#bittersweet vibes

[nemesyaaa]

pairing : nerd!bf!pope heyward x cute!gf!reader

warnings/infos : fluff and bittersweet angst, no smut actually but mentions of suggestive content.

highschool sweetheart trope. teenagers in love vibes.

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ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ sweetheart highschool boyfriend trope with pope heyward headcanons !

ღˊˎ your nerdy boyfriend pope was the one to always support you, more than your own parents and whole family. your academic weapon boy loved to covered your empty locker with full multi-colors post-it with motivation quotes.

ᰔᩚ “ i believe in you, pretty girl like you who never lose.”

ᰔᩚ “ the only thing so hard is the pressure you put on yourself when you think you can success this whole exam but i know how smart you are. and everytime in your late night session you show me how smarty you are, it make me more and more in love with you.”

ᰔᩚ “ if you want this ice cream so bad, you know what to do ;) “

ᰔᩚ “ you know what is bigger than your ass ? your fat thick brain. make me cum so bad everytime.“ (jj forced him to write this tho.)

ᰔᩚ “ but it's okay if you fail sweetheart, i'm here for you. but don't pout if i'm getting more strict in your study lesson. i just want to help you, how bad i will be to let my girl lose like that and don't win after ??”

ღˊˎ- every time you had a class, and he finished before you, he would wait against the wall. probably, playing video games on his console. jj keeping him company.

➸ btw if you're in an exam, that fucking smart brain is going to climb on jj's shoulders to reach the high window of the classroom and looked after you.

ღˊˎ- you and your genius boyfriend loved hanging out in the big library of the school. you helped him with his research, and you liked it when he taught you things. you loved the fact that he was so intelligent, and that he had passions to share with you.

meanwhile, you watched him speak, your eyes on his lips. and he will ended up kissing you. his soft mouth against yours. short’n lazily kisses.

ᰔᩚ pope was the type of boyfriend to kissed you while softly caressing your neck, getting his hands on your sensitive skin by his touch, his tongue pressed yours, light string of saliva covered your lips. such a fine loser boy.

➸ you were in love with his starry eyes. especially when they looked at you, and chased after you. you know, they cared.

"keep focus, sugar. we're not done yet.”

“ too bad, your smart brain actually turn me on.”

“ maybe i can help you with that ? “

“ oh yes, just continue to telling me some facts with this so serious face. don't stop using your brain but start to use your fingers, let them play with something better than your console.“

“ sorry ma’am but nothing is better than my conso…”

you rolled your eyes. and smiled. because you knew that he telling you the truth. you made him shut up by taking his console.

“ you need to make me cum, and i will give your console back. do you think you can do that, nerdy boy ? ”

“ be prepare to squirt, because is there is one thing here that nerdy boys are the most good at is clearly playing with their toys. so may i give you five orgasms ? “

ღˊˎ he walked you home, taking the bus with you. you were sitting next to each other. each of you had an earphones in your ear. you shared new playlists, and you loved going to a music store and collecting old vinyl with him.

he putted the music headphones on your small head, and you murmured a song that he tried to guess by the movement of your lips.

ღ ˊˎ pope was a pogue. he was not rich. but he will do his best to spoil you. but above all, he's a nerd, he's not obsessed with money. like everyone else he feels the desire to be rich but he is happy with what he has.

for him, it's more important to teach you new things, to spend time on the internet with you, or to play a game while you sit on his lap.

“ man, i can hear your boner.” say jj because pope and him were always together. sometimes, the blonde one came at your house without your consent, and his excuses was “ it's just for a game, i will not sleep here. “

"she's my girlfriend, she sits on my lap and plays like a goddess, of course i have a boner. but why my bestfriend have one?”

“ excuse me for getting a boner when my character is literally a woman with big tits jiggling all over the place, barely covered and in armor. and fights like a fucking soldier.”

“ you two are really….”

ღˊˎ you loved as much as you hated when pope helped you study. because he was so strict. he wasn't the type of boyfriend who was going to get distracted and fuck you because you couldn't think clearly and made him waste our time.

no he was the type of boyfriend to tell you "yes, we've been at this for hours but you can add three more hours since we're still at the beginning of the exercise.”

“ can we take a break ? “

“ i already gave you by let you procrastinate while i'm asking you these answers. “

“ ….pope ! “

“ no no, you can be dumb as you want with your idgaf teachers but not with me. if i'm asking for your answers, i will get it. you can take your time, i don't care. “

“ you're so mean. “

“ because i care of your results ? because i care about your future ? fine, i like being that mean so. “

you gave him a death stare.

“ you better change this look before i get far worse than you could have imagined. “

you pouted, even though it didn’t change anything.

“i don’t want to sound rude but if jj can do it, anyone can do it.”

“ the fact is i don't know who you insult the most jj or me….”

