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Even though you are this short. You have a problem with that? [...] So what? You are taller than me. Big deal. You are so cute. ...I'm not finished yet.
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 13
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#nat chen#chen bowen#userspring#uservid#userrain#userspicy#userjjessi#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#i love when ai di goes crazy gremlin eyes anger pout with a hand on chen yi's throat and chen yi is just looking at his lips#like dude. dude.#absolutely no resistance either. no. anything. just intense gazing the Whole Time.#he is perfectly content to let ai di do whatever. :)#the way he doesnt try removing ai di's hand either just puts his own hand on top of his like#let me gently and lovingly hold the hand that is trying to choke me#absolute definition of whipped and he doesnt fucking hold back. HE'S SO NEEDY.#AND ITS WONDERFUL. AND AI DI ACCEPTS IT BUT HE STILL DOESNT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH IT. IT STILL TAKES HIM ABACK.#it still shocks him like. the depth of the affection and attention he's getting. like it takes his breath away#when he's like. ah. the mortifying ordeal of being known. and then short circuits when chen yi doesnt let him pull away imgjklhjg#im stuck in microexpression hell forever with these guys. im never getting out.
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idk if there's anything you can do about it but someone is using your chappell hot to go art on teepublic & I thought you would want to know if u don't already :(
Nice. love this for me./s
uhhh anyways thank you for bringing this to my attention @hyuckieberry! Iâm gonna try to figure out TeePublicâs DMCA takedown request. which is very frustrating since i am from the Philippines. and DMCA is very much bound to just the USA.
for now, if anyone sees this, PLEASE HELP ME REPORT the account.
If anyone is interested in buying the tshirt/design, please consider supporting me, its up on my Redbubble. the only place where i have uploaded the design.
Honestly, simply reblogging and liking this or the original post i made will help immensely.
#narwhal speaks#chappell roan#chappell roan fanart#chappell roan fan merch#I thought i was finally having a good day and i was so proud of myself because i finally managed to get out of bed#after having a fucking relapse#and now this????????#it fucking sucks because the more i look into the DMCA takedown request of TeePublic#which btw very labor intensive and full of legal jargon i am ill equipped to follow#ITS LIKE ONLY FOR THE US????????????#I am currently living breathing in the philippines unfortunately#anyways uuuhhh#iâm gonna go cry and maybe my rage/frustrations can help me figure something out#iâm gonna be sick#hopefully my rage and frustration will keep me from spiralling back into a depressed state lol.#is this what i get for bedrotting for months?#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#fuck me gently with a fucking chainsaw
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"he's a terrifying formidable killing machine" TO YOU. to me he's my precious honeybunch
#look at his sweet face đđĽ°đđâ¤ď¸#begging him to ravish me until neither of us can breathe#then snuggle with me and kiss my forehead and tangle his limbs with mine#how is this asking too much#iâm obsessed with the way he fills out that armor#my man has those SHOULDERS#and his forearms???#i need my mouth on them stat#and i need them on either side of my head while heâ#gonna get on my knees and lick all the blood off his hands#then probably die of an infection but itâs whatever#LOOK AT HIS FACE#HIS PERFECT FACE#mentally i am doing this man so good every night that we wake up all our neighbors and have like 8 kids in 4 years#this is the one and only man who could have me begging to have his baby#heâs that powerful idk#maximus let me love you like youâre meant to be loved#gently and sweetly and passionately and adoringly#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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the thought of tang bo shaving chung myungs face when hes unable to just came to me and im feeling a little bit faint from the intimacy of it all.. maybe theyve been fighting for a while and finally found a moment of reprieve alone together.. maybe chung myungs arms are too strained and shaky to handle a blade to carry out such a delicate task by himself, so he lets tang bos calloused and endlessly steady blood stained hands caress his jaw while the other grips onto one of his very own tang family smelted daggers, its only purpose meant for bloodshed, and lets him press it against the soft skin of chung myungs throat.... the absolute trust one must have to allow yourself to bare the most vulnerable part of your body to someone holding a knife is immense but to let them drag that knife so tenderly across your skin over and over again like a kiss, knowing at that very moment they hold your life in their hands and readily choose to protect it, must feel devastating
