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#brief obsession got me#my art#ocs#herobrine#selfship#yumeblr#yumeship#oc x canon#i have gun mod in mc hence the. shotgun.#itâs cute weâre cute#i try to blow his head off and he haunts me
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As promised, here's that fusion post for the three people that asked for it (drops it and runs).
Ford thinks of himself and Stan as one, an extension of each other, and lowkey hates that its not true nor possible.
And Mabel really shouldn't have shown him Steven Universe because now he's obsessing over the concept of fusions and his desire to be one with stan.
Now lets say this is Pre-Weird and everything is still tense between them and they aren't exactly talking but despite that ford still wants to be close and he knows stan does too.
He can see it in the broken resigned looks Stan keeps throwing his way. And listen, Ford isn't the best at communication but he can fix this. He may still be angry and self righteous and an asshole but he can fix them.
So now he spends an even more absurd amount of time in the lab trying to making it his reality and entirely disregards his base needs to the point even dipper is concerned.
He has a journal dedicated to this idea where he keeps all his notes and theories on how to make it possible. Would he have to alter their DNA for it to work or could it be possible for them as they are?
While doing the tests and research for his fixation he remembers a dimension he briefly travelled to back when he was younger and fresh through the portal. One where this concept, his desire, his fantasy, his wish was real. A dimension where it was was their culture, their way of life. And while he did think it was interesting then, he was young and angry and raw with unrestrained hurt. Too emotional to stop and study the practice the way he should have.
He beats himself up over it now. If only he had been thinking more logically him and stan could be one already. They wouldn't have to be so... apart.
He doesn't have time to dwell on his shortcomings though. He has to figure this out. He doesn't know exactly why but he feels like he's running out of time. Like he has to do this now or he'll never have the chance again.
Eventually he has his prototype and it functions well... enough. He just has one more trial to run. Except Stan comes down to check on him. 'Worried ford isn't taking care of himself properly.' or something like that.
And honestly, Stan in his space is the last thing he expects because they have an unspoken agreement. Stan roams above and Ford stays down here. And when they cross paths they both look the other way.
But stan is here and yes Ford is annoyed at first but this also means he doesn't have to go seek stan out.
"I told you to stay- wait actually this is perfect. We'll do it now," Ford fiddles with his device, turning it on and he really isn't thinking right anymore. He know the device works and that's all that matters.
"Do what now? Stanford, what is that," And Stan is kinda terrified because Ford looks... well he looks kinda like how he did decades ago when he had sent that postcard and Stan had come running because well, its Ford.
Ford looks insane, primal and unhinged, like he hasn't seen the light of day in weeks. And Dipper had told Stan, had been worried but Stan brushed it off because Ford locking himself in the lab and avoiding everybody, avoiding him wasn't a new development.
But now Stanâs worried because that wild-eyed look is directed at him again and the cowardly little animal in him is screaming at him to run.
Itâs like Ford knows what he's thinking because before Stan has a chance to decide if he's going to shut down or entertain that scared little animal, Ford is grasping at him and pulling him deeper into the dingy little basement.
Stan trips and he fully expects his back to hit the floor but fords got and arm wrapped low on his back that keeps him from falling fully. And stan's hand is also tangled in fords sweater so even if Ford had let him fall, well they would have gone down together.
But then he catches sight of that thing again and it looks vaguely like a gun and why did he have to get saddled with the insane twin? He doesn't even have time to flinch because a bright light floods his vision and he blanks.
For a second, Stan's mind goes black and there's a strange humming in his ears. But then he hears a laugh he hasn't heard in forever. Soft and joyous and for a moment stan smiles. It's Ford's laugh.
Because he and Stan become one. And everything is warm and bright and as it should be. For a moment everything is right. It feels like coming home.
His-Their eyes open and Ford's confused? No, Stans confused.
"Sixer? Lee?" Their voice says, soft and bewildered. They look around, searching for each other. Stan? Ford? Where did they go? They look down and their vision swims. Four hands, five fingers? Six? It all blurs together.
Is this me, they think as one. Finally as one. Four hands run up the sides of their one body then stretch out for their wide eyes to view. Ford can feel his giddiness rising unbidden. And a whisper from Stan, rising to meet Ford. Uncertain but matching nonetheless.
Finally
Finally together... Finally fixed... Finally right.
They spin slowly, as if that will give them a better view of what they are now, and they catch their reflection in some dim glass. Ford wants to smile but their face drops, eyes horrified.
"What did you do," Stan says, voice a cutting accusation. Nausea erupts in their stomach. And that isn't right. Why isn't it right?
Something is wrong. Everything is so very wrong. Ford's head hurts. Or is it Stans. He doesn't know. They can't tell.
"I fixed it. I fixed us," Ford says and it isn't right either. Why is it still so wrong? Stan is angry. But why is he angry? Why aren't they happy? They're together. After all this time they're finally together again.
Ford can feel Stan pulling away. It's like their mind is splitting in two. Hot searing pain shoots through their head, four eyes closing when the world starts to spin.
Ford grasps ahold of stan and refuses to let go. He can't let Stan ruin this, ruin them. He will not let Stan destroy everything he's worked towards again. They've been apart for so long- too long but not anymore. Besides, this is for them. Stan will just have to understand. They are one now. Broken and wrong but one nonetheless.
"Let me go," They yell, tugging apart furiously. Their shape shifts and distorts but doesn't split. Ford won't let them. They snap back together painfully, stumbling on two bulky legs, one that branches into two feet. Wrong.
"No! This is what we wanted right," their voice bellows, loud and angry and wrong. So very wrong. "For us to be together. Always together."
They grip at their hair as if trying to pull themselves back apart. Stan.
"Not like this. I never asked for this." they shout back, voice sharp and hurt and why aren't they happy now. They should be happy. This is right. This is how they are meant to be.
Even as the anger and hurt courses through their entire being, Ford knows he wouldn't want to be any other way. Stan's angry and scared but at least they're one. They're shattered and hurting but even then some small part burns in them, it's a tiny little ember but it's both of them and it says yes.
Another set of hands reach for the ones in their hair, pulling them out and restraining them. Betrayal spikes, scorching and increasing rapidly even after years of dormancy. Ford.
"Stop being so ungrateful! You're always so-." angry tears spill from their eyes. Decades of hurt and anger and resentment spill forth to mix into a sense numbing cocktail but most of all they feel alone. So very alone. Them.
They grapple and struggle and Ford's device glints from the corner of their eyes. Ford can feel Stan's intent before their body even moves. Being one now, it's like their minds have melded which means Stan knows the device's purpose. And he intends to separate them.
"NO!" Ford bellows, voice priggish and angry, hurt tinting the singular word so strongly that their body stalls. Why would stan- Why doesn't he want them to be together?
"Grunkle Stan?" Their head whips to the left, eyes locking with a confused and tired Mabelâs. Their focus splits, body jerking in an awkward aborted movement as Stan tries to move forward and Ford holds him back.
âPumpkin grab that- Mabel don't-â And why can they never agree on anything. When did everything go so wrong?Â
Flashes of being in this very lab, so long ago- but no, it was before that even.
Mabel stares at them, scared and confused and stan has never wanted her to look at him like that ever. But Ford doesn't register it because for a moment, one split second, Stan stops fighting him.Â
They don't hesitate to rush forward, very much intent on destroying their creation before it has a chance to be used against them. To hurt them.
Two small hands wrap around it before they can get ahold of it. Mabel clutches it to her chest, watching them with something too close to fear. They freeze in place, hands raising in surrender.
"Sweetie," Falls from their lips, pleading. For what though, they aren't quite sure. Because their mind, it should be one yet it isn't. It's at odds, fragmented by a fear and necessity that clash so strongly it could tear universes apart.
âPress the green- Don't you dare-â They speak at once, words and thoughts overlapping. Large hands cover their mouth, two others gripping uselessly at wrist that refuse to budge, because regardless of whatever insanity that has plagued Fords mind to make them act this way, Stan will not let their voice- their words even hint at a threat towards Mabel.
Mabel's head bobs, looking from them down to the thing in her hands, unsure of what to do. Stan nods, eyes pleading.
Ford lashes out, angry and hurt and thrashing like a wild dog. 'Stanley please no. Why don't you want us to be-' Stan is retreating, silent and distant. 'Lee. LEE!'
Everything goes dark.
Ford rises slowly, head spinning and ears ringing. He has the worst headache he has ever experienced. He stares at his hands, splayed on the floor. Two hands, six fingers. Wrong.
His head whips up and his gaze finds Stan's crumpled form across from him on the floor. Stan's glaring at him, thick angry tears spilling down red cheeks.
No. No!
His head turns slowly and his eyes fall on Mabel. Mabel who is standing with his prototype in shaky hands looking between a separated Ford and Stan. He... failed. And now they're...
Apart.
Broken.
Wrong.
#taking the stancest obsession and codependency to a whole new level#does this count as a fic?#i feel like this would be pre-weird#but place it whenever in your mind#i imagine post weird that ford would eventually convince stan to let him try again#stan is hesitant but then he remembers the brief second before things had gone wrong#where being them had felt so right#and he wants that again#so he says yes#stancest#stancest angst?#stancest fusion#might turn this into a proper fic someday... well see#kinda shitty but here me out#is this anything???#this was supposed to be a short humorous âford wants to be one with his brother so bad that he invents fusionsâ post#and became so much more#this got so out of hand#im sorry?#TUMBLR HAS POSTED THIS 4? TIMES BEFORE IT WAS READY!!#literally just adding tags every time i edit and add to this and refusing to remove the old ones lol#IT GOT LONGER??????#âi can fix themâ no i can make them worse
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alas, turns out grad school is hard so i haven't been drawing much of anything BUT. now. some side characters for yall
#original#ocs#art#satyrs#artists on tumblr#character design#Heiti Varrater#Tcham Bakome#Angus Singh#HAII. i've needed to design these 3 in particular for EVER. finally i have done eet#i actually. really REALLY like how bakome turned out. he looks FANTASTIC#bang on with this guy. he looks great#also rlly like how singh turned out. that dude is singh for sure#heiti.... she's giving me problems. as she does best#this is her 2nd design now and it's better than my first but theres something still missing. idk what#ill probably continue to refine her with time#grouping her with these 2 is kinda odd cause like. she has nothing to do with them other than being in the same general storyline#like she never really meets them?? maybe once for a brief period. idk i havent thought about it much#they're on different ships. theyre doin different things#but theyre all side characters that are relatively important SO. put them together#ive resigned to just. drawing humans with pointy ears. bcause why the fuck wouldnt i#every other species gets fun ears. give humans some point to em why not#there is a. range. of feelings about these guys#LOVE heiti. she sucks (affectionate). she's fantastic. obsessed with her#bakome has lots going on and im not even sure of most of it. but he is VERY interesting and he occupies a cool middle space of like.#doing no harm but preventing no harm either. doing no harm but allowing harm to be done. he has morality but he turns the other way#idk. i like him and i think he borders on sucks but either way he's interesting#and then there singh. god he sucks. he sucks so bad. worst of em all. captain worst#the harm that is being done is allowed by him because hes the captain and that's if hes not just doing it himself. fuck that guy#i do think hes fun tho. hes. a little flatter than bakome rn but hes still got SOME interesting stuff going on. just a lil
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i'm not gonna recover from chas tenenbaum telling his father "i've had a rough year, dad" while on the verge of tears and then immediately hiding that pain again to go show his sons the new dog like nothing happened
#the royal tenenbaums#chas tenenbaum#yeah richie was sad and everything but christ chas really got me#the way he gets one brief moment of being his father's son and then immediately has to go be a father to his own sons#one moment of vulnerability out of earshot of those kids and then he puts on a smile for them#it was interesting to me how all through the kids didn't seem to miss their mom at all the grief was purely on chas's shoulders#and the way he turned that grief into obsession like damn dude#also#when he throws eli over the wall to get him out of there in a moment of blind rage and panic for endangering his kids#and looks back at his own brother who he injured in the process and all the people staring at him openly#and then throwing himself over the wall too because he's realized he is also a danger to his kids and the other people he cares about#wish it was any other actor so i could be insane about him in piece but no it had to be ben stiller
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đ¶I have this thing where I make a new show/album my personality every 3-6 monthsâđ¶
#rn itâs new girl#October was Steven universe which is painfully ironic in hindsight#đ#AND ALSO AGATHA ALL ALONG we had two shows in the fall thank goodness#we had a brief book of bill obsession#this summer was tortured poets#last spring it was the office#what will the next one be#ladybug? pnf?#I love both of those shows but itâs not really healthy for me to make them my personalityđ
#Iâm hoping to like#be excited but chill for all the new content#it is cool that the two shows that really got me into fandom will likely be airing new stuff at the same time tho#I do need to finish adventure time but I donât see myself becoming obsessed with that beyond the pre existing bubbaline obsession#anyway#fandom#cadence rambles#ik thereâs lots of newer Disney cartoons as well but i just donât find myself intrigued by any of them#I miss the high fantasy of toh and amphibia but that era is over#Iâm not really interested in the misadventures of a bunch of random children on an island đ
#NO OFFENSE TO ANYONE WHO WANTS TO WATCH THAT OR GOD FORBID WORKS ON IT#Iâm just not the target demographic and not intrigued thatâs ok!#Iâm enjoying stuff about adults more these days (other than stuff I grew up with)#like new girl theyâre all in their late 20s and barely have their lives together and Iâm only 24 it just makes me feel normal and alright#rather than looking back to my past and mourning what I could have been#anyway. diary entry over.
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Just found out I missed a jaybin story and he has a little winter Robin uniform in it,, devastating,,,
#HE FINALLY GOT A SNOW READY SUIT. IM SO HAPPY FOR HIM#poor boy had to go the mountains and the arctic in classic robin shorts. this is everything#do you know how much ive been messing around with drawing a snowbin uniform#mine looks better though.#the lime green for the sleeves and pants makes the red stick out in a bad way. uneven. i do like the little santa belt buckle though#not sure if intentional#its weird seeijg two face not recognizing jaybin though. its written like its their first meeting. very fascinating#they have a fun interaction#and some brief 80s barbara and jason interaction. even if they dont talk. its more than i knew there was#a little jason picture on his desk...#im liveblogging as i read this rn. btw.#dc liveblog#WAIT. IS THIS AN 80S COMIC IMPLYING JASON DIED IN AUGUST#or its implying the jokers attack against babs n jay happened recently so more like july death#im seeing the august thing rn though bc that is the cooler and funner option#lots of focus with their obsession w the war on crime. neat#the prologue was 2 years ago! def an early case for jaybin. also means he likely died in the current year for the comic#bc 2 years was about the length of his robin time#!! alittle jaybin info sheet... look at his cool jacket.....#oo listed as 5'0 here#ohhh im not normal about this actually#80s comics are so normal about him its great#âJason heroically threw himself in front of Haywood to try to protect her from the explosion. but it killed them both.â#what if i cried#probably not the intent. but mention of jaybins death combined w bats trying so hard to save a two face goon makes me think of willis#i wnjoy the art of him here#edit: no wait im awful with remembering dates. got his death n birthday switched up#his birthday.....
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DIâMOND BOY. g. satoru
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â sum. if thereâs anything more scarier than a special grade curse to gojo, itâs coming home to his pretty âlil wife whoâs got a sizzling hot temperature of baby fever.
wc. 8k
warnings. fem! reader, housewife! reader, fluffy smut, unprotected, mention of kids (2), baby fever, brief lĂĄctation kink, bĂłob obsessed gojo, cÄrvix mentions, body worship, cunnÄ«lingus, this is where youâre weak right, r has stretch marks, dad! bod gojo, breÄding, sqĂșirting, spitting on it, fingÄring, filthy pĂșssy talk, implied multiple rounds, petnames.
an. this is kinda rawdogged, im ugly sobbing to sza, and i think ⊠im a gojo girl now (ă»ă»?)
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âsweetheaaart?â satoru steps through the doorway, doing a quick scan around the semi-tidy living room that heâs greeted with. turning to lock the door, the heel of his shoe nearly steps onto the edge of a squeaky teething toy. he picks it up, putting it in the basket of other toys with a contempt smileâremembering the kids were staying at your grandparents âtill the weekend.
still - silence.
satoru scratched his head once you didnât reply like usual whenever he announced himself. pulling off his coat, his husband instincts kicked in instantaneously. what if - what if, the same questions repeated through his head as he made his way upstairs. his heartâs racing, and as heâs speeding through the narrow hallway, he just hopes his wifeâs alright.
but as he twists the croaking handle of the bedroom door, heâs met with you lying on his side of the bed. with a towel underneath you, youâve got a cute scrunched-up look of frustration as you rub a vibrating wand up and down between your legs. youâre sprawled openâand as youâre whimpering repeatedly, it takes you a long second to realize satoruâs just stiffly standing in the doorway with the dumbest lopsided grin.
âs- satoru!â
âhey, girl,â his eyes avert toward your pretty thighs that trembled, occasionally leering back toward the drenched white towel that sat underneath you. stepping closer, he tossed the bag of toiletries you asked for, hearing it flop near the nightstand. âhey to you too, pretty.â and you pouted, watching as he slowly took the active buzzing toy from your hands.
leaning in, he greets your ankle with a delicate kiss. â âm home, âtoruâs home.â
his touch, it was forever gentle.
satoruâs lips softly planted against your skin, tilting his head to get a closer look at you - the epitome of looking like a guilty deer in headlights.
cute.
âhow was um.. work?â you murmur, trying to ignore the quickening beats of your active heart.
thump after thump after thump and itâs just so loud that you were even starting to hear each pound sound out of your chest and through your ears.
satoru sits up, sliding a part of the blindfold to lift over his left eye.
right away - heâs staring at you with icy-blue eyes that resemble calming waves of crashing tides. long lashes of his flapped prettily as it took in your exposed figure with a single glance.
âwas alrighâ,â he hoarsely mumbles before staring at the toy that was propped between your legs just a minute agoâgripping it in his palm. âare we gonna talk about this though?â
âi thought youâd be home later,â you shyly replied, feeling satoru gingerly rest his chin against your bare tummy. your voice sounded so smooth, especially whenever you were a tad bit nervous. he could listen to you all day. âand i never have time to um..â
âplay with yourself?â satoru raised a snowy brow, kissing the centre of your stomach.
âmhm.â
âsweetheart, you have me yâknow,â he flips a thumb over one of the pink buttons that were on the button, switching it off. the buzzing noise gradually dies down with a âpowering offâ sound before he sets it aside.
god - you felt so fuckinâ hot.
as he laid close between your legs, showering your skin with âi missed youâ kisses â you let off a soft, contempt sigh.
âyeah, but- like, when you arenât here. i would call you but i donât wanna do that while youâre working, âtoru,â and satoru places the edge of his wrist on the side of his cheek, intently listening to you.
his eyes softened - pupils dilating with love, nearly forming into hearts as you spoke. as your sentences continuedâyou could see tiny dimples forming at each corner of his crooked pink lips. heâs trying so hard not to smile. â. . what?â
satoru sits up before pressing a three-second kiss against your lips. âsweetheart, you can call me while âm at work, you know. i donât mind if itâs you,â and he surprises the left side of your temple with another peck. âeven if itâs a text. youâre the only thing that keeps me sane when iâm out trying to save the world.â
âokay,â you replied, cupping his face.
satoru stares deeply into your eyes, and you can already visibly see that smug grin preparing to tug across his pink-glittery lips.
there was something else though.
with the kids away âtill sunday, you found yourself pondering a bit.
youâd be watching some random show on tv them out of nowhere â youâre hit with a commercial for diapers.
itâs like the universe was trying you.
itâd happen at least more than once a day, and youâre just thinking . . . what if.
satoru and you joked about having another baby sometimes but now - it had you thinking.
just imagining the pure imagery of you walking around with a plump, swollen tummy, againâhaving satoru carry you almost anywhere, hearing him lovingly brag about his oh-so-perfect wife thatâs expecting in the background of a phone call.
ah.
you had baby fever,
again.
that much was apparent, and satoru noticed how you were spacing out mid-conversation.
âheeey, whatâs goinâ on in that pretty mind?â he pouts, his face still cupped with both of your palms. âearth to mama gojo.â
âsatoru,â youâd sigh, a breathy gasp trying to tear its way through your lungs. you felt like you were burning upâand the more he pressed sweet kisses against your tummy, the more you started to feel your temperature rising. âi.. i feel hot.â
his eyes widen, placing a hand on the back of your forehead. âis everything okay?â and as he starts to get into his âprotective husband modeâ,
satoru sits up, white brows twitching in concern. âstay here, baby. let me get a thermo-â
âno, no- not hot in that way, âtoru,â you shake your head, grabbing his wrist.
satoruâs a bit dumbfounded and it takes his empty brain a bit to fully register what you meant. leisurely, your thumb circles around his hardened knuckles before you give him that look.
he knew that look all too well.
âoh! oh, youâre âŠ. horny. okay!â he dryly laughs, his look of worry slowly faltering.
satoru grabs your wrists, giving each of them soft open-mouthed kisses before speaking warmly. âi shouldâve . . . figured, hehh-â and his eyes flicker down between your legs that were shamelessly dripping from each thigh with dewy drops of slippery slick. âwas the new toy treating you well?â
âno. you sort of interrupted me and i didnât finish.â you huffed, and satoru cheekily grinned.
âwell pardon me for thinking somethinâ happened to my beloved missus,â satoru sneaks another kiss against your lips.
he tastes sweet - his lips, were always naturally glossed and his lashes lowered once you let off a cute, impatient sigh.
âbut, my poor poor girl,â you moaned as he continued to hoarsely tease you, feeling him sneak a big hand between your already cracked-open thighs.
âgirls,â he corrects himself, bringing the pad of his thumb near the opening of your drenched clit. youâre whimpering, hearing a single wet slosh sob from between your legs once satoru gives your entrance a single sparing second of his attention. âsheâs as wet as ever, huh.â
âs.. s- âtoruuu-â youâd gasp, watching as his head trails down low low low until it reaches just below your abdomen.
satoruâs hair gently grazed against your skin, and you were desperately holding in a deep exhale that you didnât even know you were clinging onto for the longest.
âletâs see how much sheâs missed me..â satoru gravelly coos, giving your nub a gentle kiss. itâs a wet âmwahâ that sticks against his lips like paste.
your legs were already struggling to hold still, and satoru couldnât help but hum. as he swirls the flat of his palm around your twitching pussy in sloppy circles, you could already see him hungrily licking his lips through your blurred peripherals.
lying fully back, your back hits against the cushioned pillow that flatly plumps itself out against your weight.
your breaths started to sound more and more labored the closer he pursed his puckered his lips..
wetly, satoru brings a lanky middle finger towards your entrance before gradually sinking it inside. youâre moaning, feeling the lengthy tip of his tongue before he treats the top of your clit with a few beginning kitten licks.
âf- fuuuck,â your brows curled together, feeling him cup his mouth around your pussy. itâs a damp, wet pop! that resounds from between your legs, and itâs all because of his finger that easily disappears between your folds. âmore, âtoru- pleaseplease.â
â âm gettinâ there,â he purrs huskily, grunting once he swirls his middle finger around inside of you. itâs so looong, stretching all through you as he feels you tighten around his digit for a few split seconds.
âatta girl, bare âround it for me jusâ like that baby ⊠fuck.â as youâre slowly wetting his middle finger with your slickness, thatâs when you feel him preparing to stick another in.
itâs so slippery yet again - loudly, it pops its way inside, echoing out a pretty noise before he eases his index finger inside. satoruâs fingers were just so damn long that it didnât take him long to locate your g-spot at all.
with a âcâmereâ motion of his fingers pulling back and forth inside of you, heâs flicking both fingers youâre already spasming out. heâs reaching you good, and heâs drinking every melodic moan that left from your lips.
âf- fuck, riiiight there,â youâd continue, your hips squirming a bit. parched breaths from satoru fanned against your pussy, and heâs groaning right with you.
youâre just so wet - drowning in puddles of your lustful filth, and like the doting husband he was, he just had to clean you up. proudly, he does so with nothing more than a few flicks of his tongue.
âs.. satoruuu.â youâd whimper, biting the inside of your cheek once the pad of his index fingerâs starting to ruuub its way against your g-spot.
your scent - satoru went feral for it every time, and heâs starting to lap his tongue against your clit at a much more erratic speed.
heâs forming slow yet steady stripes in an up ân down motion, occasionally smearing a thumb across your cunt to hear you whine. satoruâs low groans were muffledâsounding husky and all, and heâs just merrily slurping you while you writhe uncontrollably against his face. he even had the goofiest grin on his face the entire time too.
he had to admit, being between his wifeâs legs or even being in your presence alone was far better than fighting some ugly special grade curse.
your grabby hands found their way to your full, jouncing breasts and you gave them a nice squeeze before whining again. even that made you sensitive.
between the wet thrusts of his long tongueâsatoruâs giving your heat sloppy, sloppy kisses, even making sure to give your pussy a few pecks also. he left no area unattended.
satoruâs eyes shined bright, even brighter whenever when he was between your thighs.
in a way, the colors of his blue eyes had parallels to the shade of sapphire or any jewel, really.
as his eyes occasionally met against your ownâ youâre always staring at a vibrant, luminescent shade of cerulean that was forevermore fixated on you and only you.
his wife.
âmhh, hearinâ her cry for me is just the recharge i need from work, sweetheart,â he groans, cautiously pushing his twinned digits in of your cunt before pulling them riiiight back out.
not all the way, but just to where the glossy tips of his fingers showed. youâre clamping down on them both wellâand he made sure that you felt every inch. you were indeed loud though, especially between your legs.
as satoruâs counting each vulgar squelch in his head, tittering to himself at how you just couldnât help but pop out slosh after soddened slosh..
heâs paying attention to certain spots inside of you, and heâs stickily hitting all tender spots inside of your pussy - treating each one like a target.
bullseye after bullseye - he hits you in all the right places, and if it was one thing satoruâs long fingertips didnât do, it was that they never miss.
ever.
your backâs just arching like a stretching feline, and your unsteady irregular breaths were far more than labored by this point. satoruâs tongue glides its way across your pussy before he takes a moment to spit right against your sopping entrance. youâre moaning, peering down at him, and heâs so focused on the mess taking place between your cute, shuddering thighs..
âhaah-â he breathes, pulling out his fingers briefly to suck on them for a taste. âmissed her so bad. sheâs missed me too - fuck, canât . . help but clench all âround me,â he whispers, prying your legs even more apart.
satoruâs taking his precious sweet time, savoring each honeyed drop that dribbled down your thighs before he feels your hand gripping his hair. as his head abruptly yanks forward, satoru looks up at you while sliding a tongue over his lower, slick-covered lip. âhm?â
â âtoru, m- my stretch marks,â you hesitate, your thumb gently digging a path through his scalp.
pausing, his dripping lips rested near the crevice of your thighs before he kissed the inner corner. âyeah. what about âem?â
truth be told, you were never so fond of them.
you knew your body would change after pregnancy, even more after the second time but still -
it had you feeling a bit iffy sometimes, pouting whenever you looked in the mirror and peeking down to glance at the stained marks reminding you of your visibly changing body.
âits just.. so-â
âbeautiful, perfect, gorgeoussss..â he lowly whispers, kissing your thighs after each compliment that sang from his twitching lips.
satoru always knew the perfect time to cut off your sentence that he just knew was gonna be something negative.
with himâheâs listened to you express about your stretch marks, or anything new appearing on your body, and every single time, heâd remind you of just how flawless you were - to him.
you moaned, looking down to see his crimson-pink lips halting from your aroused entrance, pressing dozens of wet kisses down each striping mark that stretched against the inner parts of your thighs.
his lips were so zealously soft, and each impact of the kiss had your heart fluttering in the same way a butterfly flapped its wings. satoruâs fluffed ivory tresses were still gripped tightly in your hand, and he could feel your hold lessening by the second.
âeven if you may not like your body, i love it,â he murmurs lowly, closing his eyelids. âand i love you.â
your skin was burning up, probably hotter than before and your heart felt like it was about to burst out the middle of your rising chest. each beat was more powerful than the last, and you started to feel a tingle in your toes.
âbut baby-â he continues, bringing the back of your hand toward his lips before giving it a chaste kiss.
âi hope you know that youâve gifted me two children with this beautiful body,â satoru sighs, guiding his lips down the bottom of your tummy to shower a kiss there too. âiâll remind you every day of why i love you ân your beauty marks if thatâs what you want. besides! iâm growing some too heh-â
â âtoru-â
âstarting now,â he coos hotly, trailing his kisses back down between the valley of your legs. âsuch a perfect body, canât believe i get âta call you mine,â and with one concluding kiss against your marks, he brings an eager closing kiss against your drooling cunt. âcanât forget âbout her too, my other pretty wet girl.â
whining, you felt an impatient heat pooling its way around inside of you. your legs started to quaver again, and you were feeling your jaw tighten before slacking. âsa- satoru, âm gonna .. cum,â you rawly mewl out, your grip on his hair tightening again like before.
pursing his thin lips into a straight line, he brings them back toward your pussy, sluuurping everything out of you whilst youâre nearly dragging his head back and forth against your dripping heat.
satoruâs stubble tickles against your folds and it cutely makes your legs twitch. with your ankles having a mind of its own, they wrap around satoruâs neck â keeping him in a lock.
âmmgh-â his white lashes remained shut as he cupped his lips with such intensity.
satoruâs chin was getting drenched with your mess, and he couldnât care less. his head moves and moves, swaying frantically between your legs while forgetting to take a single breath.
you tasted like candy - equivalent like honey, and the tip of his tongue was adamant on slurping up any ân every single drop of nectar that dribbled from between your puffed slit. satoruâs always had a sweet tooth, and your cunt was the only treat heâd happily feast on all day long if he could.
âcâmon, pretty,â he huffs breathlessly, the button tip of his nose swiping its way down your clit. youâre so so close, and your orgasmâs just sitting on your maddened tastebuds.
as his head continues to ferociously bob between your shaky legs, youâre whining with those same sweet babbles and babbles of his name, begging for him to not stop. his tongueâs just covered with his sugary-tasting salivaâsticky webs gluing against the bottom part of his chin as heâs now buried nose deep.
âtoru, satoruuu,â and its more of a pitiful battle cry.
the edges of his teeth softly nip against your cunt before his tongue lazily circles around your throbbing frenulum. an incoming prolonged moan gets caught in your throat as you feel his head tilting for a better angle. âcum- âm cumming, fuuuck!â
as your release was coming to its teetering demise, you were shrieking at the top of your lungs in overwhelmed pleasure.
satoruâs giving your labia its final sweet âlil wet sucks before feeling your legs weakly releasing its temporary lock around his head.
heavily, heâs panting sharply against your pussy before bringing a thumb toward the top part of your puffy nub.
satoruïżœïżœs sloppily spreading it apart with a single finger, staring at the cute excited pulse that occurs from the very inside of your pussy.. âhaah- good girl.â he praises, feeling you arch further once his drenched stubble scrapes against your crying entrance.
youâre wetter than ever - and satoruâs lips shined even brighter thanks to your treacly juices. passively, his reddened tongue chafed ân twirled âround inside of you, and as youâre still riding out your eye-boggling finish on his face, you grab him by the hair. âs- satoru, just.. hah- came.â
âmhm~â he clumsily falls face-first against your cunt, giving your teary folds a wet kiss.
smugly, he looks up at you with a slick chin before whistling against your clit. âphewww. did ya?â he grumbles, creeping a plump thumb near your puckering hole.
you clench at that, and he ogled as your tummy sinks inward. âfuck, s.. sooo damn pretty,â and as he gives your pussy a few departing french kisses, he sighs. âmmch-â he smacks his lips, and you stared as he swiftly removed his blindfold with one hand.
as youâre panting yourself, your legs remained spread.
still lying on his stomach, satoru brought his black blindfold up to his sneering lips before wiping it side-to-side, using it as a handkerchief.
âhah- wifey tastes as good as always,â he snickers, closing the gap between you two with his own body. as satoruâs towering figure falls against you, he brings a longing, silky peck to you before groaning against your trembling, kiss-swollen lips.
satoru awkwardly moves against you before mumbling out a few âf⊠fuckâ âs once he feels a certain something poke from the middle of his boxers.
heâs ⊠hard.
you felt the bulge stick out of the cloth, pressing against your bare cunt â its hard to miss, and your hands instinctively reached for the knotted string of his pants.
âbaby-â he bites his lip, feeling the tent prod wider. its almost painful, and heâs even starting to grind against your leg to ease the throbbing. âmmgh-â he goofily grins, his expression shortly switching to a look of lustful panic.
heâs been so focused on you that he didnât even realize all this timeâheâs had a raging boner thatâs been aching for any sort of crumbs of attention.
âbaby, were you working while being this hard?â you timidly murmur, watching as satoruâs face flushes with a burning tint of strawberry red.
âh.. heh. no silly,â lie.
satoru had a bit of a bad habit of randomly thinking about you - his adorable, sweet ân perfect wife while he was out fighting enemies.
sometimes, the longer he thought about you - the longer his problem got.
satoru brings a hand toward your right breast, and you gasped once he gives it a loud âpoppingâ suck. frosty-white strands of his hair drag against your skin as heâs slooowly running his balmy, hot tongue around your sensitive nipple.
you were still tender - not just anywhere but everywhere.
itâs fully marked a year since you had your second child, meaning that of course, your body would still be a bit sensitive in some places. places like your soft, rounded breastsâespecially.
you moaned, feeling the tip of his drooling, wet tongue criss-cross its way around your perked areola. every suck suck suck pops out from his lips louder, and you start to play with his hair.
âs.. satoru,â you whined, a pout starting to display against your lips as he tended to each breast lovingly.
âi know.. i hah- know,â he breathes through rushed exhales, turning you on your side. âjus' wanted to make sure my favorite girls got some attention too.â
you felt the cool air whoosh against your skin at each second he released each nipple from his lips. it's brief - but quick, and satoruâs already got you pulsating. heâs flicking his tongue while fluttering his lashes at you, allowing clear driblets of saliva to drizzle from the cracks of his mouth.
youâre biting your lip the entire time as you held the back of his head closeâhearing a bit of shuffling before satoruâs eyes trail down your fidgeting body.
so cute.
thereâs a shiny sparkle in his eyes, itâs glimmer never faltering and heâs just falling in love all over again.
every moment he spent staring at you or your body, he felt that same lump forming in the back of his throat.
â âs this comfy?â he wantonly purrs, caressing the bare flesh of your ass. you cling onto the pillow beside you before giving him a nod.
the slight shuffling you heard was from satoru. his sweats fell to the carpet floor with a loud thud, and his boxers shortly followed afterward.
finally - he could breathe.
his boner was just crying weakly, the tip feeling so hot as it had pearly-white globules of pre-cum wetly darting from all veiny sides.
sighing, satoru wraps a palm around his hardened cock before clicking his tongue while continuing to tease you. âah- words, sweetheart. yâknow how âta use âem.â
ây- yes.â and with how whiny your words came out, you mentally slapped yourself.
satoruâs skin was just so close to yours - radiating hot waves of heat against your thighs. within seconds, heâs already enveloping you gradually with his embracing warmth.
pouting and all, you were steadily impatient, and he heard your cute âlil sighs of agitation repeating âtill he lifted your leg.
sideways.
he was gonna take you sideways, and the single thought alone brewed up a flittering feeling of butterflies in your empty tummy.
âhaah- missed you all day, have no idea.â satoru inhales through each nostril, bringing his cherry-capped tip towards your weeping entrance.
so ⊠damn ⊠soaked..
as he gawked, he could still taste the sugary-sweet remnants of your essence in his mouth, coating his lips like a natural gloss.
as youâre on your left side, your tits end up smushing against each other. itâs such a pretty sight too, âcause not even seconds later, you heard a raspy âohhh fuckâ draw from satoruâs lips.
your pussy was just profusely leaking, and satoruâs holding back all hearty grunts the minute his swollen tip smacked its way against your lustrous-coated slit.
as it sops with nothing but runny molasses of your own colorless slick, your chest sucks in. â âtoruuuu, baby- fuckk. donât tease me,â youâd whimper, quietly huffing at each commencing pap sound of his tip gently hitting against your folds.
he hums, hearing his wet you were - how sloppy you sounded.
satoruâs tipâs an angry red, fuming with a carmine flushing shade and heâs groaning once his vast thumb sinfully brushes past a prominent throbbing vein.
pulse after pulse after fuckinâ pulse, and youâre just making him harder.
âs⊠shit, youâre right. if i tease you, âm just gonna end up makinâ myself finish early, princess.â satoru diffidently chortles, and you hear the pathetic squelch of your pussy begging for him to just shut up and ease his way inside already..
finally - satoruâs making his way inside, ploddingly sinking a few inches inside.
with a few wet âfwopâ sloshes, heâs disappearing into you. like always, youâre hugging him tight - dependent on never letting him go.
your pussyâs warmth makes satoruâs glitzed lashes flap shut for a moment, and heâs kissing his teeth. your wetness was taking him to a whole new world almost. itâs almost entirely satisfying at how youâre just swallowing all hefty nth-inches like it was nothing.
as satoruâs trying to carefully fit his way in, he runs a hand down his tummy thatâs growing a bit of a pudge. he was starting to develop a dad bod himself.
satoru was still very much fit, but as the years went onâhe was eventually starting to get plump, more . . soft.
overtime, he liked being the little spoon in bed. he was really soft - identical to a teddy bear with strong arms wrapping around you. his favorite position to sleep would usually be with his head resting between your chest or on your stomach.
heâs got a trail of white hairs that sprinkled all across his chest like paint splattered on a canvas. a few hairs even made their way toward his chiseled v-line, dashing just below his pelvis. all over his body, he still had multiple scarsâscars from countless battles, and he himself always found them unpleasant to look at.
but just like he did for you - you made sure to kiss all of his scars that decorated his skin.
you still felt his sharpened natural abs - they were just a bit softer though.
satoru grunts, stuffing a hand underneath the crack of your bent leg before heâs juuuust about bottomed out.
his rotund base was as full as itâs ever been, and he heard your cute gargled whines trying so hard to conceal themselves.
âhng- pretty mama, donât . . do that,â he takes stingy puffs of air, gripping firmly against your skin. satoruâs brows come into a furrow, and with the final gushing âplapâ alerting you both that heâs stuffed balls deep, satoru phews. âi wanna hear ya, let me- hah- hear that pretty voice fâ me.â
âf- fuuuck.â you moan out, your entire steady body becoming unstable, wriggling like jello with just a single rigid thrust.
satoruâs tip is always nice and wide, and it curves its way around your insides before expanding further and further.
with your leg bent at a near-perfect ninety-degree angle, heâs got you right where he wants you.
his dickâs sliiiiding in and out, and fuck- you felt it all.
satoruâs leaning, still holding up your leg before grunting. your cuntâs oily wetness nearly drove him mad, and youâre just coating him with your slick through and through..
the achy muscles in his lower thigh muscles quickly clench, and satoruâs already starting to feel himself break a sweat.
fuck.
ângh- âtoru,â youâd whimper out rawly, the chords in your throat struggling to maintain their natural pitch. heâs just hitting you so deep, swabbing the tip of his cock around your pussy like a q-tip.
it was just so sloppy at how it swirled its way in a circle, leaving you nothing but goosebumps from the inside everytime. heâs deep, stuffing you full with all capped inches of his stretching cock.
as heâs sideways right with youâsatoruâs skewing his hips a certain way just so you could feel each delicious pound.
if he kept jackhammering into you like that, you were sure you were gonna start drooling against your fleecy pillowcase within no time.
satoruâs sweaty fingerprints were practically glued in between the crevices of your held-up thigh, and he was letting off sharp raspy breaths after each stroke.
heâs full, groaning as his base thwacks its way back ân forth into your dripping pussy. the lewd sounds rang through the four thin walls of the bedroom, and youâre just faintly nibbling on your numbed tongue. âs- so full, mngh- right there baby. keep.. hah- fuckinâ me there.â
âgod-â satoru leans in, his chest flatly pressed against yours. he helps you sit upright, and you can now crane your head slightly just to see him through your bleary peripherals again. âright here, princess? right .. fuckinâ .. here?â
heâs sloppily punctuating each thrust with his words that coarsely flew past his lips.
satoruâs shaft had the right kind of lean that made you gasp. the lazy, hanging curve of his cock dragged its way through your cunt and had you whining loudly, filling his ear with constant cacophonies of your cute âlil âpleasepleaseâ âs, âyesyesâ âs, and his personal favorite, âsatoruuuu.â
with your head vaguely turned, he leans in to kiss you.
itâs barely a kiss - more like a bumpy battle of teeth clashing, because with his delirious thrusts, you could hardly reach against his lips.
between kisses, you heard the mixture of wet moans and hearty âi love youâ âs fall past both shared lips.
satoruâs sly smile stretches across the corners of his mouth as heâs still pounding you into straight oblivion, making sure every single orifice of yours remembers any incoming inch of his.
âhngh- feels.. so hah- good, baby,â youâd babble, taking a few hastened milliseconds in between to breathe.
it felt like you were racing with your breath, forevermore losing.
satoruâs just ruthless - stretching you wholeheartedly as the bed underneath you both grunted in horror. its creaking competed with the headboard from above which was probably older than time itself.
with this particular angle, heâs hitting you even deeper, and you feel the buds on your tongue preparing to sodden with pools of rich, cloying saliva.
