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horrorknife Ā· 6 months ago
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common ground
part 2
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poppy-metal Ā· 3 months ago
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is it just me that is likeā€¦. weirdly disappointed when guys donā€™t sexualise my virginityā€¦. i feel like art would be horny for virgins in such a secret dirty yucky way. patrick couldnā€™t give less of a fuck, pussy is pussy is pussy, and whoever fucked you before wasnā€™t doing it like him, so it doesnā€™t matter. art is less self assured. art has less faith in his abilities, his looks. art is more possessive and strange. weird little man. tries to keep quiet about how much it excites him when youā€™re kissing and a hand drifts down and you squeak out about how youā€™ve never been touched there before. tries, and fails. because excitement is all over his body. his feather light fingers press hard now, his eyes glow hungrily in the dim light, his pink tongue glosses his rosy open lips in spit.
ā€œso no oneā€™s ever touched you here?ā€
ā€œnuh uh.ā€
ā€œwhat about here?ā€
you gasp as he holds your breast through your slutty little top. slutty top, virginal girl wearing it.
ā€œno. no one.ā€
ā€œno one ever ate your cunt?ā€
ā€œart!ā€ you squeal. how can he be so soft and then so vulgar. ā€œno,ā€ you sigh, defeated as he looms over you desperately. he thinks manically of your hot, unopened cunt, and grips your shoulders. his hair falls into his extremely open eyes.
ā€œyouā€™ll let me wonā€™t you? youā€™ll let me?ā€
CUMS AND DIES
please art is vibrating on the inside,,,,, trying so hard not to appear too gleeful - but that pure male part of him is jumping for joy, his ego stroked - because he is experienced - he can make it good - he can rock your world, shape your whole experience, make it so you'll never forget him. not ever. virginity is a social construct and blah blah blah, whatever. you'll always remember your first. you'll always remember him.
thinking he touches you so tenderly - not that he was touching you particularly roughly before, but there's a definite shift in how he touches you after you shyly confess your virginity to him. after you lament how sure you are that you want it to be him, you like him - you want this.
his touch feels like silk - his soft fingers dipping into your slit. "you're so wet." and he loves it, your first time being touched by a man and it's him and you're so soft and wet - your fingers curling into his shoulders as you let out a whimper of pleasure. "that good?" he asks, but he knows it is. can see the up and down motion of your breathing, the way your thighs tremble as you part them a little. you nod and he thinks about making you use your words - but decides to give you grace, just this time. he knows how embarrassing your first time can be, the vulnerability of the moment, how helpless you feel to your bodies reactions.
he sinks to his knees next, "can I?" when he goes to tug down your skirt and panties. you nod again, and he hooks his fingers in them, wiggles them down for you - and you feel so taken care of by the gesture - another rush of slick gushes from your hole. your face flushes when it's your bare cunt on display for the first time in front of a man.
you wonder if it's ugly - if you shaved right - if he finds it appealing - all thoughts that flee your mind when he groans and leans his head on your naked thigh, his blonde curls tickling your skin.
"art?"
"sorry I'm just -" he swallows, and you realize his face is a little pink, his ears red tipped. one of his hands is between his legs and you realize he's gripping himself through his jeans. "- im just really fucking turned on."
oh. you reach out to brush your hand through his hair, he leans into it like a cat might, and his curls are so soft you want your hand there all the time. you're throbbing between the legs at his admission to being - to being affected by you.
"r - really?"
he looks up at you - and fuck, that's a vision - his pupils blown wide - "would you let me eat you out?" he pleads.
you swallow - "you want to do that?"
"so bad." he kisses your inner thigh. skims his fingers under your knee, coaxing you so spread that leg a little wider - bare yourself even more. where your lips were in a soft pout, the motion parts them - your wet slit now in full view - pulsing and slick with your wet. "god, you're pretty. I wanna put my tongue inside your pretty pussy and get you all wet. shit, we don't have to do anything else tonight - just let me lick you, please?"
you want to do everything with him. you'll definitely be letting him put his cock inside you tonight - you have no doubt you'll probably be begging for it soon enough. you're already aching down there, clenching around nothing - wanting that sensation of being filled - filled by something big that'll stretch you to your limits. break you open.
you hope he'll let you see his cock clearly - you want to see it go inside -
but for now - you bite your bottom lip, tell him - "o - okay - " and when his hands come up under your knees to hook them, you pull them up easily - your embarrassment of being so on display out the window, replaced with raw need as art moans wantonly and drops his pink mouth to your cunt.
your head falls back immediately. the feeling strange and good and wet and ohhhhh - you feel his tongue delve between your folds. lap a long stripe from the bottom of your slit all the way to the top, where he coaxes your clit from its shell and swirls around it. all the nerves there tingle in delight at the soft wet attention unlike anything you've ever felt. your hand grips his hair, harder than you mean to, but he just moans - and the vibration of it makes your toes curl.
"oh," you gasp - looking down at him between your splayed legs. you can see the pink of his tongue as he laps at you - his blue eyes closed, like he's lost in the moment - "oh it feels - ohhhh, yes -"
when you feel him press against your entrance you whine - only your fingers have dared go inside you - the sensation of a tongue is so different. sliding inside easily and curling up inside you - fuck.
your hips rut against his face, and you'd apologize if you weren't so overwhelmed - and regardless art doesn't give a fuck. your eagerness seems to spur him on even more - his tongue getting greedy in it's lapping - his fingers digging into the meat of your thighs.
you want him inside. you want art donaldson to take your virginity so fucking badly you could beg him for it.
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chaifootsteps Ā· 1 year ago
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If Hazbin Hotel ends up canceled, im pretty sure it will be because of Vivzie's fault; whatever is it because she was hard to work with, because she keep throwing hissy fits every time the network didnt let her do any crazy idea she has for the show (like wasting thousands of dollars on getting some fancy broadway actor to voice some ugly character), or simply because the show she wrote was so bad that nobody watched it so they had to cancel it due the lack of views.
Whatever it is, it will be Viv's fault, but i know the fans will not reconise it;
If that days comes, i just know the Viv's bootlikers will be annoying af on social media and blame anyone but her. They will blame the network for "not giving an indie proyect a chance", and how "companies hate animation" and blah blah...
They will also blame the public, saying shit like "OMG We finally got an indie show on TV and y'all didnt support it?!?! Fuck You!" So basically lots of gasligthting and blaming as if we were supposed to watch something we dont like just to support an indie proyect.
Sorry if i sound too negative, but if find it hard to belive that H.H could be succesful as a TV series and not be cancelled after maybe 7 episodes, like, its seems like one of those proyects that can ONLY gain a public on the internet.
