#bisexual zoe you will always be special

[justalexx-things]

Day fifteen

No thoughts, just Zara

[precambrian-sea-pancake]

Heyo! I'm here to ask you about Ethan and Mia for the character/HC ask meme!

Hopefully this is the right one.

—Ethan

Sexuality headcanon: idk, hetero I guess?

OTP: Him and Mia. It’s a very special ship to me.

Brotp: Him and Chris and him and Zoe. I love that Chris decided to give him some training after RE7 and I like to imagine the two bonded over time. With Zoe, how can I not? They both would’ve never made it out without each other. They were each other’s last hope. Even after leaving her, he was still determined to get her out and sent help. She’s the only person aside from Mia who truly understands what he went through.

NOTP: Him and Karl. I’m sorry, there was absolutely nothing between the two. Dude never gave a damn about him, wanted to use Rose as a weapon because he didn’t give a damn about her either. Those types of ships squick me out. (Again, sorry to those who like it ;-;)

First headcanon that pops into my head:

He always wears long sleeves, and when he can’t, he’ll use other things to cover up his wrist.

Favorite line:

“That’s not groovy” — Ethan during the second boss fight with Jack.

One way I relate to this character: Oh boy, there’s a lot. So I’ll just keep it simple. We’re both been taken out of our elements and had to push through it and we’re both scared of losing people close to us. We are also both emotionally driven.

One thing that gives me second hand embarrassment:

Not much? Maybe a dumb quip but those are supposed to be tacky. I mean, you can’t have Resident Evil without some cringeworthy dialogue.

Cinnamon Roll or Problematic fave:

I can’t call him either because he’s definitely closer to cinnamon roll than problematic.

—Mia

Sexuality: Bisexual. Her actress actuality implied it during a livestream I was watching so that’s how I see her.

OTP: Take a guess XD

Brotp: Her and Zoe. They were both stuck there for three years, and although she was under Eveline’s control, it is implied that they did work together at some points. When Ethan cured her and was about to leave, she insisted to Zoe that she should come with. Afterwards, she sent a letter saying she wanted her to meet Rose. So…how can I not? It’s a really interesting and underrated friendship that I like to explore.

NOTP: Her and Zoe. Age gap is too big for me. Mia is 32 in RE7 and Zoe is 23 at that time.

First headcanon that pops onto my head:

She needs the door open in order to feel calm or safe (contrast to her partner who is the opposite).

One way I relate to this character:

Again, it’s a lot. But she and I both have a lot of guilt issues due to bad things we’ve done in the past, and both of us are trying to move on, and start over fresh. Be new and better people. Yet, it’s hard sometimes.

One thing that gives me second hand embarrassment:

Nothing.

Cinnamon roll or problematic fav:

problematic fav.

[auxiliarydetective]

OC Masterlist - TV Shows!

As per usual, everyone is listed with their age at their introduction into the "present" storyline.

Fandoms featured:

The A-Team

Band of Brothers

Hogan's Heroes

M*A*S*H

The Orville

Star Trek: The Next Generation

The A-TEAM (1983-1987)

Looking for the movie? Congrats, here it is!

-> Kit

"I'm still standing after all this time, picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind." - Elton John, in: I'm Still Standing

Full name: Anne Karma "Kit" Kelley

Birthday: August 1st, 1959 (24 years old)

Identity: queer (~ omnisexual & genderfluid)

Faceclaim: Kristen Stewart

Tag: x | Fic: x

Kit was picked up by the A-Team when they went up against Martin James's cult, and she has since been their professional when it comes to climbing, acrobatics, knives and roughhousing people. For as unconventional as she is, a certain conman seems to love her even more for it.

BAND OF BROTHERS (2001)

-> Anita

"You want to win me over now? Impress me like a school fight, and I triple dog dare ya to pinky promise that you'll never lie." - Chappell Roan, in: School Nights

Full name: Sargeant Anita Reed

Birthday: April 26th, 1921 (23 years old)

Identity: bisexual, cis female

Faceclaim: Ana de Armas

Tag: x | Fic: x

Anita joined the Women's Army Corps as soon as the war began, working her way up into the riggers' course and making it to the rank of sergeant. Now, stationed in Aldbourne as a parachute riggers, she crosses paths with the men of Easy Company, falling head over heels for a private by the name of Donald Malarkey.

HOGAN'S HEROES (1965-1971)

-> Vicky

"Thrill, thrill me with your charms, take me in your arms, and make my life perfection." - Marilyn Monroe, in: Kiss

Full name: Zoe Allen, alias Viktoria Brandt

Birthday: June 1st, 1919 (23 years old)

Identity: bisexual, cis female

Faceclaim: Marilyn Monroe

Tag: x | Fic: x

Vicky is a member of the Women's Auxiliary Airforce and an agent of the Special Operations Executive, dispatched to Germany as a spy. Having married a high-ranking officer of the SS and Gestapo, she eventually ends up at Stalag 13 as a supervisor from the Gestapo. Little do the Germans know that she's supervising them on behalf of the Allies instead, and that their pickpocketing Cockney prisoner is her most faithful lover.

M*A*S*H (1972-1983)

-> Iris

"Welcome to the family jewels - coal to diamond, sold to fools." - MARINA, in: The Family Jewels

Full name: Euphemia Iris Winchester

Birthday: December 21st, 1927 (22 years old)

Identity: pansexual, cis female

Faceclaim: Amanda Fix

Tag: x | Fic: -

Iris is a young nurse, and the cousin of thoracic surgeon Charles Emerson Winchester III. She has always been the rebel of the family, with an affection for love of all kinds, and an adoration for ancient poetry. When war started in Korea, she joined the Army Nurse Corps, promptly being stationed at M*A*S*H 4077th.

THE ORVILLE (2017-?)

-> Raevyn

"Hey, God, I'll be the jester, entertain you to the best of my ability when I suffer." - Melanie Martinez, Test Me

Full name: Lieutenant Commander Raevyn "Raven" Caelia Maumahara

Birthday: August 30th, 2393 (27 years old)

Identity: bisexual, cis female

Faceclaim: Alexandra Daddario

Tag: x | Fic: x (Aquatic AU: x)

Raevyn is the Chief of Security of the USS Orville in the year 2421 - that is until she gets thrown back in time to the Orville of December 2419, giving her an opportunity to meet her predecessor, a fresh start with her former ex Gordon Malloy, and the pressure to have to live through all the hard times and near-death situations once again with the timeline weighing down on her shoulders.

STAR TREK: THE NEXT GENERATION (1987-1994)

-> K'Rala

"You saw through me all this time. I'd forgotten people are kind." - dodie, in: Ready Now

Full name: Lieutenant [Picard] K'Rala

Birthday: March 26th, 2340 (24 years old)

Identity: omnisexual, polyamorous, nonbinary/agender

Faceclaim: Emma Corrin

Tag: x | Fic: -

K'Rala is half Vulcan, quarter Aenar and quarter Betazoid, which results both in a very complicated biology and strong telepathic senses. They're a promising young engineering officer aboard the Enterprise with a specific adoration for anything old or ancient and little understanding for people's insistence on the gender binary. They find themselves romantically involved with Chief of Security Tasha Yar, and, after losing her, decide that facing one's emotions is better than suppressing them.

[morganee]

Which modern artists(singers/actors etc) do you think Mike and Will would like if the show was set in 2022? 🌈🌻

hi, it's me (I'm the problem it's me) I am SO sorry it took me this long to answer you but I love asks like this so much that I end up overthinking and just take ages to properly put my thoughts together. Also, I always think that I'm not qualified enough to answer but here's my answer anyway!!

