#binding injury

[cent-scratchnsniff]

Mermaid

[shamefulcorpse]

ffavorite transformations?

[snowe-zolynn-rogers]

Pairings: None

Word Count: 1,794 Words

Summary: The solar eclipse after Solar's death has an energy to it.

Warnings: Character Death, Caps, Cursing, Overworking, Self-Hatred (from Moon, of course), Sleep Deprivation, Blood (minor), Minor Injury, Ghost, Magic, Mind Meld, Soul Bond, Sharing A Body/Brain, Pain, Nausea, let me know if I should add anything else.

Binding And Bonding

Solar woke up in an abyss. Everything around him was darkness. He could see a vague ring of light around him, lighting up the rest of his surroundings decently well. He could vaguely hear something being said into the void around him in a vaguely familiar voice but he was knocked out before he could acknowledge the voice.

-Two And A Half Weeks Earlier-

"I don't wanna go…" Solar muttered, body deteriorating and slowly disintegrating as it collapsed to the floor like his dimension likely was. Moon was quick to grab him and try to keep him steady but it wasn't any use given he couldn't feel his legs anymore.

"You don't have to!" Moon insisted, holding Solar as close as he could, Solar feeling Moon's hands slip through him as he could feel himself fading into an abyss.

"Solar? SOLAR!" Solar could vaguely hear Moon screaming as he went into a void.

-A Week Later-

"Moon, you're pushing yourself. You aren't charging or resting." Eclipse finally broke and snapped at him.

"Maybe I would if I hadn't fucked everything up!" Moon screamed back at him, too stressed to not scream at the inconveniences anymore, too focused on getting Solar back now.

"Moon, you're at a max of five percent." Eclipse reminded him.

"I'll charge when my brother is back." Moon growled venomously, eyes turning to glare that Eclipse dare interrupt him but Eclipse had gotten used to Moon being like this fairly quickly. Eclipse knew Moon would inevitably run himself down and then Eclipse could carry Moon off to bed.

Thankfully, Eclipse got that opportunity sooner rather than later as Moon stumbled and his hand hit a tray, knocking it to the floor with Moon collapsing to the floor as well a few seconds later.

Eclipse went and finally was able to scoop the poor sap up and groan at how heavy Moon was, muttering complaints about how much Moon weighed as he kicked the door to Parts & Service open for him since he was busy carrying Moon.

"You." Ruin caught Eclipse's attention before Eclipse was able to leave.

"Yeah, what about me? Want me to come in there and kill you finally?" Eclipse asked.

"No, actually. I would like you to forget Protocol 87.775.2, actually." Ruin told him and Eclipse tilted his head in question, not really knowing what Ruin was talking about.

"Forget about what?" Eclipse asked.

"Exactly! Good job! Thank you! Be on your way now!" Ruin cheerily told him and Eclipse shook his head and carried Moon up to the daycare and through the portal to the house, sighing seeing Sun's cats practically waiting for Moon, though they hissed as if they hated him anyway, but Eclipse knew the little cretins were pretending they hated Moon.

Eclipse laid Moon on the couch and put a blanket over him for the cats to crawl on top of and purr now that they knew Moon was sleeping. Eclipse chuckled at the little gremlins. They sure loved their uncle, they were purring on his unconscious body.

Eclipse plugged Moon's charging wire into the wall outlet near the couch and left to go figure out what the hell Ruin was talking about, landing at the daycare computer inevitably. It seemed the computer knew everything anyway so he may as well try.

"Nice attempt, but you are not a member of the Celestial Family." The computer told him.

"Nice joke, I actually am. But I came for answers." Eclipse told the machine.

"Whyever would I give you answers?" The computer asked.

"Ruin mentioned a protocol in me, basically asking me to delete it but I don't know what he was talking about. I will let you scan my code if you look for Protocol 87.775.2." Eclipse told the computer.

"…I will agree to these conditions, only because it may serve well for Moon." The computer agreed. Eclipse plugged himself into the computer for it to scan him and just sat back waiting, all he could do was wait. The computer was doing two things at once and it was taking a while.

Eclipse ended up falling asleep for a bit in the computer chair while the computer did its thing. However, the computer also decided to be an alarm for Eclipse as it woke him up with a loud bussing noise through his circuits.

