#bmth x y/n

[your-averagewriter]

Follow You.

Summary/request: I would like to request an Oli Sykes x F!reader, ( can she be younger than him?) where they are in a semi secrete relationship ( like you have to really stan the group/him to know that because they are so lowkey). Oli/BMTH has been on tour for a while now and reader starts missing him a lot so she decides to surprise so to make sure it doesn't get spoiled she decides to buy her own ticket. So she has to stand in the queue, get through security and stuff like that. Some fans recognized her and asked for some pictures but she asked them to not post it until after the show. She also got distracted by the merch that she also bought and realized that now she has to stand at the barricade in the far side. And Oli is so shocked for a moment but he introduced her in a really cute way and he also sang follow you with her on stage and I'll leave the rest to you 🙂☺️

Word count: 1.9K

Warnings: swearing, kissing

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“I miss you.” I whine through the phone, laying on my bed.

“I miss you too, darlin’.” He replies and I imagine him pacing around his changing room preparing for the show. “But we’re over half way through the tour now.” He tries to assure.

“Yeah, but the tour is really long! There’s loads of shows left.” I say, frowning but then I get an idea during the short silence. There’s still tickets for some of his shows and if they aren’t then I’m sure I could get a ticket anyway - being Oli’s girlfriend comes with a few perks, one being front row tickets to their shows.

“I’m sorry, love, but I’ve gotta go - the stage hand just came in and said it’s five minutes till we’re on.” He says but I can’t really contain my smile.

“Yeah, yeah, it’s fine.” I quickly reassure. “I’ve gotta go too.” I say, smiling.

“Okay, I’ll call you after?” He asks and I check my watch.

“Tomorrow?” I ask, sweetly. “It’s already 1:00 am here.” I chuckle.

“Shit. Okay, get some sleep, okay?”

“Yeah, you too, love. Bye.” I hang up and immediately grab my laptop. I sign into ticketmaster and click through the different gigs, there’s one tomorrow which I couldn’t get to so I choose one about a week later. There’s no standing tickets left so I quickly call Dave, one of their manager/finacial guys who I’m friends with.

“Hey, could you get me a standing ticket to that America show I sent to you?”

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I drag my suitcase behind me as I leave the airport. The flight was long but I was sat by myself and just listened to some good music (it might have been Bring Me The Hoirzon because I really miss Oli but that’s not a necessary detail). I get into a taxi and make my way to the hotel I’m staying at, it’s not high end but I’m certainly not sleeping on the streets.

I haven’t checked my phone since I got on the plane as I was a bit stressed out because of all the baggage and airport stuff but I switch it back on and see countless missed calls from Oli.

Sitting in the back of the taxi I call him back. I keep it cool and don’t tell him about how I’m in America now.

The show is in a couple of days so I spend my spare time exploring America, making the most of the time I have here.

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Finally, it’s the day of the show and I get to the venue about 30 minutes before doors open and their were a surprising amount of people already here. But on the way I get distracted by the merch stall, obviously I had to go over to it and check it out. The young guy working there passes me the multiple items of merch I request and I hand him over the cash I owe for them. I get back in the queue and try to stuff all my products in my bag but I can’t fit them all in so I have to put on both the BMTH T-Shirt and the hoodie on top. I manage to get the rest in my bag but I see a couple of women (probably inin their early 20s) looking at me, or at least I think they are. After a few more minutes they come over to me with big smiles.

“Hey, you’re (y/n), right?” One of them asks and I nod.

“The one and only.” I chuckle.

“Can we get a photo?” The other asks.

“You want a photo… with me?” I ask, confused but they just nod eagerly. “Okay then.” I chuckle and they stand next to me. I wrap my arms around their shoulders as they take a couple of selfies.

“You’re so cool.” One of them says.

“What are your names? Seeing as you know mine.” They tell me their names: Hannah and Vivienne although she prefers Viv. “I love your eyeliner by the way!” I point out Hannah’s makeup. “How do you do that?” I ask, impressed.

I exchange numbers with them so that they can send me the photos.

“If you’re gonna post the photo please could you not post it until after the show?”

“Sure, but why?” Viv asks but Hannah gasps, interrupting her.

“Oli doesn’t know that you’re here!” She exclaims and I only smile in response.

We stand in the queue together for a while before doors open and we enter the venue but then we split up. I surprisingly meet a couple more people who ask for photos with me. I’ve never really been asked for a photos before so it was a bit weird.

Finally though I get to a good space (near the front like I planned) and I enjoy the support bands especially A Day To Remember because I'm secretly a big fan of theirs. I dance along and jump around and even mosh a little bit and I have so much fun but then, disappointingly, their set ends. But on a more positive note, that means BMTH will be on soon.

It gets too hot for the hoodie I bought earlier so I attempt to stuff it in my bag but before then I see one of their stage hands that travels around on your with them so I walk over to him with a smile and ask him if I can pop back stage to store my merch. He agrees as he knows me fairly well but I ask him not to tell Oli I'm here and he just smirks at me.

I head back to the floor, hands free and I stand on the far right of the stage at the barrier (much to my delight). I check out the BMTH top I bought earlier and it fits really nicely, it makes my figure look great but it's not really tight.

I wait patiently at the barrier not being able to contain my smile, thinking of the point when Oli sees me. But all the other fans at the barrier must be big BMTH fans too so they're also smiling - I blend in.

A few moments later and graphics start appearing on the board behind where the bands play. And the intro to Can You Feel My Heart? Starts playing and along with the rest of the fans I go a little crazy. I look over and see that a couple of other members see me in the crowd but I raise a finger to my lips signaling for them to not say anything.

A couple of songs later and Oli makes his way off the stage to walk across the barrier which isn't a rare thing, I've seen countless videos of him interacting closely with the fans at the front. I watch carefully and clap as he approaches where I am in the crowd.

He looks straight at me as he makes his way along the barriers and our eyes meet. Smiling at him I watch as his face lights up even more than it had before. He looks shocked which makes me chuckle but he quickly snaps out of it and jogs towards me.

His smile matches my along with a face of relief. He presses his forehead against mine and wraps his arms around my neck. I place a kiss on his lips quickly and a whispered confession.

"I missed you so much." I whisper to him but I can tell by his eyes he heard me.

It's as if the crowd's melted away and it's just us now but the crowd is going crazier than ever tonight.

"Come on." He beckons quietly by my ear so that I can hear him.

"Go up?" I ask confused, this was not part of the plan but he just nods. "Okay then." I say and he calls (with the help of a couple kind fans) lifts me up over the barrier and I end up in a bridal style carry.