âsato- ah!â you squealed, growing cross-eyed for a second.
right there,
as satoruâs hand still clings onto the opening of your drooping thigh, his tip kisses a direct path near your cervix before that kiss turns into a thrusting smooch.
your mindâs just blank - fog surrounds it, and your voice starts to pitch higher. heâs hitting you there, and satoru hissed at the familiar spongy texture that was trying hard to clamp around him oh-so tight.
the feeling of melting-hot pressure from the very inside of your sopping core makes you let off a cute, âooohâ as he shimmies his hips.
âtoru donât s- stop hittinâ there, please.â
âmng- there she is. found it, didnât i?â his guttural voice murmurs.
panting harshlyâsatoru snakes a free arm around your waist, and he gently presses his palm against your belly.
sliding up up up, he adds just a wee bit more pressure to near the exact area heâs reaching inside of you.
his cockâs stupidly long, and itâs continuously locating all the right spots before your mind tirelessly shot blanks. as his dampened fingertips warily graze circles around your heaving tummy, he brings his glimmering lips up to the searing lobe of your ear.
âhere, princess?â satoru huffs darkly, his breathing almost animalistic as he lifts your leg even higher.
as youâre sideways, you felt multiple inches of his cock steadily continue to bruise your cervix with a plethora of heart-felt, mean tip-kisses.
your eyes were bulging, lashes batting, mouth dangling wide open. âthis is- hah- where youâre weak riiiight? this.. fuckinâ .. spot where âm hitting, oh fuckk-â he pauses, his nose wrinkling from the immense sliding stimulation.
ây- yes, there- fuck! âtoruuu-â
itâs just soooo slick inside you, and satoruâs groaning all up against your ear.
âdirty girl. mngh- pussy canât.. help but talk back. god, jusâ listen to her, sheâs even singing for me ân everything. wettest lyrics of a song iâve ever.. hah- heard,â and as if on cue, the sloshing sounds slosh even louder after each overzealous jam of satoruâs pivoting hips.
youâre stammering on your own words, choking on every shrilling whine and whimper that dared to tug away from your worn-out voice.
satoruâs dick knew each pressure point to hit too.
every. single. one.
after all, if it was anyone who knew your body - it was him.
that included bedaubing his crowned tip near erogenous places. satoruâs easing his way in and out, making not only your heart flutter but your insides too..
itâs one wet whack of skin against each other after another, and all you could do was clamp around his cock and take it like the good girl you were.
with your tummy heaving consistently, itâs doing nothing but sending a horde of nerves all through the axons and nerves that run through your body.
itâs sending staticky signals that are more than enough to make your brain lose a few circuits.
satoruâs berserk-like thrusts were at damn near lightning speed, and he was snickering at each whine that flew past your trembly-glossed lips.
â âtoruuuu,â youâd drag out his name, moaning once you felt a few of his thin fingers wisp down your back thatâs starting to perspire with tears of sweat.
heâs stretchy, molding the inside of your cunt with each pump of his stiffening cock thatâs drilling into your very core.
panting like a greyhound, youâre stunned for a second once satoru lets off a rough groan against the shell of your ear.
his mushroomy tip faultlessly smashed its way against and into your flittering cervix that felt almost heart-shapedâzigzagging its way down before smashing against that pulsating spot again.
he feels it and you feel it too.
ângh- âm gonna cum again,â youâd mewl out, feeling the sliminess of both sweaty bodies slick against each other in raw harmony.
his ramming hips naturally arched into yours, deepening the steep angle even more before hearing you squawk out a tiny warning sob. âcum- âm gonna cum, satoâmmngh!â
as satoruâs still holding you from your side, youâre hit with a multitude of elated emotions. youâre clamping down on him tightly, feeling your legs grow limp within seconds.
sloppily, your pussy squeaking wetly between your open thighs as you cream all down his shaft, creating nothing more than a miry, slippery mess..
your cheek presses against the middle part of your pillow as youâre spasming underneath him, whining out the same ragged, incoherent babbles.
âsatoru, s- satoru,â youâd coo out, hearing his huffing puffs of air from behind you.
satoru slows himself down, wrapping soft arms around your torso as you ride out your orgasm.
with your hips still feebly stuttering back against himâit left the sweetest taste in your mouth.
all over, you felt overly sensitive - and satoru could feel your body succumbing in pleasure and defeat within his firm hold.
he held you close, brushing a thumb around your navel before whispering murmurs of, âthere we goâ âs or, âi gotcha,â âs.
âfuck, such a good sloppy girl,â he flips you over, still entirely buried inside of your clenching cunt. satoru brings his quivering lips toward yours, giving you kisses before speaking in between rushed, humid smacks. âhah- you okay, princess?â
âmhm.â you nod, crawling your way on top of him. satoru has a sheepish grin, and he does a quick peer down at your body.
damn.
the first thought that would always pop into his mind whenever his eyes landed on youâhis wifeâs perfect body.
theyâd trail down down down, stopping at your plush thighs before darting right back up towards your face. his thumbs gently caressed near the familiar marks that creased faintly against your thighs before he sneaks a kiss near your relaxing jaw.
âheh- think the missus is gettinâ a bit cocky today, no?â satoru jibes a toothy smile once he watches you straddle him, bringing an open palm to the left cheek of your ass, grabbing a bit of skin.
you nearly slipped off a sultry-sounding moan at his sudden touch but cutely grumbled, making him lie back with a flick of your finger before attacking the crook of his neck with wet kisses.
âoh.. my, arenât you a frisky one today.â
âshut up, âtoru.â
âhmph. youâre kinda mean when youâre horny, princess.. sexy.â
â â â
itâs probably been hours - satoruâs had you in any and every position possible, showering every part of your body with its favorite combination of kisses ân compliments.
he just couldnât help it.
especially when you just looked so effortlessly pretty like that underneath him.
currently, he had you in a mating press and oh-
as heâs on top of youâsatoru gets lost in your lust-filled gaze. your eyes, they were like some sort of maze he could never find the exit from.
heâs much slower with his rhythm this time, cupping two palms underneath your thighs as heâs gradually feeding your cunt stroke after stroke. both pounds of skin ricocheted against each other, noisily papping as the clashing of grinding bodies continued.
your cuntâs just drooling, leaking with endless amounts of buttery clods of his sticky, hot cum. it dribbles out of your gummed slit, creating a frothy white ring around his base as his hips continue to wedge into your sopping wet pussy.
â âtoru- oh, satoruâooh!â youâd squeal out, digging the edges of nails into his bare shoulder.
satoruâs grunting lowly against your neck, using a hand to bring both knees up to your chest. âhaah- câmon, princess. âm still not done fillinâ ya yet, gotta get this tummy nice ân plump,â and as his kiss-bitten lips hover against yours, heâs pouting.
satoru squeezes one of your tits before huffing. âthese too. n- need to see âem full again, so fuckinâ full.â
satoruâs competing pitchy moans with you, each sound laced with nothing but lust and utter carnal desire.
from the inside, you had a sticky grip on him that had him utterly whipped.
satoruâs crimsoned tip spiraled its way around your cunt before sloppily thrashing its way against the convulsing nub of your pulsating clit.
leisurely, it batters its way toward that spot repeatedly until youâre just short-circuiting on his cock once again. âhngh- satoru, ohmygoddd,â youâd hysterically sob out, feeling his big hand cup underneath your chin.
your chinâs slick, and you were messily salivating a bit as he continued. moments laterâsatoru slips his middle finger inside of your mouth and you moaned, sucking it without a single given thought. âm- mhm.â
âgood girl,â he groans, his thrusts becoming sloppier and sloppier as his rickety pace picked up its quickening speed.
satoruâs hips were just downright rude, and he was just trying to savor each clasping clap of skin that he possibly could.
you looked so pretty with half-lidded eyes and webby clear strings of your saliva damply cascading down the sides of your lips.
â âm gonna cum, sweetheart. youâre gonna . . hah- make me fuckinâ cuuum-â and you could hear solely from the tone of his voice, it was turning shaky.
each gasping syllable - itâs struggling desperately to hang on, faltering at each delivery of the next word that spills from his sleek lips.
âmng-â your moan, and satoru hummed before snatching his digit back from between your lips. he leans in to kiss you, delving his hot tongue straight into your mouth.
heâs hungry, demanding access as the tip of the pink muscle circles its way around the inside of your mouth.
it brushes against your flat tongue before his teeth greet your lips once moreâgiving it a needy âlet me inâ gnaw. you part your lips so he could have more access, and satoru moans into your mouth.
âsatoru, âm gonna cum too-â you breathlessly admit, briefly seeing splotches of white once your eyes mindlessly roll back on their own.
heâs so biiiig, stretching you to the very fullest âtill the very end.
as your legs sporadically shook, youâre letting off sweet hurried gasps once you felt his cock expanding through your guts yet again.
youâre feeling butterflies scatter inside you everywhere, and not once did that familiar pool of heat sensation subside.
instead, it grows stronger and hotter, and youâre mentally fanning yourself as his engorged tip surprises your cervix for the umpteenth time.
it's constant - it happens more than once and it always always always feels like the first fuckinâ time.
his cockâs still leaking from his recent non-stop releases, and bloodâs starting to rush to satoruâs head.
raucous, fast-paced breaths wafted against both opened mouths as satoruâs cock attentively drills into your inviting cunt at a more weakened speed.
heâs literally drowning in your pussy, your slick wetness his ultimate weakness.
as weak arms wrap around his neck, you brush a thumb down his undercut â earning a soft whiny, âh.. hey,â snatch from his lips.
satoruâs body was damn near smushed over yours nearly crushed you with his soft squishing weight.
still, though, heâs making sure to hover to where he wasnât crushing you fully - having his rounded tummy grinding back ân forth against your body. as his body rubs its way onto yours after each stroke, you felt satoruâs noticeable happy trail tickle against the outer entrance of your cunt.
âugh-â satoru sucks in a delayed breath, pressing his forehead against yours.
weakly, his knees began to fatally buckle as his nearly-drained cockâs still pushing its way through your squeezing pussy.
the build up of it all was just utterly blissful.
satoruâs shallow breath gets taken away from him like that, and he could feel himself going limp the microsecond his dickâs starting to spray inside you. âoh fuck, oh f- fuuuck.â
he grumbles, delicately sinking his teeth into your neck. heâs swallowing hard, losing all sorts of composure as his limbs start to quit functioning as if it was some sort of machine.
your finish shortly comes after too, but you end up gushing this time - and not just between your legs.
satoru hears your sweet surprised yelps before looking down, noticing your perked nipples were a bit more hardened than usual. they looked swollen - more plump than usual, and shiny.
youâre squirting down his cock, hearing the lewd squelches confirm that very fact as you even leak a bit from the centres of your nipples.
âholy shit-,â satoru blinks, and embarrassment interrupts your high almost right away.
your first instinct was to cover your face, and satoru leans in between the valley of your chest. your orgasm was so powerful that you ended up getting milked out yourself - literally.
cautiously, he slides his tongue around one of your nipples thatâs dribbling with treacly dewdrops of white sweetness. itâs not even a lot, but itâs just enough because he purrs against your skin once the creamy taste hits the buds of his tongue.
âmmng-â and as heâs still pumping probably the fifth load into you, your cunt ends up clenching around him - wringing him so damn dry.
satoruâs taking turns sucking both of your plump tits, savoring the taste before his half-open eyes land on you.
heâs sloppy - encircling the tip of his sticky tongue over the ring of each tit before âpoppingâ one nipple after another from his lips.
satoruâs sweating, and heâs panting even more after your cute âlil outburst.
a gooey ring of cum bubbles around the thick base of his cock as heâs still stuffed inside you deep, but he wasnât even thinking about that anymore.
sighing, he rubs the back pad of his thumb against one of your nipples that was still slightly leaking before he laps it right up, staring at you intently the entire time. his cumâs still spilling out, splattering on your tummy with his tip a fiery red.
âmmh, thatâs hah- new. didnât know you were still ah- leaking, princess. i have that much of an effect on you?â
âs.. shut up-â you moaned, your body still trying to get over its recent climax.
between the arc of your chest â youâre covered with sweat too. satoru hums to himself, tending to each breast before gently grabbing your chin.
â âm guessing thatâs a sign that youâre havinâ your seasonal baby fever again, yeah?â satoru smugly grins, feeling your body faintly twitching underneath him. âuh oh.â
his tongue against your tender nipples felt so good that it took you a while to generate a response in your brain that was just short-circuited completely.
deadpanning, you let off a grumbling, âobviously, satoru.â
âsorry, sorrrrry!â he huffs, pressing a kiss to your lips. you whimpered against his lips as his thumbs still tickled against each spurting nipple while his tongue curled around the inside of your mouth.
his touch was always soft, leaving you breathless every time.
your cuntâs overflowed with cum though - and even as his lips glued against yours, you could feel the slippery milky masses stream down from your slick, foaming against both pairs of stilled skin.
everything feels so hot - but satoruâs breath colliding against your tongue felt even hotter.
heâs just so enamored by you, and he canât help but softly reach for your wrist.
âmng- satoru..â you whined against smacking pairs of lips, strings of loose saliva threatening to tear apart slickly.
âshh,â he whispers, breaking away from your lips to grab onto your hand.
he turns it around, bringing it toward his lips before pressing a single wet kiss against the back of your index finger.
there - your wedding ring beamed bright, brighter than any gem as his lips stamped against the tiny individual diamonds that made up the pricey rock.
you felt your heart flutter, watching silently as he starts to kiss your wedding ring again, again, and again, and again. .
âhah- thatâs how many more babies weâre gonna make.â
one ⊠two ⊠three ⊠f-
as you were trying to count in your head, satoru cheekily hummed before cocking his head. âheh, better get started.â and you moaned for a final time, hearing his cock wetly slide its way from your cum-filled cunt.
filthily, such creamed amounts ooze out of you and he hears the pretty sloshes commence not even seconds later. satoru then presses his silver wedding ring against your bare stomach before giving you one final kiss.
glancing up at you teasingly, satoru smacks the swollen crown head of his cock against your folds.
ânow.. câmon, mama gojo. upsie hah- daisy,â satoru throatily grunts, pushing your knees right back up to their initial position.
he just wanted to kiss the cute pout off your lips.
your thighs still shookâand satoru huffs heavily, bringing one hand to squeeze your breast, another easing his fat crowned tip inside of your sobbing pussy.
âlet those legs stretch for me one more time. attaaaa girl. thaâs my girl-â
and as gojo leans in to press a soft kiss against your tummy, he hums.
âheh- weâve got a loooot of mini gojos to make, mommy.â
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choso has a porn addiction, plain and simple. every morning for him starts with the same: open up twitter, get his bottle of lotion, and scroll through his bookmarks until he can cum. heâs had girlfriends in the past, they all thought his addiction was gross. what girl would ever entertain a guy that jerked off to random girls getting creampied on twitter?
well, you, of course.
he messaged you on a random morning, âheyâ, was all it said. you happened to have a slight porn addiction of your own, having filled your bookmarks for your own solo sessions. you didnât realize your messages were open and felt your brow go up as you read his message. a click to his bio and there wasnât much there, just the year he was born and đŻđ”. your first instinct was to delete the message, but your curiosity got the best of you. you messaged back, investigated how he found your account, and choso revealed his intentions.
âare you into the idea of sending some nsfw posts to each other?â
choso used to sext with his ex girlfriends, but none of them wanted to include porn. they found it weird and considered it cheating to look at videos while in a relationship. now here he was, randomly texting a stranger on the internet to get a quick nut. if he wasnât palming his dick through his shorts right now, heâd actually think he looked a bit pathetic. it wasnât until you said yes and started sending your bookmarked videos did he realize what he was getting himself into.
freeing his dick from his briefs, he started to stroke himself while imagining himself doing the things in the videos with you. he didnât know what you looked like, hell, he wasnât even sure you were who you said you were. but you were just as porn obsessed as he was, and he didnât think you could get any better until you sent another message.
âlet me suck it while you play video games.â
itâs like you knew the exact words to say to get him off. choso hastily reciprocated, although it had become quite difficult to type with one hand. he confessed on how desperately he wanted to cum in your pussy and how you suck him in so well, not knowing that you too had started pleasuring yourself at the mere thought. it had been a while and you needed some action too, okay? his messages started getting further and further apart until he asked you to send a post he can finish to. bringing yourself back to reality for a quick moment to send him a creampie video, how could you have known his favorite genre? you found yourself soon chasing your own orgasm. the echoes of the moans coming from your phone had blended with yours, and you soon came undone on your fingers.Â
once you remembered to look at your phone again, choso had let you know that he had made a mess, followed by a picture of his cum stained hand and torso. when you sent back a picture of your glistening fingers and soiled sheets, choso audibly moaned. what a pervert.
âfuck, youâre making me hard⊠is same time tomorrow good with you?â
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Safe embrace
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pairing: lee felix x afab!reader
genre: fluff, smut, best friends to lovers
wc: 16k
synopsis: your toxic boyfriend leaves you just as you find out you're carrying his child, making your worst nightmare come true. thinking you have no one and you'll have to care for the baby alone, you're pleasantly surprised when your best friend swoops in to help you out.
warnings: toxic relationship, mentions of abuse and cheating, mentions of abortion (all in the beginning), pregnancy symptoms, crying, brief description of birth (nothing graphic)
nsfw warnings: multiple sex scenes, pregnant sex, nipple play, breeding kink, breastfeeding kink, oral (f and m), fingering, unprotected sex, creampies, felix is soft and obsessed
a/n: this was kind of inspired by this drabble i wrote! hope you enjoy the full ficđ i never wrote pregnant reader and i wanted to write something mostly sweetđ«¶đ»
~ divider by @strangergraphics
~ masterlist
You were standing in front of your bathroom mirror shaking, the two little lines indicating that you were pregnant.
Your eyes welled up with tears, your worst fear had come true.
You were so close to getting out of your toxic relationship and now you were bound forever to the person who abused you and treated you like crap.
Anxiety took over your body as you started sobbing, he was going to come home from work soon and you had no idea how he'd react to the news.
Around 8pm he walked in, late as usual, you knew he was cheating on you but any time you tried to start a conversation with him, he'd find a way to spin it and make it seem like everything was your fault.
In the back of your mind, you knew it wasn't but three years of verbal abuse can do a lot to a person's way of thinking, and you were used to being figuratively smacked around by your boyfriend, always making excuses for him in your mind; he's exhausted from work, he didn't mean it, someone irritated him, he'll be better next time.
He never got physical, but sometimes you thought it was just a matter of time before he starts slapping you around.
It's not like you never tried to leave, you did.
But, he always found a way to manipulate you into coming back to him and like a fool you always fell for his empty promises.
This time, you decided it was the last time and you finally gathered all of the courage you had.
You were going to leave his sorry ass and never come back again, never fall for his lies again, never feel this miserable but now you felt you had no way out of this.
"What did you make for dinner?" he asked, not even sparing you a glance as he took his tie off.
"Chicken and rice." you answered.
"Good." he said as he continued to strip and you stood there nervously, playing with your fingers.
He lifted his head up and frowned at you.
"What are you waiting for? Serve me dinner, I'm hungry." he looked at you as if you were just a maid in his house and even though you wanted to tell him to put his own damn food on his plate, your tongue was twisted like always and your legs had a mind of their own.
You did what he asked, serving him dinner, before you sat on the other side.
He sat down and started eating. Your heart was beating fast as you kept looking at him.
"There's something I have to tell you." you decided to break the ice.
"What?" he asked, an unimpressed look on his face.
"I- I'm pregnant." you said quietly and he froze before his fork fell out of his hand, clattering against the plate.
Suddenly, he started laughing.
"You're shitting me, right?"
"No, I took a few tests and they're all positive."
He continued laughing and it was not the reaction you expected.
"Whatever. Get rid of it." he said, picking his fork back up and continuing to eat.
"What?" you looked at him in shock, your heart skipping a beat.
"You heard me. I'll pay for the abortion. I don't want to have a child with you." he said like you were the most disgusting thing he's ever seen.
"I'm- I don't want to get an abortion." you swallowed and he looked up at you.
"Well, I don't give a fuck about what you want. You will do as I say."
"No, I won't!" you stood up suddenly and he looked up at you before letting out a chuckle.
"Great, I was looking for a reason to do this." he said before standing up.
"D-do what?" you stuttered, taking a step back as fear washed over you.
"Get the hell out of my house." he crossed his arms and your lips parted.
"You're throwing me out?" your eyes widened.
"Yes, if you don't get rid of that thing, I want you out."
"But I have nowhere to go." your eyes filled up with tears, you had nothing of your own, your asshole boyfriend made sure he was the one to provide you with everything so you had to depend on him.
"Do I look like I care? You're good for nothing anyways. Can't even cook a decent meal and now you wanna have a baby? Ridiculous. The only thing you're good for is spending my money."
His words stung and everything around you started spinning, your head hurt and you had trouble breathing as you started panicking.
"You didn't let me work!" your voice raised as your eyes filled with tears.
He scoffed, coming closer to you as he grabbed your wrist and you yelled for him to let you go but he started dragging you towards the front door.
"I said get out bitch! I don't want anything to do with you and whatever is inside you. If you ever come near me again I'll fucking kill you!" he yelled as he opened the door, literally throwing you out before slamming the door in your face.
You couldn't believe he reacted this way, you thought he'd use your pregnancy to manipulate you even more but he did the opposite.
You really had nothing except your phone in your pocket, not even a jacket as you shivered in the cold night air. Tears kept sliding down your cheeks as you turned and started walking down the street. Your mind was blank for some time while you were trying to process everything that happened.
You reached for your phone and saw you had texts from Felix, your best friend. A smile spread on your face instantly, he was the only good thing in your life, the only light that shined on you in your darkest moments. You decided to call him and he picked up almost immediately.
"Oh, hey bubby! I was just about to text you." he answered cheerfully, as always.
"Lix." you sniffled. "Are you home?" you almost didn't recognize your voice, you sounded broken.
"Y/n, what's wrong?" Felix was worried instantly.
"Can you pick me up? Please?" you couldn't stop crying.
"Of course, tell me where you are and I will be there as soon as I can." he said, already getting up and grabbing his jacket.
You told him where you were and waited as you picked on your jeans.
Felix drove fast, finding you in less than ten minutes. His heart broke when he saw you hugging yourself and shivering without a jacket.
He ran out of his car fast and you looked up at him, fresh tears forming in your eyes. Felix took his jacket off without a word, wrapping you up in it before enveloping you in a hug.
"Shh, it's okay bubby. I'm here now." he soothed you with his warm deep voice, his hand moving in circles on your upper back.
"Let's get you warmed up, hm?" he leaned back to look at you and you nodded.
Felix turned up the heating in the car for you and the ride was silent as he drove you back to his apartment. Your mind started spinning as you stared out the window, all the possible scenarios passed you by and none of them seemed positive.
Felix led you to the couch, wrapping you up in a blanket and running to the kitchen to make you a cup of hot cocoa as you melted into the warm and soft fabric that was hugging you.
It smelled like Felix and it was comforting just like he always was.
"Careful, it's still hot." he smiled as he brought two cups of steaming hot cocoa, before sitting down next to you carefully.
"Was it him?" Felix asked with a serious expression on his face, referring to your, well now ex-boyfriend.
Felix never liked the guy, he could see right through his fake smiles and fake words. You never told him the extent of the abuse but he knew something was wrong.
"He threw me out of his house." you said, clutching onto the blanket and Felix's eyes widened.
"What? What the hell is wrong with him?!" Felix looked angry at that moment, his face becoming red and his hands clenching into fists.
"Because I'm pregnant." you finished, suddenly finding the white rug under the coffee table in Felix's living room interesting.
It was quiet for a while before you felt his hand on yours so you looked up at him and he wore the softest expression you've ever seen on your best friend's face.
"I'm so sorry, y/n."
"Well, it's not your fault. It's mine. I was dumb and let him control me, I should've left him sooner and now he dumped me and said he doesn't want me or the baby. Actually, he threatened me, telling me if I don't abort he will throw me out. And I told him that I'm keeping the baby..."
"First of all, you're not dumb, he is. I knew he was an asshole but I had no idea he was this sick. I can't believe he told you to abort, that's your decision to make anyways." Felix said and you sat quietly as he squeezed your hand.
Your eyes welled up with tears again.
"What am I gonna do now? I have nowhere to go."
Felix scooted closer to you.
"Wrong." he said with a smile and you looked at him. "You can stay here, with me."
"B-but I don't wanna impose on your privacy. And with a baby too..." you felt like a burden at that moment, like you were asking too much of Felix even though he was the one to offer it first.
"Nonsense. You're my best friend, you think I would leave you out on the street? You and your baby are more than welcome here. I will help you with everything you need and you can focus on growing a life." he smiled at you and you burst into tears.
"Y-you're an angel, Lixie." you sobbed as you wrapped your arms around his waist, burying your face in his chest. "Are you sure this is okay?"
"More than sure, bubs. You know I love you a lot?" he said, his eyes full of warmness as he smiled at you sweetly, caressing your head.
"I love you too, Lixie." you held him tightly.
"Now, drink your cocoa before it gets cold." he chuckled, handing you the cup.
You felt so blessed to have someone like him as a best friend and the horrible feelings that filled you up earlier were now in the back of your mind.
"You must be exhausted." Felix noticed as you kept sinking into the couch while you drank the cocoa and he yapped about his favorite games to get your mind off of everything.
"Actually, I am." you nodded.
"Are you hungry? I'll make dinner and you can take a nice hot shower." Felix smiled.
"I don't even have any clothes." your eyes welled up with tears again.
"You can wear mine. Don't worry about anything." he quickly shook his head and you nodded as he reached to touch your face, wiping your tears away with his thumb.
When you stepped into the shower, you were left with your thoughts again.
You thought about your life, your now ex boyfriend and how you let yourself get into this situation where you couldn't even help yourself and had to depend on someone else helping you.
And now you had a life growing inside you, your ex's words ringing in your head; how you're not capable of doing anything properly, not even cleaning or cooking let alone anything else, how are you going to take care of another human being?
You couldn't stop crying but you didn't want to worry Felix and stay in the shower for too long so you tried to dry your tears and look normal as you got dressed in the clothes he gave you.
Felix turned to look at you as you walked in and his heart hurt when he saw the redness in your eyes and your sad face, you've never looked this down before.
"I made some ramen. That was the fastest thing I could whip up but tomorrow we can go shopping for some groceries because you need to eat healthy from now on. Oh and you're gonna need to make a doctor's appointment. Don't worry, I'll go with you." he talked as he served dinner and you sat with your hands in your lap, crying quietly as your tears soaked the fabric of the shirt you were wearing.
"Y/n?" he leaned down to look at your face.
"I'm sorry, Felix. I just feel so bad." you sniffled.
"Hey, it's okay, really. I told you I don't mind taking care of you, in fact it makes me happy."
"It's not just that." you hiccuped as he sat next to you, grabbing your hands and rubbing circles with his thumbs.
"What is it?" he tilted his head at you.
"I don't think I will be any good at this." your voice was quiet, barely above a whisper.
"What? Being a mom?" Felix frowned and you nodded.
"You're gonna be an amazing mom, y/n. I've known you almost my whole life and you're the most caring and responsible person I know. Look, I know everything seems terrifying right now, you just found out you're pregnant and your ex acted like an asshole so you're pretty shaken up. What you need is food and sleep. And to stop thinking about things that haven't even happened yet, hm?" Felix played with your fingers and you nodded, wiping your tears away.
"You're right, I can't even think straight right now. There is so many emotions inside me that I don't know where to start."
"Let's start with dinner." Felix smiled and you were amazed at how calm he seemed.
But on the inside, Felix was seething. He couldn't believe that your ex really had no heart, throwing you away like he did, especially when you're pregnant.
Felix was mad at himself in a way, he felt like he could've done something more to help you get out of the toxic relationship earlier and you wouldn't be as hurt as you are now.
He wished you chose him instead of your ex. Things would've been different then, Felix would treat you like a queen, the way you deserve it.
To you, Felix looked absolutely calm as he smiled at you but rage was bubbling up inside him along with the need to smash in your ex's face. But he held all that down for your sake, his top priority was to make you feel safe, not upset.
"I would give you the guest room to sleep in but it kind of became a storage room. So I'll have to get everything out and clean it up but in the meantime you can sleep in my room and I'll take the couch." Felix said after you got ready for bed.
"Oh, I can sleep on the couch, I don't wanna take your room too." you said, your face burning.
"No way, the couch is not comfortable." he shook his head.
"But isn't that gonna be bad for your back?" you worried instantly, knowing that your friend had back problems.
"I'll be okay for one night." he smiled.
"If you're sure." you chewed on your lip nervously.
"Of course."
Felix changed the sheets and prepared the couch as you barely stood on your feet, the exhaustion from the turmoil you felt washing over your body.
"Everything's gonna be okay, bubby." Felix said soothingly as he gave you a warm hug.
You didn't know what to say to thank him for everything he's doing, instead you just squeezed him tightly making him squeal and chuckle.
"Good night, y/n."
"Good night, Lixie."
As soon as your head hit the pillow, you fell asleep, drowning in the soft sheets and blankets.
Felix tossed and turned on his couch, mind racing with thoughts.
He thought about how much you meant to him, how much he had always loved you and wanted to be with you, but it was like you were blind to his love and instead kept running to your asshole ex.
He thought about how scared you must be, a protective feeling waking up inside him along with all the other feelings he had for you that he needed to learn how to suppress because you had a boyfriend.
Felix decided he was going to do his best to show you that love is supposed to be soft, comforting and sweet, not whatever your asshole ex made you believe.
The next morning when you woke up, you were confused for a second until you rubbed your eyes and looked around.
Seeing you were in Felix's room, everything that happened last night came flooding back, some kind of fear washing over you but the fact that you were surrounded by Felix's comforting scent and his things managed to calm you down.
He always had this effect on you, that's why you kept one of his hoodies for years even though it didn't even smell like him anymore; it belonged to him and that was enough to comfort you.
Shit! Your things!, you remembered, your ex threw you out without giving you any of your clothes, your knick-knacks and most importantly your laptop.
You slowly got up, following the sounds of utensils that were coming from the kitchen.
As soon as you entered, you saw a very disheveled Felix running around the stove like a busy-bee.
The smell of eggs hit you and your stomach started rising up to your throat.
"Oh, good morning y/n." Felix turned to look at you just as you covered your mouth with your hand. His eyes widened as you turned around, running to the bathroom.
"Shit." Felix cursed under his breath, turning the stove off and running after you just in time as you leaned over the toilet.
He quickly gathered your hair in his hand as you threw up, his other hand moving in soothing circles on your upper back.
"Ew." you whimpered as your eyes teared up.
"Are you okay?" Felix asked cautiously when you flushed the toilet.
"The smell of eggs was too much. I didn't think this would start already." you groaned and Felix chuckled.
"Damn, my cooking sucks that bad, huh?" he joked, trying to lighten the mood and you giggled.
"We can work on that." you winked as he smiled at you.
"You know what? I will look up what's good for you to eat right now with the sickness and all, and I'll make it for you." he said.
"That's sweet, Lixie but I can make it myself, don't worry about it." you quickly shook your head.
Felix pouted at you before grabbing your face. Your heart skipped a beat.
"Listen to me. I enjoy taking care of you so let me do this for you."
"Fine." you sighed as you made your way back to the kitchen.
"Remember that time in high school when you got shitfaced?" Felix smirked at you, throwing the half-burnt eggs in the trash.
"Oh my god, please don't talk about that." embarrassment washed over you.
"Come on, we can laugh at it now. You were so funny, you couldn't even talk properly. And you tried to climb on the table and dance. I think if I didn't catch you, you'd probably break a bone or something." Felix snickered as he searched up some breakfast ideas on his phone.
"Ha ha, very funny that I almost got a concussion by being a lightweight." you rolled your eyes with a smile.
"Nah, I would've caught you before you hit the floor anyways." Felix smiled, making your stomach flutter.
"Hey, I have some of these things in my kitchen. Oats and almonds and such." he showed you a recipe he found and you nodded.
"I can make that too, it's no biggie." you started getting up but Felix shook his head.
"I know you can. But I want to do it for you."
You couldn't argue with him and he seemed genuinely happy about making you breakfast so you sat down and waited, playing with your fingers.
"You know, I remembered that I never had the chance to get all my stuff from my ex. My laptop is still at his place." you chewed on your lip.
"I'll get them." Felix said nonchalantly as the two of you ate.
"A-are you sure? He can be... an uncomfortable person." you grimaced and Felix chuckled.
"Bubby, I have a 3rd degree black belt in taekwondo. I could break him in half if I wanted to." he smirked, making you giggle.
"You're right, I forgot with how innocent you look." you teased and Felix laughed.
"All the better. He won't know what hit him." he sat up straight then made a few moves with his arms acting like he was cutting the air into pieces.
"Okay, just don't get in trouble, killer."
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When Felix left to get your things, you decided to clean up the kitchen. You didn't want to feel like you were just waiting for him to do everything for you, you wanted to do your part and help him out when he took you in without even thinking twice.
Felix must be an angel, that's what you thought as you smiled to yourself while washing the dishes.
Your angel was currently parked in front of your ex's house, his hands gripping the steering wheel, knuckles turning white from the way he held onto it.
He was trying to calm his anger down, the one that surfaced as he thought about your disgusting boyfriend yelling at you and throwing you out into the cold night.
Felix had to walk in there with a cool demeanor, otherwise he would end up letting his anger get the best of him and he'd show the guy just who he had crossed.
After taking a few deep breaths, Felix finally made his way to the door and knocked. Shuffling could be heard from the other side before your ex opened the door, giving Felix the elevator eyes.
"Oh, you." the guy scrunched his nose up.
"I'm here to pick up y/n's things." Felix said calmly.
"Whatever, just do it quickly. It's junk anyways, you saved me the time I would lose throwing it out." he shrugged and Felix could feel the anger course through his veins but he had to bite his tongue.
He tried to gather all your stuff as quickly as he could, putting it in a bag he brought, making sure to take your laptop too. A small smile danced on his lips when he saw you still had his favorite hoodie. He grabbed it and put it in the bag too before turning around to leave the room.
"I'm assuming y/n ran to you immediately." your ex scoffed. "Makes sense, she's not capable of taking care of herself anyways."
Felix's eyes darkened.
"You better watch what you say." his voice dipped low.
"Or what?" your ex folded his arms on his chest, staring at Felix.
"Or you'll regret it."
"Ooh, I'm so scared!" he mocked as Felix made his way out of the house.
"Don't even think of coming near y/n again or trying to contact her. Matter of fact, I don't wanna hear you say her name ever again." Felix said and turned on his heel, not giving your ex time to respond as he frowned on the porch.
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"I had no idea you kept my hoodie." Felix smiled as you rummaged through your things and your face heated up.
"Oh... Of course I did. It was a gift." you smiled back.
"Yeah, I remember that day like it was yesterday. We were at Jeongin's birthday party."
2 years ago
You had been invited to yours and Felix's mutual friend's party for his birthday. Getting your boyfriend to go with you was another story.
"Why do I have to go? I don't even know Jeongin well. And why would you want to go there alone? We should stay at home." he said.
"But Jeongin is my friend! He invited me and I already bought a gift."
"So what? You can just give it to him some other day. I was hoping we could stay in tonight." he wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you into him.
"B-but I really want to go." you said.
"Fine. Go. But there will be consequences."
"What?" your eyebrow lifted in shock. "What are you talking about?"
"If you want to find out, just go to the party." he smirked at you.
"I- Just... just come with me? Please?"
He looked at you, pursing his lips as he thought about it. There would be so many guys there, is what ran through his mind. He didn't think you were that pretty but a horny drunk guy would fuck anything that walks so he decided it would be best if he went just so he could keep an eye on you.
"Fine."
Unaware of his thougths, you squealed happily, giving him a hug.
But everything went wrong at the party. Your boyfriend thought you had lingered too much while hugging Jeongin, making his delusional mind come up with all sorts of scenarios of you cheating on him.
He got drunk and made a scene, calling you a cheap slut before he left the party, leaving you behind. You cried as you ran to the back porch, wanting to catch some fresh night air in hopes of calming down.
"Hey, you okay?" it was Felix, who followed after you.
"Not really." you sighed, wiping your tears away as you shivered.
He noticed you were cold so he took off his hoodie.
"Here, you can have it." he smiled sweetly at you, making you melt instantly as you thanked him.
"You know you can do so much better than him, right?" Felix asked as you drowned in the warmth his hoodie provided.
"We all have our flaws, Lix. He's not that bad. He'll realize he was wrong and apologize to me once he's sober." you shrugged.
"Are you sure? Because if he-"
"Lix, it's fine really. You don't have to worry."
Of course it wasn't fine, the whole relationship kept spiralling downwards after that, bringing you to your current situation.
"Y/n?" Felix brought you out of your thoughts as you clutched onto his hoodie.
"Oh, I'm sorry. I got distracted." you smiled and he smiled back at you. "Lixie, thanks for being there for me always. I know I kind of ignored you lately but my ex didn't like me talking to other guys."
"What an insecure pig." Felix said and you chuckled. "But of course, I told you I'd always be there for you. Now, I'm gonna clean out the guest room and then we can call to make a doctor's appointment, does that sound good?"
"Yeah, sounds perfect. Do you need me to help?"
"No, it's all heavy stuff i have to move." Felix shook his head so you offered to make lunch.
While you were making it, you remembered what your ex said.
'Can't even cook a decent meal and now you wanna have a baby? Ridiculous.'
Your eyes watered instantly and you quickly wiped off the falling tears, continuing to cut veggies. You heard Felix moving around stuff and grunting as you cooked, humming to yourself.
"All done." he came into the kitchen with his hair messy and a thin sheen of sweat on his forehead.
Something stirred in your gut for a moment but you ignored it.
"I'm almost done too. The smell of the meat is bothering me a little." you said and Felix gasped.
"Oh, let me finish up then." he quickly made his way to you.
"Maybe you should shower first." you took a step back from him and he pouted.
"Are you calling me stinky?"
"Mhm." you grimaced and he laughed.
"Fine, I get it. Be back in 5 minutes." he practically ran out of the kitchen and you let out a breath you were holding.
It wasn't that the scent of him made your stomach rise, quite the opposite, he suddenly smelled even nicer to you than before and once he came closer you felt it in your core. You scolded yourself for thinking about Felix like that and tried to ignore it as you finished up lunch.
When Felix came back, his hair still damp from the shower you looked at him in anticipation as he sat down to eat. Anxiety washed over you as you expected to be chastised for being a lousy cook even though you know in your heart Felix would never say something like that.
"Mm, this is delicious. I must say, I don't eat very healthily since I work a lot and this is refreshing." he smiled at you and relief took over.
"Thank you, I'm glad you like it." you smiled back at him.
After lunch, you called to make a doctor's appointment and Felix had some work to do on his computer, luckily he was mostly working from home as a programmer, only going to the office twice a week or more if needed for a project.
"I hope the bed is comfy enough." Felix said as you were getting ready to sleep in the guest room, which was now your room.
"Lixie, please, I'm grateful to have a bed at all." you sighed and he grabbed your hand.
"We'll get through this." he whispered and you nodded.
"I know."
A few days later, Felix and you walked out of the hospital with news that you were 6 weeks pregnant and that thankfully the baby was doing well.
"See, you had nothing to worry about." Felix smiled at you as the two of you got in his car.
But your emotions got the better of you immediately as you started crying.
"Oh, y/n?! What's wrong?" he leaned towards you, worry evident in his voice.
"I don't know, I- I think I'm crying from relief." you sniffled and Felix smiled at you fondly. "Let's just go home." you added, not even realizing that you called his apartment 'home'.
But Felix did, and his stomach filled up with butterflies that wouldn't stop flying around his insides until he parked in front of the building.
"I'm not feeling the best." you clutched at your stomach as you walked in, the feeling of nausea taking over your body. It was exhausting but you kept trying to remind yourself that this was just a phase, the worst part of it and that it will get better with time.
Some days it worked, other days it was unbearable. Today seemed to be one of those other days as your emotions were all over the place.
"Okay, go lay down and I will make some lunch."
Felix took it all so seriously, stepping up immediately as if it was his baby which made your heart clench in your chest. He made sure you were comfortable, brought you some tea and crackers for nausea, even pressed his lips on your forehead as he tucked you in.
When he left the room, tears started sliding down your cheeks and soaking your pillow.
You felt like you didn't do anything to deserve someone like Felix taking you in, and the burden of a baby that had nothing to do with him and you had no idea why he would go to such lengths to make you feel good. Yes, of course you knew that he cared about you but you felt beyond grateful and humble, trying to think of a way to give back.
But, Felix saw this as a second chance with you. A chance he would not let go to waste like he did before, when he held his tongue and his feelings back, never even hinting to you how much he loves you. It was enough for him that you were there and that everything was fine with you and the baby, the rest was not as important.
"I can't believe you're actually pregnant." Felix chuckled as the two of you chilled on the couch after dinner, some romantic comedy playing on tv.