WILL

Actors: don’t ask me why (because I don’t know) but Colin Firth is definitely Will’s favourite actor. I don’t know why but he just gives me the vibes of a Firth fanboy (and he absolutely loves Mamma Mia). Ohh, he also loves Viola Davis and Meryl Streep, like a lot. I also think that he’s the kind of guy who loves to watch classic movies, like the ones with Humphrey Bogart and Audrey Hepburn.

Singers: he gives me the vibes of a guy who’d be open to listen to all kinds of music, but ends up liking indie music a bit more. Also, I’d like to think that he would really love MIKA’s music, even if it’s pop music (yes, I am a MIKA lover and he deserves more recognition, his lyrics are just <33 Will would totally love him okay). And, he also loves Queen and that’s a passion he shares with Mike.

Writers: his favourite author is definitely Mike, he has all of his books on a special shelf near the bed and is without a doubt his biggest fan. But, he also enjoys reading romance novels and all of Asimov’s books.

MIKE

Actors: since I headcanon Mike as bisexual, I firmly believe that his bi-awakening were Orlando Bloom and Keira Knightley in Pirates of the Caribbean (because that was definitely mine lol) and he loves all of their movies. He’s one of those guys who would go and watch a movie just because his favourite is in it. He also loves Zoe Saldana a tad too much. He totally forced Will to watch The Terminal at least once a week after they bought the DVD (and Will only allowed it because he loves Tom Hanks).

Singers: he is definitely more of a rock guy. He gives me Pink Floyd-Deep Purple vibes, and of course he also loves Queen. But, one of his absolute favourite artists is Joni Mitchell. She’s like untouchable for him and he has afternoon sessions at the weekends where he has to lie down on the bed and listen to her music for at least one hour.

Writers: I like to think that Mike would spend a lot of his free afternoons in small bookshops trying to find small authors. The bookcase in his and Will’s apartment is filled with said books and sometimes he reads them to Will before bed. I also think that one of his favourite authors – if not his absolute favourite – would be Jules Verne.

Well, this was so much fun! I probably wrote too much, I also added the writer's section because I thought it would be nice to explore that, too. Sorry, this is really long but thank you for asking me 💛

[bowenandjohnson]

hi, can you rank your favorite noora skam seasons? love your blog?

hi, sure! thanks for the love.

1. nora grace - skam españa

This is obviously the best Noora season for me, as it acknowledges the toxicity at the core of the Noorhelms’ relationship the most between her and Miquel. I wish other remakes had taken more care and creativity with their Nooras as Spain did. She grew so much in her season, and she’s so strong. I admire her greatly for being able to escape that relationship, and I’m glad she’s in a happier place and in a more stable relationship with Alejandro. I also really enjoyed her relationship with Emma, I wish Skam had more sister relationships. (ps: I was also born in Madison, WI where Nora lived before the series, so that endears her more to me!)

2. mia winter - druck

This is my second favorite Noora season, as like Spain, it chose to be somewhat original with its storytelling. It gives us background into Mia’s strained relationship with her parents in Spain, and it also gives us more layers into Mia’s ED (specifically the cabin episode) and her treatment (she went to therapy, which frankly all Skam mains need, why lie?) I’m also glad that the show tried to give further depth to the William character and his motivations, specifically his issues with his family and his panic attacks. I didn’t especially like Winterberg, so I’m glad the show acknowledged the issues in their relationship at the end of season 4, and broke them up. I’m also glad that Druck tried to be more inclusive by making Mia bisexual, which I know a lot of OG Skam fans wanted from Noora.

3. liv rejiners - skam nl

This Noora season will always be special to me, as it is the first Noora season I ever watched, and the first Skam season I ever watched live. Liv is the first (and only!) Noora of color, and I wish that had been further explored in her season. However, I feel like NL always did a great job of grounding the audience in their mains’ POV, and I always felt very connected to her. I like that NL also prioritized her relationships with the GS (especially Engel, one of my favorite Vildes!), the flat, and her parents. I also liked how they expanded their William as well. Noah had a different vibe, that wacky painter kid. Sadly, I believe that her season had 2 episodes cut from its order, which is why the pacing of her relationship with Noah suffered near the end. RIP Skam NL :( 

4. noora amelie saetre - skam

Noora, Noora, Noora. She is the OG, of course. I enjoyed her season when I finally watched her season at the beginning of this year, but I just couldn’t connect with her and Willhelm :( He was nice, then he wasn't, then he didn’t support her at first during her SA, she told him she loved him, he said he didn't, and he left her at the curb for literally 2 minutes before deciding to come back. Their relationship was so tiring to watch. I also hate how performative Noora was in her activism during this season, and how she treated Vilde at times, but overall? She's fine. I don't hate her. Josefine portrayed the storyline as well as she could, and obviously, she’s so, so beautiful. Her storyline paved the way for Nora Grace’s, so I’m glad she exists.

5. grace olsen - skam austin

Meh. The second Skam and Noora season I watched live, and in my native language. Copy and paste most of what I said about Noora’s here. Austin didn’t change much from the original, but I’m glad Kelsey got to call Grace out about her behavior, and that Grace got to tell Daniel that her SA had nothing to do with his feelings ( “yeah, it sucked, for me.), and that she got to tell him to stop being “a little bitch!” I wish the storyline had delved into more concerning Grace’s abusive parents, as it was mentioned in her essay for that contest, and hinted at  maybe one clip with Daniel. Also, Daniel hits way too close to home with a lot of the football assholes who went to my school, so. There’s that.

6. zoe loockx - wtfock / eleanora sava, skam italia

I’ve seen bits and pieces here and there. The actress seems nice enough, and most people seem to like Senne. I’ve just never seen the full season, and I don’t really plan to, sorry. Same goes for Skam Italia. Never seen it, don’t really plan to. People seem to like her and her William well enough.

7. manon demissy - skam france

I have never watched her season, so I don't really have an opinion on that. But I have seen season 3, so her saying Charles asked her to drop the charges against his brother because “he didn’t actually assault you?” Trash. I also don't like how she was also baiting Lucas about talking about his sexuality a lot? Like, let the man come out when he wants to. I don’t have anything against the actress. Manon is a lot like OG too, it seems.

[quaintqueer]

I don't know what you think about labels, maybe you are the kind of person who watches shows like Marie Kondo where they organise people's houses and put sticky labels on everything so that you can easily identify the contents. Maybe you're the kind of person who does not like to be labelled or stereotyped. Maybe you prefer to be just yourself.

I have had a very complex relationship with labels and identity. You could say that I started off on the wrong foot. My mother went to a Baptist church on Sunday morning and a Charismatic/Pentecostal hands-in-the-air, shouting and screaming, spiritual warfare kind of church on Sunday night. And my dad had his Holy Communion as a kid and then went to mass on Easter and Christmas.  So to begin with my labels were numerous and incongruent which did cause some issues for younger Zoe.

And I want to share with you about where God has led me through the understanding of this topic. I am not entirely sure where to start and I'm not sure how vague to be here but let's just say that at least the draft will be an explicit and partly chronological one.

12 year old Zoe I went to church most Sundays with her family and she was very very lucky to have a wonderful Christian friends in her life and at this point the label attached to her as a daughter was the unproblematic child and at school she was the sweet and friendly member of the God Squad or Singing Christians depending on how you asked. But those were the kind of labels that existed around that time.

What happens though to 12 year old Zoe is that she falls madly and instantaneously in love with her best friend. And almost immediately she thinks ‘am I in love with this girl? that must make me gay.’ And being a part of the circles that I was in a fairly conservative Christian family and a fairly conservative Christian School with Christian friends in that Christian school, I said ‘absolutely not. I don't want to have to deal with that.’ I was never hateful towards gay people in general I just thought I just didn't want to deal with it myself. My mum and I had had conversations about it when the plebiscite happened, and whenever we spoke about it, it was very much about ‘the gay people’ as opposed to anyone we knew or loved, let alone a Christian person, and so this whole gay thing wasn’t really thought about. Ao a few times over the next 2 or 3 years so I would ask, ‘am I in love with this girl’ And I always concluded ‘no no no you can't be in love cos you're not gay’.