I bury my face in his neck, embarrassed.

"Oli, put me down." I say as he carries me to the stage.

"C'mon, darlin'." He says with a toothy smile I simply can't resist.

He climbs up onto stage, somehow still carrying me in his arms but we make it to the center of the stage.

I chuckle nervously as I look out on the arena full of people, fans cheering for Oli. He puts me down gently but keeps his arm wrapped around my shoulders.

"This… is (y/n), some if you may know her…" He trails off, placing a kiss on my cheek. "If you didn't you do now. She's…" I expect him to say girlfriend or partner but the rest of his sentence shocks me. "The love of my life." He announces to the hundreds of thousands of people and I look at him slightly shocked. "And I haven't seen her for weeks, months even." He says speaking to the audience but it feels like he's just speaking to me. "For this next song I want you to sing along with us as loud as you can." He looks to me with a sparkle in his eyes and I rest my head on his chest. "This song is called Follow You." He says and cheers erupt again.

The intro to the song starts playing and I look at him, nothing but adoration in my eyes. There is truly no one I'd rather spend my life with than this man and I couldn't be more glad that he feels the same.

He starts rocking slowly holding onto me and starts singing the song. Obviously I know the words to the song, I know all their songs but I don't sing along until he prompts me to with the lowering of the mike to my height.

I look at him doubtfully but he reassures me with his eyes so I start singing gently into the mike. This is definitely one of the best moments of my life.

In a short instrument only section of the song he turns around slightly and places one of his hands on my shoulders and one on my waist. I look at him confused as he starts to slow dance with me but I relax into it, resting my arms around his neck, draped over his shoulder and laying my head on his chest.

"I love you." I says and I smile.

"I love you too." I say and once again forget the crowd are even there.

At the end of the song I'm snapped out of the trance and look back at the crowd, the numerous phone lights and recording cameras that litter the audience. It's quite harsh to look at so I just look at Oli.

"(y/n) (l/n), everyone." He says, releasing me from his arms like a presentation. I smile meekly as the audience cheers and screams, it is overwhelming but in a good way.

"Thank you, everyone for letting this be such a special show and letting (y/n) be here as well." He says, sounding like it's the end of the show but this is only the fourth or fifth song.

"We'll be right back." He says before lovingly dragging me backstage. "You're fucking incredible." He says to me, once his mike is discarded. "I can't believe you." He says wrapping his arms around me, leaving little space for breathing. "Traveling to America, sneaking into one of our shows." He mock chastises.

"You know you love me." I say, my voice slightly muffled my his chest.

"I do, maybe a little too much, darlin'."

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AN: I hope you enjoyed reading!

I loved the request, if any of you guys wanna request things like BMTH or similar then go for it!

[fritz-federleicht]

Cuddle/ Oliver Sykes x reader

Summary: you snuggle under his hoodie

Words: 718

FLUFF

It's a rainy day. The raindrops fall against the windows and create a pleasant atmosphere of safety.

You just got up from bed to make tea for Oli and you. While waiting for the tea to be ready, you stare out the window, watching the raindrops race down the glass.

The tea is finally ready. You take a cup in each hand and balance them in the bedroom.

"Here's your tea." You put Oli's tea on the nightstand.

"Thanks love." Oli looks up from his phone with a grateful smile.

You go to your side and put down your tea. Then you lie down on your side so that you are looking at Oli. He is back on his phone.

You watch his beautiful face, his lips that feel so good on yours, the way his nose is shaped and finally his hazel eyes... looking at you intently.

"Do you like what you see?" Feeling caught, you hide your blushing face behind your hand.

"Don't be embarrassed. I know I'm the most beautiful person on earth." He says, so sure of himself that you chuckle.

"That's right, you are the most beautiful person on earth."

"Yes I know." He answers with a played arrogant look and scrolls further on his phone.

You grin and look at him. How much you love him. You miss his jokes as soon as he's not around, the way he cheers you up when you feel bad... you want to be as close to him as possible right now!

You slide over to Oli. He's wearing an oversized brown hooded jacket. There's definitely enough room for you in it, you think to yourself. You sit down wide-legged on Oli's legs and lift the fabric up. His tattooed stomach appears underneath.

Only now does he look from his phone, probably due to the sudden cold touching his skin. Oli asks, confused. "What are you up to Y/N?"

You ignore him and disappear under his jacket. You crawl up so far that your head almost peeks out the top. You're still under the soft fabric though, breathing in his scent deeply. Your head lies on Oli's chest, your arms wrap around his sides.

His laugh vibrates through his body. "You could have just said you wanted to cuddle."

His arms wrap around you, holding you close.

"Can you even get air under there?" He doesn't wait for an answer and opens the zipper a little bit. You close your eyes at the sudden brightness. "Hey baby." He says with a grin and kisses the top of your head.

"Zip back up or it's going to get cold in here." You complain. You snuggle even closer to Oli, if that's even possible.

"What's wrong? Why are you suddenly so touch starved?" One of his hands strokes the fabric of his jacket and thus your back. The other is on the back of your head.

You nuzzle your nose against his skin. "I just realized how much I love you. And I hate that I can't be even closer to you. I'd love to crawl inside your body."

"Uhm okay, that's a really weird way to tell someone you love them." He says with a confused expression. "But you're a little different anyway." He teases.

You grumble and get comfortable on his chest. The raindrops hitting the window, his heartbeat, and the warmth make you all sleepy. You close your eyes and decide to spend the night on Oli.

You feel him watching you. "Babe? Are you asleep?" He nudges your shoulder.

You don't answer, almost asleep.

He just accepts it. What should he do? He loves you with all his heart and is happy when you are satisfied. He doesn't care if he wakes up the next morning with back pain. The main thing is that you are well.

Oli is on the phone for a short time, then he puts it on the nightstand.

"Oh honey, now you made the tea for nothing." His fingers caress your forehead. "Sleep tight." You feel his lips on your forehead.

"Good night." You answer him and kiss his skin.

He turns off the light. Quickly you fall asleep in his arms. Protected as long as you are with him.

[colorisbyshe]

Monthly Music: Nov 2023 Edition

Album reviews!

Pinkpantheress: This album is truly up my alley! I think my fave tracks are the lead singles but honestly.. there isn't a single bad track on the album, though all of the songs are CRIMINALLY short. (A Kelela feature at barely two minutes??) Besides the lead tracks, I really love Another Life, Feelings, and True Romance. Anyways, yeehaw drum & bass resurgence.

