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Combatants ~ Part 8 ~ final part

A/N: Oh my god, final part is out and this means its over. I finally stopped torturing them. I just want to say because this is the last part that this imagine/fan fic is really important to me. I wrote it when I was in a really dark place and it helped me get through it with the help of you guys and your feedback.

WARNING: Angst (typical), fluff,...

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When you opened your eyes you weren’t in Hogwarts anymore. Your head was pounding and it took you a while to realize where you truly are. It was a dark, cold room with ripped wallpapers on the walls and right next to you was Bruto, tied to a chair just like you. Trying to move and free yourself from the chair, the ropes only tightned and squeezed your chest. ‘They must have used a charm.’ you thought to yourself before looking up at the two men standing right in front of you.

“Twelve years ago men in blue took my father away. It was the worst day in my life. He left me with two little boys and a wolf to take care of. And I did. I ran far away with two boys in my arms and promised father to protect my little brothers. And I did. We hid in this small, deserted house with barely anything to eat. A year later men in blue found us and took us away, seperating Zebedaiah from us. I was furious with them. They took my little brother and gave it to someone else’s family. Yours.” he growled and leaned towards you. “When they wanted to take Gray away I wanted to ripp their heads of. And I did. I brought my little Toto and he did all the work for me instead.” he chuckled and turned around to Gray.

“We decided to pay your parents a visit.” continued Gray and walked towards you. “It was hard to find them but we did. Of course seeing our little brother playing with a young (y/h/c) girl emerged some unplanned jealousy. Because there you were playing with my younger brother while I had to stand on the side and watch it. “

“When you walked inside, I came over to Zoey and talked to him. He was so innocent, so pure and as soon as looked up to me with his green eyes I realized how much I missed him. Of course that was the day I promised him I will get him back. It was facinating. His hair. Just like my mother. It’s a genetic thing, that my family had for years. Like my grandfather had heterochromia, Gray inherited different colored eyes from him and his navy blue hair from my uncle, just like Monty. But Zoey. It was like seeing my mother once more with his green eyes. The same green eyes he got from my mother. Me? I inherited everything from my father. Except my hair. Those love to change color on the light as you might have noticed. See...my father, unlike me, is a horrifying man. You think I am a monster, you should have met him. But luckly for you he is locked away so that’s probably never going to happen.”

“Lucky for us too.” mumbled Gray.

Collin shot his head towards Gray and angrly walked towards him. He grabbed him by the neck and lift him and backed him against the wall. “If it wasnt for him we would still be rotting in that hell hole for what I know! Do not disrespect him in front of me!” he roared and squeezed him tighter.

“Get.off.me.” growled Gray and glared at his brother as he let go of him.

“See (y/n). Like every villian, I have a story too.” he smiled and knelt down to you.

“A villian my arse.” you scoffed and glared at his dark eyes. “More like a pathetic fool.”

Collin chuckled and walked towards Bruto. “You know I always liked you. No matter what you did, I still liked you. I kind of had a soft spot for you Wolfie. Funny right.” he smiled and pulled out a knife. “As for this lad over here.” he spoke in a different, lower tone. “This lad pissed me off.” he snarled and gently brushed his knife against his thigh. “You know Gray told me about this thing. What is it called again brother?”

“Polyjuice potion.” answered Gray gritting his teeth and glaring at Collin.

“Polyjuice potion.” he chuckled. “That.” he added before his face turned completly flat. He pushed the knife in Bruto’s thigh and started twisting it. “You should have never done that!” he growled making Bruto yelp from pain. He pulled the knife out and stabbed the other thigh. “Pretending to be Zoey! I almost believed you! “

“Stop it Collin! “ you yelled.

“Would you rather see Toto do all the work? I bet you want to know how he ripped your parents apart.” he cackled, turning to the door and letting out a whistle.

And there he was. A large white wolf with dark viscious eyes. His fur was long and white as snow as his nose was dark with a small light orange stripe streching right on the middle of it. There was still some blood on his paws and as soon as he smelled the blood he moved towards Bruto.

“NO! You can’t do this!!” you begged, tears falling down your cheeks and struggling to break away from the charm. “Please! Collin don’t do this!”

But Toto was already approaching Bruto. You looked over to Gray, who turned his eyes away from the scene. He didn’t want to see this. He always hated this part, hell he never wanted to be part of this in the first place.

“Jack!” you yelled. “Jack please don’t let him do this! You are supposed to be my best friend. My best friend! Didn’t the time we spent together mean anything to you!?”

Looking at your broken (y/e/c) eyes he felt horrible. Your eyes that seemed to dig deep in his soul, he didn’t know he had. And yes. You meant the world to him. He loved your funny comments, your reactions when he says something dirty, or the way you surprise him with even more dirtier thoughts. He loved you like a sister. He thought of you that way too. You were always there for him. Either was it being annoying or making him feel better everytime he was down. You were there for him in a way Collin never was,

And with Bruto. He cared for the guy even though he was a dick. Bruto was there when you weren’t. And when the two of you bickered, he used to watch and just laugh at his roomate and his best friend fighting over him.

But he was bad. He was supposed to be bad. Right?

You looked over to Bruto, whose eyes were still stuck on you. There was a small smile appearing on his lip. “I love you (y/n). Don’t forget that.” he spoke in a croaky and brittle voice.

“No.” you whispered, feeling tears fall down your cheeks.

The wolf was close to Bruto by now. His snout sniffing him from his toes to his thighs and his eyes suddenly turning red.

“Avada Kadavra!” yelled Gray, pulling his wand at the wolf and blasting a green light out of it. Toto was blasted away and dead on the scene.

“NO!” yelled Collin running to the wolf. He put his hands under his head and stroked him. Toto was dead. The only thing he had of his mother was gone. “You killed him!” he shouted turning his head to Gray.

“Good. That wolf deserved it.” spat Gray, putting away his wand and glaring at his brother.

“This wolf was the only thing left of her! This wolf was her’s!” yelled Collin, walking over to his brother and stopping only an inch away from him.

“And you think she would want her wolf to kill innocent people! Collin this wolf attacked Zoey when he was 4 years old no wonder they took him away!” shouted Gray, standing his ground and looking at his brother.

“They were not innocent!!”

“Yes they were Collin! They were innocent people, who just wanted to adopt our baby brother so he could have a normal family life! A family who loves him and keeps him safe!”

“We could have done that! We could have been that family!”

“What is wrong with you!?! Mom is dead, dad is in prison and you are a murderer! You took away any chance Zoey had at a normal life by taking her parents! If you really cared for him you would let them live!”

“But father-”

“What father Collin!?! He was a terrible father to us! He made us do horrible things. Since we were young we had to steal and lie for him. We had to do things no kid should do!”

“That’s what made us strong. That’s what made us survive.”

“No! That’s what made our family fall apart! That’s what put us here in the first place. God Collin you are just like him!”

“Shut up Gray!” roared Collin, pushing Gray away and clenching his fist. When Gray got up, he stormed at Collin but was knocked down before he could do anything.

He turned around to face you. His eyes burning with fire as he walked over to you and rocked the chair backwards. “You did this!” he growled pulling out his knife. “You bitch!”

“Leave her alone Collin!” yelled Gray and pulled out his wand. “Immobulus!”