“ listen, i know how smart you are, like i know this brain is the most unique thing i've ever seen. use it, i'm already proud of you, but you just need to show me a little of your incredible intelligence. and not only me, to everyone. “

you started to think more and more, and ended up to work harder to gave him the answers.

ღˊˎ pope was the type of boyfriend to give you handmade jewelry. especially bracelets. and every time you wore them, he was so happy.

he was also the type to watch the sunset on the high school bleachers or on the beach sand for hours with you, his precious girlfriend.

when night fell and he didn't wanted to going home, he would teach you how to surf.

ღ ˊˎ pope loved it when you wore his clothes, mostly his summer shirts and especially when you wore nothing underneath. he was a shy nerd so he would never admit how much he loved watching your freely nipples, slapped by the fresh wind.

you appreciated taking a nap on his chest for hours and hours in the bed of your room, while he's playing with his console, and with his other hand, cuddle you a little. sometimes, he randomly talked, making your ears so soft to his calm asmr voice, while he told you about the games he actually played, geeking about the fantasy core that you were clearly not aware of.

ღˊˎ he was your first love and you had your first time with him. was the same for him, you were the first girl he loved, and it was crazy for him how you made him so dumb when he was so smart.

ღˊˎ he loved complimenting you, telling you how beautiful you were, but also how smart and brilliant you were. that you were more than what people saw or thought about you.

ღ ˊˎ he liked how precious your moments were, how time lasted so long with you.

ღˊˎ you had filled your bedroom wall with your first words sharing together, with things you loved about each other, with photos of our dates. you don't want to forget anything. him neither.

ღ ˊˎ you were so cute with him and always stuck together.

ღ ˊˎ you thought it was going to last a long time, forever and for life. you were teenagers in love, filled with hard feelings, young matters, academic pressure.

ღˊˎ but today, back in the present, you were wondering what happened to your high school sweetheart, was he married, was his wife as nice as you, did he have children, did they look like him, did he have a big house, did he have the one you dreamed of when you were teenagers, was he as happy as he was with you, was he still a pogue or had he changed his future? did he still think about you when you can't get him out of your mind ? did he hear your late night thoughts screaming his name ?

ღ ˊˎ you went back to high school. but he was no longer there. you were no longer young, nor in love. you were adults and married. in the same life that you thought you shared.

ღˊˎ when you tried to contact him by phone but another woman answered the phone to tell you that her husband wasn't there. you understood, understood that you had become a simple memory. and him, the hardest ghost to find.

ღ ˊˎ he was your high school sweetheart, such a smart nerd and such an interesting person. it was certain that he had succeeded in life.

ღ ˊˎ you tried to call him one last time. “you were wrong, i’m not that smart.”

and you burst into tears when you heard his breathing and alive voice.

“ congratulations, pope heyward. was the life you cherished for. “

[nemesyaaa]

➺︎ bsf!rafe taking you to the beach to watch the waves because he knows how comforting it is to you (this is the cutest, the most precious thing)

➺︎ bsf!rafe doing everything he can to comfort you (even if that means wearing matching hello kitty pjs which he thinks are ridiculous but he’d do anything for you)

rafe actually ;

soft!Rafe never failed to make my heart melted, i want him so bad

and i love the concept of sad!reader. WHAT ABOUT RAFE WITH A SLEEPY READER ? like she's often (everytime tired) and sometimes had 0 energy. the dynamic can be cute toooo (anyway)

the bittersweet vibe of the moodboard is awesome ! i always appreciate your random thoughts of the night (this time, i don't sleep haha)

bsf!rafe x sad!reader moodboard

➺︎ bsf!rafe who is not so secretly in love with you & wants to cheer you up as much as he can

➺︎ bsf!rafe doing everything he can to comfort you (even if that means wearing matching hello kitty pjs which he thinks are ridiculous but he’d do anything for you)

➺︎ bsf!rafe cuddling with you in bed while listening to you (or cuddling in silence if you don’t want to talk about why you’re sad)

➺︎ bsf!rafe bringing you flowers when you’re sad with cute notes to help cheer you up

➺︎ bsf!rafe taking you to the beach to watch the waves because he knows how comforting it is to you

➺︎ bsf!rafe sending you texts in attempts to make you smile. he also texts the last text “i like you and i don’t want you to be sad” but doesn’t send it

requested by @rafescurtainbangz (hope you don’t mind i made it bsf!rafe, i felt like this screamed bsf!rafe <3)

tagging a few moots: @rafecameroninterlude @babygorewhore @xxbimbobunnyxx @rafeinterlude @nemesyaaa @lilacheavenn @ihe4rttwd @kisses4angel @sturnioloshacker

[fistfuloflightning]

and rain will make the flowers grow

[shopwitchvamp]

🌸Spring Blossom restock set live now!🌸

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[foxtrottcantfindshit]

Holiday shenanigans. Maybe it’s the found family we got along the way

[elfsroot]

"Forget your wrath, forget your grief. Show yourself."

