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[chaoslynx]

Fluff Prompt 50. AshEiji :)

50. “Its okay, I couldn’t sleep anyway.”

Eiji tries to cry quietly. The last thing he's ever wanted is to bother anyone—especially Ash. He never wants to hinder Ash.

It's just ... a lot. Everything is so much.

He slips out of their shared bedroom in the condo into the living room, with the fear of waking Ash motivating him to leave. Even if he'd rather be by Ash's side—even if being near Ash calms him down, he's not worth Ash's sleep.

But then—

"Hey," Ash murmurs.

Eiji jumps. It still always startles him, the way Ash moves so quietly. Eiji's not sure if it's from his training in fighting, or his training in—other things. Not wanting to be heard could mean a lot of different things.

"Hey," Eiji whispers back, sniffling. He tries to disguise his crying, but he knows it's not much use. "I didn't mean to wake you," he says, though of course Ash knows that.

"I was already awake."

"Sorry."

Ash shakes his head. "It's all okay. I couldn't sleep anyway." He sits down on the couch, and gestures to the spot next to him.

Cautiously, Eiji sits down on the far end of the couch from Ash. Afraid to cross any boundary, spoken or unspoken.

"What's going on?" Ash asks. Gentle. "You wanna talk about anything?"

Not really, Eiji thinks. How does he say that everything is wrong, without Ash thinking it's his fault? How does he keep Ash from blaming himself, when that's always going to be Ash's default thought process?

"... I don't know," Eiji whimpers. "I don't know how to explain everything."

Ash is silent for a moment, and Eiji is worried he said something wrong. He's keeping Ash awake, and he's making Ash feel guilty, and—

"Do you want to come closer?" Ash blurts.

"Huh?"

"Like—I don't really know how to help, but ... when you're close to me, that helps me. So I thought maybe ..." Ash trails off.

Eiji blinks. Him being close to Ash ... helps?

Huh. He feels a little better already, just knowing that.

"Do you want me to come closer?" Eiji asks. Or are you only asking for my sake?

"I want to do anything and everything I can to help you," Ash breathes. "And I want to know that you're here with me. It—it's selfish, and I'm sorry for that, but ..."

"I want to be close to you, too," Eiji admits. "If that's okay."

"More than okay," Ash mumbles. His voice is a little shaky. "Please."

Eiji shuffles a little closer to Ash, and then a little bit more. Slowly, hesitantly, Ash puts an arm around Eiji's waist.

"Is this okay?" Ash whispers.

"More than okay," Eiji echoes.

Ash smiles at him, and pulls him in a little closer. Eiji leans against Ash. He's ... he doesn't feel as strong as Eiji thought he would. He's so strong in so many ways, but ... like this, with their bodies pressed together, Ash feels incredibly delicate.

Eiji wants to protect him.

He's not thinking about all of the everything anymore. He's just thinking about Ash. Ash, and how much they mean to each other.

"Thank you," Eiji says softly.

"For what?"

"Everything. And—I do feel better. When I'm with you."

"Oh," Ash breathes. "I—I'm glad. "I know I can't do much, but ... I'm always trying."

You do so much, Ash. Too much. But ...

"This is enough," Eiji settles on. "This is all I could ever ask for. Just you."

Ash hums, nodding. "Just you."

Fluff prompts!

[iceywrites]

Hey! I saw a few posts of people sharing their banana fish HCs with you. I hope u don't mind me sharing mine.

So, the basic : Ash asked for help and he lived. After recovering from the wound he went to Japan

Now, as much as I like the idea of a corny airport kiss, I also like things going slow. Ash and Eiji were aware about their feelings but Eiji knew Ash was not be ready for a romantic relationship at the moment. So, they just kind of stayed in a qpr without even knowing it . They did every things couples do but not anything romantic eg. Cuddling. They did not even talk about it nor confess anything. Ash started going to therapy (Eiji convinced him) After a few months, he started getting better. He talked it over with Eiji and said that he might not like any kind of physical affection (eg. Kissing) for some time. Eiji being the best boy he is, said that it was totally fine. After some more time, Ash felt like he is ready. He asked Eiji if he could kiss him. They kissed and Ash surprisingly liked it. He was so happy that he started crying and said "I love you." "I love you too." Eiji kissed his forehead and said that he's proud of him.

Hello op, you can send in your hcs here whenever you want. You're always welcome.

