#beware: i don't know the felling of being in love or having a kid

[7nessasaryevils]

And so we begin... Gods I'm terrified... ep 7 of Wandee Goodday: how shall thee fuck me up?

- oh great we starting it right off with fucking cuddling on Yak's chest this is such normal non-boyfriend behaviour 🙄😑

- Yak my darling, if you're looking for psychiatrists, I'd recommend one that isn't a crazed Naga prince hell-bent on revenge on a reincarnated chicken... just saying 🤷🏾‍♀️ - although I am immensely in love that Dee does bring up therapy for Yak 🥹🥹

- them just comforting each other in a physical way that isn't sex... IM GOING TO KILL SOMEONE

- I have never hated a title sequence more than when it came right before I know yak was about to ask for a kiss as his reward 😤😡

- Yak being so fucking comfortable in Dee's space... I hate you both and I'm going to smush your faces together if it's the last thing I do

- WHAT PICTURE WAS THAT MY EYES SUCK!!never mind it was ter now im wishing my brain can unsee it

- yak my darling he loves you I promise!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺

- not me barely taking in the fact that Dee kept the picture rather than throwing it out (which... I will shake you for Dee!!) and then getting fucking smacked in the face with the first kiss poster... P'Golf you test me today

- normally I don't condone vandalism but today... YEAH YAK RIP IT

- Kao our king asking the important questions as always! (Psst shake him harder Kao please and thanks)

- Ter... I swear to god you try some shit I will snap you in half (though the sunlight is doing ✨fabulous ✨ things for Pod!) edit: in retrospect that sunlight is literally turning his eyes red P'Golf you actual fucking genius

- me as soon as ter starts speaking

- pfft Cher you absolute king ♥️♥️

-uhhh... is this the weight training equivalent of that pottery scene from Ghost??

- ohhh they're so stupid i wanna die

- Cher and Yak are the mother son relationship I never knew I needed ♥️

- CANDLE LIGHT DINNER

- TER I WILL END YOU

- ohhhh i have a bad feeling about this... but also Dee.. you dumbass put on pants at the very least when you're entering a snake's house!

- this sequence of events is most horrific and terrible and I do not like it

- I'm going to kill Ter. Anyone who stops me... beware my wrath. Yak should've broken his fucking nose.

- also the fact that Ter lives in room 666. HE IS THE DEVIL YOU ARE SO RIGHT

- nooooo yak! Baby!!

- Kao. sir. I'm going to conquer empires in your name! MY KING!!

- the break up episode is meant to be #11 not # 8 what is this?!??

- not the necklace... no please not the necklace

- I hate everything nobody talk to me

- oh cool yak made it hurt even more im going to rip out my eyeballs thanks

- NOT DEE REACHING UP FOR THE NECKLACE ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME

- the worst the worst the worst I'm in pain

- that's it. That's fucking it. Someone get me Vegas Therapanyakul on the phone right now, I need to order a fucking hi- never mind the idiot doctor fell asleep. My sincerest wish is that Dee knees Ter in the balls as he gets up.

- Taem baby girl what was that??? 😦😦🤨🤨🤨

- sassy english my beloved 🤣🤣

- oh... ohhh no no no no no no- oh what the fuck what the fuck YAK CONCENTRATE BABY

- did i fucking expect the grim reaper? No. And neither did Yak if that right hook was any indication ouch!

- yak and yei fighting... this epsiode really said how can i hurt Nessie today....

- ohhhh fucking fuckity fuck why won't this epsiode let me BREATHE

- yak's face when he see Dee!!!! His teary eyes!!! I ACHE THANKS

- ROOF TOP KISS SCENE MY FUCKING BELOVED IM SO FUCKING OKAY GEWNFUCKINGCHANA 😭😭😭😭

- also throwback to The Sign and their bolster light effect I have never been the same again

- I 'm just gonna die in a corner bye don't look for me I do not exist to any of you

This episode has finally culminated in the kiss we all have been waiting for and I don't know about any of you but I feel the same as I did three years ago watching Bad Buddy. The absolute joy and heartache in me as these boys who so clearly love and care for each other finally acknowledge their feelings.

Next episode is also coming for my existence and I shall keep myself alive until then to regale you all with my incoherent screams ♥️

Until next time! 🥊🩺

[sugolara]

𝘽𝙚𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙞𝙖

ft. yandere! Izuku Midoriya x fem! reader

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Beware

Monday soon arrived and everyone was forced to go back to school. While a few people–like Denki–slept in class, others boringly and tiredly wrote down notes as Shota taught class. Then, the door to the classroom suddenly opened and in came a frantic Izuku. The teacher glared at him as he wrote on a paper, "And why are you late?"

Izuku's face turned beet red and avoided eye contact as the whole class stared at him, "I-I slept in. Sorry, Mr. Aizawa."

Aizawa placed the sheet of paper back on his desk, "Detention. Don't let this happen again."

Izuku nodded and glanced down at the floor as he made his way to his seat. Aizawa returned to his lesson, but was interrupted again as F/n came in. Not sparing a glance towards her, Aizawa wrote her name on the tardy list, "Detention."

"Yes, sir." F/n sheepishly nodded and headed to her seat. She let out a sigh and pulled her notebook as Aizawa once again taught class.

However, he was once again interrupted when Shoto arrived. Aizawa grew irritated as he wrote his name on the detention list, "Anybody else going to come in?"

A few people giggled at the sight of Aizawa being frustrated. He stared at the door for a minute with his arms crossed waiting for anybody else, but when no one entered he resumed class. While class continued, Izuku had a hard time paying attention as all he thought about was her.

After the carnival, Izuku stayed out late as he took a detour. He wasn't ashamed of what he had done, no. He instead felt like what he was doing was protection, protecting the one he loved. No one can get mad at him for making sure what was his was out of harm's way, right? No, of course not. And he refused to believe your opinions.

Also, his dreams kept him from waking up and hearing his loud alarm did little, making him late. When he awoke, he felt excited about his dreams in which his kids had every feature that F/n had; her h/c hair, e/c eyes and so on! He even married her and the thought of her wearing a ring and being devoted to him made his body shiver in delight.

As he sat behind the girl, his nose twitched at the smell of something sweet. He leaned a bit forward and he could smell her scented shampoo. Her hair looked shiny and healthy. Oh, how badly he wanted to run his fingers through her hair.

As she slightly moved to rest her head on her palm, a strand of hair slowly fell on his desk. With her hair now between Izuku's fingers, he gently placed it in his pockets where he would later return home and store it in his closet where a small shrine of her existed.

"Now we'll begin the projects." Aizawa lazily rested his head on his desk, "Form your groups."

A few of the people cheered as their boredom was replaced with excitement. They all quickly turned their chairs or walked towards the back where some groups were. The class was then filled with chatter and laughing. Some of the students began to form their stalls.

F/n's group first wrote down what they would need and then would begin to make their stalls.

"We'll definitely need a banner." Tenya wrote down in his notebook, "Who wants to do that?"

"I'll do it." F/n said.

Tenya nodded, "Since there's five of us I say three do the stall and the other two do the smaller stuff."

"I-"

"I'll help F/n!" Izuku interrupted Shoto, "If that's fine with you."

Shoto and F/n gave each other a quick glance before F/n nodded and gave him a small smile, "That should be fine."

"Great. Then the rest of us will do the bigger job." Tenya added.

"What about the uniforms?" Ochaco said, "I know we agreed on pink but what uniforms are we talking about?"

"Pink shirts and black jeans." Shoto crossed his arms, "We'll keep it simple."

Ochaco whined, "But that sounds so boring!"

F/n chuckled at her friend, "Well what do you have in mind?"

The brown-headed girl let out a mischievous grin, "Maybe-"

"Absolutely not!" Tenya already knew where this was going as she had mentioned it last year, "Nothing silly or inappropriate, Ochaco! We're doing a candy stall, not a cafe."

She slumped in her chair, "So boring.."

After that they got up and began to gather resources. Since the storage room in Shota's class was a bit small, a few people entered while others waited for their turn. They grabbed colored paper and markers along with scissors, tape, glue and anything else they might need.

It was soon F/n's and Izuku's turn. The dim light in the room had F/n struggling where things were. Izuku stood closely by, staring at the h/c haired girl. He could hear her muttering to herself and picking up supplies.

She then turned around, startled by how close he was. She awkwardly chuckled, "Can you help me find pink construction paper? I was thinking of doing the banner pink and black. How does that sound?"

He nodded, his eyes shining, "Of course!"

She didn't know that she felt relief wash over her. She shook her thoughts away and began to look for scissors. Unfortunately, a box cutter was left open and it sliced a bit of her finger, "Ouch."

She looked at the box cutter, a bit of blood was on the sharp edge. Her cut finger began to collect and slowly slide down. The open air made her finger sting. She hissed at the slight pain.

Her hissing caught Izuku's attention. He walked towards her, "Are you okay?"

She nodded and showed him her cut, failing to realize the way his face turned pale, "Yeah, I just cut myself a little. I'm going to the restroom to wash it off, are you okay doing this alone?"

It was like he was in trance as he only stared at the blood dripping down her finger. "Izuku?"

He then looked at her and shakily nodded, "Y-yeah."

He watched her leave, his eyes then turned to the box cutter that daringly stared at him, as if saying, come get me.

In the bathroom, she turned the sink on and let her finger drown. It burned, almost like a pinch but a thousand tiny knives stabbing you. She had her other hand place itself near the wound and squeeze it. Blood dripped out and collided with the water, both emerging as the water soon turned into a light pink.

She continually watched as the blood went down the drain, it seemed like a never ending game as more blood just came out. Her injured finger began to turn pale as she was harshly squeezing it. It screamed for blood.

She however failed to notice Ochaco coming inside to check up on her. She saw F/n standing as the water sink was turned off and her injured finger was placed underneath the faucet, no running water. Her brows furrowed as she placed her hand on her friend's shoulder, "F/n. Are you okay?"

Said girl jolted as she looked at Ochaco. She confusedly looked at her, "I didn't hear you come in."

Ochaco let out a small smile, "I just came in. The others were worried that something had happened to you so they sent me to look for you. Izuku told us about your finger."

F/n embarrassingly chuckled and placed a hand on her nape, "Yeah, sorry, I hadn't realized I was taking too long."

Ochaco stared at her, "It's been at least 7 minutes."

That caused F/n's smile to disappear, "Oh."