#what with chung myungs canonical distaste for growing stubble u can nawt tell me this hasnt happened at least once..#tang bo leaning close over a seated chung myung..breaths mingling as tang bo gently holds chung myungs jaw & tilts his head to the side..#chung myungs eyes closed and content knowing tang bo would never ever break his trust..GOOD GRIEF#the bob of chung myungs throat breaking the repetitive motions of the blade and their eyes meet..THE TENSION MUST BE CRAAZZZYYYY#return of the blossoming blade#return of the mount hua sect
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i just thought of kaishin hugging and i almost cried
#listening to judy and mary's classic#thinking about kaishin hugging and cuddling#tired shinichi recharging by pulling in kaito in his arms#his head on kaito's shoulder#tucking his head into the crook of his neck rubbing his head on kaito's shoulder and shedding away all his stress and worries#kaito leaning his head on top of shinichi's with the softest smile and rubbing soothing circles on shinichi's back#OH GOD OH FUCK I LOVE THEM#or or or#kaito coming home and makes a beeline to where shinichi is#hugging him from behind and breathing in his scent to calm his senses after very stressful day#shinichi smiling and reaching for kaito's head to gently card through his hair leaning in to press a kiss on top of his head#kaito kissing the back of his neck in return#wow i love tired cuddle kaishins i need more of them actually#let me reread that one au ruler tired shinichi fanfic actually brb#dc prattles#kaishin
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Lord of the Rings is just so healing.
#lotr#lord of the rings#jrr tolkien#middle earth#the shire#the fellowship of the ring#the two towers#tbe return of the king#listen to me#this is one piece of media that i hold so dear and so gently to myself#its a piece that always brings comfort and solace#there is a warmth to it the melts any coldness in myself and in my life#a breath of hope#a quiet calm just over takes everything dark#anyway i love it so dearly and have yet to ever let it go or lose importance to me
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*holds gently*
More mers here
#they cannot contain their love#me and sanji freaking out everytime zoro wraps his tail around sanjis little finger#even tho I drew it that way *cries*#itâs like a full body hug for zoro#but also def not thinking about if thriller bark happened and sanji holding zoro in his hands watching zoro struggle to breathe#gently cupping him in his hands as he frankly swims them back to chopper#zoro#one piece#sanji#zosan#sanzo#theyâre in love your honor#roronoa zoro#roronoa sanji#one piece art#op art#mers#seahorse zoro#mermay#mermay 2023#zoro art#sanji art#mer zoro
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finally watching love lies bleeding and im transcending. this is what the lesbian gaze looks like. i wanna crawl into kristen stewartâs eye bags.
#yknow that one review someone posted for this movie#where their partner had to gently tell them everyone could hear them heavy breathing#thatâs me rn#im watching this movie SLACK JAWED#IM 20 MINUTES IN#i couldnât have seen this in the theater bc iâd be gay gasping the whole time#im so insane#kristen stewart is so transcendently hot#i would suck the sewage off her fingers#christ this isnât good for my health#macaroni chats#love lies bleeding
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i refuse to believe that there are no cats in botw/totk. there has to be at least one cat. they're very soft and friendly.
#legend of zelda#breath of the wild#tears of the kingdom#GIVE ME CATS NINTENDO#LET ME HOLD THEM AND PET THEM GENTLY#NINTENDOOOOOOOO
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what a good day to remember that scene where imperial prince adin was like 'wow, did your ~~owner~~ give you permission to fight me?' and choi han was just like, 'yeah'. deadass did not ping as an insult on my man's radar. i love him so much
#âŹď¸ me every couple hours ever since reading that.#in general choi han is the no1 brainrot inducer in tcf for me. my feral little babygirl(150+yrs old) <3#several of his scenes boink around in my head like a classic windows screensaver#but also at this point its pretty much#the text: 'choi han breathed.' me: *leonardo dicaprio pointing meme*#tldr im sooooooooo normal about him <3 i want to gently hold him with my teeth <3<3<3#trash of the count's family#choi han
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I asked myself why I failed to notice. It was the first time we'd been apart that long. I found the birthday gifts you prepared for me in my room, from my 18th to my 21st. ...Shut up. I started to think about what you were doing back then. Were you celebrating my birthday all by yourself?
