#big fan of drawing sans n pap hugging

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three-for-one combo

i like drawing characters hugging, i have some weird headcanons, and i need to practice using panels, so here we are.

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The Behemoth is The Writer

(A/N: This is Aph England centric fanfic. It is human au, but something happen.)

Tonight was a rather pleasant night with unlikely cheerful night without gloomy clouds hung from the sky. Cheerful laughter and excitement can be heard across the hall, there was a gentleman with jade coloured eyes walking on the royal red carpet lied down covering icey floor. The gentleman was feeling exhausted.

“Oh~ Good evening, Monsieur Arthur! Can’t you appreciate euphonic sounds of music of my glorious party?” Francis walked to him with his fluttery hair floating gorgeously.

Arthur just sighed a bit, “Listen to me Francis, I don’t care about your mien or what so called appearance”, he talked in unexpectedly casual manner.

Francis laughed and back slicked Arthur��s hair. “You are a virtuoso, a very skilled man who can write everything you want. Don’t be gloomy, look at these eyebags” He sighed a bit and gave him a hug. “It is been 2 months, Arthur. You only stuck in your room writing stories. It will ruin your health. Beside we need to study about military, remember? The world is not a safe place now” He held his hand and rushed to the extravagant party room. Arthur nodded and tried to act formal. “Good evening”.

“Arthur Kirkland! A shut in virtuoso finally walked out from his cave. Hola!~” Antonio teased him while giving him a glass of mocktail and a cup of tea. “Pick what you want. You are rich enough to stop writing for a month or two, aren’t you addicted?” He gave a slight pap on his shoulder. “Francis! Thanks for calling him out from his cave!” He winked and walked to Ludwig and others. Francis sighed and walked away, “Au revoir! Antonio don’t be a supercilious man, oui? Don’t be arrogant”. Antonio smiled and gave a slight nod.

Antonio’s gigglemug face that always smile makes Arthur felt unease, he dislike socializing too much. He walked away from him when he got a chance and saw a black haired with height below average man sitting down on the edge of the room, that man was called as Kiku. Arthur sat down and fidget a bit, “I never see you before. What is your name?”, “My name is..Honda Kiku. What is your name?” Kiku lowered his head slightly when he greeted him, what a polite man he was. Arthur got confused and lifted his head up, “Don’t bow! I am not a behemoth or something…ah my name is Arthur, Arthur Kirkland” he showed his name card to him. Kiku gasped and smiled, “I am a big fan of yours. I worked in library and always be pleasured when there are books written by you. I myself have some books as well, the satire jokes are good” Kiku stuttered a bit and fidgeted. Arthur turned his head away, “T..thank you..very much. I just love to read, that is all. Where are you working? Which library?” He said while looked at the brown shade eyes that bring comfort. “It is small library, but have lots of books”, Kiku wrote the address on a tissue paper and gave it to him. Soon they spend night talking with each other. Feliciano and others does not even dare to budge them.

Arthur walked outside to part and waved his hand to Kiku before walking back to his room. Francis opened the door and smiled “Finally have a friend to talk? How quick!” He smiled and gave Arthur a warm blanket and drink, Francis often came to Arthur’s mansion to accompany him even if he ended up getting ignored. Arthur gave slight nod, he was preparing a set of clothes. “I want to go to a library tomorrow. Can I borrow your horse carriage?” He sat down and drank his warm cinnamon tea and yawned. Francis jumped excitedly, “My dear Arthur! You finally want to go out! Let me drive you to the library, alright? I will buy you lots of extravagant clothes” He smiled and ruffled his hair, “Now go to sleep, you need lots of rest for tomorrow”. He turned the lamp off and lightened the aromatherapic candle and walked to his own room. Arthur felt sleepy and tuckes himself under blanket, “Night…”.

Morning came, Arthur already well prepared then walked coming down to dining room to eat. A plate of mashed potatoes and cooked vegetables already have been prepared, he ate it a bit by a bit while daydreamed slightly like he oftenly did. He wanted to know about outside world.

Francis came while brushing his hair, “You sure up early” he gave a soft smile and started eating together with him. “Big brother got drunk last night”. Arthur laughed a bit and snickered, “It is a habit huh?” Then they just teased each other until finished eating. Arthur drank his tea and walked outside and waited next to the car with his top hat to symbolized his high social position, together with Francis. They went to a corner of dull monochrome city into a suburban with fresh air and blue sky, finally they saw the library.

Arthur covered his face with his hand when some citizens looked at the him, the visitor. Francis chuckled and used his umbrella to cover him, “Please make a way for this gentleman’s steps”. They moved away and Arthur opened the door and see Kiku numbering the books, “Kiku! Remember me? This is me, Arthur Kirkland!” He shook his hand, “This library have pleasant atmosphere, a cheerful one” he enjoyed the air here. He saw Yao and Ludwig talking and read their books, Francis walked and sat there talking with others excitedly. Kiku smiled and nodded, “Thank your for the visit, Arthur-san. Do you want to see some books?”, Arthur beamed “Encyclopedia!” His eyes expressed high spirit and he followed Kiku when he showed him the way to the shelves.

Arthur read lots of things with Kiku, oddly he got interested with weaponry, war strategies and self defense. He took some notes on his little green notebook, Ludwig noticed it and he walked to Arthur. He sighed and held the book down, “Arthur, don’t be a behemoth and like Faustus. Don’t sell your your soul for knowledge” He kindly persuade Arthur to calm down and taking rest. Arthur has not realized the meaning of what Ludwig talking about only can stay in his own confusion, “I don’t know what you are talking about”. Ludwig sighed, he tried to break the cycle of this.