"Anyways." Ochaco began to walk towards the bathroom door, "I'll be waiting for you in the classroom."

She then left and F/n was alone. She stared at the sink and then to her finger, it was still bleeding. She let out a low sigh and began to clean it with a paper towel, "I must be tired."

With the blood now gone she stared at herself in the mirror. Was it her, or, was there someone else in the stall behind here?

[meadowmusing]

my thoughts before the PJO finale

overall? A good fun show but with some definite stumbling. Faithful in a "remake" sense, but as much as a "port" would be. Still a genuinely good time with a likeable cast, gorgeous visuals, and an engaging (mostly) interesting plot.

Beware spoilers for ep1-7!

My biggest gripes

Pacing. the first episode was horribly paced. Somehow both rushed, not well condensed, and yet also failed to effectively deliver tension in important scenes it was needed in. Scenes like the minotaur felt dragged out and lacked the urgency it deserved, and the fight/victory fell kind of flat. Pacing got better in later episodes thankfully.

Sally Jackson. Yeah I know, not a hot take. She's a more realistic depiction of a mother in that kind of situation but I didn't find her likeable outside of her first scene talking about the name Perseus. She's not necessarily a "Bad Character" per se, but she is not the Sally Jackson from the books. Frankly, I didn't find book Sally all that important, but seeing this version has definitely wised me up to importance of her kindness and patience. Sure she might have seemed like a "doormat" at the beginning, but the more u learnt about her, the more her inner strength and self sacrificial love for Percy was apparent. TV Sally just doesn't have that, it doesn't feel like she has that much affection for Percy, she seems more distant and less loving. TV Sally has far too many scenes of her raising her voice at Percy and being frustrated with him, it makes it seem more like she was randomly stuck with this child and while she loves him, she knows deep down she would have been happier without him. Again, understandable but not book Sally. I feel they've sort of played up Percy's fierce love for his mum (or maybe it just feels more so because its more present in his spoken lines), but it doesn't feel as justified. If anything, id believe a more messy wrought relationship between the two. Its not a bad thing she's not the exact same as her book counterpart, but I do think it was a bad decision when they went so hard on Percy being ride or die for her, when most of her longer scenes are her being just frustrated with Percy being a child.

Gabe. ok more of a hot take I guess but I seriously disagree with his re-characterization. I don't mean to downplay anyone's experiences with toxic or abusive partners, but Gabe is far too bland and inoffensive. At worst, he's kind of annoying and maybe lazy. But he is nothing like the human sht stain that was book Gabe. Book Gabe deserved petrification and a lot worse, TV Gabe does not. The guy deserves a break up, not murder. Me and my friend actually laughed at him, because he didn't give "beats his wife and emotionally abuses her and her child", he gave "dead beat crypto boyfriend". Maybe it was the casting as well, the actor was funny and just seemed more goofy than actively horrid. "what makes u think he hasn't hit sally?" have u met TV Sally?? are u kidding me? she would have that man arrested.

Hades. I don't actually dislike making Hades friendly and more sassy. Sure its not book accurate, but you could argue its a little more mythologically accurate (maybe). My real problem is that he lacks PRESCENCE. Yes he can be nicer ect in this, but he is still the GOD OF THE UNDERWORLD. He should still be able to command a room! His words, even if they're not malicious or intimidating, should hold a certain kind of weight. I don't blame the actor here, I think he does well with what he's given but pretty much everyone else dropped the ball here. If they had supported him, we could have had a friendly Hades that was still a fitting lord of the underworld. Writers, directors, lighting, sound, ect let him down.

Persassy. Percy was great in the beginning but I felt like he started to lose that as the show went on, to give more of his lines/sassy moments to the other members of the trio. Which wasn't a terrible idea, I just think they did it too much, especially with the Ares scenes. Percy is meant to have an epic beef with Ares so much it transcends magic amnesia, but I could not believe that with the current lack of sass. Even the upcoming battle doesn't feel as weighty or deserved as it should. Again, don't hate the idea of sharing the sass around, just don't think it should come at the cost of Percy being toned down so much.

Getting into the underworld / mattress scene WHAT WAS THAT. I can accept that Percy knows more about Greek mythology because of his mom and i feel generally from just current cultural zeitgeist, but WHY THE HELL WOULD HE KNOW WHO CRUSTY IS?? and why was it so quick? there was no quick desperate clever thinking, it was like bro had read the scene from the book and then SPEED RAN IT. Also the Charon scene was far more interesting imo and I don't like that they cut it in favour for Crusty, without even doing that scene well. God that was so poorly executed.

Anyway thanks for reading my rant. Its long so it may seem like I didn't like the series but im being truthful when I say I did. I pretty much liked the rest of it, even some of the changes. I thinks a good show and adaption with some flaws, thats all. Im excited to finish up the season and im so pumped for season 2 and hopefully the rest of the series :D

[thebonerpit]

Idk if anyone follows my posts enough to even notice this but you may have seen me talking about a lot of new things I've watched so far this year, both tv and film. I kind of made a mini resolution to do this because I found, especially at the end of 2023, that I was stuck in a rut of either rewatching old things or mindlessly flipping through YouTube videos I had little to no interest in. There's so much media out there I'm interested in and now I feel almost reinvigorated to go through it and I've been having a blast.

Most of the time I'll probably just reblog a gifset or two with thoughts in the tags but I finally watched the Interview with the Vampire tv show and I have FEELINGS (mostly good)! Spoilers for season one and I do talk about book things that eventually happen so beware in case you don't know and want to continue the show completely blind...

So I kinda put off watching this at first because the Vampire Chronicles books are some of my favourites, and while it did have its own issues, the 1994 film holds a special place in my heart. I was like... do we really need anything else? But I'm glad I gave it a chance because the show was able to go so much further in so many aspects and also now we have a chance to actually see even more of the book events take place!

I'm gonna say up front that almost every character felt very different from how they are in the book except for Lestat. Lestat was actual perfection and I cannot BELIEVE someone did a (dare I say) even better job than Tom Cruise who gave the performance of his life in the film. Sam Reid's Lestat is unhinged and dramatic and terrifying and sad and cringe and yet also loveable and it was a masterpiece of acting. For the majority of the other characters I really didn't mind the differences and in some instances I thought they were actually improved. Daniel Molloy, for example, who is basically Anthony Bourdain? Perfection. Louis who is yes kind of pathetic and dramatic like the book, but also is volatile and complicated which Lestat is drawn to right from the beginning instead of only after having his little breakdown caused by his brother's death? Excellent. Armand who is older and looks nothing like the Armand described in the books but I can see without any problem how Marius fell madly deeply insanely in love with him because he's GORGEOUS and has this unsettling serenity about him? Give. Me. MORE.

The only issue I really had was with Claudia. I see people praising her all over the place so I'm sure this is an unpopular opinion but I hated that they aged her up so much. The most compelling thing about Claudia as a character is that she is an adult woman trapped in the body of a literal CHILD. A pre-pubescent child. Not a teenager. It's absolutely horrifying and it should be horrifying. Now, I will say, I saw an article where they talked about part of the reason behind this choice being that they needed the actor to work longer hours and it was impossible for a kid to do that, plus the very intense material, and I fully FULLY support any protections for child actors because the industry is insane. But it does make me sad and I wish there was some way they could have worked around it. I get what they tried to do with teenage Claudia but it just fell flat for me. And also the actress really looks her age (I think she's 20?) so like the few times where people were making fun of her for "playing dress up" or whatever I'm like... she fully looks like an older teen at LEAST what are you talking about lol. Also I thought her accent was kind of bad.

But honestly, that was really the only problem I had with the whole series. I absolutely loved how they went full-on explicit with the Lestat/Louis romance and the chemistry between the two of them was... WOOF. I was actually really interested in the modern portions too, mostly because Anthony Bour-- I mean Daniel Molloy was so entertaining lol. I loved how he pushed and pushed at Louis and their whole back and forth was brilliant. Although putting on my archivist's hat for a second to be outraged at Daniel consenting to wearing the cotton gloves to handle the diaries but then eating a fucking sandwich right beside the book???? Absolutely not lol. It was so much fun to see the Armand reveal (which I was spoiled for somehow but that's ok) especially knowing that Armand eventually turns Daniel and boy oh boy I hope they go long enough to get to that. I loved the continued references to Lestat's love of music which makes me hope they're planting seeds to make rock star Lestat a little more believable lol (god can you even imagine?? And we don't talk about the Queen of the Damned movie ok).

As for S2, I'm so excited for Paris and the Théâtre des Vampires and HELLO Ben Daniels as Santiago!!! Omg so hype for that. And it's going to be so interesting to see the Armand/Louis relationship as well because I mean it's always going to be Lestat/Louis and Armand/Marius for me so Louis being like "he's the love of my life"... girl. (And speaking of Armand/Marius please GOD give us some flashbacks because they are my Vampire Chronicles OTP and I need to see that whole story including my girl Bianca thank youuuuu).

Yeah so overall I'm quite positive about the whole thing and sincerely hope that they get many more seasons because there's so many interesting stories in those books and we've only ever gotten a TINY portion on screen.

[shsl-heck]

Pale Live Read Part 1. Blood Runs Cold + Brochure

Just finished the prologue plus brochure thing of Pale, and these were my thoughts. I kind of took screenshots of bits that stuck out to me as I read then am going back over those in chronological order as I write this. Also, gonna do bullet points for now because I think they're convenient and an easy way to structure this, but I'm open to suggestions. Beware of spoilers for Pact ahead if you havent read it, because I love it a lot and this is set in the same universe, so I assume knowledge of it is going to affect my reading of Pale.

I'm immediately a big fan of Louise. Very relatable to me, I too am frequently unsure if I've taken my meds. She just like me frfr. 

Gonna go ahead and predict the moon bleeding isn't good. But this is the Carmine Beast thing I've heard other people mention in relation to Pale right? Also I love the way he described the bleeding moon here.

The Otherverse/the stories set in it are maybe so compelling to me because I too come from a fucked up small town? Like Jacob's Bell and Kennet aren't special, small towns are just like that actually. The way everybody knows everybody's family even if they don't know the individual person is so accurate. I'd be surprised if Wildebeest wasn't from a place like this tbh.

So are the chimpanzee shaped things Goblins? Actual hallucinations? Something else? My money is on goblins because we did see one in Pact fucking with a chronically ill girl so it would be in character for them to pretend to be a dying woman's hallucinations.