As soon as Collin froze in his position, Gray ran towards Bruto. He knelt down, checking his wounds. “Tergeo.” he spoke quietly, pointing his wand on his bleeding wounds.

“You piece of shit Gray! Unfreeze me!” shouted Collin.

“Sorry brother.” smirked Gray and taped his mouth. “I bet father will love to see you.”

“You helped us.” you mumbled quietly and looked ove to the curly hair boy.

“What Collin did...it was wrong.” he sighed, turning to you and untying you from the chair. “What I did....was wrong too.”

“Jack...”

“I’m sorry (y/n). For everything I did I am sorry. I understand if you don’t forgive me for what I did to you, but I just want you to know that I am deeply sorry for what I have done. “ he blubbered and took your hands. “I love you (y/n). Not in the way Black does but I do care for you. I care bloody a lot and I need you in my life, I really do.”

You threw your arms around his neck and pulled him in a tight hug. “I need you too,” you sobbed and gripped him tighter. “But you scared the hell out of me.”

“I know and I swear I’ll change. I don’t want to be a bad person (y/n).“

You pulled away from the hug and cupped his cheeks. “You’re not.” you smiled and brushed the tears away.

“Not to interrupt your heart-to-heart moment but I almost died today and I can barely walk. So could we just go home already?” asked Bruto making the both of you chuckle.

----

“Sirius.” said James, staring at his best friend jumping his leg for the last 15 minutes. “Sirius.” he repeated but got no reaction from him.

“SIRIUS!” barked Remus making Sirius shot his head up.

“Yeah.”

“I swear if you don’t stop jumping that leg I’ll make sure I’ll eat you alive in my werewolf form. For God’s sake I’ve been reading the same page for 15 minutes.” he snapped and sent Sirius a threatning glare.

“Oh well you try pouring your feelings to a girl and then get blasted 10 feet in the air by that Jack guy only to wake up in a hospital and then finding out she’s gone.” said Sirius standing up from the couch and pacing the room.

“Yeah but now she’s back and well.” comforted James, closing his book and looking up at his pacing friend.

“And I still haven’t got a chance to see her.” he sighed and stopped pacing. “Why doesn’t Madam P just let me in?” he huffed and threw himself on the armchair.

“Maybe she hates you.” chuckled James. “Just a thought.”

“Why would she hate me?” asked Sirius, furrowing his eyebrows.

“Beside the fact you call her Madam P, remember third year when you tried to heal me but only got my leg all squishy.” replied James.

“Oh I remember that!” smiled Remus, finally closing his book and engaging in the conversation. “And then you made it flop around.” he started laughing.

“Fun times.” smiled James and laughed along.

“Oh and remember the time Remus came with a broken nose and we tried to fix it with a healing charm but we hexed him instead.” laughed Sirius.

“We just turned 12 and we thought we were such a bad-arses but we only made his head bigger.” added James and continued laughing.

----

And there you were, just entering the portret hole with Peter and finding him with one of the brightest smiles in the room. “Oi guys. Look who I found.” smiled Peter making the others turn around.

“Hello boys!” you beamed.

As soon as he saw you he just stood there. He just stood there and stared at you. He couldn’t believe you were finally back.

Seeing Sirius’ smile grow bigger, James smiled at you and stood up. “Okay so we’ll just leave the two of you alone and if you need us we’ll just be upstairs. Eavesdropping.” said James, winking at you and pulling the other two upstairs.

When the two of you were left alone, a loud silence entered the room. You looked over to Sirius, his eyes set on yours and his thoughts completly lost.

“Well if you’re not gonna break this awkward silence than I-”

But before you could finish the sentance he was already pressing his lips onto yours. One of his hands on your waist while the other was running through your hair, you simply started kissing him back. Finally after all this anger, tension and lust you got the kiss you were craving for months. But before you could deepen it he pulled away.

“I’m done waiting and talking.” he smiled pulled you into another kiss.

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After graduation Sirius and you moved in together. It was a small apartment, near James and Lily and the two of you just had a small party, celebrating Sirius’ new job as an Auror. Everybody was here, Peter, Marlene, Mary, Remus, Bruto and Gray except for James and Lily.

“What are they even doing? They basicly live next door.” huffed Remus and took another sip of his coffee.

“I could think of a few things they might be doing.” grinned Sirius and put down a big bottle of firewhiskey.

There was a big groan from the whole group. “ Come on Sirius. One party without alcohol.” said Remus and rolled his eyes.

“I am young. I just got a job. You’ll drink whatever I tell you to drink.” he smiled and started pouring it the glasses.

“I just got dumped so bring it Black. I need to get wasted.” cheered Bruto, lifting his glass.

“The best way to heal a broken heart. Alcohol!” exculted Sirius and poured him the firewhiskey.

“Yeah but if he gets drunk I won’t be the one dragging him home.” chided Remus and took another sip of his coffee.

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“Remus be still! I can’t tie your shoes!” laughed Sirius, trying to tie his shoes.

“I don’t want to go! I want whiskeyyy! “ shouted Remus walking away from Sirius, but was soon pulled back by Bruto.

“I can’t believe I didn’t get wasted because this git drank the whole bottle.” sighed Bruto and put Remus’ arm around his shoulder.

“Thank you Bruto for taking care of him.” you thanked while wrapping an arm around Sirius.

“Yeah whatever.” he scoffed and walked out of the door. “ But I’m getting wasted next time!” he shouted from behind.

You chuckled and walked in the kitchen. “I can’t believe you made him drink the whole bottle. How is he even alive?”

He came from behind, wrapping his arms around you and kissing your cheek. “It must be the werewolf thing or something.” he grinned and turned your around.

You wrapped your arms around his neck and gently scratched the back of his neck. “You know I still haven’t given you my present for you getting a new job.” you grinned and slowly brushed your lips agains his.

“Oh yeah. I wonder what it is?” he grinned and slid his hands under your shirt.

“Maybe you should ask James and Lily.”

Pulling him down to kiss him, you were suddenly interrupted by a loud knock on the door. You looked up to Sirius only to see mischivious grey eyes looking back.

“Are you expecting someone?” you asked and walked towards the door.

“I might.”

When you opened the door, you almost collapsed on the ground. He was there. Short curly torquise hair with blonde strands and green eyes. Tall 17 year old boy, wearing the biggest smile and showing off his dimples.

“Well are you just going to stand there or give your brother a hug.” he smiled and opened his arms.

“Come here.” you said and wrapped your arms around him. You couldn’t believe it. He was here. Your brother was finally here, in your arms, well and alive. It was so long, so long you couldn’t even remember the last time you saw him. But he was here and you just couldn’t let go.

“I can’t breathe.” he chuckled and let go of you.

“You’re taller than me.” you smiled, letting tears of joy roll down your cheeks. “And you cut your hair.”

“And you have your own apartment.” he chuckled and gave you another hug.

You looked over to Sirius, who was leaning on the wall and smiling at the two of you. “You did this?” you asked him.

“Sirius somehow found where I live and wrote me a letter to come over. “ explained Zoey and shook Sirius hand. “ Nice to meet you officially.”

“Likewise.” smiled Sirius and lead him to the living room.

