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Please Don't Leave Me
Pairing: Natasha Romanoff x Reader
Word Count: 4281
Warnings: Angst, Pregnant!Reader, Natasha being an ass, injuries, Depression, Wanda being the bestest of friends.
Part 2: Gone
A/n: Had this one in my head for some time and finally decided to write it. As it always seems these fics just seem to run wild and get longer than I mean them to be. I can tell you all right now I'm pretty sure your not going to like the ending very much 😅
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“Natty.” You try to get your wife's attention as she moves around the room quickly. Natasha is shoving things in a bag. “Nat.” You try again, but she doesn’t stop. Frantically moving around the room grabbing whatever she can. “Natasha!” You finally yell at her. She still doesn’t stop her movements. “Y/n I can’t right now.” She says shoving the last of her things in her bag. “Nat I have something important to tell you.” You try to reason with the woman, but she just zips her bag throwing it over her shoulder and walks past you. “There are things you don’t understand. I have to go.” You grab her arm and she finally looks back at you. “I really need to tell you this.” You try to reason with her. Your eyes pleading with her just to let you talk. But she shakes her head and pulls her arm from your grasp. “There are more important things than you right now.” She makes it to the door letting it creak open. “We will talk when I get home.” She doesn’t face you, only slightly turning her head before she is gone. “Don’t expect me to be here when you get back.” You see her hesitate in the door but she shakes her head before slamming the door shut behind her.
Your heart shatters in your chest as your legs buckle beneath you. A muffled thud is heard as your knees hit the ground. Your hand covers your mouth as a sob escapes the depths of your chest. You pull the small stick from your back pocket looking down at the two pink lines. “I’m pregnant.” You whisper to yourself like somehow Nat will hear you and come back, but you know she won’t. To Natasha her job has always been more important than anything. She loves being an Avenger and helping people, but it always comes at a cost to you. You had a sliver of hope that maybe just maybe this could change that. After what she had gone through in the red room she was pretty sure that she couldn’t get you pregnant but here you are. The prospects of having a child had given you hope that maybe she would come back to you. Be the loving wife that you know she can be. The little pink lines now taunting you as tears splash down on the plastic blurring your vision and the once prominent lines.
It seems like hours before you finally pick yourself up off the ground. Finally having cried all the tears away. Pulling yourself off the ground as you wipe your cheeks before making your way to your shared bedroom. It is empty, too empty. The book Nat was reading was still sitting face down open to the page that she had left it on. Moon light shining through the curtains illuminating the dark room. You don’t bother turning on the lights or changing clothes as you crawl into the cold bed. Seeming much larger now than ever before. You curl in on yourself, exhaustion from all the tears you have cried catching up to you. A pain in your chest as you finally drift off into nothingness.
Over the next few days multiple new stations report of the Avengers fighting one another. The chaos and destruction of a German airport. You place a hand over your lower stomach as the news flashes. ‘Natasha Romanoff aka Black Widow has broken the Sokovia Accords. Now wanted for treason against the federal government.’ If you thought your heart couldn’t break more you were wrong.
It has been nearly four months since that fateful day. The day your world shattered around you. You had hoped that one day maybe Nat would try and contact you but those hopes had been dashed over a month ago. She had moved on and so should you. You slowly pack your things in the home that you once shared with your wife. You’re not even sure if you should call her that anymore. A single tear running down your cheek at the thought. You still love her deeply but you can’t live like this. You have a baby to think about now, you need to live for them. Placing your hand on your growing stomach as you gently rub your finger up and down feeling their movement and smiling.
A phone ringing breaks you from the tender moment. You grab your phone looking down to see an unknown number calling you. Your heart stops a moment wondering if after all this time it is finally Nat calling you. You're so distracted by the tight feeling in your chest that the phone stops ringing and the call ends. You still stare blankly at the screen before it starts to ring again. Phone lighting up in your hand once again still showing unknown as the caller.
This time you press the answer button. Your movements are slow as you bring it up to your ear. You open your mouth but no words come out, your breaths coming out erratic as you begin to panic. Your ear is soon filled with a soft voice. “Y/n/n?” That voice is distinct but not your wifes. “Y/n are you there?” The voice asks again. “W-Wanda?” Your voice trembles as your mind catches up. Your best friend is on the other side of the line.
This is the first time you have heard from any of the Avengers for a long time. Tony once stopped by but you refuse to let him in. You didn’t listen to any of the words coming out of his mouth as he spoke through the door. If it wasn’t for him you don’t think you would be in this position right now and maybe your hopes for a better future with Nat would have come true. Wanda had sent a few letters letting you know she was ok. You couldn’t obviously send anything back due to now knowing where she was and the nature of the events and why she was also on the run.
“Y/n/n?” Wanda’s voice breaks through your mind once again. “I-I’m sorry Wands. What were you saying?” Her words had been muffled by your mind. She shakes her head like you could possibly see her doing that. “Nothing sweetheart. Are you ok?” She can tell that something isn’t right. “Not really. I, I’m alone.” Wanda’s heart breaks for you. She may be on the run but she hasn’t been alone. “I’m tired, Wands.” You know you shouldn’t be thinking that with a child on the way but it has been hard. Tears start to fall down your cheeks as you sniffle into the phone.
Wanda made a decision right there. “Sweetheart, I'm going to send Vision to come and get you.” She knows it could be dangerous to have you with her but she also knows that you’re not a wanted fugitive so if for some reason that she is caught you will be left alone. But she will do everything in her power to keep you safe. She can’t stand to hear you this hurt and down. “W-what if that gives away where you are?” You question not wanting to bring her into any danger. “I’m safe here. If you want to, you can come here. We have to move every so often. You don’t have to if you don’t want to but I’m not going to leave you alone. You always have me.” You cry tears of happiness for the first time in a long time. “Yes.” Your voice is small but hopeful.
You land with Vision somewhere in what you believe to be Belgium. Vision never mentioned anything to you about your pregnancy which you are thankful for. You see Wanda bound out of the small quaint house on the outskirts of the town. You watch as she stops in her tracks a few feet away from you. Your head dropping, not wanting to see her reaction. Scared that she wouldn’t want you around any more.
“Y/n/n.” Wanda says quietly trying to get you to raise your gaze to hers but you don’t look up. Tears well in your eyes, scared to move, scared to look your best friend in the eye. Hands cup your face gently making you look up into green eyes. A soft smile on her face. “You're pregnant.” It’s not a question but a statement from the woman. You nod your head as she pulls you into her arms hugging you as tightly as she can without hurting you or the baby.
Just then the flood gates break. A sob leaves you as tears cascade down your cheeks into Wanda’s shirt. You bury your head in her neck. A hand rubbing gently up and down your back as you're held for the first time in months. Your legs give out as you clutch to Wanda for dear life afraid that you're going to wake up and she will be gone. Wanda holds on gently guiding you both to the ground as she lets you cry. Your tears soak her shirt as you sob for what feels like forever. Wanda whispers reassurances in your ear as she just holds you. Her gentle motions on your back, not ceasing.
Wanda lets you get out your pent up emotions. Sitting with you until your sobs turn into sniffles. “She left me. I never got to tell her.” You whisper, still gripping onto Wanda. “What sweetheart?” She asks, trying to get you to elaborate. “Natasha. I-I haven’t heard from her. She, she left that day to Germany. I tried to tell her. She, she told me that there were more important things than myself.” Wanda’s eyes swirl red with anger. How could Natasha do this to you? All she wants to do is fly off and break Natasha like she broke you. But Wanda comes back to reality when you grip her tighter, scared she will leave you just like Nat did.
“Please don’t leave me.” If it was even possible Wanda’s heart broke for you more. Like herself you don’t have any family. All of yours were gone long ago, but you had found a family in the Avengers, a wife. But that family is now broken but Wanda is determined to show you that she is still your family. “I’m not going anywhere sweetheart. I will always be here for you.” She kisses your head smiling. “And for the baby.” More tears come to your eyes but from happiness.
“So you and Vision?” You give a watery chuckle. Wanda nudges your shoulder and laughs. “Yeah.” She smiles happily when you pull back to look at her. “So like does he come with a vibrator setting?” You ask half joking half serious. “Oh my god Y/n!” Wanda exclaims, shocked by your bold question. You two laugh as she helps you off the ground leading you into the house.
“Are you sure you don’t want me to mention something to Nat?” Wanda asks you softly, causing you to look up from the book your head is buried in. You let out a sigh as this constant conversation. “If she wanted to know how I was doing she could have called me the same way you did.” You rub your swollen stomach. So close to meeting your precious little one. “Wands I know you are looking out for me and I also know how pissed you are at her. I also know that you partly want to tell her to rub it in her face on how royally she screwed up. She has had almost 9 months to find me. And I know that you said she has mentioned that she has done it for my own safety but at least hearing from her once would have been something. Instead she went no contact. The famous Black Widow knows how to send encrypted messages if she really wanted to.”
Wanda knows how much you are right and every time she has to touch base with the team she has been distant and cold with Nat. She so badly wants to break her heart the way she has to you. She knows how much you still love Nat and would love to be a family. These times are hard though with everyone on the run so she bites her tongue and nods her head to your words.
To get your mind off of things you put your book down and swing your feet off the bed. “Hey Wands, it's a nice night, maybe we can all take a walk.” Vision appears in the doorway. “That sounds like a lovely idea Y/n.” You smile at the synthezoid before giving a questioning look to Wanda. “Sure.” She nods her head. “But someone is going to have to help me with my shoes.” You chuckle trying to reach down to your feet which you can’t reach. The other two laugh before all of you put on some clothes and help you with yours.
Wanda and Vision are holding hands as you walk through the streets of Edinburgh, the quiet street clearing your mind as you three walk peacefully. Vision stops Wanda to talk a bit as you waddle over to a window with a news cast playing. You watch on as a breaking news cast flashes on the screen. As the scene plays out in front of you you gasp. “Wanda.” You call for her. The conversation dies between the two as they come up behind you seeing as the screen plays footage of New York being attacked. You all stand there silently as death and destruction is shown on the screen. Tony Stark missing flashes on the screen and Vision looks to Wanda.
“I have to go.” Vision says kissing Wanda’s hand that is still laced with his. He starts to walk away dropping her hand, Wanda pleads with him to stay. You start to drown them out as you watch the screen. Terrified that you may see something about Natasha come across it. Screams of pain makes you turn around seeing Vision impaled on a staff. “Vision!” Wanda screams, her hands glowing red ready to fight.
Someone else blasts Wanda from behind sending her flying into a building across the street. With you close proximity you're thrown back hard. Trying to brace yourself you hear a sickening crack as your wrist impacts with the ground. You scream out in pain. “Y/n!” Vision yells when he hears your cry of pain. You turn on the ground seeing him do the same. The two who attacked turned him over on his back and the thing that stabbed him placed the sharp end of the staff on his head.
Vision’s screams can be heard through the quiet streets. You struggle trying to get yourself up knowing your wrist is broken, cradling it close to your chest. You watch as red balls of energy slam into the two creatures throwing them back. Wanda runs towards Vision using her magic and pulling you safely over to him. Pain is written all over her face as she looks over the both of you. She uses her magic to lift all of you off the ground pulling you closer to her as she tries to fly you all away from the area. You all are almost hit by a beam causing Wanda to have to bring you all down. Wanda lands you both down gently laying you on the ground before turning to catch Vision with her magic.
“The blade, it stopped me from phasing.” Vision says as you see a bright yellow line in his body and he seems to be glitching. “Is that even possible?” Wanda asks, helping him sit up against the wall. “It’s not supposed to be.” He says, you can tell he is in pain. Your adrenaline is pumping so your wrist is just a dull ache at the moment. Wanda hovers her hand over Vision, her magic flowing and pulling the opening closed slowly but not completely. “I’m beginning to think we should have stayed inside.” You mumble feeling guilty that this could have been avoided if not for you avoiding your feelings about Nat.
You and Wanda are pushed back by Vision as one of the creatures grabs Vision flying off and fighting against a building. The other comes and attacks you and Wanda. Wanda puts a barrier of magic around you. She starts to fight the female creature as your heart races in your chest.
You lose sight of the both of them fighting. Wanda’s magic dissipates from around you allowing you to move forward looking for your friends. You can hear it now so clearly in your head like she actually is yelling at you. Natasha’s voice tells you to run and protect yourself, but Wanda is your best friend and she has been there for you. So you push that voice away following the commotion. You run into the train station seeing Vision propped against a railing. Wanda stands red surrounding her hands as the two creatures look ready to fight once again.
Squealing of wheels from the train moving past has you all looking. A dark figure in the shadows looms behind the moving train. The female creature throws her trident-like spear at the figure when the train passes. The figure catching it perfectly as he walks into the light you see Steve Rogers. You try to get up behind the female creature but she quickly turns wrapping her hand around your throat.
“Y/n!” Wanda screams. The female creature throws you back and you land on your back crying out in pain. You feel a gush of liquid between your legs after you hit the ground. Wings fly in front of you as Sam Wilson collides with the creature. You let your hand drift down feeling the wetness and bring your fingers back up into view, relieved that it isn’t blood, but your heart drops when you realize what is happening. You gasp in pain from the sharp feeling in your stomach.
Wanda uses her magic again to pull you towards her and Vision. Wanda pulls you into her lap. That is when you spot her in the distance. The hair color may be different but she is still herself. Natasha fights with Steve against the creatures. You have tears in your eyes as you look up at Wanda. “Wands, I think my water just broke.” You groan in pain again. You can see the panic in her eyes as she looks around the area. It’s not long before the fighting is done and the other three walk over towards you three.
Natasha stops dead in her tracks when she sees you. Your swollen stomach has her chest rising and falling a bit fast. She thinks maybe it could be someone else's but she knows deep down that the baby is hers. She wants to cry but she turns stone cold hiding her emotions. Hating herself for leaving you, for never reaching out in all this time. You cry out in pain causing her to look back to you. You're curled in on yourself in Wanda’s lap. “It hurts.” You whimper. Wanda holds you closer to her. “I know sweetheart.” Wanda looks to the other three. “We need to get them out of here.” She can see the two men side eyeing her before Steve speaks up. “Quickly, get them to the Quinjet.”
Natasha moves to help you but you pull away. “I have her, can you help Vision?” Wanda says flatly, Nat can only nod moving away and helping Vision up. Wanda effortlessly lifts you in her arms and you all make your way to the Quinjet. Your contractions are getting strong and closer together. Natasha can only watch from afar as you whimper in pain. Wanda helps you and Vision sits close holding his side.
“We need to get her to a hospital.” Wanda says brushing the hair sticking to your forehead out of the way. “We will be at the compound in 30 minutes.” Steve explains. “Steve, I don't know if she can last that long.” She iterates looking back down at your pained face. “It’s the best I can do Wanda.” She sighs gently stroking your cheek. “It’s ok Wands. I’ll be o-” Your cut off by another contraction. All Nat can do is look on with regret.
Once the quinjet finally lands Wanda lifts you in her arms again and runs into the compound they enter and see Rhodey talking to a hologram of Secretary Ross. “We need medical.” Natasha says out, causing Rhodey to turn and for Secretary Ross to start arguing. You can’t concentrate on what they are saying but you know it isn’t great. Rhodey ends the call and signals for medical, who come in with Bruce.
As they wheel you away the team follows. Before Wanda can head in after you Nat grabs her arm. Wanda whips her head around anger evident on her face. “Please just tell me. Is it mine?” Wanda gives an amused chuckle. “Of course it’s yours.” She pulls her arm from Nat’s grasp and follows you in the room. Nat lets tears slip down her face. She left you alone pregnant with her child. Not once contacting you in the last nine months. She had told herself she was doing it to protect you and to keep you out of this life, but she was wrong and she sees that now. She understands now why Wanda became so cold towards her after a few months. She has to fix this. She has to be able to win you back and to become the family she always wanted and she will do anything to get that back.
Natasha can hear your cries of pain as you go through labor wishing more than anything she could be there with you but you don’t want her to be. But you chose Wanda and she understands why. She soon hears other cries. The crying of her child as they are born. Tears slip down her cheeks as she hears them. The boys know not to go around her or to talk to her at this moment. She is breaking on the inside and all she has to blame is herself.
An hour later Wanda walks out and comes over to Nat. Her head is down, not looking at the younger woman waiting for a scolding, but that doesn’t come. “You can go meet your son.” Wanda speaks with no emotion to her voice. Natasha looks up and Wanda can see she has been crying but that doesn’t change how angry Wanda is at her. “I have a son?” Nat whispers. Wanda just nods her head and moves out of the way.
