its way down your thigh.

“Jealousy looks good on you”

[lovecoree]

DADDY’S HOME. P. JIMIN !

pairing: military bf!jimin x black gf!reader

synopsis: imagine military boyfriend Jimin finally coming back home, oh all the emotions you’ll be feeling !

warning: contains smut and fluff , kissing , unprotected sex ( don’t do this ) , creampie , praising , both of y’all are touched starved ( y’all miss each other so much ) , reader is black coded , reader uses she/her prns. Let me know if I missed anything !

a/n: missing Jimin hours ☹️

SFW !

you couldn’t help but squeal with excitement as you hear the front gates open at the military entrance. Countless of men coming out with relief or happiness as they see their partner, family, or friends— you would’ve thought they just got released from prison, but you weren’t looking at them, you were looking at your boyfriend Jimin who came out last with his army duffel bag on his shoulder. “Babe!” You shouted, causing Jimin to turn his head in your direction, his stoic face turning into a bright smile seeing you running towards him.

“You missed me that much?” Jimin laughed as he picked you up off your feet as you bear hug him. “Of course I missed you.” You planted so many kisses on his face, taking in his scent and his look. He finally put you down, raising an eyebrow as you gawk at him. “What, do I look bad?” “No no, god no! You look…” your words fell short as you stared at him in awe.

His hair was growing back a little more, the short hair style really suited him, muscles definitely got bigger and let’s talk about the outfit choice. Black compression shirt with grey sweatpants and a simple silver chain on his neck that you gifted him before he left.

“Take a picture it’ll last longer.” You smacked your teeth as you looked at Jimin again before playfully rolling your eyes. “Whatever.” Smiling from ear to ear, placing your hand in his, walking back to your car to grab something to eat and go home.

“I really missed you.” Jimin whispered kissing you on the lips before letting you drive off.

NSFW !

best believe Jimin is going crazy as soon as the sexual tension rises. Jimin wasn’t the only one touched starved for a year, you were going through it. No amount of sex toys or pre recorded voice messages could help you. Your craving grew stronger the moment you found out Jimin would be released today.

Perfectly sprawled out on the bed, back arching causing your chest to touch his as you moaned from the intense pleasure. He had to fuck you in missionary, he just had to. He missed the sight of your pretty face crying from pleasure as he feed you deep strokes. “You look so beautiful baby.” Jimin bit his bottom lip loving the way you clenched around his cock.

Gripping your love handles so tight that the pain was mixing with your pleasure, pulling him closer by the neck to kiss him deeply, god did y’all miss each other so much.

Bed creaking and skin slapping loud and clear in your room. “I love you so much Jimin.” You cried feeling closer than ever. Jimin lived for your whines, flipping you over on your stomach just to release another whine out of you.

“Yeah?” Jimin teases your hole by just putting his pink tip in that glisten with your essence. The whine you let slip past your mouth was so pornographic had Jimin’s eyes rolling in the back of his skull. “mhmm— missed you so much minie.” Wiggling your ass, Jimin hiss at the sound of your soaking pussy making squelching noises.

Mouth going wide as Jimin finally bottom inside of you. “Fuuck yes.” You moaned out, mind going blank as your ass clapped back against his pelvis. Jimin letting out a groan at the sight of your cum and his forming a ring around the base of his cock.

“Messy ass pussy.” Jimin mumbled to himself as he grippped your hips, fucking you into the mattress. “One year, one year of not being inside my pretty baby.” Jimin rambles on and on about wanting to be so close to you, and honestly, you can say the same— well not at this moment since your boyfriend is literally fucking you into oblivion. 

“I’m— Fuuck, I’m so close.” You whined out, gripping the sheets tight and moaning at the feeling of your arousal dripping down your soft thighs. “Me too pretty, gonna cum f’me?” You could feel Jimin’s cock twitch inside of you, moving your hand behind you to have him closer, Jimin smiled at the action as he moved his hand off your hip and interlocking it with yours. “I’m not going anywhere baby, don’t worry.” Jimin eyes rolled back as you squeezed around him so tight.

Jimin used his free hand to move to your center and rubbed your sensitive bud causing you to jolt from the sudden attention. “Let it out pretty, you deserve it..been waiting so long.” Your head was spinning, thighs shaking intensely as you came around his cock.

“Such a good girl.” Jimin groaned leaning down to pamper you in kisses, hips stuttering slightly as he felt close to his release. Using both of his hands to steady your hips as he came inside of you. So much cum entering you that some of it leaked out of you and onto the bed.

Jimin felt his body shiver as he moaned at the sight of his cum and yours creating such a mess as he pulled out slowly. A lewd pop sound as his tip pulled out. “Fuck.” Jimin looked up to see you ready to fall asleep. Lipgloss smudged on the pillow, edges sweated out, legs shaking, and a thin layer of sweat covering your body from the aftermath. Besides all that, you still looked beautiful in his eyes, planting a kiss on your shoulder before he got off the bed, still naked as he walked into the bathroom.

Aftercare is definitely a 10/10. He came back with a warm rag to clean you up and carried you to the bathroom so you could pee. You watched him run the bath water and added body wash to create bubbles. He looked at you with a smile. “You done.” Voice so sweet and caring, you nodded your head yes before wiping yourself clean and slowly stood up and flushed the toilet. Jimin held your hand and helped you into the tub.

He got in after you, getting behind you so you could rest your back on his chest comfortably. “This feels nice.” You smiled letting the soapy water cover your body. “It does.” Jimin mumbled as he moved his hands under water to caress your stomach until he reached your breast to massage them. You hummed as you closed your eyes leaning even more into him.

“I missed you so much.” You whispered, Jimin grinned as he looked at you. “Don’t worry, daddy’s home now.”

Laughing at him you opened your eyes to see him smiling as well. “Omg Jimin.”

[linniewrites]

We all have our issues | Jungkook

idol!jungkook x chubby!student!reader

Summary : She asked me if she was pretty

Well, it's clear that the girl's a fraud

There's really no way of winning

If in their eyes you'll always be a dumb blonde.

Series warnings : mommy issues, daddy issues, age gap (Jk is 25 while reader is 20), crying, talk about anxiety, depression, abuse, mentions of panic attacks, school induced stress, fear of dogs (?), insecurities, body shaming.