Ultra: Japanese alt-rock with a female lead AND back up singer. I really love how guitar heavy their sound is, how well the women harmonize and create a nice sort of... echoing resonance that lends well to the gravitas of their music. If you like rock, especially the kind that would give a killer performance in an intimate, smokey bar, give this brand new group a chance. Inu is an intense but great place to start, Door is a great way to see how the singers play off each other, Knight is if you want something... almost Fleetwood Mac-y?

Red Velvet: Title track is good until it isn't. Will I Ever See You Again? is my fave track but Under Water, Bulldozer, and Knock Knock also stand out from an overly-cohesive album. Red Velvet keeps "experimenting" in identical ways and normally I'd argue if it aint broke, don't fix it, but while it isn't broke, it is nowhere near their old highs. 6.5/10 album. One Kiss should've been the actual comeback track, btw.

Songs:

I feel like I'm going insane... is Houdini by Dua Lupa interpolating something. It's good (but a bit... underdeveloped? Needs to do more) but like... holy shit, it's derivative. What song is it reminding me of????

Sumikko Disco by Perfume is simple, fun, danceable! Feels like a raspberry soda.

In a very similar vibe to Perfume but a bit more Current Jpop, try out Brand New World by Fancylabo.

Cobra by Megan Thee Stallion, love this music direction for her but FUCK can I give her a hug? PLEASE

Heartbeat by Wile-E. Grainy EDM. If you like Snow Strippers, you'll like this.

Mercy Killing by Pendulum x Starlxrd. From what I know of BMTH, it kinda fits that vibe but more drum & bassy. I like Pendulum trying out metal-rap, it rly fits their progression. But if you want a Rob Swire throwback, there's a new Ghosts n Stuff remix that's pretty good.

Posting this as a Part 1 because there were a LOT OF albums early this month!

[agentlilicarter]

This looks fun!

A - Another Place by Bastille ft. The Chamber Orchestra of London

B - Backside of the TV (Lotus Juice Remix) - Persona 4 Dancing All Night OST

C - Chase by batta

D - Deep Breath, Deep Breath - Persona 3 Reincarnation Album

E - Echo by Starset

F - Froot by Marina and the Diamonds (now MARINA)

G - The Greatest Show (Reimagined) by Panic! At the Disco

H - Hero by Skillet

I - il Coccodrillo by Carson Coma

J - Just One Yesterday by Fall Out Boy ft. Foxes

K - Kingslayer by BMTH ft. Babymetal

L - Lúthien's Lament by EURIELLE

M - Mit sem érdekel by Carson Coma

N - Novocaine by Fall Out Boy

O - Overdrive by Taku Iwasaki (and Lotus Juice)

P - Perfect Machine by Starset

Q - (none in the library)

R - Rat a Tat by Fall Out Boy ft Courtney Love

S - Starlight (Acoustic Version) by Starset

T - The Ballad of Mona Lisa by Panic! At The Disco

U - Uncontrollable (Tyrant Theme) by Hiroyuki Sawano ft Mika Kobayashi and mpi from Xenoblade Chronicles X

V - Vegas Lights by P!ATD

W - Watching for Comets by Skillet

X - (none in the library)

Y - Young and Menace by Fall Out Boy

Z - Zero by Imagine Dragons

# - 1x1 by BMTH ft Nova Twins

Tagging: @darkpersoncreator , @princess-paramour , @tonberry-yoda , @thatoneartistinthecorner , @justlittlebitshy and anyone who wants to do it. (no pressure)

A-Z Music Tag Game

You know what? Fuck it. I've been looking for a music tag game to steal and I can't find one I really like, so I'm making my own. It's probably too time consuming to gain any traction, but I think it'll be fun, and that's what matters lol

Rules: Put your music on shuffle and write down the first song that comes up for every letter, A-Z.

A - All I Want Is Nothing - frnkiero and the cellabration B - Born For This - Paramore C - Call Out My Name - The Weeknd D - Drive By - Train E - East Northumberland High - Miley Cyrus F - Face Down - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus G - God Bless You - Black Veil Brides H - Hello Beautiful - The Jonas Brothers I - (I'm Gonna) Love Me Again - Taron Egerton and Elton John J - Jump Then Fall (Taylor's Version) - Taylor Swift K - Kryptonite - 3 Doors Down L - Location - Khalid M - Miserable At Best - Mayday Parade N - New Perspective - Panic! at the Disco O - One Love - Justin Bieber P - Pony - Kasey Chambers Q - (none in library) R - Random Number Generation - Hedwig and the Angry Inch S - Stupid for You - Waterparks T - That Funny Feeling - Bo Burnham U - Uptown Girl - Billy Joel V - Vertigo - Khalid W - Wild Things - Alessia Cara X - xXXi_wud_nvrstøp_ÜXXx - 100 gecs Y - YOUTH - Troye Sivan Z - Zero Zero - Gerard Way # - 21 Guns - Green Day

tagging the mutuals bc I don't follow many ppl - absolutely no pressure!!! @cxmmunistprincess @frankierostein @gabesapwhoreta @gerardwaysrats @heyitsphoenixx @razorxrosary @robinruns

[beomglocks]

die4u ; k.th

summary : "let me see my halo, even though it's painful i'm prepared to lose"

pairing : angel!taehyun x human!reader

warnings & other : angst asf, pastlove!taehyun, unrequited love, inspired by bmth song die4u lol, mention of panic attack, mention of depression, mention of death

w/c : 1k+

you've tried to ignore the persistent ringing of your doorbell however you can only drown out so many rings. "fine fine im coming!" you yell at the door across the room. "its 2am this better be fucking worth it or i swear to everyth-"

when you swing the door open abruptly you're not expecting to see taehyun, your ex. of all people to come back why did it have to be the one who brought you the most joy yet the most pain? "tae- taehyun? w-what are you doing here i- i-" the memories start rushing back to you at full force. although you'd been with other people prior, no one loved you the way taehyun did. he was an angel after all, love in its purest form ran through his blood. he made you feel the way no one could and you both once laughed at the thought of you dying and being with him forever in heaven.

however, as with everything, not all that glitters is gold and taehyun's pristine angel wings were no exception. you should've known it wasn't possible for a human and an angel to be together, it was unheard of. not too far into the relationship, the saints had come down and condemned the relationship, saying things like you were tainting an angel with worldly desires.