Natasha slips into the room quietly. Her heart stops seeing you laying in the bed with a blue bundle in your arms and a smile on your face. More tears spill as she quietly makes her way over to you. You don’t look at her until she is standing right next to you. “He’s beautiful.” Nat mumbles trying to stop the sob that so desperately wants to escape. You have a soft look on your face and she can’t read it. “Meet Alexander Pietro Romanoff.” You smile down at your son. Natasha lets the tears freely fall. “Romanoff?” She questions you. “Romanoff.” You repeat looking back up at her with a soft smile. She feels a flicker of hope that she can fix this, that she can have her family.
“Do you want to hold him?” You ask her softly and lightly lift him the best you can with your broken wrist. Nat nods and takes him from you holding him in her arms. She has so much love for him already that more tears well in her eyes. You watch her as she holds the baby and cries.
“I’m sorry.” Nat whispers. “I'm so sorry.” She looks at you with teary eyes. “I know.” Is all you can respond with. She looks back down at the now sleeping boy. Just looking at him and remembering all of his features. She had seen the flicker of green in his eyes, the same as hers. But he looks so much like you. He is just as beautiful as you are.
Loud beeping makes Nat’s head snap up. Your face is now pale and your eyes are closed. The sheets are staining red between your legs. Doctors rush in as she backs away holding her son close to her chest. He starts to cry with all the noise and commotion. Her heart rate picks up and she starts to panic. The voices of the doctors are muffled to her ears as she feels the blood rushing around. She can only focus on you, your face pale and your body limp in the bed as doctors work around you. They soon wheel you out of the room mentioning something about you hemorrhaging and needing to go to surgery.
Nat starts sobbing in the empty room. All that is left is herself and her son. She slides down the wall begging to whatever is out there in the universe that you will be ok. That you will come back to her and your son. Promising that she will do better and be better. She will be the wife that she had promised in her vows. She will do anything for you to take her back, just please let you live. She whispers in the emptiness. “Please don’t leave me.”
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*Y/N arguing with Usopp*
Y/N: I'm telling you Usopp, me and Sanji are not together!
*opens the door of her room*
Sanji: *on her bed all naked except an apron, surrounded by roses scattered throughout the room and lit candles and a rose in his mouth*
Hello my lo-
*Y/N slams the door all red in face*
Usopp: ...
Y/N: ...
I'll pay you to pretend you didn't see that.
Usopp: Deal.
Edit: I ACTUALLY FOUND A FANART OF THIS OMG

#xreader#x reader#one piece#op#sanji x reader#sanji#black leg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#op sanji#one piece sanji#usopp
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could you write something about sirius and remus fighting over who should get to ask the reader out, but what they dont know is that she is dating snape, and she doesnt particularly like either remus or sirius because of how they treated snape when they were younger?
OUT OF THEIR REACH
pairing : severus snape x fem!reader
genre : hurt-comfort, fluff
summary : as in the request
sirius crossed his arms, leaning back against the kitchen counter in grimmauld place, glaring at remus. “i’m just saying, moony, you’d bore her to tears. she needs someone who can actually make her laugh, someone fun.”
remus rolled his eyes, flipping through the pages of the book he wasn’t actually reading. “and i suppose you think you’re the obvious choice? she’d see through your… what is it you call it? charm? in about five minutes. she’s intelligent, sirius. she’d want someone who can keep up with her, not a childish prat who thinks barking at strangers is a valid conversation starter.”
“oh, right, because you’re so much better,” sirius snapped, pushing off the counter. “you think she’s going to fall for your brooding, tortured act? please. she deserves someone who can bring her some excitement, not books and lectures.”
“books and lectures?” remus raised an eyebrow. “this from the man who can’t hold a conversation without turning it into a story about himself? maybe if you’d listened to her for once instead of showing off, you’d realize she’s not interested in your theatrics.”
“and she’s interested in you?” sirius shot back, stepping closer. “you can’t even muster the nerve to talk to her properly, remus. at least i’ve got the guts to-”
“both of you, stop.”
your voice cut through the room like a cold breeze, and they both froze, turning toward you with matching expressions of guilt and surprise. you stood in the doorway, arms crossed, your gaze moving between them with an expression that wasn’t quite anger but certainly wasn’t amusement either.
“are you two seriously arguing over me?” you asked, your tone sharp.
“uh,” sirius started, but you held up a hand to silence him.
“don’t bother denying it,” you said. “i heard everything.”
remus cleared his throat, looking thoroughly embarrassed. “it wasn’t… well, i suppose it was…”
“pathetic,” you finished for him, shaking your head. “do you even hear yourselves? fighting over who ‘gets’ to ask me out, as if i’m some prize to be won. did it ever occur to either of you to, i don’t know, ask if i’m even interested?”
sirius opened his mouth, but you didn’t give him the chance to speak. “for the record, i’m not,” you said firmly, your eyes narrowing at both of them. “not in either of you.”
remus looked like he wanted to sink into the floor, and sirius actually winced, which would’ve been satisfying if you weren’t so irritated.
“i know what you were like in school,” you continued, your tone colder now. “the way you treated people who didn’t fit into your little group. you think i’d forget that? you think he would?”
remus blinked, and sirius frowned. “he? who’s…”
“oh, for merlin’s sake, snape,” you snapped, crossing your arms tighter. “the man you bullied relentlessly for years. the man who, by the way, happens to be my boyfriend.”
the silence that followed was almost deafening. sirius’s jaw actually dropped, and remus looked like he’d been slapped.
“snape?” sirius repeated, his voice a mixture of disbelief and horror. “you’re dating snivellus?”
your glare could’ve frozen fire. “call him that again, and you’ll regret it.”
remus held up a hand, his expression somewhere between awkward and apologetic. “i think what sirius means is… we didn’t know.”
“no,” you said flatly. “you didn’t. because neither of you bothered to pay attention to anything other than your own egos. maybe if you had, you’d realize i’m not the kind of person who’d fall for a pair of self-absorbed gits who spent their youth making someone else’s life miserable.”
sirius opened his mouth again, but remus wisely elbowed him before he could speak.
“i think we owe you an apology,” remus said quietly, his tone genuine.
you studied him for a moment before giving a small nod. “you do. and him too.”
with that, you turned on your heel and walked out of the room, leaving them standing there in stunned silence.
“snape,” sirius muttered under his breath, shaking his head. “bloody hell.”
“you deserved that,” remus said simply, and sirius shot him a glare.
“like you didn’t?”
neither of them argued after that.
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Favour for a Friend (Sirius Black x Reader) - Part 1
This came to me in a dream and I had to write it down! I've never posted any of my own works anywhere, but figured it's a short little one-shot that I may as well put out there even if no one ever reads it! If I feel inspired I might turn this into a proper fic, but idk yet.
Pairing: Sirius Black x Female!Reader (No use of Y/N)
A/N: set at Hogwarts, fake dating trope
Warnings: Swearing, Sirius isn't gay (even though Wolfstar is obviously canon lol)
Word count: 1401
Read part 2 here.
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Barely catching her breath enough to mutter the password, the Gryffindor girl rushed into the common room, all windswept hair, flushed cheeks and wide eyes. She spotted the Marauders all lounging by the fire (except Peter - he was always off snogging Dorcus in a closet these days) and made a beeline straight for them. Remus was squashed awkwardly in an armchair, a book open against his long legs where they were draped over one arm and his back resting against the other. James was sitting up on one end of the adjacent couch, his transfiguration homework in his lap, with Sirius sprawled at the other end, legs stretched out in front of him, head tipped back and eyes closed, listening to the music emanating from the record player nearby.
She felt a twinge of regret when the cosy atmosphere broke as she stormed over, her gaze flicking over each of them before settling on Sirius, who had cracked an eye open to look at her, now standing on the carpet in front of the fire.
“Black, I need you to be my boyfriend.”
James and Remus both snapped their heads up at that, and Sirius’ eyebrows rose. “Excuse me?”
“Lucas Davis just asked me out again!” The three boys in front of her seemed to let out a simultaneous groan. They were almost as sick as she was of Davis, the irritating Gryffindor two years above them who had been hellbent on wooing her for almost four months now. Unlike James, who had been smitten with Lily since they were eleven and asked her out at least once a week, Davis was aggressive - cornering her in half-empty hallways only to speak over her, invading her personal space whenever he got the chance, and making creepy sexual innuendos anytime a teacher was out of ear-shot. At this point it didn’t even seem to be about her. He just liked the chase and enjoyed making girls squirm. Even girls who hated his guts.
“Just tell him to piss off”, James suggested with a shrug
“Oh jeez, thanks James! Why didn’t I think of that?” She rolled her eyes, “I’ve told him to piss off a hundred times, in a hundred different ways! But he’s relentless- convinced I’m playing ‘hard to get’ or some bullshit like that. The only thing I think would actually get the misogynistic bastard to leave me alone is if he thinks I’m already seeing someone. So,” she said, turning again to Sirius, “can you just pretend to be my boyfriend, Black?”
“Why me? Ask Remus - you two already spend all your time together, surely dating isn’t that much of a stretch!” She shook her head impatiently, “He’s gayer than Bowie and everyone knows it!”. The boy in question huffed a laugh, “Cheers, love.” She ignored him.
“Get James to do it then!” Sirius exclaimed, and the messy-haired boy next to him opened his mouth, sitting up straighter. He probably would do it, she thought, because he would do just about anything for his friends. The noble idiot. “Oh please, you think anyone would believe that this lovesick fool has moved on from Lily?” She retorted, making a vague gesture towards James, who just grinned ruefully and relaxed back into his seat, nodding his head in agreement.
“And you think anyone would believe we are a couple?” She paused for a second, unsure of how to answer. Although she and Sirius had always been… sort of… friends, it was largely only because of her friendship with the other Marauders - mainly studying with Remus and playing quidditch with James. While they inevitably spent a lot of time together due to their mutual friends, it was true that they were at each other’s throats more often than not, she supposed. Remus was complaining just last week about their constant bickering and their incessant need to outcompete each other in every little thing.
She was saved from answering by James. “Actually, a Ravenclaw in our charms class - you know, Macmillan? - asked me if you two were dating a couple of weeks ago.”
They both turned to look at him, shocked, and he just shrugged, “he said he wanted to ask you to Hogsmeade but wanted to make sure nothing was going on between you and Sirius”. Before she could unscramble her thoughts enough to answer, Remus piped up from his armchair. “A girl in the year below asked me something similar recently. Thought she might have a shot with Sirius, but wasn’t sure. She said something about you two having ‘chemistry’ at that party after the last quidditch match.” She fought the blush that spread across her cheeks at the memory. They’d thrashed Slytherin last month and she’d gotten pretty drunk at the party in Gryffindor tower afterwards. She always got a bit flirty when she drank, and Sirius was a shameless flirt even when he was stone cold sober. They’d traded a few harmless remarks early in the night, and later, though she couldn’t really remember how it happened, she ended up dancing to some ABBA songs with her back pressed against Sirius' chest, his arms around her waist and his hot breath on her neck. It hadn’t led anywhere - in fact she had been pretending it never happened - but she still felt a burning pit in her stomach whenever she thought about the way he had felt pressed against her, or the way he had grinned and licked his lips when she turned around and they danced chest to chest.
She shook herself slightly and forced herself to look at Sirius, who was frowning at Remus. “Plus,” she said bitingly, “you’ve established a pretty solid reputation for fucking anything that moves”. Sirius scowled at her before roughly shoving himself up from the couch and strolling past her to the record player that was now sitting idle, the last track having finished. She watched his tense shoulders as he carefully selected a new record and switched them over. She softened her tone, “I’m sure Davis will move on and start pestering some other poor girl before long. I just need you to play the overprotective boyfriend role until he backs off.” She shared a glance with Remus and James when he still didn’t respond. “Please,” she finally relented. When Black still didn’t answer, now decidedly fiddling with the tuning knobs on the record player, she sighed. She’d have to find another way to deter Davis and it’d have to be soon - she didn’t know how many more times she could hear his sleazy “hiya sweetheart”, before she’d resort to hexing him. And that would probably just make him re-double his efforts.
She barely noted the sound of the gryffindor portrait opening to let someone into the common room, but then- “There ya are sweetheart! Bin lookin’ all over for ya!” She gritted her teeth, turning around to see Lucas Davis stalking towards her, that stupid fucking smirk on his face. “Can’t think why, given that you saw me an hour ago and I told you to ‘leave me the fuck alone’”, she snapped. She could see both Remus and James tense in her peripherals, probably preparing to tell Davis to ‘fuck off’ themselves, but Sirius remained silent behind her. Davis either didn’t notice the two boys glaring at him, or didn’t care, and he only smiled wider, “aw come on princess, don’ be like that!” He whined, “I think you just need-”
But she never found out what he thought she needed, as Sirius suddenly stepped up to her side, casually slung an arm around her shoulder and drawled, “You heard my girl, fuck off and leave her alone.” Davis visibly recoiled, and she might have laughed at his shocked expression had she not been entirely preoccupied by Sirius' comforting warmth as he leant against her. “Your girl?” He sputtered.
“My girl.” Sirius repeated, and she could hear the mocking smile in his voice, “Girlfriend, paramour, lover, whatever. The point is: fuck. off.” Even Remus seemed to be hiding a grin as Davis stood there, dumbstruck, his eyes darting between her and Sirius as though stupefied. She relaxed into Sirius embrace and intertwined her fingers with his where they hung over her shoulder. “Bye Davis”, she crooned, with a smug smile. He seemed to struggle for another moment before turning on his heel and striding out the door without another word.
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“I'm nervous...” “Don't be.”
Sebastian smiled at you charmingly, hoping to calm your nerves even by a little. The two of you were standing outside the door that led into Ciel's quarters. This infamous boy, the 'Queen's Watchdog' as they called him.
Believe it or not, you were a marriage candidate for him. It was crazy to even consider, but there was a chance that he would say 'yes' to you, and just like that you'd be married to such an iconic person.
On the flipside, there was also the chance that he might say 'no'. That was always a possibility, unfortunately, and not one that you especially looked forward to.
Nobody wanted to be rejected, did they?
“Any last minute advice?” you looked up at the tall, black haired butler. He simply continued smiling down at you. “Just don't act too rashly, that is what I would advise.”
Don't act too rashly. Okay...that should be simple enough, right?
Gulping, you readied yourself just as he pushed the door open and let you go inside. You truly had no idea what you were expecting, as he closed the door again and left you standing there in the glass walled conservatory.
The place where you had been tasked with meeting the young master Phantomhive was a pleasant one. Delicate rays of sunlight shone in between pastel rose petals, which surrounded a seating area of wooden furniture painted in flawless white. Upon the table there was a rack with an array of pastries, and two cups sat ready and waiting by the teapot.
Upon the bench, there he sat.
Ciel wasn't particularly tall, but you were instantly intimidated. Uneasily, you tried to approach with grace nonetheless, and caught his attention as soon as you were close enough to the side of the bench. Ciel slowly turned his head, and simply looked at you.
“...” For a brief moment, his eyes almost seemed to widen, and your hopes raised. Yet just as quickly he was wearing that placid mask again, one which didn't tell you even a little of what he was truly feeling. It felt so tense, knowing that you were being silently judged by him, worrying about what you should do or say.
“...Aren't you going to sit down?” Ciel suddenly prompted, and gestured to the bench opposite from him. In an instant you were flustered, hurrying to take the spot. “Ah yes! Of course, I apologize...I'm already wasting your time...” He quirked a brow. First impressions... ...You were very pretty. That much could certainly be said. You also seemed to be very shy though, to the point where it appeared to be hindering you somewhat, making you excessively anxious when you really didn't need to be.
As you sat yourself down, Ciel clasped his hands calmly in his lap and observed you thoughtfully. “I'll admit that I did not expect you to be so...meekly mannered.” “That's my fault, I'm afraid.” you admitted, going a little red in the cheeks as you shifted to get more comfortable. “I...I'm a bit of a shy person, you see...”
“Hmm.” Ciel pondered that. Well, you did come across that way. Was it necessarily a bad thing? That he wasn't sure of. It didn't actually bother him too much.
So many of the potential candidates who had been sent to him had been too loud, too arrogant, or too annoying for his tastes. You were different from the lot of them...and though it made for a slightly awkward scenario, he was actually pretty relieved that you were.
“...[Y/N], that's your name?” he prompted, to which you nodded and looked up into the one azure blue eye that he had to show. The other was shielded by a black patch, partially obscured further by his soft blueish hair. You could certainly see why so many wanted to be his wife. He was like a porcelain doll.
But this only made you worry more about how worthy you actually were. Could you possibly be a good spouse for someone like him? You didn't know that you could...
“Yes...that's my name...” you uttered, and Ciel sighed softly before pouring you some tea. “Well tell me then, [Y/N]. What is it that drew you to me?” Actually, that was something you could answer. “Well it wasn't just recommendations from my family that made me decide I'd try my luck. I...I've heard so much about you, I've become so curious. And in person, you're a little...”
It was just going to all come out now, wasn't it? “...Stunning.”
…
Funny how a single word could claim you that chance.
