#bona updates

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Pyramid Game:

Bona was featured on Singles Magazine. I'll upload more pictures from the shoot at a later date.

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[240218] sooyaaa__ instagram story update

@bn_95819 date 🫧

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Bona at the Pyramid Game premiere on 2/26/24 looking absolutely stunning

grown-up yurim vibes 🥹

[blissooya]

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🐰 : Addicted to making my own coffee and drinking it!!! ㅎ.ㅎ

🐰 : Keke when I moved, Bona gave a coffee machine? for a housewarming gift, so I was like would I use this?! but I use it every day... but why haven't I used it until now?

🐰 : Oh, the cup is pretty?! kekeke this is my first time using it! keke I'm so proud

🐰 : I’ll show you the guardian spirit that protects my bed kekeke🐰

🐰 : Later, Happiness Jisoo comes out at 6 finally! keke first I'll upload this then Paris vlog is next.. hahaha

🐰 : I heard that if I type the at symbol (골뱅이 could mean sea snail) then it'll say your name, should I try it

🐰 : But isn’t that called at symbol (sea snail)? What do you usually call it? Why do I call it at symbol (sea snail)??

🐰 : Y/N have you eaten dinner?!

🐰 : Also recommend me dinner!!!

🐰 : Everyone hasn't eaten yet, you must be hungry !!

🐰 : You're dieting?? You still have to eat ! haha I want to eat something like kimbap

🐰 : Anyways Happiness Jisoo comes out soon! Please show lots of love🥰

🐰 : Happiness Jisoo is uploaded!! It's been waiting there for a long time..! Finally! Next time I'll be back with Paris vlog! Actually, I'm also curious how it was filmed🥹 If I end up going again next time I'll work harder to film...!! kekekeke

🐰 : I'm going to eat kimbap for dinner! haha I usually get regular kimbap or egg kimbap but today I ordered the recommend kimbap haha some kind of fish cake kimbap..?? and I'm gonna eat with fried chicken haha

🐰 : Blinks also eat a good dinner too! 🥰🥰💪🏻

[gonelike-ach00]

the warmth of youth | nct 00 line

ｍａｓｔｅｒ ｌｉｓｔ

high school! nct 00 line (renjun, jeno, haechan, jaemin, yangyang) x high school! female original character

for quicker updates, you can read it on ao3 or wattpad

summary:

Renjun and Bona has always been friends. They've known each other since they were kids, but why was Renjun suddenly all interested in romance and someone else?

Jeno finds himself at odds with Eunji, the girl who just happens to take his spot as the number one student of their school.

Haechan was always so bright and cheerful and energetic that it was hard to imagine him as anything else. That's until Mina stumbles into his little secret.

Jaemin and Naeun have nothing in common except their common friends, until he starts working for her family's restaurant and they shared a lot more things in common than they thought.

Yangyang knew that Sua was someone he wasn't supposed to be around. Except he catches her at the train and then in school. Not talking to her only became a lot harder than he thought.

genre:

fluff, angst, slice of life, high school romance, recurring anthology

structure:

this work features five lead couples, where each chapter would be dedicated to each their own story. you can imagine it as five fanfics all happening at the same time. the intention to write the fanfic like such is deeply rooted in the idea that although romance is important and the highlight of this fic, it is just as important to highlight platonic connections that help shape your character.

notes:

My favorite genre of nct fanfics is when they're a group of friends first before they are romantic leads. Self-indulged fluff fic inspired by: nijiiro days & koi ni mudagachi

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ᴏɴᴇ - jeno ᴛᴡᴏ - renjun ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ - yangyang ꜰᴏᴜʀ - jeno ꜰɪᴠᴇ - haechan ꜱɪx - jaemin seven - yangyang eight - haechan

[junkobato]

Upcoming Kdrama February 2024 🌈

5/2: Branding in Seongsu with Kim Ji Eun, Lomon. 24 episodes; supernatural, business, romance.

9/2: A Killer Paradox with Choi Woo Shik, Son Sok Ku, Lee Hee Joon. 8 episodes; supernatural, mystery, thriller.

26/2: Wedding Impossible with Jun Jong Seo, Moon Sang Min, Kim Do Wan. 12 episodes; rom-com.

28/2: the Impossible Heir with Lee Jae Wook, Lee Joon Young, Lee Ji Hoon. 12 episodes; Business, drama.

29/2: Pyramid Game with Bona, Jang Da A, Ryu Da In. 10 episodes; thriller, mystery.

Reblog for updates!! :)

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Pyramid Game Promo:

Bona, Shin Seulki, and Jang Daah appeared on Jaejae's 2PM Date radio broadcast to discuss Pyramid Game among other things - MBTI, takeout food, etc.

Original Video:

Subbed Video:

[mins-fins]

SIGNED, AGENT ZERO

❝ your feelings and mine are holy but you and i know it's untrue.. ❞

in which. seven agents are sent down to a university in seoul to uncover a corrupt financial scheme happening right in the walls. should be easy, right? they've done this thousands of times before! one problem though, their own feelings are coming into the mix. now it's a matter of morals, loyalty, and the yearning for a normal life that causes for everything to go downhill.

𖥻 paring nct dream x male!ocs

𖥻 genre university au, secret agent au, fiction, written series, inspired by many james bond movies, kind of vigilante justice type thing?, strangers to lovers, angst, comedy, romance, slow burn, pining pining pining, drama

𖥻 warnings swearing, explicit language, sexual humor, mentions of abuse, mild manipulation, fighting (both verbal and physical), brief descriptions of gore, injuries, alcohol consumption & smoking, warnings will be added to each chapter!!

𖥻 status spontaneous updates.

𖥻 soundtrack

❝ your feelings and mine are all lonely.. ❞

──── ⭒ INTROS generis 𖦹 sogno

──── ⭒ ACT I ❝ take my tears  ❞ ᪥. ex nihilo i. carpe diem ii. meliora iii. ars amatoria iv. amor vincit omina v. bona fide vi. carpe noctem vii. ergo viii. fulminare ix. dum spiro, spero x. mea culpa

──── ⭒ ACT II ❝ whispering magic spells  ❞ tba..

──── ⭒ ACT III ❝ a candle's fickle flame ❞ tba..

𓏧 taglist open! ↳ if you'd like to be on the taglist for this fic, you can simply send me an ask or comment on this post!!

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Jisoo and Bona

[deadmenandthedivine]

DEAD MEN § the DIVINE

chapter eleven: the tower tapestry

Maetilda Targaryen, First of her Name, was supposed to be many things. What she became was entirely different.

table of contents

trigger warning!!! this fic contains many graphic topics and depictions. such as but not limited to: dead parents, abusive parents, toxic family systems, incest, medieval misogyny, forced marriage, threats of assault (sexual § physical), actual assault, imprisonment, kidnapping, murder, blood/gore, uxoricide, familicide, disassociation, thoughts of self harm and annihilation, PTSD and other neurodivergence. i will do my best to update as i go along, but please let me know if i have missed anything!

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“Ao mazverdagon nyke uēmagon. Pendagon iksā jāre naejot sagon se vok byka ābrazȳrys syt bona valītsos? Iksā iā doru-borto, ojūdan, byka aspo. Iksā daor zaldrīzes, yn iksā ñuha tala. Iksā ñuhon.” (You make me fucking sick. Think you're gonna be the perfect little wife for that boy? You’re a stupid, clueless, little bitch. You are no dragon, but you're my daughter. You’re mine.)

His words were so quietly growled she could barely hear them. An endless rant. A barrage of criticism and insults and digs. The grip on her wrist was so tight it caused her heart to beat in her ears. It was a sound she became more and more accustomed to that day. Her fingers felt like they were being stabbed with billions of different little tiny needles. Her father yanked harder as he seemingly decided she was not moving fast enough. She glanced down to find that her hand had turned purple. Only then did she feel the immense pain it caused her. She yelped as she tried to yank her hand away, to allow blood flow to return to it. But he only yanked harder and tightened his grip. Tears welled in her eyes as her face twisted with torment and torture. Her feet tripped over the excessive skirts they drowned in. They clumsily slammed into the steps as the two climbed both up and down various staircases. The princess desperately looked around for her sworn knight, for anyone who may save her. But she and her father were alone in the corridors. Where had Ser Gunthor gone? He had just been with her at dinner. He had just shielded her from being recaptured by the Kingsguard. How could he have disappeared so quickly? How could he leave her alone at such a time?

“Kepa, kostilus! Ñuha ondos.” (Father, please! My fingers.)

“Keligon aōha relgos gō nyke keligon ziry syt ābrar. I will cut them off if I see fit.” (Shut your mouth before I shut it forever.)

As usual, she did as she was told. He dragged her all the way to her chambers without uttering another word. He never once loosened his grip. The door slammed behind him and he locked it. She was locked in there alone with him. He released his grip on her once he had her in the confined space. Trapped and at the mercy of his every whim. He pushed her forward into the room. The princess stumbled before she caught herself. She nursed her right hand as blood began to flow back to it. The pace and distance of their journey left her breathless. Her heart beat wildly as she tried to fill her chest back up with air. Prince Daemon looked at her like a rabid predator as he entered further. She was cornered.

“Do you think yourself to be a smart girl?”

“I-I-I don’t know.” Her nerves blocked the words from escaping her mouth in a succinct manner.

“I-I-I—I don’t know!” He mocked, “You do not fool me.”

She gaped in disbelief, mind racing to understand what his words were supposed to mean, “Fool you? I do not know what you think you see, but—”

“Se mērī run nyke ūndegon skori nyke jurnegon rȳ ao iksis se narysta aspo ao māstan hen.” (The only thing I see when I look at you is the spiteful bitch you came out of.)

