#bruhhhhhhhhhhhh

[iloveazzifudd]

i’m so normal about this (i squeaked out loud)

[asingleshampdition]

Sympathy for Jin Shirato

In all honesty, I actually feel just as, if not worse for Jin, than I do Chidori; especially in Reload, despite Chidori being the most fleshed out of the Strega three. This character analysis will not include developments from Shadow Cry, as I'm not aware of most of its contents enough to include it. (P.S. There are no visuals because for some reason, Tumblr doesn't want to save with them.) I think the motivations of the three Strega members are very important. All of them came from the same background, as child experiments; and thus, we can draw fair conclusions from them.

Takaya wants to get back at the world for hurting him. He's a man who is very weak-willed, and wishes for death, as long as it means others come along with him. He's adopted this view in which his only purpose in life is to bring everyone down with him: as he's been granted the power to do such (in the form of Hypnos), he's under the impression that his life is meaningless otherwise. This is why he's so unwilling to give up the Dark Hour to SEES; he's unwilling to start over, because in his mind, he's built up meaning for himself. Takaya doesn't really care for anyone; everyone he comes across, to him, is either an asset he can use to achieve his goal (Jin and Chidori), or an obstacle (SEES). As much as I'd like to believe Takaya genuinely did care for Jin and Chidori, I can't see it. At the end of the game, Takaya becomes a cult leader; Strega had always had parallels to such, and cult leaders, like Takaya, don't typically care about their followers. Rather, they see them as tools, to get their way. From my point of view, Takaya is an irredeemable piece of garbage, in the games, and cannot compare to Jin or Chidori in terms of sympathizing potential. As previously stated, I'm not accounting for Shadow Cry in this post, so I don't really know how the pathetic wet cat man is portrayed there. Chidori's motivation is that she, quite literally, has no motivation. She finds no purpose in life, and therefore, doesn't really care what happens either way. In her eyes, dying just means she'll never wake up again, and the end of the Dark Hour? "Cool, more days to live until I inevitably die," is probably what she would've made of it. Either that, or, "oh no, Medea!" Chidori's motivations are so radically different than both Takaya and Jin's motivations, and I believe this is why she was able to break away from such a cynical, nihilistic line of thought, much more easily than the other two. The only reason she followed, and was loyal, to Strega, was because Jin and Takaya were similar to her. Other than that, she held no regard for them, and did not consider them friends. It did not matter, to her, who she followed. If Takaya had been a better guy, maybe with hopes of reform, she probably would've turned out better as well. The only person she really cared about, until Junpei, was herself; as selfish as that sounds. She considers Medea her only true friend, as a representation of how she isolates herself, in order to not be afraid of death. So, where does that leave Jin? I believe Jin, unlike Takaya and Chidori, possesses a trait that neither of the other two have: genuine care for the few people close to him. The reason Jin doesn't want the Dark Hour to disappear is very similar to Takaya's; however, as shown in Reload, this isn't really the case. We have to remember that Takaya, essentially being a cult leader, even before he starts such, is incredibly manipulative and charismatic. Think of Jin as a young, impressionable dude, who is at an incredibly low point in his life; someone who is emotionally vulnerable, someone who can be targeted. The perfect candidate for a potential cult member. Then comes along Takaya: someone who is kind to him. Someone who treats him with dignity, with respect; someone who is there for him when he needs it most. Someone who 'saves' him. Kind of like Chidori, I believe Jin could've fallen for anyone; it didn't have to be for Takaya, it just had to be someone who was kind to him during the darkest time of his life. Unfortunately for him, Takaya does not truly care for him, unlike the vice versa, and whatever kindness Jin experienced from Takaya may or may not have been an act of manipulation. Kind of like how cults usually target young, impressionable, emotionally vulnerable individuals. Jin was manipulated into siding with Takaya; and kind of like a cult member and a cult leader, the member would align with the leader's ideals. Therefore, I do not believe Jin's true reason for standing against the Dark Hour's absence is the same as Takaya's.

This is not to say Jin doesn't have a 'real' reason; unlike Chidori, I believe he does. His statements on 10/31, being: "If the Dark Hour disappears, we might forget everything that happened, won't we? / I'd forget you and Chidori, the things we did together, our time at the facility... All of it." I find this line an incredibly simple way of painting Jin in a sympathetic way; and yet, it's incredibly tactful. Jin values the time he's spent with Takaya and Chidori; he values them. To him, they're like family. They are what SEES is to Makoto/the protagonist: his friends, the only friends he's ever had, and he'd rather die than forget about them. The only problem is that both Takaya and Chidori hold little to no regard for him. I'm somewhat sure he knows this, and yet, he still chooses to view them in such a way; even after Chidori pays virtually no mind to him as a person, and when Takaya separates from him in the final stretch of Tartarus, knowing that Jin would probably die.

