#brokennes

[lyzawrites]

Lessons Learned from an Ectopic Pregnancy Journey

[ihloy28]

Finifugal - an end

My heart has been filled with resentment for the last few years over the unfulfilled apologies I hoped for. That must be the cause of my depression. I'm defending myself against allegations that I caused the separation of a couple who were supposedly married. As a matter of fact, they have been separated for more than six months before I was link. However, there's another girl who links to him before me.

She made a fictitious Instagram account and stalked me. I discovered this by looking at who is seeing my stories. I reached out to her to find out how she felt. The situation took a turn for the worst; she was dating someone else at the time, and they repeatedly stalked my account and made up false accusations. It was ok with me at first, but to the point of judging my appearance and saying something about my current relationship was unacceptable. She became even furious when I posted about my relationship on Instagram. She made a story using the fake account, telling me why there was a need to publish our relationship. It's my Instagram account, and I was already posting about our relationship before she said anything about sharing it.

I wasn't comfortable with it since I had been cheated on in my previous relationship, but I hadn't treated them the same way she did. I was not part of their relationship and had never been involved in their separation, yet I was dragged into their issue. I also discovered my picture was circulating in their GC saying unreasonable and offensive comments about me. I stood up for myself, and other people became involved. A few of my friends sent us a screenshot of their discussion on a post with her colleague labelled me the "immature girl". That was not the worst. Her siblings start to message me and saying they will file a case, shes outside the country yet they say I was the reason of our argument. "Gago". "papansin" those few words hurts a person whose also fixing herself after having a toxic relationship and seeking healing from her own pain. She sent a message to my partner's mother claiming that her entire family is upset with me.

I developed anxiety and depression. After a month of our last dispute I found out I was three weeks pregnant, I burst into tears. I stopped defending myself after that. I blocked everyone who was causing me pain. I don't want to lose my child for these reasons.I prayed to God to save me, and he answered my prayer with a child. From that moment on, I knew that this child was the answer.

I know there's a purpose why God placed me in this situation. Vulnerable and lost in search of peace of mind. I noticed myself becoming stronger with each step of searching. I guess I found the cure but I failed to recognize it as the cure I was looking for. It was there in front of me, awaiting acknowledgement and acceptance.

I realize that I didn't actually need her apology nor to give her my forgiveness. It was acceptance that at some point of life we will meet people who will turn our life upside down. Life will continue each day until our last breath. Some people will move on, while others won't. It was now our decision to either be in vain or start anew. I know that all wounds heal with time, so I won't mind if we make amends in the future. I move on, and so does life. Right now, my priorities are my growing family.

[thedeafprophet]

o yea i seem to be getting social interaction emails again yayyyy

[yioh]

i wish scara’s story was set in inazuma instead of sumeru 🙁

[the-jovian-plutonian-effect]

fire destroys all things

i will sometimes write every unlovabke thing about me and burn it in hopes that maybe the wind will take it with it

take it away from this wretched body

[evilsanlang]

hello lang qianqiu. are you ready for the second most miserable day of your life

[princessmaybank]

more jj links? a lot of the old ones are brokenn

No problem! here it is!

Outer Banks P!Links PT9

~You know the drill! This time it's ONLY JJ links! There may be a few appearances by others but they are mostly x reader. Thank you and enjoy!~

WARNING: 18+, MDNI, THESE ARE PORN LINKS

JJ:

Teasing You

Fingering You

In The Twinkie

Best Friends

Sarah Giving A Helping Hand

Fucking A Kook (Pogue)

4Some With Jarah

In The Chateau

Suckin His Dick

Watching The Important Things

Anal With Tatted JJ

Fuck Jayj

Playing With Him

In The Ass

He Loves Your New Piercing

Cock Ring

Preparing Dinner

Being Taught By Sarah

Plus Size Baddie

[dominolemon]

I redesigned the werehog and Chip because 1, I need to cope 2, THE DESIGNS ARE STUPID (I need to cope)

Anyway I made Chip look less like a wet rat and more idk mythical? His like floof has the same shape as dark Gaia cuss I thought it be cool and I put like eye patterns on his wings

Alright this is just a pet peeve to me, HOW DOES THE WEREHOG HAVE HIS SHOES- THEY SHOULD BE BROKENN- but like I also just made his floof bigger

(Looking at canon Chip makes me physically and mentally not okay)

[kandidandi]

Astronomer Au

(for @muzzlemouths beloved)

AHEM- before i type anything please know my brain is silly stupid and may forget a few things so if you've got any questions- *furiously points to my ask box*

anyways anyways!