you cried, fought, went days without sleeping to fight for your relationship but at the end of the day it was taehyun, of all people, that had ended it. "they're right, it isn't going to work.... we should stop while we can.." just like that he gave up on everything, on you. he left, vanished, without a trace. no note, no goodbye, nothing. you figured he went back to heaven, completely forgetting his experience with you on earth. it has been months and you thought you were finally getting over him but here he is like nothing happened. like he didn't tear your heart out and smash it onto the ground, repeatedly stomping on it.

the room starts spinning, you feel. this isn't good. taehyun notices your weariness and steps into your apartment to calm you down and help you. "no! don't touch me! g-get out!" you hold back a sob, causing your voice to sound forced. "y/n.." taehyun starts.

you want to scream, to hit him even. it was so easy for him to walk away all those months ago so why isn't he leaving now. "fucking coward," you mumble quietly in between breaths, not sure if you're talking about him or yourself in this moment. you manage to move yourself to your couch and taehyun follows you like a lost puppy. you hate that when you look up at him his halo is glowing, a burning reminder that he's not like you. not human.

you think it's jarring. only loved ones can see an angels halo so that fact that you can still see taehyun's makes you want to throw up.

he still loves you.

"i came back to apologize," taehyun speaks slowly as if any singular word he utters will throw you into a panic attack. you shake your head, "i don't want your apologies, you're not even supposed to be around me tae..hyun...taehyun," you cough awkwardly at how you hesitated to use his nickname. taehyun notices and sighs, hurt that you're being so cold to him however he understands.

"i did what i had to y/n," he reasons. "me leaving was better than you being taken from me... atleast then i knew you were still here," he mumbled to himself. you stand up and step closer to him after regaining yourself. "you did what you had to?" you scoff at his audacity. "i was an absolute wreck without you!"

oh he knows. there wasn't a day up in heaven where taehyun wasn't secretly watching over you. he saw the depressive episodes, the crying, the sitting in the dark, the not eating for hours until you couldn't take it anymore, he saw it all and it physically pained him despite being in a literal other dimension.

"that's why im here right now!" he yells back at you, not meaning to raise his usually tame voice at you. he sighs, "i know it's been months but god....do you know how fucking hard it is to reach someone you're not supposed to reach?" you stare at him wide eyed at his word choices.

using his name in vain and swearing in the same sentence? surely the saints wouldn't approve of taehyun's behavior and would have him reformed in a heartbeat if they heard this. "taehyun..." you're scared of the unknown. why is he here right now, what is about to happen?

"y/n...even though we're not supposed to be together because the heavens said so im willing to go through hell itself to be with you, angel, human, demon, whatever being," he admits.

you purse your lips together. if someone found out that he was here surely the consequences would be grave for not only him but you.

"prove it," you decide to go with. "you came all this way, so make it worth it."

without warning, suddenly taehyun grasps his halo. the action burns his hands however he does not let go. the only way to describe the feeling is like when you burn yourself on the stove and your mind knows to instinctively retract your hand. however this time, he does not instinctively move his hands. "oh my god what are you doing?!" you step closer to him but he moves away.

"i- i told you," he strains to say. he pulls at his halo which is slowly departing from the top of his head. you stand there in shock at what's happening. you didn't know angels could forcefully remove their own halos, you weren't even sure if they could be put back on. you didn't know how angels worked at all to be honest.

"stop it!" you yell. you don't know what to do. do you yank his hands away from his halo? will it burn you like it's burning him? you anxiously watch as tears start to fall from taehyun's eyes against his will. "whatever being," he mutters.

with one final tug, the halo is removed. taehyun gasps for air and the life practically drains from his face. "taehyun?!" he drops to the floor as you run towards him. he feels like he just got hit on his head or as if he stood up too quickly after not eating.

“i-i told you whatever being,” he smiles through the pain his entire body is going through. the palms of his hands are scorched and you hesitate to hold them in fear of inflicting more pain. “what the fuck?” you sob into his shoulder. he’s sweaty but you don’t care.

your mind can’t comprehend the fact that taehyun is no longer an angel. sure, this doesn’t change much, however the fact that he’s willing to be kicked out of heaven to be with you is enough to convince you. any minute now and the saints will surely come down to see why they’re suddenly missing an angel. it scares you.

“you’re fucking crazy kang taehyun,” you sniffle, wiping away your tears. he manages to pull on a smirk through his hazy facial expression. his natural glow is no longer there, slowly dimming out. he looks normal like another boring, dull human being.

“i’d die for you y/n, just know that.”

[moonlit-mizukage]

Iwazumi x F!reader - Blue 

Genre: Angst 

Word count: 836

TW: ⚠️Major character Death⚠️mentions of blood, I did a bit of a different version of the hanahaki disease kinda? 

An: This came to me while I was listening to BMTH’s song: One day the only butterflies left will be in your chest as you march towards your death. It’s one of my all time favorite songs and I was feeling hella down today so it really blossomed this in my head.

Masterlist

Third Person Pov 

She walked in deeper, holding the blue flowers mixed with the red liquid in her hand. The corners of her mouth still had fresh blood dripping down. She was swaying through the meadow barefoot, no longer caring for her well being. Her most beautiful summer gown on as she moved around so elegantly in the sunlight. 

“Y/n!” A man’s voice off in the distance can be heard. He came running up, she still did not pay him the slightest bit of attention as she moved around the field carelessly. “Y/n please, why didn’t you tell me?” He asked. She kept swaying around, only her actions slowing as time carried on. 

He reached out to her, grabbing her arm. He pulled her into his chest. She could feel small water droplets against her neck as he buried his face against it.. 

“Please Y/n.” He whispered.

“It’s too late Haji.” She began to cough violently again and she fell to the ground. Iwaizumi rushed down beside her as he rubbed her back while she continued to cough. 

“It can’t accept this, I love you Y/n... Please... fight it for me, for you, for us. Please.” He watched her cough up more flower petals, pile after pile, each becoming more red with every new one. 

“I tried Haji, I have been this whole time. I’m out of time.The butterflies are back again.” She whispered. She reached up with her hand that had no blood on it and wiped a tear from his cheek. “Don’t cry please, I love you Haji.” She learned into his chest now. She knew her time was almost here. 

“Tell me Y/n, how will I feel anything again without my arms wrapped around you?” 

“Haji ple-” She couldn't finish her sentence without coughing up more petals. The petals are almost completely red now. Only the tiniest spots of blue could be seen. 

“I’m sorry Y/n, I fell in love with you too, I am the reason for all this pain.” His tears began to fall again. They dropped onto the back of Y/n’s head as he held her close. “I love you, and I know you don’t believe me, but I do. I just realised when it was too late for you… Please, try to hang out Y/n.” 