And this hc you sent is so wholesome 🥺🥺🥺 I can't-

[desi-lgbt-fest]

I don't remember clearly but that one girl from 'Dream girl'. Her character is played by Nidhi Bisht. She was one of those people who was fooled by Ayushman's Pooja spam. She probably liked Pooja. But they covered it up by naming her "man-hater" and with the dialogue "Mard jaat se aapka vishwas hi utha gaya? Ladki se shaadi karne chali gayi." Or something like that 🙄 Like bruh, if all those men who talked to Pooja liked her romantically then, why not her? She is clearly sapphic.

oof, what's worse folks? No representation or bad representation??? But it's more important to know how her feelings were treated by the story and the main character. Even if others behaved homophobically, did the narrative present her as 'man hating lesbo'? Did the main characters not sympathise with her?

I like Nidhi Bisht tho.

Anybody else seen the movie? Any opinions?

[browngurl99]

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[chaoslynx]

Can I get some pure asheiji fluff from Ash POV?

send a character to my inbox (with or without a prompt) and I’ll attempt to write 200+ words from their POV!

"Okay, uh ..." Ash mumbles to himself. "What's the difference between baking soda and baking powder again?"

At this rate, he's gonna be grateful if he doesn't burn down the kitchen or some shit. He considered himself lucky when his 5 a.m. vibrate alarm didn't wake Eiji up, but apparently that's where his luck ran out. Who the fuck gets up at 6 a.m. on a Sunday anyway? Fucking ridiculous.

Ash glances at the clock. 5:37. Fuck fuck fuck. How did he manage to kill so much time already? He's also gone through almost all of their flour trying to get this fucking pancake mix right, with nothing to show for it.

All right. Okay. He can do this. He can fucking do this. Come on, he's got, like, an IQ of 200 or some shit, and he can't even make pancakes? What good is being a genius if you can't make pancakes for your husband at 5:30 in the goddamn morning?

In Ash's defense, he's pretty sure his brain cells don't kick in until around noon.

Ah, fuck. Now he's just standing in the kitchen. Uh. What now?

"Ash?"

Oh no.

Ash turns slowly and tries for a smile. He's pretty sure it comes off as a grimace. "Uh ... Hey, Eiji."

"What are you doing?" Eiji rubs at his eyes.

"... Cooking?" Or, trying to, at least.

"It doesn't look like you're doing a very good job at that," Eiji says, but he's smiling now.

Ash glances around the kitchen. Okay, yeah, maybe this doesn't look good. There's flour everywhere—like, no wonder he's running out. Half of it ended up on the floor, apparently. There are also eggshells on the ground, and Ash doesn't even remember that happening. He could have sworn he threw those away ...

"Uh," he says, very intelligently.

"Do you need help?" Eiji says, grinning now. Smug bastard.

"I wanted to surprise you!" Ash whines.

"I'd count this as some sort of surprise, though maybe not the one you wanted."

"Listen—"

"Let me help you," Eiji insists. "What were you—uh, trying to do?"

Ash sighs, hanging his head. "Pancakes," he admits. "It ... is not going well."

"I can see that. Why do you have the soy sauce out?"

Ash blinks, picking up the bottle Eiji's gesturing at. "Huh ... Could have sworn this was the vanilla extract."

"You know we have pancake mix, right? Like you didn't have to make it from scratch."

"But that's not as much of a surprise!"

Eiji snorts, looking around the room again. "You're sure right about that. Okay, let's clean up and then start over."

"Sorry," Ash offers, staring at the ground. "We're, uh—almost out of flour, so I'm not sure how starting over will work."

"Let's use the pancake mix then, yeah?" Eiji walks over to Ash and gently tilts his head up so they're looking at each other. "Thank you for trying, love."

Ash smiles. Eiji just has a way of making everything better, doesn't he? "Anything for you," he murmurs.

They end up kissing, of course, because why wouldn't they?

Eiji pulls back after a moment, licking his lips and making a face. "How did you manage to get flour on your mouth!?"

"I think the better question is how it ended up on the ceiling."

"Okay, yeah, cleanup time, and then I'll show you where the vanilla extract is."

The pancakes, when they eventually manage to finish them, taste delicious.

[chaoslynx]

Fluff 45 “Take my hand. Just trust me.” with YueSing

“Sing!” Yut-Lung yelps, nearly slipping off of the ladder to the roof. “You know I’m not cut out for this—physical activity stuff.”

Grinning, Sing looks back at him. “You’re almost to the top! Come on; it’ll be worth it.”

With a ‘hmph,’ Yut-Lung ascends another rung, then glances down at the ground. “Sing!” he yells again. “Sing, we’re really high up!”