[seafoam-taide]

Geysire Nationale by Gregory and the Hawke

[queenmelancholy]

The Downton Abbey soundtracks are great and playing the suite on piano gives me euphoric pleasure. BUT what I’ve always wanted to play is Thomas’ theme, which is nowhere to be found in any of the existing scores out there.

Ugh.

Yes, you can still play it yourself but it’s like eight bars on repeat lmao. Definitely should come up with some variations to extend it and add in some strings for enrichment (when time allows).

Just wanna rant about how they mistreated Thomas even music-wise.

I hope they’ll further polish it in the new movie soundtrack and name it “The Gayest Victory” with the pun. That will make me a happy man.

[herefortheships]

Are there any Beetlebabes fan edits with the song Summertime Sadness? Because I just thought that song is so them 🙈

I got my red dress on tonight

Dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight…

… Got my bad baby by my heavenly side

I know if I go, I’ll die happy tonight…

… Think I’ll miss you forever

Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky

Late is better than never…

[kapable-of-shitpost]

Juno: You were a wonderful experience

Nureyev: You were... Everything

[bull-shit-suji]

not to like wax poetic about the literary nuances of Black Fucking Butler but i feel i need to point out how insanely campy it is. oh okay cool the butler is throwing butter knives at people with guns and winning. we're battling undertaker's zombie army by starting a boy band (we actually got the idea from the ZOMBIES' boy band). theres a curry making competition and its so important it needs an entire volume and a continuing motif dedicated to it. the Grim Reaper Death Gods are all cornballs with gardening sheers. the contradiction. the unintended irony.

i think the manga is like. toeing the line of camp. like its silly yet takes itself so seriously but its not too silly. my immersion is not broken by the silliness. but the anime is uncharted levels of camp. what the Hell was going on with pluto. you're gonna look me in the eye and tell me the phantomhives own a fifty foot dog thing and no one has noticed. simply one hell of a deer. ice skating. theres opium in funtom candy. the queen of england is maybe a little girl. speaking of which, the city of london just burned down. yeah the whole thing. the fifty foot dog was there too.

it's so ridiculously out of left field and the fact that none of the characters seem to notice or care feels like being gaslit. camp so visceral it's causing psychic damage. i am constantly begging the narrative to break character just once and acknowledge its silliness but doing so would negate the lack of awareness that makes it camp. its dated and timeless. an absolute milestone in camp history.

[lynzishell]

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Transcript:

Phoenix: You know, I bet we could stay an extra day or two if you just want to elope. Dawn: Nice try, but you’re delusional if you think I’m gonna let you out of a wedding. Phoenix: [laughs] Worth a shot.

[phone buzzing] Phoenix: Shit, our ride is out front. Time to go. Dawn: Ough. Back to reality.

[autumns-glory]

[sleepy-energy]

My friend and I were discussing how we think Penumbra was going to end and I ended up doing a slight character analysis of Nureyev, so I might as well share with the class.

I can't help but think back to them in earlier seasons. Nureyev literally revealing his name to a lady he just met, them on the carte blanche, that one party episode at the beginning of season 3. They are so in love but like the tension right now, It's a lot. It's raw.

You know maybe he thinks he really is the worst for Juno. Like he sees Juno in all of his radiance, he has watched him go from brooding cop to this confident caring person. He watched character growth real time, but him, he can never change. All that time he spent with Juno he lied to himself that he was good enough to deserve this and that he could change, but when push came to shove he couldn't. And he didn't want to weigh Juno down with him. So he pushed him out of his life, returning to his roots leaving him a somber goodbye and the reason he couldn't stay (the notebook)

So Juno, this person he feels deserves so much better, he can't understand why he would give the world for him, because he doesn't think he deserves it. So he keeps pushing him away and maybe if he lies and lies and lies enough (the one thing he knows he is good at) he can finally push Juno away. Does he really want that ? No. But he believes that's what the right choice is, that's what Juno deserves. Someone or anyone better than him.

He kind of uses slip and bringing him back as an obstacle blocking him from like self improvement. Like he failed to keep slip safe. A constant reminder of how he failed. He doesn't want to lose someone else he loves. He is a foil for Juno who faced his past. Nureyev is still overwhelmed by it.

I kind of hope there is this blowout between the Juno and Nureyev so they can get all the emotions on the table. Nureyev needs to be open. I also hope slip comes back temporarily so Nureyev can realize that like slip doesn't blame him because I don't think he would. I genuinely think he would goof on him for spending so much time on him. Like fs appreciate it but also be like buddy go live your life.

[shopwitchvamp]

"Petal"

I wanted to include a couple solid colors in the Bittersweet Spring Aroma collection, so of course one needed to be a delicate cherry blossom pink. Makes me want sakura mochi... 🌸witchvamp.com🌸

[kacievvbbbb]

Becuase I think Do I wanna know and specifically Hozier's cover of Do I wanna Know is slept on as a Mishanks lament.