He took slow ominous steps forward as he spoke, carefully closing the gap between Maetilda and himself. She opened her mouth to respond, but he slapped her across the face before she could. Quicker than the flick of a frog’s tongue. Her cheek stung similarly to how her hand still did. Undoubtedly reddening as blood drew to the surface just beneath the skin.

“Sepār hae aōha muña, ‘kostagon dōrī vestragon naejot keligon aōha relgos. Iā aōha kris. Pendagon aōla gūrēntan? Pendagon aōla rōva ribazma? Skori kessa ao gūrēñagon. Pranced around with him like a fucking doll. Sat at the table like an empty headed slag waiting for him to come address you. If you had a shred of my mind, you would have told him no.” (Just like your mother, ‘can never seem to close your mouth. Or your legs. Think yourself clever? Think yourself intelligent?)

Her father paced as he began to monologue. The sound of his boots set off alarm bells inside her. He knew just the way to carry himself that would intimidate her the most. He knew she was scared of him. He used it to his advantage. His steps were heavy yet even. No hurry or stomp. They gave away no sign of anger or panic, remaining completely stoic as he continued to pace. Back and forth and back.

“Idiocy plagues your bloodline. ‘Seeps in from every side. ‘Stood no chance with a mother and an uncle like yours. To think I thought my blood would be enough to make you right. Your sisters came from Laena, their stupidity can only be from your uncle. You’re the one who gets it from both sides. I should pity you. I should. Yet you make it so hard. So fucking hard! You act just like her, sound just like her. Sometimes you move just like her.”

The princess swallowed the lump that began to grow in her throat, careful to keep her mouth clamped shut. She wanted to say something. To soothe him, to placate him. But she didn’t want to set him off farther. He was not talking to her, but thinking out loud. As long as he was occupied with his thoughts, she was safe.

“Iksā se doru-borto aspo bona ipradagon hen zȳhon ondos. Bloody fucking King. Iksā ñuha tala, daor zȳhon. Ao rijībagon ñuha udir.” (You are the dumb bitch that eats out of his hand; You are my daughter, not his. You obey my word.)

“Iksan vaoreznuni, kepa.” (I’m sorry, father.)

Her face whipped to the side before the sensation of the second slap actually rippled across her cheek. She furrowed her eyebrows as she wondered why she was suddenly staring over at the tapestry on the wall. It was a few moments until the billions and trillions of needles pricked her cheek, just as they had her hand. Tears welled in her eyes again at the sting.

“Skoros iksin nyke naejot gaomagon lēda ao?” (What am I to do with you?)

Whatever he decided to do, she hoped it would be over soon. Her arms wrapped around herself in a hug. Scared to look back at him, she kept her eyes fixed on the big tapestry on the wall. A floor-to-ceiling tapestry depicting an old tower built atop black stone, a bay with ships in the back. It could not have been the same tapestry that was placed there by her great grandparents or the grandparents that came before them. As she determined before, it looked like Oldtowne, a city she had only flown over only once before. She knew she would not last long around the Hightowers, but even they were the more favorable choice when her father was angry. Regardless of what tower it happened to be, who the tower belonged to, she wished she could crawl into it and hide. She hoped it would be somewhere her father would never find her. Somewhere his wrath could never reach.

“Ziry pendagon ēza ērinagon. Pōnta mirre gaomagon. Ziry se mirre lī kasta orvorta. Pendagon kostis dīnagon ao hen sepār hae pōnta gōntan nyke.” (He thinks he has won. They all do. He and all those green twats. Think they can marry you off just as they did me.)

All she could think to do was nod, afraid that opening her mouth again would result in a third slap. She did not want to risk the bruise. It would be her reputation to come into question from such a mark, not his. Yet as she kept her mouth shut, her mind remained fixated on her father’s next moves. He would not allow Aemond to have her. But how? What was he planning? An elaborate scheme or a quick shove from a high cliff. Her eyes briefly darted toward her balcony, as if to make sure it still remained where it had. Her heart began to pound as she pictured her father pushing her over the railings. That would be the easiest way to keep his ducks in a row — to get rid of her entirely. It wouldn’t be the first time she thought he may do so. Whispers that he had been responsible for her own mother’s death were never far from her ears. Perhaps they were true. Perhaps she was next.

“Nothing will be fixed, you know?” His smile was sadistic.

“Yes, I know.” She nodded in agreement.

“And yet, you already let the Queen’s favorite son parade you around like some conquered relic.” Another slap sent her twisting over again, “Nyke gōntan daor manaeragon bona!” (I did not raise that!)

The sting in her cheek only sharpened as the skin grew more sensitive. She felt uncomfortably hot. The last thing she wanted to do was betray her family. From the moment they had arrived, she had been trying to do the opposite. The princess did not feel like herself. Not in the slightest. She felt weak and confused and tested. Like whatever move she made would set off a chain reaction. Regardless, Maetilda was going to do everything in her power to not let it show. She was a Targaryen. She was not afraid of anything. Except another Targaryen.

“I will do better, kepa.” She did her best to disguise the sound of tears in her voice.

“Of course you will.” He seethed, “Do you remember what I told you before dinner? I almost did away with you once. I can still do it, I can do whatever I want with you. Swear to me you’ll do better.”

“I swear.” She assured him, tears pouring down her cheeks.

There was a pause before his words chilled her to the bone, “Swear on your maidenhead.”

“Pardon?”

“Swear that you will not betray me. Swear that if you fail, each and every one of my men will each get a turn to disgrace you for the rest of your life…”

“I—What?”

“Don’t question me, swear to me.”

“I… I… ssswear.”

“Swear what?”

“I swear… to do better… to not betray you… or our family.”

Prince Daemon looked at her expectantly, hinting to the princess that she was not done. That there were words she had left unsaid. The pain of knowing exactly what his look was hinting at hammered inside her head. He wanted her to say it out loud. He wanted to hear her say the words herself. With a forceful hand, he pushed her onto her knees. He tilted her chin up at him, petting at it in order to coax her next words out.

Tears welled up even more in her eyes, pouring down her cheeks like a mile wide river. “I swear… on my maidenhead.”

He smiled as soon as she said the word. The sound of her swallowing any sense of pride or dignity seemingly more pleasing to him than any compliment. His hand came down to cup her face as his eyes glanced across her kneeling body, an emphasis to the filthiness she already felt. Her stomach flipped as the words she had just sworn had fully processed through her mind.

“Good girl,” Her father lovingly patted the cheek that he had been assaulting, “You know, it is not a bad idea on its own. The more I ponder it, the more it makes sense. If my men took your little flower, all of my problems would be solved by sunrise.”

Maetilda shook her head in horror, tears dropping down her cheeks. Her skin crawled. Daemon’s threats were never empty. If he liked the idea too much, there would be nothing to stop him. Her knights were not enough to take on him and his men — not without a miracle sent by the Gods. Of which, she didn’t quite believe in. The cold rough hand that patted her cheek dropped down to her shoulder. She closed her eyes as the grip tightened. His thumb slowly inched toward her throat, tracing the line of her jugular.

“Mm. But—“

A light tnk, tnk, tnk on the other side of the door made her jump.

“Princess, did you mean to lock the door? It is Noarysa and Adelyn. We were told dinner was over. Please let us in, you must not sleep on your hair.”

“One moment!” Her father responded.

His grip remained for a moment longer, only tightening the more it stayed. With one final squeeze, he let go of her shoulder, but he did not release her completely. His hand moved down to the small of her back, forcefully guiding her back up to her feet and over to the vanity chair. From where she sat, she could see the reflection of the tower tapestry looming over their shoulders. She refused to meet her father’s eyes.

“I shall see you tomorrow. There will be a meeting in the Small Council chambers to discuss the nuptials that will not be happening.”

She nodded again. Much to her relief, he seemed satisfied by her response; he did not linger. Rather, in a way to mock her and the blood pounding through her veins, Prince Daemon idly walked toward the door. Coming to a full stop before he unlocked it. He paused before actually opening the iron latch mechanism. He opened it causally, putting on a show comparable to any street actor. As if he hadn’t just slapped and threatened his daughter inside, the prince nodded to the handmaids who also avoided his gaze. Once in the corridor, his pace picked up significantly while he sauntered away. The two handmaids scurried in immediately, waiting only for the Rogue Prince to be out of the way before rushing over to their princess. Maetilda sat in the wooden chair and stared at her reflection in the looking glass. Her left cheek was light purple and bright red. Her right one was flush pink. Her right hand still hadn’t returned to its normal color either. Her once intricate updo had shifted and fallen from where it had sat at the start of dinner. As soon as the princess had noticed the presence of the other two women, her gaze fell to her lap. She hoped they would not say anything to anyone, but she knew word of what her face looked like would be worth a life changing amount of money. She could not fault them.

“Good evening, Princess. Why don’t we get you into your nightgown before we take out your hair?” Noarysa’s voice was soft and gentle, like a mother’s coo to her tired baby.