When Zoey went to the kitchen, you pulled Sirius by the sleeve and pressed your lips onto his. “I love you Sirius Black.”

“I love you too.”

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Combatants ~ Part 6

A/N: Merry and happy Christmas to everyone who celebrates it! I don’t because I’m Muslim but I hope you had a wonderful Cristmas spent with your family and friends. Here is part 6, sad and dramatic, but okay. Oh and sorry for not posting today, just have been out all day. ^^Ben Barnes up there …mhmm^^

Warning: Angst….basicly A LOT OF ANGST.

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Sirius was thinking the words he spoke to Marlene. Why did he say that? Why couldn’t he just admit he really had feelings for you? It’s like every single word he said, stung him a bit. He talked awful of you and that bothered him. He felt angry.

But his angry thoughts somehow drifted to you. Merlin he loved your feisty and funny personality. How he loved seeing that smile whenever he says something funny or how you glow when you talk about something you love. And those gorgeous eyes of yours that kept melting his heart or your joyous laughter that he couldn’t get enough of. He loved it.

But why was he feeling like a complete dick right now? He couldn’t stand up for you to himself. Himself! But luckly for him you didn’t hear him.

Except you did.

—

His eyes haven’t left the Ravenclaw table since the moment he entered the Great Hall. The table was full but you were nowhere to be seen. He would know, he scanned it seven times.

Bruto slowly approached him slapped him on the back of his head. He leaned forward and pushed his head down against the table. “ You stay away from her, man whore.” snarled Bruto and walked away.

His friends all looked at Sirius, including the girls. He looked over to Bruto, who seemed to walk further away from him. Feeling his rage emerge, Sirius stood up and stormed after him. “What’s your problem Ramirez!”

Bruto slowly turned around and all of a sudden, tall, strong and angry Ravenclaw boys appeared behind him. Bruto gave them a nodd and slowly walked closer to Sirius. He was taller and buffier than him, definetly scarier at the moment. He looked down on him and sent him a warning glare. “ Don’t do this here, Black. Not in front of everybody.” he spoke through his gritted teeth.

“Fine, but I’m after you Ramirez.” hissed Sirius and walked back over to his friends.

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“Hey I’m going to find Peter. “ said Remus, and winked at James.

When he left James and Sirius were the only one left in the room. Sirius hasn’t spoken a word since dinner and that was unusual for him. He was Sirius for god’s sake and James knew. He knew something bothered his best friend. It wasn’t just the Bruto thing, though it does seem to be the main problem here. There was something else. Something he didn’t know. Something Sirius didn’t tell him.

Sirius laid on his bed in shorts and ripped T-shirt, or as he calls it - his PJs. He had his head on his arms and he kept staring at the ceiling.

Bruto wouldn’t do that out of nowhere. He didn’t even hang out with (y/n) since the second year. They always argue or bicker like an old married couple. You told him how you used to be close and how you drifted apart. So why on heavens earth did he become so overprotective of you. And that wasn’t the only thing going through his head. He felt ashemed by the words he has said to Marlene. The words that were not true. The words that came out unintended. The words he regrets, just like he did the last time.

James threw himself next to him and mimicked his position. Just like Sirius he started to stare at the ceiling. “Is it (y/n)?” he asked and got a light nod from Sirius. “You want to talk about it?”

Sirius chuckled. That’s the line the two of you usualy use when something is wrong. “ I messed up Prongs.”he sighed.

“Why would you think that?” asked James, removing his eyes from the ceiling to Sirius.

“I said words to Marlene about (y/n). I said what I usually say when she accuses me of liking a girl. But this time it felt different. It didn’t feel like usual, the words I said made me feel weird. It didn’t feel right. It felt wrong.” he sighed and closed his eyes. “I think I’m having feelings for her.”

James chuckled and turned his gaze back at the ceiling. “ You think you’re in love with her? Why?” he smiled mischiviously as he remembered his dad telling him the exact same thing about Lilly.

“Her eyes. How they glow when she sees something tottaly normal, but finds it really interesting. She finds the most normal things interesting, did you know that? She says ‘Everything has its own story. A chair, a table, a rose, not just a person.’ “ he smiled and finally opened his eyes. “ I’m in love with her (y/h/c) hair. They are always shiny. Even on the bad days or if they are put in a messy bun or ponytail, they still look fantastic. And her humor. Yeah. I love her humor and her weird jokes. Always finds anything to joke around with. Or her smile. I love seeing her smile. It’s the most beautiful smile I have ever seen in my life.” he babbled with a big smile spread across his face.

“Then why don’t you tell her that?”

“Because she doesn’t deserve a person like me. She deserves somebody who is not afraid to tell his friends about that he likes her. What if I screw up and lose her forever. I would rather be her friend than lose her.” said Sirius and looked at James.

What was James supposed to say to that? He knew Sirius was never up for long term relationships but he can’t just let you go. He can’t just love you from afar like he did with Lily. But he couldn’t say to go after you. Maybe it was because you don’t deserve Sirius either. Not in James perspective to say at least. I mean all you would do is drag him to the dark side. You kept dragging him into the dark places. When you left he was “sick” for two weeks and wasn’t the same Sirius until you came back. And now he was worriying about Ramirez and what he said about you. You were like a magnet for trouble and James didn’t like it. Yes he was a magnet for trouble too , but you were a different kind of magnet. The bad kind. He would love to see Sirius happy, but he’d also rather see him far away from the dark. He needs to protect him, because that’s what brothers do.

“Maybe it’s for the best.”

—-

James was up all night. He couldn’t stop thinking about you and Sirius. He couldn’t. He was awake all night, questioning himself if he did the right thing. But if he told Sirius to leave you alone, he needs to do the same with you. So he got up early and walked over to breakfast. He walked over to the Ravenclaw table to see you sitting next to Bruto and talking.

As you saw him coming you quickly pulled down your sleeves and hid them under the table. You didn’t want him to see it.

“Look. I am going to say this once (y/l/n). You are bad for Sirius and I dont want you playing with his head. Since the day you entered his life you entered mine too and I hate seeing my best friend, hell my brother, worrying about you and thinking how much too good you are for him. So I want you to stay away. “ he growled making Bruto stand up.

“James. You don’t have to worry about it. Me and Sirius are done. “ you said grabbing your books and walking away.

“Wait what?” he asked shockingly. That was way too easy. Especially for you. Something didn’t feel right. He walked after you and just before he was about to say something he saw your hands. Black and blue, one of them even fully bandaged.

He grabbed your arm and turned you around. He carefully slid his hand down to yours and pulled up your sleeves. “What’s this?” he asked before he noticed your tired eyes. “Something’s wrong.”

You pulled your hand away from his and turned around. “Like you care.” you spit out and continue to walk forwards.

“No. The last time I saw those eyes was when Remus told me-” he stopped himself before he almost blurted out Remus’ secret.

“Why do you care all of a sudden?! You didn’t like me from day one, so why all of a sudden all the interest? I told you I will leave Sirius alone. I don’t want to see his shitty face anyways.” you retorded and speeded up.

Something didn’t feel right. He saw your hands, he saw your eyes an he knew that emotion. Grief. He knew that emotion far too well to not recognize it. Yes he hated you for punching him in the nose last year but he didn’t want to see you suffer either. He ran after you and without thinking, he grabbed your arm and turned you around.