List of Chapters :

Prologue

Chapter one : you sleep over at Jungkook’s for the first time, and realize that, you do, indeed, see him as more than a friend.

Chapter two : you ask Jungkook to go grocery shopping with you, but the day doesn’t end as nicely as it had started.

Chapter three : family reunions had never really been your things after all.

[ktt-nz]

I wanna start writing fanfics for my K-pop girlies of color 👀 I noticed there’s a drought around these parts

[linos-luna]

Hi ^^ 🩷 could you write a plushie smut taehyung fucking reading while reader is holding their teddy for support 🫧 ily your work sm and I hope you have a great day today :)

Oh wow. Love the concept 💕

Hope you like :)

————————————————————————-

————————————————————————-

Angel ❣️

Taehyung (v) x Fem!Reader

Warnings: 18+ smut, unprotected sex, pet names, some oral (fem receiving), fingering, dumbification, degradation, corruption kink

————————————————————————

As your boyfriend lowered your panties you whined at the sudden cold feeling. You were wet and Taehyung loved the sight of it. He went from kissing your stomach to your inner thighs, making you squirm a bit.

“T-tae-…”

“Here baby.” He handed you your favorite teddy bear that was sitting above your head. He could see how tense you were getting. That and he loved how adorable you looked. All he wants to do is corrupt his little angel.

He lifted your legs over his shoulders and kissed your bare cunt a few times, causing you to whine into the bear you were holding.

He inserted his 2 fingers, scissoring to make sure your well stretched out for him. Your eyes rolled back as he did so and you only gripped the bear tighter.

He then pulled his boxers off and got on top, making out with you before completing entering you.

You nearly screamed at the feeling. You were stuffed, he was just so big. But Taehyung loved that. He loved the tight fit and he slowly started thrusting.

“You like that baby?” He teased while going faster. “You like my cock in your small pussy?”

“Y-yes!” You cry out.

“Yes what?”

“Yes Taehyung!” You yell back, already close to hitting your high. “T-Tae~ Tae~”

“You dirty slut. Just dumb from my cock, hm?” He grunted, looking at how amazing you looked. Your body was hot and smelled of sex while your eyes were foggy with tears and lips tinted. You were breathing heavily and your bare chest on full display. And you were gripping this teddy bear, making this all the better as it sat between your bare breasts.

“Just a dumb slutty little girl…” he said, coming close to your ear. “Does my dumb baby wanna cum?”

“Mmm-… mm-hmm!” You couldn’t even get words out anymore. “Want-… want-… c-cu… want—…”

Taehyung was amused by your incoherent response. You really are fucked dumb.

Before you could finally let go, he pulled out making you to nearly cry out.

“W-why?! Why?! T-Tae Tae!!” You cried, getting red and holding the plush to your face.

“No tantrums, baby…” he had a teasing tone to his voice.

“B-but— T-Tae—… w-want-!” Without warning, he suddenly thrust back into you. Your legs were spread further so he can perfectly hit your sweet spot.

“Tae~!” You moaned out loud while putting your plush to your face, both to cover your face and muffle your loud moans.

“No no, baby.” Taehyung shook his head and lowered the bear back down. Something about this teddy bear sitting between your breasts made him even more aroused.

He tugged at the teddy bear as if to pull it away. He wouldn’t actually do it but he loved your reaction as you’d almost mindlessly try and grab at it.

You’d cry every time he’d pull out and he loved it. “What’s wrong baby?”

“T-ae-… t-tae… want cum!” You cried, hugging the plush tight.

“Ok go ahead sweetheart… you’ve been a good girl.”

With that, you came and it was intense. You laid there trying to catch your breath before Taehyung started lapping up your wet cunt. The feeling was so intense that you squirted, not what your boyfriend actually expected.

Taehyung smiled and nuzzled up next to you as it was obvious that you were drained. You were already falling asleep as he put his arm around to hold you.

You’re like an angel to him.

————————————————————————

Ko-fi

[luvyuki0]

Amber ── .✦01.

✦ Summary: In which Esme and Hoseok fall in love but of course with love comes trouble especially when you're dating an idol.

Series masterlist| previous| next

"JUST SHUT UP! PLEASE!" Her cries echoed throughout the house, covering her ears as she laid on the floor. She couldn't deal with it anymore, the constant gaslighting and the mental abuse was getting to the point where it was too much. "I should've listened when they warned me, but nah I ignored them 'cause my dumbass didn't know any better, cutting the people I loved off FOR YOU! just so that you could be happy, for us to be happy!" She screamed while crying. He stood there confused as if he didn't know why she was crying, as if he wasn't the reason her mental health depleted and still is. when she finally looked up at him all that could be seen in her face was disgust. Disgust with they were he was looking and acting towards her over the years. "You know what I'm done with this bullshit." She got up wiping her tears, leaving the male's apartment ignoring all sounds and stares she received. All she could think about was why she never realized sooner......



. . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Esme's POV:

        "Should I be doing this right now?" Biting my fingers anxiously as my decorated camera sat on my bed. I knew I would have to come back to making YouTube videos eventually,as it was all I knew and I would be nothing without it and my subscribers. I just never expected it to feel so foreign to me. Honestly I don't even know if I'm ready to get back but I know many of my fans miss me, and of course theres some who thought I'd be gone for good, and honestly I don't blame them for that knowing I did take a 6-month break with no heads up, not only on YouTube but on all my social media platforms, kinda like I just disappeared but if not now then  when?

I sigh grabbing my camera and turning it to start recording. "Hey guys! I know it's been a while and y'all are probably wondering where I've been, what I've been doing and more some of y'all were right and I did break up with Rome but I'm not gonna go into full details about it, cause I'm not ready yet when I am though you guys will know the full story and understand why I took a break but lemme not ruin the mood it's a time of comebacks and celebration! now I am going to get back on my routine, posting weekly and spamming my socials!" As I speak, I can just feel some of the weight I've been holding on being lifted off my chest.

I clasp my hands together before I continue talking. "To be honest with y'all I wasn't even going to start recording again this soon, but Jazmine and her Lil boo invited me and one of his friends to a trip to Hawaii!!! Like y'all don't understand how hyped I am right now! Like I may regret this later but who am I to say no to a trip to Hawaii." I shrug my shoulders jokingly.

