#bro exams are kicking my ass 😭

[spineless-lobster]

I need a cigarette, hard whiskey and a hot butch woman to slap me and maybe then I’ll be fixed

[astonmartingf]

HE LOVES ME, HE LOVES ME NOT ; MSC47

childhood friends to lovers! mick schumacher x verstappen!reader . . . when push comes to shove, you would never admit to having a crush on mick as you grew older. this however ends up with you convincing yourself that he would never love you outside the platonic relationship you built through the years, despite all evidence pointing to the obvious— he loves you, but you think not.

amgf this has been plaguing my mind, and after writing atrocious angst (ybom) i'm here to write a palate cleanser on my mind 😔 i also chose to write this instead of study for a chemistry exam, i keep making the wrong decisions but seeing as i made this was it so wrong??? i think not. enjoy like always 👍

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user1 and now what? what are we?????

user2 awww baby mick and baby yn are adorable

user3 the way yn is more attached to mick than max

user4 i remember in an interview where jos said when he couldn't find yn he'd look for mick since he was a tall boy

user5 wait where? when was this?

user6 in an old interview, idk when but it was with michael as well

user7 they're actually so adorable, oh my gosh

mickschumacher terrorizing the earth, one forest at a time, here's to more hikes in the future 💖

yourusername you bet i'll be there, it's scary how we aren't sick of each other yet

mickschumacher i mean it's you, why would i be sick of you?

yourusername as you should!!! i'm great to be with

maxverstappen1 mick is just too kind to kick you out

yourusername you're jealous we kicked you out!

user8 they're actually all that's in my head

user9 how are they not dating????

user10 because people of different sex can be friends?

user11 i get the shipping but they're good as friends so why?

user12 i mean they look good together, it's just wishful thinking

user13 oh imagine having a good looking childhood friend and not dating them, ofc they've been friends for so long wtf

user14 i mean, they are a good match so, leave people alone for shipping them

user15 they may be a good match but it's still weird so idgaf you're wrong

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user16 oh gosh please help them realize what they're made for each other

user17 i was so convinced they're just friends but then mick pulls shit like this

user18 i can't keep on defending you if you do this???? boy?

yourusername if you hadn't held my hand then and there i would've flown away

mickschumacher okay that's exaggerating, but as if i'd let that happen

yourusername because it was so strong, you were holding my hand tightly

mickschumacher are you complaining or thanking me?

yourusername thank you mick 🫡 you're the bestest friend ever

user19 they're actually driving me insane

user20 even the wind ships them

user21 don't you think that's the universe making a sign to both of you?

user22 "as if i'd let that happen" okay mick, wtfffff why is he doing this?

user23 they can't keep doing this and just pulling the best friend card at the end, they need to hold responsibility for us

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user24 bro max liked????

user25 what does he know? wym??? max oomf, why are you liking this comment?

user26 max is tired of their bullshit i know

user27 if max is tired we can be of help, i for one am volunteering out of the goodness of my heart and not because of my nosy ass

user28 okay yn and mick you can share it with the class

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user29 yn is with mick instead of being at a grand prix????

user30 you're telling me they're just friends? shut up actually

user31 i'm deluding myself and saying they're dating

user32 they're so cute (they're driving me crazy 😮‍💨😩😭😀😊🥹😠)

mickschumacher thank you for watching me hase

yourusername ofc!!!! i am your number one fan bärchen 💖

maxverstappen1 is this the important thing you have going on?

yourusername yes it is, it's not like you won or smth

maxverstappen1 wow... am i going to have to steal you from mick now?

yourusername bold of you to assume i would leave mick

user33 they're actually insane wtgfhfjg

yourusername uploaded a new story

[look, it's a bear!] [jk it's my boyfriend hehehehe]

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user34 OH NOOOO

user35 is this MICK? hello? mick stand up??!

user36 what about mick 🥹

user37 a soft launch out of nowhere? wth????

