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The Woman with the Black Cat on Her Shoulder | MYG

Fearful, they buried them, stomped them into the dirt. Underneath their boot, scared men were unaware the seeds of hope had planted by their own volition. From the dirt and grime, grew flowers, blooms so tall, eclipsing their hatred. You were strong and unwilling to be cut down any more. 

Dystopian Fantasy AU. Shapeshiftercat!yoongi x reader

Warning: 18+ adult themes, dystopian futuristic society (IS IT THO?), graphic violence against women, animal cruelty, attempted SA, mention of suicide, police brutality, angst, sex so soft and sweet and full of consent

Word Count: 9.1k

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“It’s her,” they said. Whispers in the crowd, repeating the phrase to one another, like a wave of hope rippling over their bodies, energizing their fight.

It was true. She was there, and the crowd could feel her power, her anger, forged from pain. Because it was their anger too. It was familiar, it was a friend reaching over their shoulder and telling them, ‘It will be okay. I’m here now. You don’t have to fight alone. You won’t lose this time, because you have me now.’ 

The rumors spread far, even the law-forcers knew of her. They knew of her as a myth, a story the people would tell to ease the pain of their subjugation. An empty promise shouted at the law-forcers, that one day they’ll be sorry, that one day victory won’t be theirs to take. She was the woman with the black cat on her shoulder. One look into those feline eyes and judgment is swift. 

Some believed the cat is a creature from the underworld. The beast heard the people’s cries and clawed its way up into this world, collecting souls of abusers and assaulters, dragging them back down to its dark home. Some people believe the cat is part of her, she wields and controls the beast like a limb, that she isn’t human, but an angel, the savior of the people.

But she is neither and the cat is neither. She is like them. Born without wealth, without love, abandoned and alone, she grew up too quickly. A sad story told a million different ways by a million different girls. She lived her life as they all did, she worked and worked and worked and worked, and lived. She didn’t want anything more but to live...

You didn’t want anything more but to live, and perhaps it was by some divine intervention, you don’t know, that you crossed paths with a lonely black cat, so small and broken, so desperate to survive like you. You freed him and in ways you could not imagine, he freed you.

---

From the crowd of bodies, the woman with the black cat on her shoulder stepped to the front. Her clothes were black, pants torn and patched, sewn back stronger. A tight shirt so they made no mistake, it was a woman under that mask. Black cloth covering her face and hair, the amount of her hair hidden under her hood. But they could still see her eyes, accentuated by black eyeliner and hatred. And on her shoulder, a large black cat, long wild hair to match its wild eyes. 

The law-forcers stood in a line, guns and shields ready. The angry crowd had nothing but hope now. 

The law-forcers didn’t really believe it was her, looking down at her still. Any woman could find a black cat and pretend. They saw her as a martyr, a faker, their trigger fingers itching to make an example of her.

The cat hissed, mouth stretched wide open and long fangs displayed. The hiss was loud and piercing and the law-forcers flinched, embarrassingly reacting. The crowd jeered and laughed and the law-forcers pointed their guns at the black cat, growing in anger for being made fools. 

You whisper to your companion to wait. Let them attack first. Show the world the true aggressor before them. 

You waited because you knew the beast on your shoulder was a magical being. And the thing about living magic in a world filled with human creation, is that magic and technology reacted like oil and water, coexisting but unable to intermix, and magic was by far the stronger force. 

Red lasers land on you and your companion, but you stubbornly stand tall and the crowd mirrors your actions. The cat growls low and menacing and hisses again. It only took one scared threatened man, one trigger happy finger, and then it was all over...for them.

-

A gun shot rang out, and smoke appears where the black cat on the woman’s shoulder stood, weaving and twisting in the air like black rivers, dispersing and covering the empty zone between the crowd and the law-forcers. Bullets entered the smoke and the magical force created a barrier, stopping them in midair. That is when they all knew, they knew she was not just a myth.

As quickly as the magic appeared, electricity disappeared. The energy sent a shockwave across devices. Cameras and lights, the law-forcers military grade machinery, and all that expensive technology the law-forcers depended on broke and malfunctioned. Precious moments without their weapons that give a perfect window of attack. 

The crowd stands transfixed and the woman screams, loud and deep within her gut…

A roar. 

The black cat appears and reappears, so quickly it’s impossible to follow the cat’s path. Fangs piercing through skin and muscle of the men paid to silence the people’s cries, now crying for help, crying in pain as sharp claws rip through kevlar and tear the flesh from their bones. She runs towards them without fear. That's what the crowd sees, they don't witness her fear of losing what she loves most that carries her feet forward. And then the crowd begins to run forward too, headed straight towards men with bullets ready to fire. 

It’s chaos. 

---

“Dinner’s ready.”

His voice was soft and calming but you startle awake. You don’t mean to, you’re just always on alert and so anxious these days. 

His hand moves from your back to your shoulder, fingers pushing into your tight muscles. His way of telling you to relax. You place your hand over his, pulling him into bed. You’re so tired, he must be too. You wish he wouldn’t worry over you, you could have heated some left overs up instead.

The news plays loud on your home's display screen, events of afternoon recorded right before the blackout replay from many different angles. You listen to the cheers of your arrival, inwardly groaning.

Tonight it’s going to get worse, you’ve bruised the egos of the elite, and men like that always lash out in anger, unable to take a loss so great.

“We should go out tonight, just in case,” you sigh. Your companion doesn’t speak, he’s tired. He fought so hard. And he might have to do it again. But this is the life you both chose. Somehow, it has become this, nights upon nights of this. You wonder, if others had this kind of power, would they be able to sleep at night knowing they could have done something more, or would they be like you?

It wasn’t always like this. Before you were a fighter of the system, you were a victim of the system.

Like the night your companion, Yoongi, showed you what he truly was.

---

“Sweet kitty.” He purrs loudly while he eats, broken purrs between grumbles as he devours his dinner. The sight makes you laugh as he eats the meat leftover from your lunch. He waits for you, always in the same spot. The black cat you saved has taken to following you from work to your home at night. Every night you try to coax him into your house, but he never does decide to join you. He’s a cat of the streets.

You click your tongue softly as his fluffy tail wraps around your calf. Using two fingers, you run them along the cat’s back as he eats. “I have to get going, kitty, sorry for making you wait,” you muse, scratching behind the cat’s ears as he finishes. It’s later than you usually leave. Hours at the warehouse seemed to stretch longer and longer these days. 

You move quickly and quietly, kept your purse tight to your side. You walked behind restaurants, away from drunken men and street girls that took over busy streets at night. Walking these dark alleys alone was daunting, but better than dealing with confrontation and a quicker route. And you had kitty. The animal gracefully walks next to you, happily bouncing along with his tail held upright. You somehow felt safer walking with the tiny street cat.

Age thirteen was the first time you encountered the wandering eyes of strangers, walking the district’s marketplace with your friends from the learning center. Three teenage girls enduring the catcalls of grown men, following you for blocks. You knew the feeling of someone watching you all too well, it was the same feeling you felt tonight.

You stop and bend down, petting kitty, cooing at how cute he looks when he stretches his neck towards you and in the corner of your eye, you noticed them, two men in the shadows following close behind you. There is no safety at night for a woman in this world. You learned that not this night, but you felt the fear of your reality in waves, stronger than any night before.

Standing up again, you ignored them and kept your pace. You were too scared to run. Running escalated things. You learned not to do such things. Once you ran they would chase, they could catch you, they would hurt you. And you knew you couldn’t fight two and win, you weren’t confident in one. You fiddle with your e-bracelet. You could signal an emergency, but the law-forcers took hours to come to this part of town, even as attacks continue to escalate, you knew they wouldn’t save you.

Kitty meows next to you. He meows, he meows, did kitty notice them too? “I know,” you whisper.

You think if you keep this pace, you can make it past the corner, and run then, hide yourself in the crowd. But like you, it was not the first time for these men either. Experienced predators, they noticed your hunched shoulders, the concentrated steps slowly escalating. They attacked.

Dirty hands grab at your body, your hair, yanking you backwards into pavement. It was too quick, too forceful. 

You fought, you fought hard, with everything you had. You kicked and you screamed, and when fingers covered your screams you cried, when stronger arms and legs kicked back and shoved you back down, you pulled your limbs tightly together, protecting what they wanted from you.

You tasted your own blood, felt the sting of cuts and bruises on your body just formed and yet you still fought, unwilling to let them have any of you.

Acting on instinct to protect yourself until your legs were ripped open and your arms were held down and you retreated into your mind, thinking of what you could have done to stop this outcome, was there anything, one small difference, that could have changed everything? You were asking yourself these questions when the heaviness lessened, and your voice was no longer the only screams in the night. 

You lifted your head at a terrifying sight. Limbs reacting quickly to move away from the bloodshed. You reminded yourself to breathe.

Breathe out. You looked down at the scene, the two assaulters were dead, their bodies covered in scratches. 

Breathe in. And another man, black hair wild and covering his eyes. Hands red, covered in blood that wasn’t his. 

Breathe out. He walks closer to you, bends down, covers your bruised cheek with his bloody hand. Street lights flicker and static electricity stings you at his touch, but you don’t flinch away, feeling a familiarity that didn’t frighten you. 

Breathe in. Somehow you knew the most improbable situation was what this was, you knew what he was.

Breathe out. “Kitty?”

Even with all your breathing, you still passed out at the revelation.

---

You sit straight up, yelping, breathing eratic.

‘What's this?’ You stare at napkins and plastic bags, the trash falling away from your body. You're outside on your porch. Your purse had been underneath your head.

“Ow.” Your ribs hurt, your legs hurt, your arms hurt, your temples hurt. You run your tongue over your dry lips, over a cut and wince. Your bracelet beeps. You’re late for work.

You didn’t have time to think about last night until lunch time. Unable to make food, you stood in line to pay for lunch. Waiting for your turn in line, you listened to today’s gossip. The women of the warehouse discussed in hushed voices last night's murder. “An animal attack, they think.” “What kind of animal could do such a thing?” “Not too far from here at all, two men.” “Men?!” “From the Financial District at that.” “No CCTV either. It made the trending headlines this time.” “Maybe now they’ll do something about the attacks.” “Y/n, what happened to your face?”

“Went drinking last night, went home with the wrong one.” you mutter, running your fingers over the cut on your eyebrow.

The women look over at you with sympathetic eyes, “Please, y/n, my nephew is a good one, I wish you would give him a chance,” your coworker says, a lovely old woman who treats you like a daughter. 

“You didn't met him in VR first?! They have apps now to vet men like that,” another says in an accusing tone, “I would never.”