"I can't believe it either." you chuckled with him. "I think it'll be more believeable when I start looking the part." you added and Felix froze for a moment.
How could he forget?
He'd already noticed your breasts getting bigger and he felt bad for the way he kept stealing glances at them all the time, but at the end of the day he's just a man.
It wasn't his fault that they looked rounder, and that you didn't care to wear a bra next to him, your nipples poking under the material of your shirt constantly, the way they swayed or jiggled with any movement you made.
Felix felt his dick twitch and he started beating himself up immediately. It's barely been two weeks since you were at his place, and he knew you were vulnerable and the last thing he would want to do was to make you feel like he was pouncing on you instantly.
God, he got so used to keeping his feelings and urges about you to himself, why was that so hard all of a sudden?
"Excuse me." Felix stood up rather quickly and you looked up at him shortly, watching him scramble to get to the bathroom.
You shrugged, continuing to watch the movie as you snuggled closer to the spot he was lounging in, the couch still warm and smelling like the body wash he used earlier. For some reason, you wanted to roll in it but you settled on stealing his spot and taking deep breaths.
Felix was trying to exercise deep breathing too, as he stood in the bathroom, willing his cock to soften up. Just the thought of you being all round and cute had him so worked up. How is he supposed to survive this?
Somehow, he managed to calm down and when he came back to the living room, his heart fluttered when he saw you dozing off in his spot.
"Bubby? You wanna sleep?" he said quietly, putting a strand of your hair behind your ear gently.
"Mm." you mumbled, half asleep.
"Cutie." Felix chuckled fondly before he gently lifted you up and carried you to your room.
"Lixie." you reached out for him blindly as he laid you down.
"It's okay, I'm here. Get some rest." he caressed your head before going back to the living room.
Your dreams were filled with images of your best friend that night, fleeting pictures of a relationship that never happened appeared in your mind, ending with the two of you holding a baby in your arms.
Couple of weeks later, you and Felix fell into a nice rhythm. He was mostly home, only having to go to the office twice a week, sometimes four days if he was working on a bigger project. You were glad he was there because your nausea has gotten worse and Felix didn't mind helping you out as always, cooking and cleaning together with the work he was doing.
You felt bad for that again, crying to him how you feel like you're not doing anything in the house and Felix was quick to shut all those thoughts down.
"Y/n, you are growing a literal human being. That's exhausting, your body is changing rapidly and you're scared. And that's normal and it's okay." Felix held you in his arms.
"How are you so understanding?" you hiccuped as you gripped his shirt, soaking it with your tears.
Because I love you.
Because I wanna make you happy.
Because you deserve this and more.
"I've been reading some books." Felix smirked playfully instead of saying all the other thoughts that crossed his mind at first.
You looked up at him before bursting into laughter, smacking his chest as he giggled at you.
It was getting harder for him every day, living with you and being together 24/7 felt so domestic, especially with you being pregnant and Felix kept daydreaming that the baby inside you was his baby too.
It didn't help that your tits just kept getting bigger and that you finally had a little bump to indicate the precious life growing inside you and Felix was obsessed with the way it looked on you.
You were slowly coming to terms with it, everything felt so surreal because it was happening so fast and you knew that even though it seems hard and exhausting right now, the baby would come very soon and then the real work will begin.
You spent a lot of time looking at your body in the mirror, checking it out and trying to accept that you were changing forever. It was hard but Felix was there for you, taking care of you, never missing a doctor's appointment, cooking for you, his arms always open to take you into his embrace where you felt the safest.
You had no idea how you'd get through all this if it wasn't for him, so when he left to work at the end of the week, you decided to make him a chocolate cake as a thank you even though you knew the pastry wasn't enough for what he was doing for you and your baby.
You were glad you woke up feeling somewhat less nauseous that day so you could function normally. Baking the cake proved to be fun as you blasted some music and enjoyed making something sweet for Felix.
"Bubby, I'm home!" he yelled out as he walked in around 4pm, while you were cleaning up in the kitchen.
"Hey, Lixie." you smiled at him as he came into the kitchen.
"How are you feeling?" he made his way to you, his arms wrapping around you automatically.
"Good, actually." you melted in his embrace as he held you from behind, his hand sliding down to caress your tummy. It was comforting when he touched you like that.
"Something smells nice." Felix chuckled, burying his face in your hair and you could feel the tip of his nose brushing against your neck. Goosebumps appeared on your skin as you pressed your body back into his without even realizing it.
"I baked you a cake." you said, not noticing the way Felix's breath hitched when your backside pressed into his middle.
"You did?" he asked happily, moving away from you because he was moments away from losing his mind.
"Mhm, chocolate, your favorite." you said as you walked over to the fridge to take it out.
"You spoil me, bubby." he grabbed your face, kissing the tip of your nose.
You were so close to grabbing his shirt, pulling him into you and kissing his sweet, inviting lips.
"You should eat lunch first. Dessert later." you said and Felix chuckled.
"I ate at work. I want my treat." he pouted, acting all sulky and you couldn't resist his adorable face.
You cut two pieces and the two of you sat down.
Felix dug in immediately, you knew he always had the biggest sweet tooth and he baked you his brownies hundreds of times so you wanted to show your appreciation.
"Mm, I love it!" he smiled happily and your heart fluttered as he munched on the cake cutely.
"Really? Is it better than your brownies?" you smirked, teasing him and he coughed a little before smirking back at you.
"Let's not go that far." he teased back and you smacked his arm playfully as he chuckled.
Fridays were always reserved for movie night and cuddles so later that evening Felix and you were settled on the couch together.
You noticed he looked tired and kept touching his neck, grunting under his breath quietly.
"Are you in pain?" you asked and his eyes widened a little before he looked at you.
"Oh, it's nothing. I just didn't have any time to stretch today because we had this big project to finish up before weekend. Basically, my neck and shoulders are on fire but it'll pass, it always does." Felix shrugged, waving it away with his hand like it was nothing.
"Lixie, let me give you a massage. I wanna help." you offered, having no idea that the thought of your hands on him like that had Felix twitching.
"No, it's fine really. You don't need to do that, I'll just sleep it off."
"Nonsense, come on." you motioned with your hands and Felix nodded, not wanting to upset you as he turned around.
He took a deep breath in, trying to calm down as you gathered his hair out of the way, your fingertips brushing against his sensitive neck and ears, making him shiver.
A blush appeared on his freckled cheeks, spreading to the tips of his ears and down to his neck as you sat closer to him, your legs around his frame as you put your hands on his shoulders.
"You're so tense." you snickered quietly, your breath hitting his skin.
"Ha... yeah, well I was sitting at my desk all day." Felix bit his lip, shutting his eyes tightly as you started to massage him.
"Jeez, relax. You're so stiff." your gripped his shoulders, trying to roll them back a little and he laughed nervously.
"Oh you have no idea." he said and you furrowed your brows, shaking your head as you continued giving him a massage.
He managed to relax after some time as you worked your magic on his neck and shoulders. It was so quiet around you that the action felt so intimate and you found yourself scooting closer to Felix. His neck looked pretty and inviting and suddenly you just wanted to press your lips on his skin.
And that's exactly what you did as you leaned in, mindlessly pressing your lips on the back of his neck.
Felix nearly jumped out of his skin as he turned to look at you, his face red as a tomato.
"What was that for?" he swallowed and you chuckled embarrassingly, playing with your hands.
"I'm sorry, I wasn't thinking. I- I just leaned in and-"
"No, it's fine." Felix saw that you were getting upset immediately, your mood swings getting the better of you lately. "Just wasn't expecting it."
"Is you neck better?" you asked, ignoring the way your face burned.
"Oh yes, definitely. Thank you for that, bubby." he smiled at you and you felt warmness spreading inside your chest.
-
Felix laid in his bed restless. He couldn't stop thinking about your touches and the way you kissed his neck. He couldn't help it as his hand wandered down to his boxers, gripping his bulge before he started palming himself.
"Fuck." he grunted quietly, biting down on his arm as he pushed his underwear down just enough to take his leaking cock out and wrap his fingers around it.
He felt dirty for it but his mind swam with thoughts of you as he sped up, trying to finish as quickly as he could. He checked up on you earlier and you looked so sweet while sleeping soundly, he knew you felt safe with him and that was his number one goal.
He wanted nothing more than to make you feel comfortable and relaxed, to make you feel good. He wished he could cross the line and bring you pleasure the way you deserve it. With how selfish your ex was, Felix doubted he ever made any effort around you in that area too.
His mind wandered to your body then, specifically to your chest and he imagined himself sucking on your sweet nipples and that was enough to make Felix snap as he twitched and came all over his hand and abs.
He gasped, riding his high, his eyes teary.
After cleaning up quickly, he laid back in bed and fell asleep fast, trying not to think about the fact that he just touched himself to the thought of you.
-
"Lixie?" you gently knocked on his door before opening it, tears sliding down your cheeks.
"Felix?" you slowly made your way to his bed and he groaned in his sleep, his eyes fluttering open.
"Y/n?" his voice was deep and scratchy as he squinted at you. "What's wrong?" he sat up when he noticed you were crying.
"I had a nightmare." you sniffled and his expression softened as he lifted up his blanket.
"Come here, bubby." he invited you in and you plopped down in his bed, settling your back against him. It wasn't the first time you cuddled like that but you haven't shared a bed in so long, not since you started dating your ex.
Felix wrapped his arms around you, pulling you into his body gently, nuzzling his face in your hair and the back of your neck.
Goosebumps rose on your skin as he caressed you gently, his hand landing on your tummy.
"Wanna talk about it?" he whispered, his lips brushing against your skin.
"N-no. It was about my ex and I don't wanna give him any more attention that he doesn't deserve."
"He's not gonna hurt you or your baby. And if he tries I will fucking kill him, so don't worry about him sweetheart." Felix held you a bit more tightly, but was still careful with your tummy.
"Lixie. I love you." you kissed his hand as your fingers entwined and he smiled.
"I love you too, bubby. More than you know."
And with that you fell asleep in Felix's safe embrace.
After that night, you had a hard time falling asleep alone; Felix's body warmth and his comforting presence lulled you to sleep so you sneaked into his bed.
Eventually, Felix told you that you can just sleep in his bed freely every night and you were more than happy to do that.
He loved having you close, but there was a battle inside him, having to resist the craving he had for you was harder than he thought it'd be. Especially when he'd wake up in the morning and watch you sleep so soundly.
It was one of those morning where he woke up first and watched you. Your belly was bigger now along with your breasts and Felix thought you looked adorable. He was admiring you, how strong you are, after everything your ex put you through and left you alone with a baby you were taking it so well. You never complained about anything, even if you were in pain but Felix knew you too well so you couldn't hide it from him.
He wanted to make your pregnancy as comfortable as he could, the thought of you suffering made his chest hurt. Felix caressed you gently as he thought about you and how much he loves you. He couldn't help himself, the emotions that have been building up even more now that you were here and so vulnerable with him started overflowing his heart, traveling through his veins and spreading through his body.
Warmness enveloped him as his cheeks burned and he leaned in, pressing gentle kisses on your cheek, down to your jaw and neck.
You stirred a little but didn't wake up as his lips touched your skin, his hand caressing your belly.
"L-Lixie?" you muttered, still half asleep.
"Bubby." Felix grabbed your face as you turned to look at him, your eyes fluttering open just in time when he leaned down and pressed his lips on yours. You gasped a little, but still kissed back as he moved his plump lips against yours.
Your heart picked up speed and you were shocked that he was kissing you out of nowhere but at the same time it was so comforting and sweet to feel his lips against yours. Felix started letting go of everything he held back, his hands slowly sliding on your arms down to your waist and belly before resting on your hips.
He licked at your lips with his tongue and you let him in, your entire body burning up. You haven't been touched passionately since forever and being pregnant meant you were extra sensitive plus it was Felix. He was your everything.
He overwhelmed you with his scent, his warmth, his touch and you melted into the sheets as his tongue massaged yours, his hands grabbing at your plushy thighs.
You gasped for air once he leaned away, looking at you with hooded eyes.
"Lixie, w-what..."
"Shh, bubby. Will you let me worship you?" he licked at his lips as his darkened eyes ran all over your body, lingering on your breasts.
"B-but... My body doesn't look the best right now. Pregnancy did things to me like stretchmarks a-and-"
"Y/n, you look fucking beautiful. Let me show it to you." he persisted and you nodded, your heart skipping a beat in excitement.
Felix leaned down to kiss you again before his lips traveled to your jaw and neck. He licked at your sensitive spot, biting the skin and sucking on it, eliciting a small moan out of your lips.
His hands slid up to cup your breasts and you whimpered as he squeezed gently, running his thumbs on your sensitive nipples.
"Wow." he lifted up and stared at them, pressing them together and you chuckled. Felix's face became red as you looked at him intently while he played with your nipples.
He gripped the end of your shirt and you nodded so he took it off, his mouth practically watering at the sight of your body. You were left only in your panties and he could already see a wet patch appearing on them.
Felix stared at you making you feel self-conscious for a moment, your arms coming up in an attempt to hide yourself.
"Don't hide, bubby. You look perfect." he gave you a small smile, his hands on your breasts again.
"Lixie." you whispered as your breath got caught in your throat.
"Mm, they're so big." he leaned in closer to your chest. "Please." he whimpered as he massaged them gently.
"Okay. Just be gentle." you said quietly.
"Of course." he said before running his tongue over your sensitive bud.
You whimpered, instantly feeling a wave of hotness run through your body, your pussy dripping and soaking your already damp panties. Felix wrapped his pretty lips around your nipple and started sucking, his eyes fluttering shut in delight as he moaned around you.
You were getting incredibly wet, probably because of your hormones, you were more turned on than ever, your pussy throbbing for to be touched.
"L-Lix." you whined as he gently kissed your breasts, alternating between massaging them and sucking on them.
His hands slid over your belly and he smiled at you.
"You're so beautiful. And strong. You know that?" he said and your eyes watered.
"Stop praising me, I'm gonna cry." you answered, feeling sensitive everywhere.
"If it's happy tears then they're welcome." Felix pressed a kiss on your belly as he rubbed your thighs, his fingers tracing your stretchmarks.
"Is this okay?" he asked and you nodded.
He looked at your bump, almost going cross-eyed from the closeness of it and you stifled a laugh.
"Sorry baby, close your eyes and ears now." he grimaced and you let out a chuckle.
"Gotta make mommy feel good." Felix smirked at you, his hand coming closer to you panties.
He ran his middle finger on your folds and you whimpered, shivering instantly.
"So wet for me, hm?" he looked smug and your legs shook for a moment as you nodded.
"Take them off, please." you whined quietly.
"Anything you want, my sweetheart." Felix said before hooking his fingers in your underwear and sliding it down. He threw it somewhere behind him, his eyes fixed on your pretty pussy.
His brows furrowed as he brought his finger between your folds, going up and down slowly, spreading the wetness on your clit and pressing into it in circular motions. You were so sensitive that you couldn't contain your moans or your middle chasing his touch and Felix observed you, how quickly you were unraveling because of his touch.
"Can I taste you, bubby?" he gave you his puppy eyes and you giggled.
"Sure." you could never say no to that face.
Felix leaned in, the tip of his tongue licking at your clit immediately and you moaned loudly, your hand flying to his hair. He groaned when you gripped the blonde strands, encouraging him to taste you further. He let his tongue slip between your folds as he closed his eyes, enjoying your pussy like it was his last meal ever.
Your legs were shaking, automatically trying to close around his head which you couldn't even see properly because of your bump. You gripped his hair harder as you lifted up a little to see his face, his eyes closed as he kept moaning into you, looking all blissed out giving you pleasure like that.
It made you even more wet to see him enjoying it, his nose brushing against your clit perfectly as he made out with your pussy, pushing his tongue as deep as it can go, fucking you with it while he gripped your thighs.
"I'm- I'm close!" you whimpered, pulling on his hair harshly and making his eyes roll back in his head.
"Cum for me, bubby." Felix groaned, his deep voice even deeper in his arousal as he kept devouring you.
"L-Lix! Lixie!" you almost pulled all his hair out as you gripped hard, your legs closing around his head while you painted his face in your release.
Felix loved it, loved that he made you feel so good that you fell apart against him.
"Mm..." he lapped you up as you shook from your intense orgasm.
"Need more." you whispered, feeling like you were out of your mind in that moment.
"Of course, beautiful. Tell me what you need." Felix hovered over you, ready to make any wish you have come true.
"Y-your fingers." you moaned and he smirked, bringing the tips of his fingers on your folds.
"My fingers? How many?"
"Two." you answered quietly as he kept smirking.
"As you wish." Felix ran them on your wetness before slowly pushing them in. You moaned, gripping at the sheets instantly as you took in the way he looked, all disheveled and worked up from tasting you. A shiver ran down your spine as he pushed in, your pussy taking his fingers with no resistance.
"Fuck, what a good girl you are." Felix groaned as he started moving his fingers inside you, the wet sounds made your ears red in embarrassment.
"Oh you like that?" he smirked as you clenched around him. "You like being called a good girl?"
"Yes." you moaned out, pushing up into his hand as he started fucking you faster, the tips of his fingers finding that special spot quickly.
"What about my good girl?" he emphasized, making you clench around him yet again so he sped up, the force of his arm making you shake.
"Y-yes! Oh my god!" your legs shook as he started quickly flicking his fingertips over your clit while pounding into your sweet spot.
You were starting to see stars as you moaned loudly, and Felix leaned in to suck on your nipple, making it the last straw before you clenched around him and squirted all over his hand.
"Oh." you gasped as Felix looked at you.
"That's so hot." he groaned.
"Lixie, please." you felt like your mind was gone and all you could think about was his cock filling you up.
"Mm?"
"Please, fuck me." you gripped at his arm and he chuckled.
"Never thought I'd hear my sweet bubby say something so dirty." he chuckled and you smacked his arm, feeling annoyed and needy.
"Never thought this could happen but here we are." you said, pulling him closer with your legs.
Felix chuckled as he took off his underwear, now completely naked and you looked down, mouth watering at the sight of his pretty dick, all hard and leaking just for you.
He saw the way you were looking at it so he pressed his tip on your folds, massaging them a little before slowly pushing his tip in.
"Ah!" you moaned, gripping at the sheets as Felix stretched you, slowly filling you up until he bottomed out.
"You feel perfect around me, bubby." Felix groaned as he leaned down to kiss you, making you taste yourself on his lips and tongue.
Your legs wrapped around him and you brought him as close to you as you could.
"Just be careful." you whispered and he smiled, caressing you face as he looked at you lovingly.
"Always." his hands slid down to your hips as he leaned up and started moving inside you slowly, dragging his cock against your velvety walls and making you feel every inch of him claiming you.
Felix hated the fact that your ex had you like this when he didn't deserve to have you at all. He hated that it was your asshole ex who gave you a baby instead of him, the ultimate connection between two lovers.
But when Felix looked down at your face, the way you stared up at him like he hung the stars in the sky, little moans escaping your lips as you gripped at his arms, your tits jiggling with every movement of his hips and your cute baby bump, his heart softened.
He was going to love this baby as if it was his own.
Felix continued fucking you, making you cum three more times as you shook from overstimulation, begging him to just cum inside you.
"Are you sure?" he asked, his cock twitching at the thought.
"Well, I'm already pregnant, we're clean and it's not harmful so yes." you said as he slowed down, trying to keep himself sane.
"Fuck, you really want my cum inside you, hm?" he gripped your hips as he fucked you faster and your pussy clenched around his length.
"Yes- please!" you almost screamed out, your legs holding him in a death grip as he drilled his cock into your fucked out pussy.
"You're so cute like this. But I still wish I could breed this sweet little pussy." he groaned and you gasped.
"Felix!" you couldn't hold it in, squirting around his length as he grunted and fucked you harder.
"Fuck, you like that, huh?" he grabbed your breasts, both of you losing your minds completely.
"Ah yes, please breed me Lixie!" you begged and that was enough to push Felix over the edge as he spilled his hot seed inside you.
You dug your nails into his arms as the two of you rode your high together. Felix slowly pulled out of you, the sight of you laid out under him with his cum dripping out of your spent pussy made him grunt.
"So pretty." he ran his fingers on your folds, gathering his cum and pushing it back in.
"S-sensitive." you whimpered and he pulled his fingers out, bringing them to his lips as he licked at them.
"Wait a sec." Felix then got up as you stared at him, your entire body tingling in bliss. He came back with a warm wet cloth to clean you up, smiling at you the entire time as he kept caressing your soft skin.
"W-what now?" nervousness washed over you and Felix giggled as he tossed the cloth aside before leaning over you, his hands cupping your cheeks.
"I love you, that's what." he said, rubbing his nose against yours.
"I love you too, Lixie but... the baby, I don't wanna be a burden to you." suddenly your eyes teared up as sadness washed over you. "It's not even your responsibility to care about my baby."
He quickly shook his head, running his thumbs on your cheeks and catching your tears.
"You and your baby will never be a burden, because I love them as if they were mine. Maybe it's not my responsibility, but it's my pleasure." he said as he pressed gentle kisses on your lips.
"R-really? You wanna help me raise my baby?" your lips trembled as more tears raced down your cheeks.
"Of course, I wanna be here for you and the baby one hundred percent. I- I've always loved you, y/n. I beat myself up every day for not stepping in when your ex was basically holding you captive and abusing you."
"It's not your fault, Lix. I was dumb and naive, I was blind. He fed me sweet lies and I believed him, there was nothing you could say back then that would make me leave. I was stuck." you sat up, grabbing his hands in yours.
"I still feel like I should've protected you." he sighed.
"You're here now." you reassured him with a genuine smile and he searched your eyes for a moment before his face broke into the signature smile that reaches his eyes and warms up your soul.
"I am. And I don't plan on going anywhere." Felix leaned in to kiss you lovingly before pulling you into a hug, his hand caressing your head soothingly.
"I'm scared, Lixie." you whispered as you held onto him.
"Of what?" he asked as he kissed your temple.
"All of this. The baby, I'm almost half-way through my pregnancy and they're coming soon. I'm actually gonna be someone's mom."
"You're gonna be a wonderful mom, bubby. And you won't be doing any of it alone, I'm with you every step of the way." Felix said and the dam broke as you started crying again.
"I love you so much, Lixie." you held onto him like he was your lifeline.
"I love you more." Felix said as he kissed you and though you couldn't know exactly how he felt on the inside, you believed him.
Sitting at the doctor's office as Felix squeezed your hand, you anticipated the news you've been waiting to hear for some time now.
"Congratulations, you have a perfectly healthy baby girl." the doctor smiled at you as you gasped.
"Oh." your heart swelled, now you could start making a list of names and imagine yourself with your daughter.
"That's wonderful news! Thank you, doctor." Felix smiled as you sat there speechless, thinking about the precious life growing inside you.
"Are you okay, bubby?" Felix asked as you were silent while walking to his car.
"Just realized this is becoming more real every day. Now I can imagine myself with her, I can give her a name. I'm happy." you concluded and Felix chuckled as he caressed your cheek.
"I'm happy too." he pecked your lips. "How about we go on a date to celebrate tonight?"
"Sure, I'd love that." you nodded with a smile.
Felix and you have been officially dating for a few weeks now, and you felt so safe and relaxed with him, craving his presence more and more every day.
Of course he took you out on dates, the two of you took romantic strolls in the park, bringing some food to have a picnic there, you went to the movies and sat in the love seat, cuddling the entire time and hit the best cafés in town but you never went on a fancy date.
You had one pretty dress you were saving up for a nice occasion, it hung in the back of your closet in the guest room. You had no idea if you could even put it on now but you were willing to try.
Luckily the material was stretchy and you only filled it up more, your breasts almost spilling out of it and you chuckled to yourself, knowing Felix will definitely appreciate the sight.
"Bubby, are you ready?" you heard him yell from the living room.
"Be right there!" you yelled back, looking at your reflection one more time. You were satisfied with the way you looked, pregnancy glow was a real thing and Felix kept reminding you how beautiful everything about you is every single day, adding on to the smile on your face.
"Oh, sweetheart." Felix's eyes widened when you walked into the living room.
"Is it okay?" you asked, fidgeting with your bag.
"Okay?" he chuckled. "You're absolutely breathtaking." he came closer to you, his hands sliding on your hips to your waist and belly as he caressed it gently.
He smirked suddenly, his hands cupping your breasts.
"Lixie." you chuckled, smacking his arm with your little bag and he laughed.
"Sorry, I just wanna rub my face there." he bit on his lip. "One squeeze?" Felix pouted at you cutely, batting his long eyelashes, the little menace.
"Just one." you warned and he nodded, gripping your breasts as he leaned in to kiss you roughly, his tongue swirling around yours hungrily.
When he leaned back you were breathless.
"Let's go or we will never leave." you chuckled.
"Fine." he whined playfully as the two of you made your way out.
-
Dinner was fun, finally sharing a nice meal out with Felix felt so rewarding as the two of you reminisced of high school and college days.
You realized he was there with you the entire time, he never insulted you, never yelled at you, never made you feel less than, he always made you feel so truly happy, always thinking of your needs and preferences. You've never met a man like Felix and you were thankful to have him in your life.
You wanted to show him how thankful you were as soon as you got home, your hormones were raging lately and you were constantly horny which was fun for the both of you (maybe not for the baby).
Felix was so cute to you, always hovering over you with his adorable smile and silly antics, he was like a little kitten rubbing against you whenever he could.
That was the case as soon as you sat down on the couch, he nuzzled his face between your breasts immediately.
"Mm." he sighed happily, rubbing his cheek against you as he placed his hand on your tummy.
"Having a good time?" you chuckled, caressing his head and he nodded.
"Let me make it even better."
You grabbed his face, bringing his lips to yours as you kissed him. Felix melted into you instantly, his hands on your breasts like always as he squeezed them and played with your nipples gently.
You gripped his hair, leaning his head back as you started kissing his neck and Felix whined deeply, the sound creating vibrations against your lips.
You kept kissing him, your hands roaming on his abs as you pushed them under his shirt, before sliding your hand down and gripping his bulge.
"Y/n." Felix moaned against your lips.
You smirked, leaning back as you unbuckled his pants and slowly slid down to your knees between his legs.
Felix gasped in shock, hands flying to grab your shoulders instantly.
"What are you doing?!"
"Showing you my appreciation." you kept smirking.
"Bubby please, you don't have to do that. I don't want you to kneel if it's uncomfortable or painful."
"Felix. I'm pregnant, not made of glass." you chuckled as you palmed him and you could see him losing his resolve as he melted under your touch.
"F-fine but if it's too much, stop any time. Don't think you have to do that to appreciate me." he gave you a small smirk as he cupped your chin. "It's enough when you lay all pretty for me and let me worship you." he added and you almost moaned out loud as your pussy clenched, slick gathering on your already soaked panties.
"I know but I wanna worship you too." you said, your voice becoming raspy from arousal.
"I won't stop you." he snickered as he lifted his hips so you could strip him.
You licked your lips at the sight of his cock, hooking your arms under his thighs as you brought him closer to the edge of the couch. Felix squealed from the strength you pulled him with, his cock twitching when your breath hit the leaky tip.
You leaned in closer as you wrapped your fingers around the base of his cock, your tongue on his slit, catching the beads of precum and savoring the salty taste of him. Felix held onto the the edge of the couch, nails digging into the material as you swirled your tongue around his tip before wrapping your lips around him. He groaned, his eyes full of lust as he looked down at you and you kept your eyes on him, taking more of his length in and enjoying the feeling of his hardness on your tongue.
Felix was holding back, you saw the way he was biting on his lip, his breaths ragged as he fisted at the couch cover. You slid down more, bobbing your head up and down slowly as you reached out to grab his hand. You placed his hand on your head as you moaned around him, encouraging him to relax and enjoy.
He let out a moan as he gripped your hair, your eyes fluttering shut as you sped up on his cock, fondling his sensitive balls with your hand.
"Mm, y/n." Felix groaned and you looked up at him. His was was flushed, a thin sheen of sweat on his forehead, his lips swollen because he was biting on them the entire time. Your pussy clenched at the sight of him as you continued sucking on him, determinded to make him cum in your mouth.
"Oh my god, bubby!" Felix exclaimed, his hips moving up on their own accord, his legs shaking as you bobbed your head up and down faster. He pulled on your hair making you moan around him and you gripped his balls, massaging them while your tongue swiped over the vein on his pretty cock.
"I-I'm gonna cum!" he tried to pry you off but you swatted his hand away, your brows furrowed as you whined, sliding down until your nose was buried in his pubes, the tip of his cock hitting the back of your throat.
"Shit!" Felix twitched, groaning loudly as he spilled his hot seed down your throat and you swallowed every single drop.
You leaned back, releasing his dick with a pop and pressing a little kiss on the tip as you caressed his thighs.
"Give me a sec." he leaned back on the couch, breathing hard and squeezing his eyes shut a few times in an attempt to come to his senses.
"You okay?" you giggled.
"Ruined. But perfect. Thank you for that." he sat up, grabbing your face and caressing your cheeks.
"You're amazing, you know that?" he added and you chuckled.
"I know. Now help me get up." you said and he gasped, quickly scrambling to stand up.
"Are your knees okay?" Felix panicked immediately and you smiled at him.
"They're fine, the rug is soft." you answered and he let out a breath.
"Good. Now, let's go to our room so I can return the favor." he smirked.
-
"We should buy some baby stuff soon." Felix said as he caressed you. You were lying on your side, the only comfortable position now, a pillow between your knees as Felix spooned you.
"Mhm. Maybe we could go shopping tomorrow."
"Yes. I was thinking... We can make the guest room into a baby room." he said, pressing a kiss to your neck.
You turned slightly to look at him, your heart fluttering.
"Really? You would do that?" you asked, your eyes teary instantly.
"I would do anything for you and your baby." he whispered with a sweet smile on his face.
"Our baby." you whispered back and his eyes widened for a moment before he chuckled happily.
"I love you so much, y/n." he kissed you gently.
"And I love you, baby." he added, sliding down to kiss your belly as you giggled.
"We love you too, Lixie."
Entering your third trimester, you were a mess. The mood swings were strong and you felt so emotional all of the time and that coupled with the pain in your body made you cry one afternoon while Felix was at work.
You kept thinking about him and how sweet he was to you, how much he loved you and how he always put you and your baby first. You thought about your daughter and how she will be in your arms soon, your mind spinning with negative thoughts of what could go wrong an if you'll even be able to handle this.
"I'm home!" you heard Felix come in after some time but you didn't want to move.
"Bubby?" Felix searched for you, he heard sniffles coming from your room and his heart squeezed inside his chest.
"Sweetheart, what's wrong?" he approached you cautiously as you looked up at him all teary-eyed.
"I'm scared." you whispered and he was by your side instantly. You sat up and he wrapped his arms around you, soothing you as he caressed your hair.
"I don't know if I will be able to do this. If I'm fit to be a mom. Like what if she doesn't love me?" you whimpered and Felix looked at you, softly wiping your tears away.
"Of course she will love you, you're her mommy. And you will be the best mommy ever, I'm not just saying that because I love you, it's a fact."
"I don't deserve you." you cried harder and Felix shushed you immediately.
"Yes you do, bubby. We were made for each other. I don't even want to imagine my life without you. I've wanted this for so long, to be with you and to be able to call you mine. I've always dreamed of having a family with you and maybe this isn't the most regular way to start one but you know I love her like she is my own daughter." Felix said, his hands on your belly. "Oh, she's kicking."
"Yes, into my ribs." you said, both of you chuckling then. "You really mean all that?"
Felix smiled suddenly, sliding down to his knee and you gasped as your eyes widened.
"Lixie, what are you doing?" your heart started beating fast.
"This is not how I wanted to do it, I wanted to make it romantic with a ring and all." he started. "But, I can't wait anymore. I know we started dating only a few months ago but I've loved you since the day I laid eyes on you and maybe even before, in some other life. So, will you make me the happiest man alive and marry me?"
Your heart skipped a beat as fresh tears slid down your cheeks.
"Oh, Lixie." you grabbed at him. "Yes, a million times yes!" you said and he laughed happily, his eyes filled with tears too.
"I love you." you said in between the sweet kisses he showered you with.
"I love you, bubby."
"I just feel bad sometimes, you're doing all this for me and I'm not even working or doing anything to help out." you said and Felix scoffed.
"Working while pregnant? Not on my watch, bubby. You need to rest and focus on our baby. I will do everything else, I enjoy it so don't worry about not helping because the only thing I need is your love. As cheesy as this sounds, it gives me wings and nothing is hard to do when I know you appreciate it." Felix pressed a kiss to your forehead.
"I'm going to cry again." you sniffled, grabbing at his shirt.
"If it's happy tears, I've done well."
-
You decided not to wait anymore and get married as soon as possible, you had no doubts whatsoever in your mind, you knew that Felix was your person just how he was sure that the two of you were soulmates. You had a small wedding with just your family and close friends, keeping it simple due to your pregnancy.
"You look beautiful today." Felix said as soon as you got home after a little celebratory dinner.
"You tell me that every day." you chuckled, plopping down on the couch, making Felix laugh at your cuteness.
He kneeled to help you take your shoes off.
"Are your feet in pain?" he asked and you nodded with a pout. "Don't worry, bubby. I'll give you a massage."
"Come here for a sec." you waved your hand and he stood up before plopping down next to you.
"What's up?" Felix looked at you, a contemplative look on your face and a small smile spreading on your lips.
"I just need a minute to process that we are married now." you said and he chuckled, his hand finding yours, fingers entwined.
"Suits you well. To be Mrs Lee Felix." he smirked, bringing your hand to his lips and pressing a kiss into your skin.
"Don't say it like that." you whined.
"Why?" he chuckled.
"Because I'm already out of my head horny for you." you looked at him. "Hubby." you smirked and he sputtered.
"Let's just go to our room." he wiggled his eyebrows, making you laugh.
"Help me up." you reached your hands towards him and he grabbed them, lifting you and leading you to your room.
Felix helped you strip before he laid you down, his eyes raking all over your body as he took you in.
"I'm gonna worship you for the rest of my life, wifey." he said as he stripped and kneeled between your legs.
"Me too." your breath hitched as soon as he put his hands on you, running them up and down your inner thighs, coaxing you to spread your legs more. His hand slid up to your core, thumb brushing against your puffy clit, making you whimper.
He slid his fingertips on your wet pussy, leaning down to kiss and lick at your nipples.
"Felix." you moaned, hands tangling in his hair, gripping him to ground yourself.
He grunted around your nipple and started sucking on it harder, slowly pushing his fingers iniside you.
"L-Lixie. Can we change the position?" you stopped him and he lifted up immediately with a smile.
"Anything to make you more comfortable, bubby."
You slowly turned on all fours, the only position that was pleasant lately and Felix ran his hands on your back.
"You okay, love?" he asked, pressing a gentle kiss to your shoulder.
"Mhm." you leaned back into him, his cock brushing against your skin and twitching.
"Someone's eager." Felix smirked behind you, grabbing handfuls of your ass.
"Stop messing around, I'm horny." you whined, your pussy dripping with arousal. He never answered so you were about to turn around but then you felt the tip of his cock on your wet lips.
"Mm." you melted into the bed as he filled you up slowly.
"Like this, bubby?" Felix teased, dragging his cock inside you slowly, one hand on your hip and the other on your back.
"Harder." you said breathlessly.
"Harder, hm?" he gripped your ass, but continued moving his hips slowly.
"Please!" you cried out and he leaned over you to whisper in your ear.
"As you wish." his breath tickled and before you could gather your senses Felix gripped your hips and set a relentless pace, shaking your entire body as his hips slapped into you.
"Oh my god." you gasped, grabbing at the bedsheets while he fucked you into tomorrow.
"My sweet wife." Felix grunted, giving you a little slap on your ass and making your pussy clench.
"I'll give you another baby, you know?" he leaned in to whisper in your ear again, the tone of his voice even lower than usually.
"Ah, yes!" you groaned as he tangled his fingers in your hair and pulled.
"You want that?" his other hand grabbed at your breast, squeezing it harshly.
"Y-yes! Yes!" your mind was foggy and all you could do was agree as you came around him, your pussy gripping his cock.
"You'll be mine forever." Felix practically growled while he gripped at you, fucking you even harder as he chased his high.
"Forever. My husband." you moaned and Felix snapped, whimpering in your ear as he pushed deep inside you, filling you up with his warm cum.
He continued fucking into your slowly as he rode his orgasm, making you cum once again.
When he pulled out you laid on your side with him behind you, and he propped himself on his elbow, peering down at you.
"Are you okay?" he caressed you face as you smiled at him.
"Perfect." Felix kissed you and the two of you cuddled for some time before you decided to clean up.
"You're really thinking about another baby already?" you chuckled when you laid back in bed to sleep and Felix's face became red as he sputtered.
"W-well I want to have a family with you." he said sheepishly and you melted. "Plus, you're so cute when your pregnant." he added with a smirk and you smacked his arm.
"Shut up."
Your baby's arrival was nearing and Felix was doting on you until the end. He cooked for you, gave you massages, prepared you baths, he did everything he could to make this exhausting time as comfortable as it can be.
You had fun together, watching movies and playing videogames from the comfort of your home. Felix wanted you to be happy and feel good about yourself.
He even painted and built the baby's room together with some friends who helped him out and when it was done he proudly showed off his handiwork. You started crying immediately as you were touched and Felix was there to comfort you.
"This is wonderful, Lixie. I love you." you sobbed.
"Love you the most, bubby." he kissed your tears away, like he always did.
-
"God, I want this baby out of me. I can't do this anymore." you whined one day, close to your due date. Everything was ready, your overnight bag, the baby's room and of course Felix, who was buzzing constantly.
"You know sex can induce labor." he smirked at you while you laid on bed together and you threw a pillow at him.
"Anything to get into my panties, hm?"
"What? I just wanna love on my beautiful wife." he looked at you with a smug smile.
"Beautiful?" you scoffed. "I look like a whale."
"A very sexy and alluring whale." Felix said with a serious face and you gasped before bursting out into laughter.
"You're dumb." you nudged him with your foot and he slid closer to you.
"Dumb in love." he smirked as you rolled your eyes at him.
He grabbed your hands in his gently, staring at you adoringly.
The vibe in the room shifted as Felix started kissing your knuckles slowly, while keeping his eyes on yours the entire time.
"You were serious about fucking?" you chuckled.
"Not fucking. Making love to my wife." he smirked as he leaned up to kiss you.
"Cheesy." you chuckled against his lips.
"Only if you're okay with it. If not I will leave you alone. Might cry a little but I'll be fine." he pouted and you giggled.
"I'm okay with it. Just be quick, I wanna nap soon." you said, making Felix laugh.
It was cute, every day spent with you in a domestic setting made his heart overflow with happiness. He had fantasized about being yours for the longest time, never knowing just how happy he would be.
You were happy too, happiest you've ever been. Even though you still had doubts and fears about being a mom, everything was easier with Felix by your side. He gave you the right amount of comfort and support, he loved you more than anyone ever had before.
All the shitty things you went through, your strained relationship with your parents, your horrible ex, the sadness that existed inside you was now exchanged for a happiness you couldn't express in words.
-
Felix was sitting in your room, right in the middle of a game with his friends when you appeared on the doorstep.
"Felix." you said.
"Yeah, bubby? I'll be done in a minute." he didn't turn around, too concentrated on his screen.
"You gotta be done now. My water just broke."
With that, Felix's head snapped in your direction, his eyes widened as he scrambled to get up.
"Guys, gotta go. About to become a daddy." he quickly said into the mic before running to you.
"I'll grab your bag." he said, his voice shaking in panic as you started to feel the pain.
Felix drove to the hospital quickly, probably running over a few red lights.
"I can't do this!" you screamed as soon as you were situated in the hospital.
"Yes, you can bubby! Just hold my hand, okay? Break my fingers if you need to." Felix tried to be encouraging but you gave him a look.
"I'll break more than just your fingers." you threatened before screaming in agony.
Felix screamed with you, mostly because you were actually crushing his hand.
When it was time to push, Felix nearly fainted multiple times, especially when he leaned in to see the baby's head coming out.
"Oh my god." he squealed, the nurses giving him a look as you almost pulled his arm off by yanking him away from the sight.
"Stop looking." you groaned, not wanting him to pass out for real.
Felix concentrated on encouraging you as much as he could and before long, the nurse finally placed your daughter in your arms.
The feelings swirling within you couldn't be explained in mere words as you stared at the life you had created.
"Wow, she's beautiful. She looks just like you." Felix's eyes were wide as he stared at her, his heart swelling inside his chest.
"You wanna hold her?" you asked and Felix swallowed before nodding a little.
"She's so tiny, I'm afraid I'll break her." he gasped when he took her in his arms.
"You won't." you smiled at the sight, Felix holding your daughter and looking at her with so much adoration in his eyes.
You couldn't wait to go home and start your new life, just the three of you, your own little family.
-
The adjusment was hard at first, everything felt surreal and the time was going by too quickly. Your daughter was already almost 5 months old and you were wondering how the hell did all that time pass.
Felix was the most helpful husband you could ask for, everything he promised he'd do weren't just empty words and you were eternally grateful to have him.
One afternoon as you put your daughter into her crib for a nap, a knock came on the door.