It reminds me to those shows made after youtubers, those would be "succesful" the first episodes just because it had the name of said youtuber, but then people would realize that just because their favourite youtube made funny videos doesnt mean they would make a good show, and drop it. Years later, that show is remembered for how bad it was.
Some things doesnt translate well from the internet to TV, i think Vivzie's proyect are some of them. Maybe thats why H.H doesnt have any real promotion from the network; because they know nobody who isnt an internet addict or an edgy kid will watch it.
(Also sorry if some of the things i said doesnt make sense or are hard to understand, English aint my first languaje lol)
Nah, you're not too negative or hard to understand. "Wasting thousands of dollars on getting some fancy broadway actor to voice some ugly character" made me laugh.
I don't know what's going to happen, but I definitely think it's going to be an interesting time, and that we can count on Vivzie's bootlickers to be as stable and normal as ever.
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mizuribbons Ā· 2 years ago
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v3 liveblogging starts now
start of prologue - end of prologue
spoilers under the cut
:readmore:
here we goooo it's startinggg
"I'm the protagonist-" false information!!! besides you aren't even better than the real protag smh my head /hj
"a classroom?" No shit Mozart or whatever I don't know classical musicians well
that's a very weird pinching noise...
HERE COMES SHUICHI!!!! HERE HE COMESSSSS
HERE HE ISSSSSSSSSSS <3
*my dumbass kissing the screen*
haha butt /j
i should honestly be bonked for obsessing too much over a fictional character... actually two fictional characters.
something about Kaede saying shut up is the funniest fucking thing ever
gray guy's ass /j i do not have a crush on gray guy
"why me?" you signed up for this shit kaede don't act like you didn't (I know I know she doesn't remember blah blah blah)
slapping shit time
Kaede asking the door questions /j yes yes inner dialogue I know no shit
"what?" quote of the year fr
kokichi time
there he is
i accidentally skipped his dialogue waaaaaa
hello sir avocado man
there are 16 gayasses
hehehehehehehe ryoma so fucjing short lmaooo /hj
i don't like string cheese. actually i don't like cheese at all!!!
"we screwed up" the game makers screwed up when making you and your siblings except monodam he's the only good one
just realised my fav monokub is in front of one of my comfort characters and my least fav is in front of the other.... hmmmmmmm
damn maybe monokid mentioned hell at some point idk
kaede really flabbergasted at them being monokubs
yes you were fucking right no shit avocado
off topic but the monokub theme fucking slaps it's an absolute banger
sleepy ass bitch tbh wake up!!! wake up!!!!!!!!!
"forgot" you mean forgor???? they forgor lol
hello again Kokichi :)
"friggin'" you know you can say fucking this is Danganronpa after all
MLG horns + Sailor Moon transformation = V3 transformation sequence
"what am I wearing" clothes lmao
we waking up again soon
we already did this shit!!!!!!!!!
here comes Shuichi 2.0!!!!! insert autism creature yippee
he's so cute fr
aaaand here comes the music
monokubs are back I hate those bitches
i hate monokid most but he's so fucking funny, you're the monster actually why are you scared you lil bitch
wow monokid confirmed stuffed animal
first monokid boner of the game...
you calling the best people ever cretins?!?! honestly stfu monophanie sorry i am obsessed with fictional characters
sixteen sure is a number kaede
skipping the whole ultimate explanation I don't care honestly
monokid rager voice line count: 2
introductions for the second time, you love to see it
star kissing the screen again... that isn't even my fav character
"usually just piano freak" well that isn't nice
baby kaede still ugly as fuck tbh where's her nose and why does she already have a full head of hair even baby peko looked better and she didn't have a nose either
at least she grows up very pretty
"when did this get in my backpack?" 0.3 seconds ago!
smoothie :D
foreshadowing moment
yaaaaaa blueberry smooothieeeee
Kaede is such a hardcore lesbian
going to see avocado man again!!!
clearly you're the ultimate avocado
i forgot to type anything here when talking to Himiko but now I'm talking to Tenko
"you're so cute!" And you're a lesbian
Tenko said her first degenerate males im so proud of her
let's go to best character (Kokichi)
KOKICHI I'M COMING FOR YOU
HERE WE WRE
Here he IS
HE IS HERE
sorry I am very happy
we have all of the best boys in one room (and Kaede is there too)
how couldn't Kaede tell that Kiibo is a robot????
he did it he said "i will see you in court"
yes introduce yourself king!!!!!
he's so silly
HE SAID IT HE SAID ROBOT DICK FUNNY HAHA LINE
why is this man so fucking funny he has my brain in a chokehold
maki rol
hello short cat lover man
oops I forgot to go see miu lmao
news flash: everyone who wears pants is a PERVERT!1!1!1!11!!!1!! more at 9
"everyone knows that only pervs wear hats" himiko: šŸ˜
she wants drugs
THERE we go now we can go see kork
gonna be honest sometimes I forget his name is Korekiyo and not just Kork
bro I don't think your teeth fell out they're definitely right there (also you can't... have... fingernails...)
monokid rager voice line count: 3
"walls are erected" šŸ˜³
the wall can be demolished just you wait
ah yes the exisals somehow have wives and kids
you can slap yourself Kaede but don't slap one of my comfort characters. that is a crime against humanity
space idiot time
"not just anyone can get up there" I can /j
here are the monoshits again
BRO PISSES IN THE SHOWER I know it happens it just gets me every time
BRO SHITS IN THE SHOWER again it gets me every time
hello mom aka basically just 2B from Nier (or so I've heard idk I have never played Nier)
time to meet our next autism creature
wonder what this guy's name is
found him right away! after 10 years
last one
im still pissed that instead of keeping it as a generic god so it doesn't offend any religion, they chose to make angie's god the real fucking Polynesian gods
angie still cute though <3
time to go gym lol
im like a cat with the zoomies
another reference thank you blueberry smoothie
honestly??? kokichi so fucking silly I love him (if you somehow couldn't tell)
i think it might be a killing game not sure tho
i will crush you guys with this here exisal
jabroni
hello motherfucker- I mean monokuma
"im not mad" he says firing a fucking lazer
yoooo they said despair
the songs in this game >>>>>
yeaaaaa rock paper scissors
imagine if monokuma ate monophanie
murder very sophisticated
yo the monokuma tongue sprite weird as hell
the rager voice line count is 4
nvm it's 5
*laughs to death*
honestly this is tiring me out but I gotta complete the prologue!!!
