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@season-two exactly!! you get it
bucky egan acts like the war widow of all time in eps 4 and 5. aside from the fact that everyone was gearing up to tell john about buck going down like he was a wife on the home front, you’ve got the suicidality and recklessness, the drinking and insomnia, the need to burn down what took buck even if it reignites his own moral crisis about the cost of war, the last minute jacket switch so if he goes down it’s not in a jacket buck hates… i am gonna be thinking about this forever
#he will wear the SHIT out of a black fascinator with the mesh covering his face. the lipstick will be immaculate#a lily boutonierre pinned perfectly for mourning#john Egan#mota
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Rating, Replacements, and Additions for LI Wardrobes: Aiden Zhou, OG HSS Book 3
Sort of a spinoff of my Cadybear's MC Wardrobes series, I've decided to do a similar thing for some LI wardrobes. The wardrobes for LIs tend to be very limited compared to that of MCs, so a large portion of this series will be dedicated to making new outfits for LIs in events where MC gets to have a new outfit, or any special events.
First up is the one and only Aiden Zhou!!! I'll be submitting this for @aidenzhouappreciationweek! For the Day 2 Prompt Fashion/Design!
Directory for the other parts will be included in the reblogs after I've completed the posts for all books!
Canon Outfit: Spring Casual
I like it. Formal-ish, but still casual. A lot more casual.
Verdict: Keep it as is.
Of course... I think it might look good as a shorts outfit too...
:DDD
Event: Hearst Kids Tour
I feel like Aiden might wanna have a distinguished look when giving the tour. So I gave him the "spring fever" outfit from m!MC's wardrobe. I also think either of his spring casual outfits would work. All 3 of them sort of match the color scheme of Evie's tour guide outft.
Event: Caleb's beach party
He! Deserves! A! Cute! Little! Outfit!
I imagine soon after starting to date Evie is when he becomes a lot more open to experimenting with more revealing/risque clothing. The first of which is this romper.
Event: Open Mic Night at Pindarus
I feel like he might go with the semiformal Maria's birthday outfit for this one. Something tidy and distinguished because he's playing one of his songs, but also not overly formal.
Event: Punk Concert Premium Scene
Arguably his most daring outfit in this series. I totally have a headcanon about Ezra and Myra taking him clothes shopping in preparation for the concert. (And yes, I know there's this whole bit where Aiden's worried that he and MC are dressed too normally, but I renounce it. Aiden must wear the cute outfit.)
Semi-Canon: Promposal
In the CG, he was basically just wearing his homecoming suit but without the boutonierre. So I thought I'd make a sprite of it.
I was tempted at first to give him a new suit for the promposal, but A) I don't wanna have to edit or remake the CG and B) him wearing his homecoming suit can be a signifier of how when he first asked her + made a song and played it for was for homecoming
Canon: Spring Band Concert
So cute! So sharp! And Evie is DEFINITELY checking him out in that.
Verdict: Keep it as is.
New: Topless Spring Casual
As per that one truth or dare scene where our favorite repressed bisexual Max Warren dares Aiden to take his shirt off. Except I can not for the life of me see Aiden having defined abs (which is why all of the outfit edits where Aiden's stomach is bare has two versions: the in-game abs sprite for people who liked that and also guys with abs can still rock crop tops + the smooth tumby sprite for my headcanons), so that scene happens differently IMO.
I'm still working out the details of how that scene would happen differently, but I do know that Zoe will still say Evie is one lucky girl.
Canon: Prom
Fun fact, when I did a "best Aiden outfit" poll some months back, this one one. And rightfully so. He looks so sleek and sharp.
Verdict: Keep it as is.
Of course... I think we all deserve to see Aiden in that f!MC's premium dress again. But with a few extra versions...
The orignal one, of course. A version that's more purple. Some green ones, because his canon suit is green. A silver one, because the outfit is named "Silver Goddess" in the game and Aiden deserves to look like a silver goddess (or really just a goddess in general). And a black one because black suits him.
