#blindswandive

[wincestbigbang]

Title: Five Times Sam and Dean Didn’t Have a Quickie and One Time They Did Author: runedgirl Artist: blindswandive Rating: NC17 Warnings/Spoilers: Lots of longing and a happy ending Summary: Sam and Dean have been denying their feelings for each other for a long time. Every now and then, they’re almost too much to push away, and things alllllmost go too far. And then, inevitably, one night after a hunt, high on adrenaline and each other, in the Impala’s back seat under the moonlight…

Art: Live Journal Story: Live Journal | Ao3

[quickreaver]

Lil rec for your Monday morning! Mind the juicy bits... (I probably wouldn’t open it at work or in front of the kids, lol) The delightful @blindswandive made this DELICIOUS gift for the J2-SPN Xmas Exchange over on LJ, and I had the honor of giving it a quick once-over before Lulu posted, and trust me when I tell you the values and hues are so elegant, which is a genius contrast to the weirdness of the subject matter. I mean, it’s weird? But it’s also pretty much canon (or could’ve been), and I just adore their postures and it’s so very them. Doc Benton would’ve been so proud... ;) https://archiveofourown.org/works/44908120 (There’s a wee ficlet too, that had me giggling. TREAT YO’SELF!)

[lambmotifz]

heyy do u have more bottom sam fic recs?? 🙏

hi! yes!

this ended up being a long list so i separated them by genre

hope you enjoy ♡

fluff

see-through by LaughableLament, Nisaki

wrap you [in the heaven] by non_tiembo_mala

i am never without it by ratherastory

breakdown by non_tiembo_mala

katabasis by Nisaki

(for you and me) i got no alibi by remy

the blood in your mouth by hathfrozen

through these walls by non_tiembo_mala

dark

grit to build a pearl around by saltandbyrne

lovedrunk by TheQuietWings

small and beautiful by jungjeons

been down so long by BlindSwandive

disarm by hitokiri

weakness of the flesh by unhappy_ghost

to hell and back by unhappy_ghost

the mark demands by S_u_Z_u

bait by blue_rouge

angst, hurt/comfort

can the child within my heart rise above? by kermiethefrog

when i fall asleep it is your eyes that close by britomart_is

suffer does the wolf by oscuridad

my love, the pleasure’s mine [orphaned]

just put me inside you, i would never ever leave

by elanorelle

bare my skin by non_tiembo_mala

my soul to keep by kelleigh

my love is vengeance by dollylux

prendi fiato e ricomincia by remy

[atticwifesam]

Will you please rec your favourite fics. Just something with a lot of possessive/violent dean or sad Sam. But really anything you want to rec. Thanks!

oh i'd love to provide! possessive/violent dean is the BEST dean ❤️ these have been my personal favorites so far.

a father's figure by orphan_account

synopsis: if dean had a million years to guess who got sam going he's pretty sure he never would have landed on dad. dad, who sam can hardly stand to be around for more than half an hour before he's picking a fight. dad, who's. well who's dad.

say it by DownInTheGutter

synopsis: dean holds a gun to sam's head during sex, because there's something he wants to hear.

three days on the rack by keerawa, reena_jenkins

synopsis: it's been months, but sam finally found a crossroads demon willing to deal to get dean's soul out of hell. the deal sounded too good to be true. sam took it anyway.

i feel it way down (way down) by formalizing

synopsis: dean eventually gets out of hell, but angels have nothing to do with it. sam is willing to make a lot of exceptions to his morals and principles in order to have his brother back.

been down so long by BlindSwandive

synopsis: after sam escapes the panic room, dean gets the drop on him in the honeymoon suite and resorts to extreme measures to get him off of the demon blood.

let you wash all over me by Maven_Morozov

synopsis: sam needs to be detoxed, and dean's got the idea to fuck the demon blood right out of him.

nobody else by winpocalypse

synopsis: 'let me tell you something about your baby brother.' brady's eyes shine bright, as dean feels his vision darken around the edges. 'he likes it rough.'

to hell and back by unhappy_ghost

synopsis: the mark is changing dean. it's turning him into something he's not. that's what sam tells himself.

weakness of the flesh by unhappy_ghost

synopsis: in the dark, sam bares his teeth. 'i don't have to ask for your permission.' sam craves relief. dean administers his punishment.

come undone by hitokiri

synopsis: dean has been hiding himself away ever since getting the mark of cain. sam's tired of the silence and loneliness and goes to a bar to drown it all out. dean doesn't like what he finds there.

honeymoon by orphan_account

synopsis: dean's always wanted a wife. sam fits the bill perfectly.

mommy dearest by tradwifesam

synopsis: dean doesn't really have a problem with the fact that sam wants to play mommy and daddy, he's just a little iffy on the kid.

[girlboysam]

wincest fic rec list

a collection of my favorite fics sorted by my favorite genres. most of these are not smut based, though they contain it (and if anyone’s interested i can make a pt. 2 with smutty ones). proof i read too much fanfiction…

pov outsider

Do you wish you could still touch… her? by ace__BETHANY (6,100 words) - “Every time Jessica Moore hears the name Dean and the consequences following it”

Rift by Fenix21 (6,511 words) - “John thought he knew what he was betraying. Turns out, he didn't.”

Daisy Boyhood by AnonDude (1,229 words) - “Bobby quickly discovers that the boys have no concept of the idea that their particular brand of closeness may not be right.”

Welcome Home by Samcursed (12,373 words) - “The hunters of the bunker don't know what to make of the strange man and the even stranger relationship with his brother when Dean shows up after being possessed by Micahel.”

weecest

Guardian Ad Litem by fraukatzen (24,389 words) -“Sam has always called Dean “daddy” when dad’s not around. Dean likes it a lot.” slow burn, kinky but also sweet

The Ballad of the Invisible Boy by dollylux (57,490 words) - “This is a story of adolescence. This is a love letter for the slow burn, for Led Zeppelin, for the 90s. This is the first of two sets of stories about how Sam and Dean didn’t fall in love. They never had to. It was always there, this desperation between them, like a real, breathing thing. When they came together, it was inevitable. As sure as continents colliding, as the phases of the moon and the life and death of stars. This isn’t a love story, but it’s a story of love” a classic, popular for a reason. the weecest of all weecest

The Salt-Filled Skins of Ptolemaea by BlindSwandive & Maven_Morozov (92,128 words) - “Sam has always felt like a freak in his body. As long as he can remember, his life has revolved around his brother--but as he begins to transition from a child to a teenager, he's forced into a reckoning of his feelings for Dean, and a strange angel appearing in his dreams that calls itself Azazel.” this is my favorite long form fic ever. changed my life a little. featuring trans!sam as well <3

house song by according2thelore (55,501 words) - “Pre-Canon/Teen!chesters AU in which Sam develops powers at age eleven, Dean will do anything to protect him, and they have to live with the consequences”

susceptible to falling by kermiethefrog (7,957 words) - “Dad says keep Sammy safe. Dad says take care of Sammy. Dad says make sure Sammy stays close, no matter what. So Dean does. No matter what.”