"a lie... more like fiction..." that's bc it is lmfaooooooooooo
the first character to attempt a murder talking about how they won't kill is so funny to me
damn they laughing
yes I know what game this is
prologue over guys we can go home now
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cartmankisser Ā· 3 years ago
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Request ; Goth Kids x Reader (Any ; Preferably gender neutral)
OKAY OKAY SO Goth Kids with a crush (Mutual pining is supreme tier) who's like always defending them if someone like calls them emo or a wannabe vamp kid. They're just like "THEY'RE NOT EMO OR A VAMP KID" y'know?? And they're not afraid to throw hands. I just love the goth kids sm <33ANYWAYS-
Take your time w/ this <33 and take carešŸ˜‹
HERE'S MY REQUEST AGAIN <33
YES IM SO SORRY THAT I LOST IT šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
ALSO I HOPE ITS OKAY BUT I DONT WANNA DO FIRKLE FOR ROMANTIC X READER STUFF BECAUSE HES LIKE 6
henrietta would get so irritated when people call her emo. i mean like??? she makes sure she dresses so elegantly and yet people still think she looks like a goofy ass emo?! that being said, she loves when you defend her and when you throw in compliments about her and whatever outfit she's wearing her heart skips a beat. she would never tell you, but she really loves when you compliment her. especially when you're screaming at some stupid asshole she doesn't even know
i feel like out of the four, it would upset pete the most when people tease him. he tries to be the cool, tough, and mysterious guy, and it makes him feel pretty insecure when others try to insult him by calling him names. he would never show anyone that it hurts him. he refuses to react because he doesn't want to draw more negative attention to him, so when you stand up for him and defend him it makes his heart absolutely flutter. he appreciates more than he can say with words!!!!! but he'd probably just say thank you and even though he could've done it himself šŸ™„ (even though his face is bright red and he's avoiding looking you in the eye because he might throw up just like stan)
micheal gets pissed at how uneducated they are. maybe if they knew anything about fashion they wouldn't insult him and they would know style and their outfit is ugly and blah blah blah. basically he goes on a mental rant insulting whoever called him emo. it really calms him down that you agree with him on insulting the person calling him emo. it makes him snap out of his little rage and instead focus on how good you look when you're upset. and the fact that your upset because you're defending him???? oh god!! all he can think about for the next week few hours is the way you kept complimenting him
reblogs are highly appreciated!!!
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milkteamarx Ā· 7 years ago
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tag warning: sexual harassment
okay so i just spent the last hour watching a video on youtube about sexual abuse and what not and itā€™s really really horrifying. and while i certainly havent been raped before, what kinda rang true with me was this line she said at the end where she was likeĀ ā€œweā€™re made to feel like we wanted it, when we didnā€™tā€. my ex boyfriend and I had gotten into an argument in the beginning of our relationship because he was one of the ONLY people that I told at our job about one of the managers sexually harassing me. I told him and one of my other coworkers and that was it. And he was the one that told me not to say anything. Me and the manager iā€™m talking about, anthony, had a nice friendship. He would constantly pay attention to me, joke with me, and all this stuff. But the minute we crossed the line between like manager/employee and something else was when he asked me if i was a virgin. he was like obsessed with the fact that i still had my virginity. and he would constantly talk about sexual shit with me, like constantly. and i put up with it, or played into it. and iā€™m not saying that wasnā€™t wrong or stupid because it certainly was, but realizing now, at like 20 years old, i had a lot of self esteem issues growing up. i always thought of myself as ugly and fat and not worthy of praise or anything. i really hated myself around this time, and that was when i was 17. also i think i should mention the fact that i was 17 and anthony was 31. he was soo charismatic, he would make me feel really comfortable saying things that i wouldnā€™t feel comfortable saying otherwise. like it didnā€™t feel creepy, or weird. i felt mature, i guess? but anyway, i told him (before i got with my ex) that i had a crush on him and this reallyyyy opened the doors for anthony to ask me all kinds of shit. he would ask me if i got any nudes from my ex, if i had sent any. and then when i saidĀ ā€œno, he isnt like thatā€ he would say something along the lines ofĀ ā€œi wouldā€™ve asked you for nudes right awayā€. and it didnā€™t seem weird to me? like at all? and then after that he started asking me questions like if i masturbated, how i did it, blah blah blah. i remember telling him iā€™d never had an orgasm before and him sayingĀ ā€œcome into the back room with me for two minutes and iā€™ll get you to with two fingersā€ and it was in a joking manner, but thats fucking wrong. looking back at it now, i was a minor, i was a shy girl, i didnā€™t know that it was fucking wrong. itā€™s preying on someone younger and more vulnerable than you. and he would compliment my chest like all the time, saying i had great tits and stuff and by that point, we were just open like that. like now that he had gotten me comfortable with all of that, i wasnā€™t taken off guard by him when he said those things. and then i remember i was in the room he worked in, while i was on my 15 minute break. and i said something and was joking around and went to go leave because my time was up, and he grabbed my arm and pulled me back into him. and my hip was like directly on his front or whatever. and i donā€™t remember much but i got uncomfortable and like left really quick. and i didnā€™t tell anyone about that because i thought i was overreacting because, hey, i have anxiety and it mightā€™ve just been that. and after that it was just more comments likeĀ ā€œif you wanna lose your virginity just come into the back, iā€™ve had sex back here with girls beforeā€ like apparently there was this girl, a cafe worker like me, that worked before i had started working there, and she was a virgin too, and he took her virginity in the back room when they closed. looking back at that now, i want to vomit because like???? he has a type, heā€™s worked at this place for like 7 years, i wonder how many fucking girls heā€™s done this to. but anyway, one night, i spent my 30 in the back, talking to him. he really used to tease me about being shy and stuff around him. like when i would blush when heā€™d say something, heā€™d make fun of me for it. anyway, we were joking around and i guess, playfully flirting one night, and when i went to go leave the back room, i pulled my arm, turned me around, put his hand on the back of my head, and went to kiss me. and i will literally never forget the feeling, like i froze and jerked for a second and he let me go and looked at me, im sure he was trying to do damage control and see my reaction, but i just turn and left as quickly as i could. iā€™m not overreacting when i say i was literally fucking shaking, i remember texting my ex, whom i wasnā€™t yet dating, and told him and he was nice about it, he said to just calm down and not talk to him, and i went back to work and since i worked in the cafe and he worked back room, i didnā€™t think iā€™d have to see him for the rest of the shift. so flash forward to like 10 minutes before im scheduled to leave. im keeping my head down because im still so Shook and like fucked up about it like my anxiety is through the fucking roof, and he comes to cafe. he buys like an orange juice or something and my coworker rings him up for it, and he looks at me but doesnā€™t say anything because people are there. and iā€™m like fucking terrified, i dont want to talk to him, look at him, be near him at all. so a couple days later, iā€™m scheduled to open. iā€™d come in at 9, by myself, open at 10, and then another coworker for the cafe would come in at 11. and i knew anthony always opened because he was a manager. and when we were friends and chill, he would always come over and chill with me while i was opening in the morning. i was praying to fucking god that he would just leave me alone, like i remember the night before, being so god damn anxious because i didnā€™t want to face him. so iā€™ve been in the cafe for like.. 2 minutes, i turned on the oven and i was in the freezer getting the frozen stuff to bake. so i come out of the freezer and heā€™s r i g h t fucking there. i remember gasping and i remember his face likeĀ ā€œo shitā€ and hes likeĀ ā€œ? are you okay?