#booomerwrites

[boomerwrites]

I saw the look in his eyes and it was a look I didn't recognize. It wasn't happy but it wasn't sad. It was the type of look you give someone when you want to be with them forever... I don't know what scared me more the fact he wanted to be with me forever or that i didn't.

[boomerwrites]

When the sunshines in my window each morning, my cat jumps on the bed pawing at me to get up. I smile and think to myself how wonderful life is that the sun is shining and I’m alive. The day continues, coffee, work, dinner and then there’s a shift. Whether it be the air was different at night or maybe my mind didn’t like the dark, but when the sun went down my mind went insane. Am I good enough? Will I ever be loved? Do I deserve to be where I am? Constant questions that never want to stop, my head floods with these thoughts of hatred and anger. All towards myself and who I’ve become because how could someone like me ever deserve to be happy?

Then I met you. The sunshine to my nights. You told me it was going to be okay, you wiped away my fears and brought light where I thought there would only ever be dark. Although the darkness is here and still in the way your light mixed with mine will make night feel like day.