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It sucks that I am not able to express my thoughts on fb because I do not want to disrespect my family on social media in front of other people. But idk, how elsd do i express my frustrations? I just feel I'm in a loop dealing with this constant BS..... I just need to keep believing that things will get better for myself, because i am confident that I survive on my own.

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As much as I want to voice my opinions on my major social media platforms. I feel good about myself maintaining my composure and not allowing my frustration to overtake my emotions... I feel lost emotionally cause this family connection is disconnected at the moment... But I know my life will get better.

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I really want to voice my frustration about how the house internally is so different with you acting this way, but I just don't feel comfortable airing out family matters to the public.... But damn i get so frustrated seeing you go out EVERY SINGLE DAY dropping money like you living well off on your own... I'm trying to budget my lifestyle while you have the luxury to use your money at your own expense... All this fake flex buying and spending all this money you earn just to fulfill your needs for only a couple months.... To then put yourself in this same cycle....honestly i am done, idk what needs to be done, either everyone moves out or you just go... Honestly i dont kno..

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Things I want to do soon:

1. Buy my own home

2. Buy a car

3. Buy my Pops a car

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Man.... Things are different now and each day i just start to see you more as an enemy than family... You are living life for yourself and have no respect with the way you are living with us, especially the issues that you have brought upon us and refuse to talk it through... How can you possibly repair anything without talking about it...

I get that dad wants to have a heart and make sure we all stick together to help each other, but you just keep doing your own damn thing without even looking out for us... Just doing you.... Going out, getting pussy, spending money with no future. Keeping us in the dust to assist mom/dad to pay the bills... You truly will never change and will keep this rhythm going... I hate to say this but I think the only way this whole family can be happy is if we all separate... I could to realize I cannot live with someone with a selfish mindset like you...At the end of the day you don't talk to anyone in the house and "mind your own business", so what is your purpose here in this house? I'm not gonna allow you to treat us with disrespect and only talk when needed or if you're in need of help... I'm sorry I hope I take my word back but you gotta just go..

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Why do i have to work so hard, while you are just chilling and having fun.. You got a kid too but you prioritize ME time time as if you are 21 years old... You are family so it's just hard to get truly upset at you, but damn, sometimes i just don't understand your mind. Like, you play victim too much and push away from us, that makes no sense.... You do your own thing and don't even talk or affiliate with any of us, how can you say "minding my business" is okay??? You think it's normal to not talk to anyone in the house, cause honestly if that's how you portray it should be and you just carry on to do your own thing... Then leave. We as the family don't need this in our life and if you wanna bring the morale down by living at your own expense and rules within the home of your parents.... Then this home is not for you....I may be stressed now, but i know damn well once i am on my own, I'll be good because my whole life I've been living for a family of 7 not 1.

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Well I be damned

Time heals everything. I never thought I would be able to look at your profile without any hesitation, I took the whole thing out of proportion, who am I to think I am more than qualified to be an acting father. I was to nieve to understand the concept of parent hood... But the time is in the past and the healing process has completed. I feel extremely happy about myself. #timeisreal

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God damn fake instagram

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Good lord, i felt the pressure reading this shit thru my phone LOL!

Omg

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follow for gifs and pics of cute couples

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Don't mind it.

Even though you don't have anyone at this moment, that doesn't mean the world has stopped. You shouldn't be bothered by her kissing another guy. It shows that she has moved on.... So why haven't you done the same? Ask yourself, "why am I stressing about nothing?" because truthfully it's the same process as three months ago... She got a boyfriend and then you became depressed... You know what the problem is? It's me... I'm too busy worrying about someone else when the most important step is me....keep telling yourself that everything is OK, because the time will come and you will be happy.

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Lolol

When being bubble buddies goes wrong :/

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WOOF 302

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