By the time I’m about 14, I’ve been awoken to all different kinds of social justice movements, I took sociology, I’m going to save the world. THe labels I proudly wear are things like left wing, passionate, an ally to many different communities, in particular the lgbtq+ community.

Zoe at one point goes ‘frick frack, I'm definitely in love with this girl’. and because of the way that this world really loves labels, this was completely synonymous in my mind with being gay. My first response was probably because I'm bisexual so now that is an importand confusing label Zoë is wearing. I have somewhat fond somewhat mortifying memories of sitting on the Shinkansen, the bullet train, from Tokyo to Kyoto next to my dad doing every single ‘Am I gay’ quiz I could find online. Throughout this trip to Japan, I’m really testing the waters and every single younger woman I saw I was like ‘Is she cute? Am I attracted to her? Would I kiss her?’ and so that experience made me very nervous because I had still grown up with the mindset that if people were gay it was ok but they weren't Christian. And I was a Christian, so I just ignored it really. And this turned into a time of me hypersexualising sll of the boys that I had ever thought I had a crush on. I can quite confidently say that I didn't actually have a crush on many of them, I just thought that that was something that I should do. So there was a lot of ignoring this feeling.

We then reach year 10, 2020, a glorious year. In the first Lockdown, I finally caved and downloaded Tik Tok. The thing about Tik Tok is that it comes with its own world of labels, and I really would enjoy the kinds of conversations about what side of Tik Tok you are on. I loved that your For You Page automatically gave you certain labels to wear as a Tik Tok user, and I loved that those applied to real life. I quite quickly ended up on gay Tik Tok, among other things. I was also very firmly on Black Lives Matter Tik Tok, on disablrf Tik Tok, on Indigenous Tik Tok, so on and so forth. But much of my content was about the lgbtq community and this opened a ahole can of worms. I, at this time, carried a lot of shame for my attraction to women. For a bit of a backstory, I had been so severely heartbroken by this girl - not by her own intentional actions, I think that she was never going to feel about me the way that I felt about her and that was not her fault - but I was so seriously heartbroken that not only did I hold this moral shame but also this like emotional shame of my attraction to women. I felt like it was not a good thing morally and it didn't feel good emotionally because I had to still been really hurt about this girl and I have never really gotten over that. So for the first time on gay Tik Tok, I saw queerness and same-sex attraction as a positive thing not only in terms of ‘hey look these are women loving woman relationships that are working well’ but also ‘whether or not you're dating someone, queer identity is good for you and it's fun to talk about’. And as a type 4 on the enneagram, I love to feel special - not to say that I fabricated these feelings or that any queer person is queer for attention - but I think a big part of me felt validated or special because of my feelings and my queeness. It was like a new club that I could join. And so the labels that 15 year old Zoe wears largely consisted of queer. We had it dropped bisexual a little bit because at this point I was not sure if I like men at all and so we identified as queer or sapphic or bi or lesbian or gay - many of these words along with the left wing, Pro Black-lives-matter, pro-feminism, pro-lgbtq+, anti-colonialist anti-capitalist etc. etc. And I don't want to demonize any of those things - they are not at all negative things, I'm just painting a picture of the different labels that I wore.

Through out starting to come out to my friends and existing for longer periods of time not only on gay Tik Tok but now really searching all through the Internet for more LGBTQ+ identity - as I tried to confirm my traction for women, as I tried to decide about my attraction to men, about what label I should wear, and what it's like being in the LGBTQ+ community different, spaces where we interact, different identities and labels and experiences of queerness. So I really tied myself to this identity and it is I think so much because of the way the world sees labels as I said and so my first response was ‘well if I like girls I must be gay and if I'm gay I must identify that way and that has to be the most important thing about me’ because all the people I was seeing online really loved being gay. They were proud of their identity in their queeness. In the world as much as I think that we like to think we’ve got this ‘your sexuality or your gender identity doesn't matter. Gay and straight and bi and pan and whoever you are, we’re all human’, I think it often the world does like to draw those lines on both sides. Within queer communities there was - obviously ironically and satirically - this heterophobia honestly. (I'm joking!) But there was a real pride in this identity of whichever specific label you wear as well as the wider lgbtq plus label which led me to believe my sexuality was who I was. And that proved really quite awkward because I knew that my church and my family and many of my Christian friends believed that same sex marriage and romance was sinful. Because of the strong connection between my identity and my sexuality, if my sexuality was sinful, that meant that I was inherently and completely sinful and I didn't like that. It wasn't a fun feeling. After all of the years of learning about God’s gift of grace to us, kind of I lost in the crevices of my mind and whenever I thought about God I was met with feelings of shame and fear and dread and resentment sometimes even anger and I grew to be so despairing.

Eventually I tried the various progressive Christianity movements that teach that ‘God doesn't actually say the being gay is a sin, the Bible is pro queerness and don't even worry about it, God made you exactly the way that you are and he loves you the way that you are, go forth and have that lesbian relationship that you so desperately want’. But that never really sat right with me. It brought up other questions of ‘well if the current translation of the Bible says things like marriage is between a man and a woman, God made man and woman, any sex outside of marriage is sinful, or even the parts that say that ‘homosexuality is sinful, or man lying with man in certain translations, is sinful what happened to that part of the Bible?’ And of course I heard the response about how at the Bible was written by man and not by God and that it is fragile and can be manipulated and basically King James ruined the whole Bible when he wrote that translation and you don't have to listen to it. But that really didn't work for me. If that part of the Bible had been mistranslated how could I know that the rest of the Bible hadn't been mistranslated? If words like homosexuality weren't in the original text and they had been added there or mistranslated how could I understand the words like grace and love and hope and patience and kindness and peace and righteousness and holiness and justice? What if they were mistranslated? What if the whole Gospel was not how it was written in the Bible because the Bible was man-made? Pretty immediatelyI decided I couldn’t really understand a Christianity where homosexuality is not a sin because Christianity is written in the Bible and the Bible says that quite clearly. I believe that the Bible is directly the Word of God, that it is perfect, that the way that it is translated - obviously different translations vary - but that it is right from God’s mouth so imediately was like I can't believe in it Christianity where homosexuality is not a sin and so I've got to pick Christian or Gay.

And I didn’t want to choose Christian because I had this point has grown quite fond of being gay and I mean, I was truly just attracted to women, right, like I wanted a girlfriend and so I tried really hard to ignore God. I was still going to church, twice or three times a week and all that, and I could not shake the existence of God. I knew God existed. I knew that He created the world, that He was good and that they was the thing called sin that separated us from him. I knew that sin led to death. I knew that He had sent His Son to bridge the gap between himself and sinners. I knew that Son was Jesus and that He died on the cross and he rose again and I knew that if you believed in him you would spend eternity with God which was a really good thing. I could not shake those feelings, all those beliefs, and I absolutely praise God for that. I'm so beyond grateful that God did not leave me, even when I hated him and resented him and felt so much anger towards him. Praise Jesus!