Felix was in the living room and he stood up to open it just as you walked in. Both you and Felix were shocked to see your ex boyfriend standing there. You weren't expecting to see him ever again, an uneasy feeling spreading all over your body as your feet got stuck in the floor.
"What the hell are you doing here?" Felix was fuming immediately.
"I- I realized I was wrong. I want to have a family with you, y/n. I've been miserable since you left." he craned his neck trying to look at you but Felix stepped in, standing straight in front of your ex.
"It's a little late for that, buddy." Felix showed the guy his wedding ring with a smirk on his face and your ex gasped.
"You got married? To him?" he scoffed suddenly.
"I suggest you leave now." Felix ignored him as you stood there, still unsure of what to do or say.
"What a slut you are." your ex smirked and Felix snapped, quickly manhandling the bastard down to his knees as he twisted his arm back and placed his foot on your ex's back.
He yelped as you gasped, never seeing Felix this mad.
"Don't talk about her like that, scum. You never deserved her. If I ever see you anywhere near my wife or my baby I will fucking kill you." Felix growled, pressing his foot harder into his back.
"Do you understand?" he pulled on his arm, almost popping it out of place as your ex moaned in pain.
"I understand." he said through gritted teeth.
"Do you really?"
"Felix, it's okay." you intervened, not wanting him to go too far.
"I understand, alright!" your ex yelled annoyingly and Felix finally let him go as he scrambled to get up.
"Fuck the both of you." he spat before leaving and Felix watched him drive away before he turned to you, his expression softening.
"You okay?" he asked after closing and locking the door.
"God, that was so hot." you threw your arms around his neck and Felix's eyes widened as he chuckled.
"Really?" he asked and you let out a laugh as he circled his arms around you, pulling you closer to his body.
"Mhm. My sexy husband." you wiggled your eyebrows as he blushed.
"Does the sexy husband get a reward from his beautiful wife?" he smirked.
"Why of course." you chuckled, leading him to your room.
"Are you sure? We haven't since- you know. I don't wanna hurt you." Felix shook his head quickly.
"I know you'll be gentle." you said, caressing his face and tracing his pretty freckles with your fingertips.
Felix smiled softly at you, leaning in to kiss you sweetly.
"We have only while she naps though." you said as the both of your started stripping.
"Okay quick but gentle." Felix nodded, making you laugh.
You were about to strip completely, when you stopped, biting on your lip.
"What's wrong?" your husband came up to you, his hands running up and down soothingly on your arms.
"My body is completely changed. And well, it could get messy."
"I like messy." Felix smirked and you shook your head with a smile. "You have no reason to be insecure with me. I love you even more than I did before. I admire you so much, you're my everything y/n. And you'll always be sexy to me."
"Felix." your lips trembled as your eyes filled with tears but he was quick to kiss them away. "I love you so much." you breathed out between kisses as his hands traveled under your shirt before he pulled it off.
The way he looked at you erased any insecurity in your mind, Felix was mesmerized, his eyes full of love and lust.
"Lay down for me." he said quietly and you smirked.
"No, I wanna be on top."
"Oh." Felix's cock twitched, straining against his boxers painfully. "Whatever you want, bubby." he licked his lips, no thoughts behind his eyes whatsoever as he kept staring at your full tits.
You pushed him down on the bed, stripping him out of his underwear so you could have all of him on display for you to play with.
You crashed your lips into his before kissing his jaw and his neck, your lips traveling on his skin, touching every precious freckle. Your nipples kept brushing against him and Felix whined, pushing his cock up towards you.
His hand flew to the back of your neck as he brought your face to his, kissing you again.
"Ah!" he groaned when your fingers wrapped around his length, giving him a few pumps as you observed his face, twisted in pleasure.
You hovered over him and he gasped.
"You're so good to me, bubby. I'm so lucky to have you." he whimpered as you ran his tip on your wet cunt.
"I'm the one who's lucky. I get to use this cock whenever I want." you smirked as you pushed the tip between your folds.
"Oh my god." Felix groaned, pushing up towards your heat. "Yes, yes, use me whenever you want!"
You slowly slid down on him and sat still, adjusting to the feeling of him inside you after some time. Felix kept staring at your tits and you smirked.
"You want these?" you grabbed them gently, jiggling them a little and you felt him twitch inside you.
"P-please. Can I- can I taste it?" he gave you his puppy eyes and you clenched at the thought.
"You wanna taste my milk?" you asked and Felix panicked.
"N-no, I'm sorry, I don't know why I said that! I'm sorry if that's weird, you totally don't have to." he sat up a little, his cock brushing against your sweet spot.
"I want you to." you said and he stared at you, his eyes wide.
"Really?"
"Yeah. Come on. Wrap your lips around it." you leaned over him, your breasts in his face and he whined as you dripped around his cock, slowly moving your hips in circles.
"Y/n." Felix moaned before giving your nipple a few kitten licks then wrapping his lips around it.
You gasped as he started sucking greedily, the taste of your sweet milk making him become rock hard inside you. Felix moaned as he swallowed, grabbing at your breast and squeezing it.
"L-Lixie!" you moaned loudly as he flipped you over, fucking into you, his hands on your breasts and lips around your nipple, drinking from you.
He couldn't get enough, fucking you with a semi-fast pace as he kept sucking on your tits. You felt so aroused, your body sensitive and you came, squirting around his cock.
"Fuck, bubby!" Felix licked at his lips, his eyes rolling back as he pulled out, jerking his cock until he came, ropes of white cum landing on your tummy and chest. You pouted at him, grabbing at his arm.
"Why didn't you finish inside?"
"I had to pull out or I'd get you pregnant again." he groaned and you giggled, biting on your lip.
"So what?"
"Baby, don't tempt me." Felix whined and you chuckled. "You should take some time to heal."
"I love that you're so caring but sometimes I wish you were just a little bit inconsiderate." you teased as he brought you into his chest, cuddling with you.
Felix laughed, the sound shaking your body as he held you close.
"Okay, I'll be a bad boy next time and forget to pull out." he smirked.
"Mhm." you smirked back and leaned in to kiss just as your daughter started crying.
"She's awake and hungry." you sat up and Felix kissed your shoulder before leaning his chin on it.
"I might be hungry for something sweet later too." he smirked and you smacked him as he laughed.
"I'm sure you will be."
-
Fall came around and with it all of the pretty colors had painted the leaves, it was your and Felix's favorite sight to see so you decided to go on a little stroll to the park with your daughter.
Felix pushed the stroller as you held onto his arm, taking in the scenery around you and the fresh air smelling of rain about to fall.
"What are you thinking about?" Felix asked.
"You. How happy we are." you smiled as you looked at him.
"I'm so happy." he smiled back sweetly and your daughter fussed a little.
"She's growing so quickly." you sighed wistfully and Felix nodded.
"She is. We can always make another baby." he added and you chuckled.
"I'd love that."
Later that afternoon, the rain poured outside as you sat under a warm cozy blanket with your loving husband and your sweet daughter, safe from any harm. You couldn't imagine a better life than this.
And it was all thanks to Felix loving you and making you love yourself again as the scars on your heart healed one by one.
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the other thing I find very funny about trying to write a canon compliant wol is taking all the wolship hints extremely seriously.
I don't really wolship because I'm just fundamentally not that kind of fan. But I know for those who are, the sheer number of romance hints FFXIV throws at you can be overwhelming to parse in a context where you have a preferred/intended wolship, particularly if you're not attracted to the gender the hints are coming from in the first place (a particular tip of the hat to wlw fans navigating the g'raha of it all). I've seen plenty of people write around them or write them out or be like "no aymeric was for real inviting my wol to a nice platonic zero-subtext dinner," and God bless all of you.
But it's really funny to imagine them all as all-too-real but unreciprocated or perhaps unreciprocatable. The sheer scale of it is comedy. Spoilers for all of FFXIV follow.
Oh God, the Lord Speaker wants to have dinner, just the two of us, at his family estate and not a government building. I hope he doesn't bring up his crush on me. Thal's balls he's about to bring it upâoh thank God there's an emergency. Oh no someone got hurt! Oh no it's the teenage girl with a crush on me.
Your life is a cosmic joke. You watch the Sultana get poisoned and all your friends probably die to save your life and it's kind of all your fault in some ways, I mean at the very least you should've spoken up when they gave the teenager a private army, and then the teenage boy speaks up and is like, "hey, I guess we have at least one ally. What about if we go visit that guy who is really obviously down unbelievably bad for you and wants to lick the sweat off of you." and you have to be like, yeah, Alphinaud. Great idea. Let's do it. I'll call him.
(brief interlude: also haurchefant's DEATH hits so good if you don't reciprocate. It's okay. He gets it. You're going through a lot and even if you had time to sort through your feelings maybe you're just not into him. That would be okay! You can love someone, or the idea of someone, without needing it to be romantically reciprocated. That's chivalric, even. Knightly. So he won't ask you to lie to him and say you love him as he lies dying in your arms. He's not so low as all that. But could you smile for him as you used to? That true hero's smile of yours. And you do, and he dies. And you both know he died for a lie, in a way, or a flight of fancy. And he's okay with that. Are you? Should you be? Should he?)
Then you're into Stormblood and it's like wow, okay. That last part was all high fantasy, of course there were loyal knights and elegant princes. But this is war. Imperialism. Grim business, surely there's no wayâoh no BOTH handsome young revolutionary leaders seem to have a special interest in you?! And so does the Crown Prince of the Empire? Come on, man. I should get to do the whole horrors of war thing without having to also deal with this. Gaius sucked and it was weird that he let his foster daughter run around being openly obsessed with him but at least he never made it my problem.
You can't even get away from it across dimensions. Shadowbringers is a horror story about going on a teambuilding camping trip with your work colleagues for some reason except they all suddenly got really hot and they keep touching you affectionately on the shoulder and being like "I care for you and your happiness. Truly." And also you're being stalked for the whole camping trip by two old men who are obsessed with you. The false climax of the story is that the one old man tries to betray you and give a dramatic monologue about how he loves you but the two of you are doomed by the narrative and then the other old man shoots him in the back like "no actually its MY turn to betray them and give a dramatic monologue about how our love is doomed by the narrative." Then the real climax is old man #1 backstabbing old man #2 in the middle of said monologue before old man #2 dies and gives ANOTHER wistful monologue about his doomed love. Then for the patches they're like okay so we have this even CRAZIER old man who's gonna strike when you're weak and give a dramatic monoloâ
and that's without even getting into the literal soulmate ghost only you can see
my warrior of light never felt more betrayed than in that scene where Y'shtola is like "haha Alisaie and G'raha have crushes on the warrior of light." Like I thought we were COOL, Y'shtola! I work here! This situation is already in such a delicate balance! Right when I got here I met Alisaie's "friend from work" who was like oh haha so YOU'RE the one she can't stop talking about and we never followed up on that because the woman died horrifically like five minutes later right in front of us! Then when Vauthry got away and we had to do all that shit with the dwarves, G'raha kept pausing every ten minutes to be like oooooh I'm so old I'm gonna die soon...at least I got to spend some time with some people who are really important to me...in fact here's what I'd tell the person who's most important to me...actually u know them really well haha. And I just had to sit there and be like wow, dude, crazy.
even in the face of apocalypse you still gotta go back in time like 12,000 years and there's somewhere there who makes you sit and listen to his story which is that the purpose of his whole godlike immortal life was to be in a throuple with you and old man #2 from the camping trip. and you just gotta sit there the whole time knowing you/your past life is the one who broke up the throuple over politics. He's like come help me harangue the old man into streaking in public, he'll do it if you ask.
then you meet and fight and kill God and you gotta turn to the team and be like hey sorry guys can you give me a sec. I'm gonna call God by her real name because we met one time for like four days and after that the promise of meeting me again was one of the things that sustained her through her millennia of suffering. Not like that but like. Idk. Just gimme a sec!
It's a relief when you finally get to Lahabrea and he's like actually I still don't fuck with your vibe. Like thank GOD.
And my WoL is very obviously dad-shaped so Dawntrail had a very specific energy for me but I understand that for plenty of people your deepening rapport with Wuk Lamat had a romantic subtext (same for Koana depending on how you read a few of his lines). And personally I think it's the height of comedy to be like, noooo, babe, your highness, I know you and your brother the king are in love with me and want me to stick around and support you emotionally through this governmental transition haha. But it's just...the cursed wineglass, babe. I GOTTA go figure out what's up with this cursed wineglass.
It's a running gag in some of the more optional content that people are like "you have an unreasonable number of hobbies and side gigs" to the WoL from time to time. But if every time you tried picking up a new hobby some new elf started baring their soul to you, you too would be like Hey Jessie (or sometimes Krile or Tataru), my good friend who is one of the only people in my life who knows what professional ethics and work-life boundaries are, any chance you need muscle on a gig on the other side of the world? Ideally with only Cid and his ex so all libidinal energy in the room is directed towards machinery or someone who isn't me?
ironically one of the only places you get a break from psychosexual obsession is the nier content
#ffxiv#endwalker spoilers#dawntrail spoilers#shadowbringers spoilers#heavensward spoilers#stormblood spoilers#meta: durai report#warrior of light ffxiv
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Game of Persistence
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Continuation of this
Warning = smutđ, stalking(?), consistently calling you, obsessive behaviour, posessive behaviour
Pairing = Salesman x reader
Word count = 2.4k words
Summary = He wonât stop calling, showing up at your door, and dragging you deeper into his world. Despite you rejecting him constantly, the tension between you builds, and soon, you canât resist.
A/N = Idek where the story is going lol
You stir awake, your head heavy, and the world seems unclear⊠only for a moment. And slowly, your senses start coming back to you, and the realization⊠that something feels... off. The warm, familiar smell of your room should be comforting, but it isn't. It feels like a completely different room despite nothing different.
You blink against the dim morning light coming from the blinds, your body sluggish as you sit up on the bed. The covers feel too thick and heavy, and for a while you don't recognize the space around you. The soft hum of a nearby appliance fills the silence, but thereâs something unnerving⊠something wrong.
Then you spotted a small black card with the words âCall meâ and a phone number behind it written in white ink. You stare at the card for a long moment, the words sinking deeper into your mind. Call me.
The idea of making the call terrifies you, but at the same time, there's an almost magnetic pull to it. What could it mean? Who left it? Why now?
But somehow you worked up the courage to dial the number. Your hands were shaking as you picked up your phone. Your heart raced as you pressed each number, the beeps almost deafening in the otherwise quiet room. The final digit feels like it echoes in your mind, each beep growing a sense of dread in your chest. Once the last number is entered, your thumb hovers over the call button for a second, and for a brief moment, you question if you should do it or not.
But the pull is too strong. You canât stop yourself now.
You tap the button.
The phone rings, each tone stretching out longer than the last. Your anxiety spikes as you wait for someone to pick up, but the line is eerily silent. The seconds drag on like hours, and you find yourself holding your breath, wondering if this was a mistake.
Then, just as you start to convince yourself you should hang up, the call connects.
A deep, calm voice answers on the other end. âYou called. Good.â
Your throat tightens. Thereâs something unsettlingly calm in the voice, as if they expected you to call all along.
âWho is this?â you manage to croak, your voice barely above a whisper.
âItâs me, the salesman you were with last night,â the voice says, smooth and unbothered, as though you shouldâve known exactly who they were. "I trust you remember our little chat."
Your mind races, struggling to recall any conversation from the previous night. Salesman? What did they mean? The last thing you remember was... nothing. Blank spaces where details shouldâve been.
âIâm the ddakji guy,â he adds, almost like it should be obvious.
Goodness, how could you forget about him? The pieces click together in your mind, and the memories return with sharp clarity: a strange man, a paper game, and a promise of something... more. Why is he calling?
You try to shake off the rising panic inside you, but itâs quite hard to ignore. âWhat do you want?â you ask with a shaky voice.
âIâll explain everything to you, just wait for me,â he says.Â
â
You stayed in your apartment, anxiously waiting for the manâs arrival. Hours seemed to go by as the weight of the situation slowly got heavier, each passing minute making you question if you had made the right choice.
And then, just like that, there was a knock at your door.
Knock, knock, knock.
It was the same consecutive three knocks like last night, the one youâd heard in your memory that you now couldnât shake. Your pulse quickened as you stood frozen for a moment, hand hovering near the door.
You took a deep breath, steeling yourself. There was no turning back now.
You opened the door, and there he was. The salesman. His calm demeanor was exactly as you remembered, almost like he had been expecting this, expecting you to open the door.
"Good," he said with a smile, his voice calm and confident. "I was wondering when you'd open the door."
You stepped back, not sure how to respond, and he walked in without waiting for permission, as if he had already been invited.
His eyes scanned the room briefly before returning to you. "Letâs get to it," he said, his voice low and steady. He seemed to have all the time in the world, despite the growing tension between you.
Over the next few hours, he spent his time explaining the whole operation to you. He explained how it worked, the roles, and how you were needed to help with what he called âSquid Game.â It wasnât anything like youâd imagined. No deadly challenges, no players, just a whole system that needed people behind the scenes. Workers like you.
"...are you drunk?" you ask him, your confusion growing with every word.
He looks up at you, disbelief slowly appearing on his face, before letting out a sigh. "No, I'm not," he replies calmly, his eyes staying focused. He continues explaining.Â
"I donât even know what youâre talking about," you say, still processing what heâs saying. "You want me to... work for you? In this weird game thing?"
âYes, exactly,â he says, like itâs the most obvious thing in the world. âBut not as a player. Youâll be like me, recruiting players.â
You stare at him, trying to piece it all together. "I donât get it. Why me?"
He leans back slightly, eyeing you carefully. "Because youâre perfect for the job. You have the skills we need. This isnât a game you can just walk away from once youâre involved. Itâs bigger than that."
You look at him, speechless for a moment. You hadnât signed up for any of this, yet somehow it felt like the decision was being taken out of your hands. Despite yourself, the thought of turning it down feels... impossible.
âI donât know...â you trail off, feeling the weight of the situation settle around you.
He doesnât push. He simply nods, signalling that he understands you need time to think. "You donât have to decide right now. But when youâre ready, Iâll be waiting."
As he turns to leave, the silence in the room feels heavier as ever. His words linger in your mind, leaving you to wonder if saying no was really an option anymore.
â
The days following the encounter with the salesman feel like they drag on endlessly. You spend your time replaying everything he told you in your mind, and try to make sense of it but you never quite got it. Every time your phone rings, your heart skips a beat, a small part of you hoping it's him, yet dreading it at the same time.
And then, it happens.
The first call comes the next morning.
Your phone lights up, and before you can even check the phone number, you already know who it is. You hesitate before answering, your thumb hovering over the green button. It's him again.
You take a deep breath and pick up the phone.
"Hello?" you say, your voice tight with tension.
"You ready yet?" His voice comes through, calm as ever, but there's something unsettling in the way he asks. It's almost like he knew youâd pick up.
You feel a wave of frustration bubble up inside you. "You canât be serious," you mutter under your breath.
But he doesnât miss a beat. "Iâm serious. Youâre perfect for the job, and you know it. You beat me all those times. All you need to do is just step up. Iâll be back tomorrow. We need to move forward."
Before you can respond, he hangs up.
The call leaves you with a bitter taste in your mouth, a knot in your stomach. You didnât ask for this, yet it feels like youâre being dragged deeper into something you canât escape.
â
The next day, the phone rings again. It's him. Same number and the same calm voice.
"Did you think about it?" he asks, his tone light, almost too casual. "Have you made up your mind?"
You press your palm to your forehead, the frustration building. "Youâve got to be kidding me. I told you I wasnât interested."
"You can keep saying that," he responds, "but deep down, you know youâre in this whether you want to be or not. Iâll be back tomorrow, and weâll talk again. Youâll see."
And just like that, the call ends.
â
Day after day, the calls keep coming. Every time you think youâve had enough, the phone rings, and heâs there, as persistent as ever. His voice is calm, almost soothing in its insistence. Sometimes he asks if youâve thought it over, other times he just reminds you that you canât get out.
It feels like an unrelenting pressure, each call more invasive than the last. His confidence doesnât waver, and you begin to wonder if you ever had a choice at all.
One day, you finally snap.
"Why wonât you leave me alone?" you ask, your voice trembling with a mix of anger and fear. "Iâve told you no every single time and you just keep calling. What the hell is wrong with you?"
Thereâs a pause on the other end. Then, he answers, his voice almost too calm.
"Because I know youâre not done yet. And I donât give up. Not on people like you."
âAll I did was beat you in ddakji!!â you screamed at the top of your lungs.Â
âBut⊠we need you to help us,â he responds, still calm as ever.
âNo you donât. Leave me alone.â you angrily say before hanging up.Â
â
The knock comes again.
Knock, knock, knock.
Itâs always the same, as though he knows exactly when youâre expecting him and when youâre not. You don't even flinch this time. The uncertainty from the first visit is long gone. Now itâs a horrible feeling and you have no idea why. Youâve made your mind up. Heâs coming, and this time, you wonât shy away from it.
You walk to the door, your pulse quickening. The room feels smaller now, the air thicker. You open it without hesitation.
There he stands, still wearing the same smooth, calm demeanor as before, but thereâs something different this time. His intense eyes⊠they donât just survey the space. Theyâre on you. The air between you both feels charged.
âHello,â he says, the words almost too casual, too smooth. He steps inside, and without invitation like he usually does. He walks past you, invading the space of your room. Youâre not really sure if you want him here in your room, but thereâs an undeniable attraction in your chest for him. Itâs like youâre being tugged toward him despite your better judgment.
"I didnât think youâd let me in today," he says, voice dripping with a quiet, smug satisfaction.
You can feel your heart pounding as he steps closer, his eyes locking onto yours with that same unnerving confidence. The tension in the air is almost palpable.
âWhy are you here?â you ask, your voice low but trembling with a mixture of frustration and something else you refuse to acknowledge. You feel like youâve been backed into a corner, but this time... you donât mind it.
âI told you,â he murmurs, stepping closer. âYou canât escape it. We both know itâs been leading to this.â
His hands brush against yours as he walks past you again, casually reaching up to close the door behind him. The click of the lock sounds louder than it should.
"You donât know how badly I wanted to hear you say that," he says, his voice low and controlled, the same calmness thatâs always unnerved you. "Say it. Say you want this."
Your breath catches in your throat, the words sticking, but something inside you makes the decision for you. "I want this," you whisper, almost against your will, the admission slipping out before you can stop it.
His smile widens, and thatâs when you see it. The stupid satisfaction in his eyes, the knowing, predatory glint. Heâs been waiting for this. And now, so are you.
Without another word, his hand finds your wrist, pulling you toward him with an undeniable force. You stumble but donât resist. You never do.
His lips meet yours. The kiss was slow, deliberate, almost too gentle for a man whoâs spent days pushing you into a dark corner. You hesitate for only a second before your body starts to react, betraying your mind.
You can feel him smile against your lips as you kiss back, your pulse racing. His hand slides up your spine, pulling you flush against him. His other hand snakes around your waist, pressing you harder against him, your chest rising and falling in uneven breaths.
âYouâve been waiting for this,â he whispers between kisses, his voice darker now. His hands roamânever rushing, but never giving you a chance to catch your breath. âAdmit it.â
You shake your head, but the words come out anyway. âI didnât want this. Iââ You cut yourself off with a moan as he presses his hips against you, his body heat radiating through his clothes.
âDonât lie,â he murmurs against your skin, trailing kisses along your neck, his lips brushing so delicately that it sends a shiver down your spine. âYou wanted it the moment you picked up that phone.â
Your hands move on their own, reaching for him, for more of the feeling. Or whatever it is thatâs coursing through your veins. The lines of whatâs right and wrong blur, and all you know is that you canât stop now.
He pulls back, looking into your eyes as he unbuttons your shirt, each move deliberate. He watches your expression carefully, gauging your reactions like a predator. âSay it again,â he demands, his voice sharp. âTell me you want this.â
Your body betrays you as you breathe, âI want this.â
A soft laugh escapes him, dark and pleased. âGood.â
His hands move quickly, and in the next breath, your clothes are discarded, the cold air hitting your bare skin. But the sensation of his hands on you, the heat of his touch⊠itâs enough to set your whole body on fire.
He leans in, his lips brushing your ear, his voice barely a whisper. âI told you that youâd never be able to walk away from this. Iâll make sure you never want to.â
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Mastermind
Oscar Piastri x Bearman!Reader
Summary: all it takes is one glance for Oscar to realize that he will do anything and everything to make you his
Warnings: 18+ content, stalking, obsession, manipulation, baby-trapping, isolation, and possessiveness
Note: This was written in early August before Williams dropped Logan, so yeah ⊠heâs still on the grid here đ«Ł
Oscar spots you from across the pit lane.
Itâs quick â a glimpse through the crowd as someone shifts out of his line of sight. Youâre laughing at something Ollie says, your head tilted back just enough for the sunlight to catch the highlights in your hair. The world goes blurry for a second, narrowing until the noise of the paddock fades into a dull hum. All he can see is you.
Oscar swallows hard. He feels his pulse spike, the rush of adrenaline making his skin buzz. This isnât like him. Heâs calm, composed â always. But now, everything is different.
Youâre different.
Before he knows it, his feet are moving. He barely registers the McLaren orange on his sleeves, or the fact that heâs walking away from his garage. His mind is fixated. Ollie. Thatâs Ollieâs sister. But no â thatâs not right. Youâre not just anyoneâs sister. No, youâre more than that.
Oscar adjusts his cap as he nears the Haas garage, forcing a relaxed smile. His heart races, but he tells himself heâs got this. Just be normal. Be charming.
âOllie!â He calls out, raising his voice enough to draw both your attention. He claps a hand on the younger driverâs shoulder, giving it a friendly shake. âLittle brother, you ready for another battle?â
Ollie laughs, glancing up at him with that wide grin of his. âMate, youâre in for it this weekend. Iâve been practicing.â
âPracticing losing, maybe,â Oscar jokes, his eyes flickering quickly back to you. Youâre watching the exchange with quiet amusement, arms crossed, your smile lingering just on the edge of your lips.
Oscarâs chest tightens.
âWhoâs this?â He asks, pretending he doesnât already know, doesnât already feel that magnetic pull dragging him closer to you.
Ollie blinks, then his grin grows even wider. âOh, right! Oscar, this is my sister. Sheâs visiting for the weekend.â
Oscar holds out his hand to you, his smile growing softer, warmer. âOscar. Nice to meet you.â
You hesitate for a split second before your hand meets his, and he swears thereâs something electric in that brief touch. Itâs enough to send his mind spiraling.
He clears his throat. âSo, Ollieâs your brother, huh? Guess that means youâre stuck rooting for Haas, then.â He flashes a crooked grin, playful but sharp.
You laugh, and itâs a sound that makes his head spin. âSomeoneâs got to support him.â
âFair enough.â Oscar glances sideways at Ollie, whoâs now distracted, talking to a mechanic. Perfect. He steps just a little closer to you, lowering his voice. âIâve got to ask, do you have Instagram? You know, to keep up with the team rivalry.â
You raise an eyebrow, amused, but nod, reaching for your phone. âSure. Let me-â
Oscar shakes his head, holding out his hand instead. âHere, Iâll do it. Faster that way.â He smiles again, all casual charm, and you hand over your phone without a second thought.
His fingers move quickly over the screen, but his mind is faster. In one fluid motion, he taps his own account to follow, sends himself your location tracking, then deletes the text before you even turn your head back toward Ollie. A small thrill rushes through him. Itâs too easy.
While his thumb hovers over the block button for a split second, he hesitates. But then â click. One by one, he begins blocking every single driver from your Instagram. Leclerc, Norris, Sainz, Verstappen, Gasly â all of them.
Except Ollie, of course. Canât make it obvious.
âHere you go.â He hands the phone back to you, his expression unreadable. âFollowed myself. Now you can keep up with McLarenâs winning ways.â
You chuckle, glancing down at the screen. âGuess Iâll have to.â
Oscarâs smile grows just a little wider, though thereâs something darker underneath it now. You have no idea whatâs happening, and thatâs what makes it so perfect.
He steps back, casually running a hand through his hair, eyes flickering between you and Ollie. âSo, whatâs the plan after the race? Celebrating Ollieâs big debut?â
âMaybe,â you say, glancing toward your brother. âDepends on how the weekend goes.â
Oscar chuckles, but his mind is already ten steps ahead. He imagines what itâll be like â keeping track of you, knowing where you are, who youâre with. No more late-night chats with Charles, no more casual likes on Pierreâs posts. Heâs cut all of that off. Itâs just him now.
And Ollie, of course.
âYou should come by the McLaren garage sometime,â Oscar suggests, as if itâs an afterthought. âSee what winning looks like up close.â
Your laugh comes out again, soft and effortless. âIâll think about it.â
âGood.â He nods, satisfied. He doesnât need an answer now. Heâs got time. After all, youâre already in his orbit, whether you realize it or not.
As Ollie turns back toward you, Oscar claps him on the back again, the easy smile never leaving his face. âCatch you on the track, little brother.â
Ollie grins. âDonât get too confident.â
Oscar chuckles, throwing a quick glance your way before starting to walk back to his garage. His pulse is still racing, but itâs no longer out of nerves. Itâs excitement. Anticipation.
He can already feel the control slipping into place. And the best part is, youâll never even see it coming.
***
Oscar's phone buzzes. Heâs been checking it religiously since the race ended â since he watched you leave the paddock, smiling and laughing with Ollie. His fingers swipe across the screen, and the familiar icon on the tracking app flashes.
Youâre still in town.
He watches the blue dot settle into the shape of the mall on the outskirts of the city. Of course, youâre still here. His pulse quickens again, that familiar rush of adrenaline mixing with something darker, more possessive.
He taps Logan on the shoulder, dragging his friendâs attention away from whatever nonsense heâs scrolling through.
âWeâre going out,â Oscar says, already walking toward the exit. He doesnât wait for Logan to answer.
âUh, out where?â Logan calls after him, jogging to catch up. âOscar? Whatâs the rush?â
Oscar doesnât answer. Not yet. Heâs focused on the image in his mind â you, walking through the mall, maybe stopping at a coffee shop. Youâre close. Heâs so close.
They pull into the parking lot within minutes. Loganâs still shooting him confused glances, but Oscar keeps his face impassive. Calm. They walk into the mall, a hum of noise surrounding them, and Oscar checks his phone again, tracking your dot.
It moves.
He moves with it.
âOscar, seriously, what are we doing here?â Logan asks, his voice edging on frustration now. âI didnât sign up for some weird stalking mission.â
Oscar stops in front of a shop, glancing back at him with a raised eyebrow. âYou donât have to come if you donât want to.â
Logan huffs, but follows, as usual. âWhatever, man.â
Oscar keeps walking. He knows exactly where you are. The entrance to Victoriaâs Secret looms in front of him, and Logan freezes at the door.
âVictoriaâs Secret?â Logan groans, his face scrunching up like a kid. âWhy are we in Victoriaâs Secret?â
Oscar doesnât even look at him. His eyes flick to his phone again, and then to the aisles in front of him. âYou can go if you want.â
Logan huffs but follows, albeit reluctantly. âDude, you donât even have a girlfriend. What are we doing here?â
Oscar ignores the comment, eyes darting between shelves of lacy bras and bright pink displays. Heâs searching. Your dot says youâre close. His heart races, a thrill creeping up his spine as he rounds the corner of an aisle.
And then-
He sees you.
Youâre standing near the back of the store, holding up something light and silky, completely oblivious to the two drivers now lurking awkwardly nearby. Oscarâs breath catches in his throat, and for a moment, he just watches. He feels like a predator lying in wait. Every part of him hums with anticipation.
Logan, on the other hand, is shifting nervously beside him. âIâm not sure I want to be seen in here, dude. This is weird.â
Oscar glances at him, impatience bubbling to the surface. âStop being so dramatic.â
âIâm dramatic?â Logan scoffs. âYouâre the one dragging me into a lingerie store for ⊠I donât even know why!â
Before Logan can say anything else, Oscar turns a corner, deliberately walking right into your line of sight.
âOh â Oscar?â
You blink in surprise, eyes widening as you spot him. Your hand drops the item you were holding, and your gaze flits between him and Logan, standing awkwardly behind him.
âHey, Y/N,â Oscar says, his voice casual, but his mind is anything but. He takes a quick step closer to you, closing the gap. âFancy seeing you here.â
You laugh, slightly nervous, shifting the bag on your shoulder. âYeah, um, kind of unexpected to see you here too. Shopping for someone?â
Logan, still half-hidden behind Oscar, canât resist muttering, âHe doesnât even have a girlfriend.â
Oscar shoots him a sharp look. âLogan was just leaving.â
You glance over at Logan, raising an eyebrow. âOh, hi! I donât think weâve met before.â
Logan hesitates, shuffling his feet. âYeah, hi. Iâm Logan-â
âHeâs leaving,â Oscar repeats, this time with more finality. His eyes cut back to Logan, who gives an exaggerated roll of his eyes.
âRight. Sure,â Logan sighs, throwing his hands up in surrender. âIâll see you later, Oscar.â
Oscar waits until Logan has fully disappeared from sight before turning his attention back to you. Youâre watching him, slightly amused, though thereâs a question in your eyes. He steps closer, not too close, but enough that he can smell the faint scent of your perfume.
âSo,â he says, his voice smooth, âWhat brings you here? Shopping for yourself or someone else?â
You glance down at the items in your hands, then back at him, shrugging lightly. âJust browsing, really. Didnât expect to bump into anyone I know.â
âMust be fate, then,â Oscar says, a smile tugging at the corner of his lips. The words come out casually, but inside, thereâs that same rush of possessiveness, the same pull that led him here.
You laugh again, shaking your head. âFate, huh? Or just a coincidence.â
Oscar tilts his head, considering you for a moment. âI donât believe in coincidences.â
Thereâs a beat of silence, your eyes lingering on him. You seem to be weighing something, but then you smile, shifting the bag on your shoulder. âWell, itâs good to see you, Oscar. I didnât think Iâd run into anyone after the race.â
Oscarâs smile tightens, though he keeps his tone light. âYou sticking around long?â
âNot too long,â you reply, glancing briefly at your phone. âIâve got to head back soon, but Iâm just enjoying the day.â
Oscarâs fingers twitch at his side, resisting the urge to check his own phone, to confirm that youâre exactly where he wants you to be. Instead, he steps back, giving you just enough space to make it seem like heâs relaxed, like heâs not hanging on every word you say.
âMind if I join you for a bit?â Oscar asks, his voice carefully casual. He doesnât wait for an answer, stepping into the aisle next to you, pretending to look at the same display.
You seem caught off guard but not enough to refuse. âSure, if you want.â
Oscar picks up a random item, pretending to examine it. Heâs not really paying attention to what it is, though. His focus is entirely on you, on the way you move, the way you glance at your phone every now and then, the way your eyes occasionally flicker toward him.
âSo,â you say after a moment, âYou and Logan ⊠shopping together?â
Oscar chuckles, shaking his head. âNot really. Heâs just ⊠along for the ride.â
You smile, nodding slowly. âSeems like he wasnât thrilled about being in here.â
âLoganâs dramatic,â Oscar replies, with a dismissive wave of his hand. âHeâll get over it.â
Thereâs another pause, and Oscar feels the tension building again, the weight of your proximity pulling at him. He wants to ask you more â where youâre going next, when youâre leaving â but he knows he has to be careful. He canât come off too strong. Not yet.
Instead, he lets the conversation drift naturally, keeps the tone light and friendly. But his mind never stops calculating, never stops tracking. Every time you glance at your phone, he feels a surge of satisfaction, knowing he has access to your every move.
He watches as you shift, clearly ready to leave. âI should probably get going,â you say, and Oscarâs pulse quickens. He doesnât want this moment to end, but he nods, forcing a smile.
âOf course. Iâll see you around?â
You smile back, though thereâs a touch of uncertainty in your eyes. âYeah, sure. Maybe.â
Oscar watches as you walk away, his gaze lingering on your figure until you disappear from view. Only then does he let out a breath he didnât realize he was holding.
He checks his phone again, and the tracking app shows your blue dot moving toward the exit. He smiles to himself, slipping the phone back into his pocket. You may be leaving now, but heâs not worried.
He knows where youâll be.
***
Oscar doesnât let the weeks slip by without checking your location. Even when Ollie tells him youâre swamped with studying, too busy with exams and papers, Oscar makes sure to stay in your orbit. He keeps an eye on your social media, scrolling through your updates whenever youâre too quiet. Ollie had said youâd be missing a few races, but that doesnât stop Oscar from obsessively checking if youâll change your mind.
When you finally show up again, Oscar knows he has to do something.
Itâs a Sunday evening, post-race celebrations in full swing, and the paddock is buzzing with energy. The team has secured a decent result, and everyoneâs heading out for drinks. Oscar doesnât pay much attention to the others, though. His focus sharpens the moment you step back into the paddock. The sight of you stirs something inside him â a mixture of relief, desire, and that possessive need to keep you close.
He watches you laugh with Ollie, light and carefree, but something in him clenches tight. Youâve been gone too long. Youâve been out of reach.
Oscar walks over casually, making sure not to rush. He joins the group, slapping Ollie on the back. âGood race, mate.â
Ollie grins. âThanks, man! Glad to see youâre joining us tonight.â
âWouldnât miss it,â Oscar replies, but his eyes are already sliding over to you. âHey, Y/N. Long time no see.â
You turn to him, smiling. âHey, Oscar. Yeah, itâs been a while.â
His heart beats a little faster at the sound of your voice, but he keeps his expression easy, friendly. âMissed the last few races. What, university got you too busy?â
You nod, rolling your eyes. âExams. And assignments. Itâs been brutal.â
âWell, glad you could finally escape,â Oscar says smoothly. âYou deserve a drink after all that.â
You laugh. âDefinitely. Iâm ready to unwind.â
Oscar smiles, but itâs calculated. Heâs been waiting for this, for a chance to get you alone, to push the boundaries without seeming too eager. Tonight, he thinks. Tonight is his opportunity.
The group spills out into the nearest bar, and Oscar stays close, keeping you within armâs reach. He listens, joins in the laughter when necessary, but his mind is fixated on you. As the night wears on, he subtly makes sure your drink never stays empty.
âHere,â he says, handing you another cocktail as you chat with some of the other drivers. âThought you might like this one.â
You accept it, smiling brightly. âThanks, Oscar. Youâre keeping track of me, huh?â
He laughs, playing it off. âJust making sure youâre having a good time.â
You sip the drink, and Oscar watches you closely. He keeps the drinks coming, letting the alcohol blur your edges, just enough to make you relaxed, to make you lean a little more into him. As the night stretches on, youâre laughing more freely, leaning against his shoulder as you talk.
At one point, Ollie comes over, ruffling your hair. âYou alright, Y/N? Youâre not overdoing it, are you?â
âIâm fine,â you giggle, waving him off. âJust having fun.â
Ollie frowns for a moment, glancing at Oscar. âKeep an eye on her, mate, will you? She hasnât been out in a while.â
âDonât worry,â Oscar says, giving Ollie a reassuring smile. âIâve got her.â
Ollie nods and heads back to the others, leaving you and Oscar standing at the bar. You sway slightly on your feet, and Oscar catches you with an arm around your waist, steadying you.
âYou good?" He asks, voice low, but thereâs something possessive in the way his arm tightens around you.
âYeah,â you mumble, blinking up at him. âJust ⊠a little dizzy.â
He doesnât let the moment slip. âMaybe we should get you back to the hotel. Youâve had a lot to drink.â
You nod, not protesting as he guides you toward the door, his arm still firmly around you. âYeah, maybe thatâs a good idea.â
The walk back to the hotel is a blur for you, but for Oscar, itâs calculated. Each step brings him closer to what heâs been waiting for, his mind racing as he holds you close. Youâre pliant in his arms, leaning against him, trusting him to take care of you.
When they reach the hotel room, Oscar is careful. He leads you inside, gently sitting you down on the edge of the bed.
âLetâs get you more comfortable,â he says softly, pulling a t-shirt from his bag and a pair of boxers.
You nod weakly, eyes half-lidded as the alcohol takes its toll. Oscarâs movements are precise, steady. He helps you out of your clothes, taking his time to slip his t-shirt over your head, careful not to rush or seem out of place. It feels natural, almost routine in his mind.
Youâre barely aware of whatâs happening, muttering something incoherent as he finishes dressing you. Oscar tucks you into the bed, smoothing the blankets over you, his heart pounding in his chest. He stands there for a moment, just watching you, his mind buzzing with the sight of you in his clothes, in his bed.
Itâs perfect. Exactly how he imagined.
He climbs into the bed beside you, careful not to disturb you too much. He slips an arm around your waist, pulling you close, his chest pressing against your back. You donât stir much, just a soft sigh escaping your lips as you settle into his embrace.
Oscar lies there, staring at the ceiling, his mind racing. This is what heâs wanted â this moment where youâre completely his, where no one else can interfere, where he has you all to himself.
Youâre finally here, in his arms.
And heâs not going to let you go.
***
Oscar wakes up to the soft warmth of you pressed against him. The first thing he registers is how still the room is â just the sound of your steady breathing and the faint hum of the hotelâs air conditioning. His eyes flutter open, but he quickly closes them again, pretending to still be asleep.
