#blondedanvers

[dani-camp]

"you don't love me"

if josh were sober and fully in control of himself, he probably could’ve felt clara’s green eyes cut through him at the words that slurred from his mouth. but then again, if he were sober, he wouldn’t have let those words escape at all. he didn’t really talk about his feelings for her, her feelings for him–and even when he did it was always in metaphors and vagaries, intentionally easy to misunderstand and deny– and so neither did clara. he also didn’t really drink. but here he was, seconds away from passing out and only letting her (plus one other frat brother, just because she couldn’t support his weight alone) take him away from his own party. 

she let the silence drag on long enough to collect herself, then told him, “you don’t get to just say that because you’re drunk”. her boots clunking as she moved towards the foot of the bed, unlacing his shoes so she could shove them off of his feet, with a lot less gentleness than she normally would. it was unfair of him to blame her for how they’d fizzled out, to only be brave enough to say anything when he had alcohol or adrenaline or jealousy in his veins. “you know what? you don’t get to say that at all, okay?” she was surprised to feel her breath hitch, and she felt stupid. she wasn’t supposed to let him get the better of her like this anymore. she was supposed to be angry, not sad. pressing her lips together hard, she grabbed the wastebasket from one corner of the room and kneeled down to place it by his bed, just in case. “you don’t get to say how i feel,” she told him, though her voice wavered and she probably wasn’t exactly tough-looking in her glittery makeup and showy outfit, “because you never asked.” @blondedanvers

[quinnmorgendorffer]

💖 + Schitts Creek

Oh!!! This is hard because I love them all SO, SO MUCH!! But ohhhhh I think I have to go with David! Moira is like so, so, SO close, but, as I’ve said before and will say again, I’ve never related to a character more than when David was just trying to have a game night.

send me  💖 + a fandom and i’ll tell you my fav character

[alexisrosez]

🛌

Ryder was semi-conscious when he heard his phone buzz from its spot on the table next to his bed. He blinked a few times as his eyes adjusted to the morning light and he realised his arms were still wrapped around the girl lying next to him. He wriggled one arm free to reach for his phone, squinting at the screen to see who had messaged him. It was his mom, telling him that she and his dad were having a good time at his grandma’s and that they’d be back tomorrow as planned. Satisfied that his parents weren’t going to suddenly appear home early, he dropped the phone back in its spot and slipped his arm back round the sleeping body next to him.

As he lay there, he thought about the previous night and how he and Marley had finally taken that final physical step and had sex. They had been dating for a little while but they’d been taking it slow as they got used to being together. There had been making out, fooling around and sleeping next to each other in the same bed but they had never sealed the deal, as it were. As frustrating as that could be for Ryder sometimes, he was more than happy to give Marley as much time as she needed to be comfortable around him since she had never done this before.

When Ryder’s parents had announced they were going out of town for the weekend, it seemed like the perfect opportunity to hang out with Marley and have one of their movie nights together. He didn’t have any expectations for the weekend in terms of hooking up, he just enjoyed spending time with his girlfriend. It was just going to be like any other weekend. 

Except it hadn’t been. Sure enough they had starting watching a movie like usual, and sure enough the movie had soon been forgotten in favour of a make out session like usual. It didn’t take long before clothes were being tugged at and their hands were all over each other, like usual. Normally they’d come to a stop before things got out of control but this time it seemed like neither of them actually wanted to stop, so they just kept going. Ryder had paused a few times to check with Marley that she definitely wanted to do this and to make sure she was okay but she had given him the green light each time and so they had carried on until there were no more bases left to pass. 

It hadn’t been without awkwardness, there certainly had been lots of fumbling along with some silences. However these had quickly been filled with laughter and teasing. It was completely unlike any other sex Ryder had experienced. When he was with Kitty, it was usually intense and heated. But with Marley, it had been softer, slower and more intimate. He didn’t know if she’d finished with him or not but they could only improve from here. They could learn about what she liked together and he was ready to spend as much time as he could working out how to make it as enjoyable for her as it had been for him. 

