#brb I'm crying again
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I've finished No home yesterday before I went to bed I'm not doing fine but that was also the greatest thing I've read in a while
My headcanon is that Haejoon and Eunyung kept contact while they were apart and have seen each other a few time (idk how it is in Korea but especially since Eunyung would have to prepare his testimony for his parents trial and stuff I feel like Haejoon would have wanted to support him through that)
I think Haejoon would have come to Eunyung's graduation whithout telling him and that he would be so happy he would ditch his friends to eat with Haejoon
Like Eunyung talking about he felt like Haejoon would not abandon him at the end YEAH HE WOULD NOT
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I went out for easter lunch with my granddad and halfway through, two elder trans women- gray hair and canes and all-walked in, and I have spent probably the last hour crying on and off because they reminded me that we get to get old.
we get to live long, beautiful lives. we get to meet up with our life long friends for lunch at some little diner and talk about good times and how our families are doing. we get to sip on iced tea, and smile, and live
I ended up paying their bill, and I really wish I'd have gone up to talk to them. unfortunately I'm fairly shy with strangers, but I regret not saying hello.
but I hope they know, that everywhere they go, they glow like a neon sign lighting up a foggy path with the message that we get to live
#personal#brb I'm crying again#I needed to see them in the worst way#They're not only a symbol of human resilience. but of trans resilience as well#that no matter what this world throws at us. our people belong. we will always be here. we will survive. and we will be happy#trans elders are so incredibly important to me#the thing is too#I posted on my snap story how happy I was to see those ladies#and this young trans guy I work with said that myself and two other trans men I'm friends with#are for him what those ladies were to me today#that we made him realize that we can exist and we can exist loudly and happily#he texted me that and man. I'm telling you I cried#the trans community is so beautiful#I love all of my trans siblings so very much and I'll scream that from the rooftops for all of my life#rampant tr/nsphobia lately has had me so fucking destroyed inside. I feel like a big part of my heart healed today
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Was incredibly lucky to get to storyboard for one of my fav games, Cult of the Lamb. Thank you to Half Giant and Massive Monster for the amazing opportunity!
Trailer here
#min draw#min work#min move#cult of the lamb#storyboard#it's a pretty short scene but STILL#was so stoked and excited i still can't believe i got to contribute a little to such an incredible game#brb need to replay the entirety of CotL again#i didn't see the game footage until the official trailer release#i'M CRYING OVER THE CAT REUNION
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Currently thinking about the contrast between when Loki and Mobius part ways in the first season and their goodbye in the finale.
In the first season, Mobius reaches out his hand for a handshake and Loki pulls him into a hug instead. He says "Thank you, my friend."
In the finale, since Mobius doesn't have the same familiarity with him at that point, even if he wants to hug him, he has to settle for the handshake this time. He says "Thank you, Mobius."
Loki knows more about Mobius than ever in the finale, he's spent centuries living and re-living their moments together, but that's not something he could possibly express in that moment.
Loki initiates the handshake though, just like he initiated the hug. He wants that familiarity, it hurts not to have it. At the same time, if he had stopped to give a goodbye to the present Mobius it would have been too familiar. Loki needed to focus on what he thinks is the right thing to do, not on what he wants, so he has to distance himself as much as possible in that moment. It's Mobius then, that keeps trying to reach out to him, to get him to slow down.
Mobius and Loki are always running circles around each other like that. That's what makes their dynamic so compelling. No matter what role they take on at the time, they always have a way of balancing each other out.
"They say opposites attract. No."
But they do. In whatever way you want to read it, either platonically or romantically, the show has gone out of its way to show that they're drawn to each other.
It's always unclear which of them is leading and which is following, that's because they both are. There's so much symbolism in the show about infinity loops. That's them.