“Haji, I just want to be held by you one last time.” She said in a barely audible whisper as she grew weaker. 

“Can I please kiss you first?” He asked back, but it was so low Y/n thought she was hearing things. “Please?” She just shook her head as a reply. 

Iwaizumi learned down, he wiped the blood from her mouth with his thumbs.  

“You are so beautiful Y/n.” He said against her lips. He pulled her in for a kiss as he felt her smile against him. 

They pulled away as her eyes were full of tears again. 

“Thanks Hajime.” She said, moving back into his chest. He held her tightly against his chest as they both cried. A few minutes of silence passed. Iwaizumi grew worried as he pulled back. 

“Y/n?” Her eyes were closed, but a small smile was on her lips. “Y/n?” He said a little louder. He began to frantically check for your pulse. He was unlucky in finding anything as he frantically began shaking his head, full of disbelief of this reality he had come face to face with.

“Y/n please, please you can’t leave me like this.” He pulled her lifeless body into his lap as he held it crying.  “I don’t know if you can hear me, but I lied to you, I knew okay.... I have known since we were 16…. I was dating at the time and - and,” He began to stumble on his words as his crying became uncontrollable. “I thought I found my love, I didn’t know mine was you this whole time, I thought it was her. I discovered the truth a few days ago....” He let out a loud sniffle. “It was when you stopped coming to class when I knew. I am sorry I made you live this way for two years.” He took in a deep breath. 

“I remember how you told me you felt butterflies on your birthday, you told me you hoped you would never have to feel that kiss of death again... but I let you down…., and I can never make it up to you now….” He took a deep breath as he pulled up her lifeless hand kissing the back of it.

“I’m sorry I was selfish.” He began to cough now into his hand. He pulled his hand back to reveal the same unique blue flower petals. He placed them on top of yours. “I never had to suffer, cause you loved me more than I could have acknowledged. I am so sorry Y/n.” He held onto her hand as he continued to cry and apologize. 

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Masterlist 

General Taglist: @satan-ruler-of-hells @atria-avior​ @freakydeaky226​

[smashedpumpkinprincess]

Thanks for tagging me @hoenn-is-my-home lmao

So I gotta post a song I listen to for every letter of the alphabet I guess. Wish me luck.

A: All fucked up - The Amity Affliction

B: Busy - Microwave

C: Chaos Again - Driveways

D: Daylily - Movements

E: Evening Coffee - Moose Blood

F: Flames - Avril Lavigne / Modsun

G: Ghost in my Home - Point North

H: Hereafter - Architects

I: In Bloom - Neck Deep

J: Jet - Citizen

K: Kingslayer - Bmth / Baby metal

L: letdown - Letdown.

M: meteor - Architects

N: New Scream - Turnover

O: Old Soul - Trash Boat

P: Phantom - The Story So Far

Q: Quiet Hours - Letdown. (the only song with Q in my liked songs)

R: Real Talk - Man Overboard

S: Satellite - Rise Against

T: 'Til I'm dead - Bukowski

U: Untitled - Knuckle Puck

V: Voldemort - With Confidence

W: Wavelength - Windbreaker

X:????

Y: Your Graduation - Modern Baseball

Z:????

I'm not gonna tag anyone so if you want, go for it haha feel tagged

[alma-atemporal]

De la A hasta la Z

Chucha 😂

A.- la última relación terminó porque me mintieron

B.- banda favorita linkin park toda la vida ❤️

C.- quien me gusta de que? Hay diferentes formas de gustar

D.- lo más difícil el fallecimiento de mi abuela

E.-mi mejor amiga se llama joscelyn ❤️

F.-película favorita tengo muchas, pero Juno

G.-hetero

H.-no fumo, si tomo

I.-ningún tatuaje, ningún piercing

J.-cuando grande 😂 jaja quiero ser abogada

K.-mi relación con mis padres es como toda relación con los padres, y nos amamos ❤️

L.-muchas inseguridades

M.-ño

N.-comprar que ?

O.- ojos color café

P.- odio la universidad porque me obliga a levantarme temprano

Q.-estado amoroso 🤔 estoy bien

R.-canción favorita ahora, esencial de beret, su ritmo me encanta, me da ánimo y me pone alegre y su letra igual ❤️

S.- un hecho al azar 🙄 en el colegio siempre fui más loca que ahora

T.-no entendí

U.-1ahora me gustaría estar en mi cama porque me siento muy mal :(

V.-la última vez que lloré, no lo sé pero fue hace poco

W.-conciertos en los que he estado 😂 son Caleta pero los que más rescato son, los Jonas, bmth, rise against, linkin park y el wachito rico de beret

X.-ño se

Y.- no quiero ir a la universidad, quiero salir de la universidad

Z.-estoy enferma :(

[justsomebandfanfics]

Remaining requests

Okay everyone, the ask is closed for requests! This so that (for once) I can make my way through all of the remaining requests on this blog. These are the upcoming pieces you can expect me to be working on/posting to the blog:

Of Mice & Men:

Hey, so I dont know if you’ll write something like this but I really had a shitty day and I thought I try and request something. Maybe where you are austin carliles girlfriend and are on tour with him but then at night the bus gets in a crash and you stuck in the bus. Austin then pulls you out but you are unconscious and blood covered. At the hospital the doctors tell him you wont make it but he stays with you all the time and then you wake up again ? Thanks in advance and maybe his pov :)

would one of you like to write an valentino arteaga one? maybe where y/n is about to jump from a bridge and tino sees her and stops her and talk to her holding her arm just in case that she wouldnt jump. and 8 years later they are married and have a kid (4 years old) and they are talking about the ‘story with the bridge’ ? long and fluffy? i love your work 💖

Could you do an Austin Carlile one where you two get into a huge fight, so you end up breaking up. Then maybe like a month later he visits you at your work and just breaks down crying and you two get back together?

can you please write one where y/n needs tuition in math or so? and austin is pretty good in math and she’s going to be angry because she don’t get it. then they yell at eachother and he press her against the wall and they’ll have rough sex? (sorry for my bad english) 

Something about your friend being austins sister pleeease? (Yes ik hes an only child but :p)

Pierce the Veil:

Hiya! This is my first request and it’s really specific sorry! :P Mike fuentes maybe? The plot is that he’s on tour and you’re at home working your usual job but your boss has been sexually harressing/making you uncomfortable and one day your boss goes too far and you go home crying and try calling Mike and he doesn’t answer so you skype Tony crying and then protective/angry Mike fluff! Thank you! I hope you will be able to do it, I wanted this for ages!

omg i have the best idea ever! can you pleeeease write an ptv imagine based on the video from king for a day but with y/n instead of kellin?