This conclusion does raise some questions, though; when Chidori sacrificed herself for Junpei, why didn't Jin say anything? Rather, why didn't he try and stop her? After all, he's mostly silent, and Takaya does most of the talking during the sequence. Strega's philosophy on death is to not fear it, as it is inevitable. Perhaps this is also why Jin does not show sadness when Chidori dies? To Jin, as well as Takaya and Chidori, they've accepted that they will all die someday, because of the suppressants, as well as their Personas. Jin doesn't view Chidori's death as sad, not because he doesn't care for her, but because Strega has already established that death is inevitable for people like them. Another potential reason for Jin supposedly not caring for Chidori's death is the presence of Takaya. As a cult member is to a cult leader, Jin is dependent on Takaya. Since Takaya only views Chidori as a pawn, perhaps Jin would take on Takaya's view on the matter; to Jin, Takaya is wiser than anyone else. I really can't think of any other reasons as to why Jin wouldn't show much emotion during Chidori's death, other than either one: Jin specifically referring to Takaya, and only adding Chidori in as an afterthought, in his quote, or two: bad writing. The first one I doubt, as I feel like Jin would be one of the last people to tell a half-truth (to Takaya, of all people, to boot); especially since his last name is Shirato (white door), referring to how he can't keep his fatass mouth shut when talking about important information with SEES. I don't really think the writers would make such an oversight; adding Jin's sympathetic statement, and then forgetting to make him sympathetic otherwise. Not saying it's not possible; it definitely was, considering the quality of the villains' writing in the older versions of Persona 3. I just find it unlikely. This all just goes to show that Jin could've ended up just like the SEES members, if not to a greater extent than Chidori. He loved the ones he was close to, and he believed in bonds, to some extent. Of course, maybe not in the way SEES does, but the point is that he did; and bonds are the entire premise of the Persona series. Takaya never believed in bonds at all, throughout the entire game; he's too focused on himself, so he's out of the question. Chidori doesn't believe in bonds until Junpei shows up, even with Jin and Takaya in the picture. Jin is the only Strega member who would go as far to die for his found family, the only member who loved his companions from the start.

The more I think about it, the less I really blame Jin for who he became. Like I've mentioned before, you have to think of Jin as a cult member. A cult member who was 'indoctrinated' by Takaya, because he was naive, impressionable, and a lost soul; looking for someone to love him, respect him, stay by his side, and 'save' him. Would you fault a lost soul, someone who is incredibly emotionally vulnerable, as well as naive, for being manipulated into a cult? Sure, you could view Jin as 'stupid' for falling for Takaya, but that's the thing: people who become cult members aren't always stupid. They could be the brightest, most mature person you know; and that's not the point. Cults target people who are lonely; who want love. No matter how bright, mature, talented, well-read you are; at the end of the day, you are not immune to manipulation, if the manipulators pull the right strings. I think that's what's most scary about Jin: his story revolves around how someone so bright, so talented, someone who was one the right track, who more or less had the right mindset about relationships, was thrown off course, because he was also lonely, naive, and lost. It's very similar to many people who join cults; his character, even in Reload, can be written off as just some cynical, Takaya-obsessed bomb maniac, kind of like how a lot of people write cult members off as off-putting, evil, and sadistic. I think Reload did a terrific job at exploring this part of his character, even if it was just a few extra scenes. Or maybe I'm just overanalyzing because he's my favorite character lmao, who knows?

[nick-eyre]

[lastyearsyesterday]

Palms together like this

Lick the holy off your fingers

It's not a question

An answer

A statement or a bribe

It's all the same

The same words same languages same names. It's all the same cycles same trees same floors. Same cell walls and cytoplasm. Same fucking song by the Doors.

It's the same air the same dirt the same sand, silt, mud, stone, crystals, concrete, asphalt, roofing tar, turpentine, fingernails, cast iron, porcelain, ivory from the same God damn elephants they were hunting before.

How has anyone moved on from this? The world is smaller then my fucking tits. How has any one moved on when the only thing changing is the casing on the tree root cells in my electrified brain. The bell curve draws nearer and on the other side are the same feelings, repeated like a dream.

Become an angry, friction filled shit hole with hands that grab and tug like a child. Become a body that hold all your organs, something that can heal it's self like putty.