#this post got away from me a little bit#so like#brb i'm crying about them again#like what in the soulmate angst is this#mobius m mobius#loki#lokius#loki season 2#loki season 2 spoilers
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i'm going to be sick. the softness in arlecchino's voice, devoid of the usual rigid stoicity she so often keeps; the deliverance of a punishment within which is imbued clervie's freedom, at the expense of losing someone so precious to her once more...
#🌑 chuca rambles#brb crying again#arlecchino#god sobs#just rewatching it since they reuploaded it of course but hrhfnfh#uuuu#it's alright perrie we'll give you all the cuddles and kisses and sweets 🥹#i'm so proud of arle too and i'm happy with how they wrote her#she's so distinct from the other genshin ladies she deserves it
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HZD was such a magical experience. It was a game about the apocalypse, but it still left me feeling hopeful by the end, twisting the despair it made me feel over its past into something like appreciation for everything we still have. It was a game about life and death, about nature and both its vulnerability and its resilience, about how technology can be used for either good or bad, about how it could destroy us but also save us depending on how we use it. It was a game about GAIA and Elisabet's love for the world (and each other), it was about a lonely queer girl's personal quest to find her mother that turned into a quest to save her homeworld, it was the story of an outcast who became the chosen one she never wanted to be, who went from carrying the weight of negative expectations to the weight of positive ones on her shoulders, it was about showcasing both the best and the worst of humanity, while still reassuring us that the effort we put into this world is worth it, even against impossible odds, because this is a world worth fighting for, and there might always be bad but there will also always be good, and life on Earth is worth protecting.
It was so deeply beautiful and moving and at the end of the day it was just a game. I wish I could play it for the first time again
#this hope and sappiness is so uncharacteristic of me... i guess this game really does bring out things i didn't know i had in me huh.#of course i never thought hzd was perfect but.... it had such a strong emotional core that i really miss#yes i listened to sad machine and started crying about gaia again. how do you know?#because i only get this emotional about hzd when i listen to sad machine? ah yes of course.#i mean this is THE song that really sends me back and puts me in the mindset i was in when i was finishing the game for the first time....#maybe i should just replay hzd and pretend i don't know anything about it. i could use the pick-me-up#but i don't WANNA replay it i just wanna relive that first experience :( i miss her i just want her back#i'm just gonna keep crying for now brb#ramble#hzd
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What upsets me the most about all the bad writing is that Qot will be written off as something that started great but ended horribly. I have no hope . I don't think anything can save it now.
But this show has given us so many really good scenes. Scenes that made me cry....that made me fall in love....that made my heart ache. BaekHong really delivered and I wish, I WISH people watch it for just that cause they're an absolutely lovely character/relationship study. Some of their scenes have really been written and executed well. It's paining me to know all of that is going to be in vain.
Soooo I hope people say, Qot was poorly written but the acting, main leads and the relationship development/arc of the main couple might just be worth the watch.
#cause this show truly has nothing else at this point#im sad#remember those scene last week where KSH and KJW acted their hearts out?#remember that scene at the palace where we all swooned and ached with them#remember that scene where she forgot her memories and was still mad at him but loved him#remember when they fell out of love#remember how they were falling in love again#remember the scenes they shot in Germany#gah I hate it here#can they get scripts reviewed by a faw fans please?#like I'm sure a lot of us could've saved this show#i miss the good old first half of this show#crying brb#queen of tears#baek hyun woo#hong hae in#kim ji won#kim soo hyun#spoilers
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Obsessed with the theme of cycles in bsd. Like you have the obvious cycle of abuse at play. The adults abuse the kids who go on to abuse those ones younger than them. Mori abuses Dazai. Dazai abuses Akutagawa. Akutagawa abuses Kyouka. But another cycle that is just as strong is that of love. Of saving someone and them following on your footsteps and helping someone else. Oda saves Dazai. Dazai saves Atsushi. And that love is what eventually breaks the cycle of abuse. Atsushi breaks it by saving Kyouka and he breaks it by reaching out to Akutagawa. This love that is passed down from one person to the other permeates everything in bsd, changes the story's trajectory and is ultimately what this is all about. It's about helping those in need and forgiving those who are regretting their past choices. This story is so full of love.