He felt Marley begin to stir, using the arms he had wrapped around her to give her a gentle squeeze. “Morning beautiful.” He whispered in her ear before pressing a kiss to her shoulder. “I don’t how it was for you but I thought that last night was amazing.” He added softly, a smile creeping across his face as he thought about it again for the hundredth time since he woke up. “How about I make us some pancakes for breakfast and then we just stay here all day?” He suggested, pulling Marley closer to him as he made no effort to actually get out of the bed. God he was in love with her, and he was pretty sure she knew that but he was going to keep those words to himself for now, at least until the Kitty scars had healed just a little more.

SEND 🛌 FOR OUR MUSES TO WAKE UP IN BED TOGETHER AFTER HAVING HAD SEX TOGETHER FOR THE FIRST TIME THE NIGHT BEFORE. 

[sebastianistan]

Did I just got through your whole atng!ryley tag in 2019? Yes, yes I did 😂😭 pls don't judge me also 💓

Jess, oh my god, I swear you and I are connected bc I was going through our blogs the other day and reading our threads! So definitely no judging from me 💙

[karolinadeanwrites]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAUTIFUL BAE ILY XOX

THANK YOU MY LOVE! 

[lightbringer-luci]

this love is good, this love is bad this love is alive back from the dead these hands had to let it go free and, this love came back to me

Inspired by @blondedanvers 

[adc-writes]

❛me? JEALOUS? you’re out of your mind.❜

CHARACTER: NOAH PUCKERMAN (quickarley au @blondedanvers; @dani-camp)

Jealousy. It was a weird feeling; a concept that had once been a foreign idea of Puck, a thought in his head or something he called crazy exes when they blew up his phone or called him out on social media. It was a dumb, weak, chick feeling that he kind of found funny–especially on evenings he could exploit it and be a girls shoulder to cry on–but right now, in this moment, it was going to ruin everything.

“You are,” he accused, his hands folding in front of his naked chest in case the girl lashed out at him again. It wasn’t like he wanted her to be jealous but the feeling was kind of nice; knowing she was kind of jealous, knowing he wasn’t alone in the weird feelings he’d been developing. She narrowed her eyes at him and he took his chance to take a few steps back to pick up a grey shirt and put it on, his eyes darting to Quinn sitting at the breakfast bar. “I was dicking around, Rose. I don’t know. If it’s going to make you get your period early then I won’t ask Quinn on a date, it’s cool. I just figured some dancing that isn’t connected to her work might wiggle that stick in her ass out for good.” 

Okay.

That–that right there?–that wasn’t the best thing to say.

Especially when both females whipped their heads towards him, teeth bared and eyes hot. Puck swallowed thickly, feeling like an incredibly rare side of beef in front of two hungry lionesses--(and damn it, now he was hungry)--and rubbed at the back of his neck. “Joking, it was a joke.”

With a look that screamed distain Quinn left the room, her hand smoothing along Marley’s arm with so much affection that Puck had to look away. It was a clear signal for the brunette to follow the dancer but Marley stayed for a few seconds, her face screwing up in a painful, hurting, way. 

“Hey, I’m sorry or whatever,” he shrugged, the heavy feeling in his stomach hurting almost as much as watching the light fade from Marley’s smile. “I ain’t gonna ask her or anything. I don’t wanna fuck this up, I like us Marley and I know she’s your, like, best friend. I’ll quit.” 

Rather than replying, Marley left too.

And really–Didn’t that just sum up his entire romantic life right there?

[serpentiinequeen]

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[messrsmoonys]

"It doesn't matter what they think, I just care about what you think."

( Cliques x @blondedanvers )

“It’s not - nothing is that simple and you know that, Marissa. We can say all we want about not caring what people think and doing what makes us happy behind closed doors, but it isn’t the reality that we live in. This is the reality we live in. Where you’re a jock and I’m a prep. No one is going to take us seriously.”