“Men can still pay to scrub that info from the V life,” the older woman says, rolling her eyes.

You wrap your leftovers in a napkin, pocketing the food. “I don’t have time to take care of a man, sorry Auntie!” Hugging her goodbye, you try not to wince when your ribs touch.

You head back to work, lost in your thoughts, piecing together what your mind allowed you to remember from trauma of last night.

After work you wait at your usual spot, clicking your tongue, but the black cat doesn’t come.

So you wait stubbornly, until it becomes even later than the night before. You check behind trash cans and old boxes, huffing. You were so certain you saw him in the morning, scampering away from you as you woke. Where is he now? You're certain you remembered the events of last night correctly, you're sure of it...aren't you?

Your usual route has been taped off, now a crime scene, so you’re forced to walk through the crowds, weaving through drunken bodies.

Drunken men won’t leave you alone, especially one, even when you tell him off, even when you push him away, he jeers and makes fun of your bruises.

“Looks like someone already taught you a lesson on manners. Didn’t you learn anything?” he slurs, following after you.

You turn down a deserted alleyway and feel small pads hit your shoulder, the warmth of a large cat pressing down onto your back, fur ticking your cheek. You reach up to steady the cat's body, pulling him into a protective embrace close to your chest. The black cat purrs as you stand stunned, looking down at the black cat. “When did you get so big?”

The man takes a swaying step forward and the cat hisses and swats a large paw in his direction, making the man flinch back, chuckling in his drunkenness.

“Leave me alone.” 

He’s too drunk, eyes glazed over, unwilling to stop now that it’s started. He lunges forward and the cat jumps out of your hands, claws aimed at the drunken man’s face. He screams as you attack as well, pushing him away as hard as you can, anger overtaking you. You don’t feel remorse as he hits the ground with a thud, blood pooling around his head, just stunned that it actually worked.

The crowd hears the commotion, men begin to head towards your location. Your heartrate spikes, preparing yourself to run, but instead someone pulls you into a hug, concealing you in the shadows, lifting you into his arms easily instead.

You’re both gone before anyone can reach you, left only to look at the drunken man, now dead.

A piercing scream echoes, but you’re already so far away. He holds you in his arms, moving across roofs with agility like you’ve never seen before. You kept your head buried in his shoulder until he landed in front of your doorstep. Placing you down, your legs buckle once they touch the ground, unable to stop yourself from falling into his arms.

You apologize, searching for your keys as he holds you upright. When you finally unlock your door he turns to leave. Just like that. No!

You find his hand, “Please don’t go, please.”

Smoke appears like a gust of wind, black and thick, and the hand you held evaporated in your palm as you coughed. When the smoke clears, a small figure stood, a cat with wild hair, his back towards you. The black cat looked over its shoulder, green eyes piercing yours.

You held in your gasp, and bent down, bruised knees hitting hard ground.

Reaching a shaky arm towards the cat, he stills. You hold your breath petting soft fur, hands delicately lifting his body into your arms. You couldn’t help the tears escaping, the wetness falling onto his soft hairs.

“I’ll stay out here then.” You whisper into fur, body shaking.

A meow erupts from the cat in protest.

For the second time you fell asleep on your front porch, for the second night you watched a man die and felt no remorse.

---

The next day at work the second murder was all your coworkers could talk about. Trending reports of another slashed bloody, a dead man found blocks away from your own warehouse. The news had trended statewide too, the headline was too juicy, too scandalous; a tourist visiting the labor district, brutally murdered on the night strip, presumably by a prostitute, a dirty woman! He was a father, a leader in the community, a good man!

Fuck him. You kept your head down and worked and didn’t entertain their gossiping. You were on edge all day until you stepped out of work and a familiar feline stared up at you, tail swishing back and forth.

You bent down and wrapped your arms underneath his fluffy belly, pulling him close to you, head nuzzling his furry body. He wiggled in your embrace but did not try to leave, paws instead reaching for your shirt and eventually jumping onto your shoulder. 

That’s how your walks went from then on. You talked to him like always, but now with the understanding that he really knew the words you spoke. He never changed back into the man who helped you, and he always jumped off your shoulder before you could walk inside.

“Please come in, please.” you always said.

But he didn’t, he wouldn’t. ‘Stubborn kitty,’ you thought, and your heart hurt.

-

One night, instead of going home after work, you went dancing. 

“Meow.”

“Is it just me, or is that stray following us?”

“Just you,” you joke, giving your date a small unconvincing smile.

You finally agreed to go out on a date with your coworker’s nephew, Hoseok. “Maybe it’s hungry.” He wonders, laying his arm over your shoulder, confused by its strange behavior.

You looked down at the black cat, walking back and forth gracefully, and looking very much annoyed. “Maybe.”

“My house or yours?” He asks, voice gruff, eyes downcast. Even the good ones still act all the same.

You smile. “Yours.”

A loud deep meow erupts from the black cat. 

-

The next time you left the warehouse, there was no black cat. He’s mad at you. Did you deserve it? He doesn’t expect you to feed him every single night, does he? If he just accepted your offer to stay inside your home, he wouldn’t have to worry about such things, you thought, offended and weary to walk home alone, cautiously making your way down the usual path.

You heard soft footsteps behind you. ‘Not again,’ you thought. Fearing the worst you spun around, coming face to face with your ‘black cat.’ You met deep brown eyes with flecks of green that almost seemed to glow when he stepped cautiously out of the shadows.

He crossed his arms over his chest and walked towards and then past you, looking over his shoulder, an annoyed look on his face. You took the hint and stepped in line. “Um, are you hungry?”

He didn’t speak.

You dug into your purse. You held out the leftovers wrapped in foil to him. He took it and ate as he walked, big urgent bites that made you frown, noticing his hunger. 

You pass a man walking in the opposite direction and your companion presses his shoulder to yours. The gesture warms your heart. Usually, when a man passed by you, you were met with questions or a comment about your body. This time nothing. The stranger keeping his head down, walking away without a word, and you almost wanted to scoff at how invisible you became now that you were in the company of a man, annoyed that’s what it took for strangers to leave you alone.

You stopped once you saw your home in the distance. He looked at you in question, turning to you for the first time. “Thank you…for walking me home tonight. And all those nights. Thank you, kitty.” 

You hugged him, his body stiffened against yours and you didn’t let go until he relaxed, arms slowly reaching around you too.

“Yoongi, my name is Yoongi.” His voice was gruff and raspy like he hasn’t used it in awhile. It was the first time, in a long time he felt he had a reason to speak.

“Thank you, Yoongi,” you whispered. And then you let him go, smiling, turning back to your home. 

---

The thing about injustice, is that those who wield it, do not have to live with the pain they cause. But for those who are hit, every day the pain builds upon itself, robbing energy and time to tend to wounds caused by injustice, leaving scars that make it impossible to forget. 

You’ve felt it growing inside you, the anger. The past continued to assault you, making you feel disgusted. You tried to ignore it, but the memories were scars inside you that keep opening, making you angrier, repulsed.

And worse, attacks in the district grew exponentially, outcries from the people were met with platitudes by officials.

And worst of all, the latest trending case involved an elite from the e-tech district. It took four women, the last one reported to have died from the trauma. Of course he faced no punishment. He was a powerful man from the e-tech district, and they were powerless labor women. Injustice upon injustice. The wounds kept on opening, your trauma you kept on remembering, again and again in the faces of these women, anger simmering and growing.

So when you walked your usual path with Yoongi high on your shoulder and heard a concealed whimper in the shadows, you didn’t just mind your own business, like you would have done out of fear no less than a year ago, you were too angry to be afraid.

“Get off of her!”

You hit his back, you hit his head, you hit any part of him you can reach. “Go! Run! Hurry!” you tell the woman, who chokes on her cries and looks at you with tearful scared eyes, nodding.

He is startled, but he is stronger, pushing you away, slapping you across the face. “Crazy bitch! You want to die, yeah?”

He hits you again and you don’t care. You kick him and hit him, knuckles hurting the most with how hard you swing.

He is surprised, but he is stronger, and it only take one solid hit to make you double over, wind knocked out of you and curling into yourself.

Legs trap your body to the ground and you feel disgusted all over again, gritting your teeth, angry tears escaping, your nails dig into his face, drawing blood that surprises you both.

He’s angry, and he’s stronger, fingers wrapping around your neck, a murderous look in his eyes that you match. You belt weakened hits down across his forearm. Part of you, furious, makes a promise that if you survive this, you’ll find a way to kill him and every man who hurts another woman with your bare hands. But another part of you, the part of you that’s tired, that expects this pain to never end, would rather just die. 

A single clawed digit runs across the man’s neck, ending the fight and silencing your thoughts. Yoongi pulls the man off with you ease, throwing his dying body to the ground.

Yoongi crouches down, looking over your battered body. “Don’t touch me, don’t touch me!”

“We have to leave.”

“No, leave me alone!”

“Get up,” he says, insistent.

“NO!” Your breath out rapidly, unable to calm your nerves or your anger.

So Yoongi waits, sitting down next to you. “Then I’ll stay here with you.”

Finally, you calm down, tension growing as minutes tick by. “Let’s go,” you swallow, pulling off your blood soaked work shirt, revealing a black tank top underneath, standing up to leave.

“This is not the way home.”

“I know.”

Black smoke zips around you, Yoongi appearing in front of you annoyed. “Where are you going?”

You chew on the inside of your cheek, you were going to find another drunk man, you were going to see if he deserved to die too. “Why did you save me?!”

He looks at you, “Because I wanted to.” His answer short, hiding his real answer.

“Why?!”

“When you found me, why did you save me?” He asks, temper rising.

You stumble over your words. “Because it was the right thing to do, how couldn’t I?”

You think back to the day you found Yoongi, thin as a rail, patches of fur missing, tape wrapped tightly around his body, barely clinging to life, you thought he was surely going to die.

It was too cruel, what happened to him, you hadn’t expected him to live through the night, but you wanted him to know kindness too, to know there were good people out there too who wouldn’t hurt him. You nursed him all night and all morning, for days, until he found the strength to walk again, and then one night when you came home from work he was gone, the following night began your walks.

“That’s why. Because it’s right,” he replies.

You swallow down angry tears. “This is not going to stop, it’s not going to stop unless someone stop it.”

---

Spring came and it became unbearably hot in your small home. You left the windows open at night to let the heat out. On your day off, you took to spring cleaning. As you cleaned you looked to the side and saw familiar black fur, Yoongi was outside your window. You put out a bowl of water on the window sill, adding an ice cube which he gratefully licked, slurping the water cutely. He looked bigger. Hair longer, he did not look like the straggly stray you first encountered. He kind of looked intimidating, you mused.