Sing laughs. “That’s the point, you big baby! Now come on.” But Yut-Lung whimpers, looking up at Sing with panic, and Sing softens. He reaches down. “Here. Take my hand. Just trust me.”

Hesitantly, Yut-Lung places his hand in Sing’s and lets himself be pulled up the rest of the way. Sing’s grown strong in the last year or so—he used to be nearly as scrawny as Yut-Lung is. But Yut-Lung guesses that they were both just kids, back then.

“See?” Sing says, gesturing around both of them. “Worth it.”

Finally glancing around, Yut-Lung can’t help but let out a small gasp. They’re away from the city tonight; there’s a meteor shower, and Sing wanted to watch it without the light pollution. From the roof, for some godforsaken reason. Although ...

“You really outdid yourself,” he admits, looking at the blanket, flowers, and picnic basket that Sing has set out. Soft drinks, not alcohol—Yut-Lung just passed his one year sober milestone.

Sing has that stupid fucking grin on his face, because of course he won this battle, and of course he knows it. “Want to sit down? I have a pillow so it should be soft enough, even for you.”

Pouting, Yut-Lung gracefully sits on the pillow Sing gestures to.

“I heard you have to wait for your eyes to adjust to the darkness to really see the stars,” Sing says, “so I figured we could eat some snacks in the meantime.”

“Eating in the dark. Outside. With bugs and everything. Great.” But Yut-Lung can’t help but smile.

Sing gives him a thumbs up. “That’s why I thought you’d like the roof! Fewer bugs up here.”

Endlessly considerate, like he always is. Yut-Lung sighs. “Fine. Sit with me?”

Sing plops down next to Yut-Lung instead of across from him, because he knows that Yut-Lung likes to rest his head on Sing’s shoulder. Like he does now.

“The meteor shower hasn’t even started yet, but the stars are already beautiful,” Sing says.

“It’s a beautiful night,” Yut-Lung agrees.

“Not as beautiful as you, Yue.”

Making a face, Yut-Lung pulls away slightly. “Gross. You’re going to be sappy and gay tonight?”

But Sing just laughs at him. “We’re literally watching a meteor shower together on the roof. It doesn’t get much sappier or much gayer than this.”

Yut-Lung groans. “You always get your way, you know that?”

Sing stops laughing, and his grin melts into a smile as he looks at Yut-Lung with ... tenderness. “Only because you let me.”

“... Yeah,” Yut-Lung admits. “Yeah, I do.”

Because you couldn’t bring yourself to hate me, years ago. And somehow I learned to love you for it.

Thank you, Sing.

Prompt list!

[chaoslynx]

Hi! I hope things are okay for you now. If not, then I hope it will be okay soon :)

If you don't mind, can I ask for 83 with Yuesing ?

83. “When I’m with you, I’m happy.”

“See?” Sing insists. “It’s fun.”

“Fun is not the first word that I would have picked,” Yut-Lung responds. Sing watches as he desperately tries to fix his hair after the roller coaster. “You enjoy this nonsense?”

“Most people do, Yue.” Sing laughs, but then he sobers up a bit. “You really didn’t like it?”

Yut-Lung seems to hesitate. “N-no, it’s not that. It’s just that—oh, I don’t know. You don’t understand.”

Tilting his head to the side, Sing frowns. “Then explain it to me.”

“It’s—kind of—ugh!” Yut-Lung shakes his head, and his hair flies side to side. Sing notices as a few people stop to stare at Yue, like people always do. “Why is everything so difficult with you?”

Sing smirks. “What, do you like me or something?” he teases.

“Yes!” Yut-Lung blurts.

Sing’s eyes widen.

“W-wait, I mean—” He cuts off, then stamps his foot like a child.

“What ... do you mean?” Sing asks, hesitant. He doesn’t want to assume too much here.

“Just that ...” Yut-Lung looks away. Is he acting ... shy? “When I’m with you, I’m happy. Okay? And happy isn’t a way that I’ve felt in a long time. So ... maybe that means something. I don’t know.”

“Hey,” Sing says softly. He takes Yut-Lung’s hand. “Maybe it does. And maybe it doesn’t. Either way is okay, okay? What matters is ... When I’m with you, I’m happy too. So maybe we just ... stay with each other, for now?”

“It’s not that simple—”

“Why not?”

Yut-Lung looks taken aback. “What?”

“Why isn’t it that simple? I know things in your life usually ... haven’t been, but maybe this one is. Okay?” Sing squeezes Yue’s hand. “Maybe, for once, something is simple. As simple as—you make me happy, and I make you happy, and we make each other happy, and that’s it. If we’re happy together, we stay together. We can figure the rest out later.”

