#bpd exclusive

[mahou-mogai]

💗。+ jirai kei magical girl ( gender )

♠️。— a gender in the magigirl gender system (link) that is related to magical girls and the jirai kei/landmine type subculture. this term is exclusive to people with bpd.

 🪽。+ coined by mod queen of hatred

[luvlybunii]

Cottagecore BPD: a flag for those with BPD and who associate themselves with cottagecore aesthetics

[Image IDs: There are three images. The first image is a horizontal flag that has seven equal stripes running side to side. Going from top to bottom, the colors go from a muted sage green, lightening up with each stripe until the fourth one, which is a cream color. From there, it goes from a similar sage green color and fades to a darker green. On top of the flag is the BPD symbol, which is a vertical straight line with a curve similar to a half circle connected on either side going outwards. The second image is a translucent PNG of just the BPD symbol. The third image is the same as the first flag, but without the BPD symbol. /End ID]

[gengernoway]

⠀✦、YANDERE：XID-04

a XenoID term for those who are somehow intertwined with the concept and aesthetics of "Yanderes". However this is exclusive to users who can reclaim the term, those being people with BPD, OCD and any disorder that can cause unhealthy obsession.

⠀✦、TAGGING：@radiomogai @pdsarchive、for Freak 𖥔 Hotline

[ PT: yandere, xid-04, a xenoid term for those who are somehow intertwined with the concept and aesthetics of "yanderes". however this is exclusive to users who can reclaim the term, those being people with borderline personality disorder, obsessive compulsive disorder and any disorder that can cause unhealthy obsession. tagging radiomogai pdsarchive, for freak hotline, check our iwc oomf. End of PT ]

[ PS : thanks to webby-mogai for helping me with the IDs for the top and bottom frills(??) !!! ^_^ ]

[echovoidedangel]

So, I know I saw someone else start the project of collecting Ross lore (@tea-dragonz) however I'm not entirely sure if they plan on continuing it or not (since its been over a year-). But I may or may not start the documentation of all Ross lore as well as whatever lore we have for the other Bois.

Max Lore will be easy to compile since that's only one video [to my knowledge]

From what I've gathered Jerry & Pooki only have 1-2 Lore bits about them [Note; I haven't seen everything of Max's since my fixation does flip-flop around to where one minute I'm watching his stuff then the next I'm coming up with misc. concepts-]

And Ross Lore is gonna be the most deep-diving out of all of them since it could come from any video after it's first mention. Any video could reference Ross Lore. And the more challenging part is gonna be telling what is and isn't considered Ross Lore.

But I at least want to compile what I can sit through. I'll either make a Document or keep it in my notes app until it's good.

[luvlybunii]

bookworm BPD: a flag for those with BPD and who are bookworms

[Image IDs] There are three images. The first image is a horizontal flag that has seven equal stripes running side to side. Going from top to bottom, the colors go from a light muted wine red, darkening with each stripe until the fourth one, which is a cream color. From there, it goes from a dark sage green color and fades to a lighter green. On top of the flag is the BPD symbol, which is a red vertical straight line with a curve similar to a half circle connected on either side going outwards. On top of the BPD symbol, there are two black circles side by side, connected in the middle to form glasses. The second image is the same as the first, but with no symbol on top. The third image is the same as the others, but without the glasses on the BPD symbol.

[orientation-archive]

PT/lieblimenschix (FPplatoniromantic). Definition. Flag info and ID. Term info. Related terms. hope you enjoy! please tell me if there was already a term for this./end PT

lieblimenschix (FPplatoniromantic)

definition-

a subset of platoniromantic where someone can’t tell the difference between romantic and platonic attraction when it comes to their favorite person (fp). this term is exclusive to people with bpd

flag info and id-

the flag is based on the platoniromantic flag and the symbol is the bpd symbol

[id: a flag with 5 horizontal stripes. from top to bottom they are dark yellow, pink-gray, black, blue-gray and gray. there is a black bpd symbol (two outward facing opposite half circles with a straight vertical line in between) in the middle of the flag. end id.]

term info-

comes from 'lieblingsmensch' which is a literal german translation for 'favorite person'. can also be called just 'FPplatoniromantic'

related terms-

this is a neuro- orientation and related to other bpd oreintations like FPapothispike and conifsexual.

for anon.

hope you enjoy! please tell me if there was already a term for this.

[abyss-boxes]

[TEXT ID: “This alter is both a Crashguard and Splitguard. Flags by disrealities”]

I swear i posted this box before… but I guess I didn’t! Absolutely love all of @disrealities stuff and flags <3

Please do not remove the credit to disrealities from the userbox. The terms splitguard and crashguard are exclusive to ppl w/ bpd and npd respectively !!!!

REBLOGS OVER LIKES

Credit (to us) appreciated but not required !!