Louise would be a great practitioner. She very skillfully has omitted key info about what she's doing in her convo with Lincoln.

The grief she feels when this thing disappears is so palpable, and no one around her shares it, no one even realizes it happened. Idk I think it really captures the feeling of being alone with your loss in just that tiny section.

Okay so at least two practitioners are here now, along with what I'm certain is a humanoid other with a messed up face. Like her face was hidden three times, which matters in this universe. Then there are some kids?

It sounds like something has gone wrong with the Carmine Beast, and these people are trying to deal with it, but don't want the outside influence of what I assume is the lord or council members of a nearby city.

Is this theoretical nearby city Toronto? That's kind of what I'm hoping for. I'm curious what happened to the Astrologer, the Elder Sister, Paige, Fell's niece, and Jeremy. Like I assume the Eye is still just hanging out, and the shepherd is obviously not in the picture, so those five are the ones I have questions about. Isadora is presumably dead based on what the demons said, but what's Paige up to? She was drawing power from Isadora while fighting vestiges, so can she still do that? The Astrologer was nice and I want good things for her. How's tending to his former demesne going for Jeremy? Have the Sisters managed to keep lordship? (I'm gonna guess no since I assume their clout took a big hit after abandoning the fight in Jacob's Bell) How's Fell's niece's training going? Tbh she's the one I think is most likely to appear in Pale out of this group, but I want answers about all of them.

The little notepad thing in the brochure is like a shopping list for an Awakening right? Whoever L, V, and A are, they're gonna try awakening at 5:30. The knife, the thread, the time piece, the skull, and the coin all being doodled on there along with wine and stuff (presumably to offer the spirits) make it basically impossible to imagine it's anything else

It being in a brochure also makes me think these three are new to town.

[pjmesmoon]

I don’t wanna miss a thing

Note: Before you read this, I just wanna share that I was inspired by the song I Don’t Wanna Miss a Thing, by Aerosmith (the exact same title for this, yey go creativity). It’s a beautiful song and I think it will make the reading even more emotional (well I’m hoping this is good enough to be at least a little bit emotional hahaha). Ok, here we go.

So to start, Jimin was in love.

He hasn’t been a light sleeper for a long time now, not since he began sleeping beside Jungkook every night feeling safer than ever, falling asleep while playing with Junkook’s hair, or with his hands, or caressing his lips with the tip of his fingers. When Jungkook wasn’t there, Jimin would always wake up to the feeling of being alone in a bed too big just for him.

And that was why he was awake now. He sat on their bed, still feeling sleepy while he looked around their room, trying to find Junkook. But he wasn’t there. That was the third time that week Jimin would wake up without his husband, and by now he knew exactly where he would be. So he got up, slowly rubbing his eyes and walking on instinct more than at looking where he was going, and stopped at the door hold of their house’s new bedroom.

Their newborn’s bedroom.

And there was Jungkook, leaning towards the crib, lightly patting their daughter’s cheek, and singing in his sweet, calm tone.

― “I don’t wanna close my eyes, I don’t wanna fall asleep, cause I would miss you baby, and I don’t wanna miss a thing...”

Seriously, Jimin could explode from happiness at that very moment. His family was beautiful. He always knew Jungkook would be an excellent, whipped father, but right now it looked like his husband was over the moon, looking and smiling at their child like she was his whole universe. And honestly, Jimin regretted ever thinking that he didn’t want Jungkook looking like that at anyone but him. Because, this? This was more than he could ever hope for.

― “Cause even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream would never do, I still miss you baby, and I don’t wanna miss a thing...”

Jungkook continued to sing while Jimin entered the room and wrapped his arms around his husband and looked down at their daughter sleeping. It was the most calming moment in his life.Jungkook immediately put a hand above Jimin’s in his waist, while the other was still there, fingertips still caressing her cheek like he was scared of waking her up.

Jungkook sang until the end. At some point, Jimin direct his attention to him, watching Jungkook sing and seeing how happy he was to be there, losing sleep just to watch their daughter instead. Jimin laughed quietly, not wanting to interrupt his beautiful singing.

This man. This incredible, amazing, sweet man who’s still acted like an overgrown kid sometimes and who Jimin was completely in love with. And their kid. Their lovely kid who they would kill for, who the only thing she cared for was sleep and look at things with too much intensity for a newborn. Who was the most pretty little thing, and they couldn’t wait to show her the world, and to care for her, to spoil, and to be there for her.

At some point in his line of thought, Jimin realized that Jungkook started singing the same song once again.

― Jungkookie ― He said in a light, but teasing tone, trying not to laugh ― You need to sleep, baby. If you keep doing this every night, at one point you will faint in the middle of the day, while she’s awake. When she actually needs you. Just come to bed, yeah?

― Hyung ― Jungkook whispered back in an exasperated tone ― I can’t take my eyes off of her. Believe me, I’ve tried. And I don’t want to try that anymore. Why do you think I keep singing this song? It’s exactly how I fell.

― I know Jungkookie, I know. ― Jimin said while patting Jungkook’s head, so much love in just that little move. Jimin didn’t want to miss anything either. Every day that they spend with their child felt like a whole new adventure, and they didn’t want to let go of at any time. ― I have an idea, why don’t we take her to our bed, hm?

Jungkook looked at him then, smiling with his big, bright bunny smile and with a look of hope in his eyes.

― Yeah, Hyung? ― Jimin laughed quietly.

― Yeah, Jungkookie.

Jimin leaned down in the crib, careful not to wake their daughter, and took her in his arms. Nothing had ever fit in his arms like her, only Jungkook. He looked at his husband, and he was looking right at Jimin now, with a whole new type of love in his eyes. The type of love that comes when you share something so precious as taking care and loving a new life.

And they thought they loved each other before.

Jungkook took a step closer to them, giving Jimin a forehead kiss and doing the same to his daughter, and then headed towards their bedroom, Jimin following him closely. He climbed on his side of the bed and pushed down their blanket, and Jimin, after placing their child in the middle, also climbed in.

And there they were, the three of them in pure bliss... Okay, maybe their daughter was to preoccupied in the land of sleep, and still too young to understand the happiness she was giving to her parents for only breathing, but Jimin wouldn’t have it any other way, of course. Jungkook looked like he was thinking the same, the bright bunny smile still there while he looked at his kid and his husband. Jimin smiled in return.

He looked like a kid who just received the best Christmas present ever. And it wasn’t even Christmas.

To be honest, Jimin knew taking her to their bed wouldn’t really help. He wasn’t going to risk sleeping with her between them, and he was sure Jungkook wasn’t either. But like that, they could relax even more, knowing that she was more safe with them.

― Jimin-hyung?

― Yes, Jungkookie?

― Will you be mad at me if I said I’m in love with someone else? ― He asked while he looked at their daughter, once again looking at her like she was his entire world. Jimin laughed, this time a little bit louder, and the baby between them stirred a bit, and Jimin’s laugh turned into a shushing sound until he was sure she wasn’t going to wake up.

― No, Kookie, I won’t ― he whispered ― I think I’m kind of in love with someone else too, you know?

He looked at Jungkook, who looked back at him with his wrinkled nose from smiling too big. Jimin could only smile back.

Yes, he was in love with his family.

Final Note: THE ROLLERCOASTER OF EMOTIONS THAT JIKOOK MAKES ME FELL MAN! IS THIS HOW I ACTUALLY FELL ABOUT STARTING A FAMILY? OR IT’S JUST JIKOOK MESSING WITH ME?! aNYWAY, hope you liked it. Let me know if you did? Pretty please? Yey. I’m gonna reread this later to see if i find any mistakes. But I really wanted to post this as fast as i could, im kinda proud of it and wanted to share ha

[autumnfuzz]

Heinry and Kaufman and sexual harassment

TW: nonconsensual SH

I know manhwa fandom glorifies rape and sexual harassment and often the ml's are like that so I wasn't surprised when Heinry and Kaufman were just that.

First let's talk about heinry. He in his bird form stalked Navier to get close to her with malicious intent, he fell in love with (read got obsessed with) her later. But his first priority was to gather information and ruin her reputation. What a great start for our golden retriever puppy boi 🥺

Navier kissed queen, held it against her breasts, even spent a night with his bird form while he could feel her touch as a human being, not to mention as a naked person too. Navier didn't know it was heinry. She thought it was an adorable bird and he took advantage of that. He was a pervert who touched Navier intimately and later blushed in his room thinking about 🙄

McKenna never let Navier touch him in his bird form cause he knew it wasn't right. He felt uncomfortable doing this to Navier. Cause it was creepy and sexual harassment.

Of course the author made Navier brush over the fact cause otherwise how would he look better next to Sovieshu? You don't want people realise that your ml is worse than the antagonist.

And now Kaufman - that man is lucky cause he gets hardly any backlash despite being equally creepy cause he licks Navier's feet and punched Sovieshu. But this fandom ignored how he offered a rape drug to Navier to apply it on Sovieshu. Yes it was a rape drug. It basically forces people to fall in love with one person and the aggressor could do anything to the victim and the victim would have no choice but to comply. He also does this to heinry later. This guy is just distributing rape drugs like Tylenols and yet gets no flake from Navier. Cause once again how would he look better than Sovieshu if people realised that?

You know who never sexually harassed Navier or any other women? Sovieshu

You know who never distributed rape drugs to people? Sovieshu

Everything he did with Rashta was consensual between two adults. He never pushed Navier to get sexually intimate when Navier refused him.

His relationship with Rashta was never treated as cheating rather Rashta was considered a second wife. She signed documents like a marriage certificate and their prenup was that her kids won't get the throne. She told Navier that they had the same husband and Navier never refused that cause it was true.

Polygamous relationship was allowed and heck even Sovieshu told Navier she could take another husband if she wanted but he told her not to take heinry or Kaufman which is very logical cause it's a security risk for the nation. He wasn't against Navier taking another concubine, he was against the creepy dudes that were circling his empire.

Man I can't believe that Sovieshu, the intended antagonist of the story, is way more moral than the supposedly good guys of the story.

But again I'm not surprised. Manhwa community glorifies rape and sexual harassment. Trust me if heinry and Kaufman were ugly looking, there would be much more outcry but they get a pass cause they look decent. Don't get me wrong, I still dislike Sovieshu about how he treated Navier and Rashta later but that bish paid for his crime by being miserable rest of his life.