#I'm sorry i have brainrot again#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungou stray dogs meta#dazai#atsushi#akutagawa#it was all about love? always has been#brb crying#kyouka
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[Image ID: Black and white GIF of Phryne Fisher from the opening scenes of the episode Blood and Money. The image shows her head and upper torso as she stands outdoors. She wears a sequined evening gown and fancy headdress. /End ID]
While it is very funny that, at the start of Blood and Money, Phryne shows up to the morgue in her outfit from the night before, I was recently thinking about why she wouldn’t get changed??? We know she loves to have the perfect outfit for all situations and see her make some pretty quick changes in other episodes. There’s no reason to delay getting to the morgue by, what, 10-15 minutes? It’s not like the body will go anywhere.
But, then I consider that she’s got a young boy sat in her kitchen, scared because his brother is missing, now thought to be dead. She’s been almost exactly where he is and spent agonising years in search of answers. You bet she’ll be damned if she makes him wait a moment longer than he has to for closure, especially at the cost of something so frivalous as her clothes 😭
#brb sobbing#this episode makes me feel like my heart is being squashed to pulp but I love it so much#the phryne/paddy parallels? mac? the neck touch? the swallow pin?#perfection#(i'm pretending hugh isn't an idiot for most of the ep but we do get clueless jack from it so silver linings and all)#I also really love Phryne as an intermediary between the Collingwood boys and the police#You just know that when Janey disappeared they were only taken seriously because of her mother's family/Aunt P#And now Phryne gets to serve that same function to help other kids most people would dismiss get the help they deserve#god I'm crying again#miss fisher's murder mysteries#mfmm#phryne fisher#blood and money#thoughts by els
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"None of us know how long we have. We don't know what tomorrow holds. And Mjlonir... Mjlonir chose you. And it chose you because you're worthy."
--Thor: Love and Thunder
#the six words that completely broke me and healed my heart at the same time#''it chose you because you're worthy''#my lil disabled heart needed this#i'm worthy 🥺😭💖#i'm sobbing#brb gonna go replay this part over and over again and cry#i'm disabled and i'm worthy 😭😭#marvel#thor love and thunder#disability things
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phanollie the cutest duo 🥹
#i drew this 3 months ago#but i'm posting it on tumblr now#bc i'm going through missing phanollie hours#can't believe they're separated now 😭#phanollie reunion when#boys planet#ollie#boys planet ollie#park hanbin#boys planet fanart#my art#also i just realized i lost 2 followers on my art ig and now i have less than 100 followers again#brb while i go cry#and possibly jump out of a window idk
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fun fact: miqin mubei, face obscured, is the second named character to appear in the entire show. yes he appears all the way in episode 1
#young blood#大宋少年志#synco talks#ding er posting on main again#HE'S SO EXTRA AND FOR WHAT#i'm so unwell over this i can't even put it into words#he was always there! just as the truth - hidden but always there#one of the last scenes filmed is the first scene shown#in his next onscreen appearance he's a completely different character. filmed earlier back when his story was different#the shot is so subtle! so blink-and-you'll-miss-it! who's going to remember this forty episodes later! it's a treat for the rewatchers#and it doesn't even matter except it DOES and i'm unwell.#pretty sure this is the only time cherries appear in this show. the bright scarlet against the muted colors.#plucking the stem and loosing the arrows#anyway i'm going to write my fic and we'll see how much of this energy i can balance against 'two parallel generals facing war horrors' vib#literally the only difference between this and ep 42 is the color grading. ep 1 is just ep 42 if the heroes failed#watch them side by side and - aughh#it all begins and ends at qichuan village. brb crying#ybq is wearing the same armor bc he has Issues#mqmb is wearing the same armor bc ... ?#the first scene of the whole damn show is qinqi and you tell me this is a rarepair come on <- me being delusional
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hi lore its past 2am and i just finished the fic and bro i actually had to stop reading in the middle bc i started tearing up so bad-
it was so wonderful! i can see why it was indulgent, and i honest to god felt this cut in my soul that i didnt know was there be threaded together from this fic...you cooked so hard even my spirit ate-
i dont understand how you can write yandere so well and then pull THIS kind of universe-mending art from the same place. you said you added smut but it was more LOVE than just copulation or fucking or anything of that sort. i think you ruined me, WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THESE EXPECTATIONS JING YUAN ISNT REAL SOBBBB
in any case, you cooked so hard--who said michelin is only 5 stars, the astral express is about to deliver a whole solar system with what you did. i will now dry the spots on my hair that were wet with my tears and have the best sleep of my life, thank you again lore! it might sound silly but you healed something in me that i didnt even know was hurting, and im eternally grateful that i ended up on your blog.