Too F’n High by ladygizarme (9,032 words) - sick fic with dark undertones, very smutty, be warned

It Started Out With A Kiss by intrepidheart (17,291 words) - “Sam has a date. That's not the problem. The problem is that Sam's asking Dean to teach him how to kiss. The problem is that this kiss changes everything.”

Crush by BewareTheIdes15 (23,401 words) - “Dean looks at him different now, Sam just can't figure out what the difference is.”

obsession/codependency heavy

mother is pretending by hathfrozen (19,936 words) -“Sam and Dean get reckless about how they're handling the pain of season 2, and whoops! slowly develop a Mommy kink along the way.” hathfrozen has the best fics ever. this one is one of my all time favorites, a must read

Monsters are always Hungry by untraceablegirl23 (27,460 words) - “Nonlinear depiction of the time Sam and Dean are found out and how it all comes to in the months beforehand which are Heaven and Hell at once. Or an acknowledgement of just how far they’d go for each other, even when it’s beyond wrong, because how can you hide when you’re entirely made for someone else?”

Hands Away by objectlesson (13,298 words) - “When you’re horny and alone with one person in one room for a long time and you’re sixteen and all you’ve ever been taught is to love your brother more than anything, it doesn’t seem like that far of a leap to start imagining what his mouth would feel like around your dick.”

case fics

The landscape after cruelty by zorrosuchil (16,428 words) - “After getting coordinates from Dad, Sam and Dean head north to Oregon to find a house that's making people sick for no apparent reason. Dean's antsy because of his unfinished business in that town with a violent spirit from four years ago, a machete-wielding murderer that simply vanished. But what he doesn't expect is the return of his feelings of obsession from four years ago - not over the case, but over Sam, who was away at college that summer. Dean tries not to get too worked up over all of it, but Sam's always been too hard to ignore.”

The Things We Carry with Us by lovesrain44 (47,604 words) - “Sam and Dean are on the road, saving people and hunting things, like they always do. Dean discovers that Sam is attempting to turn himself into a monk, and so he does his best to get Sam laid. Sam resists because, of course, who needs to have sex with a girl when Dean’s around? It's about going on a roadtrip with your brother. It's about the food you eat, and the maps you follow. It's about the things you carry with you.”

What Went Wrong Yesterday by SinnamonSpider, stormbrite (16,224 words) - “With Broward County in their rearview and a new case in their laps, Sam struggles to come to terms with the six months he spent alone after Dean’s death - and the fact that it never happened at all. And on top of it all, he now has to deal with the feelings for his brother that have been dragged to the surface.”

others

nothing's gonna hurt you, baby by orphaned (17,652 words) - angst slow burn getting together

Feel About the Same Most Every Day by orphaned (4,747 words) - angst unrequited smut

i don’t smoke by brotherfuckin (loved hands) (18,783 words) - “After John's death, Dean blames himself, puts up walls, and barricades himself from love. Sam tears it all down.”

Stranger Than Fiction by nyxocity (50,644 words) - “Meta-comedy/drama set immediately post-4x18” featuring dean being obsessed with wincest fanfiction

[preseriesdean]

for @spnficrecfest day three 💛

Unraveling by Linden sam/dean, 855 words, rated E, published 2017 No, he’d said, the first time Sammy had tried to kiss him, sixteen and half-drunk and stupidly beautiful, even though he’d wanted so badly to say yes.

wisely & slow by deadlybride / @zmediaoutlet sam/dean, 1109 words, not rated, published 2022 Sam turns fifty.

And if I die, I’ll die, I’ll die alone by BlindSwandive sam/dean, 1756 words, rated T, published 2022, suicide The life we saw for Sam at the end of S15E20 was only what Dean imagined for him. Sam joins him after a much shorter time.

An Absence of Violence by riyku sam/dean, 1872 words, rated M, published 2012 Dean finally comes home. He's in pretty bad shape.

beloved by urchinesque sam&dean, 1905 words, not rated, published 2016, death It might be the gentlest thing that's ever happened to them.

When I Fall Asleep It Is Your Eyes That Close by britomart_is sam/dean, 1945 words, rated E, published 2009 Post-Season Two. Sam is alive. Dean is happy.

Looking In by @gracerene dean/omc, past sam/dean, 2066 words, rated E, published 2022, outsider pov If Sam died instead of Dean, Dean would be wasting away in a backroom of a bar somewhere.

whose wings, though tattered, shall carry me home by fleshflutter dean/cas, implied sam/dean, 2009 words, rated T, published 2009 There is a breeze moving across the field. It stirs the long grass in lapping waves like the sea. Castiel runs his fingertips through it and remembers flying.

491 by Askance sam/dean, 2482 words, rated G, published 2016 The Rattlesnake 24-Hour Dine-In isn't in Rattlesnake or Shiprock or anywhere, really. It just sits on the highway, sinking on its far end, an oven in the daytime and a steel box at night, rarely-traveled and barely-loved.

Fallout by riyku sam/dean, 2945 words, rated E, published 2014 Two days ago, Sam screwed his brother. One hour ago, Dean came back.

honorable mention:

A man with his insides out and his outsides off by britomart_is sam/dean, 5.3k words, rated E, published 2016, underage They say there are only two stories in the world: man goes on a journey, and stranger comes to town.

this fic isn't a "short fic", really, not by the limitations i've set myself, but it packs so much into its less than 6k words that i had to add it anyway because i made the rules and i can break them :)

[horrorshow]

What if sam killed john, dean lost sam in the finale, and john truly refused to work a toaster? In a show full of death, these are the deaths that didn't happen. For @spnficrecfest

DARK IS TOO HARD TO BEAT by mariahlee sam & dean, rated R — He told Dean hours ago that he was trying to do what Dad would want.

COLD by raina sam/dean, 1.7k, rated T — It's always cold these days. No matter where Sam goes, it seems the world has been dipped in some eternal chill that travels with him, never lets go.

THE HARDEST PART by mellaithwen sam & dean, gen, 4.7k, rated M — You can’t save everyone, Dean.

WHOSE WINGS, THOUGH TATTERED… by fleshflutter cas/dean + sam/dean, 2.2k, pg-13 — Dean Winchester's lost his mind and you're wearing his dead brother.