“Potter I told-”

Before you could finish that sentance his arms were tightly wrapped around you and pulling you closer. You were shocked at first but you wrapped your arms around his body and hugged him back. It felt good. It felt better.

“I’m sorry.” he spoke quetly in your ear before you let out a sob and started crying.

“They are gone.” you cried, gripping his robes tighter and burrying your head in his chest.

After the long and emotional hug, the two of you sat down and talked. You told him everything about your parents and Zoey but you left the part about Jack out. You didn’t want to burdain him with that secret. Not when Bruto’s life is on the line for it. It wasn’t also that part you left out. You left out the part about Sirius too. It wasn’t because you didn’t want to tell him, but if you did, he would probably confront Sirius about it. You didn’t want to come between them. If not that, you were pretty much in the same situation like him. Zoey was your brother and you wouldn’t want to hear that kind of stuff about him.

—

And his perspective changed. He didn’t see you as a downfall anymore. He saw you as a girl with an extremly bad luck. He knew you didn’t tell him everything but you told him enough and he wasn’t about to push further in.

So when he entered the dorm and saw Sirius excited as ever, he knew this can’t be good. He was on his bed jumping up and down with a piece of paper in his hand. When he noticed James walking in ,a big smile formed on his lips.

“I was wrong Prongs!” he beamed. “I am going to tell her how I feel! I am going to tell her everything!”

“What? Why?”

“Because she’s the one! She’s the one I want to spend my whole life with! I don’t want other girls. I want her. I need her. I need her smile, her laugh, I need the whole package of her. Because I can’t live without her. “

“Pads-”

“I even wrote some stuff what I would tell her. But I think it’s a waste of time. I think if I want to make it sound true, it has to come from the heart.” he smiled and crumbled the piece of paper.

“Padfo-”

“I don’t care what people think anymore. I miss her. I miss her so damn much.” he chirped and finally put on his shoes. “ Hell with Ramirez and his threats! I’m going to tell her right now!” he finished and tapped James on the shoulder.

Sirius was gone and James was left alone. “ Oh shit.”

“I’m in love with her and I don’t care what you think!” -”Oh Moony, Wormy, Evans and Marls. Shit Marls you were right, I do like her and Peter ows you 5 galleons.” shouted Sirius in the Common room.

—–

“Ice cream?”

“No.”

“Fine than those cupcakes you love so much. You still love them right?” asked Bruto, trying to cheer you up.

“Yes I still like them. Can you stop now? I’m fine. I mean I’m not fine but I’ll get through this.” you smiled and continued to walk down the corridor.

“I’m getting ourselves ice cream.” smiled Bruto and ran off.

“Just don’t pick lemon flavor! I hate it!” you yelled behind him and chuckled.

“No lemon! Got it!” he yelled back, lifting his fists in the air.

“Dork.” you chuckled and turned to walk towards the Ravenclaw tower.

‘Bruto Ramirez. Back at it again.’ You simpered at the thought of him, your first kiss. He was always such a gentleman when it came to the ladies. Both of you were always there for eachother no matter how much you hated eachother at the time. It was a relationship you couldn’t explain. A love-hate relationship perhaps.

As you continued to walk down the corridor, you heard a familliar voice. “Did Ravenclaws just had Divination?”

“No, they just had History of magic with us down the corridor.” said the other voice.

“Okay, thanks.” replied Sirius and turned around the corner only to see you staring at him.

It hurt.

It hurt seeing him, standing there with that big bright smile of his. It hurt loving that smile, but knowing what kind of person lies underneath it. And you hated that person right now. You turned around and started walking away from him.

He was shocked. You were literally walking away from him, even though you saw him. He started running after you but you quickened your pace.

‘No. Please don’t Sirius.’ you begged but felt his hand on your shoulder as he caught up.

“Hello love. You okay?” he smiled and brushed his hands on your shoulders.

You stepped away from him and walked pass. “Fine.” you spit out coldly.

“You’re not fine. You know how I know that.” he beamed, walking behind you. “Becasue I know you.” he added before stopping you again. “You want to talk about it?” he tried to be cheerful.

You pushed him away, feeling strong pain in your hands in the process, and looked at him angrly. “No! I don’t want to talk about it! What I want is for you to leave me alone!” you bursted and felt your your eyes tear up.

“What?” he preplexed and glanced at your hands. That’s when he saw it. The bandaged hand and your other hand covered with black and blue marks and red wounds around your knuckles. “Who did this to you?”

“You really want to know?”

“Of course I-”

“You did this!” you interrupted him. “You are the reason my hand is covered with this annoying bandage!”

“What?”

“Just piss off!” you retorded and walked away.

“No!” he yelled and grabbed your hand again. “You can’t just blame for something and not explain why I am the reason for it! I am sick of us fighting all the time! I love you (y/n) and I’m done hiding it. “

“Oh my god.” you scoffed and crossed your arms. “You have some nerve! You little piece of shit!”

“WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS YELLING AT ME!! I just told you I love you and -”

“BECAUSE I HEARD YOU!” you yelled, shutting him up. “I heard you.” you repeated glumly.

Merlin he begged you didn’t hear what he thought you heard. He couldn’t afford that. Not now. Not when he finally realized how much he loved you.

“I heard you and I’m setting you free Sirius. This broken little puppy doesn’t need you anymore. So please stop playing with my heart already. It’s torture. ” you sighed with a big lump in your throat. Avoiding his gaze, you pressed the books aginst your chest and walked away from him.

It hurt.

It hurt him you saying that. It hurt knowing that those were his words you spoke. And it hurt knowing he was the one behind the pain he caused you. He couldn’t believe it. It had to be some kind of nightmare. He hoped it was a dream and that he would wake up from it and find you smiling at him, sitting at the Ravenclaw table and laughing with your friends.

But it wasn’t. It wasn’t a dream.

“No.” he mumbled quetly. “No!” he shouted and stormed after you. “ You don’t get to walk away from me!” he yelled at you and stepped in front of you.

“Sirius, please don’t.” you said and tried to avoid his heartbroken gaze.

“No.” he repeated, feeling tears roll down his cheeks. “You don’t have the right to just walk in my life and make me fall in love with you.” he cried, his low and husky voice turning into a raspy cry. “You just can’t.”

“Goodbye Sirius.” you mumbled, wiping the tears and walking away from him.

“I can’t lose you (y/n)! Please! “

But he already lost you. You couldn’t trust him anymore. The man you knew was simply gone the moment he spoke those words. Merlin you loved him. You loved him so much, but the trust just wasn’t there.

‘Words. So powerful. They can crush a heart, or heal it. They can shame a soul, or liberate it. They can shatter dreams, or energize them. They can obstruct connection, or invite it. They can create defenses, or melt them. Use them wisely.’ ~ J. Brown

Wow…how about I just leave it here huh? Dramatic and sad am I right ;)

#sirius black #sirius black x reader #sirius black imagine #james potter imagine #james potter #the marauders #marauders imagine #marauders #marauders era #harry potter imagines

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It’s Bisexual Awareness Week! And bi Twitter users have taken to the hashtag #BisexualFacts to share tidbits about the community that often go unnoticed. All with the goal of pointing out how little people know about them and how often stereotyped they are. The Invisibility Cloak tweet is pretty hilarious.