The princess could still remember Noarysa’s snippets about her family, about her children. She was a dedicated mother, it made sense that Maetilda felt so comforted. The silver honey haired girl wanted nothing more than to be held, cradled, and rocked. To feel the way she did whenever Lady Laena would tuck her into bed and tell her a bedtime story. It had been so many years since the last time the Velaryon had laughed with her or wiped her tears. She longed for her late step mother’s presence every day, yet she felt guilty when she longed for Laena and not her mother. She missed her mother first. The tent of a dress was soon untied and stripped from her body. It was not until she felt the cold of the room that she noticed she was no longer sitting. She did not remember standing up or stepping away from the vanity. Regardless, Adelyn helped her into her nightgown while Noarysa scurried over to the fireplace. The older maid hummed an unfamiliar tune as she added another log and put on a cauldron of coals to begin warming for later. Maetilda stared forward but looked at nothing. Her entire being felt rigid and still. Her mind became overwhelmed with billions and trillions of thoughts at once. Tears wells in her eyes once more, but she blinked them away. Both Noarysa and Adelyn assisted the princess back into the vanity chair. Together, they worked to take down the silver honey nest on her head. In all of the action at dinner, it had tangled painfully at the crown of her head and nape of her neck. The maids took gentle care to unknot each strand, oiling the tresses when needed. Noarysa continued her unfamiliar tune. It had a happy melody, but the key was virtually unheard of to the princess’s ear. The notes in the tune flattened and sharpened at surprisingly mesmerizing places. Before long, the princess found herself leaning into the maids’ touch. The collective buzz from the night bugs far down below could be heard chorusing in the gardens, serving as Noarysa’s musical accompaniment. It would have been enough to put the princess to sleep had she not already felt wide awake. As if the Gods themselves were holding her eyes open.

Had Noarysa continued her song, Maetilda would have sat contently in her vanity chair for the entire evening. Adelyn used her skilled hands to massage the princess’s scalp as the number of braids dwindled. They had not known her long, but they had treated her with such gentle care. It felt wrong. As much as she wanted to revel in the moment, soak it in and relax, her senses all remained on high alert. She could not ignore the part of her that feared her father would barge back in at any moment. Having had a chance to stew over their exchange and turn back around. She could still remember the day her father had returned to her chambers three separate times to continue the same argument. She had been five and ten at the time, a few moons after she had her first bleed. They were at Dragonstone during the actual dispute, but the inciting incident had taken place in Driftmark that morning. Lord Corlys had allowed Daemon to take her and the twins flying. When storm clouds began to brew, they had all landed and retreated back into the castle only to find that Lord Manderly and his eldest son Warren had arrived unexpectedly. They docked to avoid the brewing storm and came to treat with the Lord of Driftmark. As the men went about their business in the morning thunder, the princess and her sisters took Warren on a tour of the castle. When the four had returned to the Great Hall, where the men had conducted their business over goblets of wine, the Manderly boy had the princess on his arm and hanging off of his every word. He had tucked a strand of hair behind her ear and pressed a lingering kiss to the back of her hand before turning to her father. It was clear to everyone in the room that the Manderly was about to ask the Rogue Prince for his blessing to court his eldest daughter. But just as the boy had opened his mouth to speak, the Targaryen prince had shoved the boy back and yanked the princess from the hall. He had flown them home immediately in a rage. Through the downpour and all. Although Shrykos was older and larger than Ceraxes, the younger dragon was faster, more agile, and had a far more skilled rider. She knew there would be no sense in trying to escape him. When they had arrived back at Dragonstone, her father had dragged her all the way back to her chambers by her ear. His grip had been much gentler at the time. They argued for the rest of the day. Her father left only to go eat his dinner, after which he returned to continue. He tried to leave the argument twice more before he was actually successful in staying away. He was a stubborn man who would not accept a truce, not even with his own daughter. Especially with his own daughter. When the maids finished with her hair, they made ready the bed. The hot coals on the fire were dumped into the iron and ceramic bed warmer, which was then tucked underneath the bed frame. Adelyn blew out the different candles across the room. The atmosphere was comfortable and inviting, yet the princess sat on edge. Despite their best efforts, the maids could not distract the princess from the evening she had.

“Thank you, Noarysa, Adelyn. Thank you.”

“It is our pleasure, Princess.” Noarysa responded softly.

“Certainly.” Adelyn nodded in agreement.

“You both may go. Have a good night.” Maetilda tried her best to smile at them.

“Respectfully, Princess. Do you want help getting into bed?” Adelyn asked.

Maetilda’s smile grew genuine, “I will manage.”

“Good night, Princess.” Noarysa curtsied before she exited, Adelyn soon parroted her.

The door latched closed behind them, after which Maetilda rushed forward to lock it. Hoping the lock would be enough to keep her father away for the rest of the evening. Her mind replayed every last glimpse of him she could remember from dinner as she paced about her chambers. He had seemed so jovial, even smiling and laughing along with Rhaenyra and his brother. While she had not acted in the most ladylike manner by getting into the boys’ tussle, he had never once voiced an issue with that. He was angry that she was to be married, that she had agreed to dance with Aemond. Perhaps he was angry that she did not do more to denounce the one eyed prince. Her stomach churned with the unknown. She felt hot, clammy, nauseous from it all. Yet her pacing only continued. Her vision darkened at the edges a bit as the feeling of doom loomed over shoulder. She felt as if she were already too late, her oncoming fate already sealed. The room soon grew stuffy. Her lungs struggled to intake a full breath. Her hands shakily clawed at the neckline of her nightgown. Her eyes ripped through the chambers, desperate for relief. She spotted the balcony door first, and barreled through it, steps labored and unbalanced. The entirety of her body felt heavy, down to every limb. The cogs inside her brain felt rusted. She took a seat on the wooden bench and stared out at Blackwater Bay. The gentle waves reflected the twinkle of the waxing gibbous moon. It was so dark that she could not tell where the sea grew deeper, where the water gradually darkened in color. It made her mind picture sea monsters and krakens lurking just below the surface, camouflaged in the black of the night. She imagined their tentacles entrapping her before pulling her to the bottom with them. Ripping her body to shreds with razor sharp teeth. It would not be a pretty end or a graceful death fit for a princess. It would be just like her mother’s, occurring in nature and shrouded in mystery. An ending that she found far more fitting. She would have much preferred the ocean’s unknown to her father’s return.

A choked cry escaped her throat despite how hard she tried to hold all tears back. The cry soon became a desperate whimper that quickly turned into a single sob. Her thoughts scared her, sent chills through her bones. Never before had she wished for death so often, so repeatedly, and in so many different ways. It felt like the world was caving in on her, like she was on a sinking ship. It felt like her days were already numbered. Yet a big part of her was too afraid to find out what waited for her in the afterlife. Deep down, she knew it would not be as simple and wonderful as her mother. Life was never that good, so how could the afterlife be? Maetilda physically shook her head to try to dispel the thoughts, wiping the wet tears from her cheeks. She felt so silly, so ashamed. There were other ladies who had it worse than she. There were ladies who were wed before their first blood, were beaten until they bruised, were belittled to the rest of Court by their own spouses. Ever since she had been little, she had told herself that such a life would never be hers. How naive of her to think herself any different from any other lady, to think herself worthy of any other fate. Perhaps gnashing teeth and murky waters would be exactly what she deserved. Perhaps the Gods were teaching her a lesson, just as her Septa would say. Perhaps she was destined for the cruelest of fates. A life of shame and misery and solitude. She could already feel the cold of it all, settling inside so that she would never truly be warm again. Without a doubt, she knew her father would never be satisfied. Not until she was no longer betrothed. Not until there was no other prince or lord to threaten his claim over her keep. Would that be the rest of her future, her life? A constant battle for the chance to be sold off until there are no buyers left standing. A never ending auction with no final bid in sight. If her knights and all the castle’s guards would not immediately come running, she would have thrown her head back and screamed. Her lungs craved the scratchy release. Only on the back of Vhagar would Lady Laena let the young princess scream at the top of her lungs. Vhagar would roar back in a pitch that matched, and they would soar until Laena decided it was time to eat. What she would do to feel such freedom and wonder again. Back then, she had never been scared to let go. She had never feared losing grip and falling. She just knew she never would. When she had eventually mounted Shrykos, she was just a few years older. Yet old enough to know that falling meant death, old enough to know that falling was amongst the worst ways to die. To idly await the collision that ended it all.

“Princess?” The voice startled her entire body into restarting before her head whipped around to find her betrothed.

Her heart stopped at the sight of him, in the last place he should have been. He would ruin any and all of her father’s plans. In fact, Aemond’s own plans could not be any more innocent. He stood in the doorway of the balcony with his hands up in feigned surrender, still dressed in the same clothes from dinner. He was tall enough that he took up a majority of the frame. His figure loomed. Her mouth went dry.

“How did y— What are you doing? How long have you been hiding in my chambers? Get out!” Maetilda gasped as she crossed her arms over her chest, trying to hide it.

“Pardon my intrusion, ñuha dōna.” He replied almost solemnly. (my sweet)

“How did you get in here? Passed my knights? Passed the lock?”

“Keep your voice down, and I will tell you.”

“My voice is down. Tell me.”

“You must know of the passages between the walls. Maegor had them built.”

“I know he murdered the men who built them to keep their whereabouts hidden. You know where they are?”

“I have lived my whole life amongst these walls. Plenty of time to search.”

“And what has brought you through them and to my chambers? You risk my good name. Leave. Go!”

“Maetilda, please. I heard everything.” He stated, “Every word your father spoke. I—I had to make certain you were alright.”

“Allow me to make certain I heard you correctly. Since dinner, you have been hiding in my walls and listening to my private conversations?”

He sucked a breath in, forcing his back to straighten. After a pause, he nodded, “I had not intended to eavesdrop. I only wished to sit near your presence for a moment after everything that took place at dinner. I was never going to come in… But your father is loud. And potentially treasonous.”