All this left me thinking, well some people could go to heaven, but God hates me because of my feelings. He does not want me part of His kingdom if I'm gay. I can't ever go to heaven because I'm a sinner, and sinners don’t go to heaven. I truly don't know where all my years of learning about the grace of God had gone. This led me to a really distressed position, probably one of the lowest ever my mental health had been. I was just not coping and I ended up being kind of forced to tell my mum. I don't really want to say too much on this part of the story but by the middle-ish end of year 10 I ended up coming out to my mum and she told my dad, ‘cause I refused to do it myself, and then I got a therapist. Finally, now that my mum knew, I could ask her what I had so desperately wante to ask her - if she could please buy me some books about being gay and Christian. And so she did. And I slowly but surely started to read them, I started to read my Bible more and I started to really search for what it meant to have faith trust in God’s grace and not in your own work, not in your own actions or thoughts or words. The first book I got in particular was really hard to read it was based more on specific Theology and not on personal experience and I needed that foundation in what God really said because I had just had conversations with my mum and she had reminded me ‘God is real and he loves you and he sent his son to die for you and that is an option for you as much as it is for anyone else, your queerness does not separate you from Christ's death and resurrection’. There is a wonderful bible verse that became very important to me at this time. Romans 8, the very end of the chapter, says ‘for I'm convinced that neither death not life neither Angels not Demons need of a present or the future and or any Powers neither height nor depth nor anything else in All Creation will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our lord.’ So with this in mind, I decided that I could trust God and now I just needed to learn how. so I worked away through different books, through different parts of the Bible, praying really hard, searching online and asking really hard questions to some really awesome Christian women in my life, and asking God to reveal to me exactly what he thought about me and about queerness and so eventually we get to the present moment. I by no means know everything that I wish I knew, but now I can say that I wholly trust God with my next life - I trust that he has the power and the strength and the holiness to overcome even my sin which sometimes feels like the biggest there is. and I trust him with this life - that life with him is so much better than any lesbian affair I could ever experience.

I want to personally apologize to any one who the church or the world has ever made believe that they are somehow exempt from God’s love because of who they are or what they've done or how they’ve felt. That is false. There is no one that does not sin, no one that is not inherently separated from God. And there is no one who is too far from Jesus' power to be saved from that sin. God is bigger than your sin, I promise you.

I want to take this time to mourn for the lives lost and the joy and peace forfeited because of the way people who claim to know God treat queer people. I'm sorry if you have been made to feel less than because of the church. In the process of overcoming of guilt and shame that I have felt over the year, one more verse that I found really important. 1 John 1 says that ‘If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. If we claim we have not sinned, we make him out to be a liar and his word has no place in our lives.’

So for me, I don't identify with my sexuality. I don't want to say that I'm straight now, that's not really true. but my sexuality is not what makes me who I am. I am a person fearfully and wonderfully made by God and I am a daughter of God in Christ. I am not ashamed of my feelings. I do think that it is worth mentioning that an attraction or a desire or an impulse is not the same as a sin. The Bible tells us that Jesus himself was tempted in every way and the Bible also tells us that Jesus is blameless and never sinned. And so I think it's worth the clarification that same-sex attraction or anything like that is not sinful itself and also that being gay is never worse than anyone else's sin, and it is never ever bigger than God.

I just want you all to know that there is nothing that you have done that makes you exempt from God’s love for you, to know that he is trustworthy, that the Bible is trustworthy, and I encourage you that your value is inherent as a person made in God’s image and that with Jesus, you can have identity in his son alone. When he sees you, he sees the goodness and perfection of Jesus if you believe in him.

[maxfieldparrishes]

intro to genevieve, pt. 2

Took a break to run errands, but I’m back, baby! @ocelotsflatass here’s part 2 about my girl! And here’s the post I’m referencing. 

G: Gorgeous 1. Viv isn’t exactly vain, per se, but she is very pretty and she knows that people consider her pretty, and if necessary she’ll use it to her advantage--she once flirted her way out of a speeding ticket, for example. She has one of those very sweet, delicate faces that make people think she’s younger than she is.  2. Viv is very caring and nurturing, and has a very kind heart, even if it’s not readily apparent, and even though she can be a sarcastic little shit. She’s also very accepting and open-minded, so if you’re feeling lonely because of who you are, she’ll be happy to be your friend. Overall, she’s pretty genuinely friendly and personable. Also: extremely patient. EXTREMELY patient.   3. Once you become her friend, you’ve got a friend in her. She’s loyal and caring, and smart as hell, so being her friend comes with a lot of benefits. Once you have her, she’s ride or die for you. Someone pisses you off? She’s pissed off too. She might even get more pissed off on your behalf.  4. Viv is very smart and very proud of being very smart, so she can inadvertently come across as condescending and insufferable. She’s become aware of this, though, and her efforts to not intimidate people with her brain can make her seem awkward at first glance, when really she’s just trying to be considerate and not overwhelming.  5. She might know how to charm authority figures and present a seemingly-normal facade, and she might be a ruthlessly organized type-A planner, but deep down she does feel very insecure and like she’s hiding behind a mask. She envies people who always seem at ease with themselves, because she doesn’t, even though she’s very good at projecting the image that she has her shit together... which, for the most part, she does, she just wants to be more together. 

H: Heat 1. Her room is cool, but that’s because she gets cold, puts on a ton of blankets, gets hot, removes them, cools off, gets too cold... and so it goes.  2. Overall, she prefers summer. She doesn’t mind winter, but it gets old fast, and Viv likes sunshine. And plants. And wearing clothing that isn’t super heavy. 3. Viv does like snow, although she does not particularly like to shovel it.  4. Viv likes to spend time outside in the summer--camping, hiking, and gardening are all some of her summer hobbies. Sometimes she’ll swim, but she prefers to do it in a lake or some other natural water source, like the ocean, and not a pool.  5. She tends to hibernate in winter, and only really likes to go outside if it’s a temperate day or otherwise a really nice one. She does have to force herself to go on walks, which she enjoys in general, in winter, because of her SAD and because she knows she needs to get outside. 

I: In-the-Closet 1. Genevieve is bisexual, and very much about it.  2. She did question it a little, when she was younger and having a bit of a crisis about it, but she kind of... always knew, so it mostly became a matter of trying to keep it quiet and under wraps.  3. Viv’s never questioned her own gender, although she’s very supportive of her friends who have.  4. Her family is very conservative and always has been, and even though some of their politics are... gross, they do love her very much. While she doesn’t think that they’d completely disown her, she knows it would cause a split, so for her trying to explain it to them or make them accepting is more trouble than it’s worth--especially when she was financially reliant on them. She does think her father kind of knows, though. 5. It might take a while, if it happens at all. She might consider it kinder to let them keep their image of her as a straight girl in their minds, and that’s okay with her. 

J: Joy 1. What makes Viv happy changes on any given day, but animals are usually a pretty safe bet. The sight of growing things, too, also makes her happy, and untouched nature. Being outside, surrounded by the world, in silence. People showing each other kindness makes her happy. She used to work with special-needs children and volunteer with animals, and she liked that a lot.  2. She used to work with special-needs kids, and she was very fond of them. She’s usually happy to see Zoe and Dante and Kyrie, and Sonali and Eli’s son, whose name I haven’t come up with. She also used to work in a library, and considers a library her happy place. She’s... kind of nerdy, in a good way. Very passionate about libraries and the services they offer.  3. There are a few songs that have good memories for her, and a few that just overall make her smile. This is one of them.  4. Overall, Viv would probably say she’s happier than unhappy, but it’s more like... she’s neither happy nor sad. She just kinda is.  5. That’s a loaded question. She doesn’t know if just one thing can or will. 