"HEY!" Eclipse jolted awake, pulling out the cord and thoroughly startled by the computer.

"Ah, good, awake. I have found Protocol 87.775.2 as well as scanned your code." The computer told him.

"And you wake me up like your about to try giving me a controlled shock?" Eclipse snapped.

"Yes, I found it amusing." The computer would've laughed if it could, Eclipse could tell.

"Fine, what is the protocol about?" Eclipse asked.

"This protocol entails a means to what Moon has been working on. A way to undo what has been done." Eclipse scoffed at that.

"So that's why he wanted me to get rid of it. I haven't been alone in a room so he couldn't give me an order to try to get me to delete it until today." Eclipse muttered.

"Unfortunately, it is extremely difficult as it works with the essence of an energy." The computer told him.

"Tell me what I have to do."

-One Week & Four Days Later-

Eclipse walked into the room Solar had died in. He had finally made good on getting everything else ready and Sun and Moon were out with Earth and Lunar, watching the solar eclipse on the roof of the PizzaPlex.

Eclipse had chalk, blood, and a dagger. He hated this, it felt so weird. It felt so awkward to probably be the first person Solar sees when he comes back.

"Solar?" Eclipse calls to whatever remained of Solar's energy, which he had attuned himself to over the last week and a half.

"Solar." Eclipse called to Solar again, sitting down in front of where Solar died. He could feel the energy around him swirling as though Solar was trying to tell him he was there still.

"There you are." Eclipse closed his eyes, holding the chalk and drew a circle of runes with his eyes closed, following the images of runes the protocol was feeding him on the back of his eyelids. The circle was around Eclipse himself and the spot Solar died in, interlocking them.

"Solar, I can feel you. God that sounds weird." Eclipse muttered the last half. The energy jolted like it was laughing at him. "Yeah, laugh it up, idiot. Sit with me." Eclipse sighed. He could vaguely see the outline of Solar's energy sit with him.

"Thank you." Eclipse muttered, knowing he had to thank Solar. He hated that he had to. Eclipse cringed as he poured the blood on the inner ring of the rune circle, watching outside as the sky began to go dark.

"I willingly open this connection for Solar." Eclipse stated as the protocol had, cutting open his right hand with the dagger in his left dominant hand. Eclipse could see that the whisp in his vision that was Solar's energy was interested.

"Hold my hand, Solar and only Solar." Eclipse told the energy. The energy seemed to hold his hand and Eclipse sighed at the feeling, relieved Solar was just listening to him, probably out of curiosity rather than genuine willingness.

"I connect what is mine to what is yours. Wire for wire, energy for energy. I share willingly what is mine with you." Eclipse spoke evenly, making sure to read word for word.

"This day is a connection." Eclipse felt the rune light up with light, blazing as the room went completely dark. "I bind us. Mine is yours. under this light, we become connected." Eclipse lost his breath after these words of the spell, making him choke a bit as he could feel Solar's energy binding to his own, coughing to get air as he could feel his mind breaking in half, body feeling aches and pains as Solar's energy was bonding to him.

Eclipse lurched forward, nauseous as he felt Solar's AI blooming into his head, using the broken-off half of Eclipse's mind, their mind? Eclipse didn't know but he was nauseous. Animatronics weren't supposed to get nauseous. He leaned with his hands on the ground, hearing someone screaming. Was that him? Was he screaming? He still had to say the final words and get Solar to say them too.

Eclipse reached his energy into his mind, making Solar take half control with him, each having control of one half of their? body. Eclipse fed the final words into their vision to make Solar say it with him. Once Solar nodded using their head Eclipse nodded back.

"We claim the energy of the solar eclipse given to us." Both of their voices echoed and the pitch-black void of the room glowed with a peace around them, the white ring around them calmly pulsing with their energies. Eclipse finally felt a peace now as he curled up on the ground, trembling with everything that had happened, too overwhelmed to move but he had to finish it. He had to finish this. He fed to Solar in their optics the final step and words.

Solar was the one to drag their body upright again. Eclipse was shivering, Solar was shivering. The room felt cold. Everything felt cold. Solar seemed to have more force than Eclipse, Solar was learning how to share their energy.