You lean your head against your window frame, running your hand through his thick fur. “You can come inside anytime you want,” you let him know, smiling.

With the spring heat, you traded pants for shorts, thinner fabric, your hair up and off your shoulders. Now that nights were no longer cold, that meant even more people outside. More attacks too, some trending cases coming in from the upper districts.

Once the brutality reached the elite, rallies begin to form, marches through the Neostate's capital. You watched on your home display, conflicted in emotions. It looked nice, but did it change anything? Maybe in those districts, but definitely not here.

It didn’t matter to you, because you promised yourself that night, you would die before you let another man take advantage of you.

So when a man put his arm over yours, pulled you out of the dance hall, and he thought of all the way he was going to have you that night, you thought of all the ways you were going to kill him.

Alone with him, you spoke low and direct, only once telling him to let you go before he regrets it. He laughs in your face, leans into you, whisky smell coming out of his slimy lips as he attacks the corner of your mouth. 

Ever since that night you let your nails grow. It made it a bit more difficult to complete your duties at the warehouse, but the trade off was worth it, watching men crumple to the floor, screaming in pain when you ripped gashes across their face. Oh, it was worth so it.

“You crazy fucking whore!” The man screeches expletive after expletive, anger growing. You don’t care.

Before you can attack again, before he can attack you, Yoongi attacks.

From behind you, moving quicker than either of you, Yoongi transforms in a man. He lands a series of punches, large hand definitively gripping his face, slamming his skull hard into the unforgiving pavement.

He looks back at you and you look at him and you don’t need to speak to one another before both running down the alley away from the dead drunk who could have saved his life if he hadn’t tried to impose himself on you.

You walk next to one another in silence. And then you decide to turn back into the crowd. Yoongi holds you back, asking, “What are you doing?”

“I’m thirsty. It’s hot. I want a popsicle.”

He stops you again. “Cmon on, I’ll buy you one too. A milk one.”

You sit on your porch, smiling at Yoongi who holds two popsicles, once in each hand, licking the frozen milk.

“You’re trending on the local page. Well I guess we’re both trending.”

Yoongi nods, focused on licking.

“Can I ask you a question?”

Yoongi nods.

“Why won’t you come stay inside?”

“My kind are territorial. If I choose a home, it’s um, important to choose the right one.”

You pout, “I know my house isn't big or fancy, but it’s sturdy. It’s not that bad.”

“That’s not what I meant! I just... I had a home once. I thought I would always be welcome. I...” He can’t finish, voice shaking.

You exhale, understanding. “I grew up in foster homes. Some were okay, but it never felt like a family. Some were...horrible...” You wince at memories. “Anyways, what’s the saying, ‘Home is where the heart is’?” You nudge his shoulder. “This feels like home right here. Here with you.” you smile. “Yoongi? Are you…purring?” You look over at him with wide eyes, hearing the familiar vibrations come from deep within his chest.

“No!” He looks away.

---

Neostate's capital never seemed to care about the attacks on women, but the attacks on men? More law-forcers tasked to your district. On every corner. Men protecting men. More arrests of street girls. A curfew for women (unless a man was with you). You could almost feel the fear and tension within the night crowds now.

The people didn’t like the constant watchful eye. Rallys were every day now. Violence was met with more violence. The women who were caught in the crosshairs weren’t taken to Neostate run prisons, no, they were taken immediately to special e-commerce owned prisons, forced to work in the gencrop fields with migrants and farmbots, forced to work with cancer causing chemicals that unions outlawed amongst its citizen workers.

And by some accounts, women were given a second, more heinous, option. Better than slowly dying from cancer causing chemicals, they could use their prison time to serve as live incubators, as human birth was always the more desired option to incubator births. That was Neostate’s answer to the violence, a more sinister, pathological brutality.

Where was the justice for the battered women? Where was the justice?

That kind of injustice, that kind of shared pain, it didn’t lessen or become better over time. It stayed, stretched and thinned, like a blanket, almost comforting at times, suffocating most of all. The hypocrisy was sparking an age old fire amongst the people who had let it simmer for too long. And now, that cloth caught fire, and there was no stopping it.

More rallies and more marches, in every district a curfew now.

The fire was flaming.

And inside danced one flame known as her. Rumors of a powerful woman, with a pet, no a beast, no a cat! People have seen her at night, seen her cat move, jumping over buildings. She walks the streets at night to deal out justice the law-forcers won’t, women she has saved talk of her all the time; the woman with the black cat on her shoulder.

-

One night, the men who deserved punishment, to your surprise, were in uniform.

You stood stunned, unable to process. “L-Let her go...”

“Grab her.”

Of course, unfortunately for him, Yoongi would never allow him to touch you. Larger than you have ever seen him, appearance more like a panther than a black cat, Yoongi attacked the law-forcer with ease. 

This was before you learned Yoongi’s abilities were unmatched by bullets. You jumped in the firing path of the law-forcers. Your vision blurred from the blood loss and the immense black smoke that suddenly appeared. It was everywhere, and Yoongi was unstoppable. 

Everything was destroyed. The destruction didn’t look human, didn’t even look monstrous, it looked like a killer force of nature.

You only heard rumors of it like everyone else, the unexplained phenomena that took the lives of two heroes, because you fell unconscious before you could witness Yoongi's true power.

You woke up in your bed, bandaged, Yoongi and an unfamiliar man at your bedside. 

Your throat itches, dry from days of sleep. Your muscles stiff, tight bandages around your stomach.

“Hello,” the stranger besides Yoongi speaks calmly. “I’m Namjoon, a friend of Yoongi’s. You’re okay now, we were able to stop the bleeding, no major organs or arteries were hit, you’re lucky.”

Lucky, he says. You groan. “You’re doctor?”

“Not quite,” he laughs uneasily. “A veterinarian.” He smiles sheepishly.

You fell asleep after the small exchange, and woke up with a small black cat purring across your chest, feet and tail tucked in, head resting under your chin.

You find enough energy to pet him softly. “Don’t leave, please,” you croaked out, half asleep. “You’re my home.”

Yoongi never left.

---

These days, when you walked with Yoongi, he walked in human form beside you. Yoongi stayed more and more in human form. Stray cats were being round up and euthanized. Animal hospital records were being sequestered and families who owned black cats were being investigated by the State. All over a rumor. Well, the rumors of the woman with the black cat on her shoulder had become more than just gossip between warehouse workers. Whispers of you were heard in every home, in neighboring disticts, in Neostate's capital! You and Yoongi have become a symbol of strength, of hope, a battle cry, a reason to keep fighting.

-

“What should we get? Hweh?” Yoongi scrunches his nose, shaking his head no.

“Hmm,” you browse through the food screen at the grocery kiosk, “Well I can’t afford steak,” you pout.

“What do you want?” he asks

“Noodles!” Yoongi visibly grimaces at the thought, making you laugh.

“How about we settle for chicken?” You smile. Yoongi smiles wide. You somehow always ended up buying the chicken.

“Y/n? Hey! How have you been?”

“Hobi, hey!” You turn around to see Hoseok’s cheerful face smiling down at you. “I’m great, all things considered.”

“Yeah, tell me about it. You know, I pick up my Aunt and some of the other girls from the warehouse after their shift ends. Has she told you? I can take you home too. It’s not safe to walk alone at night.”

“It’s never been safe,” you sigh. You knew, most women now walked in pairs or with a trusted male escort. “I’m fine,” you reassure Hoseok, “Yoongi walks with me.” you look over to your companion, smiling. If Hoseok only knew how many walks it has been now.

“Oh, nice to meet you! Are you…together?”

“He’s my fr-” You feel Yoongi’s hand reach for yours, intertwining his fingers as he stares down a confused Hoseok. “-iend.” You look down in surprise at his hand tightly holding onto yours.

“A-Ah, okay.” Hoseok looks away flustered by the way your companion stares daggers into him.

The screen beeps and the kiosk's door opens, your food bagged and ready to be picked up. “We g-gotta go.” You turn, pulling Yoongi along.

You walk home and Yoongi never lets go of your hand.

You don’t question him, afraid he might take it the wrong way, instead enjoying the moment, because as affectionate as Yoongi was in cat form, he never touched you unless absolutely necessary in human form.

Yoongi, however, silently stews over the brief encounter, feeling more and more threatened by the man who took you on a date so long ago. Once you enter your home you finally ask him, “Are y-you okay?”

“Yes.” He says, still holding your hand. Lips pressed into a tight line, full of jealous and quiet rage.

You raise your eyebrow, “Are you sure?”

“You see me as a friend?” he snaps.

“You, um, don’t see me as a friend?” you ask confused.

“I see you as more.” He says it softly, eyes staring you down. He looked angry but he looked sincere, confusing you.

“What do you– What do you mean, Yoongi?” You heartbeat escalates in anticipation.

He didn’t have a proper word for it, the closest human word didn’t sound right at all. He saw you as more, yes, he felt a connection so deep to you, words couldn’t describe it.

He lifts your intertwined hands over his heart, struggling to say what he felt. “You’re– with me– You’re home.”

He raises your hand to his mouth, pressing the skin to his lips softly, before licking.

You smile, giggling at his cute affection before moving closer to him, burying your head into his chest, listening to his erratic heartbeat. 

“You’re…more than a friend.” You whisper. You look up at him, catching his eyes, irises such a deep brown shade with tiny flecks of green, his eyes so mesmerizing. “I love you.”

The words were barely spoken. He bends his head down, forehead meeting yours, long messy hair still as soft as a cat’s, ticking your skin. He's closer than he’s ever been to you. You took the chance to move one last inch, closing the distance, pressing your lips against his.

His soft lips brush against yours, making you feel so good you have to force yourself to pull away from him. “Was that okay?”

He answers you by kissing you again, this time with intention, his lips moving against yours, soft and hard and soft and hard and so so warm.

Your heart overflows, it makes you feel dizzy, a happiness you weren’t used to, only touching the surface of the love you felt for him but never diving in, and now it felt so strong and all consuming it left you breathless.

You hug him close again, anchoring yourself to him. “Did I do it wrong?” he hesitates.

“No, everything is right, everything.” 

---

You answered Hoseok's chat right away.

“How did this happen?!” You move beside Hoseok, staring at the hospital bed where his Aunt lies, bandaged and connected to tubing.