user38 this is mick? it's Mick isn't it? please tell me tkzusbdkajdj I NEED TO KNOW!NNN

mickschumacher you're evil hase, what have you done

i want to have you to myself a little longer, is that so wrong 😠

mickschumacher i don't think anyone can have me like you do

YEAH!! that's right, i love you bärchen 💖

mickschumacher i love you hase 💖

[earlysunshines]

Bro i was scrolling in Tumblr right? I just finished my exam earlier, and the most disgusting account @/wetforjay (with the kittyz pfp)that i have ever seen landed on my FEED!!?? It's so freaking disgusting and their whole page is about sexualizing idols, my sun Danielle 😭 isn't she a minor!!!?? The account has no shame at all especially the people who requested or follow them, we need a fandom cleanse and kick their disgusting ass in the fandom.

Just seeing the user is already disgusting.

i hate ppl like this the fact that they’re so list driven disgusts me (part of the reason i’m wary of reading and writing for twice now) and it’s just ugh

the most we can do is report bc trying to interact or send anything rly womt do much i mean they’re ignorant as is

so report!

[sqtorux]

🫁 no literally </3 i like to think i’m very chill in that i didn’t kick up much of a fuss about my friends staying friends with my ex (since we had a common friend group) but this is lowkey crazy. like one of the reasons we broke up was because one time i got very drunk while she was completely sober and she got superrr pushy which tbh made me feel very unsafe around her? so ig the signs were always there but her pulling it on my friend (two months after he breaks off a long-term relationship that emotionally devastated him) and beginning to harass him was really shocking? idk. it’s a very confusing situation.

also tyyyy ,,, i am still working on uni and i think i’m going to die LMAO. it’s my fault for falling into a slump but jfc if it isn’t biting me in the ass rn.

but in regards to your work !! i did read your most recent piece. guess my favs. suguru, nanami, toji, choso. ngl this one was a banger, i was all over it. i just equally enjoyed elements of all of them ?? suguru with reader having practically already moved in, nanami being so conscientious and formal in his request, toji hedging around actually asking in the most headache-inducing manner, choso being so ridiculously earnest … it all fit them so well !! sorry i can’t offer you anymore </3 reading your works is always a pick me up lmao. trust that next time i'll be pulling up quotes and examples

the horror bro your friend does not deserve any of that at all. i really hope all of you can resolve this soon and get her to leave you and your close friends alone and move on bc this is just messy atp. im glad you're out of the situation in one way bc your ex does not give me good vibes ... at all 😀

uni sucks college sucks school sucks the education system sucks bc even if you try your best to avoid burn out, there's just no space or time to do everything at your own pace. we're like. rats. in a maze with this huge cat (assignments and deadlines) chasing after us and when you're out of the maze, you get another more complex maze of exams and then when you're done with that u get an even more complex one called a job and the cats multiply and spawn more claws there's no escaping. lmao im so bitter.

despite that we're all trying our best so hang in there. really that's... that's all we can do😭😭 im cheering for u !!

[sk3tch404]

*shoves 2k words w.i.p. xreader fic underneath a carpet, making a comically large bump* yeah so faceless ayato huh...

Anyhow- AKSKDJJAJJAK OC CRUMBS!!! I AM ROTATING THEM IN MY MIND AS WE SPEAK, ME PATHETIC LIL MEOW MEOWS, I LOVE EM <33333333 I WANNA CHEW ON EM LIKE A DOGTOY—

Also sheesh it's been quite a while since I've sent in an ask, though I think most of us (ppl who go to school) are pretty busy this time of the year. (Like bruh, why teachers gotta shove all the exams at the end of the year aaaaaaaaaaa)

so I've been fighting an uphill battle against exams and I'm getting my ass kicked by the core subjects(they count twice as much as regular subjects in the school report!) but I'm pretty aight with the others.

-Ren'py anon

SO YOU GOT OBSESSED FOR A BIT TOO HUH.

