#bitch why is this so fucking long

[grayisatorturedpoet]

YHS BEDWARS & MINECRAFT HEADCANNONS

I've been rewatching the krew's old bedwar videos and seeing and yhs brainrot is constantly living rent free in my mind, those two things came together and exploded and left behind a lot of debris and ideas

Was thinking about their roles between the main four and came with this:

Funneh and Alec are on offence, always going on missions to destroy peoples bed or kill the other teams (or just terrorize the players). Love making plans, spend the first few moments of the games plotting and spectating everyone to see how they should act

First thing Gold does when spawning is making a path branching out to the resource islands, she MONOPOLIZES the emerald and diamond generators. Other than that, she's buys the bulk of all the items like the weaponry and other tools, and supplies the others. By the time Funneh or Alec make a quick trip back to stock up, she's got them covered, dropping a pile of fireballs, ender pearls, bows and arrows, etc etc

Kyran spends his time making the most elaborate and over the top base and bed defence you can imagine, he is an absolute /menace/ to the other teams. Unfortunately, he's also an absolute annoyance to his own team as well. Not a single game has gone by where Alec hasn't yelled at some point about the absolute maze that their base has become, and how he can't figure out wether he's actively exiting or entering their base. And if Kyran might just play it up for fun to piss him off, he'll deny it thoroughly

Though Kyran's intent on annoying Alec doesn't stop there, another thing he loves doing is snatching up any and all dropped items before Alec can get to them. Gold'll be dropping a bunch of supplies as they're actively being attacked but that won't stop Kyran from nudging his character just a little closer and picking them up before Alec gets the chance. safe to say that Alec despises his inability to harm his teammates

Another thing about Kyran (gen don't know how this became so centred around him) is that he works silently, meaning there's sometimes a lot of miscommunication going on, like him forgetting to alert his team members of the open patch in one of their paths. He'll turn his screen, witness Funneh fall into the void, and go "oh yeah guys the path is broken"

This isn't necessarily about bewares or Minecraft really but Evan for SURE has those crinkly pics where if his mouth is right up against it, you can hear every breath, ever minuscule shift in his stature, in a very annoying loud way. When he starts screaming into it, people begin either piss themselves laughing, leave the call, or just mute him

oh and on that note, Alec LOVES muting Evan. I'm sorry I'm never letting go of my Alec Evan one-sided petty rivals. Evan is a certified yapper and not even a fourth into whatever rant his on about this time, Alec mutes him without a word and Evan is absolutely oblivious to it. He'll reference something the next day in person and Alec is confused and doens't really care and Evan just believes he has short term memory

Back on to Minecraft tho, cute ass Kai/Valerie thought. Valerie bought Minecraft on her phone and was so excited to play it but to her misfortune, she spawned in the middle of the night near a particular large mob of..mobs. by the time she was surrounded, she quickly left the game and didn't open it until a few days later, hoping maybe it'd be daytime or she'd be in another location-and safe. Of course, that did not happen and she once again left just as quick

She told Kai this story, to which he laughed, took her phone, managed to get away from the mobs (and even kill some!), and make her a not so shabby dirty house by the time it was daylight

Between Kai and her, Kai is the one that goes out mining and bringing resources and branching out their home, while Valerie is the one who builds cute little houses and picks flowers, though Kai loves to bring back flowers for her when he is on one of his hunts or mining trips. Every single flower brought back is safely put in a pot or stowed away in a chest somewhere, Valerie is very protective of them

[thatnununguy]

PLEASREE PLEASE SHOW MORE EQUIGAM ART PLEASE!!!!!!

When in doubt — post yaoi art. Or however the saying goes. Perchance.

[sunlit-mess]

(I'm pretty sure you've seen me spam your notifs I'M NOT STALKING I SWEAR I JUST LOVE YOUR WORKS!!! But I just want to ask)

You're CLEARLY underrated and some of your posts from vent arts said you don't care about relevancy. How do you do that? How do you manage as an artist?

anon thats so.. wow AHHAHAHA anyway-

As I mentioned for a billionth time, I've BURNT OUT ENOUGH.