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This one was kind of a doozy for me.
Here's the Vincent playlist for all the playtesters of culture out there! He's going to get some longer songs than usual in here as a treat (classical music can be like that, so yeah). I'll also admit right now that I'm not especially knowledgeable in the classical music scene, so I may not always pick out what's considered the best interpretations of the pieces at large. I feel like I should have something to say on why I chose some of these so, like the Kadsey playlist notes, this is long.
We're starting off strong with Chopin's 12 Études, Op. 10: No. 12 in C Minor as performed by Murray Parahia. Op. 10: No. 12 is the piece that Vincent performed in his route, which is the most obvious choice yet when it comes to these playlists. The reason I chose Murray Parahia's interpretation specifically is because of the way I chose a piece later on.
Next song is a swing into the macabre with The Séance by Blackbriar. I felt like referencing Vincent's interests in the supernatural early on. Seeing a ghost was definitely a formative experience for this guy.
Cut for spoilers below, just in case.
I don't want all of the classical selections to be "oops, all piano" even if that's Vincent's instrument of choice, so I'm also sprinkling in some other stuff. This one is Ernst's The Last Rose of Summer "Étude No. 6" as performed by Midori on violin, the same instrument as Vincent's father. I'm no expert, but the bow work sounds insane in this. I also like to think Vincent is a character that has a fondness for roses, since he tends to wear a purple rose boutonierre on his jacket.
I know someone that's a big fan of the v-kei group Versailles, so I slipped a little of their music in, since I think it's symphonic metal-adjacent. First up from them is Sympathia. I think it fits well with the fact that Vincent has some complicated relationships to deal with in his life (especially with how he views his deceased parents). That theme somewhat continues with La Maritza by Therion, with the singer reminiscing about her father.
I'm not really sure if Vincent's really into Impressionism when it comes to classical music, but I like to think he has some fondness for more emotionally-driven pieces, to contrast Ashino's soulless approach to art if nothing else. So, we're going to have some Debussy. 12 Études, L. 136: 2. Pour les Tierces (I'm so sorry for these titles; I sure don't pick for classical music to be organized this way) as performed by Mitsuko Uchida caught my attention. Apparently, Debussy said in his time that his études are "a warning to pianists not to take up the musical profession unless they have remarkable hands", so yeah. This piece and the set it's from are supposed to be major skill checks and I respect that.
Dark Venus Persephone is something I chose to somewhat reference the Glory version of Vincent's mother, Lily (I specify the Glory version, since there will also be references to the Bureau version that's pulling the strings on the whole AI project). Basically, she's a beautiful and tragic figure that was gone before her time, fitting with this sort of song. METAL KINGDOM is next to amp up the energy a bit more, along with giving us some power of friendship vibes, since Vincent could really use that kind of positivity. I, Don Quixote as covered by Chrisopher Lee (yes, the actor that played Saruman in LotR, among other iconic roles; he was also a metal enthusiast and occasional opera singer) is next because no one can tell me that Vincent wouldn't have had some admiration for Sir Christopher Lee as a fascinating gentleman.
A Villain's Monologue and The Rapture (but it's Pink) are songs that I think could fit for either the true Lily in the Bureau or Ashton, since both of them have plans for Vincent and aren't interested in giving him any say in the matters (and some bits of each song kind of fit each character more). Hell, Ashino can count in this chaos, too, since he thinks Vincent's rigged to be chosen by us and plans to circumvent that himself (albeit without killing Vincent, which is a bit of a step up from Ashton's attitude).
This next one is very basic of me, but come on. Mozart's Requiem in D Minor, K. 626: Sequence: VI. Lacrimosa dies illa is such an iconic piece. If someone asks me what a requiem mass sounds like, I'd point to this. Death is Not the End comes next because death is practically a slap on the wrist for the AI characters in this story (as well as the player's avatar within the game, for that matter, since getting killed boots us back to the date selection screen with no lost progress). There also seems to be some reanimation stuff in there, so we could link that to Lily and the Bureau's plans.