Heinry is the pUpPy boi and Kaufman is the mysterious hurt foreign man 😑 never did. They don't even think their actions were creepy.

I really hate manhwa authors and its fandom sometimes.

This is why beware of the villainess will always be my favourite. It points out the creepiness of manhwa fandom.

[lokisprettygirl]

Mystery of Laufey Manor (Loki x Female Reader) (Au)

Read chapter 3 here

Chapter 4

Summary : Your employee Terry goes missing and you find yourself being enchanted by loki more and more everyday

Warning : This is a horror romance and will have dark themes (no rape/non con etc but it will be dark) Read only if you're comfortable. Use of alcohol consumption

“He’ll kill you.. he’ll kill you like he killed me..beware you foolish girl”

After what felt like hours, you finally managed to scream. You didn't know how long you screamed for, but you heard his voice asking you to calm down. Loki. He was there.

"Calm down darling, please calm down, you're okay, just a nightmare, you're okay" he whispered as he held you in a tight embrace. Your whole body was shaking with fear, you could only see the woman dangling from your rooftop.

"Shhh it's alright..you're okay" you pulled away from him and you couldn't really see much of him in the moonlight but you knew he had his wig and mask on. As soon as you realised how tightly you were clutching onto him you let go of him instantly. What was he doing in your bedroom?

"Ahhh I'm sorry I just..did I scream too loud?" You asked him and he nodded

"You were screaming for a while now ..I was downstairs to grab my hat and that's when I heard you" you nodded and he got off the bed and left, then he came back with a glass of water for you which you accepted gratefully. You took a sip more and were about to keep the glass down on the bedside drawer but he placed his finger at the bottom of the glass before you could do that.

"Drink more love, you seem shaken" his voice sounded so commanding as he asked you to drink more water. After you chugged the whole thing down he tucked you under the duvet. 

"Maybe keep the lights on, that always makes me feel better" he whispered softly

"It's alright I'm okay now, it was just a nightmare right?" You chuckled slightly but you couldn't tell if he was smiling or not. You don't even remember when you fell asleep after that, you didn't wake up even once in the middle of the night which left you feeling refreshed in the morning. 

As soon as you came out of the bathroom, the aroma of bacon and eggs hit you. So you got ready and stepped out of your bedroom, then you made your way to the kitchen. You looked at him and he had his back turned against you so he couldn't see you yet. He had already prepared the eggs, toasts and bacon and you could see the kettle that probably had tea boiling in it. You didn't forget what happened at the couch last night, he left you hot, bothered and embarrassed. But then he came to check on you and was nice to you. You felt your heart fluttering as you looked at his form, he was dressed up nicely, had a waistcoat on and everything.

The way he touched you last night made your mind wander and you found yourself having inappropriate thoughts about him which was weird for you, you didn't even know this man or what he looked like beneath the mask. 

"Good morning love" you snapped out of your daydreaming as you heard his voice.

"Good morning..umm I thought you said your cooking skills were subpar" 

"Oh love this is just basic English breakfast that my mother taught me when I was a kid" his voice melted in your ears, your mind started wandering again as you watched him cook, he indeed had beautiful hands. Long slender fingers, soft skin. His voice made you wonder how he would sound amidst the fiery round of passionate lo..

"I hope you don't mind me using your kitchen" You bit on your tongue as he said that, why can't you stop thinking about him? 

"Not if I get to have a hearty breakfast like this" he chuckled and then you both sat down on the table to eat. 

"I just wanted to do something nice since you had a rough night" How considerate.

"I actually had a surprisingly good sleep, did you put something in water?" you chuckled and he stared deeply into your soul. 

"I was just joking..sorry..just a joke..I didn't mean to offend you" he nodded and you felt like such a fool.

"I did mix valium into your water, hope you don't mind" you stopped chewing on your toast as you heard him. He was cutting into the piece of bacon with his fork and knife but he looked at you with such intensity that it made you want to hide but at the same time you wanted to inch closer and closer to him.

He let out a chuckle after making you sweat for a while and you realized that he was just messing with you. 

After finishing the breakfast you went to the shop, and had the most awful day as you realized that Terry didn't show up, it wasn't like her to take a day off without informing you first, you called at her home number but she didn't pick up. You had to manage the wholesalers, customers all by yourself. 

When you reached home, you went straight under the hot shower, you felt tired and stressed. If Terry wouldn't show up tomorrow you'd be concerned about her well being and probably alert the cops, especially since she didn't seem like she was from Brooklyn or USA even, she had some type of English accent, you asked her once about it but she changed the topic. You had her home address so if she doesn't get in touch with you by tomorrow you'd have to alert the cops.

You put in a two piece night gown and felt too tired to cook anything so you ordered a large pizza, you wondered what Loki was doing, you didn't hear any noise coming from upstairs so you figured he was out or something. After a while when you still didn't hear a single noise coming from upstairs, you decided to check up on him.

He kept all the lights off upstairs and it was completely dark as you made your way up.

"Lokii?" You called out to him just in case but of course you didn't hear a response. When you reached the top of the stairs you opened his bedroom door and it was dark as a forest. You tapped on the side of the door to find the light switch and turned it on. He kept the room extremely tidy, that's the first thing you noticed when you looked around, you could smell his cologne all over the area.

You walked over to the dresser and picked up his cologne, it looked expensive, as soon as you twisted the cap the scent clouded your nerves. That's how he smells all the time, you didn't know what got to you after that, you just couldn't stop thinking about him, the way he touched you last night, your body reacted so boldly to him. He had his shirt laid down on his bed so you picked it up and took a whiff, not in a creepy way but just sort of romantic way. 

You had always been attracted to men who took care of themselves but never like this, there was just something about him that reeled you into him in an obsessive way. You laid down on the bed and placed his shirt on the top of your body, his essence engulfed you immediately. You took a deep breath as your mind started to think of scenarios that would make the object of your fascination blush. You caressed your cheeks with the fabric of his sleeves and it made your breathing go up, your chest heaved up and down slowly.

For the first time in your life you didn't feel scared while you were in this room by yourself, you felt aroused instead. What would he think if he comes back and sees you like this? In his bed with his shirt cascading over your body, the way he caressed your cheeks, you knew he didn't abhor your company at the very least. You started to feel the tingling sensation building in the pit of your stomach and you didn't even touch yourself. What was this man doing to you? 

Before you could dive deeper into your fantasy you heard the main door slamming shut so you got up abruptly, placed his shirt back where it was. And stood as far as you could from the bed. You could hear the sound of his cane approaching you.

"Not nosing around, are you?" You chuckled as you heard him, he took his gloves and hat off then placed it on the dresser. That's exactly what you were doing.

"I was wondering if you'd like to join me for pizza" his green irises pierced you at the request

"Sure love, however you should indulge in a proper meal after such a tiring day" you nodded your head and he walked towards you 

"Give me a few moments? I'll get freshened up"

"Sure I'll see you downstairs, do you drink bear?" You asked him and he nodded. You scurried away after that. You both sat down on the couch in the living room as you both ate the dinner. He asked you about your day and you told him about Terry. He offered to help you out at the shop tomorrow, you knew he was just being nice so you denied but he kept insisting. Did he want to spend time with you? You hoped so.

You wished him goodnight as you started to feel really sleepy all of a sudden, maybe it was the beer that relaxed you so good. As you were about to head for your room he grabbed your arm and placed a kiss on the back of your hand. Your whole body shivered at the touch, he was still sitting on the couch so he looked up at you and brought your fingertips over his lips to place seemingly innocuous kisses on your fingertips, but he had no idea what he was doing to you. You felt more intoxicated by his touch than the drink..the world around you started to spin so he stood up and caught you in his arms..

"You okay love? A bit lightheaded are you?" He placed his hand at the back of your head and then he picked you up in his arms to take you to your bedroom.

"Mmm I..I don't..sleep…Think" you mumbled incoherently and he put you down on your bed gently, the nightgown you wore had been flung open and his eyes raked over the exposed part of your curves but he covered you up with duvet quickly.

"Good night loki" you mumbled softly and he leaned down to kiss your forehead knowing far too well that you won't remember this tomorrow. 

Then he went upstairs. As he laid down, the vision of you sprawled out in his bed with his shirt caressing you and your heavy breaths haunted his vision. He didn't want to stop looking at you 

A seemingly sinister smile crept over his lips, You were right where he wanted you. 

💀💀💀💀💀💚💚💚💀💀💀💀💀

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[dwaeki]

— felix as ur bf (random headcanons)

pairing: felix x gn!reader

genre: fluff

warnings: none other than maybe some slip ups and just poorly written fluff, not proofread, lower case intended!!!

a/n: i'm just bored and need to post so i decided to make this at like 3AM 😩🤝🏻 genuinely dont knownwhat i was writing here but i went with the flow so 😞

ok lets completely disregard the fact that felix is my ult and i am absolutely whipped for him.

he doesn't sleep early at night especially if he had a bad day at practice or made a lot of mistakes while trying to memorize the choreography to one of their new songs,

so he usually stays up for a little while playing video games on his PC while you sleep over at the dorms.

you're most likely there sitting on his lap, sleeping peacefully while your boyfriend tries to restrain himself from raging and absolutely destroying his expensive keyboard </3

(p.s he has a keyboard that lights up. most likely rainbow cuz idk HE GIVES OFF THOSE VIBES.)

the first time you sat on his lap while he was playing games he just fell in love with that idea

the feeling of your arms wrapped around his shoulders as you rest your head in the crook of his neck is just :(( y/n ure making him feel so loved :((

he's just rlly comfortable and feels at peace.

also when he feels a bit too overwhelmed or just frustrated he stops the game for a little while and wraps his arms around you tightly while inhaling your scent :((

he feels better right away <33

but you dont know that bcuz ure ✨asleep✨

but if he's feeling particularly tired he just plays on his phone

while you're both in bed, cuddling <33

PLUSHIES !! you guys collect a bunch of plushies <3

he likes plushies a lot so if u like plushies too you guys are just a perfect duo. you two are always on a look out for stuffed animals,

felix keeps a bunch of cents in his pockets just in case u find something.

if one of u spots a claw machine outside while you're going out or during an arcade date you're going to drop whatever you were doing before and literally run, leap, fly towards its direction.

