#blue heart anon

[selfship-confession-box]

"i read this x reader fic w/ my f/o and it's-" your f/o has x reader fics????

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this is /lh ok

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[avatar-of-pride]

Peacock + cowboy = peaboy sounds better to me :o

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Agreed

[gnc-culture-is]

so i recently found out labels for myself that i like and i think it like... amplified? some sense of dysphoria that i didnt realize i had? like i felt a sense of wrongness so deep today when my mom referred to me as a girl that i could not hold myself back from asking her not to use the specific phrase she used (which was literally just 'you go girl!' because something good happened - completely ruined my entire mood, by the way).

but it's really just phrases that cause it - i dont particularly care about transitioning and i present very hyperfeminine. i mean, i do want to throw out my uterus and mayyyybe get a binder possibly???? but that's it. idk. i'm confused,,

and that's not even MENTIONING the pronouns mess!!! i went by any pronouns for a verrrrryyyyy long time but idk if that's really true anymore?????? aghghhh everything is confusing i am in a VERY confusing time in my life right now. considering maybe it/he/they, idk.

i have no idea what im doing unfortunately and it suckssss </3 but hey at the very least i DID find the terms i identify with! i am a proud weirdcoric enbything :3

...back to the main point - is this a common thing? to feel amplified dysphoria after finding terms that are liked? - 💙

Oh hi blue heart anon! Long time no see!! But, yes. At the very least, I’ve definitely heard of other people recognizing dysphoria after getting a taste of euphoria. I wish you great luck in keeping that with yourself, dear enbything

[spicy-jmh]

In response to the poll: none of the above. He looks very huggable though, so uh- I’ll hug him.

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I’m sure he appreciates it!

I’ll make some non-sexy options next time!

[writtengalaxies]

Hi... may I please request some Murdock headcanons?👉👈

This is my first time requesting anything from you, but I've been reading your work for a while, and believe me when I tell you you do a phenomenal job. Your fics and headcanons are always so sweet, I almost get cavities! 😅Anyways, thanks so much for your time, and have a lovely rest of your day. -💙

HERE I AM, GONNA CRY. HECK. (I'mma call you Blue Heart Anon, if that's okay with you!)

Murdock was labeled a serial killer by the press...but he's a hitman. Hired for his particular...skills. He just also enjoys his work. >:3

He prefers knives over guns. Something about the personal nature of it all.

And when I say he enjoys, I mean he enjoys. He reads up on medical theories and a experimentation to find new and interesting ways to take someone apart.

The reason there's plastic hanging up when he does his work? It's because he's trying to be thoughtful about whoever buys the place later. Blood is a nightmare to clean out of places.

Oh and he's strong. Like, good gods, man.

He covers most of himself when doing his work because he doesn't want to be caught by an identifying mark (and you can't tell me this man isn't tattooed and scarred heavily).

He's the world's nastiest man but also the most gentle, detail oriented lover. He's living that Gomez Addams life.

[randomnerd737]

do you like lemonade?

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yes it is VERY good I like it a lot

[smileysuh]

Nova!!!! I love that your boyfriend told you he loves you!!!!!! You deserve to be loved and have so much happiness!!! Truly so happy for you, you deserve the world and everything the universe has to offer! - 💙 anon

awww thank you 😩 yeah, life is just so good right now- but I miss that dude when he's up North for work, two weeks up, one week off, thank GOD I have this blog and you guys while he's away, haha, definitely helps with the loneliness, I hope you're having a great day love 💕

[sylviaplathenthusiast]

hey!!

happy valentine's day 💌

How happy is the little stone

That rambles in the road alone,

And doesn’t care about careers,

And exigencies never fears;

Whose coat of elemental brown

A passing universe put on;

And independent as the sun,

Associates or glows alone,

Fulfilling absolute decree

In casual simplicity.

(how happy is the little stone by emily dickinson)

- pebble💙

omg not you choosing one of my favourite poems ever

happy valentines to you too!