"I didn't plan much for this video honestly, but I did want this video and the Hawaii flight video to be separate, and since I and Jaz are going tomorrow imma drop COCO off at my mom's, and hopefully jaz is gonna be home by the time I get back so we can pack together and hopefully make some cute matching fits." I explain to my viewers what I have planned for the day though it wasn't much. (A/N: coco is the name of her Pomeranian I didn't put her in the characters cus she wouldn't be mentioned much💀)

"Come here coco! Y'all why he tryna act like he dont know mee! get a hold of Coco who was trying to run away, I grab my keys, slip on my slides, and lock my door, leaving my apartment complex as I make my way to my car.

I prop my camera on my dashboard, so it won't fall, and put on Apple Music to play "Normal Girl". "As always y'all we're gonna stop by Starbucks so I can try a drink I saw going viral on TikTok then I'll head over to my mom's house to drop coco off." I look back at coco than at my camera as I speaking

"So, this is the drink I got and y'all already know I had to get my grilled cheese! Tew good." I showcase my order to my camera as I get the drink and my grilled cheese sandwich. I eat and drink my order as I make my way over to my mom's house.

I get there and ring the doorbell repeatedly to which she opens the door. "Esme gimme the damn dog so I can go back to sleep too damn early for this shit" she speaks groggily with an attitude.

"It's actually one though...and I don't even get a hello wooow" I joke with her knowing we were on the phone last night.

"Esme quit playin' with me and give me the damn dog."

"Damn here, Bye coco bye mama." I hand her coco and walk back to my car hearing her hum bye back.

"Ok so now that I dropped Coco off imma just head back home and hopefully Jaz is back so we can pack together." I talk to my camera as I start driving back home. . . . . .

I finally get back, unlocking my door to see Jaz in the kitchen getting a snack. "Oh, hey Esme" she turns and greets me.

"Hey sweetheart, did u have fun with your Lil boo," I ask with a smirk.

"Girl yes I have to fill you in on literally everything so fir-".

I cut her off before she started ranting on about what she and Yoongi did. "Before you even start let's pack while you tell me what y'all did because I know you ain't start yet and I know you gon be talking for a good minute. "

"You right" she laughs knowing what I said was true.

We both go into my room and start packing for the trip tomorrow.

.

.

.

.

.

A/N: I edited this chapter WAYY more than the second time and I'm actually happy with the beginning chapter and I made this chapter before the whole Starbucks boycott  so that's why they were mentioned I DO NOT SUPPORT them at all not even to the slightest degree

Please like and comment 🙏🏾

— 1089 words —

[unique-high]

[7:02pm] | Namjoon x blk fem reader.

“Namjoon made falling In love easy.” You thought as you watched your boyfriend carefully pick up a crab. He runs over to you smiling, just to show you how cute this little crab was.

There's an innocence to the things he says and does, but he also reminds you that he's a flawed human too and you like that.

Namjoon never tried to be a perfect boyfriend, but he did. He showed you a love that felt like all the love songs you would listen to back in middle school before you even fully grasped the concept of what it means to love someone romantically.

All the love songs you listen to now contain fragments of him. You always thought if you two ever broke up, you could never listen to those songs the same way again or even listen to them at all after him.

You watched Namjoon run down the beach with his arms out as he yelled, scaring the seagulls. The birds squawking pierced the evening sky as they took off flying. You sink your toes in the warm, gritty brown sand.

You think back to the promise you made your mama before you left home for Uni. “I promise I'll only focus on my studies and nothing else.”

But months later, on a rainy Sunday morning, you sent your mama a text saying: “Forgive me, mama. But there's this guy and I really like him a lot.”

A smile grew across your face hearing Namjoon call your name as he ran up to you. He found some pretty seashells he wanted to show you.

He grabbed your hand, laughing pulling you along with him. There's magic in his laughter that makes you believe in love again.

[naturaldisatr]

Up At Night

⇝ pairing: Tattoo artist husband!Jungkook x elementary teacher!reader

⇝ summary: You can’t sleep so you seek your husband to help you with your troubles

⇝ warnings: 18+ only (please pay attention to warnings), smut, fluff, he’s so sweet to her, slight daddy kink, vaginal fingering, cl*t spanking (only one time lol), kookie acts hard but would give the reader whatever they wanted lol

⇝ word count: 1.1k

⇝ A/N: this is my first time writing smut so we’ll see how this goes lol. I wanted to release due to the massive break i took bc of school so I hope this makes up for it. I plan to make this into a little series and follow this couple for a while. Let me know what you would want to see from them!!

You tiptoed down the hallway. You didn’t want to disturb him and make any noise but you were craving some company besides your own.

Work had been a lot. Chasing around 28 first-graders all week had tired you out. To put it lightly you were exhausted but you couldn’t go to sleep no matter how many times you tossed and turned.

You stop at the entrance of the door and watch as your husband’s back flexes as he works on his stencil for his client. The tattoo artist takes his craft very seriously. He tends not to ignore any artistic urge he has, even if it is the middle of the night.

“Kookie?” You call for him softly. Not wanting to startle him too much. He immediately turns around and raises his eyebrows in confusion.

“Why are you up love? I thought you were tired.”

He holds out his arms and you immediately slide into them. You swing your leg over on his lap and nuzzle your face into his neck. He’s never been one to turn you away, always offering his comfort when you need it.

He kisses your forehead as you get settled wrapping his arms tightly around you.

“What’s wrong my love?”

“Today was just a lot. The kids were on ten all day. I didn’t get a proper lunch due to a parent-teacher conference and now I can’t go to sleep!”

“I’m sorry love. How do you want me to help?”

You couldn’t help but look up at him in adoration. He was always so willing to make sure you got the support you needed.

“Being with you is enough Kookie.”

Goosebumps form on your body as he runs his hand up and down your back. His touch was something you knew you couldn’t live without. He always lit a fire in you without even trying.

“I think I know how to put you to sleep, love. You gonna let me?”

His words sent chills down your spine. He was so close to your ear that you squirmed when he spoke.

“Put me to sleep?”

“Yes baby, put you to sleep. I have a feeling that’s why you came to me in the first place.”

You smile, knowing you were caught. Desire had pooled in you the moment you realized you couldn’t sleep. You were utterly disappointed when you rolled over to an empty bed.