ā€ and i said yeah and i was quiet and i was looking straight at the ground because i didnt want to fucking look at him, i was scared. and then he was like, being real quiet,Ā ā€œlook iā€™m sorry for the other day, it was stupid, it was supposed to be a jokeā€ and i remember just trying to get him away from me so i was likeĀ ā€œitā€™s okay, itā€™s fineā€ and he was likeĀ ā€œno it wasnā€™t, iā€™m really sorryā€ but now that iā€™m thinking back, it was literally damage control? he was making sure i wasnā€™t going to fucking tell lin, the store manager. and it angers me so much, like. all the shit leading up to that, all the questions, and the flattering and shit, was grooming. i have no FUCKING doubt in my mind that if it had progressed and continued, he wouldā€™ve taken my virginity. he wouldā€™ve groomed me until i was comfortable enough to sleep with him, or he wouldā€™ve gotten me to allow him to touch me in some other way and that fucking sickens me. i hate him, i hate how much of a gross slime ball he is, and i hate how manipulative he is. when i quit the job, he actually told me if i ever wanted a threesome, to just text him. like heā€™s so fucking gross and it really makes me sad that i had such a low self esteem and felt so bad about myself that i let this 30 year old man validate me in ways that were COMPLETELY wrong. it makes me sick. so yeah my ex boyfriend and me had gotten into an argument about it because he said that i ā€œput myself in that situationā€ because me and anthony always joked around. and he made me feel BAD about it and like i WANTED anthony to come on to me like that. and when someone makes your feelings invalid, it fucks you up. because every time you cry, every time you feel anything, youā€™re like ā€œam i overreacting? did i put myself in this situation?ā€. and like i love my friends, but one of them said close to the same thing one day when we were at my old job, looking for books, and anthony was walking around. and this one isle of books is where me and him used to go to talk. and i remember him seeing me and like tilting his head for me to come talk to him. and like.. yā€™all dont understand, he makes you WANT to talk to him. heā€™s so fucking charismatic in that way, like it makes me sick. but anyways, i ended up drifting away from my friends for a sec to go talk to him and when i came back, she knew where i went. and i told her, he was gross and that he had complimented my boobs in the shirt i was wearing and she said ā€œyou put yourself in that situation, devon. you literally asked for thatā€ and it just really fucks with you. because when you spend a fucking year of your life being groomed by someone, having them build this weird ass relationship with you, it doesnā€™t just disappear. and i remember feeling like SHIT because my friend told me that. like ā€œwow, iā€™m asking for this shit to happen, iā€™m such a slutā€ blah blah blah. anyway, itā€™s 2:43 and i have to be up at 6 for class so YIKES
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survivorcostarica Ā· 7 years ago
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Ep. 1 -Ā ā€œImagine suffering, imagine euthanizing yourself, imagine losing your will to continue on...ā€ - Randy
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i cant see pls send imitrex
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i have a crush on cole, i'm in this game and virgin islands with him and i really like talking to him. Ā he is really genuine and easy to talk to, i feel ridiculous for admitting this but this was the first thing i thought to confess about lol
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I want to shoot myself in the fucking face what is my tribe?!Ā 
Cole is such a messy thot, Kevin is that but without being remotely good at the game, Arika and Julia are best friends IRL and 1000% will be working together. Louise is a fucking saint but that also terrifies me because I can't do shit against her without being a terrible person. At least Madison is really down to earth and chill even thought I've known her for two days and met her on Club Penguin. I don't know Bryce, Noah or the other one so they're 1000% my go to people right now.
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Ohkay hi hi. My name is Bryan and Iā€™m here to try and NOT flop at this game. Ok sooo. Iā€™m looking at my tribe and i notice. My best friend Madison is here. Just kidding i HATE her. Or at least thatā€™s what i will want people to think so we arenā€™t targeted for our friendship or whatever cuz we had BEEF in our last game. Um. Josh is also here. I was in another game with him but i didnā€™t really get to talk to him that much. Other than that cole and Kevin seem nice enough and are talkative so thatā€™s good. I guess Iā€™ll just be able to talk more with other people later.
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Imagine suffering, imagine euthanizing yourself, imagine losing your will to continue on in an ORG you were last minute filled into. I literally hate this whole tribe so much, and I'm going into this game with the mindset that we are losing every single immunity and reward. When I saw the first three cast reveal posts i prayed i wasnt on the orange tribe. i actually believed and god, and asked him for forgiveness for all the sins ive committed and pleaded my case to on why i shouldnt be on this tribe. but, alas here i am. so its time to play i guess I'm not good with social game, and thats why i usually fail at survivor. I always have a good first few days, but then its just me being inactive and skirmming my way until my inevitable premerge eviction. But in this game im literally going to pull all the stops i can. I will start to set up my reputation as a good survivor player. And it starts here. Even if nobody pms me I will take this game by storm. Meaning right now its getting good with the influential such as Jay and Drew. They have a few buds on the other tribe, and working with them can only help me when we hit merge. i'm also going to keep Chrissa tight because she is just such a good ally, but its also going to be hard to protect her as she is such a shit competitor. But thats all plans let me talk about to cast Cameron: Love cameron our last org played together we made final 3, and he asked me to cut him. I will keep him under my sphere of influence especially since he said he isnt familiar with this group of players Chrissa: I also love chrissa. She can be a little annoying sometimes, but she always has good intentions. She is fiercely loyal, and thats something great to have in an ally because numbers are more important in survivor than big brother Constance: I don't like him. I want nothing to do with him. The closest association I ever had with constance was us two being on the same cast reveal post. And I'm far more than content with that interaction. He's from facebook, and that means he is going to stir the pot when there isn't any stirring necessary. He is going to make a move just to make a move, and if I cut him earlier the better. But if I can work with him, and test and experience how he plays this game. I do think it would be more entertaining Drew: I have good relations with him but really havent played an org with him. I have no intentions on backstabbing him especially in this cast. I do think he will either slide into the shadows, or emerge as the person calling the shots for this tribe. Jay: Same as Drew tbh. They're together as a duo, so anything one does the other will follow. I'm not going to beef with him Jill: I haven't met Jill before this. but she is the driest person i have pm'd in a while. Me and her are having forced small talk, but i dont want to lose connections with her yet. I'm hoping she isnt well liked or well received so she can leave. Reagan: Me and her have butted heads so many times in vls. If you wanted a fight. Its going to be between me and her i bet your hat. Sam: I dont know if he's a newbie or from a community. But me and him kicked things off really well, and I'm feeling natural chemistry with him. I'll keep him near my sphere of influence for sure. Roxy: Going against Roxy is such a stupid move. Because she's just going to waste her whole entire game trying to vote you off. She gets really bitter easily, and i dont know what the hell she's saying half of the time. I dont understand her game or her mouth so im just gonna let her be...