“She got caught up in the rally. The law-forcers thought she was a protestor. What shit, they hit her thirteen times! She was still in her warehouse uniform!” You put your hand over her bruised knuckles. Hoseok’s shoulders rack with sobs, Mrs. Jung was Hoseok’s Aunt, but she raised him like her own. “The march was so large I couldn't get my car through the crowd, I couldn't get to her!” He cries, feeling guilty and distraught. You turn to Yoongi, exchanging silent words.

You never attended the marches, deciding to pick your battles. But this time, you decided you enemy was not only a misogynistic bottom feeder from the labor district, not just a sadistic elite taking advantage of his status to hurt women, or a sexist law-forcer abusing his power, your enemy had become bigger, a system working against women like you at every turn. You were going to defend yourself and the women you loved, and even the women you didn’t, you decided.

And that is why you and Yoongi revealed yourself to the world. You had enough. The people had enough. And this time, because of you, the people had won. It showed the world, power is not just given to men.

---

“The Women’s Protection Act,” your coworker scoffs, moving the hospital food around her plate, “Sounds like Enslavement.” She frowns. “My husband is dead, how am I supposed to get to work if I can’t even leave my own house by myself?”

“I could take you.” Hoseok says.

“Oh sweetheart, it’s a nice thought, but doesn’t fix the problem.” 

“It won’t pass, right?” Yoongi asks.

“They’re scared of us, it will pass,” you say solemnly. 

“Then we fight.” Yoongi says. You all turn to stare at him. “Err right?”

“Fighting here does nothing, the elite districts have to join in, for real.”

“Those girls never worked a day in their life,” she groans, “you think they will dirty their hands for us?”

“If they had someone to rally them, I bet they would… The woman with the cat on her shoulder.” Hoseok says wistfully. “They would follow her, look what happened.” You catch Yoongi’s eyes and quickly look away.

“Yeah, can you believe it? Those fuckers’ weapons all jammed. Can you imagine that cat of hers in the e-tech district?” Hoseok’s Aunt cackles, “Oooh, the entire place would combust!” 

You swallow hard while Hoseok joins in on the laughter. “Ahh that would be great. But the capital has technology that hasn’t even reached us yet, I don’t think she could even survive a fight like that.”

“We should still try.” Yoongi murmurs.

“Yeah? Got a way to chat her? I’d love to meet her,” Hoseok laughs.

Yoongi leans back in his seat, crossing his arms, huffing.

You ignored Yoongi’s questions all night, until finally you snap.

“What if you die?!” 

Yoongi looks at you stunned, chuckling. “You’re not worried about yourself?”

You scoff. “I should have died a long time ago.”

“Me too, but a woman saved my life when she didn’t have to, gave me…a home.”

“W-We could expand our watch over to the agriculture district instead. That’s something we can fight and win. Maybe we should just focus on that?” Yoongi stays quiet. “Why help the Elites when half of them agree with the act?!” You ask angrily.

“If you want to stay…I’ll stay with you.” 

Every part of your being is screaming at you not to back down now. “I don’t want to lose you.” Yoongi kisses your forehead, hugging you close. 

To the capital.

You didn’t want to disappear and worry Hoseok and his Aunt, so you went to the antique store and bought paper, wrote a note using real ink for the first time in your life. You gave it Hoseok after leaving the hospital for the last time. Now three people knew your secret. Well, three people and a cat.

“Packed?” He asks.

You nod, on the verge of tears. You hated this place, why did it hurt so much to leave it?

Yoongi sensed your sadness, pulling you into a hug. “I’m sorry, I’m being silly,” you sniffle.

“You’re not, it’s okay to feel sad.”

You finally broke down in Yoongi’s arms. You were terrified and you were sad. You felt like you were being pulled away at sea, the currents of the revolution were too strong for you to swim through, you weren’t strong enough for this. You had no real power, it was all Yoongi, you were a fraud, and you were going to drown and take Yoongi down with you.

A soft purr pulled you away from your thoughts, Yoongi trying to console you the only way he knew how. A smile tugged at the corner of your lips, damn if it didn’t work. He’s too cute, too loyal, too perfect for someone like you. You didn’t deserve him, but you were too in love to let him go now.

You lay against him, sharing your bed one last time. “I’m sorry for dragging you into my fight.”

“I might not understand everything, but I know what you’re fighting for is what I want to fight for too.”

“I love you.”

“I love you too. No matter where we go, my home is you.”

He kissed you softly, wanting to make the moment last. Soft kisses became stronger, deeper. Hands wrapped loosely around your waist and became tangled in your hair, cupping your cheek, firm, pulling you into him.

You moved on instinct, nestling your body close to his, pressing tight to his strong frame. Your heart began to beat so quickly it matched his own, your breath escalating against his lips. You didn’t want it to end, you wanted to be closer, always closer. You wanted all of Yoongi.

“Is this okay?” you ask between heated kisses, Yoongi nods quickly, groaning, head falling forward into the bend of your shoulder as your fingers wrap around his shaft, feeling him harden as you pump. His tongue runs along your shoulder, softly scratching your skin, making you shudder and moan.

His mouth envelops your own, this time with more urgency, tongue licking over your lips until you part them for him. He takes his time tasting and licking into your mouth, holding you tightly as you work to pleasure him.

“I want you, y/n.” Yoongi grunts, moving his body over yours, watching you intently, memorizing your heated expressions to memory. “Please?” he asks, licking his lips.

“Yes,” you nod, widening your legs for him. His fingers pull at your panties, growing a claw just to tear the fabric away. You pull your nightshirt quickly over your head before he can tear it off too.

He stills and admires your body before lips kiss the newly exposed skin as he presses his body down onto yours, slowly connecting himself to you, inside and out. You gasp, stretched by his length, try to steady harsh breathing. Having sex with Yoongi was nothing like you ever felt before, it was so gentle even when he rutted hard into you. It wasn’t just sex, it was making love. The pleasure, the love, it was overwhelming, his fingers exploring your body, pulling at your curves, pinching the most sensitive parts of you.

So much love, so much pleasure, your walls began tightening around his length until he couldn’t hold back any longer, mouth finding the sensitive part of your neck and biting down, releasing inside you. He relaxed into you, licking the mark, softly apologizing. It didn’t even hurt, you reassured him, the pain eclipsed by the pleasure and happiness you felt. It felt so good and right.

He kissed along your neck, down your shoulder, across your chest, moving lower and lower, determined to give you just as much pleasure as you gave him. Rough tongue licking across your sensitive skin until he fell in between your legs, admiring your beauty. You shiver as his fingers run along your sex, push the liquid overflowing out of you back inside, his come, possessively wanting to mark you still. He keeps his fingers deep inside you as he licks your core, tongue pressing over your nub sending shockwave of ecstasy  through you, building the pleasure inside you once more until you reach euphoria’s edge again, this time toppling over. He moans into your core satisfied, your walls clenching around Yoongi’s fingers. 

“Come here,” you finally rasp out, as Yoongi is all too happy to continue to lick you clean.

Hugging him close, tangling your limbs together, you fall asleep one last time in the largest district in the Neostate, the labor district.

---

“How the heck are we supposed to get a pass to visit the e-tech district?” you realize, asking Yoongi when you both step out of your home at sunrise.

He smirks.

-

“Hey Joon.”

“Ahh look at you! You look great.”

“Yeah...Well, Yoongi is not happy.” You frown.

“It will wash off, they do this to all the pets in the higher districts.” Yoongi growled and panted in his cage, his fur a bright shade of purple.

“Let’s go, ‘wife.’” Joon held out his elbow to you.

Loud hisses emit from the cage. You laugh awkwardly, wearing clothes that cost more than your entire wardrobe.

“So your family is from the financial district, eh?” You ask trying to break the tense silence. Joon, Yoongi, and you took a bus to the distribution district, and then once you arrived you transferred into a private driverless car sent by his family.

Namjoon smiles, “Yeah, want to know why I stayed down there, I assume?”

“The thought crossed my mind, yes.”

“Love is funny that way,” he sighs. “They really try to box us into different sectors, make it so hard for each of us to find happiness somewhere else, but when you find the one, nothing else matters.”

You clutch the altered ID card of Namjoon’s late wife.

“You stayed, even after, when you could have gone back...”

“I never had a reason to until now.” He taps on the cage, “Plus, I had a very stubborn patient who wouldn’t leave either,” he raises his voice, teasing Yoongi.

You make it to the financial district in Namjoon’s smart car. You walk with Namjoon to your hotel with Yoongi in tow and you've never seen so many...things. Useless things. What is that thing? Pouring out water you can't even drink. Where does the water go? Why are they wasting so much water?! Water is a scarce commodity, it doesn’t make any sense!

‘Neostate’s Safe Sector continues to riot as our Capital’s Citizen’s Defense Force begins deployment to our nation’s largest sector.’

“Did they just call our district…the Safe Sector.” You blink. “Namjoon places a finger over his mouth, signaling your silence.

He turns the hotel’s display screen’s volume up louder, closing the blinds. He clicks the release on your e-bracelet, placing both his and yours in his suitcase. “Surveillance here is much worse,” he whispers.

You mouth the words ‘safe sector,’ aghast.

Namjoon laughs quietly. “I mean, I don’t think they meant safe as in safety, but I see what you mean,” he whispers.

“Can I let him out now?” 

Namjoon nods and Yoongi stretches his tiny cat body outside his cage, bounding towards the hotel room’s bathroom. 

“Wait!” Namjoon whispers urgently, running after him. “Don’t transfo-”

“THE FU-” Namjoon covers Yoongi’s mouth. Finishing the proclamation, “ONLY ONE SINK?!”

“Huh?!” you rush towards the bathroom but it promptly shuts in your face.

“What’s wrong? I want to see!”

You hear snickering on the other end of the bathroom door and the soft whipping of a towel smacking marble, Yoongi taking out his anger on the poor bathroom’s sink. You can only imagine what he looks like now, you sigh, vowing to make Namjoon tell you in detail what happened.

-

“Do you know what a blueberry is?”

“No.” you say excitedly, you wait to hear Namjoon’s explanation.

In your lap, Yoongi bristles, purple tail puffing out in all directions.

-

“Even with your e-braclet completely offline, I’m still worried. An alert might still send off if they notice someone from the labor district in the capital. I sent it back to Hoseok, Yoongi said that it was okay.” Namjoon whispers.

You nod, a little disappointed your v-life was now truly non-existent. ‘Yoongi is home,’ you repeated in your mind, petting a purring Yoongi. “I got you a new one,” he hands you the shiny new tech. “It’s rudimentary, uses old satellite tech instead of the web. I programed my number and a few trusted others from other sectors. Now, remember your lines for the border-forcers?”