"Y/N A CLAW MACHINE !!!!" "OH MY GOD GOGOOGOGO RUN FELIX GO DONT LET THE KID GET THERE BEFORE WE DO"

you two are competitive as hell when it comes to winning a stuffed animal & believe me felix doesnt go easy on you

especially if youre a sour loser cuz he teases you a lot.

it starts off with u two being competitive but ends with the both of you basically throwing all of your money away just to get a single plushie.

one time u hogged the claw machine for a little too long and you didnt even notice the line of kids waiting for the two of u to finally leave for good.

yeah... ure banned from using the claw machine at one of the arcades ... 😬✋🏻

he also lays his head on your lap... a lot.

he just loves feeling close to you so if he's sleepy and wants cuddles he usually just lays his head on your thighs (no matter the shape or size cuz we love all kinds of thighs here, love <3) , grabs your hand and plays with ur fingers.

you already get the message so you're quick to get up and move to the bedroom to cuddle

but if you don't get the message then he starts pouting and sighing dramatically, waiting for u to take the hint

but if ure still not budging then he just lifts you up and quite literally throws you onto the bed so you two can cuddle

(one time u bounced off the bed and hurt your arm... felix almost cried...)

he grumbles a bunch of incoherent words while getting under the covers

squeezes the living soul out of you the second he's under the covers. like ure literally left soulless.

HE'S LITERALLY A HUMAN HEATER SO BEWARE WHEN U CUDDLE IN THE SUMMER !!!

felix doesnt rlly have a favorite position to cuddle in, he likes any and every.

he loves being the big spoon, he loves being the small spoon

but he also rlly loves cuddling face-to-face <33 or maybe ur head buried in his chest :((

loves placing kithes all over your face or pecking your lips during cuddle sessions.

yeah... he's a sucker for physical contact 😚😚

he's also SO whipped for you you don't even understand.

everyone around him can tell that he absolutely adores you and everything you do

one time jeongin mentioned how utterly in love he was and how "disgusting & painful" it was to watch you two interact 😔

and felix was low-key like HELL YEAH IM WHIPPED AND IM PROUD !!!

doesnt care if anyone points out how much he loves u & doesn't deny it either bcuz YEAH!! HE DOES INDEED LOVE U VERY MUCH!!! WHAT ABOUT IT!?!?!!

he also gives the best presents !

he just always knows what to buy anyone he's very close with and the list ofc includes you :D bcuz youre his lover mwuah <3

buys you the best birthday presents, anniversary presents, holiday presents.

it's because he's observant !!

especially when it comes to you. if you eye an expensive outfit that you can't really afford at the moment or there's a fancy restaurant you want to go to, he will keep it in the back of his mind and will take it into consideration ;))

there doesn't have to be a special occurance for felix to surprise you with a present !!

even if the present he's getting you is pretty expensive its still for u and he wants to make u feel as appreciated and as loved as he can. so wasting money on you is never a problem as long as you're happy :((

the fact that he is observant also comes in handy a lot, because he can tell when you're uncomfortable by the small changes in the way you act like the furrowing of your eyebrows or you shift even closer to him, etc.

if it's a public space or an event where you have to socialize and interact with others and he notices you feeling uncomfortable he will take you to a less crowded place to give u a bunch of kisses and reassure you that everything will be just fine <3

he also knows what you like and dislike very well, so it's easier to avoid any arguments in your relationship.

virtual dates !!

he takes you on a bunch of dates on minecraft, roblox, animal crossing etc.

the dates usually happen while he's away on a tour and you two really miss each other </3

the first time he went on a tour he just really really really missed you and your voice

so he called you on discord and suggested that you play minecraft together. you created a new world and just started everything from the scratch.

so every time felix goes on tour you guys call on discord, get on minecraft and add new things to your world <33

your world includes but is not limited to: a huge pink mansion with a pretty backyard filled with flowers, a dog named "seungmo" and a cat named "lino" (as felix suggested you named them ✋🏻)

he once told you that one day you two are gonna get married (if you're willing to ofc) and live a perfect life just like in your minecraft world :((

even tho it was over the top to assume that you two would live in a gigantic pink mansion, it was still endearing and it made your heart melt <3

he really wants to spend the rest of his life with you because he knows you're the one :(

[darkacademicfrom2021]

"The party could be anywhere"

Tags: Smut :)

Prompts from @justforshitandcackles and @palettes-and-prompts

Pairing: Loki x AFAB!reader (gender not specified)

Word count: 3.4K

Warnings: DNI IF YOU’RE A MINOR, 18+ only. Dom!Loki, choking kink, slight degradation kink, alcohol, consensual but insistent (don’t be like this in real life, if it’s not explicit consent then it’s a no), dirty talk, fingering, partially public sex, bruises, voice kink, teasing, control play, marking kink, daddy kink, slight pain kink.

A/N: If you know me, no you don’t. This my my first smut so beware the shitty writing :)

If Loki had not caught you staring so intensely, you would probably be still at the bar, leaning over the counter ever so slightly to reach for a drink from time to time, safe from risking everything you never thought you’d risk.

But he did see you. And he smirked. You tried to ignore him and went back to your conversation with Vision, actively fixing your eyes on him as he talked, avoiding to show just how hot you were feeling.

“And that is why I cannot actually get drunk”, he said, finishing his explanation. You hadn’t heard a word. Everything in your brain right now was Loki’s silhouette in those leather skin-tight trousers and a black shirt with the sleeves carefully rolled over the elbow. Him and his raven hair neatly collected in a messy low bun, that left his neck veins so exposed —agh.

You shook your head and faked a cough, trying to come back to reality.

“Right. Then I guess I’ll have to do it for the both of us”, you said, grabbing his glass and drinking it.

“I sense you are not being yourself today”, commented Vision, and you rolled your eyes.

“I’m fine. I just want to have fun”, you said, emptying the glass and asking for another one. But he was right —you weren’t yourself. Your limits were feeling a little bit blurrier than usual, and you knew you shouldn’t have gone to that party; not when Loki was there too —not when you had specific instructions to not get anywhere near involved with him unless necessary —this felt necessary, and that was what scared you the most. Vision gestured to the bartender to not give you a refill. “Hey! I’m not a kid”.

“If I’m correct in my speculations over what you want to do, I assure you, it is not a good idea”, he warned, eyeing a certain God you’ve been checking out all night. You didn’t think Loki was hearing the conversation, until a grin appeared across his lips. “I’ll get you a lemonade. Stay here”.

“Yeah. Great idea, leave me all alone, drunk and…”, you began saying, but the words fell off your mouth as you realized he wasn’t there anymore.

As soon as Vision left, you felt like an unsupervised chaotic child. Your eyes fixed back to Loki’s body, roaming around while he supposedly talked to Thor, and when they finally got to his face —lingering a little too long on his well defined arms— you realized his eyes were already on yours.

You tried to pretend like nothing happened, looking away and searching for Vision in the crowd. But you couldn’t escape the voice inside your head, low as a groan, seductive and mocking at the same time.

“Enjoying the view?”.

You choked on your drink, and looked at him perplexed.

“You can…?”, you thought, and he, pretending to listen to his brother, kept eyeing you with a smirk across his face. “Of course you can”.

“I can also see what you’re seeing in your head”, he pointed out. You were about to retort, saying that it was none of his business, but you soon recalled every single thought you’ve had since you’ve seen him in those godly pair of trousers, not leaving too much to the imagination. Maybe it was a little his business. “Ah, I love that shade of bright red”, he chuckled, and you felt your face get redder, if possible.

“Please, get off my head”.

“I seem to be very installed already”.

“Get off my… stop being here. I don't want to be working on my day off".

"Who said you'd be working? I just want to chat".

"Chatting with you means working".

"Well, then work".

You rolled your eyes and fidgeted with your watch. It was late, and you had to make presence in that stupid party that was mind-numbingly boring. You didn't want to work, but you wanted to talk to him. Lately, he seemed like the only one worth talking to in that compound. The only one who actually listened.

"It feels weird that you've hidden from me for so long you can talk telepathically".

“Would you like me to walk towards you and talk face to face, instead?”.

You thought about it. Yes, yes you did. Of course you wanted him to come near you and talk to you all night long, as much as you wanted him to do other things all night long. But Vision came shortly after, and you repressed every single action you could’ve done to walk towards Loki and flirt. You really, really shouldn’t flirt with him. It was for the best, you thought.

“Your lemonade”, said Vision, handing you a glass. “We were talking about the relationship between human reactions to…”, he started talking again, but you drifted off to Loki’s voice in your head.

"Your attires are overly flattering on that body of yours, tonight".

"Don't".

“Come on, stop pretending like you don’t want me to have you on all fours and…”.

“Don’t do this”, you warned, “don’t do this because I don’t want to be all bothered and flustered”.

"Ah, is that the reason? I thought you were just being professional. You know, if for one night you give up your control over me and let me be in charge…".

"Stop smooth talking, I don't… I don't want to be like this all night", you whined. You could already feel the heat between your legs, and pressed them to pretend you weren't getting hot by just his words.

“You wouldn’t be bothered if I actually did what I’m planning on doing”.

You could feel your brain burning at the implications of those words. Was Loki just mindlessly flirting? Was he doing this to annoy you or trick you in some way?

“Tell me”.

His wide grin made you shiver in anticipation. Oh, boy, was he a dark one.

“If it were up to me”, he said in an even lower tone of voice, “I’d eat every inch of you until you shiver and tremble and beg for dear mercy”.

Your heart skipped a beat, and your face flustered even hotter. The air around you thickening, dense as water, dense as blood. Vision didn’t seem to be aware of what was happening, too immersed in his own explanations. You swallowed and tried to compose your posture, ignoring Loki’s piercing gaze across the room.

“Loki, now you’re being inap…”, you began, but he interrupted you, knowing you were only trying to convince yourself. He could see every thought in that head of yours, he knew you didn’t mean it —he knew you were far from meaning it.

He also knew he meant every single one of his words.

“I’d pass my tongue through every little spot of yours, grabbing you tightly until you’d bruise so that you couldn’t squirm away from me. I’d lick you up and down, taking my time to make you see stars”.

You squirmed in your seat, trying to stay still. Your heart pounded so loudly you were sure he could hear it. You inhaled and exhaled deeply, and finally redirected your eyes back at him. He smirked again and kept talking.

"I'd penetrate you with my tongue until you begged for my cock. I’d make you come over and over, your grip pulling on my hair so tightly you���d think it'd rip my scalp off. I’d make you come until all things that could come out of that filthy mouth of yours were my name, and my name only”.