Omg if you want to, when u reveal yourself for testing, PLEASE SHOW ME OR POST THE FIC. I BET IT'S WONDERFUL. You always have so much to say and it always comes out GREAT 😭

YOU'RE FROTHING OVER OC DOODLES??? WELL THANK YOU SM JESUS MUAHHAUAHH ILYSM

Elliot wouldn't mind a little bite or two, it's just play fighting 😋

Jayce would be a little surprised and even a little weirded out, but it's also kind of pleasant that you wanna eat him up in a some kind of violent way... (Yeah he's all kinds of fucking freaky)

Rory would uno reverse you. No he's gonna chew you GULP GULP

But feel free of chew and rough any of them up, IT'S ON THE HOUSE 😋🙏🏼

I wish I could've added the Easter addicts but their character design is... in progress 😰

About school and activity, it's mostly been school for me too. Bro it's so draining to do work day in and day out, especially with tests and quizzes every week. LIKE DAMN CAN I HAVE A LIFE TOO? I HAVENT BEEN ON GENSHIN EVER SINCE I STARTED GOING IN PERSON.

I want scara but things aren't looking too good for me 😍🔫 FUCK WELL I GUESS IVE GOT 50 PITY FROM CHILDES BANNER. IF SCARA IS ON THE 1ST BANNER I'M KILLING MYSELF.

THEY COUNT 2X AS MUCH??? If I went to your school I would've been fucked from the start.

I'm not even doing that great in school rn. Math and biology is kicking my ass but it's alright. It is what it izzzzz.

Good luck with school and your own personal matters! Feel free to put in asks anytime. I'm always open for a good talk!

[italiantea]

having a fuckign no good terrible bad day im going to kill someone *lies motionless in bed*

[rhymingtree]

I am genuinely scared.

Btw happy birthday, you sadist.

Man is the only one to whom the torture and death of his fellow creatures is amusing in itself.

Starting off strong. This is terrifying.

Can I just say you're awesome at environments. I love how you describe not only where Ghost is, you perfectly visualized the stark shift between the dread in the desert and the dread in the bunker

10/10 good writing bad feels i am scared

WHAAA WHY DID THE MACHINE ONLY KICK IN WHEN SHE WOKE UP WHAT THE FUCK WHY

Oh its to subdue her and keep her asleep so she wont try and bite anyones head off

Danny was still out there. He’d be coming for you like he always did. 

😬☹

Business Suit Man... my favorite evil scientist... hiiii

i'd like to reiterate that i am scared

it makes sense that he knows about Danny but... it hurts man

get his name outta your mouth

“He’s dead, love.”

and here come the tears

aaaand here come the pain

woohoo time for two fucking years of torture

TWO YEARS JESUS CHRIST HOW THE FUCK IS THIS WOMAN STILL ALIVE

OLIVER

YOU SON OF A BITCH THIS IS YOUR FAULT THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT

😭

“You’re alive!”

Unfortunately, he is.

The only person in the world that really understood you. The only man that you had shared unconditional love with. 

ow

at this point i feel like i could just stop typing and leave you with ow and it'd be enough 🙃

it would be so interesting to have someone read BS:U in chronological order, with the Flashbacks first, then TS&TS, etc etc... just to see how someone would feel with all the details laid out before it's all hidden behind unreliable narration

Maybe if I had read it like that the first time, I'd suspect Oliver earlier

Or maybe I'd be more led away, it's hard to tell what Ollie is doing right now...

He's kinda good at pretending he cares, not gonna lie. I feel like he neglected to put Masters in Theatre and Performing Arts in his resume.

“Hurts.” 

“What does?”

“My everything.” 

“Oh.”

haha me during exam season

Then again, you were known for your ability to bullshit your way through just about anything, just as long as Danny was there to be your safety net. 

Wait…

Oh…

Oh no. 

I'd laugh if it didn't hurt

How does Novak know how her parents died? Did Ollie tell him all of this? How did Ollie know?

I love how her way of deflecting Novak's questions is just basic Childishness. I love her. I'm scared for her.

I wonder how giddy Ollie is, watching her get more battered and broken each day she gets thrown back in her cell.

Little sadistic rat.

If there was one thing you were grateful for, it was that now you weren’t alone in a cell. You had Ollie to return to after your time with the Doctor. 