About Y/n:

y/n is an astronomer living in an observatory they inherited from their grandfather in the outskirts of a small town. y/n wanted to become an astronaut but sadly due to the stroke they suffered they feel they can no longer become one >:'( y/n had suffered from a stroke and became partially paralyzed in their left side (hemiplegia) they can still move these limbs but with great difficulty.

with y/n spending more and more time alone their grandfather had gotten concerned and gifted them a companion animatronic (he got them custom sun and moon themed because he loves his grandchild very much) so they wouldn't get lonely (also sun and moon help y/n with shopping and other chores yknow)

y/n spends most of their time indoors studying and researching, this has led to poor selfcare as y/n will often sleep at their desk instead of their bed (sun and moon do not like this one bit)

About Sun and Moon:

In the beginning y/n didn't like sun or moon AT ALL, they felt it was unnecessary because "I don't need someone messing up my very important organisation! they'll just get in the way!" *cut to papers and pens scattered across the floor*

Sun and Moon are companion bots, though they also count as care bots. They don't really care about space or the world at first and only did what they we're built to do until they hear y/n rambling and muttering to themselves and get curious and ask what's up. *CUT TO SUN AND MOON GOING STARRY EYED LISTENING TO Y/N TALK ABOUT SPACE*

They've slowly made a bond and often share days and nights talking about all the possibilities of other planets, aliens, whats inside a black hole and what-not.

Sun and Moon charge through solar power and cable. sometimes they lie about their cable being faulty so y/n can come outside with them. "cmon y/n! we need to charge and our cable is brokenn you dont want us to lose power do youu :(" "YOU GO TO TOWN ON YOUR OWN WHY DO I NEED TO COME WITH YOU OUTSIDE???" and then y/n goes with them anyways lolol

Location/floor plan: (because im insane for world building) (also very simplified lolol)

extra notes:

-y/n does not die and is not dying in this au! -y/n was living in the observatory before they had their stroke so it's not built with the easiest ways to get up and down the levels (y/n mostly stays upstairs and only leaves for bathroom breaks)

-Music that inspired this au Interstellar Main Theme Comet Observatory 1 Now We Ride Daydreamer Dance on the moon

[icycoldninja]

Hey, I read your rules, but there was no way to signify whether or not your requests were open that I could see. If they're not, feel free to ignore this, but I've had a thought about the DMC boys.

What would it be like dating them throughout the years? Like your relationship starts in game one and how it evolved through game 5?

Again, feel free to ignore if you want, have a good night/day/evening/morning!

Oh, that's OK. Requests are open for now. Enjoy!

Sparda boys + V x Reader longtime relationship headcannons

WARNING: MAAAAAJOR SPOILERS FOR ALL THE GAMES!!

¤ Dante ¤

-Let us remember that the DMC timeline is not in the same order as the games. When you first met Dante, he would have been in his late teens, during the events of DMC3.

-He would undoubtedly be very depressed and push you away after Vergil "dies", but you're committed enough to date someone like him, so you'll find a way to get him to open up to you.

-You'd end up accompanying him through almost every mission, spending your downtime at Devil May Cry, trying to keep the place clean. Of course, you'll also be working really hard to try and pay off his debts.

-You were by his side when he fought Nelo Angelo, being the only one he could truly rely on after that incident, and you were also one of the first besides Dante himself to meet Nero.

-By this point, he would be much older and much wiser, his depression now masked by an air of comedic flamboyance and extroversion. He does a great job fooling everyone else, but not you. You see right through him, but you don't really care. He's been your Dante since the beginning of this saga and he always will be.

-You'll watch him dive off the top of the Qliphoth with his brother whom he thought he lost, and you'll smile, silent tears of both nostalgia and sadness running down your cheeks. You guys have grown so much throughout the years. He started out as a disrespectful punk, much like Nero is today, and now he's grown into a seasoned middle aged man, but he's still your Dante.

-Will you ever get to see each other again? Most would tell you that you would not, but knowing that pizza-crazed idiot, he'll find a ridiculous way to come back home to you.