The heat in your face was now too evident to deny it. You knew Vision asked you something but your brain was almost numbed by his words. You nodded, hoping he wouldn’t notice.

“I’d bend you over in that counter, and I’d claim you as mine. I’d bury myself in you, filling you in and out, and in and out, and in and—”.

“Alright, stop it!”, you said out loud, and Vision frowned, stopping his words.

“What’s wrong?”.

“Sorry. No, not you. I’m… I’m sorry, I need to do something”, you stuttered as you could, leaving towards Loki.

“Me?”, chuckled Loki from his spot. You rolled your eyes and walked to him, asking Thor to leave you alone. Once you were finally free from others’ stares, you punched his shoulder.

“Stop doing that, you’ll be the death of me”.

“Well, I can stop teasing and start living up to my promises, love”, he whispered, looking you up and down.

You lowered your head, thinking about it. What would be the damage in fucking the God of Mischief that was under your supervision, in domiciliary arrest because he tried to take over the world? Surely nothing bad could happen. Except the possibility of getting fired, or tricked by him, or hurt.

“You’re not taking me to bed. Ever”.

“Who said it had to be in bed? I did say counter, did I not?”, he chuckled darkly, and you swallowed. He kept going. “It could be anywhere. On that pretty couch of Stark’s, too. I’m sure you’ve touched yourself thinking about it, don’t deny it”.

“Come on. What are you doing?”, you asked. You felt so stupid. He definitely was playing with you. He knew you had the hots for him and he was pushing his own limits to see just how much on the tip of his fingers he had you —maybe not enough—not in the way you wanted.

“Is it not obvious enough? Do you want a physical exemplification?”.

“I mean… why are you doing this?”.

He sighed and put a strand of your hair behind an ear, smiling. In the same deep velvety voice he’s been making you flustered with, he purred in your ear,

“I want you to be mine”.

You didn't suppress your shivers, and he chuckled darkly once again. Maybe he was being serious. Maybe you could bend your boundaries a little bit for him. You whispered on his ear, trying to not catch the attention of other people,

"We can't leave the party. We have to stay".

"Or… we could just go for a second. We don't even have to leave. Darling, we're here, but the party could be anywhere".

“If we get caught…”.

“We won’t. If you want to scream, I’ll gag you”, he teased.

It didn't take much more convincing. Soon, you were following his long steps down the hallways of the compound, not even leaving the floor. He suddenly grabbed you and pushed you with him into a small room, like a janitor closet. The place was so small, if you tried to stretch your hands to the wall, your elbows would be still bent.

Loki was right behind you, your back against his chest, and he began placing soft kisses on your skin. His hands moved to your hips and stomach, pressing you against him. Your breathing was unstable, too loud for it to not be heard. If anyone passed by the hallway, they’d hear you panting.

He got a hold on your neck, squeezing enough for you not to move, and slowly sliding his other hand down your abdomen, through your pelvis, until just beneath your underwear. His breathing grazed your ear, and he purred,

"May I?".

"Please", you breathed out, almost too quickly. He slid a hand further down, stopping before touching you, his digits lingering to be where you needed them to.

“I want to hear you say it”.

“Please, touch me”.

He moved his hand from your neck to your hair, pulling from it to expose your clavicles, and sank his teeth into you, finding all of the right spots for you to let out breathy moans. He groaned against your skin.

"I like those. I want to hear more", and bit you harder, making sure to leave a mark.

You began slightly rubbing your ass against his bulge, and he rocked his hips, showing you just how much you turned him on, too. His cold fingers traveled to your entrance, and your breath hitched at the feeling.

“Ah, Loki—”.

"Mmmh", he smirked. "You're so wet for nothing, darling", and then whispered harshly "let me give you a reason".

His fingers began to work on you, rubbing slow circles in your clit, making you grind against his hand, trying to speed up the infernally slow movements he was giving you. You tried to suppress your moans, but whatever he was doing with his mouth on your skin… he knew how to do it.

Soon, you were a hot and panting mess, grinding against him as much as you could, and he held your hip with his free hand, avoiding you from moving any further.

“Pushing back against my fingers already? How pathetic”.

"Then fuck me”.

“I’ll take my time”.

You didn’t want him to take his time. You wanted him to pull down his trousers and fuck you mercilessly against the wall, until all you could think of was him and him only. But he kept drawing slow circles on your clit, collecting your wetness to lubricate and increasing pressure ever so slightly.

His other hand was now resting on your neck, grabbing you softly yet dominantly enough for you to feel the heat on your abdomen, words of begging wanting to escape your lips —but you pushed them down. You could make him do it through other ways.

You slid your hand behind you, finding his erection. You grabbed him with strength and pressed it with your palm and he let out a low moan, his grip on your neck getting stronger. You undid his belt and sneaked your hand under his trousers, massaging his erection over the boxers. His hips buckled and his hand on your neck was gripping stronger.

"Stop provoking me or I’ll choke you a bit too tight”, he groaned in a raspy voice.

“What? Afraid of… ah, afraid of losing control?”, you tried to tease. He chuckled.

“Listen to you… you can’t even form a sentence without moaning”, he said, and without any further preparation, he slid a finger inside of you. You gasped sharply, and he kissed the heat in your face from behind, watching how sweaty and needy you were getting for him. “Shh, wouldn’t want your dear Avengers to know who’s helping you get off, would you?”, he said, fitting another finger and curling it in the right spot. This time, you couldn’t hold back your moans, throwing your head back, resting it on his collarbone. He had the perfect access to your chest, and he bent over to bite, leaving marks as his fingers began thrusting in and out of you, while still stimulating your clit with his thumb.

“I… I need you to… ah—”, you began saying, eyes shut tightly. As his thrusts sped up, his grip on your neck tightened and your face got even redder for the lack of air.

“What? Do you like it when I touch you like this?”, he said between his own gasps and groans, while you pressed yourself against his bulge, giving him friction and yet so close— “do you want me?”.

“I… I want you”, you managed to say, feeling the pressure building up in your lower abdomen, shivers from the hot and cold feeling that was his body against yours. “I want you”.

“Then say my name”.

“I… ah— I want you, Loki”, you couldn’t keep your voice down. Even though you were whispering, it was rough and loud, and it drove him even crazier, speeding up his thrusts and the circles on your clit getting sloppier.

“Say my name”, he repeated, speeding up the movement.

“Loki, Loki I want you, Loki—”.

“Say. My. Name”, he rasped.

“Lo… Loki”.

“No. Say my name”, he groaned in your ear and bit it harshly, and just by the way he said it, gripping you so hard you could feel the bruises about to paint your neck, marking you for everyone to see —just then, you understood what he wanted.

“I want you, daddy”.

He stopped the thrusts taking his fingers off you, and you whined. In a quick movement, he turned you around and slammed you against the wall, bringing one of your legs up and kissing you deeply, his tongue twirling with yours, his lips as hot and soft as you could ever fantasize they’d be.

You brought your hands up to his hair and pulled at it to expose those neck veins you’ve been meaning to mark for months, and as soon as you began working on them, he moaned loudly, rocking his hips against yours, holding your waist strongly.

You grinded against him, completely ruining his trousers and feeling his erection trying to break free, pulsating for your contact. He pulled his trousers slightly down and with a green light he had already a condom on.

“Well”, you said, panting, “that’s effecti…”, but you were cut on your words as he entered you in one quick motion, opening you up and stretching you more than you ever thought you could. You moaned loudly, and he groaned against your lips.

He began slowly, enough for your mind to go completely numb. You were saying things —his name, how much you liked it, but none of you were hearing it. All you could hear was your skin against his, slapping together faster and faster, his lips grazing over yours without kissing —moaning into the other’s mouths.

“I’m… ah, I’m so close—don’t stop”, you muttered, and he lowered one hand and began working on your clit again, the feeling becoming too much all of the sudden. You rocked your hips, matching his movements, and he grabbed you tighter against him with his whole arm. You scratched his back with your nails, and he thrusted deeper, knowing he ruined everyone else for you.

“N—Norns, you’re doing so good for me, agh”, he whispered in your ear. “You’re such a little whore—”.

He grabbed you by the hair and pulled your head back, making his movements sloppier and somehow even stronger —it hurted in the best way possible. You weren’t even trying to hide your moans, despite hearing footsteps right outside the closet.

“Come for me”, he commanded, and you, already over the edge, tried to hide your face on his shoulder. He grabbed you by the jaw strongly and made you look him in the eyes. “Look at me. I want to see you come all over me”.

As if he had just pressed a button, you came violently against him, calling his name in a way he was sure everyone in the compound heard. He came right after, and stayed inside of you until you could compose yourself.

Breathing hard, you laid your head on his chest and he pulled off you, surrounding you with his arms gently —as if he hadn’t fucked you to oblivion a minute ago. He kissed your temple and chuckled.

“I wanted to do this for ages”, he whispered, and you nodded, not actually capable of talking just yet.

Someone knocked at the door, and you got so startled you squealed. Loki hurried to cover your mouth, but it was too late.

“Who’s there?”, asked Thor. “Are you alright?”.

“Oh, it’s my brother”, said Loki, rolling his eyes. “Yes, Thor. Nothing to see here”.

“Oh. I see”, you could hear Thor blushing from behind the door. “Good, then. That… nobody’s hurt”.

“I never said nobody is hurt”.

“For the Norns, Loki, I don’t want to know!”, said Thor’s voice increasingly far from where you were, as if he was covering his ears. Loki chuckled darkly against your skin and kissed your shoulder softly.

“Are you alright?”.

“Better than before”.

“You know… I still haven't gotten a chance to taste you”, he said, sinking his nose on your hair. “I bet you taste divine”.

“Oh, we should continue the party, then”, you said. And he grabbed you in the air, carrying you to his room trying to avoid crossing with anyone in the way.

The party had just started, then.

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[thestrangestriddle]

Spoilers and thots on Grindeldore: The Movie

Beware, unfiltered spoiler content ahead, opinions, and whatnot all over the place

I should be prefacing this with the fact that the only proper horse I have in this race is the backstory of Albus and Gellert as individuals and as a collective.

As far as that went, my needs were pretty much met. Mads's and Jude's chemistry was very good, you got an actual palpable feeling between them that there is (!) a great love between them. Even without dialogue and just their expressions it's very obvious. They solved the Blood Pact in a way that made sense despite being a bit... eh at first, but sometimes the easiest way from A to B is a straight line.