A few days passed after the meeting before a finely written letter arrived at your parents' mansion, notifying you all of your success as a bridal candidate. Actually realizing that Ciel wanted to be with you...it was a dream come true.
Of course, you were still nervous about it. Yet the more times you met him, and the more pieces that were put into place for your eventual wedding, the more you started to relax and fill that role.
It was on your shoulders to put forth a good image, after all. To represent the Phantomhive name as best as you possibly could. This would mean standing tall and graceful before others, proving that you were a worthy wife. You couldn't allow your inherent nervousness to change that. To put it in jeopardy.
So...you asked him, one day: “Ciel I...I would very much like it if you could teach me...”
“Teach you?” He turned away from the array of blue and violet roses he had been admiring, and faced you fully. “What are you seeking to learn?” You clasped your hands before yourself. Over the past few meetings you'd had together, you'd yearned to ask for some sort of guidance. You would have asked Sebastian but he wasn't your butler, and he only seemed to answer to one...
“...I see. You don't need to say it, I think I already know...” Ciel walked up to you, already smelling like the flowers around this place, “You wish for me to teach you how to be more regal? To be like a true lady of the house?” “Mm.” you nodded, and looked up at him sheepishly. Call it old fashioned, but that was what you wanted. “Alright. Sit down with me.”
He gestured to the very same bench where you had sat together during that first meeting. As you joined him there, Ciel brought over the teapot and fine china cups, one of which he set down before you. He then handed you the teapot.
“Pour me a cup of tea the right way.”
The 'right way'? What 'right way' is there, exactly?
That was the question, wasn't it? Regardless, you obliged of course, nodding and proceeding to gently tilt the teapot. Immediately the lid almost fell off, but Ciel's pale hand quickly shot out and grabbed it before it could drop completely.
“Careful.” “S-sorry!” “Why are you so nervous?” “I-I don't know I just...”
Your heart was pounding after that. You looked up at him, almost a little tearfully. “-I just worry about...humiliating myself, and then it ends up happening.” “Perhaps if you stopped overthinking things so much then it wouldn't?” Ciel suggested, and you nodded. You knew he was right.
“Here, let me demonstrate. You need to hold it by the top too. That way it won't spill out.” he explained, and positioned himself close beside you. As he did so, you only became more red faced. You couldn't help yourself. He only amplified the hindrance that you so typically had to deal with.
“...Like this.” If you hadn't already felt like you were blushing enough, he only worsened things as he laid his hands over yours and guided them gently. It was a simple task, pouring a cup of tea, but in this case you needed to learn to do it properly.
“I think I know how to do it now.” you said, and then Ciel gestured for you to demonstrate. You did so, with poise and grace, and he looked satisfied.
“That's it. You're doing well.” he noted, but you just looked at him with hesitation. “I don't know...I feel like I could do so much better...like I'm not good enough...”
Perhaps it was about time he made it clear to you. Without any reluctance on his own part, Ciel reached up with both hands and softly clasped your face between them. He held you gently, and leaned in closely before he spoke.
“If you weren't good enough, I would never have chosen you.”
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Rumination
Ruminate
(v.) to think deeply about something
After Edward left her, Bella Swan fell apart. Desperate to try and save his eldest daughter, Charlie brings his youngest daughter to Forks to see if she can bring her sister out of her depression.
Now, y/n must try to help her sister find her way back to the light while also trying to navigate her Junior year of high school in the odd town of Forks.
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Now playing: Long Way From Home by The Lumineers
Chapter One: Forks, Washington
Moving from Jacksonville, Florida, to the rainiest place in the continental U.S. wasn't an easy adjustment.
Seeing your sister act like the walking dead was even more trying.
All of it was because of that boy, who left her when things got hard. Mom only thought of "young love" and said "a little heartbreak builds character!"
Phil thought Edward was an ass, but that Bella was being a little dramatic about her first heartbreak.
Charlie and I shared a similar sentiment: Edward Cullen better not come back to Forks. If he does, I'll kill him.
I'd get away with it, too. Charlie would shut down the investigation because he'd be glad the boy was gone and wouldn't hurt his daughter any more.
I'd hurt him, especially but not limited to the fact that I wasn't quite sold about Bella falling down the stairs after she ran off. I don't think Edward pushed her, per se, but I don't think they told us the entire truth. Call it a gut feeling, or intuition, or whatever. I don't trust him or his family, aside from the good doctor. He's always seemed the most normal, from what I've heard.
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"Bella," I call, knocking on the door to her room. It was quit still, and I was waiting impatiently for her to answer. We had to go to school before we were late and got another day of detention.
"Bella!" I shout, knocking on the door again. I hear some rustling and watch as the knob turns, only to find my sister with her pajamas on, her hair a mess, and looking like she had been through a hurricane.
She blinked owlishly at me, almost like she was deciphering who I was.
I sighed through my nose, trying to be sympathetic to her. I guided her to the bathroom and made her brush her teeth while I untangled her hair. In an attempt to keep it from getting ratty again, I braided it back tightly and wrapped put oils on the ends to try and keep it from frizzing up.
"Sorry," she told me, staring blankly at the mirror. All the anger in my chest deflated, and for a second, I felt as hollowed out as she looked.
Hollow, empty, devoid of soul.
That's how she looked.
Anger ignited in my chest again, but not at her. At her shitty ex-boyfriend who left her in the woods because he was a coward and couldn't break up with her properly.
"Don't worry about it," I told Bella, "I'll get Charlie to write a note or something. I guess the driveway was extra icy this morning."
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The school day passed without much happening.
Bella's friend Mike tried to get me to pass something on to her, but I couldn't hear what he said before Jessica pulled him away without a glance at me.
I thought she was stuck up, but she wasn't a bad person.
Lunch was subpar again, the cafeteria food being lukewarm at best and cold in the middle of the mashed potatoes.
"I wonder if Charlie could threaten them into making the food better," I wondered aloud, poking at the food on my plate.
Bella remained frozen in time, staring at the seat beside me as if she was waiting for someone to appear there.
I sighed, shaking my head.
I hummed to myself as I continued to poke and prod at my food u til the bell rang to get back to class.
---
A few days pass.
Nothing changes.
Bella's still depressed and hardly living in the real world. She wakes up screaming from night terrors and Charlie's started to sleep in the couch so he doesn't have to get up from his bed anymore.
I've started to develop insomnia, I think.
I don't sleep until the early hours of the morning, since that's usually when Bella stays asleep, too.
I'm awake from six thirty in the morning until two in the morning.
My routine consists of waking up, getting dressed and ready for school, then getting Bella up and dressing her. It's about forty minutes allotted to each of us, and then an extra ten to get Bella's lunch ready and packed.
I go to school with her, go about my monotonous but peaceful day, eat a silent lunch with my sister, finish my day, and go back home.
When I'm home, I work on anything I didn't finish already. Sometimes I go in for work at the 24/7 diner at the corner of Wheatgrass and 74th, working the night shifts and getting home in time for Bella to stay asleep. I make my lunch from the food I got to take home from the Roy's Diner, I take a scalding hot shower, and I pass out for the four hours before I have to wake up again.
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Angela asked me how Bella was.
She seemed like the only one that truly cared about my sister.
Jessica was sour because she was ignored. Mike only wanted in her pants and was stringing Jessica along. And Eric was nice, but really only cared about the news paper and Angela.
"Is she getting any better?" Angela asked me, sitting down beside me at the table I was reading at.
"Not really." I replied, looking up at her for a minute. "Charlie's about to send her back to Jacksonville."
"Oh," Angela said, looking sad at the news. "Is there anything I can do for her? I try to invite her out, but she never shows."
I shrugged, "Not much to do. You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make her drink."
Angela nodded, her lips thinning for a moment before she got back up.
She patted my shoulder before she left, and I immersed myself back into my reading.
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Working the night shift at Roy's was never boring. We got loads of interesting people here. Charlie called the diner "a drunk's dream." Sure, it was a little sleazy and a lot of greasy food, but it wasn't horrible to be in. If you ignored the obnoxious 70s disco decor.
A duo of two men were sat in my section, both of them looking like hell.
"Welcome to Roy's, I’m y/n. What can I get started for you?" I asked, my peppy customer service voice grating on my own nerves so late at night.
They both had tanned skin in shades of bronze, and long, dark hair. One had it pulled up in braids down his back, the other's hair loose.
"A Pepsi, please," the first man said, and he looked to the other boy, "Jared, what do you want?"
Jared ordered a strawberry milkshake.
"Be right back!" I told them, spinning on my heel and going to get their drinks.
"How old do you think those guys in your section are?" Chelsea asked as I filled up the drinks. She was staring at the two I had just spoken to, and I shrugged.
"Dunno, don't really care." I said, "They look grown enough, I guess."
"Grown enough?" She parroted, laughing, "They all have to be at least twenty!"
Again, I just shrugged.
"Ugh, no fun." Chelsea said, rolling her eyes and disappearing into the back to go gossip with the cooks.
"Here are those drinks," I said, setting them down before each of the boys. "Anything to eat?"
"I want two number twos with lettuce, tomatoes, unions, and pickles, please, and a large fry." Jared told me, and I wrote it all down quickly. Two double patty burgers and a large fry was a lot to get down, but boys had large stomachs, I guess.
Sam spoke next, ordering, "A number three with tomatoes and lettuce only, with a number four with everything and a large fry, please."
Spicy chicken sandwich with everything on it and a pulled pork sandwich, I wrote, then said, "Be right back, then."
I handled my other tables until the food was ready, and I had to ask Kass to help me carry it all. When I set the food down, in front of them, they both thanked me and started eating. I grabbed their cups to refill their drinks, and when I was back to the table, most of their food was already gone.
"You two sure can put food away, wow," I said, setting the drinks down again. Jared had ordered another milkshake, and a water. Sam still got the Pepsi.
Sam smiled, looking weary but better. Color had returned to his face, and his eyes looked brighter.
"We're growing boys," Jared joked, and I smiled.
When they left, after ordering a slice of pie, I got a nice tip and a doodled wolf on the check.
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Bella went out with Jessica to see a movie, I think. I wasn't paying a lot of attention when she said it, I had a mountain of homework from physics and not nearly enough time to do all of it.
Charlie found Bella's wallet and told me to go give it to her, so I went to Port Angeles to find her.
I saw Jessica first, and she was watching in mute horror as Bella spoke to some strange man on a motorcycle.
"Bella!" I yelled, people glancing my way as I stormed up to her to snag her by her arm and drag her away.
For a moment, she looked hopeful, like she was expecting to see someone else.
"Oh my god, you're stupid!" I yelled, dragging her back to my car. "Do you not think about anything anymore? He could have kidnapped you! He could have done worse!"
"I just-" she caught herself, flinching, "I thought I knew him."
"Good lord," I said, swearing at her for her recklessness, "I thought Charlie would have told you about stranger danger, but I guess not! Maybe it's time for a refresh!"
Jessica trailed behind us as I berated Bella and lectured her over the dangers of strangers and dark alleyways and motorcycles.
I folded my sister into the passenger seat of my car, ordering Jessica in the back seat.
"But, uh, what about Bella's car..?" Jessica asked, staring at me.
"I'll get it tomorrow. I don't trust Bella not to do something else stupid with it now." I huffed, reaching over to buckle Bella's seatbelt and peeling out of the parking lot.
I dropped Jessica home safely and pulled into the driveway, marching back inside.
"Your daughter has lost all her sense!" I told Charlie, "Dad, you need to tell her about stranger danger again before she gets herself kidnapped!"
"Y/n, now wait a minute-" he started, glancing at the door as my sister came stalking in behind me.
"Bella, you wanna tell me what your sister is talking about?" Charlie asked, and I huffed as she just sighed.
She explained and got a stern talking to, but I wasn't satisfied.
I started going everywhere with her, after that.
When we weren't in classes, I was attached to her hip. Hell, I even started sleeping in her room with her.
She still kicks.
But the nightmares become less frequent when we have sleepovers every night.
I make her take care of herself by doing it for her, forcing her to brush her teeth and wash her face as I do her hair in the mornings and at night, packing a healthy lunch for her, and forcing her to keep up with her studies.
It's exhausting, but it's better than staying up until I cant anymore, and it's slowly getting me my sister back.
And then Jacob comes back into the picture
He and Bella are fixing up some old bikes. I have no interest in them, so I sit with them and listen as they talk.
Sometimes I draw some still life pictures of them, sitting together and working.
Sometimes I sleep.
Sometimes I do my homework like a good student.
Slowly, I started to trust Jacob with my sister. I started picking up more daytime shifts at Roy's, and I started to relax.
The nightmares still happen, but they've gone down to about twice a week now.
Sometimes she only wakes up crying, others it's the screaming again.
But progress is progress.
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"Y/n, I sat a group of three in your section. Booth in the far corner, babe." Makayla told me as I passed the host stand.
"Thanks, Mak," I said, hurrying to drop off my drinks to some travelers before going to my new table.
Ryan comes barreling my way to drop some food off, and I spin around him to avoid knocking into him and his tray of food. I get to the booth in the back, seeing some familiar faces.
"Hey guys," I smile, recognizing two of my favorite customers, "I haven't seen you two in a minute, how've you been?"
Sam, who I learned later from Charlie, had been the one to find Bella after she was dumped in the woods by Edward. I didn't care if he knew who I was or not, not really, because I knew who he was. I couldn't do much for him, but showing my gratitude for saving my sister through the Family and Friend's discount was enough for me.
"So busy," Jared complains, pointing an accusing finger at Sam, "He's had me doing chores for days and makes me take more if I don't do my homework! He's like my mom now!"
Sam rolls his eyes as I laugh, reaching out to flick Jared in the forehead. The two of them have been coming to
"You're working with me, I'm responsible for you. So sad for you." Sam says dryly, and I shake my head at their antics.
"Strawberry shake and Pepsi?" I ask them, my eyes tuning towards their new friend.
He looks rough, almost like Bella did. His long hair is pulled back in a hastily done bun, and his eyes are sharp and attentive. He looks at me oddly, his brows slightly drawn together and his eyes squinting slightly.
"What can I get for you?" I ask him, an odd feeling rising in my chest as I meet his eyes.
He's quiet for a moment before he takes a deep breath and orders a water.
I nod, taking down his drink order and turning towards the kitchen.
"Ooh, your friends brought someone new!" Chelsea crooned, coming to drape her arms over my shoulders as she watches me fill up the two cups in my hands. I roll my eyes.
"Chels, why are you always back here when you're supposed to be doing your work?" I ask, dragging her towards the milkshake machine as I fill up Jared's strawberry shake.
"I'm doing my side work! I got cut early." She says, smacking her gum in my ear. I cringe, reaching back to push her face away from mine.
"Love that for you, girl, but get your smacking away from my ears, please." I told her, hearing her laugh as I add a cherry to the milkshake and a drizzle of chocolate syrup. She walks off to go finish cutting her lemons and I put all three drinks on the tray to bring them out.
I set down the drinks and milkshake, turning the tray under my arm as I pull out my note pad to take down their food order.
"Number three, no unions, large fry, and a chicken sandwich, unions, tomatoes, lettuce, with a large fry." Jared rattles out, and I jot it down quickly. I turn to Sam and notice a distinct lack of his friend beside him.
"Chicken tenders and a large fry, number two and a basket of onion rings, please," Sam says, adding, "Paul will have the same as me, but without the onion rings and with fried pickles instead."
I nod, writing it all down.
"You want me to put a slice of pie in and bring it out later?" I ask, seeing Jared nod enthusiastically.
"That'd be great, y/n, thanks." I again nod at Sam's words, turning away and hustling to the kitchen to put in their order.
I service my other tables while the boys' food is being made, bustling around my section. I'm keenly aware of eyes on me, but I figure it's just someone waiting to get my attention so I can give them a refill.
When their food is ready, I bring it out to Sam and his group.
I set each of the baskets down before each of the boys, picking up their cups and going to get them refills.
They each eat quickly, and every time I pass their table, my skin prickles.
I try to see if it's one of them that needs my attention, but each time I look over, they're all engrossed in their food, or a conversation. Any time I look over, they're in tense conversation. I try and keep my distance so I don't disturb them, but I make sure to keep attentive to their cups and plates.
I sigh after a while, deciding that I must be making things up. No one seemed to be looking at me.
They ate quickly and I ran them their check. I was left with a good tip and a smiley face on the paper of the check beside Sam's signature.
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When I was finally cut to go home, I took a long shower and collapsed in my bed. When my eyes closed, I saw a picture in my mind's eye.
Dark eyes framed by thick lashes. My vision slowly panned out, and I saw dark eyebrows. There was a slight wrinkle between them, like the person was frowning. Slowly, my mind put together a strong nose, then high cheekbones, full lips, and a strong jaw. Finally, I saw long, dark hair framing this handsome face.
Slowly, I put a name to the face I saw in my mind.