LOOKING IN by gracerene dean/omc, 2.1k, rated E — Dean would be wasting away in a backroom of a bar somewhere.

IF I HAD DIED by fleshflutter sam/jess, 1.4k, rated G — The fire changes everything. It changes everything inside Jess because she knows what she saw that night. She remembers bleeding out while splayed across the ceiling.

(THAT'S HOW YOU SING) AMAZING GRACE (or Ten Things That Never Happened to the Winchesters) by mytimehaspassed sam/dean/john, 7.2k, rated M — After the fire, you teach Sammy that love is like fighting, love is like pain, bruised knees and split lips and blood on the pavement, baked brown in the hot sun.

LIFE IN MONOCHROME by fleshflutter gordon/dean + sam/dean, 4.4k, rated R — John dies while Sam's at Stanford and Sam discovers Dean has a new hunting partner.

AND IF I DIE, I'LL DIE, I'LL DIE ALONE by blindswandive sam & dean, 1.8k, gen rated T — The life we saw for Sam at the end of S15E20 was only what Dean imagined for him. Sam joins him after a much shorter time.

B-SIDE by phoenixflight sam/dean, 4.3k, rated M — Sam Winchester is a senior at Stanford with his whole life in front of him when he dies in a tragic fire. He didn't know what to hope for from an afterlife, exactly, but whatever it was, it wasn't his brother Dean, arrived before him.

THE BLURRINESS OF BEING ALIVE by hathfrozen sam/dean, 3.5k, rated M — There are four promises Sam wanted him to keep.(Assumes everything about canon in the finale, except Sam is the one to die instead of Dean.)

BURNT ON THE EDGES AND FRIED INSIDE by xxamlaxx john & dean & sam, gen — Something as simple as a toaster can undo a father's life forever.

[sleepingbeautysammy]

a list in no particular order of wincest/spn fics that i want to crawl inside and never leave, that really pinpoint what i like abt samdean or spn etc etc just like. hits the nail on the head for me:

(btw if you have any fics that are kind of like these or u think i would like please let me see please)

dead unfinished selves by hathfrozen 

 i love cannibalism and horror and codependency and this hits all the marks for me!! so well written too. 

credence by road_rhythm 

sleeping beauty references 😍 somnophilia 😍 i loveeee this one sm. 

easy access by edwardina 

i love sam in skirts and i love breeding what can i say? 

good girl by blindswandive

this literally makes me short circuit so hard i love girlsam

the very first stone by road_rhythm 

every single chapter with the different povs stunned me. everything about this is perfect and sucks you right into their world. i cannot stress it enough i LOVE this fic. 

splinters by morgan

COWBOY SOUTHERN GOTHIC AU PREACHER JOHN FIRE STARTER SAM!!! god this fic is beautiful and stunning amazing i love it

distance swimmer by lichenthrope

god. f/f samdean does smth to me dean in this is sooo hot 

the palm oasis by fictionallemons

the world building in this is immaculate, the setting and mood sucks you in so deep i feel like i’m there with them. one of my fave eras too. 

wolfpack by tabaqui

okay this whole series really does it for me cause i love scary winchesters. there is a part with a mary prayer card in the second part that i cannot get out of my mind ever. 

they then ate the sailors by coyotesuspect

case fic that rattles my brain it’s so well rounded and thought out. i adore the apartment, the water, everything. 

tape by franceshouseman 

the voyeuristic quality and dirty talk in this fic is incredibly hot, i think about it a lot.

odysseus, american by coyotesuspect 

i love love loveeee classical references in fics, and the idea of dean listening to the odyssey delights me to no end. this fic brought a tear to my eye. love you dean 

show me again, shame takes hold by objectlesson

BUTCH DEAN. BUTCH DEAN. BUTCH DEAN. she makes me melt. 

squint into the sun | glare into the gloaming by dyed_red

god this one is good. i love the slow burn i love sam’s inability to be ashamed. loved the john pov. love a good john finds out fic please read this one

brother only wants by hathfrozen

god this slow burn is so so delicious it really pays off and all their little moments it’s like it really has all the aspects of their obsession w each other and their dynamic like the sex isn’t even the main point (tho when it finally happens 😍 fucking fireworks) so good

the blood in your mouth by hathfrozen

dean has cannibalistic thoughts about sam and they fuck nasty about it. i s2g idgaf i WILL rec individual fics by the same author if i see so fit.

an act of faith against the night by hathfrozen

this one is hot and heartbreaking at the same time. love it when sammy cries. s3, sam is upset about deans deal and they fuck nasty about it.

[ashtraythief]

ash!!! do you have any favorite fics that are special to you like underneath is to us? maybe a fic you’ve gone back and read a couple of times?

Aww, nonnie 💙 Yeah, I have some. Though it depends a little on whatever fandom I'm currently mostly reading and I have to admit that recently I've been straying quite often from SPN. But, in no particular order, fics I enjoy rereading.

Basorexia, which is thankfully orphaned instead of deleted, is as sweet as wincest can be and still be kind of canon-esque.

Crush by sonofabiscuit is probably the best outsider long fic I've ever read on Sam and Dean.

(Speaking of outsider POV, blindswandive wrote a fun, short fill for one of my masquerade prompts, it's great.)

Sometimes I just read my way through rivkat's catalog (wincest and J2, their mistaken for a hooker J2 is a classic for a reason), can't really go wrong there. Same with astolat.

Some of leonidaslion's stuff is too dark for me, but their softer stuff is great, like Sam's no good terrible day. Still makes me chuckle.

Amnesia fic is my kryptonite, so What Remains is a great reread. (We've Got to Get Ourselves) Back to the Garden by AmyPond45 is heartbreaking but also great.

Indolence by @zmediaoutlet is sort of my comfort smut. Is that weird? Idk. It's mostly not about the porn but the feeling. But, you know, that's also nice.

There's much more that I just can't think of right now 😅

[deanwbigbang]

Sharp Dressed Man

Author: LaughableLament Artist: BlindSwandive Pairing: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester Rating: Explicit Word Count: 5k Warnings/Tags: First time in a long time, roleplay, Sam in panties, D/s, Private Security/executive, referenced past underage, referenced past roleplay, noncon roleplay, Dom!Dean, sub!Sam, clueless D/s, under-negotiation, topping from the bottom, spanking, hand jobs, anal fingering, anal sex, post-episode 1x06 "Skin", memories, nonlinearity

Summary: "I'm not here for your security, Sam. I'm here for the shareholders. The Board knows about that dirty little mechanic you've been sucking off in his big black car. My job is to keep you pumped so full of come, you won't have any room left for his."