I personally dont like any statements of "[insert actor] is [insert character]" bc it ends up hinging on the actor being the only one to be able to portray the character instead of it being "only" a portrayal. All things considered though, Mads was a phenomenal Grindelwald. His Gellert is a crowdpleaser who loves the audience as much as the audience loves him. He has the mischievous air of being permanently amused but also with a sense of humour that might be a little too sharp for someone. He also is a predator on the prowl, ready to lash out at any moment. Just like he went nuts with throwing lightnings at Newt and then destroying Paris on a whim, he's still quite impulsive when things don't go his way.

We get a man who is entertaining, charismatic, cunning, resourceful, and capable of being very cruel. It's beautiful to witness.

So no surprise at my highlights being any scenes with Albus and/or Gellert.

Other than that, the general problem of the movie is that it tries to be too many things at once: it tries being a political thriller, it wants to be a heist movie, it has a load of characters and at the end... it is quite messy and besides our two leaders, Jacob, and arguably Newt, they... just kinda float in the ether, barely with any meat on their bones.

I liked Theseus more than in the previous movie. Lally was cool but underutilised. Queenie's storyline was predictable but in a way that annoyed me. I could've done without Bunty, thank you very much. They tried to maintain some tension with Yusuf but of course but it fell incredibly flat and I have a hard time believing that Grindelwald ever fell for it. Grindelwald's Alliance is made up of non-characters and Vinda Rosier, and its newest addition of Anton Vogel as a corrupt politician... was too slippery a character to even make sense in his treacherous ways.

After three and a half years of radically rejecting the whole "Credence is a Dumbledore" nonsense, I found myself... accepting it. Maybe because I liked Credence more in this movie and after all these years. We still don't know how exactly he was able to communicate with Aberforth but I can tolerate that, it is what it is.

Speaking of Aberforth, I have a similar feeling to the retcon ‐ it is a retcon of him and Albus being estranged, not to mention the whole teenage father business (which... idk, I always imagined he was extremely dedicated to taking care of Ariana but Oh Well), but one where I can shrug and go "fine, I can take it or leave it".

This might be the first time the titular Fantastic Beast actually was a part of the plot in a way that didn't feel forced. I'm gonna be frank and say that the concept of "Wizard Steve Irvin and his critters" has not once tickled my interest (cue me only caring about Gay Wizards And Their Lovers To Enemies Story), so to weave it together in this way was the best possible way for me.

I still 100% believe that the movies should've focused on Dumbledore VS Grindelwald from the beginning on instead of what we got, but I'm very much in the minority. They wanted something with kid appeal and critters give that, even if these films very much don't feel like kids' movies.

TLDR; it gave me I needed wrt my niche but also there was a whole lot that couldve been done much better. If the movie was literally only about Albus and Gellert, i'd be happy as a clam.

[optinavi]

Beware, I am about to tell a story I never told before.

I've been hiding this since 2020.

Since I am afraid to tell one trusting person I know, I mind-as-well embarrass myself by telling everyone; anyone who cares.

I'm going insane.

Yell at my scared body.

Burn everything I have.

Lock my hands up because I am ruining my most-loving creatures: my fuzzy blankies.

Each day becomes worse.

I cling to my fuzzy blankies more than before; not for cuddling, but for plucking.

Every speck of fur I pluck...is detached from their wavy foundation; their nutritious soil, their planet rectangle; their warm home.

The cause of my plucking is: depression, stress, worry, etc....

Yes, I am okay with moving from the old house to the condo, but my roots were planted deep in the old house.

I am okay to live at the new house now because all of my neighborhood friends moved out of the neighborhood where the old house was, there are a couple people I know in the neighborhood where the new house is, my room is the biggest room I ever have in the new house, and I am able to watch trains in the backyard of the new house.

I, plucking specks of fur, reflects the transition of my life.

Every speck of fur grew up from their soil, then a bunch of them were plucked out of paradise, and fell into convolution.

This plucking has been going on since I moved out of the old house.

The plucking started to become worse right when I moved into the new house.

What's really sad is...my fuzzy blankies cry in silence, for they no longer squeal when I pluck them; they seem used to my abusing hands by now.

Yes, my fuzzy blankies squeak in communication.

I love when they squeak.

I hate when they squeal.

They stopped squealing...

They are too hurt...just like I am.

The more I pluck....the more I cry.

This is not who I am.

I keep making excuses:

"Oh no...the cat plucked Fuzz!"

"Oh no...the mechanical pencil tugged Albino!"

"Oh no...the zipper pulled Kateri!"

Very rare now do these things happen to my fuzzy blankies.

Very common now do I do this to my most-loving fur babies.

I don't try hard enough to restrict my hands and scanning eyes from finding and plucking specks of fur.

When I do try, I do one or more things at once:

Throw my fuzzy blankie(s) across the room.

Turn the light(s) off.

Wear gloves.

Don't carry fuzzy blankie(s) often.

All of these actions should prevent me from letting my eyes find specks, and from letting my hands pluck specks.

The kind thing about me is:

I have not thrown the plucked specks to waste.

I keep them secure.

I did not say "never", for I watched my dumb cat, JoAnne, EAT one speck of fur!!!

I never checked her poop to retrieve the speck of fur...

It could also be possible for disguising specks of fur to be vacuumed from the floor.

Also, it could be possible for a few specks of fur to be tossed around in the dryer, then the lint could take over.

Who knows...

I'm not a life-saving human.

I can't save everything I have...

I am just like an 8-inch floppy disk where each of my tracks of storage are slowly being ripped out of me, which then causes me to lose "memory", such as: my belongings, my supplies, my bought stuff, my gifts, my collectables, my toys, my clothes, my devices, my fuzzy blankies...nearly everything by now, and I am on year 19 and 6 months in this decaying Earth.

What kept me at my best was going to school.

I'd love school if there were no butthole kids who came to goof off.

Heck! I'd rather be friends with Goofy from Disney!

When the Coronavirus took over, and moved nearly everyone to studying for school electronically, that was when I started to fall apart.

At first, I was relieved to study for school at the house(s), for I did not have to worry about the butthole kids who would rather be obnoxious.

However, as the days, weeks, months went by, I grew lazy, I procrastinated, I felt boredom, I became lonely, and I no longer wanted to do what I enjoyed doing.

After I graduated the following year, my first 8 weeks of college threw me off even more.

I was so lonely, I decided to involve myself in the social media world.

Yes, I've been logged into a couple of social media apps since I got my first phone (about 10 years ago?), but I never thought before to make friends with strangers through technology.

It's so fun to get along with people and to make friends, but the many more mistakes I made were:

Being kind to anyone.

Accepting friend requests.

Falling into tricks.

The people who pretended to be my friend ended up ruining my life even more.

One of them I dearly miss, but I know he will not come back to be my friend again.

Part of me doesn't want to go back to college, for the college I did eLearning from failed me, and I failed me too.

This year has been my worst year of my life.

Yes, I enjoyed the many auto shows and the few good friends I met, but the depression always comes back to me.

My new motto:

Happiness is just an illusion.

Many people disagree with me, but happiness does not last long for me.

My whole life, I don't smile often in general.

I always have a flat face.

I am not good at proper conversations.

I process slowly.

I get frustrated very easy.

I'm autistic.

This year, I've been the most annoyed.

I am becoming worse and worse every day.

Part of me doesn't want the day to end.

Other times, I don't want to be here anymore.

I think of the bad things that I could do, but I'm too afraid.

Everything is ruining me.

I am ruining myself.

I am ruining my favorite things.

I am ruining friendships and bonds.

I am ruining everything.

I am ruined.

Everyone I encounter tries to help, but they fail.

Sometimes, I let them fail sooner, so they wouldn't have to worry about trying to help me longer.

I think about my fuzzy blankies every day.

I fail at helping them heal.

Oh wait...they...aren't.......alive.

Right now, I am standing to face my bed.

Three fuzzy blankies are lying on the bed motionless.

Two of them are mine, which are very fuzzy; their fur is about as long as half an inch.

One of them is not mine, which is almost like fleece, but still has the ability to fluff; its fur is about as long as 1/16th of an inch.

Since Tuesday, August 16th, I have been laying or sleeping with that fleece-like blankie.

That fleece-like blankie is doing little help about distracting me from plucking my fuzzy blankies.

Better than no help at all.

Please, I need 100% help.

With everything.

I know all of you are mad at me, but...

I really don't want to lose my fuzzy blankies!!!

I fell in love with the Mink fuzzy blankies since 2015!!!

I fell in love with fuzzy blankies in general since before 2015!!!

I want to cuddle with my fuzzy blankies again!!!

😭

[lunarose-moonflower]

So me and @im-a-star-boy made a Pokemon au and I'm going to forcibly subject to everyone to it

I will not be elaborating on the Pokemon we chose nor will I be elaborating on the nicknames ♥️

"h" stands for hisuian

Ranboo

Was abandoned in the forest at a young age and raised by Pokemon for a good part of his life a little feral but he's grown out of it mostly literally just got found by Tubbo and Tommy one day and brought home he doesn't battle because growing up in the forest every battle that happened between Pokemon had real and legitimate stakes so he can just never do it for fun but he is a contest star / coordinator!

shiny zoroark (ender chest)

shiny h zoroark (ender pearl)

mimikyu (pikaboo)

altaria (Fluffy)

malamar (Jjjjjjjjeffrey)

garchomp (cuddles)

Tommy

He was a combination of a foster kid and also kind of homeless depending on how attentive his current foster parents were he grew up kind of learning to fend for himself in the city and probably got major trust issues because of it he was eventually found and picked up by Phil, has the typical dream of being the very best that there ever was but only evolves his Pokemon sometimes he's a gym trainer

nickit (Walter)

braviary (Henry)

rotom (Zipper)

galvancula (shroud)

plusle (cherry)

monferno (Theseus)

Tubbo

A gym trainer like Tommy except he is very dead set on his goal of becoming champion and makes sure his Pokemon are the very best they can be we're unsure if he was also kind of a foster kid like Tommy or came from not so great home but either way he ended up with Phil and him and Tommy travel together frequently along with Ranboo

vespiquen (Elizabeth)

dubwoo (Rider)

minun (blueberry)

walrain (Big Bertha)

daranitan (monké)

Dragonite (Rocky)