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 12
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#chen yi x ai di#ai di x chen yi#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#userrain#uservid#userspicy#userjjessi#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#do you ever cry about the chen yi that woke up to find ai di gone.#do you ever think about the chen yi that felt ai di's tears on his face and reached up to hold him closer. to comfort him.#who saw & chose in a moment the true ai di that had always been by his side then lost him in the next. & woke up to learn it was his fault#cuz i think about the chen yi during ai di's prison time a lot. i think about him going over so many of his memories#reevaluating ai di's anger and teasing and realizing it was all heartbreak. THAT IT WAS ALL HEARTBREAK.#the guilt...the desperation & need to get through to ai di so he never makes him feel that way again. understanding that he loves ai di too#the way he gently touches ai di's hands and face here... he tied him up to keep him from running but hes being so earnest and SO careful#with ai di's pain & ai di's love. his expressions & the way he takes deep breaths before admitting things out loud like its clear#hes thinking hard abt what he wants to say and how he wants to say it. bc he has to make ai di understand how much he means this#how much he misses him. how much he wants to make this right. how he wants & needs to be by ai di's side forever bc he loves him!#he loves him!!!!!!!!! GOD. i love chen yi.
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YOU TRIED THE WATER WITH VAIL THING AND TOOK REFRENCE PICS? IM JUST IMAGINING THAT AND LOOSING MY MIND/pos
LISTEN IT WAS SUCH A BAD IDEA
I mean you CAN do it for a while but see likeâŚ..I was spritzing it with a water bottle and I was like ânah not wet enoughâ bc I wanted to see the CLING!!! So instead of, Yknow, getting the veil wet and draping it over my face and using the gap that the nose makes to breatheâŚ..
I put it over my face and put my face up under the running shower and then I drowned ;D
HOW ABOUT INSTEAD OF DOING THAT u look at pics of the veil on my cat, Pudding, before it was wet!!!!!!!!!!
#DONT BE LIKE ME#unless itâs gently raining and u make sure u have a good breathing gap#and not pouring down water#or ur bdubs the prince of fancy and sometimes yelling#ask#lyfe
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At least the moon will keep him company in the dead of night
#micas art#twst#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#a little bit of context for this:#this is based on my headcanon that malleus suffers from insomnia#there is something weirdly isolating and lonely about the night#when the world gets quiet and cold and dark and you feel like the only moving breathing thing in it#what could he do but wait for it to pass on his own?#its no ones burden to bear but his own and hes not some child who needs to be coddled to sleep#(but maybe. just maybe on the nights where it gets particularly bad he might crave a soft hand to gently comb through his hair)#(hes seem lilia do it countless times for silver when he was little. the memory always makes his bed feel a little bit colder)#also for anyone curious (and bc im unsure i drew it very well) the flower is a white chrysanthemum!#i definitely need to practice flowers more#but uwauuuuughkg this piece was so draining to work on. it gave me so much trouble and im still not completely sold on it#still hope it will resonate with people and that you can all enjoy it!!
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So I was reading articles about John Hurt (as I do when I procrastinate on life in general lol) and I saw a still shot of a movie Iâve never seen still shots of before; so I looked it up. Itâs a play. I was worried I wouldnât find it in full online; but I did, so here it is in all its glory:
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Heâs just⌠ugh I want to gently hold his face in my hands heâs just so sad and lonely with his weepy voice and eye bags. I couldnât process half of what he said but I think this is a warning about always speed-running through life to get to the next good thing. We should appreciate the moment; because in the end, weâll have nothing at all but our memories. If we rush through life, we wonât have any memories to keep us warm at night when the chill of death creeps up on us in our old age.
Also, spool, spooooooooooollllâŚâŚ.