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[12:25:40 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: dam stop tryna out do my intro Ā do I have to add my likes too? Ā tch [12:25:48 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: I like big BUTTS and I cannot lie [12:25:53 PM] Chrissa Bullard: lol [12:26:54 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: okay Ill admit idc about the size of your butt [12:27:01 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: even if you have a small butt id still potentially like u [12:27:12 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: but yall are gay so like Ā what can a straight gal like me do [12:27:29 PM] Chrissa Bullard: hello sam and roxy with her butt equality [12:29:22 PM] Jill: if u wanna be my friend add me and SAY hey bc i forget to add people [12:29:53 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: and I say HEY what a wonderful kinda day [12:29:54 PM] Jill: also msg me ur pronouns thanks [12:29:57 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: you can learn and work and play [12:30:26 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: my pronouns are "my lord" and "your highness" [12:30:51 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: I said I was a she cause dan didn't take me seriously even tho imma hella serious [12:30:52 PM] Cameron Bee-Culpepper (Atomic Admin): my pronouns are he/they and they are actually serious :) [12:31:02 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: oi how dare you say I aint serious [12:31:36 PM] Chrissa Bullard: your highness is serious do not get my lords pronouns wrong :P [12:31:41 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: :/ I'm the lord and the queen roxy herself [12:31:42 PM] Chrissa Bullard: seriously though [12:31:47 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: of course my pronoun is your highness [12:31:57 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: thank you ! see? chrissa gets it! [12:32:02 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: look I even have a crown as proof [12:32:07 PM] Chrissa Bullard: true [12:32:13 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: i trans-itioned from being a commoner to being a queen [12:32:51 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: also if i don't pm you its cause i avoid social interactions at all times [12:33:00 PM] Chrissa Bullard: a mood [12:33:05 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: and i haven't left Ā my house in 9 days [12:33:13 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: apart from an hour once to go to the gym [12:33:17 PM] šŸ‘‘ Queen Roxy šŸ‘‘: i haven't recovered since i take medicine. its called coffee. it helps releave the symptoms of being dead inside
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My tribe is probably going to be useless. Which means that we have to turn it OUT for immunity. Randy, Roxy and I are all attempting to make flags. I have faith in Randy's abilities... roxy, not so much. But she does have a good artistic ability, so I hope she turns it out for this. We can hope. We can hope.
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Blah blah blah. Confessional confessional. The immunity comp is a flag making competition. Which means i canā€™t really participate. The one we have so far tho is super cute!! Thereā€™s a Julia on our tribe. I have to start learning peopleā€™s names. Ugh. Too much work.Ā 
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I think like our tribe will win immunity, looking at cadejoā€™s scores, they seem like flops I mean that tribe is super ugly so ya knowā€¦ cute is gonna devour gorgeous. Anyways Anthony is doing great at the flag I gave him the ideas, he executed them for me so everyone is great. Also i got this red KEY
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I really don't like my tribe but I think I like the other tribe even less just from the few people I've encountered before or at the very least heard about. If anything though that's great for me because I have all of two or three people I remotely care about so I have no issues with taking people out.
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RANDY'S FLAG LOOKS TERRIBLE! but we're going with that one anyway!!! even though its literally furry meme nonsense!!! so i hope to god i dont get targetted when we lose bc i made an effort not to be a grumpy ass beyotch!
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ummm roxy said she and sam wanna align with me!! it's so early!!! I may work with Reagan bc we worked together previously I think!! Everyone else seems fine. I'm gunna msg drew and everyone else tomorrow or later and say hey I've been napping!!! Go team
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I honestly think im going because peop le don't tell me anything I'm scaredĀ 
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[3/28/18, 1:55:57 AM] Drew (heuse1ac): "I love y-...ughch..." [3/28/18, 1:56:05 AM] Drew (heuse1ac): Cameron 2k18 im just gonna put this here ;)
Anyway. Here's some tea. Roxy thinks I talk too much about being in the hospital. Sorry sweaty, I'm disabled, I'm gonna be in the hospital. And I have the right to talk about whatever I want. ANYWAY, Constance, the literal loml, gave me this tea so that's great. I LOVE HIM. So we made an alliance of me and drew, because drew has a "bad reputation" (sweetie, you were the one making tasteless comments night one, let's not get it twisted here!!) We talk a bunch, we have good laughs, and we head to bed. I went into this round wanting to target Roxy anyway, but she just went painted a bullseye on her back for me!