Paul.
Why I was seeing Sam and Jared's friend, I had no clue. There was no denying that he was attractive, though. His angular face and sharp eyes made him look uninviting, but his sullen demeanor was softened by his full, almost pouty lips and well kept hair. His lack of facial hair made him look younger compared to Jared, who's scruffy chin made him look closer to twenty than to seventeen. The long, silky hair on his head had been messily pulled back, yes, but it served to make him look almost boyish, also.
I was pulled out of my thoughts when my door creaked open, and I peeled my eyes awake to see Bella standing in the doorway. Wordlessly, I pulled back the blankets around me and scooted over. She shut the door behind her and fell into my bed, sighing as I reaching out to pull the blanket over her shoulders.
I fell asleep shortly after, Bella's breathing steady almost immediately.
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Author's Note:
Hey guys!! This is my first fic ever! Please lmk what you think about it 🥰
Also, I plan to change some things about the story. I'm going on a mix of the books and movies, but I plan to change the timeline a little, change the logistics a bit, and make some of the characters a bit older because I don't like how literally everyone is like 16?? Anyway, I'll probably put out a chapter of all the stuff I change to get some feedback and stuff
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You’re mine. (Drabble.)

summary: (I can’t remember who requested this im working through my inbox!) When you and your sugar daddy, Sakuna get into an argument over you and your ‘infidelity’ you just can’t seem to keep your mouth shut. that calls for punishment.
Pairing: young, Sugar daddy!Sakuna, Sugarbaby!Reader.
“All you do is use my money and you think I won’t fuck you?” Sakuna moans, giving rough thrusts into your hips. He had been talking like this for a while. Repeating how useless you were, how he hated gold diggers like you, the whole nine yards over an argument where the both of you (mostly you) just couldn’t seem to find the wrong in your argument. It started off with you saying how you were still fucking other people because he doesn’t own you. From there, a lot of the moment was just smoke that ended or well is ending in him taking *his pussy like he’s never fucked before.
This was currently your second time cumming and not your last. “Kuna’ ‘m so sorry. Stop- please-“ You moaned, trying your best to move away from the man but he grabbed your hips every time and pulled you back to getting split on his cock. “Please-“ ‘Kuna was too dam focused on the rutting of his hips to even pay attention to your useless moaning like a fucking slut.
“You get a fucking allowance, an apartment, a car, a damn mutt, and you still aren’t- ngh- grateful for what I fucking do for you?” He asks, which is more of a moaning shout as he thrusts again and again into your cunt. Other than his curses, you could hear and feel your juices getting blended around in your pussy. “You’re fucking other dudes as if my cock doesn’t satisfy you enough!”
“Maybe you don’t- oh fuck baby more.” You moaned, trying to get more of his thrusts, the overstimulated feeling now changed with pleasure as yet another orgasm was ripping through your core. Until he pulled out…
Dazed, you turned to look at the demon; eyes as big as saucers. “Wh-Why’d you stop?” Sakuna stared at you with an unreadable face. Instead of answering your lust driven question he grabbed you by your hair, forcing you off the bed and to your knees. You wince in pain.
“You think you can just disrespect me in my own fucking home? Then you won’t cum again until you realize that you’re mine for the rest of fucking eternity.” He screamed as he dragged you into your designated ‘play room’ with a rough hand. “I’ll show you and that fucker you fucked who the fuck i am, bitch.”
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Hi! i hope you just enjoyed and if you did you can request more in my asks. I answer all of them and love to have more ideas for what to write. Make sure to eat two meals and drink water!
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helloooo! can i request nezha x female!immortal reader and their love is frowned upon? (maybe something to do with classes or with his backstory?) thank you!

nezha x reader (most versions apply)
short asf bc im sick and i have so much work to catch up on ☹️
- being a servant to li jing, you often bumped into his son, nezha
- while he was now a lot more constrained, in his younger days he was very disobedient, often dragging you into whatever mess he’s gotten himself into
- you were less of a servant to him, more of a friend - and eventually, something more
- the prince absolutely insisted on hiding any of your interactions from his father since he knew the heavenly king would go mad
- like the third lotus prince courting one of his MAIDS??? dawggg he’s going to strangle nezha so bad
- due to the whole “inferior, superior” situation, nezha tries not to initiate anything, sorry henni it has to be you💔
- due to the monkey king being captured and contained, nezha had a lot of free time, which is rare for him
- he’s using it all to spend time with you WBKK
- erlang would figure out that you two were a unit due to his third eye (and the fact that nezha gets uncharacteristically nervous when youre around)
- he won’t tell, only because he thought you two were good for each other and he doesn’t get paid enough to gaf
- also blackmail purposes
- to conclude, it’s a pretty secretive relationship, but it’s super fulfilling, it gives you something to look forward to after work
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Hello! I hope your taking requests
ciel x reader, it’s like an au where ciel is still the Queen’s Guard/Watch Dog except Queen Victoria is replaced with the reader as the Queen. Not like future Queen like she is ruling the country. She is still very young, perhaps one or two years older than ciel with a crown that is too big for her head and heavy making her movements slow. She’s much like the Queen of Hearts from the original Alice in Wonderland. With her being very strict and easy to offend, often leading to the beheading of people. Other than that she is quite calm and likes it when people make her laugh. She’s very well educated and efficient with all the responsibilities that follow behind her even at her age, so she has quite a lot of free time that she spends with ciel.
Queen! Reader HCs (Ciel Phantomhive)
𝗔/𝗡: 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗲𝗻𝗷𝗼𝘆!
𝙒𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚? ⇒ 𝙈𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩
𝙟𝙤𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙙 𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚𝙧?
𝙗𝙪𝙮 𝙢𝙚 𝙖 𝙘𝙤𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙚?
You weren’t expecting to rise to power so quickly and yet here you are
For the most part, your subjects are fine with you…or perhaps it’s that they fear you
Nevertheless, you still do know that deep down inside, you’re still young at heart
So maybe that’s why you like to spend so much time in your guard dog’s manor
Because Ciel is a polite and respectful enough boy to you
And admittedly, you’ve grown to see him as a friend in between the long hideaways in his library and the quiet tea-time sessions you both share in his garden
You feel that although your relationship started purely transactional, this relationship the two of you have could bloom into something more one day
Or maybe that’s just you coping with the fact that you’re never surrounded by anyone your own age these days
…And maybe all the times Ciel has offered to fix your hair and your crown for you is really starting to mess with your heart (but that’s an issue you and your court can deal with on another day)
That being said, his staff is nice enough too
Sebastian is probably the most efficient butler you’ve ever met, and the other three make you laugh much more than they disappoint you
They’re much better than the boring and stiff members of your staff who always drag down your mood by acting too prim and proper (especially in the moments when you don’t want that!)
So the Phantomhive Staff make the perfect excuse to visit your guard dog for a bit of relaxation time
And although you’re still his queen and he is still you’re loyal subject
It is truly nice to meet a boy who doesn’t fear your every word and lives in a house full of people who make you laugh every time you come to visit
#ciel phantomhive x reader#ciel phantomhive#black butler fanfic#black butler fanfiction#black butler#black bulter x reader#kuroshitsuji#kuroshitsuji x reader#kuroshitsuji fanfiction#kuroshitsuji fanfic#x reader#xreader#fanfic#fanfiction
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Heyyyy author, may I request a Kei Uzuki (Sakamoto days) x reader smut fanfic? One where Kei Uzuki is in heat and gets wet dreams about the reader🙈 the thought of impregnating his lover and his seed in her just keeps flowing through his mind (breeding kink) and one thing led to another.... Sending lots of love💕💕
Wet Dreams
Kei Uzuki x Fem! Reader ( mixed reader black & your race)
(Requested)
Genre: Smut
Warning ⚠️: Breeding kink, rough


Being the wife the wife of Kei Uzuki came with its own perks at times. One of those perks which was being able to visit the science lab whenever you wanted. While most of the time it was to see your husband of course, but there was a few times that you visited only to see the small children that were kept in the lab. Of course you don’t tell him this .. which is why Kei cold gaze was focused on you. Watching as you smile as play with the small child, the way your eyes light up when the child showed you a small drawing they had done. Feeling his heart skip a beat as a sudden wave of possession. Not paying the scientist any mind as , she rambles on about the new results they had on one of the children in the lab. If only you had known ..him seeing you smile and cheerful with a random child would lead you to this.
Now in your husband office, your clothes scattered over his office floor long forgotten spread out on his desk your legs spread apart as your hands are tied together in front of you leaving your naked body on full display in front of his blue eyes.Teary eyes locked on your husband as Kei kneels in front of his desk between your spread legs eyes locked on your pussy watching as your juices slowly drip from your needy hole , a slow grin forming on his plump lips as his blue eyes lock one your {eye color} eyes.
“Awe .. what’s ts the matter princess..” Kei says voice deep with lust and amused as his blue eyes watches you, one of his hand gently squeezing your inner thigh that’s now covered in his hand prints and bites from his previous actions as you whimper. His thumb slowly smearing your juices on your outer lips teasing causing a moan to slip past reader lips as you look at your husband pleading.
“K-Kei..” reader moans legs trembling as he slowly teases your sensitive clit causing your back to arch slightly off the desk , your nails digging into your legs
Groaning as Kei stands to his feet , removing his hands from your thighs as he slowly unblocked his belt before freeing his cock harden cock from his boxers. Kei’s eyes never leaving watching as you look at him, his hand slowly stroking his cock as the other tabs your waist pulling your a bit closer towards the edge of the table, tapping his cock against your pussy making you whimper. Moving his cock towards your entrance , rubbing his tip in a teasing manner against your entrance smearing the pre cum from his tip on your entrance before lining up to your entrance. Reader eyes widen as you see his huge, throbbing erection. Biting your lip. Feeling his tip against your entrance. Reader whimpers, trying to hold still.
“Baby..p-please..” reader whimpers eyes looking at Kei pleading for him move and stop teasing you
“So pretty like this princess..” Kei says looking down at you his hands helping your hips in place as his hips thrust forward, a moan slipping past your plump lips as you feel his cock stretch you open, your walla tighten around him pulling him in deeper as Kei groans, not letting your adjust to his size even though he fucked you a hundred times since you both been married.
“S-so ..*reader moans your walls clenching around his cock as your back arch’s off the desk, his cock sliding out of you before slamming back into you at a faster pace. Feeling the tip of his cock kiss at your cervix as you arms wrap around his neck pulling Kei closer to your naked body.
“You’ll look so hot carrying my child..” Kei groans looking in your teary eyes as you walls clench from his words as Kei cock roughly fucks into your tight walls,causing Kei to groan as your wetness coats his cock with each hard thrust he gave you. Making Reader feel every thick inch of his cock inside her. The sound of skin against skin fills the room mixed with the sounds of your dripping pussy as Kei pounds into you, making readers eyes roll back as Kei fuck each thrust more harder than the last. Being completely at his mercy, your a hands tugging at the back of his shirt as he fucks in you his movement moving faster as you feel his cock push deeper inside you, causing reader to only whimper and take Kei’s rough thrusts. Her pussy is soaking wet, making a mess on the desk as you pound into her.
“So..close K-Kei.”reader moans louder looking in his eyes as his blue eyes meet yours intensely, showing both his desire and amusement at being able to make you so loud. He pounds into you harder, knowing exactly how to make your body tremble.
“K-Kei!!w-wait..”reader moans louder using your small hands to try to push him back a bit to get him to slow down as your hands try to push at his chest , feeing his cock hit your g spot repeatedly your legs shake violently as you eyes water , small tears falling from your eyes feeling overwhelmed with the amount of pleasure he gave you.
"Too sensitive?" Kei teases, his voice low and husky. He adjusts his angle slightly, hitting your G-spot with precision. Kei smirks, slowing down his thrusts but not stopping completely. He knows exactly what he's doing to you and enjoys every second of it.
“KEI..MM P-PLEASE” reader moans, your moans starting to fill the room your walls tighen around him
Kei bites back his own groan as he feels your walls tightening around him, squeezing his hardened cock deliciously. His pace quickens once more, determined to make you cum. Sweat beads on his brow as he flexes his hips, driving into you desperately.
“C-cumming..KEI!!”moans feeling a knot form in the pit of your lower belly as your arms warp around your husband as you hit your climax your legs shaking as you juices coat his harden cock. Your loud moan echoes through the office, making Kei’s muscles tense. He grips your hips tighter, nails digging in your hips slightly as he pistons into you faster, extending your orgasm. His blue eyes watch your body fall apart beautifully.
“N-NO MORE ..K-Kei!!!” Reader moans as your eyes water tugging at the back of your husband’s shirt as your arms stay holding on to him for dear life , his cock continues to pound into you pussy. Kei’s breathing becomes ragged as he feels you tugging at his shirt. He's on the brink of his own orgasm, knowing he can't hold back much longer. With a final thrust, he buries himself balls-deep inside you, growling loudly as he cums violently causing reader to whimper feeling his hot seed cover your womb as you eyes roll back
Groans as Kei’s eyes slowly open feeling his harden cock twitch inside his boxers realizing that it was just a dream he was having. Breathe hitches as he feels your sleeping figure move beside him, glancing over at the clock that sat on the night stand beside him seeing that it was only 3 AM causing him to let out another groan of frustration…he really didn’t want to bother his sleeping wife but at the same time he couldn’t sleep after a dream like that it didn’t make it any better that he’s been wanting to impregnate his pretty wife for a while now. Turning on his side to face you, looking at yoru face as you sleep peacefully, slow breathes slipping past your plump lips. Slowly Kei’s eyes trail down your body, your harden nipples showing through your thin silk white night gown as it stopped at your mid thigh. Reaching his hand towards your breast giving it a gently squeeze as a soft moan leave past your plump lips, your eyes still closed as you sleep not aware of your husband’s wandering hands as they slowly move down pulling your night gown over you hips laying it across your lower belly. Moving down to be face to face with your white laces panties pressing gently kisses to your clothes pussy as you squirm a bit in your sleep causing him to slowly spread your legs apart , sliding her panties to the side.
Using his thumb as he rubs your entrance earning a moan from you as his thumb slowly moves up to your clit, rubbing in a slow circular motion you lips slightly part as your breath hitches in your sleep , groaning quietly as Kei removes his thumb from your wet pussy replacing his thumb with his mouth, eyes rolling back slightly as you wetness coats his tongue, moving his tongues slowly around your clit a few times before sucking at your clit gently making you jolt a bit as your body squirms a bit in your sleep , holding your legs open with his strong arms causing his muscles to flex as he starts to devour your pussy, gross int as he tongues slips inside your entrance before tongue fucking you at a past pace. Your back arches off the bed as your eyes snap open looking down at you Kei , widen slight seeing him devour you , eating sloppily at your pussy as your walls tighen tarp idm his tongue feeling your climax near as his hands grip at your waist holding your hips down against the bed keeping you in place as you legs shake his tongue moving to lick and suck at your clit as you hit your climax. Feeling your juices slowly deep out of your pussy as it covers the sheets beneath you.
Slowly pulling his lips away from your pussy , your juices covering his lower face and lips as his slowly licks his lips clean , climbing on top of you as you look in your husbands blue eyes, his eyes filled with lust as desire as his leans down his lips catching yours in a passionate kiss as your lips move in sync. Your arms wrapping around his neck as his hands rub up your waist towards your breast giving your right breast a squeeze, using his other hand to free his hard cock from his boxers, his tip leaking of pre cum as he gives his cock a few strokes before lining his tip to your entrance, his large hands slowly moving to your hips as he holds you in place not breaking the kiss once as his tongues slips inside your mouth causing you to moan, your tongues fighting for dominance. In one swift motion of his hips as he cock pushes deep inside you causing you to mom in the kiss as he positions his tip to your g spot before his cock starts to move inside you at a fast pace. Pulling away from the kiss as your back arch’s off the bed eyes locked on your husband as he stares back into yours.
“Fuck your tight..” Kei groans as he fucks in you as Reader whimpers softly, clinging to Kei’s gaze as Kei fills her completely, wrapping your legs around Kei waist, pulling him deeper. Holding your hips tighter, his nails digging in your flesh as his tip hits your womb repeatedly.
Reader moans grow louder, your hips meeting Kei’s thrusts as you nears your peak. Kei eyes darken with lust as he looks down at yoh , tears slowly following out your eyes as they roll to the back of your head, noticing how reader’s entire body trembles at his deep, passionate strokes.