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Combatants ~ Part 5

A/N: HOLY SHIT! I am so fucking proud of this part and I’m so fucking excited. Maybe becasue I drank two cups of coffee andRed Bull BUT JUST FUCKING READ THIS! So proud!! hihi..I’m just so happy.

Warning: betrayal, angst, saddnes, mentions of death and torture?

(GIF not ine but I spent 10 minutes searching for a perfect dark forrest and they litterally had nothing. Nada.)

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8

“What the hell is this?” you stood up and looked at Jack.

You couldn't believe it. Jack... your best friend. He was a Cavandish. Collin Cavandis’ brother. The cruel, unmerciful and blood-thirsty Ghost’s brother

His eyes widened in shock and he couldn’t believe you found out. “Where did you get that?! Thats private!”

“I was searching for a jacket for Bruto when it fell. Now tell me what the hell is this!”.

“I-I can explain..” he stuttered.

“Oh can you!?! Dear brother, just do it already and stop procrastinating….Dear brother, Seriously Gray just find out. We need to find him…..Dear brother, Father is not pleased about us, please make it soon.” you continued to read the letters in your hand.

“Please, just let me explain.”

“Gray Cavandish? CAVANDISH! YOU ARE A FUCKING CAVANDISH!” you threw the letters at him. “ AND WHA- what were you even thinking!?” you bellowed and couldn’t figure out wether you were mad, betrayed or sad. Or maybe you were all three of those.

“(Y/n), calm down!”

“CALM DOWN! CALM DOWN! I SHOULD HEX YOU WHERE YOU STAND YOU LITTLE PIECE OF SHIT! I TRUSTED YOU!” you exploaded.

Your best friend. He was a Cavandish all along. All those times he hung out with you was to spy. You knew Collin had a brother, so-called The Shadow but to find out it was Jack all along, hurt.

“SHUT UP!” He roared back. “You don’t understand.”

“Well then enlighten me.” you retoreded, crossed your arms and impatiently waited for his answer.

“Its complicated.”

“It's complicated?! God." you started to pace around the room. "What did Collin do to my parents?” you asked all of a sudden, changing the subject and turning to confront him.

“(Y/n), Don’t…”

”Hey nerds. Forgot my wallet…” interrupted Bruto, walking in to grab the wallet on his nightstand.

“Where the fuck are my parents, Jack! Or Gray or whatever you are!” you yelled impatiently.

"What's going on in here?" asked Bruto, switching his gaze from you and Jack.

It wasn't normal for the two of you to be fighting. I mean he knows you have a bad temper but you have never yelled at Jack like this. But he knew something was wrong. He felt it and he saw it in your eyes.

Jack looked at your buffy red eyes, which begged for answers. But he couldn't. He couldn't speak. It was terrible. He was terrible.

"Just tell me what happened. Please." you cried. You had a right to know what happened. They were your parents. Yours.

"Collin...he...I mean we..." he stuttered a bit. "I obliviated their mind."

It felt like a knife. A knife stabbing you right in the heart. And the worst part was it was your friend. Your best friend, who you thought of him as your brother. He obliviated your parents mind. But he was what? 10 at the time?

Bruto's eyes were wide and shocked. "Hold on a minute. You’re saying you perfected an advanced spell at the age of 10?"

"I was 12 at the time. I'm 20 now." he admitted and looked at your broken eyes.

Merlin he felt terrible. He didn’t mean to hurt you the way he did. He didn’t know you back then. All he felt was the fear of his father and his older brother. He was a young boy back then, the only family member with magical abilities. He thought he was a freak. His father kept telling him that and of course he obeyed him like a puppy. He would do anthing for his father’s respect and love. But now he’s grown and now he’s met you. He doesn’t want that anymore. He want’s you. He needs you.

You were sitting on the edge of the bed. Your parents never left you. They forgot you and Zoey ever existed because they were obliviated. Here you spent 8 years thinking your parents left you, 8 years of rage and sadness. Eight full years of of memories you never had because of him.

"Please (y/n), I was young and stupid at the time. I did everything I was told, including this. I had no choice." he tried to appologise but his words intended to just go in the one ear and out of the other.

"You didn’t have a choice? You could have spared the family of four. You could have spared Zoey and me the pain we had to go through! All you had to do was tell us the truth and not go after my parents. " you lamented, feeling grief and sorrow.

"I did it for Zoey!" he shouted and walked closer to you.

“You did it for Zoey! You don’t even know him! You don’t know how bruised and scratched he came to us! You don’t know his favorite color, his favorite meal, what to do when he is sad, how to deal with him when he’s angry or the fact that he’s allergic to blueberries! You don’t know shit about Zoey so stop pretending he’s your brother BECAUSE HE IS NOT! HE IS MY BROTHER! I was the one there for him when he had nightmares of you and your familly! I was the one who thought him how to read and write! I was the one helping him with his homework! I was the one who thought him how to ride a bicycle and how to rollerblade! ME! I was the one becasue he didn’t have his mom and dad, WHICH WERE MINE TOO, to teach him that, becasue a stupid 12-year old decided to erase their memories! He is not your brother! He is MY brother! MINE!”

“He has my blood!” he argued, clenching his fists and feeling the anger slowly bubble inside of him.

“Blood has nothing to do with that! He doesn’t know who you are! He doesn’t know the first thing about you! You are a stranger to him! “

“SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP!” he exploaded, covering his ears and turning around.

“Go back to Collin Jack! Tell him he will never see Zoey ever again. Tell him to bring it on cuz I am not giving up.”

“You know what! I’m happy Collin took out your parents!” he suddenly spat out angrly.

You took a step back and looked at Jack. Took out? What does he mean took out?

Jack chuckled quetly. He turned around with an evil smile plastered on his lips, his eyes reflecting Collins. They were dark and viscious. “Yes. You heard me correctly. I may have obliviated their mind, but he did all the work. He took Toto. You know who Toto is right?” he chuckled, his brittish accent emerging as he walked towards you.

Toto? The- the

“Oh yes. Toto isn’t just a cute and cuddly wolf. Toto is The Reaper. I heard he quite liked you when you were staying there. Unusual for our little wolf. That’s how you got your little nickname there, right? Wolfie if I’m correct. He just couldn’t leave your side, could he? But maybe he smelled the blood in your vains and reminded him of your mother.” he seethed, his eyes flooding with fire. It’s like you could almost feel the joy he felt watching it.

“No. You’re lying.” you denied. You looked over to Bruto, who was just standing there and watching Jack.

Bruto didn’t know what to think. He was your best friend for two years. He knew your past and he knew who your parents and who Zoey is. He knew everything about you, but he was shocked. He was frozen. And it was not because of the shock, but because of Jack. He was terrifying right now. He knew him as a normal, harmless Ravenclaw kid with a weird sense of humor and his weird obssesion with wolves. This was a different side of him. The dark side. And the devilish smile Jack wore. That scared the hell out of him.

You could see the fear inside Bruto’s eyes. You understood why he was there just standing. Hell if you were on his place you would probably stand and stare too. He wasn’t the only one afraid here. Jack was terrifying at the moment. It was like all of a sudden the room got colder and darker. It was like all of a sudden... you were back at the alley with Collin.