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This first round felt so nostalgic to me, in the sense that being gone from these games for a while allowed me to step back and revitalize the way that I play games. In the beginning of the game, I felt an immediate connection with Cameron. He is someone who has a really nice, personable outlook as a person and I could see myself becoming really good allies and friends outside of this game. I also really enjoy Drew, Sam and Jill. Drew: I was excited to see him in this game because we just met a few days before the game started because he flirted with me a little and I thought he was a nice guy in general. I haven't had the chance of getting to know him all that well yet, though he stated to me that he will not write my name down throughout the game when we were first added to the tribe, so I hope that stays as promised. Sam: We both come from the same community but we both individually transferred to Tumblr at different points in time. I don't know him well enough to say he could be someone I stay with for the long run, but I have had a few calls with him and he seems pretty straightforward about what he wants in this game and where he wants to go. I'll leave it at that for now. Jill: She is literally everything that is me. "I'm going to see my sugar daddy," "I am eating a whole barbecque chicken pizza to myself," "I need money" I LOVE THIS CHICK! We need to align and become friends for sure because I can't see myself without her! One smaller relationship I have is with Chrissa and that will require some work on my part, both game wise and friend wise included. We had a rough past on a personal note but we are working our ways around it to become friends again on a personal level, not even on a game level. I feel like if Chrissa is able to handle herself in this game with me the way she did in Arrakis ages ago, she should be good to go with me! The people I really don't talk with or connect with right now are Jay, Roxy, Randy and Regan. - Jay just hasn't spoken a lot, but that may be subject to change? - Regan has this huge negative perception that everyone has given about her and I'm honestly not about holding past games or whatnot against anyone. If she is as crazy or as ballistic as people say she is then that will happen on it's own accord. - Randy is..Randy. I'm not really putting a whole lot here. He comes off extremely weird to me and I'm not feeling it. - Roxy and Randy both share the same trait they don't mind expressing: their messy players. I'm not one to want to play with people who are going to knowingly make things difficult for me in this game moving forward. I feel like getting out people who tend to be wildcards for my individual game will boost my ability to better know the personalities I surround myself with. Intended Target: Roxy Reason: I had a call with Sam and discussed some feelings about the challenge for the flag that had taken place. In my individual opinion, expressing the idea of putting in effort for a challenge and then doing the opposite of what you said you would do, shows a false sense of sportsmanship and that bothers me. Roxy said she would make a temporary flag as a concept, but never did and constantly said "I'm lazy, so I don't want to do it." Adding on to the reason above, I was asked if I wanted to be added to a call with Sam by Roxy as they were both speaking with each other and I said I wouldn't mind joining. We both tried asking Roxy about potential ideas for the vote off and Roxy made it clear that Regan would be too easy to get rid of. Then came the critical point of the conversation where Roxy would bring up Cameron and Drew's names, stating that Drew apparently has a bad or weird reputation in the Tumblr community of games, but this is COSTA RICA not any other game. She also stated in regards to Cameron word for word that, "I just think Cameron talks about themselves too much in the main chat, and that brings people to feel for them more, and that makes them look bad" and this was in relation to when Cameron stated he was in the hospital. I found that to be extremely bothersome because otherwise, Cameron has never talked about himself constantly or anything like that. My intentions are to pull myself, Drew, Cameron, Jill, Sam and Jay to vote out Roxy. I started the idea when I asked Sam on call blatantly and he agreed and I calmly took it by step. That's all I have folks! I hope this works out and if for some odd reason I go home first, well then it was fun while it lasted!Ā 
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Okay so I need to catch yall up on how shit can turn into bliss SO reward I literally ate shit in. i scored to lowest out of everybody in the whole cast. Making myself inferior to competition flops like Chrissa. So that wasnt really well. However my soccial game has been stepping up. Even though im lacking a little bit in the pm part of my game. I have been having good chemistry with literally everybody in the tribe chat. I have also led us in the flag immunity. So me and Cameron made a flag. And the tribe had to pick which one, and it was pretty set even. I do think the end result wouldve been the same but it was nice to see people on my side and supporting me. So then we lose the tribal flag, and im literally yeeted away from the tribe. Which is really good since with this tribal vote i wouldve been thrown under the bus. allegedely roxy has been throwing names around, and had i stayed in the tribe it might of been my name that was thrown around since it was my flag that lost. so im happy to avoid the drama of the first vote. but now that people have bonded since roxy's polarization im starting to become more outcasted. I just need go stronger for immunities and amp up my social game even more. Since ive been to the other tribe I have a feeling on whats happening. Cole is aligned with all them bitches. Literally Madison Louise are people he's played with before, and when we talked in pms he said this tribe is full of his friends. He is very safe in his tribe which is really nice. Since the League of Gays need to work together at the merge : ~)
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Episode Six -Ā ā€œNo One Tell Karma Anything I Just Saidā€ - Autumn
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Ok i'm so goddamn bipolar. I trust Ned, alot. Ok Ned is amazin, like I see why Sarah liked him. So my problem is there is prob a swap, and I wan't my ass to go to exile. Like it is guarenteed saftey. So I claimed that shit. But I feel bad bc if I do, I leave Ned behind. Leaving Ned behind makes me feel like shit, and prob makes him like not like me as much. And I truly don't wanna leave him behind, I just wanna be safe. Like this entire game, I have felt wishy-washy. Like I don't know where anyones head is at. And furthermore, I love Brandon, don't get me wrong, but I feel like he would tell people that I am good w/ him and this is just my prediction bc his tribal q&a he went off. And he is bubbly and talkative, and just a bit too talkative. So I can just sense a target on my back bc of him. And just omg. I want to be exiled away 2 hell pls. And tbh i prob pissed off my entire tribe. Lol
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I know I just said that I'll never trust Sam but I kinda trust her now. Me: I can't fall for Sam's tricks again. My brain: https://www.tapatalk.com/groups/survivorsucks/imageproxy.php?url=http://i1383.photobucket.com/albums/ah305/jeff_pROBOTst/lisi%20survivor%20fail%20gif_zpspbkboevo.gif?t=1433290937 Also JOHNNY went home?!!?! THE FRAT ALLIANCE NEVER EVEN SAW THE LIGHT OF DAY! I'll avenge you Johnny. A frat guy will win this season, mark my words.
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I feel like thereā€™s some kind of secret redemption island or outcasts twist happening tbh
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Omf this swap couldnā€™t have worked out better. So itā€™s me, Jake, Chris, and John. Me and Jake are tight af and one of the first things Chris comes to tell me is he wants to work with me and Jake to get John out cuz John is pissed at Chris for lying to him about that last vote. So Iā€™m like ā€œYASSSSSSā€ in my mind. But on the outside Iā€™m just like. O yea. That sounds cool. Letā€™s do that. Anyways. If we do end up losing this tribal itā€™s all good. I want me and Jake to be able to make it to merge. And John is one of the people I need to take revenge on for taking out Emily. He shows regret for it now. But in the end it doesnā€™t matter. He still did it.