Ghost is probably the weirdest song in this playlist, from a genre perspective, but it still feels on theme with the possibly supernatural aspect (especially if you take the music video into account, but this isn't about music videos) and the pessimistic doubt to it. Let's face it: Vincent's not exactly in the best situation in REBOOT, the game where we can finally get to know him. He's reluctant to reach out to his friends for help and his attempts to ask what's wrong with John and Kadsey lately have been brushed off in turn.
Next up is Chopin's 12 Études, Op. 25: No. 12 in C Minor as performed by Murray Parahia and I had decided to play a bit of a game in choosing that pianist. Usually, I look up a recommended artist for the solo pieces and pick something. For this one, I chose the piece and listened to several interpretations, picking out the one that spoke to me. This piece tends to also be called the Ocean étude and I assume it's from all of the arpeggios evoking rolling waves. Something about this specific interpretation sounds like an outpouring of grief to me, though I'm not sure if that was the intention from either Chopin's composition or Parahia's playing. Whatever the case is, this is the only version that nearly made me cry, so I knew this was the one. This was a fun little experiment and I'd recommend trying it, since interpretation in performance is very important to classical pieces. Also, this one ended up making me feel slightly more confident in my tastes, since I decided to look up info on Parahia and apparently his interpretations are extremely well-regarded in general.
Our Truth by Lacuna Coil us a song that gives me the vibe of "I reject your reality and I replace it with my own.", though I think we can hope for something more positive than what characters that have tried to change things have done so far.
Next is Beethoven's Sonata No. 14 "Moonlight" on C-Sharp Minor, Op. 27 No. 2: I. Adagio sostenuto as performed by Paul Lewis. Moonlight Sonata is the other piece that Vincent plays in his route, but that one is if you reject his date. Of course, trying to reject him only ends up bringing us closer to him by some strange events and we get some delicious lore on top of that.
The Rabbit of the Moon by Moonlight Haze is next and I'll admit I chose that for Vincent's fondness for rabbits. It's about the Chinese fairytale of the jade rabbit, which I admit I only originally knew about since someone gave me a book about the Chinese zodiac that included that story. Not going to tell the whole thing here, but basically the rabbit is rewarded for the kindness of their attempted self-sacrifice to help a stranger.
This next one's actually pretty scandalous and would probably embarrass Vincent to no end: Debussy's Prelude to the Afternoon of a Faun. Yes, I know the title of the version I put on the playlist is in French, but I thought putting the translation would be convenient here. This feels like it could be a decent nod to the yandere end, since I haven't even really mentioned the REBOOT yandere ends in any playlists. They all play out pretty similarly (something I have speculations about), so I thought I'd just slip in something extra spicy for that. I imagine some of you may be confused by me saying that about this song, since it mostly sounds dreamlike, sweeping, and a bit romantic, but you'll know what I mean if you know either the poem it's based on or the ballet made later on to accompany the song (especially the ballet, honestly; that ending is bold, is how I choose to put it, and I'm not at all surprised that reactions to it had been mixed, since that was the same sort of audience that literally rioted at the premiere of Rites of Spring). This piece is something called a symphonic poem, which basically means it was made to evoke the feeling from some other piece of art- stuff like poems or paintings.
The other Versailles song I slipped into this is DRY ICE SCREAM!! [Remove Silence] and I like the energy in this one. This one comes off to me as a bit of a tragic love song and it's hard not to see everyone stuck in Glory as a bit tragic with what they're all going through, even if Vincent and John are less aware of the details.
The final song is Shared Hearts by Snow White Blood and Lilly Seth. It's a fairytale-themed song about an inseparable bond between sisters, but I chose it because of Vincent's found family: his friends and the player. Considering that in his true end, even if that's not the truest ending of the game, he finally reaches out for help and has renewed direction in his life, I really wanted something to reflect the bonds that support him. I hope that his ending stays happy.