He watched as the determined scowl refused to leave her face. It was normally something Hunter liked about her, but then again until now it had never been used against him. With a groan, fingers pushed through thick hair as he thought of what to say - what to do next. 

“I care about you. That’s what I think. I think that I enjoy spending time with you. I think that you make me a better person. I think - I think that I’m in love with you.”

[dani-camp]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU TALENT BEAUTIFUL ANGEL XOX

uwu uwu uwu ty

[matthewdaddario]

blondedanvers replied to your post: i’m so over being sick.

Feel better soon!

Thank you so much 💜

[sebastianistan]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAUTY!! XOX

Thanks girlie :)

[karolinadeanwrites]

[wrong number text]: can we forget about last night? don’t tell Mitch please!

[TEXT MESSAGE 📱 ELA]: Don’t tell Mitch what?[TEXT MESSAGE 📱 ELA]: What happened Ela?

[adc-writes]

❝You’re such a coward! Look at yourself!❞ 

CHARACTER: SAM EVANS (outcasts au, @blondedanvers)

“I’m not a fucking coward,” Sam mumbled, the cigarette between his lips sticking to the dry skin of his mouth. He lifted his hands to run through his hair and took away the white stick, fiddling with it between his fingers as he looked at the dark building behind Marley. 

There was one light on in the downstairs hallway, as there always was, and the garden was full of toys like he’d never left to begin with. The same football sat on the steps up to the door and the cheap basketball net stood at an odd angle in the back corner of the yard. 

“Then what –”

He stood up, irritated. She was trying to help and he understood that but they both still smelt of weed and sex, he could only take her advice so seriously. The truth of the matter was he couldn’t just walk into his childhood home, to his same disappointed parents, like the past few weeks hadn’t happened. Like he hadn’t been kicked out of school for failing his classes and for fighting, like he hadn’t been caught throwing rocks through a car window, like he wasn’t a damn burden on his family. 

“What do you expect me to do, Rose? Go in there and play nice? I can’t do that. I’ve let them down enough already,” the words fell from his lips like a confession and he kicked at the ground, his worn sneakers covered in dust from the broken soil. He wanted to go back, so badly. To the warm embrace of his mother, to the heavy weight of his fathers hand holding his shoulder, to the squeals of delight from his siblings. He craved it. But he couldn’t – not yet. “Come on, let’s go.” 

He wasn’t scared and he wasn’t a coward; he was an idiot. Being a disappointment put a weight on his shoulders that he couldn’t shift, even if he wanted to, and he didn’t even know where to start in a bid to stop. Three weeks he’d been gone from that house; three weeks his family had survived without him, had thrived even. Going back would only cause more problems and he didn’t want to be the reason for another cop knocking on their door. 

“Sam…” 

He turned to her, a sigh breaking his lips, and beckoned at her with his head. “It’s getting cold. I know a place we can go to warm up before you need to head back home and I don’t really like being out when it gets too dark. Let’s go.”

[messrsmoonys]

“you smile like that because you know you’ll get attention.”

( Auradon University x @blondedanvers  )

“Guilty as charged.”

Still, Nate’s smile didn’t leave his face as he took another look around to see who else was out there on the field with them. “I’m taken, not dead. I do still like attention every now and again. Back on the Isle I even had a bit of a rep as a heartbreaker.” With a shrug, the boy laughed then. “Come on, Ela, everyone knows I’m dating Olivia. I love her too much to ever cheat on her. That and Mitch would have my head if I ever even considered it.”

[dani-camp]

blondedanvers replied to your post: i just feel so empty lately and i just want to...

I’m sorry you’re feeling that way ♡ just know you are so talented and beautiful and those bad feelings won’t last forever. Love you darling xx

thank youuuuu ♡♡♡