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Another swap and yet again I find myself in a tough spot. Last time I had at least autumn who I knew would vote with me. Now I have John who I just lied to and literally put on the block in case Johnny played an idol. Why the fuck would he work with me? The answer is he WONT. Heā€™s gonna campaign to jakee and Bryan to get me out. Lucky for John, Bryan already doesnā€™t trust me! So my key here is Jake. If I get Jake on my side I stand a chance. Worst case scenario, I whip out my idol and guarantee I merge. Iā€™m not tryna be like Johnny and get voted out with an idol... hell no. Iā€™m here to make the merge. If I can just reunite with my people Iā€™m set. I got autumn, ned, Haley, Ryan, and Brandon on lock. I possibly have Dane. I gotta work on jake man. Jake is my key to merge.Ā 
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OWEN HOW DARE YOU!!! WE WE ARE ALL ROOTING FOR YOU!! http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2015/03/12/2691AE1E00000578-2991334-image-m-16_1426163660149.jpg He is so ugly for this/ I specifically told him not to. WE JUST FUCKING SWAPPED!?!?! Y'all don't understand I've been on every tribe in the past week and I'm tired. Every time I create a good spot and feel halfway good about myself, a twistos twist fucks it up and I'm not as young as these other kids. My trash iPhone 5S and I need to be seated and given a warning every time because we really do short circuit when things pop off. My Skype crashes as much as ocean waves whenever shit hits the fan and like my heart is already about to stop anyway from all the Coca Cola I drink and chronic stress I've endured for the past 23 years but like... that's all the more reason to not do so many swaps or at least give me a goddamn warning. I was at work and when I opened the app to see a Optio Tribe chat at the top of my messages?? https://4.bp.blogspot.com/-D4K3XRRUIfI/WSs5kEir86I/AAAAAAAAEG4/O8CAhB5P57gO7RGi9aiGx_A7ZZxI0ReTgCLcB/s1600/giphy3.gif NOT TO MENTION work and Athena All Stars are competing to be the ultimate bane of my existence so if Crossroads could like not join the running, that'd be great. Like am I on a tribe of people I like trust? Yes, yes I am- miracles happen everyday. But am I now separated from Ned AND Chris?? Yes and that's not funny. Do I have to start over for the THIRD TIME in this game? Yes I do and the next announcement better be merge or I'll scream
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I cannot believe I did THAT, Iā€™m so proud of myself!!! Iā€™ve never won a comp like that before! And I canā€™t believe chris got it a minute after me! Original impala is here to compete and win! Iā€™m so glad we are safe especially during this double tribal, Iā€™m shook. Ned and I will be the only ones to have never been to tribal after this!! And honestly I love ned so much, heā€™s definitely my f2. Iā€™ve talked very little to Haley or Ryan so Iā€™m glad we donā€™t have tribal here.Ā 
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I really slept in and woke up to find that not only did Optio lose the challenge, but now I have to pick between 3 allies and get a majority before they start talking and realize I know all of them well and am the smartest bet to send home https://media.tenor.com/images/1e425f0991c66cd840f78b389e84f5c9/tenor.gif I mean Brandon will read all of this eventually but the vote is him because Imperium ties run deep and feminism. I've been aligned with Dane from the jump #kidsnextdoor so when we got reunited, he was ecstatic to see me and was down to do whatever if we lost. That kinda loyalty is hard to find soooo I can't vote him out. Rebecka and I have history (which only Chris knows about) and played most of Athena Himalayas together so voting her out is just fake. I trust her waaaay more than any of these people so I have to put my money where my mouth is and prove my loyalty. Her and I never got it right in Himalayas so I'm not voting her out or dropping her name. Does this mean I'm betraying Brandon? Yes and that sucks. Is it better than the consequences of betraying Dane or Rebecka? Absolutely I've also learned that Brandon flipped votes to get Rhone out, which spooked Rebecka, and Dane is very committed to our old alliance so when I told him Chris and Brandon were tight, he wasn't having it. Also he's got bigger problems like his beef with Julia so he has to stay around I wanna watch that up close hahaha. Brandon's a great competitor so as great of a friend/ally as he is, I can't beat him in the end (not that he would ever take me over Chris). And I sure as hell can't let Brandon flip Dane or Rebecka on me because he's 100% smart enough and social enough. Sooo it's done- almost everyone has casted votes and I've made my peace with my ugly savage self. BRANDON IM SORRY BLAME OWEN ITS HIS TWISTOS TWIST!!! Highkey wouldn't have turned on you if we'd been put with other people so it essentially is Owen's fault. Ok done scamming for the day- no one tell karma anything I just said! https://media1.popsugar-assets.com/files/thumbor/9WRvREpZJp5kMg4z8BwZqqC-XkQ/fit-in/1024x1024/filters:format_auto-!!-:strip_icc-!!-/2016/11/14/049/n/1922398/3167f7e419274941_57c736261700000011c76cb6/i/Bye.gif
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This round has been a roller coaster of stress, excitement, disappointment, and terror. First of all, we had our suspicions that "teaming up" would lead to a swap, but I don't think anyone seriously thought we'd be put into three tribes of FOUR. In a tribe this small, there's nowhere to hide. Sam and I decided early on to team up, because at this point, I trust her more than both Dane and Bryan, and Julia wanted to be on her own team so she could be exiled. Sam and I were put with Haley and Ryan on Imperium. #Imperium4Lyfe I trust Haley because she aligned with Chris on the old Fatum tribe, but Ryan kind of sketches me out. I was already preparing to either blindside Ryan or play my idol, because the immunity challenge was frickin impossible and the TWO losing tribes are going to Tribal. We had to guess a 7-digit code to find a secret page on the blog, and every thirty minutes or so we'd receive a relatively useless clue like "the sum of the first three digits is less than the sum of the last three digits." Ultimately, I decided to use my challenge advantage, which gave us two extra hints. This morning, Sam and I created a system that listed every possible code. Once we realized we had narrowed it down to around 36 combinations, it became a race against time to see how quickly we could enter each code on our phones. It turns out that we NEEDED my advantage, as Sam found the secret page literally SECONDS before Chris did on another tribe. I'm slightly suspicious that the double Tribal may just result in the two people voted out switching tribes, but then Julia would be exiled for another round and that doesn't seem very likely. Either way, I'm just happy to be safe for another round. Sam and I were just talking about how awesome we are together, as the two OG Imperiums who haven't gone to Tribal at all. I was really starting to feel like we could dominate the merge together, but then she said "You're my ride or die." https://i.imgur.com/JKVZSFJ.gif Those are the same words I never wanted to hear from Sam again, because that's word-for-word what she said to me in our first game together right before she backstabbed me. I guess the old saying is true: keep your friends close and your enemies closer.