Fic Link | Art Link

[pumpkincarvers]

Artist - https://www.deviantart.com/blindswandive

Original post - https://www.deviantart.com/blindswandive/art/Blood-is-a-Love-Language-935422474

[wincestbigbang]

2024 Master Post

Title: The Choiceless Hope Author: amypond45 Artist: morokollisyo Other Pairing: Sam/Multiple other Deans Rating: R Warning/Spoilers: temporary major character death, infidelity, if you want to call it that when Sam has sex with other versions of his brother, grief & mourning, angst with a happy ending Summary: After Dean’s death in the barn, Sam’s grief drives him to use portal magic to travel to other universes to find other Deans, looking for one to help him get through the years until he can be reunited with his soulmate in Heaven. Art: Live Journal | Ao3 Story: Live Journal | Ao3

Title: Your Moon Holding Up My Sky Author: masoena Artist: girlsvmonsters Rating: Explicit Warnings/Spoilers: Graphic Depictions of Violence/Omegaverse Summary: Sam and Dean make it back from the Bad Place (S13E09) with minor scratches but as the weeks move on, Sam becomes ever more protective of Dean and flies of the handle far more easily than is normal for him. When Dean is hurt during a hunt things come to a head and they dive into research trying to work out what led to Sam being not only more possessive and territorial over Dean but before they can really work out what is happening a fundamental change happens to Sam that puts Dean in danger. How can the reconcile what Sam has become with the lives they lead? Art: Ao3 | Tumblr Story: Ao3 | Tumblr

Title: Put Us Back Together At Heart Author: fictionallemons Artist: MidnightSilver Rating: M Warnings/Spoilers: Implied/Referenced Suicide Attempt Summary: Dean wakes up in a hospital with no memory of who he is and only one clue–a letter he wrote to someone named Sam. He goes to California looking for answers and finds a tall, gorgeous college kid.Damn, Dean has good taste.***A Stanford-era amnesia fic with a happy ending. Art: Ao3 Story: Ao3

Title: Five Times Sam and Dean Didn’t Have a Quickie and One Time They Did Author: runedgirl Artist: blindswandive Rating: NC-17 Warnings/Spoilers: Lots of longing and a happy ending Summary: Sam and Dean have been denying their feelings for each other for a long time. Every now and then, they’re almost too much to push away, and things alllllmost go too far. And then, inevitably, one night after a hunt, high on adrenaline and each other, in the Impala’s back seat under the moonlight… Art: Live Journal Story: Live Jornal | Ao3

Title: Strip It Down Author: talltalesandbedtimestories Artist: MidnightSilver Rating: Explicit Warnings/Spoilers: Physical Assault by Monster on Dean, Attempted Sexual Assault by Monster on Dean, Drunk Dean Winchester, Dubious Consent, Smut Summary: Dean and Sam are under Crowley’s thumb in an effort to get Sam reunited with his soul. The Alpha monster hunting leads to a case involving shifting and stripping.

Dean’s back on the road with not quite his brother after a year with Lisa and Ben. Sam struggles with what it means to be a facsimile in Dean’s eyes and if he’d truly be better off put back together again. Feelings Dean’s buried long ago return. Can the Winchesters strip it all down with each other? Art: Ao3 Story: Ao3

Title: Scents of Home Author: sam_is_my_safeword Artist: malefantasy Rating: NC-17 Warnings/Spoilers: genderfluid character, genderfluid Dean Winchester, gay Dean Winchester, pansexual character, Pansexual Sam, feminine Dean Winchester, Masculine Dean Winchester, hmophobia, homophobic language, Summary: Home means a lot of different things to different people. For Sm, when he thinks of hom, he thinkgs of his brother. They've both changed a lot over the years, learned a lot about themselves and each other. But no matter where they are, as long as they're together, it's home. Art: Live Journal Story: Tumblr | Ao3

Title: Brothers Sun Wincest AU Author: amusawale Artist: 2blueshoes Rating: R Warnings/Spoilers: None Apply Summary: Brothers Sun but make it Steam Punk. Stanford Era Sam. Dean is a gangster in Chicago with his father. Mary is alive and lives with Sam.

Sam does not know about Dean. Art: Ao3 Story: Ao3

Title: Broken Trust Author: jdl71 Artist: i-already-know-im-going-2-hell Rating: Explicit Warnings/Spoilers: Alternative Universe, Alpha/Beta/Omega, Alpha/Omega, Ghosts, Minor Character Deaths, Salt and Burns, Grave Digging, Murder, Alpha Sam Winchester, Omega Dean Winchester, Knotting, Claiming Bite, Claiming, Sibling Incest, Pining, Lies, Betrayal, Separation, Heats, Psychics, Vengeful Spirits, Binding Spell, Memories, Hurt Sam Winchester, Angry Sam Winchester, Possessive Sam Winchester, Hurt Dean Winchester, Sick Dean Winchester, Upset Dean Winchester, Angry Dean Winchester, Mated Sam and Dean Winchester, Drinking, Pool Playing, Diners, Bars, Non-Consensual Touching - Not between Sam and Dean Summary: After discovering Dean’s betrayal, Sam walks out on the omega, needing time to come to terms with what his mate has done. Feeling the loss of his alpha, Dean tries to bury himself in a case, only to come face-to-face with Sam when he arrives in Lily Dale. So many questions are raised when they see each other after being separated. Can they find a way to work together and solve the case? Is their bond broken or just buried under unresolved feelings of hurt and betrayal? How can Sam see past his anger and forgive Dean when the trust between them has been broken? Can Dean win back Sam’s trust? In the end, one thing is certain, buried under all the hurt and anger are two hearts calling out to each other. Art: Ao3 Story: Ao3

Title: every man you’ve ever been Author: according2thelore Artist: bluefire986 Rating: Explicit Warnings/Spoilers: no archive warnings, but non-graphic suicide attempts (in the context of escaping a djinn dream) Summary: Dean blinks up at Sam with big green eyes and curls his hand into a fist, nails biting into the tough skin of his palm. It’s a nervous habit that Sam hasn’t seen in…years. His face, outside of the furrow in his brow, is unlined. Panic makes Sam’s voice unleveled as he asks,

“Dean…what year is it?”

Dean shakes his head. “It’s 2006.”

Sam stares at his brother. His brother is twenty-six years old.