“Yeah, I’m visiting for the day to buy a dress because my husband is being honored with an award.” You say, gripping the leash connected to Yoongi as if your life depended on it, “...with my cat.”

Underneath your expensive clothes you wore all black. You walk in hand with Namjoon, pass a large metal installation sticking out of the sidewalk. It’s marked ‘emergency,’ a button with an icon of a woman engraved in the metal. You wonder what exactly would happen if you pushed it.

How many times has that button been pushed, you wonder, would this district even need a use for such a thing? You took in each passerby. There were so many…men. You’ve only passed by one other female and no children. The men here had manners, which only meant they kept their heated stares upon you for only moments before hurriedly going about their day. But as you pass another installation you think there must be a reason.

“I’m in surgery with a patient, that’s why I can’t come with you. But…” he waits for you to remember your lines.

“There’s a family friend waiting to escort me on the other side,” you repeat the lie.

“Great, you got this! Now, try to keep your chin up, act like you belong.”

Ugh.

---

You look across the city lights, so many buildings, so many people. Everything looked so new and clean and so different. The wind was even different here; crisper, fresher.

Under these circumstances, you could see why it was easier for most of them to ignore the abuse. You had to believe they wanted to stop it too. You had to believe the oppression broadcasted from other districts had echoed loud enough with an uncanny cry, familiar to them too.

Well, for now you’re here with just one other by your side and the hopes of your people on your shoulders.

“What do you think, Yoongi?”

Yoongi turns his head and smiles, stealing a kiss. “I’d say I have seven more lives, at least,” he muses.

“What’s the supposed to mean,” you huff, weary. You hold up the plastic map, it generates the landscape, Yoongi studies nine Xs across the terrain. “You know there are only two women on the council? And one of them is in favor of the act! Well,” you sigh, “I guess a 50/50 vote is the best odds we could hope for.” You think out loud.

Yoongi crouches down, as you wrap your arms around his shoulders, settling on his back. “Ready?” he asks.

“No,” you mumble, “What did you mean by seven lives?”

“Just that...my last life, I want to spend just being happy with you.”

You hug him tighter, nodding. Smokes appears around you and wherever you and Yoongi go. The power goes out and the city shuts down. It’s not the women who are afraid, it’s the men.

---

The line “forged from pain,” what I meant was, written from pain. This is pain and anger and sadness of a woman in a society that wages war against women. Sorry, no lightheartedness from me for awhile. If you didn’t like this story or its ending, I’m not sorry. I will finish my WIPs soon, but I’m going to keep writing stories like this for now.

Spring Fling Masterlist

[yourarmynoona]

HOLY FUCK

HOLY FUCK

I HAVE LOGGED INTO THIS GOD FORSAKEN WEBSITE FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2019 AND THIS HUGE ASS FF I WROTE FOR A FRIEND THAT I THOUGHT I LOST WHEN MY OLD PHONE CRASHED WAS HIDDEN HERE IN MY DRAFTS HOLY SHIT

[cryinginmyroomsposts]

Anytime I see a fic starting with “English is not my first language. Please excuse mistakes” it always ends up being one of the most well-written and excellently articulated fics ever!!!

[yeozip]

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[solarwonux]

6. “Feel free to admire me.”

19.  “Give me a kiss please.”

non!idol taehyung x f!reader

warnings:  angst if you squint, slight mentions of going crazy, a teeny tiny bit suggestive, minimal editing, 

note: helloooo, thank you for reading, I hope you enjoy this one, and if it’s bad I apologize from the bottom of my heart, it’s my first time writing anything but academic papers in like 3 months. And it’s my first time writing for bts, so i’m dusting off the cobwebs. Either way thank you for reading it means the world to me.xx

masterlist || drabble game 

You were acting strange

Taehyung noted as he watched you scramble around the apartment, running a frustrated hand through your hair, mumbling underneath your breath as you tore the apartment apart looking for your glasses.

You had been doing that a lot. Living up in the clouds, distracted. Your mind racing to the point you would forget what you were saying mid-sentence or misplacing things you had just been using in obvious places. He knew something was bothering you, keeping you from grounding yourself back down to Earth, and he so badly wanted to know. But after almost being together for almost a decade he knew that asking you what was happening would only frustrate you and keep you from coming back down to Earth. To him.

So he sat back, a small smiling forming against his face. He cradled his almost empty wine glass between his index and middle fingers, the setting sun reflecting off your glasses on the coffee table. The same place you had left them earlier before walking to the bathroom to wash your face. He could tell you, to stop your endless pacing and ease your mind a little. But he was oddly amused as you made your way around the living room, retracing your steps, endlessly.

The movie the two of you had been watching, paused. The wine bottle you had refused to share with him was reaching its wilts end as he kept refilling it every time you sat down next to him silently looking around for a few minutes and then getting up again to make your way around the living for the umpteenth time.

“I’m going crazy Tae.” You blew out a raspberry, blowing away the few strands of hair that had escaped your ponytail. “How can my glasses just disappear, I was literally just wearing them.” You threw your hands up in the air as you made your way into the kitchen. Lifting up the stacks of manila folders you had brought home from work to peacefully look over throughout the long weekend.

“Have you checked the bathroom?” He said, hiding his smirk behind his glass of wine taking the last sip. You scoffed, throwing your arms up in the air before walking down the hallway to the bathroom.

Taehyung shook his head reaching for the wine bottle on the coffee table. “Your eyesight isn’t even that bad, you don’t need your glasses to watch the movie.” He said emptying the rest of the wine into his glass and sat back on the couch, tilting his head to the side as you stomped your way back into the living room.

You gave him a pointed look before rounding the corner of the couch and sitting down next to him again. “Babe, I’m sorry.” You exclaimed dramatically, hiding your face into the side of his body, making him laugh softly. “I’m going insane and now you’re stuck with me till death do us apart.” You whined, huffing out a loud sigh. His soft boyish laugh ringing in your ears. The slight irritation you had gained during your impossible quest, bubbling in the pit of your stomach.

“Sounds like a dream.” The sarcasm burning brightly in his vocal chord and you could almost feel him rolling his eyes. “Now, give me a kiss please.” He placed his fingers underneath your chin lifting your face up gently as he puckered his lips drastically.

Annoyed you pushed his face away, crossing your arms in front of you and pouting your lips. Mock hurt evident in his features. “You don’t deserve one all you did was watch me as I slowly lost my mind.”

“I can’t admire my beautiful wife now?”

“I mean...feel free to admire me, but not when I’m one step away from being admitted into a psych ward.” You leaned over, taking his wine glass out of his hand, bringing it up to your lips. A drink is what you needed. A small sip to calm down your racing thoughts, before you got up to look for your glasses again.

You threw your head back, waiting for the red liquid to reach your lips, savoring the taste before it even reached your mouth or your taste. And when it did, when it coated your lips enough for a drop to enter your mouth, your eyes grew wide in panic, remembering why you had been refused to drink with Taehyung tonight and why you had been so up in your head lately.

Taehyung watched as the scene unfolds in front of him. Instantly he had felt your rush of panic and his worries got the best of him. Acting on his fight or flight instincts he immediately took the glass from your hand, setting it down on the coffee table next to your forgotten glasses. “What’s wrong? I didn’t want to ask, but now you’re worrying me.” He placed his hands on your shoulders shaking you slightly, bringing you back to him.

Your eyes were glossy and distant as you breathed out a sigh looking into his eyes for a slight second before planting your gaze on the beige throw pillow you had been hugging earlier. It had helped ease your nerves before and now with Taeyhyungs piercing stare, burning holes into the top of your head. It was failing to do what you had wanted it to do. Comfort you.“I don’t know if I’m ready to tell you.” You whispered, playing with the little tassel on one of the four ends. “I mean I want to tell you, but I don’t know why I am so scared.”

“Is it something bad?” He said carefully. He could feel the air getting caught in the back of his throat as he tried to keep himself from thinking of every possible scenario, good or bad, to have you acting the way you were.

You lifted your head, chewing on your bottom lip. “It depends.” You shrugged slightly avoiding his eyes and settling upon the tv screen. The paused movie nowhere to be seen as it was now asking you if you wanted to keep watching.

“Depends on what? You’re scaring me.” The softens of his voice faltering as his grip on your arms got tighter, trying to keep himself from breaking down.

“On your reaction. I thought I would have more time to come to terms with it but I don’t think I can hold it in any longer,” you said in a haste. Your words combining with one another as Taehyung tried to keep up with your fever.

“Just say it...please. I can feel my heart trying to leave my body.”

“Taehyung,” you took a deep breath, digging your nails into the pillow, and turned to face the only man you had ever loved. “I’m pregnant.” You whispered with wide eyes. Maybe you weren’t going crazy but after finding out three weeks ago that you were with child, the thought of telling your husband the news was driving you to the point of no return.

It wasn’t like you and Taehyung didn’t want kids, the two of you had been trying for more than a year with little to no success. But the second you saw the little positive symbol on the pink and white stick, you couldn’t believe it. So you took another and another and another until you had about ten positive pregnancy tests staring back at you, mocking you. All you could do was cry.

Taehyung’s eyes sparkled with tears as he threw the pillow you were holding to the side and hugged you tightly. He buried his face into the crock of your neck leaving behind a trail of loving kissing trying to comfort your shaking form.

His biggest wish had finally come true.

“Why didn’t you tell me earlier you big idiot?” He raised his head. His hands trailed up your spine until they reached your head. His thumbs swiping underneath your eyes taking your falling tears with him. “Why were you scared?”

“I just...it finally happened and I couldn’t believe it. I thought that if I said it outloud I would wake up from a dream or something.” You hiccuped.

Taehyung shook his head in disbelief a slight chuckle falling out of his lips as he leaned over and kissed your cheek. “That head of yours is your biggest enemy. No wonder you were in such a dreamlike daze the last two weeks.”

“Are you happy?” You pouted slightly, holding his arms gently, scared he would let you go.

“I’m more than happy, I’m so excited. I could literally run down the street naked, waking up the whole neighborhood, risking a public offense violation, just to let the whole world know that I am finally going to be a dad”

You laughed, throwing your arms around his neck and bringing him closer to you. “I’m starting to regret ever saying anything, I should’ve just kept it a secret for the next eight months.”

“Hmm, and here I was thinking that I should probably tell you where you left your glasses. Now I think I’m going to keep it a secret for the next eight months.” Teahyung stuck out his tongue at you before settling into the couch and bringing you along with him, making you whine in annoyance.