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Okay things are finally heating up for me! When we swapped tribes Chris told me he was happy we were on the same tribes blah blah blah but I've seen through him for a while now so I don't trust him. Bryan is the only person who swapped with me so we talked and he said that he was good with Chris and didn't trust John because of what happened when he got sent to their tribal. I talked to John and I want him to stay mainly bc we basically live in the same city and I think we have sort of a bond cus of that. Also because I think Chris is a social threat and I'd like to take him out now before merge in case he groups up with his allies. Things are really complicated and messy right now. I'm telling John everything that's going on. Chris is lying and saying that John wants to target Bryan to Bryan to get him to vote out John but I don't want that. I'm trying to get Bryan to realize that Chris is a threat. Bryan however thinks that he'll be an easy target at merge which could be true but I really want to merge with John because I think he will have a lot of trust in me for trying to save him. It's complicated and with only 4 people voting and the chance of a tiebreaker I am still nervous. Anything could happen. I could be getting lied to. It's complicated. The only person who I think I trust fully right now is John. I hope Chris doesn't have an idol an I hope the don't fake out and vote me out. The best cast scenario for me is that Chris gets voted out and I merge. Worst case is that I get voted out lol, but if I have to lose John to merge then I lose John. I just need to keep myself safe while going the route that I think will benefit me the most in the long run.
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SOOO, I won a challenge. I won the reward. And bitch, guess tf what. I made merge, jury, and the f11. BITCH YES. SO I put my ass to work on that puzzle to secure thati could make jury. Took me like 3 hrs, but I did it. Next, NED WON IMMUNITY SO HE IS GOING TO BE SAFE WITH ME. HELL YES. HELL YESSSS. I am living atm.Ā 
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Ok. So looks like the vote is falling on John. Tbh Iā€™d rather have both John and Chris go but alas that seems to not be the case. I donā€™t wanna vote Chris out just yet. John is a subtle player but Chris plays really hard, he did on og imperium and he is now. Itā€™d be really easy to paint a target on his back at merge if I have to. But anyways I really like having Jake as an ally. We really click. But me and Chris told John that we are voting out Jake. So itā€™ll probably be a 3-1 vote with John going bye bye. But John gave me some tea. That Haley went after Emily and then Nicole. Honestly the girl gives me the ā€œnot like other girlsā€ vibe. Itā€™s not cool and I really want her gone come merge as well.Ā 
Ok so I lied in my last confessional I guess. Iā€™m voting out Chris now. Woo. I never trusted him anyways. But John seems really desperate for an ally and me and Jake talked it over and decided to change our decision to Chris. Hopefully my old imperium people donā€™t get mad at me...
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Im glad we won. FINALLY. and i did nothing. Haley and I or just I was gonna use my idol if we went to tribal which we didn't. xoxo
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Tonight is rough. Iā€™d like to think Jake and Bryan are with me and are voting John out. John should be voted out tonight. I have a idol if I get bad vibes at tribal but Iā€™m not sure I want to play it. If I save it I am in a strong position at the merge. But I really wanna fucking merge man. I have a tough decision.Ā 
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Voting Brandon out, this ones for rhoneĀ 
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(beginning of round) WELL. That last vote did not go as I planned at all... Johnny is out of this game.. and EVERYONE lied to me last round. Every person. I am definitely a bit hurt by Stoner because he was telling me that he wanted to be a trio with Johnny and I just a few hours before our tribal. He really showed his colors. Ryan said he planned this right after Haley got back. I am a bit bitter but I can get over it with them cause I need to survive another day. I feel like I have nobody now. A lone coffey. I am ready to work my way back to the top.
(After immunity)I made it to my birthday without getting voted out!! I was so busy doing birthday things that I failed to realize we tribe swapped again!!! I am ona tribe with Stoner, Jake, and Bryan! I haven't seen Bryan since the very first tribal where we voted out Emily. Which now that I think of it, I think the curse of fatum all started with the blindside of Emily and Bryan. Jake lives 20 mins from me so we clicked right off the bat, and we rekindled the friendship we had formed in one world fast. Stoner came to me saying he wouldn't blame me for gunning for him, but I told him that I would not go for him if he wouldn't go for me. We lose the challenge. And Jake informs me that Chris is targeting me!!!! WONDERFUL! When Chris lied to me the first time I was hurt, but he has been continuously lying to me the entire day and now it is pissing me off and making me a vengeful boy. Jake suggested that I made a plea to Bryan, and that is what I did. I threw Chris's name out there and told him how he seems to have so many personal connections with people, and he makes them think they are his number one. I fell victim to him once. Not again. I explained the Emily vote to Bryan, telling him how Emily was trying to form a girls alliance, and I let him know that Haley was the one that planned that whole thing. It led to the discussion that Bryan would like Haley out first when we get to the merge. After a bit of talking to Bryan he told me he was down to vote Chris out and I couldn't be more ecstatic. This is the sweetest revenge at the perfect time. I am telling Chris that I will vote Jake out because I "never talk to him". Half my afternoon consisted of me telling Chris things and then Jake relaying them back to me LMAO. Tribal will be a fun one. This one's for you Johnny!
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I have never left impala, Iā€™ll truly miss this little camp. But Iā€™m so excited for merge, and new people!! And connecting with original impala again! And John Coffey <3
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[12/30/2017 1:50:05 PM] BDC: I feel like this might be my time hahah [12/30/2017 1:50:21 PM] BDC: I donā€™t feel confident whatsoever [12/30/2017 1:53:19 PM] BDC: I messaged both Dane and rebecka and neither have answered but they are talking in the tribe chat together [12/30/2017 1:53:26 PM] BDC: So like .... [12/30/2017 2:51:58 PM] BDC: Trying to get the vote at 2-1-2 [12/30/2017 2:52:06 PM] BDC: Me and autumn are voting rebecka [12/30/2017 2:52:20 PM] BDC: And we are telling them to vote me and autumn [12/30/2017 2:52:39 PM] BDC: I think Dane would be the one most likely to have an idol so [12/30/2017 2:52:48 PM] BDC: Not gonna risk voting him [12/30/2017 2:53:09 PM] BDC: Plus I already like insisted to rebecka that I wasnā€™t voting her because of old tribal lines
[12/30/2017 3:13:38 PM] BDC: Hoping for the best [12/30/2017 3:22:37 PM] BDC: Rebecka said sheā€™s voting autumn [12/30/2017 3:22:44 PM] BDC: And autumn should be voting rebecka [12/30/2017 3:22:51 PM] BDC: So I should be in the clear? [12/30/2017 3:23:52 PM] BDC: If I can survive this Iā€™ll hopefully make merge and jury [12/30/2017 3:24:07 PM] BDC: Thatā€™s all I need so I donā€™t care who I piss off tonightĀ 
I really feel like Iā€™m leaving tonight hahaha
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