This is perfect. His arm is wrapped around your waist, your body tucked neatly against his, your head resting near his shoulder. The morning light filters in softly through the curtains, casting a faint glow over the room, but Oscar doesnât move. He lies there, completely still, savoring the moment. Every beat of his heart feels like a reminder that this is exactly where he wants to be, where you should be.
He shifts slightly, making it seem like he's just repositioning in his sleep. You stir, but you donât pull away, and that gives him an almost dangerous thrill. He lets his arm hold you just a little tighter, the curve of your body fitting perfectly into his side. He could stay like this forever, if youâd let him.
He imagines whatâll happen when you wake up. How youâll look at him, maybe embarrassed, maybe a little confused, but heâs already thought of everything. Heâs been playing this scenario in his head since last night â how to ease your mind, how to make sure you stay close to him, how to keep you trusting him.
But then you move again, more consciously this time. Your breathing changes, and Oscar can feel you tense up against him. Youâre waking up.
âMm,â you murmur, your voice groggy and confused. âWhere âŠâ
Oscar keeps his breathing steady, pretending heâs still asleep as you shift, and then â then, you freeze.
âOh my God,â you whisper, the panic in your voice immediate. You start pulling away from him, the bed shifting as you try to get out of his grasp. âOh my God, where am I?â
Oscar lets out a soft, groggy sound, pretending to wake up. âHuh?" He blinks, feigning confusion as he rubs his eyes. âY/N?â
Youâre sitting up now, staring at him with wide eyes, clutching the blanket to your chest. âOscar? What ⊠What am I doing here?â
Oscar pushes himself up slowly, still acting as though heâs just now becoming aware of the situation. âWhoa, hey, itâs okay." He runs a hand through his hair, his expression carefully crafted into one of concern. âYouâre freaking out. Whatâs wrong?â
You look around, panicked. âThis ⊠this isnât my hotel room. And Iâm not-â You glance down at the oversized t-shirt youâre wearing, his t-shirt, and your eyes widen even more. âIâm not in my clothes. Oscar, what happened?â
Oscar frowns, as if heâs just now realizing the gravity of the situation. âYou donât remember?â
You shake your head, clearly distressed. âNo, I ⊠I donât. I remember we were out last night, and then-â You stop, staring at him, and Oscar can see the fear in your eyes. âDid we âŠâ
Oscar immediately shakes his head, his voice gentle but firm. âNo. No, nothing happened. I promise.â
You blink, as if trying to process his words. âThen why am I in your bed? And in your clothes?â
He lets out a soft sigh, as though this situation is just as confusing and frustrating for him. âYou were really drunk last night. I didnât want to leave you alone, and you kept insisting that I stay with you. You didnât want to be in your room by yourself.â
You frown, clearly trying to remember. âI did?â
Oscar nods, his expression sincere. âYeah. I tried to take you to your room, but you wouldnât let me. You said you didnât want to be alone, and you wouldnât take no for an answer.â
Your shoulders relax just slightly, but the tension in the room doesnât fade completely. âBut ⊠why am I wearing your clothes?â
He gives a sheepish smile, rubbing the back of his neck. âYou, uh, spilled your drink all over yourself at the bar. Your clothes were soaked. I didnât think youâd want to sleep in them, so I gave you something of mine to wear. But thatâs all it was, I swear.â
You stare at him for a long moment, still processing everything, but Oscar keeps his expression open, honest, as though heâs just as confused by your panic. He waits for you to respond, watching as the gears in your mind turn, trying to piece together what little you remember from last night.
âNothing happened?" You ask again, your voice softer this time, more uncertain than accusatory.
âNothing,â Oscar repeats, his tone steady. âI wouldnât do that to you. I was just trying to make sure you were safe. I didnât want anyone to take advantage of you.â
You let out a shaky breath, still looking a little dazed, but some of the panic fades from your eyes. âThank you,â you whisper, pulling the blanket tighter around yourself. âIâm sorry, I just ⊠I was scared.â
Oscar reaches out, his hand brushing against your arm in what he hopes is a reassuring gesture. âYou donât have to apologize. I get it. You woke up in a strange place, and itâs confusing. But I promise, I didnât do anything. I just wanted to make sure you were okay.â
You nod, though you still seem a bit unsure, your fingers fidgeting with the edge of the blanket. âI donât remember a lot from last night.â
Oscar smiles softly, keeping his voice calm, comforting. âYou were pretty out of it. But donât worry, Iâve got your back.â
You glance at him, and Oscar can see the relief starting to creep in, even if thereâs still a shadow of doubt lingering in your eyes. He wants to erase that, to make sure you trust him fully. Heâs been so careful, so calculated.
âDo you want me to get you some water?" He asks, trying to shift the mood. âOr coffee? Might help with the hangover.â
You shake your head. âNo, I ⊠I think I just need a minute.â
Oscar nods, watching as you slowly relax, leaning back against the headboard. The panic from earlier is fading, replaced by a quiet uncertainty, but at least youâre not freaking out anymore. Thatâs what matters.
âTake your time,â he says softly, lying back down but making sure to keep a little more distance this time, so you donât feel overwhelmed. âIâm just glad youâre okay.â
You donât say anything for a while, your eyes unfocused as you try to make sense of everything. Oscar waits patiently, his mind buzzing with satisfaction. Everything is going according to plan.
âIâm sorry if I was a mess last night,â you finally say, your voice quiet.
Oscar shakes his head. âDonât be. Weâve all been there.â
You offer him a small, tentative smile, and for the first time since you woke up, Oscar feels like heâs back in control. You trust him again. You believe his story.
And thatâs all he needs.
***
The morning sun is gentle, casting a soft glow over the city as Oscar walks beside you toward a quaint cafĂ©. The quiet hum of the streets and the casual murmur of early-morning conversations float through the air. Oscar glances at you from the corner of his eye, making sure to keep his expression neutral, though inside heâs thrumming with satisfaction. Youâre here. Youâre with him.
When you reach the café, Oscar pulls the door open for you, letting you step inside first. The smell of freshly brewed coffee and pastries greets you as you both head toward a small table by the window.
âThis place is cute,â you say, settling into your chair and giving Oscar a small smile.
âYeah,â Oscar replies, sitting across from you. âI come here sometimes. Itâs quiet.â
You nod, glancing down at the menu, though Oscar can tell youâre still a bit distracted. Probably still processing everything from this morning. He wonders if youâre thinking about how you woke up in his bed, wrapped in his clothes. He hopes you are.
A waiter comes by, and you both order â something light, an avocado toast for you, a croissant and tea for Oscar. Once the waiter leaves, thereâs a comfortable silence that settles between you, but Oscarâs mind is already moving ahead, planning the next steps.
He keeps his expression casual, focusing on his tea when it arrives, but his mind is focused on how to bring up what heâs about to say. It has to seem natural, like itâs something heâs been hesitating to share, something thatâs been weighing on him. He knows how to play this. Heâs been thinking about it since last night.
âSo,â you say, breaking the silence, âthank you again for looking after me last night. I feel like I owe you big time.â
Oscar looks up from his tea, giving you a small, modest smile. âYou donât owe me anything.â
âNo, seriously,â you insist, shaking your head. âI feel like I should make it up to you somehow. I mean, after everything âŠâ
He glances down at his cup, then back up at you, his expression carefully calculated â just a hint of hesitation, like heâs thinking about something heâs unsure of. Heâs quiet for a beat too long, just enough to make you curious.
âWhat is it?" You ask, tilting your head slightly, a small frown forming on your face.
Oscar lets out a soft sigh, leaning back in his chair. âItâs nothing, really. I was just ⊠thinking.â
âAbout?â
He pauses, pretending to mull over his words, then looks up at you with that same hesitant expression. âWell, I was wondering if maybe youâd want to grab dinner after the next race weekend. You know, just the two of us.â
Your eyes widen slightly in surprise, but then you smile. âOh, yeah, of course! I mean, thatâs the least I can do after everything you did for me last night.â
Oscar feels a surge of satisfaction at your agreement, but he keeps his smile small, almost shy, as though he wasnât expecting you to say yes. âYou sure? I donât want you to feel like you have to or anything.â
You shake your head, laughing lightly. âNo, Iâd love to. Honestly, I think itâd be fun.â
Oscar nods, letting his smile widen just a bit more. âGreat. Iâm looking forward to it.â
You go back to your food, but Oscar keeps watching you, waiting for the right moment. He knows youâll push him if he stays quiet for long enough. And, right on cue, you glance back up at him, noticing the way heâs fidgeting slightly with his cup.
âIs there something else?" You ask, raising an eyebrow.
Oscarâs face shifts into something more serious, and he looks down at his tea, his fingers tracing the rim of the cup. âI ⊠donât really know if I should say this.â
Your expression changes, concern flickering across your face. âWhat is it? You can tell me.â
He waits a beat, making it seem like heâs struggling with whether or not to share whatâs on his mind. Then, finally, he sighs and leans forward slightly, lowering his voice.
âI overheard something last night,â he says slowly. âAt the bar.â
You frown, your attention now fully on him. âWhat did you hear?â
Oscar takes a deep breath, acting like heâs debating whether or not to continue. Then, he glances around the cafĂ©, as if checking to make sure no one is listening, before speaking again.
âI heard Lando and Carlos talking,â he says, keeping his voice low. âAbout ⊠about you.â
Your eyes widen slightly in confusion. âMe? What were they saying?â
Oscar hesitates for just a moment longer, then continues, his tone carefully concerned. âThey were talking about how they both wanted to ⊠get with you. Like, in bed.â
Your face goes still, shock settling in as you stare at him, clearly not expecting that. âWhat?â
Oscar looks down at his cup again, pretending to be uncomfortable with the conversation, even though heâs reveling in your reaction. âYeah. They were making some kind of bet about who could sleep with you first.â
Your shock turns into disbelief, your brow furrowing as you try to process what heâs telling you. âNo. Thereâs no way. They wouldnât âŠâ
âIâm sorry,â Oscar says softly, giving you a sympathetic look. âI didnât want to believe it either, but I heard it. They were laughing about it like it was a game.â
You sit back in your chair, shaking your head slowly. âThatâs ⊠I donât even know what to say. I thought they were my friends.â
Oscar reaches across the table, placing his hand gently on yours. âI didnât want to tell you, but I thought you deserved to know. I donât want you to get hurt.â
Youâre silent for a moment, staring down at the table as you process everything. Oscar watches you closely, waiting for the gratitude to set in. He knows youâll be thankful that heâs the one who told you, that heâs looking out for you.
Finally, you look up at him, your eyes filled with a mix of shock and appreciation. âThank you for telling me, Oscar. I canât believe they would do something like that.â
He nods, keeping his expression serious. âI just donât want anyone to take advantage of you. You deserve better than that.â
You squeeze his hand gently, your face softening. âIâm really glad youâre looking out for me.â
Oscar smiles, though he hides it behind his cup of tea, taking a sip to cover the smirk that threatens to break through. Everything is falling into place perfectly.
âAlways,â he says softly, setting the cup down. âIâve got your back.â
You smile at him again, a little more at ease now, but still clearly shaken by what heâs told you. Oscar can see the wheels turning in your mind, the doubt settling in about Lando and Carlos. Heâs planted the seed, and now he just has to let it grow.
âDo you want to go for a walk after this?â Oscar suggests, leaning back in his chair. âMight help clear your head a bit.â
You nod, still looking a bit dazed. âYeah, that sounds nice.â
Oscar stands up, tossing a few bills on the table to cover the check, then walks around to your side of the table, offering you his hand. You take it without hesitation, and Oscar feels a surge of satisfaction as your fingers intertwine with his.
As you both step out of the cafĂ© and into the sunlight, Oscar keeps his grip on your hand firm, his thumb brushing gently over your knuckles. You trust him now, more than ever. And thatâs exactly what he wants.
***
The restaurant is elegant but not over the top, with dim lighting that casts a warm glow across the white linen tablecloths. A single candle flickers in the center of the table, casting soft shadows on your face as you smile across at Oscar. Heâs chosen the place carefully, making sure everything is just right â quiet, intimate, with a menu that he knows youâll love.
Oscar watches you as you glance over the menu, your eyes lighting up at the descriptions of the dishes. He smiles to himself, pleased with how everything is going. Heâs dressed carefully tonight â dark trousers, a crisp white shirt with the sleeves rolled up just enough to be casual but still neat, and his hair combed back, but not too perfectly. He wants to seem effortlessly handsome, like he didnât try too hard, even though he spent nearly an hour making sure every detail was right.
âWhat do you think?â Oscar asks, nodding toward the menu. âAnything catching your eye?â
You glance up, your smile widening. âEverything looks amazing. I canât decide.â
âTake your time,â Oscar says, leaning back in his chair, though his gaze never leaves you. âNo rush.â
The waiter comes by, a young guy in his mid-twenties, wearing a crisp black shirt and slacks. Heâs polite, offering you both water and asking if youâre ready to order. You ask a few questions about the menu, and Oscar notices the way the waiterâs eyes keep drifting to the neckline of your dress, his gaze lingering just a second too long. Oscar feels a flicker of irritation, but he pushes it down. Itâs nothing. Heâll handle it.
You finally decide on a dish, and Oscar orders something simple, letting you take the lead. The waiter scribbles down your order, his eyes darting to you again as he gives a small smile, then he turns and walks away.
Oscarâs smile tightens, but he says nothing, keeping his focus on you. âIâm glad youâre here with me tonight.â
You blush slightly, fiddling with the edge of your napkin. âMe too. This place is lovely.â
Oscar leans forward slightly, his voice lowering. âI wanted it to be special for you.â
You look up at him, your eyes softening. âIt is. Youâre always so thoughtful, Oscar.â
He reaches across the table, his fingers brushing lightly against yours. âI just want to make you happy.â
You smile again, and Oscar feels a rush of satisfaction. Heâs got you right where he wants you â relaxed, comfortable, completely unaware of anything outside this moment.
The waiter returns with the drinks, and as he sets the glass in front of you, Oscar notices again the way his gaze drops to your dress. This time, thereâs a hint of a smirk on the waiterâs lips, and Oscar feels the irritation flare up again, hotter this time.
Oscar keeps his face calm, though, his voice even as he thanks the waiter. But inside, heâs already planning. He knows heâll have to deal with this, and soon. He wonât let anyone disrespect you, not even in the smallest way.
The conversation between you and Oscar flows easily, light and filled with laughter. He keeps his attention on you, listening intently as you talk about your week, sharing stories and little moments that make you smile. Oscar loves the way your eyes light up when youâre happy, the way your laugh makes him feel like everything is right in the world.
But every time the waiter returns to the table, Oscar feels that simmering irritation build again. The guy is too friendly, too familiar, and Oscar doesnât miss the way the waiterâs gaze lingers on you, or the way he stands just a little too close when he pours your wine.
Oscar clenches his jaw, his hand tightening around his glass. He keeps his smile in place, but inside, heâs seething. He wonât let this go unchecked. Not tonight.
After dinner, when the waiter brings the check, Oscar immediately reaches for it, waving off your protests with a smile.
âPlease, let me,â you say, reaching for your purse. âAt least let me split it with you.â
Oscar shakes his head, already pulling out his card. âNo way. This is my treat.â
You sigh but donât push it, and Oscar smiles at you, his hand brushing yours as he takes the bill. âI wanted to do this for you.â
You smile back, your eyes warm with gratitude. âThank you, Oscar. Youâre too good to me.â
Oscar nods, his smile widening. âYou deserve it.â
As the waiter returns to take the bill, Oscarâs expression doesnât change, but his mind is already made up. He hands over the card, waiting for the transaction to go through. Once the waiter leaves, Oscar turns to you, his voice gentle.
âIâm just going to step out for a moment,â he says, standing up. âIâll be right back.â
You nod, still smiling. âTake your time.â
Oscar walks away from the table, his movements calm and unhurried, but as soon as heâs out of your sight, his pace quickens. He knows exactly where the waiter will be â by the order screen near the back, where the staff places their orders.
And just as he thought, the waiter is there, inputting another tableâs order, completely unaware of Oscarâs approach. Oscarâs steps are silent as he moves closer, his eyes narrowing as he watches the waiter, who is oblivious to the danger behind him.
Without a word, Oscar reaches out, grabbing the back of the waiterâs shirt in a tight grip. The waiter barely has time to react before Oscarâs other hand clamps over his mouth, muffling the startled gasp.
Oscar pulls the waiter back, dragging him through a narrow corridor toward the back entrance of the restaurant. The waiter struggles, his hands trying to pry Oscarâs fingers away from his mouth, but Oscar is stronger, his grip unyielding.
When they reach the back door, Oscar shoves it open with his foot, dragging the waiter outside into the dimly lit alley. He slams the door shut behind them, the noise echoing in the empty space.
The waiterâs eyes are wide with fear as he looks at Oscar, who finally releases his hold on the guyâs mouth but keeps a firm grip on his shirt. The waiter tries to speak, but Oscar cuts him off, his voice low and menacing.
âDonât even think about screaming,â Oscar warns, his eyes dark with anger. âYou think I didnât notice the way you were looking at her? The way you were acting? Youâre going to regret that.â
The waiter stammers, trying to back away, but Oscar doesnât let him. Instead, he pulls the guy closer, his voice cold as he speaks.
âYouâre never going to look at her again. Youâre never going to speak to her again. Do you understand?â
The waiter nods frantically, his face pale. âI-Iâm sorry, I didnât mean-â
Oscar doesnât let him finish. He throws a punch, his fist connecting with the waiterâs jaw with a sickening crack. The waiter stumbles back, clutching his face, but Oscar doesnât stop. He grabs the guy again, slamming him against the wall, his voice dangerously quiet.
âIf I ever see you near her again, Iâll make sure you never see anything again. Got it?â
The waiter nods again, blood trickling from the corner of his mouth. âI-I got it, man. Iâm sorry, I swear.â
Oscar finally releases him, watching as the waiter stumbles away, his hand still pressed to his bleeding mouth. Oscarâs breathing is heavy, but his anger is starting to subside. Heâs done what he needed to do. The guy wonât bother you again.
Oscar takes a moment to calm himself, running a hand through his hair to smooth it back into place. He glances down at his hands, noticing the small splatter of blood on his knuckles and quickly wipes it off on the side of his trousers. He checks his reflection in the small mirror beside the door, making sure thereâs no sign of the confrontation.
Once heâs satisfied that he looks as composed as he did before, Oscar heads back inside the restaurant. He makes a quick stop in the bathroom, washing his hands and straightening his shirt, then takes a deep breath before walking back to your table.
When he returns, youâre sitting exactly where he left you, a small smile on your face as you look up at him.
âEverything okay?" You ask, your voice light and teasing. âYou were gone for a while.â
Oscar smiles, sitting back down across from you. âYeah, just ran into someone I knew. Took a bit longer than I expected.â
You nod, completely unaware of what just happened, and Oscar feels that familiar satisfaction settle in his chest. Youâre safe, and heâs taken care of the problem.
âReady to head out?â Oscar asks, his tone easy and relaxed.
You nod, standing up as Oscar comes around to your side, offering his arm. You take it with a smile, and Oscar leads you out of the restaurant, the cool night air greeting you as you step outside.
As you walk down the street together, Oscar keeps his pace slow, his arm securely around yours. Youâre talking about something â maybe the meal, maybe your plans for the next day â but Oscar is only half-listening. His mind is still on what just happened, on the thrill of taking control, of making sure no one can touch whatâs his.
And as you laugh softly at something youâve said, leaning into him, Oscar knows that heâll do whatever it takes to keep it that way. To keep you by his side, safe and completely unaware of what heâs willing to do for you.
Oscar guides you to the car, his hand lightly resting on your lower back as he opens the door for you. You smile up at him, grateful, oblivious to the turmoil beneath his calm exterior. As you settle into the passenger seat, Oscar walks around the front of the car, allowing himself a moment of quiet satisfaction.
Everything is going according to plan. Heâs made sure of it.
Sliding into the driverâs seat, Oscar glances over at you. Youâre still smiling, talking about how great the dinner was, how you canât wait to do this again. And Oscar nods, his smile never faltering.
âWe should,â he says smoothly, his hand resting on the gear shift. âMaybe next time, somewhere even nicer.â
You laugh, shaking your head. âTonight was perfect.â
Oscarâs smile widens, but thereâs a flicker of something darker in his eyes. He knows it was perfect because he made it that way â because he made sure nothing, and no one, could interfere with what he wants. With what heâs claimed.
As the car moves down the quiet streets, you lean back in your seat, your head resting against the window, a soft, contented sigh escaping your lips. Oscar keeps his eyes on the road, but every so often, he glances over at you, his grip on the steering wheel tightening just slightly.
You trust him completely now. You have no idea what heâs done, what heâs capable of. And Oscar intends to keep it that way.
For now, all that matters is that youâre his.
***
Oscar leans against the wall of the Haas garage, his arms crossed over his chest as he watches you. The noise of the paddock fades into the background, and all he sees is you â on the floor, cross-legged, playing with the mechanicâs baby. The baby giggles as you wiggle your fingers in front of him, making soft cooing sounds. Itâs an innocent moment, but to Oscar, itâs something far more profound. Something perfect.
Heâs never seen you like this before, not with a baby, and the sight of it stirs something deep inside him. You look so at ease, so natural, as if holding a child was second nature to you. Oscarâs chest tightens, and his fingers curl into the fabric of his race suit.
The way you smile at the baby, the softness in your eyes, itâs like a revelation to him. Youâre not just beautiful, not just charming or intelligent â youâre maternal. You would be the most incredible mother. His childrenâs mother.
His gaze sharpens, thoughts racing. He imagines you with a child of your own, your smile directed at a little one with your eyes, maybe his nose, or your soft laugh. The image is so vivid it nearly knocks the air from his lungs.
âOscar?â Loganâs voice cuts through his thoughts, but Oscar doesnât move. He barely registers his friendâs voice at all. His entire focus is still locked on you.
Logan follows his line of sight, sees you playing with the baby, and gives Oscar a nudge. âDude, you look like youâre in a trance. Sheâs just playing with a baby.â
Oscar glances at him, annoyed. âYou donât understand,â he mutters, brushing Logan off.
Logan chuckles, shaking his head. âRight, because youâre planning your future family now?â
Oscar doesnât respond, his jaw clenching. He doesnât need Loganâs sarcastic comments, not when heâs this close to figuring out the next step. Logan might think heâs being funny, but he has no idea how serious Oscar is.
Youâre laughing now, and Oscarâs heart skips a beat at the sound. Itâs soft, melodic, like music in his ears. He pushes off the wall, slowly making his way over to you, his eyes never leaving the scene in front of him.
When you notice him approaching, your face lights up, and you wave him over, holding the babyâs hand and waving it in his direction. âOscar, look! Isnât he adorable?â
Oscar forces a smile, trying to keep his composure. âYeah, heâs cute.â
But inside, his thoughts are racing. He wants this â you with a baby. He wants it all. The perfect little family. And now, he knows what he has to do.
He crouches down next to you, his knee brushing against yours as he watches you interact with the baby. For a moment, he lets himself imagine what it would be like if this were your life together. The three of you, the baby on your lap, the two of you sharing quiet, intimate moments like this.
âYouâre really good with him,â Oscar says softly, his voice low enough that only you can hear.
You smile, shrugging modestly. âIâve always loved kids.â
Oscarâs mind whirs at that, his grip on the babyâs toy tightening slightly. Of course, you love kids. Youâd be the perfect mother. Itâs meant to be.
The babyâs mother, the mechanicâs wife, calls for her child, and you gently pass him over, giving him one last little pat on the back. As the baby is carried away, you let out a soft sigh, as if youâre reluctant to part with him.
Oscar takes this moment, leaning in just a little closer. âI was thinking âŠâ he begins, his tone casual but carefully measured. âSummer break is coming up soon.â
You turn to him, eyes bright with curiosity. âYeah?â
Oscarâs heart pounds in his chest. He needs to do this right, to make it seem like itâs just an innocent suggestion, a sweet idea. âWhat if we spent it together?" He pauses, gauging your reaction before adding, âIn Australia. Youâve never been, right?â
Your eyes widen in surprise, a smile slowly spreading across your face. âAustralia? Really?â
Oscar nods, trying to seem nonchalant, though inside, heâs anything but. âYeah. I thought itâd be fun. You could meet my family, see where I grew up. We could spend some time away from all ⊠this." He gestures vaguely to the chaotic paddock around you both.
You bite your lip, clearly considering it. âThat sounds amazing, but ⊠I donât want to intrude.â
Oscar shakes his head quickly, his hand lightly brushing yours. âYou wouldnât be intruding. I want you to come. Itâd be good for us to ⊠you know, spend some real time together.â
You smile again, softer this time, and Oscar knows heâs got you. âWell, if youâre sure âŠâ you say teasingly, âIâd love to.â
Oscarâs stomach flips with triumph, but he keeps his expression calm. âGreat. Iâll book everything.â
As you turn back to watch the baby being carried away, Oscarâs mind races ahead. This is the next step. Australia, away from everyone else, where he can have you all to himself. Where you can start to see what he already knows â that youâre meant to be together.
Itâs perfect. The perfect plan, the perfect timing. And now, with you agreeing to spend the summer with him, heâs that much closer to making his vision of your future a reality.
He leans back slightly, his eyes still fixed on you, his thoughts dark and consuming. Soon, everything will fall into place. Soon, youâll be his in every way that matters.
âCanât wait for the summer,â you say softly, more to yourself than to him, but Oscar hears it loud and clear.
Neither can he.
***
The villa Oscar books for the two of you is perfect, nestled quietly in the Australian countryside, far from any distractions. When he pulls up the driveway, gravel crunching under the tires, a satisfied smile creeps onto his face. Itâs isolated but cozy, with a large deck that overlooks the rolling hills and eucalyptus trees. The soft hum of cicadas fills the warm air. Itâs idyllic, exactly how he planned it.
"Wow, Oscar, this place is gorgeous," you say as you step out of the car, your voice laced with awe as you take in the view.
Oscar watches you, the way your eyes light up, how the sun catches your hair. Heâs made sure everything is flawless for you. He nods, placing a hand on your back as he leads you toward the entrance. âI thought itâd be nice to get away from everything for a bit. Just the two of us.â
You smile back at him, clearly touched. âItâs perfect. I canât believe you planned all this.â
Inside, the villa is just as stunning. Open spaces, large windows, and soft, neutral tones. The light pours in, casting everything in a warm glow. You wander through the space, touching the countertops, trailing your fingers over the smooth wood of the dining table. Oscar stands back for a moment, watching you, his mind already working through the next phase of his plan.
You head toward the bedroom, your suitcase rolling behind you, and Oscar follows. The room is simple but elegant, with a large bed draped in white linen, soft and inviting. As you start unpacking, Oscar moves toward the bathroom, scanning the space. Itâs spotless, the sink gleaming under the lights, and thereâs a large bathtub near the window with a view of the surrounding hills.
You join him a moment later, setting your toiletry bag on the counter. âIâm going to hang up my clothes,â you say, smiling before walking back toward the bedroom.
Oscar watches you go, the soft sound of your footsteps fading as you head down the hall. He lingers for a moment, standing by the bathroom counter. His gaze shifts to your toiletry bag, eyes narrowing as he sees a small white case tucked inside.
Your birth control pills.
His chest tightens. He wasnât sure how heâd handle this part of the plan, but seeing them now, sitting right there in the open, brings a wave of certainty over him. This is his opportunity.
He reaches out, fingers brushing the plastic case. Slowly, carefully, he lifts it out of the bag, opening it to reveal the small circular array of pills. His mind races. The thought of you â of having you, completely â pulses through him like an electric current. He knows what he needs to do now.
With a glance over his shoulder to make sure youâre still in the other room, Oscar pulls out his phone. He quickly searches online, tapping through a few sites until he finds exactly what heâs looking for: placebo pills. They look identical to your birth control, but they wonât do anything. His fingers hover over the screen for a moment before he places the order, ensuring express delivery to the villa.
Satisfied, he slides your pill case back into the drawer, just as you return, holding up a shirt on a hanger. âWhat do you think? Dinner tonight, maybe?â
Oscar turns to you, his face the picture of calm, though inside his heart races with excitement. He smiles, closing the distance between you with a slow step. âSounds perfect,â he says, his voice smooth and easy. âYou look beautiful, by the way.â
You roll your eyes playfully, hanging up the shirt in your closet. âWeâve just arrived, Oscar. Donât start flattering me already.â
He chuckles, leaning against the doorframe of the bathroom, watching you organize your clothes. âCanât help it.â
You donât notice anything amiss, your attention fully on arranging your wardrobe, humming softly to yourself. Oscar stays silent, observing, letting the moment stretch out. He feels the weight of the decision heâs made pressing against his chest, but thereâs no doubt in his mind. This is the next step. Itâs necessary.
As you finish, you turn to him, smiling as if the whole world is right, as if youâre in the safest, most perfect place possible. âWhatâs the plan for today?" You ask, sitting on the edge of the bed.
Oscar takes a seat beside you, his arm draping over your shoulder casually. âWe could explore a little, go for a walk. Or,â he pauses, gauging your reaction, âwe could just stay in, relax. I thought we could take some time to enjoy this place.â
Your smile widens, and you lean into his touch. âI think staying in sounds nice. We have all the time in the world to explore, right?â
His heart flutters at that, the way youâre already so comfortable with the idea of just being with him, no distractions, no one else. He tightens his grip around your shoulders, pulling you closer.
âExactly,â he murmurs, his lips brushing against your temple. âJust the two of us.â
The rest of the day is quiet, peaceful. You spend time lounging on the deck, sipping wine as you both talk about everything and nothing. It feels natural, easy, like youâve always been meant to share this space together. But all the while, Oscarâs mind never strays from the thought of those pills in the bathroom drawer. He feels like heâs already set the wheels in motion, that soon enough, youâll be his in every possible way.
That night, after dinner, you slip away to the bathroom to get ready for bed. Oscar lies back on the mattress, listening to the sound of water running, imagining you in there, preparing for another quiet night together. When you return, you crawl into bed next to him, curling up at his side.
Oscar wraps his arms around you, pulling you closer, the warmth of your body against his. He presses a kiss to the top of your head, murmuring goodnight. But even as your breathing evens out and you drift to sleep, his mind remains sharp, clear.
In a few days, when the pills arrive, heâll make the switch. He knows itâll be seamless â youâll never suspect a thing. And soon, everything will be exactly as heâs imagined it.
As you sleep peacefully beside him, Oscar stares up at the ceiling, his hand resting lightly on your hip, a small, satisfied smile tugging at his lips.
Heâs already won half the battle.
Now, all thatâs left is for you to realize that you were always meant to be his.
***
The days leading up to the switch are torturous for Oscar. Every moment you spend together is perfect, but the anticipation gnaws at him. Heâs careful not to show it, though. He keeps his composure, never letting his eagerness slip through the mask of calm he wears so well.
The placebos arrive in an unmarked package, just as discreet as he had hoped. Itâs delivered while youâre out on a walk through the woods that surround the villa, and Oscar snatches it up from the front porch the moment he hears the delivery truck pull away. He tears it open, heart pounding as he examines the pills inside. Theyâre identical to the ones in your birth control case â down to the last detail.
Perfect.
Oscar wastes no time. He takes the package to the bathroom and carefully opens the drawer where you keep your toiletries. Your pill case sits innocuously at the back, just as you left it. His hands are steady as he opens it, methodically replacing each of the active pills with the placebos. When heâs done, he closes the case, tucking it back into the drawer with everything in its place. He steps back, his reflection in the mirror looking back at him with a calm satisfaction.
This is it.
When you return from your walk, flushed from the exertion and the crisp air, Oscar greets you with a warm smile. âHow was it?" He asks, brushing a loose strand of hair from your forehead.
âBeautiful,â you reply, eyes bright. âI found this little trail that leads down to a stream. We should go there together tomorrow.â
âDefinitely,â Oscar agrees, his hand resting on the small of your back as you head inside. âIâm glad youâre enjoying it here.â
âOf course,â you say, leaning into him as you head to the bedroom to change out of your walking clothes. âItâs perfect.â
Oscar follows you, watching as you strip off your jacket and fold it neatly over the chair. Youâre so trusting, so unaware of the plans heâs laid out so carefully. He feels a surge of affection for you, so strong it almost makes him dizzy. Youâre his now â completely and utterly his.
The days pass slowly, agonizingly so, as Oscar waits for the right moment. Heâs patient, though, ensuring that everything goes according to plan. He doesnât want to rush this â it has to be perfect.
Finally, when heâs sure your body has flushed out the effects of the real pills, Oscar makes his move.
Itâs a quiet evening. The two of you have had dinner on the deck, the sun setting in a blaze of color over the hills. Now, youâre inside, the warmth of the fire in the living room wrapping around you both as you sit on the couch. Youâre leaning against Oscar, your head resting on his shoulder, a soft sigh escaping your lips.
âIâm so glad weâre here,â you murmur, your voice sleepy and content. âI donât ever want to leave.â
Oscar presses a kiss to the top of your head, his hand gently stroking your arm. âWe donât have to think about that yet. Weâve got plenty of time.â
You smile, closing your eyes as you nestle closer to him. âI know.â
He waits until youâre almost drifting off before he shifts, turning slightly so he can look down at you. âCome to bed,â he says softly, his voice low and coaxing.
You nod, letting him guide you to the bedroom. The atmosphere is thick with unspoken anticipation, and Oscarâs pulse quickens as he watches you undress, slipping into the nightshirt you keep at the villa. Youâre unaware of the intensity of his gaze, too caught up in your own sleepy haze.
Oscar follows suit, stripping down to his boxers before joining you in bed. The sheets are cool against his skin, the room dimly lit by the soft glow of the bedside lamp. He reaches for you, pulling you close, his hands sliding over your hips, your waist.
You respond to his touch, a soft murmur escaping your lips as he presses his lips to your neck, trailing kisses down to your collarbone. Thereâs something different about the way he touches you tonight â more deliberate, more possessive. But you donât question it, you trust him completely.
Oscarâs heart races as he continues, his hands exploring every inch of you, his lips following the path they trace. When he finally enters you, itâs with a sense of completion, like heâs claimed something that was always meant to be his. He moves slowly at first, savoring the moment, letting the reality of it sink in.
He watches your face, the way your eyes flutter closed, your lips parting as you breathe out his name. Itâs intoxicating, seeing you like this, knowing that heâs the only one whoâs ever seen you this way, and soon, heâll be the only one to ever see you carrying his child.
The thought pushes him over the edge, and he starts to move faster, more urgently, his hands gripping your hips as he drives into you. The intensity of it makes you gasp, your fingers clutching at the sheets beneath you.
âOscar,â you moan, your voice shaky with pleasure.
He groans in response, leaning down to capture your lips in a fierce kiss. He canât get enough of you, canât hold back the possessiveness that wells up inside him. He knows heâs on the edge of losing control, but he doesnât care. This is what heâs wanted for so long, and now that itâs finally happening, he wonât let anything ruin it.
When you reach your climax, Oscar follows shortly after, burying his face in the crook of your neck as he lets go. For a moment, the world narrows down to just the two of you, the sound of your breathing the only thing that matters.
Afterward, as you lie beneath him, your chest rising and falling with the effort of catching your breath, Oscar places a soft kiss on your lips, then another on your neck. His hand trails down your stomach, lingering there, his fingers brushing over your skin with a possessive gentleness.
He moves lower, his lips following the path of his hand until he reaches your stomach. There, he presses a lingering kiss to the soft skin, his heart pounding in his chest.
He pictures it â your stomach rounding, growing with the child he knows will come. Itâs only a matter of time now. Heâs ensured it.
âYouâre going to be the most amazing mother,â he whispers against your skin, his voice barely audible, but filled with a deep certainty.
You donât hear him, your body already drifting into the blissful haze of sleep. But Oscar stays there for a moment longer, his lips pressed to your stomach, a satisfied smile curving his lips.
He slides back up beside you, pulling you into his arms, your head resting on his chest. As you sleep peacefully against him, Oscarâs mind races with thoughts of the future. A future where youâre his in every way. Where you carry his child, where youâre bound to him forever.
And now, that future is within reach.
Oscar tightens his hold on you, pressing a kiss to the top of your head, his heart pounding with a mixture of possessiveness and triumph.
Itâs all falling into place.
Everything is perfect.
***
Oscar watches you with keen eyes, every small movement, every shift in your expression. Heâs noticed it for a few days now â the way youâve seemed off. Tired. Nauseous. Heâs careful not to say anything too soon, not to make you suspicious, but inside, he knows whatâs happening.
Heâs known this moment was coming.
Itâs Saturday morning at the track, and the rest of the team is bustling around, preparing for qualifying. But youâre sitting on a bench just outside the Haas garage, head in your hands, looking pale. Oscar walks over, his face the perfect picture of concern.
âYou okay?" He asks softly, crouching down beside you.
You look up at him, your skin a little clammy, eyes filled with discomfort. âI donât know. I feel ⊠really off. Iâve been sick a few times this morning.â
Oscar frowns, tilting his head like heâs puzzled, but inside, heâs practically buzzing with excitement. âYouâve been sick? Maybe we should get you checked out, just in case.â
You wave him off, trying to be nonchalant about it. âIâm sure itâs nothing. I probably ate something weird.â
Oscar shakes his head. âNo way. Youâve been feeling off for days now." He stands up, offering his hand to you. âCome on, letâs go to the track physician. Better safe than sorry.â
You hesitate, but Oscarâs insistence wins out. With a sigh, you take his hand, letting him guide you across the paddock toward the medical facility. He walks with purpose, every step bringing him closer to what heâs been waiting for â the confirmation of what he already knows.
The doctor on duty takes you both into a small examination room, where you explain your symptoms. Oscar stands beside you the entire time, holding your hand, his face a mask of supportive concern.
âWeâll need to take a blood sample,â the doctor says after youâve described everything. âJust to rule out a few things.â
Oscar squeezes your hand as you nod, clearly exhausted. âItâll be quick,â he murmurs, his voice soothing, though his mind is racing. This is it.
The blood test doesnât take long, and the doctor steps out of the room to analyze the results. You sit back on the exam table, shoulders slumped, looking more tired than ever. Oscar watches you, his heart racing, anticipation curling in his chest.
When the doctor finally returns, holding a clipboard with the results, Oscar straightens, his expression carefully composed.
âWell,â the doctor begins, glancing between the two of you, âthe results came back, and ⊠it looks like youâre pregnant.â
Thereâs a beat of silence.
You stare at the doctor, completely shocked, the color draining from your face. âIâm what?â
âPregnant,â the doctor repeats gently. âThe hormone levels are consistent with early pregnancy.â
Oscar does everything he can to keep his face from breaking into a smile. He squeezes your hand a little tighter, playing the role of the supportive boyfriend. âPregnant?" He echoes, making sure his voice sounds as surprised as yours.
Youâre still staring at the doctor in disbelief. âBut ⊠that canât be right. Weâve only been together a few months. Iâve been on the pill.â
The doctor gives you a sympathetic look. âNo birth control is one hundred percent effective. It can happen.â
You sit back, stunned, your hand instinctively going to your stomach. âI-I canât believe this.â
Oscar pulls you into his side, his hand rubbing soothing circles on your back. âHey, itâs okay,â he whispers, his voice gentle and calm. âWeâll figure this out.â
But youâre shaking your head, your voice rising with panic. âOscar, weâve only been together for a few months. I donât even know if ⊠if Iâm ready for this.â
Oscar feels a flicker of annoyance at your hesitation, but he quickly buries it. He canât push too hard yet. Instead, he plays the role of the comforting partner, holding you tightly as you freak out. âI get it,â he says softly. âThis is a lot to take in. But we donât have to make any decisions right now.â
Your eyes are wide and frantic as you look up at him. âIâm not sure if I can do this. I donât even know if I want to keep the baby.â
Oscarâs stomach twists at your words, but his face remains calm, his hand still gently stroking your back. âHey, donât say that yet,â he murmurs. âLetâs just take a breath, okay? Youâre overwhelmed right now, and thatâs normal. But weâll figure this out together. Iâm here with you, no matter what.â
You look up at him, your face filled with uncertainty. âBut, Oscar ⊠this changes everything. Iâm not ready to be a mom.â
Oscar gives you a soft, understanding smile, though inside heâs desperate to steer this conversation in the right direction. âI know youâre scared, and thatâs okay. But I promise you, we can handle this. You donât have to do it alone.â
Your breath hitches as you look at him, conflicted. âI just ⊠I didnât expect this. Weâve barely been together long enough to-â
âTo plan something like this, I know,â Oscar finishes for you, his voice gentle. âBut things happen, and sometimes life surprises us. And, if Iâm being honest ⊠I think youâd be an amazing mom.â
You blink at him, taken aback. âYou really think that?â
Oscar nods, his expression sincere. âI do. Youâre kind, youâre caring, and you have so much love to give. Iâve seen the way you are with Ollie, and even with the team. Youâre a natural caretaker.â
You bite your lip, clearly wavering. âBut, Oscar ⊠what if Iâm not ready?â
Oscar tilts his head, brushing a strand of hair from your face. âNo oneâs ever really ready. But I know you, and I know that if you decide to keep this baby, youâll be incredible. And Iâll be with you every step of the way. Weâll figure it out together.â
Tears well up in your eyes as you listen to him, his words hitting you in all the right places. Oscar can see that youâre close to giving in, so he presses on, his voice steady and reassuring.