Or: A magical object in the bunker swaps a 26 y/o Dean and a 40 y/o Dean. A confused Sam—who has been in a relationship with his Dean for a few years—tries to pick up the pieces, and send this younger Dean back to his own time. Things are complicated further when 26y/o!Dean thinks the reason things are too good to be true is because he’s in a djinn dream, and he’s torn between staying and going back at all costs. Art: Live Journal | Ao3 Story: Ao3

Title: nothing is without poison Author: demonbloodboyking Artist: 2blueshoes Other Pairing: Dean/John (mentioned) Rating: Explicit Warnings/Spoilers: S6,Soulless Sam Winchester, dubcon, John Winchester (mentioned), underage sexual abuse (mentioned) Summary: Dean finds out Sam doesn’t have a soul inside of him and wants to remedy the situation as soon as possible. Before he can figure out a plan, Sam blindsides him by calling Dean out on their desires for each other - desires they both know have lurked inside of them for as long as they can remember. Dean lets Sam manhandle him into acting on their feelings, hating himself for doing or saying nothing to stop Sam. After Sam gets re-soulled by Death, Dean knows that it would be dangerous to talk about what happened, but Sam soon gets Castiel to spill the beans and, in turn, to keep Sam from digging at the truth himself, Dean talks to Sam about what happened between them. During the conversation, Dean tries to avoid talking about his own trauma regarding the way John treated him, but Sam tells Dean that he saw those moments but had always waited to see whether Dean brought it up or wanted it to remain repressed. Sam tells him that they need each other in order to heal and Dean agrees that they should let themselves have one more time together before they stop, knowing sometimes the only way out is through. Art: Ao3 Story: Ao3

Title: let your colors bleed and blend with mine Author: sixtysevenautomatic Artist: amberdreams Warnings/Spoilers: Fix-It of Sorts, Fuck Or Die, Bottom Sam Winchester, Topping from the Bottom, Blood Magic, Sex Magic, Supernatural Illnesses, Lack of Communication, Mutual Pining, Angst with a Happy Ending Summary: Sam is so close to completing the Trials, he can taste it—but Dean finds out it'll kill him to do it, and in typical Dean fashion, does something incredibly stupid to stop that from happening. So Sam has to find a fix for the fix. What he finds will both fulfill his darkest fantasies and reveal his best-kept secret, but it's worth it to save Dean's life. He just hopes he's enough. Art: Live Journal | Ao3 | Dreamwidth Story: Ao3

Title: One Way or Another Author: samanddean76 Artist: bluefire986 Rating: NC-17 Warnings/Spoilers: Alternate Universe, Stanford Era, Alpha/Beta/omega Dynamics, Omega Dean Winchester, Alpha Sam Winchester, Hurt Dean Winchester, Protective Sam Winchester, Canon-Typical Violence, Rape/Non-Con Elements, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-Con, Non-Graphic Rape/Non-Con, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Implied Mpreg, Transformation, Collars, Dean Winchester Whump, True Mates, Revenge, Or Justice, Alpha John Winchester, Omega Mary Winchester, background John/Mary, Alpha Zachariah, background Zachariah/Mary (past rape), Alpha Dick Roman, Alcoholic John Winchester, Minor Character Death, Eventual Happy Ending Summary: Dean woke up in the hospital, bruised, battered, and a newly turned Omega. His life had been left in shambles, and his only hope was that Sam would leave Stanford and come back to mate the brother that he hadn’t seen in four years. Not since the day of Sam and John’s last big fight.

Sam received the dire news and promptly put his life on hold, so that he could help Dean, the big brother who had done everything to protect him growing up. Knowing that he wouldn’t be able to live with himself if he allowed Dean to be put up for auction where he would be sold to the highest bidder.

Together the boys work to unravel the mystery surrounding the disappearance of their father, Dean’s assault, and the long-buried secrets that their pack was desperate to keep hidden away. Knowing that the only way they could live their lives was if the truth was brought out into the blinding light of day. Art: Live Journal | Ao3 Story: Tumblr | Ao3

Title: Your Ghost Author: D4tD Artist: Morokolli Other Pairing: Sam/Lucifer (non-consensual) Rating: Mature Warnings/Spoilers: Rape/Non-Con, Major Character Death, Graphic Depictions of Violence, Season 13 AU, 13x21 Beat the Devil, 11x14 The Vessel, Sam Winchester Lacks Bodily Autonomy, Hurt Sam Winchester, Cage Trauma, Not Lucifer Friendly, Alternative Vessels, Body Switching, Established Relationship, Incest, Consensual Established Wincest, No Apocalypse World Hunters, Whump, Angst, Demon Trash Party, Unreliable Narrator, Other Background Pairings, Self-Acceptance, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat Summary: Dean forces a chuckle. “Sam, what’s a different meatsuit and a few less memories gonna change?“ Sam is dead in Moorehead Tunnel and doesn’t come back. Then Lucifer is dead… and perhaps Sam isn’t. Art: Live Journal Story: Ao3

Title: Drag Out From Your Mouth Author: runawaydr3amerao3 Artist: i-already-know-im-going-2-hell Other Pairing: Demon!Dean/Sam Rating: Explicit Warnings/Spoilers: NSFW Art, Season/Series 12 Spoilers, Alternate Universe - Not Related, Epistolary, Angst With a Happy Ending, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Uncircumcised Dean Winchester, Top Dean Winchester/Bottom Sam Winchester, Needy Bottom Sam Winchester, Service Top Dean Winchester, Demon Dean Winchester, Alcohol, Dubious Consent, Uncircumcised Dean Winchester, Rape/Non-Con Elements, Stealthing, Feminization, Anal Sex, Dean Winchester Tries His Best, Texting, Panic Attacks, Phone Calls & Telephones, Sam Winchester Has Better Mental Health Than I Do, Body Horror, Wound Fucking, Praise Kink, Nude Photos, Sexting, Dirty Talk, Dick Pics, Dean Winchester’s Soft Tum, Foreskin Play, Blow Jobs, Rimming (Full Tags On AO3) Summary: Sam’s done with a hunt, but he’s left with an itch to scratch. There’s a bar in town that seems gay friendly enough, although the company he finds there is…well, good thing he’s looking for a fuck, not a friend.

After a night he ends up wishing he could exorcize from his memory, he finds himself six months down the road, in another town and another bar–for hunters this time, not hookups–looking at a familiar, unwelcome face. And, boy, does it have a story to tell him. Art: Tumblr | Ao3 Story: Tumblr | Ao3

Title: Big Brother, Little Brother Author: hootiepgh Artist: bluefire986 Rating: NC-17 Warnings/Spoilers: Original Male Character(s), Ruby, Major Supernatural Characters Mentioned Summary: Prompt: SPN AU where everything is exactly the same but instead of the samulet, Sam gifts this to Dean. (And they wear them for the entire 15 seasons.) For a picture of the alternate jewelry, please refer to the attached artwork. Art: Live Journal | Ao3 Story: Ao3

Title: Mark of My Soul Author: brokenwing_17 Artist: Outofnowhere82 Rating: Mature Warnings/Spoilers: Omega Sam Winchester, Alpha Dean Winchester, True Mates, Implied Mpreg, Post Mpreg, Sam Winchester's Demonic Powers Summary: Their bond was unlike any other mating bond it was far stronger not only were they true mates but they were also soulmates. It was rare a bonding indeed.