I'm in-and-out in burnout, recovering from it is always a challenge but there are always lessons from it...

Before, I had always felt inferior even at a young age because I'm the type to have something- but never was acknowledged for it. Life revolved around what others think/what others have and it fed envy so much.

I had tried to keep up with an insane pace, and tried to stay perfect, tried to squeeze out affirmations, like a competition. The toxic part of it is being two-faced with other people's accomplishments/work.

And always feeling, so, so, disappointed that you expect nothing but that: Dissatisfied. It gets tiring, from the feeling of being envious to self-hatred to depression.

2022 and I realized a lot about inferiority. College already greets you with a variety of skillful people, so what will happen if you start working in the creative industry itself?

I degraded, so so much. To a point, I almost gave up on passion and myself. But I kept clinging. I didn't want to be stuck feeling that way with others. Rather, I started to appreciate and be more grateful for the things/reasons that kept me going in the first place, while kinder to others. This 2024, I learned how to let go of what weighs me and restricts me from doing what I like: drawing/creating. I stopped caring about numbers/count, I don't care who sees them, I don't care if others may think badly of it. I am honest with myself and my work while being open-minded to perception. I LOVE and APPRECIATE those who stay as a fellow audience that enjoys the same thing or whatever! I LOVE learning from other people who are more knowledgeable/skillful than me. I LOVE any advice/lessons I get from others. Loved and applied them!

I stopped wallowing in self-pity and just went: nah I'D WIN.

Mentioning this again, pain is where I strive best because it's what I was accustomed to. I learned grit from clinging to the tiniest spark of hope to battle negative thoughts and just kept going.

And until this day, I'm really grateful I'm still here. I can never get anywhere without any of you, and many other reasons I stay determined.

[emioliravioli]

and so the cycle continues, watch a playthrough of an indie game, think "wow that was really cool!", forget about it for a year, watch a playthrough from someone you've watched for a long time, get convinced to buy the game, immediately become obsessed with it, and now you've got new blorbos

sketches done in a crazed frenzy 👍

[bugwolfsstuff]

If i had a euro for every time I made an AU where a son of Hermes became a war prize i'd have two euros which isnt a lot but....

okay yeah this is not weird that it happened twice for me

And this is the 3rd time i've made a kidnapping AU and looking at Solangelo I make it a fourth time, idk ill let one of them be unhinged as a treat

[sluckythewizard]

'I wont cry for you, I wont crucify the things you do. I wont cry for you, see, when you're gone, I'll still be BLOODY MARY'

[tremordusk]

SHE CAN LIVE IN MY MIND RENT FREE, FUCK WITH MY MEMORIES, JUST TAKE ME—

[jaredthebc2]

Me whenever I see anyone’s OC X Canon content with N on my feed

[toffee-and-tandoori]

ann @roscoehamiltons thank you for informing me through your tags that ALEXANDER ROSSI of all people was defending esteban in his podcast with hinchcliffe...like what the fuck...

[amazingmsme]

“My name is a curse” said the man who collected every horrifically evil & murderous book he could find

[campingwiththecharmings]

was going through my WIPs yesterday and noticed that the next installment of good neighbors is pretty much finished. i'm gonna try and finish it up and post it sometime this week, if anyone's interested 😊

[raguonmynieceandnephew]

THEY DIDN'T FISH HIM OUT. HE WAS SUMMONED. NAH BITCH, WHAT YALL NOT GONNA DO IS MESS WITH MY MAN.

[alligaytorswamp]

dear lord i just had full on anxiety reaction (i am cold, my limbs are hurting, i feel like crying, etc) all because i got invited to a SMALL SERVER. WHAT IS THIS. I NEED TO BE PUT DOWN LIKE A SICKLY ANIMAL 😭😭😭😭

[notyouraryang0dd3ss]

fyi swifties this blog is not for you and never will be. i don’t care how many taylor critical posts you reblog so long as you continue being her stan/fan you are irrelevant and unwelcome here.

[chaosinstigator]

“why am i losing followers” *talks about daniel like he’s dead and buried*

[arcane-vagabond]

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