#brings out my inner child

[izzy-prizzy]

One Piece really makes me feel like 'i'm livin' a teenage dream". It heals me, my inner child could never be happier. It is EVERYTHING! no you DON'T understand! I love love LOVE it!

[crystallizsch]

happy mermay to those who partake 🦐🦐🦐

[coquettecowboy]

The play room is coming along!

[daily-tartag]

#22

Qiqi met a new person today

[user-needs-new-hyperfixation]

I saw a tiktok of a girl who made like a cozy nest for herself out of a large dog kennel spraypainted and decorated with fairy lights and blankets and now that is at the top of the list for things I'm doing next time I have money

[deathsbestgirl]

thinking about how gently mulder & scully speak to each other when one of them is vulnerable. the way it reminds me of how they speak to children. because children deserve that kindness & compassion, and so do mulder & scully.

[hyp3rfixation-h3ll]

jsyk . if you ever get mad at traumatised people engaging with a completely sfw , non-k!nk / fe.tis.h related coping mechanism that sprouts from childhood abuse / neglect or just general stress, and label them a freak or bully them or anything along that lines, you're ableist, a complete cunt and i dont like you. this goes double for if you completely REFUSE to understand the concept of what the coping mech is and why its helpful. traumatised people dont owe you normalcy and we sure as fuck dont owe you an explanation 👍 and if you disagree w/ me you can piss off

[katyspersonal]

Tumblr sorta needs a 'Mute' feature in my opinion. Like what if I don't want to block this user, what if I don't want to become enemies and in some days I'd like to interact. But also most of the time seeing how they avidly encourage everyone else whereas I get the passive-aggressive 'oh yeah very uhh... interesting... (please leave me alone I don't like your art lol)' makes me want to unfollow every single fan of these characters and never draw them again.

I remember two years ago the exact same thing happened when someone liked the same character and the same ship and I swear I was the only person in the fandom they bluntly left out and could not spare a single good word for. I can't even blame this on my art being "ugly" because this type of user always aggressively praises all art styles and all levels of skill, it feels more like 'a personal thing except we never fought a single time'. And now my toxic trait of needing approval from [cool person name] is back to haunt me years later! Add the unability to "abandon" this character/ship/whatever despite wanting to after facing so much unspoken passive spite, because I am a contrarian and the best way to trap me into doing something is to try to exclude me from it. I didn't face attempts to very aggressively bully me out of the yard/class/community/etc, sometimes with physical violence included, only to let something mid like passive aggression online finally do it.

I am really stupid and naive person despite my age, but in like 5% of the cases I will still understand the hint and understand what is going on. Yet I have to pretend to be clueless even in rare situations when I know someone hates me, because since they never admitted it, quitting will be perceived as me being "paranoid". But dear goooood, it hurts sometimes. I hope that one day I will be numbed to being treated as a tumor on an otherwise healthy body of society that someone is dying to amputate- and always a person whose approval I want, of all people. Knowing that this day will come is one of the things that keep me going as both a person and a creator. Things like viruses and diseases still try their best to persist, so even if I am actually one, I should persist. It doesn't matter whether I actually rot everything around me or this is just my self-depreciating delusion upon focusing on people that mistreated me and not people that loved me. What matters is persisting, I just still feel angry that it hurts. I can't respond spite with spite or passive aggression with passive aggression, I can't do the 'smug asshole' when I become aware that someone tries to starve me until I "die". I can just fall over and cry about it like a kicked dog, despite being so old, especially when it is a person I didn't have anything against.

And really.. It is as simple as turning the internet off, so I don't see The Person and can focus on doing stuff that I like, as if they never existed and can't crash my self-esteem. It is just annoying to keep doing this, a feature to not see them unless I am in the mood would be better. Like.. blocking is not an option. Not only it implies being enemies which is not my intention, but also it will be like an "evidence" that I was "crazy". They didn't do anything, right? Well, they know what they did, but it was never verbal, so it is my fault I "imagined things", right?

[samiraloves]

listening 1989 tv

[stillcominback]

⚡️ got my lightning mcqueen crocs today and now i'll just be ka-chowing all over the shop ⚡️

[sappharah]

people out here saying they haven’t read priory of the orange tree because they’re intimidated by its length meanwhile i just finished my second reread of priory and i’m about to start my second reread of day of fallen night

[comfycozycrossfox]

seeing the fnaf movie today and making the very conscious choice to make today an Inner Child moment

[apricotluvr]

July 23

[pierswife]

Linhardt is known for being sleepy, and probably doesn't even realize when he ends up under the mistletoe with you. Still, he's happy to have a chance to be alone with you, and even happier to have a chance to give you a soft, sweet kiss. His head drops to rest on your shoulder afterwards, and he yawns--he's tired, and being with you makes him so content and relaxed ... he can't find the words to express it now, but he hopes you know how much he adores you.

Caspar is the complete opposite--he's loud and energetic, and drags you under the mistletoe himself so he can have a chance to kiss you once. Or twice. Maybe a few more times. He's just so happy to be with you, and you're both laughing as you enjoy this precious moment with one another.

Hey what if I just *dies*

One of the big parts of my ship with Lin is that I'm his Emotional Support Pillow (affectionate), so honestly him snuggling up and relaxing afterward is just so on brand for him. It's like they say, you sleep easier when you're with someone you are care about and trust~

And GOD yeah Caspar would have such a field day. I can already see myself in a giggle-fit telling him we can't stay under the mistletoe all night and that he can have a kiss from me anytime, he just needs to ask.

[cashmere-caveman]

rewatching being human in my twenties and after getting my brain thorougly scrambled by various things both in my personal life and the media ive discovered in the years in between is so funny bc back when i was an angsty fourteen year old i was like "oh my god they were in love and all was well but then it Turned Bad OHMYGOD i love tragedy"

and now i am older than both annie and mitchell were at their points of death and i am steadily approaching george's age and now i do stuff like look for motifs and patterns etc instead of just going "oh wow all of these ppl are so hot i am definitely bisexual" (even tho i still do that. do not be deceived.) bc i am now Older Smarter and Wiser (joke) and i just fucking love picking things apart at the seams to see the scaffolding holding up the theatre stage and make myself violently ill about it but at the bottom of it all behind all the ways in which i am telling myself that i am so much more chill about everything this time around it is actually Worse and i just think that is so funny

me and my teenage self are just holding hands juming up and down in the living room and screaming "can you fucking believe it oh my god they were in love and all was well but then!!! it Turned Bad!!!! OHMYGOD i love tragedy :D" and honestly i fucking love that! i love revisiting old fandoms and realizing not only is the love i had for this story still here but since i last visited it has festered and grown and now i actually have so many more ways to express it like!!!!! babes!!!!! isnt it FUN!!!!

[boomingsmile]

who gave sharp the audacity to be so kind, loving, sweetest person. D:< no amount of words i can put up will ever be able to contain the vibe he has; i desperately need a drink with him and i dont even drink and he doesn't even exist!