Her limbs moved of their own accord. She launched out of the bench like a projectile from a catapult. Before either of the two could blink, the princess had already slapped and shoved her betrothed at least twice. An angry cry left her mouth this time. Each of the many emotions she had felt on the balcony that evening spilled out of her all at once. With all of her might, she tried over and over to knock the prince off of his feet. But much like at dinner, he did not even flinch. The only sign of discomfort he showed was his shift in stance and the crease of his brow. The latter of which disappeared as quickly as it came, allowing his face to return to its stoic thinking position. His lack of reaction only angered her more, she threw fisted swings at his chest. His lips thinned into a line, but he remained unmoving. With another frustrated cry, the princess pushed and hit him harder. Thunk, umpf, thunk, thunk, umpf, smack. Their struggle almost made more noise than their conversation had. After a few more harsh slaps to the chest, the prince finally reacted. As she continued her attempts at hurting him, Aemond reached up and snatched his betrothed’s hands out of the air. Careful to avoid her still red wrists, his palms encompassed her fists in his grip. His hands clamped over her own like a glove that was far too tight. At least for the moment, she was lassoed and subdued. Maetilda tried to tug herself free to no avail. It was on her third tug that the dams broke. Tears welled in her eyes and streamed down her cheeks before she had the chance to blink them away. Her mouth turned down into a helpless frown. This time, her cry was a sharp throaty sob. One that caused her knees to buckle and her shoulders to shake. Wordlessly, Aemond kept her steady. His hands released hers only to reach up and wipe her under eyes dry. He voiced no complaints or made any face of displeasure; his presence was nearly calming. He held her cheeks and petted her hair. Yet she wanted him gone. Needed him gone.

“You shouldn’t be here.” She croaked.

“It will not matter soon. Whispers will only hurry our nuptials along if we are found out.”

“You seem pleased.”

“I am.” A silence hung around them before he spoke again, “Although, I sense you are not.”

“Perhaps I would be happier had you not invited yourself into my bedroom in the middle of the night.”

“And what a pleasant night the Gods have given us. Next time, I swear to you I shall knock. I only wish to talk for a moment. May we sit, Princess?”

“No, you may not.”

“Very well.”

Quiet consumed them once more. Maetilda crossed her arms in front of her chest. The nightgown she was dressed in was not at all decent. As Aemond remained standing as instructed, the princess found herself unable to sit. Her legs felt like they were on fire, her whole body did. Like bolts of lighting were shooting through her veins. The prince kept his lilac eye locked on her frame like a target, although this time they seemed glazed over. Seemingly buried deep in his mind, the princess watched him shift his weight from one foot to the other as he both looked at her and beyond her at the same time. Her mind screamed for her to shout for her knight beyond the door, to do as her father would wish. But in that moment, she felt as if her mouth was sewn shut. She was completely transfixed. The prince’s weight shifted again as his mouth opened to speak. Her own breath hitched in anticipation.

“I hope you know I meant what I said when I told you that I was going to make it up to you.”

“What?”

“For the disrespect I showed you by not greeting you and your family when you arrived. I am going to right what I have done wrong.”

“Those are pretty words, Prince Aemond, but you did the opposite of that at dinner.”

“I was provoked.”

“Provoked? No one said a word against you.”

“‘Didn’t need to.”

“So you were goaded into treason without so much as being insulted yourself? Sounds to me that you were looking for a reason to be nasty.”

“You are not being fair.”

“How so?”

“I was provoked!”

“By what? By the laughter of a boy two years your junior?”

“Yes, I was. The same one to take this.” Aemond huffed as he defiantly ripped his eyepatch off.

The princess gasped at the surprise of his uncovered face. He stood like a fuming little boy awaiting retaliation. His chest rose and fell with his rapid breaths, smoke practically poured out of his nose. His eyes’ expression held a thousand different emotions. Anger, sadness, shame, embarrassment, vengeance, guilt, despair. She felt her own heart rip to shreds with guilt. How callous had she been? Had she not considered what it would feel to be physically maimed by one’s own kin all while being cast aside a majority of one’s life? Would she not lash out given the same circumstances? She felt like a hypocrite, overly critical and judgmental. He had stolen Vhagar, he had threatened to bash Jacaerys’s head in with a rock, that’s why he had lost his eye. Lucerys was merely acting like the boy he still was. And she knew better than anybody that speaking so boldly in front of her father was more times than not a mistake. She let her eyes close and took a deep breath before she answered him.

“His actions cut deep, I understand. There are years of malice between you, but he only wins when you allow him to pull such a reaction from you.”

“He wins when he thinks he can get away with behaving like a child.”

“You are no better when you behave like a child yourself.”

He snarled at her words like an animal. It was belittling to be called a child, and he seemed to be particularly sensitive to name calling. The torment that he could not seem to escape. She watched his face twist, his nose wrinkle, and his mouth curl downwards in disgust. He huffed and puffed like a dragon with a temper. The princess simply stared back at him, insinuating her lack of fear. Aemond blew air through his nose with enough force to cause a breeze. He spun around and moved away from her in order to take his aggression out on the small potted saffron plant that he proceeded to catapult off of the balcony.

“I shall make up for my disrespect to you, ñuha dōna, but I will not allow your family to disrespect me.”

It was a sentiment that made the princess freeze in her place and briefly contemplate everything she once thought. He had a point. He deserved to defend himself against disrespect. All those years, he had been more than disrespected. He had been maimed and bullied and excluded. Could she have been the one in the wrong? Was she the one out of line? Certainly not, her gut would not lie.

“That includes your father.” He added.

“I cannot control what my father does.”

Aemond reached forward and ran a timid hand through her hair, “When I am your husband, it will be my job to put him in his place.”

Maetilda tried horribly to hold back her breathy, incredulous chuckle. His words felt weird as they drifted through her ears. She shook her head free of Aemond’s hand and huffed. It felt like she was a play toy being fought over. Her skin crawled as the feeling grew louder in her mind.

“If my father lets the marriage happen.”

Aemond’s face twisted with anger once more. His jaw clenched and fixed forward, “The King has already ordered it. He and his men will be executed for treason well before any of them can touch you. I will see to it.”

His steps toward her were so careful that they were nearly silent, but they were no less deliberate. The look on his face sent chills down her spine, internally screaming of the danger she was in. She had played too close to fire, and was about to be burnt. She should have listened to her father, and not entertained the prince’s words in the Godswood, not gotten up to dance with him. Her father was right. She did think herself to be clever. What had those thoughts gained her? More questions and uncertainty than ever, her peace and safety threatened. What was she after? What did she want? In that moment, she wanted to stand her ground, remain brave in the face of whatever Aemond was. She wanted to prove her dragon blood, she wanted her father to be wrong. Yet the prince before her also made her question that. He loomed over her, nearly resembling the figure in the black cloak. Every single hair on the princess’s body stood on edge. It could not have been him. The figure was a ghost, a spirit, an apparition; it had no face or hands.

“If I were to take you this evening, there would be no argument left by sunrise.”

“You sound just like him.”

“You insult me.” He chuckled, both knowing full well that he had quoted the man.

“No, you insult me.” Maetilda crossed her arms in front of her chest once more, “No one gets to have me. Not without first swearing vows to me in the sight of Gods and men.”

“Then I shall have the honors after all.” She smacked his chest once more as he smugly finished his sentence.

“And now you sound like your brother.”

“Take that back.”

“Then quit talking about that which resides between my legs as if it is some castle you wish to conquer. To think I suspected you were different.”

“Dōna dārilaros,” (Sweet princess) He breathed her in like a flower, reaching his hand up again to play with small strands of her hair before letting his hand drop downward. The breath hitched in the princess’s throat as his hand gently cupped her waist. His fingers lightly toyed with the soft silk of her nightgown. Carefully, his hand snaked into a tighter grip around her back that pulled her body closer into him. Unsure of what to do, the princess simply froze in overwhelming fear. She watched him with an empty stare, “No one sees you the way that I do. You shall be the perfect wife, divinely chosen. The perfect mother to my heirs. Steadfast, ferocious, intelligent. You are no castle. You are a dragon. An elusive one, just as the mount you claimed.”

That sounded more like Aemond, “What do you want from me?”

“A love as strong as Aegon the First and his precious Rhaenys.”

“Queen Rhaenys died fighting her husband’s battles.”

“A mistake I shall never make with you.”

“That’s quite the promise. And just how do you expect me to trust you?”

“I suppose I shall earn your trust with time.”

“Hmm,” She mimicked him. His gaze was intense and she could hold it no longer. Her eyes dropped down to the detailing on the collar of his shirt. Seven pointed stars embroidered in sneaky places. She gasped when the thought occurred to her, “Most men do not love the ladies they marry, but those they bed. You speak pretty words, but... I don’t—”

“We are more similar than you think, ñuha dōna.”

To punctuate his words, he descended upon her as quickly as she had launched herself at him earlier. His hands cupped her cheeks, running his thumbs across her cheek bones. His lips slowly massaged her own. His pink pout pressed into hers with passion, chasing her favor. The feeling was completely foreign, a wet mouth colliding with hers. There were muscles in his lips that she did not expect to feel, but they worked and toyed at her own mouth in such a way that felt oddly satisfying. Her heart fluttered and her skin tingled, but her body remained stiff and rigid. Unsure of what to do, terrified to do the wrong thing. But her lack of reaction did not stop him, his lips continued their dance as he pressed pressure against her through them. Her eyes remained cracked open, able to see the firelight in her chambers just beyond his shoulder. She could feel his movements spreading odd sensations throughout her body, she did not know how to describe them. They felt ticklish and almost slimy. Regardless, her heart fluttered and her cheeks filled with heat. Before she could rip her lips away from him, the Prince ceased his tirade in order to catch his breath. He pressed their foreheads together as his eye studied the minor details of her face. He had kissed her, and all she felt inside was conflict. A soft smile spread across his shiny, wet lips. Undoubtedly proud of himself. But it gave her the same feeling her father’s crocodile smile in the throne room had. Dread. One of his hands gently stroked at her darker pink cheek.