“I knew you knew where they were.” You grumbled crossing your arms in front of your chest. “I’ll let you decide on the first letter of your childs name if you tell me.” You sang, poking his side gently, making him yelp out in pain.

He turned to you, pouting, rubbing his side in pain, “first letter and their first outfit when we leave the hospital.” He challenged, sticking his hand out for you to shake.

“Kim Taehyung, it looks like you got yourself a solid deal.” You said, encasing your hand in his, giving it a firm shake before pulling you into his side. His arm entrapping you to keep you from moving and placed a loving kiss against your forehead.

“You left them on the coffee table.” He pulled away, presenting your clear framed glasses to you. You let out a sigh of relief, quickly grabbing them, slippin them on and cuddling into his side.

“You could’ve told me earlier, I really thought I was losing my mind for a second  back there.”

“If I didn’t would I have found out about our lovely baby bean?” He grabbed the remote, pressing the ‘continue watching’ button on the t.v. and unpaused the movie.

“I see your point.” You settled further into the side, finally letting yourself enjoy the movie. Earlier you had been ansty, pushing his hands away as they kept  traveling to your lower belly. Though, his intentions were far naughtier then what was playing in your mind. But you were afraid he would finally figure it out.

Five minutes

Five minutes was all it took before Tayhung paused the movie again and sat up in panic. “Oh my god,” He mumbled before turning to face you, eyes wide in horror and shook. “Babe I’m going to be a dad.”

You laughed, squishing his cheeks in between the palm of your hands. “Yeah I know, I thought I made that pretty clear a few minutes ago.” You teased as his eyes raced from your face and down to your midsection.

“I know but I was thinking about how we had sex last night and now I’m scared. Like what if we hurt the baby, what if I hurt the baby.”

“I don’t think that’s possible. You’re fine Tae, just play the movie.” You patted his cheeks lightly before getting up and walking into the kitchen, “do you want popcorn?”

He stood up and quickly made his way to the kitchen, leaning his forearms against the counter, watching as you placed the bag of popcorn into the microwave. “How can you be so calm about this, how do we know the babies okay? We need to call the doctor now and book an appointment.”

“Stop worrying, I’m sure baby is fine, but you can ask the doctor in a week during my first ultrasound.”

“Are you sure?”

“Positive, now do you want popcorn or not?”

“That’s a stupid question, I always want popcorn.”

[itsmarianstories]

⏳Anonsecrets⌛

[Jikook Social Media Au]

When Jungkook breaks up with Jimin without explanation Jimin doesn't understand what's going on. He's hurt and angry, but that anger quickly turns into something else when he suddenly receives a message on his anonymous twitter account where he posts other people's confessions...

Part 14

(So, who watched Bangbangcon? You good?)

[mind-of-a-hardstan]

Stolen Moment

Pairing: Taehyung x Reader 

Genre: smut 

Warnings: making out 

Summary: Taehyung has somewhere to be, but you just need a moment with him. 

Word count: 382

A/N: This is so short, I woke up in the middle of the night to write this and edited it the next morning idek know where it came from. 

Taehyung breathed heavily into my ear, little groans and moans slipping through. I ran my tongue over his pulse point before starting to softly suck on the skin.

“Baby,” he breathed and I hummed in response. “Baby, shit, there are people outside.”

I nipped at his neck.

“Fuck them,” I answered before going back to attacking his neck with kisses and sucks. I loved marking Taehyung up whenever I could. No one ever saw it except the members and the very frustrated makeup artists, but there was still something so satisfying in knowing he was marked up. Mine.

Taehyung’s hands travelled down my back and squeezed my ass firmly. I sunk my teeth into his skin in response and he let out a little yelp. I smiled, satisfaction blooming in my chest.

“Seriously, I need to be out in a moment.” He didn’t sound keen on leaving though. He held on to my ass, making no move to push me away.

“Mm, then I still have a moment,” I said, and tangled my hands into his hair. I kissed him hard. Taehyung was so out of breath that he took a moment to respond. We kissed messily, all need and lust and tongue and teeth.

Just how I liked it.

I sucked on his tongue and he groaned loudly, hands squeezing harder. Need was starting to soak my panties because of the delicious noises Taehyung was making. He harshly bit my lip before he pulled back.

“Baby,” he said thickly. His deep voice sent shivers down my spine. I licked the hinge of his jaw before nipping the skin again.

“Yeah?” I breathed.

“I have to go.”

I groaned and pouted up at him. A smile tugged at his lips when he looked at me. “It won’t take long.”

“I know.”

Taehyung kissed me again, softer this time. “And when I get back,” another kiss, “I’m going to fuck you so hard you’ll forget your own name.”

I smiled brightly at him, and he gave my ass one last squeeze before heading for the door. He paused for a moment with his hand on the handle and looked down, a pained look on his face.

“This is not gonna go down soon, you know?” I laughed, and Taehyung left with a scowl.

[wonderingarmy]

PRINCES MASTER LIST

How did everyone enjoy the comeback? The boys are so talented and so beautiful but I wish and pray they get a lot of rest and that they stay healthy.

Anyways, here’s the master list!! For anyone that’s wondering why Jin has more parts is because he’s the reason why I started writing. But the other six members are bias wrecking me even on my writings. Also, please look forward to more parts of the series. I am working hard!!! Also Prince Taehyung Part 2 is coming!!! Gomawoyo!!! 

Prince Kim Namjoon Part 1

Prince Kim Namjoon Part 2

Prince Kim Seokjin Part 1

Prince Kim Seokjin Part 2

Prince Kim Seokjin Part 3

Prince Kim Seokjin Part 4

Prince Kim Seokjin Part 5

Prince Min Yoongi Part 1

Prince Min Yoongi Part 2

Prince Jung Hoseok Part 1

Prince Jung Hoseok Part 2

Prince Park Jimin Part 1

Prince Park Jimin Part 2

Prince Kim Taehyung Part 1

Prince Jeon Jungkook Part 1

[i-see-you-now-you-see-me]

Part 2 of this story is here. 

Pairing; BTS Jimin x Reader, at some point all BTS from the other universe.

P.S forgot to mention last time- picture not mine, credit to the owners, I found it at google.

Summary - ish: So, there is still a bit more back story so we understand a bit more where this is heading. The reader goes to see BTS fan sign, just random thoughts on the way, waiting in the cues... Fae Land Park Jimin brakes free from the magic holding him down, 

Warnings: None in this chapter. Future- yandere tendencies, punishing, killing, mentions of blood and murder, at some point sex, dark magic/evil.

PART 2

* Year 2020, Nowdays *

You couldn’t believe this was happening to you. It was going to be the best day of your life!

You and your two best friends were at a BTS fan sign since god knows what time in the morning, and heck, you were not the first ones there. A massive cue with people already awaited at the entrance and you sighed.

-Y/N, think about the moment you’ll see them, - your best friend said and patted your shoulder. – I hope Namjoon will look sexy, so I can remember him like this. I swear one of those days I will marry that guy…

You burst out laughing.

-I am dead serious, I will kidnap him, I just need a bag and a strong rope, and then I am ready to go, - she looked even more serious while she talked.

Ever since you came across Bangtan Sonyeondan, your and your friends became closer than before, enjoying more time together while listening to your favorite kpop songs. One of your friend’s favorite had become RM, the leader of the group, while your other friend fancied Taehyung and you yourself were drawn towards Jimin.

There was something about each one of the Bangtan members that you liked, but it was Jimin that you loved the most.

It was quite chilly, and you tightened the scarf more around your neck to keep it warm, and your friend offered to get you both drinks while you wait.

The cue was moving slowly, in front of you stood a poster of the rules of fan sign, meaning- no screaming or shouting is allowed, no photos when talking with the guys/ can ask for a hand shake, but no touching etc. but you know how it goes. Someone will shout and most definitely will scream… you just hoped it’s not going to be you.

A proper screaming woke you up from your daydream, someone shouted – BTS has arrived, and you tried to look past the crowd, but failed.

Not a chance to see anything! This was ridiculous!

Your friend came running back almost stumbling of her feet.

-Oh my god, I just saw them!!!- she looked happy, - I saw how they entered the building.

The fan sign happened at a shopping mall, one of the halls decorated for the BTS arrival, and a lot of security and store staff members guarding every corner of it.

It was nearly eleven when you finally got inside, and further down noticed a table where sat BTS members. Your heart was pounding like mad.

-You see this?!- your friends started jumping around you, - I can’t believe this!!!

-I am sweating, - one of your friends stated, - ugh, I really want to stop, but I cannot, I will shed my blood, sweat and tears by the time I will reach them.

-Relax, think about what you going to say to them, maybe ask a question?

-Yes, - your friend giggled, - I will ask Namjoon about his kinks…

Looked like your long waiting to meet BTS will be fun don’t matter how long would it take; a good company will always make it better.

*Year 2018, banishing cave of Park Jimin*

He stood in the middle of the cave he was left in for all eternity. His eyes dark, breathing heavy and words he spoke full of anger, his chants of dark magic filled the cave.

-Open portal to Fae Lands, - the portal opened, and he walked through.

With the disappearing in time of the prince, the king and all the kingdom froze too, and when he was finally free, the Fae Lands went back to normal.

His people noticed a lot of changes on the way, because the Fae Lands consist of a lot of other kingdoms, and the Four Goddess of these lands were the rulers.

-Not for long, - Jimin stated gathering more of his strength to kill all the goddesses and their pawns, and find his “lost love” to be by his side when he is announced as the new ruler, - soon, I will find you…

A bit short, but easy to read, once again, thank you for all reblogs and likes, hopefully you will enjoy more of this story as it  continues.

Let me know what you think! 

[yoongsisbae]

Campfire Burning | JJK

A steamy fic inspired by a certain vlive.

I originally wrote a couple lines of this when his vlive first came out and now it keeps raining and I keep getting reminded of JK camping so I finished this! :D enjoy!

Warnings: smut, mostly fluff, spanking u.u, fingering, pwp tbh, soft warm sexy time and a campfire and that’s about it :D

Word count: 1k

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The fire crackles softly, embers burn slow, wood sizzles and snaps in a chaotic melody of warmth.

It also rains, the droplets patter in a steady rhythm. It makes you sleepy, content, the hushed sounds of nature, a song of fire and water.

But the person next to you, he has an even stronger effect on you than stormy weather or warm bonfires, being around Jungkook makes you feel calm and relaxed and safe.

You nod off in his arms, listening to him tell you about his day, softly singing when he can’t think of anything else to say.

“Are you ready to sleep?” he yawns.

“No, I like it by the fire, it’s warm.” You lean back into the warmth of his arms instead as he laughs, hugging you tighter.

