#binah has never gotten soft touch in her life

[binah-beloved]

anytime i see u talk abt touched starved binah hc im just like 🤝🤝 (agreed)

it’s always a treat to see u write abt it :]

good. someone sees my vision

Binah doesn't know what she's feeling, whenever she's near you. it's far past the point when she showed her heart to you, asking for your assistance in deciphering these strange, soft emotions- yet something is still different. her fingers twitch whenever you're near, watching silently as you fill out paperwork. she always keeps a close eye on you. her excuse is protection, but you both know the true reason, that your presence eases the never-ending turmoil and madness. for a moment, the Extraction Sephirah feels the sudden urge to lay her hands over yours, guiding your pen towards each word

she exhales, closing her eyes. how foolish. when she was an Arbiter, she wouldn't have even tolerated such silly notions

the day ends quietly, the rest of the employees trickling out until you're the only two left in the room. there's the sound of steady footsteps behind you, and with a smile you stand and wrap your arms around Binah's waist, resting your head in the crook of her neck. her breath hitches subtly, stiffening under your touch before slowly relaxing, perfect posture slumping just barely. her hand comes up to hold the back of your head, the other curling around your body and bringing you closer until she's practically cradling you

this. this is what was missing. your gentle hugs and touch