"Oh Kei...fuck!!" Reader whimpers, losing herself in the feeing of your husband’s cock as it pushes deeper into your womb causing your legs to shake violently around his waist, felling his cocoon twitch deep inside you as he lets out a loud groan his hot seed shooting up your womb as reader convulses around Kei as she reaches her peak, pulling him deeper into her quivering womb. Kei feels as your belly contracts under his hands, pulling him in closer. His thumb rubbing slowly circular motions on your hips as you come down from your high before slowly pulling his cock out of you, seeing his seed mix with your juices as they slowly sweep out of you, laying beside you as he pulls you in his chest holding you tight as you both catch your breathe as you slowly drift to sleep , Kei kissing your forehead before soon falling asleep to the sound of your steady breathes
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I'll Love You 'til the Grass Around My Gravestone is Deceased
post azkaban sirius black x fem!reader
CHAPTER THIRTY (see full series list here)
warning: bit of an emotional start, sorry
October 31st, 1981
“Hey, love, are you feeling any better?”
After a lot of straining and groaning, you manage to turn your head just enough on the pillow to be able to take in the person who’s just entered the room: Sirius, your husband — and for the past two days, your servant, practically.
You sniffle, one of your nostrils completely blocked, giving a wry smile. “Not at all.” Your voice comes out raspy and it grates against the back of your throat. “I don't know what I did to deserve this but fuck I am never doing it again.”
He chuckles softly, gently stroking your hair out of your face. “Look on the bright side. At least you're not in St Mungo’s.”
“Not yet.” You blink lethargically at him, fighting the urge to drift off to sleep, sighing. “Have we gotten any trick-or-treaters?”
He raises an eyebrow, chuckling. “What are you on about?”
You raise a hand lazily, waving it about in front of him in strange explanation. “It’s a Muggle thing…kids dress up and come to the door…give them sweets…”
Sirius listens while you babble incomprehensibly about Halloween and Muggles, and places a cold wet cloth on your forehead, relieving the immense heat emanating from your skin. You breathe a sigh of relief.
“We don't have any pain relief left,” he says gently, as if he’s worried talking too loud will irritate your body even more. “I’ll pop out and get you some in a little bit.”
You shake your head vigorously, alarm bells going off in your head. “No, no, stay here. Don't leave tonight…have a bad feeling…”
“Probably because you’re sick,” he answers with an amused smile, placing a fresh box of tissues on your bedside table. “I won't be long.”
But you really do have a bad feeling, and you know it's not from the illness. You have a sinking feeling in your stomach of worry, a sense that something bad will happen tonight. You want him to stay by your side just in case.
“No, stay, Sirius, please,” you say weakly, your body betraying your brain as your eyelids get heavier and you have to fight to keep them open. “Please, don't go…something bad will happen.”
He continues stroking your hair soothingly, wiping the cloth across your forehead. “Nothing bad will happen, I promise. I’ll be back before you know it.”
You grab his arm with what little strength you have, your body aching with the movement. “Please, please don't go. I’m being serious, stay here, please…”
He stands up, tugging the covers closer to your body. “Get your rest, love. You’ll feel better when I have your medicine.”
You open your mouth to say more, but this time the words don't come out. You bring a hand to your throat, feeling it burn each time you try to say anything.
“Sirius…”
But he's gone. He's left the room and soon, as your eyelids finally shut over your eyes, you can hear the revving of his motorbike outside and the sound of him driving off into the night.
Bright light when you’re jolted awake by someone shaking you vigorously tells you it’s morning. Your eyes snap open, feeling extremely disoriented, and peer up at the unfamiliar face above you.
“Come on, get up now…”
“Huh…?” You blink, bringing a hand to your eyes and rubbing them, your head pounding. When you open them again, Barty Crouch is wide-eyed, staring back at you. In a mixture of sickness and shock, you let out a string of rattly coughs and he jerks away from you, wrinkling his nose. “Mr Crouch?”
“Get up.”
With effort, you manage to sit up against the headboard and take in your surroundings. You realise that what you had taken for the morning sun streaming in through the windows is actually just the lights in your bedroom, making you squint. Crouch isn’t the only one here — there’s about six other official-looking people — a few other Aurors you recognise from the Ministry.
What the fuck is going on? Are you dying? What was in that medicine Sirius got you?
“Mr Crouch what — what are you doing here?”
“You didn’t hear what happened, then.” He looks back at his co-workers, and they start muttering to each other conspiratorially. Can’t they just leave? Can’t they see you need rest right now? This must be a dream because if it were real Sirius would keep them out of your room.
“You’re going to have to come with us.”
“What?”
Crouch leans to say something to another man, and you manage to catch the end of his sentence: “ — no state to answer questions, we’ll have to take her in.”
You groan, reaching for the water on your nightstand and gulping the glass down. You feel sick, and you don’t know if it’s from anxiety or your flu.
“Where’s…where’s Sirius?” you say, craning your neck to look past the people in case he’s hidden behind them.
Crouch bites his lip and exchanges a glance with the workers, another set of mutterings passing around the group.
“Just…come with us, and we’ll explain everything. We’ll get you a potion for your illness.”
You look around at all the sets of eyes staring at you. One man standing near the back is glaring at you as if you’ve just killed someone.
“No, where is he?” You pull back the covers and feebly swing your legs over the side of the bed, sitting up. “Where the fuck is Sirius?”
The man who’s been glaring at you steps forward from the back of the group to speak to Crouch, though he makes no effort to hide his words. “Stop being so nice, Crouch. Let’s get this over with.”
Crouch looks down at you, frowning, as he takes in your appearance: dishevelled and in your pyjamas, nose and eyes red.
“You’ll need to get dressed.”
You stare around at them, shaking your head. “Not until you tell me what’s going on.”
“You’ll find out. Get ready.”
“Tell me what’s going on or I’m not going anywhere.”
Crouch hisses in frustration but before he can get another word out, the angry man steps forward and produces his wand. “This isn’t a fucking tea party, Barty. Stupefy.”
When you wake, you're sitting in a chair. Blinking rapidly, you take in your surroundings: Crouch’s office. He sits across from you, hands folded in front of him as he stares at you.
“You're awake.”
You groan, your limbs stiff and sore. “Fuck — barely.”
Crouch sighs and looks behind you, and when you turn around you notice Moody standing behind you, leaning on his staff with a grim expression.
“Sir?”
Crouch pushes a tall glass of water towards you across the desk. “Have a drink.”
Your heart is pounding — what is going on? Have you done something wrong? Oh god, what about that paperwork you forgot to file last week? It was a complete accident, you just lost track of time —
“Go on.”
Nervously, you pull the glass towards your lips and gulp it down, grateful for how it soothes your throat. Oddly, you don't feel sick anymore — your headache is gone, your nose is clear and you don't feel the urge to cough and sneeze every ten seconds. They must have given you a potion while you were out. How long were you out?
Crouch waits while you drink and doesn't speak until you've finished every last drop. Then he clears his throat. “Last night, James and Lily Potter were murdered by He-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named.”
The monotone way he says it makes you feel like you've heard him wrong.
“What?”
“They were betrayed by their Secret-Keeper. By Sirius Black.”
You don't say anything. You can't say anything. James and Lily are dead? This can't be happening. This is just a nightmare, right? It's a horrible, terrible nightmare. There is no way that in the real world, your best friends are dead. There is no way that in reality, your best friends are dead and your husband is the reason why. Sirius would never do that, you know he would never do that — he wouldn’t even tell you anything about where they were hiding, he would never compromise their safety like that —
“Sirius Black killed Peter Pettigrew and twelve muggles in one blast.”
Wake up, wake up. This is just a nightmare. Your brain is just playing a cruel trick on you — maybe it was the medicine…yeah, that sounds about right. Potions and medicine always make your brain act funny —
“You got all that?”
“No, I – I don’t underst—”
“Harry Potter survived. No one knows how. He destroyed the Dark Lord. They are calling him ‘The Boy Who Lived’.”
This is all too much for you. You don’t understand — what does he mean James and Lily are dead? And — and Sirius is the reason why? And how could Harry survive, he’s barely a year old — it can’t be real. How could they be dead? And where is Sirius? You need to see him, you need to talk to him, you just need him right now —
Slowly, you look over your shoulder at Moody, still standing silently against his staff.
Your lip trembles and when you speak it's barely audible. “Tell me I’m dreaming. Please, please, please tell me this is a fucking dream.”
His magical eye swivels and stares back at you, studying your face. It feels like he’s analysing your face, like the answer is written on your cheeks as plain as day. There are dark, ashy bags under his eyes. His lip is cracked and split on one side, crusty with dried blood. Did he sleep at all last night? Probably not — Moody never sleeps. But this looks different, not the usual after-effects of his insomnia — it’s worse than that.
He shakes his head and your stomach lurches.
This is happening.
Crouch’s expression remains the same. “I have no tolerance for Death Eaters or anyone who aids a Death Eater in any shape or form, Mrs Black, so I am going to waste no time playing nice. Are you, or have you ever been, a part of the Dark Lord’s following?”
“No.”
The answer comes out of you before you can think — you barely even register the question in your head before your mouth is blurting out the word — oddly monotone for your current state: trembling from head to toe, trying your best not to vomit, eyes stinging.
“Did you know of your husband’s involvement with the Dark Lord?”
“No.”
Again, you don’t even realise what he’s asking when the word falls out of your mouth. It’s like you have no control over what you’re saying at all.
“What — what the fuck — “
“Did you ever cover for Sirius when he was spying for the Dark Lord?”
“No.” You stop, hissing in frustration. “No, no — Sirius, he — he wasn’t a Death Eater, he isn’t a Death Eater, he would never — “
“He is,” Crouch says. “Whether you knew it or not, he has been working with the Dark Lord for quite some time now.”
You shake your head, unable to stop yourself from crying. “N-no, no…Sirius was James’s best friend, they were like b-brothers — he would never sell them out like that —”
“Then how did the Dark Lord find out where the Potters were hiding?” Crouch says sharply. “No one knew that information but Sirius. No one was able to reveal that information but him —”
“No,” you sob. “No, no, no, no, no —”
“The sooner you accept it, the sooner you can move on.” Though his words might seem sympathetic and comforting to some, he says them with little to no sympathy whatsoever.
“There must be a mistake,” you sniffle, skin burning from the tears streaming down your cheeks. “That’s not what happened, Sirius, he — he was just gone to the shop —”
A hand comes to rest on your shoulder. “There were witnesses. They saw him kill Pettigrew and those Muggles.”
You shake your head, sobbing. “No, no, no, no, no! T-that’s not what happened, that can’t be what h-happened —”
“Have you ever acted on orders given to you by the Dark Lord, or any of his followers?”
“No.”
Your hand flies to your throat instinctively, as if there’s something wrapped around it that you want to release, and you stare back at Crouch, the light on his desk pulsing in the corner of your eye. Your eyes wander to your empty glass on the desk.
“Did you — d-did you give me fuck — fucking truth serum?”
A vein bulges in his neck, his lip twitching. “Of course I did. Did you expect me to just take everything you say as truth? You’re married to a Death Eater.”
A million different emotions are coursing through you. You feel like getting sick. “Sirius isn’t a Death Eater, he isn’t — and I’ll p-prove it to you, let me show you his arm, he doesn’t have the m-mark —”
“That is no surprise. He was a spy!” Crouch snaps, voice raised. “If he had the mark he would never be trusted by the Potters!”
This is too much. You can’t think in this — it’s too warm in this office, your clothes are sticking to your skin and it's suffocating, your throat is burning, you need some fresh air —
“Where is he?” You gasp. “Sirius. Where is he? Please, let me talk to him, please —”
“He is on a one-way trip to Azkaban,” Crouch spits. “And he will never return. For what he has done, he deserves no better.”
“When can I see h-him?” you say desperately. “His trial, his trial, when is his trial — “
“There won’t be one.”
Your heart feels heavy and you close your eyes, falling back in your chair as you sob. “What? What do you mean there won’t be one?”
“He is a mentally deranged and dangerous criminal,” Crouch says, hatred in his eyes. “We have an eye-witness account for what happened, there is no point in arguing when the verdict is clear. It is a waste of time.”
“No, no, that’s not fair, he deserves a trial just like everyone else.” You’re breathing heavily and suddenly it feels like there isn’t enough air in the room to fill your tired lungs. “You — you can’t just send him to Azkaban like that!”
“I can.”
“But — “
“The man has murdered thirteen innocent people!” Crouch bellows, his face red with anger. “Poor Peter Pettigrew, he was your friend! He tore after Sirius, told him just what he thought of his betrayal, and was murdered for it! Twelve innocent civilians, victims of his sick and twisted mind! James and Lily, betrayed by their closest friend — Harry Potter, betrayed by his godfather!”
His eyes are bulging out of their sockets and his fists are clenched on the desk. The room goes silent but for your uncontrollable sobs and Crouch’s heavy breathing across the desk from you. You screw your eyes shut and silently beg anyone listening to take it all away, to make this day never happen. To turn back time and keep your friends alive. Anything to get rid of this obliterating feeling.
“You got what you wanted, Barty,” Moody grunts from behind you. “Give the girl a break.”
When Moody takes your arm and pulls you out of Crouch’s office, you can barely see straight. You desperately try to process everything that’s going on, but it’s impossible. The very notion that James and Lily could be dead is inconceivable to you. Not your best friend, not your Lily, who promised you’d be best friends until you were old and frail. How could someone so sweet and wonderful, so full of life — how could she ever die? How could someone ever snuff out that perfect, unending light that was her soul? She always told you that your kids would grow up together, that they would be the best of friends just like you were — how can you ever come to terms with the fact that she will never get to see that become a reality? How will you ever adjust to life without James’s grins, without his constant jokes and laughter — who will you and Lily laugh at, how will you watch the way her face lights up when he enters the room if he’s dead?
Workers stare at you as you pass through the halls with Moody, they turn and anxiously whisper with their colleagues, but you don’t even notice. When Moody sits you down in his office, he doesn’t say anything. He says absolutely nothing and lets you stare at the chipped wood of his desk, lets you sob and weep and scream and wail, lets you mutter and babble incoherently.
The next day the Minister of Magic, Millicent Bagnold, gives you more Veritaserum and interrogates you with similar questions to Crouch. You scream and roar about Sirius — you just want to talk to him, you just want to see him — and when it gets you nowhere Moody takes you back to his office and silently lets you stew for hours again.
This routine continues for a week. Every day someone seems to have a new question to catch you out — one that will finally reveal that you knew something, or you helped someone — each new person bringing a fresh glass of water laced with a hefty dose of Veritaserum. You've actually gotten good at tasting the difference between the water they give you and the water Moody gives you, which is clean and potion-less, straight from his hip flask.
When you get home it doesn’t feel like home. You step in the door and cry, hot tears stinging your eyes. You spot a photo on your kitchen counter — it’s you and Sirius, on your birthday. You're sitting at the kitchen table, and his arm is around your waist while you lean into him, a gleeful grin on your face. It sets you off and in a fit of rage you throw it against the wall, shattering it. The second the photo hits the floor you’re filled with regret, and you rush to assess the damage. You try and repair it with your wand but you can’t focus properly on the spell, and spend an hour trying to carefully glue it back together with shaky hands.
You can't do anything. You feel bad doing the things you enjoy, like listening to music or reading a book — Sirius can't do these things in Azkaban. James and Lily can't do these things in death. You have no appetite and the days seem to blur and blur until you have no idea what time it is.
Why did this have to happen to your family?
♡*。♡*。
December, 1995
You don’t think you’ve ever been as excited when Christmas break finally arrives. The last two years have been spent at Hogwarts, and the others at your parents’ house with Remus. Your parents love Remus — he’s like a son to them. And now you finally get to spend it with everyone you love, especially Sirius. However, getting to Grimmauld Place for the holidays isn’t as easy as expected.
A few days before the end of term while you’re helping decorate the entrance hall, Umbridge approaches. “Excited for Christmas, professor?”
It takes you a second to get over the initial shock of her actually speaking to you, and you turn back to your decorations. “Yes.”
“And where will you be staying this Christmas?” she asks. “As Hogwarts High Inquisitor, it is pertinent that I know where all staff are over the period in case I should need to contact them with anything urgent.”
She smiles at you and you resist the urge to gag at the sight of her.
“I’m going to my parents’ house,” you reply, lifting some tinsel in the air with your wand and lining it along a portrait of an elegant woman standing beneath an apple tree.
“How festive!” the woman in the portrait comments.
Umbridge cocks her head with interest. “Your parents? But I have heard that you usually stay at Hogwarts.”
You shrug. “Thought I’d switch it up this year.”
“Is there any particular reason this sudden change was brought on?” she asks, smiling condescendingly.
You pick up the box of decorations with one hand and turn to her. “I miss them.” Before she can interrogate you any more, you march away from her, fixing boughs of holly and mistletoe branches as you go.
You join the rest of the students on the Hogwarts Express back to King’s Cross, taking the time to carefully wrap presents and write cards. It’s a lot of work to get home. You’re not going to risk heading straight to London to Grimmauld Place, not with the chance of being followed — which you expect every time you leave Hogwarts. You go to the house first, pick up some extra clothes, before getting on another train to your parents’ house. You have dinner with them there and trade gifts until nightfall, when you pack up your things again and, disguising yourself as best you can, make your way to Grimmauld Place with Dubh sleeping soundly in your bag as you go.