âI know itâs scary, but think about it. We could be a family. A real family. And I want that with you more than anything.â
You look down at your hands, silent for a moment, your mind clearly racing. Oscar watches you closely, his heart pounding in his chest. He knows this is the turning point.
Finally, you let out a shaky breath, glancing up at him with tear-filled eyes. âI ⊠I donât know, Oscar. I need time to think.â
Oscar nods, giving you a soft, understanding smile. âOf course. Take all the time you need. But just know that whatever you decide, Iâm here. Iâm not going anywhere.â
You nod slowly, wiping your eyes. âThank you. I just ⊠I donât know what to do.â
Oscar pulls you into his arms, holding you tightly, his heart swelling with satisfaction. âWeâll figure it out,â he whispers into your hair. âI promise, everythingâs going to be okay.â
As he holds you, Oscarâs mind races, already planning the next steps. Heâs not worried. He knows that, in the end, heâll convince you. Youâll keep the baby, and everything will fall into place just as he intended.
For now, heâll play the role of the supportive boyfriend, the one whoâs always by your side, helping you through the uncertainty. But inside, heâs already won. Youâre pregnant, and soon enough, youâll realize that keeping the baby is the only option.
Oscar holds you a little tighter, hiding the small, satisfied smile that threatens to break through. Everything is going according to plan.
***
Oscar has always been patient. Heâs learned that rushing things can cause cracks, slip-ups, room for doubt to creep in. And now, more than ever, he needs you to trust him, to believe that heâs on your side. The next few days are critical, and he knows it.
Youâve been quieter since finding out about the pregnancy. The nervous energy that used to make you light up around the paddock has been replaced with uncertainty. Oscar notices how you touch your stomach absentmindedly when you think no oneâs looking, like youâre still trying to wrap your head around the reality growing inside you.
But Oscar sees this for what it is: a fragile moment where youâre caught between indecision and the life heâs planned for you both. He just needs to tip the scales, to show you that thereâs only one real choice. And he has the perfect opportunity in mind.
Itâs the Thursday before race day, and the paddock is bustling with the usual pre-race chaos â engineers, media personnel, drivers darting between garages. His PR officer, Helen, has brought her baby girl to the paddock today. Oscar has seen her cooing at the mechanics, her little girl bundled in pink, giggling at all the attention. Itâs perfect.
Oscar knows you well enough to understand how much you adore babies, how your heart melts when you see them. He watches you now, standing with Ollie near the Haas garage, glancing over at Helen and the baby every few minutes. Your face softens just a little when you hear the baby laugh. This is his moment.
Oscar approaches, casual but calculated, making sure his timing is perfect. He greets Ollie with a quick nod before turning his attention to you, his expression warm but with an undertone of concern.
âYou okay?" He asks softly, as though the question has been bubbling beneath the surface for days.
You glance at him, clearly caught off guard by his directness. âYeah, Iâm fine. Just ⊠still thinking about everything.â
Oscar nods, as if heâs been expecting that answer. âI know itâs a lot to process. But you donât have to do it alone, remember?â
You smile faintly, grateful for his support but still unsure. âI know. I just â I donât know what the right thing to do is.â
Oscarâs eyes flicker toward Helen and her baby, whoâs now being bounced on the hip of one of the mechanics. He lowers his voice, leaning a little closer to you. âMaybe it would help to talk to someone whoâs been through it?â
You follow his gaze, and Oscar can almost see the gears turning in your mind. Helen has always been someone you admired â successful, balanced, managing motherhood while working in the high-stakes world of Formula 1. Oscar knows exactly what heâs doing.
You hesitate, but then nod. âYeah ⊠maybe.â
Oscar smiles softly. âCome on,â he says, taking your hand gently, leading you toward Helen. âIt might help.â
As you approach, Helen looks up, her face lighting up when she sees you both. âHey, guys! Howâs it going?â
Oscar is quick to respond, his voice easy and natural. âWeâre good. Actually, we were just talking and thought maybe you could give some advice.â
Helen shifts the baby on her hip, curious. âOh? What about?â
You glance at Oscar nervously, but he squeezes your hand, silently encouraging you. You take a deep breath, then speak. âI, uh ⊠I just found out Iâm pregnant.â
Helenâs face softens immediately, her maternal instincts kicking in. âOh my God, congratulations! Thatâs amazing news.â
You give a weak smile, still overwhelmed. âThanks. Iâm just ⊠I donât know if Iâm ready for this.â
Oscar watches as Helenâs expression shifts, empathy in her eyes. âI totally get it,â she says, adjusting the baby in her arms. âI felt the same way when I found out I was pregnant. Itâs a huge change, and it can be scary. But honestly? Itâs the most rewarding thing Iâve ever done.â
You blink, processing her words, while Oscar fights to keep the smile from creeping onto his face. Helenâs doing exactly what he hoped she would.
âYou really think so?" You ask, your voice soft, tentative.
Helen nods firmly. âAbsolutely. I mean, yeah, there are tough days, but ⊠when you look at them, when they smile at you, everything just clicks. Itâs like ⊠it doesnât matter if you felt unprepared or scared before. Once theyâre here, they become your whole world, and you canât imagine life without them.â
Oscarâs heart races as he watches you absorb every word. He knows Helenâs words are planting seeds, shifting your perspective, just like he planned.
You glance at the baby, whoâs now chewing on her fist, babbling happily in Helenâs arms. A small smile tugs at your lips, the first genuine one Oscarâs seen in days.
âSheâs beautiful,â you whisper, almost to yourself.
Helen grins, brushing a hand over the babyâs soft curls. âThank you. And youâll have your own little one soon enough. Trust me, itâs the best thing in the world.â
Oscar feels a surge of triumph. Helenâs done the heavy lifting, nudging you closer to the decision heâs wanted all along. But he knows he needs to seal the deal, to make sure youâre not left with any lingering doubts.
As Helenâs attention shifts back to the baby, Oscar leans in toward you, his voice low and intimate. âYouâd be such a great mom,â he murmurs, his eyes locked on yours.
You look at him, your eyes still filled with uncertainty, but thereâs something else there now â hope. âYou really think so?â
Oscar nods, his expression earnest. âI do. I know itâs scary, but ⊠you have so much love to give. And weâll do it together. You wonât have to do it alone.â
You take a deep breath, and Oscar can tell that youâre on the edge, teetering between fear and the future heâs painting for you both.
Helenâs baby lets out a little giggle, and you glance down at her, your smile widening just a bit. âSheâs so happy,â you say softly.
Helen beams, rocking her baby gently. âShe is. And yours will be too.â
Oscar can see it now, the way youâre starting to picture it in your mind. The future heâs carefully crafted. You, holding your own baby, happy, content, and completely his.
He tightens his grip on your hand, his voice barely above a whisper. âWe can have that. A family. If you want it.â
You close your eyes for a moment, taking it all in, before finally nodding. âMaybe ⊠maybe it wouldnât be so bad.â
Oscarâs heart soars. This is it. Youâre giving in.
Helen smiles warmly at you both. âYouâre going to be amazing parents.â
Oscar squeezes your hand one last time, his voice soft and filled with promise. âWeâll make this work. I promise.â
You look at him, a small smile tugging at the corner of your lips. âOkay,â you whisper. âLetâs do it.â
Oscar leans in, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead, his heart racing with satisfaction. Heâs won. The future heâs dreamed of is now within reach. Youâre keeping the baby, and everything is falling into place.
As you stand there, watching Helen and her baby, Oscarâs mind is already racing with plans. Heâll make sure everything is perfect for you, for the baby. Heâll protect whatâs his, no matter what.
For now, though, he lets himself savor the victory, pulling you closer to him as you both watch the baby in Helenâs arms. His plan is working. Youâre his, and soon, youâll be tied to him forever.
And thereâs nothing anyone can do to change that.
***
Oscar has been preparing for this moment for weeks, rehearsing the conversation in his mind over and over. He knows Ollie is protective of you â heâd have to be, considering the nature of the F1 paddock and all the people who swarm around it. Telling him that his older sister is pregnant, and not just pregnant but with Oscarâs child, needs to be handled delicately.
The three of you are sitting in a private corner of the hotel lounge, post-race celebrations buzzing in the background. Youâre perched nervously on the edge of your seat, fidgeting with your hands, while Oscar sits beside you, his arm draped protectively around the back of your chair. Ollie is across from you both, tapping his fingers on the table, clearly sensing that something is off.
Oscar shoots you a glance, his expression gentle but encouraging. This is the moment youâve both been preparing for, but he knows how nervous you are. He watches as you take a deep breath, gathering the courage to speak.
âOllie,â you begin, your voice shaky. âThereâs something we need to tell you.â
Ollieâs fingers stop tapping, his eyes narrowing slightly as he leans in. âWhat is it? Youâre acting weird.â
Oscar watches you hesitate, your eyes flickering between him and Ollie, before you finally blurt it out. âIâm pregnant.â
Ollie blinks, his expression blank for a moment as the words sink in. Then, like a storm rolling in, his face darkens. He stands abruptly, his chair scraping against the floor as he glares at Oscar.
âWhat the hell, Oscar?â Ollieâs voice is low, sharp, and full of anger. âYou got her pregnant? Are you kidding me?â
Oscar stays calm, his expression composed as he raises his hands in a gesture of peace. He expected this reaction. Ollieâs protective streak runs deep, especially when it comes to you. But Oscar knows how to diffuse the situation.
âTake a breath, Ollie,â Oscar says, his voice steady, almost soothing. âI know youâre upset, but we didnât plan this.â
âUpset?â Ollie repeats, incredulous. âYou put my sister in a position like this! Sheâs not ready for this, sheâs still in school, she-â He stops, running a hand through his hair, clearly trying to control his temper.
You shift uncomfortably in your seat, looking down at your hands, and Oscar squeezes your shoulder lightly, as if to remind you that heâs got this. He turns his attention back to Ollie, making sure to keep his voice calm and measured.
âOllie, listen,â Oscar starts, âthis wasnât something we expected, but weâre dealing with it together. I love her. Weâre going to make this work.â
Ollie shakes his head, pacing in front of the table now, his hands clenched into fists. âYou love her? Thatâs supposed to make this okay? You barely even know each other, and now sheâs pregnant!â
Oscar watches him carefully, knowing that pushing too hard could make things worse. Instead, he opts for a different angle. âOllie, I get it. I understand why youâre upset. But think about this for a second. Youâre going to be an uncle.â
That makes Ollie stop in his tracks. His eyes widen, the anger momentarily fading as the weight of that reality hits him. âAn uncle?â
Oscar nods, taking the opportunity to soften the conversation. âYeah. Youâll be an uncle. This baby is going to have an amazing family. Youâre part of that.â
You finally look up, your voice soft but steady as you speak. âI know this isnât what any of us expected, Ollie. But Oscarâs been really supportive. Weâre figuring it out.â
Ollie glances at you, his expression conflicted. The anger is still there, but itâs mixed with something else now â worry, concern. He drops into the chair again, rubbing his hands over his face.
âAnd youâre sure this is what you want?" He asks, his voice quieter now, directed at you.
You nod, though the uncertainty is still clear in your eyes. âI ⊠I think so. I donât know what the future looks like, but I know I want to try.â
Ollie sighs, leaning back in his chair, his eyes flicking between you and Oscar. âThis is insane.â
Oscar leans forward, his voice firm but gentle. âI know itâs a lot, but weâll handle it together. You donât have to worry about her, Ollie. Iâll make sure sheâs taken care of.â
Ollie shoots him a hard look, the protectiveness still lingering. âYouâd better.â
Oscar knows this is the best heâs going to get right now. He doesnât push further, letting the conversation settle as Ollie processes the news. He can sense that Ollieâs anger is starting to fade, replaced by concern and the inevitable acceptance of whatâs happening.
After a long silence, Ollie exhales heavily and looks back at you. âI just ⊠I donât want you to regret this. Youâve got so much going for you, and I donât want anything holding you back.â
Oscar watches as you reach across the table, placing your hand on Ollieâs arm. âI know. And I donât want to give up on anything. But Iâll make it work. I have to.â
Ollieâs jaw tightens, and he glances at Oscar before nodding slowly. âAlright. But if he screws up, Iâm coming after him.â
Oscar canât help but smile, though he keeps it in check. âFair enough.â
The tension in the air starts to lift, though itâs clear that Ollie still isnât entirely on board. But Oscar knows heâs planted the right seeds. Ollie will come around eventually, once the idea of being an uncle starts to sink in.
As the conversation shifts back to less intense topics, Oscar keeps an arm around you, quietly basking in the victory. Heâs one step closer to securing the future heâs been carefully crafting, and no amount of Ollieâs protective nature is going to stand in his way.
Later, as you and Oscar leave the lounge, you let out a long breath, clearly relieved. âThat went better than I expected,â you say, glancing up at him.
Oscar smirks, pulling you closer. âTold you it would be fine.â
You smile softly, leaning into his side. âThanks for being so calm. I donât think I couldâve handled that without you.â
Oscar presses a kiss to the top of your head, his heart racing with satisfaction. âIâll always be here for you.â
As you walk together through the hotel lobby, Oscarâs mind is already moving to the next step. Ollie might have accepted the situation for now, but Oscar knows heâll have to be vigilant. Thereâs always the risk of someone getting too close, of people questioning the choices youâre making.
But Oscarâs in control. He always has been.
And soon, the world will see the perfect life heâs building for you both.
You and him. And the baby.
Everything is going according to plan.
***
Oscar steps out of the McLaren motorhome, adjusting the collar of his team polo as he scans the paddock. The sun is out in full force today, casting a bright glare across the asphalt, and the usual buzz of race day preparations hums in the air. But none of that holds Oscarâs attention for long, because across the way, standing near the Haas garage, is you.
And standing too close to you â way too close â is Charles.
Oscarâs eyes narrow as he watches the scene unfold. Youâre smiling, one hand resting protectively on your belly â his baby growing inside you â and Charles is standing right in front of you, one hand outstretched and resting on the curve of your stomach.
Oscarâs stomach turns. His grip on the phone in his hand tightens, knuckles whitening as a sharp wave of possessiveness surges through him. He has to stop himself from marching over there and ripping Charlesâ hand off you, from doing something that will draw attention â something that will make everyone realize exactly what Oscar is capable of.
Instead, he breathes deeply, trying to keep his expression neutral. He has to remind himself that heâs in public. Eyes are everywhere. The cameras, the fans, the team members â all watching, all waiting for something interesting to happen.
He forces himself to move, walking toward you and Charles with a calm, measured pace. His heart pounds in his chest, though, each step building the tension in his body. He focuses on keeping his breathing steady, on not letting the mask slip.
When heâs close enough, he hears Charles chuckling. âLook at that â heâs going to be a strong one, huh?â Charles says, his voice too cheerful, too familiar for Oscarâs liking. Heâs looking down at your belly like heâs allowed to touch, allowed to share in this intimate moment.
Oscar feels his blood boiling. He doesnât get to touch you. He doesnât get to touch either of you. But Oscar keeps his smile in place, just another teammate stopping by for a chat.
âHey, mate,â Oscar greets, his voice smooth and even, though it takes every ounce of self-control not to shove Charles away from you. âWhatâs going on here?â
You smile up at him, that soft, radiant smile thatâs been a constant source of comfort for him since you found out about the pregnancy. Youâre glowing, your hand gently covering Charlesâ as if this is the most natural thing in the world.
âOscar!" You say, your voice light and warm. âCharles was just saying hi to the little one.â
Oscar steps closer, closing the distance between you and him, subtly edging Charles out of the space between you. He places his arm around your waist, pulling you gently but possessively toward him. âYeah, I see that,â he says, keeping his tone casual, though his eyes flick to Charles, warning him without words.
Charles, ever oblivious, laughs and steps back, giving Oscar a friendly clap on the shoulder. âSheâs going to be a great mom,â Charles says, oblivious to the dark thoughts simmering beneath Oscarâs surface. âItâs crazy how fast timeâs flown, huh?â
Oscarâs smile feels forced, tight. âYeah. Crazy.â
You glance between the two men, clearly sensing the tension but not fully understanding it. âOscar, everything okay?" You ask, concern flickering in your eyes.
He turns to you, softening his expression, pressing a kiss to your temple. âYeah, of course. Just checking on you.â His hand moves to your belly, where Charlesâ had been moments before, as if to reclaim whatâs his. The small life growing inside you is his â yours and his alone.
âLittle oneâs been kicking up a storm today,â you say with a grin, your excitement spilling over. âI think heâs excited for the race.â
Oscar canât help but smile at that, but itâs a thin veil over the possessive rage still bubbling inside him. He doesnât want anyone else touching you, touching *his* baby â especially not Charles Leclerc. But he canât show that. Not here. Not now.
Charles, still blissfully unaware of the dark cloud brewing in Oscarâs chest, gives you a nod and a charming smile. âI should get going â need to check in with the team. But hey, take care, yeah? If you need anything, just let me know.â
Oscar tightens his grip on your waist, resisting the urge to tell Charles where he can shove his offer. Instead, he keeps his smile in place, but thereâs a sharpness in his eyes as he watches Charles walk away. âWill do, mate,â he calls after him, his voice cold despite the smile still painted on his face.
Once Charles is out of earshot, Oscar turns to you, his hand still resting on your belly. He can feel the tiny kicks against his palm, and for a moment, the tension eases, his possessiveness giving way to something deeper â something almost tender.
âI didnât like that,â he says quietly, his voice low enough that only you can hear.
You tilt your head, confused. âDidnât like what?â
âCharles touching you like that,â he admits, his fingers gently tracing the curve of your stomach. âItâs ⊠itâs personal. Itâs us, you know? Itâs our baby.â
You give him a soft smile, clearly not understanding the full weight of what heâs saying. âOscar, he was just being friendly. Heâs excited for us.â
Oscarâs jaw clenches, but he forces himself to relax. You donât get it. You donât see what he sees. âI know. I just ⊠I donât want anyone else touching you like that. It doesnât feel right.â
You laugh lightly, brushing it off as if itâs nothing. âYouâre being silly. I think itâs sweet that people care.â
Oscar doesnât push the point further, but inside, the possessiveness flares again. Itâs not sweet. Itâs not okay. No one else should be touching you or the baby. Thatâs his job. Only his.
âJust ⊠humor me, okay?â Oscar says, pulling you closer, pressing a kiss to your cheek. âIâm protective. Thatâs all.â
You smile up at him, leaning into his embrace. âOkay, Iâll humor you.â
Oscar holds you close, his mind spinning with a hundred different thoughts. He canât stop thinking about Charlesâ hand on your belly, about how wrong it felt to see someone else so close to whatâs his. He knows itâs irrational, knows heâs being possessive â but he canât help it. You and the baby are his world now, and the thought of anyone else being a part of that world fills him with a dark, burning need to protect.
Later, as the day winds down and youâre resting in his arms in the McLaren motorhome, Oscar watches you sleep, his hand resting gently on your belly. He can feel the occasional flutter of movement beneath his palm, and for a brief moment, the possessiveness fades, replaced by something softer.
But it doesnât last. His mind drifts back to Charles, to the way heâd smiled at you, the way heâd touched you so casually. He knows it was innocent, knows that Charles doesnât mean any harm â but that doesnât matter. Oscar canât shake the feeling that something is going to go wrong, that someone is going to come between him and the perfect life heâs building.
And Oscar wonât let that happen.
Heâll protect you, protect the baby â at all costs. Even if that means keeping everyone else at armâs length. Even if that means doing things youâll never know about.
As he presses another kiss to your belly, Oscar makes a silent promise to himself: nothing and no one will ever come between him, you, and the life heâs built for you.
No matter what it takes.
***
Oscar lounges on the sofa of the McLaren motorhome, glancing at you as you sit across from him, absentmindedly scrolling through your phone. Your belly has grown even more prominent, the bump of his baby pushing against the soft fabric of your dress. Itâs been months now since you found out, and youâve settled into the rhythm of being an expecting mother. But Oscarâs mind has been churning with a new idea, a plan thatâs taken root and refuses to let go.
He watches you with a calculated calmness, waiting for the right moment to broach the subject. He knows it wonât be easy â youâre close to your family, to Ollie, to the life youâve built in England. But thatâs exactly the problem. Too many people are around you, too many influences that could pull you away from him, from the control heâs worked so hard to establish.
He clears his throat, catching your attention.
âYou know,â he begins casually, leaning back in his seat, âIâve been thinking a lot about the future. Where weâre going to live once the babyâs here.â
You glance up at him, eyebrows raised in mild curiosity. âYeah? I figured weâd stay in England. Itâs where my family is, after all.â
Oscar offers you a soft, understanding smile. He knows thatâs what you think â what you *want*. But he also knows how to twist things to get what he wants.
âI get that,â he says, his voice soothing, almost coaxing. âBut ⊠have you thought about Australia?â
Your brow furrows in confusion. âAustralia?â
âYeah.â Oscar shifts in his seat, turning his body more toward you, his expression serious yet gentle. âI mean, itâs where I grew up. Itâs a beautiful place, and Iâve been thinking ⊠maybe itâd be the best place for us to raise the baby.â
You blink, clearly caught off guard. âOscar, Australiaâs ⊠itâs literally halfway around the world. My familyâs in England, Ollieâs in England. It would be so far from everyone.â
He leans forward slightly, resting his elbows on his knees, his eyes locking onto yours with an intensity that makes your hesitation falter. âI know, I know. But think about it, yeah? Itâs quieter there. Less scrutiny. The mediaâs insane in Europe, especially around Formula 1. I donât want our child growing up under that spotlight. In Australia, we can give them a normal life, a childhood without all that pressure.â
Oscar knows exactly what heâs doing. Heâs playing the long game, planting seeds of doubt about staying in Europe. Youâve always been a private person, and heâs using that to his advantage, framing it as a way to protect your future family from the public eye.
You hesitate, biting your lip as you consider his words. âI mean, I get that, but ⊠itâs still so far. I donât know if Iâm ready to leave everything behind.â
Oscarâs expression softens, and he reaches out to take your hand, his thumb stroking over your knuckles in a comforting gesture. âIâm not asking you to leave everything behind. Weâll visit England, see your family whenever you want. But living in Australia, itâd be different. Safer. More private. Youâd love it there. The beaches, the space ⊠you wouldnât have to worry about paparazzi or people prying into our lives. We could be ⊠just us.â
He pauses, letting his words sink in, knowing youâll start to picture it â the idyllic life heâs painting for you. Away from the madness of the racing world, away from anyone who might interfere.
Youâre quiet for a moment, your gaze dropping to your growing belly, your free hand resting protectively over it. Oscar knows what youâre thinking â that you want whatâs best for the baby. Thatâs the key to this, the hook he needs to sink deeper.
âAnd think about how amazing itâll be for the baby,â Oscar continues, his voice low and persuasive. âGrowing up near the ocean, in a place where they can run around, be free ⊠Itâs the kind of childhood I had, and Iâd want that for them. Donât you?â
You look up at him again, and he can see the conflict in your eyes. You want to say no â you want to stay in England, close to your family â but heâs making it so hard for you to argue. Heâs painting Australia as this perfect haven, a paradise for your future child.
âI donât know, Oscar âŠâ you murmur, still uncertain.
Oscar tightens his grip on your hand slightly, leaning closer. âWeâll make new memories, new traditions. Youâll have me, and Iâll have you. Weâll build a life together there. You know Iâd never let anything happen to you. Iâll protect you and the baby no matter where we are.â
He watches as your resolve begins to waver. Heâs close now â so close to getting exactly what he wants. He just needs to push a little further, to make you believe that this is whatâs best for both of you.
âI understand itâs a big decision,â Oscar says softly, his tone almost pleading now, though itâs all part of the act. âBut this is about our future, about whatâs best for our family. I know youâre worried about being far from everyone, but youâll have me. Iâll always be there for you, every step of the way. And we can still visit whenever you want.â
You sigh, looking down again, your mind clearly racing with everything heâs said. Oscar waits, letting the silence stretch, knowing that youâre weighing your options. He can almost see the gears turning in your head, the way his words are slowly but surely pulling you toward the decision heâs been pushing for all along.
âIâll think about it,â you finally say, your voice quiet.
Oscar suppresses the smile that threatens to break across his face. He doesnât want to seem too eager, doesnât want to tip his hand just yet. Instead, he nods, giving you a gentle, understanding look.
âThatâs all I ask,â he says softly, leaning over to press a kiss to your forehead. âI just want whatâs best for us.â
Later that night, as you sleep beside him, Oscar lies awake, staring at the ceiling with a satisfied smirk on his face. He knows it wonât take much longer. Youâre already halfway convinced â soon, youâll be fully on board with the idea. Once you start picturing the life heâs promised you, the isolation wonât feel like isolation at all. Itâll feel like safety.
He imagines it now â just the two of you and the baby, tucked away in some quiet corner of Australia. No one else around to interfere, no family to pull you away from him. Itâll be perfect. Youâll be his, completely and utterly his, with no one else to cloud your judgment.
Oscarâs hand moves to your belly as you sleep, gently resting there as he feels the faintest kick from the baby inside. His baby. The life heâs created with you.
You wonât be able to say no for much longer. Heâs made sure of that.
As the days go on, Oscar continues to drop little comments here and there, always steering the conversation back to Australia, to how perfect itâll be for the baby. He shows you pictures of the beaches, talks about the schools, the parks, the quiet suburbs where you could raise a family. Each time, you seem to soften a little more, the hesitation in your eyes fading.
It doesnât take long before youâre the one bringing it up.
âIâve been thinking about what you said,â you admit one evening as you sit together in your shared apartment. âAbout Australia. Maybe ⊠maybe it could be a good idea after all.â
Oscar hides his smile behind a sip of tea, nodding as if heâs only just considering the idea himself. âIâm glad youâre open to it. Weâll take it one step at a time, okay? No rush. But I really think itâs the best choice for our family.â
You nod, your hand resting on your belly as you stare out the window, lost in thought. Oscar watches you closely, his mind already racing ahead to the future heâs carefully crafted.
Soon, he thinks. Soon, youâll be in Australia, far away from anyone who might interfere. And then youâll be his â completely and utterly his.
Just the way heâs always wanted.
***
Oscar watches as you grip the edges of the hospital bed, your face contorted in pain, beads of sweat forming on your forehead. He stands at your side, holding your hand in his, gently rubbing circles on the back of your hand. Every contraction seems to hit harder, your body tensing with each one. But despite your discomfort, despite the way you call out for your mother between sharp breaths, Oscar keeps his expression calm. Heâs been preparing for this moment for months, knowing exactly how he wants it to unfold.
âNo one but me,â he had told the hospital staff when they asked for the permitted visitors list. âJust me. Sheâll be fine with just me.â
And here you are, just as heâd planned â alone with him. No family, no distractions, no one to pull your attention away. Oscar had made sure of it. He knows youâre vulnerable right now, and thatâs exactly how he needs you to be.
Your grip tightens around his hand as another contraction hits, and you let out a soft, pained sob. âI need ⊠I need my mum,â you whimper, your voice broken by the intensity of the pain.
Oscar leans in closer, pressing a kiss to your forehead, his tone soothing and soft. âShh, love, Iâm here. Iâll take care of you. You donât need anyone else, okay? Just focus on me.â
You look up at him with tear-filled eyes, your breathing ragged, but you nod, too exhausted to argue. Another contraction rolls through you, and your body tenses again, your grip on Oscarâs hand becoming almost crushing.
âItâs okay, itâs okay,â Oscar coos, running his fingers through your hair to calm you. âIâm right here. Just keep breathing, yeah?â
But you donât want him. In your pain, your instincts scream for your mother, your family, someone familiar, someone who can offer the kind of comfort Oscar canât. You cry out again, calling for your mum between sobs, but Oscar remains firm.
âTheyâll be here soon,â he lies, keeping his voice steady and reassuring. âTheyâre probably just waiting outside. Youâre doing amazing, love.â
He knows they arenât waiting outside. In fact, theyâd been turned away hours ago, when they tried to come into the hospital. The nurse had explained there was no one on the visitor list, and hospital policy couldnât allow them in without prior approval.
Oscar had made sure of that.
He tightens his grip on your hand just enough to remind you heâs there, that heâs the one you need right now. Youâre too distracted by the pain to notice the way his eyes flash with quiet satisfaction as he watches you, completely dependent on him.
Time drags on, the hours blurring together in a haze of contractions, pain, and soft words of comfort from Oscar. Every time you cry out for someone else, heâs there, gently pulling you back to him, reminding you that heâs all you need.
Finally, after what feels like an eternity, the moment arrives. The doctors and nurses rush into the room, preparing for the delivery. Oscar moves to your side, his heart pounding with anticipation. Youâre so close now, so close to giving him exactly what heâs been waiting for.
The baby â a boy, as the ultrasound had shown â arrives with a loud, piercing cry. The doctors place him in Oscarâs arms for a brief moment before they clean him up, and Oscarâs eyes widen with awe as he looks down at the small, wriggling form in his hands. This is it. His son. His family.
Youâre exhausted, barely able to keep your eyes open as the nurse finally places the baby â Marcus, as youâd both agreed to name him â into your arms. You look down at him, your face softening despite the exhaustion, tears of relief and overwhelming love in your eyes.
But it doesnât take long before you glance around the room again, your expression shifting to one of confusion and worry. âWhereâs my family?" You ask, your voice weak and hoarse. âWhy arenât they here?â
Oscarâs jaw tightens, but he keeps his expression neutral. He had hoped youâd be too exhausted to ask questions, but it seems he underestimated your attachment to your family. He canât have that right now â not when everything is so perfect.
âTheyâll be here soon,â he lies again, reaching out to stroke your hair. âItâs probably just a mix-up with the hospital staff. Iâll check with the nurse, okay? You rest.â
You nod, your eyelids drooping as the exhaustion takes over. Oscar leaves the room briefly, finding a nurse at the front desk.
âCan you check if her family tried to visit?" He asks, feigning concern. âSheâs worried they havenât come yet.â
The nurse looks at the computer and frowns. âActually, her family did come earlier, but they were turned away. No one was on the permitted visitors list.â
Oscar fakes a look of surprise, widening his eyes just enough to make it convincing. âThatâs strange. I thought I gave you their names. Mustâve been a system error. Can we fix that now?â
The nurse nods, typing a few things into the system. âIâll add them to the list. They should be able to visit soon.â
Oscar thanks the nurse before heading back to your room. Youâre still holding Marcus, staring down at him with a soft, tired smile. Oscar watches you for a moment, taking in the sight of you holding his child, and a surge of possessiveness rushes through him. You and Marcus are his now â completely his.
âEverything okay?" You ask when you notice him standing there.
Oscar nods, putting on his best apologetic expression. âIt seems like there was a mix-up. The hospital mustâve forgotten to put your family on the list, but itâs fixed now. Theyâll be able to visit soon.â
You look relieved, though still exhausted, and you nod, your focus shifting back to Marcus. âI just ⊠I really wanted them here,â you say softly, tears forming in your eyes again.
Oscar moves to your side, wrapping his arm around your shoulders and pressing a kiss to your temple. âI know, love. But Iâm here, and so is Marcus. Thatâs all that matters right now, yeah? Weâre a family.â
He can see the conflict in your eyes, the tug between wanting your familyâs presence and the reality of the situation. But Oscar is there, steady, calm, always the one you can rely on. He knows youâll lean on him because right now, you need him more than anything.
The hours pass, and the nurses eventually let your family in to visit. Your mother rushes to your side, tears streaming down her face as she embraces you and gazes down at Marcus. Ollie lingers at the door, his expression a mix of concern and relief. He approaches slowly, giving Oscar a stiff nod before focusing on you and the baby.
Oscar watches the scene play out, but thereâs no sense of relief or joy for him. Not like you or your family feel. Instead, a simmering frustration bubbles beneath his calm exterior. This moment was supposed to be his. Heâs worked so hard to keep everyone else at bay, to make sure heâs the only one you rely on.
But he knows this is just a temporary interruption. Soon enough, your family will leave, and it will be just the three of you again â just the way heâs planned it. And when that happens, Oscar will make sure to remind you of just how much you need him, how much you depend on him. You and Marcus are his now, and he wonât let anyone else get in the way.
For now, though, he smiles politely at your mother and nods at Ollieâs stiff greeting, playing the part of the loving partner. But deep down, he knows this is only the beginning. Youâre tied to him forever now, and thereâs no escaping that fact.
Heâll make sure of it
***
Oscar stands at the foot of the hospital bed, watching you cradle Marcus in your arms. Itâs the first time youâve breastfed him, and he can see the amazement in your eyes as you watch him latch on. The room is quiet, a soft hum of hospital equipment in the background, but all Oscar can focus on is the scene before him â so intimate, so perfectly aligned with what heâs envisioned for the two of you.
You look up at him, a gentle smile on your lips, and Oscarâs heart swells. This is exactly how he imagined it: you, completely absorbed in the role of a mother, with Marcus depending on you for everything. Heâs been planning this moment for months, knowing that once Marcus arrived, youâd be even more vulnerable, even more open to the suggestions heâd plant.
Oscar moves closer, sitting on the edge of the bed, his eyes fixed on Marcus. âHeâs perfect,â he says softly, reaching out to stroke Marcusâs tiny head. âYouâre perfect.â
You glance up at him, your smile widening as you adjust Marcus in your arms. âI canât believe heâs ours,â you whisper, your voice filled with awe. âIâve never felt anything like this before.â
Oscar nods, his heart racing as he senses the timing is right. The maternal glow on your face, the way you look at Marcus with such pure love â itâs the perfect moment to begin planting the seeds of his next plan. He needs you to be fully committed, fully dependent on him, and the best way to do that is to convince you to give up the last bit of independence you have left.
âYou know,â Oscar begins, his tone gentle and thoughtful, âwatching you with him, seeing how natural you are, it makes me think âŠâ
You look up at him, curious. âThink what?â
Oscar hesitates, making sure to choose his words carefully. He wants to come off as caring and considerate, not pushy. âIt makes me think that maybe ⊠maybe you should consider focusing on being a mother full-time, at least for a while.â
He watches your reaction closely, sees the brief flicker of uncertainty in your eyes as you absorb his words. Youâve always been committed to your studies, passionate about your career path. But Oscar knows the pull of motherhood is strong, and with Marcus here, heâs certain he can sway you.
âI donât know, Oscar âŠâ you start, your voice trailing off as you look down at Marcus again. âIâve worked so hard to get where I am. I still want to finish my degree, get my career started âŠâ
Oscar nods, feigning understanding, but he can sense that youâre already starting to waver. âI get that, love. I really do. But think about it â Marcus needs you. Being a mother is a full-time job, and youâre so amazing at it already. Why not give yourself the chance to focus on that? At least for the first few years.â
He sees the conflict in your eyes, the way youâre torn between your love for Marcus and your commitment to your studies. Oscar leans in, taking your free hand in his, squeezing it gently. âYou donât have to decide right now. But I just want you to know that Iâm here to support you, whatever you choose. And if you decide that being there for Marcus is what you want, Iâll do everything I can to make sure youâre taken care of.â
You bite your lip, your eyes drifting back to Marcus, whoâs still contentedly nursing. âBut what about my degree? My career? I donât want to give up on everything Iâve worked for âŠâ
Oscar nods again, his expression soft and understanding. âYou wouldnât be giving it up. Youâd just be ⊠putting it on hold for a bit. You can always go back to it later, when Marcus is older. Right now, he needs you. And I think youâll find that being with him, watching him grow, itâll be just as fulfilling â if not more â than anything else.â
Youâre silent for a moment, your gaze focused on Marcus, whoâs now dozing off in your arms. Oscar watches as your resolve begins to weaken, the reality of motherhood settling in. He knows how to play this â how to make you feel like itâs your decision, even though heâs guiding you every step of the way.
âI donât know,â you finally say, your voice barely above a whisper. âItâs just ⊠so much to think about.â
Oscar leans in, pressing a soft kiss to your temple. âTake your time. But just know that whatever you decide, Iâll be here to support you. And I think ⊠I think youâll make an amazing stay-at-home mum. Marcus is so lucky to have you.â
You smile softly, your eyes still on Marcus, and Oscar knows heâs almost there. The idea is planted, and now all he needs to do is nurture it, give you just the right amount of encouragement until you convince yourself itâs the best decision.
Over the next few days, Oscar continues to drop subtle hints, making sure to praise your natural instincts as a mother, emphasizing how important it is for Marcus to have you around full-time. He brings up stories of children who thrive when their mothers are present in their early years, subtly playing on your fears of missing out on crucial moments in Marcusâs life.
Each time you hesitate or express doubt about putting your studies on hold, Oscar is there with a reassuring word, a gentle touch, always reminding you that youâre making the best choice for your family. He paints a picture of a perfect life â just the three of you, with you at home taking care of Marcus, while he provides for you both. He makes it sound so easy, so right.
And slowly, you start to come around to the idea. Oscar can see the change in you, the way you begin to talk about your studies less and less, focusing instead on Marcus and his needs. You start to picture the life Oscar is suggesting, and with each passing day, you grow more comfortable with the idea.
Finally, one evening as youâre both sitting on the couch, Marcus asleep in his bassinet nearby, you turn to Oscar with a sigh. âIâve been thinking about what you said,â you begin, your voice thoughtful. âAnd ⊠maybe youâre right. Maybe it would be best if I took a break from school, at least for now. Marcus needs me, and I donât want to miss out on anything.â
Oscarâs heart leaps with satisfaction, but he keeps his expression neutral, nodding as if heâs simply supporting your decision. âI think thatâs a great idea, love. Youâre doing whatâs best for Marcus, and thatâs what matters most.â
You smile, a weight seemingly lifted off your shoulders now that the decision is made. âIâll talk to the university tomorrow, let them know Iâm taking a leave of absence. Itâll just be for a little while, until Marcus is older.â
Oscar nods, but he knows that by the time Marcus is older, heâll have found new ways to keep you at home, new ways to ensure you remain dependent on him. For now, though, heâs content with the victory. Youâre his, and now, more than ever, heâs succeeded in making sure that you and Marcus are firmly under his control.
As the days turn into weeks, you settle into your new routine, fully embracing your role as a stay-at-home mother. Oscar continues to play the part of the supportive partner, always there to help, always there to encourage you, but deep down, he knows heâs won. Youâve given up your independence, your dreams, all for him and Marcus.
And as you sit in the nursery, rocking Marcus to sleep, Oscar watches you from the doorway, a smile playing on his lips. Everything is falling into place, just as he planned. Youâre exactly where he wants you â where you belong.
***
Oscarâs thumb traces the smooth, cold metal of the new lock on the front door, his lips curving into a satisfied smile. The locksmith had come earlier that day, installing the deadbolt exactly as Oscar had instructed â one lock that could be opened from the inside and out, and another that could only be controlled from outside the house. The installation was quick, professional, no questions asked.
Perfect. Just what he needed to ensure everything stays the way itâs supposed to.
Oscar takes a step back, admiring his handiwork. He can already hear the faint cry of Marcus from the nursery, but he doesnât rush. Instead, he takes his time, testing the locks one more time, ensuring they click smoothly into place, unyielding and firm. He turns the key in the new deadbolt, hearing the satisfying clunk as it slides home, securing the door.
He had been thinking about this for weeks, ever since Marcusâs birth â how to make sure you both were safe, how to keep the outside world from intruding on the life heâs so carefully constructed. The isolation of the villa was good, but it wasnât enough. He needed to know that when he left, you and Marcus wouldnât â couldnât â go anywhere without him. This was his way of protecting what was his.
He turns around and sees you standing in the hallway, Marcus cradled against your chest. Thereâs a slight frown on your face, your eyes moving from the front door to Oscar, confusion etched in your features.
âOscar,â you start, your voice tinged with concern, âwhy did you change the locks? The old ones were fine.â
Oscar smiles, the kind of smile meant to reassure you, to make you feel silly for even asking. He steps closer, reaching out to gently brush his fingers along Marcusâs tiny head, his heart swelling with pride at the sight of his son.
âItâs just a precaution, love,â he says smoothly, his voice soft, as if itâs the most reasonable thing in the world. âYou know how I am â I just want to make sure you and Marcus are safe.â
You shift Marcus in your arms, still frowning. âBut the old locks were fine, Oscar. Weâve never had any problems with them. This feels ⊠excessive.â
Oscarâs smile doesnât falter. Heâs prepared for this, already has his response ready. He lets out a soft chuckle, leaning in to press a kiss to your forehead. âItâs not excessive, itâs just being cautious. With everything thatâs going on in the world, I want to make sure that nothing can get to you two while Iâm not here. You know how much you and Marcus mean to me.â
You bite your lip, still uncertain, but you nod, seeming to accept his explanation. But then, as Oscar expects, you ask the question heâs been waiting for.