Dean is in Hell after trading his soul to bring back Sam and Sam will do anything to save Dean even embrace his powers. Art: Tumblr Story: Ao3

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do you have any boyking if hell fic recs? i respect your taste

i dont usually read boyking!sam fics (theyre hard to pull off imo!) but the first two that immediately came to mind were:

heaven, hell, and the human heart by saltbind if youre looking for a story full of blood and gore as sam feeds his addiction and becomes something dark and terrible - this isnt the fic for you. this is a tale of devotion, of love and the lengths we go to make sure we can hold it safe in our arms again. its lovely and has SO much fun with integrating the shows hell mythology into something much more fantastical.

The Salt-Filled Skins of Ptolemaea by BlindSwandive and Maven_Morozov that fic full of blood and gore and sam becoming something dark and terrible? this is IT. i cannot recommend this behemoth of a fic enough on multiple fronts (its the trans sam fic + the demon blood/csa coding fic + the tangled up upbringing fic of all time) i couldnt stop thinking about it constantly for a week after i finished reading it for the first time. i dont know if i have the words to describe how crazy this fic makes me. if you can handle the heavy content inside then please read it. its really fucking good.

(ignore the fact that both these fics were written by my mutuals i would still rec them any day)

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SPN Pro-Ship Bang 2023 Masterlist

It's been a wild few months—thanks to all our contributors, and even more to all our readers! If you missed any, here's the masterlist for this year's submissions.

1. Jump then fall (you all over me)

Author: @restingdeanface Artist: @ncdover1285

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2. Searching for the Hand That I Can Hold

Author: @eninkahootz Artist: @midnightsilver

While Dean is trapped in Purgatory, Sam searches for him so intently that he hardly sleeps. When he does sleep, Lucifer haunts his dreams. Thanks to a witch named Rowena and a rogue reaper named Ajay, Sam is reunited with Dean in Purgatory but ends up with no way to get them home. He learns that Dean, Cas, and a vampire named Benny have a plan to get out via a distant portal. As the four of them journey through the woods to get to the portal, Sam hides the fact that he never stopped having psychic powers. Although they must regularly battle monsters and sustain injuries, the group enjoys the simple pleasures of living amidst nature. Sam and Dean grow closer as the months pass. Cas and Benny show signs of mutual attraction, and Sam wishes Dean would open up to the possibility of their relationship becoming romantic as well. Will Sam and Dean ever become a couple? Will Sam ever come to terms with his psychic powers? Will the four of them ever make it home?

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3. i'm so sorry (that you have to have a body)

Author: @archangelsammy Artist: @brothersinablackcar

Lucifer is still in Sam's head. Sam would say something about that, except he kind of likes being possessed.

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4. Diplomatic Measures

Author: @ladylilithprime Artist: @hawkland

Sam Winchester was taking a Saturday breather to read just for the enjoyment of it when a pair of no longer dead Angels come calling with an offer he absolutely could refuse but doesn't want to.

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5. Pen Pals

Author: @zrterria Artist: @oopsimfade

Gabriel was just doing his job punishing the wicked when he found a letter from a sad child. Thinking on it, he decided to write back. Things change when there is a kind ear to listen and an archangel willing to step in at a moments notice.

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6. Wherever I Am...There You Are

Author: @ncdover1285 Artist: @alexiescherryslurpy

Dean uses a spell to travel to the past, and the future, and back. It gets a little confusing, but whenever he lands, Crowley is there to help him anyway he can… until he isn't.

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7. A Tale of Two Brothers

Author: @sam-and-dean-codependency Artist: amberdreams

On November 2nd, 1983, the Winchester home was enveloped in flame, and parents John and Mary were found dead in the morning. Their sons, Sam and Dean, were nowhere to be found. While the town of Lawrence, Kansas, eventually forgot about the family, Sam and Dean were being held by Heaven and Hell to fulfill their great destinies in God's Plan. Dean held by Heaven with Castiel as his trainer and Sam held by Hell with Crowley as his caregiver. When the two brothers meet ahead of schedule, no one could've predicted what happened next.

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8. Found a Place in Independence

Author: @sweet-sammy-kisses Artist: @pasta-n00dles

Independence is a place where the outcasts can come and find a place where they belong. No questions asked, if you had no place to belong well then Independence was the place for you.

The Winchester’s had searched for a place like that where they could be happy and let the ghosts of their past be just that in the past.

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9. Always The Wolf You Know

Author: @babyboykingsammy Artist: @blindswandive

The Winchester Boys have never had any easy life, their upbringing being supervised by a man hell-bent on vengeance for his murdered wife, and have largely been left to their own devices. If Dean's behavior, as the only Alpha his Omega brother, Sam, has had to turn to for love and affection, has become something with sharp teeth and long claws, well... It mattered not to him. Sam had always been his to love, cherish, and protect, and Dean would do anything within his power to ensure that he was the only one that Sam looked at as if he hung the moon.

There was no other bonds, familial or otherwise, that mattered as much to the two young Winchester boys as the relationships they had with each other.

If Dean had to fight to keep all of Sam's affection to himself he would do it. Even if it meant going after the one Alpha that they should have looked up to, their father, John Winchester.

There would never be a price Dean would not be willing to pay to keep his darling Sammy forever by his side.

Never.

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10. Beauty and the Beast of Below

Author: @ladyknightskye Artist: @spn-fanfic-reblog-writes

Fending off an unwanted advance leaves Dean Winchester in a bind - literally. He wakes up about to be auctioned off in one of the slave markets of the Below, the seedy underbelly of the City of Enoch. However, all of this is further complicated by the fact that Dean is the Michael Sword - the only person in the entire city whose internal hardware is immune to being hijacked.

Or so he thought. Enter Lucifer - the first Michael Sword. Lucifer buys Dean under the pretense of using him as a sex slave. In reality, Lucifer knows how dangerous Dean can be, and wants to use him to help take over the Below.

As Dean and Lucifer get closer, they begin to realize that Dean’s abduction was not an accident at all.