Jungkook relaxes into you too, smells your hair, kisses the top of your forehead softly, wanting more of your attention.

It’s just you and Jungkook camping tonight, in the middle of a storm like two fools. It’s okay, the fire is still going.

Jungkook hums a sweet melody and lays lazy kisses across your cheek, down your jaw, on your neck, purposefully moving against you in ways he knows will rile you up.

But you don’t take the bait, not yet. You close your eyes and sigh softly, smiling. “This is nice.”

“Just nice?” He teases, wrapping himself tighter around you, hands searching for your ticklish spots until you squirm laughing.

“Yah! Well it was perfect.”

“Perfect?” He smiles, taking the opportunity to kiss you, one long embrace, lips pressed tightly against yours. Kiss sweet and strong and exactly like Jungkook.

He didn’t ask you if you wanted to sleep this time, just lifted you into his arms, throwing you over his shoulder.

“YAH! Oof.”

Jungkook snickers, entering the camper with you in tow. You wish you could say it was romantic being carried over the threshold, but as he had you, Jungkook took his time drumming the beat to Psy’s new song, ‘That That,’ onto your bum, laughing wickedly.

So you took your own revenge, in perfect view of his backside, you landed a sneak attack, not holding back. Jungkook cursed and you laughed, which was quite the painful act, your ribs jamming into his shoulder, but you were too giddy to stop.

You probably should have known better than to test Jungkook’s competitiveness, but you both had been drinking, feeling the effects of the alcohol and the exhilaration of being alone together.

So when he throws you onto the tiny makeshift bed, falling next to you, you know what’s coming, his hands already groping your ass, and then…smack!

You look over you shoulder unphased, and he does it again. See, Jungkook likes smacking your ass hard. You’re used to it; the burning imprint of his large hand. It stings, so hot. He does it again.

“You’re supposed to say, ‘ow’,”

“Ow,” you say smirking.

So Jungkook lands a final, hardest, loud smack against your ass, finally making you wince. He cuddles against you, too pleased with himself, so you roll over him. You’re competitive too, that’s why Jungkook loves you.

Your eyes focus on his face in the darkness of the trailer, his sharp jawline, long hair. You run your hands over his toned chest until you find what you’re looking for, your thumbs caressing his nipples. Jungkook moans a soft throaty sigh, biting his lip, pulling his lip piercing into his mouth, teeth biting on the metal. “Mmm.” You smile, bite your lip too, enjoying the effect you have on him.

It’s still cold, trailer glass full of condensation, you feel the cold still air hit you now sitting on Jungkook’s torso as you swivel your hips against his.

“Take this off, baby,” he whines, pulling on your sweater.

“It’s cold,” you pout.

“I’ll warm you up.”

Jungkook switches positions, pulling your sweater and shirt higher, hand exploring underneath, with each caress and massage your breath escalates, until you’re panting underneath him.

His tattooed hand reaches for the seam of your joggers, fingers finding the soft cloth of your panties, slipping underneath as he kisses you, tongue exploring your mouth.

Jungkook felt so warm, like burning embers, slowly heating your body, his hot breath blowing out against your skin, fingers dipping inside your sex, piercing hot pleasure into your core, he breathes out, “fuck, baby, so wet.”

And you melted, limbs seizing with every stroke of his finger and lick of his warm tongue against your clammy skin, biting, sucking your breasts, teasing you slowly.

You claw at his back, pull on the fabric of his hoodie until it goes over his head, revealing his biceps and pecs and all the sinful dips and grooves of his muscles.

Your fingers follow the lines down his stomach, pulling his sweatpants lower to reveal more skin.

“I want you inside me, please.”

He groans, deep and needy, shifting between legs to pull his pants and boxers. You lift the hoodie off your body, remove your joggers, now too hot, too ravenous.

He presses himself inside and you forget to breathe, to think. You lick skin, dig nails into muscle, moving on instinct and desire alone. He fills you steadily, hard and thick, and so warm.

Jungkook intertwines your fingers, rolling his hips and leaning into his handhold so you take him fully.

“Moan louder for me, baby. I like hearing you.”

“Yes, yes.”

“That’s it.”

The rain stops, the noise outside subsides and the noise inside escalates, skin on skin meeting together loud and explosive, grunts of pleasure, metal and plastic creaking under pounding.

“Fuck, so tight. Going to come, yeah?”

You nod, eyes shutting, clinging to Jungkook’s hard body, so close. His voice is deep, words are dirty. He keeps on edging you, teasing you.

He pulls your legs wider, presses an inked digit to your core, rubbing over the wetness between your legs, finding your most sensitive spot, finger circling it until you shudder and scream.

You lock your legs around him as Jungkook presses in deeper, rutting into you one two three four more hard thrusts until his head rolls back.

Some time between your limbs relaxing and Jungkook resting the rain starts again, a low thunder roaring in the distance. Jungkook hugs you close.

“We have to go camping again, when it’s not raining.”

“I don’t know,” you smile against his chest as the pattering lulls you to sleep, “I kind of like the rain.”

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Shameless no plot story when I should be working on plotTM I know ;_;

[holcgrams]

welcome to my writing blog.

i’m in desperate need of writing practice so might as well give you all some garbage to read on the way.

i write about ships mostly (down to write for any LEGAL ones, no minorsxadult members because ew), but i’m willing to write xreader/oc fics if you guys want me to. no fully-fledged smut for now guys, sorry. 

groups i can currently write about:

BTS

NCT

STRAY KIDS

EXO

SEVENTEEN

GOT7

DAY6

THE ROSE

so yeah! drop any requests you might have and i’ll get right to it!

[cryinginmyroomsposts]

I am so very overwhelmed with how much y’all have been liking my fics and I want to cry in happiness. Im working on the be my valentine last chapter and another fic that might continue the lee know fic 😭😭😭

Meanwhile if y’all have any requests or anything to say let me know HERE

[honeytae]

“As if I wouldn’t beat the boogeyman’s ass, anyways.”

hi @babeejeon​ <3 thank you for being so patient with me, i really hope you enjoy this!

genre: fluff, f2l!au, non-idol!au

word count: 2.2k

“Jin, I literally offered to go with you to get your tires checked,” you groaned, speech muffled by your hands as you defeatedly smushed your face into them.

You didn’t need to look over at him in the drivers seat to know he had a smirk on his face, thoroughly enjoying the fact that he was pushing your buttons. He chuckled under his breath as he reached over to you, attempting to pry your hands apart to reveal your face.

“C’mon, don’t be like that, doll. My tires are fine!” he grinned, shrieking when you unfolded your arm to hit him in the chest, your glare wavering a bit at the sight of his smile.

“What was that for?” he asked, bewildered as he pointed to the lack of icons on his dash. “Look, my tire light isn’t even on!”

“You’re so annoying,” you huffed, pulling on the door handle to step out of the car, hearing Seokjin do the same from behind you.

You clenched your jaw at his stubbornness. You loved Seokjin, but he really drove you crazy sometimes. Obviously his car was not fine, as it had broken down on the side of the road twenty minutes ago, halfway to your road trip destination.

He joined you as you sat on the curb, tilting your face back to catch the last few glimmers of sun before it set for the evening. It was slightly windy, the beginning signs of a summer storm coming in.

A shiver shook through your upper body as the wind carried a bit more of a chill than your thin t-shirt was capable of handling, glancing over at Jin as he nudged your knee with his.

You smirked at the sight of him with his sweatshirt off, opening the bottom for you to put your head in. Rolling his eyes, Seokjin pushed it towards you, hooking it onto your neck so that all you needed to do was pull it down over your chest and put your arms into it.

“You’re so stubborn sometimes,” he remarked, tipping his head back in laughter when you shot him a look, both of you knowing how hypocritical the words were.  

“You’re one to talk,” you murmured, pursing your lips together as you put the hoodie on properly, ignoring the satisfied smile sitting on your friends face as he watched out of the corner of his eye.

You sat in silence for a few moments as cars passed you by, resting your cheek on your sweater paw-clad hand as you wondered how much longer it would be until the tow bed made its awaited appearance.

You flinched when a raindrop hit your nose, sighing in acceptance when another one landed on your cheek and trailed down your jaw.

“We should head back to the car,” Seokjin mused when he glanced up at the black clouds looming in ahead. You hummed in response as you began to sit up properly, preparing your stiff legs to stand.

What you didn’t prepare yourself for, however, was the skies opening up in half a second, rain pouring down in buckets from the sky as booming thunder crackled across the town.

“Oh, shit,” Seokjin could barely be heard as he sprung up from the curb, extending his arms to hoist you up from the ground. You raised your arms above your head for him to grab your hands, letting him tug you straight with a surprising amount of strength.

He unleashed a dramatic yell that sounded much like a war cry as he pulled you into his chest, your back shaking in laughter as he shielded you from the rain while stumbling over your feet back to the car, wiping tears from your eyes with the sweater he’d given you as he shoved you into the backseat and climbed over you to get himself out of the torrential downpour.

As you looked over at him sitting next to you, hair dripping around his ears as his eyes crinkled accompanied by the quiet sound of his giggle, you felt warmth spread through your chest. Yeah, he was crazy. But you adored him with every fiber in your being, and there’s nobody else you would rather be sitting and waiting for a tow truck with.

And as it turned out, the damage wasn’t too bad. The car had some minor fuel system issues, and according to the tow truck operator, it should be out of the shop by tomorrow afternoon.

It was just long enough for you two to need to find somewhere to spend the night, wandering through the - now sunny - town you’d been plopped in until you found a cute family-run inn.

“Alright sir, unfortunately I only have a room with two queens available tonight.”

The frowning woman at the front desk glanced up from her computer awaiting an answer, eyes bouncing between yourself and Seokjin as he knit his eyebrows together in confusion.

“That’s perfect, thank you,” you chuckled, nudging his shoulder with your own as she got to work typing away on her keyboard, reserving your room for the night.

You stifled a giggle when Seokjin turned to face you, a look of comical surprise at her seemingly assuming you two were together and definitely planning on sharing a large bed tonight. His cheeks glowed pink under the lights, making you want to whip your phone out and take a picture. 

“Could I just have a card to keep on file?”

At the woman’s request, both of you perked up to dig into your respective wallets, trying to beat each other to slapping your cards down on the desk.

Ultimately it was Jin who slid his card over first, using his other hand to clasp your wrist so that you couldn’t give yours.

“Dammit, Jin,” you cursed under your breath, cracking a smile when you heard his windshield wiper laugh erupt from his throat.