“Yes I would like your help…please.”

You knew you couldn’t play innocent for long. Your husband could read you like a book. He’s always so in tune with the things you need and is always ready to give. He loved making sure his princess was taken care of.

“I need you to sit in my lap correctly.”

He held your hips as he guided you to sit down with your back to his chest. His left arm wrapped tight around your waist and his right slowly made its way further south.

“All you have to do is ask love. I’ll always give you what you need.” All you could do was whimper as he presses kisses into the side of your neck.

You liked to wear his old shirts and some flimsy underwear to bed so it didn’t take much for you to be exposed. Your breath hitched as his fingers lightly danced over the place you wanted him most. You were practically gushing in anticipation.

He glides two fingers over your clit. Slowly moving them in a circle. You clench at the movement, feeling the desire build in the pit of your stomach. You knew he was testing the waters, maybe even teasing you a bit.

“Faster Kookie!”

“Needy thing.”

He speeds up his movements making you moan out in pleasure. You couldn’t help but try to match his rhythm with your hips. It was like he lit a fire in you.

You yelp as his hand comes down against you.

“Stop moving. You know better.”

“Yes sir.”

He kisses the side of your neck, “Good girl.”

One of his fingers slides in with ease. He chuckles as you squirm in his lap. You never got used to the feeling. He slowly moves his finger in and out of you, relishing in the fact that he knows he’s driving you mad. You hate when he takes his time.

“Kookie…..please.”

“Please what?” You don’t have to look at him to see the smirk on his face.

“I want more.”

“Greedy.”

He enters his second finger speeding up his movements. His grip on your waist tightens as he keeps you in place. His fingers knew exactly where to go to make you feel everything. Your body tenses as your release comes closer. Jungkook wasn’t slowing down. He knew that it took consistency to put you over the edge and he always provides the pleasure you desire.

He pumps his fingers in and out of you relentlessly. You had lost all sense of your surroundings. All you could focus on was his arm that wrapped around you - holding you close. You tense in anticipation of your release, you couldn’t move even if you wanted to. All it takes is for Jungkook to pull his fingers out and give attention to your neglected clit.

“That’s it, baby. Let me have it.”

You melt into Jungkook as the coil that built up in your stomach unravels. You knew that you had made a mess based on the feeling on your thighs alone. You wanted to get up - to move, so you could help clean up but you could feel the exhaustion creeping through your bones. You were tired and you couldn’t fight it anymore. Jungkook slides his arm under you and easily picks you up - making his way out of the room.

He holds you close as he walks you down the hall. He could see the sleep trying to overcome you, so he spoke quietly. “Let’s get you in bed, baby.”

“But, I made a mess.” You had unintentionally whispered your reply, but he heard you.

“It’s okay, love. Daddy will take care of it.”

You accepted that answer with no pushback. You knew he meant it, he never complained about taking care of you.

He lays you down in bed and grabs a warm towel to wipe you down. Tenderly leaving soft kisses on your thighs as he does so. When he finishes he covers you up in your many blankets and leaves one final kiss on your forehead. He cleans up his office and makes his way back to you fairly quickly, eager to also get some rest.

He pulls you close to him and you nuzzle yourself into his arm, falling asleep with a smile on your face. He was your everything and you couldn’t be more grateful for him.

[catsandpens]

We Don’t Speak The Same Language

JUNGKOOK X READER

You and Jungkook have two different love languages and it’s tearing you two apart.

Angst

“Do we really have to go over this again” Jungkook sighed with an exhausted look in his face

“ yes we do” You replied walking over to Jungkook, trying to relax on the couch 

In an effort to bridge the disconnect between you two, you sat next to Jungkook to finish the conversation. He moved himself closer to you and embraced you in his arms.

“Why can’t we just cuddle it out?” Jungkook giggled holding you tighter.

You slowly grew frustrated and slightly disappointed. 

“Jung, I’m being serious right now.” You said, softly pushing him off.

“ You disappearing for weeks without even a text is concerning.” You continue to ramble.

“ Oh my god Y/N.” Jungkook groaned.

“ You knew from the beginning about what I do for a living, so once again, do we really have to go over this again?” Jungkook questioned.

“So, you think I made the wrong choice?” You asked without a second thought.

“Wait, what?” Jungkook questioned feeling blindsided.

“Do you think I made the wrong choice to be with you?” You asked again.

“Y/N, what are you going on about” Jungkook hissed, moving up from his laid back position with his hands covering his face.

“I just want to give me more time with you and every time I ask for that, you push it under the rug with hugs and kisses.” You plead.

“And I can’t lie, it was very sweet at first but it’s not enough.” You said with tears beginning to swell.

“I’m sorry” Jungkook stuttered, feeling defeated.

Jungkook got up from the couch, hearing a sniffle come from him as he headed to your room to pack his stuff. You knew he was leaving and that there was no point of fighting for him to stay. You and Jungkook both knew that it was almost impossible to understand each other and it was best to just move on.

[honey-boyyoongi]

“What do you think, will you help me”, he asked.

She sighed into her glass of ridiculously priced wine, “What’s in it for me?”

Seokjin scoffed, “Obviously, my presence is a gift within itself, but vacations, shopping sprees, the possibility of having to marry me…”

She slightly sputtered, “Marry, you said you just wanted to convince your grandfather that you’re settling down. Not that I have to marry you!”

Coming soon

[missbangtangirl]

JIN HOLY FUCK 🔥🔥🔥

[in-my-heads-posts]

We Never Know

Summary: when you slipped into little space syndrome and your cold and rude husband takes care of you.

..................................................................................

I closed my eyes as my head was aching with pain along with my shoulders.

Taehyung: "DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND? GET OUT OF HERE!!"

His voice was echoing inside my head making me dizzy. My sight started to blur as my body started to become weak. And then I fell on the hard floor.

(Yn POV)

I ran through the slippery hall after driving away from the office. The receptionist told me the way as I asked her about my wife.

There she was, lying on the bed like someone who's fallen from heaven and will wake up anytime to bless me. I saw the nurce getting out of the room and giving me a assuring smile.

I walked inside. The chemical's smell was all over the place. I saw her hair flicks looking golden in the daylight reflecting something that I can say beautiful. Her pale face was telling she didn't eat enough.