A big evil smile spread across Jack’s face. He walked closer and leaned forward. “You should hear them scream. You should have seen your mother’s face as Toto chopped up your father. You should have heard them scream your name. At the end, she remembered you. She remembered her little girl. But it was too late.” he spoke slowly and quietly, almost in cold whisper.

It hurt.

It hurt like hell. Why was he doing this? They can’t be dead. No. They are not dead. They are well and alive, enjoying themselves on some cruise. That sounded better, but it wasn’t true.

Bruto pulled out a wand. “You are going to pay for this Jack!” he yelled angrly. “Confringo!” he yelled and a blast burst from his wand.

“Protego!” Jack defended himself, taking out his wand and yelling “Expelliarmus!” and Bruto’s wand flew out of his hand. An evil laugh escaped his mouth as he walked towards Bruto. “Ramirez. Always the brave one.” he chuckled and walked away from him. “Imperio!”

“No!” you yelled and ran towards Jack but stopped as soon as you saw Bruto standing up and walking next to Jack.

“Now now Wolfie. “ he warned and pushed you away from him. “We don’t want our Bruto to do something stupid, now would we?” an evil smile emerging on the surface again.

You glowered at him. That piece of shit! Merlin you hated him! You wanted to see him dead.

“Here is how this is going to be. You and your boyfriend over here will be quiet about this. You will pretend like everything is just swell. Do something stupid and the pretty boy over here will jump from his window or recklesly stab himself in his stomach. Now wouldn’t that be a shame... for our famous Ravenclaw to kill himself.” he threatned and finally releasing Bruto from his control. “Don’t be stupid (y/n).” he smiled walked over to his bay window. He lightly turned his head over his shoulder. “And it’s Gray.” he spit out coldly and apparited out of the room.

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You were storming out of the castle. Rage was taking the control of your body. You didn’t know what you are going to do next. You could curse him, you could kill the guy but you weren’t that stupid.

Instead you walked in the Forbidden forrest and started pacing around a tree, deep in the woods. “AAAARRGGHH!” you screamed outloud, taking your last piece of breathe in your lungs out. You clenched your fist and hit the tree with all your strength.

It hurt.

It hurt like hell but you kept going. You kept hitting that tree and you felt the blood dripping down, but you kept hitting it.

“Dad.” you mumbled quietly, taking another hit to the tree.

“Mum.” you continued.

“Zoey!” you yelled outloud and hit it again.

You couldn’t stop. No. You couldn’t You brain was a big mess, your heart was broken, your back was stabbed and your soul was shattered.

You hit the tree for the last time, screaming in pain and finally collapsing on the ground. You grabbed your hand, feeling the blood roll down your hand and on your robes.

It hurt.

But you didn’t feel the pain. You didn’t feel a thing. Not sadness or anger, but the tears kept coming out.

Sirius.

He was suddenly the one person you started thinking about. That bright smile of his you loved. You simpered at the thought of his laughter. It kept replaying in your head. His dark curls, his smiling grey eyes…

“Come on!” you suddenly heard his voice. His child-like, happy voice echoing through the woods. You peeked from behind the tree and looked at his tall figure running closer to you. But your smile immediately dropped as soon as you saw a girl running after him. You hid behind the tree and closed your eyes.

‘Please don’t. Not you, Sirius. Not you too.’ you prayed. But honestly, to who were you even praying to. God? He surely doesn’t exist up there. You spent your whole life praying to him to make your life better. To make it at least a bit easier and he kept making it hard. He keeps putting the obstacles and you seem to get stuck on every each one of them Why? Why would you be praying to him right now? He took your parents, he made Zoey fall from the face of the Earth and now Sirius.

“Marlene, Marlene, Marlene Marleeeneee.” he sang and spun her around as she continued to giggle.

“Sirius, I’ll get dizzy. Stop.” she continued to giggle. She stopped and wrapped her arms around his torso. Looking up to his grey eyes, that reflected the moonlight, she pressed his lips against his.

You felt your heart slowly tear up. Why were you there? Why did God continue to punish you like that.

“Wait Marlene.” he pulled away. “ I brought you here to make you feel better not to snog. “

“Well I’ll feel better after this.” she smiled and pressed her lips on his again.

He pulled away again. “Marls. I’m serious.”

“Of course you are.” she giggled and pulled him back closer.

“Marlene. Please stop.” he pulled away again, stepping back. “ Look, I’m usually all for this. But I think we should be just off as friends.”

“What?” she scoffed and furrowed her eyebrows. “Since when aren’t you up for snogging?” she asked, crossing her arms and staring at him.

You sat there, on the cold ground and with your bleeding hand, which couldn’t stop shaking from the pain. You felt adrenaline all over your body. Maybe it was because of your hand, maybe it was because of Sirius.

You looked up to a tree few feet away from you and you saw Bruto watching you. You pressed your finger on your lips and signaled him to keep quiet until the coast is clear. He wasn’t up for this. He wanted to run to you and take a look of your hand. But you wanted him to stay there and he respected that. So he nodded in reply and stayed hidden.

“Don’t tell me it’s because of (y/n)?” she scoffed again and rolled her eyes. “The Ravenclaw? Seriously?”

“What?” he started to panic.

“Oh my god! You like her!” she squeked. “Sirius Black is in love with the Ravenclaw! Unbelievable!” she clapped her hands together. “Peter owns me 5 galleons.”

“No. No! I’m not in love with her. She’s a Ravenclaw, who hangs with Slytherins and that Jack guy.” he denied and ran his hand through his hair. “ Honestly Marlene do you know me at all. You now how I am.” he chuckled. “And how come you didn’t become all jealous? And you have a bet with Peter?!”

“Because you’re just a toy Sirius. With you a girl can only get fun, not anything more. “ she explained and leaned on the tree. “But if you don’t like her, why all the effort?”

“What effort? Marls, Marls, she’s a broken little puppy. I feel sorry for her. She only has Jack and noone else. She needed me. She needed my company.”

“Yeah whatever. Let’s just go back before they notice we’re gone.” she said and they left.

It hurt.

You thought it couldn’t hurt any more, but it did. It hurt like someone just took out the last piece of you, that was holding you together. And now that there was nothing left, you felt rage. You stood up and wiped the tears away from your cheeks. Clenching your fist again you turned around and with all your strength that you had left you hit the tree so hard you felt something break in your wrist.

Who were you angry at this time? Collin? Jack? Sirius?

No.

You were mad at yourself. You were the one naive! The one falling for a guy with no feelings! The one gullible to Jacks lies! You didn’t even notice you were still hitting the tree with your other hand, just finding every single reason to let all the anger out.

Until you felt strong arms wrap around your shoulders, gripping your hands from any more damage and lifting you up. “ Calm down!”

“No! NO!” you continued to scream. “I am so stupid! I have always been stupid! Stupid Ravenclaw that can’t learn from her fucking mistakes!”

“Think about Zoey! Think about your mom and dad! Would they want this for you!? Would they want you hurting yourself, talking down on yourself! Zoey is still out there! Be strong for him.” he shouted and kept holding you tightly.

He was right. You didn’t expect this from him but he was right. Zoey was still lost and you were taking it on a tree. But “It hurts.”