"We undo the damage that has been done through false trust." They made sure to echo each other and Eclipse felt a bloom in his chest of the energy they claimed from the solar eclipse above in the sky still, the ring around them, practically burst into a running visual of universes coming back into being, rebuilding themselves, lives being brought back immediately, everything blooming around them in the circle of light like flowers.

Eclipse gave a soft, exhausted chuckle seeing it and seeing the sky begin to get light again. Once the ring around them finished, the warm feeling slowly dissipated and Eclipse and Solar simply collapsed onto the ground, shaking and taking deep breaths.

"Thank you." Solar whispered.

"I know." Eclipse tried to laugh but all that came out was a wheeze.

"Are you okay?" Solar asked.

"I'm exhausted." Eclipse whispered back.

"Well, you gave up your magic to bring everything back, you're probably going to be exhausted for a while." Solar sighed.

"I expect Moon to thank me, you tell him that if you wake up first." Eclipse told Solar before letting himself ease into unconsciousness, giving Solar control for a brief moment before Solar fell asleep too from being brought back and losing a lot of energy himself.

[the-narwhals-awaken]

Bloody Hearts Bingo: Supplement 2

Ichigo stretched as much as he could, half-bound to his lab table. The last of their natural growth spurts were done- apparently, extensive reiatsu use while in puberty undid the typical effects of spiritual-power-induced increased growth, leaving them shorter than most would suspect- and thus Urahara had deemed them ready for the final major change. There would be more work, of course- little adaptions, refining things as they settled into themselves, maintenance- but it would mark the last step from being who they'd been before and who they were now.

There were devices made to allow them to pass as human, of course- traditional university might never have suited him, but there was still high school to finish and Ichigo was determined to take at least part-time courses, along with the variety of errands that were required to function in the living world. Reminescent of gigai but with no need to physically climb into a shell and far better adapted to allow them to use their power (to a degree, of course, but the limiters were far more reasonable), the collars (Kisuke had a bit of a sense of humor, but none of them had protested) were neatly lined up on Kisuke's desk, waiting for the changes to progress.

The changes were one-at-a-time, so they could watch- it would be useful to know, and Ichigo would admit that he wanted to see the becoming of each of his partners. Chad went first- the amount of sedatives he already needed meant that it was best to get him done first, before anything had a chance to wear off.

The change was rather obvious, once Kisuke started feeding it power (mostly donated from Ichigo, though each of them had added enough to allow for the proper flavoring)- Chad shot up four inches in height, stretching the full length of his table, and stayed at the same proportions. It was a good decision that had him shirtless- anything he'd worn would have been shredded. His hair shifted- Ichigo couldn't quite tell what was happening, only that it seemed shinier and different-textured, and he squeezed his hands tight to keep from freeing himself and reaching over to touch.

Chad rolled over, half-curled, and gave Ichigo an excellent view of the crystal nodules dotting his spine, along with very impressive back muscles. It seemed more a cosmetic change than a textural one- none of them seemed particularly large, which was good considering their tendencies to grab and claw. His skin looked different, too- still that rich hue they loved to taste, but the texture seemed different, like he was made of something other than pure flesh. Considering he likely was, it was to be expected, but they were curious.

Orihime was next- her anxiety tended to manifest in shields, so it was best to let her know what was coming and then get to work before she could panic too much. Her change only added a little to her height- instead, her skin turned to scales, brilliant orange catching the light and shining like they were luminous all on their own. Two extra sets of horns emerged alongside the ones he'd seen before, thinner and finer but adding to the appearance that she was crowned, regal as she deserved to be.

The skin on her back flexed, rippled, and wings burst free, massive leathery things dripping with the fluid of creation and joining a tail that flexed and snaked for a moment before settling down. It was majestic- Orihime was finally showing the dragon that had lived in her soul all this time.

Uryuu went next- mostly because Ichigo was going last, so they'd be sure to have enough power to push them both all the way through. His change came with the sound of bone and tendon shifting more viscerally than most- when it stoped squelching, he seemed more stretched-out, proportions just off enough that Ichigo could tell that there'd been a change. The way he was flopped over the table showed that his flexibility certainly hadn't suffered from the change, either.