■ Vergil ■

-You met Vergil during his travels for MOTIVATION, as he searched for POWER. He did not want to get involved with a pathetic human such as yourself, but you stuck around anyway, and managed to make him get used to you.

-Yes, this does mean you are Nero's mother, and yes, originally, you guys planned to be a happy family before he began overthinking and worrying too much.

-He did try to warn you after Nero was born that sticking around him was foolish, and that you would only get hurt, but you didn't care. Turns out, he was right. You had the displeasure of watching him fall off the Temen-ni-gru to what you could only presume was his death.

-Heartbroken, you then sent Nero to an orphanage while you searched for a way to enter Hell and against all odds, you succeeded. You were met with horrors and challenges unlike anything you'd ever seen before down there, but you persevered for the sake of your loved one.

-You found him strung up in chains, the Yamato lying brokenn on the ground nearby, his body bruised and broken. You tried to free him, but Mundus appeared and commanded his demons to take you away. By the time you'd escaped and returned, he was gone.

-Thankfully, you never had to witness your beloved turn into Nelo Angelo, because honestly, the chances of your mental state surviving that whole ordeal is less than 10%.

-You would have had a tearful reunion when he came back, but he had higher priorities: destroying the Qliphoth. He'll be back soon, you reasoned, as you held your grumbling son in your arms, leading him back to the van. He always returns--he has to.

□ Nero □

-Your relationship with Nero really isn't that complicated.

-You guys met in the orphanage where he was abandoned by his very thoughtless mother, and grew closer as you got older.

-You comforted him when he was bullied by the other kids, oftentimes fighting back with insultes just as vile as the ones they threw at him.

-You are the only person Nero never gets mad at. You're an angel in his eyes for sticking by his side for so long, so he can't find it in his heart to snap at you.

-By the time he meets Dante and joins him as a fellow devil hunter, you guys are ready to elope. While your wedding plans get sidetracked by Urizen's emergence and the loss of Nero's arm, you're still madly in love.

-You were once again at his side, helping him while he struggled to cope with the fact that the very demon he had been attempting to kill was part of his dad all along, and continued to support him as he watched the only family he ever knew leap off a demonic tree, presumably never to be seen again.

-You still plan to get married, but Nero wants to wait until Dante and Vergil return so they can be present at the ceremony.

● V ●

-Your relationship with V may have been short, but in that small amount of time, you made extremely precious memories.

-You met him a few days after his birth, deciding to approach him after seeing him wandering around with that bird of his.

-Introducing yourself was one of the smartest decisions you'd ever made, for it opened the gateway to a beautiful friendship and passionate romance.

-You only knew him for a month or so, but it felt like you'd known each other forever. He just understood you in ways you never understood yourself.

-You help each other through your respective problems; he gives great advice and you help him walk on days when he simply cannot move properly on his own.

-Watching him return to Vergil was one of the saddest moments of your life, but at least you can take comfort in the fact that he's not dead, simply gone.

-Besides, Vergil can summon him again whenever he wishes, so perhaps if you befriend him, he'll give you your precious poet back.

[mybeautifulchristianjourney]

by Meredith N. Mills

Why should I keep following God when he isn’t answering my prayers?

The unspoken question haunted me. I wished I didn’t feel this way. I told myself I should just keep trusting. For all my trying, though, the uncertainty continued. And with it, accusations against God’s character chipped away at my faith.

God doesn’t really care about you.

He’ll never answer your prayers.

He probably isn’t trustworthy.

With gentleness and grace, God drew near, reminding me he already knew my thoughts. He invited me to bring them into the open. Voice the feelings. Verbalize the doubts. Lay bare my soul before the One who sees me as I am and loves me…

[bee-snail]

I want to read and comment on my friends' stuff but i am unable to do it aaaauuuuggggghhhhh

wh y yy y y y y yy . my brain is fried i am gonna perish soon (hopefully not)

[bee-bee-kyuu]

mo one cares then

im still down here

its cold and im lost

i think ibe brokenn my arm

[sketchehm]

THE MODEL BUGGED THE GUARDS LEGS ARE BROKENN

[lemonxlimee]

HEELLPP SIMPLYPLURAL IS BROKENN I CANT REGISTER SWITCH HEEELLPPPP

[allamericandogboy]

smoked a bowl n then packed two more that were just tobacco and fuck fuck fuck i need to be brokenn