âOkay ⊠but can I have a key? Just in case?â
Oscarâs smile tightens just a fraction, but he quickly recovers, shaking his head as if itâs a silly request. âYou donât need one, love. You never leave the house without me anyway, and I donât want you to have to carry around another useless thing for no reason. Iâll always be here to lock and unlock the door for you. Besides, you have Marcus to worry about â you donât need to stress about something like this.â
He sees the hesitation in your eyes, the way youâre weighing his words, trying to decide if heâs being reasonable or if thereâs something more to it. Oscarâs heart races, just a little, as he watches you deliberate. He knows he needs to tread carefully, to not push too hard, too fast. Heâs been so meticulous about everything so far, and he canât afford to slip up now.
Finally, you sigh, the tension in your shoulders relaxing as you nod. âOkay ⊠I guess that makes sense. Itâs just ⊠it feels strange, not having a key to my own house.â
Oscar leans in, placing a soft kiss on your lips, his hand resting gently on Marcusâs back. âItâs our home, love. And Iâm just doing everything I can to keep it safe. You trust me, donât you?â
You nod again, more firmly this time, and Oscar feels the knot in his chest loosen. Heâs won this round, just like he knew he would. Youâre so easy to convince when he plays his cards right, when he makes it seem like everything he does is for you, for Marcus. And in a way, it is â just not in the way you think.
Over the next few days, Oscar watches you closely, noting how you seem to adjust to the new locks without much fuss. You donât ask for a key again, and Oscar doesnât bring it up either, content to let the matter settle. He continues to be the perfect partner, the doting father, always there to unlock the door for you, to lock it behind you when you come home. You donât even notice the second lock, the one that only he can control.
Oscar feels a deep sense of satisfaction every time he turns the key in the lock, knowing that heâs the only one with that power. Itâs a small thing, but it gives him the control he craves. With you and Marcus safely inside, he knows that nothing can touch you â no one can take you away from him.
Itâs a few weeks later when you finally bring it up again. Youâre sitting on the couch, Marcus asleep in his crib, and Oscar is reading through some emails on his phone. Youâve been quiet all evening, and Oscar notices the way you keep glancing at the front door, a thoughtful expression on your face.
âOscar,â you say after a while, your voice soft but firm. âCan we talk about the locks again?â
Oscar looks up from his phone, his expression carefully neutral. âOf course, love. Whatâs on your mind?â
You shift in your seat, tucking your legs under you. âIâve been thinking ⊠I know you want to keep us safe, and I appreciate that, but ⊠I donât like not having a key. It makes me feel ⊠trapped.â
Oscarâs heart skips a beat, but he keeps his face calm, collected. âTrapped? Love, youâre not trapped. Youâre safe. Thereâs a difference.â
You shake your head, your brows furrowing. âI know, but it just ⊠it feels wrong, Oscar. What if something happens? What if I need to get out, and youâre not here? I donât want to be completely dependent on you to leave the house.â
Oscar sighs, setting his phone down and turning to face you fully. He knows he needs to tread carefully here, to make sure you donât start questioning things too much. âLove, nothingâs going to happen. Youâre not trapped. You can leave anytime you want, with me. Iâm just trying to protect you and Marcus. Isnât that what you want?â
You frown, clearly torn, and Oscar leans in, taking your hand in his, squeezing it gently. âI know it feels strange, but itâs for the best. Trust me, okay? I wouldnât do anything that wasnât in your best interest.â
He sees the conflict in your eyes, the way youâre struggling to accept his explanation, but he knows how to handle this. Heâs done it before, and heâll do it again. He needs to keep you close, to make sure you donât start thinking too much about the things heâs done, the things heâs planning.
Finally, you sigh, your shoulders slumping in defeat. âOkay, Oscar. I trust you. I just ⊠I donât want to feel like Iâm a prisoner in my own home.â
Oscarâs heart races as he pulls you into his arms, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. âYouâre not a prisoner, love. Youâre safe. And thatâs all that matters.â
You nod against his chest, but Oscar can feel the tension in your body, the way youâre still uneasy. He knows he needs to be careful, to make sure you donât start questioning things too much. But for now, youâve accepted his explanation, and thatâs enough.
As you settle back on the couch, Oscarâs mind is already working, planning his next move. He knows he canât afford to slip up, canât afford to let you see the cracks in his facade. Everything has to be perfect, controlled. And with the new locks in place, heâs one step closer to making sure you and Marcus are his forever.
The days pass, and Oscar continues to play the role of the perfect partner, the devoted father. Heâs always there to open the door for you, to lock it behind you, to reassure you that everything heâs doing is for your safety. You stop bringing up the locks, and Oscar can see that youâve resigned yourself to the situation, accepting it as just another quirk of his overprotective nature.
And thatâs exactly what he wants. To make you believe that everything he does is out of love, out of concern for your well-being. To make sure you never question the real reason behind his actions.
One evening, as youâre getting ready for bed, Oscar watches you from the doorway, his heart swelling with satisfaction. Youâve fallen into the routine heâs set for you, the life heâs created. You donât even notice the subtle ways heâs tightening his control, the way heâs slowly but surely cutting you off from the outside world.
Youâre his. And with each passing day, Oscar feels more confident in his ability to keep you that way.
As you climb into bed, Oscar follows, wrapping his arms around you, pulling you close. You sigh, content, and Oscar canât help but feel a deep sense of satisfaction. Everything is falling into place just as heâs planned.
Youâve become so accustomed to his presence, so dependent on him, that the thought of challenging him barely crosses your mind anymore. Itâs exactly what he wanted â what he needed. To have you close, to keep you safe, to make sure no one could take you away from him.
âGoodnight, love,â he whispers, his lips brushing against your temple.
âGoodnight, Oscar,â you murmur, your voice soft and sleepy.
As you drift off, Oscar remains awake, staring up at the ceiling, his mind already working through the next steps. He knows he needs to maintain this control, to keep reinforcing the life heâs built for you both. The locks, the isolation, the little things that keep you tethered to him â theyâre all part of the plan. A plan thatâs working perfectly.
He watches you sleep, his hand resting on your stomach where Marcus used to be, now flat and smooth once again. The house is quiet, peaceful, just the way he likes it. Everything is in order.
And it will stay that way, Oscar vows to himself. Heâll make sure of it. Because you and Marcus are his. And nothing â no one â will ever come between you.
As the night wears on, Oscar finally closes his eyes, a small, satisfied smile on his lips. Heâs won. And tomorrow, heâll wake up and do it all over again, ensuring that every day youâre reminded of just how much you need him. How much you love him.
Because thatâs what heâs always wanted: to have you, to keep you, to make sure youâre his forever.
And in this house, behind these locked doors, he knows thatâs exactly what youâll be.
***
Oscarâs been planning this moment for weeks, every detail carefully mapped out in his mind. The proposal has to be perfect, not too over-the-top, but intimate, something that will make you feel loved and cherished. He needs to make sure you say yes â though, in his heart, he already knows what your answer will be.
Itâs a quiet evening, the kind youâve come to expect from your life with Oscar. Marcus is finally asleep after a long day, and youâre sitting on the couch, your legs curled up underneath you, reading a book. Oscar watches you from the kitchen, leaning against the counter, a glass of wine in his hand. You look peaceful, content, and it fills him with an overwhelming sense of satisfaction.
He walks over to you, setting his glass down on the coffee table before sitting beside you. You look up, smiling, and he returns it, but thereâs something more in his eyes tonight â an intensity that youâve seen before, though itâs hard to place exactly when.
âWhatâs on your mind?" You ask, setting your book aside.
Oscar takes your hand, his thumb brushing over your knuckles. âYou,â he says simply, his voice soft but firm.
You tilt your head slightly, a playful smile tugging at your lips. âMe? What about me?â
He shifts closer, his free hand moving to cup your cheek, his gaze never leaving yours. âIâve been thinking,â he starts, his tone low, âabout how lucky I am to have you in my life. How much you mean to me, to Marcus. And how I want to spend the rest of my life with you.â
Your breath catches, your eyes widening slightly as his words sink in. He watches the realization dawn on you, and it only fuels his resolve.
âOscar âŠâ you start, but he gently presses a finger to your lips, silencing you.
âLet me finish,â he says, and you nod, your heart pounding in your chest.
He reaches into his pocket, pulling out a small velvet box, and your eyes flicker to it, widening even more. He watches your reaction closely, gauging every emotion that flits across your face.
âI want to make sure that you know just how much I love you,â he continues, opening the box to reveal a simple yet elegant diamond ring. âI want to give you my name, to make you mine in every possible way.â
Your eyes are locked on the ring, your hand trembling slightly in his grasp. âOscar, I-â
Before you can finish your sentence, Oscar slips off the couch and onto one knee in front of you, holding the ring up to you, his eyes filled with a sincerity that makes your heart ache.
âWill you marry me?" He asks, his voice steady, though inside, his heart is racing.
For a moment, thereâs silence â a heartbeat of hesitation that Oscar hadnât anticipated. But then, your eyes meet his, and he sees the answer in them before you even say the words.
âYes,â you breathe, your voice barely above a whisper. âYes, Oscar, Iâll marry you.â
The smile that breaks across his face is one of triumph, of victory. He slips the ring onto your finger, the diamond catching the light, sparkling as brightly as the tears in your eyes. Oscar rises to his feet, pulling you into his arms, holding you close, feeling the way your body fits perfectly against his.
âI love you,â he whispers into your hair, his hands trailing down your back, memorizing every curve, every inch of you.
âI love you too,â you reply, your voice choked with emotion, your arms tightening around him.
Oscar pulls back slightly, just enough to cup your face in his hands, his thumbs brushing away the tears that have spilled over. He leans in, capturing your lips in a slow, tender kiss, one that seals the promise youâve just made to each other.
As he pulls away, resting his forehead against yours, Oscar canât help but imagine the future heâs been dreaming of â the future heâs been working toward all this time. A wedding, a family, a life together that no one can touch or take away from him.
He envisions you walking down the aisle, your dress flowing around you like a dream, your hand resting protectively over a small bump. His second child. Another piece of him that will forever bind you to him. The thought sends a thrill through him, and he canât wait to set the next part of his plan in motion.
But for now, heâs content to hold you close, to bask in the glow of your acceptance, your trust, your love. Because soon, youâll be his in every way that matters, and nothing will ever come between you again.
As you settle back into the couch, your head resting on his shoulder, Oscarâs mind races with possibilities, with the steps heâll take to ensure that this future â his future with you â will be everything heâs ever dreamed of. He places a hand over your stomach, just imagining the bump that will soo. grow there again, and a smile tugs at the corners of his lips.
He can almost see it now â the two of you, standing at the altar, and when you look at him, youâll have that same loving expression youâre wearing right now. But there will be more â something deeper, something that binds you together in a way that no one can break.
And when you say âI do,â Oscar knows that it will be forever.
Because heâs planned it that way.
And Oscar always gets what he wants.
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Heyyy! So I'm obsessed with your writing! Your EMT series might be my favourite thing I've ever read.
I was wondering if I could request an EMT Marauders x reader story where she gets really sick but thinks it's nothing and downplays it to them, only for it to end up being Pneumonia or something. And maybe they feel guilty for not realising it sooner?
I know you've probably already written something similar to this so no worries if you don't feel like writing it but I'd love to see your take it if you decide. Hurt/comfort is my favourite trope in the world. I just can't get enough of it!
I hope you're doing well!
Thanks gorgeous, hope you're doing well too <3
cw: pneumonia
emt!marauders x fem!reader ⥠1k words
You make sure thereâs plenty of honey in your tea when the boys get home.Â
âHi,â you greet them, pleased when your voice comes out semi-normal.Â
âHey, gorgeous.â Sirius flops onto the sofa, nearly on top of your curled-up legs. âHow was your day?âÂ
You try to keep your answer brief, your cough plied into submission with honey and warm tea but not for long. âGood. Got some things done.âÂ
You donât mention that after every one of those things youâd had to have a thirty-minute lie down, or that many of them involved disinfecting surfaces youâd accidentally coughed near.Â
âBeing sick isnât an opportunity to get things done.â Remus sinks into his chair, leveling you with a reprimanding look. âYouâre supposed to be resting.âÂ
You shrug. âThe only reason I havenât been at work is becauseââ A couple of coughs fight their way out of you. Jamesâ expression pinches as he sits on the arm of Remusâ chair, but thankfully the fit passes quickly. You take another sip of your tea. âBecause I donât want to pass it to anyone. I think I have to go back tomorrow, though.âÂ
Sirius makes a soft tsking sound. The boys are all still in uniform, his tattoos peeking out from the short sleeves as he traces looping circles on the side of your knee. âBut youâre not better yet.âÂ
âYeah, but Iâm running out of sick days.âÂ
James frowns. âHow long has it been?âÂ
You bring your tea to your lips, avoiding meeting anyoneâs eyes. âIâve been out for a week.âÂ
âBut you were sick for a while before that,â he says. âWhat is that, ten days? Eleven?â
You shrug.Â
Sirius is looking up at you with a puckered brow. âDo you feel like youâre getting better?âÂ
âI think so,â you say optimistically. Itâs quickly undermined, however, when youâre caught up in another coughing fit. You have to set your tea down to keep from spilling it, holding a tissue over your mouth.Â
Jamesâ eyes widen, and Sirius sits up to rub your back.Â
âThat doesnât sound very good,â James says.Â
âNo,â Sirius agrees. He reaches to feel your face, but you brush him away.Â
âDonât-âackâdonât get too close. I donât want to get you sick.âÂ
âIâm not gonna get sick, you baby.â He pushes past your hands. âLet me do my job.âÂ
âYou just got off work.âÂ
âYeah, well,â his voice softens, taking on a sympathetic hum as he lays his palm flat to your hairline, âmaybe I maybe I was talking about my boyfriend job.â A pause. âI think your feverâs gotten worse, my love.âÂ
You whine. âReally?âÂ
ââFraid so. Have you noticed your symptoms getting worse at all?â
âI donâtâ âyou cough and reach for your tea againâ âthink so.âÂ
âDove,â Remus says warningly.Â
âItâs hard to tell,â you admit. âItâs moved around.âÂ
âLike where, honey?â James asks.Â
âLike, in myâŠâ You feel your throat contract, another fit brewing. You touch a hand to your sternum to avoid speaking.Â
âIn your chest?â Remus infers.Â
You nod.Â
He hums and moves to sit on the coffee table, his knees touching yours. You try to warn him away, but Remus shushes you gently. âLet me look at you.âÂ
He brings one hand to your face, feeling the way Sirius had, and touches the other to the pulse point on your neck. His touch is gentle and cool against your warm skin. You donât know what exactly heâs looking for, but you find yourself fighting the urge to fall asleep in the basin of his palm when it slips down to hold your cheek.Â
âYou donât need to talk,â says James, âbut just nod yes or no, okay? Have you noticed yourself feeling more tired lately?âÂ
You nod tentatively.Â
âYeah? Less appetite?âÂ
You frown. âI donât thinkââ Youâre cut off by your own hacking.Â
âOne week off work, and she completely forgets how to follow instructions,â Sirius teases, rubbing your leg.Â
âTerrible patient,â James agrees.Â
âAlright,â Remus says once your fit ebbs. âI donât have a stethoscope, but can you turn sideways for me?âÂ
You do, confused. Remus puts his ear to your back. You must make an odd face, because Sirius grins at you, reaching over to pinch your chin affectionately.Â
âTake a deep breath,â Remus instructs.Â
You try, but it doesnât get far. Your lungs expand maybe halfway before youâre coughing again, horrible, wracking coughs punctuated by stabbing pains in your chest. Remus sits up after a few moments, rubbing your back.Â
âSorry,â you manage.Â
âWhy are you sorry?â Sirius pulls you into him, cradling your head to his chest. âThat sounded like it hurt, huh?âÂ
âYeah,â Remus answers for you, brows bent with sympathy. âIâm sorry, sweetheart. At least now we can get you some medicine, though.âÂ
You cough weakly. âYou can?âÂ
âSounds like pneumonia?â James asks Remus. Your boyfriend nods.Â
Sirius coos, petting your head. âIâm sorry, baby. I was thinking it was just a cold.âÂ
âItâs not your fault,â you croak. âI was, too.âÂ
âFeels like we ought to have known the difference, though,â James admits. When Sirius gets up, heâs quick to take his spot, tucking you underneath an arm.Â
âWhere are you going?â you ask Sirius.Â
Heâs putting his shoes back on. âTo get someone to write you a prescription. The sooner we get you on antibiotics, the better. Itâll give you something to show your boss, too.âÂ
âI donât need to come with you?â you ask hopefully.Â
He winks, grabbing his keys. âPerks of knowing people at the hospital.âÂ
âPerks of flirting with the doctors, he means,â Remus mutters after heâs gone.Â
âHey,â James laughs, giving his boyfriendâs knee a playful squeeze, âit works out for us, doesnât it?âÂ
âSometimes,â Remus allows. He fixes his gaze on you. âAnything we can do to help you feel better, sweetheart? Do you want to try a hot bath? Steam would be good for you.âÂ
You look down into your now cool mug. âCould I have some more tea?âÂ
He takes it from you with a kiss to your head. âWhat a silly question.â
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LUCIFER MAGNE - H.H.
CHAPTER II - Prompt: Lucifer continuing to wear his wedding ring despite being in a relationship with you.
Previous chapter: [x] Word Count: 3.4k+ words (unedited). Genre/other tags: Angst with some fluff. Jealousy. Fem pronouns used. Warnings: Swearing. Self-deprecation. Manipulation (on Alastor's part).
It had been nearly over a week since you and Lucifer last talked â it had also been a week since Lucifer was last seen around in the hotel. Angel, being the gossiper he was, relayed everything that had transpired between you two to the others the following day. Seeing the sensitive and sad shell of a person you were left in, everyone remained cautious and had started walking on eggshells around you. Of course, you were quick to pick up on that, as embarrassing as it all was (minus Alastor, who continued on with his usual theatrics and mischief).Â
Charlie in particular was the most concerned out of them all, since this was her dad we were talking about. She knew with certainty that he was confining himself in the castle to distract himself from what happened â likely something involving his rubber-ducky obsession â instead of facing the problem head on. It was his pride that sometimes got in the way of his better judgement.
Not only that, but Charlie clearly saw the massive toll it took on you. If you werenât distracting yourself with work or doing something related to the hotel, you would lock yourself away in your room, only coming out to quickly grab a bite to eat from the kitchen. Charlie even made efforts to strike many conversations with you from time to time, but was either excused or was only given one-worded responses. She knew not to take your dismissive behaviour to heart, but she couldnât help but fret over you. Â
So it came as an absolute surprise when out of nowhere, Charlie received a call from her father. She messily scrambled for her phone on her desk, fumbling and nearly dropping it in the process before violently tapping on the small screen. âH-Hello?! Dad, hey!â She answers a bit too enthusiastically while nervously combing her hair with a free hand. âUh, hey Charlie!â Lucifer stiffly greets from the other line, âI justâŠum, thought Iâd give a call to, uh, see how everyoneâs going at the hotel!â The Princess noted how much hoarser his voice was than usual, but decided not to comment on it aloud.Â
âWell, yâknow how it is! Itâs been busy and lively as alwaysâeveryoneâs been working really hard and all,â she answers vaguely, nervously chuckling. âErr, yeah! Right. Thatâs aâthatâs a relief to hear. Yep,â he hums. There was a brief, awkward pause that ensued soon after, the both of them not knowing what to say next. The whole exchange was becoming increasingly painful that Charlie resisted the urge to pull her hair. She then clears her throat. âH-How about you, dad? Whatâve you been up to? Youâve been gone for a couple or so days,â Charlie finally musters, âareâŠare you doing alright?âÂ
âMe? Oh yeah, psh! I just got, ermâŠa lot of things going on at the moment. Itâs not so easy being the big boss of hell after all! Got a lot of important things to do! Plus, Iâve got heaps of paperwork to do for the hotel. You should know how tedious that is,â He says, adding an exaggerated groan.Â
The princess furrows her brows. âOh, thatâsâŠstrange. âCause I couldâve sworn you left all the papers hereâŠyâknow, the ones you told me to revise over?â Charlie replies, side-eyeing the said documents stacked neatly on her desk. A startled yelp escapes his throat. âO-Oh...did I?â He stammers.
Charlie couldnât help but wince at the evident panic that began to set in as she listened to her father make incomprehensible noises from the other line. It was a poor attempt in reasoning, which ultimately became useless in the end. Lucifer let out a long sigh, caught red-handed. âOh, who the hell am I kidding? You guys probably already know what happenedâwhich by the way, Charlie, you shouldnât be lying to me about!â He pointedly remarks.Â
âI-Iâm sorry, dad! Itâs justâŠIâm really worried about you,â she reasons, before shortly adding, â...The both of you.âÂ
There was a small pause. â...How is she, by the way?â He then asks quietly. Charlie nervously tugs her bottom lip with her fangs. âWell, sheâs keeping herself busy. Constantly, as a matter of fact. And I know sheâs trying hard to convince us all that sheâs holding up okay, butâŠshe doesnât look too good, dad. She seems really upset.â
A shaky exhale sounded from his end. âIâŠI really am hopeless, arenât I?â He mumbles defeatedly. Even though she couldnât see him, she could picture him burying his face in his hands. The image caused Charlieâs eyes to soften. âDad, no. Itâs not too late. You still have a chance to make things right,â Charlie gently encourages through the speaker, âyou just need to talk to each otherââ
Suddenly, from the corner of her eye, a bright, blazing portal manifests from thin air â from it, emerges Lucifer himself who appeared extremely dishevelled, effectively catching Charlie off guard.Â
âBut, hun, y-you donât understand! I messed up big time!â He exclaims, tugging on his unkempt hair as he aimlessly paced around her office. âI-I mean, look at me! Iâm a fucking mess and a coward! Why would she ever think to take me back after what I did!?â He chuckles humourlessly, shaking his head in disbelief, âI-Itâs like no matter how many times I try to redeem and convince myself that everythingâs finally going right in my life, I just continue to fuck myself over and over again. And itâs justâ ugh! Itâs pathetic! Iâm fucking pathetic!âÂ
Charlieâs chest tightened considerably as she watched her father self-destruct before her. Strands of his golden hair were sticking out here and there, his dress-shirt tousled, and his eyes were glossed over and red, from both a lack of sleep and crying. He looked utterly devastated. Chucking her phone away, she immediately sped towards and enveloped Lucifer in her arms, who immediately broke down into heavy sobs. Seeing him like this brought tears to her own eyes, but she firmly told herself to be the stronger person in this situation, for his sake.Â
âHey, hey. Dad, listen to me, okay? Everyone deserves a second chance. You of all people should knowâyou were the one who taught me that, remember?â Charlie rubbed his back soothingly, trying to ease the jumpiness of his shoulders. âAnd that also applies to you. IâŠI know youâve been through a lot, especially with mumâŠâ She couldnât help the way her frown deepened as she spoke, â...and I miss her too. I miss her a lot. ButâŠI think itâs finally time for you to move on. Itâs been years, dad. You deserve to be happy and youâre allowed to be in love again.âÂ
â[Name]âs an amazing person, and thereâs no doubt about that. Sheâs proved that more than many times already. Iâm certain that once things ease over and you guys finally talk things through, everything will turn out okay; sheâs very understanding and kind like that. Youâll both be okay.â Charlie gently pulls Lucifer away and with the sleeve of her blazer, she wipes his damp, reddened cheeks. âI know for a fact that she loves and cares about you deeply â we can all see it as clear as day. YouâŠyou love her too, donât you, dad?âÂ
For a brief momentâs contemplation, Lucifer suddenly recalled the times you spent together, from your initial meeting to now. He had always thought you were a strong and independent soul, with the way you carried yourself. You just had something about you that naturally drew in those around you, including himself. When Lucifer got to know you in a deeper level, he was enthralled by how kind and understanding you were â you were always there to listen to his many tales and endless nonsense; you would always seem genuinely interested in his rubber-duck-esque inventions, offering some input and critiquing his creations; and you would always be so, so supportive of all his plans and ideas, no matter how extraordinary they all seemed.
If he hadn't known any better, Lucifer would've thought you were an actual angel. You were the saviour that wore off the darkness in troubling times, and the one who pulled him out of the void that Lilith had left him in. That and more, as you continuously gave him a real reason to remain hopeful. You were proof personified, that he was able to open his heart once more, and to love again.
âI-I do, I really do,â Lucifer affirms in a heartbeat. Charlie smiles warmly, relieved by his answer, âthen thatâs all you need to say.â At that moment, Lucifer's chest swelled in overwhelming pride for his daughter, knowing that despite not being as present in her life until recently, she grew up to be the good and strong-willed person he had hoped for.
âO-Oh, jeez. Since when did you grow up so big? I should be the one comforting you,â He tearfully jokes, sniffling whilst returning her smile, âbut thank you, Charlie. Really. IâmâŠI-I really am grateful to call you my daughter.â The two royalties then shared a heart-felt moment and a bone-crushing hug, with the King's heart being filled with a new-found determination. Because, just as he always says: The show must go on.Â
Earlier on:
On the other side of the building, you were drowning yourself in your own self-despair as you overlooked the balcony by the front entrance of the hotel. Your eyes lazily scanned the new hotel patrons below, who were engaging in some trust exercises led by Vaggie, who came in to cover you just moments ago. Every once in a while, you couldnât help but glance at your phone, silently hoping to receive some sort of notification from Lucifer, or even an inkling of his whereabouts. But you received nothing, which only fuelled your growing anxiety.
You felt awful leaving the way you did that night, especially after dumping so much onto Lucifer. You felt like you were being completely selfish, and had cornered him into making a big decision. And because of that, your relationship was on the line. You let out a frustrated sigh, rubbing angrily at your face.
Little did you know however, that you had some company lurking nearby, watching you in silent amusement.Â
âNow, donât you look as miserable as ever?â Alastor mockingly chimes in, stepping out from the shadows to make his presence known and joins you by the balcony. You roll your eyes at the deer-demon before turning your head the other direction. âYeah, and what about it?â You scoff, leaning in to rest your arms against the rails, âCanât you go bother someone else, Alastor? Iâm certainly not in the mood right now.â Â
âWhy, I wouldnât be a good hotelier if I left a dear co-worker of mine so down in the slumps!â To your dismay, Alastor reappears in front of you, obstructing your field of view, "And might I add, it's not healthy for you to be all cooped up in your room all the time â stay there any longer, and it can do silly, little things to your head!" He emphasises his point as he spins a finger in a circular motion by his temple. You shot him an irritated look, slowly growing fed up by his prodding.Â
"Listen, I don't need you telling me what I should and shouldn't do. Iâm more than capable of deciding that on my own,â you growl, straightening up to cross your arms firmly against your chest. âHm...no, I donât think so!â Alastor hums, shaking his head disapprovingly, âThe unfortunate affair that took place in your courtship with the King has left you in such a vulnerable, and problematic state. And Iâm sure youâve taken note of how everyoneâs been acting around you â constantly walking on their tiptoes in fear of setting you off on a hissy-fit. Youâve caused them to worry a lot about you, dear. Poor olâ Charlie, especially.âÂ
You open your mouth to retort back, but nothing came out. A strong pang of guilt struck you as his words began to sink in. Seeing this, Alastorâs grin widened a faction as he stepped forward and levelled himself with you, now facing you eye-to-eye. âAnd as the executive producer of this fine establishment, might I critique that your behaviour is affecting our teamâs morale and performanceâŠand we mustnât have that now, should we? Especially not since weâve all been more preoccupied recently with our guests!â HeâŠhad a fair point, as much as you didnât want to admit it.
âIâŠIâm sorry. I didnâtâŠknowâŠâ Your voice began to trail off, shoulders slumping in realisation of how selfish and contemptuous youâve been acting this whole week. You recalled the fretful expressions of your friends and your dismissive attitude towards them. âI-I didnât mean to make everyone worryâŠâ you quietly say. Alastorâs words only made you feel immensely worse about the whole situation, leaving you sniffling on the spot.Â
âNow, now. As long as you realise your mistakes, then you shall be forgiven,â he coos, softly patting the tuft of your head. At that, you couldnât help but send a doubtful glance his way. âW-wait a minuteâŠwhy do you care all of a sudden? What exactly are you playing at?â You suspiciously question as you rub at your eyes.Â
âOh, how you wound me, dear! Why must you always question any act of kindness I display? Is it really that hard to believe?â He adverts, evidently feigning hurt. You deadpan. âYes, it is,â you reply almost instantly. Alastor chortles at your bluntness, âHaha! Youâre quite a work of art, aren't you, dear? Now, letâs go out for a walk, shall we?âÂ
Before you couldâve processed what he had said, Alastor had already spun you around, pulling you with him as you both headed down a flight of stairs. âWhaâAlastor, where are weâwhere the heck are you taking me?â You asked, trying to keep up with his long strides so as to not trip down the stairs. âHm? Did I not already specify? It looks like your brooding has impacted your hearing, dear. Thatâs a shame,â he slyly comments, now dragging you towards the entrance, âWeâre both going for a walk around town, itâll help clear that cloudy head of yours!âÂ
âHold on-Stop! Just what makes you think Iâd agree to go out with you?â You shoot back, retracting your arm from his hold and stopping metres behind him. Alastor sharply turns around and pulls out a wrinkled, yellow piece of paper out of thin air. Your eyes dart towards the sheet, seeing a familiar hand-writing across the page.Â
âWhy, I just knew you were going to question me â you're so predictable. But might I add, weâre not going out without purpose! No, no! Our lovely Charlie has composed a list and requested we fetch a couple items in town!â Stepping forward, you swiftly snatched the paper from his clawed hand and briefly scanned the list, noting that it largely consisted of decorations and party items. âShe wanted to organise a heart-warming celebration for the wayward souls here who have accomplished some milestones on their journey to redemption! An anniversary ceremony of sorts, if you will,â Alastor explains, lightly patting the non-existing dust off of his suit.
âBut couldnât you justâŠI donât know, teleport the things here?â You blatantly ask, raising a brow at him. You knew he was more than capable of doing such minuscule tasks within a span of seconds. âAnd waste such a beautiful day outside? Now, why would I even consider doing that?â Alastor states matter-of-factly, âAnd like I said, the short trip will help clear your troubled mind! Consider it a gesture of compassion from yours truly.âÂ
There was clearly something off about all this but you couldnât see any reason for an ulterior motive. It was justâŠsimply a manager looking out for the well-being of his work-colleagues, as uncharacteristic and off-putting as it sounded out loud. Already exhausted, you couldnât bring it in yourself to question his actions any further.
âYouâre really not going to take ânoâ for an answer, are you?â You ask. Seeing the way Alastorâs grin widened had you sighing in defeat. âShall we then?â Alastor questions, offering an arm out to you. Rolling your eyes, you loop one of your arms through and follow him out the hotel. âA small walk wouldnât hurtâŠâ you think to yourself as the doors shut behind you.Â
Currently:
Lucifer tiredly dragged himself to his designated room in the hotel, to rest for a while and take a much needed bath as per Charlieâs advice. He gave himself a lengthy pep-talk in front of the mirror as he brushed his teeth, deciding to approach you tonight to finally talk and clear things out. Yes, he was absolutely terrified about the possibility of things going south during the confrontation, but he didnât think he could handle another second being without you. And he needed to make that loud and clear.Â
After putting on an outfit and neatly slicking his hair back, Lucifer looked at his reflection once more in the bedside mirror, inspecting himself up and down to flatten any remaining creases of his clothing. But it wasn't until his gaze landed on his left hand that he tensed up. Peering down, he brought his hand into view to inspect the very wedding band that caused it all. With a shaky sigh, Lucifer slowly pulled the ring off of his finger. He took a moment to examine it, eyes filled with sentiment before kneeling down to open his bedside drawer, where its designated ring-box sat. The moment he encased the ring in its box and locked it away in his drawer, it felt like a breath of fresh air. To his own surprise, Lucifer found himself tearfully laughing â he felt...genuinely happy. Proud, even. It was at this very moment that he felt like he was finally ready to move forward.
After patting the stray tears away from his face, Lucifer slowly made his way down to the front lobby. There, Charlie and Vaggie were talking amongst themselves by the lounge area, whilst Angel and Cherri chuckled away by the bar, with Husk tending to their beverages. The King didnât give an inkling of care as to where Alastor had gone, and he was certain that Nifty was hiding somewhere in the small crevices of the hotel, cleaning away. All in all, there was no sight of you whatsoever, visibly disappointing him.Â
Seeing his approaching form, Charlie waved his father over towards them. âHey, dad. Are you feeling a bit better now?â She asks with a comforting smile. âYeah, totally. Thanks, dear,â he says, patting her shoulder affectionately before turning his attention towards her partner. âHey! Howâs it going, Maggie? Iâve heard youâve been working real hard lately, huh? Good on yah!â He commends, playfully nudging the said demon. âOh, umâŠitâsâitâs Vaggie, sir. And uh, thanks,â she nervously chuckles, rubbing her arm. âMhm, yeahâŠthatâsâthatâs great,â Lucifer distractedly hums, all the while scanning around the room. Noticing this, Vaggie shared a worried look with Charlie.Â
âErm, dad, sheâs not here at the moment if thatâs what youâre wondering,â Charlie starts, alerting her father. âOh? Well, is she up in one of the guest rooms?â Lucifer asked, gesturing upstairs with a thumb. To his confusion, Charlie appeared somewhat nervous, her hands fidgeting with her suit. âUh, no, sheâs actually not in the hotel at the moment,â Vaggie steps in, âsheâs been out doing a couple of errands for us.â Lucifer raised a brow at the slight edginess in her tone, eyes darting back and forth between the two girls. â...Um, alright. What the heck is going on right now?" He asks, pointing an accusatory finger at them both, "You guys are acting sketchy as fuck. Are you...are you guys hiding something from me?" He narrows his eyes. Charlie sucks in a breath, brows pinching together, âWell...dad, t-the thing isââÂ
âSheâs out with Smiles right now!â Angel suddenly intervened, calling out from the other side of the room, and causing Charlie to cower and duck behind Vaggie. Lucifer felt his shoulders grow rigid. âSheâsâŠwhat now?â He dangerously asks, glaring at the arachnid. Before Lucifer trudged towards the direction of the bar, the front doors of the hotel abruptly flew open. He felt the vein in his neck nearly burst at the sound of your laughter interlacing itself with that god-awful, irritating radio feedback. What a wild coincidence.
As Lucifer turned around, his eyes nearly flew out of his head as he saw how close you were with Alastor, arms basically locked together. The radio-demon was quick to meet eyes with the King, and out of spite, Alastor flashed him the biggest shit-eating grin he's ever seen.
âOh, fuck no!â
Chapter III - Finale [x]
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BRAINWASHED
Virgin!Stiles Stilinski x Fem!Reader
Everythingâs clean - except for my thoughts. (Thinking about me getting you off.)
Canât stop thinking you got me B R A I N W A S H E D .
Summary:
Stiles likes you. He really, really, really likes you. It's bordering on obsession, but he likes to believe that he has it under control.
So when you accidentally leave a pair of your panties in his presence, ripe for the taking, and they're in his backpack faster than he can blink - he realizes that he might not have it as under control as he would like to think. But he can't find it to be too much of a problem when he has those panties wrapped around his cock.
Virgin!Stiles Stilinski x Best Friend!Fem!Reader. Pining!Stiles/One Sided Fantasies. Panty Stealing. Smut/PWP.
Word Count: 8,000
Teen Wolf Masterlist | AO3 Link
Full list of warnings and author's notes below the cut.
Warnings: the reader uses she/her pronouns and is described as having a vagina; Stiles and the reader have been best friends since childhood and they are in high school now (they are both the same age) (for argument's sake, they are both 18, but the horny parts were motivated by the hotness of a 20-something actor so idc what age you interpret the characters as); the reader's looks are mostly undescribed and left neutral in terms of race, hair texture/colour, height, etc. however the reader is implied to be fat/plus sized; mentions of the reader wearing dresses and tights (things that the other characters on the show would typically wear); mentions of the reader having a cat - I did not give the cat a name so you can imagine it's the same as your cat's name/what you would want your cat to be called if you had one; use of Y/N and L/N (as in Last Name); brief mention that the reader would like wearing bikinis; the reader calls Stiles 'good boy' in non-sexual contexts and it turns him on; mentions of Stiles looking up the reader's skirt when she doesn't know it; some slight dubious consent because Stiles steals the reader's underwear without her consent and uses them in a sexual act (his masturbation); masturbation (Stiles touching himself); this is a one-sided/pining fic - all the sexual acts take place inside Stiles's mind as sexual fantasies while he masturbates; the reader character is described in these sexual acts as they play out in his mind, so that's why she is included heavily in the warnings; Stiles is submissive (even in his own fantasies) and he fantasies about the reader being dominant toward him; Stiles becoming aroused by the idea of the reader not shaving her pussy; technically there is edging - because Stiles edges himself to make his fantasies last longer; panty sniffing (though the panties Stiles took are freshly launder and not used ones); scent kink/sweat kink - Stiles likes the way you smell, including your sweat; kinks and sexual acts mentioned only in Stiles's fantasies (taking place only in his mind in this fic): car sex (in the back of the Jeep (typical, I know)), fingering (reader receiving), degradation kink (Stiles receiving - he likes the idea of the reader insulting him and being mean to him); pussy eating (Stiles fantasizes in depth about this); Reader makes a joke about spanking Stiles and Stiles has a small fantasy about being spanked by her; I think that's finally it.
A/N: Title for the fic comes from the song Brainwashed by Waterparks. Warning - Stiles might be a bit OOC in this because I wrote it before I started re-watching Teen Wolf again (and before I started watching Season 1 for the first time, because previously I had only seen 3B and beyond). In this, I have said that he's flunking classes and he's not really great with studying, while in the show, he's really smart and bookish and really well studied - but it could just be chalked up to the fact that he has a huge crush on the Reader that is distracting him from studying. So, interpret it how you want. I hope that you enjoy it, and please read through to my end notes to find out about a potential sequel to the fic!!