Hey could you do a tony perry one where y/n interviews him for her YouTube channel and tony asks her out then smut/fluff and tonys all dominant! Would be great thanks x

can you please write a tony perry one where y/n and the band go to a remote bridge and they start to spray (with masks on) it and they have so much fun until they see a police car and y/n dont get it and tony takes her hand and start running. after a while jaime vic and mike are nowhere to find and tony and y/n hide behind a bush and he has to hold her mouth just to be quite. then they find the others and have more fun? would be great 😂

can you please do a tony perry imagine where you’re with a different guy who pressures you to send racy pictures to him and you do hesitantly, but he dumps you straight after and you’re embarrassed and upset that you sent the pictures to the other guy so tony comforts you (its a weird plot, you dont have to do it if you dont want haha) I’m not sure if it would make sense for tony and y/n to end up together but you can end how you like :)

Bring Me The Horizon:

Could you a Matt Nichols one? Where all the bmth guys are sorta bad asses and he constantly hits on you but you think he’s just an ass then you end up in detention with him and in detention you are paired to clean the library and stuff. Then he admits he actually likes her and she likes him and fluff??

Other bands (these will be the last requests for them):

Can u do one where you’re dating Austin carlile & you catch him cheating & you go to Ben Bruce (he’s a close friend who u know has feelings for you) and y/n ends up realizing she and Ben were meant to be. Then smut because it’s Ben Fucking Bruce ;_;

Can you make a black veil brides fanfic next ,like what could happen is there touring and they get a flat tire in the middle of nowhere and when they get out of the bus they see a girl passed out with bruises and wounds and they decide to take her in the bus and discover they have no service and then she wakes up and tells them what happened ,she could be running away from an abusive boyfriend of something, so then they all have to fend for them selves because they in the middle of no where with no service and then she and a band member could start liking othr and then it could turn into smut/fluff stuff ,just a suggestion ,I love your writing ^.^

[xxtoxicinsanityxx]

we should both do all the questions to the emo q&a!! >w

omg XDD i mean i cant say no 2 that so XD ill put it under a read more tho so i dont clog up u guys feed lol

1. Are you more Scene or Emo?

scene!!! irl i look moar emo tho cuz my hair is just plain black but im a scene kid at heart XP

2. Were you ever into Never Shout Never?

not a whole lot? i liek a few of their songs tho 

3. Fringes or Coontails?

fringe with a coontail X)

4. Bright and colourful hair, or dark black hair?

both! black with colorful streaks!

5. Gloomy bear or Hello Kitty?

hello kitty!!!!!

6. How often do you shop at a HotTopic?

whenever i go 2 the mall lol. p much the only store i go in XD

7. How many band posters do you have up?

none!! and im so sad abt it!!! i have a lot of anime and cartoon posters but no band ones DX

8. Have you watched Invader Zim? If so, who’s your favourite character?

yas!! i luvvv invader zim. dibs my fav tho lol

9. Opinion on Gerard Way?

hes cool? im actually not the biggest mcr fan DX

10. Waffles or Tacos?

wafflezzzzzz

11. Have you played Gaia?

nope XO

12. Dear Maria or Check Yes Juliet?

aaaa i liek both DX dear maria if i rlllyyy had 2 choose

13. Do you drink Monster?

noep im not rlly an energy drink person XO i barely drink soda tbh XD

14. Have you had a scene phase before?

yuppppppp when i was liek 12 lol. this blog is totally what i wished i waz when i waz 12. im finally the scene kid of my dreamz XD

15. Do you make Kandi?

i wish XD

16. Do you wear a lot of Kandi?

not rlly im more of a rubber bracelet kid

17. Do you have a Blingee account? And/or make Blingees?

i do!! ive posted a bunch on here!

18. Are you a furry? If so, what’s your fursona like?

already answered cx

19. Do you listen to BVB, AA, or BMTH?

i only liek a couple songs from all of them lolz

20. Do you have Funko Pops?

ya! i have hiro from big hero 6, and fry and bender from futurama!

21. Do you watch Anime?

yee!

22. Do you play Animal Jam?

nope!

23. Are you okay?

y...yes?

24. Are you Lol Xd Randum??

i think so XD TACO CAT SPELLED BACKWARDS IS TACO CAT XD

25. Opinion on Nyan Cat?

im lov

26. Big hair or big accessories?

big hair XD i wish i could hav actual scene kid hair tbh

27. Did you ever have a MySpace? Do you still?

i havvvvv friendproject which is kinda the same XP

28. Want any emo/scene tattoos?

YAS

29. Have any emo/scene tattoos?

i wish lol. not yet owo

30. Do you like Furbies?

kinda?

31. xD, Xd or XD?

XD

32. Do you like Care Bears?

answered!

33. Is Avril Lavigne a clone?

O.o maybe?

34. Do you want fangs?

OMGZ YES

35. Does emo/scenecore make you happy?

yes!! its fun and lets me be myself lol

36. Have you dyed your hair? If so, what colours and how long ago?

oh ya!!! a bunch of times!! my hairs dyed black rn, ive also done blue, dark blue, red, pink, and red and black!

37. Do you want/have any piercings?

i have 2 in each ear and i rlly want 1 more at the top, and spider bites cx

38. Do you wish you were in a band?

nah im not rlly good at any instruments lol

39. What Warrior Cats clan are you in?

i hav no idea XD i waz nevr a warrior cats kid DX

40. Is Gir annoying?

nooooo!!!!!

41. Have you ever played Imvu?

answered!

42. Are you a Killjoy or a Youngblood?

im so dumb 4 not knowing wat this is >n

43. Do you have any emo/scene friends irl?

GOD I WISH ToT

44. Who’s your favourite scene/emo blog?

answered

45. Do you wear Converse?

ya!! i hav red ones and....one black one that i cant find the other to XD

46. Does “Rawr” mean “I love you” in Dinosaur?

ofc!

47. Favourite Pokemon?

EEVEEEEEEEEEEE

48. Do you like Decora fashion?

ya! its cool!

49. Do you like Sparkle Dogs?

ye!

50. Show us the most emo/scene picture of you!

ive already posted it lol here!