A glance over demonstrated another change- the shadows pooled deeper around the table, highlighting the way blue eyes caught the light far better than they had before. Ichigo knew that that would be fun to play with- whether in showing off or in teasing.

It was his turn, though, and he turned his attention off his partners to watch Kisuke work- clever hands, faint scars catching the light with the unnatural contrast that Orihime and Uryuu provided.

And then the burn hit. Power flooded through his veins, and he swore he could almost feel his skin peeling back to be replaced with new flesh, bones twisting as his whole body restructured, the changes Zangetsu had been priming settling into place almost too quickly for him to recognize them.

When it finally stopped, Ichigo could feel patches of scales along his back and hips, the way his feet felt and flexed differently, a weight on his head that was clearly a horn. His eyesight was clearer when he blinked his eyes open, too, and when he rolled his wrists it was clear that the lingering damage had vanished like it had never existed.

Once the pain faded, though, it was clear that he was hungry- and looking around at the others, it was clear that they were feeling it too, though all of them knew better than to act up in the lab. Kisuke smiled at them, sharp and indulgent all at once, and he tore open a Garganta (Ichigo would worry about that later, or never) and gestured them into the cool sands of Hueco Mundo.

The minute they were all standing on sand, Ichigo felt something shift in him, and it was only Kisuke's whim that had him still, half-bowed in a crouch, waiting as they strained against bonds only present in their minds- and then an arc of crimson shot out and they were off, Hunting, running, and Ichigo knew he'd never go back. This was as he was meant to be.

[sarenderpity]

Hey friends.

Another fucking 'sew your own binder' tutorial is going around.

It's one thing if you want to learn to sew a light compression sports bra, go ahead and give it a try with adequately stretchy materials.

BUT if you're looking for full flatness binding, even with a small chest,

Please.

Please.

Please I am begging yall to remember that a binder is a piece of MEDICAL EQUIPMENT.

If you wouldn't sew your own sling, your own sutures, or your own compression equipment, please don't sew your own binder.

[sleepyorchidmonster]

Do you ever wonder if Riddle's UM puts a target on his back?

I mean, Azul definetely wants to steal Off With Your Head, not to mention STYX has a gadget that does the same thing...

I once joked that, whenever there is an assassination plot or something against NRC, the first thing the assailants do is put Riddle out of comission, to the point that Crowley even said that "There's no assassins in the school, they would've attacked Riddle by now!"

But what if the attackers decided to brainwash him instead? If you're going to challenge some of the strongest mages in the world, having their classmate with a broken UM under mind control is a good advantage.

Except that Riddle is INCREDIBLY stubborn, and the sight of an emotionless Riddle blindly following orders and almost overblotting from trying to fight the spell just made the students angrier (they won't say they're worried, since they're NRC students. Well, aside from Kalim and Silver).

The assassins then decided that it's better to just fight with magic than try to cancel their opponent's powers. Malleus and Leona throwing punches was already bad enough, but then Floyd came in for the squeeze and HERE COMES CATER WITH THE STELL CHAIR!!!!

The scariest one was Kalim, though. He does not appreciate people hurting his friends (also the whole Book 4 thing kinda traumatised him, even if he forgave Jamil).

[fruitageoforanges]

Definitive thoughts on rook's rest post, maybe? I haven't seen many metas about how aemond and helaena must have felt about. That.

oh yes... 'definitive' thoughts maybe not so much, as i'm never good at 'definitive', but i do have thoughts.

i've actually written something in one of my fics about aemond's reaction to rook's rest, which sums up some of my thoughts:

He remembers Aegon after Rook’s Rest. The smell of him, burnt meat and rot. Blood, sharp, cloying. It was the smell of death; the maesters who slaved to save his charred flesh hung bundles of flowers to try to dispel it, but it clung on all the same, sour mixing with sweet. Recalling it brings sharp nausea to his mouth. No-one ever said it — the king may die . To do so would be treason, and Aemond isn’t sure what he would’ve done if one of the maesters told him to his face. After spending nights sat by Aegon’s bed, sword laid across his knees, he was wild enough to fight the Stranger themself if they came for his brother.