“Se Jaes vēttan nyke syt ao,” He whispered. (The Gods made me for you.)

“Se Jaes emagon dōrī gaomagon nyke mirre sȳz,” She muttered back. (The Gods have never done me any good.)

His pout moved to kiss her forehead that time. Wrapping his other arm around her and into a tight hug. His arms held her securely in place. She could not move even if she had wanted. Her father’s crocodile smile would not leave her mind as they stood. It was plastered all over her brain and onto the backs of her eyelids. The sound of Vaemond’s body splatting onto the ground echoed in her ears. It had only been the day before. She could still be next. Her body remained rigid. Tense with terror and fear that she desperately wanted to keep hidden. What would her father think? Would Aemond keep their actions to himself? Would she survive the fortnight? A big part of her doubted it. Not with her father and her betrothed under the same roof. She was shocked into taking another breath, unaware that she had been holding it, as cold fingers danced down her spine. The soothing chill could be felt even through her silk nightgown. The smooth, light scratch of his fingernails was enough alone to soothe her to sleep. Had she not been standing or utterly on edge.

“Of course they have, they made you a princess.”

“The King did that with a stroke of his quill, not any god.”

“This is true. But the Gods put the tenderness in his heart. They smile down upon us.”

“The Fourteen or the Seven?” She quizzed him, as if his belief in one or the other would reveal his true allegiance. She already knew.

“All one and twenty.”

“You keep both?”

“There is much for us to learn about each other. What gods do you pray to?”

“The ones that answer.”

“Hmm.”

Aemond loosened his grip, allowing Maetilda to pull away and look at him. Before she could get a good glimpse, he was planting small kisses all over her face. Her cheeks, her nose, her eyelids, the corners of her mouth. It felt like bugs crawling over her skin. As she squirmed away, she could feel the pull of her hair in his fist. It reminded her of the consequences that loomed over them.

“This is wrong. You should not be here. You should not have kissed me. You need to leave. We must pretend this never happened.” The princess fought against his firm, unwavering hold.

“Shhh, Gaomagon daor sȳngagon aōla. Mazeminna dohaeragon lēda mirre ra. Mazeminna marizzo toliot ao.” (Do not worry yourself. I will take care of everything. I will take care of you.)

She felt powerless as his hands grabbed her arms and turned the two of them. Positioning them so that the princess was pinned between him and the worn terra-cotta colored castle wall. Unable to run away yet again. As soon as she realized what was happening, it was already too late. He pressed his body harder against her as she squirmed.

“Please st—“

Before she could finish her words, the prince had parted her legs with his knee. Pushing his leg farther in between to divide them, only aided by the nightgown that trapped her lower limbs from kicking. She tried to push back against his arms and torso, only to be electrocuted by the brush of the prince’s thigh against her maidenhead. Tears welled in her eyes as she wondered if he had taken it, claimed it as his own. Just like that. But she knew that would have been too easy. Ladies’ matters were never that easy. Aemond dropped his head down to her neck. His breath tickled her skin as he inhaled against her. Breathing her in.

“You smell so pretty, ñuha dōna. Please. Allow me to—”

“Please, stop! Stop. I am a princess of virtue, and I wish to remain so.”

The prince’s face morphed into a more displeased expression as he pulled away from where he hovered over her collarbones. The warmth of him was enough to make her question her resolve. He looked like he wanted to say something, but didn’t know how to say it. His mouth hung open slightly as his lips formed the beginnings of different words.

“Swear that you will tell me if your father makes any more of his threats.”

“I will not make two conflicting vows in one evening.”

The prince huffed through his nose, but the princess in his arms only dug her heels in and continued, “You said yourself that you heard every word he spoke. I have already committed enough punishable offenses.”

He did not answer. Only took another deep breath of the air against her neck before shoving her away from him in favor of storming off into her chambers. She was completely taken aback at first, unsure of what to do. He paced back and forth, and back and forth and back and forth, in front of her fireplace. Twisting his hands and fingers into knots as if he wanted to hurt himself. Her instincts took over as she followed after him back inside. Had her answer truly been that detrimental? What did he know that she did not? Wearily, she reached out to rub his shoulder. Wanting nothing more to see the prince calm once more.

“How would I tell you of my father’s plans without his knowledge?”

“Helaena.” He nodded as he agreed with his own answer more and more. “Tell Helaena, and she will tell me.”

Tears welled in the princess’s eyes again as she shook her head, she felt as if she were already trapped. “Aemond, I can’t—“

Tnk, tnk, tnk, tnk. The second knock to interrupt her evening. The prince furrowed his eyebrows before he sprinted over to the floor to ceiling tapestry of the tower. He stood in front of it, just as her father had not long ago. Aemond was taller than him. He looked less small next to the tower, but not by much. Maetilda panicked as she ran to her wardrobe for her housecoat. By the time she turned back around, her betrothed was gone. Disappeared while her back was turned to him. She found herself searching for him, checking behind her bookshelves, the tapestry, and under the rug for some sort of trap door. But there was not even a trace. No handle, no door hinge. Yet he had made it both in and out of her chambers somehow. Was he still listening? Just as he had listened to her and her father. Could he see her? Would he return? She wanted to bolt the door behind him, but she didn’t know where it was.

“Mi’lady, it’s your knight. I have what you asked for.”

His whisper was just quiet enough for her to hear. She opened the door to reveal Ser Eddrin and a rucksack. When she let him into her room, he rushed over to the sitting table. His armor creaked as usual, giving away his presence. Clearing the surface with one arm, he unceremoniously dumped the rucksack out into the empty space. A very old book, a black candle, red pepper, several empty vials, and salt.

A/N: Maetilda has finally been betrothed, but Daemon is not going to go down without a fight. The current escape route is one that will bring her father’s wrath, the other option is possible eternal loneliness under her father’s thumb. She won’t be able to escape him either way. It looks like even Aemond will not come to her rescue either. But Eddrin and Gunthor always pull through!! <3

I am so sorry for being MIA. I had someone who I thought was a friend steal a very big amount of money from me, and have been dealing with a lot of stress. Updates are still coming. I am currently writing chapter thirteen and plan on releasing twelve and thirteen together. If anyone knows any good ways to make side cash without exhausting yourself, please let me know lol 😅

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Chipper and Romi, A Love Story (and page update w/ Springin’ Chip)

Heya Tumblr folks, its page mascot Springin’ Chip here, and its autumn! And I’m in loooooove. Met a young woman. Her name is Romi. Young love is painful, folks. It’s supposed to teach you lessons that’ll help you adjust as an adult. And let me tell ya, there’s lots of pain in this relationship! So far, Romi and I enjoy playfully fighting in the park, late-night sleepovers, and deep talks about our future and the nature of the universe. It’s good to find something positive in 2024! I hope you had little specs of happiness this year as well. ANYWAYS, onto the brief page update.

So, folks, we’re going to be taking election week entirely off, maybe two weeks. When we get back, we’ll have three more songs to post and a few more paintings/drawings in 24’. Why take election week off you ask?? Well, primarily because partisan politics completely ruined Tumblr this year. It literally sucked all the fun out of everything and turned some usually normal people who we follow(ed) into shrieking, insufferable, irrational, pants-shitting dipshits. There’s nothing more useless than keyboard activism, and when we log in to Tumblr, we’re mostly looking for something that helps us mentally escape the harsh reality we’re living in. I mean, folks, as a dog, I really couldn't care less how you vote. What you do in the voting booth, just like in your bed, is none of my damn business. I followed your blog because I think you create exceptional art, or take excellent pictures, or generate excellent poetry, or make quality sounds, or because you have some hidden X factor, or because I think you’re a goddamned bona fide genius. I do NOT come to Tumblr for politics for several reasons, but mostly because… no one on here is a political expert and I’d rather not know how you vote at all. I’d rather you keep me guessing at how you vote and keep that to yourself. If for no other reason, because your politics matter to you, and I appreciate a bit of mystique.

Th3-0 wants me to tell you he early voted in North Carolina today. He said it was easy; he showed up early, he’d done his research beforehand, so he knew how he wanted to vote, it took like ten minutes. It was like, zip-zip-zip. The people at the voting site were friendly, the ballot process was streamlined. You don’t need to know how th3-0bjectivist votes. All you need to do is stop telling others how to vote and go out and vote. If you’re with friends or family that haven’t voted, tell them, “Okay c’mon! We’re all gonna go vote now!” Stop whining, stop whinging, and just go and vote folks. These last six months have been exhausting and demoralizing for the entire US. And if your side loses, learn how to lose with grace. Don’t let them see you sweat and think to yourself; what did my side do wrong to lose this election!?

Depending on the seismic reaction after the election, it could be up to two weeks until this blog is back up folks. Just please, grip fast to your mental health, hold your nose, and treat each other with respect. This year has been crazy enough. There’s no need to get crazier. th3-0bjectivist’s blog will be back for about two months and then after that we’re gonna take a LONGASS break from this platform to recover from the wretched, traumatizing, ass-ramming partisan shitstorm that was 24’.

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London Will Burn - Chapter Twelve.

Look at me go! I updated on time for once, haha! Happy Friday, besties. Hope you all have a wonderful weekend <3

Previous chapters - One Two Three Four Five Six Seven Eight Nine Ten Eleven

Tag list - In the comments, please DM to be added/removed

Words - 4,180

Warnings - 18+ content throughout. Minors DNI.

“Sorry mate! Christ, the traffic was absolute murder! They’ve completely closed off the bloody main road outside my offices and... Oh, hot waiters. Hello!” 