[fritz-federleicht]

Hoodie/ Oliver Sykes x reader

Summary: you're suddenly the center of attention at a BMTH concert

Words: 703

Photo: imagine you are MGK

"Oli you have to get out now. Everyone is waiting for you." Max, the tour manager, pulls Oli out of the room and towards the stage.

"Love you Y/N." Calls Oli over his shoulder.

"I love you too. You know where I stand." You can see Oli nodding.

Then the door slams shut. You stand in front of a small mirror and pull at your top. It's really short. You don't want to stand like that with the crowd.

You go to your bag. You took an extra hoodie with you. One of Oli's. It's too big but perfect for you.

You pull the black fabric over your head and breathe in Oli's scent. One last look in the mirror, then you walk towards the stage.

You stand right in front of the stage at the edge. Just like always.

The concert has already started. The audience sings along loudly.

You grin to yourself, happy for the band. During the song Oli keeps looking at you.

At some point during a song he comes up to you and holds out his hand. You take it and smile broadly. The girls behind you start to scream.

After the song ends he speaks into the mic and looks into the crowd. "For those who haven't seen it. That's my girlfriend standing down there." He points to you. The crowd applauds.

Immediately, a camera appears in front of your face. Your face is now big on the screens.

He looks up at them briefly and says to himself. "God she looks beautiful." It's heard very softly because he is not speaking into the mic.

Still, it seems loud enough for the audience, because there's a consistent 'Ohhh'. You blush.

Oli grins at the reaction of the people and fixes his hair. Then he looks at you and squints his eyes. As he does so, he shields his face with his hand, trying to see you better against the light.

"Y/N is that my hoodie? I've been looking all over for that one."

You hold your hand in front of your face. Your every move is shown on the screen.

He walks to the other side of the stage. "But it looks better on you than on me."

He grins his famous smile. The audience goes nuts. They like the public flirtation with his girlfriend.

You shake your head with a grin and pull up the hood in shame.

He waits until the audience calms down again and announces the next song.

Later...

At every concert, Oli goes down to the audience at one point. So also at this one.

He leaves the stage on one side, the camera follows him. Oli shakes hands, takes photos and signs on any body parts. At the same time he sings throughout.

Finally it's your turn, the last person before he enters the stage again. He grins and comes jogging up to you, pulls your face and pecks your lips. It's a habit. He does it every time he performs.

The audience is freaking out. Phones are pointed at you. You already know that tomorrow the whole internet will be full of videos.

"Are you ready for the next song?" Oli sprints back on stage and sings the rest of the songs with abandon.

When the concert is over you go backstage, back into the room and wait for Oli.

When the door finally opens, he throws himself onto a chair. "That was fantastic." He grins at you, exhausted.

"Yes it was." You sit down on his lap, face him. He hugs you and nuzzles his sweaty face against your cheek.

"Oli!" You try to free yourself from his arms, but he won't let you.

"Yes Y/N?" He asks you looking innocent.

You give up and relax into his embrace. "Can I keep the hoodie?"

He grins. "Oh that one... you look better in it than me anyway."

"Does that mean yes?" He nods.

You grin and happily fall around his neck.

"You know there's only going to be videos of us." You murmur against his neck.

He exhales. "Yeah I know, babe." His big hands circle your back. "I know."

[missladymilly]

Cause I’m Bored

A - age: 19

B - birthplace: Wanganui

C - current time: 2:29am

D - last drink you had: Coffee

E - easiest person to talk to: Ciaran and Mum

F - favorite song: Sick of loosing soul mates

G - grossest memory: First blow job

H - horror yes or no?: Hell yes

I - in love?: Haha maybeee just a little

J - jealous of people?: Yes I get jealous of others

K - killed someone?: Not really...

L - love at first sight or should I walk past again?: I believe in attraction at first sight. But not Iove.

M - middle Name: Heather

N - number of siblings: 6

O - one wish: To not feel this void

P - person I called last: Ciaran Da Berry 🌵

Q - question you’re always asked: What are you doing with your life?

R - reason to smile: The colour yellow, Jesus, and close friends that make it just a little bit better 💛

S - song you last listened to: Follow you Bmth

T - time you woke up: 9:53am

U - underwear color: Grey

V - vacation: UK!!!!

W - worst habit: Drinking to much coffeee and not eating.

X - x- rays: Ye boi!

Y - your favorite food: Butter Chicken

I tag these cool cats. Cause I can’t think of anyone else off the top of my head haha: @itscatosaurus @danrush777 @starxzyy @eachdaysneeds

[jakeoettinger]

this is the story of a girl

who cried a river and drowned the whole world

Tagged by @mizbabygirl

Here are the rules: answer 30 questions and then tag 20 blogs you would like to know better.

1. Nicknames: meg, crash, in high school my coach called me smalls

2. Gender: Female

3. Star sign: Leo (I deadass threw an “n” on the end of that and didn’t even realize it until i was proof reading this) b y e

4. Height: 5′2 ½

5. Time: 8:19 p.m.

6. Birthday: August 14

7. Favourite bands: Blink-182, Brand New, Joyce Manor, Real Friends, Knuckle Puck, Joywave, BMTH, new found glory, Dashboard Confessional, Pepper, and like mötley crüe.. some third eye blind

8. Favourite solo artists: Travis Scott, Gucci Mane, Andrew McMahon, Kendrick, Billy Currington what a combo

9. Song stuck in my head: rake it up is always stuck in my head 10. Last movie watched: Goon 2 I think.. or Mulan 

11. Last show watched: Rick and Morty (last night’s episode was fucking hilarious)

12. When did I create my blog: no idea.. sometime around 2012 i think.. didn’t even blog much just used it to track the harry styles tag if we’re being honest.

13. What do I post: Hockey.. literally 90%.. otherwise it’s random text posts i find funny or IASIP, mountain aesthetics, wolves, always gotta reblog the wolves, sometimes music stuff

14. Last thing I googled: explore.org instead of typing it in as a website. it’s a site that let’s you watch live streams of different places and animals.. I watched a bear catch fish and hang out for like hours today. i named him benjamin and live tweeted his doings earlier. like rn there’s a bear eating a fish  - that’s pretty neat!

15. Do you have other blogs: technically.. but really i just have saved urls tbh

16. Do you get asks: sometimes.. they’re always positive and cool. never received hate or anything.

17. Why did you choose your url: it honestly embodies my life.

18. Last thing you ate: lil bro took me to dinner at a mexican restaurant and i had some bomb-ass chicken enchiladas.

19. How many pillows: About 6 or 7 i think

20. Favourite colours: orange, pink, rose gold, blue, red, black,

21. Favourite tag you use: #who is that, #down with the thiccness 

22. Lucky number: 13 and 7

23. Instruments: I played flute in band when i was like 11/12. other than that i can play a mean game of bop it, also rail at guitar hero.