as much as it's a pivotal moment for aegon, it's also something of a pivotal moment for aemond. what we know of him is that he doesn't like aegon, but for all his cunty remarks like 'the crown looks better on me', he doesn't usurp him when he has the chance, and at storm's end he directly accuses luke of trying to steal his brother's throne. there's a deep vein of duty and love there, however complex. also, aemond was the one who killed meleys at rook's rest — i think watching aegon burn drove him a little wild. aegon, as the eldest brother, is the thing that has defined aemond's entire life, and it's probably the first time he's had to confront losing him. so: rage and grief enough for there to be nothing left of rhaenys but bones, and likely frustration that he can't just fight the stranger to heal aegon.

for helaena... obviously this is post-b&c, so she isn't mentally well, but i think she probably foresaw rook's rest in some capacity. and as/after it happened she just got this sick sense of certainty, that once again tragedy has struck her family, once again she was given advance warning but it was all for nothing, nothing changed, doom is overtaking them bit by bit and there's nothing she can do to stop it.

[ga1adriel]

know that personally, galadriel would love to slay every single one of your demons

[wh0rganic]

My fellow transmascs i NEED your help. I have gotta start binding because this dysphoria has HANDS but I have so many questions. Every online resource is dogshit and I can’t get answers so if you can help with any of this, please do:

Are there any brands that I should absolutely steer clear of?

Which brands, if any, would be safe to wear for my full work day (8-9hrs)?

Do any brands specifically account for variances in shape/position of breast tissue? I have never been able to find bras that fit my shape 100% correctly, so this factor is a bit important to me.

Am I supposed to measure myself bare chested?

[daveyfvckingjacobs]

“every large and dreadful thing that had ever happened to him in his life he had worked through, afterwards, alone”

[i-never-grew-up]

I'm hopefully gonna buy a "binder" today!

(quotes BC it's basically just a skin colour high impact sports bra that I'm gonna yank the padding out of but oh well)

(cracked ribs here we come lol)

[junior-high-rui-official]

// long post ahead. it's not exactly angsty but there is brief description of physical injury. keep yourself safe while reading <3

Rui manages to keep his composure as he walks away from Nene's. When he enters his own house, though, he all but collapses, leaning onto the door for balance as he holds his side.

Oh- god, it hurts-!

He stays there for a moment, breathing heavy as he waits for the pain to subside.

Once he feels like he can walk again, he stumbles off to the bathroom.

Lifting up his shirt to inspect the injury, he finds a bruise that already looks to be turning purple despite how fresh it was.

[That's probably not a good sign...]

He presses two fingers against it.

o-oww-!!

The pain worsens so quickly and so severely he can't help but cry out. Somebody definitely heard that, but...no matter, he'd just have to come up with a lie.

[oh, this isn't good... did i bust a rib when I went to catch her...? I can't take anymore time off school...]

He bites his lip worriedly.

[No...no, I'm just being dramatic. It's a bruised rib at worst. Surely. It'll heal on its own...i don't need to tell anyone. Especially not Nene, she'll feel terrible...]

[i won't be able to bind, though. And that definitely makes a noticeable difference. People will ask...]

[...Ah, I know...!]

Rui digs around under the sink, locating a compression bandage. He starts at his hips, and begins wrapping his entire torso with it- covering both the bruise and his chest. He tapes the wrap off at his underarm, and assesses his silhouette, wincing once more as he turns in the mirror.

[...this should work...]

After a slow, painful trek upstairs to his room, he lowers himself onto his bed with an exhausted sigh, praying that his schoolmates would take mercy on him tomorrow...

[commence-screaming]

I’ve been wondering how Kings are able to order their Watchers around if Watchers really are as powerful as they say

Watchers are technically mentioned in the Book of Enoch, which is sort of(?) an addition to the Bible??? And yknow, the Bible has a bunch of stories where names are super important. (The green flu was supposedly made by the Aztec god of death 😫 NOTHING is impossible ok)

I am reminded of this Egyptian myth.

Soooo maybe the Watchers are controlled by their Kings because they have true names :)

[joutsummer]

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[shrews-art]

You ask and I deliver

A bond made of fire and spider webs

[phoenixtfc]

IM NOT ALLERGIC TO TRANS TAPE