spoooooooooooooooooooooolllllll [cackles in mentally unstable]
@kaleidoscopr @theindo @possessedbydevils @randomtwospirit
#The fucking banana. I was talking to him through the screen like#ââŚa banana??? You keep bananas inâŚ. there? You good man? Aâare you okay?#What the hell are yââ [cracks up but quickly stops laughing] âOhâ oh honey⌠youâre not right are you?#No youâre not right. UhâŚ. Why donât you sit down; your breathing sounds awful. You sound like youâre gonna dieâŚ#OH GOD [loses my shit laughing/cringing ] âOhâ oh ouch. No no noâ Iâm not laughing at you I justâ I like your actorâŚ#a lot⌠too much probably#and heâs just good at what he does and the timing of it all⌠this is exactly how I act when Iâm home alone#I swear Iâm not laughing at you⌠I justâ PUT THAT BANANA BACK YOUâRE GOING TO KILL YOURSELFâ#John Hurt#stage acting#Krappâs Last Tape (2001)#Samuel Beckett#Yeah⌠funky stage play. Very moving and dreamlike#[This is me gently holding Mr. Krapp and rotating him in my mind like a bowl of ramen in a microwave]#Screaming crying throwing up beating the walls#I am unwell#Ough ough ough#Itâs not difficult for me to watch per se#but Iâm very much the kind of person who HAS to help when someoneâs having a hard time doing something#â especially if theyâre old or otherwise infirm â or Iâll feel like a piece of shit for weeks⌠and this fucking man#this fucking man is so good at being frail and pitiful that I feel genuinely agitated that I canât reach into the screen and help him#Itâs like the torture scene in 1984 all over again where he just barely manages to wrench himself upright on the table#then immediately falls off onto the concrete floor with the most tragic sickening bone-grinding splat youâve ever heard#AND HAS TO HOIST HIMSELF UP ONTO HIS FEET ALL BY HIMSELF WHEN HEâS MALNOURISHED AND EXHAUSTED#Like ughhhhhh let me pick him up and wrap him in a blanket and carry him somewhere warm and safe and make him an omelette#And I know I write whump and I shouldnât be this sensitive#but JESUS FUCKING CHRIST MR. HURT YOU ARE KILLING ME#Youtube
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It's amazing how two words can break me and build me whole in SECONDS.
#Like every time I think of this -#of the gesutre#the way it's said so gently and lovingly and freely#of the simplicity of it and the truthfulness of Alastair saying 'My Thomas'#I FEEL UNDONE#My throat constrict and I feel so full and so empty at the same time#because I need to see more of this love that's evident through every moment and gesture and breathe they share upon this earth#Someone put me out of my misery#alastair carstairs#the last hours#tlh#thomas lightwood#tsc#chain of iron#chain of gold#chain of thorns#thomastair#the shadowhunter chronicles#chain of thorns spoilers#cot spoilers#chot spoilers#chain of thorn spoilers
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as I'm going back over my past history and items and journals and years, I come across all sorts of things, like the pencil I saved from that so-precious memory from second grade, and a pair of flip flops I've been missing for two years, and [checks notes] the modern-high-school-AU-kidnapped-by-a-serial-killer story I wrote in late high school jdfsjdfsjkjlksfd
#i can't wait to find out what red flags I didn't see in my own self back when I last read this thing in 2015 hfdhfdhjsfd#also. there's gonna be like a good sentence here and there and then CRINGE. the whole rest of everything is just me still trying to copy th#breathing pace (essentially) and ways-of-describing-things of mainstream authors like I thought I was supposed to#so this'll be somewhat painful but also god what a joy and a gift and an honor and a delight to get to hold this close to my heart#and witness it with understanding and empathy and slow reflection and care like my past younger self deserves#i'm so lucky i'm alive to be here and do this#i'm so grateful i'm headed towards welcoming back and embracing the last little girl i was that still felt a lot of things#so excited for her focus and precision and tenacity and constant curious joy and movement to be back someday#i'm afraid people won't like the me i was before rule after rule and then dangers#but my god it'll feel so good to be the fully-flowing energy machine and dance and conduit again how will I have enough bother to care?#people who are good to each others' nervous systems cumulatively feel better and better#if i'm not good for you and yours then you really truly SHOULD go elsewhere and find someone who makes YOUR self feel right and light + war#anyway now that i wrote an essay in the tags as usual [nervous laughter]#personal#add to journal#words n rhythm#WHY DID I FEEL CAPABLE OF UNDERTAKING A STORY LIKE THIS#cradling my past self gently but also BANGING my HEAD against the WALL lmao#i'm proud of myself for writing and sharing this and its creative ideas. even if i don't like it now or feel ashamed or see mistakes.#anything. it mattered that it came to me and it mattered that i explored it and it mattered that i poured myself through it to help shape i#and it mattered that I left it on the internet so that now it still exists. i'm going to honor this story no matter what current me would#objectively think about it if it was written by anyone else.#this is a gift i give myself now.#this is a lot of what I learn and learn to do#trauma evolution#mosswrites
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