“Well, you better be honoured that I went through all that zig-zagging across the country just to see you,” you say when Sirius greets you at the door. You don’t think the grin on his face could be any wider when his eyes meet yours. Remus follows him through the corridor, smiling.
“Believe me, I’m more than honoured,” Sirius says, striding forward to place both hands on your cheeks and bring your mouth to his, kissing you desperately. You drop your bags in surprise, chuckling against his lips. When you pull back, his head follows you and you laugh, putting your hands on his shoulders to gently push him back.
“Easy, Sirius, we’ve got company,” you tease, nodding at Remus, who rolls his eyes.
Sirius turns to Remus, grinning. “Can’t let me have a moment, can you?”
He shrugs. “Guess not.”
You give Remus a hug before heading into the kitchen, where Mrs Weasley is busy preparing dinner. There are bags under her eyes when she turns to greet you, the stress of Arthur’s injuries clearly getting to her.
“Let me give you a hand, Molly,” you say, and though usually she would tell you not to be silly, this time she accepts your help gratefully, allowing you to take over most of the workload while she busies herself with setting the table.
Sirius is in a brilliant mood, singing Christmas carols as he sets about the place putting up decorations. You don’t think you’ve seen him this happy in a long time and it calms your anxious heart. He works tirelessly up to Christmas Day, determined to make the house unrecognisable — and he actually manages to do a pretty decent job of turning the dusty old place into a warm, cheerful home. Garlands of holly and gold and silver streamers hang from the chandeliers, and a great twinkling Christmas tree, acquired by Mundungus, hides the Black family tree from view. Mistletoe branches are placed over the entrances to different rooms, and every chance he gets Sirius is pulling you under one to steal a kiss. Even the elf heads on the wall are wearing little Santa hats and beards.
He wakes up early on Christmas Day like a child desperate to unwrap their presents and shakes you awake, much to your annoyance.
“Sirius, this better be good —”
“Just look.”
He points at the window, grinning, and after rubbing the sleep out of your eyes, you turn to look at what he’s pointing at.
There, at the window, is a brand-new telescope, aimed at the sky above. A glittery gold bow has been stuck to the top of it.
“You were complaining about not having your telescope here over the summer, that the one at home is too difficult to transport, so —”
You beam, throwing your arms around him gleefully. “Oh, I love it, Sirius!”
You kiss him, lingering for several moments to relish in the feeling of his lips on yours, unable to fight the smile on your face while you do. You thread your fingers through his hair, giggling.
“How did you even buy it? Don’t tell me you left —”
“I didn’t leave the house, no,” Sirius says with a roll of his eyes. “I sent Remus to get it and gave him the money.”
You smile good-naturedly at him. “Poor Remus.”
He snorts.
You kiss him one last time. “You are the absolute best. I love you.”
He smiles and you pull away to reach under the bed and produce his present, neatly wrapped in red and gold wrapping paper. Curiously, he unwraps it to reveal a small bottle of dark blue liquid, turning it around in his hands before his eyes widen in shock, laughing.
“I — how did you get this?” he says in disbelief. “I thought it would be discontinued by now.”
You beam. “I never reveal my secrets.” You nod at him, smiling. “Go on, test it out. I want to see if it’s actually the same.”
Sirius pulls the cap off the bottle, aiming the nozzle at his wrist and spraying it, rubbing it in with the other before holding his wrist out to you to test. Leaning forward, you sniff and laugh, grinning at him. It’s the cologne he used to wear for years before his capture, he used to say it was his signature scent. The same cologne you remember smelling inside your Amortentia potion in sixth year.
“Perfect.”
He smiles at you, pulling you towards him to kiss you again. “Thank you,” he breathes between kisses, smiling against your lips. “You’re perfect. I love you.”
When you finally disentangle from each other, you get dressed and head downstairs — though not before you’ve thoroughly inspected your new telescope, delighting in the cleanness of it and the crystal-clear focus of the untouched lenses.
In the kitchen, Harry, Ron, and Hermione are peering into Kreacher’s den opposite the pantry and Mrs Weasley is standing at the stove, sniffling when she wishes you both Merry Christmas. You’re about to check what’s wrong when Sirius taps your side, silently shaking his head.
“Percy,” he whispers near-imperceptibly into your ear, and you nod in understanding. Then he raises his voice, “I’ll get the turkey.”
He heads into the pantry and you make your way over to the kids, smiling. “Happy Christmas, guys. What are you up to?”
“I have a present for Kreacher,” Hermione explains, laying a package on top of the rags and blankets in the dingy cupboard, right beside the glass photos Kreacher hoards of Sirius’ family. She frowns. “But he’s not here…I guess he’ll find it later, it’s fine.”
“Come to think of it,” Sirius says, emerging from the pantry carrying a large turkey as Harry closes the cupboard door, “has anyone actually seen Kreacher lately?”
“I haven’t seen him since the night we came back here,” says Harry. “You were ordering him out of the kitchen.”
“Yeah…” Sirius frowns. “You know, I think that’s the last time I saw him, too…he must be hiding upstairs somewhere…”
“He couldn’t have left, could he?” Harry suggests. “I mean, when you said ‘out’, maybe he thought you meant get out of the house?”
Sirius shakes his head. “No, no, house elves can’t leave unless they’re given clothes, they’re tied to their family’s house.”
“They can leave the house if they really want to,” Harry contradicts. “Dobby did, he left the Malfoys’ house to give me warnings two years ago. He had to punish himself afterward, but he still managed it.”
Sirius looks slightly disconcerted for a moment, meeting your eyes, before he shakes his head. “I’ll look for him later, I expect I’ll find him upstairs crying his eyes out over my mother’s old bloomers or something…of course, he might’ve crawled up into the airing cupboard and died…but I mustn’t get my hopes up…”
You can’t help the laugh that escapes you, though Hermione looks reproachful.
“Thanks for the presents, by the way,” Harry says, smiling at the two of you.
You beam back at him, thinking of the book on defensive spells and the treats from Honeydukes you had left at the foot of his bed last night. “You’re very welcome!”
You receive an assortment of different kinds of magical teas from Remus, noting with interest the box of earl grey that apparently makes the drinker see everything in black and white for a few minutes, and the green tea that gives levitation. In return, you buy him a set of expensive oil paints which he delights in, promising that you will be the first person to get a painting made with them.
After you have dinner, the Weasleys, Harry, and Hermione, head to St Mungo’s to visit Arthur along with Moody and Remus to escort them. You had intended to go, but upon seeing the look on Sirius’s face when everyone leaves, you decide against it.
Before they go, you shove two small bags into Remus’ hands. “Give these to Frank and Alice, will you? Oh, and give this to Arthur.”
You hand him a paddle with a ball attached to it by a string — another Muggle game you hope will keep him entertained in St Mungo’s.
“Of course.”
The place is oddly quiet without everyone else, and you feel a rush of sympathy for Sirius at how lonely the house feels without anyone in it. It reminds you of the silence in your home without him there.
But at the same time, it’s nice. You stand side-by-side as you wash the dishes, handing them to him so he can dry them with a tea towel, and relay all your grievances about Umbridge.
“And then she said, ‘I know you’re hiding something…or should I say someone?’ and she smiled — you do not want to see her smile, by the way, it’s unnerving — but she thought she was well clever, as if she’s the first person to ever think that I could be hiding you away somewhere —”
“Well, you are, to be fair.”
“Yeah, but she doesn’t know for sure. She just thinks I am,” you say matter-of-factly, handing him another plate.
The scene is so domestic, that it’s almost foreign to you. You went over a decade without him and strangely, it’s little moments like this that you missed the most. Quiet, everyday things.
“Oh, and Mam and Dad said to tell you they said hello,” you say, smiling. “I think my dad misses you quite a lot — or maybe he just misses having someone to order around.”
Sirius chuckles, plates clinking as he returns them to the cupboard. “He always made me work every time we visited. And it’s not like I could say no, either — don’t want to get on the wrong side of the in-laws.”
“A flawless plan, really.”
He hums in agreement, sighing. You hand him the last few cups and he places them in the press before dusting his hands off. “I suppose I should look for Kreacher, before he decides to turn our bedroom into a shrine for my mother…”
Later, it's revealed that Kreacher had been hiding up in the attic — Sirius found him covered in dust, no doubt searching for more Black family relics.
When everyone else turns in for the night, it's just you and Sirius left in the kitchen. You let out a yawn as he drums his fingers on the table, before his face lights up with intent and he stands up and moves away from the table. Curious, you watch as he produces an old record player and blows the dust off of it, then he carefully pulls the needle onto the record and with a crackle, soft music starts playing.
Sirius extends a hand to you, smiling. “Care for a dance?”
You laugh, looking up at him in disbelief. “Oh, you're not serious…I haven't danced in forever —”
“That doesn't matter. Neither have I.”
He pushes his hand further to urge you, and you hesitantly place your hand in his and allow him to pull you out of your seat and into the middle of the floor. The space you have in the kitchen is limited, but it doesn't seem to bother Sirius at all.
Gentle but firm, he places the hand not holding yours on your lower back, and you place your free hand on his shoulder, your face inches from his.
He starts to lead you in a slow sway, and strangely enough you find yourself moving without thinking, muscle memory kicking in. Sighing contentedly, you slot your head into the crook of his neck. You can smell his new (or old?) cologne on his skin.
“Do you think we would’ve been good parents?” you ask softly. “If we had got the chance.”
You feel the nod of his head as he hums. “We would’ve been the best parents, love. And our kids would be lucky enough to inherit all our incredible genes.”
You chuckle, reaching your hand up to his hair to gently pull at the soft strands. “I think they would get your hair.”
“And your eyes, I hope.”
“They’d be clever.”
“And funny — and they'd all be Gryffindors, no doubt.”
You raise an eyebrow. “They’ll all have my smarts, you know. They could be in Ravenclaw.”
Sirius laughs. “Oh, really? Well, if you were so smart then why weren't you placed in Ravenclaw?”
You shrug, biting back a grin. “I look better in red.”
He gently spins you around to the music, and your eye catches on one of the Weasleys’ scarves on the kitchen counter, red and gold sparkling in the light.
“Everyone would love them,” you say, smiling sweetly. “They'd ace every subject and brag about how cool their parents are.”
“They'd dress cool and have incredible taste in music.”
You chuckle, heart aching at the what-ifs. The what could have happened. “They’d be kind to everyone.”
“But not afraid to stand up for themselves.”
“They'd be like you.”
“They'd be just like you.”
✧*。✧*。
On the very last day of the holidays, you sit at the kitchen table beside Sirius, the room completely silent, as he glares across at Snape. You're not sure, but you think he might be trying to incinerate the man with just his eyes — though so far he has made no progress.
Harry enters the kitchen, looking quite puzzled and nervous to see Snape sitting there. “Uh.”
“Sit down, Potter.”
“You know,” Sirius says, leaning back on the rear legs of his chair as far back as he can and looking up at the ceiling, “I’d prefer it if you didn’t give orders here, Snape. It's my house, you see.”
An ugly flush rises in Snape’s face. Harry sits down on Sirius’ other side, the three of you facing across at Snape.
“I was supposed to see you alone, Potter,” Snape says, a familiar sneer curling his lips, “but the Blacks — “
“We’re his godparents,” Sirius says loudly.
“I am here on Dumbledore’s orders, but by all means stay, Black, I know you like to feel…involved.”
“What's that supposed to mean?” Sirius lets his chair fall back onto four legs with a bang.
“Merely that I am sure you must feel — ah — frustrated by the fact you can do nothing useful for the Order.”
Snape's lip curls in triumph and your fist clenches under the table.
“Asshole,” you mutter under your breath, though still loud enough for Snape to hear, based on the way his eye twitches slightly.
Snape turns to Harry. “The Headmaster has sent me to tell you, Potter, that it is his wish for you to study Occlumency this term.”
“Study what?” Harry says blankly.
“Occlumency, Potter. The magical defense of the mind against external penetration. An obscure branch of magic, but a highly useful one.”
“Why do I have to study Occlu — thing?”
“Because the headmaster thinks it a good idea,” Snape says smoothly. “You will receive private lessons once a week, but you will not tell anybody what you are doing, least of all Dolores Umbridge. You understand?”
“Yes,” Harry says, thumbing the sleeve of his jumper nervously. “Who's going to be teaching me?”
“I am,” Snape answers.
“Why can't Dumbledore teach Harry?” Sirius says aggressively. “Why you?”
“I suppose because it's a headmaster’s privilege to delegate less enjoyable tasks,” says Snape silkily. “I assure you I did not beg for the job.” He gets to his feet. “I will expect you at six o’clock on Monday evening, Potter. My office. If anyone asks, you are taking Remedial Potions. Nobody who has seen you in my classes could deny you need them.”
He turns to leave, his black travelling cloak billowing behind him.
Sirius sits straighter in his chair. “Wait a moment.”
Snape turns back to face you, sneering. “I am in rather a hurry, Black…unlike you, I do not have unlimited leisure time…”
“I’ll get to the point, then,” Sirius says, standing up. “If I hear you're using these Occlumency lessons to give Harry a hard time, you'll have me to answer to.”
“How touching,” Snape sneers. “But surely you have noticed that Potter is very like his father?”
“Yes, I have,” Sirius answers proudly.
“Well then, you’ll notice he's so arrogant that criticism bounces off him.”
Sirius pushes his chair aside roughly and strides around the table towards Snape, pulling out his wand as he goes. Snape whips out his own. They square up to each other, Sirius looking livid, Snape calculated, his eyes flicking between Sirius' wand to his face.
“Sirius!” You say loudly, but he appears not to hear you.
“I've warned you, Snivellus,” he says, face barely a foot from Snape’s, “I don't care if Dumbledore thinks you're reformed, I know better —”
“Oh, but why don't you tell him so?” Snape whispers venomously. “Or are you afraid he might not take the advice of a man who has been hiding inside his mother’s house for six months very seriously?”
You would jump in but before you can even think about opening your mouth, Sirius is biting back at him.
“Tell me, how is Lucius Malfoy these days? I expect he's delighted his lapdog’s working at Hogwarts, isn’t he?”
“Speaking of dogs,” Snape says softly, “did you know Lucius Malfoy recognized you last time you risked a little jaunt outside? Clever idea, Black, getting yourself seen on a safe station platform…gave you a cast-iron excuse not to leave your hidey-hole in the future, didn't it?”
Sirius raises his wand.
“No!” You yell, moving to try and get between them. “Don’t be stupid —”
“Are you calling me a coward?” Sirius snaps at Snape.
“Why, yes, I suppose I am.”
The door opens and the entire Weasley family, plus Hermione, enters the kitchen, all looking very pleased with Mr Weasley walking proudly in their midst, dressed in a pair of striped pajamas.
“Cured!” he announces brightly to the room. “Completely cured!”
He and all the other Weasleys freeze when they take in the scene before them: Sirius and Snape with their wands drawn and pointing into each other’s faces, and you and Harry beside them, watching on in shock.
“Merlin’s beard,” says Mr Weasley, the smile sliding off his face. “What's going on here?”
The two men lower their wands, both wearing twin expressions of the utmost contempt. Snape pockets his and sweeps across the room, saying nothing to the Weasleys as he passes, and pauses at the door.
“Six o’clock Monday evening, Potter.”
He leaves, and Sirius glares after him, wand held tightly in a white-knuckled grip at his side.
“But what's been going on?”
“Nothing, Arthur,” you answer, stepping forward to greet them, “nothing to worry about.” Over your shoulder, you shoot Sirius a reprimanding look, before turning back and plastering a smile on your face. “So, you're cured? That's brilliant, Arthur, really! Great news, honestly…”
“Yes, isn't it?” says Mrs Weasley, leading her husband into a chair, beaming. “Healer Smethwyck worked his magic in the end, found an antidote to whatever that snake’s got in its fangs, and Arthur’s learned his lesson about dabbling in Muggle medicine, haven't you, dear?” she adds, rather menacingly.
“Yes, Molly, dear,” Mr Weasley responds meekly.
Dinner that evening is a cheerful one, though you can tell that Sirius is far from the happy face he's putting on at the moment. When he's not laughing at loudly at Fred and George’s jokes, or offering everyone more food, he falls back into a sour expression.
When you get ready for bed that night, taking off your jewellery, you look over at him.
“I thought you would know by now not to listen to Snape’s goading,” you say. “He only says that stuff to rile you up.”
“I know, I know—”
“Didn't seem like you knew that,” you say, a bitterness lining the edges of your words.
“You heard what he said about James, about Harry,” he mutters angrily. “What kind of person would I be if I didn't defend them?”
“You don't need to defend them with your wand. He only wants to get a reaction from you, and you're giving him exactly what he wants. Leave the wand in your pocket next time. He has nothing on you.”