[openmindpsych]

happy disability pride month to people with stigmatized or uncommon mental health conditions who are just Going Through It

[cluster-c-pds-culture-is]

Cluster something culture is questioning wether it's possible to have both npd and avpd at the same time or if it's maybe just the audhd and I should be sleeping it's 4 am

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[orientation-archive]

PT/💗 Femme BPD lesbian - a flag exclusive to femme lesbians with borderline personality disorder./end PT

Flag ID/a rectangular flag of 7 even horizontal stripes. The colors go from top to bottom as magenta, light magenta, light pink, off-black magenta, light pink, light magenta, and magenta. The two other flags are identical./end ID

@mad-pride

💗 、 FEMME BPD LESBiAN ── A flag exclusive to femme lesbians with borderline personality disorder ｡

[m0tel6mxzzy]

the day bpd stops being treated as synonymous with “evil woman i find manipulative” disorder is the day i die happy. no wonder i was so scared to consider i had it until i realized my diagnosis when that’s how the media portrays women with it when trying to portray them as criminal, villainous, or guilty. idk when ill stop being angry about it.

[katyspersonal]

[fitzselfships]

I did Not want to have a dream about the person I think was starting to become my fp what the hell was that all about I haven't thought about them in months :[

[gengernoway]

⠀✦、DARLING：XID-05

A XenoID term for those that are connected to the aesthetics and concept of "Darlings". The term is not exclusive to anyone but it is also made with pwBPD in mind.

⠀✦、TAGGING：@radiomogai @pdsarchive

[ PT : darling: xid-05, a xenoid term for those that are connected to the aesthetics and concept of "darlings". the term is not exclusive to anyone but it is also made with people with borderline personality disorder in mind, tagging: radiomogai pdsarchive, check our iwc, oomf. End of PT ]

[ PS : thanks to webby-mogai for helping me with the IDs for the top and bottom frills(??) !!! ^_^ ]

[silentheaven-sys]

TBMC Rant / Vent

Tw: Sa mention / Religion mention

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One day you wake up, your legs sore, your eyes burning red, and you think: Why is my purpose in life to be Violated?

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I was programmed to be a Housewife, or something of the sort anyways. As the old host and core of the system has vanished since my arrival, and since i was one of the last to be programmed Externally, i don’t have much memory of life before.

I was born as this and I will die as this, all my memories will be this, no past, no future, just the never ending present.

I don’t believe I can be Deprogrammed.

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I think it makes sense to establish some context:

I grew up in a strict, christian Place (won’t talk extensively for safety), surrounding my house we had around 10 churches, in particular my family was very high in the ‘society’ created there, we lived in front of the priests. I preached to younger kids, I was in the chorus, even the school life was dictated by church. We did homework all together at the community center (with the church people), we would routinely be sent to the mountains to pray etc… you probably understand the gist.

Since i can remember, we’ve always wanted to be a housewife, have 3, 4 or more children. Don’t work, dress pretty, satisfy your husband. It contrasted strongly with our sexuality and gender, which was a matter of chatter for the church.

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I think it’s something that always described us as a system, this duality, this core need to be away from the church, away from religion because we are inherently unholy, but this control they’ve instilled in us never letting us truly escape.

This duality that they even programmed in us, really.

Even now, I haven’t left fully.

I moved country, but i Haven’t left. I’m going back once every few months at least.

How can i leave?

I still want to be a housewife.

A mother.

Even if i’m a boy.

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Lord, Lamb, Box and Clock were all programmed before me. Lord having re-emerged recently (As Lamb allowed us to find a tiny sub system, no idea why yet), Lamb being our first alter, from what we can recollect, and Clock being the second. Box I can’t genuinely remember.

When I, Passerine, was programmed, the body was already older, not of much sure, but older enough to cause a different need to come from our handlers.

Lord, Lamb, Box and Clock are all aggressive, loyal, guard dogs or creators of duality. Meant to act up to cause ‘delightful’ punishment. Meant to punish others. Meant to always come back.

I was made for one job and one job only.

Housewife.

Which didn’t mean just, clean the house and pop some kids as i’ve been led to believe.

It meant my body would freeze, absolute paralysis, with the use of a single Word. It meant my tongue would be caught in my mouth it meant i couldn’t speak or move but just take it over and over again even if i was bleeding.

We had another ‘trigger’ that would instead, give us a very opposite reaction, one where we were forced to beg: to be hit, to be used.

It’s still in me, it’s still something i do, i still freeze when my partner forgets he’s not supposed to say that word, i still try to get naked when his expression sours.

I still mother him, i still clean the house, i cook, i desire children, it’s my job.

Every time he holds me, caresses my hair, and he’s reassuring me it’s okay to not enjoy sex, that we can make it all better, i can only repeat

It’s my job.

It’s my job.

And i’m never getting better.

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until 2021 i was not aware enough of who i was, what was happening.

Lamb to this day likes to lock my tongue up when he feels like his control is slipping.

When i want to say no.

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Now, after years of therapy. I can’t say it has gotten much better really

It’s still my job.


and it hurts even worse.

[ms-all-sunday]

When I say Usopp has bpd instead of "usopp has anxiety and depression" I always feel like