Next time will be John. I thought his list would be the most difficult, but it really wasn't.
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One of the last conversations I had with my Mum was her telling me to work with flowers. I'm still not sure if she meant actual flowers or painting flowers. Anyway I have painted some today. This is a mini wood slice on a lapel pin. Sunflower is my sister's chosen flower to represent Mum. #lasirenadesign #lasirena #lasirenapebbleart #seaglass #pebbleart #coastal #sea #beach #woodslice #justacard #beachcombing #beachcombingmagazine #etsy #mommymaker #makersgonnamake #indieshop #supportsmallbusiness #almeria #boutonierre #lapelpin #lapelpins #sunflower #handpainted https://www.instagram.com/p/CDWdwE-oEXU/?igshid=100qalqvs0q1r
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Celebrating Christmas grooms! What do you call the flowers on the lapel? Boutonierre? Buttonhole? Corsage? Floral lapel pin? Did you know that traditionally there was a loop on the reverse of the lapel below the button hole to secure the flower stems? Love traditions! Reposting from @suitstosuituk www.celebrantspain.es #celebrantspain #weddingcelebrantspain #bilingualcelebrantspain #wedding #celebrant #officiant #craftingceremonies #boutonierre #buttonhole #corsage #wildflowers #weddingblog #weddingtradition #weddinglapelpin #weddingblogger #weddingflowers #weddingbouquet #floraldogcollar #weddingritual #suitstosuit #groomsflowers #flowerarrangement #flowerpower #christmasflowers #funnyhowflowersdothat #meaningofflowers #plantpower #weddingplanner #loveislove #weddingflorist https://www.instagram.com/p/B6NGnzCiJ2Z/?igshid=bnkq8park2fs
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Sunflowers just make you wanna Smile don’t they? 😊 #southerncharmdecor #southerncharmdesigns #southerncharm #designsbylaurie #silkflorist #giftshop #floraldesign #floralartist #floralart #floralarrangement #bouquet #prombouquet #weddingbouquet #broochbouquet #boutonierre #blingbouquet #prom #flowerstagram #floristreview #creationsbylaurie #yousawitherefirst😉 #sunflowerbouquet https://www.instagram.com/southerncharmdecor/p/BvfLYmnBji5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12g9wr7ml5r4n
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December 31, 2019.
#would yall think im insane if i said i was in love woth debbys bouquet and joshs boutonierre?? i love the arrangement so much#jebby#grace.text
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Artificial black rose Buttonhole with stormtrooper Lego figure #stormtroopers #buttonhole #starwars #boutonierre #black #rose #artificial #flowers🌸 (at Floral Exuberance Florist) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoFJFAolv2g/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=scdrxwc20xhx
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#prom #corsage #Boutonierre . Rock your #prom night with stunning #corsage & #Boutonierre. Get the specials from best florist in Inland Empire Garden of Roses (at Garden of Roses.)
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Anybody know specifically what kind of flower is on malex's boutonierres. I'm abt to Google my guesses but if anyone knows. Please tell me
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Wedding Aesthetic: Fyodor
A/N: These are just some headcanon thoughts I have about Fyodor's ideal wedding. Obviously he would take into account the things his S/O would want to an extent, but if he gets his way, I think this is what he would like. This is quite a long post because of the photos, so everything will be below the read more. I will say up here though, that I would envision his color theme to be white and violet, since I think violet has a sense of royalty and also, ya know, it brings out his eyes. I also think he would go with traditional orthodox vows in his native Russian language and would like for his S/O to make their vows in their native language as well. Something about speaking their mother tongue seems more genuine to him.