“Okay, you two are all set. Have a nice stay, and just let us know if you need anything,” she smiled warmly at you, both of you taking a little bow before gathering your bags, Seokjin collecting his card back from the desk as you lead the way down the hall to the rooms.

“I’m racing you to checkout tomorrow,” you smirked. “Gonna switch our cards while you’re asleep.”

Seokjin chortled at your response, raising his eyebrows over at you in challenge. He shifted the duffel bag slung over his shoulder, swiftly grabbing yours from your hand.

“C’mon, we both know you’d never actually wake up before me.”

The smugness in his tone made you shoot him a look, sticking your tongue out at him as the doors chimed open in front of you.

Seokjin was right to be smug. He literally knew everything about you.

He knew the way you liked your eggs, your unhealthy obsession with purchasing plants you could never keep alive, and your distain for pumping your own gas. Even though he teased you about it, he still picked up your car and filled your tank for you sometimes.

He was a great friend, and overall, a fascinating person.

You’d first met at a train stop years ago, back when you were trying to get out of the summer tourist attraction of Seoul for the weekend. Two days away from the scorching city was all you could afford back then, adding to your moodiness when the train ended up running hours late, leaving you and a bunch of other expectant passengers sitting around the boiling outdoor station.

Seokjin, being the extrovert he was, had naturally struck up conversations with a few other people, annoying you slightly when you tried to put your headphones in and he was suddenly up in your space, passionately demanding to know your favorite flavor of ramen.

The ramen debate was the start of an interesting friendship. Jin certainly kept you on your toes, fascinating you with every choice he made. You aren’t sure you’ve ever met a person quite like him.

“I call the bed closest to the window,” he announced as he held the door open for you, sliding the key down into the pocket of his shorts.

“Okay?” You chuckled, plopping your bag down on the opposite bed. “Is there a reason why?”

Sitting down, you watched with amusement as he nodded his head, kneeling on the floor to unpack the waters from his backpack and put them into the mini fridge.

“Because the other one is closest to the door.”

You pressed your lips together to fight your laughter, laying back on the bed and staring at the ceiling as you listened for more of an explanation. It never came.

“So, my best friend is scared of the boogeyman,” you said, more of a statement to yourself than a question directed at him. “Jin, I hope you know that the boogey man can climb through windows, too.”

“Don’t be ridiculous, doll. These windows are bolted shut,” He said matter-of-factly, throwing a dramatized weary glance to the windows to see if they were indeed bolted as you chuckled behind him.

“As if I wouldn’t beat the boogeyman’s ass, anyways.” You simpered, flexing your arm to show your winning weaponry. 

“You know,” Seokjin raised his eyebrows, walking the distance to your bed before collapsing onto the mattress messily, “I’d actually pay good money to see that.” 

Welcoming your legs onto his lap as you tossed them over, he held your shins steady on his thighs, closing his eyes in the most relaxation he’d had in hours. 

“I could fall asleep like this,” he spoke his thoughts aloud, laughing when you broke the silence by banishing him from hogging your bed. 

“Hey! You called dibs on the other bed, now off!”

It was later in the night that the subject came up again, when you both had turned off the television in favor of slumber. In your respective beds, you had both bid goodnight.

That was an hour beforehand, and you were well on your way to a deep sleep.

Until-

“Hey doll?”

Jin’s whisper cut through the room like shattering glass, startling you awake to look over at his side of the room.

“Jin?” You responded in a mumble, the room remaining silent for a few long moments as you sat up in bed. Maybe you had imagined it.

“Are you awake?”

Okay, you were most definitely not dreaming it. Seokjin was sat up in bed, shirtless, trying to talk to you at some ungodly hour of the night.

“No, Jin, I’m sleepwalking,” you grumbled, internally cringing when you realized just how snarky you sounded. You’d never been the peachiest when awoken from a good sleep.

“What is it? Is something wrong?” You softened, met with a sigh followed by more sheet rustling, Jin situating himself down further under his covers.

“Can’t sleep,” he said, turning to you with a pleading gaze, “could you come here for a minute? I feel cold,” he spoke eventually, his rare vulnerability putting you into action immediately.

Jin wasn’t one to ask for anything, typically. As you’d learned over the years, it was a lot easier for him to give than take. So when he asked for something, you gave it to him immediately.

You untangled yourself from your own sheets, wrapping yourself in your blanket before stumbling the two steps over to his mattress, Jin scooting over to allow you proper room to settle in beside him.

Now seated, you gently grabbed ahold of his wrist, breathing in when you felt his pulse against your skin. When you looked up at him, his eyes were already on yours, following you when you leaned against his shoulder and settled back into the headboard.

“Wanna talk about it?” You offered quietly, stretching your legs out in front of you as you awaited an answer. Your view of the alarm clock told you that it was nearing 3am, something you wouldn’t know by the awakened rate of your heart  in the silence of the unknown.

You took notice of Jin’s fingers picking at his cuticles, placing your hands over his appendages to guide them away from each other.

“We don’t have to,” you mentioned quietly. In response, he lightly squeezed your hand, tilting his head to look out the window, shoulders dropping as he cast his gaze out at the moon’s glow through the curtains.

“I’ve been having nightmares,” he started, sighing as he continued, “for the last week. They’ve given me an irrational fear of sleep,” he chuckled humorlessly. “I’m disappointed, frustrated with myself, confused,” he inhaled, “and I’m sorry.”

Knitting your brows together, you sat up from the headboard, setting a hand on his thigh to crane yourself around to look him in the eye. Confusion coursed through you, not understanding why he would feel guilt for experiencing a hard time. 

“There’s no reason to apologize, Jin,” you assured, frowning as he blinked back at you, “if something’s troubling you,” you shrugged, “I care about you. I can- I will always listen,” you murmured.

You felt your heart skip a beat when his lips finally curved, the corners lifting into his cheeks as he nodded along to your not so eloquent words.

You’d never been the best with expressing yourself, something you’d had to work on over the years. “It’s endearing,” he had told you months before, laughing at the genuine confusion plastered on your face. 

But now you couldn’t help but believe him, as the only thing that’d made him smile since you came over to his bed was you stumbling over your sentiments. 

Guilt once again seeping into your veins, you sighed. “And I’m sorry for teasing you about the boogeyman. I didn’t know you-”

“Don’t apologize for that, doll,” He interrupted your train of thought. “I’m not having those kinds of nightmares,” he smiled, thoroughly amused despite the eye bags hanging on his cheeks. “I know you’d beat him up for me anyways,” he shrugged. With the man patting the mattress beside him with his palm, you crawled back up to the space, relaxing into the mattress again.

It wasn’t bad for a bed away from home, relatively soft and welcoming for your tired bodies. But really, you think your main source of comfort is Jin.

You hoped you could provide the same kind of comfort as you guided his head to your shoulder, not skipping a beat when he wrapped his arms around your torso, pulling you down into a flat position as you spread your blanket over him too.

You failed to notice the blush on his cheeks as you wrapped your arm around his chest and buried your fingers in his hair, taking turns combing it away from his face and scratching at his scalp.

What you did notice was his racing heartbeat against your head, hoping it didn’t indicate any further signs of distress.

Though a few minutes later, when you pulled back to meet his sleepy eyes, you assumed the reason behind his high heart rate was the same as yours.

[itsmarianstories]

⏳Anonsecrets⌛

[Jikook Social Media Au]

When Jungkook breaks up with Jimin without explanation Jimin doesn't understand what's going on. He's hurt and angry, but that anger quickly turns into something else when he suddenly receives a message on his anonymous twitter account where he posts other people's confessions...

Part 7

[bangtan-fanfiction-finds]

Goldilocks

Author: @perpetually-jungshook

Status: completed

Description: After getting evicted, your two best friends Jimin and Taehyung offer you a place to stay until you get back on your feet. Needless to say, with a part time job and a mountain of student debt, that’s not happening any time soon. Eventually, they DO become really fond of having you around, helping with chores and even splitting rent. So when you come home one day to find someone has been sleeping in your couch-bed, well… it’s something you won’t take lightly.

Rating: M

Tags: fluff, angst, xreader, generalau, romance, comedy, smut

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| Capturing |

A soft cushion hits Harry's head when he tries to take another photo of me with his phone. All day Harry has been chasing me, always having his phone within reach to take photos of me. I would have been okay with it every other day but not when I haven't put on any make up and are simply dressed in some shorts and a shirt of Harry which is way too big for me.

"Baby, please just one more!" Harry begs and crawls over to me on the couch. He holds his phone in front of my face but I turn away and cover my face with both my hands.

"I said no!" I say frustrated and get pulled onto Harry's lap after I tried to get up from the couch. Pouting, I cross my arms in front of my chest and Harry wraps both his arms around me, resting his chin on my shoulder. He holds the phone up and takes a selfie from the two of us. I try to delete it but Harry stretches his arm out so his phone is out of reach for me.

Sighing I turn a bit, so I'm still sitting in his lap but can look at him. I see a huge smile on his full lips as he admires the photo of the two of us. All of a sudden he holds his phone up again and snaps one of me. "Harry! I said no more photos!" I exclaim and try to snatch his phone out of his hand again, "You already have like five hundred photos of me!"

Harry smiles and scrolls down in his album named 'Y/N' to see how many photo's he has taken. "I only have 856 pics of you and I can tell you that they are certainly not enough for me when I'm away from your for months”. I roll my eyes and Harry pulls me closer so my head leans against his chest. He places a few kisses on my head whereupon I bury my head in his shirt, smelling his manly and overwhelming sent. Through closed eyes I see how it suddenly gets brighter around us and I know Harry took another picture of me.

"Harry..." I sigh and nuzzle my head even more into his chest and curl into a ball in his lap. “I'm just so overwhelmed by your beauty I need to capture it whenever I have a chance to do so," Harry whispers against my ear, "And I'm just so in love with you that I don't wanna look at everyone else."

"I love you." I whisper and Harry hugs me tigher.

“And I needed a new Lock and Home Screen” Harry tells me and I turn my head a bit to look at his phone where he shows me the old photo's of me, “Look, these pics are from, like, two weeks ago!”

His words make me a smile and I lift my head to kiss his lips. I move around a bit to straddle him. My face cup both his cheeks as we share a passionate kiss. But all of a sudden I feel his hand, where he holds the phone, rise again. “Harry, I swear if you—“ But Harry snaps a picture before I can finish my sentence. I immediately take my lips away and glare at him, “You're such an idiot.”

“I can live with that," Harry shrugs, smiling satisfied, and presses me against his body, "Because I know you love me, anyways” <3

|@dearharold|