K: Kill  1. She did go through a period of very intense depression during her early teen years and did think about suicide fairly regularly. However, it was mostly a result of a bad home situation, and when that improved, so did her mood. She did develop a bit of a self-harm problem as a result of the chronic stress, and the urge to hurt herself can reappear when she’s feeling extremely depressed, anxious, or out of control--but for her to feel that way at all means she’s basically one step away from a total breakdown, which is something that she’s (thankfully) aware of.  2. Not seriously. There’s nobody Viv truly hates badly enough to kill. And besides, even if she did, it’s not worth all the effort she’d put into trying not to get caught. Also, murder is, you know, wrong.  3. There are a few world leaders and billionaires who might make her hit list. Also rapists, pedophiles, and child abusers.  4. She thinks her friends and family would miss her, and they would, but Viv wouldn’t know how many friends she really had until they showed up at her funeral.  5. I can’t imagine anyone would be happy if she died. Viv can’t really imagine anyone being happy she was dead either, and would probably wonder what it was that she did to piss someone off enough that they were.

L: Lemons   1. Viv likes most fruits, but she’s especially fond of pomegranates and apples. Also oranges. And blueberries. 2. Does not like pineapple. She doesn’t like the texture. She’s not especially fond of raspberries, but she’ll eat them if they’re offered to her.  3. Viv does not like Brussels sprouts or tomatoes, doesn’t really like onions if they’re raw, like in a salad or a sandwich, and is overall not particularly fond of asparagus. She tends to be an extraordinarily picky eater, which is why she prefers to cook her own food.  4. Viv can’t have dairy and shouldn’t eat gluten (although that doesn’t stop her most of the time) so she’s not very big on pizza, ice cream, cheese by itself, etc. Dante was appalled that she didn’t like pizza until she pointed out that it meant more for him. She will take an L for frozen yogurt, however, especially if it’s her favorite flavor (birthday cake. If not available, taro is a good second choice.) 5. Viv, overall, is a Salt Fiend. Anything that’s salty is probably up her alley--miso soup, soy sauce, salty crackers, etc. She’s very fond of Japanese and Middle Eastern food, particularly Levantine Middle Eastern food like falafel, hummus, fatteh, toum, and kabsa. She’s also a slut for donuts. 

[panelshowsource]

Which of the panel show comedians do you know are actually gay? Cos they always joke but I’m never sure

ah, my speciality. as for regulars / people you’ve seen more than once:

gay sandi toksvig, simon amstell, tom allen, sue perkins, alan carr, susan calman, larry dean, stephen fry, zoe lyons, suzi ruffell, paul foot, matt lucas, graham norton, julian clary, clare balding, rev richard coles

bisexual shappi khorsandi, matt richardson

pansexual joe lycett, david walliams(??? idc/idk)

[rustandruin]

Hiii my cutie 💕 top five wlw stories please? In any genre and medium

Three for three so far! Because this is another stellar ask — as well as a nice reminder of how far media has come, because not only are most of these recent, but I didn’t have to try too hard to find happy, more positive ones. And even better, I really could find stuff in most of my favouite genres. Viva more inclusive media!

P.S. It was actually hard to limit these to only five! 

Let’s hope that trend continues:

OBLIGATORY MENTION: It’s a low-level crime, that Brooklyn Nine-Nine‘s Rosa and Alicia (Gina Rodriguez’s character) can’t be on this list. But seeing as that they haven’t had more than an adorable meet-cute at this point, I couldn’t justify it to myself. But I feel the need to note that if we are fortunate enough to have her reprise this role in at least a minor recurring capacity next season, you’ll have to come and resuscitate me, because I’ll probably be dead. Like. Look at this!!! (I’m all three of them in this scene.) 

5. Amy and Lucy (D. E. B. S.)

What happens when you’re your spy agency’s top agent, but you just happen to be set up on a blind date with and then fall for the criminal mastermind who’s the basis of your thesis project? This movie. Directed by Angela Robinson (who herself is queer and also responsible for the polyamorous Wonder Woman creators backstory film Professor Marston and the Wonder Women last year), this film is a tongue-in-cheek parody of Charlie’s Angels. This means lots of wacky spy hijinks and some cheesy dialogue, but it truly feels like the queer spy AU I’ve always wanted. I also appreciate that there’s a B-story about female friendship and what it means when your friend embarks on a new relationship. (Side Note: This movie pairs perfectly with Spice World and SClub: Seeing Double, you’re welcome.) 

4. Goldie and Diane (Goldie Vance)

Goldie is pretty much living my dream ages 7 to.. well, pretty much now, seeing as she works at a local holiday resort where she also solves mysteries with the help of her best friend Cheryl (who wants to be an astronaut) and her girlfriend Diane (seen in all her chic glory, below). This comic is relatively new but it’s one of my all-time favourites because the art style is gorgeous and retro, the mysteries are fun and modern, and Goldie herself is fully-fledged and already iconic. And on top of all that, we get to see her initial crush on Diane, followed by them beginning a relationship all with very little drama. It’s cute and sweet, just what this book and our hero deserve. Also, I know it sounds weird, but I kind of have a crush on Diane. She’s just so ridiculously cool. (And she’s not even wearing her leather jacket.) 

3. Lena and Stef (The Fosters)

I haven’t caught up on the last two seasons of this series, but I did catch a bit of the season finale (which really focused on their relationship and Stef coming to terms with her dad’s death and his not having accepted their relationship) and it just drove home how special it was to be able to watch five seasons of a loving, committed lesbian relationship play out on TV. These ladies have been through so much together — and that’s excluding the insanity their five kids put them through. And I know they’ve gone through some rough patches, but it made me only love them more because relationships can be hard and require work and it was nice to see both these women doing their best to put in the effort. But more than that, the show allowed us to see them be funny and sexy and cute and domestic, amidst all the drama, which only makes this relationship so special. I hope we’re all lucky to find that kind of partnership some day. 

2. Carmilla and Laura Hollis (Carmilla)

Freshman journalist investigates and then falls for dark and mysterious vampire roommate, and then proceeds to get into all sorts of vampiric and demonic shenanigans with their inclusive group of friends. It sounds like some kind of wild fanfic idea, only it’s a real web series that ran for three seasons and then blessed us with a movie. And honestly, there is so much to love about Carmilla and Laura’s relationship. They’re both the tough and strong one and the soft and sensitive one, and better yet, they take turns being that for each other. Their chemistry crackles, the emotions (both positive and negative) come through, and even more importantly, they’re endlessly watchable together. Because they have that push and pull and give and take that is at the heart of all great pairings — and I could not be more grateful to everyone involved.

1. Waverly Earp and Nicole Haught (Wynonna Earp) 

Just as her sister Wynonna is off learning how to become Wyatt Earp’s latest heir, the ever-delightful Waverly goes on the fun journey that is discovering that your sexuality isn’t as defined as you thought it was — especially when she falls for the cute new female police officer in town. (Of course, while all this is happening we’re graced with all kinds of revenant-hunting and demon fighting goodness where both women show off their admirable skillsets.) But the best part of Waverly exploring her bisexuality and feelings for Nicole is that in many ways we get to see the “real” Waverly come out when with someone who appreciates how smart and insightful she can be and treats her with all the respect and adoration she deserves. And the same is true for Nicole, who while also being softer and more vulnerable around Waverly, also lets her see her more ambitious and determined side. It’s a sign that both women are at their fullest with each other, trusting one another with the best and worst parts of themselves, which is what good relationship allow you to do — even if one of you is constantly in mortal danger. Bring on Season 3 already. 

HONOURARY MENTIONS: Valencia and Beth (Crazy Ex Girlfriend), Petra and JR (Jane the Virgin), Bingo Love by Tee Franklin (I haven’t read it yet, but I’ve heard good things), Black Lightning (I have yet to watch it because I was waiting to marathon it), Of Fire and Stars by Audrey Coulthurst, Ash by Malinda Lo, Rasha and Zoe (Degrassi: Next Class)

[screechingaussie]

2 in 1 tag

I was tagged by @mark-tuan-and-namjoon-lover like ages ago, i’m sorry i’m so lazy 💕

As you can read from the title, this is 2 tags in 1 post.