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If S/O is fem: I think Fyodor would appreciate a dress that is modest but doesn't make his bride look frumpy or take away from her natural shape. I think he would like either long sleeves or cap sleeves and a higher neckline. I also think he would like the stereotypical bridal silhouette as well as the usual white to symbolize purity...*cough*corruptionkink*cough*. A longer, robust train would add that touch of drama that makes his bride the center of attention.
If S/O is masc: Again, Fyodor wants the white for purity. His S/O is everything pure and good in this corrupt world, especially compared to himself and the sin of his ability. He would however want a pop of color to break up the monotony of a suit and create a visually appealing look that stands out. His S/O must have all eyes on them. Some nice embroidery detailing or embellishment on the S/O tux helps them become the centerpiece for the wedding and allows Fyodor to fade into the background where he is more comfortable.
Fyodor's Tux: Contrasting his S/O, Fyodor is in all black, with something slightly tapered because of his slender frame, but not so much so that it is tight to his body. I also think he would like some small gothic details to his outfit, but would like it fairly simple otherwise.
Wedding Rings: He would want something simple that isn't too flashy. He wouldn't like running the risk of his ring standing out so much that an enemy could realize he has a potential weakness. At the same time, he would recognize that it is an important symbol to his S/O and would keep it on if it made them happy. I think he would prefer silver to gold because of his pale skin tone.
Bouquet/Boutonniere: Lilies and gardenias both represent purity, in case you haven't noticed the pattern with this man. Lilies also represent fertility, so do with that info what you will. Gardenias also represent gentleness and I believe Fyodor would view his S/O as his better half, gentle half, the half that connects him to the rest of humanity. I think that he would want their bouquet/boutonierre to be the same colors as their wedding theme.
Wedding Venue: This man is marrying his S/O in a cathedral and there are no ifs, ands, or buts about it. The cathedral is a place of worship, and as a god by his S/O's side, he'll be sure that his S/O is the only thing being worshipped in the cathedral that day. The drama of the high ceiling and large stained glass windows still fall short compared to the beauty of his S/O. The open space also helps him to feel more at ease and less stifled by the friends and family his S/O decides to invite.
Wedding Cake: Compared to the drama of everything else, he wants a rather simplistic cake to be shared with his S/O. Something that melds their wedding colors together as they are now becoming one. I think he would like the marbling effect that can be done on cakes.
Decorations/Reception: I think he'd probably like center pieces that are simple, yet elegant. Probably some flowers to match either his S/O bouquet or boutonniere. He would also have simple matching tablecloths, with elegant cutlery and plating.
After the Wedding: He and his S/O are heading straight from their wedding reception to a boat with just the two of them. He wants a private honeymoon where all the world can disappear except for him and his lover. Spending days out at sea together relaxing in one another's company is as close to heaven as the man thinks he will ever get.
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Already posting a new nail look I just painted.
This one is based off of Zecharias from @letmeremindyouvn though I decided not to go for white in this one, since I've done a black, white, and gold look before for a different character. Instead, I painted his little blue boutonierre on one of my pinkies, which was kind of difficult, since it was on my dominant hand to match the side he wears it on.
Yeah, though, the main colors are Essie Licorice and I Scream Nails Love Nectar. The flower is I Scream Nails Forget Me Not and Essie Check Your Baggage.
