#bpdconfessions

[healing-survivor]

I am bad at confessions. I can't accept rejections. I become a dangerous animal when rejected. Be it rejection of any form. I have been head over heals in love with a person since quite some time. I think it is love, maybe it is an infatuation. I don't know. It's been way too long since I felt something like this for someone. A couple of months ago I was talking to my ex, complaining how his abuses made me incapable of loving someone. But I think I regained my capabilities of loving. When I love, I love hard. My emotions are way too strong than any of you can imagine. And I'm proud of this. I confessed about my emotions to this person, finally. And I have no regrets whatsoever. I didn't wait for any answer. I just ghosted the person after confessing. 😂😂😂😂😂 Anyways, I feel like a goddess now. I have super powers. I have super power of emotions. And I embrace this. My weakness is actually my super power. It is a late realisation, but I am never going to feel sorry for myself for feeling things way too much than others. Art done by @art_by_rick #bpdconfessions #traumahealing #cptsdhero https://www.instagram.com/p/Co_0_ZUvifHUYMUcRp1vc7kSbyt4yechvGgHtA0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[into-deepdark]

I want people to be okay about my act of unfollowing and didn't approve follow request. Before I was mentally ill, I am so open about myself, but life get difficult that my mental health decline. So, at this point I want to hide and only keep people I know close to me.

I have no intention to make people question why I unfollowed them or didn't approve follow request. (I did thought that they might not even notice me, but what if some of them noticed). Hey hey, I don't hate you. It's just my paranoid that make me think people are judging me. But, if my circle are small, the thoughts of being judge will cave in. You are saving me by being okay with my act. But if it's bother you, I am truly deeply sorry.

And also, it will stop me comparing myself with people whom I think have the perfect life. I know we not perfect, but I couldn't help myself for having those thoughts where people have the perfect life, pretty face and talented. I wish I would be heal and ready to open up again. I have so much to give.

Thank you for understanding and sorry if I make you uncomfortable.

[bpd-matters-blog]

Repost @bpd.diary_ - 4/8/2018. “You know you’re borderline when you fluctuate between fearing abandonment to encouraging it.” — Jaen Wirefly This is 💯 how I always feel. You fear someone would leave you, but you always push them away. You don’t know how to treat them nicely. Especially to someone special. Someone you love. You tend to get mad easily that you scare them. They might think that you hate them. Their sincerity towards you might be lessened day by day. You just don’t know how to express your feelings towards them. It’s the only way you know. That’s how unique your personality is. You love someone to the point that no one would ever understand. All you can hope is that someone would at least try to understand your situation and willing to become better together 🙂 #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawareness #borderlinefighter #bpd #bpdproblems #bpdmemes #bpdawareness #bpdrecovery #bpdwarrior #bpdlife #bpdconfessions #bpdstruggles #bpdbeautiful #bpdmemes #bpdlife #bpdconfessions #borderlinesmatter #love #smile #sad #angry #hate #heartbroken #abandonment_issues #scare #lifequotes #life #lovelife #lifeisbeautiful #lifeisstrange https://www.instagram.com/p/BmQ8SaCAWsK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ge6hg5o6wgq4

[infiniteglitterfall]

Do you know if there's something like a mental health confessions blog? Where I can vent about issues and find other people who experience similar things? I'm having more and more bad mental health days and I don't really feel like there's anyone around me who will listen/respond.

This is a great question! I know I've seen ones for specific mental illnesses, so you might try a search for something like @bpdconfession or @anxietyconfessions101 or whatever applies here (I haven't actually looked at either of those, I just started typing to see what came up) but I bet somebody can reblog with some good recommendations!