As I was lost in the sight worrying about why she collapsed, one of the doctor's came in and told me to get outside.

Taehyung: "What happened to her?"

Doc: "She collapsed. As we checked her axillary nerve and posterior humeral circumflex artery (PHCA) is compressed. It'll take some time for her to get better, you can see some side effects. We'll be giving her some physical therapy and others."

Taehyung: "Thank you"

With that I went to pay the fee while was not able to accept this situation .

A week later:

We took her home as doctors did her treatment and today in the evening when she woke up, she behaved in unusual way....like a child. After when doctors examined her, they said that she has little space syndrome.

All these days, I was there for her tho I never had ever spent much time with her. I was mostly in living area working from home while maids took care of her.

Author POV:

As the days passed, you started to become more and more like a child. You would draw random things and play with dolls.

Taehyung POV:

I came in the kitchen to drink water, when I saw her putting stickers on the fridge. I smiled at her attempts to put one on the top of it. She so small. I walked to her and said

Taehyung: "What are you doing?"

That's when she turned around and looked at me with her doe eyes.

My breath became uneven and I gulped hard at her sight of looking so innocent. Tho whenever I saw her, she always carries a bold girl attitude who don't take a shit but.........now it's different.

She said in a cute way I guess

Yn: "Can you help me?"

She said while making a pout.

My heart started beating fastly I don't know why.

Taehyung: "No, and remove theses."

I saw while pointing at the ones she sticked to the fridge.

With that I came out not daring to look at her.

In the evening:

I was sitting on the sofa while I saw her running to me. She sat on the floor.

Yn: "I want chocolate."

She said with a soft pitch and appealing eyes.

Now what am I supposed to do with it.....

Taehyung: "it's not good for your health."

With that I started to do my work with a cold face I always carry with me.

I saw her from the corner of my eyes. She made a sad face making me feel something called regret. She left the place and slowly went back to her room.

After dinner, I sent my driver to bring some chocolates and sent them to her room.

Few days later:

Y/n was making me feel something that I didn't felt before. Maybe it's because I was spending more time with her. I remembered when we got married, my father told me her parents died when she was just 4 and she took care of her younger sister by herself.

I married her as my father insisted. Yn was owner of the Park Institutions where they teach poor children and take care of orphans. I didn't know how she did it cause I never care to know about it.

I was always so busy in my work to not care about this marriage. Now I can imagine how difficult her life was before marriage and even after. The doctors also said that these type of disease happens when a person had rough childhood or didn't get enough care when needed.

While was lost in my thoughts I felt someone pulling my shirt. I looked at the person and saw none other than Yn.

She was there with her messy yet gorgeous hair and innocent face looking at me as if she's in a problem.

Taehyung: "what are you doing?"

I said while pulling it away from her.

Yn: "Can you play with me?"

With a guy who got a dirty mind, I blinked few times trying to understand what she really meant. Tho the situation was giving me butterflies already, I tried to resist the feeling.

Taehyung: "What?"

Yn: "Can you play with me daddy?"

She said with the most cutest and innocent way that can make any man go crazy.

I gulped hard as my heart was beating in a pace I didn't want it to.

Yn: "Please daddy, please"

With a situation like this, I didn't said no to her tho I said that to her my whole life.

Taehyung: "okay. What do you want to play?"

She sat herself on the couch and make a pout while looking at me with doe eyes.

Yn: "I don't know. You tell me."

There are so many games we can play together but.........

I sat with her.

Taehyung: "I-i don't know any. "

She looked at me as if I saw the worst line ever.

Yn: "You are boring. Okay let's play hide and seek daddy."

She smiled widely and winked at me.

What.......my mind was thinking all the things that should be called illegal at this time.

Taehyung: "okay"

I said with the zoo dancing my stomach.

After counting till 20, I started searching for her in this big ass mansion. I roamed here and there and then I entered in her room. I looked around with keen eyes but I didn't saw her.

Then I thought of opening the closet.

As soon as I opened it, I felt someone falling over me.

I fell softness on my lips . The body fell so soft yet fragile. I opened my eyes, seening it was Yn.

I didn't move cause I didn't want to. With the wildest feeling in my body, I wanted to say like that.

I saw Yn slowing getting up. I didn't open my eyes.

Yn: "Get up. It's my turn"

I didn't move.

Yn: "daddy daddy"

She said while shaking me. That time I just wanted to pull her close but I didn't.

Yn: "Are you dead?"

She said in a worried tone. I laughed inside.

Then I felt her coming close to me, so close that I don't know what will happen to me I kept resist it anymore.

I pulled her close and hovered over her.

She looked at me surprised.

Taehyung: "Daddy won't die so soon babygirl. He got so much more to play with ya."

With that she looked at me with a soft smile as we both got up.

Taehyung: "let's play a new game. Let's play stone, paper, scissors and the one who lose has to give the other one a kiss here"

I said as I touched my lips in front of her.

I know it's wrong but it's alright I'm her daddy right? She's safe with me.

With that we played and each time someone lost and we kissed each other which was more like a peak.

After few weeks:

Me and Yn, we came more close to each other. We played together, not those types but yeah like drawing, cooking together and going outside for evening walks. She was also getting better each day. Doctors said she'll be alright in few months.

All this time I didn't knew when I fell in love with her. I regretted the times when I was rude with her. When I used to shout at her and and never cared about her feelings. That day when she collapsed, we had a fight in the morning. She came into my study room and tried to keep it near but I misunderstood her and fought with her. I was such a jerk back then.

But now I just want her to get alright and then I'll take care of her in the way she always deserved. We never know when our feeling can change just like I didn't know but now I don't care cause now she's my baby, my love and my life.

The end

[lovecoree]

hi !! first i wanted to say thank you so much for writing for black readers this means a lot to me 🫶🏽 i also have a request , could you write something about sitting next to namjoon at the fashion week and being endeared by him because of how sweet he’s acting and how fine he is 😭 just them flirting and then kissing maybe ? thank you for taking your time reading this <33

hello beautiful!

𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐆𝐀 𝐌𝐎𝐃𝐄𝐋 — 𝐊𝐍𝐉

pair: idol!Namjoon x model!reader

synopsis: flirting and talking to Namjoon was more interesting then the fashion show.

warning: reader is black coded, flirting, kissing, let me know if I missed anything !

a/n: this was rushed and is very short so I’m sorry !