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Stiles was hopeless.Â
That was the only way to describe his current state of being. Completely, utterly hopeless.Â
He was a complete and total loser, hopelessly in love with his best friend. And he was getting more stupidly caught up in that crush every single day. And of course, he didnât even have the courage to admit his feelings for you so that it could be awkwardly out in the open. So that the two of you could get the rejection part over with, at least.Â
Basically - his feelings for you were slowly ruining his life.Â
Stiles had been in love with you for as long as he could remember. Well, maybe not that long.Â
See, you, him, and Scott had all been friends since the beginning of kindergarten, and naturally, Stiles always liked you as a person. He always thought of you as a good friend, even if he gravitated toward Scott more. Â
But he distinctly remembered the first moment when he had started to develop a crush on you. It was a very special memory to him - the day when you shifted in his eyes from annoying, slightly nagging friend to a beautiful, fierce woman.Â
It was the day when the three of you were out on Halloween night during the third grade - and that was around the time people started whispering about crushes in school, when people would have playground girlfriends and boyfriends that they broke up with every other week. That night, a group of eighth grade bullies began chasing the three of you, trying to take your candy.Â
Without hesitation, you picked up the largest rock in sight and threw it at one of them, causing a large cut across his forehead - and you loudly told them to âfuck offâ (the first time Stiles had ever heard such a word when it wasnât coming from his dad). They had run away, somehow terrified of a girl a foot shorter than them.Â
That night, you had become his hero.Â
And since then, you had been the only object of his affections.Â
Of course, over the years, Stiles had plenty of opportunities to tell you about his feelings for you. He just⊠always felt too cowardly to do so.Â
In seventh grade, he had come very close to asking you out to the winter dance - only to have Scott beat him to the punch. When he pulled Scott aside to ask him about it, Scott confessed to him that he also had a crush on you. This resulted in their first ever fistfight. The first ever true rift in their otherwise close, brotherly friendship.Â
The boys didnât speak to each other for days. Which, naturally, annoyed the hell out of you. Especially because, of course, neither of them told you why they were fighting, not wanting you to know that you were the source of the rift in their friendship. And to you, this only made the fight seem more stupid and immature.Â
So finally, when you demanded it, they called a truce. They agreed that they didnât want to lose their friendship or lose you. They didnât want to make you choose between them when it wouldnât make any of you happy.Â
So Stiles proposed that the three of you should go to the dance as friends, which you loved, and they both got you a corsage, one for each wrist - and the three of you still laughed at the pictures of you holding each of their arms.Â
Eventually, Scott grew out of his crush on you and moved onto other girls, and he loved that he got to keep you as a close best friend, someone he could go to for dating advice if needed. Scott kept trying to convince Stiles to simply âman upâ and tell you about his feelings, but Stiles kept that same sentiment they had concluded upon years ago. Telling you about his feelings would only ruin the friendship. Not just between you, but between the entire group - it would fuck up the pack.Â
Though it felt like the more he tried to ignore his feelings for you, the more they festered like a tumor. While Scott was able to mature past his crush on you, Stiles only grew more intense, and more insane when it came to his âcrushâ on you.Â
Over the years, his crush on you had grown from something sweet and childish into something much more. When puberty truly took over and lust was added into the mix, he now had to deal with the fact that you had grown into a gorgeous woman. He could barely control his arousal when looking at you, hearing your voice, smelling you, talking to you, thinking about you - even simply being in your presence made something in his mind melt. And it was growing much worse with each passing day. There wasnât a day that went by that he didnât wake up with a raging boner fueled by sexual dreams of you.Â
And naturally, he would say that not telling you about his feelings for you was ultimately the best thing for him. He would steadfastly refuse to admit that him being distracted by all these fantasies of you was slowly eroding your friendship from the inside out. Slowly, bit by bit, his worst fears were coming true - your friendship was being ruined by his crush anyway.Â
But he tried to ignore that. Even if you were the most gorgeous, perfect being ever put on the planet, he tried his hardest to simply enjoy the platonic version of you. He tried to act like he wasnât stupidly, head over heels in love with you.Â
He tried not to act like it.Â
But on nights like this, it was just so hard.Â
Tonight, the two of you were studying for an upcoming English mid-term that would be worth a decent portion of your final grade.Â
Logically, Stiles knew that he should have locked himself in his room and forced himself to study independently. Or he should have taken up Scott on his offer to study with him and Allison.Â
But no, he just had to ask you for your âhelpâ.Â
And you pitied him and said yes, because he was doing poorly in the class. The only reason for that being because it was one of the classes that he shared with you, and he spent all of his damn time staring at you across the room during it. He had tried to tell himself that he really would study tonight, that he would really take advantage of your intelligence here and now to get his shit together in order to up his grade.Â
But no. That was just one of many daily lies that he told himself. Since the moment he had set foot in your bedroom that afternoon (and it was dark out now, well into the evening) - he hadnât been able to focus on anything but you.Â
Sure, sometimes that worked to his benefit. Hearing you recite Shakespeare, the words coming off your sweet lips - it did force him to focus on the material at hand for at least a short period of time. But it wasnât like he was actually retaining any of it. He was just thinking about how gorgeous your voice sounded and how amazing you would be in an adaptation of Romeo and Juliet. One where he played Romeo, of course - and he would get to use someone elseâs well-crafted words to romance you, finally getting to kiss you for the first time.Â
Again - he was hopeless.Â
Currently, Stiles was laying diagonally on your bed, sitting among a mess of books - the English textbooks, the assigned novels, the published copies of the play, along with binders of your notes and other notebooks, stray papers. He couldnât pay attention to the notes he was supposed to be writing, not for a moment, not if his life depended on it. Not when you looked this stunningly beautiful while busy writing your own notes.Â
With the soft lighting from your bedside lamp brushing across your skin, making that skin look even softer, you were a goddess-like vision sitting on the bed across from him. You were wearing the simple dress that you had worn to school earlier that day, your modest tights since shed off in the name of âcomfortâ (and so that your cat wouldnât rip holes in them while crawling across your lap, you had remarked to Stiles). When you had stood at your hamper and peeled them off your legs, Stiles had a hard time not letting the drool spill out across his chin.Â
Your thighs were gorgeous. Thick, wide, spread out like a buffet for his eyes to feast on every single time you sat down. From his angle, laying down the way he was, he was up close and personal with the dimpling cellulite and stretchmarks you had there. The hem of your dress had ridden up when you had adjusted your position to get comfortable, and he felt absolutely spoiled by how much more of your thighs were revealed to him.Â
A few times throughout the evening, he had to physically clench his fingers, tight, to remind himself not to reach out and touch. To remind himself that he wasnât allowed to touch. The last thing he wanted to do was to creep you out by randomly reaching out and touching your thigh. But he wanted so badly to touch.Â
How many times had he imagined what those thighs would look like bouncing and jiggling while you rode his cock? How many times had he imagined those thighs clamped around his head while he licked your pussy? (Far too many times for the good of his own sanity.)Â
Not to mention the concentration spread across your face - you were so fucking hot when you showed off your intelligence. Hell everything about you was hot - your sweetness, your laughter, your sarcasm, even your bitchy side. But your bookish side had to be one of Stilesâs favorites.Â
The way you would nibble your own lip when thinking, the way your brows furrowed slightly in thought. Everything about you - from the bra strap sticking out of the neckline of your dress to the chipped edge of your nail polish where you had chewed on it - you were a fucking vision. And Stiles couldnât take his eyes off you, no matter how hard he tried.Â
It was a wonder that you didnât notice Stiles staring at you - not as often as he did it.Â
Stiles felt strangely caught when you put down your pen and looked up from your notebook, then. He quickly scrambled to grab his own pencil and start writing something, to look busy. But of course, he just looked like more of an idiot when the eraser end began scraping across the page in nonsense patterns.Â
âStiles,â You scolded him with a sigh, a way he was used to hearing his name come off your lips. âHave you gotten anything done? I told you to copy down at least half my notes-âÂ
Of course. You pegged his blank page as simple laziness, rather than his brain slowly melting out through his ears due to his inability to think about anything but you (especially when he was in the same room as you). At least he hadnât been caught staring at you in that creepy way yet.Â
You snatched up his notebook to check his work, and his heart dropped - if you looked too carefully, then he would be caught. In the back of that notebook, there were about three pages of his name and yours in hearts, and a few times he had practiced writing his signature as âMr Stiles L/Nâ. (He was a feminist, and he liked the idea of starting a new tradition.) There was even a drawing he had made designing your theoretical wedding cake, including a cake topper where he was Superman and you were riding on his back while he was flying.Â
âY/N, uh-âÂ
He quickly snatched the notebook back, causing a glare from you while he sighed in defeat.Â
âFine.â He shrugged, knowing that he had to admit to a smaller crime in order to cover up the larger one. It was something that he did with his father all too often. âI didnât get anything done. I was slacking off. You caught me.âÂ
âStiles!â You scolded him again, reaching out to gently smack his shoulder. âIf you keep this shit up, youâre never gonna graduate!âÂ
Sadly, you were probably right. His crush on you was absolutely going to ruin him.Â
âWell, you could just let me copy off you,â He replied, giving you a wide grin that let you know he was mostly kidding.Â
You rolled your eyes in reply, and soon your gaze caught sight of the clock on your nightstand.Â
âWell, it seems like you have wasted enough of my time for tonight.â You scoffed sarcastically.Â
Stiles knew that you had intended this to be a joke - but he couldnât help the twinge of pain the words caused in his gut. The idea that he was truly just a waste of time in your life. He pressed his lips tightly together to suppress a frown and didnât say anything more, and then you continued.Â
âItâs almost your curfew anyway.â You pointed out, gesturing toward the clock. You were right. Stiles hadnât even noticed how late it was getting - too busy enjoying his time with you. âWeâll pack it up for the night - but you should meet me at the library tomorrow morning, early, so we can go over everything again before the exam.âÂ
Of course, you were still invested in the idea of him getting a good grade, even if that seemed unlikely to happen.Â
âYouâre gonna make me get up early?â He whined, hating the idea of missing out on even ten extra minutes of sleep.Â
âYes.â You stressed. âI want you there at seven oâclock. Sharp.âÂ
Your ultra serious voice ordering him around was undeniably a turn-on for him. No matter what sexual fantasies Stiles cooked up about you in his mind, he could never picture himself having full control over you. In fact, most of the time, he found himself covered in cum at the idea of you having complete control over him. And it was likely because this was how most of your friendship went - you told him what to do, and he did it. And that was a huge part of why he fell for you in the first place.Â
When he didnât verbally confirm the time, too caught up in his infatuation yet again, you let out a gentle growl of frustration.Â
âStiles!â You called out his name. âYou have to be there at seven. So you canât get out of bed at seven - you have to set your alarm for like six-thirty, got it? Donât make me come over there and get your ass out of bed like last time.âÂ
This thought caused Stilesâs stomach to clench.Â
The last time you had come to his house to wake him up for school (because he had agreed to help you with some bakesale project and you were pissed off that he wasnât there early to help you set up tables and whatnot) - you had charged into his house in a fury. You had your own key, of course, and his dad wasnât there to busy you with conversation or pleasantries.Â
And you charged right up the stairs and nearly caught him with a hand around his cock, jerking off to a picture of you in a bikini from the summer before. And he had rushed to shove the picture in his nightstand and cocoon himself in the comforter to hide his body just as you made it to the top of the stairs, shouting at him for being late. Luckily, he had gotten away with the lie that he had slept in, rather than revealing the truth that he had been distracted because he had woken up with morning wood after having a heated dream about you.Â
When Stiles didnât respond yet again, you grabbed a smaller decorative pillow from behind you and lightly hit him with it for emphasis, causing him to burst into laughter.Â
âPromise me youâll be on time!â You said, smacking him with the pillow again.Â
âYes, yes! I promise!â He finally agreed, his face becoming pink from laughter.Â
You dropped the pillow then, and leaned down, causing his eyes to inadvertently go straight to your cleavage while you gave him a gentle, friendly kiss on the forehead.Â
âGood boy.â You responded, praising him for agreeing to your terms. Obviously, it was another joke.Â
But these praising words combined with your lips even slightly brushing against his skin, along with your tits dangling so close to his face, had his cock swelling to hardness nearly instantly. He grabbed the pillow then, trying to look subtle as he put it over his crotch, desperately trying to hide the very obvious bulge that had popped up at the front of his jeans within seconds.Â
He was lucky when you shifted your attention away from him, now busy with cleaning off the bed, gathering your textbooks in a pile and moving to put them on your desk in the corner. You being distracted gave him a few moments to try and mentally will his dick down, which worked slightly. Only slightly.Â
âYou could help me, you know.â You mocked him lightly - distracting him from his thoughts of baseball, trying to will the blood out of his cock.Â
He looked up and saw you standing there with his backpack, putting away his textbooks and notebooks now. He had been so dumbly distracted by his own dick that he hadnât noticed you taking the kind initiative to clean up his things for him too.Â
âRight, sorry.â He jumped into action and did so, taking things from your hands and shoving them into his bag with haste.Â
âYou donât have to rush out, I just need the bed cleared off so I can pick out my clothes for tomorrow.â You told him.Â
âWait - you actually pick out your clothes in advance?â He asked, thinking that this was entirely adorable, and explained why you were always so well dressed.Â
(And it explained why you were always so punctual in the mornings while Stiles was usually a mess - running around his house still half-asleep, shoving his head into a shirt that he had sniffed to see if it was clean, shoving things frantically into his bag in order to get out the door five minutes late.)Â
âWell you know not all of us are okay with just throwing on last weekâs mustard stained tee shirt,â You said, playfully pointing to a mustard stain that he had on his shirt from lunch.Â
He rolled his eyes in return, trying to ignore the slight twist of embarrassment that wanted to swell up inside of him at the comment.Â
There had been a point where he used to make a very pointed effort to impress you. Back when his crush on you had first gotten serious - likely around the beginning of high school. He used to get up early every single morning, spending a lot of time being intensely picky about the clothes he wore. He drowned himself in cologne (until you had complained about it), he wore certain colors just because you mentioned liking them. But none of it seemed to garner any more of your attention than usual.Â
And so, he resigned himself to be the loser best friend who would always just float at the corners of your life, drowning in his secret affection for you until some better, hotter guy came along and swept you off your feet one day.Â
He was just glad that day hadnât come yet.Â
Stiles was hesitant to leave - he wasnât done being around you for the day yet, too emotionally attached. But he guessed that he would need to get some decent sleep before waking up at the asscrack of dawn in order to see more of you the next morning. (Even if it would include the horrors of studying at the library.)Â
âSo - Iâll see you tomorrow morning?â He posed, ready to take his leave as he swung his backpack over his shoulder.Â
âOoh, wait one second.â You said, eagerness twinging through your voice.Â
His heart pounded hard in his chest for a moment, wondering if this could be the moment he had been waiting so long for - would you stop him there, grab him by the shoulders and kiss him hard, and then tell him that you had been feeling the exact same way as he had for all these years?Â
âWhich one?â You asked, spinning around from your closet to face him, holding up two dresses on hangers.Â
Oh. You were asking for his opinion about what you should wear to school the next day.Â
âThe blue one.â Stiles said, motioning towards it. âThat shade of blue looks beautiful on you - it compliments your skin tone well, and it makes you shine. But ya know, you look gorgeous in everything. You could wear a paper bag to school and everyone would still be jealous of how amazing you look.âÂ
He rambled on for a moment too long, and realized that his genuine fondness for you - something straying too far into romantic territory - was slipping out.Â
âBut - uh, yeah. Iâll see you later.â He quickly added on, now eager to leave before you could make any further comments.Â
Then he dashed out of your room and down the stairs, getting out the front door so fast that he practically left a poof of cartoon dust behind him.Â
He got into the Jeep and tossed his bag into the passengerâs seat - which, he hadnât realized was not even zipped up. (A habit you often scolded him for - going around with his bag unzipped.) Papers and books spilled across the seat and underneath it, and he let out a loud growl of frustration.Â
âIdiot!â He screamed, scolding himself as he leaned down, trying to clean everything up. âIdiot, idiot, idiot!âÂ
Partially, he was feeling so idiotic because he had just been so vulnerable with you and you probably thought he was weird for it. Actually, that was mostly why.Â
As he was picking up his things, he realized that - yup, he was missing his English textbook. He had forgotten it in your room. He heaved out a sigh and collapsed back against his seat. He could leave without it - but then he would get an earful from you in the morning about how he was âforgetfulâ and âirresponsibleâ. Ugh.Â
He got out of the Jeep again and shuffled his way back into your house - your mom was working late, so there was nobody there to question him running out of the house at top speed and then appearing back so soon. All he got was a curious chirp and a head tilt from your cat, who was sitting on the top of the stairs.Â
âYeah, yeah, I know.â Stiles remarked to the animal, stopping for a moment to pet him. âIâm pathetic. But you canât rat me out, okay? I know she thinks highly of your opinion and I need you to put in a good word for me. Got it?âÂ
The cat purred and pushed his face into Stilesâs hand, so he assumed that was a positive affirmation that he would root for Stiles - or at the very least, keep his secret.Â
Stiles linger for a moment to scratch the catâs furry cheek, and then he stepped over the cat and made his way back toward your room. He passed the closed bathroom door and heard the shower running, and he almost cheered. If you were in the shower, then you wouldnât notice him slipping back in to grab his book, so you couldnât scold him for being a forgetful idiot.Â
He went into your room, and the second he made it through the mouth of your open bedroom, his eyes locked onto your bed like a hot target. Your clothes for the following day were spread out so neatly, and right there, on top of the blue dress he had suggested - there was a pair of lacy purple panties that were something right out of one of his fantasies.Â
Stiles had thought about your underwear before - many times. Too many times to count.Â
He had even caught small, passing glimpses of your underwear before - when you had worn dresses without tights and bent over in front of him. But he had only seen enough of it to determine the color, not to know if it was lacy or silk or cotton. And even that was enough to send him into a tailspin that had him rushing to the bathroom to relieve his aching cock.Â
In the back of his mind - or truly, the forefront of his mind whenever he jerked off to thoughts of you - he always wondered what kind of underwear you wore. What kind of decorative wrapping your pretty pussy would come in if he ever got the other-worldly privilege of getting his hands up your skirt.Â
Would they be simple, practical cotton underwear? Would they be cute? Would they be sinfully sexy? Would they be those underwear with the days of the week written across the front?Â
But seeing this now - seeing the tangible evidence in front of him that you actually planned to wear purple lacy lingerie to school - it was something that had all sense draining from his mind as blood rushed to his cock once again. He barely had time to think about it - and he didnât think about it. Because then, they were in his hands, in his pocket, and he was back in the Jeep, hiding his stolen goods in his bag and hastily zipping it up so he could slam his foot on the gas and race home.Â
He didnât even have a chance to think about the fact that he left without the textbook that he had gone back into your room looking for. He didnât have the attention span to notice that said textbook was in a stack along with your own - almost as if purposefully kept there like an excuse to lure him back into your room, rather than clumsily forgotten by him.Â
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When Stiles got into his room, he slammed his bedroom door shut behind him, now entirely frantic, and thankful that his father was working a late shift again. He sat down on the edge of his bed, his hands shaking with anticipation as he unzipped his bag and pulled out the thing he had so hastily snagged.Â
His mind was warring with so many sensations. Guilt for taking the panties, paranoia that he would get caught, shame that he even had the urge to take them in the first place - but all of that was easily toppled over and forgotten in the name of lust. Overwhelming lust and arousal that he felt for you. Greed and joy at knowing that he had something so private of yours in his hands now - something so secret that he shouldnât have. A perfect little piece of you.Â
His little secret piece of you.Â
He still couldnât believe that this was the kind of underwear you wore on a daily basis.Â
Just imagining that this was what you wore to school - thinking about the fact that this was what you were wearing under your clothes during your everyday interactions with him: it drove him wild.Â
He easily pictured this pretty lace sticking to your cunt when you were wet, the lavender colored material getting slick and slightly darker, soaked through and visibly sticky when you spread your legs for him to see. He wondered if your pussy would be shaved or not - but you didnât have a boyfriend, so currently, you didnât have anybody to shave for.Â
He remembered a conversation from a few weeks ago where Scott had wondered if he should shave his pubes for Allison and you had remarked that âputting a razor near your junkâ was âill-advised and stupidâ - so you probably didnât even like shaving your pussy on principle.Â
This immediately put a picture in his mind of your pussy being covered in soft hair that matched the shade on your head - maybe a bit darker. It would clump together with your juices and become soaked when you got wet. The little hairs would probably stick out cutely from the sides of the bikini cut underwear, peeking at him.Â
Your pussy would be the prettiest thing he had ever seen, he knew that for certain.Â
Stiles imagined getting you in the backseat of the Jeep one night after a game.Â
He would still be covered in sweat from his efforts, worn out from trying his best. Sure, he wasnât the best player, but you wanted to ârewardâ him for his efforts on the winning side, even if he hadnât directly contributed to the win.Â
So as soon as the game was over, before he even had time to change out of his pads or shower, you hauled him to the parking lot and shoved him into the car. His gear was only half-off, ditched hastily by your feet, and you were in his lap - a perfect prize after all the hard work he had done, sitting astride his already sore thigh muscles while you kissed him - hard. Your mouth greedily sucked the oxygen out of his lungs while you shoved your tongue past his lips, painting his tongue with your sweet spit - and fuck, it felt like he was made for this.Â
He got sucked so deep into the fantasy - it felt so damn real.Â
He imagined having his hands splayed out against your beautiful, plump ass, gripping you tightly, noting wanting you to separate from him for even a section. While you held on tightly to his face, sealing him into the kiss until his lips were sore. And you would only pull back to look into his eyes with glossy desperation and utter out:Â
âPlease, Stiles. I need you. I need you to touch my pussy.âÂ
And what else could he do but obey?Â
So he would lift up your skirt - a particularly short skirt that you had worn with nothing else but a pair of knee-high socks. Something that you knew he loved to see you cheer for him on the sidelines while wearing. Even though it was a chilly night, you couldnât feel too cold when you saw him glancing at you every single chance he got. Of course, those distracted stares had gotten him screamed at by Coach more than once. But he loved the way your skirt would flutter up in the nighttime breeze, teasing him. The way the fucking beautiful thick fat of your thighs would jiggle whenever you would jump around in order to cheer him on.Â
He was a man of simple, divine tastes.Â
So - he would lift up that perfect skirt to find those purple lacy panties underneath; to find the perfection of your wet cunt waiting for him, growing slicker by the second, more needy for him. You were humping yourself against his athletic cup, which his hard cock was practically dying inside of, bursting to get out of the hard shell of plastic to touch you. But he ignored his own needs for a few minutes longer in favor of yours. Reaching forward, sliding his fingers along the wet spot at the front of your panties, absolutely indulging in the beautiful gasp you let out when his touch grazed across your swollen clit through the fabric.Â
âStiles, please.âÂ
He could almost hear it - it was so fucking clear inside his mind. The way your voice would be so pitched with desperation, so perfectly needy curled around his name. He wanted so badly to hear it in real life.Â
And he would push those panties to the side, pushing his fingers inside of your hot, wet cunt-
Back in the real world, Stilesâs cock gave a needy pulse, leaking into his boxers.Â
He heaved out a sigh, his cock practically vibrating with blood. He had driven home the whole time trying to ignore that boner, but he simply couldnât do that anymore. He just had to give in.Â
He hesitantly put your panties aside - already feeling a strange sense of attachment to them - and reached to his nightstand, grabbing the bottle of lube that he had in the drawer. Shamefully, it was already half empty, mostly due to the fantasies that he had about you. He undid his pants and had them around his ankles in record time, and whipped off his shirt for good measure, knowing that he was quite a âsplasherâ and not wanting to get cum on it to pair with that ugly mustard stain.Â
He lubed up his cock more than a healthy amount, knowing that it would contribute to the fantasy of you being so wet around him. It was a distant fantasy that he would never actually get to achieve, but hell - a man can dream. Then he began to slowly pump his cock in hand, wanting to milk it and truly enjoy it, and he let his mind get back to work.Â
He thought back to your place. A place he was comfortable, spent a lot of time at hanging out with you.Â
He imagined that early that night when he had forgotten his book, rather than you being in the shower, he went back to your room and found that you had been getting ready for bed. You were rubbing sweet-smelling lotion on your arms, pulling back the covers, wearing nothing but a pair of cute little socks, a tiny camisole - where he could very visibly see that you werenât wearing a bra, with the natural teardrop shape of your breasts bared to the eye, your nipples poking through the fabric - and those purple lace panties.Â
When he would appear in the doorway, you would gawk at him and ask:Â
âStiles? What are you doing? Did you⊠forget something?âÂ
But you would be positioned half leaning over the bed, taking back the covers so it would be comfortable for you to sleep - and your ass would be unintentionally on full display. Your sweet pussy lips peeking at him from behind, the roundness of your ass so fucking inviting, daring him to leave bite marks across the beautifully fat flesh.Â
And after a few moments of him staring so brazenly, saying nothing, simply drinking in the gorgeous sight of your body bent over, wearing so little clothing, wearing those perfect little lace panties-
(Stiles sped up his hand on his cock, the lube sounding downright sloppy in the silence of the room.)Â
You would stand up to your full height, come to him in the doorway, put your face so close to his and say:Â
âIf youâre gonna spend so much time staring at me like a gaping idiot, then you should do something about it.âÂ
Stiles had to stop the swift movements of his hand and clutch his grip tightly around the base of his cock, making his entire dick throb hard as he edged off his own orgasm.Â
He still wasnât sure why the idea of you calling him an âidiotâ in such a brazen tone made him want to cum so hard - but he didnât have time to unpack all that now.Â
He grabbed up the panties again with his non-lubed hand. Something in the back of his mind thought that it would be a crime for him to get them dirty. Another part argued that he would absolutely love to get them covered in his cum, not clean them, and then return them to you. That it would be fucking thrilling to have you wear them in that dirtied state.Â
Though he knew that would never fucking happen.Â
If he returned the panties to you covered in his cum, then you would slap him, call him a pervert, and likely have Scott beat the shit out of him with his newly harnessed werewolf strength. Stiles pushed this thought to the back of his mind, though.Â
Out of curiosity, he lifted the fabric to his nose and took a whiff. They smelled like fresh laundry - a nice lemony detergent. Of course they werenât ones you had previously worn - they were a pair you had been planning on wearing tomorrow.Â
He distantly wondered if that meant you would not be wearing underwear tomorrow, because he had taken your intended pair. And that could have led his mind down a whole different filthy track, but instead - he began to wonder what a pair of your dirty underwear might smell like.Â
You should take a pair of used ones. A voice in his mind told him. Snatch them right out of the hamper. Come on, youâre over at her place all the time. She wonât even notice them gone.Â
Terrible idea. Terrible rabbit hole.Â
But what would they smell like?Â
He wasnât deluded enough to think that pussy smelled like roses. He had never been close enough to one - a real pussy - before to actually know. Yes, he was a virgin. He could have said that he was waiting, âsaving itâ for you - but every other girl, including you, was smart enough to look past him. There were plenty of other guys who were better looking and more charming than him, and probably better in bed than him, that girls had chosen instead of him.Â
He wondered if your pussy smelled like that perfect bit of sweat that you gathered at the end of a long day. Sometimes when he went to hug you before the two of you parted ways, he would catch a whiff of the tiniest undertone of musk, a good amount of sweat paired with the berry scented body spray you had put on that morning, and orange tic-tacs you had popped after lunch. It was a delectable combination.Â
He imagined that your cunt would smell like that bit of sweat, combined with the blueberry body wash you used - the one he knew about and loved because of the time you had insisted he use your shower while stinking up a study session because he had skipped the showers after lacrosse practice when he was late to be with you.Â
He imagined getting hints of that blueberry body wash smell coming off your thighs when his head was buried between them. What would your cunt taste like? That was a mystery he wanted to solve live.Â
He could always imagine the other aspects so well.Â
He could imagine the feeling of the heat under his tongue, the perfect feeling of your wetness mixing with his spit. He imagined getting to bounce your swollen clit against his tongue and while feeling your moans and cries of his name vibrate through your body as he pleasured you so well - the feeling of your pubes brushing against his cheeks as his entire face became soaked with your wetness.Â
But the taste - that was something he could never conjure up in his mind, no matter how hard he tried.Â
He knew that eating your pussy would be perfect. Not just because he would be giving you pleasure, serving you. But he so often dreamed of having his head smothered by your thighs, having you grab his head and shove him tighter into your cunt, you purposeful and demanding. You having that beautiful control over him while he drowned in your wetness.Â
He knew that he would likely cum in his pants from eating you out if he ever got the privilege of doing so, and even if you laughed at him - stupidly, he would find that hot too.Â
Stiles picked up the pace again, pumping his cock in hand evenly and firmly - even reaching down with the other hand to cradle his balls, gently rolling the flesh in his hand as he got lost in another fantasy of you.Â
He imagined the two of you in his bed - textbooks forgotten and pushed off onto the floor, your dress hiked up around your hips, and again, those fucking purple lace panties. He was on top of you, hovering on his knees so that his hard cock wouldnât brush against you (even through his jeans) while the two of you sloppily made-out.Â
It wasnât long before you pulled away from his kiss-swollen lips.Â
âStiles,â You purred into his ear, kissing along his neck. âYou know, youâre so pathetic.âÂ
These words had his cock jumping, spurting out precum - in his fantasy, it made his underwear messy as you undid his fly.Â
In the real world, it made his hand messy as he continued to rhythmically jerk his cock.Â
âIâm not gonna let you fuck me.â You told him, contrasting these words with your intentions as you put your hands inside his waistband and shoved his pants and underwear down over his hips - down to his knees until his hard, throbbing cock was exposed. âNot until you prove yourself.âÂ
Before Stiles could ask the question, the beautiful, fantastic you that he had made up inside his mind gave him the perfect answer.Â
âGet yourself off by rubbing your pathetic dick against my panties. And then - I might let you fuck me.âÂ
In the real world, Stiles let out a throttled moan - a choked sound that surely would have had his father knocking on the door to ask if he was okay if he was at home. And then he rushed to grab the panties again, and without even thinking, he used his sticky lubed up hand to position the fabric around his dick. It was a coarse roughness compared to the slick smoothness he had previously been feeling, but it did wonders to complete his fantasy as he delved back to the you inside of his mind.Â
He started rubbing the slightly lube-sticky rough fabric up and down his dick at a very slow pace as he imagined it:Â
Being perched between your thighs, with the fabric of the panties stuck to your wet cunt, his cock hard and leaking as he tucked himself right up against you and began to rub his dick against you in order to get off. Just like you wanted, just like you had ordered him to do.Â
âPlease.â Stiles chanted, the words leaking out of his lips, chanted into his empty bedroom as he pleaded to the imaginary you that would always have a hold over him - just as tight of a hold as the real you had. âPlease, please - oh fuck.âÂ
He moved the fabric over his cock faster as he moved his hips faster in the fantasy, imagining how hot your pussy would feel against him, imagining your nails digging into his hips as you looked up at him with mocking and adoration in your eyes. He imagined you forcing his hips faster, trapping him in place with your knees bracketed around his thighs, showing him absolutely no mercy.Â
âPlease, please, please.â He chanted, knowing with a distant part of his mind that he must have sounded utterly delirious. âPlease, Y/N, lemme cum-âÂ
âCum for me, Stiles.âÂ
Confirmed by that fantasy version of you and truly unable to hold it any longer, Stiles arched up off the bed, cumming all over his own fist. Just as he had predicted, it was an utter, uncontrollable mess. He shot cum all over his stomach, and absolutely soaked the fabric of the panties - making a horrible mess of them. Which, the lube had definitely already done. He laid there for a single moment catching his breath before it truly hit him.Â
Fuck. He had fucked up.Â
You would definitely notice the underwear missing after a while and he certainly couldnât return them to you in this condition.Â
âŠÂ
Stiles spent the next hour in the bathroom, absolutely panicking over how to get them clean. Luckily, he wasnât a total idiot and he looked up the washing instructions online - and after hand-washing them in warm water with a âgentleâ detergent (handsoap was the best that he could do), they came out perfectly clean.Â
The only problem?Â
Hang to dry.Â
He set his alarm for early, earlier than you suggested, and prayed that he wouldnât sleep through it. In fact, he set three more alarms just to make sure. He couldnât have you or his father barging into his room to wake him up when he had a pair of your stolen panties pinned to his corkboard in order to properly dry them so that he could sneak them back to you in good condition.Â
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The next day, he departed for school by 6:45 with the stolen goods hidden away in his bag, ready to sneak them back into your room later that afternoon. He made it to the library ten whole minutes before seven, and you seemed shocked that he was not only on time - but early.Â
âWow.â You said, having just gotten there yourself, spreading out your items at a table - including a tray with some coffees. âYou know, Stiles, I am impressed.âÂ
âYou donât have to act so - so shocked.â He replied, partially interrupted by a yawn.Â
You leaned over to get a pen from your bag, and Stilesâs eyes immediately went to your ass, unconsciously trying to spot panty lines through your dress and tights - wondering if you were even wearing underwear because he had stolen the ones you had intended for today.Â
Focus, Stiles. Focus.Â
âWell, if you werenât here by seven sharp like I told you, I was gonna pour this in the garbage.â You told him, taking his coffee out of the paper tray and sliding it toward him.Â
âYou donât have to be so mean.â He chuckled, airy and light - very secretly annoyed with the way your âmeanâ streak affected him sometimes. Why did he have to be turned on by you scolding him and punishing him? Why?Â
âHey, if Iâm not mean then you never get anything done.â You told him truthfully. âAnd you know how it works by now. Good boys get rewards and bad boys get spanked.â You told him, letting out a bright laugh - indicating that it was clearly meant to be a joke.Â
But instantly, it shook his mind with imagery of you bending him over the table, ripping his pants down and spanking him until he came untouched and cried for mercy, forcing him to agree that he would behave and listen to you. He became downright dizzy at the thought.Â
You meant it as a joke - he had to sharply remind himself. But the way you so casually called him a âgood boyâ, said that he was deserving of a ârewardâ - it sent chills down his spine and already had his cock waking up. Too early. Bad rabbit hole.Â
If he was any sort of brave, he would have pushed it more and asked you what kind of ârewardâ you had in mind. But he wasnât, and he was too tired to analyze the potential consequences.Â
âOh!â You said, as though suddenly remembering something. You moved to grab your bag again and Stiles closed his eyes to forcefully keep himself from staring at your ass. âYou left this at my place last night.â You told him, sliding his English textbook across the table toward him.Â
He was too busy trying to calm his own lust that he missed the smirk on your face - the mischief lingering in your eyes, the intention in your tone. He was too caught up, drowning in his own affections for you that he never would have pieced together that you had taken in and hidden it on purpose as a ploy to get him to come back. That you had put out some other bait for him to find.Â
âThanks.â He said quietly. âSo - what do we need to go over before the test?â
âEverything.âÂ
Stiles groaned.
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summary. celebrating maxâs 4th title was not in your plans.
warnings. piastri!reader, max is kinda obsessed with reader, public s3x (?), unprotected pinv, fingering, just straight up dirty.
gabri speaks! iâve been thinking about mexico gp max and las vegas sealed the deal for me.
THEREâS A BRIEF moment of silence, of anticipation, and of complete confusion. The DJ had paused the setlist less than an hour in announcing there was a special guest appearance. Then as if on cue tonightâs race is plastered on the giant screen behind him and the words, âMax Verstappen,â echo throughout the nightclub. You resist the urge to roll your eyes knowing someone might be recording you, or your brother at least.
âI thought he was flying back?â You cover your mouth with your hand as you talk with your brother.
âI thought so too.â Your brother hums in your ear trying to hide his annoyed tone. Your brother got along with Max just fine but all he wanted was one night without F1 getting mentioned.
You on the other handâŠ
Youâd only been in the paddock a handful of times but every race weekend you had managed to have the worst encounter with the dutch man. The first time had been incidentally, you faintly recall the energy drink splashing all over your new dress. You knew from the get go that it had been an accident but when Max didnât as so much as a muster a quick sorry and instead went on his way you had no choice but to hate him.
âHeâs such a dick.â You murmur to yourself unaware your brother catches your words.
âBe nice.â Oscar motions towards the countless people recording him.
âIâm gonna get another drink.â You sigh.
The music resumes and you find yourself into a crowd of dancing couples. Your short orange dress sticks to you as you walk towards the bar. Itâd been a long night with your brother not getting the result he hoped for. The post race recap inside the garage had been brutal as well. You had watched as the championship slipped from Landoâs hands and Max claimed victory once again. It had been the worst two hours of your life to say the least. Youâre way too frustrated to even notice the man approaching you. In a split second youâre covered in something that smelled similar toâŠ
âAsshole.â You mumble.
âMini Piastri?â He gasps dramatically. âWhy are you here? I wouldnât think youâd be celebrating after tonight.â
âWell, the world doesnât revolve around you.â You scoff. âDoes it Max?â
âIâd argue that it does actually. Considering your mood, youâd be happier if your little boyfriend had actually managed to have a good race.â He taunts you.
âLook, can you get out of my way? I have to go clean up the mess you made.â You point towards the huge spots of alcohol on your dress.
You donât even wait for him to respond before pushing past him, brushing shoulders in the process, to head straight to the bathroom. You do your best to dodge those who already have had a bit too much to drink, unaware that the dutchman is right behind you. Itâs not until youâre opening the door and notice it takes a minute too long to close that you turn around and spot him. His white dress shirt is already half unbuttoned while his hair is a mess. You stare at him incredulously as he leaned against the sink.
âMax, you canât be in here.â You state bluntly.
âI donât recall you telling Lando to piss off when he followed you into the bathroom in Austin.â He counters.
âHow do- What?â Youâre taken aback by his words. How did he know?
He ignores your question choosing to walk towards you instead. Youâre now face to face with the man that had taken away your teamâs championship. His eye bags are dark and you can tell itâs been a while since heâs gotten a good needed break. His tousled hair falls perfectly on his head and by the way his arms flex you can tell heâs been putting extra effort into them at the gym. All of a sudden youâre nervous to be under his glare.
âDoes your brother know what you and Lando do in secret?â He questions.
âYou should leave.â You try to sound confident but your faltering voice exposes you.
Max just smirks at your words knowing he was getting under your skin. He still recalls the first time he ran into you, when he spilled half a can of red bull on you. He doesnât know why he didnât apologize but when he saw the anger in your face he realized why. You had looked so beautiful that day with the short orange sundress that did nothing to hide your cleavage. He still remembers the disappointment he felt when he saw you and Lando walk out of the restroom all disheveled. So, when he beat Lando tonight he felt absolutely no remorse.
His lips ghost yours for what feels like an eternity. Youâre frozen in place wondering how his lips would taste against yours. Maybe it was the alcohol or the way his arms flex around you but suddenly you needed to know what he felt like. His arm tentatively grazes yours as it sneaks down to your knees. A gasp finds itself leaving your lips as your legs spread open instinctively. He wants to make fun of you, of the way you melt under him so easily, but he knows better. He canât risk ruining the moment. Itâs when Max inches his fingers closer to your thighs that you suddenly realize whatâs happening. In a matter of seconds you push him off you and head out the door.
Youâre barely four steps out when Max yanks you back and you hit his built chest. This time he doesnât hesitate and grabs your jaw pulling your face towards his. Your lips meet in a heated kiss as his arms find their way around your waist. This time youâre the one that moves his hands from your wait to your ass. The confidence was beginning to build up and soon enough youâre tugging on his hair as his tongue enters your mouth.
âMaxâŠâ You moan and somehow it becomes the indicator that you want this. That you want him.
He pushes you flat against the cold brick of the hallway, the dimmed lights helping hide your bodies from the crowd. Youâre lucky he holds you up because your legs feel like jello and if he lets go you might lose your balance. His hands roam your waist, back, and neck before he moves your hair out of the way. His lips leave a trail of wet kisses around your neck as his hands work their way down to your legs. They slowly glide up until heâs playing with the hem of your short dress. You can already feel his growing erection press against your ass.
âTell me to stop and I will.â He groans against your ear.
You really want to tell him to fuck off but your body reacts differently. Youâre shocked when instead of telling him to call it a night all you murmur is keep going. In a matter of seconds your dress is being pulled up towards your waist. You canât help the whine that escapes your lips as he rubs your aching core through your panties.
âSo wet already.â He groans. âFor me or Lando?â
âShut up.â You still find it in you to annoy him.
To your surprise he doesnât hit you with another remark. Max had been an asshole to you long enough. Now, that you were in front of him practically falling apart he didnât want to ruin the moment. Thereâs a brief moment of silence before his hand carefully moves your panties to the side exposing your core to the cool breeze. Your legs spread instinctively as his fingers tempt your folds. His fingers collect your slick as he explores you, the wet sound making him groan against you. Slowly, he brings one of his fingers to your hole entering it carefully.
âFuck.â He moans against your ear as your cunt wraps tightly around his finger.
âMa- Max. So close.â Youâre barely able to say.
You let out a loud whine as he curls his finger inside of you leading to your climax. You come around his fingers as you coat them with your wetness. His fingers slowly move toward your mouth and you donât hesitate as you take them into your mouth, tasting yourself. He almost comes undone as you lick his fingers seductively. Aggressively he grabs your jaw and kisses you. He groans as he tastes you.
You feel the tip of him first as he runs it up and down your folds teasing you. Your hands are weak against the wall as his tip approaches your aching hole. He enters you slowly, holding you tightly in the process. He stops halfway through not wanting to hurt you but when he hears your dirty moans he continues. Your nails dig tightly into his arms as he fills you up completely. Heâs quite big and the new sensation has you spiraling trying your best to not fall against him. He takes advantage of your weakness and attacks your neck again making sure to leave love bites around your collarbone.
âFuck, Max. Youâre so big.â You whine without thinking.
You feel his dick twitch inside you at that. Your voice has him in a trance as he tries his best to not just start thrusting inside of you. Itâs not until you start pushing your ass against him that he almost pulls out fully before thrusting back into you. His hands grip your ass tightlyâsurely leaving marks for tomorrowâas your cunt squeezes him. Heâs never felt such a thrill, at least since Abu Dhabi, you were your own feeling. He couldnât believe you had finally opened up to him in many ways you were way better than winning another trophy. Many curses escape your lips as he finds the perfect pace inside of you.
He manages to bend you over leading to the perfect position and somehow heâs even deeper inside of you. He grips your hair into a makeshift ponytail as he speeds up inside of you. His hand trails back to your cunt and slowly he starts playing with your folds. The feeling of his cock inside of you and fingers rubbing your folds is intense and you find a camisole feeling in your stomach approach you. You squeeze him tightly as his dick hits the right spot and you find yourself coming undone. Youâve never had an orgasm so intense in your life you donât even notice how you coat his dick with your wetness.
Max isnât far behind and speeds up at the feeling of your cunt squeezing him tightly. Your nails dig behind you at the overstimulation and stretch of his cock. Max hisses at the sensation finding it the tipping point. Itâs not long before you feel his dick twitch inside of you and in a matter of seconds you feel him spill his seed inside of you. He grunts as he empties himself and as he pulls out. He pulls you up adjusting your dress in the process.
You bite your lip as he zips up his pants. The aftermath of your little rendezvous is different. Usually with others you donât stay long enough to watch them dress themselves. But then you notice Max struggling with the buttons on his dress shirt and you find your hands on his chest again. You only button half of the shirt before stepping back. Neither of you say a word but the silence manages to speak for you both. You decide itâs time to go back but before you can take a step Max pulls you in for a final kiss before he leaves.
Youâre barely able to walk back towards the VIP lounge and stumble multiple times in the process. You try your best to brush your hair down and fix your dress as you come closer to your brotherâs booth. You sit down carefully unaware your brother is staring at you wide eyed and wondering why it took you almost an hour to get a drink. You shift awkwardly in your seat as Lily begins telling you both about her mixup at the airport. You turn around briefly as she goes into detail when you notice Max walking past your table. You keep your composure not wanting to expose your actions of the night but you shouldâve known better. Oscar almost bursts out laughing at Maxâs completely unbuttoned shirt.
âLandoâs gonna be pissed.â Your brother smirks.
âHow do-â Did everyone know? âOh, fuck off.â
The night progresses with your brother ordering countless bottles of Dom PĂ©rignon. Itâs almost five in the morning when Max takes the stage again with the DJ playing a remix of Super Max. As if on cue someone hands him a bottle of champagne and it doesnât take long for him to start spraying it amongst those on the dance floor. You watch attentively as his chest shows the marks you left completely unaware of how your phone buzzes for the hundredth time that night.
9 missed calls from Lan
Lan: Tonight was shit.
Lan: Come over?
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