24. What am I wearing: black jeans, black shirt with this wolf on it surrounded by a storm or some shit, i got it at walmart for $5 and it’s bomb as hell.

25. Last thing I wrote: mmmm with my hands? i drew some mountains earlier

26. Dream job: social media coordinator for a sports team or cool brand, or some sort of media production.. my major is advertising with a minor in media studies and a digital media concentration like please..

27. Dream trip: honestly all around euorpe. both east and west. I’ve wanted to go to germany specifically since i was a kid and it’s gna happen tbh, also prague has been on my list for 5 ever. belgium, italy, greece, sweden, etc. goal would be to like go for a month or so and hit all of them up. OOH also wanna go to norway and see the northern lights. but not at the same time as the others because i don’t wanna be cold the whole time ya know?

28. Favourite food: honestly i love breakfast food. y’all got some eggs, bacon and avocado toast?? I’m fucking sold. 

29. Nationality: white as hell unfortunately.. my family heritage is heavily german on both sides mixed with some english..

30. Favourite song right now: mmmm.. butterfly effect x travis scott i think.. or rake it up x yo gotti.. 

there’s no way i’m tagging 20 people

@hallskey @puckstars @whoahhlauren @hey-brandy @ryannugenthopkns @jimmyveseysfreecoffee @daddyseggy @avasilevskiy @fleurypanarin @povverbottoms @genomalkns @fratboyhanifin @mileswoodya @jimbovesey @19trash88

and as always none of you have to do this (some of you prob already have?) but if ya wanna, please do. it was a fun :) 

[lov3note]

thank you for tagging me , @dennietime !! i feel appreciated rules : answer the questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to know better a - age : 14 b - birthplace : US c - current time : 10:49 d - drink you last had : flavored lemon water e - easiest person to talk to : my friend riley f - favorite song : wow this is hard i can't really pick but i'm just going to say colourblind by hands like houses g - grossest memory : i had my blood drawn 5 times in the span of 42 hours ( so my arm was already bruised & i hate taking blood ) h - horror yes or horror no : horror yes i - in love? : i think loving things & being IN love are two totally different things. i have loved a whole lot of things , but i don't think i've ever been in love j - jealous of people? : more envious than jealous , but sometimes k - killed someone? : wanted to , but no l - love at first sight? : yes m - middle name? : talullah , but family & some friends call me lullah. It means leaping water n - number of siblings : just one sister , i'm the oldest o - one wish : mcr to get back together / meet gerard way or dnp p - person you called last : an internet friend louise show her the noise we all did in elementary school but i couldn't explain it q - question you're always asked : in tumblr : none , see i'm new here & have no idea what i'm doing irl : why do you always wear black ? r - reason to smile : dnp , my dog , my friends s - song you last sung : antivist by bmth u - underwear color : light blue v - vacation : new york x - x-rays : one time we had to make sure my ankle wasn't broken , just sprained but that's it y - your favorite food : white chocolate or fries depending on my mood z - zodiac sign : sagittarius!! i tag : @doctorpotter04 @killjoywithapen13 @charmphil @gentle-ruby-sky @illuminati-dan @pantsudan @demondannie @intraclouded @saturnln @onewiththephandom @blushinlester @daddled @poppunklullaby @maxsculine @phlean @gloomylesterr @awoohowell @scowellhowell @livelaughlovelester @bombinate-bees of corse you don't have to if you don't want to , but just wanted to say i appreciate all of you for existing ♡

[literally-tired-24-7]

A-Z Tag Game

Thank you @writing-hannah for tagging me, even tho i’m confused at the thought of anyone wanting to know more about me (and sorry it took me awhile to actually sit down and do this)

Rules: Answer the questions in a new post and tag some blogs you would like to get to know better.

A - age: 17

B - birthplace: Johnson City, NY 

C - current time: 10:48pm

D - drink you last had: Iced Tea 

E - easiest person to talk to: Either my friend Nate or my friend Cameron 

F - favourite song: I could literally never choose just 1 favorite song. This week, though, I’ve been listening to Sign Of The Times by Harry Styles and That’s What I Like It by Bruno Mars quite a bit. I guess some songs that’ll always hold a special place in my heart are Little Things & Through The Dark by One Direction, Sunrise by Our Last Night, Welcome to the Black Parade by MCR, Six Feet Under The Stars & Missing You by All Time Low, Lucky One & Welcome To My Life by Simple Plan, Sleepwalking by BMTH, and San Francisco & Invisible by 5SOS. There’s a lot of other songs that are probably on my favorites list or whatever, but I could honestly write a novel by just listing my favorite songs.

G - grossest memory: Last summer a bird pooped on my sister 

H - horror yes or no: Hell yeah 

I - in love: Probably

J - jealous of people: Uhhhhh yeahhhh.... 

K - killed someone: Not yet

L - love at first sight: I think of it as more of a concept where like. You can see this new person, and maybe you exchange a couple words, or you just watch them interact with other people for a second, and you see something in them or you just get this vibe from them that’s like “ya know what, that’s someone I could fall in love with” 

M - middle name: Rose Leigh

N - number of siblings: One, a younger sister

O - one wish: Either true love or to be best friends with my favorite bands

P - person you last called: My friend Cameron 

Q - question you’ve always asked: I always ask people how their day is/how they’re doing/if they’re okay. I also say “for why?” a lot but idk if that counts 

R - reason to smile: Making other people happy 

S - song you sung last: Don’t Go Breaking My Heart

T - time you woke up this morning: 10:22, which is actually late for me but I got really high last night sooooo 

U - underwear colour: Currently? Pink 

V - vacation destination: Orlando, FL is the only place I’ve ever really been on vacation, but it’s pretty lit 

W - worst habit: Overthinking to the point that i blow everything out of proportion and/or create problems that weren’t even there to begin with

X - x-rays: I only remember ones at the dentist/orthodontist, but i might’ve had others idk 

Y - your favorite food: This is just like the song question, idk. I eat too many different things to pick just one. I like chicken parm a lot. And ribs, my mom’s meatloaf, almost any type of seafood (especially crab or scallops), Twix, and pizza. 

Z - zodiac sign: Cancer

Imma just tag @kingpippa, @an-addiction-to-fiction, and @aboutbextk i guess bc i don’t pay attention to a lot of blogs sorry

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