BTS RM’s Smooth Interaction With model YN LN At The “Bottega Veneta” Show Goes Viral

Your night honestly got better while talking to Namjoon. Such an attractive man manage to make you smile. “I wish you were on the runway, so I could admire you more.” He whispered to you as the models began to walk down the runway. “But you can get the close up version right here.” Tilting your head with a playful smile on your face you watched as Namjoon eyes flicker with a sudden darkness in his eyes— if you could guess probably lust. The flirting was getting to the both of y’all and honestly y’all could care less who was capturing such an intense moment for their article for people worldwide to read.

You definitely have to thank your manager for letting you take a day off and coming up with an agreement to just attend the fashion show. Sitting next to Namjoon was a great decision, the way you quickly picked up a conversation with him and only focused on each other felt nice. “You’re right, I am even more lucky to meet such a beautiful model up close, maybe I’m pushing my luck even further but I’ll like to hang out with you after the show ends?” Namjoon waited for any response from you, the confidence that he showed you was masking his nervous state of rejection. “Or maybe you don’t—” “I’d love to Namjoon.” You smiled calming his anxiety down.

“Ok pretty boy, we are going to be late for our reservation.” You giggled as you wiped off your smudged lipgloss off his now swollen lips. Namjoon checked his phone, the bright light only being the brightness in the dark corner you both scurried off to outside. “It’s 10:05, we got time pretty.” The nickname made you weak in the knees, the moan you let out as he kissed you again passionately. His hands roaming your body as you wrapped your arms around his neck, wanting him to be close as possible.

“What about..your manager, isn’t he waiting for you by the car?” You breath out in between kisses. “He can wait, you’re more important right now.” Kissing down your neck you bit your bottom lip to contain any sound as a few more guest walked out the building.

yea..you definitely have to thank your manager later on.

[linniewrites]

We all have our issues | Chapter 1

idol!jungkook x chubby!student!reader

Summary : you sleep over at Jungkook’s for the first time, and realize that you do, indeed, see him as more than a friend.

Words : 2,147

Warnings : age gap (Jk is 25 while oc is 20), anxiety, skin picking, fear of dogs (?), insecurities.

Notes : jk’ s whipped and has her as “baby” in his phone, oc’s anxious even when everything’s fine, but she’s cute and has skincare so she’s happy, she’s also whipped. And she loves Bam.

JK🎸

i’ll be here in five

i’m here

You put your phone in the pocket of your jacket and grab your keys from the counter before heading out and locking the door behind you. A smile etched onto your face when you saw your friend dressed in an all black outfit, just like you and waved shyly at him.

“Hi.”

“Hey, how’re you ?”

“Good. Nervous.”

He put his arm around you and rubbed your shoulder. “Don’t be, my son’s a good boy.”

“I’m sure he is. I just get a little nervous around dogs.” The elevator opened so you both walked in and clicked the lobby button so you could get out of the building. Tonight was going to be your first time at Jungkook’s place, you’d quickly became friends after your first meeting, and you’d been talking for a few weeks. Whenever you hung out, it was either at your apartment, or small parks and places he knew. You really wanted this to go well, so you’d gotten a really cute outfit, even though you were a bit nervous about wearing it out, you still opted for it after a sudden hit of confidence. You had a skin tight black Calvin Klein shirt, low rise black jeans and chunky black sneakers, all that covered by an oversized black jean jacket. While waiting for the elevator to stop, you fiddled with your hoop earring, pulling and twisting at it, when you felt Jungkook’s hand on yours, stopping your movements.

“You’re gonna hurt yourself.” You quickly pulled your hand away and looked down, embarrassed.

“Right…”

The elevator dinged, and your eyes almost came out of your skull when you reached the black Mercedes car. It was definitely not something you could afford, or had ever been in. The tattooed man opened the door and winked at you before closing it and doing a cute walk back to his side of the car.

You put your seatbelt on and giggled when he sat down behind the wheel and turned on the LED lights a bright pink.

“I like your car, it’s cool.”

“Yeah, I’m thinking of getting a motorcycle, though.” He said, waiting for your opinion.

“They’re so dangerous.” The way his face fell physically made your heart ache, so you quickly continued. “But it would be pretty amazing, you’d look really cool. Plus, I know you’re careful.”

“Yeah, you’ve got to be with these things.”

The rest of the ride was filled with laughter and singing, mainly his, because you didn’t dare to try and sing in front of him. Turns out his apartment is a lot further away from yours than you thought, you noticed it is closer to your university though. Jungkook even offered to pick you up sometimes, so you wouldn’t have to take the bus, and you had accepted, only after making him promise it didn’t bother him. Once you were in front of Jungkook’s apartment door, he slowly turned to you and took your hands in his, bringing heat to your face.

“Okay. This is it. My humble little home.”

“Humble little home, huh ?” You teased.

“Yep.” He unlocked the door and let you walk in first. When he stepped behind, he looked around and took notice of his Doberman staring at you from his bedroom’s door frame.

He let out a laugh and called him over. “Bam ! Come here !” The dog happily hurried to his owner’s legs with wiggly tail and ears. “Okay, this…” He turned Bam’s head so he could get a good look at you. “Is my friend, ___. She’s real nice, so don’t scare her off.” You smiled and kneeled so you could let the dog sniff you. Ban walked to you and nudged your knee with his nose before raising his head and rubbing it against your tummy. “Hi Bam.” He barked softly at you, making you gasp and scratch behind his ear. “You’re such a nice boy, aren’t you ?”

“So… let me show you around.” Jungkook took a hold of your hand and guided you to the living area. “This is the living room. I guess…” The apartment made you laugh, it looked like a student apartment, light walls empty of any decorations, an empty hanger racks next to the couch, which was way too large to belong to a student. However, there was also workout gear right next to the television, which also looked really expensive. “The kitchen. We can cook something, or order out. Whatever you want.”

“Oh. Whatever’s best for you, I’m not complicated or anything.” You shrugged anxiously.

“___. Do you want to order out ? If not, I’ll cook something for you, I’m pretty good.”

“I swear, I don’t care.” As long as it doesn’t inconvenience him, you’d eat whatever.