Phil

He's a gym leader we haven't really decided for sure yet but I'm just going to say for now that he's the 8th one rather than having a specific type specialty he's more of just a typical bird catcher kind of trainer so it's more like a theme to his gym rather than a solid type he met Kristen while they were both doing their journeys and they fell in love with the course of it but unlike Kristen who became the full-blown champion he was content with his role as gym leader

decidueye(Alistair)

corviknight (zephyr)

h braviary (Reginald)

skarory (Stymphalian)

talonflame (Phoenix)

tocannon (Aurora)

Wilbur

We haven't decided if he's also a gym leader but we do know that he sometimes participates in contests not often enough for it to be a career but it's definitely a sort of hobby he did the gym challenge when he was younger but didn't become champion

prmarina (siren)

snom (Milo )

Trevenant (pechanga)

sawsbuck (oleander)

beware (Friend)

lopunny (Lily)

Techno

Also went on a journey the same time Wilbur did and we also don't know if he's a gym leader or not nowadays he just mostly does his own thing hanging out with his family and his Pokemon was rivals with dream back in the day and even though he's stronger than dream and always beats him when they do battle he didn't become an elite four member like dream did and frankly he's perfectly fine with that

Embore (herakles)

bareatic (Steve)

boltund (Zeus)

miteyena (Thanatos)

Arcanine (Hestia)

mid lycanrocc (Hades)

Kristen

She is the champion and has held that title for over a decade simultaneously the most feared and respected trainer in the region many have tried to claim her title and many have failed she doesn't intend on giving up her spot anytime soon but she's welcoming any challengers to try provided they have all of the badges of course

honchkrow (Malachi)

Mismagius (melancholy)

Slazzle (Aphrodite)

Haxorus (guardian)

gothatell (Eliana)

Vaporeon (borealis)

[acatbyanyothername9]

Hannibal season 1 rewatch : episode 4

Spoilers ahead so beware!

Previous episodes can be found here and here

-There's something quite sad of Will only feeling safe OUTSIDE his own house. Not even in it, but when he Encanto concept art book there's some beautiful art in there people can't acess. Except that by being outside, Will also can't access this safe heaven.

- "I know who I am" 😭😭 the dramatic irony of season's 1 plot being about Will loosing this sense of identity

- Hannibal casually invading Will's home is chilling, he prepared treats so the dogs wouldn't bark and just waltz in there like the space belonged to him, touching the piano, opening drawers. What a horrible breach of intimacy! People can't seem to forgive Will for his season 2 finale 'betrayal' but after everything Hannibal put Will through, after every violation, is it a wonder Will can't trust Hannibal?

- While Will is putting himself in the shoes of the killer, Hannibal is putting himself in Will shoes : feeding his dogs, finishing his lures…

- Hannibal impales his thumb on Will's hook, but by the end of the season, the one who was lured, caught and who bled is Will, not Hannibal.

- I stand by what i said. I don't think Hannibal is in love with Will at this point, no matter how many fics state he fell in love at first sight. Obsessed and curious yes, but not in love.

- Alana saying "you have to find someone to relate to in this     experience" to Abigail, and the scene cuts to Hannibal…NOT YOU HANNIBAL!

- Beverly being an elder sibling is no suprise. She radiates big sis energy and dealing with Team Science is like dealing with children (cue to Will and Zeller bickering like said children)

- Will sassing Hannibal is one of my favourite thing ever "low hanging fruit" "lazy psychiatry" let's start with your mother", "Feeling paternal Will"     "aren't you". He pushes back against Hannibal (sad to know it's useless and he will fall hook, line and sinker for Hannibal's manipulations)

- "Thank you for feeding them while I was away"😱 WAIT IT'S CANON THAT WILL ASKED HANNIBAL TO FEED HIS FOUR LEGGED FAMILY WHILE HE WAS AWAY? SO HANNIBAL WAS IN FACT INVITED IN WILL'S HOUSE?? That makes the betrayal all the more terrible 😭😭 Will invited him in his little boat and Hannibal violated this trust.

- Hannibal casually discrussing with Jack what he and Will talked about…Doctor/Patient confidentiality anyone?

- So while Will reconstruct the murders, the glasses are off, while he talks with Hannibal for their ‘sessions' the glasses are off, but the glasses are on when he teaches? And he takes them off as Jack talks about murder, no glasses in the lab with Team Science, no glasses to look missing kids up on his computer….I'm trying to keep track of the glasses before trying to understand if there's a rhythm and reason to it. The glasses stay off for the rest of the episode after Will puts them away as he’s lead away from his classroom. Are they a symbol of his teacher persona being put away to make place for the profiler? I may be reading way too much into this but hey, that’s half the fun of it.

- I love Beverly 😥 she's snealy but not afraid to approach Will and talk to him

- Hannibal is always pushing Will toward Abigail. In their first session of the episode, when Hannibal  mentions family, Will thinks of his dogs, not Abigail. It's Hannibal who puts Abigail in Will's head. Cue next time Will buying equipement for  Abigail and Hannibal once again correlating Abigail to Will's family with his "are you feeling paternal Will?" Is this the red thread of this episode? Hannibal pushing Will towards Abigail?

- Well he's also setting himself  up as Abigail's only support and safe place.

- Hannibal in apron, waistccoat and rolled sleeves is an aesthetic I will never get tired of.

- Will is making CANNIBAL PUNS  "you bound with your captor, you survive, you don't, you're breakfast". Guess who never ended up as Hannibal's breakfast until season 3? They deserve each other your honor. Both as insufferable as the other.

- And one shattered teacup for Abigail, the pattern continues. Will is fine china and Abigail breaks teacups.

- Alana saying she's often right 😬 not when it comes to Hannibal no…Although i do appreciate the irony of her calling Hannibal rude.

- Jack asking Bella if it's too late to have kids and Bella answering "it is for me". When you know she has cancer, this is heartbreaking.

[irskth]

Haechan: Yes I hate you! - part 2

(part 1 here)

Description : You and Donghyuck have a weird relationship, he appeared in your life during a stressful time and in a way helped you forget about it, by creating even more chaos as you got to know him better.

Warnings : this chapter might be a little sad, sorry. Also swearing and all that so beware.

You hear your alarm ring as you got up slowly still mad about yesterday's night events. You still don't know what took you to go to that party but you regretted it as soon as you left.

You had no messages from hyuck this morning, you weren't expecting any but one would be nice since he was a little shit towards you last night, clearly effects of the drinking were shown but you decided that whatever he did drunk he meant sober.

You were too proud to text him so you decided to ignore him and even post a story on instagram to show him you were awake and ignoring his existence. You knew he didn't care but still your efforts were visible.

You can't even recall why you started trying to get him to notice you, on some days you hated his existence alone, on others all you wanted was a smile and a joke from him.

He on the other hand had fun playing with you and your reactions, too amused to stop or even think of stopping, he loved to see you frustrated with the lack of his attention, but you were determined to not let him win this time.

Headed to school you decided to walk instead of going by bus as normal, trying to avoid him was a difficult task as you lived close by and you knew he hated walking to school so you took it as a chance to think while going to school without his abnoxious presence.

Unlucky for you, hyuck knew how you thought and didn't take the bus that day, instead he decided to bike to school, while in the company of a pretty girl, laughing and clearly trying his best for you to notice him.

You put your headphones in and kept walking ignoring the two, the girl went towards you bumping into you, in her head hoping you would fall, instead she herself fell making hyuck laugh hysterically.

Arriving at school soon enough with those two behind you being annoying with their obvious flirting, but you did not let hyuck see the annoying look on your face which made him mad and as soon as you reached the school gates he ditched the girl and kept walking close to you.

You went straight to your classroom, still with your earphones listening to music not aware that haechan was following your footsteps. You entered your classroom, empty, you took it as a chance to sleep for awhile but as soon as you sat down hyuck took your earphones out which scared you.

- What the hell is wrong with you?! - you yelled annoyed, clearly showing him your anger

- Nothing, what the hell is wrong with you? Ignoring me all of the sudden, you know I had to come to school with that annoying girl? You know how much I hated it?! - he said pulling a chair and sitting in front of you

- Don't care, didn't ask, not my problem. - you said putting your earphones in again and lowering your head to sleep, but he wasn't finished and took your earphones again

- Why are you like this? What happened? Was it me? - he said, innocent look plastered all over his face as if he didn't know anything

It was always like this, he made you feel like shit, and then pulled the innocent card making you feel guilty for something he did to you.

- You have to be kidding me... - you said angry at him - you really think you can do shit and then get away with it?!

- What are you talking about?!

- Oh really so the mean words you said to me yesterday while drunk, your various attempts at making me jealous, your obnoxious personality, your obsession with making me feel sad, you really don't know what I'm talking about now?! - you almost yelled the last words to him

- In my defense sometimes you deserve it-

- I deserve it?!!! - you slapped him leaving him with an angry look

- Y/N...

- Leave... - you were trying your best to keep calm while looking down

- I'm sorry that's not what I meant-

- I said leave! - you yelled, tears in your eyes

He simply got up leaving you alone, with his stupid innocent look, closing the door on his way out leaving you to cry alone, again.

You avoided him all day, from spending your breaks in the bathroom to eating your lunch outside of school, still he was almost too close to you at all times, it started to get creepy and you hated his watchful eyes on you all day.

You decided to skip last class, instead you went to a café and did some work on your own, sipping on your favorite drink some of your worries went away, for awhile, before he stepped foot in the café, this time in the company of his friends, you guessed this time it wasn’t to annoy you but to simply spend time with his friends.

You kept doing your work, ignoring his presence as much as you could but his laugh was too distracting making it difficult for you to concentrate causing you to get angry and leave the place.

As you were walking away from the café you were thinking of all the ways you would want to murder him, even if he was a great help in the past it felt like he was bringing you to your problems once again.

It has been two years ever since you met him, and there was once a time where he was all that you could thank, he saved you from your various attempts at ending your miserable life and showed you everything you would miss if you left.

That is until he himself became your problems, you grew way too attached to him and he felt like he needed to be by your side at all times but he didn’t want to be another part of your life that you feared to lose everyday so he decided to keep a distance, and with time that distance became coldness between the two and you acted like you didn’t know each other anymore.

Even if it pained him to be away from you he felt like he couldn’t live up to your expectations and feared he could hurt you even more, deciding that distance was better if he truly wanted to see you happy.

Of course that’s not the case as you feel more and more sad with each day that you grow apart, trying to not lose hope on the chance of you two ever becoming friends again, like once you were in the past.