In times of tension, Rin knew she could always trust in her old friend Carly for a little light relief, literally veering off mid-sentence to appreciate the appearance of the wait staff there at San Carlo, where they were meeting for a long overdue catchup dinner.  

With their beloved Rashida now living over in Chicago, it was just the two of them, their friendship fully re-bonded since Rin’s return from Africa. Not that geographical distance had diminished the love or closeness between the two lifelong friends whatsoever.  

“Oh, don’t worry. It’s fucking mayhem out there! Come here, give me a smooch,” Rin assured her, kissing her cheek as they embraced. “I only got here on time because I was in Chelsea for a meeting this afternoon.” Carly took her seat, thanking Rin when she dutifully poured her a glass of wine. “Anyway, why are you eyeing up waiters? Not loved up with twat waffles, still?” 

No, it was fair to say that Rin had never really liked Carly’s long-term boyfriend, Mathias. Not after their visit to Kenya, when he’s gotten absolutely smashed, resulting in him thinking he could square up to Sokoro, a decision that had landed him in a world of regret. Being dangled by his ankles over the top of the stairs within the lodge by the pissed off Kenyan until he’d apologised had sobered him up nicely, though. 

“You will be pleased to hear that the man known only as twat waffles to you is no longer in my life. Yeeted him about four weeks ago. I’ll say it, you were right.”  

Rin beamed. “I always am.” Well, not always. The events of the previous week were still burning in her gut, being shamed in the way she had been by Sean and his superior powers of deduction. “No but honestly, honey. I’m glad because you can do so much better than him!” 

“In this instance, you are correct. I can and I will, with that waiter over there with the blonde hair if I have my way.” She paused, raising her glass in his direction. He was at the table in seconds. 

“Good evening, ladies. Are we ready to order?” 

Oh, he was so sweet, absolutely none the wiser to the fact there was a bona fide man eater about to chomp down upon him. “Not yet, love. I was just appreciating the fact that you happen to be the most gorgeous man within the restaurant, so cheers to you.” 

He pinked at the cheeks, nodding while attempting to bite back his grin. “Well, when you need me, feel free to appreciate me again.”  

Rin chuckled, shaking her head. “We'll take some focaccia and olives to nibble while we decide, please.” 

He made a quick note on his iPad, smiling widely. “Certainly.” Scampering away, Rin fixed her friend with a look of pure mirth. 

“You’re terrible, Muriel.” 

Her assessment had Carly in hysterics, reciting their favourite line from the nineteen nineties cult classic film, Muriel’s wedding. They’d always said it to one another when there was mischief afoot. “I am, this much is true. So, how’s everything? How’s work, and my beautiful goddaughter?” 

“Tiger is perfect, as usual. As for work... hm.”  

Inclining her head, she took a sip of wine and thanking the waiter when he brought over the required pre-dinner nibbles. She winked again and of course, he blushed furiously. “Oh? I sense a story there. Does it have anything to do with her dad? How’s all of that going, by the way?” Of course, Carly had been made privy to it all. She’d known right from the start, after all.  

She ground her teeth before forcing a somewhat terse smile to her face. “I gave him a black eye last week.”  

Some things truly never changed, Carly making a motion with her hand that she should elaborate. “The tea requires spilling, Miss C.” 

And so, Rin did. She spared certain details over her work (although of course, Carly well knew she was a hardened criminal, Rin never gave away enough that could implicate her at any point in the future, just in case) but managed to sum it all up in a way that gave the story without all of the nuanced ins and outs of it.  

“Right, so he potentially saved you from making a big mistake with the Per...” she began, eyes scanning around before leaning in close to whisper, “the PM, shall we say, and you gave him hell for it?”  

“He embarrassed me in front of my associates, and took great pleasure in doing so,” she spoke, picking up another small cube of focaccia and dunking it into the balsamic vinegar bowl. “I don’t take kindly to that.” 

A taste of one’s own medicine was always the bitterest, Carly couldn’t help but note. “Yet you do exactly the same with him at any given opportunity.”  

Rin frowned. “I’m sorry, who’s side are you on here, exactly?” 

“Yours, always yours, love,” she was quick to interject, “but sweet, from what you’ve told me about him, if you bite at him, he’ll do exactly the same back. You two, you’re much too similar for your own good. Something I believe you once said about you both, didn’t you?” 

The focaccia was chewed upon with mild fury. “He doesn’t deserve to ever have one over on me. Not after what he did. I want him to suffer. His punishment will be prolonged, mark my words.” 

God, she was so hardheaded, especially when it came to Sean. Carly looked a little pensive, picking up her wine. “Do you want to know what I think about that? The complete, unfiltered truth?” 

Her lips thinned, eventually nodding. “I suppose an outside perspective couldn’t hurt.”  

“Okay.” She took a breath and another sip of Sauvignon Blanc for courage, placing her glass back down again softly.  

“You’ve already punished him enough, Rin. You deprived him of a relationship with his daughter for six years, and you came back and took an empire he was planning to preside over out from under him, and then made him effectively run his own company for you, on your terms. Trust me, from what you’ve told me about Sean, you’ve hit him twice where it hurts with big strikes. Family and business are what means everything to him, and you hold all the power over both. Prolonging that, well, as far as I can see, mate, all that does is cause problems for you.” 

“How?” 

“Your business deals should be running smoothly, and if you continue to hold him in contempt, they simply won’t. Risky really, when taken into consideration just what you do. Then of course, for Tiger. In fact, mostly for Tiger. Trying to repeatedly cut her father down for a mistake he made seven years ago will only hurt you and her in the end. Has he ever offered you an apology for his actions?” 

She lifted her chin, remembering it, when he told her of his lament. “He has. I have to give him that.” 

Carly reached for her arm, squeezing softly. “Well, then. There you go. You have to stop figuratively yeeting him right in the gonads for it at point or another, or behaving like this is only lowering you to his level, or former level, I don’t know. I can’t speak for him, but I can speak for your character. You’re better than this.” 

If anyone was going to give her the truth, it was Carly. It was a truth she did need to hear, too, before the battleground that was her relationship – or lack thereof – with the father of her child became even bloodier than it already was. “Why are you bloody laughing? I’m trying to talk seriously for once in my flippin’ life! You could at least appreciate my attempt to be sage!” 

“I am,” Rin chuckled, covering her hand with hers where it still rested upon her arm. “It’s just you still can’t help but be funny through it. Yeeting him in the gonads, oh god.” She descended there, laughing richly, even wiping a few tears from her eyes, it had entertained her so much.  

“And at the fucking risk of getting my head bitten off, well, maybe it’s because you still lust after what’s hanging directly above the gonads that you’re getting yourself so bent out of shape over him.” 

Immediately, she sat a little more upright, her laughter stalled. “Order me the burrata salad to start and then the salmon penne. I’m going for a cigarette.” 

“Avoidance tactics,” Carly chimed as Rin rose from her seat, discreetly offering her middle finger in salute.  

“Bugger off.” 

“Filthy habit,” she further teased, Rin mouthing that she was a knob, her clearly entertained friend giggling as she picked up her wine. “This could all be so much simpler for you if you weren’t so much like your dad.” she muttered, sipping the buttery smooth Sauvignon while looking down at the menu to make her choice.  

They had a lovely night together, parting ways at just gone 10pm, Carly heading home and Rin calling a car to do the same. After stopping at a Tesco Express to purchase a bottle of Johnnie Walker Black, though, home was not where she ended up.  

Sean was coming to the end of a five-mile treadmill run when the buzzer sounded through his penthouse, slowing the machine to walk before climbing off, his bare chest glistening with sweat. 

“Yes?” he spoke into the intercom, seeing the woman upon the screen turn to reveal her face to the front entrance camera.  

“Can we talk?” 

She had a nerve, turning up out of the blue at 10:35pm. “That depends on whether I’m going to get lambasted all over again for trying to do the fucking right thing, Catherine.” 

“You aren’t. Promise.” She knew she needed to give a little, Carly’s words hitting home with her a little. He buzzed her in, Rin moving to the lift, hitting the button for the penthouse. As it glided in ascent, she spoke sternly to herself, her internal monologue advising that she needed to keep calm and talk things through with him, apologise for her pride getting in the way the week before, that she was doing this for the greater good of business continuing to run smoothy, and for her daughter to have a father in her life. One who truly did want to be there.  

All of her steely composure flew straight out the window when he opened the door to her, though, when her eyes nearly fell out of her head for seeing him there, shirtless and gleaming with sweat, his navy joggers so low slung she could almost see his... 

“Well, don’t you look resplendent in Dolce and Gabbana,” he spoke, raising an eyebrow.  

She cocked her head, swallowing hard. “How did you know this is D&G?” 

He took a moment, his eyes roaming her slender curves. “I have an eye for quality.” The scent of her perfume wafted under his nose, spellbinding, those orchid notes reminding him how it felt to have his senses flooded by it, his eyes meeting hers.  

Her body moved, yet her feet planted, her mouth agape as her chest and cheeks flushed, overcome by the sight of him like that, her throat drying. No. Not now. She willed her brain to take the reins away from the jockey that was her desire, steer her right, but she failed. It was too strong, charging away down a path she swore never to encroach upon again, moving in a second to press her mouth to his, his arms immediately locking around her as he kissed her back with all the heat of a thousand suns.  

Now they were in trouble.  

Flattened against the door, he pinned her there as they gave in to the torrent, his hands smoothing over her body, reaching to ruck her dress up around her waist, both panting furiously as their tongues rolled in an erotic dance, Sean grasping her thong and tearing it from her in one swift yank. It sent a flood to where she ached for him, her legs wrapping around him as he lifted her, pulling his joggers down just enough to free his cock and plunge it into her fully. 