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11. Living His Grey Flannel Life

Author: @samanddean76 Artist: @girlsvmonsters

Jimmy Novak is a 21-year-old twink working his corner in Papillion when he is attacked by a long-term client. As he struggles to escape, he is rescued by a big, strong, and mysterious stranger named Sam Winchester. When Jimmy wakes the next morning, he flees the safety of the strange motel room as his life has taught him that he can never expect good things to come his way. And he can’t help but to be suspicious when a few days later, Sam pulls up to Jimmy’s corner and buys some of his time. But as Sam keeps coming back, night after night, Jimmy wants to simply surrender to the irresistible pull he feels towards his savior. The problem with that scenario? Jimmy is losing chunks of time, waking up in strange clothes, remembering chilling images as he apparently helped Sam bring justice to those who had viciously hurt him in the past. Jimmy is beginning to do things that he had never done before. And then Jimmy comes back to himself and finds that Sam has been badly injured. Will the arrival of Bobby and Rufus save the day or only deepen his confusion? And when will the little voice in the back of his head ever stop trying to convince him to just put all of his faith into Sam?

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12. on a stormy sea of moving emotion

Author: @izzyaro Artist: @alexiescherryslurpy

Dean is sick of angels. From orchestrating the Apocalypse to shattering Sam’s Wall, all they’ve done is cause trouble.

Balthazar is no exception to that rule, but there might just be more to him than that.

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13. A Stairway to Heaven

Author: @atwojay Artist: @hawklander

Dean never understood why his best friend (and crush) just up and left after graduation, and he'd probably ask him what the hell all that was about now that he sees him again after ten years of no contact... if Dean wasn't too busy being shot and bleeding out on the floor of the Crashdown Cafe. Good thing Cas has some kinda superpowers, or this reunion might have ended before it even got started.

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14. What Happens In Vegas

Authors: @lord-angelfish, @callalilycas Artist: smallscalemajestic

wherein the boys first go on a hunt, dean wants to go to vegas, and they proceed to get absolutely wasted (ft. sam's admittedly very clever spellwork getting cas drunk). oh, and they get married. but not legally.

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15. Put My Feet on the Ground

Author: @hello-starling Artist: @thegoodthebadandtheart

In the wake of the defeat of Chuck, Sam takes a chance with Dean that puts them both on a different path. While navigating a sexual relationship after years of trauma, they build a new life together.

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16. It's Rest I Want

Author: @klove0511 Artist: @imnot-evenhere

After John's betrayal results in Sam's death, Dean follows in the Winchester family tradition and swears vengeance on his father. The question is: is Sam really gone?

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17. The Devil's Triangle

Author: @quicksilver-castiel Artist: @keziahrainalso

After everything, when all is said and done, God beaten and all that good stuff, Dean figured that life would go on as he knew it, just with a few fewer ends of the world.

As it turns out, he instead gets a bunch of changes, including Sam moving out of and Lucifer and Nick moving into the bunker. That last one is temporary, of course, lasting only until they can trust that the archangel and her vessel aren't going to cause one of the aforementioned ends of the world again.

At least Dean hopes that it's temporary - that is, until he doesn't anymore.

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18. Until the End of it All

Author: TheLemonrevenge Artist: Outofnowhere82

Season 3 canon divergence. Dean does not go to Hell thanks to something Sam has done. Of course nothing is free and the costs change them both.

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19. heaven, hell, and the human heart

Author: @saltbind Artist: @pentacentric

Sam isn’t about to let Dean suffer for his sake. It’s not like there isn’t historical precedent for travelling through Hell as a human - if he even still counts as that. With Ruby as a seemingly reluctant ally, and a cadre of rogue angels watching him carefully, he’s going to take a leaf out of Dante’s book. And possibly upend Hell’s carefully wrought hierarchy in the process.

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20. A Study in Winchester Transgenderism

Author: @boywifesammy Artist: @outofnowhere82

Dean shows up at Sam's Stanford apartment expecting to find his little sister, and instead finds a 6'4 dude with his sister's face and a voice an octave too deep. It takes a while for Dean to wrap his head around Sam being trans. It takes him even longer to understand why he struggles to look his little brother in the eye, and why he can't stop staring at his bare chest.

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21. In True Love's Shadow

Author: @avalonsilver Artist: @oopsimfade

A Fantasy Royalty! AU weaving through Adam Milligan’s family history on his Mother's side. From his great grandparents accepting the Archangel Michael's help down to Adam's mother working at the palace, catching King John Winchester's eye and then Adam's life as a prince — involving him being at odds with his eldest half-brother Dean and falling in love with someone unexpected. Adam is the youngest Prince of the most powerful kingdom in all the realms, Exalos. The Mainland continent of Wislira depends on Exalos's strength through the certainty of male heirs. Prince Adam is the illegitimate third son of King John. Adam's maternal grandfather, Noah Milligan, is wildly famous on Exalos. Many would be just fine with his grandson becoming King. At twenty, Prince Adam is faced with being the next King of Exalos. Although he may die before he is ever crowned King. The Archangel Michael is at the center of a secret that leaves Adam facing Death's door. Adam needs to make a life-changing decision.

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22. Naamah's Secret

Author: @samisadeangirl Artist: @ladylilithprime

Prince Samuel de la Courcel, middle child of the king and queen of Terre d'Ange, goes to the Court of Night-Blooming Flowers to pay for the services of one of their adepts, Dean Champbelle nó Eglantine, after hearing him sing and spends a steamy night together; however, Sam neglects to tell Dean that they’re half-brothers--that the king had had an illicit affair with Dean’s mother before marrying the queen—because he’d become enamored with Dean's beauty and music. As the two continue their passionate relationship and fall in love, how long can Sam keep their familial connection a secret from Dean before the truth comes out, leaving him to determine how to atone for his deception?

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23. The Immortal Game

Author: @missroserose Artist: @ncdover1285

September, 2005. Jessica Moore is focused on acing her final year at Stanford, passing her medical school entrance exams, and figuring out her boyfriend Sam—all of which leaves very little time for sorting through her strained family relationships, or wondering about her missing cousin, or remembering the charming green-eyed drifter she slept with some months back. But when she gets a strange call from her best friend Brady, kidnapped by a cult while home for the summer, she and Sam set out to find him—and along the way, she discovers her part in a sprawling chess match that not only involves Sam’s family secrets, but her own as well.

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24. (Not) Wanted: Alpha for Heats

Author: @outofnowhere82 Artist: @blindswandive

Sam has been suffering his heat for over a week. He needs an alpha but isn't interested in using a stranger for his heats any longer. Dean makes him an offer.

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New Member Spotlight - February 2024

The Pond is always growing and we want to make our new members feel welcome! Here’s a list of recent additions to our fishy family, along with a little info about them!