“I know. But I’m here. I’m here and this time I’m not leaving. I’m not leaving you like Jack or Sirius. I’m going to protect you. That’s a promise.” he spoke softly and pulled you in a hug.

“Thank you Bruto.”

#sirius black #sirius black x reader #sirius black imagine #sirius x reader #the marauders #marauders imagine #marauders #marauders era #harry potter imagine #james potter #remus lupin

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futurewriter2000 · 7 years ago

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Combatants ~ Part 7

A/N: OKAY! I DRANK WAY TOO MUCH ENERGY SO THIS IS THE RESULT OF IT! Part 7 is out.. I mean not yet because I’m writing this BUT it will be out after I finish writing this, adding tags, a warning and a GIF....oh and taggs BUT I AM FEELING THIS AND IT’S 1 AM! Oh shit I just thought of the cliffhanger. Yay. Okay this is not my finest part...I know but I couldn’t have written it in the better way. Why’d you think it took me five hours.

Warning: Just get ready for the 5 hour-5 am- two large energy- extravaganza and let it take you to Hogwarts.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 8

"Come on Pads! You can't stay here forever!" shouted James from the bathroom.

"Oh yeah. Watch me!" replied Sirius and turned on the other side of the bed.

"Okay. That's it." said James and jumped on his bed. He started pulling the covers. "You..." he started when Sirius started fighting back. "Are going.." before he could finish Sirius kicked him away and started chuckling. "You bastard!" yelled James shockingly as he was layed on the floor.

"I told you Prongs. I don't want to see her." murmured Sirius and hid himself under the covers.

"So what? You'll just stay here pouting and pitying yourself till death comes?" asked James, tapping his robes and fixing his tie.

There was a big silence before Sirius decided to peek from the covers. "Yes?"

"No. You are not because she is down at breakfast and moving on and I think you should do the same. Sirius Black my arse, more like Sirius Can't-seem-to-face-a-girl-coward Black." huffed James.

Sirius shot up from bed. "Excuse me! Nobody calls me a coward!" he yelled proudly.

"Then be a man and go to breakfast!" said James and finally left the dorm. "I'll wait for you downstairs!"

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There you were. (Y/h/c) hair, (y/e/c) eyes and that smile. He couldn't enter the Great Hall. He was just lurking around the corner and watching you.

It hurt.

It hurt knowing he can't be with you. It hurt him not getting a chance to walk over there and wrap you in his arms as he imagined it two days ago.

"Stop being creepy and go." whispered James and pushed him in. "Honestly Padfoot. Remember how many girls have felt this about you?"

"I'm not being creepy I just can't seem to stop thinking about her or look at her or having this feeling in my stomach that can't seem to go away." replied Sirius as he sat down next to Remus.

"Look who finally decided to show up. Finally left your den?" teased Remus and looked over to Sirius.

"Didn't want to..." huffed Sirius and looked over to your table.

Merlin you were so beautiful. Just sitting there and eating your cereal was perfect. "So bloody perfect." he mumbled quietly and rested his head on his arms.

"I can't believe I'm witnessing Sirius Black in love." said Lilly.

“A miracle.” said Remus, smiling at Sirius.

“5 Galleons.” smilled Marlene and streched her hand towards Peter.

“Traitor.” added Peter and gave Marlene 5 Galleons.

“Creepy.” finished James and rolled his eyes.

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You were just talking with Bruto and Tina about your Potions assignment when you turned your gaze to the Gryffindor table.

And there he was.

Black long curls and those loving grey eyes staring at you. He was resting his head on his arms with a light smile plastered on his face. He didn’t even care you noticed him, he was just looking you from his table.

But it hurt.

It hurt knowing he thought of you as a broken puppy who needs to be nursed. You don't need to be nursed. You're (y/n) (y/l/n) for God's sake.

A warm breath on your neck suddenly woke you up from your thoughts and you quickly turned around only to see green-grey eyes smiling at you.

Seeing his brother talking to you, he shot his head up and immediately tensed up. "The hell?"

All the Marauders turned their gaze over to you and dropped everything they held. There was Regulus Black standing next to you with a letter in his hands. They had to admit they were curious just as much as Sirius.

"Reg?" you smiled and moved over to give him a seat.

He sat down and grinned. "One letter. Three owls and a piece of paper with your name on it. Expain why it was sent to me and not you?" he smiled and waved the letter in his hands.

"Explain why you still haven't given it to me yet?" you stared at him your, eyes ripping the letter apart from curiousity.

He gave it to you and stood up. "Monty Cavandish." was all he said before he walking away.

"Monty Cavandish? How in hell does he know that name?" asked Bruto, his eyes stuck on the letter as well.

"He's their cousin. " you mumbled and opened the letter as quickly as you could.

'Dear (y/n),

Long time no see nor hear. I know I left you in the dark for almost a year. I'm sorry I haven't written you, I just thought it would be safer not to.

I'm staying with Monty in the Fairchild's place. It‘s far away from the crowd, hidden deep in the woods. He explained everything. I know I have Cavandish blood running through my vains, but they are not my family. You are my family. You will aways be my family. Remember that.

I’m sorry for the short letter. I know you must be curious why am I staying with Monty. But don't let my absence worry you.I’m safe and I’m well. I miss you so damn much and I hope I’ll see you soon.

Love, Zoey.

P.S: Burn the letter after you've read it.'

You couldn' believe it. Zoey was alive and well. He was...he was safe.

"What's wrong?" asked Bruto as tears of joy rolled down your cheeks.

You wrapped your arms around Bruto's neck feeling happier than ever. "He's okay." you squeaked and pulled away from him. "He's okay."

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"She's laughing?" smiled Sirius as he saw you jumping up and down at the table.

"No way." gasped James as a tiny idea popped in his mind. The only thing that would make you this happy is only one person. Zoey. He was so happy to see you smiling. Sirius was right. Your smile was gorgeous especially if it was a real, happy smile. Hearing what you went through made him believe you are never going to smile again. But there you were. Smiling.

“Should I be worried?” asked Lilly as she saw James staring at you just like Sirius.

“About (y/n)? No. I’m just happy to see her smile after everything she went through.” smiled James.

“And what might that be?”asked Sirius confused. Did James know something he didn’t?

“Her parents.” spilled James. He looked at Sirius and noticed his puzzled expression. Was he not supposed to say that? “You didn’t know?”

“Know what excatly?” asked Sirius.

Yup. He shouldn’t have said that. “I thought you knew.”

“Knew what?” asked Sirius impatiently.

“Her parents are dead.” answered James.

“They’re dead? “ asked Sirius and turned his gaze back to you.

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“No way am I letting you do this!” argued Bruto standing in front of you with his arms crossed and an ugly glare plastered on his face.

“I’ll be gone for a weekend and be back by Monday. I’ll be fine.” you reasured him even though it was a lie.

“Yeah. Like I believe you.” he scoffed, putting down his guard and sitting next to you. “No offense (y/n) but you have the worst luck in the world.”

“Wow, thanks. Way to boost my confidence. Plus I just found out where he is. I haven’t seen him in almost a year Bruto. A year.”

“Fine. Go. But I’m coming with you.”