Lord, how she’d missed the feel of being split wide around him, kissing him in utter frenzy. It was mindless, feral sex, their need for one another rampant and unhinged, her body banging against the thick, black door as he fucked out every single wave of desire, longing and, if he was honest, utter contempt he held for her, his fingers dug in hard beneath her thighs.  

It sizzled through her, each sparking pulse, tiny fireworks set to burn within her blood, crying out as he filled her again and again, his teeth at her neck scintillating, hanging onto him for dear life. It felt like he was attempting to fuck her right through the door, the pace barbaric, smouldering, everything she needed and had craved in the years they’d been parted.  

It shimmered through them both, the crest of an almighty wave they rode until it crashed, washing over them entirely, Rin feeling completely mindless as she swam to the surface of her pleasure, desire glimmering down her spine. That was the moment her brain engaged, her breathless body pinned by his, their tightened muscles slackening as the divinity ebbed away. 

Oh, god. Damn him. Damn him for being so fucking irresistible.  

He was the first to speak, finally sobering from his orgasm enough to form words. “Please don’t tell me we’ve just possibly given Tiger a sibling.” 

“We haven’t,” she panted, “IUD.” 

“Oh, thank Christ.” He finally looked at her, withdrawing and placing her down, his mouth twitching a little. “So, you wanted to talk?” 

“I did,” she confirmed, rearranging her dress, looking away. Easily, she could have throttled herself for her actions, hiding her face in her hands for a moment, dying a little. “For fucks sake! We’re such a mess.”  

He raised an eyebrow, pulling his joggers and boxers back up again. “That we are, Catherine.” He paused, watching her run her hands over her hair, still looking desperately uncomfortable. “We could become less messy, though. Perhaps if we ceased the urge to needle at one another quite so much as we do.”  

“Are you truly admitting to the fact that you do?” she asked, Sean feeling his blood flicker in annoyance. 

“I am, yes. Because somebody who continues to fucking punish me for the mistakes of my past bloody deserves it. Know that for my part, it is only in retaliation,” he told her, walking over to his kitchen, Butch there in his bed, absolutely none the wiser to her arrival and subsequent pounding against the front door.  

She pulled the bottle from her bag, nodding towards him. “It’s because you enjoy the fight, Sean. Don’t pretend that isn’t how it is.”  

God. The Woman was insufferable. He turned to her, his nostrils flaring. “Stop it. If I can put my ego aside here and admit my transgressions, then so can you. You know full well you hold your power over me like a fucking sword of Damocles, in both business and with Tiger whenever the opportunity arises. Now, admit that, or get the fuck out. I’m going for a shower; I suggest you take the time I’m gone to consider that. Glasses are above the sink cupboard.” 

She knew she had to, he was right, but god, it wasn’t easy. They were both just too similar, too – to use an analogy she herself had many times before – cut from the exact same cloth. Except this time, deep down Rin knew that Sean was right, and she loathed him for it all the more.  

Life would be made exponentially easier for her if she simply ceased her desire to punish him, to realise that Carly was right. She had struck back against him more than evenly. The playing field was entirely equal once more.  

Just last week she’d heard Ed Dumani offer peace towards Sean, and regardless of the fact he hadn’t been ready to accept, she knew that a clean slate was exactly what had to happen between her and the father of her child, so that ultimately that precious little girl didn’t suffer because of her parent’s rampant toxicity.  

“I almost expected you to have done a runner.” His words pulled her from her thoughts, a freshly showered Sean entering the kitchen again, going to the cupboard himself to retrieve the glasses she’d been preoccupied from fetching. “I perhaps couldn’t blame you if you had.”  

He poured two large measures, Rin thanking him as he slid hers across the black marble worktop, knocking it back in one. He followed suit. “Come on, it’s fucking cold in here and the lounge is warm.” They walked back out again, Butch still sleeping on with a series of deep snores, taking a seat upon the long, L shaped grey sofa, Sean refilling their glasses. “So, what did you come here with the intention of saying?” 

Taking a breath, she closed her eyes for a second, seeing Tiger there in her mind’s eye. It forced her to take a lasso to her pride and give it several tethering yanks. “I want to apologise for my part in us continuing to have friction. It isn’t conducive to us healthily co-parenting Tiger, no matter how much I dislike you at times. I need to be better for my daughter.”  

He snorted softly, sipping his drink. “At times? Catherine, you despise me near enough constantly.”  

“Do you truly blame me for that?”  

“Yes, I fucking do when you’ve had seven bloody years to get over it!” he spoke tersely. “I apologised to you, and it was sincere. I regret what I did to you, every fucking day I regret it, but god above, woman! You have to take your fucking boot off my bloody neck at some point.” She looked accepting of his words, albeit that acceptance bitter, Sean continuing in her silence. “I lost everything, went through hell after my father died, attempted to claw it back only to have you take it all again and only give it on your terms. Terms I have complied with.” 

“But Sean...” 

“No, for fucks sake, there isn’t a fucking but here! Stop fucking punishing me. If you want me to cease resenting you, then you have to stop making me sorry for something I already regret! I am doing everything in my power to prove worthiness, to prove most importantly that I can and will be a fit father for Tiger, but as soon as you perceive me to have any kind of upper hand, you fucking use her against me, like you did with the Persians!” 

Her ire ramped in an instant. “You fucking enjoyed that, making me look small!” 

“I didn’t want Bahram Forouhandeh to fucking kill you! I was looking out for you, you ignorant, insufferable woman!” His eyes were wide, exasperated as he scoffed, sinking his whiskey. “And yes, maybe I did derive a little joy from cutting you down, but bloody hell, Rin! Like you don’t do exactly the same to me at every fucking opportunity!” 

“I just apologised, and you’re throwing it at me all over again!” 

“Because you need to have it thrown at you all over a-bloody-gain to recognise what you’re doing to me!” He took a moment, his heart jackrabbiting in his chest, trying to calm down from the anger that had all too sharply risen. “Your father was exactly the same. On his terms or not at all. You? You’re better than that, and I am one of the very few people in your life who not only sees that, but isn’t too afraid of you to tell you either.” 

Neither was Carly, and it wasn’t lost on her, how his statements more or less matched those of her oldest friend. She’d always taken pride in the fact people likened her to her father, but truly never dawned in her until right then that perhaps it wasn’t always a complimentary likeness.  

Bolting back her drink, she took a deep breath. “I’m sorry, Sean.” They were words that did not come easily, feeling bitter, like ashes in her mouth.  

Standing, he picked up the bottle, moving to seat himself at her side, topping up her empty glass. “Finally. Now I only have to await a little sincerity in your actions going forward, and maybe my fucking blood pressure might lower a tad.” 

Lifting the glass to her lips, she took a sip, nodding. “What would like first, then, for me to show this sincerity?” 

“A blowjob wouldn’t go amiss.” He expected the light slap he received to the chest. “Well, you did ask.” 

“And you just shagged the shit out of me against the front door not ten minutes ago!” 

He smirked, his eyebrows twitching. “I never claimed not to he insatiable.” 

Rolling her eyes, she rested her head back against the comfy sofa, biting her lip. He certainly never had, as a mere few minutes against the door had reminded her, should she have forgotten. “No, you definitely didn’t. I’m still not putting your cock in my mouth, though.” 

“Spoil sport.” The conversation moved away from their dalliance into the verboten, talking instead about of work and life, and then of Tiger when they were over half a bottle into the whiskey.  

“I know I say how perfect she is, the bias of being her mum, and she’s always so well-mannered when we meet up with you,” Rin began, her words peppered by giggles. 

“Apart from when we took her on the Harry Potter tour and she had a meltdown mid-way round,” he interrupted with, remembering the squealing well.  

“Yes, apart from that.” She paused again, looking pained. “You fucking have a habit of doing this to me, interrupting and making me forget what I was about to say!” 

He snickered, flicking the side of her glass. “No, darling. That’s called alcohol.”  

“Anyway, as I was saying…” 

“As you were saying.” 

God, how he knew how to wind her up, even when he was being playful rather than deliberately devious. “Be quiet, or I’ll black your other eye.” 

“You bloody won’t,” he warned, “look at it, still purple.” It was, too, just a smidgen marking the skin violet around the socket.  

“As I was saying, she isn’t the perfect, Tiger. She’s going through a phase of saying things she definitely shouldn’t at the moment. She called the window cleaner a dickhead the other day because he appeared suddenly and startled her.” 

Predictably, Sean cracked up hard. “The profanity apple has not fallen far from the tree, I see.” 

She laughed, cringing a little. “No, it certainly hasn’t. That child had bionic hearing, and stealth mode. I never know when she’s going to sneak up on me and overhear my vulgar mouth. Bastard shoes was another recent one, when she couldn’t get her little Timberland boots on because she hadn’t loosened the laces. Sokoro nearly pissed himself laughing at her.”  

“When do you plan on telling her who I am?” he then asked, Rin feeling a little pit inside for the question, no matter how gently delivered.  

“Soon, I think. Before our next meeting. She needs to know.”  

He smiled. “Good plan.”  

What was also a good plan to them that night was working their way through the rest of the Johnnie Walker, Rin feeling the effects strongly, not having much memory of the night. Upon waking the following morning, she certainly had no remembrance over how she’d ended up in Sean’s bed, her sober, slightly hungover self feeling a little flicker of panic. 

They hadn’t... nope. Her underwear was still on, she felt after checking, her shuffling around stirring the body at her side.  

“Morning,” he yawned, propping himself up. “I hope you don’t mind, but if you’d slept on the sofa you’d have only awoken to Butch trying to sit on your head, so I brought you in here.”  

“You have more than one bedroom though, no?”  