At the bottom of my garden

There's a hedgehog and a frog

And a lot of creepy-crawlies

Living underneath a log,

There's a baby daddy long legs

And an easy-going snail

And a family of woodlice,

All are on my nature trail.

There are caterpillars waiting

For their time to come to fly,

There are worms turning the earth over

As ladybirds fly by,

Birds will visit, cats will visit

But they always chose their time

And I've even seen a fox visit

This wild garden of mine.

Squirrels come to nick my nuts

And busy bees come buzzing

And when the night time comes

Sometimes some dragonflies come humming,

My garden mice are very shy

And I've seen bats that growl

And in my garden I have seen

A very wise old owl.

My garden is a lively place

There's always something happening,

There's this constant search for food

And then there's all that flowering,

When you have a garden

You will never be alone

And I believe we all deserve

A garden of our own.

(nature trail by by benjamin zephaniah)

[fbfh]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!! 💙💙💙

LSKFJSL THANK YOU BABES!!!!!! ILYSM!!!!!!!!

[girls-and-honey]

oh i just saw the 50 questions ask game! how about 2, 8, 25, 29, & 39? -💙

2: describe your favorite pair of socks

I used to be such a crazy sock person but now I match my socks... sigh. favorite pair is probably the thick cozy ones I wear when I'm cold! they're navy with some maroon and white stripes near the top

8: do you collect anything? if so, what?

definitely hobbies, I love seeing cool things and deciding I want to try them. as far as physical objects though, maybe plants? I don't have hundreds (yet) but indoors I think I'm at a few dozen and I finally have a balcony so I also squeezed a decent size garden out there

25: do you have any piercings or tattoos? are there any that you want?

answered here :)

29: did you play with legos as a kid? what was your favorite set?

yes! I liked the big bucket of random pieces the best (my brothers and I would have competitions to make the coolest thing) but I also liked this small star wars set we had of yoda's swamp hut, it had stuff on the inside and it was split in half so you could hinge it open or closed

39: what was the best part of your day today?

feeling like a person again, interacting with people not about work. also ran some errands so I got some nice driving time with the windows down which makes me happy!

50 questions just because

[selfship-confession-box]

save me f/o from a pracitcslly abandoned franchise.....

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[bigoltrashpile]

hewo ! just wanted to stop by and say hope ur doing well 🥺

oh and i would also like to give one (1) biiig smoochum to lucky <3

— 💙

Thanks!!! I'm doing pretty well!! And you can sure try to give Lucky a kiss, but I doubt he'll want to stop with just one~

[avatar-of-pride]

No damning me, damn you! ;m;

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Damning you down to hell

[gnc-culture-is]

i might be trans but idk who to go to to figure it out with so i came here - how do i know if i am trans? i dont really want advice that's like - 'have you ever wanted to be in a different body' or whatever because i'm perfectly okay with my body and have thought that i'd be perfectly okay with a different one, too, and i present super hyperfeminine so i'm not really sure if i'd be taken seriously by the people around me (especially my mom - supportive(?) but old-fashioned) - 💙

Do you want to be a different gender than the one you were assigned at birth? Do you feel like you already are? That’s about it. That’s what being transgender is. If those questions are even slightly yes, then… probably yeah. Whether or not you know matters a bit less than what you do with the potential, I think. Bodies are a factor, sure, but that’s just your body, and to some extent, just your sex. So… Take that as you will! Try being trans on. Give it a shot, see if it feels right. If it doesn’t? No harm done. If it does, welcome to the club! You don’t have to leave your femininity at the door.

[spicy-jmh]

Cuddles. With Jumin. Yes. All the cuddles. I refuse to let go of this man.

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I mean, you can still have contact with him and do other things 👀 cuddles might win though damb

[warriorblood1]

HI HI HI SO CLEARLY YOU LIKED NPMD 👀👀👀

YES YES YES I DID I SAW IT LIVE!!!!! IM SO FUCKING HYPED I LOVE IT SO MUCH