1ST TAG

1.Are you named after anyone? -  Not that I know of? (mum says no, Dad laughed then walked away)🤔

2.When was the last time you cried? -  Last night watching Stray Kids even though I know the outcome, I still cried like a baby✌🏼

3. Do you have kids? - No but maybe one day?

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot? - Probably too much of it actually

5. What’s the first thing you notice about a person? - I don’t know to be honest, maybe hair?

6. What’s your eye colour? - Dark Green

7. Scary movie or Happy ending? - Happy ending, I love scary movies but happy ending always wins.

8. Any special talents? - Not that I can think of? I can pop my thumbs out of their socket.

9. Where were you born? - Australia

10. What are your hobbies? - Reading, Drawing, Writing, Photography and messing around with music even tho I have no idea what I’m doing.

11. Have you any pets? - I have 2 cats, Harley and Meah, and two dogs, Zoe and Sky

12. What sports do you play? - I used to be real sporty but since staring working full time I haven’t been able to find time.

13. How tall are you? - 5′2″ which is 158cm (i know i’m short)

14. Favourite subject in school? - I used to love my art subjects.

15. Dream job? - I wanted to be a music producer, but I’m now considering becoming a English teacher so who knows.

2ND TAG

1. How did you meet your newest friend? - Tumblr

2. Xbox or Playstation? - Playstation.

3. What K-Pop group do you bias the most? - At the moment more GOT7 than anything else, but I also love Bts, Stray kids, Nct and a fair few others as well. So it changes.

4. Who is your ultimate K-Pop bias? - It used to be Tae from BTS, then it was Hobi and now it Yugyeom so clearly I suck at making decisions

5. Do you like to draw? - I do but I’m honestly not all that great

6. Do you like your name? - I mean I do but I also don’t care all too much

7. What’s your age? - I’m 21.

8. What do you identify as and what are your pronouns? - I don’t really know? I’m kinda just floating and deciding gives me anxiety, my pronouns are she/her.

9. What’s your sexuality? - I’m Bisexual.

10. What is your current mood? - Bored and hot, its currently 9;30pm and still 33 degrees

I shall tag; @adriana-willnever-cook, @mayhembunny, @sevenpeaches, @joonsgalaxy and @riceeater22

Only if you want too 💕

[jens-holland]

I posted 3,786 times in 2021

24 posts created (1%)

3762 posts reblogged (99%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 156.8 posts.

I added 940 tags in 2021

#star wars - 278 posts

#loki - 215 posts

#doctor who - 69 posts

#lotr - 68 posts

#video - 60 posts

#marvel - 59 posts

#cool arts - 48 posts

#toh - 48 posts

#hades - 48 posts

#good omens - 47 posts

Longest Tag: 119 characters

#my high school friendgroup was lesbian. pan-ace. nonbinary nonbinary and nonbinary. gay pan ace…. we’re all lgbt hdgdjf

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

macduff

Oh hi! I was in band and honestly forgot I had reblogged a thing jsgdjdhjd

1) MacDuff was my first love, tbh. Macbeth has since surpassed him as my favorite character from the play, but he still holds a special place in my heart uwu

2) Romantically, Malcolm and this random guy named Robert de Lauder I picked up from Susan Fraser King’s book Queen Hereafter. Also, I imagine MacDuff had a crush on Macbeth when they were younger

3) Brotp for MacDuff would be Lady Duff for sure, but also MacDuff and Caithness. And MacDuff and Macbeth pre-play. Everyone gets along with MacDuff! But him and Caithness especially, definitely the ultimate brotp

4) Idk if I have any unpopular opinions for Duff 🤷🏻‍♂️ aside from spelling his name MacDuff instead of Macduff because it’s his surname unlike Macbeth which is Macbeth’s first name

5) Ummm,,, give my man a happy ending?? The guy loses his wife and all his kids AND two close friends throughout the course of the play. Like OUCH?? Also he should’ve gotten together with Malcolm

6 notes • Posted 2021-11-01 01:38:14 GMT

#4

CASTING FOR VIKINGS VALHALLA CASTING FOR VIKINGS VALHALLA

KNUT IS IN IT AND EMMA AND AELFGIFU

and Godwin 😒

BUT ALSO ST OLAF WHICH MEANS THAT THEY’RE COVERING THE TIME PERIOD FROM WHEN OLAF IS STILL ALIVE TO 1066 AT LEAST WHICH MEANS THERE’S NO WAY HARDRADA CAN BE A MAIN CHARACTER WITHOUT THEM FOLLOWING HIM TO KIEV AND BYZANTIUM

WE MIGHT SEE ZOE PORPHYROGENITA AND MICHAEL IV AND MICHAEL V AND MANIAKES

WE ALSO MIGHT SEE MALCOLM CANMORE BECAUSE HE WAS A REFUGEE IN ENGLAND FROM AROUND 1040 TO 1057 WHICH MEANS WE ALSO MIGHT SEE SIWARD AND MACBETH

ALSO KNUT’S SONS MIGHT BE IN IT

AAAAAAA A WOMAN OF COLOR IS THE JARL OF KATTEGAT AND CURRENTLY SHE’S CREDITED AS JARL HAAKON?? WHICH IS LEGIT???? IS SHE HAAKON EIRIKSSON?? CAUSE I LOVE THAT

GOD I CANNOT

I AM HYPE FOR THIS, THIS IS MY SHIT

I’VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS ALL DAY

ROBERT FLIPPING CURTHOSE MIGHT BE IN IT TOO I HAVE SO MANY EXPECTATIONS

ALSO I KNOW MICHAEL HIRST HAS CANON GAY CHARACTERS OFTEN IN HIS SHOWS SO PLEAAAASE POLYAM KNUT/EMMA/AELFGIFU

PLEAAAASE BISEXUAL HARDRADA

YOU HAVE MY ATTENTION MICHAEL, I WAS NOT DISAPPOINTED WITH VIKINGS, I TRUST I WILL NOT BE DISAPPOINTED WITH VIKINGS VALHALLA

8 notes • Posted 2021-05-09 23:47:50 GMT

#3

Oh what? MORE byzantine hot takes? It’s more likely than you think....

10 notes • Posted 2021-08-11 00:22:11 GMT

#2

watch me post hot takes and not tell you who anyone is

12 notes • Posted 2021-05-25 16:51:50 GMT

#1

codywan hours is always at midnight it seems

26 notes • Posted 2021-01-06 06:24:32 GMT

Get your Tumblr 2021 Year in Review →

[cosmos-dan]

New Years Post

here’s my 2017 year in review and new years resolution post! it’s gonna be a long post so i’m putting it under the cut.

7 things i learned this year

don’t stress about exams: i learned that the more i stress the less productive i am. i need to just study hard and the results will be the results that i deserve.

take risks: if i never overcame that initial anxiety to join my schools improv team i wouldn’t be who i am today and i never would have met some amazing friends.

be selfish when it comes to your mental health: even if people around you are always looking for you to save them, if it’s taking a toll on you, take a step back. but still try and be a kind and supportive friend if and when you are in a good head space.

reconnect with old friends: i became quite distant at the beginning of this year because of my anxiety. but by this summer i realized that one of my closest friends was the one i felt most comfortable talking to about my feelings.

have fun: i had a great time travelling the UK in the summer. if i just stayed sad all the time i never would have made the same great memories.

self care is important: after i realized later this year that i have depression as well as anxiety, i knew that i had to take some days off. i needed to charge my battery.

not having a label is ok: i experimented with my labels, telling few people what i thought i am. i said i was demi-bisexual for a while but now i’m not so sure. i’m just living by the day and it’s ok not to have a label. i’m just sure i’m not straight lol.

some people that changed my 2017

@musicalboye : i know they deleted their account but i still wanted to mention them. i met you through the bandom phandom net and im so happy i did. i’m always thinking about you. you made me feel better when i was the most depressed and i feel comfortable talking to you about everything, keep fighting my strong friend.