Pray that the nothing in the air becomes something so wicked it can't be blamed. Claim the blood saved you. Claim it all the way it claws at you, be desperate. Claim you saw it coming so that the river can cut through the canyon in your body and carry parts of you away. Claim it's open fire, open season, open hearts that you bite into still bleeding like someone else's glory can be absorbed through the stories they allowed you to hear. Like the ocean chooses to rise and fall, to swallow and spit, to carve and call. Like the birds that are somewhere else are here.

[writersmorgue]

The End by Zero 9:36 is Kacchan's theme song I've decided

I don't feel it when they talk on me, I won't take it

Get the fuck from 'round me, let's face it

You can't dive in this back in my basement

If you don't get what I'm saying, I'm not changing for you

Problems, I got too many of 'em

So I'm running through the days to catch up on 'em

I got plenty of 'em

No one hates me more than I do

So I'm the only one decidin' when the end is coming

I push myself to the edge

Feel it in my chest

None of y'all can stand in my way

[cherrysun]

i finished good omens and tenth doctor back to back one day apart . bruh. david tennant vemno me $528 dollars bc this is all my therapist will be hearing about for months

[freakywonbin]

HAECHAN

DBCVDGHWJKJNDBFVBGHDJEIWOLEKJFNBVNHCJDKOSPLDKJFNHBV BN

[teeto-peteto]

How much of a Karen am i if i said that when Ahri responded 'No. You see more' about Pyke's future one of the first thoughts that crossed my mind was giving Pyke a fanchild

[cheolhub]

ILL SHOW UALL WHEN I GET HOME BUT I PULLED TRIPLE VERNON, TRIPLE HAO AND DOUBLE SHUA….

[jimothystu]

Sens wouldn’t pay him so he had to make money somehow

I’m sorry WHAT

[slaughterlmao]

This is how I look at family gatherings

REAL

[tormented-velveteen-heart]

When the menstrual cramps slap hard and you see stars

[melon-soda]

breaking bad is making me feel insane

[abyssalpriest]

It is so fucking wild knowing Lev spends a lot of time in Asia (purposely vague because he's in various parts) both as himself and in incarnations, and appears to our group as Asian (same vagueness) in his like "this is me in a genuine, familial way". And then like. Watching videos from/about people in the countries he frequents like what the fuck these cultural things are so you

[antivivziepopparade]

Sigh. Yup. They tried to make Octavia in the wrong in Sinsmas by throwing another pity party for Stolas even though Octavia has valid reasons to cut him off. I’m fucking done dude. I’m fucking done.

Wait... the episode is out?!

BEFORE Christmas?!

Bruhhhhhhhhhhhh. They were so desperate to top TADC's views that they didnt even wait till Christmas to release it. LMAO!

Also wow, we already got the finale in less than two years, in an indie studio?! Wtf?!

Viv aint beating the abuse allegations with this one.

[marckinggrantbutnotmoonknight]

Why Bi-Han is so power hungry in Mortal Kombat 1

I think the description of Bi-Han’s father being ashamed of his warriors killing Tomas's family might be true... and could be a hint of why Bi-Han’s hates his father. The theory I have is that Bi-Han’s father in this timeline was not villainous bad BUT he was too passive & flawed to the point that it harmed others towards their death.

I think Kuai Liang and Tomas did have a good father raising them, but in turn had a flawed grandmaster that does not know how to be in control of his clan. And Bi-Han saw this throughout his life.

I think what hit the nail on the coffin is that I think Bi-Han’s mother..... was killed from his father’s passivity. From all the times Bi-Han said his father was doddling, how Bi-Han vehemently hates when people tell him to be patient or to follow traditions. Bi-Han is in opposition of his father's way and his traditions because I believe those traditions failed Bi-Han.

And the reason why those traditions would fail Bi-Han is that Bi-Han might've felt he could've done anything to help his mother. Because he has the powers of a cyromancer, someone who is meant to literally stop people in their tracks. Imagine having that sort of power, that authority over others, and you are stopped by your parent from saving your other parent. Bi-Han would of course be RESENTFUL as hell.

It can be an explanation for why Bi-Han wants to fight so much in the story. Bi-Han doesn't want to wait around for fate to potentially screw him and his family over just because they were left expecting to just wait around. Especially from a god that could've overseen what happened to your family. Yeah I think Bi-Han HATES Liu Kang. How can you trust a god that can see everything that would happen in your life, and having that same god order you around in hopes of you having the best life.

Bi-Han in this phase of the story is NOT accepting any sort of responsibility and blames others and his fate. And is the reason for his downfall in the story.

It's a bitter irony that he want to fight straight up made him sleep for the rest of the stories finale BRUHHHHHHHHHHHH.