#brokentopieces

[wordsmeetheartbeat]

Picking up the shattered pieces of me on the floor, in the dark, bleeding.

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[ladyzombay]

I am so broken and destroyed beyond anything. Anya baby mommy loves you so much and I miss you terribly. You were a pain in the ass but I loved you. You were so beautiful and you learned so quickly. I remember teaching you to sit in the kitchen and within 5 mins you learned it. I remember teaching you to high five and you were so cute with it. I had you 4 months and that’s not enough. I should have had you longer, you should have lived your life here and now your gone. I love you baby girl and there is not a day that will go by that I won’t think of you. I won’t think about watching the life slip away from you. I won’t think about that bad night. I will think about getting you and you wagging your tail because you knew I would love you and take care of you. I will remember always having your right next to me sleeping, waking up during the night because you just had to be right next to my face, I will remember watching you grow from that baby to big 4 month old you were. I will remember all the good times and how you loved Tucker and Laila and they loved you even if you annoyed them because they are old. I love you baby girl more than everything and I know your up in heaven now and you will have Sushey and precious with you. I hope I see you again one day.

PEOPLE PLEASE CHECK YOUR BACKYARD FOR PECANS AND ESPECIALLY MAKE SURE NONE ARE MOLDING. A MOLDING PECAN WILL KILL A DOG IF INGESTED. THE MOLD CAUSES A TOXIC POISONING AND IF ENOUGH ARE EATEN LIKE MY BABYGIRL DID BECAUSE WE DID NOT KNOW SHE ATE THEM THERE IS NOTHING THAT CAN BE DONE. PLEASE HOLD YOUR FURBABIES CLOSER TONIGHT AND GIVE THEM ALL LOVE FROM ME AND FOR MY SWEET BABY ANYA.

“PLEASE DO NOT REBLOG”

And before someone comes to me saying well you should have checked your backyard. We had just moved into this house. Our backyard is huge. Even after what happened to her we cannot find were the pecans came from. We do not see a tree or anything in our backyard and yes they are pecans. My mother came and helped me look because she used to have pecans trees in her yard and knows what they are. We cannot find where she got them. So please if you have any negative things to say please keep them to yourself. I am devastated and beyond broken.

[maniacalmegvn]

Me and the bae @leolewinsky from last night 💕🎃👻 #hbic #mua #ourselves #cannibalprincess #brokentopieces #brokenbutbeautiful #happyhalloween

[ladyphoenix-18-blog]

[jrandom7]

"You should see the other guy" #brokentopieces #glassjaw #twohits #straightshattered #shoryuken

[this-isntthe-end]

FUCK.

[wordsmeetheartbeat]

I'm trying to convince myself thay if he truly care for me "he reassures me"

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[talkturnsintoairidontevencare]

So true

[captain-savie-blog]

Why do I feel this?

It's been two whole weeks, I still feel hurt and broken. Like something's missing in my life, like a part of me has somehow been lost. He brought me the joy I had everyday, the strength to get through the day. The courage to face up to people, even though I really don't like them. He taught me to love me for me, but I learned that because he loved me or me. He didn't care that I had extra weight, or that I didn't get all A's and passed every class with a 100. Or thy I didn't wear makeup, or dress all girly. He loved me for who I was. But now I don't know if that love is still there. Maybe it's gone, or maybe it's hidden away, maybe he doesn't want to show it, he doesn't want me to wait for him, he wants me to move on and find someone else. but what he doesn't get is that I don't want anybody else...I want him, only him, because he understands me, he's the only person that does truly understand me and my pain and frustration. But now I feel a hole, that was surely there before, he fixes it, somehow he fixed it. But now it's there again, because I don't know if he cares anymore. He doesn't answer me, I feel like he is ignoring me, I've given up, but yet something tells me to keep going. keep calling him or texting him. do it, just do it. But every time I do, I feel the pain and reject that I have felt many a times before. But all I can do is hope and wait. that he still cares, still loves, still wants me. But even if he doesn't, I wish he would just tell me straight up so I can move on with my sad hopeless loveless life. And be free of the depression that I go through, because of him, and his ways....

[loveisbeyond-blog]

When you lose someone that you love, with every inch of your body filled with compassion and hope, thinking that it could've been better if you had been different, is tough. Not on me, just my heart.

[wordsmeetheartbeat]

01/03/24

Why I'm always at the losing end when it comes to relationship?

Why i'm always the one who is left behind?

Why I always let myself be broken again?

Why I always feel like i'm not enough?

I always give everything that I could to sustain a relationship, but why I was always played around?

Am I not worth fighting for?

I'm not worth the effort

[wordsmeetheartbeat]

DAY 6: Valentines day is fast approaching...I miss the feeling of having something to look forward to, because now I JUST DON'T KNOW. I'm exhausted to do anything, I'm tired of everything. I want to get lost and never come back to this place where there are memories of him. I can't see myself, feels like im in the darkness of nothingness. In the abyss I dive myself into, into hopelessness im going to.

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[wordsmeetheartbeat]

Now i'm confuse if this is real or just another queue of nightmare

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[wordsmeetheartbeat]

I'm gonna be 'Okay', right?

Okay - LANY Julia Michaels