With a clink, you drop your earrings into the little ceramic plate on your nightstand.
He huffs in disagreement. “He's right about one thing: I’m of no use to the Order sitting here.”
You turn to him sharply, moving forward to sit on the bed beside him. “Forget the Order. Sure I'm not much use to it either, staying at Hogwarts all the time, am I?”
He opens his mouth to refute this but you continue talking before he can say anything.
“You’re of use to Harry. You don't realise how much he needs you,” you say softly, pulling a lock of hair behind his ear. “He really loves you, Sirius, and he is a lot better off now that you're in his life. Nevermind what Snape said — he might be doing the most for the Order, but that doesn’t automatically make him a good person. He is cruel and enjoys ruining the happiness of others. You do not, and for that you are a million times better than him.”
He leans into your touch, sighing. “I would have killed him.”
You snort, laughing. “He would've killed you. You might've been good with your wand when you were twenty, but Snape’s got a decade of practice over you while you were in Azkaban.”
He moves against your hand to press a kiss to the inside of your palm, before falling back on the bed with a loud, exasperated sigh.
“I hate him.”
You laugh. “Me too, Sirius, me too.”
✧*。✧*。
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Y/N: *all flustered, with her hands on her cheeks, nervous*
Do you think Sanji knows that I like him?
Nami: *turns her head seeing Sanji not too far from them with a bouquet of flowers with heart eyes looking at Y/N*
...
Y/N: Nami?
Nami: Nope. He definitely doesn't know that. (=-=)
Note: This was based on a drawing that I did the other day, it was funnier in my head😔✋️
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Mud Blood
Hello all! This is my first ever post on tumblr and first fanfiction I've ever written! Please tell me if there are any problems or criticisms you have thank you so much for taking the time to read! Hope you enjoy <3
Pairing : Sirius black x reader
Summary : y/n gets into a duel with someone during class and has to deal with the consequences after. luckily sirius is right there to comfort her.
Warnings : mentions of blood, slight torture, angst/comfort
Y/n walked as fast as she could back to the common room without drawing attention. She kept her head low and put a hand over her eyes as if to block the sun. No one paid her much attention luckily since most of the hallways were already bare since classes for the day were over.
She muttered the password to the fat lady, ignoring her concerned stare. She looked up finally and saw her friends all sitting around the common room waiting for her. “There you are darling! We’ve been wait- Y/n? What happened??” Sirius asked already making a beeline toward her.
She whimpered and tucked herself into his chest, her arms wrapping around him before she began sobbing. Sirius wrapped his arms around her with mild hesitation due to his confusion. Her best friend Lily stood up from the chair she was sitting in with James. “Y/n, my love I can’t help you if you don’t tell me what’s happened” Sirius explained whilst trying to rub his arms down her back soothingly.
Y/n could do nothing but sob into his chest and began to struggle to breathe. Lily noticed quickly the change in her breathing pattern having been her roommate for the past 6 years. “Sirius! She’s not breathing properly she needs to sit down, she’s having a panic attack!” Lily exclaimed. Remus noticed the blood dripping off y/n’s wrist. He gasped and pointed out the blood to Lily beside him. Sirius turned and looked at the group and then back at the girl in his arms becoming increasingly unconsolable.
He led her back to the couch behind him and sat her down. She immediately replaced his chest with her hands to cover her face. Sirius too notices the blood and tries to grab Y/n’s wrist before she yelps and tries to move away from him. Lily makes a run for her dorm room after telling Remus to go get a wet rag. Sirius at a loss for words stares at his partner and tries to remember any breathing exercises she had taught him in his moments of panic. He gently grabs her forearms near her elbows and pulls them down from her face. She makes blurry eye contact with him and still lets out gasps of breath. He puts his hands on her face and says “breathe darling, it’s alright, you’re alright”. She stares back and manages to get out “I- can’t” through her gasps. He puts one of her arms on his chest over his heart and tells her to copy his breathing. He takes deep and slow breaths and she slowly manages to calm down her breathing some.
Lily behind him hands him her water bottle she ran to fetch from their dorm. He hands it to y/n along with some tissues James had handed him. Once y/n finally calms down she looks at everyone in the group, staring back at her with varying faces of worry. Sirius kisses the palm of her right hand and then her forehead. “Please. What happened darling? We only want to help, please.” He begs her and stares into her eyes. Tears begin to well again and he wipes them as soon as they escape past her eyelids. She takes another deep breath and looks down to the floor. “It’s my fault really” she starts off and begins to retell what happened to her.
Earlier that day
“Alright class settle down! Today we will begin to learn how to duel!” professor Green exclaims to her very excited DADA class. Murmurs go around the classroom as students stare at the platform in the middle of the class. Professor Green begins to go into her spiel about how the class will be learning how to duel against members of the other house, in this period it is Gryffindor and Slytherin. She explains how these spells are NOT to harm, only to disarm or disorient their opponent. Remus and y/n make looks at each other while he mumbles, “Yea I’m positive slytherin will listen to that” and she snickers quietly. Professor green begins to select students one by one to duel on the platform. After about 5 successful duels professor calls out “Y/L/N! and Black!”. Y/n makes a shocked look to Remus who just shrugs and mutters “be careful”. Y/n quietly shuffles up to the stage where she meets the wild eyes of Bellatrix Black. She smirks at Y/n, clearly thinking this will be an easy match.
The professor has them bow, take a few steps, and ready their wands. They stare at each other with their wands raised. “3, 2, 1, duel!” professor Green exclaims. Bellatrix shouts “Alarte Ascendare!” attempting to raise y/n up in the air. Y/n quickly deflects the charm and shoots one of her own back, forcing Bellatrix to also deflect. She makes a look of shock before sending spell after spell y/n’s way attempting to best her. Eventually she gets frustrated and starts yelling hexes at y/n. Professor Green notices and yells at the two of them to calm down. Bellatrix loses focus momentarily to look at professor Green and y/n takes her moment to yell “ Evanesco!” which throws Bellatrix into the air, slamming her into the wall behind her. Professor Green rushes on stage to break up the duel before someone gets seriously hurt and steps infront of y/n. “Alright that is quite enough! Ms.Black please pick yourself up. Class is dismissed for the day, no more dueling”.
A few slytherins gather around Bellatrix whilst y/n runs to Remus and a few of their other gryffindors. He grabs her arm and exclaims “y/n! That was bloody brilliant! You handed it right back to her!” y/n shyly smiled at him and looked back to where she left Bellatrix who was now standing with a murderous glare in her eyes. Y/n’s smile quickly drops before she turns back to Remus to say “lets get out of here and go to lunch yeah?”. He nods and they make their way to the great hall.
They sit in their normal spot making light conversation while they wait for their friends. Slowly everyone makes their way into the great hall and into their seats. Whilst y/n listens to a debate going on between James Remus and Peter, she feels arms snake around her neck and lips kiss her forehead. She turns in the arms to smile at her boyfriend Sirius. He smiles right back before leaning down to press a quick kiss to her lips. “Hi darling” he says sliding in the seat next to her, “Hi love” she responds back. Remus breaks away from their debate to yell “Sirius! Your girlfriend is insanely brilliant!”. “Well what else is new?” he jokingly throws back while piling his plate with food. Y/n nudges him and listens to Remus retell the story of her and Bellatrix dueling in class. Sirius makes looks of surprise and happiness as he listens. At the end of the story he turns to y/n who is bashfully looking down at her food and muttering about how “it wasn’t all that fantastic as he makes it out to be”. He smacks a kiss on her burning cheeks and says, “It definitely was darling you’re just too sweet to admit it. I am rather proud of you for defeating that evil witch regardless” to which she just rolls her eyes and smiles right back at him
James and Peter ask various questions toward her throughout lunch such as “were you terrified?” “how terrified were you?” “did you think you were about to die at the hands of your future cousin in law?” which earned a lot of laughs from the group. After the endless questions stopped they talked about their plans for the night to sneak off to Hogsmeade and go to the Three Broomsticks. Eventually, lunch ended and they all went their separate ways after agreeing to meet back in the common room after dinner to leave as a group.
Y/n’s classes dragged on as normal until her final class in transfiguration with professor Mcgonagall. As she was taking advanced transfiguration she had to take hefty notes and pay attention the entire time, ignoring her pressing bladder until after class. Finally after class she was one of the last ones to leave after asking Minnie one last question about the unit they were currently on. She made her way out of the classroom and down the hall to the 3rd floor bathroom to relieve herself. She didn’t notice however, the eyes following her every move. After relieving herself she began to wash her hands in the sink. The door to the hallway closed which she didn’t think much of until she heard someone murmur a locking spell. She looked up in the mirror to make eye contact with Bellatrix. She had a sick smile on her face and y/n quickly whirled around, before she could do anything though Bellatrix exclaimed “Expelliarmus!” and y/n’s wand went flying. She backed herself onto the sink and gripped it with both hands, “Bellatrix… What are you doing here?” she shakily asked. Bellatrix only laughed her awful laugh whilst taking slow steps toward her. “You really think I’d let you go easy after you embarrassed me in class today? A filthy mudblood like you ought to learn her place”. Y/n took wary steps back until her back hit a wall, her breathing was shaky and she knew she was in trouble. “Bellatrix please, I never intended to embarrass you. I am so terribly sorry” she says now becoming cornered. Bellatrix cackled and mocked her “Aw you’re so terribly sorry! YOU SHOULD BE! Filthy mudbloods infiltrating our school and even dating purebloods like my cousin and ruining our bloodlines. You’ll be sorry you ever existed after I’m through with you”.
She murmured a spell y/n didn’t know which caused vines to sprout from the ground and walls and wrap themselves around her body. She screamed and writhed but could not stop the vines from dragging her down to the ground. Bellatrix smirked over her body and leaned down over y/n. “Please I’m so sorry, please let me go” she begged. The slytherin girl only laughed and pressed her knee down on y/n’s arm, “Oh how I do love when the begging starts”. She then took her wand and pressed it to y/n’s left wrist, the one currently being held down by Bellatrix’s knee.
She began to carve something into her skin and y/n screamed and writhed beneath her. She began to scream for help as hot and heavy tears rolled down her face. “Oh keep screaming you stupid girl as if I hadn’t put a silencing spell on the room already. Scream until your throat runs dry” Bellatrix said amusedly.
A ghostly head appeared from one of the stalls, “leave her be this is my bathroom Bellatrix” moaning Myrtle exclaimed, mustering every ounce of courage she had after hearing her hurt a fellow muggle born. Bellatrix whirled on the ghost and yelled “stupefy” at the girl which sent her screaming and crying back into her stall.
The minutes of agony began to blur together to y/n until it was over with. Her throat was raw and rough after screaming so hard. Bellatrix grinned wickedly at y/n’s wrist and grabbed it, “Want to see my lovely work?!” she turned the wrist out to y/n and forced her to see what she had done. She only gaped at the word now scrawled across her wrist and leaking blood. “Mudblood” had been scratched into her wrist. Bellatrix cackled at her response and stared back at her work.
Y/n blocked out what happened next due to the shock and fear running through her body but when she finally came to Bellatrix was gone and the vines were too. She turned on her side, held her wrist close to her chest and began to sob uncontrollably. She should’ve never dueled Bellatrix. She should’ve never went to class that day or even attended Hogwarts at all.
During her spiral Myrtle emerged from her stall and rolled y/n’s wand to her. “I’m so sorry” she muttered before going back into her stall sputtering and sobbing herself.
Y/n attempted to collect herself and grabbed her wand and bag. She stood up and looked into the mirror to see her reflection staring back at her. Her eyes were red and puffy. Her cheeks stained with tear tracks. She looked a wreck. She quickly wiped her cheeks, put her hands over her eyes and took deep breaths before walking quickly out of the bathroom to the common room.
The present
The group stared back at her with varying faces of shock, disgust, and anguish. She turned back to Sirius who looked at her with tears in his eyes. He looked down to her wrist being gripped by her hand. “Please” he manages to get out and holds out his hand. She takes a steadying breath and hands him her wrist. He rolls up her sleeve and multiple gasps are heard throughout the room. Y/n pulls it back from his hand and begins to cry again. “I’m so sorry Siri please don’t hate me, I didn’t mean to upset your cousin”. He sits next to her on the couch and pulls her into his chest. Pressing a kiss into his hair he says “I could never be mad at you darling. I am so sorry I wasn’t there to help you and that this happened to you. I am so so sorry”. She feels his tears roll into her hair as he holds her.
Remus steps forward with the wet rag Lily had told him to grab and hands it to Sirius after pressing a consoling hand into y/n’s shoulder. Sirius takes the rag and gently washes her wrist, apologizing when she hisses at the contact.
“Y/n please tell me you’re going to go straight to Professor Dumbledore and tell him what happened” James says from his chair where he is consoling an also crying Lily. Y/n shakes her head, too afraid of what may happen if she does. She is met with multiple protests from the group and how she has to tell him what happened. She lays her head on Sirius’s chest and says, “I can’t. She may do something even worse that I don’t even want to think about right now. My head is pounding and I’m so drained”.
Sirius takes that as his cue to scoop her up in his arms and say “I’m taking her to our dorm to relax and unwind. You lot feel free to continue off to Hogsmeade without us. We’ll catch up with you later”. Nods go around the group as the two make their way up the stairs and into the boys dorm.
He carefully lays her on his bed and presses a kiss to her head before murmuring to wait there. He disappears off into the bathroom and y/n curls into her side with her wrist tucked into her chest.
He comes back shortly with a first aid kit and takes her wrist gently into his arms. He spreads some anti bacterial salve over it before wrapping it gently. He kisses her forehead before taking her into his arms and laying her on top of him. She instantly curls into him and he pets her hair. Both of them sitting in a tension filled silence.
“I should’ve never come to Hogwarts” she whispers through tears. “Don’t say that” he quickly replies back, holding her even tighter to his chest. “It’s true, I don’t belong here. I am a mudblood after all” she mutters back. He lifts her face to his and stares into her eyes searching them. He then begins to kiss all over her face. He kisses her tears, he kisses her eyes and then reaches down to grab her wrist to kiss there too.
“I don’t care what this says. I don’t care that you’re muggle born, I don’t care that you snore in your sleep. I love you for you. I wouldn’t change one thing about you. You were made for me darling I don’t think you realize just how much I need you. I would be lost without you. Please don’t say things like that again. You’re everything to me” he says quietly through his own tears.
She reaches up to press her lips into his and they kiss for what feels like eternity. “I love you so much” she says back after pulling away. He kisses her again and says, “I love you more. Rest darling please you’re safe, I’m not going anywhere”.
She lays her head back on his chest and begins to feel the pressure built up in her throughout the day disappear. She knows in her heart this is right where she is meant to be. With him. Mudblood or not.
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October 21- Breath Play (Sebastian Michaelis, Claude Faustus) ❤️
Warnings: 18+ readers only, breath play. . . and honestly that's really it. Some mentions of aftercare I suppose
Copyright: I do not own Sebastian Michaelis, Claude Faustus, or any other Black Butler characters. I also do not condone any copying of this.
"We won't hurt you." Claude promised, towering over you as Sebastian lounged on the bed behind you. You glanced over your shoulder to see that the other demon looked rather bored, his amber eyes meeting yours, the corner of his mouth lifting into the slightest of smirks.
"I know." You murmured softly, unable to look Claude in the eye. "I know I just. . . the idea of not being able to breathe is scary. You guys don't need to breathe so what if you forget?"
Claude took your chin between his fingers, making you stare into his golden eyes. "Y/N. Do you really think we would forget something as precious as that?"
"No." You replied honestly.
"Good." Sebastian purred in your ear, making you jump seven feet in the air, crashing into Claude as you hadn't heard the other demon approach at all.
Claude shot Sebastian an annoyed look as he helped you steady yourself. "Really Sebastian? It's almost as though you want to prove yourself careless."
"I'm sorry kitten." Sebastian smirked, lifting your hand to kiss the back of it in apologies. "We truly will keep you safe however."
You let out a deep, shaky breath. "Okay."
Sebastians' eyes glimmered, "Excellent."
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You were kneeling on the bed, wearing black lingerie. Black had never been your favorite colour- you had thought it made you look rather pale and unflattering- but Sebastian and Claude loved seeing it on you. They made you feel beautiful, not the clothing that you wore for a few minutes before they tore it to shreds.
You took a deep breath, something you were doing every twenty seconds. Despite their reassurances and despite you knowing that they would never hurt you, especially with something as simple as breath play- you had done far more complex and dangerous kinks- you were still a little nervous.
Your worry that they would forget you needed to breathe was at the top of your list. An entity that didn't need to breathe, caught up in the moment, might perhaps forget that the one they were with did need air.
But, Claude was right. They were demons and they were not negligent in anything they did. You were safe.