Pulling his hand away from Sing’s, Yut-Lung crosses his arms. For a moment Sing feels hurt, but then Yue says, “Maybe you’re right.” His nose is in the air, like he hates to admit it, but he did admit it. “I enjoy spending time with you, after all. Even if it is on these stupid—roller coasters.”

Sing grins. “Want to do it again?”

“No!” Yue barks quickly. “Maybe ... something else. Anything else.”

Laughing softly, Sing responds, “Okay. Whatever you want.”

“As long as you’re here,” Yut-Lung says, “that’s all I want. That’s enough for me.”

Sing bumps their shoulders together. “Me too.”

Angst/Fluff Prompts

[chaoslynx]

Classical musicians au?

It's been a year Ash is adopted by Max but his mental state is still bad so he started learning classical music (violin or something) to distract himself. One day when he was practicing alone in the school hall, someone arrived. Eiji said that the music brought him there.

"You play really well. I also play piano. Would you like to do a duet?"

WAIT WAIT WAIT OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS

[chaoslynx]

Dude, I don't know what's the deal with that person but just letting you know that your art is very good. And I really admire you for your hard work. *Hugs you* <3

Thank you so much 💖 I really appreciate you!

[chaoslynx]

For the fanfic asks, G and M ?

G. Genre - What's your favorite genre to write?

I almost exclusively write contemporary! So stuff taking place in our normal world. In the literary world these are sometimes called "issues novels." I tend to specifically focus on young adult LGBTQ+ stuff, but again, more "issues" books rather than pure romance.

M. Music - Do you use music to write or make playlists for certain fics?

I do listen to music while I write! I don't make my own playlists for my fics though. I do sometimes listen to my friends' Banana Fish playlists, but other times I'll put on some piano music, or an artist I like, or just put my entire Liked Songs on Spotify (about 2500 songs) on shuffle. I also listen to just about every genre of music! Pop, rock, classical, country, metal, electronic, you name it. I seriously love everything.

Fanfic writer ask!

[chaoslynx]

Chapters: 1/?

Rating: Teen

“Would you like to form a quintet with me?”

Staring at the piano keys now, Ash takes a breath. “We’re missing the other three fifths.”

“We’ll find them.” Ash glances up at Eiji, only to see him smiling enthusiastically. “Or they’ll find us!”

Ash breathes out a laugh, looking up at Eiji from his seat on the piano bench. “Sure. If you can happen to find three others who are willing to work with us, I’ll try to join your quintet.”

A year after becoming Aslan Glenreed, Ash is a freshman studying music education. He meets Eiji, and it's all—uphill? downhill?—a lot of hills from there.

[chaoslynx]

okay hear me out. for the classical musicians au I'm gonna write:

woodwind quintet

Ash: oboe

Eiji: flute

Sing: bassoon

Yue: clarinet

Shorter: french horn

[mybirthstoneisemerald]

MY ARTS IN 2021!!!💙❤️💚

Twitter has word limit but Tumblr has none 😆

OH DAMN IZ THE END OF THE YEAR!!!!😭💙

Can't believe I made it to this point, I mean jeez! This year is so messed up! I cried a lot, gave up a lot, failed and made wrong decisions a lot and here I am making this post!!!!😭😭

(I maybe posting here to say thanks to my friends and mutuals but mostly I want me to be happy for myself.)

I know I already said this before but I'm gonna say it again: I am so glad to have joined the Étra fandom. It's the fandom with the people I admire and I am friends with.

I didn't say anything before but I happened to fall in love with Castiel after finishing the 15 seasons of Supernatural last July. That's why I have Cas and Dean for August, Castiel for September, and Castiel & Jack for October. (I participated in Suptober21 - an event in Supernatural fandom just like JRW21 but Sup21 was for the whole month of October.)

And then I almost forgot Henry's birthday. Shame. (｡ﾉω＼｡)

And so the JR Week 2021!!😭💙 I really didn't expect an event like this and I'm so happy I'm participating in it!!!

I will try to keep my energy up so I can finish this event!!😊

It was harder to choose this time compared last year but it makes sense since I've had the whole year. (Last year I only started late September I think.)

Again, I wanna say thank you, @saeruchan for giving hearts to all - as in ALL - of my posts. XD this human is so sweet and can be mistaken as an angel. 💙😊

Also for @brownweeb99 and @ryuukoizawa !💚❤️

I'm looking forward to the next year with all of you!!!! ♡(> ਊ <)♡