Years come and passed, Arthur was as famous like Rennainsance men, he excels in many fields and become a strong influencer in many fields, he made many books and assigned to work in organizations especially law involved. There was an incident that change the world before we knew it, Arthur nowstudied black magic and cram in a flash but the burden was too big. His heart got tainted too quickly, his sight for thinking got clouded and dark. If this world is a world of demons surely the devils march sing hymne to blood moon. Arthur decided to stop researching for a night and sleep, there was something makes him wonder.

It was immortality, how to achieve immortality? Arthur wants to know it. With all the things he had now, he wants to be immortal to kept himself alive. Weeks passed and he indulge himself in scientific researches books. Antonio and Ludwig came inside Arthur’s bedroom and suprised with scribbled papers around the room, Ludwig looked discomfort, he approached Arthur whom is sleeping on his chair, there was papers written ‘Immortality’ everywhere with red ink, almost like a blood. How frightening. Ludwig took the papers and fold it into his pockets.

Antonio was aware but pretended not to be, he carried Arthur to his bed. “I am worried” Antonio frowned and looked at Ludwig. “I don’t like seeing this, what does he trying to achieve? He already excels in many things.”. Ludwig sighed and looked at the window, “You can say I am crazy or a fraud, but I have guts feeling and dream about we were immortal beings and the world is in chaos then we destroy ourselves” he looked at Antonio. Antonio froze and he nodded, “Me too..I..have feelings like that too, it is as if we are getting toyed by history. We are us but we are not us” he held Ludwig’s shoulder. “We can 'kidnap’ him later, once we have more allies.”.

Weeks passed, An announcement was made on newspapers, a research that looking for granting immortality finally suceed. Ludwig, Kiku, Antonio, Francis and Ivan felt unease about this, their nightmare got more intense and felt almost real. It was pure insanity for both side. They barged in Arthur’s room when Arthur was not there. They found frightening drawing from black magic, also writings about everything exist in this world from his journey around the world. Arthur is now a behemoth, a powerful man. Ivan looked unbudged, but his power got disturbed a lot. Ivan looked irritated, “I don’t like this. He is too powerful, he does not know when and how to stop”. Ludwig and Kiku nod in agreement, “Time to stop this”.

Arthur walked tiredly on the street, he did not rest well and his emotions got messed up but magically stay in control, must be the power of his mind. He took a deep breath, “I can do this splendidly, even if my allies does not support me”. He whistled happily, suddenly a big black horse carriage came and a hand pulled him inside, Arthur was not be able to scream. Arthur blinked and saw Ludwig, “Ludwig! What were you doing??” He coughed and sat down with others. Antonio hugged Arthur, “Arthur, stop this. We feel something terrible will happen. There is nothing good with immortality, only loneliness. Trust us!” He showed the paper with red ink on it.

“But did not we humans fear death the most? Our time stop and there is no more things ahead us” Arthur tried to calmed himself down. “I don’t understand…” He held his head, “I feel like I forgot something. If it is something good, then everyone wants it right? Nothing wrong with it”. Francis bit his finger, “Ar…ah…Angleterre. do you remember that name?” He looked at Arthur. Arthur’s spine shivered, he remembered something. “I REMEMBER!” He shouted then stop in silent for few moments. “I…it means I just pushed the end of era and bring darkness for human evolution. I need to stop this. I remember everything. The reason why time feels different and things always feels strange. We were not human”. 'We were not human’ that words is what others fears the most, atmosphere felt heavier and life feels like a permanent sentence for sins of bloodshed acts on past.

“Arthur! You have to destroy everything! Any traces of research of immortality! Humans must not know about this. This is out of their league!” Kiku looked worried, his skin getting pale. Arthur nodded, “5 minutes before they spread the potion of immortality” he opened the door and dashed outside after given a molotov bomb. Yao sighed, “He won’t make it. I can already see it. Life always betray us” he gave a bitter smile.

Arthur could not caught up with it, he saw many people drink the potion of hope for living that will make the world turned lunatic. Arthur’s glorious controversy visionary become vision showing frightening chaotic party. In half year, People doing suicide many times and failed, their brain is not as messed up their emotional state, many become manics and attack others with guns and anything to betrays and harm others and themselves.

Arthur shut down himself in a bunker, he punished himself that way while gettig trapped in fear and guilt. Ludwig and others tried to solve this disasterous era filled with sins and blood. That day was the last day they were alive.

All of them felt drowsiness, the now humans former nations. They fell asleep and when they open their eyes it was only darkness. The ruler of universe talked,

“Even with altering memories, being given a short life. It does not mean mistakes can’t be stopped huh? How does it feel repeating things over and over?”.

“I don’t want to exist” Arthur whispered to himself, “I remember everything. The world won’t be so empty without me” his voice shook with fear. Francis shouted, “No!! It will be too lonely! I need someone to be teased”

His wish granted, they moved to a new world, a world without Arthur. It was a rather a boring and empty feeling like world.

~End~

A/N: Finally I can try making original Hetalia fanfic! It is rather heavy topics and might be a bit OOC and gone downhill pretty quick. Sorry there is no romance if you are looking for one!