Footsteps behind you alerted you that at least Claude was in the room. He had always attempted to act more human with you, or at least not scare you as badly as Sebastian did. Sebastian seemed to live simply to make sure you jumped at his every move.
Claude had taken his gloves off, showing you the tattoo on the back of his hands as he ran his hands across your body, before ripping the bra away, massaging your breasts immediately. He sucked and bit gently at your neck and you relaxed into him, moaning.
"Eyes open." Sebastian whispered, breath fanning across your face. Your body tensed, flinching a little into Claude who let out an annoyed noise, pulling away from your neck.
You opened your eyes to find the slightly younger demon smirking, hovering in front of you. He was completely naked, showing you a lithe, thin, fit figure. His amber eyes hypnotized you and you shook your head at him slightly.
"One of these days you're really going to give me a heart attack, you know that master?" You asked, sinking back into Claude.
"And then," Sebastian whispered, starting at your throat with his tongue, before slowly working his way down your body. "I'll consume your soul and make you my slave forever."
You whimpered as he reached your naval, which was somewhat ticklish. Claude made another annoyed noise. He loved you being human and hated when Sebastian talked about such things as consuming your soul or your death.
The relationship between the three of you was complicated. You liked both of them- loved them even though you'd never say so to their faces (Demons did not grasp the concept of love). And they were both fond of you. They couldn't stand each other though, only tolerating each others' presence because of you.
Sebastian ran his tongue back up your stomach, before latching onto your breast. Claude's hands gently caressed your shoulders, his lips against your back. Slowly, he slid one hand up to cup your throat.
You let out a shaky breath, waiting for him to apply pressure. But Claude simply kept his hand there, teasingly, while Sebastian continued to lick and suck your breasts. It wasn't until Sebastian moved lower, laying his tongue flat against your cunt, that Claude squeezed, not hard yet, but lightly.
"We're taking this slow." Claude murmured softly as Sebastian sucked your clit into his mouth, teeth scraping over the sensitive nub. "I want you to be comfortable first."
You didn't know if Sebastian was going to stick with that, but you trusted Claude on his word at the very least.
Sebastian looked up at you, his hands tight on your thighs. You could see his tongue as it came out, slowly licking you, teasing you. You let out another nervous breath.
Claude squeezed your throat now, fingers coming up, pinching your nose lightly and just like that, you couldn't breathe. It was a strange, almost panicky feeling. You wanted to immediately react, throw his hand off your nose, tap out and use your safe word. But you kept yourself from doing so and thought of the fuzzy feeling that you were having.
You suddenly felt as though the feelings of Sebastian licking you up were heightened. Your cunt was immediately flooding with liquids and you came hard on Sebastian's' tongue, though you previously hadn't been as close.
Claude released your mouth and nose, causing you to gasp dramatically for breath. Claude kept a tight hold on you as you struggled on your knees, still trying to come to terms with it.
"Do you want to keep going?" Claude demanded fiercely. He was very protective of you and this kink had not been his idea, but Sebastians'.
"Yes." You breathed out, gaining control of your breathing now. "It. . ." You were trying to figure out how to explain it and you couldn't, so you just said 'yes' again and left it at that. Claude surveyed you for another moment and then nodded.
Sebastian pulled you away from Claude, sprawling you out on your back on the bed. He lifted your hips, thrusting into you, making you moan. Sebastian's hand covered your nose and mouth, pressing down hard so that you couldn't breathe. Claude hovered nearby so that he could watch you and Sebastian.
It was such an overwhelming, light-headed feeling. He was fucking you harshly while you couldn't breathe. You couldn't even explain the feeling of your lungs fighting for air that you weren't and couldn't receive, while simultaneously feeling like your body was on fire in pleasure.
Your body jerked, needing air, but Sebastian only pressed tighter against your mouth and nose. Claude's eyes were flicking between the two of before Sebastian demanded "cum" and you came without even realizing that you were on the brink of release. His hand moved away immediately, air swooping down your lungs in huge gulps. The mixed relief in your lungs with the overwhelming pleasure your body was riding on seemed to lengthen your orgasm.
Claude had pulled you into his arms once more, this time so you were straddling him, sinking down on his cock. He pinched your nose first as you started to ride him, moving yourself up and down in rhythm to breathing through your mouth.
This was slightly more uncomfortable, since your breathing sounded heavy in your ears. Claude released your nose, letting you breath fully again, using his demon speed so that you were suddenly under him, legs pushed back so your knees were against your breasts.
"Oh~" You cried out, moaning a little, before Sebastian pinched your nose and covered your mouth again. Claude's hand tightened around your throat as he pistoned into you. This time, you barely even noticed you were unable to breathe, instead completely pliable between them as the pleasure overwhelmed you.
It took about twenty-five seconds before your lungs were screaming again, but this time you didn't pay any attention to it, white spots dancing in front of your eyes. Hands were off of you as you careened over the edge, lungs filled with air once more.
You realized you were fighting to stay conscious and slumped forwards into Claude's arms, finally noticing that he had pulled you into his arms, body still sunk down on his cock.
"There we go pet." Claude whispered softly, tapping your cheek lightly with a glass of water. The condensation trickling down your cheek to the corner of your lip. He tipped the glass at your mouth, which you sucked up greedily, draining the glass in ten seconds. "Hi." He whispered as you looked at him again.
You smiled a little and then became a little surprised, noticing the time on the wall. "Wow, I didn't realize so much time passed." You murmured, "It felt like everything happened within five minutes."
Claude nodded, stroking your cheek. "I'm just glad you didn't black out at all. I'm not sure I can do the play again. It. . ." He hesitated, looking for the right word, but then softly admitted, "scared me I suppose is the best fitting word. If you want to do it with Sebastian, I'll monitor, but I don't think I can cause you harm like that, regardless."
"That's okay." You said, kissing his cheek, before snuggling into his shoulder. "You don't have to do anything you don't want. But thank you for doing it tonight."
He gently stood up, letting his cock fall out of you, before dashing to the bathroom where a tub of heated water sat. "Go ahead and fall asleep kitten." Claude whispered softly. "I've got you."
You rested your head against the cool tiled wall behind you and did just that.
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Tension II - rab
Description:
Regulus decides to apologise and you accept in a very gracious way.
Warnings:
Big angst / Use of 'mudblood' / Fingers in V / V Penetration / Virgin!Regulus
A/N:
This is not what I originally planned for this part two, but I guess that can be expected after such a long time between, sorry!!! I hope you enjoy the Big Feelings, Sad Boi Regulus, and Virgin!Regulus. Sorry about the ending, I want to keep this going cause I have some ideas and it was necessary unfortunately.
After your experience on the train, Regulus had become all but non-existent in your life. Your meeting with the muggle-born first years (where he gritted out the speech he left you to write and practically spat on the new wizard and witches' abilities) was the last time you'd seen him, save for the occasional glimpse around Hogwarts.
Whatever. You had better things to do than fool around with such a close-minded prick like him. No matter that the feeling of your own fingers had become a shadow compared to the memory of his scissoring inside you. Fuck...
Stop. You'd get over him eventually. It's not like you liked him, you just...no.
You tried to focus on detangling the knots in your hair as you yanked it out of its bun, wincing at your accidental aggressiveness. It was just your luck that you'd had a quidditch match today. Regulus had been wearing those tight pants under his quidditch robes and your thoughts had drifted towards how difficult it would be to slip your hand down them, costing you a goal.
Lost in the memory, you didn't hear the footsteps until whoever was right behind you. You jumped, having stayed late to have the place to yourself and wondering who the hell had come to disturb you. At the sight of Regulus, you gasped.
"What are you doing here?" You snapped.
He looked ghostly pale, his damp hair combed back and beginning to curl. Noticing his uniform, you realised you were in your bra and underwear, believing everyone to have vacated the showers.
Good. Maybe you could make him squirm.
His eyes flickered down your body before resting on the floor, his cheeks quickly growing red. He shoved his hands in his pants pockets and you smirked in understanding as to why. Well, he couldn't deny his attraction to you.
"Why the nerves, Black? Thought you hated me..." You turned to put your brush down on the bench beside you, head quickly swivelling back when you heard him mumble something under his breath. "What?"
He glanced up, eyes catching on your lacy bra before meeting yours. A muscle in his jaw twitched.
"I said, I don't hate you."
You stared in disbelief. What was he on about?
"Merlin, you had me fooled." You stood, taking a step towards him with your hands on your hips. "Pushing me away as soon as your fingers left my pussy," his adam's apple bobbed nervously and he glanced away, "Then ignoring me for the past two weeks like nothing even happened. And don't think I didn't understand your nastiness with the muggle-born first years being meant for me."
He looked at you then, eyes flicking between your own. His lips parted and then closed. A pink flash of tongue wet them, the fresh shine giving you thoughts of other ways he could use them.
Fuck, why was it so hard to be around him?
He sighed deeply, ran a hand through his hair, and then sat defeatedly on the bench behind him. You nearly asked if he was alright but held your ground.
"I-" He glanced at you before fixing his gaze on the tile, apparently the only way he could say whatever it was that was bothering him. "I don't hate you. And....and I'm sorry."
You stared at him hard, in shock. Had a Black ever said sorry in their lifetime? Sitting back down was the only response you could muster.
The corner of his mouth quirked like he understood your confusion before quickly resuming its downward position. The wrinkles already forming on either side made it clear he was used to the expression.
"Listen, I...I was embarrassed." He glanced at you quickly before looking away. "I'm....I've never...I had never..."
"You're a virgin?" The words left your mouth before you could stop them. He gave an almost imperceptible nod. What were you hearing right now? You had your suspicions but never in a million years did you think them to be true. Just looking at him, you couldn't process that no one had tried to get close enough to him to get him into bed.
Flashing back over the memory from the train, certain things began to jump out at you. His nervousness. How he thought you were in pain when you threw your head back in pleasure. The way he groaned into your shoulder when you....
"Holy shit, you came!" You didn't mean to practically yell it, your hand flying over your mouth.
His eyes were round saucers as he stared at you, cheeks growing impossibly red.
"Y/N, please..." The shine in his eyes made you freeze. "Please don't tell anyone."
You moved to sit beside him.
"Regulus, why would I tell anyone?" His head was in his hands now. He glanced over at you.
"What do you want?" You furrowed your brow in confusion. He studied your face for a moment. "You're not going to tell..." You shook your head, "So what do you want in return?"
"What?" You couldn't understand his thought process for a moment. Then it clicked. Everyone in his life always wanted something in return for treating him with decency. Nothing came free for him...
You had always been conflicted about Regulus. A shitty family can't totally excuse bad behaviour, but this...Merlin, fitting in with his family was about survival. Sirius had gotten out, sure, but you'd never heard anything about him trying to help Regulus. His only connection to a better, less hateful world had left him behind.
"Regulus," You slide your fingers into his, pulling his hand away from his face and into your lap. He looked at you and then away, obviously waiting for the other shoe to drop. "I don't want anything from you. I'm not going to tell anyone because that's our private business and no one else deserves to know. That's the least you deserve."
He glanced back at you, eyes flickering over the details of your face. His lips silently mimed 'our' and the corners of his mouth started to curve upwards.
You couldn't help it, all the tension from the past two weeks, the anger, and this loaded conversation, wore down your resolve. Plus, you were beginning to think maybe you didn't hate Regulus after all.
You kissed him, his lips just as soft and welcoming as on the train. He involuntarily moaned into your mouth and you smiled.
His fingers, impossibly gentle, ghosted over your exposed thigh. You angled yourself towards him and moved his hand around to your hip. He pulled away with a soft gasp, eyes searching your face.
"I don't know..."
You paused immediately, gripping his hand in yours and holding it chastely away from your body.
"We don't have to do anything, Reg. I want you to be comfortable."
He shook his head quickly, a smile like sunshine lighting his face and making your stomach flip. "No, I want to. Merlin, do I want to..." His thick brows knitted a cloud that cast a shadow over his face. "It's just...since I've never...I don't know how long I'm going to last. I mean, you didn't even touch me last time and..."
He looked to you shyly.
"Hey," You moved his hand back to your hip and his eyes tracked the movement, darkening as his skin made contact with the plump flesh just briefly covered by the band of your underwear. "We all have to start somewhere."
This time, he leaned in to connect your lips. You revelled in this subtle show of confidence and the way he flicked his tongue against yours.
"You're so beautiful," He whispered against your lips, his fingers teasing the edges of your underwear. "I've always thought so."
You pulled away enough to look into his eyes, realising suddenly that they were the deepest of blues, not black like you thought. He stared back, a nervous smile on his lips.
You studied his face. His lashes were thick like his brows, black and shadowy around his eyes. He had pinprick freckles over his nose and on the highest points of his cheeks. The bow of his lips was so perfectly formed you couldn't help but lean in to kiss him again.
He kissed back, more firmly this time. You felt the heat too, the urgency that was beginning to rise between you. His fingers dug into your hip and you sighed into his mouth in response. He took this as a good sign, moving his hand around to palm at your ass. You put your hand over his and squeezed so he'd grab you, not giving him the time to question as you slung one leg over his to straddle him.
He stared at you in awe and you felt the bulge in his pants harden further. You held his face in your hands, fingers spread over his cheeks, and ground your hips into him. His eyes rolled back with his head as he groaned out at the feeling.
"Is this okay?" You confirmed and his hands flew to your hips, gripping tightly.
"Merlin, yes," He just managed to slit his eyes to look at you, pupils blown so you could hardly see the rim of blue around them. You smirked down at him, keeping your eyes locked on his as you began to unzip his pants and pull him out of his boxers. He cursed as you gripped him in your hand, gently beginning to stroke him. "Fuck, I don't know that I'm even going to make it inside you, Y/N."
You laughed as he quirked his lips, smiling apologetically.
Deciding not to tease him any further, you slipped your underwear to the side and ran the head of his cock quickly through your dripping folds. Regulus cried out at the feeling but you swallowed the sound with your mouth, kissing him as you slowly lowered yourself onto him.
You moaned as his considerable girth stretched you out, his own sounds of pleasure already signalling that he was close. Rocking slowly against his hips, you focused on the friction of your clit rubbing against him. He gripped your hips so hard you were sure he'd leave bruises and you knew he was using all of his self control not to cum.
You quickened your pace and he gasped into your mouth. Pulling away, you moved your lips to his ear, giving a soft bite to shell of it. He groaned and his hands moved down to your thighs, still holding on like his life depended on it.
"Let go, Reg. I wanna hear how good it feels." You whispered into his ear. The flutter of your breath on his neck and the words you spoke sent him quickly careening over the edge.
"Fuck, Y/N!" He cried out, his head thrown back as his cock twitched inside of you with each thick stream of cum. You kissed along his exposed neck, slowing your movements as his quick, heavy breaths began to calm.
When he was nearly recovered, he raised his head to look at you, his cheeks flushed. He moved his hand between your bodies and rubbed his thumb over your clit, making you gasp.
"Shit, Reg, you don't-" He caught your lips in his, bucking his hips up gently as he rubbed generous circles on your clit. You moaned into him, his still-hard cock thrusting into you making the fire that already burned in your belly begin to spread.
He started to kiss your exposed chest, sucking at the skin of your breasts. When he began to soften inside you, he quickly replaced himself with the fingers of his other hand, working them faster until you were a cursing mess on top of him.
Momentarily abandoning your clit, he used his free hand to pull down half your bra, latching onto the exposed nipple with his tongue and bringing you to your breaking point.
You cried out his name as you rocked through your orgasm, falling onto him and trying to regain your breath once the waves of pleasure passed.
Finally, you pulled yourself up to look Regulus in the eyes. He smiled softly, cheeks still pink in pleasure.
His brows rose slightly, lips parting to expose a sliver of his perfect, white teeth. You moved off him and he quickly zipped himself up while you fixed your bra.
"So..." He began, nervous once again, his fingers playing with the sleeve of his sweater. "This doesn't mean anything, right?"
You stared at him in disbelief. What? His features began to darken, his eyes trained on the floor again.
"I can't...." He swallowed. "I can't be anything to you. I mean, my parents can't know. No one can know..." He trailed off softly.
"What?" You were growing angry. What did that mean? "God, Regulus, seriously? Since I'm not some close-minded, pureblood scumbag you can't be associated with me? Fuck off."
He stood quickly and moved towards you while you hurried to get dressed.
"Y/N, I can't. You don't understand-"
"I don't understand?"
"No, I've got...responsibilities. You don't-"
He cut himself off with a gasp as you stepped to him and yanked up his sleeve, revealing the offensive black ink branded into his skin. "What don't I understand, Regulus? I think it's perfectly clear. I don't fit into your tiny, fucked up world. You can't play the perfect Death Eater for mommy and daddy and fuck a dirty mudblood at the same time. Does that about sum it up?"
You stormed out before he could answer, ignoring the pain in your chest and the tears beginning to spill over onto your cheeks.
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