@phanmoonmother : you were there for me when i was crying about the tour tickets and i just wanna thank you for that? you helped me see that everything was going to be okay in the end.

@itsmydanpheelings : jules, idk what to say. you have been in my life for three months but it feels like we have known each other for years. you’re the first person i talk to in the morning and the last person i talk to at night. you’re my best friend even if we live 2,700 miles apart. we have broken borders and time zones. idk where i would be without you. i can talk to you about anything, and that’s special. actually i’m texting you rn while i’m writing this. so i don’t want to make this all mushy, but ily jules and i can’t wait for all the memories that awaits us. have a great new year :)

finally all of my followers. i recently hit 1.1k and i’m honestly still in shock that so many people follow me. i’ve noticed more people actually know me and mention me and i’m still always confused? i’m just some girl that lives in a small town in canada that decided to start a blog about her idols. i never believed so many people would be looking at my content. so i guess just thank you for being with me all the way through 2017. i love you all so much and can’t wait for what happens in 2018.

Zoe’s 2018 New Years Resolutions!

self care: i want to get better. and the only way i can do that is if i pick my pieces off of the ground and have the will to get better. maybe seek professional help and overall just treat myself with more respect. i also need to start showering more often and drinking more water. as well, i need to excersise more to help me feel more comfortable with who i am.

getting rid of toxic people: i don’t want anymore friendships that make me feel like i’m nothing. or make me feel like i’m not enough. or that i’m not “normal”. i want to start hanging out with the people that actually care about me, and that are people i think that i feel comfortable sharing my feelings with etc.

so happy new years guys!! thanks again for being with me whether it’s been since the beginning or the end of 2017. i love you all so much. keep shining babs :)

[toppledphoenix]

About & Would you rather (BTS edition) TAG

Tagged by the ever wonderful @miniminijiminni! Thank you so much!!! :)

Name: Zoe

Nicknames: Zo? lmao my names already short so i dont really go by nicknames

Zodiac sign: aries

Height: 5′5

Ethnicity: pretty white my dudes

Orientation: bisexual af

Favorite season: spring and autumn

Favorite books: I love books!!! I used to read so much but I don’t really have time anymore so i just read a lot of fanfic. a lot. I was so obsessed with the Percy Jackson series when I was younger and they certainly hold a special place in my heart.

Favorite animals: CATS CATS CATS CATS CATS

Favorite beverage: sweet tea and coffee

Favorite scent: vanilla, flowers, and cologne

Favorite fictional characters: Eren Jaeger, Percy Jackson, Lance, Uraraka Ochaco, Nico di Angelo

Number of blankets I sleep with: I’d say I average about two blankets

Hours of sleep: usually i get 9 hrs during the summer and probs 6-7 during school

Dream trip: recently I’ve really been wanting to go to Spain

Blog created: oh jesus it’s been 5 years since i created this blog. ive been thru phases man. i started out as a band blog and then i got into anime and it was all downhill from there. 

Number of followers: 2155, i’ve lost about 70 followers since i got into kpop lmao

BTS Would You Rather

▪build a snowman with v OR have a snowball fight with j-hope

▪get coffee with suga OR get ice cream with suga

▪go to the cinema with jimin OR the amusement park with Jungkook

▪ do a dance cover with j-hope OR sing a duet with jin

▪kiss rap monster OR cuddle suga bih i love cuddling

▪ babysit with jimin OR dogsit with v

▪meet j-hope’s family OR have v meet your family (my family is insane. literally)

▪ film a commercial with j-hope OR film a sketch with v

▪hug jimin OR hold hands with jungkook HHHHHHHHHHHH MY BABY

▪ go to paris with jin OR to london with suga

▪film a drama with jin OR do a photo shoot with rap monster 

▪ attend an award show with rap monster OR wear couple t-shirts at the airport with jungkook

▪spend a lazy day with suga OR explore a city with j-hope

▪fall asleep next to jimin OR wake up next to jungkook im always gonna choose jungkook i am w e ak

▪ have a fun picnic with j-hope OR a fancy date with jin

▪have jungkook serenade you OR have v sing you to sleep FUCK U ILOVE JUNGKOOK HES MY BIAS BUT TAE IS MY BIAS WRECKER I HATE U 

▪ have a dance party with j-hope OR sing karaoke with suga

▪ go camping with jimin and v OR go to the beach with rap monster and suga i am not gonna third wheel vmin

▪have a sleepover with the hyung line OR a birthday party with the maknae line hyung line are literally the funniest

▪ celebrate halloween with jungkook, suga, v and j-hope OR christmas with rap monster, jimin and jin 

I tag:

whoever wants to do it! tag me if you do :)

[indigo-streaks-in-her-hair]

Hi! I was wondering if I could get a ship for DEH. I'm 17, bisexual, and my pronouns are she/her. I am 5"7 with wavy, brunette hair and green eyes. I have a pale complexion and an hour glass figure. My friends would describe me as funny, intelligent, and caring. I love writing, singing, and playing piano. At school, I'm in chorus, drama, debate, and on the volleyball team. After high school, I hope to get my BFA in musical theatre :) thanks so much ❤️

I SHIP YOU WITH ZOE ❤️

the first time she sees you is at a school volleyball game alana dragged her to. when she sees you the poor girl almost chokes because damn you’re so pretty? and so good at sports? how has she never noticed you until now? alana sees how shooketh her friend is and just goes “oh yeah she’s in my history class and we’re friends do you want me to set you guys-” “bxwuhzhHEUDBD YES PLEASE”

after the volleyball game zoe finds you on instagram and follows you and it’s three am and your phone beeps with the notification and you’re like “what omg who is the cutie” and then you remember she’s one of alana’s friends and you’re thinking “how did i not notice this goddess before wtf”. so you sit together at lunch and you actually love talking to zoe so it becomes a daily thing. she’s so funny and kind and lovely and your heart can’t take it.

and then zoe asks you out!! “um, i’m sorry if this is way too soon, but erhm i’m wondering if-if youwannagooutwithmesometime??!” you do nothing but cock an eyebrow at her and give her a quick kiss on the cheek before telling her to pick you up at seven. the date goes wonderfully and after a few more she kISSES YOU!!!! ZOE MURPHY KISSES YOU!!! “oh my god i’m so sor-” but then you just grab her face and kiss her to shut her up. she’s at a total loss for words.

and so you become the cutest girlfriends ever and are always so loving and supportive towards each other. you are each other’s comfort, and you wouldn’t have it any other way. zoe attends every single one of your chorus concerts, and she’s always in the front row taking pictures and smiling widely. when you audition for shows, she’s always helping you run lines and giving you tips, and when opening night comes around she’ll make you a special breakfast and just shoot words of love and encouragement towards you. oh, and she gets you a huge ass bouquet because she loves you that much.

zoe is head over heels in love with your green eyes. and well, you of course. green never really was a special kind of color to her until she met you. the hue reminds her of a tranquil sort of forest. and sometimes she’ll stare at your eyes for minutes and you’ll wonder what she finds so special about you. when she had indigo streaks in her hair, you dyed yours too, but a different color.

sometimes you two will have fake arguments to help you practice for debate, and zoe is always blown away by your skills. one day she begged you to teach her some piano so you sat her down and taught her some basic songs and keys. you’re sitting awfully close together on that piano bench and zoe just couldn’t keep her hands to herself. yes, you ended up making out on that piano bench with zoe straddling your hips and kissing your neck. and yes, jared and alana kept teasing you about your many hickeys the next day.

whenever the situation at home becomes to much for her, zoe will call you late at night with tears in her eyes and you’ll speed your way over and climb in through her window. you’ll spend the night holding her and whispering sweet nothings into her ear until she drifts off to sleep. the first time she says “i love you” is during one of these nights.