I would not be so grateful if I were you

But thats the thing im supposed to be Ghost so this only hurts even more because these are flashbacks because though this is new to me, this is not new to Ghost I am supposed to be remembering this

i have made things more complicated for myself

“(F/N)!” Ollie screeched as two of the men grabbed him before they hauled him to his feet, “Let me go!”

Farewell ya sack of shit

“I…” You sucked a breath, “Can still kick ass.” 

Yes you fucking can.

But you're getting ahead of yourself babes it ain't your time yet

you haven't even met ✨soldat✨ yet bro... chill

no no no no what are you doing

ghost no no no

noooo why is she giving herself a bunker tour honey no you're gonna get into a lot of trouble

look here comes the consequence, consequence, consequence, look here comes the consequence its coming for you noooow

“Naughty. Naughty.”

LOOK HERE COMES THE CONSEQUENCE

Lower? THERE'S LOWER THAN FIVE!?

Day 199... I'm just surprised she's still counting them down...

Hey you gotta hand it to her, she almost did it three times. She's stubborn as a mule

“Something very special. I made it just for you.” 

mmm

it's your birthday present happy birthday he remembered yaaay

nah wait its koolaid

no NO its liquified smurfs

no i know what it is im just in denial

oh god here it is

😑 welp... that was... fast...

OH MY GOD HERE HE IS

METAL ARM DUUUUDE

am i in pain or am i thrilled i have no idea

“Of course you do. I heard you. In the desert. Remember? After you killed my fiance?”

its pain it is definitely pain

I’m a ghost. That’s what he called me. That’s what I named myself. Are you one too?

she sounds childlike. in a really sad way. i dont know how to fully describe it

Yes. That is why we have a test subject.” He paused, looking over you once more before finally turning to you, “A volunteer.” 

His name is OLIVER WALSH AND I FUCKIN HATE HIM

Wait, the first one was only a prototype?? Damn, how many of those is he gonna put in her?

Your gazes met and for a second, you swore he shifted his weight toward you.

So.. his first instinct had always been to protect her, even from him?

🥺

“Дышать.” A low voice came from the corner of the room, bringing you back to your cell as you shivered. 

Your gaze snapped to the sound as the soldier stepped from the shadows. His voice was hoarse, almost as bad as yours and it cracked as he spoke. 

“What?” You wheezed, your brows furrowing as he took a step closer. 

“Дышать,” he said again, his voice muffled by the mask he wore. 

Breathe. 

bitch im trying but its hard to fight back the tears

That's not very helpful…Soldier Boy.

omg sparks were literally flying in this scene

sparks... into her...

get it

cause... of the electrocution

you know what i'll stop

i love that the gif in the note is just Christoph Waltz introducing you.

Because you are literally the author of all my fucking pain. Happy birthday you tall piece of shit.

CHAPTER 80 // FLASHBACK : THE ONE TO SURVIVE

To all my live reactors,

Please, please, please, hide your reactions under a Read More cut. I don’t want any spoilers floating around. 

&

To all my Anonymous Avengers, 

If you want to react in my asks, feel free. However, I won’t be answering any of them until at least Wednesday if they contain spoilers. 

Thank you,

Darke

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Your eyes narrowed at the man, your brows knitting together as you shook your head, “I don’t know what you want.”

“The formula!” He snapped suddenly, throwing his clipboard over his shoulder and stalking across the cell toward you. 

“What formula?” You snarled back.

“The notebook,” he growled, “Red ink—”

“With the fuckin’ octopus?”

“It is not an octopus—”

“In Colombia?” You asked, “In that fuckin’ morgue of yours?”

“Lab.”

“Morgue!” You managed to yell, “You fuckin’ sociopath!”

“Psychopath.” He corrected you with a scowl, “You wouldn’t want to be caught anywhere near a sociopath, my dear.”

“You expect me to remember what happened how many months ago? You expect me to remember a chain of letters and numbers like they’re my phone number?”

The Doctor paused, “You do remember it.”

“No.” You shook your head, “Nobody would remember that.”

“You will,” he said, brushing a piece of hair from your face, “I’ll make you remember.”

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