Guppies, Jellies, and Mutuals, oh, my!

enteselene (twitter) - This new member is cool and mysterious, but probably does not have a son named Fergus. Probably.

@disenchantedhalo -

Other SM names? - ghoulsnhalos (Discord), morgawse_hp (Twitter), GhoulsnHalos (AO3)

OTP? - Destiel

Other fandoms? - Bandom

Looking for in the Pond? - Have a space to share ideas on fics, writing, editing. Help me make better use of social media to promote fics etc.

Pairings you read? - novel-length Destiel

Genres you read? - Pretty much anything except sports AUs and crack. Tropes: Enemies to Lovers; Two-person love triangle

Favorite writer(s)? - JuniperJones (AO3)

What do you like to write? - Mostly explicit alternate universe with a happy ending. Range of lengths. These days I pretty much stick to writing for Bangs.

Masterlist!

Most underappreciated fic? - Take Me Down

.@charliethealpaccaso -

Other SM names? - Same name on Discord

OTP? - Not sure as I tend to hop around.

Other fandoms? - Furry Transformation

Looking for in the Pond? - Looking for new transformation fics and meet some new friends

Something to signal boost? - Mellowfello on furaffinity.net

Pairings you read? - Now I think about it I hop around to more ship tags

Genres you read? - Fluff, Crack, and a small bit of Angst

@ryladante -

Other SM names? - Same name on Discord, Twitter, and AO3

OTP? - Destiel

Looking for in the Pond? - Help to get my writing back on track, some ideas to get me writing again.

Pairings you read? - Destiel ftw, lol.

Genres you read? - Angst, Smut. Even if it has a sad ending, I'll read it. I like pain in my stories. Tropes? Enemies to lovers, roommates who fall in love

What do you like to write? - Angsty, dark and suspenseful. I like pain and drama in my stories.

Masterlist!

Something you haven't written but would like to try? Why not? How can we help? - I've never written Omega/Alpha stories. The idea intrigues me, but I wouldn't know where to start.

@dustlines - This new member is cool and mysterious and definitely was not seen breaking a seal to bring on the Apocalypse.

@deeranger -

Other SM names? - Deerangerfanart (Twitter), deerange (LJ), deeranger (Pillowfort)

OTP? - Sam/Dean and Wincest all the way

Looking for in the Pond? - Find new and interesting ppl and creations that tickle my fancy (I like dark and dead dove primarily) and I also hope to maybe find resources for my writing, maybe ppl to talk to and bounce ideas off of.

Something to signal boost? - My (often NSFW) fanart is scattered all over, primarily it's on my Twitter though at @DeerangerFanart. Also, I have my carrd where you can find all my social media accounts.

Pairings you read? - Wincest or anything bottom!Sam, really. I have a weakness for noncon Samifer. 3rd person pov is my preferred pov and I mostly read m/m but f/m is okay too. And hey, so are tentacles! 😂

Genres you read? - Noncon, angst, dead dove, smut, pwp, dark and smutty stuff in general. I like "problematic" stuff.

Favorite writer(s)? - BlindSwandive, AnOddSock, hunter_king, CleverUsernameHere, TammyRenH

What do you like to write? - Dark and angsty ones, mostly noncon bottom!Sam... Usually my fics are pretty dead dove.

Masterlist!

Most underappreciated fic? - "Nothing Hurts Like the Truth", a Jess/Sam dubcon fic

Something you haven't written but would like to try? Why not? How can we help? - I've never written a long fic. I'm currently trying though (at 74k as we speak) and I'd love some support and such on it and maybe advice if needed. I've never had the guts to try and write such a long fic. But now is the time! Also, I'd just like to get better at plotting out fics and such and get better at writing in general. That's my goal. Inspiration and practice!

@zepskies -

Other SM names? - Zepskies (Discord), Zeppelin_skies (AO3)

OTP? - Dean Winchester x Lisa Braeden

Other fandoms? - Actively writing for: The Boys, Big Sky, 10 Inch Hero, Smallville, Dark Angel

Looking for in the Pond? - A community of fellow writers/fandom enthusiasts. I like talking and sharing about the writing craft, mutual encouragement of ideas, just basically continuing what I've been doing on Tumblr.

Pairings you read? - Reader inserts, OC pairings

Genres you read? - Romance, smut, fluff, hurt/comfort, comedy, drama. Favorite tropes: Friends to Lovers, Enemies to Lovers, Mutual Pining, Meet Cute

Favorite writer(s)? - Ooh this is tough. I have many, but on Tumblr there's @waynes-multiverse, @deanwritings, @dean-winchester-is-a-warrior, @deanwinchesterswitch -- and many others that I follow and love their work.

What do you like to write? - Genre wise? Romance, fluff, smut, angst and hurt/comfort, soulmate AU and other AUs. I've also dabbled in A/B/O.

Masterlist! (AO3 Works list)

Most underappreciated fic? - Damned If I Do and Chico Malo

Something you haven't written but would like to try? Why not? How can we help? - Well, while I'm primarily a Dean girl, I've toyed with the idea of a Sam Winchester soulmate AU, or a Sam Winchester series (which I sort of have outlined). Maybe for the soulmate AU, some brainstorming prompts would be fun and helpful! <3

That's all for this month, folks! (If we're missing anyone, let us know and we'll add them to next month's list!) Make sure to say hi to the newbies and make them feel welcome! Thanks to all from @manawhaat, @mrswhozeewhatsis, @mariekoukie6661, @thoughtslikeaminefield, @spencereliotwinchester and @heavenssexiestangel!

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do u have any transfem!Sam recs? fics or meta posts or anything rreally

hello yes! again apologies for answering this ask so late. most of this stuff is gonna be wincest or wincest-adjacent fyi.

a great place to start off, i recommend The Butterfly Effect by cherie_morte, it has a very canon feel<3

a great smut piece is how do ya like them apples? by @fandom-hoarder !

for more smut - and here i lay a warning for Pretty Problematic PornTM at times, but it's absolutely amazing - anything by tradwifesam on ao3. sam being transfem doesn't have any bearing on the stories really, she just happens to be trans and a girl and it's just amazing samjohn and wincest/weecest smut.

fanart - i absoutely love this piece. it's got dark coloring and a sketchy art style and sam looks so badass in it.

also a fan of this witch!sam piece <3

there's this lovely collection of samjess doodles<3

and finally, while this isn't expressly transfem!sam in terms of identity but also includes transfem!sam gender expression (so sam maybe still id'ing as a guy but with a sort of nonbinary feel or gender-nonconforming vibes), there is a lot of art by both @blindswandive and @midnightsilver that fit into this category. i'm honored to have worked with both of them in the past on wincest projects<3