“We’ll order out then.” He settled.

“Great.” Thank god you brought your wallet with you.

You ended up ordering two servings of spicy tteokbokki along with a bottle of iced tea to share. While waiting for it to happen, Jungkook had decided to put on Criminal Minds, only because he knew how much you liked it, he’d never seen it before, so you were really excited to show him the first seasons. You were sitting on the couch, knees to your chin and Jungkook’s arm around your body. You didn’t know it, but the singer kept taking peaks at your face, admiring you enjoying your favorite show. He found it funny that the show was about such awful things, but you listened to it so intently, and had even called it your comfort show. You looked so happy, so calm, Jungkook wished he could only ever see you like this, and never have you feel down, like you had the day you’d first met.

The doorbell rang, startling you, Jungkook took his arm off you and jumped over the couch to get to the door. While he was thanking the delivery man, you took a few bills from your wallet that was in your jacket and set them down on the table. Jungkook dropped the hot boxes in front of you, and quickly went to get glasses for you. When he came back he realized the money on the table wasn’t his so he handed it back to you.

“No, it’s for the food.”

“___, it’s my treat.” You shook your head, insisting he took your money. “It’s fine, I swear.” You ignored him and started opening the two boxes, putting one on your right for him, and filling his glass with the cold drink before starting with your own. He sighed in defeat and left the money where it was, and thanked you before sitting back down and digging in. He raised his glass to yours and tilted it with a smile. You did the same with yours and clinked them together, smiling cheekily. “Cheers.”

⭒

You clenched your eyes at the light the sun was letting in and spread your arms on the bed, feeling around for the teddy bear you usually slept with. Confused as to why you couldn’t find it, you slowly opened your eyes and frowned when you realized the bed you were resting in wasn’t yours. You sat up and took a look around the room, admiring the many Marvel figurines on the shelves. You remembered dinner with Jungkook last night, and cleaning up, as well as watching more episodes of your favorite crime show. But you didn’t remember coming in his bedroom. You stood up, ruffling your jeans to get comfortable in them, before slowly heading for bathroom. Your hair was a mess, so you wet your hands and tried to tame it with some water. When you deemed it was enough, you went to the living room.

“Kook ?” You called out, whispering. The closer you got closer to the living area, the louder the snoring sounded.

You walked to the couch and looked down at the man sleeping. Jungkook’s hair was a mess, he was wearing shorts and a large shirt and the beanie he had on last night was now discarded on the floor. You bent down to pick it up and since you didn’t know what to do, you sat down on the other side of the couch so you wouldn’t disturb your friend’s slumber. You knew Jungkook snored, you’d seen his friends mock him in videos, and he’d even told you himself, but it was still surprising. It was loud, very loud, but it was also so endearing, the way his nose scrunched up the same way as when he smiled too hard, made you want to place soft kisses all over his face. You decided to lay down on the couch, you brought your legs up to rest them under your chin and simply waited for your friend to wake up.

Bam whined when he heard the leather of the couch move and ran up to see who it was, as soon as he recognized you, he jumped on the couch and settled next to you, accidentally waking up his dad.

“Hi.” You said softly, a dumb smile on your face from Jungkook’s hair flying in all directions.

“Good morning.” He rubbed his eyes and yawned, sitting up. He patted his lap and whistled for his dog to give him a hug, which he happily did. “Do you want to eat something ?” He turned to you.

“No, thank you. I’m just gonna go home.” Your cheeks gained some warmth, which went unseen by him as you mumbled out the rest of your sentence. “Wanted to say hello to you first.”

He quickly stood up and walked to his kitchen counter to take his car keys. “I’ll take you home.” He said while struggling to slip his shoes on.

“Thanks.” Why are you feeling disappointed when you’re the one that said you wanted to leave ? He’s just being the kind, friendly soul he’s always been, so why does that sadden you ? Maybe, it’s because you don’t want him to waste his time with you, and you hoped he’d leave you alone. Truly, it’s because you wished he would ask you to stay, and cuddle him some more like you had yesterday when you fell asleep.

“My lady.” He opened the door for you and did an exaggerated reverence when you walked past him. You laughed and leaned against the wall while waiting for him to bid goodbye to his dog and lock the door behind him. “C’mon.” He turns to you and sigh. “___, you’re gonna be cold.” He zips your jacket up, shaking his head and flicking your nose with his finger when it’s fully closed. He wraps his arm around you and leads you to the elevator.

When the car reaches your apartment complex, he brings your face closer to his with his hand on the back of your head, and presses a loving kiss to your temple. “Bye bye.”

“Bye.” You open the door sheepishly and wave goodbye. You quickly walk inside the building and without looking back, climb into the elevator and soon enough, get inside your home. It’s a Saturday, so there’s not really anything you have to do, apart from cleaning a little, all of your assignments are finished, there’s no need for new groceries, you’re off work. You walk to your fridge and take a coke bottle into your hands before untwisting its cap and chugging the drink down your throat. That’s when a question stops you ; why’d you leave Jungkook’s apartment ? You’re only going to stay in bed the whole day, when you could’ve had fun with him. You decide to hop in the shower and rest in bed for the rest of the day. You use your time to your advantage, you wax your entire body, give your hair an oil bath and pamper your skin when you get out of the steaming room. One of the many sheet masks you’re putting away is said to be for combination skin and has a cute bunny draw on it, which takes your mind back to your tattooed friend. You swiftly snap a picture of it, but don’t press send and keep it in your album. Finally, you take your lip mask and spread a good glob of it on your lips before getting under your fluffy blanket to watch something on Disney+. Thank god for scholarships because if not for it, your job wouldn’t enable you to pay for everything you have, especially not your new phone, and expensive self-care products. After an afternoon watching Criminal Minds, and a very yummy dinner, you finally muster the strength to text Jungkook, selecting the picture you took earlier with a text.

baby🪽

i saw this and it made me think of you it’s so cute 🥹

i saw this and it made me think of yo

i saw this and it ma

i saw th

taglist :

@gothvkth @beigerin @babycandy111 @jjanjankook @joonsboy

[jeonbunnie]

hate you

pairing: reader x jeon jeongguk

summary: This time, the break up breaks Jeongguk

genre: angst

content/warnings: ex-boyfriend!jeongguk; established relationship;break up!au; drinking; suggestive thoughts

Soundtrack: hate you— by Jeongguk

a/n:hi hi! long time no see. thought i’d break into the new year with a lol drabble based on beloved lol drabble i wrote last year. you don’t have to read the last posts to understand but you read them for context here and here.

word count: 1.2K

It's not the truth. It's not the cure. But hatin' you's the only way it doesn't hurt.