“Ha!” you scoffed. “I don’t think so. I love the over-protective older brother stuff but I’m going to be fine.”

“Ouch! Did you just brotherzone me?” he said a bit offended. “Totally not the point right now. Look I promised you I’ll keep you safe (y/n), that I’ll protect you and I’m not going to leave your side.” he smiled and took your hands. “Remember when you took me to the cinema to watch The Outsiders?”

“Yeah. And we both ended up crying on the end.” you chuckled.

“Let me be your Johnny, Ponyboy.” he smiled and looked at you with his brown puppy dog eyes.

You started laughing. “’Let me be your Johnny, Ponyboy.’ You are such a dork.” you continued to laugh.

“So is that a yes?” he grinned.

“Yes. It’s a yes, but please don’t ever use that line ever again. “

He threw himself on your bed and put his feet on the pile of books. “Yeah, you’re right. I’m more of a Dally than Johnny anyway.” he smiled and winked at you.

You chuckled and threw yourself next to him. “I thought of you more like a Two-bit.” you added and laid your head on his stomach.

“Two-bit? Is he the crazy one?”

“He’s the one chasing the hat.”

“Oh so he’s the stupid one!” he scoffed and felt a bit hurt.

“He’s not stupid. He is loyal if I remember correctly.” you chuckled feeling his fingers running through your hair. “ You haven’t done that in such a long time.”

“What? Stroke you?” he chuckled.

“I wouldn’t use the word stroke excatly, but yeah.” you answered and wrapped your arms around his torso. Until you realized something. “Bruto?”

“Yes?” he mumbled.

“Why did you leave?”

As soon as you asked the question he stopped running his fingers through your hair. You felt him tense up and his heartbeat started beating faster. “Umm, well...”

“I never got the explenation Bruto. You simply stopped talking to me right after we .... kissed.” you suddenly realized. “Was it because we kissed?” you asked and lifted your head to face him.

“Of course it was because we kissed. (y/n), you were my first kiss, my first real kiss.”

“But it was a good first kiss, right?” you suddenly felt a bit more insecure.

“It was the perfect first kiss but after it I realized I liked you. I liked you bloody a lot. But when I realized you didn’t like me back I felt angry.”

“Of course I liked you back you fool. That’s why I kissed you back in the first place. “

“And now?” he asked, feeling the heat rush on his cheeks.

“Now.... now I have feelings for someone else. “ you explained and tried to avoid his gaze.

“Oh..” he sighed and feeling a strong kick in the stomach.

“Bruto...” you said glumly, scooting next to him and taking his hands. “You are important to me. You will always be my first kiss and my first love. But I fell in love with someone else. And until I move on from him, he will hold my heart.”

“Then I’ll wait. Because until you get your heart back, you will always have mine.” he smiled and gave you a soft kiss on the cheek. Cherfully he got up from the bed and started hopping to his jacket. “Anyhow love. I am going back to my dorm and ignore Jack slash Gray because I hate him. But untill I find a way to kill him without actually killing him, I’ll have to suffer. Goodnight m’dear.” he finished and left the room.

“Damn you Bruto Ramirez.” you chuckled after he was gone. He was perfect. Why couldn’t you love him? Why couldn’t you fall for him again instead of falling for that dickbag.

“So what? Now you’re falling for Ramirez?” asked the sudden voice.

“Holy Rowena Ravenclaw!” you yelled jumping from your bed. “Who’s there!?” you yelled grabbing your roomates bat.

“Calm down. It’s me, Sirius.” said Sirius removing James’ invisibility cloak.

“Bloody hell Black! You want to give me a heart attack?” you panted and put down the bat.

“Did you really grab a bat instead of a wand?” he grinned.

“Oh piss off. You cought me off guard. And I don’t need a wand to protect me. Potter would know.” you smirked and walked over to your bed. “What are you doing here?”

“I know you don’t want me here, but I needed to see you. “

“Sirius..” you sighed and turned around only to find him standing inches away from you.

“Shut up and listen.” he demanded and took a step closer. “ Two days ago I was running to tell a girl I loved her. I was never the relationship type. I never told any girl I loved her because when I want to say those three words I want them to be true and spoken to the right girl. What I said to Marlene that night was my defense mechanism. I never truly understood love until I met you. The girl who was there when noone else was. The girl who I fell in love with. With you everything felt lighter. The colors were brighter and the world was happier. (y/n), I am not good with words when it comes to admitting how I truly feel inside. But the moment I realized how much I love you, was the moment I decided to spend my whole life with you. But as I was meaning to tell the girl I loved her, she broke my heart. “ he spilled and took your hands. He looked at your eyes, filled with tears of joy and felt relieved. He smiled and brushed the tears away from your wet cheeks. “I heard you talking to Ramirez, (y/n). I know I’m the boy you gave your heart to. I mean I hope it’s me.” he doubted for a second but was relieved when you nooded and put your hands on his. “ I love you (y/n) (y/l/n).”

It stopped.

It didn’t hurt anymore. You felt happy, hell you felt like you were on Cloud 9. You loved this man and he loved you back. Everything was falling back into place or so you thought.

Hearing a slow clap coming from the shadows your heart stopped. “ That was just touching.” cackled the dark figure coming out of the dark. “Wasn’t it brother?” he turned around at the corner, where two different colored eyes lurked.

“ Breathtaking. I think I shed a tear hearing that.” laughed Jack and walked next to his brother.

“Collin?” you quavered, your heartbeat raising and your body freezing where you stood.

“Surprised to see me dear? “ chuckled Collin and walked closer to you.

“Stay away from her.” growled Sirius and stepped in front of you.

Collin chuckled and turned to Jack. “Gray, can you please take care of this macho over here? He’s ruining the moment for me.”

Without any warning Jack pulled out his wand. “Confrigo!” he yelled and Sirius was blasted away from you.

“Sirius!” you yelled and ran over to him, but was immediately stopped by Collin. He grabbed you by the arm and pulled you closer.

“I’m a bit disappointed in you little brother. I thought you would at least finish him off properly. “ he smiled and pulled you even closer. “What is it called again?” he asked quetly, his nose brushing against your cheek. “ Avada Kadavra.” he whispered in your ear and nipping it in the process.

You couldn’t speak. You couldn’t move. It was like your body couldn’t function anymore. Frozen from fear, you stood there, feeling weak and helpless. The fear kept spreading and all you wanted to do was start crying. It was horrible. What Collin could do was immposible to understand.

There was a reason why they called him The Ghost. When he enters the room, it suddenly becomes colder and darker. His skin was like the Moon: pale and glowing in the dark and his eyes were dark as the darkness itself. You couldn’t even figure out the color of his hair. At the times his hair was dirty grey, in the sunlight they were blonde with brown strands. In the most scariest times they were black with white strands, reflecting the night and when he was thirsty of blood his hair was a mixture of brown and red color. His eyes on the other hand always stayed the same. Dark, brown eyes where the pupil couldn’t be seen anymore. He was the definition of the ghost, the definition of fear itself.

“Stay away from her!” shouted the figure from the shadow.

Letting you go and stepping back, Collin looked over to the shadow.“And who might you be?” he chuckled.

“I am the one you want. Aren’t I?” he spoke, coming out from the shadows and revealing himself.

“Zebadaiah?”

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