He might have been half asleep, but he heard the tease in her tones clearly. “I do, but the beds aren’t made up and I was too pissed to wrestle with a fucking duvet cover, so yes. Here you are.” 

The warmth of him, the bright of his blue eyes, the scent of his skin. No. Not again. 

“Here I am.” She looked down for a second, feeling a hand reach beneath her chin, Sean shifting closer, his heart quickening as she looked up from beneath her long, full eyelashes at him.  

That time, he was the instigator of the kiss they fell into, his body moving to cover hers. 

Now they were in trouble. 

[mrsstruggle]

Update + New Stories [Repost]

[This was posted a week ago but something ended up being wrong with my account and it was like I was shadowbanned. So this is a repost of that post and hopefully people can finally see it!]

Hello! It’s been a while since I’ve posted, but I’ve come back with some (hopefully) exciting news. 

I’ve gotten my ‘creative’ spark back so I’ve come back to write some more. I’ve got two new stories (one is a continuation) that I will start posting very soon and they will be on a posting schedule (so I don’t leave you waiting again for months for a new chapter). These stories have been (mostly) written in advance to stay on top of posting. I don’t have a posting schedule for them yet, but I will let you know when I do. 

On Monday, I will finally be posting the extra smutty chapter for The Lost Child. 

Thank you to everyone who has enjoyed my work and I hope you enjoy these as well! Also, thank you to everyone who has commented on my work or messaged me privately! I really enjoy reading your messages whether it’s something simple as shock over twist, asking how I’m doing, or letting me know that you like what you’re reading.

I will post another update next week as to what the posting schedule will look like for my two new works and when I will start posting those (very soon I promise).

Here’s what you have to look forward to:

[Monday (6/10/24) at 8PM] The Lost Child: Smutty Bonas Chapter

[Soon] The Beast of War: In the aftermath of discovering her true identity and reuniting with her long-lost family, Y/N Stilinski finds herself adjusting to a new chapter of her life in Beacon Hills. With her brother and his friends in their senior year at High School, the town faces a fresh new threat. Y/N must navigate the complexities of her new life while confronting the looming threat that threatens to hurt her and the people she loves.

Note: ‘Book 2’ of the Shadow Wolf Series happens between the end of the last chapter of The Lost Child and the Epilogue.

[Soon] All The Good Girls Go To Hell: It’s been a year since the war ended. Cedric Diggory is found dead—and in debt to The Damnation. His sister, Y/N Diggory, offers to take her brother’s place in The Damnation to pay off his debt, but things become complicated when she starts to develop feelings for the two handsome leaders.

Pairing: Y/N Diggory x Fred Weasley, Y/N Diggory x George Weasley (separately, not together because I will not write that)

Note: The OC version will be posted on Wattpad. This is a Harry Potter AU that will be very smutty! ;)

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Bloodletting Announcement and Chapter 19 Preview

The long-awaited preview of chapter 19! (Please be gentle. This is pre-edits, pre-polish, pre-everything.) An announcement on the upcoming chapter can be found after the preview!

“I’m in love with you.”  Siobhan lets out a single choked sob, a few more tears rolling down her trembling face. She turns her head away, enough to pull her cheek out of his palm, and cradles their hands to her chest. Gale can feel how her whole body shakes with the effort of reigning herself in, trying desperately to keep from succumbing to the pain.  “What—? What am I supposed to say to that?” Siobhan whimpers. Gale feels as if someone’s punched a hole through his chest, achy and raw and gaping. He’d known that the chance of Siobhan reciprocating his feelings was slim, but there had always been a tiny hope, a possibility that she would. No more. “You don’t have to—I know you share a special bond with Astarion. I won’t pretend that I could ever supplant him in your heart, but I couldn’t—I just needed you to know.” Gale is bereft, adrift in the agony of her rejection. The jagged edges of the wound in his soul burn hot and sharp, the stabbing shooting pain of an exposed nerve.  “This isn’t about him.” Siobhan glares at him, furious, heartbroken tears cascading freely now in uninterrupted lines, “How am I supposed—how can you expect me to—it’s so easy for you to say that to me, to feel that for me, but what am I supposed to do? If I let myself love you, then what am I supposed to do when you’re gone? How—” her breath stutters, “how is that any fair?”  “It’s not,” Gale’s voice breaks over the shoals of his regret for having caused her so much pain. That her reticence to return his feelings has nothing to do with Astarion brings him no comfort at all. "But I couldn’t bear—I needed you to know. I’m sorry.” He’s sorry, yes, but he wouldn’t take it back even if he could. Gale is selfish, and he’ll die selfish, for there isn’t time enough for him to change.  “I hate you,” Siobhan cries quietly, “I hate you because I could love you if you’d given me the time, and you’re throwing it all away. What gives you the right—” another sob rips through her, “t-to make me feel— only for it to all—” “I’m sorry.”

Hi guys! You know how I totally lied and did not update last weekend when I was supposed to? Well I think the delay is going to be so worth it because this chapter is a MONSTER. I'm not even done yet and we're already over 7k words.

What's more, this chapter has got the first real spicy scene of Bloodletting (and by real, I mean honest to god, bona fide penetrative intercourse, lol.) I think it's gonna make y'alls brain melt. Not so much because it's super NSFW (i think it's pretty tame all things considered) but because of the angst/feels of it all. It's certainly making my brain melt.

So, when are y'all gonna get the new chapter? Well, since the actual writing isn't done yet and my beta reader is currently on an airplane, probably not today. Hopefully, I'll have it all done (written, edited, polished, etc.) sometime tomorrow for your reading pleasure. If it looks like that won't be possible, I'll make sure to come on here and let y'all know.

Ao3

[gonelike-ach00]

the warmth of youth | nct 00 line

high school! nct 00 line x high school! female original characters

for quicker updates, you can read it on ao3 or wattpad

summary:

They weren't aware of it but they were beginning to write their future as the days finally welcomed their youth. Now, as the sun begins to rise and the cold days of childhood leave them, they are welcomed into the warm—sometimes too hot—hug of youth.This was their start--the first taste of the warmth of youth.

genre:

fluff, angst, slice of life, high school romance

notes:

My favorite genre of nct fanfics is when they're a group of friends first before they are romantic leads. Self-indulged fluff fic inspired by: nijiiro days & koi ni mudagachi

fan fic cast

masterlist

Author: Can you introduce yourself or tell us what you name is?

Kim Bona [02.10.2000]

Shin Sua [03.14.2000]

Huang Renjun [03.23.2000]

Lee Jeno [04.23.2000]

Lee Naeun [05.30.2000]

Lee Haechan [06.06.2000]

Na Jaemin [08.13.2000]

Cho Eunji [09.05.2000]

Liu Yangyang [10.10.2000]

Kang Mina [11.10.2000]

disclaimer

the use of idols and public personalities as models for the female lead is simply here to aid in the visualization process of the author and/or reader, it has no intention to ship anyone with anyone.

yes, kang mina the character is based on kang mina the idol/actress because I will forever hold her dear in my heart as her fan during her pd101, ioi, and gugudan days (lol). everyone deserves to love her <3

masterlist

[sitelen-musi-lon-toki-pona]

lupa ma monsuta, kipisi nanpa luka:

jan Alupe li pini telo e kasi li toki e ni: "mi ken ala awen weka e lupa. mi wile toki tawa jan pona mi." tan ni la jan Alupe li kama tawa lupa. taso ona li lukin e ni. poki len li weka. taso ilo toki li lon ni. jan Alupe li lanpan e ilo toki li toki insa e ni: "ni li nasa..."

ona li alasa lukin e insa lupa ma. taso ni li pimeja. ona li toki e ni: "jan seme li lon ni?" ona li kute e toki ala. tan ni la ona awen toki. "sina pana e ilo toki tawa mi. tan ni la sina pona"

jan Alupe li lanpan e ijo ona li tawa tomo ona. ona kute ala e toki akesi ni: "...bona?"

jan Alupe li lon tomo ona la ona li kepeken ilo toki li toki tawa jan pona ona. nanpa wan la jan pona ona li toki.

"jan Alupe o! suno la sina toki ala tawa mi! tan seme!?"

"jan Sepan o! ali li pona. mi weka e ilo toki mi."

"tan seme la ni?"

"tenpo pini la ijo nasa li lon. mi tawa lon lupa ma la mi kute e mu monsuta li weka e ilo mi li tawa e tomo mi li lape. suno open ni la mi weka e pan sike suwi lon lupa ma li tawa weka. mi kama sin la pan ni li weka. ni la ilo toki mi li lon.", tenpo mute li kama. pini la jan Sepan li toki.

"a mi sona. lili la sina pilin monsuta. ken la mu monsuta li kama tan lawa sina."

"ni la tan seme la mi ken jo e ilo toki?"

"n... ken la ni li.... kon?"

"musi a jan Sepan o. mi sona e ni: mi kute e mu ni."

"mi la tan ante li lon. taso sina ken pilin e ni"

"mi pilin ala e ni. mi sona!"

"oke. ni li toki ali sina la mi weka"

"tawa pona jan Sepan o"

"tawa pona" ilo toki li pali e mu kiki lili.

jan Alupe li pali e telo kasi seli li toki insa e ni:

"ken la jan pi insa lupa li wile e suwi"

jan Alupe li tawa lape

...

"bona?" jan akesi li toki insa ni "Kiu lingvo estis tiu?"

toki ante:

bona = pona

Kiu lingvo estas tiu = toki ni li seme

kipisi pi jan pali lon toki Inli:

Well, that was the last that I had backed up, expect longer delays between updates. But this also means that whatever suggestions or feedback of the story you have could directly affect it! well that's all I have to say, see you in the next chapter!