Jeongguk tipped his head back, letting the liquid gold slide down his throat. Chugging his beer was nothing, especially when he’d had so much practice lately. But when he slammed down his empty glass on the bar, there was no satisfaction or warmth blooming in his chest to erase that hollow feeling lingering inside him since last year. 

Since you.

“Hey, slow down,” chided Namjoon beside him. “Haven’t you had enough?”

No. Jeongguk’s sure there’s not enough alcohol at this party to drown out the taste of your lips on his or the memory of what it felt like to hold you in his arms and feel your smile against his cheek. Not when he has a front-row seat to watch you do all those things with someone else. 

But damn it all to hell. He’d rather die trying than sit here sober with the cold, hard reality of watching you move on with someone new. 

Jeongguk doesn’t mean to be an ass, ignoring his best friend’s concerns (he’s sure they’re valid). It’s self-preservation, not noncompliance, that has him reaching back into the cooler to pull out another cold one. 

“Jeongguk, I’m worried about you.”

Jeongguk laughed. “I’m fine,” he said. . . But his voice is low and bitter and sharp like poison.

Namjoon shook his head, “You’re not fine, Jeongguk. You’ve been self-destructing since you broke up with (Y/n).”

“Yeah, well, maybe this is my karma.”

Jeongguk used to think luck or fate brought the two of you together, having always run in the same friend groups and circles. But now, it seemed his luck had run out, or fate thought it’d be a cruel joke to keep him in your orbit even after you broke up. 

No, this had to be some kind of punishment for running away from your love. In return, he was forced to watch your love story play out with someone else.

Literally. Jeongguk’s so fucking jealous; it’s all he can do not to stride across the room and rip you away from the stranger you’re currently entangled with. The sight is enough to make his blood boil, and he can’t help the tick in his jaw or keep the glare out of his eyes.  

 Jeongguk can’t stop staring at the fucker who has his tongue down your throat. 

It should be his tongue down your throat. His hands on your ass, pulling you close and your grinder, your bodies impossibly close, and only hoping to get closer. Because you’re his. 

Or at least you used to be.

The thought alone is enough to have Jeongguk flag down another drink. But before he could reach for another cold one, Namjoon blocked him off. “No. You’ve already had one too many.”

“So what? Who cares if I get a little fucked up?”

“I care. This isn’t you.”

Jeongguk couldn’t help the rueful smile that split across his lips. “Maybe it is me. I fucked it all up.”

That’s the worst part. That ugly feeling in his chest, the jealousy burning him up inside as he watched you love another. It was all his fault. 

It made Jeongguk sick to see you laugh, eyes sparking at something this asshole said because he remembers when that look was reserved only for him. And now here you were, giving it to another. Jeongguk knew he had no right to feel this jealousy. Not when he’s the one who set you free. But still—It should be him taking you home tonight, stripping off your clothes, pounding into your tight little—

Fuck.

Just the thought of having you again had him hard. He couldn’t turn it off, the need for you. He couldn’t keep his hands off you even when he ended things. He replayed that last night in his head like a broken record, but he couldn’t rewind time like he did his memories.

“Jeongguk. . .are you crying?”

“No,” he said. And then, “Maybe.”

“We don’t have to be here. You wanna get fucked up? We can do that in any bar. It doesn’t have to be here. 

“Why are you torturing yourself?” 

“You’re a good friend, Joon. But I can’t. I can’t walk away.” Yeah, he knew it was ruining him, making him bitter, but if this was the only way he could be close to you, then so be it.

He can’t help it. That’s what he tells himself. He can’t help but watch you—crave you—even if you don’t so much as glance in his direction.

Or maybe he’s torturing himself because it’s what he deserves. 

“I’m not gonna watch you destroy yourself over some girl.”

“She’s not just some girl.”

You were everything. You were golden. Or at least that’s what it felt like, loving you. 

You were the heat of summer. The only warmth on a cold winter day. You were the golden light of the first sunrise and the radiant glow of the sun setting low. You were the only bright spot in this cold, dark world.

You were the fucking sun. 

And without you, Jeongguk might as well be dead inside. 

Jeongguk wasn’t blind (but god, did he wish he was right now). He knew it was over. It was clear as day you’d moved on—and worse—that you’re happy with someone new, someone that’s not him. He starts towards you, ready to tell you as much, get on his knees, beg your forgiveness again, and plead for your safe return into his arms when the world tilts and his vision blurs.

It’s Joon who helped him stay upright. Joon, who took the beer can from his hands and slung an arm around his shoulder, guided him through the crowd. 

“You’re so wasted up right now. I’m taking you home.” 

Joon, who drove him back to his apartment and led him to the bed. 

It felt like seconds, or maybe it’s been hours; Jeongguk couldn’t tell. He’s too fucked up to be sure of the footsteps he takes passing between doors. He only knew where he was when his face planted into the comforter, and the laundry scent told him he was home.

Because it’s your scent. Or rather, the smell of your laundry detergent. It was the only thing you left behind when you moved out, and now Jeongguk bought it for himself, clinging to the only piece of you he could have. He could almost pretend you were right there with him if he got under the sheets and closed his eyes.

Jeongguk’s the one who broke it off, but he can’t even remember the reason why now. It was stupid, thinking your relationship was too comfortable, too boring. Maybe it wasn’t perfect, but it was good, wasn’t it? Why did he ever want to explore something else? But in the short months you were apart, all he discovered was that for him, there was no one else.

Jeongguk wished he could blame it on something, someone, anything else. It’d be easy to blame it on you, but you were blameless. He almost wished that you lied, that the betrayal he felt blooming had started when you were still together so that this anger inside him could be directed elsewhere.  

It’d be so much easier to paint you as the villain, but that’s not who you are in his story. You’re the one who got away. 

It’d be so much easier for Jeongguk to hate you—not love you.

But he can’t. So, instead, he just hates himself. 

For being weak and losing you.

For falling in love too late.