happy new year!! thank you for a soft, warm start to my year, i hope you also have a comfy start to yours!
SLEEEEEPY!!! thank you thank you thank you 🥺!!!!!! very happy you enjoyed the meal sleepy 🙏 i do so enjoy being in the kitchen... cooking up something homey (and hurty lol) up 💕
i'm glad you enjoyed the ooey gooey goopy smut :3c truly like... drawn from how much i adore jing yuan and how i've been chewing on his character for the past while... in addition to like!! my own proclivity for goopy lovesick smut LOL (you don't see it much on lorelune, but on my beloved old blog it was like!! my bread and butter). i do love delving into the soft stuff when i can :'^) it is like!! a little shattering in a good way!! cathartic is perhaps the word.
i hope you achieved that goodnight's sleep and rested well with lovely dreams of beloved jy 💓 thank you again sleepy!!!!
#SLEEEPY UR SO SWEET#shakes#i'm glad you enjoyed and it was healing and you had a good cry 🥺!!! honestly honored alsfdkj#thank you for the kind message again and 🥺!!! your thoughts on the fic#brb CRYIIING i can act all tough and put together in the body of this post but i'm just#crying cat img#screaming crying cat img#LORE ANSWERS
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sitting here on a fucking renal diet sadly eating wedges of unsalted apple and cucumber. WHITE RICE as my lunch. bro I'm about to start writing some highly specific sickfics
#muzz mumbles#my list of foods to avoid or outright cut out is two pages long#my list of safe foods can fit on one hand#don't be fooled i am fucking paralyzed by the idea that I am slowly dying right now#but I'm also just. so fucking pissed that my nephrologist even let it come to this point#gonna go watch puss in boots again and get a good cry in brb#vent cw#medical mention#death mention cw
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this is the closest i'll ever be to getting him pls help me in these trying times 🙏
#kuu.txt#i would sell my soul for this izumi and this izumi especifically#but yknow. i haven't played eng in months#and i'm level 98 in jp so. yeah#BUT I WANT HIM SO BADD#he's sososo cute. so cute#i wish they would give him an extra winter outfit but#i love that outfit too much to complain lol#black turtleneck + coat is the best combination ever#i was sure he gas going to be event exclusive but he's gacha? i think??#what are the odds of me getting him. is this roaring sea marina all over again#brb on my way to cry about a png
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Started Alice in Borderland after ignoring it for 1000 years and I really hate my life rn
#alice in borderland#i get attached too easily#Ep 3 killed me (:#THE WHOLE FUCKING SERIES IS KILLING ME AFDHDHHD#The pain man. Omg I love this#It tears my heart in p i e c e s#Wonderful#And I'm only at ep 5 I can't wait to get more traumatized (:#That show is good when you feel like shit and you wanna soak in pain and suffering#Totally recommend 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻#Now brb I gotta cry over some characters. Again
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