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Here’s my headcanons for the Dear Evan Hansen characters, including how they would sign their names :) I have more details regarding them and my headcanons below the cut!

Alana Beck

She’s a trans female butch lesbian who takes crap from nobody.

She has depression and distracts herself from it by getting really involved in anything and everything which is why she is does so much community service, internships, and club activities. She hates downtime.

She was bullied when she was younger because she was perceived as a boy who liked girly things.

When she reached high school she decided that she was tired of being bullied and so she officially came out to anyone and everyone and personally punched anyone that said something transphobic.

Her mother is very supportive of her decision and is helping her transition easier, as well as fighting the school when they insisted that Alana had to continue using the boy’s restroom.

Her father is distant and doesn’t like to be involved in her transition. It took him two years to finally use the correct pronouns but he continues to call her “Al” on purpose because it sounds more masculine.

Alana is planning on punching her father when she moves out of the house for being so terrible.

Jared Kleinman

He is a gay cis male and is well known at school as being the nerdy white “fuckboy” but he owns it anyway.

While he seems cheerful and such, he’s really lonely and knows that Evan is his only friend but he doesn’t know how to reach out to other people so he just kind of acts like a jerk so he can justify why people don’t like him.

He’s knees deep in League of Legends and probably will never pull himself out of his obsession.

While he has a bunch of followers on tumblr, he doesn’t talk about his personal life because he only gets 1 or 2 notes and it makes him feel bad.

He’s convinced that his parents like Evan more than they like him which is partly why he kind of treats Evan badly from time to time.

His “part time job” dream is to work at Best Buy but he can only land a job at McDonald’s or Lush.

Heidi Hansen

She is a bisexual cis female who grew up poor in her childhood.

She is very tired, all day every day, so her cheerfulness that she has in the musical is a mask that she only wears around Evan.

Half of the time when she says that she’s going to class, she’s actually going to her secret second job to pick up more wages to pay for bills.

While she sometimes fights with Evan about money, she refuses to stop taking him to therapy and getting him medication because she knows that his mental health is more important than fancy commodities.

Her ex-husband had depression and she always hated seeing the effects it had on him which is why she is so protective and concerned about Evan’s mental health.

While she can seem frustrated by Evan’s anxiety, she still loves her son as he is, and she wouldn’t mind if his anxiety never went away, even with the money and time spent with therapy and medication, because she knows that it’s not something that Evan can control that easily.

She is a very protective Mom™, but she can’t show it much because she’s always busy with work and classes.

Evan Hansen

He is a quoiromantic, asexual demiboy, but he hasn’t found the labels for any part of his identity yet.

He is very tall and big and so when people first meet him and don’t know him, they’re very intimidated, which plays into why he doesn’t have many friends.

He is on the autism spectrum.

He gets sensory overload a lot so he doesn’t eat in the cafeteria and usually eats in the hall outside the computer lab (since you can’t eat or drink in the computer lab).

He’s torn holes in his shirts and also stretched the hems too far due to his stimming and anxiety cues.

He chews on his nails a lot.

His favorite flower is the sunflower.

Zoe Murphy

She is a pansexual cis female who is Done With Everything.

She and Connor used to take piano lessons together before Connor quit and Zoe moved to stringed instruments.

She doesn’t like dresses or skirts and much prefers pants.

She’s always wanted to try cutting her hair to a pixie cut or undercut but she’s too nervous that she wouldn’t look good with it.

When Connor first started getting into drugs, she helped him hide it because he always promised that he would stop.

When it was clear he wasn’t going to stop, Zoe was the one to tell their mother.

After his first suicide attempt, Zoe slept in Connor’s room while he was in the hospital.

Milky Way is her favorite candy bar.

Connor Murphy

He is a gay and genderfluid/nonbinary (I can’t figure out which fits him better). He hasn’t figured out his gender and doesn’t really know that he can be anything but a boy, but he does know that sometimes he/him/his pronouns make him feel really uncomfortable.

He still remembers how to read sheet music and how to play Chopsticks on the piano.

He developed depression in middle school and struggled with it silently because he thought his parents had a stigma against mental illness (he was right).

He got into drugs in high school when a bad influential ‘friend’ told him that it would help curb depression symptoms. By the time Connor realized that his friend was completely lying, he was already addicted.

He is absolutely terrified to come out to his family as gay.

He’s always really liked Evan Hansen (as a friend or a crush, he never really knew) but because Evan was always with Jared, and Connor hates Jared, he always came off as angry and bitter.

Pot makes him really paranoid.

He loves nail polish but he’s never kept it on his nails for longer than one night.

Cynthia Murphy

She is a probably-straight cis female businesswoman (she’s never explored experiences with anyone other than men which is why I say probably-straight).

I honestly haven’t thought about her all that much because I don’t like her too much?

Connor was an accident and is what led her and Larry to get married.

She was pregnant with Connor when she was eighteen, just after high school graduation.

She’s always had a fantasy of the perfect nuclear family, and it seems she’s achieved that, but Connor being, well, Connor, has thrown a wrench into her dream.

She’s always kinda sorta resented Connor for ruining her life’s plan by being conceived (even though she’s the one who had unprotected sex).

She only drinks tea, and her favorite is a special herbal tea blend she makes by mixing a couple different brands of tea together.

Larry Murphy

He is a mostly-straight cis male businessman.

He had a fling with a boy one summer in his sophomore year of high school and still reminisces about it even though he’s never told anyone about the experience before.

He loves Cynthia but he doesn’t love her, y’know?

(He loved the boy from sophomore year.)

He loves sports a lot and still is incredibly disappointed that Connor doesn’t like spots like he does.

After Connor’s first attempt, he spent an hour crying himself dry and decided that he wasn’t going to let himself be so hurt, should something worse happen again.

Ever since then, he’s inflated Connor’s bad habits in his head so he would think of his son more like a criminal than his son.

Unfortunately after Connor died he was till torn apart inside but he successfully numbed himself and distanced himself from his emotions.

(Coincidentally, this was exactly what his dad did when he was younger.)

He really loves taking care of plants and wants to own a garden but he’s always too busy with work to successfully take care of one.

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Arabella for the OC ask! - peace-coast-island

thank you for the ask, @peace-coast-island and anonymous! 

full name: arabella noelle aldaine-halegender and sexuality: cis woman, bisexualpronouns: she/herethnicity/species: biracial (indian/white), and human. (i do have a werewolf au, though.)birthplace and birthdate: san francisco, california, and june 21stguilty pleasures: bad movies, cheesy romance novels, hoarding clothes, singing in the shower, and cookies.phobias: tight spaces, failure, and alcohol (kind of. she drinks, but not too much.)what they would be famous for: ballet! she’s a dancer. or maybe hockey.what they would get arrested for: vandalism or fighting.oc you ship them with: charles, kalea, zoe, alexandraoc most likely to murder them: james (not that one!), valentino, hopefavorite movie/book genre: sci-fi and fantasy.least favorite movie/book cliche: love triangles.talents and/or powers: ballet, hockey, cooking/baking. why someone might love them: she’s really sweet, a very affectionate, loving person. she’s smart and funny, and has big heart.why someone might hate them: her temper, her stubbornness, the fact that she can be very blunt.how they change: her temper mellows out as she grows, and she loses a her idealistic views, no more rose colored glasses.why you love them: she was the first oc i ever made, actually! i’ve had her for five years now, and she’s changed a ton, but she’ll always have a special place in my heart.