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😏😏 💍for sev & daisy (even tho they would prob never get married its just fun ok 😂)
send me 💍 + A SHIP and i’ll tell you—
where they get married: some place intimate, probably outside
when they get married ( ie what time of day, what month and season etc. ): spring! so there’s lots of natural flowers and things blooming
what traditions they include ( do they get married under a chuppah and crush a glass, garter toss, ‘something borrowed, something blue,’ etc. ): the whole something old, something new thing
what their wedding cake looks like: something simple, maybe with flowers on it as well - whatever Daisy wants
….who smashes cake into whose face: neither? but I think Daisy probably would before Sev
who proposed to who first: uhhhhhh!!! this could go either way? but maybe Daisy
who walks down the aisle and who waits at the altar ( or neither ): Daisy walks down the aisle
what their wedding dresses / suits / other look like: his suit is all black, her dress I’d imagine might be summery and simple but really cute
what their wedding colour scheme is and what sort of decor they have: pastels? or something earthy with like browns and greens
what flowers are in the bouquet ( if applicable. bonus: what do the flowers mean? ): wildflowers maybe? Severus would also leave this up to Daisy but maybe put something like a daisy in his boutonierre because it’s her name but also because it means I love you truly
what their vows are ( eg poetry, traditional, improvised etc. ): they write their own
if anyone’s late to the wedding: probably one of her guests tbh bc his would know he’d be real mad
who’s in the bridal parties / groomsmen / other: Regulus and Lucius for him, but tbh idk who of her friends would be jazzed enough about her marrying Severus to be a bridesmaid lol
what their bridal party / groomsmen / other are wearing: ooooh maybe they could do the thing where they’re all wearing the same dress but in different colors of their scheme, and the boys probably all in black like Sev
who gives speeches at the reception ( bonus: what do they say? recount a sweet memory or two between them? tell an embarrassing story? ): Lucius gives a well put together speech, Regulus just rags on Snape. her bridesmaids would probably give really sweet speeches and also threaten him
who catches the bouquet( s ): Lucinda?
what their wedding photos are like ( are they sweet, with the couple holding hands or kissing or ~gazing into each others eyes~? are they silly, with a snapshot of the ‘cake-smash’ moment? or are they artistic, with one of them facing the sunset or holding their bouquets? ): yikes who knows? not too too many, a lot of sweet candid moments and just a few nice posed ones
what sort of food they have at the reception: really good but not overly fancy
who cries first during the ceremony: first? only Daisy
how wild their reception gets ( who dances the best, who gets drunk first, etc. ): fairly wild and Severus hates every moment of it, but puts up with it like a trooper bc Daisy is happy and having fun although Reggie will probably get an earful later
what their rings are like: his is simple and probably practical like tungsten since it won’t ever get damaged at work, I feel like hers might be non traditional but beautiful, a raw stone or something other than a diamond
what sort of favours they have ( heart shaped sparklers, mini champagne bottles, personalised candy etc. ): Severus would want none, but they probably give out some sort of small potted plant and a hangover potion lol
where they go for their honeymoon: oh god idk he really wouldn’t care as long as it’s not too hot, maybe a cabin somewhere away from people so they can spend a lot of time alone and maybe go through some plants and shit that neither of them usually see
something memorable that happens during the party / ceremony ( do they run out of ice and someone goes to get it in full formal wear on foot, does anyone fall asleep in the middle of the party, etc. ): Severus dances in public?? is that memorable enough
who officiates the ceremony: pfffff idk an old professor or a family member?
what song their first dance is to: whatever song it was that they danced to in her living room
who gives who away as they walk down the aisle: Daisy’s dad I would imagine
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BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE /FUCK/
#i just remembered i have a commitment tmrw and i just realized it's bad that i agreed to it#oh honey#this is a vague at me#ok it's not bad that i agreed to it#it's actually good#i'm being social#getting a fucking boutonierre#but#At What Cost To My Psyche#im so boring after school bc during school i use up all energy that exists and then i get home and#like#not exist#and then i'm BACK baby#i feel like that if u can't handle me at my worst u dont deserve me at my best quote is applicable here#but like#replace worst with non existance#and best with existance#also i can't spell#also i need to do my psych project#HOW AM I GOING TO LAST 5+ HOURS AT PROM WITH THIS KID IM SO#BYE#WHY DID I AGREE TO THIS#like not that he's annoying it's that im literally so fucking annoying and a mess#that ike#i'll be so concerned about ME the entire time#oh JESUS#he asked me he has to deal with the consequences#can i bring sadie in a bag i feel like this will solve all my problems#i'll be that bitch at prom#journal
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